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good afternoon ladies and gentlemen
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first the probable cause of AIDS has
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been found
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there ain't of a known human cancer
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virus second not only is the agent been
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identified but a new process has been
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developed to mass-produce this virus
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thirdly with discovery of both the virus
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in this new process we now have a blood
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test for AIDS with the blood test we can
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identify AIDS victims with essentially
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100% certainty
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five seven years two men eight years
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here
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things that I was
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because I did not follow doctor's orders
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I question
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tonight I have an in-studio guest who
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has been out of program a number of
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times before she is author amongst other
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things of the book what if everything
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you thought you knew about AIDS was
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wrong her name is Christine Maggiore and
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Cristina's always great to see you
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thank you what's this book about and how
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did you write it well I wrote it based
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on my personal exploration of HIV and
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AIDS information which was inspired by
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me testing positive in 1992 when I first
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tested positive I didn't have any real
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questions about what I was being told I
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was told of course that I was infected
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with a deadly virus that I could expect
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to die at that time the prognosis was
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five to seven years that I would need to
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take drugs that would somehow keep me
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alive while compromising my health that
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I could expect to die of AIDS and not to
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have anything resembling a normal life I
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accepted that and went on to become a
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public speaker and educator for some
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local AIDS organizations here and about
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a year and a half into my public service
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I ran into some information that caused
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me to question what I was told and
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shortly thereafter I had the personal
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experience of testing indeterminate
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positive negative and positive which
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really set me wondering what was going
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on and the book is a result of my
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exploration of information that I guess
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you could say is outside of the
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mainstream but is totally founded in
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scientific medical and epidemiological
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fact and that's what I put together
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because I felt it was really important
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to share that with people not just
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people who test positive because the
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whole idea of HIV and AIDS affects
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everyone's lives it shapes everyone's
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worldviews and and factors into their
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decisions about a lot of things so it's
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kind of a book for everyone but most
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especially for people who've tested
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positive to give them a chance to learn
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what I refer to as the other side of
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AIDS information and to possibly do what
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I do which is to live healthy medication
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free and normal
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existence with good health and a
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beautiful family and you know good
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things coming my way
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you
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people who work with cancer patients
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have known for a long time and it's well
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documented but many people after getting
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their prognosis die faster than the
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cancer actually kills them and this
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acceleration is based on their emotions
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and when a person is told they're HIV
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positive what I see happening is I
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invented a term to describe at the aids
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own and to me the AIDS own is a
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collection of very toxic emotional
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states and these emotional states are
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both intense and chronic so a person's
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told they're positive and then they're
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experiencing intense fear intense shame
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intense guilt intense feelings of
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helplessness and hopelessness and this
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combination of these intense emotions in
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and of itself could knock out and
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undermine their natural defenses and
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then I notice a padding within a period
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of time in the aid zone you would see
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people and they stopped eating they
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stopped sleeping regularly they stopped
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taking care of themselves and you began
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to notice that there was this pattern
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emerging we're getting sick and dying
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was the only thing they could think of
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once you are tested
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you're programmed to think any disease
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that you get you're going to die you
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know and if someone just coughed we used
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to joke and say to aids you know at one
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time in January 1993 so many of my
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friends were getting sick and some day
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that I actually left the place and came
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to South Africa to sort of get away from
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that environment which was like
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everybody's expecting that you must die
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no one got drunk several times I cried I
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had to force myself to tell a friend I
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thought it was over I was in my mind
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prepared for death and disease and no
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love never being touched or kissed again
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just becoming a horrible walking dead
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person I mean it couldn't be spread it
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had to be contained with
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me and not go on beyond me and there was
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a lot you know there was a lot of
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ostracizing of me because of that well
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we were so careful we had to maintain
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the family integrity which meant meant
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that both Paul and I her husband and I
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had to survive we could not get the
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virus we had to be extremely careful so
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when Chris would cut her leg we'd have
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to run and put a bandage on it don't
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spread the blood around don't let
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anybody touch it
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we wouldn't double dip into a bowl of
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salsa afraid that maybe that's the way
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we can pass it it was we bleached
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everything everything got bleached
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everything was always constantly turning
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to the neurotics that we hate it was
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insane because we both Paul and I had to
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survive this thing for the kids sink I
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keep thinking back to the very first
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time that fateful time I go into the to
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the free clinic to get tested for HIV I
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walk in fine and they tell me you have a
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fatal disease I thought it's almost like
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you go there to get one it's as if
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you're fine then you walk in and then
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they tell you you have a fatal disease
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and you're going to die
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starting from 1986 when I tested I've
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always felt perfectly fine I mean there
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have been psychological factors
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associated with being diagnosed with a
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fatal illness but I've never actually
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felt sick
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so I would go to the doctor feeling
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perfectly healthy but scared out of my
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mind because the fact that I would have
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my blood drawn and they would count my
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t-cells would potentially tell me that I
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was that much closer to death
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bone pointing is a phenomenon we're in
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aboriginal groups there's a belief that
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someone in the group has the power of
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life and death and if a member of the
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group breaks a taboo this person has the
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power to hex them and kill them by
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pointing a bone now this bone killed
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many many believers but later on when
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the missionaries came and when the
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Europeans came and these people were
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conquered they pointed their bones at
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the missionaries they pointed their
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bones at the soldiers it had no power
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because the power of the bone was in the
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belief and what made it work is it
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wasn't only the individuals belief it
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was the whole community the whole group
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shared this belief well what I noticed
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when I started going to the different
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AIDS organizations like GMHC and the
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people with AIDS coalition or
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body-positive and other groups like that
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was if somebody said you know I think
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I'm going to live everybody in the group
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said you're in denial you're going to
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die and so it seemed to me that the
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reinforcements came from everywhere they
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turned the doctors expected them to die
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their loved ones expected them to die
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the people in like situations expected
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them to die
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when you test hiv-positive when you are
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touched when you get the positive
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diagnosis you're supported by everything
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and everyone around you to be ill and
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die the government gives you welfare and
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free medical care and you easily get
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disability and other programs to help
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you pay your rent and all that sort of
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thing everyone around you and everything
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conspires to you being ill and dying and
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that this is the path for you and it's
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almost a sad noble path that everyone is
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very willing to help you walk along as
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long as you stay on that path and play
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the role of that victim
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it was easier on the other side no it
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was easier knowing I was going to die so
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I don't have a side yeah I'm on the
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other side it was easier over there man
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because it was really you for ik and it
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was real like touching the face of like
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God or something like that coming one
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with the earth and realizing that
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everything was going to pass and change
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and that's a real euphoric feeling
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there's something attractive about
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giving up and I see people ready to do
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it and doing it all the time
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let's just talk for a moment about
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testing what are your thoughts on
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someone going on and getting a quote
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unquote aid steps really when we say
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it's an AIDS test that's a misnomer it's
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not a test for AIDS at all and
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surprisingly something that it took me a
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long time to figure out it's not even a
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test for HIV the test is for antibodies
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that are supposed to be antibodies to
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HIV but they're not it's a test for
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nonspecific antibodies that may or may
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not have anything to do with HIV a very
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heavily referenced review article on the
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validity of the HIV tests had more or
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less concluded that they had never been
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validated at the time I didn't quite
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realize that one of the implications in
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this article was that HIV itself had
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never properly been isolated it was so
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difficult to isolate and obtain that
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that was the reason why the HIV tests
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had never been validated because to
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validate a diagnostic test according to
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the classical decent standards you need
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to show that patients who test positive
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with your antibody kit have got the
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virus in them and patients who don't
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test positive are free of the virus
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broadly that would be how you would
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establish it's its validity that had
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never been done because you can't find
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this virus in AIDS patients or in
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hiv-positive patients HIV first of all
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nobody's ever found it in a human being
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think of it the eighth the so-called HIV
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tests do not detect HIV and a person
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they detect your antibodies that react
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to some proteins that are produced at
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abbott laboratory they do not find HIV
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in the person they find a person's
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functioning immune system that could
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react against HIV if it were there
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millions of people take tests that are
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referred to as HIV tests however the
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idea that there is a laboratory test
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that can determine whether or not a
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person is infected with the virus is
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simply an illusion the FDA has never
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approved a test kit that claims to be
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used for the purpose of diagnosing HIV
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infection it is always possible to
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determine whether someone is infected
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with HIV
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they see you're able to destroy blood
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out of a person that you suspect is
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hiv-positive and and find HIV virus in
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their blood yes even if their HIV RNA is
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negative meaning that they don't have
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any viruses floating in the blood
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because the genetic material of the
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virus when it's in the virus particle is
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in the form of RNA even if someone
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doesn't have any viruses circulating in
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their blood they still have cells
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infected with HIV when the nucleic acid
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of the virus is actually in form of DNA
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and integrated into the hosts DNA inside
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the human cells and by taking human
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white blood cells and looking for HIV
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DNA we can determine whether the person
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is actually infected with the viral
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genetic material even if they don't have
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any viruses floating around in the blood
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that make sense the ultimate test in
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that the establishment offers is what's
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called a Co culture technique where you
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take a sample of the individuals blood
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cells white blood cells you cannot find
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HIV now in this sample all you have are
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these blood cells but then you culture
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these cells with some special cells that
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Robert Gallo generated some years ago
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you have to throw in some powerful
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chemicals phyto hemagglutinin or il-2
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for example to force these cells to do
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anything
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the idea is to wake up the patient cells
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to start producing RNA and then this RNA
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will be coated in a protein and possibly
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then there will be viral particles
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produced in the medium these viral
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particles now we'll go infect the other
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cells that you added and then you will
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amplify by a period of time the
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replication of this these viral
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particles in the laboratory what we call
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in vitro now these particles did not
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exist in the patient and the human being
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the person that you got the sample from
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you created them in the laboratory and
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by creating these these virus particles
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in the laboratory people say they have
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isolated HIV from a human being they
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have not done any such thing nobody was
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looking at the blood of an AIDS patient
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and finding it crawling with some new
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organism and said hey this is this virus
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that we call HIV now is there a test
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that can definitively tell you if you're
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infected with violence with the virus
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sure what is that test well you can even
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the test is to do the iliza test which
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really demonstrates in it yes in essence
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it's a surrogate also because it
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represents antibody production to the
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virus but they have demonstrated the
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virus they have crystal they tried
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crystalline the models of the virus HIV
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exists
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I don't recommend people ever getting
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tested the reason is I don't know what
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the test mean and I think no one else
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knows what the tests mean I've never
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seen any evidence that what these tests
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purport to show they're actually showing
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namely the presence of a virus the
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presence of an exogenous virus I really
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would like to see the electron
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microscopic data of this and apparently
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there is none there is none where you've
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done a rigorous isolation protocol the
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test is for antibodies that are supposed
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to be antibodies to HIV but they're not
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it's a test for nonspecific antibodies
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that may or may not have anything to do
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with HIV so it's it's not at all like
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we're being told and it's really when
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you think about it if you're told that
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testing is responsible it's a pretty
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irresponsible test to be taking in the
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gay community everybody tests all the
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time everybody around me was taking HIV
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tests it's a responsible thing to do
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it's sort of a gay rite of passage to
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regularly get tested you know and
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consequently many people around me
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tested positive
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in essence AIDS is advanced HIV
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infection as opposed to early HIV
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infection AIDS is when you're ill and
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HIV infection without AIDS is when
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you're heading towards being ill but
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you're not ill I always assumed that if
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you were if you had AIDS as opposed to
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being just HIV positive that you were
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very sick you had pneumonia or KS or
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chronic diarrhea or something that
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changed for me when I myself was
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diagnosed with AIDS and I was diagnosed
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not because of an illness not because I
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was sick or that my immune system didn't
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seem to be working but because my cd4
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count had dropped below 200 which
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according to the CDC definition is what
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defines AIDS an hiv-positive test and a
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cd4 count of less than 200 in 1993 in
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this country we adopted a definition
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that caused the number of AIDS cases to
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double overnight and part of that reason
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was for the first time we began counting
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people as AIDS victims who were not ill
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and who did not have any symptoms they
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had a low t-cell count and that's only
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one low t-cell count
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t-cells are something that can fluctuate
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a hundred percent in a given day so
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based on a low t-cell count that year
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the number of AIDS cases doubled
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overnight and with that definition there
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have been a hundred and eighty-two
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thousand Americans who are not ill
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diagnosed with AIDS who would not have
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AIDS if they move to Canada because in
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Canada they don't recognize that t-cell
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definition as a criteria for having an
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AIDS diagnosis most people consider
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blasphemous when you point out that AIDS
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is not a disease it's a syndrome it's a
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collection of diseases and those
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diseases get called AIDS if they occur
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in a patient that the doctor somehow
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concludes is hiv-positive all of the
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diseases in the category called AIDS
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occur to people who are HIV negative
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none of them are exclusive to people who
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test hiv-positive and all of them have
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causes and tree
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pants that are known well now they're
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completely unrelated to HIV so any of
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these diseases when they happen to
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somebody who test HIV negative are
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called by their old name but when they
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occur in someone who tests HIV positive
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then they're called AIDS all kinds of
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diseases started coming into the AIDS
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family faster than anyone should have
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been comfortable with really to go from
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2 or 3 to go to 30 in a few years was
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like somebody should have said hey
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there's something wrong here and it's
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got to be financial things don't happen
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that fast in science you don't suddenly
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notice that one new organism is causing
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every problem I mean it was a bizarre
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thing that happened it really was it
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didn't really have any precedence in
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terms of of medicine before that unless
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perhaps you could think of the
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possession by the devil stuff right you
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think once you're possessed by the devil
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anything that happens to you or anything
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you do is we just got to do with that
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right so it makes it easier for you to
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get tuberculosis and it makes it easier
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for you to get uterine cancer it makes
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it easier for you get Candida albicans
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and so all those things can now be
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called aids now why would anybody do
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that and why would any reasonable
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doctors start lumping together various
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symptoms into one pile and think all
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this is caused by HIV we have a test but
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it's not a test for AIDS and it's called
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an HIV test but it's not a test for HIV
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and we have a series of problems that we
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are calling aids but that doesn't
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elevate AIDS into a disease it's I don't
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know if you read magazines lately
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there's a lot of ads for pharmaceutical
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drugs lately these pharmaceutical
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companies are marketing more and more
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direct to consumers and encouraging you
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to ask your doctor for the remedy of the
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day and I notice that there's a lot of
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these syndromes popping up like a social
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anxiety disorder or sad I mean you can
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make a syndrome out of anything you want
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basically and then find medicines to
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sell to make people better from it and
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AIDS is not that
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you know ludicrously simple but it is in
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a sense just as constructed it's a it's
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a construct it's it's a category of
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other problems some of which we're
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occuring in greater numbers in a very
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small subset of people here in the US
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and other parts of the world that became
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due to the social political climate with
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regard to sex death homosexuality and
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drug use it became elevated into this
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medical phenomenon that has become
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untouchable and in sacred almost
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the very first AIDS cases were five gay
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men diagnosed in Los Angeles in 1981 by
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a doctor named Michael Gottlieb and what
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linked them was that they were all in
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what was called the fast lane gay
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lifestyle they were doing a lot of
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recreational drugs they were taking many
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different drugs at the same time
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combining drugs much more than was the
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pattern for straight drug users they
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also partied a lot they went to bars
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they went to clubs they went to bath
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houses they met a lot of men they had a
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lot of anonymous sexual contacts and as
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a result they were exposed to a lot of
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the classic sexually transmitted
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diseases like syphilis and gonorrhea and
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because they were getting those diseases
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they were also frequently going to
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doctors and getting antibiotic
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prescriptions to treat those all of that
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created a situation where a handful of
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gay men were burning the candle at both
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ends and putting a blowtorch to the
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middle and it's no wonder that after a
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while their immune system started to
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collapse and they started getting sick
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in these unusual ways that previously
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had only been seen in older people whose
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immune systems had deteriorated from age
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I would watch my friend stay up all
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night at the baths doing speed and then
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take a downer and then in the middle of
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the day in the afternoon they'd be under
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the covers twitching I consciously tried
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to deal with drugs in a in a saner way
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than then most of my friends did there
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was a ton of poppers they were
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everywhere you would walk into a gay bar
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and on the dance floor it was not
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unusual to see every probably third
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person holding a little bottle up to
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their nose and you could just smell it
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everywhere poppers is a slang term for a
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mole and butyl nitrite inhalants they're
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legitimate medical function is as an
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emergency heart disease treatment to
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give someone to dilate their blood
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vessels so they don't have a heart
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attack
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ah what they were used for in the gay
554
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community is both the physiological
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effect of dilating the rectum so that
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receiving anal sex is easier and less
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painful and also there was a tremendous
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psychological high about them john
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Roisin his book the sexual outlaw
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describes the effective poppers in a
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crowded environment as the room exploded
562
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in sex they became a mainstay of the gay
563
00:28:20,569 --> 00:28:28,009
social scene in the late 1970s were
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commonly used by large numbers of people
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in gay clubs and in the bath houses and
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their risk is that they're actually
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chemically quite similar to drugs given
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when doctors want to suppress the immune
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system ie to transplant patients the
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chemistry is rather similar so it's not
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at all surprising that people who took
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these drugs quite often would develop
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00:28:54,409 --> 00:28:59,539
immune suppression so the drugs became
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something that you did together with a
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group of friends before going out it
576
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became part of the way that our social
577
00:29:06,048 --> 00:29:12,648
lives were starting to be structured it
578
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was a blast I remember living in Miami
579
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and flying to New York for parties at at
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00:29:18,679 --> 00:29:30,499
the st. and-and-and going you know this
581
00:29:23,210 --> 00:29:32,659
was a club that was you know really set
582
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up you know for gay men and you would
583
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arrive and the music would just be
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pulsating and and you know you'd go up
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in the balcony and just have all sorts
586
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of wild you know
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anonymous sections before you know
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robbers and that sort of thing and we
589
00:29:50,118 --> 00:29:57,220
just we formed this low subculture of
590
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where sex was we took it on as like a
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recreation I was treated for gonorrhea
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bet five times chlamydia maybe twice
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syphilis once anal warts let's see what
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else
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crabs like you wouldn't believe those
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bad house has had crabs crabs crabs
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crabs well think about it with gay men
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the problem is even worse than with
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heterosexuals because of anal sex the
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organisms that are spread through anal
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sex live outside the body for long
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periods of time and if you've got
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everybody having 200 or so partners per
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year what you created is a situation
606
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that's very similar to third-world
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countries where the water is
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contaminated by feces and so we're
609
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having this in San Francisco in New York
610
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and many gay urban areas we have
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third-world light conditions dysentery
612
00:31:02,579 --> 00:31:08,069
was endemic in San Francisco right
613
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before aids hit there were epidemics of
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00:31:08,069 --> 00:31:15,649
dysentery both in San Francisco in New
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00:31:10,200 --> 00:31:18,900
York I remember a number of friends
616
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talking a lot about diarrhea just
617
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diarrhea all the time and um
618
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fevers lots and lots of fevers a friend
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of Mines who cut my hair and I'd had sex
620
00:31:30,269 --> 00:31:37,519
with and most of my friends had had sex
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with got KS and died very suddenly and
622
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that was immediately put into a context
623
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of other gay men dying in New York and
624
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some articles coming out on the gay
625
00:31:44,849 --> 00:31:52,379
pressed describing that and is seemed
626
00:31:48,390 --> 00:31:56,150
like the ones who died first all had
627
00:31:52,380 --> 00:31:59,720
some characteristics in common that I
628
00:31:56,150 --> 00:32:04,080
didn't share and so I felt relatively
629
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safe and I wasn't surprised because I
630
00:32:04,079 --> 00:32:10,019
knew that we had been pushing things to
631
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the limit with our drug use and our
632
00:32:10,019 --> 00:32:15,450
sexuality I would hear about people
633
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dying a lot that people were dying more
634
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and more
635
00:32:16,440 --> 00:32:21,539
that it was epidemic that it was you
636
00:32:18,329 --> 00:32:23,549
know spreading that it was that yeah no
637
00:32:21,539 --> 00:32:25,559
one was immune that it would get it
638
00:32:23,549 --> 00:32:27,839
could get everybody and that you could
639
00:32:25,559 --> 00:32:30,659
get sick you could get like you could
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die from having one exposure and you
641
00:32:30,660 --> 00:32:35,730
know all this stuff all these things
642
00:32:33,329 --> 00:32:36,720
that made me feel like there really was
643
00:32:35,730 --> 00:32:39,029
no way out
644
00:32:36,720 --> 00:32:42,000
seemed like a period of time when I was
645
00:32:39,029 --> 00:32:48,089
going to a memorial once a month a
646
00:32:42,000 --> 00:32:50,039
doctor a priest a schoolteacher but the
647
00:32:48,089 --> 00:32:52,619
one common denominator was that you know
648
00:32:50,039 --> 00:32:54,629
they did they were I did know that they
649
00:32:52,619 --> 00:32:58,019
were they were gay there's really no
650
00:32:54,630 --> 00:33:01,850
contradiction in in in holding certain
651
00:32:58,019 --> 00:33:05,039
groups in contempt as as gays are often
652
00:33:01,849 --> 00:33:06,480
horrific ly in this culture and at the
653
00:33:05,039 --> 00:33:09,089
same time wanting to read about the
654
00:33:06,480 --> 00:33:12,349
nasty things they do this became big
655
00:33:09,089 --> 00:33:15,659
news and this also was news that could
656
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affect everyone else in other words you
657
00:33:15,660 --> 00:33:20,460
know they were starting it these gay men
658
00:33:17,609 --> 00:33:22,439
were starting something that came out of
659
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the box and it could spread throughout
660
00:33:22,440 --> 00:33:28,140
the culture now that was pushed on
661
00:33:24,900 --> 00:33:31,650
pretty strongly heterosexual AIDS became
662
00:33:28,140 --> 00:33:32,160
an issue that led to funding for AIDS
663
00:33:31,650 --> 00:33:33,930
research
664
00:33:32,160 --> 00:33:37,590
I remember reading in the Wall Street
665
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Journal in 1996 a May 1st front-page
666
00:33:37,589 --> 00:33:42,539
article I couldn't believe it
667
00:33:39,380 --> 00:33:44,490
CDC officials were admitting that even
668
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as they were saying everyone's at risk
669
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for AIDS
670
00:33:45,450 --> 00:33:50,850
they knew that wasn't true but they also
671
00:33:48,420 --> 00:33:53,759
knew that if Americans realized that
672
00:33:50,849 --> 00:33:56,009
they wouldn't support substantial aids
673
00:33:53,759 --> 00:33:58,799
funding what the journal didn't report
674
00:33:56,009 --> 00:34:00,690
was that this was a strategy that had
675
00:33:58,799 --> 00:34:04,980
actually been developed 10 years earlier
676
00:34:00,690 --> 00:34:07,140
by volunteers from the public relations
677
00:34:04,980 --> 00:34:09,750
industry people with a lot of PR
678
00:34:07,140 --> 00:34:11,160
experience who were also gay who figured
679
00:34:09,750 --> 00:34:15,380
that they could serve their community
680
00:34:11,159 --> 00:34:18,269
best by mounting a PR campaign
681
00:34:15,380 --> 00:34:21,300
convincing Americans that everyone was
682
00:34:18,269 --> 00:34:25,230
or soon would be at risk for AIDS so
683
00:34:21,300 --> 00:34:27,769
that there would be support for a
684
00:34:25,230 --> 00:34:29,699
massive program of government funding
685
00:34:27,769 --> 00:34:32,759
for this
686
00:34:29,699 --> 00:34:37,739
particular condition a far out of line
687
00:34:32,760 --> 00:34:39,839
in terms of funding per patient than
688
00:34:37,739 --> 00:34:41,638
what's being spent on cancer or heart
689
00:34:39,838 --> 00:34:44,719
disease or a lot of other diseases that
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00:34:41,639 --> 00:34:44,720
kill far more people
691
00:35:05,219 --> 00:35:08,349
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00:35:29,360 --> 00:35:32,510
[Music]
694
00:35:40,869 --> 00:35:49,750
the people that say that HIV is not
695
00:35:44,869 --> 00:35:53,360
cause of AIDS practicing supreme denial
696
00:35:49,750 --> 00:35:54,949
it is amazing how human beings can look
697
00:35:53,360 --> 00:35:56,570
at black and call it white and look at
698
00:35:54,949 --> 00:35:58,939
white and call it black they can look at
699
00:35:56,570 --> 00:36:01,070
all this evidence but if they don't
700
00:35:58,940 --> 00:36:03,470
choose to believe it they don't choose
701
00:36:01,070 --> 00:36:07,850
to believe it I've been covering AIDS
702
00:36:03,469 --> 00:36:11,509
for something like 20 years and for
703
00:36:07,849 --> 00:36:14,059
perhaps half of that time I reported it
704
00:36:11,510 --> 00:36:16,790
from the conventional orthodox
705
00:36:14,059 --> 00:36:18,949
perspective that this was a deadly new
706
00:36:16,789 --> 00:36:22,460
virus that was causing this condition
707
00:36:18,949 --> 00:36:23,750
and spreading secretly among us putting
708
00:36:22,460 --> 00:36:27,170
at risk everybody who was sexually
709
00:36:23,750 --> 00:36:28,820
active in the last few years I've come
710
00:36:27,170 --> 00:36:31,430
across some different points of view
711
00:36:28,820 --> 00:36:34,340
which to begin with I found very hard to
712
00:36:31,429 --> 00:36:38,569
believe or accept but I found some space
713
00:36:34,340 --> 00:36:41,780
in my very busy work schedule at the
714
00:36:38,570 --> 00:36:44,269
London Sunday Times and the early 90s
715
00:36:41,780 --> 00:36:47,470
where I was working as medical and
716
00:36:44,269 --> 00:36:50,119
science correspondent to study the
717
00:36:47,469 --> 00:36:52,699
references and the viewpoints being put
718
00:36:50,119 --> 00:36:54,950
forward by some doctors and scientists
719
00:36:52,699 --> 00:36:57,319
mainly in the States who had this
720
00:36:54,949 --> 00:37:00,079
questioning viewpoint about HIV zero
721
00:36:57,320 --> 00:37:02,420
lynn aids and gradually to my amazement
722
00:37:00,079 --> 00:37:06,139
I found that the evidence seemed to
723
00:37:02,420 --> 00:37:08,180
suggest that they were much closer to
724
00:37:06,139 --> 00:37:10,190
the truth than what I've been reporting
725
00:37:08,179 --> 00:37:13,339
previously I was an undergraduate
726
00:37:10,190 --> 00:37:15,200
student at Florida A&M University when I
727
00:37:13,340 --> 00:37:18,440
first heard that some people were saying
728
00:37:15,199 --> 00:37:20,839
that HIV doesn't cause AIDS this sounded
729
00:37:18,440 --> 00:37:23,179
really crazy to me but I looked into it
730
00:37:20,840 --> 00:37:27,160
and I found out that the leading critic
731
00:37:23,179 --> 00:37:30,039
of the HIV causes AIDS model was a
732
00:37:27,159 --> 00:37:33,739
University of California at Berkeley
733
00:37:30,039 --> 00:37:36,590
biology professor Peter Duesberg who was
734
00:37:33,739 --> 00:37:39,979
a pioneer in the study of retroviruses
735
00:37:36,590 --> 00:37:43,430
and HIV is a retrovirus Duesberg was the
736
00:37:39,980 --> 00:37:46,159
first scientist to isolate the genetic
737
00:37:43,429 --> 00:37:48,589
structure of a retrovirus and this was a
738
00:37:46,159 --> 00:37:52,358
discovery that several of my textbooks
739
00:37:48,590 --> 00:37:54,278
had described I read some of his papers
740
00:37:52,358 --> 00:37:56,650
they were very fascinating they were
741
00:37:54,278 --> 00:37:58,630
very clear and they made sense to me
742
00:37:56,650 --> 00:38:01,989
the basic assumption that aids was
743
00:37:58,630 --> 00:38:04,119
infectious has never been in fact tested
744
00:38:01,989 --> 00:38:07,329
never being discussed and we've been
745
00:38:04,119 --> 00:38:10,720
contested or never been proved that is
746
00:38:07,329 --> 00:38:12,670
an assumption that is very popular among
747
00:38:10,719 --> 00:38:14,889
doctors and scientists who study
748
00:38:12,670 --> 00:38:17,409
microbes and viruses which are the main
749
00:38:14,889 --> 00:38:21,068
the bulk of doctors histories of
750
00:38:17,409 --> 00:38:23,230
scientists and microbiology and but the
751
00:38:21,068 --> 00:38:26,440
majority of diseases affecting us in the
752
00:38:23,230 --> 00:38:29,608
Western world that is over 99% of them
753
00:38:26,440 --> 00:38:33,338
are not caused by viruses and microbes
754
00:38:29,608 --> 00:38:35,679
but all doctors are all too happy to
755
00:38:33,338 --> 00:38:37,568
play many disease or any new variant of
756
00:38:35,679 --> 00:38:39,669
a disease on a microbe because then you
757
00:38:37,568 --> 00:38:42,489
know what to do what to look for and how
758
00:38:39,670 --> 00:38:45,159
to possibly cope with it by making
759
00:38:42,489 --> 00:38:48,159
vaccines and anti microbial and
760
00:38:45,159 --> 00:38:50,409
antibiotic drugs we are now in tithing
761
00:38:48,159 --> 00:38:52,480
the most harmless and most difficult to
762
00:38:50,409 --> 00:38:54,248
detect viruses with technology that is
763
00:38:52,480 --> 00:38:57,789
designed to find a needle in a haystack
764
00:38:54,248 --> 00:38:59,169
and claim them for fatal diseases under
765
00:38:57,789 --> 00:39:01,239
conditions where they are virtually
766
00:38:59,170 --> 00:39:05,019
undetectable in a patient like hiv/aids
767
00:39:01,239 --> 00:39:08,829
and as the target was the hypothesis we
768
00:39:05,018 --> 00:39:10,959
are claiming a virus that is practically
769
00:39:08,829 --> 00:39:12,910
not there only antibodies against it are
770
00:39:10,960 --> 00:39:15,400
there that is biochemically not active
771
00:39:12,909 --> 00:39:17,498
that is not infecting more than one in a
772
00:39:15,400 --> 00:39:20,739
thousand of t-cells in an AIDS patient
773
00:39:17,498 --> 00:39:22,719
for fatal immune deficiency if that were
774
00:39:20,739 --> 00:39:24,818
a cause of this now none of us would be
775
00:39:22,719 --> 00:39:26,379
speaking here today we would all be in
776
00:39:24,818 --> 00:39:29,349
cemeteries or in intense
777
00:39:26,380 --> 00:39:31,809
chaos doctor Kary Mullis who invented
778
00:39:29,349 --> 00:39:33,819
the polymerase chain reaction gives this
779
00:39:31,809 --> 00:39:35,829
in 83 I believe and he got the Nobel
780
00:39:33,820 --> 00:39:39,220
Prize in 1993 gives us a little story
781
00:39:35,829 --> 00:39:41,469
that he was hired to do PCR for an HIV
782
00:39:39,219 --> 00:39:43,619
project for a private company and he
783
00:39:41,469 --> 00:39:45,969
wrote as the first sentence of his paper
784
00:39:43,619 --> 00:39:48,789
HIV is the probable cause of AIDS and he
785
00:39:45,969 --> 00:39:49,989
said he turned to a virologist and said
786
00:39:48,789 --> 00:39:51,340
what's the reference for that and the
787
00:39:49,989 --> 00:39:53,559
virology said you don't need it
788
00:39:51,340 --> 00:39:54,940
well mullahs are smart enough to know of
789
00:39:53,559 --> 00:39:56,619
course something new is this you'd
790
00:39:54,940 --> 00:40:01,360
always have a series of original papers
791
00:39:56,619 --> 00:40:03,549
that established unequivocally that this
792
00:40:01,360 --> 00:40:05,110
was the cause of AIDS then I only then I
793
00:40:03,550 --> 00:40:07,510
started looking into it I looked up a
794
00:40:05,110 --> 00:40:09,700
bunch of papers and science that the Bob
795
00:40:07,510 --> 00:40:11,050
Gallo I knew about him and had written I
796
00:40:09,699 --> 00:40:12,789
figured well gala must have been the one
797
00:40:11,050 --> 00:40:14,950
to figure it out because he's the name
798
00:40:12,789 --> 00:40:16,599
I've heard associated with it I looked
799
00:40:14,949 --> 00:40:18,789
at his papers and I didn't find anything
800
00:40:16,599 --> 00:40:22,079
in there that actually showed me that
801
00:40:18,789 --> 00:40:25,449
there was a fact now in science called
802
00:40:22,079 --> 00:40:27,759
HIV is the cause of AIDS or even the
803
00:40:25,449 --> 00:40:29,529
probable cause of AIDS which is all I
804
00:40:27,760 --> 00:40:31,810
would have expected the probable cause
805
00:40:29,530 --> 00:40:33,850
of a highly probable because they were
806
00:40:31,809 --> 00:40:36,489
attacking the whole problem by then as
807
00:40:33,849 --> 00:40:38,440
though it were certainly the cause so
808
00:40:36,489 --> 00:40:40,089
I'd expect it to be highly probable but
809
00:40:38,440 --> 00:40:42,820
I couldn't find anything that said it
810
00:40:40,090 --> 00:40:46,059
was remotely probable even it was
811
00:40:42,820 --> 00:40:47,530
possible but it wasn't probable and so
812
00:40:46,059 --> 00:40:50,110
therefore it wouldn't even close to what
813
00:40:47,530 --> 00:40:53,470
you'd call a fact well I call these the
814
00:40:50,110 --> 00:40:56,050
AIDS axioms AIDS is contagious aids are
815
00:40:53,469 --> 00:40:59,980
sexually transmitted AIDS is caused by
816
00:40:56,050 --> 00:41:02,200
HIV and that the anti HIV drugs promote
817
00:40:59,980 --> 00:41:05,050
health and well-being the reason I call
818
00:41:02,199 --> 00:41:07,149
these axioms is because they're they're
819
00:41:05,050 --> 00:41:09,850
assumed to be true these four statements
820
00:41:07,150 --> 00:41:11,500
are assumed to be true you cannot find
821
00:41:09,849 --> 00:41:13,449
the evidence in the scientific
822
00:41:11,500 --> 00:41:16,510
literature that shows that these AIDS
823
00:41:13,449 --> 00:41:20,679
axioms are indeed true many human beings
824
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are not rational they don't operate on
825
00:41:20,679 --> 00:41:25,089
logic they operate on emotions and
826
00:41:22,809 --> 00:41:26,710
that's exactly what those people are
827
00:41:25,090 --> 00:41:29,800
doing they don't want to believe it so
828
00:41:26,710 --> 00:41:32,740
it's not the case but unfortunately they
829
00:41:29,800 --> 00:41:33,789
are completely 100% wrong there is no
830
00:41:32,739 --> 00:41:36,699
doubt that HIV
831
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causes AIDS the scientific evidence is
832
00:41:36,699 --> 00:41:41,049
absolutely overwhelming but if you
833
00:41:39,130 --> 00:41:43,150
choose to ignore it of course you can
834
00:41:41,050 --> 00:41:45,610
ignore it such as the power of the human
835
00:41:43,150 --> 00:41:48,910
mind there are no really good
836
00:41:45,610 --> 00:41:51,849
experiments that would lead anybody who
837
00:41:48,909 --> 00:41:57,399
was who's at least maintaining a healthy
838
00:41:51,849 --> 00:42:01,119
skepticism to believe that HIV was
839
00:41:57,400 --> 00:42:02,860
responsible for this series of this nut
840
00:42:01,119 --> 00:42:05,799
series but kind of a loose confederation
841
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of diseases that people are now willing
842
00:42:05,800 --> 00:42:09,220
to call AIDS right it's the
843
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Confederation of maybe 30 different
844
00:42:09,219 --> 00:42:16,149
diseases all of which have existed in
845
00:42:12,489 --> 00:42:18,369
one form or other prior to the condition
846
00:42:16,150 --> 00:42:20,769
that we call AIDS ever being pointed out
847
00:42:18,369 --> 00:42:23,859
and all of which have had some other
848
00:42:20,769 --> 00:42:26,409
explanation at one time or other you
849
00:42:23,860 --> 00:42:29,620
know to say that all 30 of those are
850
00:42:26,409 --> 00:42:32,920
somehow caused in at least some cases
851
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called AIDS cases by a virus called HIV
852
00:42:32,920 --> 00:42:39,490
I think I haven't seen any evidence for
853
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that I haven't even seen anybody trying
854
00:42:39,489 --> 00:42:43,750
to bring evidence forth for that and he
855
00:42:42,219 --> 00:42:45,639
said he's been looking for that since I
856
00:42:43,750 --> 00:42:47,320
guess the late 80s and he has never been
857
00:42:45,639 --> 00:42:52,019
able to find anyone that can give him a
858
00:42:47,320 --> 00:42:55,690
paper that show number one isolation of
859
00:42:52,019 --> 00:42:58,530
HIV rigorous formal isolation of HIV and
860
00:42:55,690 --> 00:43:01,090
secondly using Koch's postulates
861
00:42:58,530 --> 00:43:02,590
demonstrating that HIV is a causal
862
00:43:01,090 --> 00:43:06,670
microorganism where is the original
863
00:43:02,590 --> 00:43:08,860
paper that isolated HIV so that nothing
864
00:43:06,670 --> 00:43:10,450
else was present and they actually could
865
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go and find what the proteins were and
866
00:43:10,449 --> 00:43:14,679
the nucleic acids were I think you won't
867
00:43:13,239 --> 00:43:16,629
find that paper because it hasn't been
868
00:43:14,679 --> 00:43:18,039
published yet I mean I understand there
869
00:43:16,630 --> 00:43:20,200
are a lot of people if you ask them
870
00:43:18,039 --> 00:43:22,449
about HIV causing AIDS as being a
871
00:43:20,199 --> 00:43:24,969
Faculty of course it's indisputable and
872
00:43:22,449 --> 00:43:27,759
the very fact that they will say it's
873
00:43:24,969 --> 00:43:29,739
indisputable might lead you to question
874
00:43:27,760 --> 00:43:32,140
their ability to understand scientific
875
00:43:29,739 --> 00:43:34,419
method people who think any scientific
876
00:43:32,139 --> 00:43:37,619
fact is indisputable don't understand
877
00:43:34,420 --> 00:43:37,619
about scientific facts
878
00:43:46,139 --> 00:43:52,900
there's two types of antiviral drugs
879
00:43:49,599 --> 00:43:55,929
one is the AZT style drug also known as
880
00:43:52,900 --> 00:43:58,210
nucleoside analogues what these drugs do
881
00:43:55,929 --> 00:44:00,909
essentially is they just kill cells the
882
00:43:58,210 --> 00:44:03,070
other type of antiviral drug these are
883
00:44:00,909 --> 00:44:05,500
the protease inhibitors and what they do
884
00:44:03,070 --> 00:44:09,580
is they interfere with the activities of
885
00:44:05,500 --> 00:44:12,429
an enzyme called protease viruses some
886
00:44:09,579 --> 00:44:15,309
viruses have proteases but so do healthy
887
00:44:12,429 --> 00:44:17,429
human cells either style a drug you give
888
00:44:15,309 --> 00:44:21,159
it to a human and you either kill or
889
00:44:17,429 --> 00:44:23,409
harm healthy cells the most severe side
890
00:44:21,159 --> 00:44:25,690
effect from HIV drugs of course like
891
00:44:23,409 --> 00:44:29,879
with any would be death but thankfully
892
00:44:25,690 --> 00:44:35,130
we see it very rarely most of the
893
00:44:29,880 --> 00:44:37,860
antiretroviral drugs are very safe and
894
00:44:35,130 --> 00:44:40,809
the most they cause patients is
895
00:44:37,860 --> 00:44:43,090
inconvenience with non serious side
896
00:44:40,809 --> 00:44:46,000
effects such as nausea or diarrhea or
897
00:44:43,090 --> 00:44:47,950
bloating or gas irritating things but
898
00:44:46,000 --> 00:44:52,750
not serious and not life-threatening are
899
00:44:47,949 --> 00:44:55,539
you taking antiretroviral treatments Sam
900
00:44:52,750 --> 00:44:57,630
how was that I don't know it's still
901
00:44:55,539 --> 00:44:57,630
early
902
00:44:58,309 --> 00:45:02,719
in terms of the positive impact that
903
00:45:00,650 --> 00:45:05,900
it's having yeah what are the negative
904
00:45:02,719 --> 00:45:10,189
effects that it's having well I lost a
905
00:45:05,900 --> 00:45:17,000
lot of weight about 50 pounds a lot of
906
00:45:10,190 --> 00:45:20,389
muscle mass loss of appetite nausea lack
907
00:45:17,000 --> 00:45:22,860
of concentration which are all like
908
00:45:20,389 --> 00:45:24,219
going away little by little
909
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sleeplessness and this was all
911
00:45:26,980 --> 00:45:31,659
drug-induced you can it's like my
912
00:45:29,079 --> 00:45:35,859
stomach always feels full and most of
913
00:45:31,659 --> 00:45:38,798
the time looks full it look it's it's it
914
00:45:35,858 --> 00:45:40,690
sticks out and I can't really there's no
915
00:45:38,798 --> 00:45:45,880
amount of exercise or anything that will
916
00:45:40,690 --> 00:45:48,490
like hold it in and there's a lot of a
917
00:45:45,880 --> 00:45:51,910
lot of bloating and a lot of gas and
918
00:45:48,489 --> 00:45:55,989
like diarrhea episodes of diarrhea I
919
00:45:51,909 --> 00:45:57,879
have friends that won't go out because
920
00:45:55,989 --> 00:46:00,519
they're on the drugs and because they
921
00:45:57,880 --> 00:46:01,960
might have diarrhea at any time or they
922
00:46:00,519 --> 00:46:04,059
might start vomiting and you might get
923
00:46:01,960 --> 00:46:05,980
nausea they got to stay home where the
924
00:46:04,059 --> 00:46:09,069
meds are and they're like chained to
925
00:46:05,980 --> 00:46:11,469
this idea of the meds keeping them alive
926
00:46:09,068 --> 00:46:13,239
but it's actually they're killing them
927
00:46:11,469 --> 00:46:15,759
they're hurting their liver and kidneys
928
00:46:13,239 --> 00:46:17,649
and their hearts several the people I
929
00:46:15,760 --> 00:46:18,280
know have died of AIDS died of heart
930
00:46:17,650 --> 00:46:19,690
attacks
931
00:46:18,280 --> 00:46:21,760
they call it complications from AIDS
932
00:46:19,690 --> 00:46:24,369
it's complications from AIDS medicines
933
00:46:21,760 --> 00:46:27,039
you can walk through West Hollywood and
934
00:46:24,369 --> 00:46:29,048
you can point out you can see from the
935
00:46:27,039 --> 00:46:31,569
shrunken cheeks and the swollen bellies
936
00:46:29,048 --> 00:46:33,579
and the looks on people you can see
937
00:46:31,568 --> 00:46:37,329
who's on the drugs Oh to my face a
938
00:46:33,579 --> 00:46:39,609
couple years ago and I had this like God
939
00:46:37,329 --> 00:46:41,170
look going on and it became so
940
00:46:39,608 --> 00:46:49,690
pronounced that I had I would have a
941
00:46:41,170 --> 00:46:53,108
fold of skin here and I noticed that and
942
00:46:49,690 --> 00:46:57,700
it bothered me to the point where I went
943
00:46:53,108 --> 00:47:02,528
to to to consult with plastic surgeons
944
00:46:57,699 --> 00:47:04,659
as to I didn't ask what was going on
945
00:47:02,528 --> 00:47:07,869
just hot you know I just at the time I
946
00:47:04,659 --> 00:47:09,818
thought it was I was just aging really
947
00:47:07,869 --> 00:47:13,000
rapidly the other thing that I think the
948
00:47:09,818 --> 00:47:16,079
drugs could cause is some facial atrophy
949
00:47:13,000 --> 00:47:19,869
here with it the fat pads on the cheek
950
00:47:16,079 --> 00:47:22,568
waste away I'm not sure if it's caused
951
00:47:19,869 --> 00:47:27,099
by the drug or just by getting older but
952
00:47:22,568 --> 00:47:32,170
I have a feeling that it's caused by the
953
00:47:27,099 --> 00:47:34,088
drug we injected collagen but then that
954
00:47:32,170 --> 00:47:36,430
was expensive and then we did another
955
00:47:34,088 --> 00:47:43,250
procedure where we put
956
00:47:36,429 --> 00:47:47,210
some human tissue which which came from
957
00:47:43,250 --> 00:47:48,800
cadavers and and and and it would just
958
00:47:47,210 --> 00:47:52,039
try to straighten it out and I have
959
00:47:48,800 --> 00:47:53,630
little bumps on my back little tiny
960
00:47:52,039 --> 00:47:56,090
things but you know that there's another
961
00:47:53,630 --> 00:47:59,090
syndrome where it gets redistributed on
962
00:47:56,090 --> 00:48:02,170
the back and and that makes me think
963
00:47:59,090 --> 00:48:04,370
that we don't know what the long-term
964
00:48:02,170 --> 00:48:06,260
effects on where I feel like a human
965
00:48:04,369 --> 00:48:08,599
guinea pig there's no question that
966
00:48:06,260 --> 00:48:12,080
these drugs have have side effects a Z
967
00:48:08,599 --> 00:48:14,119
teal is certainly not a panacea but it's
968
00:48:12,079 --> 00:48:17,509
it's very clear that people especially
969
00:48:14,119 --> 00:48:20,389
taking combination therapies are doing
970
00:48:17,510 --> 00:48:23,090
well and those are people who are taking
971
00:48:20,389 --> 00:48:24,940
the medications from scientific meetings
972
00:48:23,090 --> 00:48:27,769
from these conferences from my personal
973
00:48:24,940 --> 00:48:29,800
contacts with people in the field I can
974
00:48:27,769 --> 00:48:34,280
tell you that I've found no evidence
975
00:48:29,800 --> 00:48:36,650
anywhere that people live longer better
976
00:48:34,280 --> 00:48:38,600
lives who take these anti HIV drugs
977
00:48:36,650 --> 00:48:41,800
these protease inhibitors either in
978
00:48:38,599 --> 00:48:44,809
alone or in cocktails as compared to a
979
00:48:41,800 --> 00:48:47,630
similar group of hiv-positive people who
980
00:48:44,809 --> 00:48:52,190
do not take these drugs so I do not know
981
00:48:47,630 --> 00:48:54,380
where the evidence is for the claims
982
00:48:52,190 --> 00:48:57,380
that you see in the New York Times or in
983
00:48:54,380 --> 00:49:00,260
CNN or wherever you see it that people
984
00:48:57,380 --> 00:49:02,599
are living longer better lives as a
985
00:49:00,260 --> 00:49:03,850
consequence of taking these drugs I'm
986
00:49:02,599 --> 00:49:09,670
not saying that drugs couldn't
987
00:49:03,849 --> 00:49:12,380
facilitate death or you know morbidity
988
00:49:09,670 --> 00:49:14,780
I'm sure I'm sure that can happen and
989
00:49:12,380 --> 00:49:17,960
people have had horrible side effects
990
00:49:14,780 --> 00:49:20,410
from some of these drugs and but to
991
00:49:17,960 --> 00:49:24,079
assume that it is the drugs that are
992
00:49:20,409 --> 00:49:27,469
killing people and not AIDS I think is
993
00:49:24,079 --> 00:49:29,779
again it's it's it's just not it's not
994
00:49:27,469 --> 00:49:31,039
been proven out infectious diseases are
995
00:49:29,780 --> 00:49:33,260
really very simple
996
00:49:31,039 --> 00:49:34,969
it ain't rocket science you know you've
997
00:49:33,260 --> 00:49:38,420
got a bug you've got a poisonous bug
998
00:49:34,969 --> 00:49:40,129
it's destroying the body so I think it's
999
00:49:38,420 --> 00:49:42,440
very very unlikely that we'll
1000
00:49:40,130 --> 00:49:43,579
successfully treat HIV without antiviral
1001
00:49:42,440 --> 00:49:45,829
drugs
1002
00:49:43,579 --> 00:49:47,778
and it does seem to me a bit of a waste
1003
00:49:45,829 --> 00:49:50,798
of time to try if you think about it you
1004
00:49:47,778 --> 00:49:53,478
give you put in a person make making
1005
00:49:50,798 --> 00:49:56,389
hundred thousands of new t-cells every
1006
00:49:53,478 --> 00:49:59,118
minute an inhibitor of DNA synthesis
1007
00:49:56,389 --> 00:50:00,949
because the virus needs DNA to be
1008
00:49:59,119 --> 00:50:02,778
replicated but the virus is ten kilo
1009
00:50:00,949 --> 00:50:06,468
bases in the human cell is a million
1010
00:50:02,778 --> 00:50:09,228
kilo bases you're shooting with nuclear
1011
00:50:06,469 --> 00:50:10,849
weapons at bunnies yes you probably know
1012
00:50:09,228 --> 00:50:13,218
cards a few bunnies but the forest
1013
00:50:10,849 --> 00:50:16,130
doesn't look very good after your hunt
1014
00:50:13,219 --> 00:50:18,528
is over I just want to read four things
1015
00:50:16,130 --> 00:50:21,680
that you can find on the back of these
1016
00:50:18,528 --> 00:50:25,338
drug ads where the front has handsome
1017
00:50:21,679 --> 00:50:27,409
tan men climbing up mountains and short
1018
00:50:25,338 --> 00:50:29,538
shorts and you know smiling women and
1019
00:50:27,409 --> 00:50:31,940
all this stuff on the back it says stuff
1020
00:50:29,539 --> 00:50:34,459
like at this time there is no evidence
1021
00:50:31,940 --> 00:50:36,019
that Zion will help you live longer or
1022
00:50:34,458 --> 00:50:39,498
have fewer of the medical problems
1023
00:50:36,018 --> 00:50:41,689
associated with AIDS it is not yet known
1024
00:50:39,498 --> 00:50:43,368
whether Crixivan will extend your life
1025
00:50:41,690 --> 00:50:46,969
or reduce your chances of getting
1026
00:50:43,369 --> 00:50:49,699
illnesses associated with HIV at present
1027
00:50:46,969 --> 00:50:52,219
there are no results none from
1028
00:50:49,699 --> 00:50:53,930
controlled clinical trials evaluating
1029
00:50:52,219 --> 00:50:56,259
the effects of Iram Yeun on the
1030
00:50:53,929 --> 00:50:58,940
incidence of opportunistic infections or
1031
00:50:56,259 --> 00:51:01,639
survival and finally there's one that
1032
00:50:58,940 --> 00:51:04,880
simply says there have been no clinical
1033
00:51:01,639 --> 00:51:07,998
trials conducted with combivir if these
1034
00:51:04,880 --> 00:51:10,160
drugs were showing health benefits which
1035
00:51:07,998 --> 00:51:12,558
has not appeared in the form of
1036
00:51:10,159 --> 00:51:14,629
long-term controlled scientific studies
1037
00:51:12,559 --> 00:51:16,969
published in the medical literature the
1038
00:51:14,630 --> 00:51:19,489
drug companies would be putting the good
1039
00:51:16,969 --> 00:51:22,159
news on the front page instead of
1040
00:51:19,489 --> 00:51:23,230
putting these disclaimers on the back
1041
00:51:22,159 --> 00:51:26,839
page
1042
00:51:23,230 --> 00:51:26,840
[Music]
1043
00:51:29,349 --> 00:51:32,500
[Music]
1044
00:51:35,480 --> 00:51:38,659
[Music]
1045
00:51:47,429 --> 00:52:00,958
[Music]
1046
00:52:06,199 --> 00:52:13,369
[Music]
1047
00:52:22,219 --> 00:52:25,449
[Music]
1048
00:52:27,789 --> 00:52:30,980
[Music]
1049
00:52:33,989 --> 00:52:37,719
[Music]
1050
00:52:47,110 --> 00:52:50,269
[Music]
1051
00:52:53,280 --> 00:53:19,920
[Music]
1052
00:53:20,420 --> 00:53:25,280
I can pull up scientific studies left
1053
00:53:23,420 --> 00:53:28,700
and right that have been condemning
1054
00:53:25,280 --> 00:53:31,670
these popular drugs now for more than a
1055
00:53:28,699 --> 00:53:33,980
year and but by the time it filters down
1056
00:53:31,670 --> 00:53:36,740
to the people who believe they need them
1057
00:53:33,980 --> 00:53:37,940
for many of them it's too late
1058
00:53:36,739 --> 00:53:39,259
you know you'll put up with this kind of
1059
00:53:37,940 --> 00:53:40,840
stuff because you think that you've got
1060
00:53:39,260 --> 00:53:43,220
to do it
1061
00:53:40,840 --> 00:53:45,289
you think you've got to do take these
1062
00:53:43,219 --> 00:53:47,779
drugs I mean because otherwise you're
1063
00:53:45,289 --> 00:53:49,820
going to die and so you'll limp around
1064
00:53:47,780 --> 00:53:51,410
and you'll put up with the pins and
1065
00:53:49,820 --> 00:53:53,840
needles in your feet and you'll think
1066
00:53:51,409 --> 00:53:56,359
you know that oh with my belly my
1067
00:53:53,840 --> 00:53:58,820
belly's all bloated out and it feels all
1068
00:53:56,360 --> 00:54:03,890
like I'm like I'm like like I've eaten
1069
00:53:58,820 --> 00:54:05,300
two watermelons but but it's you know
1070
00:54:03,889 --> 00:54:09,230
it's it's better than the alternative
1071
00:54:05,300 --> 00:54:12,740
and it's like I don't know you know what
1072
00:54:09,230 --> 00:54:14,300
is the alternative did you ever question
1073
00:54:12,739 --> 00:54:16,929
what you were being told about your
1074
00:54:14,300 --> 00:54:16,930
diagnosis
1075
00:54:20,380 --> 00:54:35,789
No
1076
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[Music]
1077
00:54:43,010 --> 00:54:49,860
hey I'm Christine Maggiore I'm convinced
1078
00:54:47,099 --> 00:54:51,719
it's wrong to encourage HIV testing and
1079
00:54:49,860 --> 00:54:54,390
to administer death sentences the people
1080
00:54:51,719 --> 00:54:56,399
who test positive the HIV test is well
1081
00:54:54,389 --> 00:54:58,980
documented to cross-react with numerous
1082
00:54:56,400 --> 00:55:01,410
non HIV antibodies that can be found in
1083
00:54:58,980 --> 00:55:03,449
normal healthy people they read these as
1084
00:55:01,409 --> 00:55:06,659
HIV antibodies and give a positive test
1085
00:55:03,449 --> 00:55:09,449
result cold the flu flu shots
1086
00:55:06,659 --> 00:55:12,569
hepatitis herpes rheumatoid arthritis
1087
00:55:09,449 --> 00:55:15,029
other immunizations and pregnancy can
1088
00:55:12,570 --> 00:55:17,160
read as HIV positive on these tests
1089
00:55:15,030 --> 00:55:20,460
pregnant women who test positive are
1090
00:55:17,159 --> 00:55:24,359
told they have to take this a Z T or
1091
00:55:20,460 --> 00:55:26,309
abort that's an actual AZT label AZT is
1092
00:55:24,360 --> 00:55:29,340
a chemotherapy it's a known carcinogen
1093
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and works by destroying DNA chains as
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00:55:29,340 --> 00:55:32,940
they're forming in the body it causes
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00:55:31,199 --> 00:55:34,949
severe anemia so severe people need
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00:55:32,940 --> 00:55:38,210
blood transfusions it causes muscle
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00:55:34,949 --> 00:55:41,129
wasting neuropathy diarrhea dementia
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00:55:38,210 --> 00:55:44,820
spontaneous abortion fetal deformities
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00:55:41,130 --> 00:55:46,829
and lymphoma as we meet here today there
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00:55:44,820 --> 00:55:48,480
are parents across the country who risk
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00:55:46,829 --> 00:55:50,369
losing their children to state custody
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00:55:48,480 --> 00:55:53,309
for their refusal to give their children
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00:55:50,369 --> 00:55:56,219
a CT next week in Eugene Oregon
1104
00:55:53,309 --> 00:55:58,349
the parents of an HIV negative baby are
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00:55:56,219 --> 00:56:00,689
being charged with negligence and intent
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00:55:58,349 --> 00:56:03,989
to harm for objecting to orders to give
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00:56:00,690 --> 00:56:06,420
their baby AZT this baby's father is HIV
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00:56:03,989 --> 00:56:08,549
negative his sister's HIV negative and
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00:56:06,420 --> 00:56:11,159
he's HIV negative but since his mother
1110
00:56:08,550 --> 00:56:12,960
came up positive on an HIV antibody test
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00:56:11,159 --> 00:56:16,109
the state says that they must give this
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00:56:12,960 --> 00:56:18,420
HIV negative baby a Z T and she cannot
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00:56:16,110 --> 00:56:20,640
breastfeed him this isn't public health
1114
00:56:18,420 --> 00:56:24,630
policy this is madness our pediatrician
1115
00:56:20,639 --> 00:56:27,089
came to take a look at him and she gave
1116
00:56:24,630 --> 00:56:29,130
him a little check out and said he
1117
00:56:27,090 --> 00:56:33,269
looked great he apparently was very
1118
00:56:29,130 --> 00:56:35,369
healthy and all his vitals were working
1119
00:56:33,269 --> 00:56:37,259
right and everything was was good he
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00:56:35,369 --> 00:56:42,029
looked like a good good strong healthy
1121
00:56:37,260 --> 00:56:43,890
baby and but would we consider a visit
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00:56:42,030 --> 00:56:47,760
from this infectious diseases
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00:56:43,889 --> 00:56:50,489
pediatrician she came by and looked at
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00:56:47,760 --> 00:56:51,910
Felix and also agreed that he was a very
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00:56:50,489 --> 00:56:54,399
healthy looking baby look
1126
00:56:51,909 --> 00:56:57,250
fine but urged us Serg me to stop
1127
00:56:54,400 --> 00:56:59,230
breastfeeding right away and to start
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00:56:57,250 --> 00:57:01,750
the AZT treatment for him that that was
1129
00:56:59,230 --> 00:57:04,088
really the best thing to do in this case
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00:57:01,750 --> 00:57:07,869
so we we talked with her for a little
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00:57:04,088 --> 00:57:10,358
while about why we had decided not to
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00:57:07,869 --> 00:57:14,289
and that you know we we really had based
1133
00:57:10,358 --> 00:57:19,358
our decision on a lot of research and a
1134
00:57:14,289 --> 00:57:20,890
lot of soul-searching and you know just
1135
00:57:19,358 --> 00:57:23,769
kind of the basic information that we
1136
00:57:20,889 --> 00:57:26,469
had about our own health and the health
1137
00:57:23,769 --> 00:57:26,920
of my daughter and and especially my
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00:57:26,469 --> 00:57:32,618
health
1139
00:57:26,920 --> 00:57:34,000
she was just rather strident and for me
1140
00:57:32,619 --> 00:57:35,710
that she would be going to the Ethics
1141
00:57:34,000 --> 00:57:37,030
Board of the hospital and would be
1142
00:57:35,710 --> 00:57:39,280
consulting with the hospital's attorney
1143
00:57:37,030 --> 00:57:42,819
the petitioner from juvenile court
1144
00:57:39,280 --> 00:57:46,650
walked in my room with a Eugene police
1145
00:57:42,818 --> 00:57:49,659
officer in you know a police officer
1146
00:57:46,650 --> 00:57:52,420
with the gun in the holster and their
1147
00:57:49,659 --> 00:57:54,788
radio and the little book and I'm in the
1148
00:57:52,420 --> 00:57:56,170
whole uniform and everything basically I
1149
00:57:54,789 --> 00:57:59,049
was told that you know I really needed
1150
00:57:56,170 --> 00:58:01,838
to stop breastfeeding right away and I
1151
00:57:59,048 --> 00:58:05,969
really needed to start giving Felix AZT
1152
00:58:01,838 --> 00:58:09,130
right away and at this point I was in a
1153
00:58:05,969 --> 00:58:11,889
panic and so you know I hit the buzzer
1154
00:58:09,130 --> 00:58:15,369
told the nurses to please come in now
1155
00:58:11,889 --> 00:58:21,150
and bring the formula bottles and in the
1156
00:58:15,369 --> 00:58:21,150
bottles and I would start it right then
1157
00:58:25,670 --> 00:58:34,619
so so that's what we did but it didn't
1158
00:58:33,480 --> 00:58:41,840
make any difference because we were
1159
00:58:34,619 --> 00:58:41,839
already caught in the in the process
1160
00:58:43,489 --> 00:58:50,669
didn't make any difference so I realized
1161
00:58:48,389 --> 00:58:55,250
then I read the paper that my son was no
1162
00:58:50,670 --> 00:59:00,180
longer in my custody in my legal custody
1163
00:58:55,250 --> 00:59:01,500
and that he was as of that moment under
1164
00:59:00,179 --> 00:59:08,579
protective custody in the state of
1165
00:59:01,500 --> 00:59:12,719
Oregon and that they would leave him
1166
00:59:08,579 --> 00:59:14,819
with me but with those kind of orders
1167
00:59:12,719 --> 00:59:19,369
and that kind of paper in your hand you
1168
00:59:14,820 --> 00:59:19,370
realize that you know nothing is certain
1169
00:59:20,719 --> 00:59:27,839
would put it in a syringe without a
1170
00:59:23,489 --> 00:59:30,379
needle on it and I put this little teeny
1171
00:59:27,840 --> 00:59:33,870
tiny tube on the end of the syringe and
1172
00:59:30,380 --> 00:59:37,160
then I would tape the tube the end of
1173
00:59:33,869 --> 00:59:39,559
the tube onto my finger then I would
1174
00:59:37,159 --> 00:59:42,059
squeeze the syringe and I'd watch that
1175
00:59:39,559 --> 00:59:44,940
medicine go down the tube until it got
1176
00:59:42,059 --> 00:59:47,610
right to the end and then I would put
1177
00:59:44,940 --> 00:59:50,519
that finger in my baby's mouth and he
1178
00:59:47,610 --> 00:59:54,150
would start to suck and then I would
1179
00:59:50,519 --> 00:59:56,159
have to squeeze that syringe until it
1180
00:59:54,150 --> 00:59:57,750
was all the way down and there was still
1181
00:59:56,159 --> 01:00:01,319
some left in the tube so I have to take
1182
00:59:57,750 --> 01:00:03,630
the syringe off the tube and then draw
1183
01:00:01,320 --> 01:00:05,340
up some formula in that syringe and
1184
01:00:03,630 --> 01:00:07,740
reattach it to the tube and then push
1185
01:00:05,340 --> 01:00:13,680
the formula through so that he would get
1186
01:00:07,739 --> 01:00:15,509
all the 0.65 milliliters of AZT three
1187
01:00:13,679 --> 01:00:18,059
months into the pregnancy they tested me
1188
01:00:15,510 --> 01:00:20,100
I came up positive we fought them saying
1189
01:00:18,059 --> 01:00:21,989
we didn't believe it put them off we
1190
01:00:20,099 --> 01:00:24,779
don't want the drugs for two months and
1191
01:00:21,989 --> 01:00:26,429
we agreed to start the AZT five months
1192
01:00:24,780 --> 01:00:29,610
into the pregnancy and that's when they
1193
01:00:26,429 --> 01:00:33,299
took us down they put us in an office we
1194
01:00:29,610 --> 01:00:36,680
have these stack of papers and we just
1195
01:00:33,300 --> 01:00:38,900
signed it all she was doing seizures for
1196
01:00:36,679 --> 01:00:40,699
she disciplined she'd be sitting in her
1197
01:00:38,900 --> 01:00:45,139
tight her face was kind of tight nothing
1198
01:00:40,699 --> 01:00:47,058
and she terrorized enroll and then she
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01:00:45,139 --> 01:00:49,159
at one time on the couch we came out and
1200
01:00:47,059 --> 01:00:54,680
she was convulsing all right we call the
1201
01:00:49,159 --> 01:00:58,788
911 fever related seizures she's been
1202
01:00:54,679 --> 01:01:00,108
very very very hard to phrase and I know
1203
01:00:58,789 --> 01:01:01,520
that she was poisoned
1204
01:01:00,108 --> 01:01:03,858
she's a different child and it's
1205
01:01:01,519 --> 01:01:06,079
everybody a lot of people know rachel is
1206
01:01:03,858 --> 01:01:21,818
in a lead rachel slight what and Rachel
1207
01:01:06,079 --> 01:01:24,440
physically seems to be fine with that
1208
01:01:21,818 --> 01:01:27,679
she can't say one two three
1209
01:01:24,440 --> 01:01:30,230
she can't say one you can't no she can't
1210
01:01:27,679 --> 01:01:32,210
count to three and she can't say ABC and
1211
01:01:30,230 --> 01:01:33,289
she can't say your name and she can't
1212
01:01:32,210 --> 01:01:35,000
tell you how old she is
1213
01:01:33,289 --> 01:01:36,109
and then sometimes in her head I mean
1214
01:01:35,000 --> 01:01:38,719
she wakes up the mood like crying
1215
01:01:36,108 --> 01:01:41,389
sometimes and like in pain just scream
1216
01:01:38,719 --> 01:01:42,739
it and it's just it's hard to see what's
1217
01:01:41,389 --> 01:01:45,379
going on with her and it really hurts me
1218
01:01:42,739 --> 01:01:46,608
and I feel somewhat responsible cuz I
1219
01:01:45,380 --> 01:01:48,950
let those doctors give her those drugs
1220
01:01:46,608 --> 01:01:50,568
and I don't think that Paul and I can
1221
01:01:48,949 --> 01:01:53,750
really say that there's anything
1222
01:01:50,568 --> 01:01:55,190
specifically wrong with her because I
1223
01:01:53,750 --> 01:01:58,119
don't think anybody can really tell
1224
01:01:55,190 --> 01:02:03,659
Rachel's different she's just different
1225
01:01:58,119 --> 01:02:03,659
[Music]
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[Music]
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you
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[Music]
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01:02:43,719 --> 01:02:49,239
some of the concerns that I guess the
1230
01:02:46,239 --> 01:02:51,429
dissident side raises is that AZT is
1231
01:02:49,239 --> 01:02:53,259
contraindicated for everyone except
1232
01:02:51,429 --> 01:02:54,369
pregnant women children and people in
1233
01:02:53,260 --> 01:02:56,680
third-world countries
1234
01:02:54,369 --> 01:02:58,839
how does how does that work what's your
1235
01:02:56,679 --> 01:03:01,149
what your well that's an absolutely
1236
01:02:58,840 --> 01:03:03,640
ridiculous position it's totally false
1237
01:03:01,150 --> 01:03:06,550
we give AZT all the time to patients
1238
01:03:03,639 --> 01:03:09,609
with HIV disease monitor no we don't use
1239
01:03:06,550 --> 01:03:12,670
mono therapy ever we use AZT as part of
1240
01:03:09,610 --> 01:03:14,200
a combination regimen but let me ask you
1241
01:03:12,670 --> 01:03:16,680
something do you believe that HIV causes
1242
01:03:14,199 --> 01:03:16,679
AIDS
1243
01:03:17,670 --> 01:03:22,480
that's that's the general position that
1244
01:03:20,380 --> 01:03:24,309
seems to be the prevailing wisdom on it
1245
01:03:22,480 --> 01:03:26,349
do you personally believe that HIV
1246
01:03:24,309 --> 01:03:28,360
causes AIDS I don't have enough
1247
01:03:26,349 --> 01:03:32,579
information either way personally are
1248
01:03:28,360 --> 01:03:34,809
you one of the dissidents a dissident no
1249
01:03:32,579 --> 01:03:36,069
how can you say you don't have enough
1250
01:03:34,809 --> 01:03:38,769
information if you're doing a
1251
01:03:36,070 --> 01:03:40,990
documentary on this topic I'm forming an
1252
01:03:38,769 --> 01:03:42,730
opinion based on the information that I
1253
01:03:40,989 --> 01:03:44,619
got honestly Robin if you're at this
1254
01:03:42,730 --> 01:03:47,740
meeting you should have had an opinion
1255
01:03:44,619 --> 01:03:50,049
form before coming here
1256
01:03:47,739 --> 01:03:51,189
that's not necessarily true I mean I can
1257
01:03:50,050 --> 01:03:54,070
see that you're a man who stands
1258
01:03:51,190 --> 01:03:56,079
powerfully behind that that that idea
1259
01:03:54,070 --> 01:03:58,570
I stand powerfully and passionately
1260
01:03:56,079 --> 01:04:00,159
behind that idea and I'm concerned that
1261
01:03:58,570 --> 01:04:01,750
if you are someone who is going to
1262
01:04:00,159 --> 01:04:04,420
waffle on this topic that you will
1263
01:04:01,750 --> 01:04:06,280
attempt to edit my remarks in a way that
1264
01:04:04,420 --> 01:04:07,869
will make me look foolish I will not do
1265
01:04:06,280 --> 01:04:09,700
that I'm not out to take anyone's
1266
01:04:07,869 --> 01:04:11,199
dignity or anything I'm trying to put
1267
01:04:09,699 --> 01:04:13,409
together a series of interviews that
1268
01:04:11,199 --> 01:04:19,809
bring enlightenment to the subject
1269
01:04:13,409 --> 01:04:21,839
that's it as far as I'm concerned and I
1270
01:04:19,809 --> 01:04:24,909
hope this view is adequately represented
1271
01:04:21,840 --> 01:04:28,079
those who attempt to dispel the notion
1272
01:04:24,909 --> 01:04:31,599
that HIV is the cause of AIDS are
1273
01:04:28,079 --> 01:04:34,269
perpetrators of death and I would very
1274
01:04:31,599 --> 01:04:36,219
much for one like to see the
1275
01:04:34,269 --> 01:04:38,800
Constitution of the United States and
1276
01:04:36,219 --> 01:04:42,399
similar countries have some means in
1277
01:04:38,800 --> 01:04:44,350
place that we can charge people who are
1278
01:04:42,400 --> 01:04:48,400
responsible for endangering Public
1279
01:04:44,349 --> 01:04:50,440
Health with charges of endangerment and
1280
01:04:48,400 --> 01:04:53,019
bring them up on trial I think that
1281
01:04:50,440 --> 01:04:54,130
people like Peter Duesberg belong in
1282
01:04:53,019 --> 01:04:56,108
jail you know
1283
01:04:54,130 --> 01:04:57,548
the Toyotas and Mercedes shouldn't be
1284
01:04:56,108 --> 01:04:59,318
sold here because we want to sell
1285
01:04:57,548 --> 01:05:02,679
General Motors but when it comes to
1286
01:04:59,318 --> 01:05:07,960
science we act in America like the Pope
1287
01:05:02,679 --> 01:05:10,929
acts in all this only one tooth and only
1288
01:05:07,960 --> 01:05:12,429
one direction to marching one of the
1289
01:05:10,929 --> 01:05:14,858
distinguishing features of modern
1290
01:05:12,429 --> 01:05:16,899
science is skepticism the spirit to
1291
01:05:14,858 --> 01:05:19,960
challenge other people's work the spirit
1292
01:05:16,900 --> 01:05:22,269
to challenge your own work and I fear
1293
01:05:19,960 --> 01:05:25,358
that this spirit is disappearing in
1294
01:05:22,268 --> 01:05:27,818
particular in the case of HIV and AIDS
1295
01:05:25,358 --> 01:05:30,098
anybody that speaks up against or
1296
01:05:27,818 --> 01:05:34,329
challenges some of the entrenched
1297
01:05:30,099 --> 01:05:36,730
paradigms or principles is not only not
1298
01:05:34,329 --> 01:05:39,400
welcomed but they are strongly
1299
01:05:36,730 --> 01:05:43,240
criticized to the point of being called
1300
01:05:39,400 --> 01:05:45,960
names bigots homophobes baby-killers
1301
01:05:43,239 --> 01:05:48,578
flat-earthers holocaust deniers
1302
01:05:45,960 --> 01:05:51,338
certainly this would indicate to me that
1303
01:05:48,579 --> 01:05:53,109
the spirit of skepticism the spirit of
1304
01:05:51,338 --> 01:05:55,838
challenge the spirit of scientific
1305
01:05:53,108 --> 01:05:58,869
debate in this field is virtually
1306
01:05:55,838 --> 01:06:00,880
completely gone someone who would
1307
01:05:58,869 --> 01:06:03,548
perpetrate the notion that HIV is not
1308
01:06:00,880 --> 01:06:07,240
the cause of AIDS is perhaps motivated
1309
01:06:03,548 --> 01:06:10,659
by sentiments of pure evil that's such a
1310
01:06:07,239 --> 01:06:13,000
person may perhaps really want millions
1311
01:06:10,659 --> 01:06:15,548
of people in Africa and elsewhere to
1312
01:06:13,000 --> 01:06:19,719
become infected by this virus and go on
1313
01:06:15,548 --> 01:06:22,420
to die of it and who knows maybe there's
1314
01:06:19,719 --> 01:06:25,929
a hidden agenda behind the thoughts of a
1315
01:06:22,420 --> 01:06:29,048
madman maybe all psychopaths everywhere
1316
01:06:25,929 --> 01:06:31,108
have ways of getting their views across
1317
01:06:29,048 --> 01:06:35,518
that are sometimes camouflaged in
1318
01:06:31,108 --> 01:06:38,288
subterfuge but I suggest to you that
1319
01:06:35,518 --> 01:06:39,608
Peter Duesberg is probably the closest
1320
01:06:38,289 --> 01:06:42,160
thing we have in this world to a
1321
01:06:39,608 --> 01:06:43,538
scientific psychopath there are a lot of
1322
01:06:42,159 --> 01:06:46,239
other scientists that raise the
1323
01:06:43,539 --> 01:06:49,569
challenges that he raises and now the
1324
01:06:46,239 --> 01:06:51,699
introduced finished thanks I had all the
1325
01:06:49,568 --> 01:06:54,608
students I wanted I'd all the lab space
1326
01:06:51,699 --> 01:06:57,328
I needed I get all the trans awarded
1327
01:06:54,608 --> 01:07:00,788
electing the National Academy I became
1328
01:06:57,329 --> 01:07:03,609
California scientists of the year all my
1329
01:07:00,789 --> 01:07:06,720
papers were published I could do no
1330
01:07:03,608 --> 01:07:11,469
wrong almost professionally that is
1331
01:07:06,719 --> 01:07:14,078
until I started questioning the claim
1332
01:07:11,469 --> 01:07:20,009
that HIV or the hypothesis that HIV is
1333
01:07:14,079 --> 01:07:20,009
the cause of it then everything changed
1334
01:07:26,809 --> 01:07:32,929
the disease that is now known as malaria
1335
01:07:30,278 --> 01:07:36,489
was thought up until the middle of the
1336
01:07:32,929 --> 01:07:40,608
19th century to be something caused by
1337
01:07:36,489 --> 01:07:43,849
organisms in the air hence the term mal
1338
01:07:40,608 --> 01:07:46,929
area I mean the French thought that it
1339
01:07:43,849 --> 01:07:49,548
was a disease of lethargy and a fever
1340
01:07:46,929 --> 01:07:51,249
caused by being in tropical climates
1341
01:07:49,548 --> 01:07:53,389
because there was something in the air
1342
01:07:51,248 --> 01:07:55,068
it was not till the middle of the
1343
01:07:53,389 --> 01:07:57,768
nineteenth century that they discovered
1344
01:07:55,068 --> 01:08:00,978
that malaria had nothing to do with the
1345
01:07:57,768 --> 01:08:04,129
air but it was caused by the bite of the
1346
01:08:00,978 --> 01:08:06,468
anopheles mosquito that's the vector for
1347
01:08:04,130 --> 01:08:09,640
for malaria so you know the causation
1348
01:08:06,469 --> 01:08:12,349
for disease the causation for illness
1349
01:08:09,639 --> 01:08:16,849
for a number of other natural phenomenon
1350
01:08:12,349 --> 01:08:18,798
in astronomy and microbiology is always
1351
01:08:16,849 --> 01:08:21,020
something that's open for robust and
1352
01:08:18,798 --> 01:08:23,738
vigorous dispute and debate and AIDS is
1353
01:08:21,020 --> 01:08:26,750
no different it has been something of a
1354
01:08:23,738 --> 01:08:29,238
marvel to me how colleagues in the
1355
01:08:26,750 --> 01:08:35,149
business who normally would be the first
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to challenge blatantly exaggerated
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claims that come from organizations like
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you nades and the w-h-o and some of
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these other major organizations they're
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completely uncritically accepted and
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uncritically reported and this is
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harmful because it's helped every time
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these agencies feel that concern about
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aids is beginning to die away in in the
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countries where it's a diminishing
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problem they issue new reports with new
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projections and new exaggerated claims
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to try to keep the funds flowing and
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keep the concern there
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I can understand this from one
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perspective that because they have the
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mindset that this is such a terrible
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epidemic and because they've closed
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their minds to other ways of thinking
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they feel that they're justified in
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doing this but it's a dangerous a
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dangerous way of behaving and it's
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helped to distort the science and
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maintain some illusory aspects of this
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for much longer than need have been the
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case I don't think most people got
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involved it really looked at it and said
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I don't think this is really true but I
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won't get into it anyhow it wasn't like
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that it was like they were never
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questioning it because it was the easy
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way to go
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you fought I mean if somebody's paying
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you 150 thousand dollars a year for
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working on something you don't have to
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be questioning whether that's useful
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every day because it's useful to you I
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mean if you're trying to work your way
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up in IBM you don't immediately go to
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the to the chairman of the company and
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say does this company actually do what
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it says it does I mean are we really for
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real I mean I mean you don't do that
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right so the fact that everybody that
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works for IBM believes in IBM as a
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company does not say that IBM really
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does what it says it does it just says
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well of course everybody it works for
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IBM the kind of toes the line right so
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everybody in the field of AIDS
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works for AIDS in a way I mean you can
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think of it as a big corporation that's
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completely funded by the federal
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government it's a big company it's a big
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organization which has a pecking order
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not quite as distinct to some companies
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but not as indistinct as you might think
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it is not a but it's not 30,000
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independent scientists working in their
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own labs with their own ideas see so to
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say that they all go for it it says
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whether I'll belong to the club don't
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they they're all being paid out of the
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same coffer and they're not going to be
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paid if they don't go for it so you
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can't the only way to resolve this for
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yourself is to say I guess I'm going to
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have to learn a little about it
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I feel like I'm waking up from something
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five years sleep in which I agreed to do
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something that I didn't really believe
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in or want to do but I did out of fear
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and and a really kind of really pressure
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I think that the basic paradigm that we
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all function under with HIV and AIDS is
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one of fear it's assumed that you're
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infected and that you have a death
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sentence it's assumed that if you don't
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do follow doctor's orders
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you're going to get sick and die there
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are many many people who are not
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following doctor's orders and who are
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doing quite well in fact many of them I
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see daily and they seem to be doing
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better than the people who are following
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doctor's orders
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I hope HIV doesn't cause AIDS you know
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and then looking at all these questions
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and all these unanswered questions I'm
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getting it more and more to believe that
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HIV doesn't cause AIDS and if this
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should turn out to be the case then I
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can live a free life you know free from
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fear free from the terror that has been
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subjected on me in the last ten years
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for me the other side of AIDS is
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learning to be a critical thinker to
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really make decisions for myself rather
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than let Society or a doctor or a
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pharmaceutical company tell me what's
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best for me to really consider all my
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options and to live based on what feels
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right in my heart
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to not make decisions based on fear and
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death but to make decisions based on
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life the reality seems to confirm me
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every single year we have never cured
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one single AIDS patient we have never
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been able to predict the epidemic it was
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said to be exploding in the general
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population
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it hasn't prostitutes were supposed to
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be getting it doctors were supposed to
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be getting it because they're the front
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lines of the viral attack scientists
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working with HIV were said to die from
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AIDS that hasn't happened a vaccine was
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supposed to be found
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we have no vaccine well what more can
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you ask for it should not at other
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things it fails every year think another
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one is not cannot be considered in this
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country the evidence that I have seen
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shows me nothing of the sort
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to resemble anything approaching a
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scientific basis of evidence that what's
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called AIDS is caused by a viral entity
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or by a retro
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virus whatever the initials are HIV i hv
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VIH you can scramble them any way you
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like the cause and cure for AIDS is as
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near at hand as an alternative
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hypothesis questioning is is healthy
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questioning is what leads to answers
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science research investigation of any
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time kind begins with questions and when
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we restrict where those questions can go
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who can ask them and under what
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circumstances we're restricting progress
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and knowledge and when we're looking for
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answers to a problem that is unresolved
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that has caused a tremendous human
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suffering on many levels lives being
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lost lives being forever changed
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you know people commit suicide have
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abortions break up relationships give up
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careers and all kinds of things based on
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the idea that HIV causes AIDS we have
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the right to question this questioning
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is a good thing and we should be joining
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hands there shouldn't be this my side
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your side we should be joining hands the
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you know so-called mainstream AIDS
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organizations with the so-called
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alternative AIDS organizations like ours
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in an effort to explain the anomalies to
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fill in the gaping holes in our
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knowledge and to embrace what we don't
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understand in order to come to some
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answers and solutions that can truly be
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of help to people
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to sleep so long in a country that's
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gone wrong
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would you rather stare the screen listen
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to a song stick stick jab can't see
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lose my baby boy swallows all the hill
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here it's pure joke a little smoke step
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right up to the eye scan let's all slide
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down the spoiled and gland it's hard
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living in the white man's world having
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straight hair but dreaming of girls your
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street has lost three
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one day I'll join me
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one day
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one day I'll join live
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they all join it mother
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