All language subtitles for Temptation.Island.2019.S05E08.720p.WEB.h264-EDITH_track3_eng

You're gonna
have an opportunity to record

a 30-second video message.

Singles,
you will have the option

to send a message as well.

- Wow.
- Whoa.

[ all cheering ]

I'm really feeling Des
and, you know,

every day,
our bond grows more and more.

[ Vanessa chuckles ]

The last bonfire
just makes me want

to explore my connection
with Brice a little bit deeper.

Brice, you don't even know what
to do with all these buns, man.

- Are you ready?
- We're having a conversation.

Can you give us a second?

This is our make or break,
right now.

It's you causing the extra shit

that doesn't need
to be happening

and you're involving me
and it's messy and ghetto.

I'm having deja vu because we
already broke up once.

If we broke up again,
it's, like, what?

Did I get back with him?

I love you so much
and I miss you so much.

Can I please talk to Kaitlin?

* You're not gonna tempt me *

* You'll never forget me *

* You're not gonna tempt me,
oh *

* You're not gonna tempt me *

* You'll never forget me *

* You're not gonna tempt me *

[ waves crashing ]

[ mellow music playing ]

* So much to say *

* About the way *

* A smoking gun
can burn all day *

What the [bleep].

I've gotta talk to Kaitlin

or I can't make it
much longer.

* This isn't what we hoped for *

* But when we laid it out
on the line *

* To have it taken away,
let it leave in the night *

What are you doing here?

What are you about to say?

- I have to talk to you.
- No.

Just sit down
and listen to me.

Whatever you gotta say to me,
[indistinct].

Just please, listen to me.

- Okay? Please, listen to me.
- Of course, I can.

I have always been lost.

Oh, my God, it's a joke.
This is a joke.

Just say it.
What do you want to say?

I have never had a real
emotional connection with you.

And I have tried my entire life
to find that connection.

You were the best person

that I've ever met
in my entire life.

So, I forced myself...

to go back to you...

and I have been
lying to myself--

- And to me.
- Absolutely.

I-- I know that.

But I also never saw
true love in your eyes to me.

What do you mean,
I feel like

I've been working
myself on this [indistinct].

This is what we needed,
a deeper connection.

The day I proposed to you,

I never saw true love
in your eyes.

Oh, come on, Hall,
this is so [bleep].

Why come back into my life?

Because I thought
you were the one.

Selfish. This is what
you're being, selfish.

My biggest fear is hurting you.

And you've done it
twice now.

But I have to be happy.

This is real?
You're real, we're really done?

This is real.

Wow.

But I'm not the one for you.

You deserve so much better.

I don't know
what to say to you.

And that's okay.

That's okay.

It's literally deja vu,
that's what you did before

and now you're just
gonna leave again.

I know.

So, you found someone
in the house?

I have found...

You're welcome
for bringing you here, then.

- I'm so happy for you.
- You know, I was not looking.

Must I give you the ring back
and everything right now?

Kat, that's up to you.

- I can't believe you.
- I gave that to you...

but I know that
we are not meant to be together.

So, why did you propose, Hall?

Because I thought
that was the right thing to do.

- I wanted to protect you.
- Yourself.

I didn't want
to break your heart again.

[ Hall sighs ]

Um, I don't know
what else to say.

I cannot believe this.

[ Hall sighs ]

I'm thinking
you're gonna come here

and be like,
"Let's get married."

I'm such a [bleep].

I'm sorry.

Um, I don't want to be here.

[ "Paper Lanterns"
by Lost Hollow playing ]

* The sun is up,
it seems the party's over *

* Our hearts and dreams
shattered on the floor *

I deserve better.

I know I do.

I think
I've always known I do,

I just wanted to be with him.

I wanted to make it work...

but, like, he clearly
doesn't care about me.

So, I need
to focus on myself...

and what I want.

Just selfish.

[ sniffling ]

I can't believe this.

* And all the years,
like paper lanterns *

* Shined their light
and blew away *

[ sniffles ]
I cannot believe this.

What am I supposed
to do now?

- What?
- We're done.

Hall's literally
out there right now.

What do you mean?

Hall's literally
out there right now

and said he fell in love
with someone else,

- that we're done.
- You're [bleep] lying.

Are you serious, Hall?

What in the world?

- No [bleep] way.
- Oh, my God.

I mean the girl literally
on the video was like,

"Thank you for bringing me here,
like, I found my person.

Like, I fell in love,
I've emotionally connected."

And, like, I don't even
have tears to give anymore.

- Like, what the [bleep]?
- Oh, my God, I'm so sorry.

Oh, my God.

[ women crying ]

I'm so sorry, Kaitlin.

Oh, my God, I'm so sorry.

I didn't even think
he's gonna come up and be like,

"I wanna leave, like,
I don't wanna be here, like."

You didn't even know anything.

Kaitlin, I'm so sorry.

I'm so sorry.

I just feel so hurt for her.

That's not fair.
It's not.

I just hate how selfish
men can be sometimes.

It's not fair, you can't treat
somebody like that.

I mean,
he didn't even look sad.

He was just like,
"I know what I want."

And this is me, about me.
Like it always is.

He fell in love
in [bleep] two weeks.

The girl that we don't like.
"She's a friend."

Un-[bleep]-believable.

That was even harder
than I imagined.

She was not expecting
for me to say that.

I know...

* Always thought
that we'd grow old *

* Just another story told *

And I'm like, so you
actually found someone here.

He's like, "Thank you
for bringing me here."

[ gasping ]

That's all it [bleep] took.

"I'm Makayla," that's it?

Okay.

I hope his family loves her
and they have a great life.

* Never think that
it'd all fall apart *

She'll never really know...

that I did come
into this island

expecting to marry her
and be with her.

* It's not your fault *

* That you let them in *

Just seems like--
I look like a fool.

God, I'm so glad
you're working on yourself.

You're so selfish,
as always.

* I gave you all I had *

* And you turned
your back on me *

***

*[ indistinct lyrics ] *

* What was left of our dreams *

- Hey.
- Hey.

It's our boy.

- Are you okay?
- Yeah, I'm good.

Oh, my God,
so, what's going on?

I'm seeing that

she has a lot to change
to fix our relationship

and it's like, I don't think
she's gonna change it.

- And you?
- Okay.

Seeing that message
is confirmation that

everything that I thought,
everything I accused her of,

I was right.

I'm happy
I didn't send her a message.

Once you cheat,
you can never go back.

Like, once you have sex
with somebody,

the relationship
is never the same again.

What's up, Great?

So, do you feel like,
do you guys,

you could work it out,
or what was her message?

She's trying to say that
I should get my act together

and come back to her.

That's what it sounds like
she was saying.

I think
she's manipulating you.

I'm focusing on my journey
and what I'm doing.

- This is insane.
- Where's Hall?

- Where's Hall?
- Does anyone know where he is?

I don't know.

Do you think he feels confused?

Because the thing
with him was like,

if she's learning how to be
more emotional and open,

then that was one thing
that they needed.

You all good Makayla?
You okay?

Um, I just definitely know
Hall is going through it

because he's not out here
and I just feel guilty.

- [ Makayla sniffles ]
- Don't feel guilty, babe.

Don't feel guilty.

You just-- you've been
yourself this entire time

and Hall likes you.

And even before
you came in the picture,

he knew that he didn't
want to be with her, you know?

So, you can't put
that blame on yourself.

Okay, they listened
to the video message

and all of the boys came out
but Hall has not came out.

I'm just,
like, thinking, like,

where is he,
what's he thinking?

Is he avoiding me?

I don't know where he is.

Like, I know
he's going through a hell

and I just feel guilty
and I'm like,

maybe I just, you know,
tell him we're just friends.

He's broke her heart once
and it killed him.

So, if he thinks
he's gonna do that again,

like, he's gonna be torn up.

Just seeing him happy
and not confused

would make me happy.

And I think
that's why I'm like,

"Oh, I actually
do have love for him,"

because you just wanna see
that person happy.

Even if it's not with you.
And I just want him to be happy.

Like, I really
let my walls down

and I'm letting myself

be in this position like, oh...

I just feel guilty.

I knew that he was engaged

but I couldn't help it.

I just feel bad.

[ "Never Be Enough"
by Emily Brophy playing ]

* 'Cause if you stay
right here my love *

* You'll never be enough *

* If I stay right here my love *

* Oh, I'll never be enough *

Uh, we're getting
lit tonight.

- That's not the solution, guys.
- I know.

[overlapping conversation]

She wants to have fun.
So, we gotta support her.

I need a distraction, otherwise,

what the [bleep]
am I gonna do?

- How we doing?
- We've been better.

I don't know
how we're doing, to be honest.

We are just gonna have
a great night, guys,

and we're gonna cheers to you.

And we're gonna cheers
to new beginnings.

New beginnings
as a single [bleep] lady.

Yes, Kaitlin is single.

[ tense music playing ]

Hall came here.

He basically
came over to say...

deja vu, you know,
broken me once,

and, like, he just
wants me to find my person.

I don't know
what Hall's thinking.

He's not a man.

Everything he's done up
to this point has been cowardice

and just inhumane towards
someone that he should love.

Might be a blessing
in disguise, though.

Yeah, it definitely will be.

I think
you're gonna be fighting,

finding the right person
relatively soon, so.

- You know, I'm sorry.
- I mean, he's selfish.

He always will be selfish.
I wish him the best of luck.

Good riddance.

Good [bleep] riddance.

- Cheers to that.
- Cheers to that.

You just let go of a girl
that's not only beautiful,

but she has her shit together.

She's smart. She's funny.
Her personality is amazing.

So, like, yeah, so, I don't
even wanna talk about him.

[bleep]. He's a loser.

- We'll talk after.
- Okay.

[ calm piano music playing ]

Honestly, I was expecting
Christopher to, like,

send some real manipulative,

- you know how it is.
- Yeah.

I'm actually grateful
in a way

that I didn't have to see
a message from Chris.

I am free to live life
however I desire

and I will never let anybody
tell me what to do ever again.

[ majestic music playing ]

[ "I Am a War Now"
by Pretty Cinders playing ]

* But you won't try
to look at me *

* And I ain't even seen
you smile lately *

Come over here.
Why you so far?

- You sat over there.
- I'm coming, my baby.

Oh, everybody's
in relationships here.

- I love that.
- Once again,

Tia gets hit by a stray bullet,
but that's fine.

I ain't.

* Baby I am a war now *

Coming in the house,
I mean, I am so worn out.

I've had every emotion
today imaginable.

I've had love, happiness,
sad, scared,

frustrated, upset,

angry, happy again.

I am exhausted...

and all I wanna do...

is just talk to Makayla.

That's all I wanna do.

- Knock, knock.
- I'm putting cheese on mine.

- Knock, knock.
- Oh, my God, hi.

- Whoa. Finally, bro.
- [ women exclaiming ]

There's my brother.

- I missed y'all.
- I missed you, too.

We played hide and seek.
We never found you.

- Never found me.
- Come take a seat.

No, no, no,
before I do anything,

I'm gonna
take my lady for a talk.

Like, I really feel like
the feelings that I have

are mutual because I've never
felt this way in my life.

And there's no way that
he doesn't feel the way I feel.

But, could the guilt
get to him?

I don't know, like,

I literally cannot imagine
leaving this island,

not walking out with him.

But I don't want to be naive.

And so, I'm just scared.

I'm just scared.

I watched
the video of Kaitlin

and it was exactly
what I expected.

She wants for me
to make a decision.

So, I needed to go
have a conversation

with Kaitlin myself.

I told her...

that we are not meant to be.

You have shown me
what I've been missing.

I'm no longer engaged.

No pressure on you...

because we are having
the time of our life

getting to know each other.

I am sorry
I put you through that

but I had to handle--

I had the opportunity
to talk to her.

I have no second guesses
on my decision

even if you were not here.

Are you feeling
a little bit better now?

I still feel bad,

but I'm really trying
to just follow my heart...

and I can't control
what the heart wants.

And so, I do feel guilty,

but I need to learn
to not feel guilty.

I'm going through
that battle with you.

Today was a tough day

and to come back
to someone like Makayla...

makes me even more confused
because I'm like,

"How am I this happy...

when 30 minutes ago I just did
the hardest thing in my life?"

That should not make
any sense at all.

But Makayla
makes me so happy

that I can't help but smile.

I know I did
the right thing tonight.

And, uh...

we can now start building
something special together.

- Shall we?
- Mm-hmm.

Uh, what did I
get myself into?

***

Well, guys, I think
we should turn the [bleep] up.

We're gonna have
a little party.

The theme
is Pirates and Mermaids.

- [ all cheering ]
- [bleep] yeah.

[indistinct].

***

[ men cheering ]

To finding the treasure
at the end of this experience.

[ overlapping conversation ]

So, after what I just
went through tonight,

I have, like,
no words, no feelings.

I'm so numb.

But like,
thank goodness the girls

and the boys in my house,

they're here
to just try to forget

about everything
that just happened.

Like, we're just turning up.

[ "Loved You From the Start"
by Jordan Bromwich playing ]

* [ indistinct lyrics ] *

* Hold on,
[ indistinct lyrics ] *

[ all cheering ]

* ...every night and day *

[ champagne bottle pops ]

[ women cheering ]

I was in the pool
with Sebastian.

We were swimming together,
he, like, went for the kiss.

Like, now we have
a little swim.

***

[ women cheering ]

[ mellow music ]

So, are you gonna sleep
on the other side

of the bed with me?

Sure.

Yeah, I'm so happy.

You have no idea.

- I'll go get ready for bed.
- You go get ready for bed.

It's been, like,
four-plus years

since I have invited
someone else in my bed,

other than Kaitlin.

I'm a little nervous.
I'm a lot nervous.

I'm definitely gonna
give her some...

[ smacks lips ]
...some southern lips tonight.

[ Hall chuckles ]

Argh, I'm a cheese ball.

* But I wanna stay all night *

* Yeah, I wanna stay all night *

* No, ain't nobody leaving *

* Ain't nobody kill my vibe *

Ooh!

What's wrong with you?
Oh, shit.

I don't even give
a [bleep] about that.

- Yeah, exactly.
- And he'll probably be like,

"Hey, I'm single.
Let's have sex."

She'll be good.
She's in good hands.

Oh, look.

Is she trying to stay
the night tonight?

- Yeah?
- Yeah.

I feel bad for Kaitlin,
obviously with her situation,

but at the same time,
obviously,

there's, like, a weight
lifted off my shoulders.

Now I can explore
this connection fully

without wondering if she's gonna
go back to him or not.

'Cause I think now that,
for sure, like, that's closed.

And she can just,
like, be open with me.

[ fire crackling ]

[ bugs chirping ]

I mean, I'm single,
I guess at this point.

So, I, like,
don't know what to feel.

I just cut off my engagement.
It's been a night.

I think I would wake up
in the morning being like,

"What the [bleep]?" but...

until then...

ask me tomorrow
because tonight...

I'm fine.

***

* Got me hooked on a feeling *

* What a beautiful thing
to believe in *

* In paradise *

Do you want
to talk real quick?

Yeah, let's just go.

Yesterday was a lot.

With that being said...
[ chuckles ]

...I kissed Sebastian

and we were, like, cuddling,
we only cuddled.

So, I need to talk to Mike

and like,
I don't want him to feel like

I, you know,
used him along the way.

I'm so grateful for everything,
like, you've done.

I don't take you for granted.
I don't want you to feel that.

I just feel like
after yesterday, I'm like,

I'm not looking to jump
into anything serious.

I'm not looking--
I have no idea...

but I don't want
to hurt you.

We do have this connection.
I'm just like...

like, I want to be friends.

I want to be
your friend as well.

And, like, I understand,

you're allowed to do
whatever you want to do.

Kaitlin sits me down
and basically,

she friend-zones me,
that sucks.

But if she's taking
a step back,

I need to follow suit
and see how it plays out.

- Can I have a hug?
- Of course.

[ muffled conversation ]

- I appreciate you.
- I appreciate you.

So, do you think
you wanna, like,

leave this island by yourself,
have you thought about that?

I'm tired of just
telling him how to act.

I'm tired of just accepting it

and then like,
making excuses for it

because that's all I do
and it doesn't change.

I hope that you remember
what space feels like here

and now that
you've experienced it,

I hope it's so [bleep] powerful
that you're like,

"Nah, I'm not conceding
this time."

At the end of the day,
I do feel a lot freer.

And I-- I love
what freedom feels like.

I love, like, just how...

how nice and refreshing
it just feels to just, like...

You're gonna have a lot
of opportunities after this

- and for yourself.
- Exactly.

- Not like the last time.
- Exactly.

I don't care anymore.

I don't care anymore.

* 'Cause you're broken
and I'm bleeding *

* And I'm searching
for a reason *

* Tell me anything
to make it make sense *

Cheers to...

no more gray area
just being-- being open.

- Open and honest.
- I like that.

- To being open and honest.
- Yeah.

Oh, this is perfect.

After watching
Rob's video message,

I feel mixed emotions.

It sounds like he still
wants to make this work,

but part of him feels like
he deserves better.

So, it's refreshing
having a little bit

of additional TLC from Brice.

As of now, I would still

leave the island with Rob.

However, I still have
a little bit of time left here.

And so, um,
you know, things can change.

Where do we go from here?
What do you think?

Whether I leave by myself,

whether I leave
in a relationship,

or whether, you know,
you care to join me?

Like, I just
want to make sure that

I make
the best decision for me.

Definitely.
That's why you're here.

And you're very supportive
in that regard.

So, I appreciate that.

I'm in pain,
either my future, or our future.

And what that looks like to me,
and you could do the same.

Then we-- at the end,
maybe our futures will match up.

I love to paint, and the fact

that I have a chance
to go on a date with Tahjjic

makes me feel very happy,
because I feel like,

it's gonna help
our connection be stronger.

Okay, so, this isn't
the best painting in the world,

but I see myself
in the future,

moving to Miami with you.

So, I painted this house

which is a really big house,
and that's the ocean.

We're gonna have a beachfront.
You know what I'm saying?

It's gonna be dope.
You know what I mean?

I know she wants
to move to Miami,

so, I painted
our house in Miami.

And I wanted to let her know

where my head is at,
as well, with our future.

- Mm.
- [ lips smacking ]

So, cheers.

Cheers, my God, this is
the world's strongest Margarita.

World's strongest Margarita.

Ooh, I have a date today

with Kristian and I know
anything we do,

we kind of just make it fun,
we make it sexy.

So, anything we do,
I'm sure it will be hot.

You wanna learn how to...
[ speaks Spanish ] ...with me?

- I'd love to.
- [ speaks Spanish ].

- What does that mean?
- Let's dance.

So, you're teaching me
Spanish and dancing.

- [ speaks Spanish ]
- Thank you.

So, it's gonna go,

one, two, three, four.

- One, two, three, four.
- What was that?

I'm, like, I'm a ballerina,
like, my dance is like this.

[ upbeat music plays ]

He has a cute dance, too.

It's just, like,
it is like, yeah. [ chuckles ]

Ah, yeah.

Um, this is fun.
Well done, Temptation Island.

[ laughing ]

[ "Found You"
by Aaron Kellim plays ]

* ...painting thirteen
in the streets *

* Breaking mirrors
in my hotel room *

* Leaving pieces
in the sheets *

* But then I found you *

* But then I found you *

One, two, three, four,

five, six.

Today, we are going to have

an impromptu
choreography lesson.

I'm gonna make sure we sweat,
and I'm gonna end it

with a nice,
little, sexy cool down.

Five, six, seven, eight.

If I had known that Marisela

would break things off
with me in her message,

I would've dove in
head-first with Alexius,

because our initial vibe
was just beautiful.

- You did a great job.
- You did a great job, too.

You're an amazing teacher.

[ laughing ]

- It's not me.
- [ Christopher laughs ]

I mean,
it's not you, it's me.

So, do you know how to bake?

I do not know how to bake,

so, this is gonna be
interesting.

- You?
- [ Desiree chuckles ]

- Yeah, they're vegan cookies.
- Okay.

Again, alone time
with Des is so important,

because we have
limited time on this island

and it's nice to get
that one on one time.

Really get to know
her more and, you know,

develop more
of that connection with her.

[ chuckles ]
I think you should try it

before we move on
to the next step.

That's actually really good.

Bah! [ chuckles ]

Okay, so, now you wanna do that?

I can, hey,
I'm cool with it, man.

- [ laughing ]
- Oh, man.

Okay, well, we can't waste
too much of it,

because we need it
for the cookies.

But, here is just some.
[ laughs ]

You're gonna
have to lick this off.

- What are you gonna do?
- [indistinct].

Just don't
mess up the cookies.

[ laughing ]

Oh, no. [ exclaims ]

[ upbeat music ]

Oh, my God.

You are beautiful.
Wow. I love it.

Can I-- can I give you
a hug, please?

Don't knock off my-- my leaves.

Today, I am taking Great

on a little date
at the house

to show him how I get down
with some paint.

You are beautiful, by the way.
Wow.

I see you smiling more

and letting
your guard down a little bit.

Out here with leaves on,
guard is down.

Are you ready
to see the masterpiece?

[ exclaims ]

Oh, my God,
you did so good.

[ chuckles ]

You did amazing.

You did really good
on my face, too.

Nafeesah is 100% my temptation
on this island,

and I am happy
with that type of temptation.

[ laughs ]

[ romantic music plays ]

* Rolling, rolling
with the motion of your waves *

* Calling, calling, calling
till we got nothing to say *

***

I think
I'm still feeling numb

about the current situation.

I mean, I've literally
been here before

and I think this time,
hearing it again,

I'm like, "This is it."

I feel like
he cares about himself

and I need to care about myself.

Good evening, ladies.

- Hi, Mark.
- Good evening, Mark.

Ladies,
welcome back to Bonfire.

How's everybody doing?

- I'm anxious.
- You're anxious?

- Yeah.
- Okay.

Yeah.

Okay, so, let's just do this.

We'll jump in together,
we'll chop it up.

- Thank you.
- Just like we do.

- Okay.
- Okay?

Take a look,
Vanessa, here we go.

[ sighs ]

I'm not ready
to let Vanessa go,

because I still love her,
and then,

I hope she can change
and grow from this.

And, you know,
my head is telling me one thing

and my heart
is telling me another.

And it's like,
"Which one do I follow?"

I do feel like
she needs a man like me

and I hope she does find it.

But I don't
want it to be me,

because I've just dealt with her
for so[bleep] long.

It's like--
and it just drains me, bro.

She just[bleep],
now I'm gonna cry.[ chuckles ]

- It just drains me so much.
- Do you need a hug?

Yes, I need a hug.

But it drains me
so[bleep] much, yo.

It's like, she's sucking
the soul out of my life.

[ sobbing ]

You got an answer, though.

[ sobbing ]

He came through for me.

He finally
came through for me.

In what way
did he come through for you?

He just remained solid,

and I understand
that he's hurting

but he didn't allow that hurt

to drive him
into the arms of someone else.

He didn't look for comfort
and peace with someone else.

And I'm proud of him.

I'm so proud of him
for, like, the first--

for, like, the first time,
I can look at him and say, like,

"You know, you made me proud.

You made me proud."

I'm seeing
this reaction to this clip

and yet there's room
where you can work on you

and you don't have to
work on him all the time.

Which is the second half
of that clip, you didn't hear.

Rob saying, "I'm tired,
I can't live up to it."

- That's pain.
- I hear him.

- I know you do.
- I hear him.

Which means
that while he may be young

and in some ways immature

compared to what
you think maturity is...

there's wisdom in the youth.

There's wisdom.

Now, the question is

when you reach
the final bonfire,

will you be able to show
this version of you,

dangerously to Rob,
and will that be enough?

- I understand.
- I know you do.

- Paris.
- Yes?

I have a lot
I wanna talk to you about.

Let's watch the clip
and we'll talk about it.

What is this?

What is this?

- What-- what the--
- [ muffled moaning ]

What the [bleep] is this?
What is this?

Oh, my God.

This is all the things
you said before,

that you were feeling.

It's the same
bullshit again, Mark.

It's the same shit again.
Like, I'm tired of this shit.

I know you're hurting

and you want this
to go differently.

It's like, I chose

not to [bleep] Tahjjic
in the house,

because-- because--
because I respect Great.

And I'm-- I'm here watching him
doing all this bullshit.

Have you done
anything with Tahjjic?

No, besides kissing, no.

- But you've kissed.
- That's it.

- But, I mean, Great said--
- Has he spent the night?

Yes, but there was no sex.

Right, so-- but if I'm Great

and I saw those clips,
what would I think?

I saw-- I saw this thing,
the moaning.

When I'm with Tahjjic,
I don't moan.

I'm not arguing with you
whether or not he had sex.

I'm saying
you're collapsing physical

with emotional connection.

I just think,
like, at this point

I don't have
no more answers for Great.

Like, I'm sorry, I don't--
I don't mean to, but it's like,

- every bonfire...
- You don't have to apologize.

...it's always
the same shit again.

Here's the beauty about this.

At the final bonfire,
you can tell him anything

- you wanna tell him.
- Okay.

Okay.

You're sitting there
just like an angel,

waiting for your turn.

[ laughs ] Are you ready?

- Mm-hmm.
- Okay, let's take a look.

I know that Marisela
will try to come crawling back,

but it's too late
for all of that shit, you know.

You made your choice,
now you have to live with it

and I hope it was worth it.

Um, I'm not
going to be crawling back

and I don't need
to please others,

or worry about
how I come across.

Which is something
I struggled with way too long.

How about the other people
in your life who have--

you felt like you needed
to not be fully you in front of?

I've realized
that I felt like,

"Oh, if I just act a certain way

and I do right by them
at all times,

that will make them happy."

But what I've realized
is I was, um,

neglecting a lot of myself
along the way.

I've let my past
control my present.

I've let my family control

my-- my energy

and I've just
regained all control.

You know, who you need
to clean it up with?

- Oh, my--
- Whoever is still

- weighing heavy on your heart.
- Yeah.

So, to answer that question,
you don't owe anybody anything.

But if it's weighing
heavy on your heart,

you get
to get rid of the burden.

Either way,
you're complete, either way.

- Kaitlin.
- Let's do it.

Like, what age do you
want to start having kids?

So, I've already been,

uh, like, I've already
changed my mind about this.

Um, obviously, with Kaitlin,
I wanted kids.

If we were gonna have kids,
we need to have them now,

because we've been together
for eight years.

Right.

And again,
I was putting in my head

that she's the one,
she's the one, she's the one.

Now that I know
she's definitely not the one.

Mm-hmm.

This, it's all about
building a partnership

and building on our love.

Like, whenever
the timing is right.

And I want you to do
everything you wanna do in life.

- Mm-hmm.
- [ Kaitlin scoffs ]

When you're ready,
I'll be ready.

- Damn.
- Say no more.

- But don't worry.
- Yeah.

First of all,
how does it feel to hear him

say to this new person,

everything you have been
asking him to say to you?

[ exhales ] I think I'm angry.
I'm disappointed.

I was fighting
for this relationship

that he didn't even care about.

Like, I feel relieved.

I feel like, as much as--

at first,
I was like, "Oh my gosh,

this is my fault
that we came here.

And what our family's gonna
think and all that stuff."

Like, I'm relieved,
I know now.

The reason
you chose to come here may--

may not have come out
the way you had expected,

- but it has served a purpose.
- Yeah.

That I think you're seeing.

You spend a lot of time trying
to fit in other people's boxes

and you shouldn't fit in a box.

You should wait for somebody
to build a throne.

I like that.

I'm overwhelmed
by all four of you.

And, congratulations.

Before you go,
there's one more thing.

Tonight,
back at your villa,

you're gonna pick
your final dates.

Other thing to remember
is that the people

that aren't picked
for these final dates,

the singles,
will be going home.

This was your last
bonfire together.

Your next bonfire
will be the final one

where you'll reunite
with the people

you came to the island with.

And that's all I have for you.

Uh, thank you all.

Head on back to the villa

and make sure
you pick those final dates.

He disappointed me so much

that I--
I have no words right now.

***

***

Going into this bonfire,
it's a surreal moment.

I know for sure
that Marisela

is a single woman.

So, it's definitely
a change, of course,

but I'm ready
to embrace the transition

and uh,
see what I need to see,

so that I can
move forward with my life.

What's up, fellas?

- Hey, Mark.
- Mark, what's up?

- Nice to see you.
- Fresh as always.

- Yes, always fresh.
- [ chuckling ]

- Thank you, sir.
- Yeah.

We're gonna start with you,
Christopher.

[ sighs ]

I do feel
a lot for you and I-- I-- I--

I love
what freedom feels like.

[bleep].

- [ moaning ]
- [ lips smacking ]

- Look at you.
- Look at you.

Marisela is embracing
her singleness.

Uh, it looks like
she has formed

a connection that she likes.

So, she's entitled

to have the freedom
that she wants.

I've realized
that my relationship

lacks a lot of the things
that I like.

Seeing, like,
these qualities in Alexius,

it just reminds me
of what I've sacrificed

in my-- with my time
with Marisela.

This new space that
you've discovered, feel good?

Feels great,
I've neglected myself so much.

Okay, while there's still
plenty of things to learn,

I'm impressed
with what you've shared

tonight that you did learn.

Felt better
not talking to you, Mark.

- Oh, really?
- Yeah, you always get me

- where I need to be.
- Well, I got love for you, pal.

- Love you, too, man.
- All right.

- Rob.
- Bring it on.

Bring it on.
Let's take a look.

I have no idea, like,

how to perceive

and if I'm capable of...

you know,
just healing and forgiveness

and vulnerability.

Like, I'm just really working
on being vulnerable

and I don't want to be
so guarded all the time.

I don't wanna
be like that anymore.

That's not--
that's no way to live.

What do you think about that?

It's kind of like,
the audacity,

because that is how I feel.

I don't express my opinion,

because I know
it's gonna lead to a fight

and that fight
is not gonna end

unless I say I'm sorry.

I-- I don't like to say it
but almost a hatred for her,

because I let--
I always take the "L",

even when I know I'm right,
I take an "L" and it's like--

it's just the audacity
you see in that clip.

Could that clip be her saying,

"I've learned
that I need to be vulnerable?"

Part of me wants Vanessa
to have experienced this change

and wants our relationship
to be better and grow from this.

But, then, part of me is like,
it's been so mentally exhausting

and it's like,
"Do I wanna put up with this?

Do I want
to continue with this?"

When it's like,
it's put me down so much,

and being apart from her,
I feel so much more happier.

And that's just
the battle right now.

It's a battle that, when you
say it out of your mouth

to the person
that you once loved

and possibly still do,

- you can have a discussion.
- Yeah.

I like where you're at.

- Thank you.
- All right.

- You ready?
- Yes, sir.

Okay, Great.
Let's take a look.

Here we go.

[ chuckles ] Jesus.

Okay, let's talk about that.

Um, I saw
a single girl just, you know,

doing single things.

I don't feel like they're
actually connecting, you know,

but I just see him
just messing around.

They're having fun.

Could the reason
she's not connecting be,

because she's still
in love with you?

I haven't
thought about it like that.

It's something for you
to also look at.

How much of this relationship
you're having now

is out of response,

or reaction
to what you've seen?

- Definitely not, Mark.
- Okay.

Compared to my experience,

I'm doing similar things,
but I'm actually, like,

connecting with the person
that I'm doing that to.

Maybe that's because she can't
make a real connection,

because the real connection
is with you.

And then, when she sees a clip
of you making a real connection,

- then that hurts her.
- Fine.

She was in the bed with the guy.
Fine.

Were you in the bed
with a girl?

There was a reason for that one,
though, so it's different.

While it hurts,
and you would prefer

that this didn't happen,

and maybe they did have sex

and maybe
they didn't have sex.

But you said yourself,
for whatever reason,

you don't think
there's a connection there.

So you have a lot
to talk to Paris about,

if, in fact, any part of you
ever loved her, at any point.

Okay.

Hall, bring us home.

- Let's do it.
- Let's take a look.

- The second time.
- Kaitlin, why would he want

to leave you for a girl
that he just met?

I don't[bleep] know.
I wish them the best.

I mean,
he didn't even look sad.

He was like,
"I know what I want.

And this is me, about me, me,"

like it always is.

[indistinct] [bleep].

Oh, my God, I'm so glad
you've worked on yourself.

You're so selfish as always.

***

What are you feeling?

Uh, the first part
of the clip hurt me more.

The second part
of the clip is hopefully

her starting to move on from me.

In the clip,
she called you selfish.

- What do you say to that?
- I have never been first

to Kaitlin, ever.

Uh, who--
who was in front of you?

Her business,

her-- her family, our dog.

- And then, then you?
- Then me.

I can go on for days,
but I don't wanna

talk bad about-- I don't want
to talk bad about her.

It's not talking bad.

It's talking
about how you felt.

- Yeah.
- Which is, by the way,

we are in this bonfire

and I'm hearing this
for the first time.

That gives me
a lot of information.

- Yeah.
- That I can understand.

But now, you have
this joy that you discovered,

there's an opportunity,
if you're man enough

to have this, to hold space

for Kaitlin to get complete
on the pain that she's had.

- Not once, but twice.
- Yeah, yeah.

All right.
That's all I got for you.

A couple of things
before you go.

Tonight,
back at your villa,

you're gonna pick final dates.

Now, this is an overnight date.

So, think about
who you really want

to continue building
a relationship with.

Remember,
it's those relationships

that are gonna help you open up

and find the answers
you're looking for.

Also, there are going to be
no more bonfire clips,

or Temptation Light
moving forward.

I'd like you to just
focus on your final dates

and the rest of your time
here on the island.

Okay?

Head back to the villa
and I'll see you soon.

- All right. Thank you, Mark.
- All right boys.

I don't know
why Kaitlin says I'm selfish.

I don't know,

because I have not been selfish.

I have done so much for her

and her calling me selfish
makes me look like a bad person.

It's not fair to me.

[ music ends ]