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* I'm gonna leave you anyway
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* I'm gonna leave you
anyway *
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* Gonna leave you anyway.
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(faint ringing)
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(sighs)
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(crickets chirping)
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(exhales)
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(ticking)
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* I think I wanna,
think I wanna, think I wanna *
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(indistinct chatter
over headphones)
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* I think I wanna,
think I wanna, think I wanna *
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*
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* I think I wanna,
think I wanna, think I wanna *
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*
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* I think I wanna tell you
somethin' *
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* Well, go on,
tell me somethin' *
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* I think I wanna tell you
somethin' *
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* Well, go on,
tell me somethin' *
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* I think I wanna tell you
somethin' *
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* Well, go on,
tell me somethin' *
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* I think I wanna tell you
somethin' *
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* Tell me what?
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* I think I wanna,
think I wanna, think I wanna *
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* Please tell me now
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* I think I wanna,
think I wanna, think I wanna *
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...wanna tell you somethin'.
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I think
I wanna tell you somethin'.
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I think I wanna tell you
somethin'.
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I think
I wanna tell you somethin'.
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* I think I wanna,
think I wanna, think I wanna *
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*
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* I think I wanna,
think I wanna, think I wanna *
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(tires screech)
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(faint ringing)
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(dog barks in distance)
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(breathing deeply)
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(tires screech)
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* 'Cause I'm a creator
and a dominator *
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* You're not down for hittin'
skins later, you perpetrator *
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* I come tight with the beat
and all that *
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* So throw your hands
in the air *
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* Show me what you got there
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* 'Cause girls
just wanna have fun *
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* But deep inside my heart
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* I know girls
just wanna have funds *
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* You, yeah, you make me go...
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(snoring)
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(clanging)
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(garbage truck beeping)
(dog barking)
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(groans)
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(brakes hissing)
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(sizzling)
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(faint ringing)
(muffled conversation)
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(panting)
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I made my special
heart pancakes.
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What kind
of jank-ass hearts are these?
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(chuckles)
That one looks
like a butt.
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Sorry. It was
kind of a rough night.
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But, um, this afternoon,
I-I finally have my consultation
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with the chief of staff
at the VA,
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and I think...
LINDSAY: Yeah, chiefs'll
do that sometimes.
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Hey, can I get some sticky sauce
for these pan-butts or what?
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It turns out, in World War I,
the official term
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for "PTSD" was "cowardice,"
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and you were
shot for it.
GRETCHEN: That is interesting.
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LINDSAY:
How are you holding up, Jimmy?
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(muffled):
When my guinea pig died,
I couldn't jack off
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for, like, half a day.
GRETCHEN:
I'm telling you guys--
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false alarm.
He truly doesn't give a shit.
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(conversation continuing
indistinctly)
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(faint ringing)
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(ringing volume increases)
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(radio static)
(speaks indistinctly)
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(water running)
JIMMY:
Aw!
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It nearly
had it.
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(water running loudly)
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Oh, shit.
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LINDSAY:
...mommy classes Becca's
always yammering about.
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JIMMY:
Edgar? Edgar?
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Uh, yeah. What's up?
Big writing day
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ahead of me. I need you to get
all my usual writing snacks
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from the British
specialty store.
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Shrimp-flavored crisps,
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Wallington's choco-knockers,
tartar biscuits,
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kidney jerky, and then
all your standard candies--
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lemingtons, fluffingtons,
rum Christophers...
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(classical music playing
over speakers)
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(faint ringing)
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(register beeping)
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(breathing deeply)
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(indistinct chatter)
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(ringing volume increases)
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(breathing deeply)
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(ringing volume decreases)
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(indistinct chatter)
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(woman speaking indistinctly)
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I have eyes
on him right now.
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(faint ringing)
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Subject is
on the move.
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(ringing volume increases)
(indistinct chatter)
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(register beeping)
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(beeping quickens)
(indistinct chatter)
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CASHIER:
Can I help you?
(ringing stops)
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Sir?
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Sir?
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(classical music continues
playing over speakers)
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(beeping)
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A British flag balloon.
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How did you know?
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Oh, I pays attention
to my girl.
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Whoa.
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Edgar.
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Hey. Edgar.
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Edgar, look at me. No.
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Edgar...
I've been thinking
about you all day.
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I could barely sleep.
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Okay, you need your sleep.
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Aren't you supposed to have
your big meeting thingy
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with the head counselor person?
I was actually
thinking,
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instead, what if we
just hung out here all day,
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you know, just, like, laid
in bed and watched movies?
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Or... ignored movies.
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Edgar, stop!
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Why don't you
want to go?
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You've been waiting
to meet with her for months.
What if I go
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and this is my best last chance
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and they can't help me?
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Then we try something else.
What else?!
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I've tried booze, drugs,
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talk therapy, pills.
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If not for you, for me.
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I need you to try.
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Sometimes I see
you look at me...
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...and it kind of...
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it scares me.
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I'm sorry.
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I'm sorry, Dorothy.
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I'm sorry.
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I don't need you to apologize.
I just need you to keep trying.
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You are brave and you're
smart and you're strong, okay?
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And remember,
when you go,
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you just have to be
your own advocate, okay?
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They can fix you,
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but you might have to fight
for it.
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This is the one time
to not follow the rules.
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It's their job to help you.
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(rhythmic creaking)
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Edgar, where are
your pre-moistened towelettes?
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I don't have any. Why?
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No reason.
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I might need one
in a few minutes.
(chuckles)
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GRETCHEN:
Hey, look, it's your...
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dumbass limey biscuit
and fag store.
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Um, Edgar, I thought
you said you couldn't get
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my writing snacks 'cause
the store was cordoned off
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due to police activity.
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I, uh... I-I guess
they caught the guy.
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(faint ringing)
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GRETCHEN:
Oh!
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Aah! Oh!
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Jesus!
You are lucky I didn't
just break my wang.
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GRETCHEN:
Oh,
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I broke a guy's
wang once.
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They never tell you
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how far back it
can and can't go.
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JIMMY: It's the sideways
that's really dangerous.
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Oi! Eyes forward, pervert.
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(ringing continues)
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(music starts playing)
Uh, excuse me,
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is this an audio tape?
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I didn't know
they still had those.
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I guess poor people still
need something to listen to.
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I like my tapes.
My brother gave me these.
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This is my favorite because
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it reminds...
Oh, look!
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He even has them
in a little tape case.
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Oh, my God,
are we in the Smithsonian?
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Do obese Midwesterners
gather around your car,
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pressing their
be-churroed faces
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at the glass
to marvel at your
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ancient relics from an
erstwhile time of low-fidelity
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and inability to fast forward
through songs quickly?
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(tires screech)
Agh!
Oh...
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I swear, this is by far the
worst Uber I have ever taken.
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* Like a feeling
that feels so...*
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Oh, I almost forgot--
give us your car booze.
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Guys, I... I really have to
get to my VA appointment.
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(groans)
(groans)
Fine, but when you're done
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with your stupid thing
you're giving us a ride home.
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(engine starts)
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* And you'll slide into a
something that's only tonight *
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*
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* Being something like a feeling
that feels so right... *
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Now... (exhales)
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Good.
(pats back)
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Boy, oh, boy,
son, I...
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You know, I really
got to congratulate you
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on your tenacity
and dedication
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to overcoming
your difficulties.
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You-you really... you
really are an inspiration.
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Overcoming?
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I'm, uh... Actually,
I'm-I'm not doing so well.
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Well, you got in to see me,
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and that takes
grit and determination.
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Sometimes my own grandchildren
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have to make an appointment
to see me.
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Well, thanks.
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But should it take grit
and determination to get help?
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Exactly.
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Edgar, you are exactly right.
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Believe you me, when I think
of the difficulties
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that our chronic underfunding
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has meant for our patients,
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it just makes my blood boil.
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We are making strides, though.
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We have a plan
to stop being fax dependent
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before the next war.
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Wait, you guys know
when the next war is?
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No.
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(giggling softly)
Oh...
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I got you!
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(both laughing)
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I like you.
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I really like you.
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I really like you.
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Oh, that's so nice.
You know what?
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What the heck.
I am prepared
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to offer you ten sessions
in our virtual reality trainer.
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They actually
build a video game
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out of your trauma.
It's really so fun.
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But scary, of course.
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But,
more importantly,
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it's shown real efficacy
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in ameliorating
battlefield trauma of your type.
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Well, I-I know about that.
Yeah?
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But I-I was told
that study was full up.
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(whispers):
It's our little secret.
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Shh.
Wow.
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Okay. Thank you.
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Mm.
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But I-I guess
I don't understand--
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um, what if I hadn't kept asking
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and asking?
Let's get you
signed up, shall we?
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Okay.
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So, you are taking Paxil,
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Ambien, Chlordia...
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11 different medications,
actually.
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Well, I take 15,
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and I never went to war.
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Getting old: don't do it.
(laughs)
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Yeah, but actually,
I stopped taking those.
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Oh, dear. Which ones?
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All of them.
I stopped them all.
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Okay.
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So...
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00:13:16,463 --> 00:13:18,431
when you are back
257
00:13:18,465 --> 00:13:20,333
on the full course
258
00:13:20,367 --> 00:13:21,768
of your prescribed treatment,
259
00:13:21,801 --> 00:13:23,603
then we can revisit
260
00:13:23,636 --> 00:13:25,605
whether we can
locate a place for you
261
00:13:25,638 --> 00:13:27,841
in one of our
alternative programs.
Yeah, but they
262
00:13:27,875 --> 00:13:29,843
were not working for me,
and this might.
263
00:13:29,877 --> 00:13:32,479
If you're hostile
to one of our treatments,
264
00:13:32,512 --> 00:13:34,681
how can I offer you another?
265
00:13:34,714 --> 00:13:37,050
Especially when our budget
is limited,
266
00:13:37,084 --> 00:13:39,186
and there's so many deserving
men and women?
267
00:13:39,219 --> 00:13:41,688
No, I'm-I'm not hostile,
I'm... Okay? I just...
268
00:13:41,721 --> 00:13:43,190
I don't like the side effects.
269
00:13:43,223 --> 00:13:45,392
They make me
feel blotchy.
270
00:13:45,425 --> 00:13:48,361
Okay? I-It's just-it's just
turning down the volume.
271
00:13:48,395 --> 00:13:51,064
It... It's not living.
272
00:13:53,666 --> 00:13:56,069
From where I sit...
273
00:13:56,103 --> 00:13:59,106
we seem to be at an impasse.
274
00:14:05,378 --> 00:14:07,247
(sniffles)
275
00:14:07,280 --> 00:14:08,748
No, I'm not leaving.
276
00:14:08,781 --> 00:14:10,217
(sighs)
You're gonna
help me.
277
00:14:10,250 --> 00:14:12,552
It's the only reason you exist:
278
00:14:12,585 --> 00:14:14,021
to help us.
279
00:14:14,054 --> 00:14:15,422
And no, no,
280
00:14:15,455 --> 00:14:16,689
it's not enough to be fed
281
00:14:16,723 --> 00:14:18,258
a one size fits all cocktail
282
00:14:18,291 --> 00:14:19,927
of shut up pills.
283
00:14:19,960 --> 00:14:22,362
Oh, if we had shut up pills,
284
00:14:22,395 --> 00:14:25,098
we would have prescribed them
to you by now.
285
00:14:27,567 --> 00:14:29,202
Oh, okay.
286
00:14:29,236 --> 00:14:31,604
Okay. Aah!
287
00:14:32,772 --> 00:14:34,041
(grunts)
288
00:14:36,543 --> 00:14:38,545
Aah!
289
00:14:42,615 --> 00:14:44,651
Are you done?
290
00:14:47,087 --> 00:14:49,122
Okay.
You feel free
291
00:14:49,156 --> 00:14:50,790
to make another
appointment
292
00:14:50,823 --> 00:14:52,092
once you're
back on your
293
00:14:52,125 --> 00:14:53,626
prescribed medication.
294
00:14:53,660 --> 00:14:55,162
Okay, hon?
295
00:15:15,648 --> 00:15:17,951
(distorted, sluggish):
* Though you know, yeah...
296
00:15:17,985 --> 00:15:20,420
(faint ringing)
297
00:15:22,322 --> 00:15:23,623
(music stops)
298
00:15:23,656 --> 00:15:26,493
(music starts again,
more distorted)
299
00:15:32,765 --> 00:15:35,835
(ringing continues)
300
00:15:35,868 --> 00:15:37,737
Oh, sh...
301
00:15:37,770 --> 00:15:40,473
* We won't get another soul
302
00:15:40,507 --> 00:15:43,343
* Just to see this night
303
00:15:43,376 --> 00:15:44,911
(helicopter blades whirring)
304
00:15:44,944 --> 00:15:46,679
* And you'll slide into
a something... *
305
00:15:46,713 --> 00:15:48,281
(ringing continuing)
306
00:15:56,189 --> 00:15:59,926
(distorted music plays)
307
00:15:59,959 --> 00:16:01,194
(honking)
308
00:16:01,228 --> 00:16:02,629
* We're still, we're still...
309
00:16:02,662 --> 00:16:04,131
(gasps)
310
00:16:06,166 --> 00:16:07,867
(music distorts, slows)
311
00:16:07,900 --> 00:16:10,270
(ringing continuing)
312
00:16:10,303 --> 00:16:12,672
Shit.
(tires screech)
313
00:16:12,705 --> 00:16:14,707
(horn honks)
314
00:16:17,710 --> 00:16:20,013
* I know something
like a feeling *
315
00:16:20,047 --> 00:16:22,715
* That feels so right
316
00:16:22,749 --> 00:16:23,750
* Gonna...
(music stops)
317
00:16:41,101 --> 00:16:43,103
(phone rings)
318
00:16:48,041 --> 00:16:49,709
Hey, Jimmy.
319
00:16:49,742 --> 00:16:52,045
We're ready to go.
And I sincerely hope
320
00:16:52,079 --> 00:16:53,713
you've got our car booze.
321
00:16:53,746 --> 00:16:56,015
A majority of your rating
rests on this.
322
00:16:56,049 --> 00:16:57,984
Uh, sorry, I-I can't come.
323
00:16:58,017 --> 00:17:00,753
My, um... my car broke down.
324
00:17:00,787 --> 00:17:02,389
Oh, well, that's not a surprise,
325
00:17:02,422 --> 00:17:05,858
piece of shit with no
auxiliary plug or car booze.
326
00:17:05,892 --> 00:17:07,160
(click, dial tone)
327
00:17:07,194 --> 00:17:09,829
(phone beeps off)
328
00:17:09,862 --> 00:17:11,864
(phone buzzing)
329
00:17:18,571 --> 00:17:20,573
(horns honking)
330
00:17:39,826 --> 00:17:42,629
(vehicles whooshing by)
331
00:17:48,601 --> 00:17:51,138
(crying)
332
00:17:56,176 --> 00:17:58,111
(sniffles)
333
00:18:03,150 --> 00:18:05,585
(sighs)
334
00:18:07,320 --> 00:18:09,889
(engines revving)
335
00:18:09,922 --> 00:18:12,292
*
336
00:18:25,972 --> 00:18:28,141
(sighs)
337
00:18:45,858 --> 00:18:48,094
(laughs)
338
00:18:48,127 --> 00:18:50,096
MAN:
Goddamn it!
339
00:18:50,129 --> 00:18:54,301
Cut! Hey, man! Hey! Can you
not just pick up our prop?
340
00:18:54,334 --> 00:18:56,936
We're gonna have
to go again.
341
00:18:56,969 --> 00:18:59,172
Oh, sorry. I-I didn't notice
you were...
What? You just
342
00:18:59,206 --> 00:19:01,341
thought a paper boat was sailing
down the river on its own?
343
00:19:01,374 --> 00:19:03,343
I don't know.
344
00:19:03,376 --> 00:19:04,844
Don't talk to me that way!
345
00:19:04,877 --> 00:19:06,446
Sorry.
346
00:19:06,479 --> 00:19:08,815
We're making this silent short
for a class,
347
00:19:08,848 --> 00:19:10,650
and we don't have tons of film.
348
00:19:10,683 --> 00:19:13,486
I don't understand why we
have to shoot on film anyway.
349
00:19:13,520 --> 00:19:16,489
I mean, I bought myself a Red
with my bar mitzvah money.
350
00:19:16,523 --> 00:19:18,891
Anyway...
351
00:19:18,925 --> 00:19:21,728
He has a good look, huh?
352
00:19:21,761 --> 00:19:23,496
What?
353
00:19:28,568 --> 00:19:31,003
(crickets chirping)
354
00:19:35,542 --> 00:19:37,477
Shit!
355
00:19:37,510 --> 00:19:39,979
Hey, uh, that's my car.
356
00:19:40,012 --> 00:19:42,682
Hello. I'm here.
357
00:19:42,715 --> 00:19:44,251
(dog barking)
Oh...!
358
00:19:44,284 --> 00:19:45,652
(barking)
359
00:19:45,685 --> 00:19:47,086
(chains jingle,
barking continues)
360
00:19:47,119 --> 00:19:49,188
Hey. Hey.
361
00:19:49,222 --> 00:19:51,758
(taps car)
It's my car. I'm here.
362
00:19:51,791 --> 00:19:53,660
I'm just doing
my job.
Oh, I know. I know.
363
00:19:53,693 --> 00:19:55,762
I'm sorry.
I, uh... I-I ran out of gas.
364
00:19:55,795 --> 00:19:57,163
You can't just leave
365
00:19:57,196 --> 00:19:59,366
your car here. Sign?
366
00:20:01,434 --> 00:20:03,836
And you got plenty of gas.
367
00:20:03,870 --> 00:20:05,838
Look, I had to pull over.
368
00:20:05,872 --> 00:20:08,241
I'm... I've been, um...
369
00:20:10,209 --> 00:20:11,778
I'm having a tough day.
370
00:20:11,811 --> 00:20:13,280
I drive a tow truck.
371
00:20:13,313 --> 00:20:15,214
Everybody's having a tough day.
372
00:20:17,650 --> 00:20:20,119
Please?
373
00:20:20,152 --> 00:20:21,921
You a vet?
374
00:20:23,122 --> 00:20:25,392
What? How did...?
375
00:20:25,425 --> 00:20:27,294
Your paperwork
on the seat of your car.
376
00:20:32,465 --> 00:20:34,901
(lighter clicks open, shuts)
377
00:20:37,003 --> 00:20:38,237
Dreams?
378
00:20:38,271 --> 00:20:40,206
Some real bad ones.
379
00:20:40,239 --> 00:20:43,109
Hypervigilance?
I saw a sniper
on the overpass.
380
00:20:43,142 --> 00:20:45,111
IEDs in the trash?
381
00:20:45,144 --> 00:20:48,481
Yes! Roadside trash
is the worst.
382
00:20:48,515 --> 00:20:50,617
Why can't they just
throw it away?
383
00:20:50,650 --> 00:20:53,085
Suicidal thoughts?
384
00:20:55,154 --> 00:20:57,123
You know the stats?
385
00:20:57,156 --> 00:20:59,559
22 every day.
386
00:20:59,592 --> 00:21:03,162
Though, in truth, there
are some Vietnam dudes
387
00:21:03,195 --> 00:21:05,798
that are jacking up
our numbers, but still.
388
00:21:05,832 --> 00:21:09,602
I thought starting today,
things would get better.
389
00:21:09,636 --> 00:21:11,738
But they don't give a shit.
390
00:21:11,771 --> 00:21:13,806
Here's what you
got to understand.
391
00:21:13,840 --> 00:21:15,442
They're not evil.
392
00:21:15,475 --> 00:21:17,276
None of 'em are.
393
00:21:17,310 --> 00:21:19,078
The military's job
394
00:21:19,111 --> 00:21:21,113
is to sand down our humanity
just enough
395
00:21:21,147 --> 00:21:22,849
to where we can take a life.
396
00:21:22,882 --> 00:21:24,250
That's it.
397
00:21:24,283 --> 00:21:25,985
Afterwards, some
totally separate branch
398
00:21:26,018 --> 00:21:27,454
gets to deal with
399
00:21:27,487 --> 00:21:29,822
all these purposely broken
motherfuckers.
400
00:21:29,856 --> 00:21:33,092
Not only is that impossible
with the resources,
401
00:21:33,125 --> 00:21:35,328
that's just impossible, period.
402
00:21:35,362 --> 00:21:37,530
Yeah, well, then,
what are we supposed to do?
403
00:21:37,564 --> 00:21:39,632
Not wait for someone
to help you.
404
00:21:39,666 --> 00:21:41,368
Figure out
what works.
(dog whines gently)
405
00:21:41,401 --> 00:21:43,836
My man Carter--
he hunts all the time.
406
00:21:43,870 --> 00:21:45,605
This big chopper
pilot I know...
407
00:21:45,638 --> 00:21:47,340
(laughs)
408
00:21:47,374 --> 00:21:49,476
...he goes to yoga.
409
00:21:49,509 --> 00:21:52,178
And we make fun of him,
but it seems to work.
(laughs)
410
00:21:52,211 --> 00:21:53,780
(laughter)
411
00:21:53,813 --> 00:21:56,048
Jorge hikes the
PCT once a year.
412
00:21:56,082 --> 00:21:58,050
I got this companion dog.
413
00:21:58,084 --> 00:22:00,653
I wanted a big,
mean, dude,
414
00:22:00,687 --> 00:22:04,657
but the organization gave
me this little scrub.
Mm.
415
00:22:04,691 --> 00:22:09,028
He saved my life-- this guy.
416
00:22:09,061 --> 00:22:11,664
This other bro I know
locks himself in his bedroom
417
00:22:11,698 --> 00:22:14,033
and stabs his
closet door.
418
00:22:14,066 --> 00:22:16,235
I mean, he's not
getting his deposit back,
419
00:22:16,268 --> 00:22:19,205
but once the rage
passes, he's fine.
420
00:22:19,238 --> 00:22:22,975
I know you don't want
to hear this,
421
00:22:23,009 --> 00:22:26,178
but the minute you stop looking
for someone else to cure you,
422
00:22:26,212 --> 00:22:27,880
maybe you start living again.
423
00:22:31,017 --> 00:22:34,721
* So let's not just be
this one night *
424
00:22:34,754 --> 00:22:37,323
* Slowly slide
into a something *
425
00:22:37,356 --> 00:22:39,726
* That's nothing despite
426
00:22:39,759 --> 00:22:45,064
* Being something like
a feeling that feels so right *
427
00:22:46,766 --> 00:22:50,269
* I can't let it go
428
00:22:50,302 --> 00:22:53,506
* I have to find you
429
00:22:53,540 --> 00:22:57,176
* Cannot find you, girl
430
00:22:57,209 --> 00:23:00,680
* I run through the streets
431
00:23:00,713 --> 00:23:04,517
* My mind is racing
432
00:23:04,551 --> 00:23:07,454
* Hands are shaking, yeah...
433
00:23:07,487 --> 00:23:10,022
(whooping)
434
00:23:10,056 --> 00:23:11,724
Dude! Don't do that!
435
00:23:11,758 --> 00:23:13,192
Oh, uh...
436
00:23:13,225 --> 00:23:15,562
Sorry!
437
00:23:15,595 --> 00:23:20,700
Sorry. I am s... sorry.
438
00:23:20,733 --> 00:23:22,469
* Feels so right
439
00:23:22,502 --> 00:23:27,874
* I won't let you go
after just one more night *
440
00:23:27,907 --> 00:23:30,577
* Slowly slide into a nothing
441
00:23:30,610 --> 00:23:33,980
* That's something despite
442
00:23:34,013 --> 00:23:38,485
* Being something like a feeling
that feels so right *
443
00:23:38,518 --> 00:23:41,053
* I said it's some day...
* Something like a feeling *
444
00:23:41,087 --> 00:23:43,923
* That feels so right *
* Something like a feeling
445
00:23:43,956 --> 00:23:48,795
* I won't let you go
after just one more night *
* I won't let you go
446
00:23:48,828 --> 00:23:51,664
(laughing)
* Slowly slide into a nothing
447
00:23:51,698 --> 00:23:55,267
* That's something despite
448
00:23:55,301 --> 00:23:59,271
* Being something like a feeling
that feels so right *
449
00:23:59,305 --> 00:24:02,775
* I said something
like a feeling *
450
00:24:02,809 --> 00:24:07,213
* That feels for night.
451
00:24:13,052 --> 00:24:17,957
(piano plays sad,
dramatic music)
452
00:24:36,543 --> 00:24:38,578
(piano plays dramatic music)
453
00:24:55,562 --> 00:24:57,096
(banjo plays upbeat song)
454
00:24:59,732 --> 00:25:02,168
(band joins in,
playing upbeat song)
455
00:26:01,894 --> 00:26:04,831
(dog barks)
456
00:26:07,900 --> 00:26:10,737
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