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I have Suze Randall,
photographer for Playboy, ex-model.
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You find yourself having to use,
let's say, feminine wiles
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in your pursuit of your career goals.
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Absolutely.
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Times have changed.
I mean, it was topless in Playboy,
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and then Guccione came along
and showed the bush.
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Discovered the bush.
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- Do you wanna film it?
- Yeah.
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Good. Let's do it.
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And action.
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Well, I managed to blackmail my way
in there.
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Then all the guys were very, "My God.
What the hell are you doing here?
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Silly little girl, go home." You know?
"Stop playing with your camera."
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Well, it's really great
to make somebody look beautiful,
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- which you can with the lighting.
- Yeah. Yeah.
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Thank you!
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Let's do it again!
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And draping...
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Great, Jada. Gorgeous.
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Yes, perfect.
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I feel I'm a feminist.
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You can take total advantage of the men,
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if you've got the balls
to do what you want.
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To do it better. To do it harder.
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And you're also cute. Come on.
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I'd like to get into sexy movies.
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Only because I've done
the whole magazine trip and...
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As an actress?
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No, on the other side.
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Kick these guys out of line,
'cause it is a boys club.
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But you can do it.
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And cut. Perfect.
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That was lovely. Thank you very much.
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We've shown them!
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I mean, this is cool. Like, this piece...
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Like a dark plating...
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Yeah. And that opens up in the front.
So you can see boobs.
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My name is Holly Randall.
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And I'm an erotic photographer,
producer and director.
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This really caught my eye.
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- Oh! Yeah, that's beautiful.
- Isn't that neat?
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There are mostly male directors
and producers in this industry.
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So, I'm one of the very few females.
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I'm just hoping this doesn't cut
into her boobs weird.
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You know what I mean?
Like if it cuts into them here.
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And then, she has, like, a weird under...
squished underboob.
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Squished underboob is in
right now. It's the new sideboob.
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I'm known for fabulous hair and makeup...
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great wardrobe...
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great locations and settings...
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good posing...
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beautiful girls.
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You know, just high-quality glamour work.
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I think we have more stuff
that would work, like, for the sorceress.
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- Right.
- And the priestess.
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This is kind of cool. It's a cape.
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And it's open.
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My clients come to me because they want
that feminine touch in their work.
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Perhaps the more female-friendly view,
whatever you wanna call it.
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They want that high quality.
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They want the glamour. They want...
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They want that look.
They want the Holly Randall look.
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I'm such a perfectionist,
and I'm such a detail-oriented person,
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that if I'm watching something
and a girl's, like, eyelash is coming off,
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or, like, her hair is out of place,
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or there's a water bottle
in the background,
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or if the bed's not made,
that makes me crazy.
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All of those little details
that you put into something,
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I think, brings the production value up.
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Pretty porn is more erotic.
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And that's something that I try to invoke
in my work.
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Come on, piggies.
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Come on, Mama.
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Oh, piggery.
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Piggery.
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Mom, you should say, "I'm Suze Randall,
and I'm an erotic photographer."
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I'm not anymore.
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Okay, a retired erotic photographer?
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Does that work?
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I'm Suze Randall,
and I'm an erotic photographer
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who's been put out to pasture.
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People always ask me,
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"When did you find out
what your parents did for a living?"
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And there was never this moment,
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this epiphany, like, "Oh, my God.
My parents work in porn."
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Hey, Mom, this has got some weird,
like, lock thing on it,
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that I'm not familiar with.
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- Hey.
- Yeah, it's a Parelli.
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And it's also broken.
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- That would explain it.
- Yeah.
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My parents never really...
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I don't think
we ever really talked about sex
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when I was young.
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They never were, like,
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- "Okay, this is how, like, sex works."
- Oh, so embarrassing.
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But they did buy me this book called
Where Do I Come From?
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I think it's really awkward...
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to talk about sex.
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Two old people talking to children...
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Yeah, but someone's gotta tell them.
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You're a good girl.
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The only thing I ever lectured her about
were her table manners.
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Otherwise, you know,
she learned it all herself.
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Table manners.
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I don't know.
My birthday's actually on Labor Day.
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- Oh, you wanna have a party?
- So...
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- Why're you so lazy?
- I just...
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I always loved pictures.
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And I was always obsessed with images.
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But it wasn't something
that I necessarily thought
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I was gonna get into.
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I mean, when I was really, really young,
I wanted to be a veterinarian.
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- And, it's kinda funny, I...
- That would've been good.
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- It would've been very convenient for you.
- Very helpful. Yeah.
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But I started working
for my parents when I was 20.
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And then I just sort of never left.
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I grew up very much
in this kind of bubble.
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Like this little...
this Suze Randall bubble,
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where, um... the porn that we shot
was very much, like, on our own terms.
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We were shooting the best girls.
We had the best makeup artists.
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We had the best wardrobe.
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We had so much creative freedom.
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And it was like playing with Barbies.
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They just take their clothes off
afterwards and then have sex.
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But the industry has changed
so much since I got in it.
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And boom. Good. Boom. Boom.
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Keep going.
This is where you're gonna poke me.
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So I just blocked it, boom.
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Boom.
So when I hit it, let it keep going.
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That's it. Exactly.
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When I hit it, keep it going.
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Boom.
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There you go. That's it.
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I don't think that anybody
could've anticipated the Internet.
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It's just...
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nobody pays for porn anymore.
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Bring it in and step back then.
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Because so many people
watch porn for free...
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shooting those high-end productions
is very difficult.
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Episode 3.
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Blah, blah, blah, blah, blah.
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There's a lot of dialogue.
You know, my budgets continue to shrink.
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The amount of time that I have to shoot
continues to shrink.
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I have to keep coming up with shortcuts
to bring in that feminine touch
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that I'm known for.
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- Hey, Michelle.
- Yeah?
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We gotta run her makeup by Montreal.
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We are shooting a big feature
for Digital Playground.
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Their working title is Quest.
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It's basically like a fantasy
kind of medieval type of movie.
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So, it's pretty involved.
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I'm gonna have to redo
that whole section of her face.
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Obviously,
I'll have to redo the eyebrow.
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Do the eyebrow.
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In my day, we would
spend three days on a centerfold.
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Today, my daughter has to do
three centerfolds in a day.
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That's a lot of pressure. It's bonkers.
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You all right?
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Yeah. I'm just stressed. I'm just...
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- Hate this show right now.
- Huh?
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I just... yeah, it's fine.
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It's just one of those struggles
that I'm dealing with right now.
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Imagine... a woman, blonde...
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she's giving a blowjob.
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Why?
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Because this nice guy came to her rescue
when her car broke down.
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It's time for porn to change.
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We need women in the leadership roles.
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I don't want to get women out of porn.
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I want to get women into porn.
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I'm Erika. Erika Lust.
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I do erotic films.
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It all kind of started a long time ago,
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with Five Hot Stories for Her,
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which I don't have in stock.
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But I do have one of my first films,
Barcelona Sex Project.
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Life Love Lust.
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And Cabaret Desire,
I should have somewhere.
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This was the beginning
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of Erika Lust.
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When I look at regular mainstream porn,
it's not good enough for me.
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See that little booty right there.
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I want something more.
I want emotion. I want passion.
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I want intimacy.
I want to feel with them.
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- I have to suck dick...
- You lose.
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You have to do something.
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I have to suck his dick now.
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- Don't be shy.
- Okay.
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The people creating it
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are people more interested in...
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punish-fucking women...
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Shut up.
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than showing a good sexual encounter.
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But when you start criticizing porn,
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there's many people getting afraid
that you are kind of sex-negative.
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I've been called everything
from feminazi to a fake feminist.
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Many producers feel that I'm pushing
too much for the female perspective.
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It's just not fair
that only men work in pornography,
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that only men are the ones
portraying human sexuality
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through the media of pornography.
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Okay,
let's look at this again, very organized.
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What's the first shot?
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- The confession.
- The confession.
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At this moment, I'm working
in a project called Xconfessions.
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And it's a very interesting project,
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because people are sending
their fantasies to me.
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And I turn them into erotic short films.
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Crowd-sourced erotica.
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The typical structure
of a pornographic movie
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is that the man is the main character.
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It's about him. It's about his desire.
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That really didn't work out for me,
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because when I have sex with someone,
it's about both of us.
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When you show sex,
it should be based on values
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where you feel that the people in it,
that they are connected.
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That they are respecting each other.
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Another thing
that I didn't like about pornography
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was that most of it was so badly done.
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It didn't feel like they had cared
about the cinematic vision of it.
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I realized that I wanted
to see something made for women
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where you could actually see
female pleasure.
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But at the same time I wanted to see
something aesthetically interesting.
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And I thought,
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"Yeah, maybe I should try
to make an adult movie."
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I'm, uh...
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I'm looking for the pilot.
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So, I wrote the script and I shot it.
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I started erikalust.com,
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and after a few weeks,
I had two million downloads.
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And people were just writing
and writing and writing to me.
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"When are you gonna make more?"
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I need a signature, lady.
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Should I sign the last or...
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Yes, any kind of signature.
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Pablo is my partner.
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We came out with this phrase
to say that we're partners in lust.
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Meaning we're partners in this company.
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And also in lust and in life.
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- And in...
- Partners in life and lust.
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- Life...
- Sounds super great, doesn't it?
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Partners in life and love and lust.
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You need to go back to production.
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Time is tickling.
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Our relationship is not as weird
as people would assume.
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We have, like, a normal...
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healthy sex life, I guess.
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It's not that special.
249
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"It's not that special."
250
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Oh, my God!
251
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Sorry.
252
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Erika, she takes all the creative work.
253
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And I do more of the operational
and the human resources
254
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and marketing work.
255
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- Sorry, I wanted to show something.
- Okay.
256
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Today...
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We are shocked with this ad
258
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that is today on the tubes called
"Teens Get Destroyed."
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Look, this is what
tube sites today look like.
260
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- Yeah.
- They look like this.
261
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This is the kind of content
that is out there.
262
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We can't ignore that porn today
is sex education.
263
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Especially for people who never had
sexual experiences in their own life.
264
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How are they gonna know
how sex actually works?
265
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I have two daughters.
And porn is one click away.
266
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Many parents have absolutely no clue.
267
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If their kid has access to an iPad,
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that kid has also access
to all the porn tubes online.
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Even YouTube,
which is the television of today,
270
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you can find pornography.
271
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And the one who are teaching our children
are the porn stars.
272
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I mean, imagine if I would leave...
273
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my kids to learn about drugs
from the drug dealers.
274
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That is why it is important
that this company has success.
275
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I remember being
so excited about this set,
276
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'cause this is, like, really when I...
277
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My mom finally trusted me to shoot a set
with all the bells and whistles, you know?
278
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I'll, like, look back through old shoots
that we used to do for Suze.net
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for inspiration for, like, shoots today.
280
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Here's something that
you won't really see anytime soon.
281
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My mom did an eight-girl orgy,
282
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with Nikki Tyler, Jenna Jameson,
Bonita Saint
283
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and a bunch of other famous girls.
284
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Look at that,
every single one of them is styled.
285
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Like that kind of high-end,
like, super glam...
286
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Oh, that must have taken forever.
287
00:17:53,364 --> 00:17:57,952
I don't think it's possible to shoot
the way that she used to shoot these days.
288
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She was such a legend.
289
00:18:04,375 --> 00:18:07,294
It was probably early '70...
290
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I was a nurse in London,
291
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and I met my husband who was a writer...
a penniless writer.
292
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So, in order to make some extra money
on the side, I answered an ad...
293
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in an underground newspaper
for nude modeling.
294
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The guy nearly fell off his chair
when he saw me
295
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because nice girls didn't do that.
296
00:18:36,783 --> 00:18:41,954
When I was modeling, I was just horrified
by the way men would treat you.
297
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Stand you on a backdrop
and ask you to do something.
298
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I mean, they're not encouraging,
so you get all stiff and...
299
00:18:51,673 --> 00:18:53,800
Then I realized
I should be a photographer,
300
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rather than some important man
301
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who's such a great lighter
and such a great technician,
302
00:18:58,805 --> 00:19:01,974
and, "You better be a great model,
in order to work with me,"
303
00:19:02,058 --> 00:19:03,350
and all that sort of crap.
304
00:19:03,434 --> 00:19:06,062
That doesn't make you feel good.
305
00:19:06,145 --> 00:19:07,354
So...
306
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It helped me... kick their ass.
307
00:19:13,986 --> 00:19:17,156
Playboy flew me over here in '75,
308
00:19:17,239 --> 00:19:20,576
because I discovered
a wonderful model, Lillian Muller.
309
00:19:22,787 --> 00:19:24,496
And I shot her for Page 3,
310
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and Hefner got a hard-on
and flew us both over.
311
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Tried to get rid of me.
312
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"Oh, Suze,
313
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food and nudes
are the hardest thing to shoot."
314
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I said, "Well...
315
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I'll have to sell my pictures
to Penthouse then, won't I?
316
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'Cause I've got no money."
317
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So they gave me a job.
318
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I worked for Playboy for three years.
319
00:19:54,068 --> 00:19:55,361
The boys were jealous.
320
00:19:55,444 --> 00:19:59,281
They'd say, "Load your own damn film,
you stupid woman."
321
00:20:01,283 --> 00:20:03,953
But it didn't matter. I did it.
322
00:20:04,036 --> 00:20:06,538
Don't know why people complain
about women.
323
00:20:06,622 --> 00:20:10,960
You've got such an advantage,
if you can work harder than the guys,
324
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if you can kick ass and you're feminine.
325
00:20:13,838 --> 00:20:15,840
You've got it made, baby.
326
00:20:17,216 --> 00:20:19,969
Women on the other side
of the camera are great.
327
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Then they become empowered
and then they realize
328
00:20:23,222 --> 00:20:28,644
that they can run their own business
and, um... they rule.
329
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They rule, baby.
330
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Monica.
331
00:20:49,540 --> 00:20:54,086
Tomorrow, I'm gonna shoot a film called
My Dream Piano Concert,
332
00:20:54,170 --> 00:20:58,590
and it's a confession by a pianist,
333
00:20:58,674 --> 00:21:01,969
and she is giving this piano concert,
334
00:21:02,053 --> 00:21:08,184
and at the same time, she's seeing people
from the audience in erotic situations,
335
00:21:08,267 --> 00:21:11,353
some of them with her.
336
00:21:11,437 --> 00:21:14,774
Even a man under the piano...
337
00:21:14,857 --> 00:21:17,860
giving her pleasure while she's playing.
338
00:21:21,823 --> 00:21:26,327
We didn't know exactly how we were gonna
be able to do a confession like this
339
00:21:26,410 --> 00:21:29,163
because we didn't know anyone
playing piano.
340
00:21:29,246 --> 00:21:33,793
But then, suddenly,
we received an e-mail from Monica,
341
00:21:33,876 --> 00:21:36,545
and it turns out she's a pianist.
342
00:21:37,296 --> 00:21:41,425
So this is my first time in erotic cinema.
343
00:21:41,508 --> 00:21:42,551
Erotic film.
344
00:21:42,634 --> 00:21:47,056
I know Erika's work from many years ago.
345
00:21:47,139 --> 00:21:48,933
I have been following her.
346
00:21:49,016 --> 00:21:50,434
Finally, I...
347
00:21:51,018 --> 00:21:54,021
I had this impulse to...
348
00:21:54,105 --> 00:21:58,109
to participate with her, and I called her,
and we have a meeting, and...
349
00:21:58,192 --> 00:22:00,152
Yeah, and we are here.
350
00:22:01,070 --> 00:22:05,032
So here we have a situation
with a quite big man...
351
00:22:05,116 --> 00:22:11,455
with a quite little space
under the piano and we need to figure out
352
00:22:11,538 --> 00:22:16,168
how we can make this work
so we can actually see something.
353
00:22:16,252 --> 00:22:20,172
Because we were thinking
to have a cunnilingus situation,
354
00:22:20,256 --> 00:22:24,468
- with you playing with the piano.
- Mm-hmm.
355
00:22:24,551 --> 00:22:26,446
The interesting thing
when I work with people
356
00:22:26,470 --> 00:22:32,184
who are not professional performers
is that they are not performing porn.
357
00:22:32,268 --> 00:22:34,020
They are just having sex.
358
00:22:36,105 --> 00:22:40,276
And I think that... that's more powerful.
359
00:22:42,861 --> 00:22:44,780
But sometimes they have a harder time,
360
00:22:44,863 --> 00:22:49,952
especially when it's the first time
for someone in front of the camera.
361
00:22:50,827 --> 00:22:55,917
No. And, then for the sex with the bench,
362
00:22:56,000 --> 00:23:00,587
it's you up on your knees,
you know, on the bench.
363
00:23:01,463 --> 00:23:05,092
- And he would be behind, okay?
- Mm-hmm.
364
00:23:05,176 --> 00:23:08,220
So, when the music is getting
more powerful,
365
00:23:08,304 --> 00:23:12,308
there we would like, you know,
a climax from you.
366
00:23:12,391 --> 00:23:16,437
All these people
that you've been fantasizing about,
367
00:23:16,520 --> 00:23:19,941
their hands upon your body, touching you.
368
00:23:21,442 --> 00:23:22,818
Maybe I'm concerned
369
00:23:22,901 --> 00:23:26,447
because I never tried to play the piano
while doing other things so it's...
370
00:23:26,530 --> 00:23:29,450
This is my worry.
371
00:23:35,539 --> 00:23:39,501
So we'll just do the two of them
fighting here first before anything. Okay.
372
00:23:48,552 --> 00:23:51,013
Let's cut. Your outfit's falling off.
373
00:23:51,097 --> 00:23:54,225
This is the most
ridiculous thing ever, like, seriously.
374
00:23:54,308 --> 00:23:55,601
Okay, you guys ready?
375
00:23:57,144 --> 00:23:59,688
- Keep rolling.
- Three-I, take two.
376
00:23:59,771 --> 00:24:01,398
Shit.
377
00:24:01,482 --> 00:24:04,193
Whoa! Assistant dies on set.
378
00:24:04,276 --> 00:24:05,963
- I almost died!
- Are we still rolling?
379
00:24:05,987 --> 00:24:07,654
- Still rolling.
- Jada...
380
00:24:07,738 --> 00:24:11,867
Don't be afraid to just cheese it up,
like, overdo the fuck out of it.
381
00:24:13,077 --> 00:24:14,429
It's a fantasy role-playing game...
382
00:24:14,453 --> 00:24:15,912
and it's porn. Cheese it up.
383
00:24:15,996 --> 00:24:19,291
All right. Action.
384
00:24:20,209 --> 00:24:22,169
What weakling now defies me?
385
00:24:23,045 --> 00:24:26,090
Ha! Typical meat shield, I'll destroy you.
386
00:24:26,173 --> 00:24:27,299
Fight me if you dare.
387
00:24:27,383 --> 00:24:28,634
That sword's mine.
388
00:24:31,137 --> 00:24:32,655
- This way.
- We're clear.
389
00:24:32,679 --> 00:24:34,140
- Perfect. Okay. Cut.
- Good.
390
00:24:34,223 --> 00:24:35,224
- Good?
- Yeah.
391
00:24:35,307 --> 00:24:36,725
Okay. Come.
392
00:24:36,808 --> 00:24:39,478
I just wanna see how you do
on this path over here.
393
00:24:41,647 --> 00:24:46,318
I've definitely been pushed
to shoot more aggressive stuff lately.
394
00:24:46,402 --> 00:24:49,696
And stuff that's more taboo, for sure.
395
00:24:50,322 --> 00:24:53,284
Scene three. Take one... two. Take two.
396
00:24:54,368 --> 00:24:56,662
But I always draw a line.
397
00:24:56,745 --> 00:24:59,040
There's definitely, like,
things I would not shoot.
398
00:24:59,915 --> 00:25:02,126
I don't wanna shoot anything degrading
to women...
399
00:25:02,209 --> 00:25:04,836
like, we're not doing swirlies.
400
00:25:04,920 --> 00:25:07,131
When you dunk a girl's head
in the toilet and flush it
401
00:25:07,214 --> 00:25:09,109
- while you're fucking her from behind.
- Oh, really?
402
00:25:09,133 --> 00:25:11,135
Yeah. We don't shoot that.
That kind of stuff.
403
00:25:11,218 --> 00:25:13,054
I would never shoot, like, that.
404
00:25:13,137 --> 00:25:14,263
- You know what I mean?
- Oh.
405
00:25:14,346 --> 00:25:15,972
Like, that's terrible.
406
00:25:16,682 --> 00:25:17,808
Okay, action.
407
00:25:18,767 --> 00:25:19,893
Gorgeous.
408
00:25:21,270 --> 00:25:22,563
With feminist porn,
409
00:25:22,646 --> 00:25:24,898
the most important thing I learned
from my mom
410
00:25:24,981 --> 00:25:26,400
is how you treat your models,
411
00:25:26,483 --> 00:25:30,112
making sure they look and feel beautiful,
all that attention to detail.
412
00:25:32,114 --> 00:25:36,535
Perfect. And then bend the elbow
and bring the arm in.
413
00:25:36,618 --> 00:25:38,704
Gorgeous.
414
00:25:38,787 --> 00:25:41,165
It's the movement.
It's just like doing ballet.
415
00:25:41,248 --> 00:25:43,709
It's the movement that goes
from your toes to your fingers...
416
00:25:43,792 --> 00:25:46,795
- Yeah.
- And everything's gotta be in alignment.
417
00:25:46,878 --> 00:25:49,506
- It all flows like a river.
- Yeah.
418
00:25:51,092 --> 00:25:53,969
It's like watching somebody doing
a great dance, you know.
419
00:25:54,052 --> 00:25:55,554
It's really beautiful.
420
00:25:56,930 --> 00:25:58,851
Gorgeous.
Can you come on that toe again?
421
00:25:59,975 --> 00:26:02,311
That's great, Jada.
422
00:26:02,394 --> 00:26:06,356
And also, you always put the woman
in the position of power.
423
00:26:06,440 --> 00:26:09,526
Have the guy on his knees. That's super.
424
00:26:09,610 --> 00:26:11,487
Exactly.
425
00:26:19,620 --> 00:26:22,456
- Now you fight like a berserker.
- Okay.
426
00:26:22,539 --> 00:26:26,168
I think that we can definitely
bring female power into pornography.
427
00:26:27,586 --> 00:26:28,837
We look after the women.
428
00:26:28,920 --> 00:26:31,047
- Yeah.
- We are for the women.
429
00:26:31,132 --> 00:26:32,924
Okay. That was good.
430
00:26:34,635 --> 00:26:35,677
Women rule.
431
00:26:37,138 --> 00:26:39,931
We are proof.
432
00:26:40,015 --> 00:26:41,683
- How was that, Morgan?
- Perfect.
433
00:26:41,767 --> 00:26:42,851
Okay. Cool.
434
00:26:42,934 --> 00:26:45,979
Cut. Okay. Let's move on.
What's the next one?
435
00:27:01,745 --> 00:27:03,497
Hello, everybody.
436
00:27:03,580 --> 00:27:05,499
- Hello.
- How are you?
437
00:27:06,417 --> 00:27:07,477
How's it going?
438
00:27:07,501 --> 00:27:09,044
- How are you?
- Very good.
439
00:27:11,130 --> 00:27:13,882
We do live in a society today,
440
00:27:13,965 --> 00:27:18,554
where we are getting more and more
responsible as consumers.
441
00:27:20,347 --> 00:27:22,974
The same way as when I go
to the supermarket,
442
00:27:23,058 --> 00:27:25,727
and I wanna buy eggs or meat...
443
00:27:26,937 --> 00:27:29,731
when we look for adult films,
444
00:27:29,815 --> 00:27:33,819
you have to understand who's making it,
who's behind it.
445
00:27:36,697 --> 00:27:41,034
It makes a difference
when I have many women in my crew.
446
00:27:41,117 --> 00:27:43,620
For example, the one behind the camera,
447
00:27:43,704 --> 00:27:50,377
is the one ultimately deciding
what images we are gonna see.
448
00:27:50,461 --> 00:27:52,338
When I have men behind the camera,
449
00:27:52,421 --> 00:27:57,259
I end up with much more footage
of her than of him.
450
00:27:58,009 --> 00:27:59,571
You have everything under control?
451
00:27:59,595 --> 00:28:01,054
Yes.
452
00:28:01,137 --> 00:28:05,226
With women,
actresses feel a lot more like...
453
00:28:05,309 --> 00:28:08,687
That they are surrounded
by a sisterhood somehow.
454
00:28:10,063 --> 00:28:12,566
- How are you? You good?
- Yeah.
455
00:28:12,649 --> 00:28:14,336
- Are you good? Yes?
- Good. Yes.
456
00:28:14,360 --> 00:28:16,194
- You didn't sleep much?
- No. Not too much.
457
00:28:16,278 --> 00:28:17,863
- What happened?
- A few hours, I think.
458
00:28:17,946 --> 00:28:19,239
- You were nervous?
- Yeah.
459
00:28:19,323 --> 00:28:22,993
- Turning around in the bed?
- Yeah, I couldn't sleep. It was just that.
460
00:28:23,076 --> 00:28:24,077
- Yeah?
- Yeah.
461
00:28:24,160 --> 00:28:26,162
Okay. And timing?
462
00:28:26,247 --> 00:28:29,082
We are good with timing. Very good.
463
00:28:29,165 --> 00:28:31,084
Okay. Promise.
464
00:28:33,295 --> 00:28:36,507
We're about to roll
on the first shot of the day.
465
00:28:40,969 --> 00:28:42,512
And action.
466
00:28:43,222 --> 00:28:46,057
I'm a pianist with a dream.
467
00:28:46,141 --> 00:28:49,102
I want to perform on the stage... nude.
468
00:28:50,521 --> 00:28:52,022
Um, s-sorry.
469
00:28:52,105 --> 00:28:53,106
Don't worry!
470
00:28:53,189 --> 00:28:55,734
Silence, please, we're going to roll!
471
00:28:55,817 --> 00:28:58,528
- Let's do it again.
- Rolling? From the beginning?
472
00:28:58,612 --> 00:29:00,406
- Yes.
- Yeah, okay.
473
00:29:05,118 --> 00:29:06,870
- Oh!
- Sorry.
474
00:29:06,953 --> 00:29:08,872
Okay, when the music...
475
00:29:08,955 --> 00:29:10,582
- Just a second.
- Yeah, cut.
476
00:29:10,666 --> 00:29:14,044
Let me think this sentence
because I'm a bit blocked here.
477
00:29:18,549 --> 00:29:20,549
Now we do it!
478
00:29:21,176 --> 00:29:22,261
Action!
479
00:29:23,178 --> 00:29:26,265
I'm a pianist with a dream.
480
00:29:26,348 --> 00:29:29,225
I want to perform on the stage... nude.
481
00:29:29,310 --> 00:29:31,227
Surrounded by the crowd.
482
00:29:31,312 --> 00:29:32,979
When the music comes to the end...
483
00:29:33,063 --> 00:29:34,439
I climax.
484
00:29:34,940 --> 00:29:37,943
I can't stop having this fantasy.
485
00:29:38,026 --> 00:29:41,905
And cut! Perfect!
We have it. That was lovely!
486
00:29:44,950 --> 00:29:47,869
Time table, time table, it's tight, huh?
487
00:29:47,953 --> 00:29:49,663
We're, like, one hour late.
488
00:29:52,833 --> 00:29:56,962
I would like to have
the sexual part done before lunch.
489
00:29:57,045 --> 00:29:59,798
I do have a professional actor coming in.
490
00:30:00,966 --> 00:30:04,010
The important thing is,
even though this is sex,
491
00:30:04,094 --> 00:30:05,488
it's very technical and everything.
492
00:30:05,512 --> 00:30:09,015
The important thing is to try to feel
at least a little bit.
493
00:30:09,099 --> 00:30:11,435
But do you want it romantic or hard?
494
00:30:11,518 --> 00:30:12,811
Romantic, right?
495
00:30:12,894 --> 00:30:15,356
At the beginning,
I want it a little softer...
496
00:30:15,439 --> 00:30:18,942
and then a little stronger,
because the musical piece.
497
00:30:19,025 --> 00:30:22,112
But the thing is,
I'm scared to tell you to go too hard,
498
00:30:22,195 --> 00:30:24,656
because then it's going to be really hard.
499
00:30:29,160 --> 00:30:30,996
Hmm.
500
00:30:31,079 --> 00:30:34,875
Performers who are used
to work in the mainstream porn industry,
501
00:30:34,958 --> 00:30:41,590
I need them to understand that
I'm not interested in them "doing porn."
502
00:30:43,634 --> 00:30:48,555
I want to show sex,
which is much more emotional.
503
00:30:52,893 --> 00:30:54,534
Let me know when you're set.
504
00:30:54,561 --> 00:30:55,562
Rolling.
505
00:30:55,646 --> 00:30:57,689
Cรกmara.
506
00:30:57,773 --> 00:30:59,065
Six, three, one.
507
00:31:01,276 --> 00:31:02,611
Action!
508
00:31:24,966 --> 00:31:27,343
Can we stop?
509
00:31:29,262 --> 00:31:31,682
Hold on a moment...
510
00:31:31,765 --> 00:31:32,933
Hold on a moment.
511
00:31:33,016 --> 00:31:35,977
We're holding. Do you need water?
512
00:31:38,897 --> 00:31:42,526
- Are you okay?
- Yeah, it's just painful.
513
00:31:42,609 --> 00:31:45,571
- Do you need to go to the restroom?
- No.
514
00:31:45,654 --> 00:31:48,574
Really? Are you okay?
515
00:31:48,657 --> 00:31:50,241
I'll be more careful.
516
00:31:50,325 --> 00:31:57,082
Yes. Okay, then as far as sex goes,
I'm done. I got what I need.
517
00:31:57,165 --> 00:32:03,505
I could really use an orgasm
in this position,
518
00:32:03,589 --> 00:32:08,384
which can be fake, no problem at all,
but it will be like an orgasm.
519
00:32:08,469 --> 00:32:10,929
- Yeah, there's not a lot of air here.
- Yeah, it's hot.
520
00:32:11,722 --> 00:32:13,603
Heavy, it was heavy.
521
00:32:15,141 --> 00:32:17,310
It's very hot.
Do you want some fresh air?
522
00:32:17,393 --> 00:32:18,937
No, it just hurts a little.
523
00:32:19,020 --> 00:32:21,815
Come. Do you want to go to the restroom?
524
00:32:21,898 --> 00:32:24,526
I'll be careful.
This is how I do it at home.
525
00:32:24,610 --> 00:32:28,113
The only thing we are going to do
is this fake scene.
526
00:32:28,196 --> 00:32:31,282
We don't need your orgasm.
It wasn't part of this.
527
00:32:31,366 --> 00:32:33,494
You can take care of that tonight, maybe?
528
00:32:37,831 --> 00:32:40,959
That way he'll want it more tonight.
529
00:32:41,042 --> 00:32:43,504
Yeah, he'll be left hanging.
530
00:32:44,505 --> 00:32:49,968
Later, he'll say,
"Erika doesn't even let me come."
531
00:32:50,051 --> 00:32:51,696
It is definitely a challenge
532
00:32:51,720 --> 00:32:54,973
when someone works quite a lot
in the mainstream porn industry,
533
00:32:55,056 --> 00:33:00,979
because they tend to reproduce
what they learned in the industry.
534
00:33:01,062 --> 00:33:04,190
You have, of course, the hair pulling.
535
00:33:04,274 --> 00:33:07,778
That's always in there,
and he did a few of those things.
536
00:33:07,861 --> 00:33:11,615
But with the material that we have,
537
00:33:11,698 --> 00:33:14,826
I have enough to choose
538
00:33:14,910 --> 00:33:18,830
what I want to show
and what I don't want to show.
539
00:33:20,040 --> 00:33:23,502
Because in the end,
even if it is real sex,
540
00:33:23,585 --> 00:33:26,922
this is a film, and it's an illusion,
541
00:33:27,005 --> 00:33:32,678
and I create the image
that I want you to see
542
00:33:32,761 --> 00:33:34,220
as an audience.
543
00:33:37,307 --> 00:33:38,433
Cut!
544
00:33:45,273 --> 00:33:49,152
Was really intense.
More intense than I expect.
545
00:33:49,235 --> 00:33:51,029
Monica, Monica, Monica!
546
00:33:51,112 --> 00:33:52,238
Gracias.
547
00:33:53,281 --> 00:33:57,077
I think I need to process
a little bit, the experience, yeah.
548
00:34:05,836 --> 00:34:09,255
We really started to shoot a lot
in that first High Society we did.
549
00:34:09,339 --> 00:34:11,967
You rented a beautiful house in Malibu,
550
00:34:12,050 --> 00:34:15,804
and it was the one where I'm wearing
that red top with the white collar,
551
00:34:15,887 --> 00:34:19,182
- and these white combat boots.
- I remember that set.
552
00:34:19,265 --> 00:34:21,560
That was the set that changed my career.
553
00:34:21,643 --> 00:34:23,329
- It's all my fault.
- It was great.
554
00:34:24,437 --> 00:34:26,607
You had people there taking care of us.
You had water.
555
00:34:26,690 --> 00:34:29,025
- You did things specifically...
- Yeah.
556
00:34:29,109 --> 00:34:32,237
with our care and concern
and I would feel good when I left.
557
00:34:32,320 --> 00:34:35,448
Isn't it funny, though,
like, how the industry has gone
558
00:34:35,531 --> 00:34:36,742
from when you were shooting,
559
00:34:36,825 --> 00:34:40,536
as to now when the Internet came along
and, like, then it became like,
560
00:34:40,621 --> 00:34:42,998
"Can you put a baseball bat up there?"
561
00:34:43,081 --> 00:34:44,642
Do you mind
having your head in a toilet?
562
00:34:44,666 --> 00:34:47,711
Yeah. And, like, insane porn antics.
Like, it's just crazy.
563
00:34:47,794 --> 00:34:50,171
- I know.
- They just have a quota.
564
00:34:50,255 --> 00:34:53,133
I am struggling so much
because, like, I have so much...
565
00:34:53,216 --> 00:34:55,719
less money to work with,
so now I can only use one assistant.
566
00:34:55,802 --> 00:34:58,013
I've got to rush my hair
and makeup artist,
567
00:34:58,096 --> 00:35:00,098
and I can't phone it in.
568
00:35:00,181 --> 00:35:05,353
Like, I can't, physically,
like, just let that stuff slide,
569
00:35:05,436 --> 00:35:06,897
and so at the end of the day,
570
00:35:06,980 --> 00:35:10,108
it's a longer day than I wanted.
I ended up paying more than I wanted to,
571
00:35:10,191 --> 00:35:11,902
and I end up taking home very little.
572
00:35:11,985 --> 00:35:14,446
And I'm just like,
"How the fuck am I gonna do this?"
573
00:35:17,323 --> 00:35:18,574
- Yeah.
- You know?
574
00:35:18,659 --> 00:35:20,702
And just try to bang it out
as fast as I can.
575
00:35:20,786 --> 00:35:22,162
You need to move on, my baby.
576
00:35:22,245 --> 00:35:24,665
Honestly, I mean, this year,
I've been in a place
577
00:35:24,748 --> 00:35:27,669
where I, like, wonder if there is a place
for me in this industry anymore,
578
00:35:27,751 --> 00:35:30,086
because I just don't know that...
579
00:35:30,170 --> 00:35:34,507
I don't know if it can support,
like, the high-end...
580
00:35:34,590 --> 00:35:36,342
you know, stuff that I'm used to shooting.
581
00:35:36,426 --> 00:35:38,594
When you lose money
at the end of the day...
582
00:35:39,179 --> 00:35:42,015
I can see where you're kind of
at a breaking point.
583
00:35:42,098 --> 00:35:44,258
- You're at the breaking point.
- She needs to get out.
584
00:35:47,813 --> 00:35:49,856
I've got the stigma of porn attached
to me,
585
00:35:49,940 --> 00:35:52,651
and as much as I'm not ashamed
of what I do for a living,
586
00:35:52,734 --> 00:35:55,236
there's a lot of people
who view what I do for a living
587
00:35:55,320 --> 00:35:57,488
in a much different light than I do,
588
00:35:57,572 --> 00:36:01,284
and they just don't want a pornographer,
589
00:36:01,367 --> 00:36:03,787
ex-pornographer,
whatever you wanna call me,
590
00:36:03,870 --> 00:36:05,621
shooting their fashion line.
591
00:36:07,916 --> 00:36:11,252
I think she should be a sex therapist
or something, come on.
592
00:36:11,336 --> 00:36:13,213
Move on.
593
00:36:14,297 --> 00:36:16,382
But, you know,
you can't tell your children anything.
594
00:36:17,968 --> 00:36:20,345
I wonder where my place is.
595
00:36:20,428 --> 00:36:22,138
I don't know. I don't know.
596
00:36:23,807 --> 00:36:25,433
Like, I even had this client say to me,
597
00:36:25,516 --> 00:36:27,894
like, "I'm not sure
that the extra production value
598
00:36:27,978 --> 00:36:31,106
that you put into your sets matters
in the end."
599
00:36:31,189 --> 00:36:33,316
I was like, "All right, well, that's it.
600
00:36:33,399 --> 00:36:36,569
I'm starting the website
'Three Girls on a Shitty Couch dot com.'"
601
00:36:36,652 --> 00:36:37,964
That's all it's gonna be.
602
00:36:37,988 --> 00:36:39,188
Three girls on a shitty couch.
603
00:36:39,239 --> 00:36:41,532
I'm gonna put no effort
into it whatsoever.
604
00:36:41,616 --> 00:36:42,951
It's gonna be a hit.
605
00:36:44,077 --> 00:36:45,597
Gorgeous.
606
00:36:45,662 --> 00:36:49,499
Maybe kind of push your boobs together
and lean forward a little bit.
607
00:36:49,582 --> 00:36:51,877
Yeah, yeah. Oh, awesome.
608
00:36:53,044 --> 00:36:54,045
So good.
609
00:36:55,130 --> 00:36:56,172
There are definitely...
610
00:36:56,256 --> 00:37:00,260
There are people who care about their porn
and people who want to see high-end stuff.
611
00:37:00,343 --> 00:37:03,513
But it's a small niche.
And it's hard to break into it.
612
00:37:03,596 --> 00:37:05,098
Yeah. Yeah.
613
00:37:06,057 --> 00:37:07,851
I really would like
to stay in this industry.
614
00:37:07,934 --> 00:37:09,394
I like what I'm doing.
615
00:37:09,477 --> 00:37:11,521
I'm hoping that, you know,
things will change,
616
00:37:11,604 --> 00:37:13,273
new opportunities will come up.
617
00:37:13,356 --> 00:37:14,941
You never know.
618
00:37:15,025 --> 00:37:17,402
You know, I mean,
I hope that ten years from now,
619
00:37:17,485 --> 00:37:21,948
I'm still gonna be working in it
and hopefully doing well.
620
00:37:23,033 --> 00:37:25,160
But, yeah, it's hard to say.
621
00:37:26,828 --> 00:37:28,121
I don't know.
622
00:37:38,006 --> 00:37:40,675
It has been,
like, a particularly good week.
623
00:37:40,759 --> 00:37:42,385
Yeah? A very good week?
624
00:37:42,469 --> 00:37:43,780
- Yeah.
- That's great.
625
00:37:43,804 --> 00:37:45,740
- This is Xconfessions, right?
- Yes.
626
00:37:45,764 --> 00:37:48,475
- Yeah, Xconfessions, this is the curve.
- So it's going up.
627
00:37:48,558 --> 00:37:52,061
It's going up. It's constantly going up,
and it's a beautiful project.
628
00:37:52,145 --> 00:37:54,898
- Best month ever.
- This is a record.
629
00:37:54,981 --> 00:37:57,776
- People love the films.
- Yes. That's good.
630
00:37:57,859 --> 00:38:02,447
Okay. So then good news is
we had a very good month.
631
00:38:02,530 --> 00:38:04,740
- Traffic is, uh...
- Increasing.
632
00:38:04,825 --> 00:38:05,826
Increasing.
633
00:38:06,493 --> 00:38:08,411
Retention rates also.
634
00:38:08,494 --> 00:38:10,872
And we have a lot
of new movies coming out.
635
00:38:10,956 --> 00:38:12,332
Mm-hmm. Yeah.
636
00:38:16,252 --> 00:38:20,590
I am very moved
to see so many people here.
637
00:38:20,673 --> 00:38:22,467
Thank you very much!
638
00:38:41,277 --> 00:38:46,241
There's people who feel that
they want more diversity.
639
00:38:46,324 --> 00:38:49,660
They want more people of color.
640
00:38:49,744 --> 00:38:52,956
They want people of different body sizes.
641
00:38:53,039 --> 00:38:58,837
Sometimes it's difficult to fit them all
into only my work.
642
00:39:00,296 --> 00:39:03,424
But we really need to be able to do it.
643
00:39:06,552 --> 00:39:08,304
It's more people getting involved.
644
00:39:10,932 --> 00:39:15,311
It's more people daring with this genre.
645
00:39:16,812 --> 00:39:19,690
And as women, we need to use our voice.
646
00:39:19,774 --> 00:39:24,445
We need to tell the world
how we would like it to be.
647
00:39:24,529 --> 00:39:29,617
What kind of films do we want to see?
What kind of stories do we want to tell?
648
00:39:30,326 --> 00:39:36,207
The gender roles that most porn shows,
it's not a modern vision at all.
649
00:39:36,291 --> 00:39:39,585
It's not a feminist vision.
650
00:39:42,047 --> 00:39:43,924
But we're gonna change it.
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