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♪ no one's gonna tell me
it's a trick of the light ♪

♪ may never come
but I'm willing to wait ♪

♪ what can I say?
I'm a man of the faith ♪

♪ and there's
an ocean in my body ♪

♪ and there's
a river in my soul ♪

♪ and I'm crying ♪

[theme music playing]

[melancholic music playing]

[val sighs]

[val sighs]

[seagulls cawing]

Let's hope
the manager is a little

More helpful
than that receptionist.

We'll make sure of it.

I'm not leaving until
I know exactly when he was

Here and if
they knew each other.

They must have.

It's too much of a coincidence.

-Yeah, I agree.
-And then what?

And then we're
gonna have a really awful

Conversation with mam.

I'm afraid of our
head of events

Is on paternity leave.

You could have
his email address.

No, we're going
to need to speak

To someone about this today.

Right, we're not leaving
here so that you people can

Ignore our phone
calls and our emails!

What she means is all we
want is the dates of a guest

Speaker who was here at
some point last year, please.

It would up to our
head of events and, as I said.

Look we know he was here,
there's a

Photo of him on the wall,
down there.

All we need to know is
if that man was in contact

With our sister and if so,
how well they knew each other.

You could speak to the person
who referred her to us.

Perhaps they could
address some of your concerns.

Yes, thank you,
that'd be great.

Thank you.

[suspenseful music playing]

Ahh, back on the horse,
I see.

You're only on chapter 3?

I'm just
struggling to get into it.

I mean, you know
she was obviously a,

A very smart woman your mother,
but you know

Yourself it's just,
it's a bit dated.

Well, not for everyone I guess.

Anyway, why don't you a,
take a break,

Jump in the shower
and come down for brekkie.

Now, you're talking.

[paul chuckles]

[shower running]

If he was treating grace
in london and then he asked her

To come this retreat
where he was speaking...

It means he
knew her pretty well.

You know what grace is like.

She would have
told him all about us.

But why come looking for us?

[suspensful music playing]

Anna, what if--

He he had something
to do with grace's death?

We've jumped
to conclusions before.

True, but--

We need to tell mam.

No, we have to get
her away from him first.

He could put her in danger.

The minute he
knows we're onto him.

We don't know
what he's capable of.

Come on.

[suspenseful music continues]

Many client's today?

Mm, yeah, a couple,
just doing my homework.

If you wanna join me,
erm, I can finish this later.

The sea is much calmer today.

That was so brave of you
to get in that water yesterday.

I'm really proud of you.

Well it didn't feel great.

It felt out of control in fact.

Made me realise that I have
been on shaky ground for

Too long and I just,
I can't stand

Feeling like this anymore.

-I've got you.
-I know, I'm very grateful.

I just, I just need to find
my feet again, you know?

[melancholic music playing]

Let's go into town and get
those deeds signed today.

Grand.

Great.

[anna] still nothing?

This is all
just standard stuff,

Like it'll take
hours to trawl through.

Fuck it, I'm calling mam.

We can tell her to go
for a walk or something

And then we can tell her
without him prowling around.

[phone dialling]

She declined my call.

Okay, er,
why don't you call paul,

And we can make up an excuse as
to why you need to talk to her.

No, I'm know doing that.

Right, that's it,
I need to know happened there?

I don't really
wanna talk about it.

That bad?

I need a coffee.

There's
a coffee place up ahead.

D'you want one?

Hey, if there was
ever a time for the truth,

I think it's now.

When paul came to lahinch last
year, he stayed at the hotel.

We had a few
drinks one evening and,

Well...

Oh my god, anna, you and paul?

Well it was before him,
and mam even met.

But, still it makes me sick
thinking about it

Now they're married.

I wanted to tell her
and then he convinced me that

Telling her the truth
would hurt her and then he went

Behind me back
and told her anyway,

So now she thinks it
was my idea to lie all along.

Oh my god, anna, I'm so sorry.

That's awful.

You're not gonna
tell me how stupid I was?

No, he's the creep
for making you lie about it.

You've haven't
done anything wrong.

Stop being so nice
it makes my nervous.

All I wanted to do was
to have some fun and try

Not over think
everything after rory died.

I wanted to feel
something other than sadness.

Trust me to pick the wrong man.

[phone vibrating]

It's finn.

Go head,
I'll grab some coffees.

Hiya.

[finn] hiya, yourself.

We're just getting coffees
we should be back by midday.

Any sign of leon?

Jenny, what's that on your
neck?

No don't cover it up, show me.

What happened?
-Uh, er, erm, it was just a--

Jen, how did you get
that mark on your neck?

I should have know better okay.
I wound him up.

I threatened
him to leave us alone

And he got angry,
and he grabbed me.

I think he was trying to
frighten me more than anything.

Leon.

When?

Yesterday.

Are you okay?

Did he do anything else,
did he--

I am fine.

Alright, don't make this any
worse than it already is finn.

D'you want to lie to you?

I want you to
stay away from him.

Promise me.

I promise jen, he's
not gonna do anything stupid.

Okay, bye.

Finn saw my neck.

He's furious.

Shit.

Listen,
what you said in the car.

You're right,
we need to get hold of mam

As soon as possible
and I think I know how.

[phone vibrating]

Right,
going to put this on silent.

[ominous music playing]

What, what is it?

It's--

Grace?

[anna] mam, it's me.

I really need to talk to you!

What are you
doing with her phone?

[anna] I needed to get
through and I knew this was

The only number
that you'd answer.

No, what the hell
were your thinking?

[anna] just listen mam,
this is important!

No, do not ever call
me from grace's phone again,

D'you hear, ever!

[anna] mam, n--

[scoffs]

You don't understand.

If I don't do something
about this now I'm just gonna

Be that pathetic little kid
who always turns a blind eye.

Look, I get it, I do.

Right, you wanna
wipe the slate clean.

You wanna make him
pay for what he did you.

What did to jenny,
and, and that would

Make you feel
pretty good right?

-[finn] yeah.
-Yeah but, but then what?

Okay, let's just
say you put him

In the hospital or,
or you kill him.

What happens next?

Look start
reasoning with him fir--

He doesn't understand reason,
alright.

He, it's like he's
wired differently or something.

Like he's got nothing to lose.
-Okay.

Look finn, will you
just listen to what--

No, you just
stay here frank

And let me handle this.

Shit.

[intense music playing]

[radio newsreader] a woman
in her fifties remains

In a
critical condition following

A hit and run
incident on the ennis road.

The woman, a pedestrian,

Was discovered
with serious injuries.

Garda are
appealing for any witnesses.

Is she gonna be okay?

I don't know, love.

Has patrick
spoken to the gards yet?

As I know, you're
trying to protect him,

But we have to do
the right thing here and I said

I'd give him
a day to come forward.

It wasn't patrick.

I was the one driving.

I'm so sorry I lied to you.

What were you thinking?

I wasn't thinking mum,
I was drunk.

You know how that is.

Yeah, I do, and I also
know how lame an excuse it is.

What are you gonna
say to this woman's son?

Oh, sorry I was just drunk!

[crying]

I know we need to
go to the gards.

Well, it's better if
we're honest from the start.

They might go easier on you.

Am I gonna go to prison?

[laboured breathing]

Please, please, please.

Jesus, those
two have some nerve.

Hold on, hold on.

Before you go head
long into this you have

To ask yourself,
is this conflict worth it?

Well,
I can't let them away

With the stunt
they just pulled.

And I totally agree with you

But right now d'you need to
give your energy to this?

Well, I have,
I have to deal with it.

Or you could let me do it.

Okay.

Ladies.

We want to speak to her.

Now, is not a good time.

Of course it isn't.

Calling her on grace's phone.

That was a bad idea.

-Look paul--
-[paul] ah, ah, ah.

You're a little bit out
of touch with her at the moment

And you need
to tread carefully.

You think I'm the enemy here
but I'm trying to help her.

Where did you get her phone?

Mam, we're sorry we upset you.

No, saying sorry
only means something when

You learn from
past mistakes and,

And yet you seem
to be intent on hurting me.

Don't blame anna, mam.

Now, I'm gonna ask you again.

Where did you
get grace's phone?

I found it at joe's house.

Well what the hell
was he doing with it?

They said it was lost.

He took it when
he went to donegal

To bring her body home.

So he stole it?

Sort of, it's not
important right now mam.

We need to speak
to you in private.

No, no you don't get to
have me all to yourself,

All of the time.

We know that,
but we're entitled to--

Entitled is right.

That is not fair!

Look, I'm gonna make
easy for the both of you.

You're not welcome in my,
in our house, neither of you.

Just leave us alone!

-Come on.
-But--

Come on,
let's get in the car.

[ominous music playing]

We need to tell her about
donegal then at least we might

Be able to get
her out of there.

I don't know, jen.

The mood she was
in she might not believe us,

And then she'd be
stuck in that house

With paul
knowing we're onto him.

I guess.

We're gonna need
something really concrete

To convince her.

Okay, erm,
I'll go see sergeant o'rourke.

She might be able to do
a background check on him.

Okay, I'll drop you.

[anna] you had him
sussed all along mair.

How do we really
know what he's up to?

We should go and get her.

We've already tried.

It was the first place
we went to when we got back.

She wouldn't speak to us.

You'll have to get up
earlier in the morning

To match that guy.

Where are you off to?

I've got to get something.

I'll be back in a while.

So, I have a session,
in a few minutes,

If you want to use the er,
the kitchen for your writing.

[clears throat]

[ominous music playing]

[music intensifies]

[paul] caro.

Ah, I'm just here
to grab the last of my things.

I'm flying to Spain later.

Oh, we'll be so
sad to see you go.

Of course you will.

No one else in this family
will give you the time of day.

Good luck when I'm gone.

[caro] did you put in my stole?

[paul] yeah, it's in this one.

Val, your mother's here to pick
up the rest of her things.

Val, I was hoping for a word.

Ah, aren't you going
to offer me a cup of tea?

[paul] I can do that.

Yeah let's, let's
all head into the kitchen.

What about your session?

Oh yes, let's not
interrupt you paul.

Oh erm, no he cancelled, yeah.

Well come on.

I'll put the kettle on.

Come on val.

So, how's it been
staying at mairead's any,

Any bridges built?

Oh fine, fine.

We're very different people.

But that's the
luck of the lottery

Of having children, isn't it.

You never know
what kind of a person

Is going to drop out of you.

Well, you know that
more than anyone val.

Your two are--
-they're what mam?

Well you have your issues, er.

They've been through a lot.

They, they lost grace too.

Anna isn't long widowed.

Those aren't
insignificant things.

Darling,
they still need to be held

Responsible
for what they've done.

Oh, time for me to be going.

Be an angel and pop my
suitcases into the car for me.

Sure, we'll see you out.

[paul] thank you.

[whispering]
watch your back girl.

Paul knew grace!

[caro] paul, darling,
next summer in Spain,

Write it in stone.

Yes I'm--

[suspenseful music playing]

So I've been doing
some research and there's

An architect in ennis I
wanna set up a meeting with.

I think he could do a really
good job on the centre.

Hey, where are you?

Miles away.

I'm sorry,
I'm-- I'm being insensitive.

I know it must be hard every
time you say goodbye to caro.

And I wish I had
some words of comfort

For you but,
you know she's never going

To be the mother
you want or deserve.

Luckily for you,
you have me now.

I don't know,
I'm just excited about

The future,
you know, the wellness centre.

Grace would be so proud.

[jenny] this man
poses a serious threat

To my mother's wellbeing.

I'm very sorry to hear
that you're estranged

From your mother, and I
understand that this has been

An exceptionally challenging
time for you and your family.

However, I don't have
the time or the resources.

So, you're telling me you
don't think it's suspicious

That he didn't
mention that he knew grace.

It's a coincidence and you
should talk to him about it.

-But--
-but I don't see any crime

On the part of
your stepfather which

Warrants further investigation.

He slept with anna,
and he lied about that too.

Also, not a crime.

Fine.

I'll just have
to do your job for you.

Come on paul, come on.

Look this,
this can't be done overnight.

Since when have
you played by the rules?

Don't insult me.

I'm not about
to commit fraud so

That this can
be rushed through.

Besides you
know as well as I do,

It takes time to convert
a residential property into

A place of business,
let alone a medical centre.

You know what, I,
I think the plan still needs

Some consideration.

There it is.
I knew it.

[val] you know what,
I'm gonna go and visit

Grace's grave for a bit.

Give me the keys.
-[paul] oh, come on val.

[val] give me the keys.

You visit her
grave all the time.

This is more important.

Nothing is more important
than my daughter, paul.

Alright.

Go then.

I'll wait in the car.

[elaine] I want
someone to blame.

I wasn't ready
to take responsibility alone.

You know, I needed company.

You know and drink has
always been my best friend.

So, yeah.

[crying]

Except it isn't funny anymore,
because last week my,

My youngest son
found me unconscious

And made the call
that saved my life.

Is it any wonder
he's drinking now too?

And I know, I know,
I know no one's coming

To rescue us.

I'm the adult here.

And I need to take
control if I'm gonna help him.

And there is no
way I'm allowing him

To go down the path I have.

No matter what.

[ominous music playing]

[seagulls cawing]

-Hey.
-Hi.

So I was thinking
about what you did.

You know,
how stupid and reckless it was.

But you know what?

That's my fault.

Because the example--
-it's not your fault.

But no, just, let me finish,
I need to say this.

I showed you when things
get tough you just think you

Can duck out
and drink it all away and

I hope you know
how wrong that is.

I'm so sorry jacob,
I'm so sorry.

I'm, I'm
trying to see a future.

I just want you to be happy.

Whatever else was going on...

I chose to take your
car and to drive drunk

And I need to tell
the truth about it.

You are such a good boy.

[sniffs]

But that's not happening.

What?

I thought I knew what
the right thing to do was

But, you know,
sometimes right and wrong isn't

As black and white
as you'd like it to be.

The aherns' showed me that.

I'm not letting your life
be ruined by a mistake, jacob.

Mine nearly was.

No one knows who
was driving that car.

No one needs to know.

[melancholic music playing]

Oh, grace.

What happened?

I just wish
I could talk to--

How could you think it's okay

To take grace's
phone and keep it from me?

I did what I knew
grace would have wanted.

To protect it from you,
from your lies.

How dare you.

I loved grace more
than anything in this world.

But you could never
love her the way she needed,

Could you?

All she wanted was some truth,
some honesty.

It isn't difficult val.

When she got away from you

That was the
happiest I'd ever seen her.

Even in those last few days,
despite everything.

Did you speak
to her before she died?

We spoke all the time val.

About you, about how
the rules don't apply to you.

About how you do you val and,
and damn everyone else!

You know what,
you are just full of your

Self-righteous crap,
aren't you joe.

Grace was the best of you.

The only one who
wasn't a barefaced liar.

Look where your
family's at now, huh val!

You did this val!

You did this!

[intense music playing]

Must be good at that price.

Leon!

If you come within
a mile of her again, leon,

I swear to god.
-Listen,

If you think what I
did to blondies neck were bad,

Wait till I really
get my hands on her.

You won't recognise
that pretty little face.

[grunting]

Finn!
Finn!

Finn will you stop!

[grunting]

[coughing]

[frank] god.

[finn] you alright?
[frank] yeah, yeah.

-[finn] I didn't mean to.
-I'm alright, I'm alright.

Christ you
nearly took my head off.

You know what I
want little brother.

I just want
you to share nicely.

What you think it's fair?

You get the wife,
the kid, the rich family.

While I'm left out in the cold.

Don't think so.
You owe me.

I owe you a shallow grave
mate for threatening my family.

[frank] leave it.

[leon] oh, you think that
you're better than me?

You only got
all of this by lying

And cheating
like you always have.

Hey, we're done here.

Now leon you can go.

This has got nothing
to do with you old man.

There's one thing
that you're missing leon.

Finn has got us, the aherns,
and if there's one thing we

Will not tolerate it's somebody
messing with our business.

So here,
there's enough there to get

You started in England,
but you leave us alone.

Are you taking the piss?

I told you fifty grand.

If I was you,
I would take that money

And I would fuck
off back to England

Or the next time I
will let him kill you.

In fact, I'll even
bury the body myself.

There's plenty
of places on a building site

To bury a dead body.

Hm.

Finally, you got the daddy
figure you always wanted,

Ay finn?

Never could stand
on your own two feet.

[spits]

Jesus frank.

I didn't think
you had it in you.

Phew, well, you know.

But I only did
what I think denis

Would have wanted me to do.

Yeah, well he, he never
actually showed up for me so.

Thank you.

[frank] come on.

[woman] sinead hi,
how's eileen?

[sinead] well erm,
it's gonna be a long road.

But, you know,
we're getting there.

[woman] what a
tragic thing to happen.

[sinead] I know, I know.

[woman] will you let her know
that we're thinking about her?

[sinead] I will.
[woman] okay, bye.

[sinead] bye, thank you.

Hello, did you find what you
were looking for today?

I did, yeah.

[sinead] that's $11.99, please.

I'm so sorry,
to erm, hear about what

Happened to your,
your aunt, eileen.

-That's right, yes.
-Yes, it's terrible.

[sinead] yeah, it was
an awful shock.

We found out this
morning that she's out

Of the induced
coma and on the mend.

Oh my god, that is wonderful.

[sinead] oh, thank you
for asking.

Do you know her well?

Oh, no, no, erm,
thank you, thank you so much.

[suspenseful music playing]

[printer whirring]

Paul first came
to lahinch in June.

So he'd met mam
before grace died.

Yeah.

D'you think
grace knew about them?

We'll never know now.

I think I might have an idea.

I can't lie.

Paul's a complicated person.

There was a bit
of controversy back then

Around the time connie died.

Turns out he'd been
treating her and well,

Let's just say, that's frowned
upon within the community.

He was what?

He was treating
his late wife

And you didn't
think to mention that?

I wasn't trying to hide it.

Plus he
and val seemed so happy,

It didn't seem relevant,
has something changed?

We've just
discovered he was treating

My sister grace before...

Well we, we think
she took her own life.

[cheryl] like connie?

His first wife?

Connie died of cancer.

He talks about it all the time.

[cheryl] cancer?

I really don't
wanna be the person who

Tells you this
but that's a lie.

Connie ended her own life.

That lying snake!

So he has a history of treating
women who wind up dead.

I'm so sorry.

I didn't know.

Come on mam,
pick up, pick up, pick up.

Are you okay?

Yeah, I'm fine.

You know maybe you
should give her grave

A miss for a while,
like, like I suggested.

I really wish you
could have met her.

God, I know.

If only.

But there's no magic
wand and it is time to move on.

Plus you have me now.

We're in this together.

It's just some battles
I need to fight on my own.

I think you need a rest.

It's been a crap day.

I'll get you something
to help you relax.

Mm.

You know
with all the drama we a,

We forgot
to pick up the steaks.

Could you nip into town?

Yeah, sure.

Now...

..Hand out.

Have a nice nap,
lie down, when you wake up

Romantic dinner,
just the two of us.

Yeah?

[ominous music playing]

Good girl.

[car engine starting]

[heavy breathing]

[suspenseful music playing]

[val gasps]

[heavy breathing]

[suspenseful music continues]

From the outside it was,
an idyllic childhood.

Big house by the beach.

New toys.

I never wanted for a thing.

She knew he was having affairs.

Lying about the business.

Keeping control of the money
and I don't know whether I'm

More angry at him for doing
it or her for covering it up.

She was so good at lying
to us that when I found out

Who he really was,
it was like one tiny

Crack shattered
the whole picture

And it was too late
to put it back together.

That was only
the beginning of the lies.

They built and built until

That's all I saw
when I looked at her.

[sobbing]

[melancholic music playing]

[grace] it feels
like a good day.

Not spectacular,
not awful,

Just...Good.

Boring, even.

It was perfect.

I stopped on the way
here to get a coffee.

This little place that
reminds me of my old cafe.

I got chatting
to the woman who runs it

And she's from ireland too,
so obviously I was

There for,
like, twenty minutes.

Listening to her talk
about her kids and

How expensive london is...

And she gave me
the coffee for free.

So kind.

It was the first
time I missed home.

It made me think,
maybe I should call mam.

She only ever tried to do
what she thought was right,

You know.

Even if it was totally wrong.

I just don't want
to have any regrets.

[paul off-screen] I don't think
that would be wise.

You've made so much progress,
why would you undo it?

You severed ties for a reason.

The only way you
can stay healthy

Is by staying
away from that woman.

If you're serious
about your recovery,

Never go back there again.

Your family are toxic!

[breathing heavily and sobbing]

[suspenseful music playing]

Mam, mam, please don't hang up,

We need to talk
to you about paul.

-[val] yeah I--
-he's been lying about connie.

She was his patient.

He was treating her,

But she ended
up committing suicide.

He was treating
grace in london.

He was in donegal at
the retreat where she died.

Mam, you need
to get out of there now.

We don't think that
you're safe with him.

Yeah, I know.

[distant dogs barking]

[dial tone]

Mam?

Mam?

She knows that she's in danger.

What are you waiting for,
go, go!

[suspenseful music playing]

[music intensifies]

You're up!

Yeah.

Great, great.

How are you feeling?

Wide awake.

Well look at you.

A fighter
despite everything, huh?

You know, erm,

I think we should get you
back in the water tomorrow.

Someone once told me that a,
all we have

Is the moment we're in,
so let's just focus on tonight,

Shall we?

That someone sounds
like a very wise man.

[paul] mm.

I'll just go and wash-up.

D'you think he's
planning to hurt her?

I don't know.

But now she knows he
knew grace she's gonna

Confront him
and he won't like that.

Maybe we
shouldn't have told her!

Just get there!

[suspenseful music playing]

Here's to gracie.

You know erm...

I've been driving
myself crazy er,

Thinking about the
night she died and

All those missed calls
from her and trying to work out

The meaning of it all,
you know.

Here's what I think.

I think we
should leave this--

Don't interrupt me.

I'm not finished.

I think grace
found out about us.

I think she tried to call me.

But for whatever reason
I didn't answer her calls.

I've seen the tapes, paul.

I know you were treating her.

I know you told her
not to contact me, but I,

I don't understand why.

So this time let's just,
let's try the truth, shall we?

Okay.

[rain pattering windshield]

God,
just break the lights anna.

There's no one there!

I don't know jen,
I can't see round the bend.

Just do it!

Anna, watch out!
-[anna] jesus!

[car horn blaring]

[suspenseful music playing]

Yes, grace was
my patient in london,

And she followed me to donegal,
where I was a guest speaker.

She made it clear that
her family were the root of all

Of her problems, so I came
to lahinch to see for myself.

But what I found
here was a powerful

Woman that I
couldn't walk away from.

So, once I knew that
you and I were going to build

A life together
I had to confess.

I went back to grace
and I told her everything.

She gave us her blessing.

Now, I could say that I
should have told you earlier,

But I was always,
always thinking of what

Was best for you.

No one knew grace
in those last months

Like I did,
and I realised that the key

To your healing lay
in the tapes of those sessions.

In my connection to grace.

So, you're saying
you were going to tell me?

I was waiting until
you were strong enough.

I believe you will
find solace in those tapes

Eventually and you can
hate me now, all you like,

But I had a plan
for you all along.

I couldn't
risk losing you, val.

Why is my daughter dead, paul?

[paul sighs]

Don't walk away from me.

I said don't walk away from me!

Enough of your bullshit, paul!

[val gasps]

Don't ask me for the truth, if
you're not prepared to face it.

Grace was in your
sights from the moment she

Walked into
that clinic in london.

I mean there it all was
for you on a plate, wasn't it?

The perfect
property and location.

A legacy to outshine your
mother's and the only thing

That was in your way, was a,
was a rich vulnerable widow.

God I made it so easy for you!

You need to stop now.

Grace would never have given
you her blessing for lying

To us all as soon as she found
out that you were targeting me,

She would have
tried to stop you.

No, that's enough now.

Your mother saw
through you didn't she?

Grace saw through you
too and I bet your fucking

Ego couldn't handle that,
could it?

-I was trying to help her!
-Help her?

-Yes!
-Right.

You know what she needed paul,

What she needed was to trust.

She needed no more lies
but you, you just filled her

Head with poison
because you are a monster.

She needed people
around her who, who loved her.

She needed her family.

She needed her mother!

She needed to be put
out of her fucking misery!

[heavy breathing]

She was going
to ruin everything

That we built together.

[paul's voice fades away]

She was so unhappy,
if I hadn't done it,

She would have
done it to herself.

[suspensful music playing]

Isn't there
a part of you that's

Relieved she's
not in pain anymore?!

[woman] I got you.

Nooo!

Ah!
Urgh.

Ah.

[moaning]

[heavy breathing]

[ominous music playing]

[moaning]

[gurgling]

[breathing heavily]

[spits]

♪ and if I see
a sign in the sky tonight ♪

♪ no one's gonna tell me
it's a trick of the light ♪

♪ may never come
but I'm willing to wait ♪

♪ what can I say?

I'm a man of the faith ♪

♪ and there's
an ocean in my body ♪

♪ and there's
a river in my soul ♪

♪ and I'm crying ♪

[theme music playing]

♪ and we carry the sun ♪