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-Hey.
-Hi.

Okay, who knows why we've been summoned?

Jocelyn says she's found her new sound.

Oh, okay, okay.
What about the sound we created for her?

You guys are enabling her.

There's obviously something a bit off.

-Not all oars are in the water--
-The girl's mother died.

So, my mother's dead.
Is your mother alive?

-You are somethin' else.
-People die.

People die, all the time.

-Are you fuckin' joking now?
-Everybody dies.

-Are you serious?
-What?

-Hi, guys!
-Here she comes.

-Oh, hi.
-Hey.

Hi! Thank you guys so much for coming.

I know it was last minute and everything.

You call, we come.

So, last night,
I got a little bit inspired

and I took "World Class Sinner"

and I re-did it.

What?

Well, I just--
I made it my own a little bit.

Okay.

Okay, Nikki, before you make up your mind,
will you just listen to it?

-I'm really excited to play it for you.
-I mean--

-Sure. Sure, sure.
-Is the speaker on?

-Yeah, it's set up.
-Just gonna connect to the--

Baby, it's hard to see
when you're lookin' at me

But I do what I want,
don't give a fuck at all

Lookin' for something sweet

When it gets time to eat

You better start to run when I call

'Cause I know that you don't
really know how to handle it

My heart's cold as a stone

When you ask me
who you're dealin' with

I'm just a freak, yeah

You know I want it baaad

I mean, okay, I'll go first.
I mean, it's not happening, it's not.

-I mean, what? What?
-Alright. Wait, hold on.

-Hey, Nikki.
-It's not happening.

-It's not. Chaim, don't.
-Okay.

Okay, but, Nikki, this is something that,
like, no one's doing.

Well, yeah! There's a reason
no one is doing this right now.

It's not commercial.

Okay, but I told you it's not finished.

By the time I finish it,
it will be commercial.

Well, we have a giant fucking hit.

Why would we change it?
Ticket sales are down.

But, Nikki, it's not me.

-It's not me.
-The single drops next Friday.

We've already done our spends on radio,

on digital, on streaming,

and we spent $1 million
on the goddamn fucking

giant strip club for the video
that you and Sarah Lawrence here

are shooting this week.

Okay.

That's fine.
I'll release it myself.

-Wait, baby. No, no, no, no, no.
-What the fuck are you-- Okay.

So you think you've got a bigger
fuckin' dick than me now, Princess?

You wanna fuckin' back it up a little bit

and go through a little oral history
of how we fucking got here?

Because I am more than happy.
I'll spell it out for you.

Remember when your mother got sick?
It was Finkelstein and I.

We came to you and we said,
"We should cancel that tour."

And you said, "No, Nikki, don't.

Please. I can do it. Trust me."

And then a week before you're gonna play
Madison Square Garden,

I get a call that you are
out of your fucking mind,

babbling up on the roof,
talking to things in outer fuckin' space.

All right, all right.

-We don't have to rehash--
-So, wait, so what do we do?

We cut our losses, we refund the tickets.

We spent eight months getting you healthy

and then we spend millions
sending you around the world,

putting you with producers

to give you an EP
of giant fucking big-titted hits!

And now, you're gonna sit here and tell me

that, "It's not me. I don't like it."

Well, that's too bad.
It's too fucking late.

That train has left the station

and whether you like it or not,

you are going for that ride!

My suggestion to you?

Appear grateful.

Put on that face, the grateful one.

Yeah, there it is.

Well, thank you, Nikki,
for being so predictable--

You're welcome.

And

fuck everyone else
for being a fucking coward.

I mean, who wouldn't be grateful
after being talked to like that?

Your call has been forwarded
to an automatic--

It doesn't make any sense.

We have a giant fucking hit.

Have some tact
in the way that you say it.

But you know it was awful.

-Why don't one of you--
-I actually like it.

-I think it's cool.
-I think it's--

-I like all the breathing in it.
-Oh, please. You don't like it.

We're not gonna win this one.

I just didn't realize how hard
this was gonna be without her.

When I lost my mother,
I was a wreck for a year.

Of course, my mother was nice to me.

What did you think of the song?

You don't believe in it?

You know what I believe in?

You.

100%.

-Hey.
-Why'd you play them the song?

-You know it's not done, right?
-No, I know, I know. I just--

That was just the first night
working together.

It was stupid. I was just excited.

No, you should be.

You know,
there's a powerful voice inside you.

I wanna reach down and pull it out.

What are you doing right now?

You know, I'm just at the club.

Nice.

Just catchin' up on some work, you know?

-Nice.
-Handlin' some business.

Are you with people?

Nah, it's just me here.

It's so late, I thought you'd be,
like, sleeping or something.

I'm literally about to sleep
and then I just-- I realized my phone

was on silent all day,
and my assistant had my phone--

So, where are you from originally?

I am from New York.

Really? You don't seem like
you're from New York.

Wow. I've...

never been told that before.

I feel like everyone says that I--

I seem super East Coast,
like, uptight and everything.

I've never been to New York.

Really?
I mean, that's not bad, but it's--

Well, maybe you should take me some time.

Yeah, I mean,

we should go on a trip.

Show me around, I'd love that,
if you can handle it.

Do you wanna come over
and work on some stuff?

I can't tonight.

Okay, what about tomorrow?

Tomorrow,
I don't think I can tomorrow either,

but maybe the day after?

Yeah, I can do the day after.
I think that works for me.

I'm shooting a music video that day.

Maybe come over after?

Alright, well then, I'll see you

hopefully, I'll see you in a couple days.

Yeah. Yeah. That would be nice.

Take care of that voice.
Try not to smoke too much.

Joss.

Joss. Come on. Time to get up.

I feel like you were up
talking to that gross guy all night.

Coffee's on the side table.

So you're going back
to the original version of the song?

Yeah. My manager said
we're not gonna win this fight.

Well, maybe you need a new team.

You should be surrounded
by people who believe in you

and trust your vision.

-Thank you so much.
-You're welcome.

-You need anything else?
-No.

You good?

You're not hungry?

You're not hungry?

No, it's really good.

Lasers, poles.

This is the set design
for the music video.

-I love that--
-She's gonna love that, right?

-Yeah.
-That'll look great.

I'm not always so sure
that I have a vision.

I think you know exactly who you are
and where you wanna go.

Hi. We're here for the music video.

Do you ladies have ID?

-My apologies.
-Thank you.

Thanks a lot, guys.

Sick.

Yes, she's coming.

-Xander, oh, my God.
-You like it?

-I love it.
-Good.

It's so sick.

-What do you think?
-Do you love it?

It's just like--
It's not really what I imagined.

What do you mean?

I just feel like it's really ironic.

Like, in a way that, like,
the fans are not gonna understand.

So, I just got a text message

that the reason Jocelyn
was three and a half hours late

is she was in a makeup trailer,

they were having to airbrush cuts
on her inner thighs.

Joss, remember I showed you the photos
last week at the house. We went through--

-Alright, here she is.
-You approved them.

-Yeah, I know--
-Hey, Joss.

-Hey. How are you?
-You look great. Jesus.

-Look at this outfit. Gorgeous!
-Thank you.

I don't wanna argue about it.

I can't have another incident like this.
I can't afford it.

Okay, we're running way behind
on schedule, so we'll get you

-on stage right away.
-I know, I'm sorry.

I had to get, like, sewn into this thing
and everything.

-Makeup took forever, but

they're waiting for you up there.
We'll get you at your one.

All right, people!

Let's make the dream happen!

-All right and action!
-Seven. Eight!

Pop!

Sharp!

-One!
-Baby, it's hard to see

When you're lookin' at me

-But I do what I want
-Push, push!

Don't give a fuck at all

-Is it sexy?
-Yeah, it's fucking sexy.

-Look at her.
-Well, she's sexy,

but the whole scene, I don't know.

I think she looks like a really hot woman

dancing at a strip club
with hot strippers.

But, off the record,
do they seem gay to you?

-The strippers? The hot strippers?
-Do they seem gay to me?

-The strippers?
-Cut it!

Okay, that's a cut.
We cut. Great, new setup.

-Excellent.
-Yeah, Joss!

That was amazing, Joss!

Do you mind if we just playback?

Yeah! Let's get her playback.

I mean, they're kind of out-femming her

at certain points with the flips
and the dips

and the gack-gadda-gack-gack-gow, ya know?
-Yeah.

-That looked great.
-Yeah, I can do this move a lot better.

And this whole beginning part
needs to be tighter.

I feel like these lights are,
like, really intense,

and they're, like,
muddying up the skin tones.

I'm sorry. It's just like a first take.

-I know it'll be better next time.
-Oh, no. It's brilliant.

-I mean, it looks great.
-No, trust me, it'll be better.

Hold that pose, dancers.

Action.

Seven. Eight!

Sharp!

Sharp!

Take your time. Don't rush.

Baby, it's hard to see
when you're lookin' at me

-Grab! Go!
-But I do what I want

-I'm just a freak, yeah
-Cut, cut!

-Guys, cut it!
-Why did we cut, Kim?

Go, Joss!

All right, so we'll do a new deal.
We got it. We're movin' on. New deal.

No, we didn't. Can I see it again?

I mean, it's fantastic.

-No, no, it's not.
-We can't keep doing this.

I'm gonna keep doing it until it's right.

So, let's go one more time

and I'm gonna make sure
to really throw the...

-Oh. Okay.
-...the heads the way I'm supposed to.

-All right.
-I'm so sorry. None of this.

Guys! Sorry. One more.

All right, back to ones!

I also think Jocelyn's context
is important here

because her mother died of cancer.

She had a very public breakdown.

She was cheated on
by somebody who loved her.

Yeah, heartthrob Rob.

She's down.

Stop! Stop! Stop it!

Joss, we need to see you sing.

-Your mouth is not moving to the lyrics.
-Okay.

Sorry, I think I was just--

I think I was just too focused on, like,
getting all the beats right, but I'll...

You're really pushing it, okay?

-It's great. Trust me.
-I don't think it's a bad thing

-to push for something that matters.
-Trust me.

Can we just do one more?
I really feel strongly about it--

All right, all right. One more, guys.

One. Two. Three.

Don't drop.

If you're not there to catch me,
like, when I'm falling, it's just--

I'm gonna, like, crack
my fucking head open, all right?

Cut it. Cut it, cut it, cut it!

All right. And cut it, please!

Great. All right, everybody take a break.
Thank you.

-You okay?
-Yeah.

Who is that dancer talkin' to Joss?

-Right there?
-With the long--

That's Dyanne.

-Dyanne.
-Why?

She's out-dancing everybody.

Does she sing?

I don't know.

She's good, though. She's a good dancer.

I know that it's, like, my fault
because I probably should've, like,

looked closer at the photos.

But, if there's any way we could just,
like, take today

and just, like,
tweak some things about the set

and shoot tomorrow, like,
I really think it'll be better.

I don't know. I don't know.
You wanna just cancel today?

I'll write a fuckin' check right now.

That's how much it means to me--

Well, it's like $450,000 for a day.

I don't care.

-That's how much it means to me.
-Well, I care.

I really feel like
we don't have room for error here

and I just feel like this is gonna be
like a fucking disaster

and it's gonna be, like, really,
really humiliating for me.

As much as you're freaking out,
they're worse.

All right? And if we do that,
if we, like, pull out of today,

to them, it's gonna be like,
"Okay, so in two weeks,

she gonna, like,
pull out of a 50,000-seat arena,"

and they gonna pull the plug on the tour.

I don't wanna freak you out.

Yeah, but it's not the same thing.

I know, but to them,
they don't know that.

So, look, whatever you wanna tweak,
we're gonna tweak.

But first, you gonna show them
that you got this, all right?

And show you fully committed,
crushing it, and sell it.

Look at me. Hey, baby. You got this.

-You can do that. You can do it.
-I can do this.

I mean this because it's--
we don't have a choice.

Yeah, Joss. Freakin' kill it.

Come on, I'll tell you some information.

Places.

Let's do it!

-I talked to my guy.
-Yeah?

He said that this dude's name
is Tedros Tedros.

-He what?
-All right. Camera set?

Owns a nightclub in Hollywood.

-Playback, action!
-Owes a lotta people a lotta money.

This has been the last five years
of my life. I'm in hell.

I mean, you could always go back
to singing and dancing.

My big moment? Three episodes?

-You were great.
-Thanks.

His last place of residency was Hawaii.

And then after that

he doesn't seem to exist.

His name is fuckin' Tedros Tedros.

He's from Hawaii. Did you know this?

-I don't think that he is.
-Oh, he is.

No, we've looked into it.
He's from Hawaii.

-Does this fulfill you?
-Off the record?

-Off the record.
-I never fucking get a say, an actual say.

I just am like--

I'm here 'cause I love her and

yeah, I don't know.

Partners!

-I'm sorry, I'm sorry.
-All right, all right.

-Cut it! What?
-I'm sorry.

I was really early on that part,

so that take--
you can't even use that take at all.

Joss, no, we have to move on.

It's fine.

I'm gonna go check on her.

Okay.

All right, let's get ready, guys.
We're gonna go after this.

-Let's get the dancers in there, please.
-Love you, Joss.

He's a person of color.

-And he's--
-Okay. What kind of color--

Does he look Hawaiian?

I don't think he--
No, I don't think he's Hawaiian.

I think-- His hair is straight
and it's kind of long and--

That could be Hawaiian.

He's not.

-Who the fuck is this guy?
-Sketchy as fuck.

Well, what does he look like?

He's a person of color.

Are you saying he's Black?
You can say Black.

You're allowed to say Black.

Is he Black?

-Yes.
-Okay, he's a Black guy.

-Yeah.
-Okay.

-Do you know about her cutting her legs?
-What?

You didn't know about this?

Sorry, but that take is, like,
completely unusable.

-I really messed up this part.
-Nikki, Nikki.

-What do you want me to do about it?
-Go the fuck up there and talk to her.

Nikki, we've gotta go again!

Yeah, Nikki, it's fuckin' your job now.

-All right, well, then go take a break.
-I mean--

The reason they were in makeup
for three hours

is because she had
these cuts on her thighs

and they had to airbrush it

-and cover them up.
-Oh, shit.

You don't know about this?

No, I don't know nothin' 'bout it.
If I knew somethin' 'bout it,

I would tell you before you tell me.

Who the fuck is the director?
Me or her?

-Go have a lie down.
-Fuckin' A.

-Jesus fucking Christ.
-Go have a lie down in that cozy trailer.

Take 15, please.

Nice work, dancers. Get some water.

She said the glass broke on her thighs.

A glass broke on her thighs?

How did the--
How did the glass break on her thighs?

It fucking breaks my heart
to see her like this.

I don't know what this fuckin' is.

I'm really sorry, you guys.

I know you guys are tired.

Take a minute right now
and we'll go again in a second, okay?

-But that's why we gotta step in.
-Right.

Her mother's gone now.

-So now, we her new parents.
-Okay, okay, okay. I know.

-That's what we promised her.
-All right.

I'm telling you right now,
these people in here

are gauging whether or not
you still got it.

So this is what you need to do:

You got to go in there,
and you got to give it your all.

'Cause I'm telling you right now,

if you don't,
these people gonna fuck up your career.

But, if you do,
your fans are gonna say,

"Jocelyn is my motherfucking idol."

-Okay.
-All right.

You can pull my hair

Touch me anywhere

Ball and chain

Okay. Yeah, no, you're incredible.

Aubin? You can sing, you can dance.

Aubin's gonna take you to stage five.

I want her to lay down a track right now.

-Right now?
-Yeah, right now.

I'm really sorry. I've just--

I've had a really hard year
with just, like,

losing my mom and everything,
and I think just being back here

shooting the video, it's bringing up
a lotta grief, and I'm probably,

like, more emotional than I would be.

So, I just-- I really hope you
take that into consideration when you're

-writing the article.
-I will. Absolutely.

You're human.

We gotta go again, all right?
Let's shoot it!

Come on, Joss. You've got this.

You look great, Joss.

All right, guys, reset.

Get it right.

I'm sorry, you guys.
I just-- I really gotta get this right.

Got to get it.

I wanna just go again right away.

-Let's just do one more take.
-All right.

-I'm gonna get it. I promise.
-We're gonna go again, right, guys?

Let's go again! We're gonna go again.

Let's go again! Can we roll?

Yeah.
We're gonna go again.

Let's go again. Right?
Come on, everybody, just get back.

We're just gonna go right back into it.

Alright, lights to one!

Camera ready, and action!

Take your time!

Nice! Yes!

-Baby, it's hard to see
-Gorgeous!

When you're lookin' at me

But I do what I want

-Don't give a fuck at all
-Yeah, Joss!

-Lookin' for somethin' sweet
-Beautiful, yes!

When it comes time to eat

You better start to run

-Nice!
-When I call

-'Cause I know that you don't really know
-Yes, get it!

How to handle it

Nice!

-So hot!
-Yeah!

I'm just a freak, yeah

You know I want it bad

And we can meet, yeah

But I don't need to know your name

-What the fuck, Harry? What the fuck?
-Adjust it. Adjust it.

What the fuck?
I think the fuckin' motor slipped.

-I can't see her. I can't see anything.
-I know. Alright.

Just give me a minute to,
we have to bring

-the camera down...
-This is the camera.

-... the frequency. I'm not sure.
-But that was gorgeous.

-It was gorgeous before.
-Nikki, calm down, please.

And I'm wild as a stallion

So come enjoy the rodeo

I'm just a freak...

That's what it's gonna be like
on the thing?

Harry, can you--

Please, God, tell me that it recorded.

Harry, we need focus, please.

-Nice!
-Yes!

Hell yeah, Joss!

That was the one!

Beautiful.

Okay, we need to take a break!

-Take a break!
-What do you think?

-It was a good take, right?
-I'm sorry, Joss.

It was out of focus.

The whole take was out of focus.

Joss, you're gonna have to do it again.

Just-- Yeah, okay. It's gonna be fine.

We gotta go again.
Guys, we gotta go again.

Right away, let's go.

-I miss my mom.
-It's all right. Alright.

Come on! Everyone, to your ones. Please.

-It's the feet again? It's the feet again.
-Yeah.

Joss, do you need something?
Do you need some water?

Can you get Kirsten in makeup?

Can we get makeup, please?

What's going on?

I'm sorry.

Come on. Push through the pain.

All right, let's get ready, guys.
We're gonna go after this.

She needs a break.

If you wanna be a star,

you're gonna have to
push through the pain.

Off grip. Off grip.

Don't fight it.

Don't fight it. You've done it before.
Don't fight it.

You've done it before. There you go.

No, we just gettin' started. Let's go.

Yeah, lower. To Charly.

Yeah.

Lower, thrust.

Yeah.

Now look at Sophie.

They're the audience.
Make them believe you wanna fuck them.

Lower, lower. Lower, Izaak.

Fuckin' lower. Yeah.

You're not a human, Izaak.
Don't forget.

You're a fucking star.

Joss, can we go again?

All right, let's go again.

I mean, I asked her, but she said
"No, it's gonna change the stepping."

Oh, Jesus Christ.

-Joss?
-Chaim?

-You good?
-Are you good, Joss?

Yeah, should we go again?

-You ready to do it again?
-Yeah.

It's fine, it's fine.
I don't think you'll be able to see it.

Mom?

What's up, Joss, what?

Mom?

Oh, Jesus. It's all over her face.

Oh, man.

-Joss, we're, we're--
-Mom?

Joss, are you okay?

Are you calling for your mom?

No, I...

You didn't just call for your mom?

No.

My mom died last year.

-Okay.
-Okay.

-Okay.
-Just a second. I'll go again.

Yeah.

Nikki. Nikki.

Mommy

I need you.

-What is going on?
-She's in pain.

She's bleeding. Her feet,
her fuckin' cuts on her legs, everything.

You better, somehow,

-pep talk her into this. Something.
-Okay, okay, okay, okay.

What's wrong?

-Is everybody watching?
-Fuck them.

-Talk to me.
-I just--

I've never done this without her before.

I don't know what to do.

You have to have this moment.

It's fresh and it's early. I get it.

But I've already wasted everybody's time.

I do not give a fuck
about none of these people.

Because none of these people would be here
or employed without you.

You take your time
and you do what you need to do.

If you want,
I would tell all these people to take 10.

-I love you, D.
-Of course.

-I really love you.
-I love you, too. Come on.

Fuck that. You're havin' a human moment.

We can take a break.

No.

Or you wanna power through it
and then just call it a day?

-Yeah, I wanna power through.
-Okay.

Alright. I'ma be right back, okay?

Okay.

I'm fine.

Sorry.

I don't wanna, you know, I don't wanna
break up the party here. I know--

I see that you're really struggling.

I understand.

-I'm okay.
-Are you all right?

I'm totally fine.

Joss, here's the thing.

I don't think you're totally fine.

-Nikki, I'm totally fine.
-I'm not giving you a hard time.

I'm just gonna be real with you.

I think it might be time to go home

-and get some sleep.
-I don't need to go home, Nikki.

I'm gonna go again right now. I promise.

I don't think--
I need you to go home and get some sleep.

-I really, really wanna go tomorrow. Okay?
-Okay.

-You promise?
-All right. Yeah.

You promise?

-Joss--
-You promise we can go tomorrow?

We'll go tomorrow, Joss.

I'm gonna pay for all of it.
I'm really, really sorry.

-Okay.
-I'm so sorry.

Okay, guys, let's get her home.

-Wanna go through the stairs?
-Sorry, my foot.

Let's go to the stairs.
Let's just take the stairs.

-Everybody, get--
-Everybody, out.

-Let's clear everybody out of here.
-Everybody, out.

Now, please! Everybody, out!

Let's get her home, okay, guys?

Xander, give me a call when you get home,
and she's in bed, and--

-Yeah.
-Okay.

Get the spot off of her, please!

-I'm sorry.
-No.

Do we have something for her feet?
Do you wanna take my shoes?

-Oh, my God. Oh, my God.
-Joss?

Joss. Joss.

All right, Nikki. What now?

I have an idea. Aubin?

Aubin. Aubin! Oh, great, thanks.

Will you go get Dyanne, bring her here?

-Yeah, of course.
-Thanks so much.

You sit down.

Sit down.

Your story's about to get a lot bigger.

So, Nikki is scrapping the music video.

Chaim? Am I gonna lose everything?

Look,
you can't let them see that side of you.

-All right? It's really fuckin' dangerous.
-I know.

A lot of people depend on me.

It's just irresponsible of me

to keep floatin' you for almost a year now

if you are not going to put out
any commercial music.

I just can't keep covering
half the mortgage, I'm really sorry.

I know, but you're not listening to me.

I'm telling you,
I want to be bigger than this song.

I wanna be a once-in-a-generation artist,

and I wanna make music
that lasts longer than my life.

But you're hanging by a thread right now.

You're practically broke.
You're not putting out any new music.

You're not focused at all.

I mean, you don't like the song,
I understand,

but you're not giving me any alternatives.

At the end of the day,
it's not what you say, yeah?

It's what you do.

-Right.
-It's what you make. It's what you sing.

Told myself I wasn't gonna lecture you.

You know,

I remember the first time
I saw you perform.

You're 11 years old at Fox Hills Mall.
You remember?

You played "Fever."

The audience went so crazy

they made you sing it a second time.

I never saw anything like it.

Right? I mean, before or since.

God gave you such a beautiful gift.
I just...

I just want you to use it.

Chaim, this is the only thing
I know how to do.

This is all I have.

Please don't give up on me.

Hello, Angel.

Hi.

What are you doing?

I'm just with a couple friends.

Do you wanna come over?

-I don't wanna intrude.
-Yeah, it's fine.

You sure?

I'll see you soon.

Okay, great.

So, is she a better fuck than me?

Baby, nobody's a better fuck than you.

You didn't tell me it was a setup.

-A setup?
-You said it would be good for the club.

It's great for the club.

Yeah, but you made music with her.

She asked me to.

And guess what?

Nikki wants to sign me.

Nikki? Jocelyn's label?

Great.
I can finally get that return on you.

Have Nikki call me to negotiate.

She lives in a hotel?

No. this is her house.

I've never been to a place so big!

-Hi.
-Hey.

Hi.

I missed you.

I can never tell when you're bullshitting.

-Your place is amazing! Hi!
-Thank you.

-This is Chloe.
-Thank you, thank you.

Hi, I don't think we've met before.

We haven't. I'm Izaak.

It's a pleasure to meet you.

Do you mind if I use your bathroom?

-Yeah, of course. There's one right--
-I'll find it.

-You have a pool?
-I have two.

You wanna go for a swim?

-Yeah.
-Oh, my God. Yes!

Thank you so much.

Guess who?

Hi.

Hey.

How did you get here?

I followed you home.

I came with Tedros.

You know Tedros?

God, you're stunning.

Of course, I know Tedros.
Everyone knows Tedros.

But I wanna know you.

Do you wanna dance?

-Let's dance.
-Okay.

Baby girl, I can tell

that you think that I'm right for you

I already know that
it's not true, but girl

-Cheers.
-Cheers.

Eyes, eyes, everyone, eyes, eyes.

It's wrong

It's wrong

Even though it's wrong, baby

-Hey, Leia.
-Yes?

You ever done cocaine?

Not really.

You're gonna take it like this, in a fist.

I have to get up early and--

-Yes.
-Look at me.

-Yes?
-You can't trust me?

I trust-- Well, I just met you, but--

But do you trust me?

I'll try.

Baby! There you go. Do some more.

Where did she go?

Even though it's wrong

It's wrong

Even though it's wrong, baby

My girl

Oh-whoa-whoa-whoa-whoa

-Good.
-Yes.

-Here it is.
-Yeah, it's beautiful.

Big throw.

A toast, to the end of my career.

I'm not drinking to that.

Wait. Can we just...

-Oh, we can.
-Talk for a second?

Talk?

How did you meet Tedros?

What happened?

I was at my music video shoot

and I...

I started crying a little bit,

and then I, I couldn't stop crying

so we had to call it a day.

Are you okay?

Yeah.

I'll be okay if they don't cancel my tour.

I used to sing at a church in Ladera.

Both my parents were pastors there.

Tedros was at a service one day.

-Really?
-Yeah.

-Randomly.
-I would've not expected him

to be into church.

No, you'd be surprised. I mean,

he's very godly.

They're not canceling your tour,
all right?

-No.
-You don't think so?

-No.
-Yeah, but I'm unreliable.

Unreliable? Who gives a fuck?
Look at this.

I'm unreliable. They can't rely on me.

-They can't--
-Yes, they can. You're fucking--

They'll figure it out.

You are fucking Jocelyn, okay?

The American Dream. Rags to Riches.

Trailers to Mansions. That's you, right?

-That's me?
-Yeah, you've been a star

your whole fuckin' life.
You're gonna forget how to do that now?

Yeah, he heard me sing,
and the next thing I knew, he signed me.

Wait, sorry. He signed-- To what?

-What did he sign you to?
-Yeah.

his label, his management.

Oh, he's like a manager.

Delicious, juicy ass. Oh, my God.

I would fucking devour you. Yeah.

Yeah. I mean,
he completely changed my life.

He...

He transformed me.

Like how?

By pushing me further
than anyone's ever pushed me before.

What are you doing?

Blockin' out all the noise.

You're too distracted.

Too much shit goin' around.

I don't know.

I think I just have to

give them somebody they can rely on.

-You know? Somebody they can--
-Fuck them.

-Somebody they can invest in.
-Fuck them.

If they can't rely on you,
they're in the wrong fuckin' business.

The night we meet, we talk about
"When Doves Cry"

and you got a fuckin' Prince
photo in your house?

What are the fuckin' chances?
There are no coincidences in life.

I'm a mess.

I am. I'm a mess.

I'd bet a billion dollars on this mess.

Really?

If only the world could see
what I'm looking at right now.

I want you to get that robe
from my closet

tie it around my face
and fuck me till you feel me black out.

Wait here.

Yeah. All right. Turn around, turn around.

Let me see those titties.

Walk over to the bed.

Yeah, right here, right here. Perfect.

So fuckin' sexy.

Come on, get on the bed.
Show me how sexy you are.

Oh, yeah. Just like that, baby.

Yeah.

I wish you could see
what I'm lookin' at right now.

How beautiful you look.

You look like a treat.

Imagine my tongue on your pussy.

My fat tongue.

I wanna grab you by the ass

while I suffocate you with my cock.

I want you to choke on it.

Oh, yeah, just like that, baby.
Turn around for me, baby.

You're gonna make me
come over there, baby.

You're gonna make me act a fool.
Yeah. Bend down for me.

Yeah. Jesus Christ. Yeah, yeah.

Oh, yeah. Just like that, baby.

Yeah.

Oh, yeah, ride it. Ride it slowly.

Yeah. Put your finger down your throat

and make that,
make that throat wet for me. Yeah.

Oh, yeah. Turn around for me, baby.
Turn around.

Open your legs. Yeah, yes, yes.

Oh, yeah. Choke on-- Yeah, choke on it.

Fuckin' stretch that tiny, little pussy.

I want you to suck my cock.

Oh, yeah. Just like that. Yeah.

Oh, my God.

Oh, my God!

Why don't we hand the label three songs?

Knock it out in two weeks.

Okay.

I mean, it'd be easier if I moved in,
ya know?

For work purposes.

I'd like that.

Who is that?

It's Chloe.

Arms like branches of a poplar tree

Eyes like the ocean
or the great big blue sea

She's really good.

Love just like my mother's
with a price it's not free

Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh

Oh-oh-oh-oh

Voice like my father's

When he screams, the house shakes

Dreams like my brother's,
oh, we pray for his sake

Hope like my mother's,
they last till her wake

Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh

Oh-oh-oh-oh

That's my family

We don't like each other very much

Ohh, I'm okay with that

But it breaks my mother's heart

That's my family

We don't like each other very much

Ohh, I'm okay with that

But it breaks my mother's heart

That's my family

We don't like each other very much

Oh, I'm okay with that

But it breaks my mother's heart

Breaks my mother's heart

That's my family

We don't like each other very much

Oh, I'm okay with that

And it breaks my mother's heart

That's my family

-We don't like each other very much
-Each other very much

-Oh, I'm okay with that
-I'm okay with that

But it breaks my mother's heart

That's my family

We don't like each other very much

Oh, I'm okay with that

But it breaks my mother's heart

I love to love you, baby

Oh

I love to love you, baby

I love to love you, baby

I love to love you, baby

Do it to me again and again

You put me in such
an awful spin, in a spin

In, uh...

Oh, love to love you, baby

Oh, love to love you, baby

Oh, love to love you, baby

Oh

Love to love you, baby

Oh

Love to love you, baby

Oh, love to love you, baby

Oh

Love to love you, baby