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These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:00:15,265 --> 00:00:18,727 If you could see before your birth how your life would be... 2 00:00:18,768 --> 00:00:21,354 ...would you still want to come into this world? 3 00:00:22,313 --> 00:00:25,150 No matter what others would say, I´d want to. 4 00:00:26,609 --> 00:00:29,612 Because no one has ever asked me that question since I was born... 5 00:00:32,365 --> 00:00:36,202 Is this the life you want, Cicek? 6 00:00:43,585 --> 00:00:45,337 Eggs with cemen. 7 00:00:45,378 --> 00:00:47,005 Your favourite. 8 00:00:49,549 --> 00:00:53,428 Your heart only beats for money, nothing else. 9 00:00:53,470 --> 00:00:54,512 You are impudent. 10 00:01:33,343 --> 00:01:35,428 I found out what kind of life I want... 11 00:01:35,470 --> 00:01:39,391 ...or rather who I want to spend my life with... 12 00:01:39,432 --> 00:01:42,435 ...on the day I turned 18. 13 00:01:54,406 --> 00:01:56,408 On every birthday mom would give me something... 14 00:01:56,449 --> 00:01:58,952 ...she used when she was young. 15 00:01:58,993 --> 00:02:00,745 I am18 now... 16 00:02:00,787 --> 00:02:03,415 ...and I thought this tradition would change. 17 00:02:15,802 --> 00:02:17,012 Surprise! 18 00:02:17,971 --> 00:02:20,348 Happy Birthday, Cicek! 19 00:02:20,390 --> 00:02:21,933 My dear Murat. 20 00:02:21,975 --> 00:02:23,810 My lovely daughter, my dear Cicek. 21 00:02:23,852 --> 00:02:26,479 Wow... Murat you look very handsome. 22 00:02:26,521 --> 00:02:28,648 It is for you, dear Cicek. My rose. 23 00:02:30,108 --> 00:02:31,276 Come. 24 00:02:31,317 --> 00:02:33,653 Look how beautiful she is. 25 00:02:33,695 --> 00:02:35,655 Did you like your present? 26 00:02:35,697 --> 00:02:37,866 I loved wearing this hair clip. 27 00:02:37,907 --> 00:02:40,785 It is completely hand made. Here, here. 28 00:02:40,827 --> 00:02:43,121 No one else has the exact same one. 29 00:02:43,163 --> 00:02:45,498 Actually there was an another replica of this... 30 00:02:45,540 --> 00:02:48,168 ...but I couldn't find it. I don't know where I put it. 31 00:02:48,209 --> 00:02:50,378 But it'll pop out somewhere. 32 00:02:50,420 --> 00:02:52,672 -Here, take it. -Thank you. 33 00:02:52,714 --> 00:02:53,798 Let me kiss you. 34 00:02:55,467 --> 00:02:57,093 You might as well get married. 35 00:02:57,135 --> 00:02:59,637 What? Why marry? 36 00:02:59,679 --> 00:03:01,473 My daughter is going to be a doctor. 37 00:03:01,514 --> 00:03:04,309 Yeah. I'm thinking of being a urologist. 38 00:03:04,351 --> 00:03:06,186 Come on, make a wish. 39 00:03:11,941 --> 00:03:20,658 FOR BOTH OF US 40 00:03:45,725 --> 00:03:47,310 Cicek... 41 00:03:47,352 --> 00:03:49,479 ...just make yourself comfortable here. 42 00:03:51,022 --> 00:03:52,565 You will fall down one day. 43 00:03:52,607 --> 00:03:55,527 Would it be bad? There would be an action in our lives. 44 00:03:55,568 --> 00:03:57,946 We call it gravity. 45 00:03:57,987 --> 00:04:00,907 If I fell flat on the asphalt, 46 00:04:01,783 --> 00:04:05,745 Recep wouldn't be able to open his shop at 9 as he does every day. 47 00:04:07,664 --> 00:04:11,751 The school bus wouldn't be able to pick up children at the same time. 48 00:04:13,378 --> 00:04:17,465 The science teacher's daughter couldn't hide her headscarf right at the corner. 49 00:04:20,468 --> 00:04:21,886 And of course... 50 00:04:21,928 --> 00:04:27,642 Hatice Soylu, the daughter of Hasan Soylu has passed away today. 51 00:04:27,684 --> 00:04:30,687 Her funeral service will be held... 52 00:04:30,729 --> 00:04:33,857 ...at centre mosque after noon prayer. 53 00:04:41,781 --> 00:04:43,950 You are right... 54 00:04:43,992 --> 00:04:46,369 ...same things every day. 55 00:04:47,662 --> 00:04:50,081 Why the hell did you move from Ankara when you were a baby?! 56 00:04:52,292 --> 00:04:55,378 Are we going to die here out of boredom? 57 00:04:55,420 --> 00:04:57,464 Who says it? 58 00:04:57,505 --> 00:05:00,675 Take a look at me, is my hair looking alright? 59 00:05:01,843 --> 00:05:04,012 Kudret, the rapist cat in the market. 60 00:05:05,305 --> 00:05:08,266 Go, go! Let Kudret grope you. 61 00:05:10,226 --> 00:05:12,604 He is a total jerk but he wouldn't do such things. 62 00:05:14,564 --> 00:05:16,149 You are such a humanist. 63 00:05:20,987 --> 00:05:22,364 Good morning. 64 00:05:33,500 --> 00:05:34,876 Hello. 65 00:05:40,674 --> 00:05:41,841 Kudret. 66 00:05:49,891 --> 00:05:51,476 Can I have a cigarette? 67 00:05:52,727 --> 00:05:54,688 Which one do you smoke? 68 00:05:56,231 --> 00:05:57,899 Look how easy I found it. 69 00:06:02,070 --> 00:06:05,615 -Actually I heard you saying hello. -Why didn't you look at me then? 70 00:06:05,657 --> 00:06:07,617 I waited for you to say my name. 71 00:06:12,163 --> 00:06:13,498 -The thing is... -Yes? 72 00:06:13,540 --> 00:06:15,917 We are going to Trafo tonight. 73 00:06:18,086 --> 00:06:20,005 Come with us. We can drink together. 74 00:06:20,046 --> 00:06:23,299 No, I can't. It's my birthday today. 75 00:06:23,341 --> 00:06:24,676 My parents would be offended. 76 00:06:24,718 --> 00:06:27,887 Wow... Birthday kid. 77 00:06:29,639 --> 00:06:31,016 Let me see... 78 00:06:38,231 --> 00:06:41,860 A gift from me. Happy Birthday. 79 00:06:41,901 --> 00:06:44,029 Thank you. 80 00:06:44,070 --> 00:06:46,656 You turned 18 now, right? 81 00:06:48,408 --> 00:06:50,201 It means, you are allowed to get married now. 82 00:06:50,243 --> 00:06:53,997 Gosh. Why is everyone obsessed to get me married? 83 00:06:54,039 --> 00:06:55,999 My life hasn't even started yet. 84 00:06:57,876 --> 00:06:59,836 Or it has already started somewhere... 85 00:07:01,504 --> 00:07:02,839 ...but... 86 00:07:02,881 --> 00:07:05,675 ...it´s as if I am missing it. 87 00:07:06,843 --> 00:07:08,011 I mean... 88 00:07:08,928 --> 00:07:11,639 ...sometimes it feels like that. 89 00:07:11,681 --> 00:07:13,600 Do you get me? 90 00:07:13,641 --> 00:07:15,685 Yes, indeed. 91 00:07:15,727 --> 00:07:21,983 I understand you because I do the same in my life, too. 92 00:07:22,025 --> 00:07:24,986 But I do it in a philosophical way, not like you. 93 00:07:27,697 --> 00:07:31,117 You know what... What I do when I feel overwhelmed? 94 00:07:31,159 --> 00:07:32,327 What? 95 00:07:33,286 --> 00:07:35,080 You don't know, do you? 96 00:07:37,457 --> 00:07:38,958 Come closer. 97 00:07:39,000 --> 00:07:40,585 Come closer, come closer. 98 00:07:43,296 --> 00:07:45,256 Come on, come closer. 99 00:07:45,298 --> 00:07:47,884 God, I won't bite you, girl. 100 00:07:49,260 --> 00:07:51,054 When I feel like depressed... 101 00:07:53,306 --> 00:07:55,100 ...I go to Trafo. 102 00:07:59,938 --> 00:08:01,439 I should go. 103 00:08:02,565 --> 00:08:05,777 Maybe next time. Thanks for the gift. 104 00:08:05,819 --> 00:08:07,404 You're welcome. See you. 105 00:08:10,115 --> 00:08:13,076 MET Private Education Course 106 00:08:22,168 --> 00:08:26,339 I ran like a horse. Where is the teacher? 107 00:08:26,381 --> 00:08:28,258 I guess he is not coming. Let's clear out. 108 00:08:28,299 --> 00:08:29,801 -Let's go. -Let's clear out. 109 00:08:29,843 --> 00:08:31,219 -You know what... -I came for nothing. 110 00:08:31,261 --> 00:08:33,179 What did you do with Kudret, huh? 111 00:08:33,221 --> 00:08:35,598 Did you get new experiences with him? 112 00:08:37,434 --> 00:08:40,020 Alright, everyone, please sit down. 113 00:08:40,061 --> 00:08:41,980 Come on! Who am I talking to? 114 00:08:42,022 --> 00:08:43,356 Ezgi, do not linger. 115 00:08:43,398 --> 00:08:45,108 Please, be quiet! 116 00:08:45,150 --> 00:08:47,027 Ahmet, please. Mert, come on! 117 00:08:47,068 --> 00:08:49,446 Should I make you sit down one by one? Sit down! 118 00:08:52,157 --> 00:08:54,868 Okay, listen to me now. 119 00:08:54,909 --> 00:08:58,496 What is it, Miss? Are you finally getting married? 120 00:08:59,372 --> 00:09:03,960 Unlike you, I'm not fixated on finding a husband, dear Ceylan. 121 00:09:04,961 --> 00:09:06,921 Alright, Miss. 122 00:09:06,963 --> 00:09:10,842 Unfortunately, Mr. Ilyas had an accident. 123 00:09:12,218 --> 00:09:13,845 He has a hip fracture. 124 00:09:13,887 --> 00:09:17,057 A new teacher will substitute him for a while. 125 00:09:18,016 --> 00:09:20,310 He came from Istanbul. 126 00:09:20,352 --> 00:09:22,979 He is a very successful teacher. 127 00:09:23,021 --> 00:09:27,776 Don't compare him with Mr. Ilyas. I'm telling you. 128 00:09:27,817 --> 00:09:31,946 I am calling him in now. Be respectful, ok? 129 00:09:31,988 --> 00:09:34,824 -Understood Ceylan? -Of course, Miss. 130 00:09:34,866 --> 00:09:36,451 -Thank you. -You're welcome. 131 00:09:38,161 --> 00:09:40,497 Please, come in sir, please. 132 00:09:53,468 --> 00:09:55,387 Make yourself comfortable, please. 133 00:09:55,428 --> 00:09:56,429 Huh? 134 00:09:59,140 --> 00:10:01,017 Oh, sorry. 135 00:10:01,059 --> 00:10:02,769 Sorry. 136 00:10:02,811 --> 00:10:05,522 -Have a nice class. -Thank you. 137 00:10:05,563 --> 00:10:08,692 -I'll be in my room if you need anything. -Thank you. 138 00:10:08,733 --> 00:10:10,235 Have a nice class. 139 00:10:15,490 --> 00:10:17,075 Hello, everyone. 140 00:10:18,159 --> 00:10:19,953 My name is Dogan Akin. 141 00:10:28,878 --> 00:10:30,213 What is your name? 142 00:10:32,966 --> 00:10:34,175 Yes, you? 143 00:10:34,217 --> 00:10:35,593 Cicek. 144 00:10:39,264 --> 00:10:41,016 Your Surname? 145 00:10:41,057 --> 00:10:42,434 Emm... Ince. 146 00:10:56,990 --> 00:10:58,908 Okay now... 147 00:10:58,950 --> 00:11:00,243 ...where have you left off? 148 00:11:00,285 --> 00:11:02,579 We were at First New Movement. 149 00:11:02,620 --> 00:11:04,998 -What was that? -The Garip poets. 150 00:11:06,791 --> 00:11:08,376 The Garip poets. 151 00:11:09,753 --> 00:11:12,630 They devoted themselves to eliminate the forms of Turkish poetry. 152 00:11:12,672 --> 00:11:14,132 But all of them at once. 153 00:11:14,174 --> 00:11:15,842 Rhythm, rhyme. 154 00:11:15,884 --> 00:11:18,261 They were three friends. Three poet friends. 155 00:11:19,137 --> 00:11:21,056 They got together and... 156 00:11:21,097 --> 00:11:23,808 ...published a book in 1941. 157 00:11:23,850 --> 00:11:26,561 Its name is Garip. That´s where their names come from. The Garip. 158 00:11:26,603 --> 00:11:30,273 Is there anyone who can remember these three poet friends? 159 00:11:30,315 --> 00:11:31,066 Yes. 160 00:11:31,107 --> 00:11:34,277 Orhan Veli, Melih Cevdet Anday, Oktay R┐fat. 161 00:11:34,319 --> 00:11:36,404 Bravo. Thank you. 162 00:11:36,446 --> 00:11:39,407 These three poets claim that... 163 00:11:40,950 --> 00:11:43,370 ...a poem about an ordinary life can be written. 164 00:11:43,411 --> 00:11:45,830 And it could even be written as we talk right now. 165 00:11:45,872 --> 00:11:47,749 In a simple, plain language. 166 00:11:47,791 --> 00:11:52,003 Sir... I must disagree. 167 00:11:52,045 --> 00:11:56,883 In order to feel something we should be a little bit poetical, right? 168 00:12:06,768 --> 00:12:09,354 This good weather ruined me. 169 00:12:11,523 --> 00:12:12,899 Did you feel it? 170 00:12:14,067 --> 00:12:16,319 Yes. Lucky Orhan Veli. 171 00:12:19,239 --> 00:12:21,408 Are you a poet, sir? 172 00:12:23,284 --> 00:12:24,953 Look, there is a saying... 173 00:12:24,994 --> 00:12:28,164 ...one must go to hell and come back to become a poet. 174 00:12:28,206 --> 00:12:29,374 Have you gone? 175 00:12:31,459 --> 00:12:32,335 I have. 176 00:12:35,630 --> 00:12:37,215 I have but... 177 00:12:38,258 --> 00:12:41,845 Anyway, let's open our books... the First New Movement. 178 00:12:48,226 --> 00:12:51,396 What a strange guy. Weird, interesting. 179 00:12:53,106 --> 00:12:57,068 Now I am going to read you how Orhan Veli explains it with his own words. 180 00:12:58,653 --> 00:13:01,573 God, please make something new happen. 181 00:13:01,614 --> 00:13:04,826 Send me someone. Let there be a miracle. 182 00:13:04,868 --> 00:13:11,374 Let my ordinary life change a little, just a little bit. Please. 183 00:13:11,416 --> 00:13:14,294 Lots of sorrow but we also got plenty of raki. 184 00:13:14,336 --> 00:13:19,299 ‟Find the person you love, then let him kill you” said a grumpy wise man once. 185 00:13:19,341 --> 00:13:22,218 It was my birthday. A foggy winter day. 186 00:13:22,260 --> 00:13:24,262 Rain everywhere. 187 00:13:24,304 --> 00:13:27,140 I let my literature teacher kill me. 188 00:13:30,727 --> 00:13:34,439 Guys, we will continue with the test after the break, okay? 189 00:13:34,481 --> 00:13:36,566 Sir... 190 00:13:36,608 --> 00:13:38,818 ...you are new here so you don't know it yet... 191 00:13:38,860 --> 00:13:41,279 ...but we are not exactly following the curriculum. 192 00:13:41,321 --> 00:13:44,699 But I can help you if you want me to. 193 00:13:44,741 --> 00:13:46,576 What is your name? 194 00:13:46,618 --> 00:13:48,328 Ceylan. 195 00:13:48,370 --> 00:13:50,872 Ceylan. Come here. 196 00:13:50,914 --> 00:13:52,082 Alright. 197 00:13:57,587 --> 00:13:58,755 Can you open your hand? 198 00:14:03,009 --> 00:14:04,803 Write down all the curriculum here. 199 00:14:04,844 --> 00:14:07,889 Have it on my desk before you leave in the afternoon. Ok? Thanks. 200 00:14:07,931 --> 00:14:09,516 See you. 201 00:14:11,101 --> 00:14:12,268 Ceylan. 202 00:14:14,187 --> 00:14:16,481 You've shown less cleavage. That´s why it didn't work. 203 00:14:16,523 --> 00:14:18,400 If you open up your ass he might have a look at it. 204 00:14:18,441 --> 00:14:20,110 You say so? 205 00:14:20,151 --> 00:14:21,945 Actually you are right. 206 00:14:21,986 --> 00:14:26,074 I will pass by your boyfriend, Nezih. The poor guy should see a woman. 207 00:14:26,116 --> 00:14:29,703 You don't say! You are such a slut. 208 00:14:29,744 --> 00:14:32,914 -Some have it, some don't. -Please, stop it. 209 00:14:33,957 --> 00:14:36,543 You have boobs instead of a brain. 210 00:14:36,584 --> 00:14:38,211 "You have boobs instead of a brain." 211 00:14:42,424 --> 00:14:44,926 Yes, my love, he is 40 and single. 212 00:14:44,968 --> 00:14:46,845 They say he does not care about the curriculum... 213 00:14:46,886 --> 00:14:49,472 ...he makes his own schedule. Such a man. 214 00:14:49,514 --> 00:14:50,598 What is going on? 215 00:14:50,640 --> 00:14:53,351 The new teacher. We explored the guy. 216 00:14:53,393 --> 00:14:55,729 Whoa! When did you find out all this? 217 00:14:55,770 --> 00:15:00,275 That's my specialty. I beat this fella if you noticed. 218 00:15:00,316 --> 00:15:02,152 Don't be so sure about it, dear. 219 00:15:02,193 --> 00:15:03,987 Why, what else do you have? 220 00:15:07,073 --> 00:15:08,867 No way! 221 00:15:08,908 --> 00:15:10,160 Dogan's phone? 222 00:15:10,201 --> 00:15:12,203 Yes. I went to the principal's office. 223 00:15:12,245 --> 00:15:15,165 I've distracted him and then I looked into his file. 224 00:15:15,206 --> 00:15:17,542 What happened, dear? You look a little pale. 225 00:15:17,584 --> 00:15:19,419 Gosh! You look a little bit off. 226 00:15:19,461 --> 00:15:21,838 -What happened? -What good is it for? 227 00:15:22,881 --> 00:15:24,466 You are joking, right? 228 00:15:25,759 --> 00:15:27,552 We will make a prank call. 229 00:15:29,346 --> 00:15:30,555 That´s a great idea. 230 00:15:31,556 --> 00:15:34,267 What if he falls in love with me!? 231 00:15:34,309 --> 00:15:35,727 Come on. 232 00:15:36,686 --> 00:15:37,896 What's it to you? 233 00:15:37,937 --> 00:15:39,939 Are you in or not? 234 00:15:39,981 --> 00:15:43,193 I'm not sure, poor guy just came here. 235 00:15:43,234 --> 00:15:45,487 That's even better, he a closed-box. 236 00:15:45,528 --> 00:15:47,197 An enigma, an attraction. 237 00:15:47,238 --> 00:15:48,281 Yes. 238 00:15:49,783 --> 00:15:50,784 He is here. 239 00:15:54,454 --> 00:15:56,331 A bottle of water, please. 240 00:15:56,373 --> 00:15:59,918 Every cell in my body was begging me, ‟Don't do this, Cicek”. 241 00:15:59,959 --> 00:16:01,711 "This guy is no good for you." 242 00:16:01,753 --> 00:16:04,547 "You will get hurt. Stay away from him." 243 00:16:08,426 --> 00:16:09,594 I'm in. 244 00:16:23,900 --> 00:16:27,195 Falling in love is a little bit like committing a sin. 245 00:16:27,237 --> 00:16:30,240 Even if they say there is hellfire in the end... 246 00:16:30,281 --> 00:16:32,659 ...we don´t stop ourselves. 247 00:16:34,411 --> 00:16:36,830 ‟I can't take my eyes off you...” 248 00:16:36,871 --> 00:16:38,373 Who knows... 249 00:16:38,415 --> 00:16:41,584 ...maybe it's that fire that we love. 250 00:16:44,379 --> 00:16:47,048 ‟...restless tongue, raw state... 251 00:16:50,802 --> 00:16:53,555 ...melting from a silver top.” 252 00:17:08,903 --> 00:17:11,114 Come on, hurry up! He is coming, run, run! 253 00:17:22,417 --> 00:17:23,793 I'm out. 254 00:17:24,669 --> 00:17:25,628 Cicek! 255 00:17:25,670 --> 00:17:28,214 -Where? You didn't eat. -To the class of course. 256 00:17:28,256 --> 00:17:31,551 Wait a sec... Did you apply some eyeliner? 257 00:17:31,593 --> 00:17:33,261 -No! -Cicek! 258 00:18:06,086 --> 00:18:08,254 Ours was a harmless trap. 259 00:18:09,506 --> 00:18:11,675 We were just playing a game. 260 00:18:13,927 --> 00:18:16,096 That´s why I didn't notice it. 261 00:18:26,064 --> 00:18:28,483 If there was a trap... 262 00:18:28,525 --> 00:18:31,152 ...it was not Dogan who fell into it. 263 00:18:31,194 --> 00:18:32,487 Slow down guys. 264 00:18:32,529 --> 00:18:34,114 It was me. 265 00:19:00,807 --> 00:19:02,308 Enjoy your new dress. 266 00:19:03,226 --> 00:19:05,228 What are you doing, glued to the computer? 267 00:19:05,270 --> 00:19:08,106 What are you doing, mom? Knock, for God's sake. 268 00:19:08,148 --> 00:19:10,692 I brought your dress for tomorrow. 269 00:19:10,734 --> 00:19:14,529 I chose them by myself and ironed it. 270 00:19:15,530 --> 00:19:16,740 Come on, dinner is ready. 271 00:19:16,781 --> 00:19:18,658 No thanks, I won't eat. 272 00:19:18,700 --> 00:19:21,828 But it has been like this for days, Cicek. 273 00:19:21,870 --> 00:19:25,457 Come and eat something decent. 274 00:19:25,498 --> 00:19:27,167 Is this a new habit? 275 00:19:27,208 --> 00:19:28,960 I am going to study. 276 00:19:57,072 --> 00:19:58,656 Ulku, is something wrong? 277 00:20:01,993 --> 00:20:03,370 No. 278 00:20:10,585 --> 00:20:11,586 Ulku. 279 00:20:13,046 --> 00:20:14,047 Ulku. 280 00:20:15,548 --> 00:20:17,717 There is something up with Cicek. 281 00:20:22,013 --> 00:20:23,390 Like what? 282 00:20:24,516 --> 00:20:28,144 She has not been eating with us for days. 283 00:20:28,186 --> 00:20:29,729 So? 284 00:20:29,771 --> 00:20:30,772 "So"? 285 00:20:30,814 --> 00:20:32,691 I suggest... 286 00:20:32,732 --> 00:20:34,818 ...to watch a movie together, but she won't. 287 00:20:34,859 --> 00:20:37,362 She puts on make up before going to the course. 288 00:20:37,404 --> 00:20:38,697 She's acting weird. 289 00:20:38,738 --> 00:20:41,616 Come on Ulku, she is a young girl. 290 00:20:41,658 --> 00:20:43,243 Maybe she likes a boy. 291 00:20:43,284 --> 00:20:45,954 What's to it, right? Why should I worry? 292 00:20:45,995 --> 00:20:48,540 I should even rejoice and dance, huh? 293 00:20:48,581 --> 00:20:51,042 Did I say something like that? 294 00:20:51,084 --> 00:20:52,877 I was just trying to say... 295 00:20:54,713 --> 00:20:57,382 -Don't get upset in vain. -How do you know it's in vain? 296 00:20:57,424 --> 00:20:58,675 How could you know? 297 00:20:59,551 --> 00:21:01,886 Things have always been... 298 00:21:01,928 --> 00:21:04,514 -...the way you wanted-- -Stop saying "you"! 299 00:21:04,556 --> 00:21:05,974 The way we wanted, Murat. 300 00:21:06,016 --> 00:21:08,059 I haven't done anything by myself. 301 00:21:08,101 --> 00:21:10,061 You were always a part of it, remember. 302 00:21:11,646 --> 00:21:13,732 You always reminded me of that. 303 00:21:15,567 --> 00:21:17,610 I mean we got... 304 00:21:17,652 --> 00:21:20,155 ...everything we wanted. 305 00:21:20,196 --> 00:21:23,575 I mean... She lives the way you want her to. 306 00:21:25,702 --> 00:21:27,495 Actually we all do. 307 00:21:28,413 --> 00:21:30,040 What did you say? 308 00:21:30,081 --> 00:21:31,374 Nothing. 309 00:21:31,416 --> 00:21:33,001 Are you complaining? 310 00:21:34,127 --> 00:21:37,380 If you´re not satisfied leave, Murat. The door is over there. 311 00:21:37,422 --> 00:21:38,923 If you don't want it, leave. 312 00:21:38,965 --> 00:21:41,551 If you're unhappy, just leave. The door is over there! 313 00:21:47,265 --> 00:21:49,017 Guys... 314 00:21:49,059 --> 00:21:50,894 ...unfortunately, your time is up. 315 00:21:50,935 --> 00:21:52,312 Cicek... 316 00:21:52,354 --> 00:21:53,813 ...would you collect the papers? 317 00:21:53,855 --> 00:21:54,856 Of course. 318 00:21:59,277 --> 00:22:02,572 Let me have the papers. Time is up. 319 00:22:07,577 --> 00:22:09,204 Here you are, sir. 320 00:22:09,245 --> 00:22:10,413 Thank you. 321 00:22:12,374 --> 00:22:14,084 You asked me something about a poem. 322 00:22:14,125 --> 00:22:17,504 Yes, sir, we asked you several times to read us a poem, but you didn´t. 323 00:22:19,339 --> 00:22:20,674 Just look... 324 00:22:20,715 --> 00:22:23,176 ...there might be something you like. 325 00:22:24,135 --> 00:22:25,512 Thank you. 326 00:22:38,358 --> 00:22:40,151 ‟You are not like them.” 327 00:22:49,994 --> 00:22:51,830 Sir, can I go to the bathroom? 328 00:22:54,582 --> 00:22:55,583 Thank you. 329 00:23:43,048 --> 00:23:44,841 Eat your fruit, my dear Cicek. 330 00:23:53,892 --> 00:23:55,602 They are delicious. 331 00:23:55,643 --> 00:23:57,520 I don´t want any. 332 00:24:00,982 --> 00:24:02,567 I am going to bed. 333 00:24:04,778 --> 00:24:06,154 Good night. 334 00:24:08,114 --> 00:24:09,616 See... 335 00:24:09,657 --> 00:24:11,618 ...there is something up with her. 336 00:24:11,659 --> 00:24:13,119 I told you. 337 00:24:13,161 --> 00:24:14,746 She is in love. 338 00:24:16,373 --> 00:24:17,749 How do you know? 339 00:24:25,548 --> 00:24:26,716 Ulku. 340 00:24:29,135 --> 00:24:31,054 I didn't forget... 341 00:24:31,096 --> 00:24:34,599 ...how it feels like to be in love. 342 00:24:34,641 --> 00:24:36,685 Come on. 343 00:24:36,726 --> 00:24:37,936 Ulku. 344 00:24:37,977 --> 00:24:39,646 Go away. 345 00:24:39,688 --> 00:24:41,022 Let me go. 346 00:24:41,064 --> 00:24:42,649 Gosh. 347 00:24:45,235 --> 00:24:47,821 She is not old enough to fall in love. She is still too young. 348 00:25:57,891 --> 00:25:59,476 Don´t do it. 349 00:26:03,438 --> 00:26:05,523 Alright, everyone... 350 00:26:05,565 --> 00:26:09,527 ...the pioneer of the socialist realist poetry in Turkey is... 351 00:26:09,569 --> 00:26:11,738 ...Nazim Hikmet. 352 00:26:15,742 --> 00:26:17,619 I guess you all know who Nazim is. 353 00:26:17,660 --> 00:26:19,621 You probably have heard at least one of his poems. 354 00:26:20,622 --> 00:26:23,500 -Some were set to songs-- -Sir... 355 00:26:23,541 --> 00:26:25,251 ...since you don't read any... 356 00:26:25,293 --> 00:26:27,295 ...can I read one poem? 357 00:26:29,130 --> 00:26:31,716 I mean as an example to the subject. 358 00:26:31,758 --> 00:26:32,926 Alright. 359 00:26:34,761 --> 00:26:37,180 To think about you is beautiful. 360 00:26:37,222 --> 00:26:38,765 To think about you is hopeful. 361 00:26:39,974 --> 00:26:42,519 It's like listening to the most beautiful song... 362 00:26:42,560 --> 00:26:44,562 ...from the most beautiful voice on earth. 363 00:26:46,106 --> 00:26:48,233 To think about you is beautiful. 364 00:26:48,274 --> 00:26:50,985 To think about you is hopeful. 365 00:26:51,027 --> 00:26:53,738 But hope is not enough for me anymore. 366 00:26:53,780 --> 00:26:56,282 I don't want to listen to songs anymore... 367 00:26:56,324 --> 00:26:59,411 ...I want to sing. 368 00:26:59,452 --> 00:27:01,996 Wow... he had balls of steel. 369 00:27:02,038 --> 00:27:05,834 Man! All she thinks about is balls, even Nazim`s. 370 00:27:08,294 --> 00:27:10,463 Thank you Cicek, you may sit down. 371 00:27:15,260 --> 00:27:16,261 Yes... 372 00:27:17,595 --> 00:27:21,641 ...Nazim spent most of his life in prison or in exile. 373 00:27:21,683 --> 00:27:23,768 -If we think of society and the truth... -Sit down. 374 00:27:23,810 --> 00:27:26,271 -Don´t say a word. -...in this country... 375 00:27:26,312 --> 00:27:28,273 -Okay, take your hand away. -...there is a price. 376 00:27:29,566 --> 00:27:33,111 -Sir, can I say something? -He always wrote about love. 377 00:27:33,153 --> 00:27:36,531 -About his lover, his country... -Shut up! 378 00:27:38,324 --> 00:27:40,118 Is there anything left we didn't try? 379 00:27:41,036 --> 00:27:43,204 How are we going to catch his attention? 380 00:27:44,748 --> 00:27:47,876 I am not playing along with you, I give up. 381 00:27:47,917 --> 00:27:51,546 "With you"? Did I text him? 382 00:27:51,588 --> 00:27:55,133 Okay, we had fun but it's enough, don´t push it. 383 00:27:55,175 --> 00:27:57,761 Oh, so I sacrificed my secret number for nothing. 384 00:28:00,680 --> 00:28:04,142 Actually I would show you how it ends... 385 00:28:04,184 --> 00:28:05,894 ...but be thankful that he's impotent. 386 00:28:05,935 --> 00:28:08,605 -Oh my! -Idiot. 387 00:28:08,646 --> 00:28:11,149 So he is impotent because he is not interested in you? 388 00:28:11,191 --> 00:28:12,359 Indeed. 389 00:28:12,400 --> 00:28:15,779 Did God give you bigger boobs instead of a brain? 390 00:28:15,820 --> 00:28:17,280 What's wrong with you? 391 00:28:17,322 --> 00:28:20,116 You both have been down in the mouth all day. 392 00:28:22,827 --> 00:28:23,828 Sevil? 393 00:28:26,831 --> 00:28:28,416 What's with you? 394 00:28:29,709 --> 00:28:31,294 Nothing, I am fine. 395 00:28:36,132 --> 00:28:37,717 We broke up with Nezih. 396 00:28:38,677 --> 00:28:40,720 I won't look at him ever again. 397 00:28:40,762 --> 00:28:42,555 He is a total douche bag. 398 00:28:43,431 --> 00:28:45,642 Don't worry, you will make up again. 399 00:28:45,684 --> 00:28:48,395 In two days, not more. 400 00:28:48,436 --> 00:28:49,854 I won't. 401 00:29:00,407 --> 00:29:02,033 Whoa! 402 00:29:02,075 --> 00:29:04,869 Nice song though. I like it. 403 00:29:14,879 --> 00:29:17,048 Turn it down, idiots. 404 00:29:19,509 --> 00:29:21,011 Sevil! 405 00:29:21,052 --> 00:29:22,637 Sevil! 406 00:29:22,679 --> 00:29:24,597 -Nezih? -Sevil! 407 00:29:24,639 --> 00:29:26,182 -Sevil, I know you are there! -Get up. 408 00:29:26,224 --> 00:29:28,476 -Get down. -Sevil! 409 00:29:28,518 --> 00:29:30,770 See, it has not been even two days. I told you. 410 00:29:30,812 --> 00:29:32,230 Sevil, look down! 411 00:29:33,940 --> 00:29:35,775 Come on, Sevil, look at me! 412 00:29:35,817 --> 00:29:37,235 Come on, girl. 413 00:29:37,277 --> 00:29:38,987 He will probably leave in a minute, lie down. 414 00:29:39,029 --> 00:29:43,241 Sevil, I will shout all night. I swear I will. Sevil! 415 00:29:43,283 --> 00:29:45,660 -Aren't you even a little curious? -No. 416 00:29:47,996 --> 00:29:50,957 I am getting curious, Sevil, come on. 417 00:29:52,834 --> 00:29:54,544 She is more excited than I am. 418 00:29:55,712 --> 00:29:57,756 Sevil! Look down, Sevil! 419 00:29:57,797 --> 00:29:59,883 Call Sevil! Look down, Sevil! 420 00:29:59,924 --> 00:30:01,009 Stop, stop! 421 00:30:01,051 --> 00:30:05,221 Sevil, I love you very much! Sevil, look down! 422 00:30:06,556 --> 00:30:08,308 I won't come! Go away! 423 00:30:08,350 --> 00:30:11,478 Sevil, I won't leave until you come! 424 00:30:11,519 --> 00:30:13,646 Don't play hard to get! Come here! 425 00:30:13,688 --> 00:30:16,232 Okay, don't look. I will keep on shouting. Sevil! 426 00:30:16,274 --> 00:30:17,942 Come on, come on. 427 00:30:17,984 --> 00:30:20,945 -Come on. -Get off me! 428 00:30:22,739 --> 00:30:24,908 Sevil! Sevil! 429 00:30:27,369 --> 00:30:28,536 What? 430 00:30:38,213 --> 00:30:41,091 ‟Sevil, would you marry me?” 431 00:30:41,132 --> 00:30:44,135 -You, idiot! -Don't play hard to get, go downstairs. 432 00:30:44,177 --> 00:30:46,221 I love you, damn it! Come here! 433 00:30:48,390 --> 00:30:49,557 Go downstairs. 434 00:30:51,685 --> 00:30:53,269 She is coming. 435 00:31:06,741 --> 00:31:08,535 Yes! 436 00:31:08,576 --> 00:31:09,953 God! Yes! 437 00:31:10,870 --> 00:31:13,081 -Are we seriously getting married? -Yes, we are. 438 00:31:13,123 --> 00:31:14,749 Yes! 439 00:31:14,791 --> 00:31:17,794 -I love you! -I love you, too. 440 00:31:17,836 --> 00:31:20,213 -Did you like the flames? -What did you just do? 441 00:31:20,255 --> 00:31:22,757 -Do you want me to set everywhere on fire? -You are so cute! 442 00:31:22,799 --> 00:31:25,385 -I adore you! -Damn it, you are so cute! 443 00:31:39,733 --> 00:31:42,110 Hey crazy, what's up? 444 00:32:14,976 --> 00:32:16,061 Cicek? 445 00:32:18,688 --> 00:32:20,940 I want private lessons from you. 446 00:32:20,982 --> 00:32:22,275 Excuse me? 447 00:32:22,317 --> 00:32:25,653 All the teachers in the course do that. So I am asking you. 448 00:32:25,695 --> 00:32:27,655 You are my teacher, right? 449 00:32:27,697 --> 00:32:29,074 I'll pay you. 450 00:32:31,785 --> 00:32:34,579 I thought you wanted medical school. Right? 451 00:32:34,621 --> 00:32:37,457 You should study math and science. 452 00:32:37,499 --> 00:32:39,459 Why do you need literature lessons? 453 00:32:39,501 --> 00:32:42,128 -Sevil is getting married. -Who? 454 00:32:42,170 --> 00:32:45,131 Oh, your friend. Got it. 455 00:32:47,050 --> 00:32:49,010 Isn't she too young? 456 00:32:49,052 --> 00:32:50,762 Do you think age matters in love? 457 00:32:54,933 --> 00:32:56,101 What do you want to do? 458 00:32:57,060 --> 00:33:00,063 Something about love. 459 00:33:00,105 --> 00:33:02,774 Sevil is my best friend. 460 00:33:02,816 --> 00:33:06,444 I want to write something for them and then read it in their wedding. 461 00:33:06,486 --> 00:33:08,738 But I don´t know how to write it. 462 00:33:08,780 --> 00:33:10,990 Teach me. 463 00:33:11,032 --> 00:33:12,617 Cicek... 464 00:33:12,659 --> 00:33:13,910 ...go home. 465 00:33:14,953 --> 00:33:16,579 Good night. 466 00:34:55,970 --> 00:34:57,889 What have you done? 467 00:34:57,931 --> 00:34:59,724 I've butchered my parents. 468 00:35:01,726 --> 00:35:03,770 It's tomato juice, idiot, come in. 469 00:35:03,812 --> 00:35:06,606 -I freaked out, fool. -What's going on in the dead of night? 470 00:35:24,499 --> 00:35:27,669 -Are you seriously getting married? -Yes. 471 00:35:34,217 --> 00:35:36,052 When? 472 00:35:36,094 --> 00:35:38,471 -Next month. -Next month? 473 00:35:38,513 --> 00:35:39,556 Yes, next month. 474 00:35:39,597 --> 00:35:42,851 His parents will come this weekend to ask for my hand. 475 00:35:42,892 --> 00:35:45,061 My God. 476 00:35:46,604 --> 00:35:49,733 Why are you rushing into it? 477 00:35:51,818 --> 00:35:53,778 Huh? What's going on? 478 00:35:55,697 --> 00:35:57,699 You, dog. 479 00:35:57,741 --> 00:36:00,076 Come on now. 480 00:36:00,118 --> 00:36:03,621 I haven't slept with him. I would have told you. 481 00:36:03,663 --> 00:36:05,874 I am not so sure about that. 482 00:36:05,915 --> 00:36:08,293 We marry out of love. 483 00:36:08,335 --> 00:36:10,462 So be it. 484 00:36:11,755 --> 00:36:13,715 -Cicek... -Yes? 485 00:36:13,757 --> 00:36:16,926 I hope you fall in love like I have. 486 00:36:16,968 --> 00:36:19,137 I tell you, it feels really great. 487 00:36:37,697 --> 00:36:39,491 You don't belong to where you sleep... 488 00:36:39,532 --> 00:36:42,911 ...but to the person you want to sleep with. 489 00:36:51,419 --> 00:36:52,796 Are you sleeping? 490 00:37:12,357 --> 00:37:13,358 Murat? 491 00:37:16,194 --> 00:37:17,320 Murat? 492 00:37:17,362 --> 00:37:18,363 Yes? 493 00:37:20,573 --> 00:37:22,158 You are right. 494 00:37:26,079 --> 00:37:28,289 She is in love. 495 00:37:34,421 --> 00:37:35,463 Can I sit here? 496 00:37:39,009 --> 00:37:40,093 Sure. 497 00:37:47,600 --> 00:37:49,185 You are right. 498 00:37:49,227 --> 00:37:50,687 Pardon me. 499 00:37:51,855 --> 00:37:53,606 What you wrote. It's true. 500 00:37:53,648 --> 00:37:56,234 Did you like it? 501 00:37:57,193 --> 00:37:58,987 It's nice but something is missing. 502 00:38:01,114 --> 00:38:02,949 Okay. 503 00:38:02,991 --> 00:38:04,743 Teach me, then. 504 00:38:04,784 --> 00:38:06,786 It's all I want. 505 00:38:09,330 --> 00:38:12,792 You were going to write it for a friend who Is getting married, right? 506 00:38:12,834 --> 00:38:14,544 Yes. 507 00:38:14,586 --> 00:38:15,962 About love. 508 00:38:20,300 --> 00:38:22,594 Did you ever love someone so bad... 509 00:38:22,635 --> 00:38:24,512 ...that you want to marry him? 510 00:38:28,975 --> 00:38:31,353 Have you cuddled with someone? 511 00:38:36,149 --> 00:38:37,859 You haven't even kissed, right? 512 00:38:41,363 --> 00:38:43,198 Cicek... 513 00:38:43,239 --> 00:38:45,742 ...it's very hard to explain these without experiencing them. 514 00:38:45,784 --> 00:38:46,951 Very hard. 515 00:38:47,827 --> 00:38:48,995 Why? 516 00:38:49,871 --> 00:38:52,165 Because I'm too young, right? 517 00:38:54,292 --> 00:38:56,086 Because you are too young. 518 00:39:25,031 --> 00:39:26,741 Hope no customers show up. 519 00:39:27,826 --> 00:39:31,413 There is no one else to show me how to roll a cigarette. 520 00:39:31,454 --> 00:39:33,289 Only you know how. 521 00:39:36,042 --> 00:39:37,127 You are right. 522 00:39:42,382 --> 00:39:44,634 Alright, then... 523 00:39:44,676 --> 00:39:46,970 ...let me show you, teach you. 524 00:39:47,012 --> 00:39:48,888 Here is my tobacco. 525 00:39:48,930 --> 00:39:51,099 Tobacco bag, leather. 526 00:39:53,476 --> 00:39:56,688 Here is our rolling paper. This is very important. 527 00:39:56,730 --> 00:40:00,108 I use Arabic gum rolling paper, it's more natural. 528 00:40:01,234 --> 00:40:03,903 It doesn't contain any chemicals. 529 00:40:03,945 --> 00:40:05,697 Here we have our tobacco. 530 00:40:05,739 --> 00:40:08,742 I am smoking Adiyaman tobacco. It's strong. 531 00:40:08,783 --> 00:40:11,411 Because I am a tough guy myself. 532 00:40:11,453 --> 00:40:16,374 Anyway, you put the filter on your lips... 533 00:40:16,416 --> 00:40:18,710 ...or you put it on the edge. Anyways. 534 00:40:18,752 --> 00:40:20,670 -Kudret... -Hold on, dear. 535 00:40:20,712 --> 00:40:23,923 First you place it here and then stretch it like this... 536 00:40:23,965 --> 00:40:26,217 ...in order to stabilise it. 537 00:40:26,259 --> 00:40:29,304 -Don't squeeze it too hard... -Kudret... 538 00:40:29,346 --> 00:40:31,556 -...and the tobacco must-- -...look at me. 539 00:41:13,181 --> 00:41:16,518 Who would close a shop this early? 540 00:41:16,559 --> 00:41:17,727 Kudret! 541 00:41:39,124 --> 00:41:40,291 Emm... 542 00:41:41,334 --> 00:41:43,378 -...I have to go. -Don't rush. 543 00:41:43,420 --> 00:41:45,797 -I'm late. -Okay, wait a sec-- 544 00:41:58,059 --> 00:42:01,896 My knees gave away. Twinkie. 545 00:42:01,938 --> 00:42:03,732 Such a twinkie, I swear. 546 00:43:04,000 --> 00:43:06,002 Just for five minutes. 547 00:43:48,294 --> 00:43:49,462 Wow. 548 00:43:54,300 --> 00:43:55,677 Did you like it? 549 00:43:58,555 --> 00:43:59,723 Well... 550 00:44:01,182 --> 00:44:02,767 ...it's sincere. 551 00:44:07,105 --> 00:44:08,481 Because of you. 552 00:44:12,569 --> 00:44:15,155 I haven't done anything, have I? 553 00:44:17,782 --> 00:44:19,576 Remember you told me... 554 00:44:20,535 --> 00:44:23,413 ...that I can't write those things... 555 00:44:23,455 --> 00:44:26,041 ...without kissing or loving someone. 556 00:44:27,959 --> 00:44:28,960 Yes. 557 00:44:32,255 --> 00:44:33,423 I did it. 558 00:44:36,009 --> 00:44:37,385 I kissed someone. 559 00:44:55,487 --> 00:44:56,488 Okay. 560 00:44:59,532 --> 00:45:01,493 Okay? 561 00:45:01,534 --> 00:45:03,953 You wanted to have private lessons. Okay... 562 00:45:03,995 --> 00:45:05,163 ...you got it. 563 00:45:09,584 --> 00:45:10,585 Are you joking? 564 00:45:14,005 --> 00:45:16,591 I only want one thing, alright? 565 00:45:18,343 --> 00:45:20,720 You won't do anything before I say. 566 00:45:22,055 --> 00:45:23,056 Okay? 567 00:45:24,265 --> 00:45:25,850 I won´t. 568 00:45:25,892 --> 00:45:26,893 Promise. 569 00:45:28,478 --> 00:45:29,646 Thank you. 570 00:45:42,742 --> 00:45:44,327 Are you ready? 571 00:46:28,413 --> 00:46:30,165 Now... 572 00:46:30,206 --> 00:46:32,459 ...I will tell you a word, okay? 573 00:46:32,500 --> 00:46:35,337 You will tell me three words which you relate it. 574 00:46:35,378 --> 00:46:37,464 But without thinking, immediately. Deal? 575 00:46:37,505 --> 00:46:39,424 Deal. 576 00:46:39,466 --> 00:46:40,633 I´m telling one... 577 00:46:42,427 --> 00:46:43,595 Impossible. 578 00:46:44,763 --> 00:46:46,264 To give up. 579 00:46:46,306 --> 00:46:47,390 Nice, write it down. 580 00:46:50,518 --> 00:46:51,895 What else? 581 00:46:54,898 --> 00:46:55,899 Touch. 582 00:46:57,817 --> 00:46:59,778 Okay, nice. Write it down. 583 00:47:01,404 --> 00:47:02,572 Yes. 584 00:47:03,782 --> 00:47:05,325 Don't think. 585 00:47:05,367 --> 00:47:06,618 Teacher. 586 00:47:12,499 --> 00:47:16,002 Okay, write me a story about these three words. Okay? 587 00:47:16,044 --> 00:47:17,671 You have half an hour. Go. 588 00:47:26,179 --> 00:47:29,432 Our unique, magical... 589 00:47:29,474 --> 00:47:32,644 ...and impossible story began like this. 590 00:47:37,774 --> 00:47:40,276 There was an age difference of 20 years. 591 00:47:40,318 --> 00:47:42,529 My parents would kill me. 592 00:47:42,570 --> 00:47:44,739 The townsfolk would lynch Dogan. 593 00:47:46,491 --> 00:47:48,201 But I didn't care... 594 00:47:48,243 --> 00:47:50,912 ...about any of these. 595 00:48:03,341 --> 00:48:05,760 How many people are invited to the wedding? 596 00:48:07,887 --> 00:48:09,806 200. 597 00:48:09,848 --> 00:48:12,809 You will read this in front of 200 people, huh? 598 00:48:14,060 --> 00:48:16,229 Nope, not good. Start over. 599 00:48:20,025 --> 00:48:21,192 No good! 600 00:48:25,488 --> 00:48:27,907 Will I ever see you reading a poem? 601 00:48:27,949 --> 00:48:30,368 Just once, I want to hear one so bad, please. 602 00:48:30,410 --> 00:48:32,078 Finish your story. 603 00:48:34,164 --> 00:48:35,540 Okay. 604 00:48:39,210 --> 00:48:41,254 May I also teach you something? 605 00:48:41,296 --> 00:48:43,673 -Oh, my! -Please. 606 00:48:49,888 --> 00:48:53,266 -Were you going to teach me this? -You said I need experiences. 607 00:49:08,948 --> 00:49:10,533 What now? 608 00:49:10,575 --> 00:49:13,119 -We wait. -For what? 609 00:49:13,161 --> 00:49:15,538 Could you please be quiet? 610 00:50:30,488 --> 00:50:31,698 What are you doing? 611 00:50:31,740 --> 00:50:34,159 This kid has a bad influence on Cicek. 612 00:50:34,200 --> 00:50:35,994 He is going to ruin everything. 613 00:50:36,036 --> 00:50:37,120 Who is the kid? 614 00:50:37,162 --> 00:50:39,664 That's what I'm trying to find out. 615 00:50:41,041 --> 00:50:43,626 We have to stop this. I am losing my daughter. 616 00:50:46,755 --> 00:50:48,882 Why do you stare? 617 00:50:48,923 --> 00:50:52,260 Should I just stand and watch, like you. Like a coward. 618 00:51:12,113 --> 00:51:13,698 Is it not good again? 619 00:51:16,993 --> 00:51:18,036 On the contrary... 620 00:51:19,162 --> 00:51:20,372 ...it is very good. 621 00:51:20,413 --> 00:51:21,581 You're kidding! 622 00:51:23,458 --> 00:51:26,795 So, is it over? 623 00:51:26,836 --> 00:51:28,213 Our lessons? 624 00:51:29,673 --> 00:51:31,633 Actually there is only one thing left... 625 00:51:32,592 --> 00:51:35,637 ...forget everything you learned, okay? 626 00:51:35,679 --> 00:51:36,680 I mean... 627 00:51:37,931 --> 00:51:40,517 ...do whatever your heart tells you to. Alright? 628 00:51:46,439 --> 00:51:47,607 Are you sure? 629 00:51:51,736 --> 00:51:53,113 Okay. 630 00:52:16,219 --> 00:52:18,596 There is no text message in her phone. 631 00:52:21,349 --> 00:52:23,143 No unknown number either. 632 00:52:25,937 --> 00:52:28,106 She covers her tracks, just like her mother. 633 00:52:30,191 --> 00:52:33,403 You are exaggerating it now, Ulku. 634 00:52:33,445 --> 00:52:37,073 -I won't let a stranger change our fate. -Hi, Murat! 635 00:52:37,115 --> 00:52:38,867 -What's up, Efraim? -Where have you been? 636 00:52:38,908 --> 00:52:39,909 I've been around. 637 00:52:39,951 --> 00:52:42,245 Our football matches are no fun without you. 638 00:52:42,287 --> 00:52:44,456 We lost to every team we played. 639 00:52:44,497 --> 00:52:46,833 -I'll be over there. -Let's have some tea. 640 00:52:46,875 --> 00:52:48,585 Obviously you don't train well. 641 00:52:48,626 --> 00:52:50,587 -You never join us. -I will. 642 00:52:52,422 --> 00:52:53,340 Ulku? 643 00:52:55,300 --> 00:52:56,968 How are you? 644 00:52:57,010 --> 00:53:00,430 Fine. We are back from shopping. 645 00:53:00,472 --> 00:53:03,975 I heard Sevil is getting married. 646 00:53:04,017 --> 00:53:06,561 Yes, I hope for the best for them. 647 00:53:06,603 --> 00:53:09,522 And I also hope for the best for Cicek. 648 00:53:09,564 --> 00:53:11,566 Isn't it too soon? 649 00:53:11,608 --> 00:53:15,612 She is just 18. Why the rush? 650 00:53:15,653 --> 00:53:19,824 She is obviously not a child. I was 16 when I got married. 651 00:53:19,866 --> 00:53:22,494 So she should end up like you, then? 652 00:53:22,535 --> 00:53:24,329 Think again. 653 00:53:25,580 --> 00:53:28,083 I think you should look after Cicek more. 654 00:53:29,751 --> 00:53:30,919 What do you mean? 655 00:53:33,129 --> 00:53:37,467 I wasn't going to tell you but I saw Cicek and Kudret in the shop. 656 00:53:37,509 --> 00:53:38,843 Who is Kudret? 657 00:53:38,885 --> 00:53:42,013 That hooligan son of Ali. 658 00:53:42,055 --> 00:53:45,975 He drinks all day in the shop. 659 00:53:46,017 --> 00:53:48,395 I was there for shopping... 660 00:53:48,436 --> 00:53:50,939 ...then I saw Cicek and Kudret... 661 00:53:50,980 --> 00:53:53,733 ...and the shutters were closed. 662 00:53:53,775 --> 00:53:54,901 So? 663 00:53:54,943 --> 00:54:00,448 They were being very intimate with each other. 664 00:54:00,490 --> 00:54:02,534 They were kissing. 665 00:54:02,575 --> 00:54:04,160 On the lips. 666 00:54:28,601 --> 00:54:30,186 What's going on? 667 00:54:30,228 --> 00:54:32,480 Why don't you come here, Cicek? Sit down. 668 00:54:33,857 --> 00:54:35,233 Alright. 669 00:54:37,485 --> 00:54:39,279 Is something wrong, dear Murat? 670 00:54:44,993 --> 00:54:47,037 Cicek, you turned 18. 671 00:54:48,455 --> 00:54:50,415 You are a young girl now. 672 00:54:51,833 --> 00:54:55,670 Of course, you will go out, have fun... 673 00:54:55,712 --> 00:54:58,423 -...you will have boyfriends-- -You'll stop seeing that guy! 674 00:55:00,508 --> 00:55:03,053 Which guy? 675 00:55:03,094 --> 00:55:04,721 See... 676 00:55:04,763 --> 00:55:07,474 ...how she pretends not to know. 677 00:55:07,515 --> 00:55:09,476 What the hell were you doing with him? 678 00:55:10,352 --> 00:55:12,729 Mom, we did not do anything wrong. 679 00:55:12,771 --> 00:55:15,273 I'm not sure about that. Serife saw you. 680 00:55:15,315 --> 00:55:17,359 I bet the whole town knows now. 681 00:55:17,400 --> 00:55:21,321 Ok, look at me Cicek. Listen to me. 682 00:55:21,363 --> 00:55:23,156 Your mom is a little bit excited. 683 00:55:24,157 --> 00:55:25,658 Are you in love? 684 00:55:26,743 --> 00:55:29,704 I swear I was going to tell you... 685 00:55:30,914 --> 00:55:32,749 ...but I couldn't... I mean-- 686 00:55:32,791 --> 00:55:34,584 You won't see him again. It's over. 687 00:55:34,626 --> 00:55:38,171 -For God's sake, mom. -I said it's over! 688 00:55:38,213 --> 00:55:40,840 You will go to the course and come back straight home! 689 00:55:40,882 --> 00:55:43,051 I will follow you if necessary. 690 00:55:44,260 --> 00:55:47,138 -Murat... -Okay Cicek, your mom got a little mad. 691 00:55:47,180 --> 00:55:50,058 -Please. -I understand why you got mad. 692 00:55:50,100 --> 00:55:54,521 I honestly don't understand how I fell in love with a guy like this... 693 00:55:54,562 --> 00:55:56,815 ...but this is the first time I fell in love. 694 00:55:56,856 --> 00:55:58,400 Did you never fall in love? 695 00:55:58,441 --> 00:55:59,859 Don't be ridiculous. 696 00:56:01,277 --> 00:56:04,280 It's certainly over now, you understand? Period. 697 00:56:10,245 --> 00:56:11,705 Is that what you say, too, dad? 698 00:56:28,096 --> 00:56:29,389 Did you get what you wanted? 699 00:56:30,432 --> 00:56:31,808 Your plan. 700 00:56:34,102 --> 00:56:36,271 Sorry, our plan. 701 00:57:18,646 --> 00:57:19,981 Cicek? 702 00:57:20,023 --> 00:57:22,400 Cicek, what's going on? 703 00:57:48,885 --> 00:57:50,261 What is this place? 704 00:57:51,596 --> 00:57:54,099 Sevil's family are farmers. 705 00:57:54,140 --> 00:57:55,975 They stay here in summer. 706 00:57:56,017 --> 00:57:58,770 It's close to the farm and it's cool. 707 00:57:58,812 --> 00:58:01,314 No one comes here in winter. 708 00:58:01,356 --> 00:58:04,776 I got one extra key and I used to come here from. 709 00:58:04,818 --> 00:58:07,404 There is just not much furniture here but... 710 00:58:08,363 --> 00:58:09,948 That is good. 711 00:58:51,322 --> 00:58:53,283 You got nothing more to learn from me. 712 00:58:54,784 --> 00:58:56,327 So, this is it? 713 00:58:59,539 --> 00:59:01,041 Yes. 714 00:59:01,082 --> 00:59:03,460 You are coming to the wedding, right? 715 00:59:04,377 --> 00:59:06,963 You will listen to my story with everyone else, right? 716 00:59:10,967 --> 00:59:12,427 You won't? 717 00:59:17,307 --> 00:59:19,267 Mr. Ilyas is coming back this week. 718 00:59:20,143 --> 00:59:22,103 So are you leaving? 719 00:59:28,568 --> 00:59:29,736 Okay. 720 00:59:32,822 --> 00:59:34,616 Thank you very much. 721 00:59:35,492 --> 00:59:36,659 I mean... 722 00:59:37,744 --> 00:59:39,537 ...for everything. 723 01:00:36,761 --> 01:00:38,555 Cicek. Cicek. 724 01:00:40,348 --> 01:00:42,976 -I have to tell you something. -Me too. 725 01:00:43,018 --> 01:00:45,228 -I have never-- -Cicek, please-- 726 01:00:45,270 --> 01:00:48,231 -Don't go... Please. -Don't-- 727 01:00:49,149 --> 01:00:50,650 It's too late... 728 01:00:52,193 --> 01:00:54,154 ...for whatever you're going to say. 729 01:01:40,200 --> 01:01:41,576 Is this real? 730 01:01:44,412 --> 01:01:45,580 I think it´s a dream. 731 01:01:47,165 --> 01:01:48,750 You were about to say something. 732 01:01:50,794 --> 01:01:51,961 Don't ask. 733 01:01:53,213 --> 01:01:55,173 I don't want to hear it anymore. 734 01:01:56,383 --> 01:01:57,759 I won't ask, Dogan. 735 01:01:59,552 --> 01:02:01,513 I won't say a word. 736 01:02:03,890 --> 01:02:05,850 As long as you don't go away. 737 01:02:54,399 --> 01:02:55,775 Dogan? 738 01:03:02,365 --> 01:03:03,533 Dogan? 739 01:03:16,171 --> 01:03:17,339 Dogan?! 740 01:04:00,507 --> 01:04:01,841 Where have you been? 741 01:04:01,883 --> 01:04:04,344 I am right here. Where else can I be? 742 01:04:04,386 --> 01:04:07,681 -Next lecture is literature, right? -What is going on with you? 743 01:04:07,722 --> 01:04:10,141 Nothing, Sevil. 744 01:04:10,183 --> 01:04:12,143 You act really weird. 745 01:04:15,188 --> 01:04:19,359 I can't deal with you today, open your books and do some tests. 746 01:04:21,194 --> 01:04:23,279 But our subject is literature. 747 01:04:23,321 --> 01:04:26,950 -There is no literature today. -Why, where is Mr. Dogan? 748 01:04:26,991 --> 01:04:30,412 Mr. Dogan resigned today. He went back to Istanbul. 749 01:04:49,347 --> 01:04:50,348 Cicek? 750 01:06:34,285 --> 01:06:37,664 You were a step taken outside this world. 751 01:06:37,706 --> 01:06:39,457 Our lives... 752 01:06:39,499 --> 01:06:41,584 ...were unanswered questions. 753 01:06:41,626 --> 01:06:42,669 That´s it. 754 01:06:43,628 --> 01:06:47,007 That milky way... that´s slipping through your hands. 755 01:06:47,882 --> 01:06:50,135 Those sand grains... 756 01:06:50,176 --> 01:06:51,761 ...I am in one of them. 757 01:06:52,971 --> 01:06:55,724 I am about to start to a new journey... 758 01:06:55,765 --> 01:06:57,142 ...it's snowing... 759 01:06:58,226 --> 01:07:01,604 ...one love is caught in a snowstorm, at the very beginning. 760 01:07:03,273 --> 01:07:05,150 You are just a child and I was... 761 01:07:05,191 --> 01:07:07,068 ...in love with the snowstorm in your voice. 762 01:07:07,110 --> 01:07:08,486 You are just a child... 763 01:07:09,571 --> 01:07:11,698 ...who loses her balance after every break up. 764 01:07:11,740 --> 01:07:15,035 What else can be a bigger threat than a child who doesn't speak? 765 01:07:16,286 --> 01:07:18,663 No one knows the answer to my question. 766 01:07:20,040 --> 01:07:22,334 I'm a bad story teller, though. 767 01:07:23,793 --> 01:07:26,504 And when an accident happens... 768 01:07:26,546 --> 01:07:28,715 ...they call it love. 769 01:07:39,559 --> 01:07:41,019 Cicek. 770 01:07:41,061 --> 01:07:43,229 I didn't say anything to you today. 771 01:07:44,564 --> 01:07:47,525 You skipped the course, fine. But it's very late. Get up. 772 01:07:48,485 --> 01:07:50,070 Breakfast is ready. 773 01:07:51,988 --> 01:07:53,365 Come on now! 774 01:08:00,121 --> 01:08:01,289 Cicek? 775 01:09:25,623 --> 01:09:28,543 Where have you been? Where did you stay last night? 776 01:09:28,585 --> 01:09:30,378 Leave me alone. 777 01:09:34,466 --> 01:09:37,344 I know you were not with Kudret. 778 01:09:37,385 --> 01:09:38,428 Kudret? 779 01:09:38,470 --> 01:09:40,972 I know you. You wouldn't like that bum. 780 01:09:41,014 --> 01:09:43,350 You're not in love with Kudret. 781 01:09:43,391 --> 01:09:45,852 Did you talk about Kudret all this time? 782 01:09:45,894 --> 01:09:49,397 -With whom did you spend the night? -With no one. 783 01:09:51,358 --> 01:09:53,068 You will tell me! 784 01:09:53,109 --> 01:09:57,113 I don't know you anymore. How could you run away? 785 01:09:57,155 --> 01:09:59,908 -Look at me! -Enough! 786 01:09:59,949 --> 01:10:02,243 I said leave me alone. Don't you hear me? 787 01:10:02,285 --> 01:10:04,162 I always did what you've told me to. 788 01:10:04,204 --> 01:10:06,456 Every day I wore your old clothes! 789 01:10:06,498 --> 01:10:08,875 I ate and drank what you wanted me to. 790 01:10:08,917 --> 01:10:11,294 What else do you want from me?! 791 01:10:11,336 --> 01:10:14,089 I even picked my field of study for you. 792 01:10:14,130 --> 01:10:16,675 Don't raise your voice! That's nonsense. 793 01:10:16,716 --> 01:10:20,053 You walked around with a stethoscope since you were a child. 794 01:10:20,095 --> 01:10:21,262 You wanted to study medicine. 795 01:10:21,304 --> 01:10:22,347 -Is that so? -Of course! 796 01:10:27,477 --> 01:10:29,938 -I used to play with a stethoscope, huh? -Put them away! 797 01:10:29,979 --> 01:10:31,898 -I made you buy me an apron, where is it? -Give them to me! 798 01:10:31,940 --> 01:10:33,817 Why are there no photos of them? 799 01:10:33,858 --> 01:10:35,860 Give them to me. Why would I lie to you? 800 01:10:35,902 --> 01:10:38,613 Why don't I see them, then? 801 01:10:38,655 --> 01:10:41,199 I see different things here, look. 802 01:10:41,241 --> 01:10:43,034 A photo of me and dad. 803 01:10:43,076 --> 01:10:44,119 Me and dad... 804 01:10:44,160 --> 01:10:46,371 ...me alone... me and Kadife. 805 01:10:46,413 --> 01:10:50,000 Why don't I have any photos with you, mom? Why? 806 01:10:52,210 --> 01:10:54,796 Why am I being raised in others' arms? 807 01:10:56,548 --> 01:10:58,717 Why won't you ever... 808 01:10:58,758 --> 01:11:01,928 ...caress my head for once? 809 01:11:03,430 --> 01:11:04,806 You are being ridiculous now. 810 01:11:07,559 --> 01:11:09,352 You got what you want. 811 01:11:10,270 --> 01:11:11,938 Don't worry. 812 01:11:11,980 --> 01:11:14,941 It doesn't matter anymore who he was. 813 01:11:14,983 --> 01:11:16,943 I couldn't do it but... 814 01:11:18,069 --> 01:11:20,613 ...he left me. 815 01:11:23,491 --> 01:11:25,660 It hurts, mom. 816 01:11:25,702 --> 01:11:27,662 My heart hurts. 817 01:11:29,164 --> 01:11:32,125 I gave up. I don't want to fall in love anymore. 818 01:11:36,921 --> 01:11:38,882 Do something. Make the pain go away. 819 01:11:41,301 --> 01:11:43,511 Huh, mom? 820 01:11:43,553 --> 01:11:45,263 Hug me. 821 01:11:46,389 --> 01:11:48,183 Say it's going to be alright. 822 01:11:50,393 --> 01:11:51,770 Huh? 823 01:11:53,104 --> 01:11:54,481 Mommy... 824 01:12:19,255 --> 01:12:20,423 Ulku... 825 01:12:21,341 --> 01:12:23,468 ...I'm home. 826 01:12:23,510 --> 01:12:24,761 Cicek! 827 01:12:42,862 --> 01:12:44,239 What's wrong, honey? 828 01:12:45,407 --> 01:12:47,367 What did I do to her, dad? 829 01:12:49,285 --> 01:12:51,246 Why doesn´t mom love me? 830 01:12:59,129 --> 01:13:00,130 Cicek... 831 01:13:02,757 --> 01:13:04,551 ...why wouldn't she love you? 832 01:13:05,468 --> 01:13:07,053 She loves you. 833 01:13:07,095 --> 01:13:08,972 What made you think that? 834 01:13:09,014 --> 01:13:10,640 She doesn't. 835 01:13:15,562 --> 01:13:17,605 She loves you in her own way. 836 01:13:17,647 --> 01:13:19,816 That's all she can do. 837 01:13:27,115 --> 01:13:28,283 Sometimes... 838 01:13:29,743 --> 01:13:31,202 ...she looks at me... 839 01:13:32,662 --> 01:13:35,248 ...like I've done something wrong. 840 01:13:49,888 --> 01:13:53,683 I've met people who live their lives based on a single lie. 841 01:13:56,394 --> 01:14:00,357 I've seen people who wake up to the same day. 842 01:14:02,692 --> 01:14:05,278 I promised myself not to be one of them. 843 01:14:27,759 --> 01:14:29,678 But now... 844 01:14:29,719 --> 01:14:33,139 ...all I have is the ashes of an ended love. 845 01:14:33,181 --> 01:14:34,557 I get it now... 846 01:14:36,017 --> 01:14:39,396 ...growing up also means going to waste. 847 01:15:14,305 --> 01:15:15,724 What is this, mom? 848 01:15:15,765 --> 01:15:17,350 It's the wedding day. 849 01:15:20,437 --> 01:15:22,022 Sevil is your best friend. 850 01:15:23,148 --> 01:15:25,734 I'll explain it to her. She would understand me. 851 01:15:27,694 --> 01:15:29,863 I won't butt in if you come. 852 01:15:32,407 --> 01:15:35,994 Wear anything you want. 853 01:15:36,036 --> 01:15:40,290 Put on make-up as you wish. Do it all by yourself. 854 01:15:40,331 --> 01:15:42,500 I won't even ask you... 855 01:15:43,918 --> 01:15:45,712 ...whom you love... 856 01:15:48,340 --> 01:15:51,134 I promise I won't ask you anything. 857 01:15:52,719 --> 01:15:55,138 I just want you to... When I see you like this-- 858 01:15:55,180 --> 01:15:57,349 Don't worry, mom. I grew up. 859 01:16:01,019 --> 01:16:03,897 We can have silent talks now. 860 01:16:32,133 --> 01:16:35,804 You should have worn a scarf. You will get cold. 861 01:16:35,845 --> 01:16:39,641 -You should have worn your red scarf. -I can't. 862 01:16:39,683 --> 01:16:42,644 -Why? -The man I loved has it. 863 01:16:44,145 --> 01:16:46,731 -Why wouldn't you tell me-- -You promised me. 864 01:16:46,773 --> 01:16:48,149 Alright, I'll shut up. 865 01:17:39,200 --> 01:17:40,535 Murat. 866 01:17:40,577 --> 01:17:43,038 Murat, dance with me. 867 01:17:43,079 --> 01:17:44,956 -Not now, Ceylan. -Come on, please. 868 01:17:44,998 --> 01:17:47,167 Everybody is dancing. The kids are dancing. 869 01:17:47,208 --> 01:17:49,461 -Are you going to deny me this? -You see? 870 01:17:49,502 --> 01:17:51,171 Come on. 871 01:18:14,694 --> 01:18:15,862 Are you alright? 872 01:18:38,510 --> 01:18:39,886 It's time for my gift. 873 01:18:52,148 --> 01:18:54,442 Hello, everyone. Excuse me. 874 01:18:54,484 --> 01:18:55,777 Excuse me. 875 01:18:55,819 --> 01:18:58,363 You look great, congratulations. 876 01:19:03,493 --> 01:19:05,078 Hello, I am Cicek. 877 01:19:05,120 --> 01:19:07,539 Sevil is my best friend. 878 01:19:07,580 --> 01:19:09,958 She also is the craziest one in town. 879 01:19:10,000 --> 01:19:12,377 Good luck with her, dear Nezih. 880 01:19:16,464 --> 01:19:20,552 I prepared a short poem for her. 881 01:19:20,593 --> 01:19:22,762 I mean for both of them. 882 01:19:24,639 --> 01:19:27,434 I would like to read it if you don't mind. 883 01:19:34,691 --> 01:19:37,277 It's my first time on stage. Pardon me. 884 01:19:42,115 --> 01:19:43,283 Come on. 885 01:19:46,786 --> 01:19:47,954 Come on! 886 01:19:51,124 --> 01:19:53,585 Alright. Alright. I'm sorry. I'm so sorry. 887 01:19:55,920 --> 01:19:57,881 I won't read it, then. 888 01:20:01,593 --> 01:20:03,803 I better sing to you. 889 01:20:03,845 --> 01:20:05,013 Alright? 890 01:20:15,815 --> 01:20:18,777 I desisted... 891 01:20:20,987 --> 01:20:24,532 ...from your eyes. 892 01:20:24,574 --> 01:20:27,160 I desisted... 893 01:20:28,745 --> 01:20:32,540 ...from your words. 894 01:20:32,582 --> 01:20:37,754 Say one ‟oh”, it´s enough, 895 01:20:40,173 --> 01:20:43,843 Silently... 896 01:20:43,885 --> 01:20:47,847 ...being lonely... 897 01:20:47,889 --> 01:20:54,312 ...I sent my lips. 898 01:20:54,354 --> 01:20:59,567 Don't kiss, take, it´s enough. 899 01:21:01,695 --> 01:21:08,326 My skin doesn't know your hands. 900 01:21:08,368 --> 01:21:14,874 My heart doesn't know your heart. 901 01:21:15,834 --> 01:21:22,424 Oh this smell, this skin, this touch. 902 01:21:22,465 --> 01:21:29,806 Oh this madness, surround, surround my body. 903 01:21:29,848 --> 01:21:36,730 This is the time for disappearing... 904 01:22:17,270 --> 01:22:18,438 Dogan? 905 01:22:24,652 --> 01:22:26,363 What are you doing here? 906 01:22:51,554 --> 01:22:53,306 Does she know? 907 01:22:53,348 --> 01:22:54,933 Did you tell her? 908 01:22:58,311 --> 01:23:00,188 Were you able to tell her? 909 01:23:43,857 --> 01:23:46,109 So they put someone else's brain in uncle Hasan's head? 910 01:23:46,151 --> 01:23:48,236 -Exactly, a strange guy's brain. -Whose brain? 911 01:23:48,278 --> 01:23:51,239 I don't know, a stranger. They took his brain... 912 01:23:51,281 --> 01:23:53,700 -...put it in uncle Hasan's head. -Is he alright? 913 01:23:53,742 --> 01:23:56,036 -Uncle Hasan is still the same. -The hell he is. 914 01:23:56,077 --> 01:23:58,038 Everybody is obsessed about it. Uncle Hasan is still the same. 915 01:23:58,079 --> 01:24:03,293 Fuck off! Take Riza for instance. Put his brain in Kudret's head. 916 01:24:03,335 --> 01:24:06,212 Would Kudret still be the same? 917 01:24:06,254 --> 01:24:07,964 -Yes, of course. -Fuck off. 918 01:24:08,006 --> 01:24:11,092 -Uncle Hasan is still the same. -Alright, then, say Riza. 919 01:24:11,134 --> 01:24:12,218 -I have his brain. -Riza. 920 01:24:12,260 --> 01:24:14,637 -I have his brain now. Call him Riza. -Riza. 921 01:24:14,679 --> 01:24:16,139 -Say it. -Riza. 922 01:24:16,181 --> 01:24:17,557 Yes, bro? 923 01:24:30,528 --> 01:24:31,905 Fuck! 924 01:24:35,909 --> 01:24:39,079 -You, lucky dog. -Come on, let's go. 925 01:24:39,120 --> 01:24:40,580 Oh, sure. 926 01:24:40,622 --> 01:24:43,041 Sure you leave now. 927 01:24:43,083 --> 01:24:44,834 -Lucky bastard. -Shut up! 928 01:24:44,876 --> 01:24:47,253 -Riza, close the shop later. -Okay. 929 01:25:57,449 --> 01:25:58,825 Nice chick. 930 01:26:03,997 --> 01:26:05,165 Cicek. 931 01:26:07,709 --> 01:26:09,127 Cicek. 932 01:26:10,462 --> 01:26:12,422 I'm crazy for you. 933 01:26:14,299 --> 01:26:16,634 Do you hear me? 934 01:26:16,676 --> 01:26:18,094 I'm crazy for you. 935 01:26:19,971 --> 01:26:22,140 Remember the day you came to the shop... 936 01:26:23,475 --> 01:26:26,061 ...you came through the door... 937 01:26:26,102 --> 01:26:29,356 ...as if you were floating in air. 938 01:26:30,732 --> 01:26:33,109 When you kissed me... 939 01:26:35,445 --> 01:26:37,530 ...I was like... 940 01:26:37,572 --> 01:26:39,157 ...since that day... 941 01:26:40,367 --> 01:26:41,743 Oh my God. 942 01:26:43,912 --> 01:26:44,913 Cicek... 943 01:26:46,373 --> 01:26:48,625 ...do you hear me? 944 01:26:48,667 --> 01:26:50,251 I´m telling you. 945 01:27:01,304 --> 01:27:03,264 Are you crying? 946 01:27:09,938 --> 01:27:11,314 What's going on? 947 01:27:12,399 --> 01:27:13,983 Look at me. 948 01:27:18,405 --> 01:27:20,573 Are you thinking about someone else? 949 01:27:22,117 --> 01:27:25,286 Are you thinking about someone else right next to me? 950 01:27:30,208 --> 01:27:32,752 -Look at me! -Leave me alone! 951 01:27:36,589 --> 01:27:38,299 Don't drive me crazy! 952 01:27:38,341 --> 01:27:40,635 My love is my honour. You understand? 953 01:27:45,890 --> 01:27:47,809 Fuck off! 954 01:27:47,851 --> 01:27:49,185 Fuck off!! 955 01:27:49,227 --> 01:27:51,438 Fucking idiot. Fucking retard. 956 01:27:57,235 --> 01:27:59,654 Get up! Get up now. 957 01:27:59,696 --> 01:28:00,864 Get up. 958 01:28:00,905 --> 01:28:02,323 Get up, come on! 959 01:28:02,365 --> 01:28:04,367 We are leaving. 960 01:28:04,409 --> 01:28:05,577 -Get up! -Stop. 961 01:28:09,622 --> 01:28:12,709 Behave. Fucking idiot! 962 01:28:46,910 --> 01:28:49,412 Stop, I will get off. Stop now! 963 01:28:52,707 --> 01:28:54,918 Kudret stop, I'll get off. 964 01:28:54,959 --> 01:28:57,087 Kudret, I'll get off. 965 01:28:57,128 --> 01:28:58,463 -What the fuck?! -Stop! 966 01:29:03,301 --> 01:29:06,471 Stop! Stop here! I'll get off. 967 01:29:14,396 --> 01:29:16,022 Dogan! 968 01:29:16,064 --> 01:29:18,441 I know you are there, open the door! 969 01:29:20,443 --> 01:29:22,862 Don't you have the guts to look at me? 970 01:29:22,904 --> 01:29:27,450 Why did you come back, then?! You have no right to come back! 971 01:29:27,492 --> 01:29:28,493 Dogan! 972 01:29:29,494 --> 01:29:32,622 You can't burst into someone's life and then disappear! 973 01:29:32,664 --> 01:29:35,667 You can't just pretend you never looked at me! 974 01:29:35,709 --> 01:29:40,630 You can't leave after you make me fall in love with you! Do you hear me? 975 01:29:40,672 --> 01:29:42,632 Dogan! 976 01:29:42,674 --> 01:29:46,386 -Dogan, where are you? -Cicek. 977 01:29:52,559 --> 01:29:54,144 I was looking for you. 978 01:29:56,104 --> 01:29:57,272 You jerk. 979 01:29:58,523 --> 01:30:00,984 -How could you leave me?! -Cicek, wait. 980 01:30:01,026 --> 01:30:04,112 -How could you leave me? -Cicek. 981 01:30:04,154 --> 01:30:05,321 Let me go! 982 01:30:07,699 --> 01:30:10,326 Love is like giving a loaded gun to someone... 983 01:30:10,368 --> 01:30:12,620 ...and wait for them to shoot you. 984 01:30:16,249 --> 01:30:18,626 I gave that gun to Dogan that night. 985 01:30:22,005 --> 01:30:23,715 Where are you going? 986 01:30:26,760 --> 01:30:28,345 Never to take it back. 987 01:30:45,945 --> 01:30:46,946 Ulku? 988 01:30:50,533 --> 01:30:52,410 Tell me you found her. 989 01:30:52,452 --> 01:30:54,412 -What are you doing? -I am burning them. 990 01:30:54,454 --> 01:30:56,831 She can't find it out anymore. 991 01:30:56,873 --> 01:30:59,876 I won't leave any trace behind. Go, find my daughter! 992 01:30:59,918 --> 01:31:02,128 I looked everywhere, couldn´t find them. Her phone is off. 993 01:31:02,170 --> 01:31:05,090 -Let's go to the police. -What would they do? She is 18. 994 01:31:05,131 --> 01:31:08,468 -Just accept it, it's over. -No, it's not! Leave me alone. 995 01:31:08,510 --> 01:31:11,930 -Please, Dogan will tell her the truth. -He can't prove it. 996 01:31:11,971 --> 01:31:14,599 Ulku, please look at me! Look at my face, please. 997 01:31:14,641 --> 01:31:17,769 -Get off me! -I am exhausted. Please, listen. 998 01:31:17,811 --> 01:31:19,646 -Let go off me! -I said it's over. 999 01:31:19,688 --> 01:31:21,690 -It's over! -No, it's not! 1000 01:31:21,731 --> 01:31:23,775 I dedicated my life to it, it's not over! 1001 01:31:23,817 --> 01:31:25,402 What are you doing to me? 1002 01:31:27,779 --> 01:31:29,322 Huh? 1003 01:31:29,364 --> 01:31:30,782 Then, what? 1004 01:31:30,824 --> 01:31:33,034 We should burn along. 1005 01:31:33,076 --> 01:31:34,869 We should burn with them. 1006 01:31:34,911 --> 01:31:37,622 We should burn too. Ulku, we should burn ourselves. 1007 01:31:37,664 --> 01:31:39,374 Pull yourself together! Don't go crazy. 1008 01:31:39,416 --> 01:31:41,167 -Let's burn with them. -Stop it! 1009 01:31:41,209 --> 01:31:44,129 -Let's burn together, get off me. -Stop! Stop! 1010 01:31:44,170 --> 01:31:47,215 -We burn together, then. -It's alright. 1011 01:31:48,591 --> 01:31:51,553 It's alright. 1012 01:31:55,932 --> 01:31:57,851 I give up now. 1013 01:31:58,935 --> 01:32:00,645 It can't be Dogan. 1014 01:32:00,687 --> 01:32:03,023 How could it be... It can't be Dogan. 1015 01:32:03,064 --> 01:32:04,441 It can't be Dogan. 1016 01:32:12,866 --> 01:32:15,744 Do you realize how little we know each other? 1017 01:32:15,785 --> 01:32:16,828 Yes. 1018 01:32:20,040 --> 01:32:22,417 There are so many things I don't know about you. 1019 01:32:22,459 --> 01:32:23,626 Like... 1020 01:32:24,753 --> 01:32:27,005 -What is your sign? -Aries. 1021 01:32:27,047 --> 01:32:30,008 That was easy. I'll find something more difficult. 1022 01:32:31,343 --> 01:32:33,428 -Let me think... -Ask me. 1023 01:32:34,679 --> 01:32:36,639 Have you ever got beaten up? 1024 01:32:37,682 --> 01:32:39,517 -Yes. -Of course. 1025 01:32:41,019 --> 01:32:42,812 I was in a cab once. 1026 01:32:42,854 --> 01:32:45,565 We argued over something. 1027 01:32:45,607 --> 01:32:48,068 I thought I could take him down. 1028 01:32:48,109 --> 01:32:50,612 Then we got in a fight. Guess what happened? 1029 01:32:50,653 --> 01:32:53,323 There were 30 guys in the blink of an eye. 1030 01:32:53,365 --> 01:32:55,658 I got beaten up so badly. 1031 01:32:55,700 --> 01:32:58,870 -They smashed my face in. -It sounds terrible. 1032 01:33:00,663 --> 01:33:03,833 -My turn. -Yes. 1033 01:33:03,875 --> 01:33:05,377 What was the moment you felt most ashamed? 1034 01:33:10,632 --> 01:33:14,344 I was in 4th grade. 1035 01:33:14,386 --> 01:33:18,848 I had played in the snow a little, I got really wet. 1036 01:33:18,890 --> 01:33:21,768 -What did the teacher do? -What? 1037 01:33:21,810 --> 01:33:23,978 He took my uniform off and put it on the heater. 1038 01:33:25,897 --> 01:33:28,858 I sat in my pantyhose for three hours. 1039 01:33:29,984 --> 01:33:31,569 Unbelievable. 1040 01:33:34,489 --> 01:33:35,865 Did you blush? 1041 01:33:36,783 --> 01:33:39,953 I was so ashamed that I can't even forget about it today. 1042 01:33:48,586 --> 01:33:50,171 It's my turn. 1043 01:33:56,678 --> 01:33:58,054 Who was your first love? 1044 01:34:03,977 --> 01:34:07,939 Come on, of course you've fallen in love before. 1045 01:34:09,024 --> 01:34:10,191 Who was she? 1046 01:34:18,116 --> 01:34:20,076 She was a girl in college. 1047 01:34:22,704 --> 01:34:24,289 Was she pretty? 1048 01:34:28,001 --> 01:34:29,836 Very. 1049 01:34:29,878 --> 01:34:31,463 What is her name? 1050 01:34:36,051 --> 01:34:38,011 -Cicek... -Yes? 1051 01:34:45,060 --> 01:34:47,645 Alright, then, it's obviously something personal. 1052 01:34:49,397 --> 01:34:50,774 Last question. 1053 01:34:52,108 --> 01:34:53,276 Yes. 1054 01:34:54,277 --> 01:34:55,862 Did she leave you? 1055 01:34:58,156 --> 01:35:00,325 Alright, come here. 1056 01:35:03,036 --> 01:35:05,205 I will never leave you. 1057 01:35:09,000 --> 01:35:11,086 Yes, you will. 1058 01:35:11,127 --> 01:35:12,295 Never. 1059 01:35:14,589 --> 01:35:16,549 I will never let you go. 1060 01:35:34,275 --> 01:35:36,236 What now? 1061 01:35:39,197 --> 01:35:41,574 What do you want? 1062 01:35:43,243 --> 01:35:45,412 I would like to come to Istanbul with you. 1063 01:35:47,080 --> 01:35:48,498 College? 1064 01:35:48,540 --> 01:35:52,127 I can choose a college in Istanbul. I have always wanted to live there. 1065 01:35:53,545 --> 01:35:55,130 Your parents? 1066 01:35:56,923 --> 01:35:58,717 My dad would understand. 1067 01:35:59,718 --> 01:36:01,511 He will get mad and upset... 1068 01:36:02,429 --> 01:36:04,222 ...but he will understand. 1069 01:36:12,313 --> 01:36:15,025 -Cicek... -Hmm? 1070 01:36:15,066 --> 01:36:18,028 -I should tell you something. -Yes. 1071 01:36:23,366 --> 01:36:24,367 Dogan. 1072 01:36:25,702 --> 01:36:29,289 Nothing you say would take you away from me, alright? 1073 01:36:32,667 --> 01:36:36,046 And it doesn't matter. All I want is... 1074 01:36:37,255 --> 01:36:40,216 ...to enjoy this very moment with you. 1075 01:36:46,514 --> 01:36:47,682 Dogan. 1076 01:36:55,523 --> 01:36:57,901 -Don't forget to bring me some clothes. -Okay. 1077 01:37:00,904 --> 01:37:03,490 -And a pack of cigarettes. -Come on. 1078 01:38:05,010 --> 01:38:09,180 Well done, Cicek, you made him act just like you do. 1079 01:39:00,940 --> 01:39:02,817 -Hello, how are you? -Fine thanks and you? 1080 01:39:02,859 --> 01:39:04,652 -Can I get one? -Sure. 1081 01:39:06,488 --> 01:39:08,239 -Here you are. -Thanks, see you. 1082 01:39:08,281 --> 01:39:09,491 See you. 1083 01:39:13,578 --> 01:39:14,746 I won't open it. 1084 01:40:54,763 --> 01:40:56,765 -Mom! -Cicek. 1085 01:40:56,806 --> 01:40:58,183 -I'm begging you, please. -Let me go! 1086 01:40:58,224 --> 01:41:00,060 -You are my sweetheart. -Where is mom? 1087 01:41:00,101 --> 01:41:02,604 Don't forget, I'm your father. Listen to me. 1088 01:41:02,645 --> 01:41:05,440 I'm begging you. Please, I'm begging you. 1089 01:41:05,482 --> 01:41:07,233 I'm begging you. 1090 01:41:09,611 --> 01:41:12,405 -Cicek, please listen to me. -Let me go! 1091 01:41:22,290 --> 01:41:24,668 Why does Dogan have this? 1092 01:41:28,463 --> 01:41:32,050 -Cicek, please. -Dad let me go! You don't know anything. 1093 01:41:33,968 --> 01:41:37,138 Why does Dogan have this? Tell us so that dad can understand it, too. 1094 01:41:52,028 --> 01:41:53,822 Years, years ago... 1095 01:41:55,532 --> 01:41:57,492 ...I gave birth to a baby. 1096 01:41:57,534 --> 01:41:59,411 Don't tell me tales. 1097 01:42:02,205 --> 01:42:05,041 She was the most beautiful girl on earth, she... 1098 01:42:05,083 --> 01:42:08,086 ...was the smartest and the most kind-hearted one. 1099 01:42:09,170 --> 01:42:11,131 She was kind of a miracle. 1100 01:42:12,382 --> 01:42:14,551 She was too beautiful to be real. 1101 01:42:18,888 --> 01:42:20,682 I named her Cicek. 1102 01:42:20,724 --> 01:42:24,686 What the hell are you talking about? I have never been like a miracle. 1103 01:42:26,771 --> 01:42:28,606 Who is talking about you? 1104 01:42:38,450 --> 01:42:39,909 Who is she? 1105 01:42:43,955 --> 01:42:45,331 Your older sister. 1106 01:42:48,460 --> 01:42:49,836 My older sister? 1107 01:42:52,005 --> 01:42:53,256 Do I have an older sister? 1108 01:42:57,260 --> 01:42:59,471 Where is she now? 1109 01:42:59,512 --> 01:43:02,307 She was 18... 1110 01:43:02,349 --> 01:43:04,559 ...when she was diagnosed... 1111 01:43:04,601 --> 01:43:06,394 ...with cancer. 1112 01:43:08,605 --> 01:43:10,774 They said one year... 1113 01:43:11,733 --> 01:43:14,903 ...that's how much time she had. 1114 01:43:25,372 --> 01:43:27,332 Did she die? 1115 01:43:27,374 --> 01:43:30,335 There was just one hope, just one chance. 1116 01:43:31,586 --> 01:43:34,756 A sibling... that's what doctors said. 1117 01:43:35,965 --> 01:43:38,927 The marrow of a sibling could have saved her. 1118 01:43:43,598 --> 01:43:46,393 Can someone make love whilst crying? 1119 01:43:48,561 --> 01:43:49,938 I did. 1120 01:43:51,606 --> 01:43:55,193 I made love to your father with tears in my eyes... 1121 01:43:56,528 --> 01:43:58,488 ...and praying to God. 1122 01:44:02,075 --> 01:44:06,454 After 9 months, when I was giving birth to you in that operating room... 1123 01:44:08,581 --> 01:44:11,543 ...your sister was in agony in the next room. 1124 01:44:12,460 --> 01:44:15,171 The poor girl didn´t have much time left. 1125 01:44:22,971 --> 01:44:25,306 I thought she was going to be alright... 1126 01:44:25,348 --> 01:44:28,727 ...she wasn't. Your marrow didn't work. 1127 01:44:31,354 --> 01:44:33,523 She closed her eyes... 1128 01:44:35,066 --> 01:44:36,985 ...20 days after surgery. 1129 01:44:37,027 --> 01:44:41,072 My dear Cicek didn't open her eyes again. 1130 01:44:42,240 --> 01:44:43,825 It was not your fault. 1131 01:44:46,369 --> 01:44:51,041 Exactly, exactly. That's what your father said that day. 1132 01:44:51,082 --> 01:44:55,045 "It's not her fault, Ulku. She is your child too." 1133 01:44:58,715 --> 01:45:01,926 Do you know what I think when I look at you? 1134 01:45:05,096 --> 01:45:06,264 Please, don't. 1135 01:45:07,599 --> 01:45:10,185 I gave birth to you for just one reason... 1136 01:45:11,269 --> 01:45:12,645 ...but you failed us. 1137 01:45:16,900 --> 01:45:21,571 It doesn't matter to me anymore if you live or die. 1138 01:45:26,451 --> 01:45:28,620 You are lying, aren´t you? 1139 01:45:31,748 --> 01:45:33,958 You loved me, right, mom? 1140 01:45:41,216 --> 01:45:42,676 Did you never love me? 1141 01:45:43,718 --> 01:45:44,886 I have. 1142 01:45:46,221 --> 01:45:47,389 I have... 1143 01:45:50,975 --> 01:45:53,144 ...but under one condition. 1144 01:45:56,856 --> 01:45:59,234 I raised you as if you were your sister. 1145 01:46:01,361 --> 01:46:03,113 And... 1146 01:46:03,154 --> 01:46:05,532 ...all the clothes I gave you as a present. 1147 01:46:06,408 --> 01:46:08,827 They all belonged to your sister. 1148 01:46:08,868 --> 01:46:10,662 Mosaic cake... 1149 01:46:11,788 --> 01:46:14,165 ...was her favourite. Ceramics... 1150 01:46:14,207 --> 01:46:18,294 ...was the thing she loved. That film was her favourite, too. 1151 01:46:18,336 --> 01:46:23,008 What about studying medicine? It was your sister's major. 1152 01:46:24,175 --> 01:46:26,344 Even your name doesn't belong to you. 1153 01:46:29,180 --> 01:46:30,473 We... 1154 01:46:30,515 --> 01:46:33,476 ...moved from Ankara to here immediately. 1155 01:46:34,561 --> 01:46:36,146 All these years... 1156 01:46:37,147 --> 01:46:40,191 ...I raised you as if you were your sister. 1157 01:46:40,233 --> 01:46:42,819 I looked at you and dreamed of her. 1158 01:46:45,113 --> 01:46:47,490 And you didn't object. 1159 01:46:47,532 --> 01:46:50,493 You just did what you were told. 1160 01:46:50,535 --> 01:46:54,664 God had answered my prayers, he had accepted the deal... 1161 01:46:54,706 --> 01:46:59,002 ...but how could I had known that God had his own terms, too. 1162 01:46:59,044 --> 01:47:00,628 What terms? 1163 01:47:10,555 --> 01:47:12,140 Your sister... 1164 01:47:13,099 --> 01:47:15,352 ...had fallen in love with a guy in college. 1165 01:47:15,393 --> 01:47:18,188 We had been against this love. It was too soon. 1166 01:47:19,856 --> 01:47:22,067 But the guy... 1167 01:47:22,108 --> 01:47:25,236 ...he also won us over. He was a good kid... 1168 01:47:25,278 --> 01:47:29,657 ...he was so kind-hearted. He loved your sister so much. 1169 01:47:36,748 --> 01:47:38,333 His name was Dogan. 1170 01:48:20,834 --> 01:48:22,002 Cicek? 1171 01:49:39,329 --> 01:49:40,497 Mom. 1172 01:49:42,665 --> 01:49:44,250 Wake up, mom. 1173 01:49:53,009 --> 01:49:54,928 Mom. 1174 01:49:54,969 --> 01:49:56,137 Cicek... 1175 01:49:58,139 --> 01:49:59,849 ...is that you? 1176 01:49:59,891 --> 01:50:01,476 Yes, it's me. 1177 01:50:03,353 --> 01:50:05,021 Did you miss me? 1178 01:50:06,606 --> 01:50:08,566 Yes, my love. 1179 01:50:12,779 --> 01:50:14,739 Look at me carefully, then. 1180 01:50:17,158 --> 01:50:19,536 It's the last time you see me. 1181 01:50:39,931 --> 01:50:43,018 There are miseries that devastate us in life. 1182 01:50:43,059 --> 01:50:46,021 And there are miseries that makes us grow. 1183 01:50:51,109 --> 01:50:53,361 But I see it now... 1184 01:50:53,403 --> 01:50:56,322 ...the most cruel place on earth is... 1185 01:50:56,364 --> 01:50:58,533 ...home. 1186 01:51:20,597 --> 01:51:21,765 Murat! 1187 01:51:23,433 --> 01:51:24,601 Murat! 1188 01:51:27,604 --> 01:51:31,274 Murat, Cicek left. Go bring her back. 1189 01:51:31,316 --> 01:51:33,360 Where did she go? Did she tell you anything? 1190 01:51:33,401 --> 01:51:35,528 Go, bring Cicek back. Bring my daughter back. 1191 01:52:14,859 --> 01:52:18,029 All these years I have been living someone else's life. 1192 01:52:20,448 --> 01:52:22,283 Now... 1193 01:52:22,325 --> 01:52:24,327 ...it's time for me to find out who I really am. 1194 01:52:40,093 --> 01:52:42,178 Where are you going? 1195 01:52:42,220 --> 01:52:44,597 I'm going to Istanbul to find my daughter. 1196 01:52:45,807 --> 01:52:48,518 How do you know she is in Istanbul? 1197 01:52:48,560 --> 01:52:51,396 Somebody saw her getting on a bus. 1198 01:52:51,438 --> 01:52:52,605 I'll come with you. 1199 01:52:53,982 --> 01:52:55,567 I'm going without you. 1200 01:53:04,659 --> 01:53:06,619 You will come back, right? 1201 01:53:18,131 --> 01:53:20,508 I don't have anyone but you. 1202 01:53:23,803 --> 01:53:26,389 I ruined my own daughter's life for you, Ulku. 1203 01:53:27,766 --> 01:53:30,226 So that you are not hurt. 1204 01:53:33,605 --> 01:53:35,398 You are leaving me, right? 1205 01:53:36,691 --> 01:53:39,277 No, I am not. 1206 01:53:40,695 --> 01:53:43,698 I will live in this house till my last day. 1207 01:53:43,740 --> 01:53:46,993 We will be living in this house together... 1208 01:53:48,453 --> 01:53:50,413 ...just like two prisoners. 1209 01:53:51,456 --> 01:53:54,626 You will never be satisfied with me and you will torture me. 1210 01:53:57,504 --> 01:53:59,464 I will let this happen, Ulku. 1211 01:54:05,804 --> 01:54:08,390 Not because I love you... 1212 01:54:08,431 --> 01:54:10,975 ...since I am your partner in this crime... 1213 01:54:11,017 --> 01:54:13,812 ...I will serve my sentence like that, Ulku... 1214 01:54:13,853 --> 01:54:15,355 ...by staying with you. 1215 01:55:02,110 --> 01:55:04,404 Personalized bracelets! Want one, Miss? 1216 01:55:04,446 --> 01:55:07,782 You want one? It's 6 liras... Will bring you good luck. 1217 01:55:07,824 --> 01:55:11,453 Come spit on my face if it doesn't. 1218 01:55:11,494 --> 01:55:12,912 Alright, then, give me one. 1219 01:55:12,954 --> 01:55:16,041 Good. Great. It's my first sale of the day. 1220 01:55:16,082 --> 01:55:19,252 What should I engrave, miss? Miss? 1221 01:55:19,294 --> 01:55:20,503 -Miss? -Huh? 1222 01:55:20,545 --> 01:55:22,172 What's your name? 1223 01:55:25,175 --> 01:55:26,593 -I don't know. -Huh? 1224 01:55:26,634 --> 01:55:27,761 I don't know. 1225 01:55:27,802 --> 01:55:31,181 Okay, it's 4 liras for you. Okay? 1226 01:55:31,222 --> 01:55:34,184 It'll be the first sale of the day. 1227 01:55:34,225 --> 01:55:36,603 Okay, as you wish. Would you want one, sir? 1228 01:55:43,318 --> 01:55:44,903 I couldn't do it Cicek. 1229 01:55:47,322 --> 01:55:51,117 I couldn't tell you that I was in love with your sister years ago. 1230 01:55:54,204 --> 01:55:56,498 It was love at first sight. 1231 01:55:58,875 --> 01:56:01,336 I love you Dogan. 1232 01:56:02,796 --> 01:56:05,298 ‟A rose for each day I loved you.” ...I loved her madly... 1233 01:56:06,675 --> 01:56:08,259 ...but I couldn't tell you that. 1234 01:56:10,804 --> 01:56:12,389 I couldn't, Cicek. 1235 01:56:17,394 --> 01:56:19,187 Forget me. 1236 01:56:19,229 --> 01:56:22,023 I couldn't tell you that she suddenly left me one day. 1237 01:56:23,274 --> 01:56:25,568 I stood on that bridge, Cicek. 1238 01:56:25,610 --> 01:56:27,570 I couldn't leave. 1239 01:56:30,281 --> 01:56:32,617 Till the day a job offer... 1240 01:56:32,659 --> 01:56:36,454 ...came from a city I didn't know. 1241 01:56:36,496 --> 01:56:39,749 It was meant for me to find you there. 1242 01:56:39,791 --> 01:56:42,669 A flower that bloomed as if correcting a mistake... 1243 01:56:47,257 --> 01:56:50,635 Cicek Ince. Must be a joke, right? 1244 01:56:53,179 --> 01:56:55,682 You are the lawyer, right? You are the one to find her. 1245 01:56:55,724 --> 01:56:58,226 What are you talking about? It has been 20 years. I will go mad. 1246 01:56:58,268 --> 01:57:00,979 Everything is the same. Her hair, her looks. 1247 01:57:01,021 --> 01:57:03,189 Even the hairclip she wears is the same! 1248 01:57:03,231 --> 01:57:05,692 Her name is the same for God's sake! 1249 01:57:05,734 --> 01:57:08,528 I will go mad, alright, you... You got my e-mail, right? 1250 01:57:10,530 --> 01:57:12,699 Okay, send it to me, I am waiting. Come on. 1251 01:57:19,456 --> 01:57:21,833 Date of death: 1997 Time of death: 17:05 Cause of death: Cancer. 1252 01:57:23,251 --> 01:57:25,420 It seems that my cruel girlfriend... 1253 01:57:26,921 --> 01:57:29,090 ...had passed away years ago. 1254 01:57:31,092 --> 01:57:32,886 She thought... 1255 01:57:33,887 --> 01:57:37,640 ...I would be devastated if she died in my arms. 1256 01:57:37,682 --> 01:57:39,392 And you... 1257 01:57:39,434 --> 01:57:42,604 ...an unpreventable rain drop... 1258 01:57:42,645 --> 01:57:44,606 ...fresh as spring. 1259 01:57:46,107 --> 01:57:49,402 Knocked on my door for days. 1260 01:57:50,320 --> 01:57:51,905 I ran away from you... 1261 01:57:52,947 --> 01:57:55,075 ...I tried. 1262 01:57:55,116 --> 01:57:57,869 I couldn't decide... 1263 01:57:57,911 --> 01:58:01,998 ...if I were in love with a withered dream or with you. 1264 01:58:02,040 --> 01:58:04,000 I said to myself "Don't." 1265 01:58:06,461 --> 01:58:10,298 Even if you can forget about the past, there are years between the two of you... 1266 01:58:10,340 --> 01:58:12,509 ...how can you forget about them? 1267 01:58:15,679 --> 01:58:17,263 I tried everything. 1268 01:58:19,474 --> 01:58:21,935 I left you. 1269 01:58:21,976 --> 01:58:23,144 Let me go! 1270 01:58:26,022 --> 01:58:29,401 But I came back I couldn´t forget you. 1271 01:58:31,027 --> 01:58:32,737 I was going to tell you... 1272 01:58:32,779 --> 01:58:34,656 -Cicek. -Don´t let me go. 1273 01:58:34,698 --> 01:58:37,659 ...I am 40 years old Cicek. 1274 01:58:38,535 --> 01:58:42,664 The sins I have behind me, all those mistakes. 1275 01:58:42,706 --> 01:58:45,709 But I turned into a new man... 1276 01:58:45,750 --> 01:58:47,335 ...with you. 1277 01:58:48,670 --> 01:58:51,256 I loved myself around you, Cicek. 1278 01:58:52,132 --> 01:58:55,093 I loved myself because you loved me... 1279 01:58:55,135 --> 01:58:56,928 ...but I couldn´t tell you. 1280 01:58:58,179 --> 01:59:00,932 Hello Sevil, did she call? 1281 01:59:05,687 --> 01:59:07,063 Okay, thanks. 1282 01:59:08,690 --> 01:59:14,154 My destiny keeps on recovering itself. 1283 01:59:18,116 --> 01:59:19,409 Hello? 1284 01:59:20,869 --> 01:59:22,662 Hello? 1285 01:59:22,704 --> 01:59:23,705 Hello? 1286 01:59:32,839 --> 01:59:35,967 How many times can a heart be shattered? 1287 01:59:36,009 --> 01:59:37,594 I have no clue. 1288 01:59:40,847 --> 01:59:42,724 Just like that. 1289 01:59:42,766 --> 01:59:46,519 Twenty years aside, a lost soul... 1290 01:59:46,561 --> 01:59:48,688 ...the cruel secret of a family... 1291 01:59:48,730 --> 01:59:53,860 ...but then again this passionate love stabbed into my heart. 1292 01:59:53,902 --> 01:59:56,029 No way to pull it out, man. 1293 01:59:57,781 --> 01:59:59,616 What do you say? 1294 01:59:59,657 --> 02:00:01,993 Can we meet again someday? 1295 02:00:08,625 --> 02:00:10,335 I thought so, too. 1296 02:00:23,223 --> 02:00:26,309 I better finish my memorizing. 1297 02:00:26,351 --> 02:00:28,311 Okay, we write the lines, then. 1298 02:00:29,979 --> 02:00:31,898 -Alright, then, see you. -Okay, bye. 1299 02:00:31,940 --> 02:00:33,316 Bye bye. 1300 02:00:41,533 --> 02:00:43,660 I got your gift, sister. 1301 02:00:43,702 --> 02:00:46,496 I don't know if we'll meet again but... 1302 02:00:46,538 --> 02:00:48,498 ...I carry him in my heart. 1303 02:00:49,833 --> 02:00:50,834 Cicek! 1304 02:01:08,059 --> 02:01:10,687 FOR BOTH OF US 84498