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[Lost You Forever S1]

[Episode 33]

Xiaoyao.

Cang Xuan.

Brother.

- Brother.
- Don't call me brother.

I think about you day and night,

but look at you.

You run to see another man
as soon as you return,

not thinking about me at all.

Brother.

Brother.

Brother.

Brother.

- Wait for me.
- Don't call me brother.

I don't have such a heartless sister.

Brother,

you really don't want me anymore?

It's not me.

It's you who abandon me.

I heard that Jing was in critical
condition, so I came to see him first.

Aren't you worried about me?

How could I not?

I often thought of you
when I was unconscious.

I came to Zhiyi
to see it bustling as usual,

so I was slightly relieved.

After I saw Xinyue,
the first person I asked about was you.

This time, I was really scared to death.

In the middle of the night,

I often woke up alone from nightmares.

I was afraid that you would be
just like my mother and...

my auntie.

It's okay now.

Don't worry. I'll be careful from now on.

Come back to Chenrong with me.

Can I go back with you
after Jing wakes up?

Brother.

Okay.

But...

mind your manners.

You've clung to him so closely.
I wonder what others may think of you.

Don't you have pursuers?

And you have to chase after him like this?

Yes, I'll remember your words.

How did Xiang Liu save you?

All the physicians I got said...

you were...

I guess it's related
to the poisonous bug I gave him.

I was clinging to his vitality
to maintain a glimmer of life.

Then he must have performed
a blood curse to extend my life.

I will keep my promise to Xiang Liu,

and I don't want him to play tricks.

Him wanting to rescue me...

came with some conditions?

He's cold-hearted,

and he never does anything for nothing.

Of course, he wouldn't save you for no reason.

What did he ask for?

A peak of the Chenrong Mountain.

I was worrying about
how to repay his life-saving grace.

I didn't expect it.

That's Xiang Liu with Nine Lives

who never loses out on a deal.

You really found Zhulong's tendon.

How is the bow and arrow forging going?

Don't worry. I've been
forging this bow for 45 years.

I only need the bowstring.

Now the last material is found.

At most in three months,
I can forge the bow and arrow you want.

I'll come for it in three months.

No problem.

[Chenrong Mansion]

Let's toast with tea
to celebrate Xiaoyao's safe return.

It is still unknown
when Jing will wake up.

I just told Xiaoyao

that if Jing hadn't appeared
to save her, even if I rushed there,

it would have been too late.

Xiaoyao is very grateful
for Jing's life-saving grace,

and she happens to know some folk cures
that match Jing's symptoms.

So she wants to stay
in the Muxi Garden to help.

Whatever the cures, the most
urgent thing right now is to save Jing.

Not only his family needs him,

but Cang Xuan and I need him very much too.

Xiaoyao, are you sure
you can wake him up?

Pretty sure about it.

That's great. Xiaoyao's our lucky star.

Once she's back, it's all good news.

Yu Jiang. There's an assassin!

Xiaoyao,

he didn't come to assassinate me.

He is now under my command.

Greetings, Princess.

What's going on?

Let's leave them alone.

A lot has happened in these 37 years.

I will tell you bit by bit.

Sorry for not living up to your trust.

The food price has increased by 30 percent lately.

The food I brought back this time
will only last for two months,

far from what the army needs.

This is not your fault.

You've done very well.

Thank you, Your Highness.

It's hard to go on without money.

I hope Xiaoyao can cure Jing soon.

With him around, we'll have a lot
less trouble getting food and supplies.

But when Tushan Jing
will wake up is still unknown.

We can't put all our hopes on him.

You're right.

How about this?

I'll see if I can move some money
from somewhere else first

to alleviate the food shortage.

I'll try to think of a way too.

Jing,

Cang Xuan won't let me
sleep in your room.

But if we don't tell others,
no one will know.

Let's pretend this never happened.

Can you even hear me?

Your hair doesn't look
as good as before.

It needs some time of care.

What business is it of yours?

You don't even have a single hair.

Baldy.

Jing,

your bones will poke me again.

You're so skinny.

You need to eat more.

They all say you didn't want to live

because I died.

Do you really care about me that much?

Jing,

if you really see me
as important as your life,

does it mean you'll never abandon me

no matter what happens?

Jing,

you're very smart.

You can't answer this kind of question.

Some things can't be said.

Once they're said, they seem fake.

Besides, even if you said it,
I wouldn't believe you.

Things are unpredictable,
and people change.

After all, I don't even believe myself.

Jing,

wake up soon.

The princess's not out yet?

No.

Should we start working first?

No, the princess will be shy
if she sees us,

and then she might not come
to see our master in the future.

She's out.

Luckily, no one noticed.

Here's the list of death row convicts
from the Central Plains, Your Majesty.

Deal with them according to the law.

News from the Central Plains.
The Great Princess has woken up.

It's good.

Pardon these criminals

to accumulate blessings for Xiaoyao.

Yes.

Your Majesty, Cang Xuan has sent an urgent message.

- Xiaoyao has woken up.
- That's great.

She must be weak after a long illness.

She needs to eat much nutritious food.

Prepare a gift list right away and send the gifts.

Yes.

[Sunlight Hall]

I have no interest in you.

Why are you so persistent?

Although there is no one in the world

as both good-looking and talented as me.

But as long as you don't use me
as a standard for choosing a husband

and lower your standards,

I believe it's not hard
to find a good man.

Do you know what sets you apart from the rest?

Your unparalleled narcissism.

Thank you for the compliment.

I've heard 'someone' woke up
and that Father wants you

to go to visit her with gifts.

That 'someone' hasn't woken up.

It's the Great Princess
who has woken up.

His Majesty ordered me to prepare
some millennia-aged water marrow,

but there's none in the storeroom.

I need to see where I can get some.

Please,

let me leave.

Nian, I'm really in a hurry.

Millennia-aged water marrow.

I think I have a lot of it at my place.

May I get some if you don't need it?

- So you're not in a hurry now?
- Not at all.

The weather is cool today.

I will take you out for fun.

You have time, but I'm the one who doesn't.

Just millennia-aged water marrow.

Anyway, my pet is fed up with it,
and there's a lot left.

For pity's sake, I'll give it to 'that someone'.

I appreciate it
on behalf of 'that someone'.

It has nothing to do with me.

Thank my pet instead.

♫ You're like the wind on the water.
I'm like the lotus in the wind ♫

♫ Meet and miss, meet and miss ♫

♫ You're like the cloud in the sky.
I'm like the moon in the cloud ♫

♫ We fall in love. We cherish each other ♫

♫ You're like the tree in the mountain.
I'm like the vine on the tree ♫

♫ Accompany and depend on ♫

If you make trouble again,

I'll tie you up like Cang Xuan.

You're awake.

Why didn't you tell me when you woke up?

I was afraid it was a dream

and that if I made a sound,
you'd run away.

Is it still a dream?

No.

Jing Ye is still watching.

I didn't see anything.

Xiaoyao,

I've always wanted to be your husband,

to be with you openly and honorably.

But you are the Princess of Haoling.

Only the identity of Tushan Jing is worthy of you.

So, I've been reluctant
to give up on this identity

so that I can marry you in a proper manner.

But I was wrong.

I don't want to be Tushan Jing anymore.

Whether I can be with you
openly and honorably is not important.

Even if I don't get
recognition for a lifetime,

even if I'm your servant for a lifetime,
it doesn't matter.

I just want to be by your side...

to protect you.

Jing,

do you really see me

as important as your life?

Not the same.

You're more important than my life.

Xiaoyao,

you once complained that
I was not good enough

unwilling to let go.

In fact, I know

you can still live well without me.

I also understand
that Fangfeng Bei is better for you.

But I can't let go.

As long as I live for a day,

I can't.

Xiaoyao,

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

Fool.

What I want

is that you will hold on to me
no matter what.

Don't abandon me.

My mother left me

for the greater good.

My grandfather, for my sake,

sent me to Mount Jade.

My father, for my safety,

didn't let me return to Haoling.

Cang Xuan promised
to pick me up at Mount Jade,

but in the end, he broke his word.

I waited for them for 70 years,

but they all abandoned me
for various reasons.

So.

I'm really very happy

that you can't abandon me.

♫ Afraid I would lose you forever
with mixed feelings ♫

♫ Hope your eyes remain pure and warm
and our country splendid ♫

♫ I prefer mortal life,
enjoying abundant blossoms ♫

Jing.

Jing, you're finally awake.

Sorry for the trouble
I brought you and Fenglong.

We're family. You've only stayed for a while.

Jing, don't be such a stranger.

I'll have someone tell
my brother and Cang Xuan.

Now the major decisions of your family
are still made by Grand Madam.

For routine affairs,
Tushan Hou and Fangfeng Yiying

are each responsible for a part,
balancing each other out.

What's wrong?

Go on.

Shall we go somewhere else?

No need.

She's afraid of loneliness

and likes the company of human voices.

Miss,

Master and Prince Cang Xuan are here.

Go invite them in.

Jing,

I thought you'd already got past caring about anything

and planned to just sleep away.

But you seem still attached
to the mundane world.

I really troubled you this time.

Yeah, you did.

So, you'd better buck up

to help us.

Okay.

I'm glad you're fine.

Thank you for your concern.

Where's Xiaoyao?

Didn't you sleep well?

I slept a bit late.

You can look after the sick,

but you can't look after yourself?

Fenglong,

- these years...
- Jing,

eat this half bowl of porridge.

Jing, when did you become so obedient?

Xiaoyao,

pack your things later and go back
to the Chenrong Mountain with me.

Got it.

Let me help you.

Xiaoyao, what's going on
between you and Jing?

It's just what you think.

You!

You and Jing?

He has feelings for you?

Not only him.

We both have feelings for each other.

We love each other.

Jing, I won't hide it from you.

Cang Xuan and I are desperate for money,

desperate for a large sum of money.

Got it.

Just "got it"?

Will you help us or not?

Can I say no?

Of course not.

Then why the question?

I don't need to ask you,

but you have to reassure Cang Xuan.

I can't help with other things,

but I know a thing or two about business.

You can rest assured about the money matter.

Look. I told you as long as Jing woke up,

our pressing issue would be resolved for sure.

Both of us are spenders.

We need the assistance
of this wealth-gathering fox.

It's a pity that his aspirations
are different from ours.

He helps us purely out of friendship.

Regardless of whose friendship,

thank you anyway.

I want to tell you something.

Go ahead.

To solve your issues,

I need to rush back to Qingqiu.

After returning,

I plan to tell my grandma everything.

I've decided that whatever her attitude,

I will go back to Xiaoyao's side
and stay with her forever.

Tushan Jing,

are you negotiating with me?

How could I use Xiaoyao to make a deal?

I'm asking for your permission.

You want to stay with Xiaoyao.

Is Xiaoyao in danger again?

I'm sorry, Fenglong.

I adore Xiaoyao and want to be with her.

You fell into unconsciousness
because of Xiaoyao?

I know you want to marry her,

but I can't lose her.

You know I want to marry her,
yet you still dare to covet her.

- You even lured my fiancée in my house!
- Fenglong.

Tushan Jing, I see you as my
brother, but what about you?

- Fenglong, calm down.
- I just want to kill him right now.

Tushan Jing, get out of here.

- Take your darn money and leave.
- Anyone!

Don't think we must need your money.

- Drag him away!
- Tushan Jing.

Tushan Jing.

Tushan Jing.

Fenglong.

My brother is furious right now.
Don't take it to heart.

I know. You should go and check on him now.

Fenglong.

I believe in your feelings
for Xiaoyao, but...

you're engaged as Tushan Jing,

and the Grand Madam of Tushan
values Fangfeng Yiying very much.

She won't agree to cancel the engagement.

I was once desperate
to confidently walk up

to the King of Haoling

as Tushan Jing to marry Xiaoyao.

For this, I endured a lot.

But after experiencing loss once,

I found that nothing else matters.

As long as I can be with Xiaoyao,

I am willing to give up everything.

If my grandmother doesn't agree,

I can give up being Tushan Jing.

Are you sure?

If you give up being Tushan Jing,

you will be nothing.

Even if I'm not Tushan Jing,

I can still be Ye Shiqi.

The one with nothing?

Yes.

I can't make this decision for Xiaoyao.

It will depend on her.

When I saved him, he had nothing.

So I don't mind

if he becomes nothing again.

[Prosperity]

[Tushan Mansion]

So similar.

It's like we're back at Zhaoyun Peak.

♫ I crossed the mountains and waters,
but I couldn't escape death ♫

♫ I lived through gatherings and parting,
but I couldn't walk out of sorrows and joys ♫

♫ I lived through spring and summer,
but I couldn't walk out of the memories ♫

♫ I couldn't walk out of the memories ♫

♫ You are in my mind but not hold my hand ♫

Suddenly, everything
you told me came true.

37 years.

You may think it's fleeting, a flash.

But for me, it's been an eternity and
night after night of worry.

These phoenix trees.

They grew from young saplings
to the current towering ones.

I remember every bit of their growth

as if it's been a thousand years.

♫ But disappear as clouds rise ♫

Xuan, don't worry.

I'll be with you from now on.

I won't make you worry about me anymore.

If Tushan Jing does cancel the engagement,

he'll rush to Master to ask for your hand in marriage.

How then will you accompany me?

Then I'll have Jing come live
with me on the Chenrong Mountain.

♫ You disappear in the light ♫

♫ You disappear in the light ♫

Have you really thought it through?

Jing might not be the best man,

nor is he necessarily
the most suitable one for you.

But he's the one who will never
abandon me no matter what happens.

Xuan, you and I were abandoned as children.

I believe you understand what I want.

Even if Jing is willing
to give up his status,

we both know

that some bonds are flowing in the blood,

not something you can give up if you want to

or sever if you wish to.

The Grand Madam of the Tushan Family

is notoriously obstinate,
stubborn and hard to deal with.

Have you thought about the future?

The future doesn't depend on me.

It depends on Jing.

I'll wait it out and see
what result he will give me.

I haven't seen you waiting for others,

so it seems

that Jing is special to you.

Xuan,

stop worrying about me.

I've experienced too many disappointments,

so I've long since learned to always
think about the worst possible outcome.

Didn't you say it?

If you don't want to be disappointed,

then never give yourself hope.

No matter what the result,

I'll be here.

I know.

♫ All things are dim,
while only your eyes shine bright ♫

♫ I'll follow my heart
and go to chase the sun far away ♫

♫ Everything seems sad,
while only your brows raise in delight ♫

♫ I'm waiting for you
to enjoy the scenery at night ♫

♫ You came with wind and rain,
while left with my four seasons ♫

♫ Without you,
even the best scenery is dull ♫

♫ It began like a tornado,
and went away leaving only dust ♫

♫ Without you, even the most
beautiful world is a mess ♫

If you don't agree,

then I have to leave our family.

You brat.

For the Great Princess of Haoling,

you suffered terrible internal injuries

and nearly lost your life.

What position do you put our family in?

You want me dead?

No matter how noble the princess is,

and how much you love each other,
you can never marry her.

Grandma.

The princess is already back.

Why are you still worried, Your Highness?

It's been 37 years since Xiaoyao

had an accident in the plum forest.

But every time I think about it,

I still feel the lingering fear.

You've asked so many guards
with strong spirit power

to guard the princess all day.

This time, nothing will go wrong.

I can tell you why I
want to kill your sister.

Because she shouldn't be
the Great Princess of Haoling at all.

She is the daughter of Chichen.

Xiaoxiao.

Your Highness.

I want you to go to Baili
and investigate something for me.

But you must act secretly
and not let others know.

I called you over

because I want to tell you something.

Last night, I discussed
with several elders

and we decided to hold
a ceremony three days later.

Jing will serve
as the head of our family.

The time is tight,
so not too many guests will be invited.

The Kings of Xiyan and Haoling
and representatives

from the six major families
including Chishui, Xiling and Guifang

in the Central Plains
will come to watch the ceremony.

That's enough.

Grandmother, let's talk about this matter in a few years.

A few years.

How long do you think I can live?

This time, whether you want it or not,

you must take over as the head.

Grandmother,

the head should be the capable one.

I disagree.

Please cancel the ceremony three days later.

Please cancel the ceremony.

My brother is the best choice.

Tushan Jing,

stop patronizing me.

I don't need your charity.

Grandmother.

Grandmother.

I won't hide it from you anymore.

I only...

have no more than six months...

to live.

[Prosperity]

The physicians and maids
will take care of Grand Madam.

Masters, please go back.

Now Grand Madam is still clear-minded.

But in a few more days,

when her spirit power is exhausted,

she'll gradually lose consciousness.

I beg you to fulfill Grand Madam's wish

for the sake of our family,

and let her see the new family head

when she is clear-minded.

Jing,

you can disregard my feelings,

but you can't let Grandmother down.

She has given her life

for you, and for the entire family.

High and thick as a wall.

Like comb teeth stacks are close.

Stores are opened in rows.

Wives and children repose

when all the stores are full.

We kill a tawny bull,

whose horns crooked appear.

We follow fathers dear

to perform rites with cheer.

I thought no matter
how big this mansion was,

where there's a will,

there's a way out.

But I can never get rid of

this surname

as well as my bloodline.

♫ I offered up my prayers in this life ♫

♫ For forever accompanying you ♫

♫ I brewed eternal yearning in wines ♫

♫ Walking in the mortal with you ♫

♫ I offered up my prayers
in the next life ♫

♫ For our permanent love to continue ♫

♫ Let momentary sorrow and joy fly ♫

♫ Till the end of the world,
I'll hold you ♫

♫ The fate brought us to here ♫

♫ I almost forgot about
the first time I met you ♫

♫ The destiny brought us together ♫

♫ I would drink with you
in our limited life ♫

♫ Under a crescent moon,
I felt empty and emotional ♫

♫ Afraid I would lost you forever
with mixed feelings ♫

♫ Hope your eyes remain pure and warm
and our country splendid ♫

♫ I prefer mortal life,
enjoying abundant blossoms ♫

♫ Under a crescent moon,
I felt empty and emotional ♫

♫ Afraid I would lost you forever
with mixed feelings ♫

♫ Hope your eyes remain pure and warm
and our country splendid ♫

♫ I prefer mortal life,
enjoying abundant blossoms ♫