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you
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have
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if it quarrels with
the death of the
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events, the formal
annihilation begins
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compressing the license
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your swivel elders
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Fascination for the Japanese impression
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the notebook
cycles like a camera
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it's 1 new aesthetic revolution
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the romantic and
the hypotheritic
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have resolutions to defiance
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noted on 07/22/1979
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we're going to the theater
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today, and we're
going to see Platee
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platee is currently on the sack
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if someone is
listening and said i
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have a question for
the nutritionists
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I've always wanted something
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you have to get some sleep at school
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oh fast put on
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if you're ready, we've
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already had breakfast
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no okay then we'll get an ice cream out of the way
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So what do you want for 1 ice cream uh chocolate
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ok then i'll have lemon
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so quickly okay we have to go somewhere
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Helene
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you are perfectly healthy don't come with something like that
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Power yourself up, go to the gym
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Do something for a few days
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then you can sleep well again
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Say hello to Christopher
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don't you want to prescribe me something
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that'll be fine
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just don't get why you're so wild about it
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it's pure chemistry
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so what
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tastes the same as before
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take it easy
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you can do that with a party,
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what that means for us privately
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you also have to accept
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that uh i don't accept that
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some have to say that
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would pass that we would
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immediately have 1 problem again
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we are arguing actually they are
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never but that with
them it is anyway
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that is primarily when they are
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integrated during
the leadership issues
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for a charming idea but just another
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I remember clearly
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I sit up in bed and I concentrate
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I don't know what that
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is anymore, but I remember
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that I was thinking
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when my mother opens the door
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I can still see her beautiful
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form and I remember her um
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how should I say powdery fragile sweet smells
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she brings me back from a
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place in my consciousness
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which feels wide and soft that was nice there
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and I would actually
like to go back to this
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place that consists
only of thoughts and of me
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who she thinks
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but she waits with Me
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for the next passing train
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and lets me listen to the wagons
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to hear them and
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they all say my name
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Edward Club Edward Club Edward Club
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I learned 2 things that night
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1st, that I can reinterpret
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reality as it makes
me happy and 2nd
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that my deeper rooted
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egomania will always cheer me up
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In the past, the
messenger substance dopamine
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was thought to be
the means to happiness
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rather, dopamine is released
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when we crave
something or someone
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but if our desire is satisfied
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what then we long for happiness
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or do we long for the longing for happiness
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don't you come to bed
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I read 1 more bit
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what are you reading
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definitely Luke My brain researcher
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and what is he saying
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yes he says so
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you can control reality with your thoughts
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and that you yourself
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can reprogram like 1 computer
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i'll be right there
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did she hurt you
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the hook
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was under the tree
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speak
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speak
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he wanted me to go to church with him again
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and
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I didn't do it
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that the pastor
has to get a more
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therama from every
decent person or
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I don't want to say such
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a speech at my funeral
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more animals are suicidal
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they kill each other and then
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All sorts of people draw them or
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everyone names their
children after them
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kadel wasn't a martyr was just 1 good person
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they are examples oh so ne shit MH
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they are examples yes well ok
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then they are examples
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then you have 1,000
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examples of how to think
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and by what rules you should live
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Then why don't you go to church anymore?
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You know why I don't go to church anymore
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oh yes yes i know that
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that you are right
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because you saw reason
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it's just not true yet
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remember how you
crawled around like
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you were married
to a fucking Jesus
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and it's killing me
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that you sell yourself so below your worth ne ne
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do you understand what I mean
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you don't do anything so small
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And that's why I didn't marry you
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it's not allowed
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and for this ungodly
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condition now not yes yes either
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and now always that shitty little smile
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shit again
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that's not what or
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that is not true
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you're not kidding me
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I've lost my faith
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I've lost my faith
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I'll say something now
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Elen you never had a
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belief you never had a belief
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yet seen in what condition you
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got these damned animals home
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are the color seen on your face
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you're only there to come
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eyes closed on your
knees sweat Mars you
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have your knees
because you couldn't pass
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and then God didn't get any more up
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and then you left him
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am I right
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am I right
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now defend yourself
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stream
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am I right
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it would have been better to go to the hospital
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we are equipped for that
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you were the first that came to mind
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Yes / Yes
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I have to do a line infection
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2 fingernails must be removed
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Christoph you can also wait outside
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you don't have to look at it anyway, no
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i stay with my wife
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Where are you
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we have
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can I help you
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no i'm waiting for someone
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Mrs Brande Mrs Brande I'm right
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yes yes you are right Professor Glรผck
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you are right Professor Luf
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that is my favorite sentence
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we have a place upstairs where nobody will disturb us
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I, uh, I definitely
have coffee, it's
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quite possible that
we won't have any
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will get
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religious experiences spiritual
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feelings you know OB that
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only chemistry is electrical twitches
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can you say OB
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is it possible that something
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Do you know anything like that?
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You probably don't know
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that at all, I mean, I, I, I
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I have 1 problem
obviously and that is one
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that you are not able
to in the main menu
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to describe
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Did you have a
religious experience,
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no, at least that's something
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so they would like to have a religious experience
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spiritually they would
then have the spiritual
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experience or the definition
of a spiritual experience
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as well as
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well, you have to be a bit
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more specific with your wishes
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otherwise they will never get what they want
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So I can't give you a spiritual experience
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and as far as definitions
go, don't forget
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that his definition
might be good for so long
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until someone refutes them
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Yes
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or
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let's talk about god
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I really don't know much about belief
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I'm sorry I'm wasting your time
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but there was something in her work
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in their understanding
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aa quality
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not so much the
theories themselves,
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I didn't understand them all
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but something in their theories
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spiritual quality in my theories
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Yes / Yes
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it's actually quite natural
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ne I mean every genuine search
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pushes the limits of our experience
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and the unknown before
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that's a humbling experience
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they are humble
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No, I enjoy a strong
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self-confidence
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but the
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the greatness of my work its
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beauty I don't mean my share
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in this they understand the work itself
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that also makes you humble
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I don't help them at all
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yes we didn't even get coffee
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I failed all along the line
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To be honest I'm not used to it anymore
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I can imagine
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listen I didn't want you um
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Do you think I can
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talk to you later?
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It's impossible for me
to talk to everyone in
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the paint trade, that's
what the lecture is for
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Yes
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thank you for your time
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If you
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she comes all the way here
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without guarantees
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Professor her audience is waiting
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best is around 7
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tonight at the Italian
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restaurant at the
end of the square
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and don't tell anyone
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unless you want a bigger audience
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her hair
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they are too long
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I mean I don't mean I don't mean me
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I mean nothing sorry at 7 then
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Are you doing fine alone at home, of course
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well we shall come home
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you've only just arrived
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Now have a nice few
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days there in Hamburg, hm
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Yes
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why does your sister say a size from me
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I'll do it
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when things are gone
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the houses then the people
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I can't believe in anything
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anymore, not even in myself
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Ms. bringel you are
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just in a strange city
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it's not that bad, a lot
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of people do it all the time
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you go on holiday behind you
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so I know that but you think
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that they are quite tired
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it's not because i'm tired
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started years ago
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i am 1 person without belief
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they got their hair cut
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yes and for almost an hour I've
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just been sitting
in front of them
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oh sorry i was inattentive
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I also came here to have
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1 serious conversation
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and now they want to talk about their hair
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They didn't like
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it so I had it cut
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Professor, I don't
know what's going on
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here, no need to get
excited Ms. Brendel
286
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I only did something to please them
287
00:20:36,766 --> 00:20:38,766
does she want to relax small talk and such
288
00:20:39,166 --> 00:20:41,366
it's actually the same with my hair, uh
289
00:20:42,166 --> 00:20:44,166
I usually cut them myself in front of the mirror
290
00:20:44,800 --> 00:20:47,333
I'll wet my hair to save time
291
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stick them with scotch
292
00:20:48,966 --> 00:20:49,799
tape so that they lie flat
293
00:20:49,800 --> 00:20:50,933
and then I cut a bit AB
294
00:20:52,366 --> 00:20:53,966
I don't really care what it looks like
295
00:20:54,200 --> 00:20:56,566
I don't have to
look at me Professor,
296
00:20:56,566 --> 00:20:58,166
you don't have to
make small talk with me
297
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or help me relax
298
00:20:59,933 --> 00:21:01,466
I don't relax anymore
299
00:21:06,833 --> 00:21:09,766
oh sorry we have to go no please
300
00:21:14,833 --> 00:21:15,633
feel that
301
00:21:17,466 --> 00:21:18,299
I don't know what that
302
00:21:18,300 --> 00:21:19,666
is but I'm about to go nuts
303
00:21:23,000 --> 00:21:23,933
can burn
304
00:21:26,633 --> 00:21:28,599
they don't have to be afraid, not right now
305
00:21:30,666 --> 00:21:32,199
we are going because i want to take her with me
306
00:21:33,100 --> 00:21:33,633
to a place where I can think
307
00:21:33,633 --> 00:21:35,333
and where they
will be distracted
308
00:21:35,333 --> 00:21:37,166
nothing bad will happen understand that
309
00:21:43,833 --> 00:21:46,033
Has someone who was particularly
310
00:21:46,033 --> 00:21:46,833
important to him ever left her?
311
00:21:49,200 --> 00:21:50,300
yes my mother
312
00:21:52,800 --> 00:21:54,600
she died when I was studying in the States
313
00:21:56,600 --> 00:21:57,500
yes i uh
314
00:21:58,466 --> 00:21:59,699
you won't get bored
315
00:22:00,833 --> 00:22:02,166
what did she die of?
316
00:22:02,400 --> 00:22:04,633
1 blood clot in the head oh I'm sorry
317
00:22:06,066 --> 00:22:08,199
but that's normal normal
318
00:22:09,266 --> 00:22:10,399
Mothers die eventually,
319
00:22:10,400 --> 00:22:11,733
that's nothing unusual
320
00:22:12,733 --> 00:22:14,799
I've since adjusted it to the circumstances
321
00:22:16,200 --> 00:22:17,200
Who have they lost?
322
00:22:20,600 --> 00:22:21,400
God
323
00:22:26,533 --> 00:22:28,199
he was in everything i touched
324
00:22:30,100 --> 00:22:32,466
everything created I could feel
325
00:22:33,333 --> 00:22:36,066
I could see that it had been created
326
00:22:37,300 --> 00:22:39,100
I could taste when he touched me
327
00:22:42,966 --> 00:22:44,066
too big for his love
328
00:22:46,800 --> 00:22:48,233
Can you imagine what it's like?
329
00:22:50,300 --> 00:22:51,666
when a love like this leaves you
330
00:22:54,066 --> 00:22:54,899
one morning they look out the
331
00:22:54,900 --> 00:22:56,633
window and understand the sky
332
00:22:56,633 --> 00:22:57,433
no longer
333
00:22:59,033 --> 00:22:59,966
it's like dying
334
00:23:02,900 --> 00:23:05,966
although one would like to die but it is not possible
335
00:23:12,400 --> 00:23:15,100
I, uh, I wouldn't like to call her more before brindel
336
00:23:17,166 --> 00:23:20,533
I'm Eduard Helene, that's her name
337
00:23:21,700 --> 00:23:23,433
no, I just thought it up
338
00:23:23,966 --> 00:23:26,533
of course it is. My
name is Helene, I was
339
00:23:26,600 --> 00:23:28,300
always Helene, yes,
but not always Helene
340
00:23:28,300 --> 00:23:29,166
I'll take glasses
341
00:23:29,366 --> 00:23:31,499
My maiden name is Heimer Helene Halme
342
00:23:33,066 --> 00:23:35,233
so there was a Herr Brendel
343
00:23:35,966 --> 00:23:36,899
it still exists
344
00:23:37,666 --> 00:23:38,466
he is at home
345
00:23:40,633 --> 00:23:41,733
he knows how he is
346
00:23:42,933 --> 00:23:45,199
not always not if I don't want to
347
00:23:48,733 --> 00:23:49,733
he works a lot
348
00:23:51,466 --> 00:23:52,633
and he's not religious, he
349
00:23:52,633 --> 00:23:54,333
didn't like that
it was me either
350
00:23:55,700 --> 00:23:57,533
but the way I am now is not his fault
351
00:23:58,066 --> 00:23:59,099
well maybe it would be
352
00:23:59,100 --> 00:24:00,233
better if they were more alike
353
00:24:00,600 --> 00:24:01,533
we are how we are
354
00:24:02,800 --> 00:24:04,666
who and would have no use to anyone
355
00:24:18,233 --> 00:24:19,066
What is this
356
00:24:19,600 --> 00:24:20,466
nothing at the moment but
357
00:24:20,466 --> 00:24:22,066
soon it will be modern dance
358
00:24:23,633 --> 00:24:25,366
It just helps me think why
359
00:24:26,566 --> 00:24:27,666
I booked the tickets
360
00:24:27,666 --> 00:24:28,799
today after I met her
361
00:24:29,233 --> 00:24:29,966
and your dance yes that's
362
00:24:29,966 --> 00:24:31,466
exactly what they need now
363
00:24:31,466 --> 00:24:32,266
trust me
364
00:24:33,266 --> 00:24:34,433
Group comes from Finland
365
00:24:35,766 --> 00:24:36,599
How are you now
366
00:24:37,633 --> 00:24:39,366
Sometimes it's important not
367
00:24:39,366 --> 00:24:40,166
to ask yourself how you're doing
368
00:24:40,400 --> 00:24:41,666
you automatically feel better
369
00:25:44,866 --> 00:25:46,166
please thank you
370
00:26:00,800 --> 00:26:04,300
well, I um, I think we'll skip the second part, um
371
00:26:13,266 --> 00:26:14,266
Do you know this story?
372
00:26:15,300 --> 00:26:15,900
I prayed every night
373
00:26:15,900 --> 00:26:16,733
when I was little
374
00:26:16,733 --> 00:26:17,799
that God gives me 1 bike
375
00:26:19,100 --> 00:26:20,233
but the bike never came
376
00:26:21,266 --> 00:26:22,299
and at some point
I realized that
377
00:26:22,300 --> 00:26:23,366
things don't work
that way with God
378
00:26:23,966 --> 00:26:25,333
so I stole 1 bike from myself
379
00:26:26,266 --> 00:26:27,599
and then prayed for forgiveness
380
00:26:30,533 --> 00:26:32,366
when you need proof you have no faith
381
00:26:34,433 --> 00:26:36,299
they had evidence of what is unusual
382
00:26:37,266 --> 00:26:39,133
God touched her, he doesn't anymore
383
00:26:40,433 --> 00:26:41,999
and maybe now they have to
384
00:26:42,000 --> 00:26:42,800
start believing
in the first place
385
00:26:45,266 --> 00:26:46,199
is their god 1 he
386
00:26:47,433 --> 00:26:48,833
it would sound
funny, yes, but if
387
00:26:48,833 --> 00:26:50,499
something sounds
funny then say it
388
00:26:51,000 --> 00:26:52,466
that it still exists for them
389
00:26:53,100 --> 00:26:54,933
MH start again
390
00:26:55,366 --> 00:26:56,233
i will try
391
00:26:56,433 --> 00:26:57,533
well now don't say it like I
392
00:26:57,533 --> 00:26:59,133
spoiled you to clean up the room
393
00:27:00,433 --> 00:27:02,066
no no I think I understand what you mean
394
00:27:02,466 --> 00:27:03,533
see what
395
00:27:22,733 --> 00:27:24,066
I had a good evening thank you
396
00:27:24,600 --> 00:27:26,600
good night Good Night
397
00:27:30,866 --> 00:27:32,866
Can I do something I would like to do?
398
00:27:34,000 --> 00:27:35,400
in any case, they always do
399
00:27:35,400 --> 00:27:36,566
worse than they intend to do
400
00:27:43,233 --> 00:27:44,033
Good luck for the future
401
00:27:47,533 --> 00:27:48,333
and thank you very much
402
00:28:01,700 --> 00:28:02,500
and
403
00:28:02,700 --> 00:28:03,500
have
404
00:29:21,233 --> 00:29:22,199
Mrs Brindel
405
00:29:22,733 --> 00:29:28,499
oh MH yeah ha ha they sound sleepy that's good
406
00:29:28,700 --> 00:29:31,633
who is that Eduard Eduard gluck
407
00:29:31,833 --> 00:29:34,499
do you know what time it is
408
00:29:34,666 --> 00:29:36,233
what time na 2 o'clock na my day
409
00:29:37,966 --> 00:29:39,866
what are you doing better well
410
00:29:40,000 --> 00:29:41,533
well you don't
know that so early
411
00:29:41,533 --> 00:29:42,866
But I'm glad you slept
412
00:29:42,866 --> 00:29:43,799
413
00:29:44,000 --> 00:29:45,700
MH eat lunch with me
414
00:29:46,200 --> 00:29:48,300
meet me at your reception in an hour
415
00:29:48,933 --> 00:29:50,833
at my reception, see you soon
416
00:30:21,133 --> 00:30:21,933
like there
417
00:30:22,333 --> 00:30:24,733
like what exactly i see you can remember
418
00:30:26,933 --> 00:30:27,733
are you hungry
419
00:30:40,866 --> 00:30:43,033
I had to leave the
conference and um I was
420
00:30:43,133 --> 00:30:44,833
planning to leave
Hamburg too, but I did
421
00:30:45,633 --> 00:30:46,666
I've changed my mind
422
00:30:47,633 --> 00:30:48,466
when I get home I have to throw
423
00:30:48,466 --> 00:30:50,299
myself into 1 new
project immediately
424
00:30:51,033 --> 00:30:53,099
That means the earlier I
425
00:30:53,100 --> 00:30:54,433
come back, the sooner it starts
426
00:30:55,900 --> 00:30:57,633
I would like to be alone
427
00:30:57,800 --> 00:30:58,466
for another 12 days, I'm sorry
428
00:30:58,466 --> 00:31:00,099
that they had to spend
their evening off with
429
00:31:00,100 --> 00:31:02,566
Me no no that was
just like being alone um
430
00:31:03,133 --> 00:31:04,833
sorry so I don't mean that
431
00:31:04,833 --> 00:31:06,699
I mean it was very relaxing
432
00:31:07,366 --> 00:31:09,733
he he he you know um
433
00:31:10,666 --> 00:31:11,933
very educated people
434
00:31:15,133 --> 00:31:17,433
no very educated academics are not
435
00:31:18,000 --> 00:31:19,566
always the best company
436
00:31:33,266 --> 00:31:34,066
So then
437
00:31:35,066 --> 00:31:36,766
thank you very much your 2nd time yes
438
00:31:37,133 --> 00:31:38,133
then I'll go to my room
439
00:31:40,733 --> 00:31:43,233
but this is the wrong hotel as please
440
00:31:44,633 --> 00:31:45,433
I live here
441
00:31:46,933 --> 00:31:47,866
Didn't I say that,
442
00:31:47,866 --> 00:31:49,566
I'm here now, room 24
443
00:31:50,533 --> 00:31:51,499
I couldn't pretend
444
00:31:51,500 --> 00:31:52,533
to leave Hamburg
445
00:31:52,533 --> 00:31:54,266
stay in the same hotel he he
446
00:31:55,400 --> 00:31:57,466
yes, I'm hiding
here, so to speak,
447
00:31:57,466 --> 00:31:58,299
but she doesn't
want to betray me
448
00:32:00,166 --> 00:32:02,333
Of course not then I'm in good hands
449
00:32:09,733 --> 00:32:10,966
Yes, maybe we'll see each other again
450
00:32:13,200 --> 00:32:14,266
I don't want to split up, I
451
00:32:14,266 --> 00:32:16,366
still have a lot to do of course
452
00:32:29,366 --> 00:32:30,599
see you again
453
00:33:08,500 --> 00:33:09,766
Hamburg has changed a lot
454
00:33:09,766 --> 00:33:10,833
since you were here with me
455
00:33:12,500 --> 00:33:14,400
how are you? I'm fine
456
00:33:15,566 --> 00:33:17,533
how is your sister much better
457
00:33:18,766 --> 00:33:20,099
she had to switch off a bit
458
00:33:20,333 --> 00:33:21,966
there is nothing to switch off anymore
459
00:33:23,400 --> 00:33:24,400
excuse
460
00:33:26,366 --> 00:33:27,333
i'm coming home tomorrow
461
00:33:28,533 --> 00:33:29,333
Yes
462
00:33:32,300 --> 00:33:33,100
is it good
463
00:33:33,800 --> 00:33:35,866
of course that's good good
464
00:34:20,533 --> 00:34:21,366
Edward
465
00:34:23,233 --> 00:34:27,433
hello Eduard oh hello Helene nice uh
466
00:34:28,100 --> 00:34:29,233
what kind of brand
467
00:34:29,733 --> 00:34:32,666
they don't know that
468
00:34:32,666 --> 00:34:33,666
uh I'm losing track
469
00:34:33,666 --> 00:34:34,799
when I'm deep in work
470
00:34:35,233 --> 00:34:37,366
oh sorry i didn't mean to bother you
471
00:34:38,033 --> 00:34:39,533
ah they didn't bother me
472
00:34:40,233 --> 00:34:41,499
and they leave Hamburg when
473
00:34:42,166 --> 00:34:44,333
So tomorrow morning I'm going home
474
00:34:45,133 --> 00:34:45,933
I just wanted to
475
00:34:47,066 --> 00:34:49,399
I didn't even know if they were still there
476
00:34:49,700 --> 00:34:50,500
then uh
477
00:34:51,800 --> 00:34:52,533
so I can't take
478
00:34:52,533 --> 00:34:53,499
you out to dinner
479
00:34:53,500 --> 00:34:54,700
I still have to finish something here
480
00:34:56,066 --> 00:34:58,166
or or let's have a drink later in the bar
481
00:34:58,566 --> 00:35:00,933
yes at 9 or at half past nine yes half past nine is good
482
00:35:01,366 --> 00:35:04,799
well pick me up at half past nine in my room AB 24
483
00:35:05,433 --> 00:35:07,933
yes I know yes they all
484
00:35:08,033 --> 00:35:08,833
ha right then see you soon
485
00:35:22,200 --> 00:35:23,100
Edward
486
00:35:25,733 --> 00:35:27,266
Edward yes
487
00:35:28,166 --> 00:35:28,966
Hello
488
00:35:30,933 --> 00:35:33,466
uh should I knock or
should I say who is here
489
00:35:33,566 --> 00:35:35,699
has never visited a
gentleman in his hotel room
490
00:35:35,700 --> 00:35:36,500
no
491
00:35:38,866 --> 00:35:39,966
knocking is done but feel
492
00:35:39,966 --> 00:35:41,399
free to tell me who you are
493
00:35:42,866 --> 00:35:43,666
I
494
00:35:43,966 --> 00:35:44,766
Hi I
495
00:35:45,400 --> 00:35:46,200
very good
496
00:35:51,100 --> 00:35:51,900
am almost done
497
00:36:46,833 --> 00:36:51,433
you saw the pictures from the computer yes no only 1
498
00:36:53,733 --> 00:36:55,299
I'm sorry if they upset
499
00:36:55,333 --> 00:36:56,366
you they are upsetting
500
00:36:58,966 --> 00:36:59,766
I um
501
00:37:02,500 --> 00:37:04,866
I am currently conducting an
502
00:37:04,866 --> 00:37:05,999
investigational
operarphilia and my group
503
00:37:06,000 --> 00:37:07,233
who treats men who
504
00:37:09,400 --> 00:37:10,466
who are morbidly addicted
505
00:37:10,466 --> 00:37:12,266
to pornographic depictions
506
00:37:14,866 --> 00:37:15,633
these are people who
507
00:37:15,633 --> 00:37:17,899
deserve our sympathy and help
508
00:37:18,033 --> 00:37:18,933
for sure
509
00:37:20,866 --> 00:37:23,533
we're not talking about a hobby or
510
00:37:24,900 --> 00:37:26,233
a hard relaxation
511
00:37:26,766 --> 00:37:28,266
whatever you think of it
512
00:37:28,766 --> 00:37:29,633
these men are born out of
513
00:37:29,633 --> 00:37:32,033
relationship with other people
514
00:37:32,033 --> 00:37:34,199
maintained in the real world
515
00:37:35,666 --> 00:37:37,333
if they actually have the
516
00:37:37,333 --> 00:37:38,733
teammate then they
can't handle it
517
00:37:42,600 --> 00:37:43,400
please elena
518
00:37:44,533 --> 00:37:45,333
Please what
519
00:37:47,833 --> 00:37:49,599
I don't know what you're asking me now
520
00:37:50,300 --> 00:37:52,033
please help me not to spoil this evening
521
00:38:01,766 --> 00:38:03,166
Can I confide in you a secret?
522
00:38:04,733 --> 00:38:06,599
When and where were
523
00:38:06,600 --> 00:38:07,400
you last really happy?
524
00:38:07,666 --> 00:38:09,099
I really mean here and now
525
00:38:10,000 --> 00:38:11,566
glittering happiness no hands in sight
526
00:38:12,400 --> 00:38:12,966
so happy that we scare
527
00:38:12,966 --> 00:38:14,399
strangers in front of you
528
00:38:15,466 --> 00:38:16,266
I don't know
529
00:38:21,400 --> 00:38:23,100
in my grandfather's attic
530
00:38:23,466 --> 00:38:24,699
there was my sleeping area
531
00:38:25,733 --> 00:38:27,133
When I woke up in
the morning, pancakes
532
00:38:27,133 --> 00:38:28,799
were already being
baked downstairs
533
00:38:31,466 --> 00:38:32,266
that was nice
534
00:38:35,000 --> 00:38:36,133
so this is now uh
535
00:38:37,466 --> 00:38:39,199
ne rather ne idea than n secret
536
00:38:40,133 --> 00:38:41,366
but I want all of them
537
00:38:41,933 --> 00:38:43,299
my investigation
538
00:38:43,600 --> 00:38:44,933
about the human brain
539
00:38:45,166 --> 00:38:47,433
basically lead to a very specific result
540
00:38:47,766 --> 00:38:49,299
that everybody
541
00:38:50,200 --> 00:38:51,200
a chance at
542
00:38:51,933 --> 00:38:53,366
to a grandfather's
543
00:38:53,366 --> 00:38:54,366
attic in his own brain
544
00:38:54,366 --> 00:38:56,866
that you feel comfortable in
545
00:38:56,866 --> 00:38:57,566
your brain and um yeah that you
546
00:38:57,566 --> 00:38:59,499
that you can count on being good
547
00:39:01,000 --> 00:39:01,800
that sounds nice
548
00:39:19,333 --> 00:39:21,333
Thank you for
everything you have
549
00:39:21,333 --> 00:39:22,633
done for me I can
really do better now
550
00:39:23,333 --> 00:39:24,599
sleep I know
551
00:39:26,566 --> 00:39:29,033
ever since finnish dancers this has been fun
552
00:39:29,766 --> 00:39:31,933
only that until
today you do not drink
553
00:39:31,933 --> 00:39:32,699
alcohol with Me and
neither does the dancer
554
00:39:32,700 --> 00:39:34,133
as well as caused me terribly
555
00:39:34,666 --> 00:39:35,966
I didn't think you were terrible
556
00:39:37,466 --> 00:39:38,266
at the beginning
557
00:39:39,833 --> 00:39:42,133
maybe I didn't
like you very much
558
00:39:42,133 --> 00:39:42,966
at the beginning
and now you still do
559
00:40:58,800 --> 00:40:59,600
these
560
00:41:02,000 --> 00:41:02,800
Oh
561
00:41:03,200 --> 00:41:04,066
I wanted that clearly
562
00:41:04,933 --> 00:41:06,399
I'm sorry it's so late
563
00:41:06,400 --> 00:41:07,400
I didn't think of it
564
00:41:08,533 --> 00:41:09,733
I still worked
565
00:41:10,033 --> 00:41:12,099
too long in one thing it doesn't do me well
566
00:41:12,600 --> 00:41:13,666
That is allright
567
00:41:17,100 --> 00:41:18,400
something's wrong here
568
00:41:18,400 --> 00:41:20,300
there oh yeah yeah sorry me
569
00:41:20,300 --> 00:41:22,333
I shouldn't bother you
570
00:41:22,433 --> 00:41:23,733
so late so it's just me um
571
00:41:24,733 --> 00:41:28,033
uh i looked at this material
572
00:41:28,033 --> 00:41:30,366
again uh the photos
you mean the porn
573
00:41:32,233 --> 00:41:34,133
well yeah that's bad
574
00:41:36,066 --> 00:41:37,733
but you will help these men
575
00:41:39,200 --> 00:41:40,366
And it's normal to be drawn
576
00:41:40,366 --> 00:41:42,433
away from other people's pain
577
00:41:43,300 --> 00:41:44,533
contagious
578
00:41:45,833 --> 00:41:48,399
the pain of other people yes but it makes you lonely
579
00:41:49,433 --> 00:41:51,399
you know it's nice that we met
580
00:41:52,066 --> 00:41:54,033
I would be happy to get a letter from you
581
00:41:54,866 --> 00:41:57,466
every now and then to know IF sleeping was saved
582
00:41:58,100 --> 00:42:00,133
yes i will decide
583
00:42:00,433 --> 00:42:02,799
well me i'm dumb too me this stuff like that
584
00:42:03,233 --> 00:42:04,533
so occupied me
585
00:42:05,666 --> 00:42:07,099
oh can i do something
586
00:42:10,666 --> 00:42:11,999
I have 1 photo of a woman
587
00:42:12,000 --> 00:42:13,200
and the 2 men stuck here
588
00:42:14,133 --> 00:42:14,999
I'm looking at that
589
00:42:18,566 --> 00:42:20,799
her lips just barely
590
00:42:20,800 --> 00:42:21,400
cover the 1st man's cock
591
00:42:21,400 --> 00:42:22,466
that I can see all
592
00:42:22,500 --> 00:42:23,800
her mouth and cock
593
00:42:25,900 --> 00:42:26,866
uh, that's the point
594
00:42:27,466 --> 00:42:28,499
that you can see everything
595
00:42:30,166 --> 00:42:31,533
the other man takes her from behind
596
00:42:33,766 --> 00:42:36,099
here word pictures where
2 men take the woman from
597
00:42:36,100 --> 00:42:37,866
behind so one takes the
ass and the other the cunt
598
00:42:38,633 --> 00:42:40,499
the penises look
like 1 thick rope that
599
00:42:40,500 --> 00:42:42,700
is well greased and
pulled through them
600
00:42:42,833 --> 00:42:45,066
like 1 fucking parasite feeding on her
601
00:42:45,466 --> 00:42:48,533
everything is so clear Helene much clearer than life
602
00:42:50,166 --> 00:42:51,333
first I feel sorry
for her because
603
00:42:51,333 --> 00:42:52,766
she is being used by these men
604
00:42:52,766 --> 00:42:53,666
but then I think she wouldn't
605
00:42:53,700 --> 00:42:55,066
have deserved it any other way
606
00:42:55,366 --> 00:42:56,266
deserved nothing else than to
607
00:42:56,266 --> 00:42:58,433
be raped with the
whole photocoup
608
00:42:58,900 --> 00:43:00,566
what happens after that on the next page
609
00:43:00,766 --> 00:43:02,266
I've seen this helps you before
610
00:43:04,466 --> 00:43:06,699
but any good man would feel
611
00:43:06,700 --> 00:43:07,566
sorry for you and
want to help you
612
00:43:07,633 --> 00:43:10,233
would she wish in her
613
00:43:10,233 --> 00:43:11,033
own grandfather's attic or
614
00:43:12,466 --> 00:43:14,033
you understand that Elena don't you
615
00:43:15,533 --> 00:43:16,966
Yes, probably
616
00:43:19,000 --> 00:43:20,066
Helene listen to me
617
00:43:21,066 --> 00:43:22,233
i want to use them too
618
00:43:23,133 --> 00:43:23,933
I am
619
00:43:26,600 --> 00:43:28,233
I want to patch my cock in
620
00:43:28,233 --> 00:43:29,399
her and cum all over her too
621
00:43:29,400 --> 00:43:30,700
and then I want to watch
622
00:43:30,700 --> 00:43:31,466
the others sew them up
623
00:43:31,466 --> 00:43:33,199
and then we'll take turns AB
624
00:43:33,200 --> 00:43:34,000
and slip it in here and there
625
00:44:32,366 --> 00:44:33,166
What is that
626
00:44:33,833 --> 00:44:34,633
1 bottle ship
627
00:44:35,533 --> 00:44:37,166
yes, I know that the 1 Buddelschiff is
628
00:44:39,433 --> 00:44:40,366
but I mean what's the point
629
00:44:44,566 --> 00:44:46,066
I'm sorry I left
630
00:44:50,866 --> 00:44:51,999
when I want to get angry
631
00:44:52,000 --> 00:44:53,166
about you with your crazy sister
632
00:44:53,166 --> 00:44:54,199
but if you found Germany
633
00:44:54,200 --> 00:44:55,433
then I get annoyed about it
634
00:44:57,300 --> 00:44:58,733
I have your free will or not
635
00:44:59,466 --> 00:45:00,266
you always say
636
00:45:09,533 --> 00:45:10,866
I'm glad you're back
637
00:46:39,966 --> 00:46:40,766
Are you there
638
00:46:43,466 --> 00:46:44,599
Did you do this
639
00:47:42,633 --> 00:47:43,433
dear Helene
640
00:47:44,566 --> 00:47:45,699
For a while I thought it
641
00:47:45,700 --> 00:47:47,100
better not to write to you
642
00:47:48,166 --> 00:47:49,166
but then I was sure that you
643
00:47:49,166 --> 00:47:50,533
wouldn't write to me either
644
00:47:54,300 --> 00:47:55,200
I'm sorry that I was so
645
00:47:55,200 --> 00:47:57,133
inconsiderate in Hamburg
646
00:47:59,233 --> 00:47:59,733
I thought you deserved
647
00:47:59,733 --> 00:48:01,833
to hear the truth about me
648
00:48:01,833 --> 00:48:03,699
because you have told Me of your truth
649
00:48:04,133 --> 00:48:06,166
but i think it was wrong
650
00:48:08,333 --> 00:48:10,766
I hope you are well and happy Helene
651
00:48:12,966 --> 00:48:14,299
write me if you are not
652
00:48:17,066 --> 00:48:18,699
I'll write down my address
653
00:48:18,700 --> 00:48:19,966
again in case you lost it
654
00:48:21,200 --> 00:48:22,000
Hit place
655
00:48:43,433 --> 00:48:44,533
it also looks like theater
656
00:48:44,533 --> 00:48:45,966
but that works really well
657
00:48:45,966 --> 00:48:46,833
I've got this here before
658
00:48:48,033 --> 00:48:49,199
welcome back today we introduce
659
00:48:49,233 --> 00:48:51,299
you to a cleaning miracle
660
00:48:51,933 --> 00:48:52,366
how about the etiquette
661
00:48:52,366 --> 00:48:54,666
of masturbation, for example
662
00:48:54,900 --> 00:48:56,933
Who can we imagine masturbating
663
00:48:57,933 --> 00:48:59,899
you don't feel like
you're offending someone
664
00:48:59,900 --> 00:49:01,366
when we think about
them while masturbating
665
00:49:01,833 --> 00:49:03,833
we simply put a personality
666
00:49:03,833 --> 00:49:04,633
over 1 image when this one us
667
00:49:04,833 --> 00:49:07,399
special devil rides and that's all
668
00:49:07,733 --> 00:49:10,066
what about a casual acquaintance?
669
00:49:10,300 --> 00:49:12,000
someone our thoughts
670
00:49:12,000 --> 00:49:13,433
might even shock
671
00:49:13,433 --> 00:49:14,799
yes, that's rare, we'll then
672
00:49:14,966 --> 00:49:17,066
introduce ourselves to your um
673
00:49:17,866 --> 00:49:20,266
how should I put it their disgust and the shirt us
674
00:49:20,766 --> 00:49:21,566
we
675
00:49:22,033 --> 00:49:23,366
Our thoughts then automatically
676
00:49:23,366 --> 00:49:25,466
steer in a different direction
677
00:49:25,733 --> 00:49:27,666
and the closer we get to these people
678
00:49:28,133 --> 00:49:30,333
the more acceptable
our fantasies become
679
00:49:30,333 --> 00:49:32,199
until they grow into
facts of the sort
680
00:49:32,300 --> 00:49:33,700
and we instead of the
681
00:49:33,700 --> 00:49:35,033
dreams that kept us company
682
00:49:35,033 --> 00:49:36,033
now have memories or just
683
00:49:36,033 --> 00:49:38,333
really n living partner
684
00:49:38,633 --> 00:49:40,133
whom we have chosen to love
685
00:49:40,566 --> 00:49:42,466
that's what I call neogibanetics
686
00:49:42,800 --> 00:49:44,500
how we control each other from
687
00:49:44,533 --> 00:49:46,233
within me and she
love each other Helene
688
00:49:47,100 --> 00:49:48,833
after you have not replied to me
689
00:49:48,833 --> 00:49:51,866
and I a reasonable
period of 6 weeks
690
00:49:51,866 --> 00:49:52,899
have waited
691
00:49:53,200 --> 00:49:54,400
I will write you now 1
692
00:49:54,700 --> 00:49:56,166
2nd and last time
693
00:49:56,700 --> 00:49:58,866
because further
silence on your part will
694
00:49:58,866 --> 00:50:01,433
show me that I have
become meaningless to you
695
00:50:02,433 --> 00:50:04,166
and practice myself in silence
696
00:50:07,966 --> 00:50:09,766
the rest of the letter will be about me
697
00:50:10,633 --> 00:50:12,033
so you don't have to read any further
698
00:50:13,600 --> 00:50:15,533
Of course I hope you do anyway
699
00:50:17,033 --> 00:50:19,133
once i start i have to keep reading
700
00:50:20,000 --> 00:50:21,566
I can't stop most
701
00:50:21,566 --> 00:50:22,699
things once I start
702
00:50:23,333 --> 00:50:24,299
but you know that
703
00:50:28,700 --> 00:50:30,966
I can apply kibanetik to anyone
704
00:50:31,533 --> 00:50:32,499
just not on myself
705
00:50:33,033 --> 00:50:34,833
you've probably noticed that too
706
00:50:36,066 --> 00:50:37,566
so I focused on the ones brought here
707
00:50:37,566 --> 00:50:39,366
Methods of reconditioning prudent
708
00:50:43,166 --> 00:50:45,333
I um watch my films after
709
00:50:45,333 --> 00:50:47,066
taking 6 milligrams of A
710
00:50:47,066 --> 00:50:49,233
injected promophien subcutaneously
711
00:50:49,600 --> 00:50:51,866
the injection causes nausea
712
00:50:52,033 --> 00:50:54,133
that cannot be
relieved by vomiting
713
00:51:05,700 --> 00:51:07,766
I like this old-fashioned brutality
714
00:51:08,500 --> 00:51:09,466
is just the right thing
715
00:51:09,466 --> 00:51:10,999
to satisfy a self-loathing
716
00:51:12,933 --> 00:51:14,333
I intend to become normal
717
00:51:14,866 --> 00:51:16,133
that sounds worrying doesn't it
718
00:51:21,866 --> 00:51:22,999
here is 1 quote for you
719
00:51:33,000 --> 00:51:34,666
1 people named Georgia vry
720
00:51:35,700 --> 00:51:38,733
Don't ask to believe before
721
00:51:38,733 --> 00:51:40,066
praying, but pray first
722
00:51:40,066 --> 00:51:42,499
because then faith will flow into a soul
723
00:51:44,333 --> 00:51:46,399
well that sounds very encouraging
724
00:51:46,700 --> 00:51:48,366
and is already 1 couple 100 years old
725
00:51:55,366 --> 00:51:56,866
I just wanted to tell you 1 more
726
00:51:57,633 --> 00:51:59,233
I'll be in town on November 4th
727
00:51:59,900 --> 00:52:00,766
not far from you
728
00:52:01,166 --> 00:52:03,266
there is 1 symposium I could attend
729
00:52:04,066 --> 00:52:05,233
but I can also stay away
730
00:52:06,400 --> 00:52:09,333
if you don't send me 1 yes
731
00:52:09,333 --> 00:52:10,966
or 1 no I don't know what to do
732
00:52:11,366 --> 00:52:15,033
it's unfair of me but true edward
733
00:52:40,433 --> 00:52:41,533
I didn't think you would
734
00:52:52,600 --> 00:52:54,600
do you know that there were therapeutic rabbits here?
735
00:52:54,766 --> 00:52:57,966
Rabbits hm a whole lot as a
736
00:52:57,966 --> 00:52:59,166
patient of God so
1 took care of it
737
00:52:59,233 --> 00:53:00,566
give names and so on
738
00:53:01,533 --> 00:53:02,333
that is pretty
739
00:53:04,666 --> 00:53:05,766
at some conference the
740
00:53:05,766 --> 00:53:07,199
catering service screwed up
741
00:53:07,200 --> 00:53:08,800
and there was no food for Sunday night
742
00:53:09,466 --> 00:53:11,566
the psychiatrists ate all
743
00:53:11,566 --> 00:53:12,366
the therapeutic rabbits all
744
00:53:13,300 --> 00:53:14,100
is that correct
745
00:53:15,100 --> 00:53:16,533
I'm not sure that is
746
00:53:17,700 --> 00:53:18,900
so so tired From this clinic
747
00:53:22,433 --> 00:53:23,233
How are you
748
00:53:25,566 --> 00:53:26,366
a little tired
749
00:53:31,833 --> 00:53:33,266
I'm just back home and I
750
00:53:33,266 --> 00:53:34,933
don't sleep well at home
751
00:53:35,366 --> 00:53:37,433
other than that, you actually look pretty good
752
00:54:01,066 --> 00:54:01,866
I'm sorry for that
753
00:54:02,933 --> 00:54:03,733
you know what
754
00:54:06,466 --> 00:54:08,133
I wanted to walk through
the city garden with
755
00:54:08,133 --> 00:54:09,899
you, look at the stupid
squirrels and then go home
756
00:54:10,666 --> 00:54:11,833
but we do it differently
757
00:54:12,533 --> 00:54:14,199
right at the end of this street
758
00:54:14,200 --> 00:54:15,233
there is a bar that
you can easily find
759
00:54:18,766 --> 00:54:20,499
if I'm not there at 8 punctually
760
00:54:20,800 --> 00:54:21,900
then you don't have to
761
00:54:21,900 --> 00:54:23,033
wait then I didn't get away
762
00:54:24,066 --> 00:54:25,099
i will try to come
763
00:54:32,200 --> 00:54:33,000
morning
764
00:54:40,833 --> 00:54:41,633
I don't have to go
765
00:54:43,733 --> 00:54:44,599
why are you walking like that
766
00:54:45,566 --> 00:54:47,533
It's Saturday night and she feels lonely
767
00:54:49,366 --> 00:54:50,166
not me
768
00:54:52,500 --> 00:54:53,366
I don't have to go
769
00:54:55,933 --> 00:54:57,099
and you don't have to stay long either
770
00:55:27,500 --> 00:55:28,766
I didn't leave earlier
771
00:55:29,533 --> 00:55:30,766
i know i was just about to leave
772
00:55:31,433 --> 00:55:32,433
really no I was about
773
00:55:32,533 --> 00:55:34,133
to start pushing myself
774
00:55:36,200 --> 00:55:37,000
1 luck
775
00:55:42,433 --> 00:55:43,333
how is the jerk off
776
00:55:49,866 --> 00:55:51,199
would you take my whip off
777
00:55:52,066 --> 00:55:54,066
i'm also curious curious
778
00:55:58,966 --> 00:56:00,133
Where should I start
779
00:56:01,533 --> 00:56:05,166
how often I masturbate on average six times a day
780
00:56:06,800 --> 00:56:07,866
sometimes more often
781
00:56:10,400 --> 00:56:12,766
everything else
has to be calculated
782
00:56:12,866 --> 00:56:13,766
according to this
number where I'm going
783
00:56:14,066 --> 00:56:15,233
how long I can stay there
784
00:56:15,233 --> 00:56:16,699
what material I can get
785
00:56:16,700 --> 00:56:17,700
that still stimulates me
786
00:56:18,466 --> 00:56:21,233
that's borderline that's actually important
787
00:56:24,166 --> 00:56:24,899
if I find something then I
788
00:56:24,900 --> 00:56:26,800
immediately drop everything
789
00:56:28,800 --> 00:56:29,533
it looks like that at night
790
00:56:29,533 --> 00:56:30,333
791
00:56:30,333 --> 00:56:31,966
sitting there when I actually
792
00:56:31,966 --> 00:56:32,766
want to correct homework
793
00:56:33,633 --> 00:56:35,066
and watch a German shepherd
794
00:56:35,066 --> 00:56:36,733
lick dog food off a cunt
795
00:56:38,333 --> 00:56:40,299
good movie great reviews so if
796
00:56:40,300 --> 00:56:42,000
you read the same
newspaper as me
797
00:56:44,900 --> 00:56:47,533
or this guy fisting her
798
00:56:49,033 --> 00:56:50,899
sometimes you also use perje bottles
799
00:56:52,966 --> 00:56:53,799
And of course I hope that
800
00:56:53,800 --> 00:56:55,266
the bottle doesn't break
801
00:56:56,766 --> 00:56:58,666
but 1 small part
of me is curious
802
00:56:58,666 --> 00:56:59,466
about everything that happens
803
00:57:01,600 --> 00:57:03,700
and I feel this impulse in me very clearly
804
00:57:05,033 --> 00:57:06,133
and I just can't believe
805
00:57:06,133 --> 00:57:07,099
what kind of person I am
806
00:57:11,200 --> 00:57:12,000
please excuse me
807
00:57:18,000 --> 00:57:18,866
still curious
808
00:57:21,800 --> 00:57:24,666
1 is clear if you
want to be angry
809
00:57:24,666 --> 00:57:26,733
then you are only
that and nothing else
810
00:57:27,333 --> 00:57:28,933
My husband does this all the time
811
00:57:30,333 --> 00:57:31,766
I don't know what he really
812
00:57:31,766 --> 00:57:33,499
feels but instead he gets angry
813
00:57:34,866 --> 00:57:36,233
I don't think he wants to be ashamed
814
00:57:41,000 --> 00:57:41,900
10 out of 10 points
815
00:57:42,933 --> 00:57:44,166
you might also add that I
816
00:57:44,166 --> 00:57:45,499
don't want to be afraid either
817
00:57:46,966 --> 00:57:47,933
of course I'm scared
818
00:57:51,033 --> 00:57:52,266
'Cause I don't want you to go
819
00:58:00,333 --> 00:58:01,833
but that's a good thing
820
00:58:05,466 --> 00:58:06,866
i know enough about pain
821
00:58:07,366 --> 00:58:09,199
but you know when I talk to her then
822
00:58:11,133 --> 00:58:12,366
then I am so ashamed
823
00:58:14,066 --> 00:58:14,866
That's good
824
00:58:16,900 --> 00:58:18,200
it's good to get low
825
00:58:23,000 --> 00:58:25,100
I haven't looked at anything in over 24 hours
826
00:58:25,466 --> 00:58:26,799
I haven't done that in years
827
00:58:28,866 --> 00:58:30,266
I was thinking of you instead
828
00:58:33,466 --> 00:58:35,466
maybe I should have
829
00:58:35,466 --> 00:58:36,266
asked you if I could or not
830
00:58:37,933 --> 00:58:39,199
you can think of whomever you want
831
00:58:39,666 --> 00:58:40,666
I told you
832
00:58:41,466 --> 00:58:42,266
I want to help you
833
00:58:48,500 --> 00:58:49,700
you are 1 good person Helene
834
00:58:51,566 --> 00:58:52,766
what are you doing here with me
835
00:58:56,066 --> 00:58:57,766
I'm exactly where I want to be
836
00:59:00,166 --> 00:59:02,233
and i'm not a good person i
837
00:59:02,233 --> 00:59:03,999
just don't always do what i want
838
00:59:05,466 --> 00:59:07,733
is what you want bad sometimes
839
00:59:12,633 --> 00:59:15,333
So earlier when I was still going to school, I did
840
00:59:15,766 --> 00:59:18,799
read all about sexually transmitted diseases
841
00:59:19,366 --> 00:59:21,499
like political hanorism for example
842
00:59:23,133 --> 00:59:23,933
during sex
843
00:59:24,833 --> 00:59:27,566
I'll open up the blood vessels
844
00:59:27,566 --> 00:59:28,366
in your chest until they burst
845
00:59:30,466 --> 00:59:31,833
you explode from within
846
00:59:33,166 --> 00:59:35,033
you only get syphilis from other
847
00:59:35,033 --> 00:59:36,566
people who have
syphilis of course
848
00:59:36,566 --> 00:59:38,133
but i even thought i would
849
00:59:38,133 --> 00:59:40,566
burst just thinking
about sex my me
850
00:59:42,233 --> 00:59:43,466
but you didn't burst
851
00:59:44,966 --> 00:59:46,433
your thoughts weren't that bad
852
00:59:47,266 --> 00:59:48,099
apparently not
853
00:59:49,466 --> 00:59:50,499
but I still have time
854
00:59:53,000 --> 00:59:53,866
Yes, that's right
855
00:59:56,300 --> 00:59:57,633
and I'm a bad influence
856
00:59:58,900 --> 00:59:59,700
Yes
857
01:00:48,433 --> 01:00:51,266
dear Lene AB now no more
858
01:00:51,266 --> 01:00:53,333
aversion just total abstinence
859
01:00:54,333 --> 01:00:56,966
that also corresponds
much more to
860
01:00:57,066 --> 01:00:58,499
my new kubetik
today is my 1st day
861
01:00:58,766 --> 01:01:01,033
I will tell you about all the other days
862
01:01:01,100 --> 01:01:03,233
1 day 24 hours dear Eduard
863
01:01:03,233 --> 01:01:06,466
and thank you for your help
864
01:01:21,466 --> 01:01:22,599
it was excellent
865
01:01:30,266 --> 01:01:33,966
dear Helene 7 days thank you
866
01:01:40,833 --> 01:01:41,633
excuse
867
01:01:42,366 --> 01:01:44,766
I didn't mean to scare you, that's fine
868
01:01:46,266 --> 01:01:48,066
we 2 don't want to go away again
869
01:01:48,400 --> 01:01:49,266
really vacation
870
01:01:50,466 --> 01:01:51,266
Why not
871
01:01:55,700 --> 01:01:56,700
dear Helene
872
01:01:57,233 --> 01:02:01,599
nearly 1 blip just nearly 18 days in
873
01:02:01,600 --> 01:02:02,800
Dear Edward
874
01:02:08,500 --> 01:02:09,866
they look ridiculous
875
01:02:11,566 --> 01:02:14,399
Dumplings are never very pretty on your fingers
876
01:02:15,766 --> 01:02:17,499
why don't you use regular patches
877
01:02:18,366 --> 01:02:19,199
they are for cooking
878
01:02:21,500 --> 01:02:23,066
then you can see when they fall into the food
879
01:02:27,100 --> 01:02:30,366
30 days dear Helene 1 whole month
880
01:02:31,033 --> 01:02:32,066
I am happy
881
01:02:32,866 --> 01:02:33,866
I hope you too
882
01:02:45,166 --> 01:02:45,966
I have to get up
883
01:02:52,666 --> 01:02:53,499
dear elena
884
01:02:54,633 --> 01:02:57,166
I celebrated my 1st month the wrong way
885
01:02:57,566 --> 01:02:58,999
am now back at 6 days
886
01:02:59,933 --> 01:03:02,866
i think i learned from hidoat
887
01:03:37,933 --> 01:03:40,699
where does he live I don't know where he is shut up
888
01:04:43,333 --> 01:04:44,233
What happened
889
01:04:44,466 --> 01:04:47,933
nothing I'm fine I just wanted to call
890
01:04:48,633 --> 01:04:52,533
So, uh, thank you, I'm glad
891
01:04:54,566 --> 01:04:56,466
I wanted to know where you live
892
01:04:58,000 --> 01:05:01,166
where are you in Berlin
893
01:05:20,800 --> 01:05:21,600
Hello
894
01:05:22,166 --> 01:05:22,966
Hello
895
01:05:54,366 --> 01:05:55,833
you have a room where you can sleep
896
01:05:58,000 --> 01:05:59,200
and I won't bother you either,
897
01:05:59,200 --> 01:06:01,000
that's not one of my bad habits
898
01:06:01,300 --> 01:06:02,800
if you are concerned about it
899
01:06:04,400 --> 01:06:06,133
I can't think of any other objections right now
900
01:06:51,633 --> 01:06:52,433
you're in
901
01:07:03,833 --> 01:07:05,933
nope is all i can
902
01:07:11,466 --> 01:07:12,599
Elena is good
903
01:07:15,333 --> 01:07:16,799
you know it's good now
904
01:07:25,900 --> 01:07:27,700
I haven't been able to express that yet
905
01:07:28,900 --> 01:07:30,333
I have to tell you now that you
906
01:07:31,833 --> 01:07:32,699
that you in here
907
01:07:35,033 --> 01:07:36,066
have no limits
908
01:07:38,066 --> 01:07:41,033
you are your own universe and your own happiness
909
01:07:42,666 --> 01:07:44,599
you are free and you always were
910
01:07:46,033 --> 01:07:48,299
That's how God created your spirit, I mean
911
01:07:50,000 --> 01:07:51,733
assuming it even exists
912
01:07:54,966 --> 01:07:56,133
one could take you with
913
01:07:57,966 --> 01:08:00,233
color with silver tat you
914
01:08:00,233 --> 01:08:02,466
hear your own photo plate
915
01:08:04,300 --> 01:08:07,300
Image of the roots coming out of your soul
916
01:08:08,800 --> 01:08:09,600
nets
917
01:08:10,566 --> 01:08:15,033
and fabrics what want and and hopes
918
01:08:18,000 --> 01:08:18,800
and love
919
01:08:22,800 --> 01:08:24,700
you can stay here as long as you fall you hear
920
01:08:25,600 --> 01:08:26,966
nothing bad will happen
921
01:08:28,466 --> 01:08:29,266
do you understand
922
01:09:31,900 --> 01:09:32,700
you're in
923
01:09:34,366 --> 01:09:35,499
the only thing you can do
924
01:09:35,800 --> 01:09:38,000
strictly speaking
it's not the only
925
01:09:38,000 --> 01:09:40,100
thing I can do, or
almost the only thing
926
01:09:40,466 --> 01:09:42,466
why did you put me in the room
927
01:09:43,800 --> 01:09:45,366
well it's not nice i know
928
01:09:45,766 --> 01:09:47,666
it feels like a library
929
01:09:48,666 --> 01:09:50,399
wasn't exactly prepared for your visit
930
01:09:52,066 --> 01:09:53,299
with my coffee yes
931
01:09:54,466 --> 01:09:55,333
But, you know what
932
01:09:57,200 --> 01:09:58,733
it calms you down when you're in the room
933
01:10:01,000 --> 01:10:01,800
with the stuff
934
01:10:02,900 --> 01:10:04,733
and how much is in there and how much stuff
935
01:10:06,100 --> 01:10:07,700
well all you can see videos
936
01:10:07,700 --> 01:10:10,400
Magazines few
original editions of
937
01:10:10,400 --> 01:10:11,700
recent the Paradise
in the 19th century
938
01:10:12,866 --> 01:10:14,233
at the beginning I
wanted to persuade myself
939
01:10:14,233 --> 01:10:16,366
that it was about art
and cultural history
940
01:10:16,966 --> 01:10:19,433
you have problem in room 1 not me
941
01:10:21,033 --> 01:10:22,233
oh god Helene what happened
942
01:10:22,466 --> 01:10:23,599
oh that's okay no
943
01:10:23,600 --> 01:10:25,300
it's not fucking okay
944
01:10:25,300 --> 01:10:26,800
he found one of your postcards
945
01:10:26,800 --> 01:10:27,966
but it's not necessary that loud
946
01:10:27,966 --> 01:10:29,066
but I want to be loud
947
01:10:31,266 --> 01:10:32,899
you would have watched, right?
948
01:10:34,600 --> 01:10:35,800
if i was 1 movie you
949
01:10:35,800 --> 01:10:37,100
would have watched it
950
01:12:06,166 --> 01:12:07,533
now it is 48 days
951
01:12:09,266 --> 01:12:10,533
without the um stuff
952
01:12:13,166 --> 01:12:14,199
And how do you feel
953
01:12:18,933 --> 01:12:21,299
something happens that you don't like
954
01:12:25,400 --> 01:12:26,866
does something happen
955
01:12:28,100 --> 01:12:29,566
not what you would like
956
01:12:59,100 --> 01:13:00,266
would that be enough for you?
957
01:13:02,166 --> 01:13:03,466
you don't want me anymore
958
01:13:04,266 --> 01:13:06,199
It would be enough for me what about you
959
01:13:06,633 --> 01:13:07,433
It is
960
01:13:08,566 --> 01:13:09,366
it will be fine
961
01:13:34,633 --> 01:13:35,433
Do you need help
962
01:13:37,033 --> 01:13:37,999
no, it's okay
963
01:15:30,400 --> 01:15:31,533
you are gorgeous
964
01:15:36,800 --> 01:15:38,300
you don't have to speak me
965
01:15:41,500 --> 01:15:42,333
want to know
966
01:15:43,866 --> 01:15:44,966
maybe you can just
967
01:15:44,966 --> 01:15:45,966
nod or shake your head
968
01:15:46,133 --> 01:15:47,233
and let me know
969
01:15:52,400 --> 01:15:53,200
are you wet
970
01:16:03,433 --> 01:16:04,233
nice
971
01:16:10,100 --> 01:16:10,900
I have to uh
972
01:16:11,900 --> 01:16:12,800
I have to go away for a moment,
973
01:16:12,800 --> 01:16:14,133
maybe you'll sit
down for a while
974
01:16:56,466 --> 01:16:58,399
sorry I didn't want to leave you alone
975
01:17:08,200 --> 01:17:10,233
I uh I know we would have
976
01:17:10,233 --> 01:17:11,133
agreed not to touch each other
977
01:17:11,633 --> 01:17:12,933
you have your principles and
978
01:17:13,800 --> 01:17:15,233
some things just don't work because we
979
01:17:20,233 --> 01:17:21,433
Can I hold your hand for a moment?
980
01:17:34,400 --> 01:17:35,300
i i could
981
01:17:40,733 --> 01:17:41,966
i want to cut your hair
982
01:17:46,166 --> 01:17:46,966
my hair
983
01:17:47,733 --> 01:17:48,533
Yes
984
01:17:50,633 --> 01:17:51,466
not on my head
985
01:17:56,733 --> 01:17:57,899
it doesn't have to be me
986
01:18:01,833 --> 01:18:03,233
but if I cut your hair
987
01:18:03,233 --> 01:18:04,133
there I can see even more
988
01:18:09,300 --> 01:18:10,933
I promise you I'm very careful
989
01:18:19,600 --> 01:18:20,400
is perfect
990
01:18:21,766 --> 01:18:22,766
just very beautiful
991
01:18:24,300 --> 01:18:25,100
very nice
992
01:18:39,600 --> 01:18:40,400
and
993
01:20:01,366 --> 01:20:02,166
Hello
994
01:20:08,133 --> 01:20:08,933
Helene
995
01:20:15,133 --> 01:20:15,933
I come back
996
01:20:16,833 --> 01:20:17,633
What
997
01:20:19,433 --> 01:20:20,233
I get home
998
01:20:23,133 --> 01:20:23,933
When
999
01:20:25,833 --> 01:20:26,799
in half an hour
1000
01:20:28,533 --> 01:20:29,733
so if that's ok
1001
01:20:41,766 --> 01:20:44,066
I tried to keep everything tidy
1002
01:20:54,266 --> 01:20:55,566
when I clean up
1003
01:21:00,833 --> 01:21:02,099
Thank god you're back
1004
01:21:02,766 --> 01:21:04,866
and you don't believe in god thank god
1005
01:21:05,833 --> 01:21:06,633
so
1006
01:21:07,333 --> 01:21:08,133
despite it
1007
01:21:16,500 --> 01:21:17,300
where will i sleep
1008
01:22:07,566 --> 01:22:08,366
What do you have
1009
01:22:24,333 --> 01:22:25,799
however, you regret
it 1 bit that you are
1010
01:22:25,800 --> 01:22:27,200
no longer the Minister
of the Environment
1011
01:22:27,200 --> 01:22:29,166
where they could really
shape the content I was
1012
01:22:29,266 --> 01:22:30,766
very happy to be Minister
for the Environment
1013
01:22:30,766 --> 01:22:32,033
Above all, I was very happy
1014
01:22:32,033 --> 01:22:33,333
to be your energy minister
1015
01:22:33,333 --> 01:22:35,033
I think something
one of the central
1016
01:22:35,033 --> 01:22:36,633
ones I think I'm
going to bed, uh
1017
01:22:36,633 --> 01:22:37,899
but we're not all allowed
in I'll do that right
1018
01:22:37,900 --> 01:22:40,133
away you don't want to
bake something like that
1019
01:22:40,133 --> 01:22:41,799
then well well but
1020
01:22:41,800 --> 01:22:44,233
who is right is right uh
1021
01:22:44,233 --> 01:22:46,066
that the chancellery minister is
1022
01:22:46,066 --> 01:22:48,666
not only allowed to
have his own agenda
1023
01:22:48,666 --> 01:22:49,466
but of course he already
1024
01:22:49,466 --> 01:22:51,833
has to go to the ministries
1025
01:22:51,833 --> 01:22:52,633
Good night
1026
01:23:06,100 --> 01:23:07,766
hey what do you want me to do now
1027
01:23:33,633 --> 01:23:37,599
Father I'm here but I don't know what to do
1028
01:23:38,966 --> 01:23:39,899
what should I do
1029
01:26:36,533 --> 01:26:38,433
why did you want to die
1030
01:27:06,100 --> 01:27:08,066
I didn't kill you
1031
01:27:11,266 --> 01:27:12,566
they didn't die
1032
01:27:14,466 --> 01:27:17,699
but I am I felt it
1033
01:27:18,033 --> 01:27:20,799
do you really think if you
1034
01:27:20,800 --> 01:27:22,666
should die we ask your opinion
1035
01:27:22,766 --> 01:27:24,266
i didn't die
1036
01:27:24,500 --> 01:27:26,866
No they are not
1037
01:27:29,833 --> 01:27:32,233
when we arrived her
husband was relatively
1038
01:27:32,400 --> 01:27:34,700
sensible uh let us in and
told us where to find her
1039
01:27:37,966 --> 01:27:39,566
I regret to inform you that her husband
1040
01:27:39,966 --> 01:27:41,766
her sister identified the body
1041
01:27:43,066 --> 01:27:43,966
Helene
1042
01:27:48,933 --> 01:27:51,066
will you pray for me now Helene
1043
01:27:53,000 --> 01:27:53,800
Yes
1044
01:27:55,166 --> 01:27:55,999
I want that
1045
01:28:18,233 --> 01:28:19,033
Helene
1046
01:28:21,033 --> 01:28:21,833
Helene
1047
01:28:25,800 --> 01:28:27,366
are you awake i can't
1048
01:28:27,366 --> 01:28:29,366
turn my head to look at you
1049
01:28:29,366 --> 01:28:30,166
excuse
1050
01:28:43,733 --> 01:28:45,599
I'm sorry if I hurt
1051
01:28:45,600 --> 01:28:46,466
you, I didn't mean to
1052
01:28:49,633 --> 01:28:51,799
I had to go back and sort things out
1053
01:28:54,900 --> 01:28:56,033
you could have died
1054
01:28:58,033 --> 01:28:58,899
but I'm not
1055
01:29:01,866 --> 01:29:03,199
i got through it
1056
01:29:04,133 --> 01:29:05,599
I've been guided through
1057
01:29:07,933 --> 01:29:08,733
I live
1058
01:29:11,100 --> 01:29:12,500
i believe in something
1059
01:29:14,633 --> 01:29:16,199
or something believes in me
1060
01:29:17,000 --> 01:29:18,000
and i can do anything
1061
01:29:19,066 --> 01:29:22,699
really do anything that 1 living human being can do
1062
01:29:27,933 --> 01:29:28,766
How are you
1063
01:29:34,733 --> 01:29:35,533
i was lonely
1064
01:29:41,166 --> 01:29:41,966
I even got
1065
01:29:42,766 --> 01:29:44,833
tried again with the porn but it didn't work anymore
1066
01:29:49,000 --> 01:29:49,966
yes if you miss you
1067
01:29:58,433 --> 01:29:59,566
how do I look
1068
01:30:01,833 --> 01:30:03,766
how you look tell me
1069
01:30:04,066 --> 01:30:06,199
like like now at this
1070
01:30:06,200 --> 01:30:07,500
moment at this moment
1071
01:30:08,666 --> 01:30:10,866
oh do i need to get this right now please help me
1072
01:30:11,200 --> 01:30:13,333
Helene, I don't know exactly what you want to know
1073
01:30:13,333 --> 01:30:15,299
My husband never told me what I
1074
01:30:15,300 --> 01:30:17,233
look like so I
need to know tell me
1075
01:30:18,500 --> 01:30:19,300
you are beautiful
1076
01:30:21,266 --> 01:30:22,066
um
1077
01:30:22,833 --> 01:30:25,766
your nose is a bit broken
1078
01:30:26,966 --> 01:30:28,133
and and um well and that
1079
01:30:28,266 --> 01:30:30,866
thing we put on you here
1080
01:30:30,866 --> 01:30:31,799
I would, I mean, I
1081
01:30:31,966 --> 01:30:33,499
don't find that so nice
1082
01:30:34,100 --> 01:30:37,266
i look like a wreck yes uh no uh yes
1083
01:30:38,433 --> 01:30:39,799
like 1 beautiful skirt
1084
01:31:20,466 --> 01:31:22,566
ouch wait
1085
01:31:49,333 --> 01:31:50,266
take me a lot of time
67382
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