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Previously on
The Summer I Turned Pretty...

Today's open house
has been cancelled.

So I need you all
out of the house.

- The boardwalk. That's a great idea.
- You should come with us, Skye.

You know, once they get to see
more of Cousins,

and hang out with you guys,

they'll see why we love
this place so much.

- You sure Milo's cool with you coming with me?
- Why wouldn't he be?

Because we kissed
for, like, two seconds?

Don't worry. I'm right here
with you, okay?

You know, I just feel

everyone's slipping away,

and-and the house

is the last thing
tying us together.

Everything's gone.

♪ All my life ♪

♪ I read between the lines ♪

♪ Held on too tight,
you know I tried ♪

♪ But in the end
it left me paralyzed, ♪

♪ It's all right,
goodbye, goodbye ♪

♪ Seems like yesterday
I was a child ♪

♪ Just a ripple
in the folds of time ♪

It's like
she was never here at all.

♪ It's all right, goodbye ♪

♪ Goodbye ♪

I didn't think it was possible
for things to get worse.

I was wrong.

- This is worse.
- ♪ Goodbye, goodbye ♪

- ♪ Goodbye ♪
- This is fucked.

♪ Won't cry,
won't cry, won't cry ♪

Everything's gone.

♪ Lord knows
how hard we tried ♪

♪ Goodbye, goodbye,
goodbye ♪♪

What the fuck, Julia?

I'm sorry.

This must be such a shock.

I-I spoke to your father
this afternoon,

and-and he and I decided
that it would be best

not to drag this out
any longer than necessary.

I don't give a shit
what the two of you decided on.

You had no right to touch
anything in this house.

- Those were her things.
- Breathe, man. Okay?

- Stop.
- Everything's in storage.

I made sure that everyone

was very careful
with every single thing.

I'm just doing what I have to do

- to sell this house.
- Bullshit.

You could have said something.

You could have warned us.

All you want to do
is fight our mom,

- constantly.
- Okay, enough.

You're not the only one
that's hurting here.

And I'm not the one
you should be angry with.

Your mother
could have warned you

that this was gonna happen.

She just wanted to make me
the bad guy, as usual.

I'm so sorry
that she was too busy dying

to make your life
a little easier.

You know, it sucks
that our grandfather

loved her more than you,

but I'm not surprised.

Conrad could have
chosen his words better.

But he's not wrong.

The truth hurts.

All of it hurts.

Jere...

What did you say to them,
anyway?

I told them about Shitmas.

I mean, I just wanted
them to understand

why you're selling the house.

You shouldn't have done that.

That was private.

Listen, I'm not going to defend

what Conrad just said, okay?

That wasn't right.

B... I-I can't defend
this either, Mom.

I mean, can you?

Uh...

Connie,
come on... No.

Connie.

Of course,
Dad did nothing to stop her.

Connie, what can he do?

Jere! He doesn't care about us!

Our dad
was never going to win

a Father of the Year award.

He was flawed, that's for sure.

But when it counted,
he was there at the end.

Conrad just couldn't see it.

He didn't want to.

And this asshole won't even
pick up my... calls.

- Did you know about this?
- Easy, Connie.

I'm, no, I'm serious.
I'm serious.

- Did you know about this?
- I-I didn't know

anything, okay?
I swear I would have told you.

Would you have?
Really?

Because we haven't seen
each other in ten years.

Would a day at the boardwalk
have been enough

- to make you betray your mom?
- Listen,

I know we don't know
each other very well,

but I-I wouldn't have
sideswiped you like this.

Connie, come on.

What are we going to do?

I don't know.

My whole life,
I've looked up to Conrad.

He's always been smarter,
faster, just... better.

Maybe part of me even needed
that: someone to look up to.

But a lot's happened this year.

I don't feel that way anymore.

Okay, we can't just leave.

All right?
The house isn't sold yet.

- We still have a chance.
- A slim one.

I mean, full disclosure,
Mom's realtor is expecting

multiple cash offers,
all over asking,

no contingencies.

Thank you, Skye, for that
bleak as fuck assessment.

Also, where are we going
to sleep tonight?

I think there are some
sleeping bags in the garage.

I'm not sleeping this house.

Okay, I...
We don't have to. All right?

Okay, well, hotels are
usually all booked up

around this time of year.

I feel like I should... go.

And I'd totally invite you guys
to come stay with me,

but it's
a pretty small place, so...

Yeah, maybe...
maybe we should go, too.

They're this close
to giving up.

Don't go yet.

I know a place
we can crash for the night.

♪ Was always the loser ♪

♪ You thought it was cool ♪

♪ What's the move?
What's the move? ♪

♪ Love me or leave me ♪

♪ I never could choose ♪

- ♪ Thanks to you ♪
- You sure about this, bro?

- ♪ Thanks to you ♪
- Yeah, sure.

- Quit whining.
- ♪ It's over ♪

We should go home.

♪ I'm out, yeah...

All right.

Here we go.

Huh.

What, you kept that?

Perks of not cleaning out
your wallet.

What if there's
someone in there?

It's been closed
for hours

and-and there's never
any night guards. We're good.

Okay.

Shit.

Not a great plan.

It's from Avengers. RDJ.

"I understood that reference."

Can you guys, like, not?
For just two seconds?

Right.

Okay, there's got
to be another way, right?

We can try the pool gate.

Uh, we could also use
my mom's key code.

Wait, are you sure? Your mom?

Yeah, it's fine.
She's the manager

- at the restaurant here, so...
- I mean,

wouldn't she get
in trouble, though,

if, like,
someone checked the logs?

No, no. She works
the randomest hours,

so that alone shouldn't raise
any red flags.

So long as we don't
make a mess, like, at all,

should be good.

They won't
even know we're here.

Thank you for not being
on that whale boat, Cam Cameron.

Thank you.

- Thanks.
- Thank you, Cam.

- Thank you, Cam.
- Thanks.

Hello?

So what do we do now?

Ugh. Could we
scavenge for food?

I need something in my system
other than sugar.

Allow me to escort you
to the kitchen.

Actually, wait.
Can I come with you?

I have really
specific snack requirements.

Uh-uh, Taylor.
No, you're coming with me.

We'll fashion, like,
blankets out of, like,

- curtains and some shit.
- No, I'm on snack patrol right now.

Okay. So?
I need your loudest voice

to scare away all the murderers.

Yeah, I'm Team Murderers.

Okay, fine. No, I mean,
as long as you're cool

with, like, sleeping on, like,
dusty polyester sheets.

I hate you so much.

Why do you need help with this?

What do you need me for?

All right, I think
I know a place we could sleep.

Uh, you want to come?

Think I'm gonna go
with Cam and Skye, actually.

I'll catch up
with you later.

Are you okay?

I never should have gone
to the boardwalk.

This is not
your fault, Conrad.

There was no way you could have
known what Julia was planning.

Maybe, but she never would
have done it if I'd stayed back.

They fucking took everything.

And you heard Skye.

The house is going to sell fast.

No.

No, it's not over. I mean...

We're gonna figure
something out.

Sometimes
I hate myself

for how long it took me
to notice it.

That invisible force
between the two of them.

I wanted to tell Conrad
that he had no right,

that he'd ignored Belly
for all these years.

But it wasn't just
up to Conrad.

It was Belly's choice, too.

So I forced myself to let it go.

There were more important things
to worry about then, anyway.

What are you doing here?
Don't you have class?

Yeah, class got canceled.

Thought I'd come see
you and Mom.

Did Mom get the full-size
Snickers for Halloween?

Mm-hmm.

You think Mom's insurance
is going to accept

a sandwich bag
full of receipts?

'Cause that's about all I got.

I'm sure it'll be fine.

If not,
we'll figure something out.

So, how's...

you know, senior year?

It's fine, I guess.

Mom said you got
homecoming king.

Yeah. I mean,
the coronation was basically

preordained since freshman year.

- Right.
- Yeah. So...

You take a date?

I went with Blake.

Oh, yeah. That's cool.

Are you seeing anyone?

You and I never really talked
about what happened with Belly.

Jere, what happened
last summer was fucked up.

I didn't even know that-that you
two had kissed until after...

I was just hoping
that you could...

What?

Give you my blessing?

I can't believe
you came here like this.

You know what?
Just do what you want.

You always do anyways.

Jere, I want to be with her.

And I... I really think
that's what she wants, too.

But she's afraid
of hurting you, Jere.

- Oh, is that right?
- Yeah.

And it's tearing her up
that you haven't responded

to her texts since last summer.

Yeah. Well, I've been busy.

Jere, I don't want you
to hate us,

but I think about her
all the time.

And it hurts, like,
my chest physically hurts,

to not be able to tell her
that I'm in love with her.

When your brother
tells you something like that,

there's only one right answer.

Even if it doesn't
feel right at all.

I'm not going to be the one
to keep you guys apart.

So go for it.

Thank you.

Being around
Belly this week

has made me remember
all over again.

And my genius plan
to stay pissed at her

and keep her at arm's length
is a failure.

So I just keep telling myself
over and over,

it'll never be me.
It's always going to be Conrad.

Hey, Jere, wait up.

Hey.

I thought you were heading
to the kitchen with Conrad.

Oh, no, they have
plenty of hands.

Besides,
I'd rather roam with you.

I mean, I'm just going
to the screening room.

It's nothing special
or anything.

Sounds like an adventure to me.

I mean, we never know what
we'll find behind these doors.

It's a country club, not Narnia.

Mm, still.

Adventure is worthwhile
in itself.

So much
good stuff in here.

Huh.

What is this,
like Turkish bath towels

and Egyptian cotton robes?

- This is ridiculous.
- All right. All right, all right.

Go check the Lost and Found,

see if there's any
extra sweaters.

Um... Wait...

Oh, my God.

I could legit be
a Hadid sister in this.

Gotta take a photo.

Stop laughing.

This is so cute.

What, huh? New profile pic?

No, it's for Milo.

Sorry.

Can you get out of it?

Yes, I'm out of it.

Who doesn't bother to come
back for this stuff, anyway?

People who tip really well.

I mean, for them, losing
something is just another excuse

to get a... better something.

I don't know how
your mind didn't get

all warped working here.

Careful.
That's almost a compliment.

Almost.

Let's not get
ahead of ourselves.

I guess, uh,
rich people don't come back

for their drugs, either.

Oh, this is cool.

- Oh, wow. This is perfect.
- Ah.

It's the most glorious
sleeping arrangement

one could ask for while
spending exactly zero dollars.

Yes.

You do have a flair
for the epic.

Oh, they left
the projection door open.

I wonder if I can remember
how to work this thing.

Almost got it.

Perfect.
There we go.

Ooh. All right.

You ready for
some shadow puppets?

- Uh, yeah.
- Let's do it. All right.

- Oh, the bird. A classic.
- Yes.

- It's a classic.
- All right, but now...

- Snail.
- Aw.

Wait, that's...
Okay, that's impressive.

- Okay.
- Let me see if I can do, like a...

maybe like a... wolf.

Ooh, all right.

Bunny rabbit.

Boop, boop.

- Wolf... eats the bunny rabbit!
- Hey!

No, that is not
how you play shadow puppets.

That's how I play
shadow puppets.

When she looks
at me like this,

I can almost let myself believe
she sees me the way

she used to see Conrad.

Oh, the...
The Apartment. That's...

Your mom, uh, wanted me to watch
that with her last summer.

She said, um, Billy Wilder was
way ahead of his time.

She did say that a lot.

Yeah, we watched
a lot of movies last year.

She'd go all out.

I mean, she'd pick a theme

and watch, like,
three movies in a row.

She'd get a million
different snacks.

She'd drink the green juice
that I made her

with a, um...

- A Twizzler straw? Yes.
- Yes.

- I taught her that.
- Yeah.

- Yeah.
- Oh, my God.

Oh, wait, hold on. Hold on.

Sharesies?

- Sharesies.
- Yeah.

Oh-ho.

♪ He don't care for me ♪

♪ But he cares for me ♪

♪ And that's good enough ♪

♪ We don't talk much
or nothin' ♪

♪ But when we talkin'
'bout somethin' ♪

♪ We have good ♪

What?

♪ Discussion ♪

Movie nights would always
make me think of you.

I'd miss you so much.

And I'd just think
I should call you, but...

I wish you had.

And I would have answered.

♪ I met his friends last week ♪

I would have come.

♪ Feels like they're
up to somethin'...

It would have just
made things harder.

Uh, I should text
Conrad and Steven,

say we found a spot.

All right, you guys,
you can throw

those canapés on this cart.

And I don't think
anybody's gonna notice,

'cause they always
prep way too much food

for deb season anyway. So...

Sounds good to me.

I heard
something crazy today.

You know that guy Liam Meyer?

That rich kid
from the East Side?

I heard he bought a Maserati

and then crashed it
two days later.

Okay, so I know the answer
is likely "daddy's money,"

but, um, how did
a kid afford a Maserati?

Yeah, well, that was
a whole other thing,

because, uh,
his grandparents had, like,

this trust fund for him.

He got a judge
to let him access it

a couple of years early.
Boom. Maserati.

He got a judge involved?

Yeah, his parents were pissed.

Cam Cameron, fountain of gossip.

I did not expect
that side of you.

You know, I have layers.

Okay. Uh, you go grab
some tablecloths.

- I'll grab some cushions.
- Okay.

Is all this for the debs?

- Yeah.
- It's like...

I can't believe
we're still doing something

that was basically started
as, like, a...

a giant party to present

a bunch of hot virgins to society.

- It's like...
- I don't know, Taylor.

I think you would have
liked being a deb.

I'm sorry, have you met me?

I know you, Taylor.

Actually, I've known you
a long-ass time.

Yeah, you and Bella used to play
princess together for years.

So? You ran around
asking everyone to play doctor.

That doesn't mean you grew up
to be a complete perv.

♪ Moon ♪

- What are you doing?
- ♪ River ♪

Okay.

♪ Wider...

Okay, just imagine this. Yeah?

♪ I'm crossing you...

The perfect song
playing.

Perfect guy.
I mean, not me, obviously.

Obviously.

♪ Dream maker...

But your perfect man meets you
on the dance floor,

wearing... um...

Wearing a suit and a tie.

♪ That way...

Milo would never wear
a suit and tie.

Yeah, well, Milo's not
your perfect man, either.

Okay.

Now, this, um...

...this guy...

♪ We're all chasin'...

...sees you in your dress.

And he tells you
how beautiful you are.

♪ Chasin' after our ends ♪

And then...

Um, he...

♪ Moon ♪

♪ River ♪

You're so corny.

♪ Wider than a mile ♪

Please.

♪ Crossin' in style ♪

He really, really wants
to dance with you.

♪ My dream maker ♪

♪ Heartbreaker ♪

♪ Wherever you're goin' ♪

♪ I'm goin' the same ♪

I know how to do this.

- ♪ Two ♪
- Look at you.

♪ Drifters ♪

♪ Off to see the world ♪

♪ It's such a crazy world,
you'll see ♪

See?

It's not so horrible.

♪ We're all chasin'
after our ends ♪

♪ Chasin' after our ends ♪

♪ Life's just around the bend ♪

♪ My friend ♪

♪ Moon river ♪

♪ And me ♪♪

Whoa.

You guys weren't messing around.

- Yeah, well, just be careful.
- Oh, I will.

I got it. Don't worry.

Hey, have you heard
from Taylor and Steven?

No. I can go look for him.

Are these the canapés
you had in mind?

Yeah, I'll-I'll come with you.

- I can't get it open.
- Oh, no.

That's okay.

I'll get it. I'll clean it.

- I promise.
- Thank you.

Sorry.

Steve-oh!

Did you know Liam Meyer
got a judge involved

to help him access his trust?

Boy, I bet that turned out well.

Yeah, but...

if a guy like
that can do it...

so could we.

Do what, Connie?

You really want to, like,
sue Dad or something?

I don't know.

Maybe.

He refuses to fight
Aunt Julia on this.

And I already told him
I'm not giving up

until I save this house.

Hey, at least,
you know, we're not alone.

It's kind of nice having...

everyone around.

You know,
kind of feels like old times.

I know.

It's good seeing you and Belly
get along again.

I know she missed
having you as a friend.

Wow, I feel like
I'm in a holiday movie.

You know Mom.
She loves a theme.

I'm glad we all get
to celebrate together this year.

You know?

Yeah, for sure.

Wow.

Look at this amazing table.

Martha Stewart can kiss my ass.

I love it
when you swear.

Uh, uh, "ass" is not swearing.

- Susannah, say "motherfucker."
- Steven.

- What? You said you loved it.
- She motherfucking loves it.

Everybody sit down, please.

The food's getting cold.

So let's go
around the table

and everyone say one thing
they're thankful for.

Jere-bear?

Uh, I'll go last.

How about that?

No, he caught me,
he caught me putting sugar

in his green juice.

Okay, Mom, you're ruining
my healthy recipes.

It is culinary blasphemy.

Not ruining. Enhancing.

Yeah, like the moussaka?

Hey, I still say
it tastes better

with little pieces
of hot dog in it.

Ooh, Beck, no. If you're
going to ruin a recipe,

ruin it with steak.

Does he know
how badly

I've wanted to take Belly's hand
like that?

Would he care?

When Jere was little,

he made
these amazing sandwiches.

- And Conrad...
- Mom, no.

...Conrad, whose
sandwich-making skills

were PB and J at best,

he convinced Jere that, uh,

- crust made your hair curly.
- Mm-hmm.

Oh, dude, that's right. Because
you wanted straight hair.

- Yeah. Yeah.
- Yeah.

So Jere never touched
his sandwiches...

- Never.
- ...and Conrad finished them off.

Oh. Devious.

You got me back, though.

Remember when you peed
in my lunchbox?

Yeah, let's not talk
about that.

- Okay.
- Let's talk about it.

Uh, are you ready
for board games?

I'm... I'm too full.

Come here.
Belly, come up here.

Beck found a bunch of 90s
clothes she wants you to try on.

I still haven't gotten through

the last batch
of Susanna's baby tees.

I really don't know
how I feel about

you wearing my mom's
baby tees from college.

There's a lot of plaid.
And ratty Oasis T-shirts

- she stole from me!
- Don't listen to her.

This stuff is gold.

Yeah, Steven's setting up
the Wii in the other room

- if you want to play some games.
- Nah, I'm going to

call it a night.

Okay.

Uh, actually...

can I talk to you for a sec?

Yeah, what's up?

Next time Belly is coming over,

can you give me a heads-up
or something?

What do you mean?

I thought you knew
everybody was coming over.

Yeah, I did. But if you guys are
going to be here together,

then I don't want to be around.

Jere, come on.
It's Thanksgiving.

- Of course we're...
- No, it's better for everyone

if we just keep
some distance, okay?

You do your thing
and I'll do mine.

Sure.

If that's what you want.

Good night.

You hear music?

Yeah.

♪ But I gotta know ♪

♪ Do you really like me?
Do you really like me ♪

♪ Low on time, I'd like to...

- Oh, my God.
- Ow.

Oh, I'm sorry.

I hope we didn't
interrupt anything.

No, you didn't
interrupt anything.

♪ Do you really like me...

Yeah, uh, we were
just talking about, um,

you know, the-the deb ball,
and, um, I figured I would just

show Taylor some moves.

I mean, they drilled them
so deep into our head,

they're pretty hard
to forget, right?

Yeah.

Were you guys looking

for something specific?

We were specifically
looking for you.

We found a place to sleep.

I-I've been texting you, but...

That's-that's-that's my fault.
Just...

- Shoddy reception.
- Oh. - Mm.

...set in here?

- You play gin rummy?
- This is her favorite part.

I'm not very good at it.

I am.
Let me get the cards.

You don't have
to entertain me, Mr. Baxter.

There's nothing
I'd like better.

You know, uh, togetherness.

- Guess what I did last Christmas?
- Whoa, whoa.

There's extra napkins
if you need them.

Thank you.

I'll take one.

...then I came home
and cleaned up

after Mr. Eichelberger.

He had a little
eggnog party here.

So I'm way ahead this year.

Ah, three across,
spades double,

high deals.

Six, eight.

Taylor, that's gross.

No, I saw a TikTok about this.

You just poke a couple holes

so that the smoke is, uh,
able to pass through

and then you just...

Yeah, but you can't just...

you can't just
smoke random weed.

Belly, it's not random weed.

It's Lost and Found
rich people weed.

It's probably really good.

- Can you hand me another one?
- Yeah.

Well, you need any help,
Tay Tay?

Could you just give me
a minute? Damn.

Okay, c...

can you just be
a little more neat, please?

Also, you can't smoke in here.

The upholstery...

I'm not going to smoke in here.

What do you call it
when somebody...

All right, uh, well,

why don't we take this outside

before Cam Cameron has a stroke?

I'm hitting the gas!

- Oh, yeah!
- Oh, come on.

Doesn't really... It's
not supposed to go that fast.

Can you try and be
a little quiet?

'Cause we're actually not even
supposed to be out here.

- Come on, hit the gas!
- I'm hitting the gas.

Wait, guys, guys, guys.

I think I know
what the problem is, man.

- What?
- I think there's too many of us on here.

- Oh!
- Yeah, yeah, yeah.

That makes sense.

Oh! Comin' for you.

- You are so gonna pay for that.
- Go, go, go!

All right, all right.

All right, all right.

- Should've stayed inside.
- Need some help?

This is so annoying.

Weed is not supposed
to be this difficult.

I mean, it's like...

Can I give it a shot?

- Yeah. Have at it.
- Thanks.

Be gentle.

- Come on.
- Oh, you want help?

What?

- What was that look?
- Mm.

You and Steven. It just...

seems like
there's kind of a vibe.

No, there's no vibe.

I save all my...
all my vibing for Milo.

Okay.

Steven really hurt me last year.

It's just...
It's not the kind of hurt

that just goes away easily.

You know?

- Yeah.
- Or, like, ever, maybe.

Yeah, I get it.

I know you do.

I think I... I loved Conrad

longer and truer
than anyone in my whole life.

And I'll probably never
love anyone like that again.

To be honest,
it's kind of a relief.

'Cause I don't know, I don't
know if I could survive that.

Can we make a pact?

Can we just leave
first love in the past?

Like, where it belongs?

Yeah. Yes. Yes.

I saw you and Jeremy
on the boardwalk.

And tonight on the couch.

There's something there.

Doesn't matter
how far apart you sit, you know?

It's there.

Yeah, I feel like there...

there could be something,
you know?

- Mm-hmm.
- Like this charge

building between us.

But, you know,
then he reminds me

how much I hurt him before.

I don't know. I'm like...

I shouldn't even be thinking
about him like that.

Mm-hmm.
Almost got it.

Push, push!

- Put your back into it!
- Oh, God!

All right. All right,
this thing is officially dead.

Why don't we crash up there
for the night?

Well, that would be
perfect timing,

because I have discovered
the secret of the apple bong.

Good job, Skye.

You know, that's surprising.

I have layers.

Great.

Start unpacking.

Taylor, volleyball camp
is in four days.

It's not like
they're going to drug test us.

Coach would have had to put
that in her email, right?

What email?

The one that we got
yesterday about camp.

Have you talked to Coach yet?

Um...

- No, not yet.
- Belly, wait. Why?

I swear to God,
if you bail on us again...

No, no, no. I'm not bailing.
I want to go.

Okay, well, don't tell me.
Tell Coach that.

Okay.

Okay, yeah.
I'll text her right now.

- Yeah. Great. Here.
- All right.

You know, I-I...
I really just don't want to...

I don't want to have
to have a big conversation

with her about last season,

and, I don't know, I feel like

I just want to show up
ready to play

- and prove myself on the court.
- Okay.

I love that.
It's very Killa B.

- Right?
- Yeah.

So I don't have
to text her, right?

Give me your phone.

Mm...

This is ridiculous.

"Hey, Coach, I'm planning
to come to camp next weekend.

I already talked
to the rest of the squad

and they are cool
with me coming.

Can't wait to see you
on the court."

Yeah,
that's good. Yeah.

What's happening over here? Hmm?

We playing Truth or Dare
or what?

All right. Yeah. You in?

Um...

I dare you
to eat the apple bong.

- Ew.
- I'm not scared. I've done worse.

Yeah, we know.

We worked so hard on this.

I am so sorry, Skye.

- I'm so sorry.
- And now it's...

What does it taste like?

It tastes so...

Oh, my God!

Oh, my God.

- Gross.
- Goddamn it!

Wait, wait. He knows he's going
to have to clean that up, right?

We'll make him clean it up.
We'll make him clean it up.

Apple all over my leg.

You guys trying to keep playing
Truth or Dare?

Conrad?

- I'm not playing.
- Come on, dude.

- No.
- What, you scared?

Come on, man.

Where do you, uh, see yourself

in the next ten years?

Here, honestly.

Coming back to Cousins.

Fourth of July barbecues,

digging for clams,
serving with Jere...

- Making pomegranate margaritas.
- Right, right.

I don't know, I just feel like

whatever kind of shit
you got going on,

you just come back here,
you forget about it.

Come on, man. Nobody's playing
Truth or Dare right.

It's either you go big
or you go home.

Agreed. This needs to get
way more Euphoria.

Okay. Um...
I'll give it a whirl.

- Hey.
- Yay.

- Uh...
- What you got?

Belly. I dare you to, uh,

kiss Jeremiah.

I can remember
the exact moment

when everything changed.

♪ Strange light revolves ♪

- ♪ Around you ♪
- Oh, my God.

♪ You float across the room...

From the first moment
I saw her last summer,

I was done for.

♪ Heaven can't hold...

She'd always been just Belly.

A girl I've known
my whole life, my friend.

Except what I was feeling
in that moment

was so much stronger.

- How was the drive?
- Good.

- Great.
- Awesome. Hey...

I wanted to grab her
and hold her

and kiss the shit out of her.

- And the feeling never went away.
- Uh...

Jere! Jere, Jere, Jere, Jere!
Come over here. Come on.

But I wasn't
the only one.

♪ God only knows ♪

♪ Where this could go ♪

♪ And even if our love
starts to grow...

I tried to convince myself
for a long time

that they weren't inevitable.

Too bad. I like me
better without them.

That I had a chance.

♪ Heaven won't be the same...

But it's pretty clear to me now
that I never actually did.

...exactly like
I thought it would.

You know, aren't we too old
for that kind of shit?

Right?

Yeah.

Cam, you know the drill.

Yes. Truth, please.

What's your biggest regret?

Um...

I'd probably say, um,
not spending enough time

with my sister before she died.

- Whoa, I'm sorry. I didn't know.
- It's okay.

- You don't have to talk about it if you don't want to.
- It's okay.

It was ten years ago.

She was 16. Um,

I was just a kid.

I really looked up to her.

Mm, I still look up to her.

Does it get any easier?

Yeah.

It's always there, you know.

But, um...

the pain starts to, uh...

you know, feel more like
a scar than it does a scab.

Like, sometimes something
totally random will set you off.

Like, um...

a song she used
to play for you or, um...

little yellow tree
air fresheners

she had in her car and the...

pain just feels brand-new again.

But, um...

everything...

everything goes
back to normal.

Eventually.
Whatever the hell that means.

Yeah, the fuck if I know.

I'm sorry, man.

No.

I'm sorry about your mom.

She was really cool.

Sorry, Taylor,
where did we lose you there?

Oh, my God.
No, you didn't lose me at all.

All right, just, like...

No, I really love talking
about mental health.

Like, you should
look at my TikTok.

It's, like, 70% therapists.

I'm just, like,
really fucking tired right now.

Yeah, I guess it is
getting kind of late.

I'll, uh, I'll go get you
some blankets.

- Yeah, let's do it.
- Yep.

Is this camping?
'Cause I got

a badge for that shit
in Girl Scouts.

Gonna take my leave.

Did anyone find
an air mattress, by chance?

Hey, um...

I'm, uh, I'm sorry
if the dancing thing was weird.

It wasn't weird.

I mean, it was,
but I didn't hate it.

Bad bitches
need their roses, too.

You know?

I'll take your word for it.

- You know what I mean.
- Yeah, sure.

Hey.

You want to go
finish the movie?

It's kind of late.

Do I have BO or something?

I mean,
I've never seen you turn down

a Truth or Dare kiss before.

Don't-don't do that.

Do what? I'm just trying
to talk to you.

I mean, before,
on the, on the boardwalk...

Just stop.

Okay?

Why?

Why don't you want to kiss me?

Because if I kiss you, I don't
know that I can ever stop.

I'm sorry,
Laurel, but you suck

at taking pictures.

I just wish I could be
with you guys.

I'll make sure she
gets some good ones, Susannah.

Don't let it sit
too long.

Thank you.

Okay, now I-I want one with-with
all the girls together.

I was annoyed

with Conrad that day,

with everything about him.

He'd gotten to take Belly
to her prom,

and he'd acted like
it was some big chore.

I don't have
your corsage.

I must have left it
in my dorm fridge.

It's okay.

We got to go.

Yes. Yes.

Beck, it's time
for them to head out.

I'm just going to get
a couple last pictures, okay?

I'm heading up to you tomorrow,
first thing.

Have fun, everyone.

If it had been me,
I would have done it right.

I wouldn't have
forgotten the corsage.

I'd have given her
the perfect night.

Hey.

I'm ready for a little Marilyn.

You want to go a little cowboy
with The Misfits,

or drag with Some Like It Hot?

Are you okay?

Conrad forgot Belly's corsage?

That's shitty of him.

He left it
in his dorm fridge.

It was so beautiful, too.

He sent over pictures.
Orchids.

Drink up.

I'm sorry. They ran out
of vanilla at the store, so...

...I hope you still like it.

It's okay.
The little cocktail umbrella

kind of makes me feel
like I'm having

a strawberry daiquiri
or something.

It was Belly's favorite.

The virgin strawberry
daiquiri at the club?

It's 'cause it always came
with those little umbrellas.

I totally forgot that about her.

You always remember
what makes Belly happy.

Yeah.

Oh, honey.

You still have feelings for her.

No, Mom. I-I got over
that crush a long time ago.

You never let anyone
see you hurting.

I'm fine, Mom. Seriously.

Yeah, well, sometimes I think

you're a little too good
at being fine.

Well, isn't that what
everyone wants me to be?

No.

Not me.

This is all my fault.

I got so excited

at the prospect of Belly
being with one of my boys.

It must have been
so hard for you,

seeing her with your brother.

I don't want you have
to worry about that, Mom.

Promise me.

You and Conrad will never let
anything come between you.

You will always
put each other first.

Mom, Con and I are fine.
I promise.

You don't have to worry
about that, okay? She chose him.

They-they chose each other
and I'm...

I'm, I'm...

Her best friend.

This is just the beginning
of your story, Jere.

And I-I can't guarantee
anyone's feelings.

Or promise that
no one will get hurt. But...

...the fun in life
is figuring out

where the rest
of the story goes.

Do you know what
my graduation quote was?

Amelia Earhart.

"Adventure is
worthwhile in itself."

Remember that.

I adore you, sunshine boy.

My dad always loved
Conrad better.

Love you, too.

But I had my mom.

She was the only person
who ever really saw me.

Her and Belly.

So, um...

What are you saying?

I don't know, Bells,
it's complicated.

That thing you said earlier?

About "adventure is worthwhile"?

Did my mom tell you about that?

No, I...

I saw it
on your graduation cap.

When my mom went, she, uh,
recorded the whole ceremony.

I saw you get your diploma.
Strut up to the stage.

I wanted to be there
for your day,

even if it was, you know...

just through my mom's phone.

♪ Swear I couldn't sleep
a wink last night...

Shall we?

♪ Not the same
without your head ♪

♪ On my shoulders ♪

♪ Growing pains,
but I don't want to get older ♪

♪ I heard that
you're happy without me ♪

♪ And I hope it's true ♪

Good night, Bells.

Good night.

♪ It kills me a little...

My whole life, it's
always been Conrad for Belly.

But maybe...

..maybe, for the rest of
the story, it could be me.

♪ I'd still die for you ♪♪

- Get off of me.
- Ow.

What time is it?

- What's going on out here?
- Hmm?

Mom. Hi. I'm so sorry. Um...

They... they needed
a place to stay

because they lost their house.

- Cam...
- Um... I'll clean everything up, I swear.

- No, we'll-we'll all clean.
- Good.

- And don't forget to return the cart.
- Yeah, yeah.

Still thinking about
the whole Liam thing?

Texted him last night.

Figured you might.

He told me how
the whole thing went down,

um, and he gave me the contacts
for his estate lawyers.

You gonna call?

- Jere, you don't have to be a part of this.
- What did I say?

Just no more doing
everything alone. Okay?

Well,
I sent him an email

and told him
the situation's urgent.

I'm hoping that since
I got the connect from Liam,

that they'll respond
by tomorrow.

Okay. Well, as soon as they do,

we'll let Julia know that we
have an offer she can't refuse.

Okay.

So we'll lock up.

Head to, um...

Oh.

Wow. Look who it is.

- Hi.
- It's okay. I'll handle it.

- Thank you very much.
- I'll be in touch?

Yes, thank you.

Excuse me.

Oh, I wish
you boys had gone home

when I asked you to.

You're not getting us
to abandon our house, Julia.

It's not your house, Conrad.

And, um...

it won't be mine
for long, either.

Julia, please.
We have an idea, okay?

A buyer has
made an offer

on the house
and I've officially accepted it.

I have to go to Boston

to finalize the details,
but, um,

it's done.

The house is sold.

♪ I'm still trippin',
wishin' that I could go back ♪

♪ I broke bones
and I shed some blood ♪

♪ And time took
a few friends I love ♪

♪ No matter which way I run ♪

♪ I can't go back
to the way it was, no ♪

♪ And I can't go back
to the way it was ♪

♪ And I can't go back
to the way it was ♪

♪ I reminisce ♪

♪ On the last Christmas I spent
with my mom and my dad ♪

♪ I'm still trippin' ♪

♪ Wishin' that I could go back ♪

♪ To know what I'm missin' ♪

♪ It's a mystery,
oh, how'd I forget? ♪

♪ I'm not a magician ♪

♪ I try fixin' shit
that I can't ♪

♪ Memories make me sick ♪

♪ I hope the past
the hardest that it gets ♪

♪ Mama said
she drinkin' to forget ♪

♪ I told my mama,
"Save your son a sip" ♪

♪ Tryna slow my breath
and get a grip ♪

♪ I think life is harder
than in death ♪

♪ They're in Heaven,
I'm the one that's left ♪

♪ They left ♪

♪ I did things
that I knew were wrong ♪

♪ But time just keeps
movin' on ♪

♪ And no matter
which way I run ♪

♪ I can't go back
to the way it was ♪

♪ I broke bones
and I shed some blood ♪

♪ And time took
a few friends I love ♪

♪ And no matter
which way I run ♪

♪ I can't go back
to the way it was, no ♪

♪ And I can't go back
to the way it was ♪

♪ And I can't go back
to the way it was ♪

♪ And I can't
go back to the way it was ♪

♪ Hold this moment
while you can ♪

♪ Tell your people
that you care ♪

♪ Do it now
while you still can ♪

♪ I can't go back
to the way it was, no ♪

- ♪ Can't go back to the ♪
- ♪ I said ♪

♪ I can't go back
to the way it was ♪

- ♪ Now, oh ♪
- ♪ No, no ♪

♪ I can't go back
to the way it was, no ♪♪