All language subtitles for Crazy Ex Girlfriend s03e11 Nathaniel and I Are Just Friends.eng

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REBECCA: Hi, um, Dr.
Akopian. Rebecca Bunch here.

So, Dr. Shin says it's
time for me to transition

from outpatient treatment
with him back to you,

so what do you say? Our
usual time on Thursday?

Give me a buzz. Buzz! Bee emoticon.

Anyway, I'm feeling good,
ready to dig into all of it...

Abandonment issues,
dissociative episodes, my dad.

It's all on the table.

Let's get into it. See you soon.

It's happening. (sighs)

Maybe this time, it's finally happening.

(sultry jazz music playing)

? This session ?

? Is gonna be different ?

? It's gonna be so different ?

? I know ?

? This patient ?

? Won't be indifferent ?

? This time around ?

? She'll want to grow ?

? I've been burned so many times ?

- ? By the girl who's committed ?
- _

? so many burn crimes ?

? Yet I never lost
hope or endurance ?

? Thank God I don't
accept health insurance ?

I charge $250 an hour now.

? This session ?

? Is gonna be useful ?

? If she's truthful
about how she feels ?

? So I'll give it my all ?

? With my requisite
therapist shawl ?

? Kiss my fancy
degrees on the wall ?

? For good luck that
it's gonna be different ?

? I can help her be different ?

? Sweet Jesus, it
has to be different ?

? 'Cause if it's not ?

? I freakin' quit. ?

(sighs)

Seems like only yesterday

I was right here in this very room

ignoring everything you said.

? Crazy is when I go off the rails ?

? This is what you've done to me ?

? Crazy is how your
loving makes me feel ?

? This is what I always want to be ?

? I like it when a
girl gets crazy in bed ?

? Don't mess with the bitch
who's crazy in the head ?

- ? You do ?
- ? You don't ?

? Want to be crazy ?

- ? And you don't ?
- ? You do ?

? Want to be crazy ?

? To clarify, yes, no on the crazy ?

? We hope this helps. ?

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REBECCA: Okay, so, uh,
let me catch you up on everything

that's been going on with
me since I last saw you,

which was post-suicide attempt,

and I tried to get you to
give me a new diagnosis.

Right, right. Okay, so, to recap.

I accepted the fact that I'm borderline,

did a lot of workbooks, went to Buffalo,

hung out with my friend's dad,

got back from Buffalo,
started dating Nathaniel,

got a little too obsessy over
Nathaniel, so broke that off.

Went on a ton of hormones

to give Darryl an egg,

took over my firm as senior partner.

Uh, Nathaniel started
dating a new girl, Mona.

That was three weeks ago.

Nathaniel and I had sex
in the office we now share,

decided that was a bad idea,

it should never happen
again, and now I'm here.

Wow. (chuckles) That's... a lot.

Let's work backwards.

So you and Nathaniel were
intimate, but not any longer?

Oh, God, no, no, no. No,
no, no. That is long over.

I mean, after we had sex that one time,

we only had sex, like,
three more times that week.

And then we stopped.

Except for last night.

And this morning.

But I don't count this morning,

because the janitor opened the door

of the supply closet,
so nobody finished.

Except I'm pretty sure the janitor.

Are you okay with Nathaniel
seeing another woman?

Listen, Nathaniel and I
are not seeing each other.

Okay? What happened between
us was just a few mistakes

in a-a room full of office supplies.

Okay? It's done.

It's been hours.

Or what time is it?
It's been 40 minutes.

- Rebecca...
- L-Listen.

The Nathaniel sex... blah,
irrelevant. It's in the past.

I'm here in the present
with you right now

ready to rock my mental health.

So, come on, let's do this.

Bunch and Akopes,

back together, tonight
on CBS at 9:00 p.m.,

solving crimes in different
climates around the world.

I do not wish to be called "Akopes."

God, I forgot how un-fun you are.

MONA: (laughs) It was
nice to be invited, right?

NATHANIEL: No.

Oh, my God. Wait. You know Brian, right?

- Oh, Brian.
- Mm-hmm.

- The bald sweaty guy in your
marketing department?

Yeah. So listen to this. We
were at a pre-meeting today

- for the fall rollout.
- Hmm.

And he took his shoes off at the table.

- Oh, what?
- Yeah.

What? He-he just took his shoes off?

Took 'em right off, plopped
'em on the conference table.

I couldn't believe it.

Babe, the amount of
hair on that man's toes.

- Hold on. He wasn't wearing socks?
- He was. The hair was

poking through the black ankle sock.

- Oh.
- It was disgusting.

- It was like a porcupine in a bag.
- (laughs) God.

I sent you a picture this morning.

- You did?
- Mm-hmm.

Oh, I must have missed that.

Oh, it's fine. I figured
you were busy or something.

Yeah, no, you know, I was.
I was busy... this morning.

Yeah, I had a little bit of
a... crisis with the janitor.

- Oh, no. What happened?
- It was real gross.

He, uh... I-I caught him in the,
uh, supply closet masturbating.

- What?
- Yeah, uh, alone.

He was alone in there, and I caught him.

I caught him in there.

That is so gross.

- In this supply closet?
- Yeah. Uh-huh.

Who would want to do anything
sexual in a supply closet?

What is wrong with people?

I know. (sputters)

Yeah, I know, that is...

People are disgusting.

- You take it.
- No, you take it. I got it.

I don't want it. You take it.

Okay, can you stop
playing air hockey...

Why are you... ?

... with the snotty tissue?

- Knock it off!
- Okay!

We have work to do.

Geez.

Tim, I looked at your
deposition in the Crawford case.

One word: blurghh.

Can we take another crack at that?

Come on, it's fine.
We can show Nathaniel.

No, we can't. Jim,

for your hearing next week, I
rewrote your opening arguments.

I thought you might want
to win a case for a change.

Well, you thought wrong. Wait.

MAYA: Paula, did you read my
notes on the land use meeting?

I made them really thorough.
Did you show them to Rebecca?

No. I gave her War and
Peace, because it was shorter.

What?

Oh, okay.

Sue me, I want our work to, like...

I don't know... not suck.

Okay, well, I have some good news.

I came up with a brilliant idea.
You can all thank me later.

I've decided to call for reinforcements.

You mean the reinforcements

that go in the three-hole punch paper?

I've been trying to
get in the supply closet

to get those, but it's always locked,

and the door is making a banging noise.

I think there's a possum
and a cat in there,

and they're fighting,

but they're also best
friends and they solve crimes.

It's just an idea

for a CBS show I've been
(clicks tongue) kicking around.

(gasps) Okay, that is Sunil.

He is a competent person.

Do not get your lame juice on him.

He is really smart.

- As opposed to... ?
- Yeah, all of you.

Hi!

(laughs): Oh. Hey!

I'm here.

Oh, great. Now the
sidekick's got a sidekick.

(sighs)

- Oh, hi.
- Hey.

I was, I was looking for
these. What do you call these?

Do you call these flags
or sticky page holders?

Oh, no, those... I call those
"color thingies," actually.

(laughs): Color thingies.

- Yeah.
- Oh, my God, that...

that Stanford education, like,
gave you a great vocabulary.

Well, it's why I'm so
good at games like Boggle.

Oh, my God, I love Boggle.

Well, you and I should,
um, play Boggle some time.

- Yeah. Oh, my God, Boggle.
- Oh.

(both moaning)

Close the door. I want to
rip your pants off. Okay.

(panting)

(both moaning)

Hey, hey, hey, hey.

This should never
happen again after this.

Absolutely. This is the last time.

Okay. Absolutely.

I love this bra, by the way.

Oh, thank you.

(both moaning)

(door banging rhythmically)

HEATHER: Check this out.

- Yellowtail crudo.
- Mmm.

I'm thinking of rolling it
out at all my Home Bases.

It's so tasty, and it pairs
really well with our chardonnay,

which is, like, well, it's
just, like, the only one we have.

Oh, wait. Didn't the book say

you're not supposed to eat raw fish?

Could be harmful for the baby.

Oh, yeah, you're right. Totally. My bad.

- Got to take care of that Darryl baby.
- Ooh.

God, I love my new
hobby... Growing people.

Wait. Did you hear that? Did you... ?

Boop, made an eyeball.
What'd you do today?

(laughs)

God, I really can't believe it.

I got my life together in a
really short amount of time.

Like, making a human, cute boyfriend,

great new job, and I'm,
like, crushing it here.

I mean, look at all these
people at my happy hour.

So, Beth, how did you find me?

I like to know how new
clients hear about me.

I actually came across your website

when I was looking online for
party planners in the area.

I got to say,
you actually look like your photo.

People never look like
their photo online.

Oh, well, which one?

Calendar, About Me, FAQs,

Upcoming Events, Past
Events or Contact Me?

God, you're funny.

What?! Me?!

I am so glad that I met you.

My PR firm has a ton of events

coming up in the San Gabriel Valley.

I live on the Westside, I don't
have any contacts around here,

but... now I do.

Yeah, you do.

All you need to do is... contact me.

(both laugh)

BETH: Contact you. I'm gonna do that.

- I'm gonna contact you.
- VALENCIA: Great. Yeah.

So you're getting a free
vacation to Mexico. That's cool.

It's not really a vacation.

Uh, you get to ride a
plane and go camping.

That's a vacation, bro.

I'm building houses for
Habitat for Humanity.

- Oh, yeah, Happy Tats for Manatees.
- Hmm?

Well, that's what I
used to think it was.

A group that put tattoos on
manatees to, like, track them.

- It's not.
- I know that now. (scoffs)

Do you?

Anyway,

feeling like I got to get out
of town for a little while.

Feeling kind of spun out lately.

Little emotional.

I think it's 'cause
everything in this town

reminds me of Darryl.

Wow, I've never seen you like this.

Hurt and vulnerable.

I, like, really see your humanity.

Yeah, see, so that sounds
a lot like "manatee."

So that's on them.

A lot of words sound
like other words, Josh.

Come on, come on, give me the dish.

- Okay. Tall idiot is Tim.
- Mm-hmm.

Short idiot is Jim. Tiny idiot is Maya.

SUNIL: They look like idiots.
(laughs) No, no, no.

They look like a Sunday matinee cast

- of an eighth year revival.
- (imitates explosion)

(laughs)

Oh, Sunil.

I never understand your
musical theater references

because I was getting laid and
smoking dope in high school,

but they still crack me up. (laughs)

Hey, thank you so much for hiring me.

Are you kidding me?

No, you're-you're doing me a favor.

I am so glad you're here!

(chuckles) It's gonna
be Sunil and Paula,

you know, serving
justice around the world.

- Mm-hmm.
- We're doing the work of idiots

and wearing cool suits and
occasionally sunglasses.

- (gasps)
- Coming soon to CBS.

Oh, nailed it. (laughs)

SUNIL: Good. We could
be cops or lawyers.

PAULA: We could. Okay, listen...

So, I was thinking
about the Crawford case

that we... What?

I'm just wondering if they
have a walk-in pantry here.

- Nathaniel.
- Hmm?

No.

We talked about it, okay?

Those other times were mistakes.
It's not happening again.

Right.

Okay. I was thinking

that when we get to the
hearing that we should...

- This a new top? This a new blouse?
- What?

No, I've had it for a while.

Looks good.

- Thank you. Thank you.
- I like it.

Right.

(whispers): Okay.

They do have a walk-in pantry, though.

Really?

- Mm-hmm.
- Why don't we pretend to work some more

meet there in five minutes,
take some clothes off?

Okay. I'm gonna pretend to work.

- Watch me pretend to work now. Okay.
- Uh-huh.

- Yeah.
- Mm-hmm.

Oh, good underlining.

REBECCA: Thank you.

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(sighs)

MAN: Hey, Heather.

The CO2 tank is out. Oh, I'll get it.

I got it.

Heather, what are you doing?
You shouldn't be carrying that.

Leave me alone!

You're the reason I'm like this!

That is not my baby.

(mockingly): That's not my Ba...

You could've stopped me.

Oh. (sighs) I'm sorry. I'm sorry.

I-I'm sorry I said it like that.
I don't know why I said it like that.

I hate being pregnant.

It's the worst thing
I've ever decided. I'm gonna quit.

I want to quit.

(whining): I quit.

Babe, come on. You're almost there.

No, I'm not. I have another month.

It's nine. It's nine months.

Okay? It hurts to sit.
It hurts to stand.

My ass is covered in stretch marks,

- as you know.
- I know.

My belly button looks like

an inside-out butthole.

No. I still haven't tasted

the crudo. I also,
um... I can't drink wine.

I can't use my face wash.
I can't paint my nails.

I can't take a hot bath
or get a foot massage

or lie on my back or fart
without peeing a little.

I can't do anything fun!

We have fun.

No, we don't.

No? I want to do this.

Yes. I want to do this.

Sign me up for this
and buy me a skateboard.

A skateboarding expo?

Uh-huh. My doctor said
that I can't ride a bike

or, uh, skydive or surf,

but he said nothing about
learning to skateboard.

So that's what we call a loophole, brah.

JOSH: It's obvious

his name should be Dog Josh.
He looks just like us. No.

No, Josh. We're not doing that.

Been through it a million
times. His name is Max.

Found him in a garbage dump in Mexico.

He's been through enough without
also having to be named after you.

I know what that's like.

It's not great.

Geez, don't be such a baby.

Look at you, little Dog Josh.

Aren't you Dog Josh?

Yes, you are.

- Yes, you are.
- Look how much he hates that.

- (Max panting)
- Let it go.

You know what, Heather did do a
great job with this renovation.

- I'm digging the Home Base makeover.
- Yeah.

She tried a few styles before this.

Apparently pregnant
women redecorate a lot.

- Hmm.
- Yeah.

A lot of stuff changed
while you were out of town.

VALENCIA: I'm very good at it now.

(laughing): It was ridiculous.

Oh, my God. That's so funny.

(laughter)

SUNIL: Bleh! (laughs)

It was gross!

(Jim laughing)

Like, oh, no.

But a lot of stuff's still the same.

(sighs) Okay, that was the last time.

Definitely.

- This time we mean it, right?
- Yes.

(phone vibrating)

Uh, this is Mona. I have to take it.

(grunts) Hey, babe.

REBECCA: So, it's been eight months,

and he still has a girlfriend

and we're still sleeping together.

So what?

I really thought this time
was gonna be different.

So, it's been eight months of

"last times," "big mistakes,"

and "never gonna happen agains."

So that's what you do
when you're writing.

You just write things I say

and then quote them back
to me at a later date.

Cool. I can do that, too.

(mockingly): "Uh, so
it's been eight months.

"Uh, and I'm gonna quote a
bunch of things that you said

back to you and wear another
weird statement necklace."

I'm sorry.

I felt cornered and threatened by you,

and rather than be
vulnerable, I lashed out

before you could abandon
me, and I recognize that,

and I apologize for it.

But your necklaces are very weird.

It's been months

and you're still sleeping with him

and he's got a serious
girlfriend. Correct?

- Yes.
- We're doing great work here.

Why have an affair?

An affair?

Well, that's unfair.

Come on.

Are we not doing this?

Bunch and Akopes, tonight on CBS.

Grab your parka or bikini,
and let's find out whodunit.

You've been trying to get that
bit going for eight months.

- Stop it.
- But I have a theme song.

? Nuh, duh, duh, duh, two ladies ?

? Duh, duh, duh, duh, solving crimes ?

? Duh, duh, duh, duh, in Bahamas ?

? Duh, duh, duh, duh,
now it's Europe! ?

But it's all just Atlanta.

You have no qualms about this?

No concern for the third
party in that relationship?

What, the janitor? No, he's loving it.

(sighs) If you're talking about Mona...

Look, she has no idea what's going on,

so it's not hurting her.

And I've never even
met her. You know what?

This is the healthiest
romantic relationship

I've ever been in. There, I said it.

I-I'm not obsessed with him
because I can't really have him.

For the first time in
my life, my expectations

are in a realistic space.

The other day I texted him,

and he didn't text me
back for couple hours.

You know what I did in that time?

I made a damn sandwich. And it was good.

It's all okay, okay?

What we're doing is okay. Okay?

PAULA: That cheating, lying,

musical theater enthusiast.

What? Who are you talking about?

What? I'm talking about Sunil.

Oh. Ew. Why?

Okay, have you looked around this office

and seen him being pals with everyone?

I mean, I brought him in,

I gave him the job, and
he barely talks to me.

Wait, back it up. Sunil works here?

Uh, yes.

Where have you been?

Nothing. Nowhere. The janitor's creepy.

Okay, will you listen to me?

I gave Sunil a job, and
he was supposed to help me

and be on my team.

And instead, he-he
joined their idiot cult.

- Ow! Damn it. Damn it.
- Got you.

Fast hands. Ah!

I'm sorry, Paula. You guys
were such good friends.

I mean, I don't like him or get him

because he's like...

he's like Benjamin Coffin III in Rent.

But, you know, I mean,

you seem to dig him, so...

Well, I mean, I did,
but... now he's my enemy.

(sighs) Like Boss Hogg
in The Dukes of Hazzard.

I keep forgetting, you and I have,
like, such different references.

(clears throat)

Ms. Proctor, I just redid
this, per your copious notes.

I'm sorry.

I mean, look, you had to redo it.

Citing Manuel v. Cahill to
argue a zoning restriction?

I mean, this is a professional law firm.

It's not eighth grade mock trial.

Wow. Okay.

All right.

(laughing)

Oh, my God.

You were so mean to him.

Oh, you just talked to him

just like you talk to
Tim and Jim and Maya.

That wasn't mean. I was not mean.

I gave him my honest opinion.

I mean, I have to be
honest about the work.

Okay. I-I don't care.

I mean, again, I feel like
he's like an evil landlord

making us pay our rent.

What?

Okay, you know what, just
Wikipedia the plot to Rent

and get back to me... It's really easy.

But don't watch the movie!
Don't watch the movie.

Okay.

Hi.

Hey. How's your day going?

Pretty good. You?

Big mistake. Never again.

This is the last time.

Yeah, or not.

What?

I was talking about
this in therapy today,

and, I got to say, this
arrangement is...

it's working.

And, you know, it's modern, it's mature.

I mean, it's what they
do in France. And Utah.

Literally the only thing
France and Utah have in common.

I think we should just
be grown-ups about this

and accept the fact
that this is our reality.

You know? It's cool. We're having sex.

You're seeing someone else.

I'm making sandwiches,
and they're great.

- Huh?
- It's a whole thing.

I think we should just
embrace that this is our life.

Okay. Because, um, well, I
was gonna ask you, uh...

Mona saw the invitation

to Darryl's baby shower,
and she wants to go.

And I know that you're
gonna go, and... you know...

Is that cool if I bring her?

Dude, of course.

- Yeah.
- We're all adults.

And I-I am looking
forward to meeting her.

- You are?
- Mm-hmm.

Oh. (scoffs) Okay. Great.

This adult is... happy to hear it.

See, we know exactly what we have.

That's what I love about it.

- Love about me?
- Definitely not.

- (laughs) Yeah.
- Got it. Yep.

Cool.

Hello.

I think you're gonna be pretty
excited about what I got you.

I got you some lotion.

- Hmm?
- Cool.

And some really nice decaf
coffee blends. Mmm.

Mm-hmm.

And non-alcoholic beer.

That's gonna hit the spot.

Yeah. So what's so crazy
about all of these things

is that none it is a skateboard,

which is what I asked you for.

(exhales) Because you're super pregnant.

Okay? You-you have a person inside you,

and if you fall over, you
could break that person.

Look, I know it's hard,

but you signed up for this.

This could not possibly
have been more optional.

You said you wanted to have
a baby for your friends.

And for once in your
life, you can't quit.

Oh, my God.

What's going on?

Is something wrong with your face?

Oh, my God, I've never seen you cry.

(crying): That's because I don't cry.

When I was a baby, I didn't cry at all.

And they took me to the hospital

because they thought I was broken,

but I was just a super chill baby.

And now I feel like I'm
gonna cry all the time,

and I think it's because
there's this alien

growing inside of my guts.

Oh, honey, it's okay.

No, get your super
smooth arms off of me.

Yeah, they're too smooth.

So, would now be a bad time

to remind you that Darryl's
baby shower is about to happen?

Oh, God. That thing.

Oh, shoot, we forgot
to get him a present.

I am making him a present, bitch!

(indistinct chatter)

V, it is beautiful. I love it.

Aw. I couldn't have done it without you

covering all the boring side of things.

I'm so glad we're in business together.

You're so good at charts and budgets

and getting deals on stuff.

I can't believe you got those
floating candles 75% off.

That's so sexy.

DARRYL: There you are!

Oh, my God!

- It is so beautiful!
- Ooh! Oh.

Yay! Oh, I'm so happy!

Okay, well, try not to cry,

because it makes people
uncomfortable, mainly me.

I'll try, I'll try.

Oh, God!

Onesies that people can decorate?

Muh-muh. Tears, you stay in there.

If I just walk like this...

No one talk to me.

Also, I'm not opening a damn thing.

(groans)

- What's with her?
- She's a monster.

(clears throat)

(Sunil chattering indistinctly)

PAULA: Oh, my God, it's Sunil.

I don't know, I've been
thinking about what you said,

and-and maybe I was too hard on him.

I should apologize.

I'm gonna apologize.

I mean, sure, if you want to.

You know what, do it in his terms.

Tell him that he's Herbie

and you're Mama Rose from Gypsy

and you're about to sing
"You'll Never Get Away from Me."

You and Sunil really are the
ones that should be friends.

I mean, you-you know that, right?

- Never. I'd rather die.
- Oh, okay.

(Paula exhales)

I'm gonna get a drink.

- Do you want a drink?
- Yeah, no, I'm good.

(sighs)

Hmm.

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Oh, no.

Oh, no. I don't like this.

Uh, guilt, shame, jealousy.

No, I don't want this.

This doesn't feel good.

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SUNIL: Okay, okay,
okay. She is impossible.

Paula is so difficult to please.

You know, nothing is
good enough for her.

She's like Miss Hannigan,

but not the Carol Burnett
version, the original company.

- Ugh.
- MAYA: Has anyone ever told you

that you should be best
friends with Rebecca?

(laughs): Never.

I'd rather die.

JIM: I totally agree
with you about Paula.

She once shredded a brief I wrote,

then took it out of the shredder
and put it in the other way.

MAYA: Paula is from

an older generation of women.

She came up in an era
where she had to fight,

and that's why now, sometimes,
she's such a big ol' "B."

SUNIL (chuckles): Yeah, I know.

I used to really love her.

But now I'm with you guys. (chuckles)

- Cheers.
- Yeah.

- Cheers.
- (glasses clinking)

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(indistinct chatter)

- Hey, I got to get out of here.
- I got to get out of here, too.

No, no, you can't leave.
You're Auntie Paula.

- You're Mama Rebecca.
- I'm not Mama Rebecca.

I don't have any custody rights,
just the right to pick the college.

Okay, okay, so we both
need to find an excuse

- to get out of here.
- What are we gonna do?

- I don't know.
- Huh?

Oh, no, there's a bee on your dress.

What? (shrieks)

Whoops. I tried to save
you from a stinging insect,

but accidentally used my cupcake hand.

Oh, oh, the same insect is on you.

Oh, no. Ooh... ah, my God.

Sensitive boobs. You know that. (groans)

Oh... aw, shucks. Guess
we got to go clean up now.

We're so sorry. We got to go.

Back way, back way, back way.

- You're gonna love these cupcakes.
- We got to go clean up.

- Delicious.
- We got to get it off.

- It's all over. So good.
- Come on.

So, am I really the office bitch?

(laughing)

Wait, you're actually asking me that?

Paula, it's your brand.

You have the mug that
says "Office Bitch."

It's ironic.

Like the mug that says "Not A Mug."

I guess so.

I mean, you're nice to
me, so I don't really care.

Hey, I know why I had
to leave that party,

but why did you have to?

It was just hard to see Nathaniel.

I mean, you know,

my desk faces his, so
I'm just kind of, like,

tired of that face

and those perfect blue eyes

and the perfect smile and the hot ass.

Uh-oh.

- Paula?
- Uh-huh?

- You gonna be mad at me.
- Uh-huh.

You know the possum and the cat

who have been fighting
in the supply closet?

Uh-huh.

That's not a possum or a cat.

That's two people having sex.

- And it's me and Nathaniel!
- Rebecca,

he has a serious girlfriend!

He-he's cheating on her with you?

You're having an affair?

No, it's not an affair; she
doesn't know anything about it.

What?!

Ah! Don't judge me right now.

Oh, to hell with that. I am judging you.

- I am judging you so hard right now!
- No, please don't.

Do you know what you are?

You're a Tanya.

You're a stone-cold Tanya. No.

You take that back. I am nothing like

that woman Scott cheated on you with.

Nathaniel and Mona aren't married,

they don't have kids, and
I don't own an orange vest,

which is the only fact
that I retain about Tanya.

I just, I can't, I can't
believe you're a cheater.

I mean, you know how much it hurt me

when I was cheated on.

Oh, my God, I know.
You're right, you're right.

You're right. I mean, it's why
I've been avoiding telling you.

But I don't understand.

Because you dumped
him, he still seems like

he wants to be with you.

Like, wh-why wouldn't
you just date each other?

Just go out with him.

(clears throat)

- Hey.
- Hi.

I guess you didn't make
it to the baby shower.

You missed the blessing
of the egg donor.

We all whispered intentions
into hard-boiled eggs.

Yeah, I got some cupcake on
my shirt, so I-I had to leave.

Oh, um, you know, I'm
actually running low on pens.

Are you running low on sticky thingies?

You want to hit the supply closet?

Um...

You know what? I would love to.

I really would, but...

I-I can't.

What?

(sighs) Yeah, um... listen.

I think I'm... good

on office supplies...

forever.

Why no more office supplies?

So, I know that I said that...

... I could get...

pencils and pens with
you indefinitely...

... but I can't.

NATHANIEL: Why? Y-You said getting...

... Scotch Tape and Wite-Out

doesn't hurt anybody...
That's what you said.

Yeah, but I was wrong.
I was wrong, it does.

What are they talking about?

It's pretty obvious, dude.

Somebody got hurt with a pen.

REBECCA: The fact is (sighs)

you're getting office
supplies from someone else.

And I knew that, but I didn't, like...

I didn't know it

until I caught

a glimpse of your...

... stationery representative.

So, yeah, it, uh...

it-it has to end.

Oh.

So... what I'm saying is

no more staples, no more paper clips,

no more...

spray cleaner for the white boards.

Well... okay.

I understand.

I guess we were

just kidding ourselves when
we thought we could get erasers

and toners and index cards forever.

I wish you all of the...

freshest, inkiest yellow highlighters

there could ever be.

And I you.

I actually prefer the pink highlighters.

Why am I crying right now?

? ?

? ?

(keys jingle)

Is it time?

Is the baby coming?

Ooh, what... what are you wearing?

Hey. So... it's just a fat suit.

- What?
- Yeah.

Uh, my dad got us these fat
suits this one Thanksgiving,

'cause he thought it'd be fun to
reenact the family dinner scene

from The Nutty Professor.

- (chuckles) Your dad is pretty great.
- I know. He rules.

All right, I'll catch
you later, I guess.

Wait, where you going?

Oh, I told you,

I'm going to the skateboarding expo.

And if they don't know I'm pregnant,

then they can't judge me for
grippin' it and rippin' it.

And also, the suit
will protect the baby,

so we're good. (chuckles)

Bye.

Sorry, I do not want to confront you

because you are violent and scary

and you weigh more than me.

Move, Hector, or I will move you.

Please don't make me do this.

Do not make me wrestle a
pregnant woman in a fat suit,

because I will.

- Oh, my God, there's a podcast.
- Where?

Wait. No!

- JIM: Big gift! (laughs)
- _

- Yeah, that's it. Hey!
- You're all here. Great.

I am here to be nice.

No one's gonna say hello? Okay.

So, what are you guys doing?

Just eating a snack.

Mm-hmm. Cool. Cool,
cool, cool, cool, cool.

Ow! What the hell, Paula?

What? I want in on the slapping game.

- Gotcha!
- Ow!

That is not how you play Slappy Slaps.

(scoffs)

I'm sorry, Paula.

I badly want to foster
an alliance with a woman,

but I have to be on the side of consent.

Hey.

(sighs)

God, you guys are a tough room.

I was just trying to be fun.

You and I used to have
fun together, remember?

Yeah, we used to, before
I started working here.

Why didn't you tell me
you were the office bitch?

I didn't know.

- Come on. You have that mug.
- (grumbles)

(sighs)

Look, Paula, I don't care

that you're not all fun
and games at the office.

I don't even care that you yell

at people for not
refilling the ice trays

or the way people chew their gum.

Okay, no. I'm just saying,
chew one piece at a time.

It's not a meal.

What I do care about is that

you're not acknowledging my good work.

You're number one in
our law school class;

I'm right up there with
you, I'm number two.

And yet, you have dismissed

everything I've handed you

with a minor issue or quibble
about the font, the margins...

- Okay, can I just say something?
- No. My work is good.

Everyone's work here is pretty good.

Okay, well, not Tim, obviously.

- He's a moron.
- (scoffs)

I just finished this closing argument.

I want you to read it and consider it,
because it is damned good.

I need you to acknowledge that.

(exhales)

Hey.

Hi.

I know you said you wanted things
to be over, and I understand.

I respect that.

But I just wanted to say that, um...

the last few months
have meant a lot to me.

And they weren't just about the sex.

They were about you.

Me and you.

And if that's what you want,

I'll forget about everything else.

And everyone else.

For you.

Uh...

? ?

So, in not so many words,

he basically said he loves
you and wants to be with you.

What did you say?

Nothing.

How do you feel about him?

It doesn't matter.

Rebecca, why do you think
your feelings don't matter?

Because relationships
do not work for me.

Did not work for you.

You're a different person
than the last time you tried.

No, I'm not.

I'm not. I-I'm...

I am a-a slightly saner version
of the person that I was,

and I'm barely holding on to even that.

I mean, honestly, I'm afraid.

Of course you are. That makes sense.

But you can't live your
life without intimacy.

You need and deserve love.

It's okay for you to have it.

No, I-I can't. I-I can't.
God, you don't understand.

- What don't I understand?
- I don't want to die, okay?

I've gotten better.
Okay, I've progressed, and yes,

I know that my
relationship with Nathaniel

- is not like it was with Josh.
- That's right.

But if I try with Nathaniel,
something will happen, okay?

He'll... he'll go out
to dinner with a friend,

and he won't answer one of my texts,

or he'll go on a trip, and he
won't call me enough, and...

... I know what I'm capable
of when I feel abandoned.

I can go to a really dark place,

and it's a place where
I can hurt myself,

and I-I never want to be
in that place again, ever.

Rebecca, that fear is
always gonna be there.

But as a person who has
known you for a long time,

you're more stable and
self-aware than you were.

And you're a loving person

who deserves love.

One day, I hope you believe that.

It's great.

It's well written,

it's well argued.

It's great work.

Thank you.

Okay.

I-I know that I seem,
like, super confident,

and I may be a
big know-it-all...

No. You?

But I have insecurities,
just like everybody else.

More, even.

(sighs) I was a "C" student growing up.

And my father always
told me I was an idiot,

and I got knocked up before
I could finish college,

and I just, I always feel like
I'm trying to prove myself,

especially in my career,
because it is so important to me.

But that's my problem,
and it's not your problem,

and I'm sorry I was
a jerk, because I was.

Apology accepted.

- Really?
- Yes.

- Oh!
- Yes, thank you.

This is good.

Paula, I mean, it's like, um,

I'm Kenickie and you're
Rizzo, and we're making up.

I know that reference! Grease, right?

Yes, Grease.

I saw the movie.

And in this case, the
movie is preferred.

Okay.

(groans)

So do I have to apologize
to everybody else now?

Oh, no. They're morons.

(both laugh)

This is good.

(laughs): Yeah!

(sighs)

(chuckles softly)

You're right.

A nice lukewarm bath
makes everything better.

Babe, why are you so upset
about a skateboard thing?

Oh, it's not about a skateboard.

It's about my whole life.

It's about having to be
responsible for things.

I mean, I have a job
and a live-in boyfriend

and a baby in my stomach.

That's all grown-up stuff.

I mean, I never thought I
would actually be a grown-up.

Yeah.

You know, I'm gonna pay taxes this year.

Isn't that ridiculous?

Yeah. I know how you feel. I get it.

I don't know how insurance works.

Me, neither.

We can figure those things out.

Me and you.

Yeah.

? ?

(exhales)

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? I've never been afraid ?

? Of opening my heart ?

? For the slightest chance at love ?

? I'd gladly tear my life apart ?

? But now I finally have a sense ?

? Of who I am inside ?

? So do I risk it all again ?

? Or do I run and hide? ?

? Face your fears ?

? Stare them down ?

? Don't be scared ?

? Stand your ground ?

? 'Cause love is not as scary ?

? As it appears ?

? All I got to do ?

? Is face my... ?

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