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Go! 13 00:02:58,562 --> 00:03:00,189 I've killed him. 14 00:03:00,230 --> 00:03:02,775 I've killed him. 15 00:03:04,151 --> 00:03:05,819 I kill... 16 00:03:05,903 --> 00:03:08,364 ohh. 17 00:03:11,241 --> 00:03:13,535 Ohh. 18 00:03:17,164 --> 00:03:18,457 Nathan! 19 00:03:22,544 --> 00:03:24,213 Oh Jesus. 20 00:03:24,296 --> 00:03:25,589 - Where's Claire? - Call 911! 21 00:03:25,631 --> 00:03:27,800 - I don't know what happened! - Where is she? 22 00:03:27,883 --> 00:03:31,303 - He came out of nowhere! - Nathan... 23 00:03:31,387 --> 00:03:33,597 Do you think he can hear me? 24 00:03:34,723 --> 00:03:36,684 Where's Claire? 25 00:03:36,767 --> 00:03:38,310 Where is she? 26 00:03:38,394 --> 00:03:40,062 I'll look for her later! 27 00:04:23,939 --> 00:04:25,482 I was dead. 28 00:04:25,566 --> 00:04:28,319 I mean, 29 00:04:28,402 --> 00:04:30,487 I was really dead. 30 00:04:30,571 --> 00:04:32,364 Really. 31 00:04:35,326 --> 00:04:36,660 Tell me about it. 32 00:04:36,702 --> 00:04:38,287 What's it like to be dead? 33 00:04:41,373 --> 00:04:43,375 I'd got loose. 34 00:04:45,210 --> 00:04:48,922 It were as if I was getting out of my body. 35 00:04:50,507 --> 00:04:54,053 My body was staying here, and I... 36 00:04:54,136 --> 00:04:55,929 I was flying. 37 00:04:58,015 --> 00:05:00,267 You were floating? 38 00:05:01,727 --> 00:05:03,145 Yes. 39 00:05:03,187 --> 00:05:05,814 I heard that dog, and a woman screaming. 40 00:05:05,898 --> 00:05:08,692 They were around me, panicking and... 41 00:05:08,776 --> 00:05:11,904 then I heard that noise. 42 00:05:11,987 --> 00:05:14,365 It was like a whistle. 43 00:05:14,406 --> 00:05:17,409 A very, very loud whistle. 44 00:05:18,494 --> 00:05:22,206 I saw... a light. 45 00:05:22,289 --> 00:05:23,332 A light? 46 00:05:25,292 --> 00:05:27,002 Yes. 47 00:05:28,629 --> 00:05:30,839 It was alive. 48 00:05:30,881 --> 00:05:34,385 It was alive as if it were waiting for me. 49 00:05:35,719 --> 00:05:38,222 I was in the light. 50 00:05:38,263 --> 00:05:40,140 I felt good. 51 00:05:40,224 --> 00:05:43,310 - Didn't you want to come back? - No. 52 00:05:43,394 --> 00:05:45,688 But you did come back. 53 00:05:45,729 --> 00:05:47,064 Yes. 54 00:05:48,732 --> 00:05:50,859 Why did you come back? 55 00:05:52,778 --> 00:05:54,947 I just did. 56 00:05:55,030 --> 00:05:57,574 Something made you come back. 57 00:05:57,658 --> 00:06:00,160 Is there something you're holding back? 58 00:06:02,496 --> 00:06:04,999 Yes. 59 00:06:06,333 --> 00:06:08,419 Hey, would you like to hear about Jesus Christ? 60 00:06:08,502 --> 00:06:10,587 Here you go. 61 00:06:15,676 --> 00:06:17,970 Would you like to hear 62 00:06:18,053 --> 00:06:20,639 Excuse me, would you like to hear about Jesus Christ today? 63 00:06:20,723 --> 00:06:21,932 Like to hear about Jesus Christ? 64 00:06:22,016 --> 00:06:23,392 - Okay. - Thank you very much, sir. 65 00:06:23,434 --> 00:06:25,060 Would you like to hear about Jesus Christ? Have a great day. 66 00:06:25,144 --> 00:06:28,314 Would you like to hear about Jesus Christ today? 67 00:06:54,173 --> 00:06:56,842 But what made him come back? 68 00:06:56,925 --> 00:06:59,637 Won't you answer? 69 00:07:00,721 --> 00:07:02,556 Nathan? 70 00:07:07,603 --> 00:07:09,730 ... right turn. 71 00:07:11,857 --> 00:07:13,108 It doesn't recover. 72 00:07:15,444 --> 00:07:17,446 We're dropping the... 73 00:07:19,198 --> 00:07:21,367 Speed, 220 knots. 74 00:07:23,202 --> 00:07:25,454 Wings lowered. 75 00:07:27,331 --> 00:07:29,458 Flap up. Flap up! Flap up! 76 00:07:29,500 --> 00:07:31,585 Power! Power! 77 00:07:31,669 --> 00:07:33,629 Oh, shit! 78 00:07:35,297 --> 00:07:37,299 No! 79 00:07:49,228 --> 00:07:52,189 Of the 45 passengers on board, 80 00:07:52,272 --> 00:07:54,858 nine belonged to the same family. 81 00:07:54,942 --> 00:07:56,068 All from Haiti. 82 00:07:57,277 --> 00:07:58,988 So? 83 00:07:59,029 --> 00:08:01,657 So they're afraid of getting fucked over by the Warsaw Convention. 84 00:08:01,699 --> 00:08:03,826 I explained to them that doesn't exist here, 85 00:08:03,909 --> 00:08:05,285 but they're scared, even still. 86 00:08:05,369 --> 00:08:06,870 They set up a committee. 87 00:08:06,954 --> 00:08:08,539 I met their spokesman. 88 00:08:08,622 --> 00:08:10,165 They gave me this. 89 00:08:10,249 --> 00:08:11,875 What does the NTSB say about this? 90 00:08:11,959 --> 00:08:13,168 The NTSB isn't getting involved. 91 00:08:13,210 --> 00:08:14,712 Neither is the FAA. 92 00:08:14,753 --> 00:08:16,547 They've all washed their hands of it. 93 00:08:16,630 --> 00:08:18,632 The airline is registered in the Virgin Islands, 94 00:08:18,716 --> 00:08:20,217 the tour operator in the Caymans. 95 00:08:20,301 --> 00:08:22,344 The crew is from Russia. They still don't know 96 00:08:22,386 --> 00:08:24,722 if the plane crashed in Haiti or the Dominican Republic. 97 00:08:24,763 --> 00:08:26,223 Every day it's a different story. 98 00:08:26,265 --> 00:08:28,809 But the plane was due to land here in the US? 99 00:08:28,892 --> 00:08:30,102 Seems like everyone forgot that. 100 00:08:30,185 --> 00:08:32,521 The FAA isn't going to go poking its nose in. 101 00:08:32,563 --> 00:08:35,566 Too much work, too much hassle, too much everything. 102 00:08:40,738 --> 00:08:41,989 Nathan? 103 00:08:42,072 --> 00:08:45,159 I don't like the smell of it. 104 00:08:45,242 --> 00:08:46,869 If the FAA won't get involved, 105 00:08:46,952 --> 00:08:49,580 that means a lawsuit like this could drag on for years. 106 00:08:49,663 --> 00:08:51,874 That means hundreds of thousands of dollars. 107 00:08:51,915 --> 00:08:54,918 And it means we can forget about the Hague Protocol. 108 00:08:55,002 --> 00:08:57,087 I don't like it. 109 00:08:57,171 --> 00:08:59,131 Excuse me, 110 00:08:59,214 --> 00:09:02,259 since when are we afraid of cases that drag on for years? 111 00:09:02,343 --> 00:09:04,386 These people are going to get fucked over 112 00:09:04,470 --> 00:09:06,013 on the pretext that no convention... 113 00:09:06,096 --> 00:09:08,932 It was the same shit in Unterlinguen. 114 00:09:09,016 --> 00:09:10,434 In Kinshasa too. 115 00:09:10,517 --> 00:09:13,687 A judge will show up with his calculator and say what? 116 00:09:13,771 --> 00:09:16,023 "All right, let's imagine some two-year-old kid 117 00:09:16,106 --> 00:09:17,650 "who has lost his mother. 118 00:09:17,733 --> 00:09:18,984 "We'll say she'd have devoted 119 00:09:19,068 --> 00:09:21,779 how much of her time to him, per day?" 120 00:09:21,862 --> 00:09:23,947 - Michael? - Three hours, tops. 121 00:09:24,031 --> 00:09:26,158 That's a good mother. 122 00:09:27,785 --> 00:09:29,578 Up until the age of 18, 123 00:09:29,620 --> 00:09:34,249 which gives us three hours a day, times 365 days, 124 00:09:34,291 --> 00:09:36,627 times $8 an hour, 125 00:09:36,669 --> 00:09:38,504 plus the usual interest... 126 00:09:38,587 --> 00:09:40,965 that totals a little less 127 00:09:41,048 --> 00:09:42,967 than $100,000 at best. 128 00:09:43,050 --> 00:09:45,302 - And the plane wasn't even full. - See? 129 00:09:45,344 --> 00:09:47,137 How far will that get you? 130 00:09:47,179 --> 00:09:50,724 You can't even take your mistress on a weekend trip. 131 00:09:50,808 --> 00:09:51,809 Nothing. 132 00:09:51,892 --> 00:09:55,354 All right, fine. But tomorrow morning, 133 00:09:55,437 --> 00:09:57,606 these people are going to be in my office. 134 00:09:57,648 --> 00:10:00,359 - What do you want me to tell them? - Send them to me. 135 00:10:00,442 --> 00:10:03,112 I'll explain everything. They'll understand, don't worry. 136 00:10:05,322 --> 00:10:07,157 Anything else? 137 00:10:30,514 --> 00:10:33,392 Your appointment is here. 138 00:10:33,475 --> 00:10:35,144 Who is this guy? Remind me. 139 00:10:35,185 --> 00:10:36,228 Joseph Kay. 140 00:10:36,312 --> 00:10:37,980 Heads up a department at St. Louis. 141 00:10:38,063 --> 00:10:40,733 - I'm not sure what he wants. - Heads up a department? 142 00:10:40,816 --> 00:10:42,151 Something like that. 143 00:10:42,192 --> 00:10:43,193 "Something like that." 144 00:10:43,277 --> 00:10:44,403 "I'm not sure what he wants." 145 00:10:44,486 --> 00:10:45,863 What's that supposed to mean? 146 00:10:45,904 --> 00:10:47,698 Why send him to me? 147 00:10:47,740 --> 00:10:49,992 - You were recommended. - By who? 148 00:10:51,035 --> 00:10:52,995 - Who upstairs? - Ross. 149 00:10:54,163 --> 00:10:55,664 I see. 150 00:11:04,131 --> 00:11:05,799 - Your daughter called. - Oh, yeah? 151 00:11:05,883 --> 00:11:07,801 She left you messages at home and... 152 00:11:07,885 --> 00:11:09,261 Yeah, I know. I forgot. 153 00:11:09,345 --> 00:11:11,513 She wanted to talk about the vacation. 154 00:11:11,555 --> 00:11:13,932 She wanted to know, was it, "Like the usual?" 155 00:11:14,016 --> 00:11:16,560 This was my daughter who called or my wife? 156 00:11:16,644 --> 00:11:17,770 Your daughter. 157 00:11:19,063 --> 00:11:20,898 Okay, I'll call her back. 158 00:11:28,947 --> 00:11:30,282 Yes? 159 00:11:30,366 --> 00:11:32,117 All that glucose... 160 00:11:32,201 --> 00:11:33,744 Yes? 161 00:11:33,827 --> 00:11:35,621 Worries me. 162 00:11:37,873 --> 00:11:39,583 I can examine you if you want. 163 00:11:39,667 --> 00:11:41,085 I'm a doctor. 164 00:11:42,711 --> 00:11:43,879 All right... 165 00:11:43,921 --> 00:11:45,923 what can I do for you, Dr. Kay? 166 00:11:45,965 --> 00:11:47,299 You work at St. Louis, right? 167 00:11:47,383 --> 00:11:48,884 I don't know if I'm the right... 168 00:11:48,968 --> 00:11:51,428 Nathan, I believe you have misunderstood me. 169 00:11:51,470 --> 00:11:52,554 I'm very serious. 170 00:11:52,638 --> 00:11:55,015 You mustn't take hypoglycemia lightly. 171 00:11:55,099 --> 00:11:59,019 In fact, you shouldn't take any symptom lightly... ever. 172 00:11:59,103 --> 00:12:02,064 You can't imagine the number of cells you burn up every day. 173 00:12:02,147 --> 00:12:03,899 Of course, you'll tell me you're also manufacturing... 174 00:12:03,941 --> 00:12:06,068 - I don't want to interrupt... - But it's not so. 175 00:12:06,110 --> 00:12:08,445 Neurons can't be replaced. Some die every day. 176 00:12:08,529 --> 00:12:09,947 Every day a few more. 177 00:12:10,030 --> 00:12:13,826 All that glucose you're pumping in is just cheap energy. 178 00:12:13,909 --> 00:12:16,662 Very bad for you, very bad for the neurons. 179 00:12:16,745 --> 00:12:20,749 Thank you for your concern about my health, but I'm fine. 180 00:12:20,791 --> 00:12:24,003 Now why don't you tell me what you want from me? 181 00:12:26,005 --> 00:12:27,756 That slight shaking in your hands, 182 00:12:27,798 --> 00:12:29,633 have you had that a long time? 183 00:12:29,717 --> 00:12:31,468 It's a morning thing, right? 184 00:12:31,552 --> 00:12:32,886 When you wake up? 185 00:12:32,970 --> 00:12:36,724 You work too much. 186 00:12:36,807 --> 00:12:37,766 Sure. 187 00:12:37,808 --> 00:12:40,019 Excuse me. 188 00:12:42,062 --> 00:12:43,772 Oui, mon ange. 189 00:12:43,856 --> 00:12:46,066 Yes, sweetheart, I know. 190 00:12:47,109 --> 00:12:48,819 Yeah, yeah. 191 00:12:48,902 --> 00:12:50,946 Daddy will call you back, but now I'm... 192 00:12:51,030 --> 00:12:52,823 wait, hang on. 193 00:12:54,575 --> 00:12:57,119 Would you excuse me a second? 194 00:12:58,162 --> 00:12:59,538 Yeah? 195 00:12:59,621 --> 00:13:01,707 Uh-huh. 196 00:13:03,000 --> 00:13:05,377 Honey, I can't talk to you now. 197 00:13:05,461 --> 00:13:08,631 Rachel, check out that guy for me... now. 198 00:13:08,714 --> 00:13:10,591 Of course you're coming for vacation. 199 00:13:10,674 --> 00:13:12,509 Sure you are. 200 00:13:12,593 --> 00:13:14,261 No, honey, I can't come get you. 201 00:13:14,345 --> 00:13:16,805 We'll do just like last time, I... 202 00:13:16,889 --> 00:13:19,224 We'll see. 203 00:13:19,308 --> 00:13:21,935 Okay, I'll call you back. Love you. 204 00:13:22,019 --> 00:13:24,563 Don't ever do this to me again. Ever. 205 00:13:24,647 --> 00:13:26,398 I've got a screwball in my office. 206 00:13:26,482 --> 00:13:28,567 He may be a screwball, but he wasn't lying. 207 00:13:28,651 --> 00:13:30,527 He's head of a department at St. Louis. 208 00:13:31,862 --> 00:13:33,155 Ross didn't tell you anything else? 209 00:13:33,197 --> 00:13:34,448 No, nothing. 210 00:13:44,375 --> 00:13:46,877 They say the swan sings only once, 211 00:13:46,960 --> 00:13:48,504 just before dying. 212 00:13:48,545 --> 00:13:49,588 Yes, I know. 213 00:13:49,672 --> 00:13:52,341 He senses he's going to die, so he sings. 214 00:13:52,383 --> 00:13:54,134 It's not because of the pain. 215 00:13:54,218 --> 00:13:56,595 On the contrary, he sings because he's glad. 216 00:13:56,679 --> 00:13:58,347 He's glad to die. 217 00:13:58,389 --> 00:14:00,975 - The number of legends about swans... - Dr. Kay. 218 00:14:01,058 --> 00:14:03,018 They also say swans 219 00:14:03,060 --> 00:14:05,521 guide and keep company with the dead, 220 00:14:05,562 --> 00:14:07,564 to help them cross the threshold. 221 00:14:07,648 --> 00:14:10,275 That's my favorite... a very old Celtic legend. 222 00:14:10,359 --> 00:14:11,902 - Yes, I know it. - You do? 223 00:14:11,986 --> 00:14:15,030 - Yes, my wife told me about it. - Your wife told you about it? 224 00:14:15,072 --> 00:14:16,573 Right. 225 00:14:17,866 --> 00:14:19,618 You mean your ex-wife? 226 00:14:21,578 --> 00:14:23,330 We all live in glass houses. 227 00:14:25,541 --> 00:14:27,459 So I see. 228 00:14:27,543 --> 00:14:30,129 Why don't you finally tell me what I can do for you? 229 00:14:30,212 --> 00:14:33,173 I believe I'm the one who can do something for you. 230 00:14:33,257 --> 00:14:34,842 But you'll see for yourself. 231 00:14:34,925 --> 00:14:37,636 Certain experiences can be very unsettling. 232 00:14:37,720 --> 00:14:40,597 I'll see what, for God's sake? What experiences? 233 00:14:40,681 --> 00:14:44,601 I'm merely pointing out the need to be prepared. 234 00:14:44,685 --> 00:14:46,770 Is that a threat? 235 00:14:46,854 --> 00:14:48,647 No, it's not a threat. 236 00:14:48,731 --> 00:14:50,399 It's a message. 237 00:14:50,482 --> 00:14:53,527 But I'm not quite sure you're ready to hear it. 238 00:14:55,237 --> 00:14:57,239 How come you know so much about me? 239 00:14:57,323 --> 00:14:58,907 Did you have me checked out? Did you... 240 00:14:58,991 --> 00:15:01,201 was it Ross told you all that stuff? 241 00:15:01,285 --> 00:15:03,579 "The need to be prepared." What's that supposed to mean? 242 00:15:03,620 --> 00:15:05,247 I don't know this Ross person. 243 00:15:05,289 --> 00:15:06,665 I've never met the guy. 244 00:15:07,333 --> 00:15:09,543 And I think you know what I want from you. 245 00:15:10,336 --> 00:15:11,795 I think you know very well. 246 00:16:36,547 --> 00:16:38,382 Hello? 247 00:16:38,424 --> 00:16:40,009 It's me. 248 00:16:42,052 --> 00:16:43,470 Claire, hello. 249 00:16:43,887 --> 00:16:45,431 Yeah, I'm here. 250 00:16:46,307 --> 00:16:47,641 Is Tracey there? 251 00:16:48,309 --> 00:16:49,852 Yeah, sure. You want to talk to her? 252 00:16:49,893 --> 00:16:52,604 She called me today. She wanted me to call back. 253 00:16:53,147 --> 00:16:54,898 I know, she told me. 254 00:16:57,568 --> 00:17:01,488 Um, Tracey's asleep. She's in bed. 255 00:17:01,572 --> 00:17:03,907 Already? Is she okay? What's wrong? 256 00:17:03,991 --> 00:17:07,411 She waited for you to call all day. 257 00:17:07,453 --> 00:17:10,039 She's drawing things I don't understand 258 00:17:10,080 --> 00:17:11,582 and waking up at night. 259 00:17:12,499 --> 00:17:13,876 No, she's not okay. 260 00:17:13,917 --> 00:17:16,837 Is there anything I can do? 261 00:17:22,259 --> 00:17:25,596 Let's talk about this another time, okay? 262 00:17:25,679 --> 00:17:27,097 I'll tell her you called. 263 00:17:27,139 --> 00:17:28,724 Okay. 264 00:18:11,308 --> 00:18:12,893 Nathan. 265 00:18:13,936 --> 00:18:16,480 Nathan! Nathan. 266 00:18:16,563 --> 00:18:20,109 Listen, I came to apologize for this morning. 267 00:18:20,192 --> 00:18:23,779 I was a little heavy-handed and I wanted to apologize. 268 00:18:23,821 --> 00:18:26,824 I have something to show you not far from here. 269 00:18:26,865 --> 00:18:27,825 Nathan, wait. Listen. 270 00:18:27,908 --> 00:18:29,493 I have something to show you, 271 00:18:29,576 --> 00:18:32,454 I just don't know if you'll be able to handle it, that's all. 272 00:18:32,496 --> 00:18:35,124 I'm fed up with your mysteries. I'm tired. 273 00:18:35,165 --> 00:18:37,293 Nathan, it'll take five minutes of your time, 274 00:18:37,334 --> 00:18:39,253 no more. And then I'm out of here. 275 00:18:39,336 --> 00:18:41,922 You'll never see me again. I give you my word. 276 00:18:42,006 --> 00:18:43,841 - You give me your word? - Yes. 277 00:18:44,675 --> 00:18:46,677 I give you my word. You know who I am, 278 00:18:46,760 --> 00:18:48,804 you know where I work, you're a lawyer. 279 00:18:48,846 --> 00:18:52,099 If I do anything wrong, anything at all which... 280 00:18:52,182 --> 00:18:56,020 It wouldn't take you five minutes to blow my career out of the water. 281 00:18:56,103 --> 00:18:59,106 Nathan, believe me, it's important. 282 00:18:59,189 --> 00:19:00,357 You have to see it. 283 00:19:00,441 --> 00:19:02,318 I swear. 284 00:19:02,985 --> 00:19:05,904 It's important. Come with me. 285 00:19:08,699 --> 00:19:11,702 Five minutes. 10 minutes... no more. 286 00:19:11,785 --> 00:19:13,954 And then... I'm gone. 287 00:19:21,587 --> 00:19:24,381 You brought me here just to tell me this? 288 00:19:24,465 --> 00:19:25,591 What the hell does it mean? 289 00:19:25,674 --> 00:19:27,676 Or is that all part of the message? 290 00:19:27,718 --> 00:19:29,762 You come out with these little riddles of yours 291 00:19:29,845 --> 00:19:31,555 and expect me to... 292 00:19:32,181 --> 00:19:35,351 You see that guy, the kid in the orange jacket? 293 00:19:35,392 --> 00:19:36,435 Do you see him? 294 00:19:36,518 --> 00:19:38,520 Yeah, I see him. So what? 295 00:19:38,562 --> 00:19:41,273 Name of Dennis. 10 years ago to this day, 296 00:19:41,357 --> 00:19:42,733 his father died here. 297 00:19:42,816 --> 00:19:46,862 He was waiting for a train as he did every evening. 298 00:19:46,945 --> 00:19:49,740 He had a good job, happy family. 299 00:19:49,823 --> 00:19:54,036 And one evening, he'd had enough. 300 00:19:54,119 --> 00:19:56,705 And when the express came by, he jumped. 301 00:19:56,789 --> 00:19:58,332 Was he a friend of yours? 302 00:19:59,041 --> 00:20:00,709 And these last few days, 303 00:20:00,751 --> 00:20:03,379 Dennis has come here every evening. 304 00:20:03,462 --> 00:20:05,798 - Every evening. - Do you ever answer a question? 305 00:20:05,881 --> 00:20:07,758 Look at him. 306 00:20:07,841 --> 00:20:09,760 - Why should I? - Look at him. 307 00:20:09,843 --> 00:20:13,472 Because in about two minutes, 308 00:20:13,555 --> 00:20:17,559 Dennis there will be dead. 309 00:20:17,601 --> 00:20:18,727 What the f... 310 00:20:26,402 --> 00:20:27,486 You're crazy. 311 00:20:27,569 --> 00:20:29,655 Completely crazy. 312 00:20:48,257 --> 00:20:51,176 You gotta take the Chambers Street Exit, right across the platform. 313 00:21:09,570 --> 00:21:10,779 Look! 314 00:21:10,821 --> 00:21:11,947 He's got a gun! 315 00:21:12,031 --> 00:21:14,867 He's got a gun! He's got a gun! 316 00:21:14,950 --> 00:21:16,952 Listen, don't do it! 317 00:21:17,036 --> 00:21:19,121 Please, put the gun down! 318 00:22:55,926 --> 00:22:57,344 Is this your first time? 319 00:22:58,971 --> 00:23:02,016 You seem kind of young. 320 00:23:05,978 --> 00:23:07,521 He's here to see Dr. Kay. 321 00:23:07,604 --> 00:23:10,065 - Okay. - He'll come get you in the day room. 322 00:23:10,107 --> 00:23:11,483 - This way? - Mm-hmm. 323 00:23:11,567 --> 00:23:14,320 I... I think what you're doing is wonderful. 324 00:23:48,604 --> 00:23:50,564 You came to see him? 325 00:23:51,732 --> 00:23:54,693 He'll be here. Just have to wait. 326 00:23:58,155 --> 00:23:59,823 Come here. 327 00:24:02,242 --> 00:24:04,286 Come here. 328 00:24:04,370 --> 00:24:06,872 What's the matter? 329 00:24:06,955 --> 00:24:08,666 Something wrong? 330 00:24:12,461 --> 00:24:15,214 Myocardial metastases. 331 00:24:16,256 --> 00:24:17,675 Cancer of the heart muscle. 332 00:24:17,758 --> 00:24:19,593 Super rare, right? 333 00:24:20,803 --> 00:24:23,180 They wrote an article about me in a magazine. 334 00:24:23,222 --> 00:24:25,849 It's in my room, if you want to see it. 335 00:24:25,933 --> 00:24:32,147 Apparently, I could croak from one day to the next... 336 00:24:32,189 --> 00:24:35,943 from one minute to the next. 337 00:24:37,695 --> 00:24:41,115 - Jeremy. - Nathan. 338 00:24:41,198 --> 00:24:42,533 What do you do, Nathan? 339 00:24:42,616 --> 00:24:45,577 I'm a lawyer. Do you know if he's going to be long? 340 00:24:45,661 --> 00:24:49,665 The first doc I saw, you know what he called it? 341 00:24:50,666 --> 00:24:53,377 "Hypertrophic cardiomyopathy." 342 00:24:53,460 --> 00:24:55,296 Wow. 343 00:24:55,379 --> 00:24:57,840 Can you believe that guy? 344 00:24:59,883 --> 00:25:02,261 You and me, 345 00:25:02,344 --> 00:25:03,971 we're gonna slap that that son-of-a-bitch with a lawsuit. 346 00:25:04,054 --> 00:25:05,055 What do you say? 347 00:25:05,139 --> 00:25:07,349 Legally, that's not exactly my bag. 348 00:25:07,391 --> 00:25:08,976 Jeremy, hello. 349 00:25:09,059 --> 00:25:11,687 - Up already? - Yeah. 350 00:25:11,770 --> 00:25:14,273 - Happy birthday. - Yeah, thanks. 351 00:25:14,356 --> 00:25:17,026 You've made a new friend. 352 00:25:17,067 --> 00:25:19,153 - Are you the new volunteer? - He's a lawyer. 353 00:25:20,029 --> 00:25:21,905 He and I are gonna throw a doctor's ass in the slammer. 354 00:25:21,989 --> 00:25:25,909 Oh, well... see you later. 355 00:25:27,244 --> 00:25:28,495 Bye. 356 00:25:35,044 --> 00:25:37,046 You smell that stink? 357 00:25:38,714 --> 00:25:40,382 Like something's rotting? 358 00:25:40,466 --> 00:25:42,676 Behind the stink of detergent... 359 00:25:42,760 --> 00:25:44,386 can't you smell that? 360 00:25:45,679 --> 00:25:48,599 It reeks of death around here. 361 00:25:48,682 --> 00:25:51,352 Why do you think she puts up with it? 362 00:25:52,686 --> 00:25:56,273 She had a kid who died. That's why. 363 00:25:57,816 --> 00:26:02,404 All of us in here are going out in body bags, 364 00:26:02,488 --> 00:26:03,947 and she knows that. 365 00:26:05,658 --> 00:26:09,953 She thinks that when we see her little darling up there 366 00:26:09,995 --> 00:26:11,538 we'll tell him how mommy's doing. 367 00:26:11,622 --> 00:26:13,332 And we'll take care of him. 368 00:26:13,415 --> 00:26:17,795 Make sure he eats his dinner and goes to the potty up in Heaven. 369 00:26:17,878 --> 00:26:20,464 Volunteer, my ass. 370 00:26:20,547 --> 00:26:22,132 What about you? 371 00:26:22,216 --> 00:26:24,176 You got a message to send, too? 372 00:26:24,259 --> 00:26:25,803 Who you got up there, huh? 373 00:26:27,304 --> 00:26:30,432 I'm going soon, so make the most of it. 374 00:26:31,934 --> 00:26:34,311 Some "dearly beloved?" 375 00:26:34,353 --> 00:26:36,230 - Or maybe... - Excuse me. 376 00:26:36,313 --> 00:26:37,773 Hey! 377 00:26:37,815 --> 00:26:38,983 Hey, come back. 378 00:26:39,066 --> 00:26:41,735 I didn't mean it like that. 379 00:26:50,744 --> 00:26:54,039 I don't know how to die. 380 00:26:54,123 --> 00:26:56,125 None of us know how to die. 381 00:26:58,294 --> 00:27:01,964 But maybe... 382 00:27:02,047 --> 00:27:05,009 somewhere deep inside of us 383 00:27:05,092 --> 00:27:06,802 a part of us does know how. 384 00:27:06,885 --> 00:27:12,016 Maybe it's not as terrible as it seems. 385 00:27:12,099 --> 00:27:14,768 Try and rest. 386 00:27:17,563 --> 00:27:21,108 You know, Nathan, the dying have taught me one thing... 387 00:27:21,191 --> 00:27:24,320 that you can look death in the face and go on living. 388 00:27:24,403 --> 00:27:26,864 Our mission here is to keep them company. 389 00:27:26,947 --> 00:27:29,450 Keep company with those about to die 390 00:27:29,533 --> 00:27:31,535 so that they can depart in peace. 391 00:27:31,618 --> 00:27:34,246 Great, but what's it got to do with me? 392 00:27:34,330 --> 00:27:35,414 Me, my. 393 00:27:35,497 --> 00:27:36,999 My little consciousness, 394 00:27:37,041 --> 00:27:39,752 my little comforts, my little life. 395 00:27:39,835 --> 00:27:44,089 What about others, Nathan, do you ever think about them? 396 00:27:44,173 --> 00:27:47,384 And Dennis? Have you thought about Dennis? 397 00:27:47,468 --> 00:27:49,511 If you knew he was going to blow his brains out, 398 00:27:49,595 --> 00:27:50,721 why didn't you do something? 399 00:27:50,804 --> 00:27:53,223 Why didn't you try to listen to him? 400 00:27:53,307 --> 00:27:55,601 Who kept Dennis company so he'd "depart in peace?" 401 00:27:55,684 --> 00:27:59,063 Anyway, how did you know he was going to die? 402 00:27:59,146 --> 00:28:00,898 This time I want an answer, none of your... 403 00:28:00,981 --> 00:28:02,608 - I saw it. - You saw it? 404 00:28:02,691 --> 00:28:04,068 - Yes. - How did you see it? 405 00:28:04,151 --> 00:28:06,070 Was it written on his face? 406 00:28:06,111 --> 00:28:08,572 - Yes. - Yes? 407 00:28:08,656 --> 00:28:11,659 Listen, I'm beat. I didn't sleep last night because of you, 408 00:28:11,742 --> 00:28:14,203 - and I've got to be at work... - Nathan, 409 00:28:14,244 --> 00:28:15,329 people who come here, 410 00:28:15,412 --> 00:28:18,582 they've already traveled a long road 411 00:28:18,666 --> 00:28:20,459 paved with suffering. 412 00:28:20,542 --> 00:28:23,504 But they have had time to prepare themselves. 413 00:28:24,672 --> 00:28:26,882 But often death comes... 414 00:28:26,924 --> 00:28:29,051 unexpectedly. It can't be predicted. 415 00:28:29,093 --> 00:28:30,260 Yes, I know, yes. 416 00:28:30,344 --> 00:28:34,056 For instance, say you cross the street at the wrong moment, 417 00:28:34,098 --> 00:28:37,226 or the body just gives out... just like that. 418 00:28:37,267 --> 00:28:39,019 Snap your fingers, you're dead. 419 00:28:39,103 --> 00:28:40,521 We see that every day. 420 00:28:40,604 --> 00:28:43,941 And those people never have time to untangle the knots. 421 00:28:44,024 --> 00:28:47,069 They never have time to prepare themselves. 422 00:28:47,152 --> 00:28:48,237 And so? 423 00:28:48,278 --> 00:28:50,406 And so... 424 00:28:51,448 --> 00:28:55,077 the role of the Messengers is to give those people too 425 00:28:55,160 --> 00:28:57,621 a chance to be reconciled. 426 00:28:57,705 --> 00:28:59,999 - "The Messengers?" - Yes. 427 00:29:04,920 --> 00:29:06,630 I don't understand. 428 00:29:06,714 --> 00:29:09,550 There are people out there who know in advance 429 00:29:09,633 --> 00:29:11,719 that someone is going to die. 430 00:29:11,802 --> 00:29:14,555 Let's say they... "got the message." 431 00:29:14,638 --> 00:29:16,515 And in those cases, 432 00:29:16,598 --> 00:29:21,186 their job is to help that person depart in peace... reconcile. 433 00:29:21,270 --> 00:29:23,647 - And you're one of these "Messengers?" - Yes, I am. 434 00:29:23,731 --> 00:29:25,441 - You know who's going to die? - Yes. 435 00:29:25,524 --> 00:29:27,484 - You see it? - Yes, I see it. 436 00:29:27,526 --> 00:29:29,903 And you help them depart in peace. 437 00:29:30,988 --> 00:29:34,074 Nathan, I realize it may be hard to believe... 438 00:29:34,158 --> 00:29:36,618 But Dennis didn't depart in peace. 439 00:29:37,661 --> 00:29:38,996 - No. - Why? 440 00:29:39,038 --> 00:29:41,790 We don't always succeed. Sometimes we get there too late. 441 00:29:41,874 --> 00:29:44,168 No one has power over the hour of death. 442 00:29:44,251 --> 00:29:45,210 No one. 443 00:29:46,378 --> 00:29:48,380 I don't believe you. 444 00:29:48,464 --> 00:29:50,549 Have it your way, Nathan. 445 00:29:50,633 --> 00:29:52,509 But these things can still exist 446 00:29:52,593 --> 00:29:54,637 whether you believe in them or not. 447 00:29:55,679 --> 00:29:59,058 I know when someone's going to die... I see it. 448 00:29:59,141 --> 00:30:03,145 And I make every effort to prepare them for what's coming. 449 00:30:04,104 --> 00:30:06,065 Well, I think I've heard enough for today. 450 00:30:31,173 --> 00:30:33,550 What exactly are you trying to tell me? 451 00:30:34,885 --> 00:30:39,014 Are you trying to tell me I'm going to die soon? Is that it? 452 00:30:39,056 --> 00:30:43,227 I told you everything. You know everything. 453 00:30:43,310 --> 00:30:44,979 Go fuck yourself. 454 00:31:05,457 --> 00:31:06,917 Hurry up. 455 00:31:07,001 --> 00:31:09,962 Sam. Sam, hurry up. 456 00:31:11,005 --> 00:31:13,299 Bring that over. Hurry up. 457 00:31:13,382 --> 00:31:14,591 Breathe, breathe, breathe. 458 00:31:14,675 --> 00:31:18,053 We need a neck brace and a splint. Get that here. 459 00:32:31,168 --> 00:32:34,463 Look straight into the light. 460 00:32:34,505 --> 00:32:35,631 Don't move. 461 00:33:23,429 --> 00:33:25,180 The smell of the ghosts. 462 00:33:25,222 --> 00:33:28,225 Follow the smell of the ghosts and you'll find the flower. 463 00:33:28,267 --> 00:33:30,561 What did you say, sweetheart? 464 00:33:30,644 --> 00:33:31,854 It's a cactus. 465 00:33:31,895 --> 00:33:34,398 It makes a flower once a year, at midnight. 466 00:33:34,481 --> 00:33:35,983 Only once. 467 00:33:36,066 --> 00:33:39,028 At 12:00 noon, the flower dies, and it smells like ghosts. 468 00:33:39,069 --> 00:33:41,030 The flower smells like ghosts? 469 00:33:41,071 --> 00:33:42,197 Yeah, but it's real nice. 470 00:33:42,281 --> 00:33:44,241 Mommy says ghosts smell good. 471 00:33:44,283 --> 00:33:46,618 The Night Blooming Cereus. Yes, I remember. 472 00:33:46,702 --> 00:33:48,329 Mommy told me about it too. 473 00:33:48,412 --> 00:33:50,539 An Indian legend. 474 00:33:50,623 --> 00:33:52,416 Honey, can I talk to Mommy? 475 00:33:52,499 --> 00:33:55,044 She says she'll call you back. 476 00:33:55,127 --> 00:33:57,379 Tracey? 477 00:33:57,463 --> 00:33:59,048 Hello? 478 00:34:03,844 --> 00:34:05,929 I had everything checked out, everything... 479 00:34:06,013 --> 00:34:08,724 brain, heart, lungs, blood. 480 00:34:08,766 --> 00:34:11,226 I got my urine tested, my saliva, my sperm... 481 00:34:11,268 --> 00:34:12,895 they tested everything 482 00:34:12,978 --> 00:34:14,188 and they found nothing. 483 00:34:14,271 --> 00:34:15,939 Nothing at all. There's the file. 484 00:34:16,023 --> 00:34:17,316 Take a look. 485 00:34:17,399 --> 00:34:19,610 A little hypoglycemia and nothing else. 486 00:34:19,693 --> 00:34:20,903 Nothing else at all. 487 00:34:22,279 --> 00:34:23,864 I'm very glad to hear that, Nathan. 488 00:34:23,947 --> 00:34:25,783 - I'm happy for you. - So as of this minute, 489 00:34:25,866 --> 00:34:27,117 you are out of my life. 490 00:34:27,201 --> 00:34:29,328 No phone calls, no visits, nothing. 491 00:34:29,411 --> 00:34:32,289 If I ever see you again here or any place at all, 492 00:34:32,373 --> 00:34:34,041 it'll mean the police... got it? 493 00:34:34,124 --> 00:34:35,626 May I show you something? 494 00:34:35,709 --> 00:34:37,711 - No. - It's a photograph. 495 00:34:38,921 --> 00:34:41,090 Anna Rachevsky. 496 00:34:41,173 --> 00:34:42,508 Very cute. Now leave. 497 00:34:42,591 --> 00:34:44,051 From a Russian family. 498 00:34:44,134 --> 00:34:47,346 That photograph was taken the day she arrived in New York. 499 00:34:47,429 --> 00:34:49,139 I don't give a shit. 500 00:34:49,807 --> 00:34:51,892 Not much money, father out of the picture. 501 00:34:51,976 --> 00:34:54,395 She wanted to go to college, but the closest she ever got 502 00:34:54,478 --> 00:34:56,939 was working in the cafeteria at NYU. 503 00:34:57,815 --> 00:35:00,192 Her boss treated her like an animal. 504 00:35:00,275 --> 00:35:02,152 The students didn't even notice. 505 00:35:03,237 --> 00:35:04,279 Except one. 506 00:35:04,321 --> 00:35:06,991 He was a foreigner too... 507 00:35:07,908 --> 00:35:09,201 a Frenchman. 508 00:35:10,160 --> 00:35:12,454 She welcomed the kindness he showed her. 509 00:35:12,997 --> 00:35:14,790 But later, she was fired. 510 00:35:14,873 --> 00:35:17,418 He lost touch with her. 511 00:35:17,501 --> 00:35:18,877 End of story. 512 00:35:21,839 --> 00:35:24,466 Anna Rachevsky, right. 513 00:35:24,508 --> 00:35:26,260 - Coming back? - Yes. 514 00:35:26,343 --> 00:35:29,847 She works at the Greenwind diner in Queens. 515 00:35:29,930 --> 00:35:30,973 Late night shift. 516 00:35:31,015 --> 00:35:32,808 Not very well paying. 517 00:35:33,350 --> 00:35:36,270 She's had a child... a son. 518 00:35:37,354 --> 00:35:39,481 You should stop by and see her. 519 00:35:39,565 --> 00:35:42,401 I'm sure she would enjoy that very much. 520 00:35:42,484 --> 00:35:44,361 I'll do that, maybe, yes. 521 00:35:44,403 --> 00:35:45,654 Good. 522 00:35:47,364 --> 00:35:48,657 What? 523 00:35:49,992 --> 00:35:51,702 Have you understood me? 524 00:35:51,785 --> 00:35:53,329 No. 525 00:35:54,622 --> 00:35:55,706 What? 526 00:35:56,373 --> 00:35:57,875 What was it this time? What did you see? 527 00:35:57,958 --> 00:36:00,169 Tell me. A blinking light? 528 00:36:00,252 --> 00:36:02,129 Some kind of Christmas tree that begins to... 529 00:36:02,212 --> 00:36:03,672 No, actually, Nathan, 530 00:36:03,714 --> 00:36:06,383 it's a bright white light that surrounds the person. 531 00:36:06,467 --> 00:36:08,052 But that's not the most important thing. 532 00:36:08,135 --> 00:36:10,554 What's the most important thing? 533 00:36:10,638 --> 00:36:14,141 The most important thing is suddenly you'll just know. 534 00:36:15,309 --> 00:36:18,270 You'll know she's going to die. 535 00:36:54,056 --> 00:36:55,683 Nathan? 536 00:36:57,393 --> 00:36:59,019 What are you doing here? 537 00:36:59,728 --> 00:37:00,771 Doing? Well, I... 538 00:37:00,854 --> 00:37:02,564 I'm just here. 539 00:37:03,774 --> 00:37:06,151 You're as handsome as ever. 540 00:37:08,278 --> 00:37:09,530 Well? 541 00:37:09,613 --> 00:37:11,740 What? No, I just... 542 00:37:11,824 --> 00:37:14,076 actually I was passing through. 543 00:37:14,118 --> 00:37:15,452 You doing okay? 544 00:37:15,828 --> 00:37:17,413 You were passing through here? 545 00:37:18,038 --> 00:37:20,374 Yes, I was going back to the city. 546 00:37:20,457 --> 00:37:22,835 I was in Queens and I was going home. 547 00:37:22,918 --> 00:37:26,422 I was dying for a cup of coffee, and here I am. 548 00:37:26,505 --> 00:37:28,007 You go heavy on the sugar, huh? 549 00:37:28,090 --> 00:37:30,092 Yes. You're looking well. 550 00:37:31,802 --> 00:37:33,929 - What? - I said you're looking well. 551 00:37:34,013 --> 00:37:35,264 How's your health? Okay? 552 00:37:35,347 --> 00:37:37,808 You look like you're in fine health. 553 00:37:37,850 --> 00:37:39,101 Yes, fine. 554 00:37:41,145 --> 00:37:43,439 It's strange for me, seeing you again. 555 00:37:43,480 --> 00:37:45,649 Excuse me. 556 00:38:05,878 --> 00:38:08,088 - Are you married? - Divorced. 557 00:38:08,172 --> 00:38:09,465 Oh. 558 00:38:09,548 --> 00:38:11,508 I never had the time. 559 00:38:11,550 --> 00:38:13,385 He walked out before marrying me. 560 00:38:13,469 --> 00:38:16,639 He still found the time to knock me up first though. 561 00:38:17,181 --> 00:38:19,516 A good thing too, you might say. 562 00:38:19,600 --> 00:38:20,851 A little boy. 563 00:38:24,772 --> 00:38:26,357 - What's this? - It's for you. 564 00:38:26,440 --> 00:38:28,817 These are my numbers. This one... 565 00:38:28,859 --> 00:38:31,028 is the direct line to Rachel, my assistant, 566 00:38:31,111 --> 00:38:32,571 and that's my cell phone. 567 00:38:32,655 --> 00:38:35,157 And don't hesitate to... 568 00:38:35,240 --> 00:38:36,617 if you need me for anything, 569 00:38:36,700 --> 00:38:38,911 if anything should come up, 570 00:38:38,994 --> 00:38:40,663 call me. Okay? 571 00:38:40,746 --> 00:38:43,457 If anything comes up, I call you. 572 00:38:44,083 --> 00:38:45,501 Okay. 573 00:38:46,877 --> 00:38:48,712 And what could possibly come up? 574 00:38:49,880 --> 00:38:52,883 - How old is your daughter? - Seven. 575 00:38:53,634 --> 00:38:55,344 Do you speak French with her? 576 00:38:55,427 --> 00:38:57,471 - No, not much. - You should. 577 00:38:57,554 --> 00:38:58,764 I know. 578 00:38:59,473 --> 00:39:01,892 Look at me, I hardly speak Russian anymore. 579 00:39:01,976 --> 00:39:04,603 But when my father came back, he talked and talked. 580 00:39:04,687 --> 00:39:06,397 He wouldn't stop talking. 581 00:39:06,480 --> 00:39:09,400 - Did I tell you my father came back? - No. 582 00:39:09,441 --> 00:39:12,111 You know, we didn't hear from him in years. 583 00:39:12,194 --> 00:39:13,529 - From your father? - Yes. 584 00:39:14,321 --> 00:39:16,365 He disappeared into air. 585 00:39:17,324 --> 00:39:21,078 But then two weeks ago we got a letter. 586 00:39:21,161 --> 00:39:23,455 And in this letter there was a picture of him 587 00:39:23,539 --> 00:39:25,249 and his phone number and address. 588 00:39:25,332 --> 00:39:27,543 He was driving a cab in Toronto. 589 00:39:27,584 --> 00:39:31,880 And on the very same day, he got a letter too. 590 00:39:31,964 --> 00:39:34,883 And in it was a picture of me and my phone number, 591 00:39:34,925 --> 00:39:37,553 and a round trip ticket to New York. 592 00:39:37,594 --> 00:39:41,265 See? So for the past two weeks I believe in miracles. 593 00:39:42,891 --> 00:39:45,477 - And the letters were? - We don't know who sent them. 594 00:39:45,561 --> 00:39:47,604 We tried, but we never found out. 595 00:39:47,688 --> 00:39:52,359 A Dr. Kay... at St. Louis Hospital, 596 00:39:52,443 --> 00:39:54,320 does it ring a bell? 597 00:39:54,403 --> 00:39:57,239 Fuck Ocean City, 598 00:39:58,615 --> 00:40:01,243 Here's a long one. "Dear, Jeremy, 599 00:40:01,285 --> 00:40:03,370 I turn 17 today too." 600 00:40:03,454 --> 00:40:04,872 Oh, his mother's the one... 601 00:40:04,955 --> 00:40:07,166 Who asked you? 602 00:40:07,249 --> 00:40:08,542 Huh? 603 00:40:09,585 --> 00:40:12,296 "We don't know each other and you may think this is weird, 604 00:40:12,379 --> 00:40:14,465 but ever since I heard your story on the radio, 605 00:40:14,548 --> 00:40:16,592 I think about you often." 606 00:40:19,386 --> 00:40:21,764 "I wish you a very, very happy birthday. 607 00:40:21,805 --> 00:40:24,433 Write me if you want. Love, Jennifer." 608 00:40:24,475 --> 00:40:26,602 Right, yeah. I love you too. 609 00:40:26,685 --> 00:40:29,146 Next time, send me a snapshot of your cute ass, Jennifer. 610 00:40:29,229 --> 00:40:32,191 Bye, bye. Happy birthday. 611 00:40:32,274 --> 00:40:34,943 Oh, a baby Jesus. Great. 612 00:40:34,985 --> 00:40:36,612 Jeremy. 613 00:40:36,695 --> 00:40:39,031 - "Dear Jeremy, blah blah blah." - Jeremy. 614 00:40:39,114 --> 00:40:42,493 "...with our hope you'll be able to leave the hospital very soon." 615 00:40:42,576 --> 00:40:44,203 Jeremy, can you look at me? 616 00:40:44,286 --> 00:40:46,956 Asshole, I'm going to die in this hospital! 617 00:40:47,039 --> 00:40:49,333 That's why I'm here, don't you fucking get it? 618 00:40:53,337 --> 00:40:56,256 Jeremy, what's going on? 619 00:40:56,340 --> 00:40:58,467 What's going on is that my dumbass mother 620 00:40:58,550 --> 00:41:00,302 went on the radio to tell the world 621 00:41:00,386 --> 00:41:04,139 that her poor little kid was having a birthday soon 622 00:41:04,181 --> 00:41:07,810 and the poor angel was dying of a very serious and rare disease. 623 00:41:07,851 --> 00:41:10,896 And then dozens of assholes I don't even know, 624 00:41:10,980 --> 00:41:14,775 they're just writing me to wish me a happy birthday, 625 00:41:14,858 --> 00:41:17,152 and... fuck. 626 00:41:17,194 --> 00:41:18,278 Fuck. 627 00:41:18,362 --> 00:41:20,447 Goddamn it, 628 00:41:20,531 --> 00:41:23,117 why did this have to happen to me? 629 00:41:25,035 --> 00:41:26,537 I'm 17. 630 00:41:26,620 --> 00:41:29,039 I'm 17 fucking years old, I don't understand. 631 00:41:29,123 --> 00:41:30,916 Jeremy, you shouldn't talk like that. 632 00:41:31,000 --> 00:41:32,167 Oh, really? So what, 633 00:41:32,251 --> 00:41:34,837 I should just sit here with my mouth shut? 634 00:41:34,878 --> 00:41:38,924 You know what my mom said when I told her I was gonna die? 635 00:41:39,883 --> 00:41:41,552 She just looked at me and she was like, 636 00:41:41,635 --> 00:41:44,596 "Oh, no, Jeremy, I forbid you to say such a thing." 637 00:41:45,889 --> 00:41:48,434 Well, I'm gonna die. I know I'm gonna die. 638 00:41:49,685 --> 00:41:52,229 And how does that make you feel, Jeremy, 639 00:41:52,313 --> 00:41:53,856 knowing you're going to die? 640 00:41:57,735 --> 00:42:01,739 I think about all the good shit I'm gonna miss out on. 641 00:42:01,822 --> 00:42:03,866 And that makes you angry. 642 00:42:03,949 --> 00:42:05,909 Yeah. 643 00:42:09,330 --> 00:42:11,123 And also I just... 644 00:42:11,206 --> 00:42:12,875 I don't know. 645 00:42:12,958 --> 00:42:18,339 I want people to see me like I normally am. 646 00:42:18,422 --> 00:42:19,715 You know? 647 00:42:21,717 --> 00:42:23,802 I want people to listen to me. 648 00:42:24,845 --> 00:42:28,015 I just want someone to listen. 649 00:42:48,619 --> 00:42:50,537 I agreed to see you because... 650 00:42:53,123 --> 00:42:56,001 I agreed to see you because... 651 00:42:57,294 --> 00:42:59,672 you've got a solid case. 652 00:43:07,012 --> 00:43:09,098 I'm sorry, I don't understand. 653 00:43:09,139 --> 00:43:10,265 I don't speak Creole. 654 00:43:10,307 --> 00:43:13,102 She says she lost both of her sons in the accident. 655 00:43:13,143 --> 00:43:16,146 She says she knows you can help us. 656 00:43:19,316 --> 00:43:21,151 - She says... - Madame, please. 657 00:43:21,235 --> 00:43:22,653 ...she's praying for you. 658 00:43:25,155 --> 00:43:27,116 She also said you have a big heart. 659 00:43:27,199 --> 00:43:29,118 - Tell her she's wrong. - She can see it. 660 00:43:29,159 --> 00:43:31,495 - She's wrong! - If you refuse to defend us, 661 00:43:31,578 --> 00:43:33,497 the other lawyers will find out, 662 00:43:33,539 --> 00:43:35,624 and they will refuse too. 663 00:43:35,666 --> 00:43:38,335 - All of them. - Please, sir, do something for us. 664 00:43:38,419 --> 00:43:40,796 No. 665 00:43:43,507 --> 00:43:45,634 No, that's not true. 666 00:43:50,597 --> 00:43:52,099 Okay. 667 00:43:52,182 --> 00:43:53,976 But you've got a solid case. 668 00:43:55,853 --> 00:43:57,271 Okay. 669 00:44:20,252 --> 00:44:22,004 Pass it, pass it. 670 00:44:24,048 --> 00:44:26,133 - Alonzo! - Take it home! 671 00:44:42,066 --> 00:44:45,319 "He asked whether the man 672 00:44:45,402 --> 00:44:48,113 "When he heard he was under Herod's jurisdiction, 673 00:44:48,197 --> 00:44:50,491 "he sent him off to Herod, 674 00:44:50,574 --> 00:44:52,826 who was himself in Jerusalem at that time. " 675 00:44:52,910 --> 00:44:54,828 "When Herod saw Jesus, 676 00:44:54,912 --> 00:44:56,372 "he was very glad, 677 00:44:56,413 --> 00:44:59,416 "for he had been wanting to see him for a long time. 678 00:44:59,458 --> 00:45:01,043 "Because he had heard about him 679 00:45:01,126 --> 00:45:03,879 "and was hoping to see Jesus perform some sign. 680 00:45:03,921 --> 00:45:06,548 "Herod questioned him at some length, 681 00:45:06,590 --> 00:45:08,467 but Jesus gave him no answer. " 682 00:45:24,942 --> 00:45:27,778 You know, she came 683 00:45:27,861 --> 00:45:33,033 She told me again what a wonderful husband you were. 684 00:45:33,117 --> 00:45:35,202 Up there, 685 00:45:35,286 --> 00:45:37,913 she sees everything you do for me. 686 00:45:42,293 --> 00:45:45,421 The Blessed Virgin was here too, you know. 687 00:45:45,504 --> 00:45:48,173 Oh? The Blessed Virgin was here? 688 00:45:48,257 --> 00:45:49,508 Yeah. 689 00:45:49,591 --> 00:45:51,719 She watched us through the window. 690 00:45:55,639 --> 00:45:57,433 You see, 691 00:45:57,516 --> 00:45:59,310 there on the buffet... 692 00:45:59,393 --> 00:46:01,937 that's her hand. 693 00:46:03,439 --> 00:46:05,482 She left that there for us 694 00:46:05,566 --> 00:46:08,277 to let us know she's thinking about us. 695 00:46:14,783 --> 00:46:17,244 That's your wife's hand. 696 00:46:20,247 --> 00:46:22,499 You could kiss it, you know. 697 00:46:22,583 --> 00:46:24,960 No. 698 00:46:25,002 --> 00:46:27,296 Please. 699 00:46:31,884 --> 00:46:36,430 It's not a mother's job to bury a daughter. 700 00:46:42,561 --> 00:46:44,813 No, it isn't. 701 00:46:46,023 --> 00:46:49,485 But you have to let the dead lay with the dead. 702 00:46:50,653 --> 00:46:52,279 You have to. 703 00:47:00,788 --> 00:47:02,915 I saw Anna. 704 00:47:02,998 --> 00:47:04,249 She said she'd never heard of you. 705 00:47:04,333 --> 00:47:08,003 But the picture, the plane ticket... I know it was you. 706 00:47:08,087 --> 00:47:09,421 What's your game? 707 00:47:09,505 --> 00:47:11,590 Why are you toying with these people? 708 00:47:11,674 --> 00:47:13,968 I simply did what I had to do. 709 00:47:14,051 --> 00:47:15,761 The father found his daughter again, 710 00:47:15,844 --> 00:47:17,513 and the daughter, her father. 711 00:47:19,056 --> 00:47:21,433 Anna's still going to die. 712 00:47:21,517 --> 00:47:23,894 But hopefully she'll die more at peace with herself. 713 00:47:23,978 --> 00:47:25,688 It's not a game. 714 00:47:25,729 --> 00:47:28,857 But if she's going to die, protect her, do something! 715 00:47:28,899 --> 00:47:31,151 There's nothing else I can do. 716 00:47:32,069 --> 00:47:36,198 I told you, no one has power over the hour of death. 717 00:48:02,933 --> 00:48:04,768 Anna! 718 00:48:04,852 --> 00:48:07,354 - I think it's for you! - Who is it? 719 00:48:07,438 --> 00:48:09,356 I think it's Mr. Handsome. 720 00:48:09,440 --> 00:48:11,275 Who is it? 721 00:48:12,735 --> 00:48:14,486 - Nathan? - Hi. 722 00:48:14,570 --> 00:48:17,072 - What are you doing here? - Am I disturbing you? 723 00:48:17,156 --> 00:48:19,825 No, of course not. Come in, come in! 724 00:48:20,492 --> 00:48:22,286 My cousin had a baby this morning 725 00:48:22,369 --> 00:48:24,663 and we're celebrating his birth. 726 00:48:24,747 --> 00:48:26,665 You must have passed Micha. He's the daddy. 727 00:48:26,749 --> 00:48:29,877 He just went out with Ivan, my brother. 728 00:48:29,960 --> 00:48:33,464 And this is Marina, Stephanie. 729 00:48:33,547 --> 00:48:35,591 You've met Judy, my sister-in-law. 730 00:48:35,674 --> 00:48:38,135 Come on, I'll introduce you to my mother. 731 00:48:38,218 --> 00:48:39,553 Mama. 732 00:48:41,680 --> 00:48:44,475 This is Nathan, a good friend of mine. 733 00:48:44,558 --> 00:48:46,727 Nice to meet you. 734 00:48:49,730 --> 00:48:50,939 It's okay. It's okay. 735 00:48:51,023 --> 00:48:54,610 I'll handle it! 736 00:48:58,197 --> 00:48:59,698 We're wired to the building next door. 737 00:48:59,782 --> 00:49:01,742 Maybe they cut something off. 738 00:49:03,494 --> 00:49:05,996 Hey, look who's here! 739 00:49:06,038 --> 00:49:07,957 This is my pride and joy. 740 00:49:07,998 --> 00:49:09,291 This is him! 741 00:49:09,333 --> 00:49:10,834 Papa, this is Nathan. 742 00:49:10,876 --> 00:49:12,461 - Hi. - Glad to meet you. 743 00:49:12,544 --> 00:49:15,506 We met when I was working at the university. 744 00:49:20,010 --> 00:49:22,054 Excuse me, the light doesn't work. 745 00:49:23,222 --> 00:49:25,015 Anna, wait, you shouldn't touch that. 746 00:49:25,099 --> 00:49:26,767 I've seen Ivan do it. It couldn't be so complicated. 747 00:49:26,850 --> 00:49:28,727 Stop, please. It's dangerous. 748 00:49:28,811 --> 00:49:30,646 We cannot just stay in the dark, can we? 749 00:49:30,729 --> 00:49:32,106 Listen to me, I'm serious. 750 00:49:32,189 --> 00:49:34,233 You have no idea how many people... 751 00:49:34,316 --> 00:49:36,276 No. Hold this for me! Hold this! 752 00:49:36,360 --> 00:49:37,861 Just a second. Okay. 753 00:49:37,903 --> 00:49:39,697 Here. 754 00:49:41,532 --> 00:49:43,284 Ahh. You see? 755 00:49:43,367 --> 00:49:44,576 It works now. 756 00:49:44,660 --> 00:49:47,788 Anna, I have to tell you... 757 00:49:51,709 --> 00:49:53,002 No, please. 758 00:49:54,670 --> 00:49:56,422 Fine. Okay. 759 00:49:56,505 --> 00:49:57,756 You're right. 760 00:49:57,840 --> 00:49:59,425 We'll take care of it later. 761 00:49:59,508 --> 00:50:00,926 Let's have a drink. 762 00:50:01,010 --> 00:50:02,886 I had a check-up recently... 763 00:50:02,970 --> 00:50:04,388 - A what? - A check-up. 764 00:50:04,471 --> 00:50:05,431 Oh. 765 00:50:05,514 --> 00:50:07,975 And I said to myself... 766 00:50:08,058 --> 00:50:09,226 let's say, 767 00:50:09,310 --> 00:50:11,687 maybe it would be a good idea if you did too. 768 00:50:11,729 --> 00:50:13,230 Had one. A check-up. 769 00:50:13,314 --> 00:50:14,440 Me? Why? 770 00:50:15,065 --> 00:50:16,150 You never know. 771 00:50:16,233 --> 00:50:17,818 If you want, I got the address... 772 00:50:17,901 --> 00:50:18,986 You want to marry me, 773 00:50:19,069 --> 00:50:20,154 but first you want to make sure 774 00:50:20,237 --> 00:50:22,698 I'm the picture of health. is that it? 775 00:50:24,408 --> 00:50:25,951 I was kidding. 776 00:50:27,077 --> 00:50:29,204 Have you ever tasted Georgian vodka? 777 00:50:29,246 --> 00:50:30,789 No. Will you think about it? 778 00:50:30,873 --> 00:50:32,124 What, marrying you? 779 00:50:32,207 --> 00:50:34,335 If you take me to Paris, no problem. 780 00:50:35,085 --> 00:50:36,378 Really, I'm fine. I swear. 781 00:50:36,462 --> 00:50:39,214 I can't see why you're so worried. 782 00:50:40,257 --> 00:50:41,717 Your health. 783 00:50:44,595 --> 00:50:46,388 Ivan? 784 00:50:46,472 --> 00:50:48,474 Just a moment. Ivan. 785 00:50:50,726 --> 00:50:52,394 Papa, don't touch that. 786 00:50:52,478 --> 00:50:54,229 Papa! 787 00:50:59,985 --> 00:51:03,072 I have a right to it, my son has a right, so does my father. 788 00:51:03,113 --> 00:51:04,782 - No. - Listen, he worked all his life 789 00:51:04,865 --> 00:51:07,785 and now he's up there and he needs care, 790 00:51:07,868 --> 00:51:09,870 so don't tell me there's nothing you can do. 791 00:51:09,954 --> 00:51:10,913 You're going to treat him... 792 00:51:10,955 --> 00:51:13,499 If you will kindly listen, I will explain to you... 793 00:51:13,582 --> 00:51:16,961 I'm going to stay at his side as long as he needs me. 794 00:51:17,044 --> 00:51:18,379 No, I will not kindly listen. 795 00:51:18,462 --> 00:51:20,589 Excuse me, can I see your supervisor? 796 00:51:20,631 --> 00:51:22,132 I'm the person in charge. 797 00:51:22,174 --> 00:51:23,801 Everything's fine. It's okay. 798 00:51:23,884 --> 00:51:25,386 Your father is a Canadian citizen 799 00:51:25,469 --> 00:51:27,721 and the program only applies to American residents. 800 00:51:27,805 --> 00:51:30,516 He is insured in Canada. He has insurance. 801 00:51:30,599 --> 00:51:31,642 - Oh? - Yes. 802 00:51:31,725 --> 00:51:33,769 In that case, he's sure to be covered. 803 00:51:33,811 --> 00:51:36,021 In the meantime, for us, it makes no difference. 804 00:51:36,105 --> 00:51:39,108 - If it's a deposit you need... - It's all right, don't worry. 805 00:51:39,191 --> 00:51:41,318 - For you it makes no difference? - No. It makes no difference. 806 00:51:41,402 --> 00:51:42,861 Fine. You go tell him. 807 00:51:42,945 --> 00:51:44,655 You go up and tell him yourself. 808 00:51:44,738 --> 00:51:45,990 He's an adult, you're an adult. 809 00:51:46,073 --> 00:51:47,825 - Mrs. Rachevsky? - Just a second! 810 00:51:47,908 --> 00:51:50,369 So you go up and tell him he left Russia for this. 811 00:51:50,452 --> 00:51:52,871 That he came and find his children in America all for this! 812 00:51:52,955 --> 00:51:55,666 - Mrs. Rachevsky. - What? What? 813 00:51:55,749 --> 00:51:59,336 I'm sorry. 814 00:51:59,420 --> 00:52:00,713 What? 815 00:52:02,339 --> 00:52:05,134 "No one has power over the hour of death," you remember? 816 00:52:05,217 --> 00:52:07,261 Bullshit. Pure bullshit. 817 00:52:07,344 --> 00:52:08,470 I saved Anna. 818 00:52:08,512 --> 00:52:10,472 I got there in time and prevented her 819 00:52:10,514 --> 00:52:12,516 from touching that goddamn circuit box 820 00:52:12,599 --> 00:52:14,893 and she didn't die. It was her father who died. 821 00:52:14,977 --> 00:52:16,520 Not Anna... her father, asshole. 822 00:52:16,603 --> 00:52:17,813 Nathan, calm down. 823 00:52:17,855 --> 00:52:20,149 What kind of game are you playing with us, huh? 824 00:52:20,190 --> 00:52:21,817 You bring the father and daughter together 825 00:52:21,900 --> 00:52:23,068 and send me over there. 826 00:52:23,152 --> 00:52:25,070 You knew I'd go there. You knew full well. 827 00:52:25,154 --> 00:52:27,281 You send me over there just so I'll watch her die? 828 00:52:27,364 --> 00:52:28,657 Is that it, motherfucker? 829 00:52:28,699 --> 00:52:30,159 - Listen to me... - You think you're God, 830 00:52:30,200 --> 00:52:33,329 but you're nothing but a fucking pervert and a shitty doctor. 831 00:52:33,370 --> 00:52:35,205 It's like that at your hospital too, isn't it? 832 00:52:35,289 --> 00:52:37,666 You watch your patients die one after another. 833 00:52:37,708 --> 00:52:40,544 That's how you get your kicks, how you get your... 834 00:52:40,628 --> 00:52:42,838 Nathan, tell me what happened. Tell me. 835 00:52:42,880 --> 00:52:45,049 It was her father who died. 836 00:52:45,132 --> 00:52:46,675 That's what happened. 837 00:52:46,759 --> 00:52:48,927 Anna is fine. Anna isn't going to die, 838 00:52:49,011 --> 00:52:50,888 and neither am I. And there's no, like, 839 00:52:50,971 --> 00:52:54,600 light or halo or shit! 840 00:54:18,517 --> 00:54:20,519 Is he still asleep? 841 00:54:22,938 --> 00:54:24,898 Sounds like it. 842 00:54:44,168 --> 00:54:45,169 Nathan. 843 00:54:45,210 --> 00:54:46,962 Nathan! 844 00:54:47,046 --> 00:54:48,756 Claire? 845 00:54:50,341 --> 00:54:52,217 You okay? 846 00:54:52,301 --> 00:54:54,219 - Claire? - Thank you for calling 911. 847 00:54:54,303 --> 00:54:56,847 All of our operators are busy. 848 00:56:10,754 --> 00:56:12,756 He told us everything was fine. 849 00:56:12,840 --> 00:56:15,259 Who was that? 850 00:56:15,301 --> 00:56:17,928 His pediatrician... last week. 851 00:56:18,012 --> 00:56:20,556 We saw him 10 days ago. 852 00:56:20,639 --> 00:56:21,974 Nine. 853 00:56:26,437 --> 00:56:28,605 Nine days ago. 854 00:56:28,689 --> 00:56:31,859 He examined Paul and told us everything was fine. 855 00:56:31,942 --> 00:56:34,486 He said Paul was fit and healthy. 856 00:56:34,570 --> 00:56:35,988 He was probably right. 857 00:56:37,906 --> 00:56:40,534 But now my son is dead. 858 00:56:43,621 --> 00:56:45,164 Yes. 859 00:56:45,247 --> 00:56:47,958 My son is dead, and you're telling me 860 00:56:48,000 --> 00:56:50,461 the guy who examined him and said he was fine... 861 00:56:50,502 --> 00:56:52,796 you're telling me this guy was probably right? 862 00:56:52,880 --> 00:56:55,132 It's probable... indeed very probable... 863 00:56:55,215 --> 00:56:58,802 that Paul was a victim of Sudden Infant Death Syndrome. 864 00:56:58,844 --> 00:57:02,389 It's the most mysterious cause of death. 865 00:57:03,349 --> 00:57:06,352 The most mysterious, the most arbitrary... 866 00:57:06,393 --> 00:57:08,103 and the most cruel. 867 00:57:09,772 --> 00:57:11,315 You're angry and that's normal. 868 00:57:11,398 --> 00:57:13,150 Let's leave my anger out of this. 869 00:57:13,192 --> 00:57:17,529 Someone didn't do his job and an innocent child is dead. 870 00:57:17,613 --> 00:57:18,572 That's the reality. 871 00:57:18,656 --> 00:57:20,699 There is no mystery. 872 00:57:20,783 --> 00:57:22,785 An inexplicable death? 873 00:57:22,868 --> 00:57:24,578 I don't know what that means. 874 00:57:24,662 --> 00:57:25,955 It doesn't exist. 875 00:57:26,038 --> 00:57:28,666 It's just a way to cover up someone's incompetence. 876 00:57:28,749 --> 00:57:30,834 I see it every day. 877 00:57:34,713 --> 00:57:38,342 If you would like, there is a procedure... 878 00:57:38,425 --> 00:57:41,637 Perhaps the only one that allows us to rule out 879 00:57:41,720 --> 00:57:42,846 the most common hypothesis. 880 00:57:42,930 --> 00:57:44,556 Out of the question. 881 00:57:45,724 --> 00:57:46,767 You can take some time and think about it. 882 00:57:46,850 --> 00:57:49,520 No. No autopsy. 883 00:57:49,561 --> 00:57:51,313 Out of the question. 884 00:57:52,773 --> 00:57:54,775 I forbid you to touch my son. 885 00:58:05,494 --> 00:58:08,580 Why some are victims, why others are not is... 886 00:58:30,227 --> 00:58:31,979 "Dear Jennifer, 887 00:58:32,062 --> 00:58:35,649 "I'd like to talk to you about these long nights when I'm alone. 888 00:58:35,733 --> 00:58:39,528 "About the nighttime crossings... 889 00:58:39,612 --> 00:58:42,948 "desert crossings filled with ghosts. 890 00:58:43,907 --> 00:58:45,284 "And about these hearts I hear 891 00:58:45,326 --> 00:58:47,494 "beating deep inside all these rooms... 892 00:58:49,330 --> 00:58:51,915 "deep inside all these bodies, 893 00:58:51,999 --> 00:58:55,127 "these hearts that want to go on beating and don't give up. 894 00:58:58,005 --> 00:59:03,052 "They say life is worth living, and they want more of it. 895 00:59:07,181 --> 00:59:08,932 My heart hasn't given up either. " 896 00:59:13,854 --> 00:59:15,856 I know it's hard for you. 897 00:59:15,939 --> 00:59:17,900 I know what all this has cost you, 898 00:59:17,983 --> 00:59:19,693 what a stay in a hospital costs... 899 00:59:20,361 --> 00:59:22,780 And I know that with your night job you... 900 00:59:22,821 --> 00:59:24,114 No, Nathan. 901 00:59:25,199 --> 00:59:26,325 It's kind of you. 902 00:59:26,408 --> 00:59:28,202 I'd just like to help. It's not much, 903 00:59:28,285 --> 00:59:30,663 but at least you wouldn't have to worry about money. 904 00:59:30,746 --> 00:59:32,498 That's all. I can do that, at least. 905 00:59:32,581 --> 00:59:34,124 No. 906 00:59:36,585 --> 00:59:39,046 "Here, they all believe in God. 907 00:59:42,383 --> 00:59:43,801 "But me, 908 00:59:43,842 --> 00:59:47,346 "I believe in this beating heart of mine 909 00:59:47,429 --> 00:59:49,974 "and this pulsing in my veins. 910 00:59:50,057 --> 00:59:52,142 "I believe in this force inside of me. 911 00:59:54,478 --> 00:59:57,648 "If you come to see me, I'll tell you about my life here, 912 00:59:57,690 --> 01:00:00,693 "about those times the fear rises up and lifts you so high... 913 01:00:00,776 --> 01:00:03,654 "...it makes you feel dizzy. 914 01:00:05,114 --> 01:00:08,033 "Hopelessness too. 915 01:00:08,075 --> 01:00:10,035 "You go through these moments 916 01:00:10,077 --> 01:00:12,454 "and think you're gone, and you tremble. 917 01:00:14,540 --> 01:00:17,001 "But sometimes... 918 01:00:17,042 --> 01:00:19,336 "yes, sometimes... you discover within yourself 919 01:00:19,420 --> 01:00:21,422 "an unsuspected strength. 920 01:00:22,923 --> 01:00:24,633 "You'll see all this strength... 921 01:00:24,717 --> 01:00:27,553 "you will... if you come to see me. 922 01:00:32,933 --> 01:00:35,644 "I know I'm gonna die soon. 923 01:00:35,728 --> 01:00:38,355 "And I know I'm here to learn something. 924 01:00:47,072 --> 01:00:49,617 "When I've learned what I've come to learn, 925 01:00:49,700 --> 01:00:52,953 "I'll go. I know that. 926 01:00:57,416 --> 01:00:59,710 "But in my head, 927 01:00:59,752 --> 01:01:02,504 I can't imagine that life comes to an end. " 928 01:01:14,099 --> 01:01:17,686 Hi, Nathan, this is Anna. 929 01:01:17,770 --> 01:01:18,562 Am I bothering you? 930 01:01:18,646 --> 01:01:19,897 No, not at all. 931 01:01:19,980 --> 01:01:21,023 How are you? 932 01:01:21,106 --> 01:01:22,566 I, um... 933 01:01:22,608 --> 01:01:24,693 I've been thinking about your offer 934 01:01:24,777 --> 01:01:28,113 and I think I'm going to accept it. 935 01:01:28,197 --> 01:01:30,240 Good. I'll call my bank right away. 936 01:01:30,324 --> 01:01:31,700 - Okay? - Yes. 937 01:01:38,499 --> 01:01:40,167 I didn't understand you, angel. 938 01:01:40,250 --> 01:01:41,585 What did you say? 939 01:01:41,627 --> 01:01:43,420 There was a storm last night. 940 01:01:43,462 --> 01:01:45,589 Really? 941 01:01:45,631 --> 01:01:47,091 Yeah. 942 01:01:47,132 --> 01:01:50,636 - Well, what was it like? - I saw lightning. 943 01:01:50,719 --> 01:01:52,513 Honey, I can't stay on the phone too long. 944 01:01:52,596 --> 01:01:53,472 - Daddy? - Yes. 945 01:01:53,555 --> 01:01:55,975 I don't want to go on the plane by myself. 946 01:01:56,058 --> 01:01:58,102 Why, honey? What's wrong? 947 01:01:58,143 --> 01:02:00,020 I want you to come and get me. 948 01:02:00,104 --> 01:02:01,480 You won't be alone. 949 01:02:01,563 --> 01:02:02,731 There will be somebody to keep you company. 950 01:02:02,815 --> 01:02:04,441 That's the way we've always done it. 951 01:02:04,483 --> 01:02:06,610 - But I'm scared. - You're scared? 952 01:02:06,652 --> 01:02:09,488 What are you scared of, sweetie? There's no reason... 953 01:02:09,571 --> 01:02:11,991 I'm scared of taking the plane by myself. 954 01:02:12,074 --> 01:02:14,118 I'm scared of storms. 955 01:02:14,201 --> 01:02:16,620 - I'm scared of lightning. - Do It. 956 01:02:16,662 --> 01:02:18,289 - Daddy? - Yes? 957 01:02:18,372 --> 01:02:21,250 I want you to come and get me. 958 01:02:21,333 --> 01:02:23,711 Sir, want to come with me please? 959 01:02:23,794 --> 01:02:25,004 - What for? - Sir, please. 960 01:02:25,087 --> 01:02:28,632 - Get the fuck away from me, okay? - Honey, I have to go. 961 01:02:28,674 --> 01:02:30,968 - Honey. Honey. I'll call you back. - Leave me alone, all right? 962 01:02:31,051 --> 01:02:33,178 - Not yet. - Sir, you need to come with me... 963 01:02:33,262 --> 01:02:35,306 Or what? 964 01:02:35,389 --> 01:02:37,975 Asshole, what are you going to do now? What now? 965 01:02:38,058 --> 01:02:40,227 All you get down! 966 01:03:06,670 --> 01:03:08,589 Anna, can you hear me? 967 01:03:09,214 --> 01:03:10,174 Anna. 968 01:03:11,216 --> 01:03:13,177 Anna. 969 01:03:18,223 --> 01:03:19,516 - Are you okay? - Call someone. 970 01:03:19,600 --> 01:03:22,728 Call someone. Anna. 971 01:04:08,941 --> 01:04:10,067 Hello? 972 01:04:10,150 --> 01:04:11,819 It's Anna. 973 01:04:11,902 --> 01:04:14,071 I know. 974 01:04:14,113 --> 01:04:15,406 Listen, where are you? 975 01:04:15,447 --> 01:04:17,241 I'll call come and pick you up. 976 01:04:17,324 --> 01:04:19,410 - No. - Tell me where you are... please. 977 01:04:19,493 --> 01:04:21,453 How much time do I have left? 978 01:04:21,495 --> 01:04:22,746 Tell me when. 979 01:04:22,788 --> 01:04:24,957 Nathan, the time you have left is your own. 980 01:04:25,040 --> 01:04:27,751 Tell me how long. Just tell me. 981 01:04:27,793 --> 01:04:29,420 I don't know. 982 01:04:29,461 --> 01:04:31,255 Don't give me that. 983 01:04:31,338 --> 01:04:32,881 You knew for the others. 984 01:04:32,965 --> 01:04:34,925 So tell me when. 985 01:04:34,967 --> 01:04:38,178 All I can do is help. 986 01:04:38,262 --> 01:04:39,930 Nathan, tell me where you are. 987 01:05:36,695 --> 01:05:38,697 May I come in? 988 01:05:38,781 --> 01:05:42,117 I went to see them... 989 01:05:42,201 --> 01:05:44,036 the Rachevskys. 990 01:05:45,913 --> 01:05:47,790 I wanted to tell them 991 01:05:47,873 --> 01:05:49,750 she died because of me. 992 01:05:51,210 --> 01:05:53,587 If I hadn't taken her to that bank, 993 01:05:53,671 --> 01:05:56,048 she'd still be here with us. 994 01:05:57,049 --> 01:05:59,176 Her son would still have a mother. 995 01:06:01,387 --> 01:06:03,889 But I didn't even have that much courage. 996 01:06:08,394 --> 01:06:10,104 Do you remember when you called me 997 01:06:10,187 --> 01:06:12,564 from the hospital that day? 998 01:06:13,816 --> 01:06:16,235 You said you'd saved her? You were wrong. 999 01:06:17,069 --> 01:06:19,405 Today you say you killed her, you're still wrong. 1000 01:06:19,488 --> 01:06:23,826 With or without you, Anna would've died. 1001 01:06:23,909 --> 01:06:27,621 In her father's place, or a couple of hours later 1002 01:06:27,705 --> 01:06:29,999 falling down a flight of stairs. 1003 01:06:30,082 --> 01:06:31,834 No one knows. 1004 01:06:31,917 --> 01:06:33,669 - No one can know. - I don't want to die. 1005 01:06:33,752 --> 01:06:36,171 - Nathan... - I don't want to die. 1006 01:06:36,255 --> 01:06:37,047 I'll say it again. 1007 01:06:37,131 --> 01:06:40,884 No one has power over the hour of death. 1008 01:06:47,433 --> 01:06:48,600 Hello? 1009 01:06:48,684 --> 01:06:50,728 It's me. 1010 01:06:50,811 --> 01:06:52,604 I want you to come and see me. 1011 01:06:52,688 --> 01:06:54,440 I want you to come right away... both of you. 1012 01:06:54,523 --> 01:06:55,858 What's going on? 1013 01:06:55,941 --> 01:06:57,610 It's nothing. 1014 01:06:57,693 --> 01:07:00,821 You must come... both of you. 1015 01:07:00,904 --> 01:07:03,907 - Nathan, what's the matter? - Nothing. 1016 01:07:03,991 --> 01:07:06,076 - You can tell me. - Yeah, sure. 1017 01:07:06,118 --> 01:07:08,287 I'll be okay. 1018 01:07:08,370 --> 01:07:09,788 I just wanted to see you. 1019 01:07:09,872 --> 01:07:12,416 I'm sorry, I'll call you later. 1020 01:07:12,458 --> 01:07:14,001 You gonna be okay? 1021 01:07:14,084 --> 01:07:15,085 Yeah. 1022 01:07:15,127 --> 01:07:16,670 Are you sure? 1023 01:07:16,754 --> 01:07:18,797 Yeah, sure. 1024 01:07:18,881 --> 01:07:20,758 I'm sorry. 1025 01:07:27,806 --> 01:07:30,643 Paul was dead and... 1026 01:07:30,726 --> 01:07:33,062 I just screamed at her... 1027 01:07:34,855 --> 01:07:36,815 as if she was to blame. 1028 01:07:39,151 --> 01:07:42,404 You never talked to her about it afterwards? 1029 01:07:42,488 --> 01:07:44,365 No. 1030 01:07:45,407 --> 01:07:46,700 She was right to leave. 1031 01:07:46,784 --> 01:07:48,494 They're both happy. That's good. 1032 01:07:52,873 --> 01:07:55,250 She always had a mind of her own. 1033 01:07:56,001 --> 01:07:59,296 Yes. Always. 1034 01:07:59,338 --> 01:08:00,965 And I love it. 1035 01:08:04,510 --> 01:08:07,972 I remember a little girl 1036 01:08:08,013 --> 01:08:09,807 when I was an intern. 1037 01:08:10,891 --> 01:08:13,143 She came to the hospital everyday 1038 01:08:13,185 --> 01:08:14,853 to visit her best friend. 1039 01:08:14,937 --> 01:08:19,483 She'd very nearly drowned in a lake. 1040 01:08:19,566 --> 01:08:22,778 And her friend had run off to get help 1041 01:08:22,861 --> 01:08:24,154 and there was an accident. 1042 01:08:24,238 --> 01:08:28,659 They'd only just met on vacation. 1043 01:08:28,701 --> 01:08:31,537 They didn't even speak the same language. 1044 01:08:31,620 --> 01:08:34,581 Yet they were inseparable. 1045 01:08:36,583 --> 01:08:38,836 There was such a bond between them. 1046 01:08:40,379 --> 01:08:42,339 A strong bond. 1047 01:08:42,381 --> 01:08:45,175 And she came every day. 1048 01:08:45,217 --> 01:08:46,302 Every day. 1049 01:08:51,890 --> 01:08:54,768 She'd hold your hand. 1050 01:08:54,852 --> 01:08:56,186 She had made up her mind 1051 01:08:56,228 --> 01:08:58,522 that she wasn't going to leave your side. 1052 01:08:58,564 --> 01:09:00,149 And she didn't. 1053 01:09:06,697 --> 01:09:09,116 Why are you telling me this now? 1054 01:09:09,199 --> 01:09:10,951 Why only now? 1055 01:09:11,035 --> 01:09:12,244 I've been here. 1056 01:09:12,328 --> 01:09:16,123 I haven't hidden anything from you. 1057 01:09:16,206 --> 01:09:19,168 I've been right here in front of you the whole time. 1058 01:09:19,251 --> 01:09:21,879 All you had to do was open your eyes. 1059 01:09:23,380 --> 01:09:27,343 It was you who questioned me when I came out of the coma. 1060 01:09:31,722 --> 01:09:35,392 You were the only one who believed me. 1061 01:09:37,102 --> 01:09:38,812 Yes. 1062 01:10:01,168 --> 01:10:03,921 Kay, where are you? 1063 01:10:07,466 --> 01:10:09,218 Nathan, it's Rachel. 1064 01:10:09,301 --> 01:10:10,761 Everybody here is looking for you. 1065 01:10:10,844 --> 01:10:12,054 Where are you? 1066 01:10:12,137 --> 01:10:14,056 I left six messages on your cell phone. 1067 01:10:14,139 --> 01:10:16,517 - Will you call me? - Kay? 1068 01:10:18,727 --> 01:10:20,646 Where are you? What's wrong with me? 1069 01:10:20,729 --> 01:10:22,439 First of all, don't panic. 1070 01:10:22,523 --> 01:10:25,734 There's a clinic at the northeast corner 1071 01:10:25,818 --> 01:10:27,778 of 44th and Lexington. 1072 01:10:27,820 --> 01:10:29,863 They'll give you a shot of glucagon. 1073 01:10:29,947 --> 01:10:31,323 - Lexington and what? - 44th. 1074 01:11:05,899 --> 01:11:07,860 It's okay, Nathan. 1075 01:11:07,901 --> 01:11:09,903 I'm here. 1076 01:11:29,757 --> 01:11:33,510 You're asking me where we go after we die? 1077 01:11:33,552 --> 01:11:36,555 Nathan, knowing whether there is an afterlife 1078 01:11:36,597 --> 01:11:38,515 is not the point. 1079 01:11:38,557 --> 01:11:42,895 The important thing is being alive before you die. 1080 01:11:42,978 --> 01:11:45,898 Today, now. Fully alive. 1081 01:11:46,899 --> 01:11:49,860 The wonder of life is in the here and now. 1082 01:11:49,902 --> 01:11:52,696 We always find out too late. 1083 01:11:58,661 --> 01:12:00,746 I've got to go get my daughter, 1084 01:12:00,829 --> 01:12:02,539 and I'm frightened for her. 1085 01:12:02,623 --> 01:12:05,501 So you're going to come with me. 1086 01:12:06,251 --> 01:12:08,170 You're going to come with us. 1087 01:12:08,253 --> 01:12:11,173 This white light, you haven't seen it on yourself yet, right? 1088 01:12:11,256 --> 01:12:12,549 - No. - Good. 1089 01:12:12,633 --> 01:12:14,259 That means if you're on the plane with us 1090 01:12:14,343 --> 01:12:16,178 nothing will happen. 1091 01:12:16,261 --> 01:12:17,721 I don't want to put Tracey in danger. 1092 01:13:13,819 --> 01:13:15,279 Is it him or her? 1093 01:13:42,139 --> 01:13:45,059 This light, what's it like exactly? 1094 01:13:45,142 --> 01:13:46,602 I told you. 1095 01:13:46,685 --> 01:13:49,313 It's like a white halo shining from the person. 1096 01:13:49,355 --> 01:13:51,148 And you see it all the time? 1097 01:13:51,190 --> 01:13:54,401 No, you only see it once, and then... 1098 01:13:54,485 --> 01:13:55,736 but that's not what's important. 1099 01:13:55,819 --> 01:13:57,404 I know, I know. 1100 01:14:26,558 --> 01:14:28,769 So who is he anyway? 1101 01:14:28,852 --> 01:14:30,688 - A doctor. - You work together? 1102 01:14:31,397 --> 01:14:33,524 Not really. It's kinda complicated. 1103 01:14:34,400 --> 01:14:35,985 He's a friend of yours? 1104 01:14:39,029 --> 01:14:40,656 Why is he here? 1105 01:14:41,907 --> 01:14:43,450 Just traveling with me. 1106 01:14:43,534 --> 01:14:46,203 - I didn't want to travel alone. - Like Tracey. 1107 01:14:47,037 --> 01:14:48,914 Yeah. Like Tracey, yeah. 1108 01:14:54,253 --> 01:14:56,338 It's happening tonight? 1109 01:14:56,422 --> 01:14:58,590 Maybe. 1110 01:14:58,674 --> 01:15:00,134 I hope so. 1111 01:15:00,217 --> 01:15:02,428 You can never know in advance. 1112 01:15:53,979 --> 01:15:56,565 You know why I came? The real reason. 1113 01:15:58,192 --> 01:16:01,278 You came because you promised her you would. 1114 01:16:02,529 --> 01:16:05,032 You came because you love your daughter. 1115 01:16:07,034 --> 01:16:09,244 - Don't you? - Of course I do. 1116 01:16:09,328 --> 01:16:10,913 But there's something else. 1117 01:16:12,498 --> 01:16:14,166 Naturally. 1118 01:16:14,249 --> 01:16:16,835 Look, Nathan, 1119 01:16:16,919 --> 01:16:18,587 I have a life here 1120 01:16:18,671 --> 01:16:20,965 and I'm trying to build something solid with Tracey... 1121 01:16:22,633 --> 01:16:24,009 Wait, listen! 1122 01:16:27,346 --> 01:16:30,849 I think I know what you're trying to tell me 1123 01:16:30,933 --> 01:16:34,770 and I think that we can avoid this sort of... 1124 01:16:37,064 --> 01:16:38,357 Unpleasantness? 1125 01:16:38,440 --> 01:16:41,360 You know exactly what I mean. 1126 01:16:46,949 --> 01:16:48,575 I want you to come with me. 1127 01:16:48,659 --> 01:16:51,370 I want the three of us to go back to New York. 1128 01:16:51,453 --> 01:16:53,122 I want you to come home. 1129 01:16:57,334 --> 01:16:59,712 Avoid just that sort of thing. 1130 01:18:03,984 --> 01:18:06,278 Tracey, don't look. 1131 01:19:11,343 --> 01:19:13,137 You go back alone. I'm staying here. 1132 01:19:13,220 --> 01:19:14,847 I want to stay here. 1133 01:19:14,930 --> 01:19:18,058 - With Tracey? - Yes, with Tracey, yes. 1134 01:19:19,602 --> 01:19:21,478 - You still need me. - No. 1135 01:19:21,520 --> 01:19:23,314 I don't know. 1136 01:19:23,355 --> 01:19:25,065 I'm staying, that's all. 1137 01:19:27,901 --> 01:19:31,697 Is there something I should know? 1138 01:19:32,781 --> 01:19:34,617 Something you haven't told me? 1139 01:19:39,580 --> 01:19:41,624 I'm going to miss my plane. 1140 01:19:59,892 --> 01:20:02,519 Honey, do you know how to use it? 1141 01:20:02,561 --> 01:20:05,606 Huh? Press here. Yes, that's it. 1142 01:20:05,689 --> 01:20:07,399 Good. 1143 01:20:09,610 --> 01:20:11,278 - Daddy? - Yes. 1144 01:20:11,362 --> 01:20:14,031 The people we saw a while ago... 1145 01:20:14,907 --> 01:20:17,034 - Yes? - The ones in the accident. 1146 01:20:17,076 --> 01:20:18,869 - Yes? - The ones who died. 1147 01:20:20,079 --> 01:20:24,375 - Yes. - Will they have crosses too? 1148 01:20:24,416 --> 01:20:25,626 I don't know. Maybe. 1149 01:20:28,587 --> 01:20:31,757 But they're not buried under them, right? 1150 01:20:31,840 --> 01:20:32,925 Who? 1151 01:20:33,008 --> 01:20:34,301 Oh, no. 1152 01:20:36,679 --> 01:20:39,264 But Paul, he's buried under one, right? 1153 01:20:40,432 --> 01:20:41,642 Yes, honey. 1154 01:20:41,725 --> 01:20:43,060 Listen, honey, 1155 01:20:43,102 --> 01:20:45,729 if anything ever happens to me, 1156 01:20:45,771 --> 01:20:47,815 if I get to feel sick or, I don't know... 1157 01:20:47,898 --> 01:20:49,191 what do you do? 1158 01:20:49,275 --> 01:20:50,776 - I call Mommy. - You call Mommy. 1159 01:20:50,859 --> 01:20:51,902 Good, right. 1160 01:20:51,944 --> 01:20:54,363 And who else, if Mommy isn't there? 1161 01:20:54,446 --> 01:20:56,657 If you have to call for help, what do you do? 1162 01:20:56,740 --> 01:20:58,659 - I scream. - You scream? 1163 01:20:58,742 --> 01:21:00,828 Honey, I'm serious. What do you do? 1164 01:21:00,911 --> 01:21:05,374 I cry? I know, relax. 1165 01:21:05,457 --> 01:21:06,667 I press here. 1166 01:21:06,750 --> 01:21:08,252 You already showed me. 1167 01:21:10,004 --> 01:21:11,005 Okay. 1168 01:21:51,253 --> 01:21:54,214 Honey, you remember when... 1169 01:21:54,298 --> 01:21:56,592 when Paul died? 1170 01:21:56,675 --> 01:21:58,135 Do you remember? 1171 01:21:59,845 --> 01:22:02,139 Well, when he died... 1172 01:22:03,933 --> 01:22:05,643 I found a garden slug. 1173 01:22:05,726 --> 01:22:07,019 I remember. 1174 01:22:08,437 --> 01:22:10,940 I remember you asked a lot of questions. 1175 01:22:11,023 --> 01:22:13,192 Lots and lots of questions. 1176 01:22:13,275 --> 01:22:15,986 Like what? 1177 01:22:16,070 --> 01:22:18,906 You asked us where he was. 1178 01:22:18,989 --> 01:22:20,908 We told you, "Paul is in heaven. 1179 01:22:20,991 --> 01:22:22,952 In heaven with the angels." 1180 01:22:23,035 --> 01:22:26,330 And you asked us if you could go see him. 1181 01:22:26,413 --> 01:22:28,958 You wanted to go see him. 1182 01:22:29,041 --> 01:22:32,294 And I don't know if we always said the right thing. 1183 01:22:33,462 --> 01:22:36,715 - It isn't true? - What isn't true? 1184 01:22:36,799 --> 01:22:38,467 That Paul's in heaven? 1185 01:22:38,550 --> 01:22:40,052 He could be. 1186 01:22:40,135 --> 01:22:41,387 Maybe. 1187 01:22:41,470 --> 01:22:42,972 But to tell you the truth, 1188 01:22:43,055 --> 01:22:44,390 nobody really knows. Nobody can know. 1189 01:22:44,473 --> 01:22:46,392 - It's something that... - I know. 1190 01:22:46,433 --> 01:22:48,352 You do? 1191 01:22:48,394 --> 01:22:51,480 When we die they put us into the ground... 1192 01:22:51,563 --> 01:22:55,150 and slugs eat us, of course, 1193 01:22:55,234 --> 01:22:57,486 and then we disappear. 1194 01:22:57,569 --> 01:22:59,363 And then we don't exist any more. 1195 01:22:59,446 --> 01:23:02,199 Nobody can be sure of that either. 1196 01:23:03,242 --> 01:23:05,077 But you know, I believe one thing. 1197 01:23:05,160 --> 01:23:07,746 - Want me to tell you? - Mm-hmm. 1198 01:23:07,830 --> 01:23:10,207 I think just because we die 1199 01:23:10,291 --> 01:23:13,669 doesn't mean we don't exist anymore. 1200 01:23:13,752 --> 01:23:15,379 Maybe we exist someplace else. 1201 01:23:16,422 --> 01:23:17,589 And you know why I think that? 1202 01:23:20,759 --> 01:23:23,345 When you see a boat vanish... 1203 01:23:23,429 --> 01:23:25,597 have you ever seen a boat vanish on the horizon? 1204 01:23:27,016 --> 01:23:29,643 When a boat disappears in the distance, 1205 01:23:29,727 --> 01:23:31,353 it vanishes, 1206 01:23:31,437 --> 01:23:33,981 but does that mean it doesn't exist anymore? 1207 01:23:34,064 --> 01:23:35,941 No. 1208 01:23:36,025 --> 01:23:37,735 Right. 1209 01:23:37,776 --> 01:23:39,570 I believe dying is like that. 1210 01:23:39,612 --> 01:23:42,698 It's like a boat vanishing on the horizon. 1211 01:23:42,781 --> 01:23:47,411 Just because you can't see it, doesn't mean it doesn't exist. 1212 01:26:58,811 --> 01:27:01,105 - Can we talk? - Why did you come back? 1213 01:27:03,899 --> 01:27:05,651 We didn't want to fly. 1214 01:27:05,734 --> 01:27:08,404 Tracey and I were too scared to take the plane. 1215 01:27:08,487 --> 01:27:10,781 Besides, I'm in no hurry to get home. 1216 01:27:11,699 --> 01:27:13,075 So what do you plan to do? 1217 01:27:13,158 --> 01:27:15,244 Here? I don't know. 1218 01:27:15,327 --> 01:27:16,245 Hang out. 1219 01:27:16,328 --> 01:27:18,289 Spend some time with Tracey. 1220 01:27:18,372 --> 01:27:19,748 Go for walks. 1221 01:27:19,832 --> 01:27:22,543 You could maybe point out some places to go. 1222 01:27:22,626 --> 01:27:25,045 - Tracey told me you two... - Places to go? 1223 01:27:26,422 --> 01:27:28,340 Nathan, what's the matter with you? 1224 01:27:28,382 --> 01:27:31,051 - Nothing. - What do you mean, nothing? 1225 01:27:31,135 --> 01:27:33,721 You call me in the middle of the night as if... 1226 01:27:33,804 --> 01:27:35,180 I don't know. 1227 01:27:36,932 --> 01:27:39,435 Then you show up two days early with this strange guy, 1228 01:27:39,518 --> 01:27:40,519 and you come out with these remarks. 1229 01:27:40,603 --> 01:27:43,731 Now you're talking about going for walks? 1230 01:27:43,814 --> 01:27:45,316 What's going on? 1231 01:27:45,399 --> 01:27:47,568 You have troubles at the firm, is that it? 1232 01:27:47,651 --> 01:27:49,028 No, not really. 1233 01:27:49,111 --> 01:27:51,614 Then what? Are you sick? 1234 01:27:51,697 --> 01:27:54,491 No, not that I'm aware of. 1235 01:27:55,909 --> 01:27:57,202 Not that you're aware of? 1236 01:27:57,286 --> 01:27:58,662 No. 1237 01:27:58,704 --> 01:28:00,706 Just a little hypoglycemia. 1238 01:28:21,018 --> 01:28:22,853 When does it happen? 1239 01:28:26,231 --> 01:28:28,734 Two hours from now, maybe sooner. 1240 01:28:37,493 --> 01:28:40,204 We had ice cream last night, 1241 01:28:40,245 --> 01:28:42,081 and we talked about Paul. 1242 01:28:43,082 --> 01:28:44,750 On the road we saw some crosses, 1243 01:28:44,833 --> 01:28:47,044 and afterwards she wanted to... 1244 01:28:49,338 --> 01:28:51,465 does she talk to you about it? 1245 01:28:52,591 --> 01:28:54,218 Not so much these days. 1246 01:28:54,301 --> 01:28:55,552 But is she all right? 1247 01:28:55,594 --> 01:28:57,262 The last time on the phone when I called, 1248 01:28:57,346 --> 01:29:00,557 - she was already asleep... - She wasn't asleep. 1249 01:29:02,184 --> 01:29:04,228 She wasn't asleep? 1250 01:29:04,270 --> 01:29:06,105 - No. - Can't you take a break? 1251 01:29:06,188 --> 01:29:07,439 Five minutes. 1252 01:29:07,523 --> 01:29:10,401 Nathan, in one hour this flower will be dead. 1253 01:29:10,442 --> 01:29:12,444 It blooms one night a year, just the once, 1254 01:29:12,486 --> 01:29:15,197 - and I still have... - Yes, I know that, but... 1255 01:29:17,700 --> 01:29:18,951 sorry. 1256 01:29:29,378 --> 01:29:31,547 When we went home to New York... 1257 01:29:32,965 --> 01:29:35,134 do you remember the first thing you did? 1258 01:29:35,217 --> 01:29:37,553 The first. 1259 01:29:39,471 --> 01:29:41,515 You called the office. 1260 01:29:42,933 --> 01:29:45,311 You wanted to know if anyone had called. 1261 01:29:47,354 --> 01:29:49,732 We'd just buried Paul, 1262 01:29:49,815 --> 01:29:52,276 and you disappeared into your work. 1263 01:29:55,362 --> 01:29:57,698 You shut yourself off in your anger. 1264 01:29:57,781 --> 01:30:01,118 But Tracey and I were still there. 1265 01:30:01,201 --> 01:30:03,037 We were alive. 1266 01:30:04,371 --> 01:30:06,123 I know you felt guilty. 1267 01:30:06,165 --> 01:30:08,250 I know that you blamed yourself 1268 01:30:08,334 --> 01:30:09,460 because you heard him cry 1269 01:30:09,543 --> 01:30:10,669 and you didn't go check on him. 1270 01:30:10,753 --> 01:30:12,963 - He called me. - No. 1271 01:30:13,756 --> 01:30:17,301 Paul cried and he went back to sleep, 1272 01:30:17,384 --> 01:30:19,261 and even if... 1273 01:30:19,345 --> 01:30:23,140 He called me, but I didn't go to him. 1274 01:30:23,182 --> 01:30:26,018 Nathan, Paul didn't call anyone. 1275 01:30:27,186 --> 01:30:28,520 Paul's dead. 1276 01:30:28,604 --> 01:30:32,024 I've accepted that and so has Tracey. 1277 01:30:32,107 --> 01:30:34,318 She's accepted it in her own little way. 1278 01:30:35,527 --> 01:30:37,571 And now you... you need to accept it too. 1279 01:30:37,655 --> 01:30:39,949 - I'm ready. - You need to stop... 1280 01:30:41,659 --> 01:30:43,327 I don't know. 1281 01:30:45,037 --> 01:30:46,372 I don't know, Nathan. 1282 01:30:46,455 --> 01:30:48,332 I don't know what to tell you. 1283 01:30:49,625 --> 01:30:54,463 I'm ready. I came back to tell you. 1284 01:30:56,298 --> 01:30:58,425 And if anything ever happens to me... 1285 01:31:00,052 --> 01:31:02,972 Why do you say that? 1286 01:31:03,055 --> 01:31:05,474 I wanted you to know that I've changed. 1287 01:31:26,287 --> 01:31:28,455 I know a river not far from here. 1288 01:31:32,084 --> 01:31:34,670 If you want, I could show you how to get there. 1289 01:31:34,753 --> 01:31:35,963 Yeah. 1290 01:31:36,046 --> 01:31:37,589 I'd like that. 1291 01:31:38,716 --> 01:31:40,676 A pretty river. 1292 01:31:42,594 --> 01:31:44,305 Right. 1293 01:31:50,060 --> 01:31:53,564 - Not very far? - No. 1294 01:32:07,703 --> 01:32:10,539 Forgive me. 1295 01:32:40,819 --> 01:32:43,864 Hi, this is Rachel calling from Nathan's office. 1296 01:32:43,948 --> 01:32:45,950 I'm sorry to bother you, but... 1297 01:32:46,033 --> 01:32:49,662 he's not at home and hasn't been by the office in several days. 1298 01:32:49,745 --> 01:32:52,039 We can't reach him on his cell phone either. 1299 01:32:52,122 --> 01:32:55,250 We're worried and thought maybe you'd heard from him. 1300 01:32:55,334 --> 01:32:57,920 Could you please call us if you've got any news? 1301 01:33:28,867 --> 01:33:30,703 They're looking for you. 1302 01:33:33,205 --> 01:33:35,457 Yes, I know. 1303 01:33:57,980 --> 01:33:59,690 "Someone once told me, 1304 01:33:59,732 --> 01:34:03,360 "'The wonder of life is in the here and now. ' 1305 01:34:04,820 --> 01:34:06,822 "I'm going to die soon. 1306 01:34:08,157 --> 01:34:11,869 "And yet, I'm no longer dominated by fear. 1307 01:34:15,581 --> 01:34:18,542 "Life is full of riches... 1308 01:34:18,584 --> 01:34:20,586 "the gestures, the laughter, 1309 01:34:20,628 --> 01:34:22,713 "the joy we shared. 1310 01:34:23,964 --> 01:34:26,050 "I remember it all. 1311 01:34:31,680 --> 01:34:33,891 "I remember your breathing too, 1312 01:34:33,933 --> 01:34:35,309 "when you slept in the car. 1313 01:34:35,392 --> 01:34:38,228 "Mommy's face when she saw us. 1314 01:34:38,312 --> 01:34:40,564 "We did a lot of things together. 1315 01:34:40,648 --> 01:34:42,483 Lots and lots of things. " 1316 01:34:45,277 --> 01:34:47,154 "I've learned a lot. 1317 01:34:48,322 --> 01:34:50,950 I've met some wonderful people. " 1318 01:34:51,992 --> 01:34:54,745 Hi, I-I'm Jennifer. 1319 01:35:07,800 --> 01:35:10,052 "Cherish your happiness. 1320 01:35:10,135 --> 01:35:12,763 "Savor it at every instant. 1321 01:35:15,474 --> 01:35:16,767 "And above all, 1322 01:35:16,809 --> 01:35:19,687 "don't get upset if you think of me. 1323 01:35:20,896 --> 01:35:21,814 "Don't be sad. 1324 01:35:41,834 --> 01:35:44,586 "And one day, if you want to talk to me... 1325 01:35:44,670 --> 01:35:47,089 "if you really want to... 1326 01:35:47,172 --> 01:35:48,882 "pick a spot you like. 1327 01:35:48,966 --> 01:35:51,927 "A spot where we used to go together. 1328 01:35:55,264 --> 01:35:57,975 "You'll be able to talk to me... you'll see. 1329 01:35:59,518 --> 01:36:01,437 "Because I'll be there. 1330 01:36:11,530 --> 01:36:12,990 "And remember, 1331 01:36:13,032 --> 01:36:16,785 "don't be ashamed to tell people you care about 1332 01:36:16,869 --> 01:36:18,454 "that you love them. 1333 01:36:20,080 --> 01:36:23,584 I love you both very much. " 1334 01:36:46,982 --> 01:36:49,026 Did you sleep well? 1335 01:36:49,109 --> 01:36:50,277 Yes. 1336 01:36:52,321 --> 01:36:54,698 Want me to make you a fresh pot? 1337 01:36:54,740 --> 01:36:56,408 No, it's okay. 1338 01:38:10,149 --> 01:38:12,276 I need to see you. You've got to get out here. 1339 01:38:12,359 --> 01:38:14,153 I need to see you now, understand? 1340 01:38:14,236 --> 01:38:16,280 - I'm here. - Take the first flight... 1341 01:38:16,363 --> 01:38:18,365 I'm here. I'm here with you. 1342 01:38:18,449 --> 01:38:20,117 What do you mean here? 1343 01:38:20,159 --> 01:38:23,162 On the road to the airport... the Crossroads Motel. 1344 01:38:23,245 --> 01:38:24,872 I'm here. 1345 01:38:24,955 --> 01:38:27,082 I'll wait for you here. 1346 01:39:09,291 --> 01:39:11,001 You lied to me from the start. 1347 01:39:11,085 --> 01:39:12,378 No. 1348 01:39:12,461 --> 01:39:14,004 You said it was me. 1349 01:39:14,046 --> 01:39:15,297 You said so. 1350 01:39:16,548 --> 01:39:19,176 You said I was the one who was going to die. 1351 01:39:19,260 --> 01:39:22,388 So what did I see? Tell me. 1352 01:39:22,471 --> 01:39:24,682 I was the one who was supposed to die. 1353 01:39:24,765 --> 01:39:26,350 It was supposed to be me! 1354 01:39:26,433 --> 01:39:28,310 You said so! 1355 01:39:28,394 --> 01:39:30,604 No. 1356 01:39:33,983 --> 01:39:35,985 Nathan? 1357 01:39:43,867 --> 01:39:45,244 Tracey, have you seen daddy? 1358 01:39:45,327 --> 01:39:46,537 No. 1359 01:40:10,644 --> 01:40:12,271 I'm a Messenger, right? 1360 01:40:14,356 --> 01:40:15,816 Yes. 1361 01:40:17,026 --> 01:40:19,194 And my wife is going to die. 1362 01:40:21,947 --> 01:40:23,741 Yes. 1363 01:40:23,782 --> 01:40:25,075 Why didn't you tell me 1364 01:40:25,159 --> 01:40:27,369 when you came to see me the first time 1365 01:40:27,453 --> 01:40:29,496 instead of being so mysterious. 1366 01:40:29,580 --> 01:40:31,999 The swan's song and all that bullshit. 1367 01:40:32,082 --> 01:40:33,500 You wouldn't have believed me. 1368 01:40:33,584 --> 01:40:35,044 You never would have believed me. 1369 01:40:35,127 --> 01:40:36,962 I was trying to prepare you. 1370 01:40:37,046 --> 01:40:38,672 Prepare me for what? 1371 01:40:38,756 --> 01:40:40,883 You're a Messenger. 1372 01:40:40,966 --> 01:40:42,509 A teacher of life. 1373 01:40:42,593 --> 01:40:44,386 But to be a teacher of life 1374 01:40:44,470 --> 01:40:47,139 you have to remember your own mortality. 1375 01:40:47,222 --> 01:40:50,184 - You have to. - But why does she have to die? 1376 01:40:50,267 --> 01:40:51,268 Why her? 1377 01:40:52,061 --> 01:40:55,689 All Messengers lose the person closest to them. 1378 01:40:57,608 --> 01:41:00,486 That's the price... the price of grace. 1379 01:41:01,570 --> 01:41:02,947 I paid the same price. 1380 01:41:03,030 --> 01:41:04,448 But in time, 1381 01:41:04,531 --> 01:41:07,242 you'll know that you were there until the very end. 1382 01:41:07,326 --> 01:41:09,411 Through the very end. 1383 01:41:10,788 --> 01:41:12,831 That's the price of becoming a Messenger. 1384 01:41:12,915 --> 01:41:14,750 But I never asked for this. 1385 01:41:14,833 --> 01:41:16,794 Nobody ever gave me a choice. 1386 01:41:18,337 --> 01:41:20,047 You made your choice, Nathan. 1387 01:41:20,130 --> 01:41:22,591 You made your choice when you decided to come back 1388 01:41:22,675 --> 01:41:24,843 after you had died on that road. 1389 01:41:24,927 --> 01:41:26,345 And you came back. 1390 01:41:26,428 --> 01:41:28,180 And now you know why. 1391 01:41:28,264 --> 01:41:30,182 What brought you back? 1392 01:41:32,226 --> 01:41:33,769 A face. 1393 01:41:33,852 --> 01:41:34,979 Whose face? 1394 01:41:37,398 --> 01:41:39,108 Claire's face. 1395 01:41:42,027 --> 01:41:43,737 She was afraid. 1396 01:41:46,198 --> 01:41:48,075 She needed me. 1397 01:42:41,003 --> 01:42:42,421 Where were you? 1398 01:42:45,257 --> 01:42:46,967 I got lost. 1399 01:42:49,762 --> 01:42:51,347 We were waiting for you. 1400 01:42:52,222 --> 01:42:53,974 I got lost. 1401 01:42:57,645 --> 01:42:59,772 We thought that you'd left us... 1402 01:43:01,815 --> 01:43:04,276 that you'd... 1403 01:43:07,905 --> 01:43:11,033 - We were worried. - I know. 1404 01:43:12,493 --> 01:43:14,870 But don't be scared. 1405 01:43:14,954 --> 01:43:16,747 I'm here now. 1406 01:43:18,415 --> 01:43:20,626 I'll never leave you again. 1407 01:43:26,924 --> 01:43:28,968 I'm here. 1408 01:47:56,777 --> 01:47:57,820 Subtitles by LeapinLar 92662