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Would you like to inspect the original subtitles? These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:00:14,834 --> 00:00:16,917 (pounding drums) 2 00:00:17,000 --> 00:00:17,917 We love you GG! 3 00:00:18,000 --> 00:00:23,208 GG! GG! GG! GG! 4 00:00:34,000 --> 00:00:38,875 Here is the, er, resting area of GG Allin. Right here. 5 00:00:38,959 --> 00:00:42,041 This was where his headstone... stood 6 00:00:42,125 --> 00:00:45,917 until some jackass knocked it off the platform here. 7 00:00:46,000 --> 00:00:49,917 And then, er, the Catholic priest decided to keep it, 8 00:00:50,000 --> 00:00:52,875 hold it hostage in the basement of the church for... 9 00:00:52,959 --> 00:00:57,500 oh, seems like two or three years. 10 00:00:57,583 --> 00:01:00,333 I wanna forget about that stone. 11 00:01:00,417 --> 00:01:03,458 I haven't been to the cemetery for two years 12 00:01:03,542 --> 00:01:06,750 because it hurts to go without that stone there. 13 00:01:06,834 --> 00:01:09,500 I've been going there since I was 17 14 00:01:09,583 --> 00:01:12,041 to see my father with that stone. 15 00:01:12,125 --> 00:01:15,125 And now when that stone isn't there it hurts when I go. 16 00:01:15,208 --> 00:01:19,959 It hurts because of all this foolishness 17 00:01:20,041 --> 00:01:22,792 with GG Allin and Merle. 18 00:01:22,875 --> 00:01:25,917 All the stupidness is the reason that stone is not there. 19 00:01:26,000 --> 00:01:30,583 (punk rock music plays on stereo) 20 00:01:35,250 --> 00:01:39,000 We're going to see GG Allin's grave. 21 00:01:39,083 --> 00:01:40,667 And where is it? 22 00:01:40,750 --> 00:01:42,166 We think we found it. It's up by... 23 00:01:42,250 --> 00:01:46,959 We gotta park on the road and walk down to it. 24 00:01:47,041 --> 00:01:50,625 - OK, and why did you come? - We're climbing Mt Washington 25 00:01:50,709 --> 00:01:55,458 but, er, if you're in the area you've gotta stop here. 26 00:01:55,542 --> 00:01:59,083 All right. We're gonna go check it out. 27 00:02:02,083 --> 00:02:07,959 ♪ Because everybody loves That I'm a scumbag ♪ 28 00:02:08,041 --> 00:02:11,709 ♪ I like sluts and hoes And I don't care ♪ 29 00:02:13,208 --> 00:02:18,417 ♪ You can say just what you want to say about me ♪ 30 00:02:18,500 --> 00:02:19,709 ♪ But if I hear you ♪ 31 00:02:19,792 --> 00:02:22,208 ♪ I'm just gonna knock you off your chair ♪ 32 00:02:22,291 --> 00:02:25,041 People have been coming here for 20 years 33 00:02:25,125 --> 00:02:26,250 to pay their respects. 34 00:02:28,875 --> 00:02:31,709 (guitar plays, singing continues) 35 00:02:31,792 --> 00:02:33,250 (man burps) 36 00:02:33,333 --> 00:02:37,166 Some of 'em are respectful, some of 'em are just assholes 37 00:02:37,250 --> 00:02:39,500 and they fuck everything up in the cemetery. 38 00:02:39,583 --> 00:02:45,041 Sometimes it's due to the fact that the fans are just a little 39 00:02:45,125 --> 00:02:47,917 over the top at points. 40 00:02:48,000 --> 00:02:50,250 (man cheers) (clapping, whistling) 41 00:02:50,333 --> 00:02:53,875 Everybody knew where the stone was, 42 00:02:53,959 --> 00:02:56,041 they were coming from Canada. 43 00:02:56,125 --> 00:02:57,917 You don't want people to come 44 00:02:58,000 --> 00:03:00,959 and piss and shit all over your grave. 45 00:03:01,041 --> 00:03:05,041 I told the police, I'd go down, shoot 'em in the ass. 46 00:03:05,125 --> 00:03:08,375 I was gonna take my gun, go down and shoot 'em. 47 00:03:08,458 --> 00:03:12,083 They said, "You can't do that." I said, "You watch me." 48 00:03:12,166 --> 00:03:13,583 You want me to go piss 49 00:03:13,667 --> 00:03:15,291 on your fucking mother's grave, asshole? 50 00:03:17,667 --> 00:03:19,625 I don't give a fuck. 51 00:03:19,709 --> 00:03:23,667 - Get over there and help him. - He's spitting on it. 52 00:03:26,166 --> 00:03:28,083 I saw you spitting on it. 53 00:03:28,166 --> 00:03:30,333 Not another fucking word out of you. 54 00:03:33,208 --> 00:03:38,917 ♪ Snakeman's Dance ♪ 55 00:04:08,125 --> 00:04:10,375 ♪ I'm a snake, cold and hard ♪ 56 00:04:10,458 --> 00:04:13,542 ♪ I reveal nothing to you ♪ 57 00:04:13,625 --> 00:04:17,458 ♪ You only see What I want you to see ♪ 58 00:04:17,542 --> 00:04:20,750 ♪ My attack will leave no clues ♪ 59 00:04:20,834 --> 00:04:24,291 ♪ You'll never know What I'm thinking ♪ 60 00:04:24,375 --> 00:04:28,000 ♪ You'll not penetrate my layers of skin ♪ 61 00:04:28,083 --> 00:04:31,667 ♪ But when I'm triggered And on the edge ♪ 62 00:04:31,750 --> 00:04:35,625 ♪ My bite will suck you in... ♪ 63 00:04:36,625 --> 00:04:39,041 I hated GG Allin. 64 00:04:39,125 --> 00:04:41,333 I loved Kevin but I hated GG Allin. 65 00:04:41,417 --> 00:04:47,083 And there is a Kevin, and there is a GG. 66 00:04:47,166 --> 00:04:50,917 He wasted his talent, he killed himself. 67 00:04:51,000 --> 00:04:52,750 What mother wants that? 68 00:04:52,834 --> 00:04:55,583 ♪ To my underwood ♪ 69 00:04:55,667 --> 00:04:58,333 ♪ I'll lead you to romantic thoughts ♪ 70 00:04:58,417 --> 00:05:02,667 ♪ As I strip you to the bone... ♪ 71 00:05:02,750 --> 00:05:05,875 There was nobody closer to me than GG. 72 00:05:05,959 --> 00:05:09,875 And pretty much vice versa in most of our lives. 73 00:05:09,959 --> 00:05:13,166 ♪ But when it's all been said and done... ♪ 74 00:05:13,250 --> 00:05:15,709 I admired him for his music 75 00:05:15,792 --> 00:05:18,333 and his talent and his intelligence 76 00:05:18,417 --> 00:05:21,333 and all that. But, I mean, first an foremost, 77 00:05:21,417 --> 00:05:24,125 he was the best brother you could ever want. 78 00:05:24,208 --> 00:05:27,166 ♪ Now you've met the Snakeman ♪ 79 00:05:27,250 --> 00:05:31,208 ♪ How did I make you feel? ♪ 80 00:05:31,291 --> 00:05:34,208 ♪ I'm a snake, cold and hard ♪ 81 00:05:34,291 --> 00:05:36,375 ♪ I reveal nothing to you ♪ 82 00:05:36,458 --> 00:05:40,208 ♪ You only see What I want you to see ♪ 83 00:05:40,291 --> 00:05:43,417 ♪ My attack will leave no clue ♪ 84 00:05:43,500 --> 00:05:46,667 ♪ You'll never know What I'm thinking ♪ 85 00:05:46,750 --> 00:05:51,375 ♪ You'll not penetrate my layers of skin ♪ 86 00:05:51,458 --> 00:05:55,208 ♪ But when I'm triggered And on the edge ♪ 87 00:05:55,291 --> 00:05:57,709 ♪ My bite will suck you... ♪ 88 00:06:00,500 --> 00:06:03,583 ♪ ...in ♪ 89 00:06:04,375 --> 00:06:07,667 Hey, Merle, wait. Merry Christmas! 90 00:06:07,750 --> 00:06:11,333 Oh, thank you. Thank you so much! 91 00:06:11,417 --> 00:06:14,667 - I've got something for you. - Oh, you are so sweet. 92 00:06:14,750 --> 00:06:17,625 - Oh, my God! - Yes, enjoy. 93 00:06:17,709 --> 00:06:20,166 - Thank you so much! - Merry Christmas! 94 00:06:20,250 --> 00:06:21,417 Merry Christmas. 95 00:06:21,500 --> 00:06:23,542 - You're a good neighbor. - Thank you very much. 96 00:06:23,625 --> 00:06:25,625 - Bye. - Thank you. 97 00:06:30,834 --> 00:06:35,834 (melodic acoustic guitar plays) 98 00:06:55,875 --> 00:07:00,542 (country music plays on stereo) 99 00:07:03,542 --> 00:07:07,667 Everybody loves GG, so I keep his legacy going 100 00:07:07,750 --> 00:07:10,333 by pimping his shit. 101 00:07:10,417 --> 00:07:14,458 It definitely helps me be able to survive and, er,... 102 00:07:14,542 --> 00:07:19,250 While I'm spreading the word, I'm surviving as well 103 00:07:19,333 --> 00:07:23,583 and being able to live the kind of life that I wanna live. 104 00:07:23,667 --> 00:07:27,417 All right, we have a customer from Canada here 105 00:07:27,500 --> 00:07:31,417 that wants to know if I can ship something to Canada. 106 00:07:31,500 --> 00:07:35,333 "Son, I can ship something up the fucking crack of your ass 107 00:07:35,417 --> 00:07:36,750 if you want me to." 108 00:07:41,583 --> 00:07:45,417 These are some of the pictures that I paint. 109 00:07:45,500 --> 00:07:49,291 This is just an original. I painted that. 110 00:07:49,375 --> 00:07:52,333 I saw a picture and I painted it. 111 00:07:52,417 --> 00:07:54,709 I don't pretend to be an artist. 112 00:07:54,792 --> 00:07:58,583 I just paint for the fun of it. I have a good time. 113 00:07:58,667 --> 00:08:04,375 Merle wanted me to do pictures of gravestones 114 00:08:04,458 --> 00:08:08,083 and things like that and, er,... 115 00:08:08,166 --> 00:08:12,667 I don't think that anybody would buy them for the picture. 116 00:08:12,750 --> 00:08:17,208 They buy them because I'm GG Allins' mother. 117 00:08:18,625 --> 00:08:24,500 I need to... try to forget Kevin Allin. 118 00:08:24,583 --> 00:08:28,625 I don't need to be reminded every day that he's dead. 119 00:08:28,709 --> 00:08:32,917 It's hurtful. It hurts my heart. 120 00:08:33,000 --> 00:08:35,166 And I have enough heart problems, 121 00:08:35,250 --> 00:08:39,458 so I don't need to think about that all the time. 122 00:08:42,917 --> 00:08:46,166 So here we are. We've entered the music room. 123 00:08:46,250 --> 00:08:50,500 This is the room where I keep all the GG CDs, 124 00:08:50,583 --> 00:08:54,583 the DVDs, the video, records, the patches, the stickers, 125 00:08:54,667 --> 00:08:56,375 things like that. 126 00:08:56,458 --> 00:08:58,625 A lot of GG Allin merchandise. 127 00:08:58,709 --> 00:09:01,375 Bumper stickers, stuff like that. 128 00:09:01,458 --> 00:09:04,291 Kevin is still alive to him. 129 00:09:04,375 --> 00:09:08,417 It's almost like not wanting to admit your brother's dead. 130 00:09:08,500 --> 00:09:10,750 And if you stop selling his things, 131 00:09:10,834 --> 00:09:15,166 and stop talking about him, he would be gone. 132 00:09:26,583 --> 00:09:32,291 GG and I were, like, real close from the time we were born. 133 00:09:33,250 --> 00:09:36,375 We lived in a log cabin. 134 00:09:36,458 --> 00:09:39,417 All alone in the woods without any phone 135 00:09:39,500 --> 00:09:41,667 or any way to get anywhere. 136 00:09:46,542 --> 00:09:51,500 Don't ever remember having people over to our house. 137 00:09:51,583 --> 00:09:55,333 There's no room for company. 138 00:09:55,417 --> 00:09:58,500 We were very poor. Very, very poor. 139 00:09:58,583 --> 00:10:01,000 Because their father didn't work 140 00:10:01,083 --> 00:10:03,792 and he always had to have a new truck. 141 00:10:05,959 --> 00:10:08,500 We didn't have a lot of money 142 00:10:08,583 --> 00:10:10,375 for anything else. 143 00:10:11,709 --> 00:10:15,333 Me and my brother entertained ourselves 144 00:10:15,417 --> 00:10:17,041 the best way we could. 145 00:10:25,917 --> 00:10:31,125 This is my secret GG Allin room. 146 00:10:33,625 --> 00:10:36,542 This is... where I keep 147 00:10:36,625 --> 00:10:39,125 my brother's memory alive 148 00:10:39,208 --> 00:10:42,709 with pictures and photo albums 149 00:10:42,792 --> 00:10:45,542 full of scrap book memorabilia 150 00:10:45,625 --> 00:10:47,500 and stuff like that, 151 00:10:47,583 --> 00:10:48,667 some of his prison artwork. 152 00:10:48,750 --> 00:10:53,458 This room is pretty much off limits to everybody. 153 00:10:53,542 --> 00:10:57,500 This is my secret... escape room 154 00:10:57,583 --> 00:10:59,792 for just me and my brother. 155 00:11:16,291 --> 00:11:16,792 (doorbell rings) 156 00:11:19,667 --> 00:11:20,917 Hello, sir. 157 00:11:21,000 --> 00:11:24,542 - Nice to see you. again. - You too. Come on in. 158 00:11:24,625 --> 00:11:28,583 Follow me, I think it's in here. 159 00:11:28,667 --> 00:11:30,750 - This is a shirt that GG wore. - Oh, shit. 160 00:11:30,834 --> 00:11:34,583 It's got a bit of a hole in the back, 161 00:11:34,667 --> 00:11:35,959 but that's GG's shirt. 162 00:11:36,041 --> 00:11:39,083 Wow, man, I am touching history right here. 163 00:11:39,166 --> 00:11:41,583 Holy shit, that's pretty insane. 164 00:11:41,667 --> 00:11:45,417 I'm so interested in that. 165 00:11:46,917 --> 00:11:50,500 Like I said they're, you know, expensive, you know. 166 00:11:50,583 --> 00:11:50,834 Yeah. 167 00:12:00,750 --> 00:12:05,291 The first ten years, I grew up in the woods in New Hampshire. 168 00:12:05,375 --> 00:12:08,667 With no running water, no heat, no, er, electricity. 169 00:12:08,750 --> 00:12:12,291 And my father was a very violent man. 170 00:12:12,375 --> 00:12:16,917 But that made me sort of a warrior soul in an early age. 171 00:12:20,041 --> 00:12:25,542 When things started to be scary I left for the children. 172 00:12:28,166 --> 00:12:32,667 I never saw him after that. I never talked to him. 173 00:12:32,750 --> 00:12:34,083 Except when Kevin died. 174 00:12:37,250 --> 00:12:40,667 He was the first person I called. 175 00:12:43,750 --> 00:12:44,917 But he never showed up. 176 00:12:51,750 --> 00:12:54,792 ♪ rock music plays ♪ 177 00:12:54,875 --> 00:12:58,834 When my mother finally broke away from my father 178 00:12:58,917 --> 00:13:02,250 and we ended up moving to Lancaster 179 00:13:02,333 --> 00:13:04,792 and moving in with her mother, 180 00:13:04,875 --> 00:13:08,667 we were like, "Wow, freedom, and excitement." 181 00:13:08,750 --> 00:13:11,625 New adventures and socialising with people. 182 00:13:11,709 --> 00:13:14,709 Like we'd been in prison since we were born. 183 00:13:14,792 --> 00:13:16,041 ♪ Watch me girls ♪ 184 00:13:16,125 --> 00:13:21,333 I had three jobs and the boys were alone a lot. 185 00:13:21,417 --> 00:13:25,709 They didn't have my supervision like they should have had 186 00:13:25,792 --> 00:13:28,208 because I had to work to support them. 187 00:13:28,291 --> 00:13:29,959 ♪ I don't know where to be found ♪ 188 00:13:30,041 --> 00:13:34,333 ♪ Hanging out can surely get me down ♪ 189 00:13:34,417 --> 00:13:37,750 But I just gave them freedom to be themselves. 190 00:13:37,834 --> 00:13:43,125 Once they got out on their own, they really used that freedom. 191 00:13:43,208 --> 00:13:46,250 So what we would do is just steal, 192 00:13:46,333 --> 00:13:48,333 break into houses or sell drugs. 193 00:13:48,417 --> 00:13:52,166 Whatever we could do to make any kind of money at all. 194 00:13:52,250 --> 00:13:56,333 We used to hitchhike to concerts all the time. 195 00:13:56,417 --> 00:13:59,750 We saw Aerosmith, before they were huge. 196 00:13:59,834 --> 00:14:01,166 And Alice Cooper in '72. 197 00:14:01,250 --> 00:14:06,000 They were good kids. They did mischievous things. 198 00:14:06,083 --> 00:14:09,500 I mean, they were not like your normal children. 199 00:14:09,583 --> 00:14:12,709 We were totally all about rock'n'roll. 200 00:14:12,792 --> 00:14:15,583 We lived it 24/7, every day. 201 00:14:27,875 --> 00:14:29,875 Lance. 202 00:14:29,959 --> 00:14:34,083 Yeah. It's, er, Merle Allin from The Murder Junkies. 203 00:14:34,166 --> 00:14:38,959 I'm calling in regards to the show in Detroit. 204 00:14:39,041 --> 00:14:42,959 I just wanna make sure that we're able 205 00:14:43,041 --> 00:14:44,709 to keep the ticket price, 206 00:14:44,792 --> 00:14:47,709 you know, around ten dollars or so. 207 00:14:47,792 --> 00:14:49,917 So, we're not overcharging people. 208 00:14:50,000 --> 00:14:52,458 All right, my friend, thanks. 209 00:14:52,542 --> 00:14:54,000 Bye. 210 00:15:16,625 --> 00:15:19,917 Refrigerator magnet. 211 00:15:20,000 --> 00:15:24,250 I was at the record store and some fan gave me this, er, 212 00:15:24,333 --> 00:15:30,083 little piece of paper. It says, "Top five rock'n'roll 'staches." 213 00:15:34,083 --> 00:15:37,291 "Top five rock'n'roll 'staches." 214 00:15:37,375 --> 00:15:39,583 Let's see what we going on here. 215 00:15:39,667 --> 00:15:42,000 Frank Zappa, number five. 216 00:15:42,083 --> 00:15:47,375 Frank Beard from ZZ Top, number four. 217 00:15:48,917 --> 00:15:50,041 Freddie Mercury! 218 00:15:52,750 --> 00:15:55,834 (laughs) That's fucking funny! 219 00:15:55,917 --> 00:15:57,083 That is fucking great. 220 00:15:57,166 --> 00:16:00,208 "For those who don't know Merle is the bassist 221 00:16:00,291 --> 00:16:02,166 in controversial US punk band The Murder Junkies 222 00:16:02,250 --> 00:16:05,625 and brother of the late infamous GG Allin." 223 00:16:05,709 --> 00:16:09,000 If I'm gonna be number two, 224 00:16:09,083 --> 00:16:13,959 I don't mind losing the number one spot to Lemmy. 225 00:16:15,625 --> 00:16:18,375 That's fucking cool as fuck, right? (laughs) 226 00:16:18,458 --> 00:16:23,000 One of our first bands was a band called Malpractice. 227 00:16:23,083 --> 00:16:27,959 GG played drums, and I played the bass. 228 00:16:31,291 --> 00:16:37,041 I would run the light show and do the sound. 229 00:16:37,125 --> 00:16:41,208 I mean, we were... Like a family. 230 00:16:41,291 --> 00:16:43,458 ♪ Girls, girls, girls, girls Gimme, gimme, gimme ♪ 231 00:16:43,542 --> 00:16:48,000 We didn't really care what people thought about us. 232 00:16:48,083 --> 00:16:52,375 Me especially, because I was never the popular kid. 233 00:16:52,458 --> 00:16:54,125 I was always the outcast so... 234 00:16:56,959 --> 00:17:01,166 Kevin had to imitate everything Merle did. 235 00:17:01,250 --> 00:17:04,333 And it was kind of like, 236 00:17:04,417 --> 00:17:06,875 everything Kevin did, Merle had to do too. 237 00:17:06,959 --> 00:17:09,709 They were very competitive. 238 00:17:15,500 --> 00:17:18,792 I started a band called Thrills. 239 00:17:19,834 --> 00:17:21,083 We were very popular, riding high, 240 00:17:21,166 --> 00:17:23,375 opening for all kinds of cool bands 241 00:17:23,458 --> 00:17:28,709 like the Ramones, U2. We opened for The Cars. 242 00:17:28,792 --> 00:17:31,959 You know, we were a headlining band. 243 00:17:35,000 --> 00:17:36,458 Even when they got older, 244 00:17:36,542 --> 00:17:42,125 Merle and Kevin tried to outdo each other with bands. 245 00:17:42,208 --> 00:17:43,291 One, two, three, four! 246 00:17:43,375 --> 00:17:45,583 ♪ I am bored to death ♪ 247 00:17:45,667 --> 00:17:48,458 ♪ Just so bored of the human race ♪ 248 00:17:48,542 --> 00:17:50,542 ♪ I'm so bored with life ♪ 249 00:17:50,625 --> 00:17:52,917 ♪ I don't care what I say ♪ 250 00:17:53,000 --> 00:17:54,959 The Jabbers were actually 251 00:17:55,041 --> 00:17:56,333 the first punk rock band in Hampshire. 252 00:17:56,417 --> 00:18:00,959 We wanted to play every club in town we hated. 253 00:18:01,041 --> 00:18:02,166 We'd knock tables over, 254 00:18:02,250 --> 00:18:06,709 get into as many fights as we could and get thrown out. 255 00:18:06,792 --> 00:18:09,333 We didn't care because we hated the town. 256 00:18:09,417 --> 00:18:10,583 ♪ I am bored to death ♪ 257 00:18:10,667 --> 00:18:13,125 ♪ And I don't know where it's headed to... ♪ 258 00:18:13,208 --> 00:18:17,000 Kevin could have chosen to be a good musician 259 00:18:17,083 --> 00:18:19,083 instead of kill himself. 260 00:18:19,166 --> 00:18:23,208 He had his choice, but he had to be the front runner. 261 00:18:25,166 --> 00:18:27,125 Why couldn't I have had normal children? 262 00:18:27,208 --> 00:18:32,166 I mean, you know, I'm a fairly normal person. 263 00:18:32,250 --> 00:18:35,667 I may be a little... cookie 264 00:18:35,750 --> 00:18:38,000 or different than some people 265 00:18:38,083 --> 00:18:39,000 but I'm normal. 266 00:18:39,083 --> 00:18:41,208 And I had these two kids. 267 00:18:42,917 --> 00:18:44,583 What happened? 268 00:18:44,667 --> 00:18:49,333 The generation that we're from, that kind of was the normal. 269 00:18:49,417 --> 00:18:51,041 Abnormal was normal. 270 00:18:51,125 --> 00:18:53,125 Jeepers, Lordie Lord. 271 00:18:53,208 --> 00:18:57,291 How many times have I had the cops tell me to come home, 272 00:18:57,375 --> 00:18:59,041 the neighbors are complaining? 273 00:18:59,125 --> 00:19:01,166 I t was not a normal life. 274 00:19:01,250 --> 00:19:05,375 And now I think, 'Oh, my God. Did we create monsters?' 275 00:19:05,458 --> 00:19:09,041 Should I have been that kind of a mother that encouraged? 276 00:19:09,125 --> 00:19:13,333 But they loved what they did. You know. 277 00:19:13,417 --> 00:19:16,041 We tried to get them to be doctors, 278 00:19:16,125 --> 00:19:17,917 lawyers, you know, whatever. 279 00:19:18,000 --> 00:19:20,250 Guess what? No such luck. 280 00:19:22,125 --> 00:19:23,458 You can't force a kid. 281 00:19:23,542 --> 00:19:26,375 My son has short hair. He's more into sports than music. 282 00:19:26,458 --> 00:19:30,792 I bought him a guitar, but he never really... 283 00:19:30,875 --> 00:19:34,041 If a child really wants to do something, they will. 284 00:19:34,125 --> 00:19:38,083 They'll find a way, one way or another. 285 00:19:38,166 --> 00:19:39,542 You're a wonderful woman. 286 00:19:39,625 --> 00:19:43,875 Thank you for coming. It's really good to see you. 287 00:19:43,959 --> 00:19:46,250 It makes me feel good... 288 00:19:47,250 --> 00:19:50,875 ...to have somebody say that Kevin was a good musician. 289 00:19:50,959 --> 00:19:54,291 - Not just a crazy man. - No. He had a good heart. 290 00:19:54,375 --> 00:19:58,583 Down deep inside, I know he loved you. 291 00:19:58,667 --> 00:20:01,291 I mean, everybody thinks he was just a nut, 292 00:20:01,375 --> 00:20:03,709 but he was more than that. 293 00:20:03,792 --> 00:20:06,959 He was a human being. He was a person. 294 00:20:07,041 --> 00:20:08,083 And he was talented. 295 00:20:08,166 --> 00:20:10,333 He really was talented. 296 00:20:10,417 --> 00:20:14,125 And I'm here at the home of GG Allin, 297 00:20:14,208 --> 00:20:14,792 the famous rock star. 298 00:20:14,875 --> 00:20:17,542 Not me. 299 00:20:17,625 --> 00:20:20,667 GG, where did the name GG come from? 300 00:20:20,750 --> 00:20:22,792 That came because I'm Jesus Christ. 301 00:20:22,875 --> 00:20:24,166 The son of son, the lord of lords, 302 00:20:24,250 --> 00:20:27,750 the king of king, devil of devils. 303 00:20:29,709 --> 00:20:31,041 Stay out of here! 304 00:20:31,125 --> 00:20:34,792 We want no more troublemakers around here! 305 00:20:34,875 --> 00:20:38,333 - Ain't heard the last of me! - Go home, will you?! 306 00:20:46,208 --> 00:20:48,875 The '80s sucked. 307 00:20:52,250 --> 00:20:54,583 ♪ Me and the boys are ♪ 308 00:20:54,667 --> 00:20:57,041 ♪ We're living for the night... ♪ 309 00:20:57,125 --> 00:21:00,500 I'd left Thrills. I wasn't even playing music. 310 00:21:00,583 --> 00:21:01,500 I was married and miserable. 311 00:21:01,583 --> 00:21:05,166 I was working two jobs to pay my bills. 312 00:21:05,250 --> 00:21:06,500 My life sucked. 313 00:21:06,583 --> 00:21:08,000 ♪ We're looking for chicks And we're looking for kicks ♪ 314 00:21:08,083 --> 00:21:11,959 ♪ We're living fast and...♪ 315 00:21:12,041 --> 00:21:13,125 GG was doing his thing. 316 00:21:13,208 --> 00:21:17,083 ♪ Live fast, die fast ♪ 317 00:21:17,166 --> 00:21:20,083 ♪ Don't worry 'bout the crash ♪ 318 00:21:20,166 --> 00:21:23,458 At that point in his career, it was all about him. 319 00:21:23,542 --> 00:21:26,709 ♪ Hell bound on the coursecrash ♪ 320 00:21:26,792 --> 00:21:29,333 ♪ Living in the alley with the rest of the trash ♪ 321 00:21:29,417 --> 00:21:31,375 Sometimes he'd have a good band, 322 00:21:31,458 --> 00:21:35,208 sometimes he'd have a shitty band. 323 00:21:37,291 --> 00:21:38,208 ♪ We're never... ♪ 324 00:21:38,291 --> 00:21:41,750 I was so envious of what he was doing 325 00:21:41,834 --> 00:21:45,709 because he was living this life that I wanted to live. 326 00:21:45,792 --> 00:21:50,959 I was living the life that I always feared to be living. 327 00:21:52,250 --> 00:21:54,375 ♪ You'll never stop us now ♪ 328 00:21:54,458 --> 00:21:58,792 ♪ When we're running the red light ♪ 329 00:22:07,458 --> 00:22:11,709 This is basically a script that, er, 330 00:22:11,792 --> 00:22:16,166 was given to me by a couple of film-makers 331 00:22:16,250 --> 00:22:20,250 who are trying to make a low-budget horror movie 332 00:22:20,333 --> 00:22:22,458 based on GG... 333 00:22:22,542 --> 00:22:27,917 ...and the grave and all that good stuff so... 334 00:22:30,083 --> 00:22:31,917 "Jesus Christ Allin. 335 00:22:32,000 --> 00:22:35,458 The Cum-Back Tour." C-U-M. 336 00:22:39,333 --> 00:22:42,250 Here comes Annie Teal. 337 00:22:42,333 --> 00:22:43,291 Hi, Annie Teal. 338 00:22:43,375 --> 00:22:46,333 Seven years ago, I saw The Murder Junkies. 339 00:22:46,417 --> 00:22:51,208 And as I walked out, Merle was at the merch table. 340 00:22:51,291 --> 00:22:52,583 There was just something there. 341 00:22:52,667 --> 00:22:54,417 Two people with a lot in common. 342 00:22:54,500 --> 00:22:57,500 There was just a connection there. 343 00:23:04,000 --> 00:23:07,000 She is sort of like a Kevin to him. 344 00:23:07,083 --> 00:23:11,166 The two of them... that's all they need is each other. 345 00:23:11,250 --> 00:23:15,083 They don't seem to go out and socialize or do anything. 346 00:23:15,166 --> 00:23:19,417 And I think that Annie Teal and he... 347 00:23:19,500 --> 00:23:24,458 Like I say, she kind of took over Kevin's place. 348 00:23:24,542 --> 00:23:27,291 Ann told Merle she would have a baby, 349 00:23:27,375 --> 00:23:29,333 if he wanted one. 350 00:23:31,500 --> 00:23:35,709 I just don't think it's gonna ever happen. 351 00:23:38,291 --> 00:23:41,542 I'd sure like another grandchild. 352 00:23:49,917 --> 00:23:53,291 It's so sad I only have just one grandchild, 353 00:23:53,375 --> 00:23:56,834 Nico, my dead son's daughter. 354 00:23:58,875 --> 00:24:03,583 I brought her up for the first three years of her life. 355 00:24:03,667 --> 00:24:06,375 Bought all of her diapers. 356 00:24:07,583 --> 00:24:12,000 I was never close to Nico. And GG sure as hell wasn't. 357 00:24:12,083 --> 00:24:14,667 He left when she was three years old. 358 00:24:14,750 --> 00:24:16,792 He was a rock star. 359 00:24:18,417 --> 00:24:20,875 Her mother hated Kevin. 360 00:24:20,959 --> 00:24:23,125 And that's probably why she doesn't 361 00:24:23,208 --> 00:24:25,750 have anything to do with me. 362 00:24:27,625 --> 00:24:31,375 She's all I've got left of Kevin, you know. 363 00:24:31,458 --> 00:24:32,542 How nice it would be, 364 00:24:32,625 --> 00:24:35,542 if we could have a wonderful relationship 365 00:24:35,625 --> 00:24:39,458 because she's his daughter. She's... 366 00:24:39,542 --> 00:24:43,959 I don't have him any more. But I could at least have her. 367 00:24:48,291 --> 00:24:50,375 Tell me, that's like... 368 00:24:50,458 --> 00:24:51,375 His mother. 369 00:24:51,458 --> 00:24:53,375 No, no, no. 370 00:24:53,458 --> 00:24:55,375 What's your mother like? 371 00:24:55,458 --> 00:24:57,834 I don't talk to her. 372 00:25:01,542 --> 00:25:04,875 I've got three mothers, three fathers so I don't know 373 00:25:04,959 --> 00:25:09,917 where the fuck any of them are. I really don't care. 374 00:25:10,000 --> 00:25:13,000 I didn't see Kevin for a lot of years. 375 00:25:13,083 --> 00:25:14,834 I know he was in Chicago. 376 00:25:14,917 --> 00:25:17,375 I know he was sleeping on the street. 377 00:25:17,458 --> 00:25:19,542 But I couldn't go look for Kevin. 378 00:25:19,625 --> 00:25:22,250 I just didn't have the means or the money. 379 00:25:22,333 --> 00:25:25,375 I mean, you can't hold your children captive. 380 00:25:25,458 --> 00:25:26,583 I wonder if it would've helped, 381 00:25:26,667 --> 00:25:29,500 if I'd done something like that. 382 00:25:29,583 --> 00:25:33,417 And I'll always wonder. And that's a terrible feeling. 383 00:25:33,500 --> 00:25:35,417 I haven't eaten in a week. 384 00:25:35,500 --> 00:25:38,500 Just go down to the mission and eat a burrito. 385 00:25:38,583 --> 00:25:43,417 I ate today for, like, the first time since I got to town. 386 00:25:43,500 --> 00:25:45,583 We're gonna get to see something done. 387 00:25:45,667 --> 00:25:49,458 Fuck it, if I don't shit, you'll see something anyway. 388 00:25:49,542 --> 00:25:51,125 I don't know. 389 00:25:52,000 --> 00:25:54,750 So, let's buy hamburgers or burritos. 390 00:25:54,834 --> 00:25:58,458 Just keep buying me food, I'll shit. 391 00:25:59,542 --> 00:26:00,458 Go buy a hamburger. 392 00:26:00,542 --> 00:26:05,458 ♪ heavy punk rock music plays ♪ 393 00:26:10,333 --> 00:26:12,417 I've heard stories about you rolling around 394 00:26:12,500 --> 00:26:14,542 in your shit and eating it. 395 00:26:14,625 --> 00:26:17,208 Shoving the microphone up your ass. What's the point? 396 00:26:17,291 --> 00:26:18,625 I'm trying to throw shit at people, 397 00:26:18,709 --> 00:26:21,542 because that's the way I see 'em. 398 00:26:21,625 --> 00:26:25,417 I don't really like people much. I'm not very social. 399 00:26:25,500 --> 00:26:29,625 I'm not, you know, particularly up there to entertain them. 400 00:26:29,709 --> 00:26:33,417 I'm kind of there to make them my target. 401 00:26:33,500 --> 00:26:38,041 As far of I'm concerned they're my enemy. 402 00:26:38,125 --> 00:26:42,458 He was just trying to outdo what everyone else did. 403 00:26:42,542 --> 00:26:43,834 ♪ Tough fucking shit ♪ 404 00:26:43,917 --> 00:26:46,709 He was killing himself, is what he was doing. 405 00:26:48,667 --> 00:26:50,375 Oh, it's just shit. 406 00:26:50,458 --> 00:26:53,500 It really is. It's really not that big of a deal. 407 00:26:53,583 --> 00:26:57,917 It doesn't smell too good, you know, 408 00:26:58,000 --> 00:26:59,583 but it just wipes off. 409 00:26:59,667 --> 00:27:04,291 ♪ Hey, my shit stinks and Tammy's got big tits ♪ 410 00:27:05,500 --> 00:27:08,417 ♪ Well, the law is always on my ass ♪ 411 00:27:08,500 --> 00:27:10,875 ♪ I'm on their list Fuck this! ♪ 412 00:27:10,959 --> 00:27:15,625 ♪ And I like to cut myself with broken glass ♪ 413 00:27:16,792 --> 00:27:18,500 ♪ We're just sluts and living ♪ 414 00:27:18,583 --> 00:27:22,208 ♪ Like scumfuc alley trash ♪ 415 00:27:22,291 --> 00:27:26,083 ♪ So if we piss you off That's just... ♪ 416 00:27:26,834 --> 00:27:29,291 ♪ Tough fucking shit! ♪ 417 00:27:39,500 --> 00:27:42,834 How does heroin fit into the preparations for your lifestyle? 418 00:27:42,917 --> 00:27:45,583 Any kind of drugs fit into my preparation. 419 00:27:45,667 --> 00:27:47,542 Damn fucking straight! 420 00:27:47,625 --> 00:27:48,667 Fuck, straight as. 421 00:27:48,750 --> 00:27:52,583 We drink, we fight, we fuck, we do drugs, anything! 422 00:27:52,667 --> 00:27:53,792 We don't care. 423 00:27:53,875 --> 00:27:57,583 Any particularly drug that you'd recommend to our audience? 424 00:27:57,667 --> 00:27:58,625 Anything that's free. 425 00:27:58,709 --> 00:28:01,417 Right. Anything that's free too. 426 00:28:07,667 --> 00:28:12,792 ♪ heavy punk rock plays ♪ 427 00:28:20,333 --> 00:28:24,083 ♪ Give me another cigarette ♪ 428 00:28:25,542 --> 00:28:28,542 Kevin was, no doubt in my mind, a split personality. 429 00:28:28,625 --> 00:28:32,583 I think he's even been diagnosed 430 00:28:32,667 --> 00:28:33,917 as having a dual personality. 431 00:28:36,709 --> 00:28:40,208 ♪ Give me heroin... ♪ 432 00:28:43,041 --> 00:28:46,583 He was always fighting between being Kevin and GG. 433 00:28:46,667 --> 00:28:48,750 He loved being Kevin, you know? 434 00:28:48,834 --> 00:28:52,125 But he couldn't be Kevin when he was in public, 435 00:28:52,208 --> 00:28:53,709 he had to be GG. 436 00:28:53,792 --> 00:28:57,291 I think he got himself so deep into the GG thing, 437 00:28:57,375 --> 00:28:59,750 that there was no getting out of it. 438 00:28:59,834 --> 00:29:03,291 It had to go further and further and further. 439 00:29:07,875 --> 00:29:10,709 He used to write me hate letters. 440 00:29:10,792 --> 00:29:14,792 My neighbor across the way was a drug psychiatrist. 441 00:29:14,875 --> 00:29:19,208 I used to bring the letters over to him, and he said, 442 00:29:19,291 --> 00:29:22,625 "This is not really Kevin, he's under the influence now," 443 00:29:22,709 --> 00:29:25,875 because you can see the way the letters were formed. 444 00:29:33,917 --> 00:29:36,625 What is it about shocking people 445 00:29:36,709 --> 00:29:38,667 that is so appealing to you? 446 00:29:38,750 --> 00:29:43,625 I don't know. I just like to do what I wanna do. I like pain. 447 00:29:43,709 --> 00:29:45,667 I like to cut myself. I just... 448 00:29:45,750 --> 00:29:49,166 I like to see how far to the edge I can go. 449 00:29:49,250 --> 00:29:51,875 Sooner or later, I will go over the edge. 450 00:29:55,208 --> 00:29:57,875 And you guys fucking suck! 451 00:29:57,959 --> 00:30:00,375 I'm here to tell you, 452 00:30:00,458 --> 00:30:03,875 I declare war on the fucking underground. 453 00:30:03,959 --> 00:30:07,709 And I am fucking rock 454 00:30:07,792 --> 00:30:09,709 fucking roll. 455 00:30:09,792 --> 00:30:13,667 And in 1990, October 31st, 456 00:30:13,750 --> 00:30:16,625 I will fucking commit suicide. 457 00:30:18,750 --> 00:30:20,917 It's nothing you wanna talk about. 458 00:30:31,041 --> 00:30:32,875 "As to whether GG Allin says 459 00:30:32,959 --> 00:30:37,750 he intends to go through with his suicide plan 460 00:30:37,834 --> 00:30:38,750 remains to be seen." 461 00:30:38,834 --> 00:30:41,917 What the fuck remains to be seen? 462 00:30:42,000 --> 00:30:46,041 When I say, I'm gonna fucking kill myself 463 00:30:46,125 --> 00:30:49,208 on October 31st 1990, 464 00:30:49,291 --> 00:30:50,166 I'm gonna fucking do it. 465 00:30:50,250 --> 00:30:53,959 And no goddamn bullshit Boston newspaper 466 00:30:54,041 --> 00:30:56,458 is gonna fucking tell me 467 00:30:56,542 --> 00:30:58,875 that I'm crying wolf, when I'm fucking dead. 468 00:30:58,959 --> 00:31:03,750 This fucking newspaper is full of fucking shit. 469 00:31:03,834 --> 00:31:06,333 Get on with it, baby. 470 00:31:06,417 --> 00:31:09,000 Bull fuck... Why don't I what? 471 00:31:10,500 --> 00:31:11,667 What? 472 00:31:11,750 --> 00:31:13,792 (man heckles) 473 00:31:13,875 --> 00:31:15,125 Do what? 474 00:31:15,208 --> 00:31:16,834 Kill myself sooner? 475 00:31:16,917 --> 00:31:19,792 Because it would have pleased you too much, 476 00:31:19,875 --> 00:31:20,875 you fucking cunt. 477 00:31:20,959 --> 00:31:24,458 Why don't you come up to the mic and tell me that? 478 00:31:24,542 --> 00:31:25,959 - (man responds) - Come on. 479 00:31:26,041 --> 00:31:29,625 - You want me to? - Come on. 480 00:31:33,834 --> 00:31:35,959 - Do you want me to? - Yeah. 481 00:31:36,041 --> 00:31:38,417 Why didn't I kill myself sooner? 482 00:31:38,500 --> 00:31:40,792 Why don't you kill yourself sooner? 483 00:31:40,875 --> 00:31:43,208 (woman screams) 484 00:31:46,875 --> 00:31:49,000 (woman screams) 485 00:31:51,917 --> 00:31:53,125 Fuck you! 486 00:31:53,208 --> 00:31:55,750 Fuck you! Fuck you! 487 00:31:55,834 --> 00:31:57,792 Why didn't I kill myself sooner? 488 00:31:57,875 --> 00:31:59,959 You're fucking (inaudible). 489 00:32:00,041 --> 00:32:01,250 Fuck you. 490 00:32:03,917 --> 00:32:05,458 I kill myself sooner? 491 00:32:05,542 --> 00:32:08,166 You want me to kill myself sooner? 492 00:32:08,250 --> 00:32:10,250 Well, you're gonna have to wait. 493 00:32:13,834 --> 00:32:18,000 September 1989. GG goes to jail. 494 00:32:18,083 --> 00:32:20,041 ♪ Sitting in this room ♪ 495 00:32:21,917 --> 00:32:23,000 ♪ Dark and gloom ♪ 496 00:32:23,083 --> 00:32:27,792 ♪ Four walls look to me to be hell ♪ 497 00:32:27,875 --> 00:32:29,917 He got a three-year sentence, 498 00:32:30,000 --> 00:32:33,041 "intent to commit bodily harm, less than murder", 499 00:32:33,125 --> 00:32:34,166 was the charge. 500 00:32:34,250 --> 00:32:36,083 ♪ Sitting in this room ♪ 501 00:32:36,917 --> 00:32:38,333 ♪ Sucks so bad ♪ 502 00:32:38,417 --> 00:32:42,291 ♪ I might as well be off in jail ♪ 503 00:32:42,375 --> 00:32:45,709 The Hells Angels became his sponsors, 504 00:32:45,792 --> 00:32:46,792 and he did AA. 505 00:32:46,875 --> 00:32:48,083 I guess he cleaned up. 506 00:32:48,166 --> 00:32:51,875 ♪ Everybody outside these walls to me ♪ 507 00:32:51,959 --> 00:32:53,875 ♪ Seem so plastic ♪ 508 00:32:53,959 --> 00:32:55,375 ♪ They seem so phony ♪ 509 00:32:55,458 --> 00:32:56,208 ♪ And so unreal ♪ 510 00:32:56,291 --> 00:32:58,917 The only chance I was gonna get, 511 00:32:59,000 --> 00:33:00,959 was while he was in prison 512 00:33:01,041 --> 00:33:04,041 to put this band together and make shit happen. 513 00:33:04,125 --> 00:33:07,333 And when he got out we just started playing. 514 00:33:07,417 --> 00:33:09,792 That was the beginning of The Murder Junkies. 515 00:33:09,875 --> 00:33:15,458 ♪ heavy punk rock music plays ♪ 516 00:33:32,000 --> 00:33:33,917 Of course, when you're in jail, 517 00:33:34,000 --> 00:33:36,792 I guess you're not gonna get drugs and alcohol. 518 00:33:36,875 --> 00:33:39,083 But the minute you go back on stage, 519 00:33:39,166 --> 00:33:41,875 the kids expect more and want more 520 00:33:41,959 --> 00:33:43,917 and he got right back into it. 521 00:33:44,000 --> 00:33:47,500 ♪ inaudible singing ♪ 522 00:33:52,208 --> 00:33:53,291 I was on parole. 523 00:33:53,375 --> 00:33:56,083 I said fuck you to my parole agent 524 00:33:56,166 --> 00:33:58,709 and went out on the road. 525 00:34:02,417 --> 00:34:07,125 The emotions that were going on in the club, fear and anger. 526 00:34:07,208 --> 00:34:10,875 You would go from to everybody loving you 527 00:34:10,959 --> 00:34:13,625 by the time the show was over, 528 00:34:13,709 --> 00:34:15,500 everybody fucking hated you. 529 00:34:17,875 --> 00:34:19,667 Rock'n'roll is supposed to be scary. 530 00:34:19,750 --> 00:34:20,959 It's not supposed to be a business 531 00:34:21,041 --> 00:34:23,125 but it's turned into a business. 532 00:34:23,208 --> 00:34:26,375 GG Allin's mission goes till the end. 533 00:34:26,458 --> 00:34:30,417 We couldn't really protect him, he was on his own. 534 00:34:30,500 --> 00:34:33,000 He was doing what he enjoyed doing. 535 00:34:33,083 --> 00:34:36,458 Of course if anything happened, we would have... you know. 536 00:34:36,542 --> 00:34:39,166 He was always able to take care of himself. 537 00:34:55,458 --> 00:34:59,959 I know the things he did, some of the things he did. 538 00:35:00,041 --> 00:35:01,834 And I'm sure there are some 539 00:35:01,917 --> 00:35:03,959 that I probably don't know about. 540 00:35:04,041 --> 00:35:07,000 I don't ever wanna know about them. 541 00:35:09,250 --> 00:35:12,083 When people ask me my son's band's name, 542 00:35:12,166 --> 00:35:14,417 I say I don't know. 543 00:35:23,417 --> 00:35:25,583 - Fucking, we love him. - Big GG fans. 544 00:35:25,667 --> 00:35:29,000 Huge fans of GG Allin and The Murder Junkies. 545 00:35:29,083 --> 00:35:30,208 He did what the fuck he wanted 546 00:35:30,291 --> 00:35:33,041 and didn't give a shit about nothing. 547 00:35:33,125 --> 00:35:35,041 No fucking rules. No government. 548 00:35:35,125 --> 00:35:37,875 Even when he was on fucking parole. 549 00:35:37,959 --> 00:35:39,875 Fuck authority, man. Fuck everything. 550 00:35:39,959 --> 00:35:41,750 - Fuck everything is right. - Fuck you. Fuck you. 551 00:35:41,834 --> 00:35:44,125 Don't care about anything. 552 00:35:44,208 --> 00:35:47,875 It's the music, the mentality, the whole lot to it. 553 00:35:47,959 --> 00:35:49,041 It's GG Allin. 554 00:35:49,125 --> 00:35:50,417 And I'm Merle Allin. 555 00:35:50,500 --> 00:35:53,583 And we're the band The Murder Junkies. 556 00:35:53,667 --> 00:35:56,667 And, er, we're out for revenge. 557 00:35:56,750 --> 00:36:00,709 And we're out for... to put danger back on the road. 558 00:36:00,792 --> 00:36:02,208 Once he got out of prison, 559 00:36:02,291 --> 00:36:05,208 he realized that he had more things to say. 560 00:36:05,291 --> 00:36:07,875 So, he wasn't gonna kill himself, 561 00:36:07,959 --> 00:36:08,792 until he had done that. 562 00:36:08,875 --> 00:36:11,083 This is GG. My band will be at the club. 563 00:36:11,166 --> 00:36:14,083 GG became the biggest self-promoter 564 00:36:14,166 --> 00:36:15,667 in the fucking world. 565 00:36:15,750 --> 00:36:20,500 Think about it, this guy built himself up from nothing. 566 00:36:20,583 --> 00:36:22,792 Some fucking guy from New Hampshire. 567 00:36:22,875 --> 00:36:26,583 He would do interviews. He would talk to anybody. 568 00:36:26,667 --> 00:36:30,041 See me on TV next Tuesday. 569 00:36:30,125 --> 00:36:32,000 Watch "The Jerry Springer Show" 570 00:36:32,083 --> 00:36:33,542 on NBC, I'll be on next Tuesday. 571 00:36:33,625 --> 00:36:38,166 He built up his name. You have to have to product. 572 00:36:38,250 --> 00:36:41,291 Be able to do all the shit you talk. But he did that. 573 00:36:41,375 --> 00:36:45,208 Rock'n'roll is the fury from within you. 574 00:36:45,291 --> 00:36:48,083 Rock'n'roll is revenge, rock'n'roll is your enemy. 575 00:36:48,166 --> 00:36:50,083 And I'm your enemy. 576 00:36:55,166 --> 00:36:57,333 (crowd chant) Eat Shit! 577 00:37:05,291 --> 00:37:07,458 Merle's still doing it, and I'm glad. I'm so happy. 578 00:37:07,542 --> 00:37:11,333 The band, they're fucking great. The new singer's great. 579 00:37:27,917 --> 00:37:30,250 After GG died, the band was like, 580 00:37:30,333 --> 00:37:33,792 "That's the end of that. How can we continue?" 581 00:37:33,875 --> 00:37:37,333 But I just wanted to play, you know? 582 00:37:37,417 --> 00:37:40,250 I wanted to continue playing music. 583 00:37:53,375 --> 00:37:58,000 I'm going over the parts, going over the songs 584 00:37:58,083 --> 00:38:00,250 since we had a day off. 585 00:38:01,208 --> 00:38:04,625 I'm trying to remember my beats. 586 00:38:04,709 --> 00:38:06,667 When we first started, I said, 587 00:38:06,750 --> 00:38:09,041 "You've gotta make us laugh, what else? 588 00:38:09,125 --> 00:38:13,250 You're part of our family now." It made me happy. 589 00:38:13,333 --> 00:38:16,417 You always miss the old days, that's human nature. 590 00:38:16,500 --> 00:38:19,667 We're still going and having fun every night. 591 00:38:19,750 --> 00:38:23,208 Plus, we have our memories from the old days. 592 00:38:23,291 --> 00:38:26,208 Beautiful in that sense. 593 00:38:26,291 --> 00:38:27,166 OK, I'm gonna... 594 00:38:27,250 --> 00:38:31,875 I wanna get back to reviewing the set. 595 00:38:31,959 --> 00:38:35,667 I would like to get back to my work here. 596 00:38:48,250 --> 00:38:51,458 ♪ heavy punk rock plays ♪ 597 00:38:56,500 --> 00:38:59,417 Keeping the band together is really hard 598 00:38:59,500 --> 00:39:03,750 because people still wanted it to be GG 599 00:39:03,834 --> 00:39:06,250 so the early years were fucking hard, man. 600 00:39:06,333 --> 00:39:10,208 It was hard even finding a singer 601 00:39:10,291 --> 00:39:13,834 that really understood what we wanted to do. 602 00:39:30,333 --> 00:39:33,709 It's not an easy band to be in. 603 00:39:33,792 --> 00:39:38,125 It's not like touring with a normal band. 604 00:39:41,458 --> 00:39:43,458 Everybody wants to see a train wreck, a car crash. 605 00:39:43,542 --> 00:39:46,291 Some people, I guess, are disappointed 606 00:39:46,375 --> 00:39:47,709 that we're not doing the GG thing. 607 00:39:47,792 --> 00:39:52,542 I can't be that man. I'm not gonna be that man. 608 00:39:52,625 --> 00:39:56,375 The boss is dead, been dead for 20 years. 609 00:39:57,542 --> 00:40:00,125 GG used to do things on stage. 610 00:40:00,208 --> 00:40:04,291 He used to crap on stage, and rub it all over himself. 611 00:40:04,375 --> 00:40:07,083 I won't do that. 612 00:40:10,375 --> 00:40:12,291 Dino's one of a kind. 613 00:40:12,375 --> 00:40:13,417 Eccentric, crazy. 614 00:40:13,500 --> 00:40:16,500 He can barely keep his fucking life together. 615 00:40:23,750 --> 00:40:26,000 But he's a legend. 616 00:40:36,375 --> 00:40:38,291 OK, he's done his drum solo. 617 00:40:38,375 --> 00:40:43,250 Now it's time to put a drumstick or two up his ass. 618 00:40:47,875 --> 00:40:49,959 (man) Do it for America. 619 00:40:50,041 --> 00:40:51,166 Very gently. 620 00:40:51,250 --> 00:40:52,500 Is it gonna hurt you? 621 00:40:52,583 --> 00:40:54,500 Very gently. Only a few inches. 622 00:40:54,583 --> 00:41:00,417 Slowly twist it in and out a few times. 623 00:41:00,500 --> 00:41:01,792 No. 624 00:41:03,625 --> 00:41:05,166 Do it gently. 625 00:41:05,250 --> 00:41:05,667 Do it gently. 626 00:41:07,166 --> 00:41:10,583 (audience groan) 627 00:41:16,667 --> 00:41:21,166 ♪ We walked along and talked along... ♪ 628 00:41:21,250 --> 00:41:23,333 We probably make more money today 629 00:41:23,417 --> 00:41:26,208 because back when GG was alive 630 00:41:26,291 --> 00:41:29,083 the money that we were supposed to make, 631 00:41:29,166 --> 00:41:31,375 would be given back to the club 632 00:41:31,458 --> 00:41:33,542 because GG broke microphones 633 00:41:33,625 --> 00:41:36,458 and he smashed out the fucking lights. 634 00:41:36,542 --> 00:41:40,166 Sometimes we would end up going home with no money. 635 00:41:40,250 --> 00:41:43,750 ♪ Watch me kill ♪ 636 00:41:43,834 --> 00:41:46,250 ♪ Watch me kill ♪ 637 00:41:46,333 --> 00:41:47,583 ♪ The Boston girl ♪ 638 00:41:47,667 --> 00:41:51,417 ♪ She fell upon her begging knees ♪ 639 00:41:51,500 --> 00:41:53,583 ♪ Crying Lord... ♪ 640 00:41:53,667 --> 00:41:56,125 After a week or two being on tour 641 00:41:56,208 --> 00:41:59,041 the van that we would be travelling in 642 00:41:59,125 --> 00:42:01,166 would be just smelling like ass. 643 00:42:01,250 --> 00:42:03,458 Not that he took a dump at every show 644 00:42:03,542 --> 00:42:08,083 but there were a lot of times where he was just covered 645 00:42:08,166 --> 00:42:10,500 with shit and blood, and dirt and slime. 646 00:42:10,583 --> 00:42:14,375 You were getting headaches from the smell of the van. 647 00:42:14,458 --> 00:42:17,917 ♪ I beat her more and more ♪ 648 00:42:18,000 --> 00:42:21,417 ♪ I beat her till the blood gushed out ♪ 649 00:42:21,500 --> 00:42:25,375 ♪ Then I raped that bleeding whore ♪ 650 00:42:25,458 --> 00:42:26,250 ♪ Yeah ♪ 651 00:42:26,333 --> 00:42:28,959 ♪ Watch me kill ♪ 652 00:42:29,041 --> 00:42:33,458 ♪ Watch me kill... the Boston girl ♪ 653 00:42:33,542 --> 00:42:35,625 ♪ Watch me kill ♪ 654 00:42:35,709 --> 00:42:41,000 ♪ Watch me kill... the Boston girl ♪ 655 00:42:41,083 --> 00:42:44,083 ♪ We walked along and talked along ♪ 656 00:42:44,166 --> 00:42:47,417 In the GG days the girls that came to shows, 657 00:42:47,500 --> 00:42:48,291 looked like fucking dudes. 658 00:42:48,375 --> 00:42:50,709 They were tough as fucking dudes. 659 00:42:50,792 --> 00:42:51,917 I'll tell you, man. 660 00:42:52,000 --> 00:42:55,458 Very rarely did you see too many hot chicks 661 00:42:55,542 --> 00:42:56,709 at a GG Allin show. 662 00:42:56,792 --> 00:42:58,208 ♪ Watch me kill ♪ 663 00:42:58,291 --> 00:43:01,458 Now it's like they're all over the place. 664 00:43:01,542 --> 00:43:03,500 ♪ The Boston girl ♪ 665 00:43:03,583 --> 00:43:06,959 ♪ Watch me kill ♪ 666 00:43:07,041 --> 00:43:08,500 ♪ Watch me kill ♪ 667 00:43:08,583 --> 00:43:10,709 ♪ The Boston girl ♪ 668 00:43:15,083 --> 00:43:17,542 I did a pretty good solo today. 669 00:43:17,625 --> 00:43:19,500 Yeah. 670 00:43:19,583 --> 00:43:22,542 Sold some drumsticks for 20 bucks, huh? 671 00:43:22,625 --> 00:43:23,500 What? 672 00:43:23,583 --> 00:43:26,458 You sold some drumsticks. 673 00:43:26,542 --> 00:43:28,667 - That's cool. - That's good. 674 00:43:28,750 --> 00:43:32,500 In the future, I'll have to remember that. 675 00:43:32,583 --> 00:43:35,417 Don't give 'em away, when you can sell 'em. 676 00:43:35,500 --> 00:43:39,250 People like to buy 'em after they've been in your butt. 677 00:43:39,750 --> 00:43:41,500 That's pretty funny. 678 00:43:41,583 --> 00:43:45,166 (laughs) It is pretty funny, right? 679 00:43:45,250 --> 00:43:47,250 They always want them for free. 680 00:43:47,333 --> 00:43:50,542 Don't give 'em away because people will pay them. 681 00:43:50,625 --> 00:43:52,959 I don't, unless it's a... 682 00:43:53,041 --> 00:43:55,667 - Unless it's a hot chick. - ...special circumstance. 683 00:43:55,750 --> 00:43:59,500 You can't give 'em away. You shouldn't have to. 684 00:43:59,583 --> 00:44:01,875 I'm inclined to agree with you. 685 00:44:06,750 --> 00:44:08,917 Baltimore is the last day of our trip here. 686 00:44:09,000 --> 00:44:13,166 Give everybody a hug, and get the fuck out of here. 687 00:44:13,250 --> 00:44:14,750 We'll, hopefully, live another year 688 00:44:14,834 --> 00:44:17,583 to do what we're doing next year. 689 00:44:17,667 --> 00:44:20,542 (cheering) 690 00:44:20,625 --> 00:44:21,709 It's a lot of shows, man. 691 00:44:21,792 --> 00:44:26,208 It's a lot of time in the van, with those guys. 692 00:44:26,291 --> 00:44:30,917 They're like my family. The only reason why I'm not home. 693 00:44:31,000 --> 00:44:34,583 When I'm home at by myself at night and I'm lonely, 694 00:44:34,667 --> 00:44:35,709 I remember our shows 695 00:44:35,792 --> 00:44:39,583 and our fans being affectionate with the band. 696 00:44:39,667 --> 00:44:42,583 And that carries you over. 697 00:44:42,667 --> 00:44:44,542 I'm ready when you guys are. 698 00:44:44,625 --> 00:44:46,667 I love you too, man. You rock. 699 00:44:46,750 --> 00:44:49,041 When you're in a band, you only have as many friends 700 00:44:49,125 --> 00:44:53,500 as you are popular at the time. I know how that is. 701 00:44:53,583 --> 00:44:54,917 I've been up and I've been down. 702 00:44:55,000 --> 00:44:59,041 You see your true friends when you're down. 703 00:45:09,500 --> 00:45:11,750 You must be exhausted. 704 00:45:11,834 --> 00:45:15,625 Not really. But I'm tired, I'm not exhausted. 705 00:45:15,709 --> 00:45:16,625 I could go another month. 706 00:45:16,709 --> 00:45:19,834 I'd go for another month, anytime. 707 00:45:22,709 --> 00:45:25,458 But you miss your brother. 708 00:45:25,542 --> 00:45:27,583 Still love him. 709 00:45:27,667 --> 00:45:29,667 I'm glad his spirit is with us. 710 00:45:29,750 --> 00:45:30,834 Yeah. 711 00:45:34,667 --> 00:45:36,625 Are you living day by day, 712 00:45:36,709 --> 00:45:38,959 or do you have anything you're trying to do? 713 00:45:39,041 --> 00:45:43,125 Living day by day. But, you know, it's a struggle. 714 00:45:43,208 --> 00:45:46,917 And the cops are always looking for you. 715 00:45:47,000 --> 00:45:48,834 It's hard to do a tour 716 00:45:48,917 --> 00:45:51,583 because every time we do a tour, 717 00:45:51,667 --> 00:45:54,625 we end up never knowing what gigs we're gonna play, 718 00:45:54,709 --> 00:45:56,625 what gigs we're gonna cancel, 719 00:45:56,709 --> 00:45:57,834 what gigs are gonna cancel us. 720 00:45:57,917 --> 00:46:00,667 We might have ten shows, play four. 721 00:46:00,750 --> 00:46:03,166 You know, you should go to Europe. 722 00:46:03,250 --> 00:46:06,500 Why? I'm not gonna get a passport. 723 00:46:06,583 --> 00:46:08,000 I'm a fucking convict. 724 00:46:08,083 --> 00:46:11,709 I'd have to change my identity. Look at me. 725 00:46:11,792 --> 00:46:12,875 You might as well,... 726 00:46:12,959 --> 00:46:16,125 you might as well fucking kill yourself, huh? 727 00:46:16,208 --> 00:46:18,542 When the time comes, I will. 728 00:46:19,792 --> 00:46:24,542 But I'm not gonna do it till I get my fucking revenge. 729 00:46:24,625 --> 00:46:26,667 On who? Society? 730 00:46:26,750 --> 00:46:28,083 The government? People? 731 00:46:28,166 --> 00:46:32,166 Government, society, people, everybody. 732 00:46:37,083 --> 00:46:39,709 Five or six shows into the tour, 733 00:46:39,792 --> 00:46:41,875 GG gets arrested again. 734 00:46:41,959 --> 00:46:46,709 Indecent exposure and public lewdness 735 00:46:46,792 --> 00:46:48,542 and this and that. 736 00:46:49,792 --> 00:46:52,000 He was still on parole. 737 00:46:53,750 --> 00:46:55,959 The so-called reality rocker, 738 00:46:56,041 --> 00:46:57,709 who did indeed defecate on stage... 739 00:46:57,792 --> 00:47:01,458 Disorderly conduct or was he simply 740 00:47:01,542 --> 00:47:02,709 exercising his first amendment rights? 741 00:47:02,792 --> 00:47:05,458 Defense argued Allin was exercising 742 00:47:05,542 --> 00:47:06,834 his right of free expression. 743 00:47:06,917 --> 00:47:08,250 This trial hinges on a constitutional question 744 00:47:08,333 --> 00:47:12,709 how far can a performer stretch his right of free expression? 745 00:47:12,792 --> 00:47:14,208 No, we have rules. 746 00:47:14,291 --> 00:47:16,792 We have certain levels of decency. 747 00:47:16,875 --> 00:47:20,417 We the jury, find the defendant, Kevin Michael Allin, 748 00:47:20,500 --> 00:47:23,750 guilty of disorderly conduct as charged in the complaint. 749 00:47:23,834 --> 00:47:25,750 King of the underground of rock'n'roll, 750 00:47:25,834 --> 00:47:27,250 and by them condemning me, 751 00:47:27,333 --> 00:47:28,166 what they're doing is condemning 752 00:47:28,250 --> 00:47:29,917 the whole underground scene in general. 753 00:47:30,000 --> 00:47:33,500 We can't be stopped. I won't be stopped. 754 00:47:33,583 --> 00:47:36,709 It's like, you know, this is not good 755 00:47:36,792 --> 00:47:39,917 but you couldn't tell GG that. 756 00:47:42,542 --> 00:47:45,709 OK, well, what the fuck do we do now? 757 00:47:45,792 --> 00:47:48,709 GG's gone back to serve out 758 00:47:48,792 --> 00:47:50,750 the remainder of his time. 759 00:47:50,834 --> 00:47:53,166 We wait another year. 760 00:47:58,542 --> 00:48:00,583 GG wanted to do a new album, 761 00:48:00,667 --> 00:48:02,834 so he was writing lyrics in prison 762 00:48:02,917 --> 00:48:04,750 and we were writing music 763 00:48:04,834 --> 00:48:07,291 the whole year he was in prison. 764 00:48:07,375 --> 00:48:10,166 When he got out of prison, he was like, 765 00:48:10,250 --> 00:48:12,792 "Let's go and make a new fucking record." 766 00:48:12,875 --> 00:48:14,792 ♪ Stand up ♪ 767 00:48:14,875 --> 00:48:16,792 ♪ It's time to rise ♪ 768 00:48:16,875 --> 00:48:18,625 ♪ It's time for revenge ♪ 769 00:48:18,709 --> 00:48:20,041 ♪ Opposition must die ♪ 770 00:48:22,917 --> 00:48:26,500 The whole time I was in prison, I was seeing psychiatrists. 771 00:48:26,583 --> 00:48:28,959 Trying to find out what made me be this person. 772 00:48:29,041 --> 00:48:32,125 I'd build this wall around myself 773 00:48:32,208 --> 00:48:33,750 like I'd done throughout life. 774 00:48:33,834 --> 00:48:35,458 I'd just block everything out. 775 00:48:35,542 --> 00:48:40,041 No amount of jail time is gonna stop me from being who I am. 776 00:48:56,208 --> 00:48:57,792 - Dino? - Yeah. 777 00:48:57,875 --> 00:49:00,750 I brought you some breakfast. 778 00:49:03,959 --> 00:49:05,083 Love ya. 779 00:49:07,250 --> 00:49:11,667 So, Dino you have a whole pile of drumsticks over there. 780 00:49:11,750 --> 00:49:14,834 Well, if you could find some, you could sign 'em. 781 00:49:14,917 --> 00:49:17,250 I could sell 'em for you. 782 00:49:18,917 --> 00:49:20,917 And send you the money. 783 00:49:21,000 --> 00:49:24,041 I could make you more money probably in a week's time 784 00:49:24,125 --> 00:49:27,083 than you make working 70 hours a week. 785 00:49:31,000 --> 00:49:32,041 Write "Dino Sex loves you" 786 00:49:32,125 --> 00:49:35,709 and write "Murder Junkies" or something. 787 00:49:37,625 --> 00:49:39,041 So, next tour, hopefully, Japan. 788 00:49:39,125 --> 00:49:41,875 Well, yeah, I thought you said that... 789 00:49:41,959 --> 00:49:43,875 - January? - Is it definite yet? 790 00:49:43,959 --> 00:49:46,542 I'm still... The dates seem to be definite, 791 00:49:46,625 --> 00:49:49,041 but I don't think they've booked it yet. 792 00:49:49,125 --> 00:49:52,083 It's just the dates they wanna have us there. 793 00:49:52,166 --> 00:49:55,917 You checked with everyone, right? It's OK, right? 794 00:49:56,000 --> 00:49:59,041 Everybody wants to. How could you not be on board for Japan? 795 00:49:59,125 --> 00:50:03,166 One more yet. Eleven is cool, right? 796 00:50:03,250 --> 00:50:07,125 ♪ Carmelita ♪ 797 00:50:13,041 --> 00:50:14,917 Love you, as always. 798 00:50:15,000 --> 00:50:16,208 Great tour! 799 00:50:20,417 --> 00:50:21,875 See you next time. 800 00:50:21,959 --> 00:50:24,125 ♪ And I'm there with you ♪ 801 00:50:24,208 --> 00:50:27,166 ♪ And it's a not-a ♪ 802 00:50:27,250 --> 00:50:31,542 ♪ And I'm here in Echo Park ♪ 803 00:50:32,250 --> 00:50:36,959 ♪ Carmelita, hold me tighter ♪ 804 00:50:37,041 --> 00:50:42,834 I'm here in Maine because Merle totally fucked everything up. 805 00:50:42,917 --> 00:50:45,959 Merle has a woman for five years 806 00:50:46,041 --> 00:50:47,625 and that's his limit. 807 00:50:47,709 --> 00:50:49,959 Never any more than five years, 808 00:50:50,041 --> 00:50:51,959 and he's had Ann for seven. 809 00:50:52,041 --> 00:50:54,458 So, he's done pretty well. 810 00:50:54,542 --> 00:50:58,166 Every five years he chooses another woman. 811 00:50:59,208 --> 00:51:03,250 What happened is he cheated on me. 812 00:51:03,333 --> 00:51:06,792 And so, we are not together any more. 813 00:51:08,125 --> 00:51:10,792 I'm angry, I'm hurt. 814 00:51:10,875 --> 00:51:14,375 I just fall in love with the girls and then he leaves them. 815 00:51:16,041 --> 00:51:18,875 So I lose them. 816 00:51:18,959 --> 00:51:24,291 It just sucks, you know. I am the first one to admit it. 817 00:51:24,375 --> 00:51:27,375 You know what's gonna happen? You're gonna die 818 00:51:27,458 --> 00:51:30,208 a lonely old man. Nobody's gonna want you. 819 00:51:33,083 --> 00:51:38,959 ♪ Carmelita continues playing ♪ 820 00:51:58,250 --> 00:52:01,458 What happened to your suicide thing? 821 00:52:01,542 --> 00:52:02,959 Well, I'll tell you. 822 00:52:03,041 --> 00:52:04,959 - I went to prison... -Mm-hmm. 823 00:52:05,041 --> 00:52:09,583 And, er,... how could I do it? 824 00:52:10,375 --> 00:52:14,041 But... it'll happen. 825 00:52:14,125 --> 00:52:16,750 Sooner than you think. 826 00:52:16,834 --> 00:52:20,041 I'd rather have you around to piss people off, 827 00:52:20,125 --> 00:52:21,250 than see you dead. 828 00:52:21,333 --> 00:52:24,959 Once you lay the ground work, for everyone else to follow, 829 00:52:25,041 --> 00:52:27,458 you say everything you've got to say, 830 00:52:27,542 --> 00:52:30,166 do everything you've got to do. 831 00:52:31,125 --> 00:52:32,000 What's the sense? 832 00:52:32,083 --> 00:52:36,000 I mean, go out in a fucking blaze of fire. 833 00:52:36,083 --> 00:52:37,917 The ultimate ending is death. 834 00:52:38,000 --> 00:52:41,250 That's the ultimate sacrifice, so you do what you believe in. 835 00:52:45,750 --> 00:52:49,375 When I'm gone, my soul goes on. It's another adventure. 836 00:52:49,458 --> 00:52:53,417 I wanna do want I wanna do, get everything done. 837 00:52:53,500 --> 00:52:55,208 I gotta get the fuck out of here. 838 00:52:55,291 --> 00:53:00,041 And then I can accelerate into the next life 839 00:53:00,125 --> 00:53:03,041 and still leave my blood here 840 00:53:03,125 --> 00:53:05,166 to be the blood of rock'n'roll. 841 00:53:05,250 --> 00:53:08,125 I don't wanna be part of your fucking boring world. 842 00:53:08,208 --> 00:53:09,458 I wanna do what I wanna do, 843 00:53:09,542 --> 00:53:13,291 I wanna end my life, I'm gonna fucking end it. 844 00:53:19,417 --> 00:53:21,208 I'm on my way over to see my mom 845 00:53:21,291 --> 00:53:26,792 who I haven't seen in a couple of years now. 846 00:53:28,208 --> 00:53:32,333 It's more difficult to see her now I live on the West Coast. 847 00:53:32,417 --> 00:53:35,625 It's so far away. 848 00:53:35,709 --> 00:53:38,208 I know she has some kind of like, 849 00:53:38,291 --> 00:53:41,000 you know, heart beat thing, you know, irregularities. 850 00:53:41,083 --> 00:53:43,625 I don't really know the full extent of it. 851 00:53:43,709 --> 00:53:47,291 I haven't even talked to my mom in over a month. 852 00:53:47,375 --> 00:53:51,333 I'm mean, I'm not a very good son, I guess. 853 00:54:01,250 --> 00:54:03,709 Well, look who's here! 854 00:54:03,792 --> 00:54:05,041 Hi, Bob, nice to see you. 855 00:54:05,125 --> 00:54:07,291 - Hi, sweetheart. - Hello. 856 00:54:07,375 --> 00:54:12,667 Wow. Good to see you. Love you, too. 857 00:54:12,750 --> 00:54:16,834 Tell me what's going on with your health and your heart. 858 00:54:16,917 --> 00:54:19,417 Well, see, I have, Merle,... I have this. 859 00:54:19,500 --> 00:54:21,417 My new pacemaker. 860 00:54:21,500 --> 00:54:24,125 It's a pack. 861 00:54:24,208 --> 00:54:28,125 Like, er, triple-A batteries. 862 00:54:28,208 --> 00:54:29,583 - Right. - It's about... 863 00:54:29,667 --> 00:54:34,166 - You're running on...? - Running on batteries, yeah. 864 00:54:35,166 --> 00:54:36,834 How do you like my new shoes? 865 00:54:36,917 --> 00:54:38,959 Not too much. 866 00:54:39,041 --> 00:54:41,291 - Huh? - (laughs) 867 00:54:41,375 --> 00:54:43,500 - They're Birkenstocks! - I figured the were. 868 00:54:43,583 --> 00:54:47,166 They're Birkies. They're Birkies. I love them. 869 00:54:47,250 --> 00:54:49,291 How do you like my new shoes? Custom-made. 870 00:54:49,375 --> 00:54:52,959 After the tour is over, I sell everything. 871 00:54:53,041 --> 00:54:56,000 I truly believe you're part Jewish. 872 00:54:56,083 --> 00:54:59,208 Well, I... I don't know. 873 00:54:59,291 --> 00:55:00,375 (both laugh) 874 00:55:00,458 --> 00:55:04,375 Everybody would love to live the life you live, Merle. 875 00:55:04,458 --> 00:55:07,709 Most people that do get killed though. 876 00:55:07,792 --> 00:55:08,917 A woman kills them. 877 00:55:09,000 --> 00:55:13,208 Right, but I figure if I have another ten years of life, 878 00:55:13,291 --> 00:55:14,250 that would be great. 879 00:55:14,333 --> 00:55:18,166 I'll live it to the fullest. Kinda like GG said, 880 00:55:18,250 --> 00:55:21,583 "Go out before you get too old and too boring." 881 00:55:21,667 --> 00:55:24,959 Oh, yeah. But that's so stupid, he went too young. 882 00:55:25,041 --> 00:55:27,291 But I don't wanna be, you know, older. 883 00:55:27,375 --> 00:55:31,667 Don't you think GG would like to be here now? To be alive? 884 00:55:31,750 --> 00:55:34,375 I don't think so. He probably would be in pain. 885 00:55:34,458 --> 00:55:38,250 His body would be like an older person, 886 00:55:38,333 --> 00:55:40,333 than he already would be. 887 00:55:40,417 --> 00:55:44,750 With all the abuse that he did to himself, I mean... 888 00:55:44,834 --> 00:55:49,208 I couldn't ever imagine him being alive to live old. 889 00:55:49,291 --> 00:55:52,375 You haven't been to the cemetery? 890 00:55:52,458 --> 00:55:56,208 - Not yet, no. - I hope nobody did anything. 891 00:55:56,291 --> 00:55:57,333 Nobody goes there any more, 892 00:55:57,417 --> 00:55:59,500 because they know there's nothing there. 893 00:55:59,583 --> 00:56:03,083 Most people do. A lot of people don't know. 894 00:56:04,792 --> 00:56:07,458 I went through an awful... awful lot. 895 00:56:10,250 --> 00:56:12,750 Awful lot. 896 00:56:15,458 --> 00:56:18,417 She doesn't wanna get back with you right yet? 897 00:56:18,500 --> 00:56:20,959 She doesn't know what she wants. 898 00:56:21,041 --> 00:56:22,083 OK. 899 00:56:22,166 --> 00:56:24,291 - I have to give her time. - She's hurt. 900 00:56:24,375 --> 00:56:26,750 Of course, she is, I understand. 901 00:56:26,834 --> 00:56:29,417 There's always that possibility she could find somebody. 902 00:56:29,500 --> 00:56:32,792 Wouldn't be the first time I let a good one get away. 903 00:56:32,875 --> 00:56:34,792 Oh, my. 904 00:56:34,875 --> 00:56:37,000 - Maybe something like this. - Yeah. 905 00:56:37,083 --> 00:56:40,333 You know, that's nice too. And then even this one. 906 00:56:40,417 --> 00:56:41,291 Yeah. 907 00:56:41,375 --> 00:56:44,792 But that's a little too fucking big. 908 00:56:44,875 --> 00:56:45,625 Yeah, it is. 909 00:56:45,709 --> 00:56:49,458 We played shows on the East Coast. 910 00:56:49,542 --> 00:56:52,542 Then we took three days off, to record. 911 00:56:52,625 --> 00:56:53,542 To make a new record. 912 00:56:53,625 --> 00:56:57,000 There's really a great one we recorded called, 913 00:56:57,083 --> 00:56:59,458 "Sucking on Your Pussy on a Friday Night." 914 00:56:59,542 --> 00:57:02,500 It's a great song, we'll play it later. 915 00:57:02,583 --> 00:57:06,500 Then we went to Dino's, and hung out for a day. 916 00:57:06,583 --> 00:57:10,375 God. What kind of a place does Dino got? 917 00:57:11,208 --> 00:57:12,333 A little messy. 918 00:57:12,417 --> 00:57:13,333 Is it liveable, I mean...? 919 00:57:13,417 --> 00:57:18,291 I couldn't live there for five minutes. 920 00:57:18,375 --> 00:57:19,500 Well, he's part of the family. 921 00:57:19,583 --> 00:57:22,875 Maybe if he can't stay at his place, 922 00:57:22,959 --> 00:57:25,417 maybe you could take him in? 923 00:57:27,208 --> 00:57:29,333 I'd rather take all my clothes off, 924 00:57:29,417 --> 00:57:31,500 and jump off the Lunenburg Bridge. 925 00:57:31,583 --> 00:57:34,500 Oh, my. Well, I guess that answered that question. 926 00:57:34,583 --> 00:57:38,542 These are good, what are these anyway? 927 00:57:40,917 --> 00:57:45,542 ♪ punk rock music on car stereo ♪ 928 00:57:45,625 --> 00:57:49,500 ♪ inaudible singing ♪ 929 00:57:49,583 --> 00:57:52,333 ♪ Sucking on your pussy on a Friday night 930 00:57:52,417 --> 00:57:54,917 ♪ Life is hard, and so am I ♪ 931 00:57:55,000 --> 00:57:56,583 "Life is hard and so am I. 932 00:57:56,667 --> 00:58:00,041 Sucking on your pussy on a Friday night." 933 00:58:00,125 --> 00:58:01,375 It's good. 934 00:58:01,458 --> 00:58:04,875 If the lyrics were different it would be good music. 935 00:58:04,959 --> 00:58:07,875 That's what makes the song, great lyrics. 936 00:58:07,959 --> 00:58:12,208 Did you wanna hear the one where it mentions your name? 937 00:58:12,291 --> 00:58:14,208 No! It mentions my name? 938 00:58:14,291 --> 00:58:16,041 - It mentions your name. - Come on. 939 00:58:16,125 --> 00:58:20,291 "Arleta, don't... Stop fucking with Arleta's son." Listen. 940 00:58:20,375 --> 00:58:24,625 ♪ inaudible punk rock lyrics ♪ 941 00:58:27,291 --> 00:58:29,959 ♪ Stop fucking with Arleta's son ♪ 942 00:58:36,333 --> 00:58:39,625 Hey, Merle, is it my fault that you're such a jerk? 943 00:58:39,709 --> 00:58:42,000 You had a bad upbringing? 944 00:58:42,083 --> 00:58:43,583 No, actually, er,... I... 945 00:58:43,667 --> 00:58:46,917 You did raise us to know right from wrong. 946 00:58:47,000 --> 00:58:51,542 We chose to go wrong. Look at how great we turned out. 947 00:58:51,625 --> 00:58:54,750 I mean, come on, that's a good mother right there. 948 00:58:54,834 --> 00:58:59,417 When you raise two children, to be like me and GG, 949 00:58:59,500 --> 00:59:01,834 you did real fine. 950 00:59:02,542 --> 00:59:04,041 And live through it. 951 00:59:04,125 --> 00:59:06,417 Because not too many mothers can say 952 00:59:06,500 --> 00:59:08,250 they raised somebody like that. 953 00:59:08,333 --> 00:59:10,125 - (laughs) - So... 954 00:59:10,208 --> 00:59:11,083 You know, that's true. 955 00:59:11,166 --> 00:59:14,250 That's like a number one mother year award. 956 00:59:14,333 --> 00:59:17,458 I don't know how we would have turned out 957 00:59:17,542 --> 00:59:19,166 if we had been, you know, 958 00:59:19,250 --> 00:59:22,542 stuck in that log cabin or with our father. 959 00:59:22,625 --> 00:59:25,750 Er, you know,... 960 00:59:30,500 --> 00:59:35,542 He was mentally not 100 percent. 961 00:59:38,542 --> 00:59:39,959 When Kevin was born, 962 00:59:40,041 --> 00:59:42,500 he made me name him Jesus Christ 963 00:59:42,583 --> 00:59:44,583 because he had seen Jesus, 964 00:59:44,667 --> 00:59:48,875 and Jesus said that I should name my baby that. 965 00:59:48,959 --> 00:59:51,583 And then I went home and told Merle, I said, 966 00:59:51,667 --> 00:59:55,458 "This is your little brother Jesus." And he said, "GG." 967 00:59:55,542 --> 00:59:57,709 So that's how GG got his name. 968 00:59:59,750 --> 01:00:03,667 And then one day I woke up, and said... 969 01:00:03,750 --> 01:00:07,208 Well, first of all, Merle's father, 970 01:00:07,291 --> 01:00:11,917 dug, like, a ten-foot hole in the cellar. 971 01:00:12,000 --> 01:00:12,834 I asked him one day, 972 01:00:12,917 --> 01:00:15,583 "What are you digging that hole for?" 973 01:00:15,667 --> 01:00:20,166 He said, "I'm gonna bury you, Merle and Kevin down there." 974 01:00:20,250 --> 01:00:22,500 Yeah, but something else happened too. 975 01:00:22,583 --> 01:00:24,542 - Well... - Right? 976 01:00:24,625 --> 01:00:26,208 Yeah. 977 01:00:33,000 --> 01:00:36,500 Earlier this year, you wrote and sent out an essay 978 01:00:36,583 --> 01:00:37,709 called "The GG Allin Mission." 979 01:00:37,792 --> 01:00:39,709 In it, you take credit for, among other things, 980 01:00:39,792 --> 01:00:42,625 being Jesus Christ, God and Satan. 981 01:00:42,709 --> 01:00:45,625 I was born Jesus Christ and I have fucked the devil. 982 01:00:45,709 --> 01:00:49,083 I've had some very intimate conversations with evil. 983 01:00:49,166 --> 01:00:50,458 I think that evil is important, 984 01:00:50,542 --> 01:00:55,458 and I think it's also important to put fear in peoples' hearts. 985 01:01:01,208 --> 01:01:03,959 I told him, I was gonna leave. 986 01:01:04,041 --> 01:01:05,000 And that was the weekend 987 01:01:05,083 --> 01:01:09,417 that he held the boys and I with a gun. 988 01:01:15,166 --> 01:01:17,542 And, er, raped me. 989 01:01:21,000 --> 01:01:22,709 The boys were there, but I didn't say much. 990 01:01:22,792 --> 01:01:26,750 I didn't want them to know what was going on. 991 01:01:26,834 --> 01:01:32,583 So, I didn't put up any... resistance. 992 01:01:32,667 --> 01:01:35,208 When he took his truck, and went away 993 01:01:35,291 --> 01:01:38,959 I got the boys and hitchhiked to my mother's house. 994 01:01:46,625 --> 01:01:49,792 He came and took Kevin back to the log cabin. 995 01:01:52,667 --> 01:01:54,625 I was actually worried 996 01:01:54,709 --> 01:01:58,625 about the boys being alone with him. 997 01:01:58,709 --> 01:02:01,709 For reasons. 998 01:02:01,792 --> 01:02:06,125 I was worried to have the boys be alone with him. 999 01:02:06,208 --> 01:02:09,792 I had a few things that made me think that 1000 01:02:09,875 --> 01:02:13,834 they might not be safe alone with him. 1001 01:02:46,792 --> 01:02:50,709 I talked to the judge about it, the priest and the doctor. 1002 01:02:50,792 --> 01:02:53,709 Everyone did agree that he couldn't have custody of them. 1003 01:02:53,792 --> 01:02:58,083 He couldn't even see them alone. 1004 01:03:03,750 --> 01:03:04,834 I went to the town clerk, 1005 01:03:04,917 --> 01:03:08,917 I said, "I wanna change my son's name." 1006 01:03:10,458 --> 01:03:12,750 ""What to do you wanna name him?" 1007 01:03:12,834 --> 01:03:14,542 "Kevin Michael." 1008 01:03:14,625 --> 01:03:18,333 And that was it. He was Kevin Michael after that. 1009 01:03:18,417 --> 01:03:21,291 But he never stopped being GG. 1010 01:03:23,375 --> 01:03:26,709 One, two. One, two, three, four. 1011 01:03:26,792 --> 01:03:29,667 ♪ Wendy and Cilla ♪ 1012 01:03:29,750 --> 01:03:33,375 ♪ Went out to score some drugs ♪ 1013 01:03:33,458 --> 01:03:37,917 ♪ Till they got ripped off by a bunch of faggot thugs ♪ 1014 01:03:39,750 --> 01:03:42,709 ♪ Didn't have no balls ♪ 1015 01:03:42,792 --> 01:03:45,041 ♪ A bunch of pussy fucks ♪ 1016 01:03:45,125 --> 01:03:48,667 ♪ A bunch of cowards who wouldn't show up ♪ 1017 01:03:48,750 --> 01:03:52,041 ♪ For me to kick their ass ♪ 1018 01:03:52,125 --> 01:03:54,750 ♪ Merle's making money ♪ 1019 01:03:54,834 --> 01:03:57,250 ♪ On the T-shirt sale ♪ 1020 01:03:57,333 --> 01:04:00,709 ♪ And so far we haven't had to put up money ♪ 1021 01:04:00,792 --> 01:04:05,208 ♪ To get me out of jail ♪ Hey! 1022 01:04:07,000 --> 01:04:09,750 - Yeah! - That was amazing. 1023 01:04:09,834 --> 01:04:11,417 That was fucking great! 1024 01:04:17,667 --> 01:04:17,959 (sighs) 1025 01:04:26,917 --> 01:04:28,917 I hate this. 1026 01:04:29,000 --> 01:04:32,959 I used to be able to walk five miles a day. 1027 01:04:38,834 --> 01:04:40,083 That sun feels so good. 1028 01:05:02,166 --> 01:05:06,583 I think there were a lot of contributing factors 1029 01:05:06,667 --> 01:05:09,166 to GG's death. 1030 01:05:09,250 --> 01:05:12,166 Kevin called and told me he was coming to see me. 1031 01:05:12,250 --> 01:05:17,000 He said, "I'd like to come home and get better." 1032 01:05:18,750 --> 01:05:22,041 New York City. So, this is the big fucking show. 1033 01:05:23,917 --> 01:05:25,000 Three o'clock at the Gas Station? 1034 01:05:25,083 --> 01:05:28,917 Gas Station, GG and The Murder Junkies 1035 01:05:29,000 --> 01:05:32,417 - What's the address? - I've got news, it ain't good. 1036 01:05:36,709 --> 01:05:40,500 GG was fucking ripped up to go. 1037 01:05:40,583 --> 01:05:43,792 And he was doing coke and he was drinking. 1038 01:05:43,875 --> 01:05:46,166 He was all fucking geared up. 1039 01:05:46,250 --> 01:05:50,667 Now when I go, you can all talk about me again. Please do. 1040 01:05:52,083 --> 01:05:56,041 And the show breaks out into the street. 1041 01:05:57,959 --> 01:05:59,041 (shouting) 1042 01:06:14,542 --> 01:06:16,875 Bottles flying everywhere. 1043 01:06:16,959 --> 01:06:18,542 It's just a mad house. 1044 01:06:18,625 --> 01:06:21,041 I was like, "I'm getting out of here, 1045 01:06:21,125 --> 01:06:23,083 I don't need this shit. I'm done." 1046 01:06:26,959 --> 01:06:28,041 (sirens approach) 1047 01:06:28,125 --> 01:06:31,875 We do a show, right here on the fucking street corner. 1048 01:06:31,959 --> 01:06:33,458 I don't give a fuck. 1049 01:06:33,542 --> 01:06:37,041 - If everybody would back up. - The fucking police, man. 1050 01:06:37,125 --> 01:06:41,333 (chanting) GG! GG! GG! GG! 1051 01:06:44,000 --> 01:06:47,333 Didn't realize that he wasn't really gonna be hanging out 1052 01:06:47,417 --> 01:06:49,959 with the people that he left with. 1053 01:06:50,041 --> 01:06:53,041 He ended up going with a bunch of other people 1054 01:06:53,125 --> 01:06:56,709 that probably really weren't looking out for him. 1055 01:06:56,792 --> 01:06:57,709 All right. 1056 01:06:57,792 --> 01:07:00,542 - Let's go get high. - Look what I got. 1057 01:07:00,625 --> 01:07:03,208 We'll leave this crowd, and go buy our drugs. 1058 01:07:05,500 --> 01:07:07,000 I wanna get fucking high, man. 1059 01:07:07,083 --> 01:07:11,875 Don't wanna deal with bullshit. I wanna get fucking high. 1060 01:07:11,959 --> 01:07:14,125 GG's body was, like, tired. 1061 01:07:16,500 --> 01:07:20,417 Doing same shit to himself, you know, every other night. 1062 01:07:20,500 --> 01:07:23,000 Get the hell out of here. 1063 01:07:23,083 --> 01:07:27,917 Drinking, doing all the coke that he was doing that day. 1064 01:07:28,000 --> 01:07:29,125 I just think that his body 1065 01:07:29,208 --> 01:07:32,166 was just, like, worn fucking out. 1066 01:07:42,208 --> 01:07:45,166 Everything just stood still, you know. 1067 01:07:45,250 --> 01:07:49,625 And I was like, "This can't be happening." 1068 01:08:06,542 --> 01:08:08,458 I think about him every day. 1069 01:08:08,542 --> 01:08:12,792 Not a day goes by that I don't think about my brother. 1070 01:08:19,583 --> 01:08:22,500 But you can't dwell on the misery 1071 01:08:22,583 --> 01:08:24,166 of not having your brother any more. 1072 01:08:24,250 --> 01:08:27,291 You'd be a tortured soul, you know? 1073 01:08:58,125 --> 01:09:02,333 Welcome to The Museum of Death... 1074 01:09:02,417 --> 01:09:06,125 ...and the resurrection of GG Allin. 1075 01:09:06,208 --> 01:09:08,333 - Yeah. - Yeah. 1076 01:09:09,333 --> 01:09:10,291 Over the last 20 years, 1077 01:09:10,375 --> 01:09:15,166 you know, GG's popularity is finally growing. 1078 01:09:15,250 --> 01:09:19,709 He's getting bigger and becoming more popular 1079 01:09:19,792 --> 01:09:24,375 and, er, he's finally getting some of the recognition 1080 01:09:24,458 --> 01:09:27,291 that he truly deserves. 1081 01:09:27,375 --> 01:09:29,208 And I think that having him here, 1082 01:09:29,291 --> 01:09:35,083 you know, will just help the legacy continue. 1083 01:09:35,166 --> 01:09:36,208 And, er,... 1084 01:09:36,291 --> 01:09:41,250 I've had GG's possessions since his death. 1085 01:09:41,333 --> 01:09:45,083 And I've just decided it was time to, er, 1086 01:09:45,166 --> 01:09:48,667 let go of some of GG's things. 1087 01:09:49,667 --> 01:09:52,291 So, without further ado... 1088 01:09:54,291 --> 01:09:56,583 Drumroll. 1089 01:09:56,667 --> 01:10:01,375 Are you ready for the resurrection of GG Allin? 1090 01:10:01,458 --> 01:10:03,291 (crowd) Yeah! Whoo! 1091 01:10:07,208 --> 01:10:11,875 (cheering, applause) 1092 01:10:11,959 --> 01:10:14,667 You guys can come closer, you know. 1093 01:10:14,750 --> 01:10:17,875 He's not gonna throw shit at you. 1094 01:10:17,959 --> 01:10:19,583 (laughter) 1095 01:10:52,625 --> 01:10:54,291 This is a picture that Kevin made me 1096 01:10:54,375 --> 01:10:57,709 while he was in jail, for Mother's Day. 1097 01:10:57,792 --> 01:11:01,583 He made the rose, he did all of it with paper. 1098 01:11:01,667 --> 01:11:07,667 Two different kinds of paper, you can see that he used. 1099 01:11:07,750 --> 01:11:10,125 So he really put work into this. 1100 01:11:10,208 --> 01:11:12,166 This really meant something to him. 1101 01:11:12,250 --> 01:11:14,583 This was Kevin talking. 1102 01:11:14,667 --> 01:11:17,375 This was not GG, this was Kevin. 1103 01:11:30,333 --> 01:11:34,750 "Mother, have a great day. It's been a long time. 1104 01:11:36,959 --> 01:11:40,375 I think a lot about the time I was living upstairs 1105 01:11:40,458 --> 01:11:43,083 and lounging around the pool." 1106 01:11:43,166 --> 01:11:46,750 See, now this is my Kevin, nobody believes this. 1107 01:11:46,834 --> 01:11:51,625 The man that liked to come and sit by the pool with me. 1108 01:11:51,709 --> 01:11:54,000 He was my little boy. 1109 01:12:12,250 --> 01:12:13,500 My father's brother is there. 1110 01:12:15,291 --> 01:12:17,208 Kevin is there. 1111 01:12:17,291 --> 01:12:19,917 And I was gonna be there 1112 01:12:20,000 --> 01:12:23,208 but I can't now because Kevin... 1113 01:12:23,291 --> 01:12:24,417 I gave Kevin my place. 1114 01:12:24,500 --> 01:12:29,250 So what I'm gonna have Merle do is 1115 01:12:29,333 --> 01:12:32,458 I'm gonna be cremated and he's gonna come down 1116 01:12:32,542 --> 01:12:35,458 and dig a hole and put me on Kevin. 1117 01:12:35,542 --> 01:12:37,458 On top of Kevin's grave. 1118 01:12:37,542 --> 01:12:40,875 I wanna be with Kevin. 1119 01:12:40,959 --> 01:12:43,208 "So much has happened for all of us, 1120 01:12:43,291 --> 01:12:45,041 but we're still a family. 1121 01:12:45,125 --> 01:12:48,583 You, me, Nico and Merle and whoever we decide 1122 01:12:48,667 --> 01:12:51,417 to bring in to it one day. 1123 01:12:51,500 --> 01:12:55,583 One day... we will all be able to be together again. 1124 01:12:55,667 --> 01:13:01,333 So, have a great day, you deserve it. Love Kevin." 1125 01:13:02,000 --> 01:13:04,291 One day we'll be together again. 1126 01:13:04,375 --> 01:13:06,625 Down the cemetery. 1127 01:13:08,375 --> 01:13:11,291 That's the only way I can be together with him 1128 01:13:11,375 --> 01:13:13,834 is to go to the cemetery. 1129 01:13:16,458 --> 01:13:19,875 I wouldn't take a million dollars for that. 1130 01:13:38,792 --> 01:13:42,166 Thanks for coming tonight, everybody. 1131 01:13:42,250 --> 01:13:43,208 We love you. 1132 01:13:43,291 --> 01:13:45,458 I think everybody's great being here. 1133 01:13:45,542 --> 01:13:47,875 I don't know if I've missed anybody. 1134 01:13:47,959 --> 01:13:50,333 I'm Merle and GG's mom, Arleta. 1135 01:13:50,417 --> 01:13:54,333 (cheering, applause) 1136 01:13:54,417 --> 01:13:55,417 Thanks for coming 1137 01:13:55,500 --> 01:13:57,500 and celebrating the 20 years of Kevin's death. 1138 01:13:57,583 --> 01:14:01,333 We really appreciate it. We love you for it. 1139 01:14:01,417 --> 01:14:02,792 Thank you! Thank you. 1140 01:14:02,875 --> 01:14:04,083 (cheering) 1141 01:14:04,166 --> 01:14:07,834 Now, it's my honor to introduce The Murder Junkies. 1142 01:14:07,917 --> 01:14:10,250 (cheering) 1143 01:14:12,250 --> 01:14:14,333 ♪ Anything I wanna do ♪ 1144 01:14:14,417 --> 01:14:17,375 ♪ I won't take no shit from you ♪ 1145 01:14:17,458 --> 01:14:18,834 (crowd) No rules! 1146 01:14:18,917 --> 01:14:21,333 ♪ I don't care if you don't like me ♪ 1147 01:14:21,417 --> 01:14:22,834 No rules! No rules! 1148 01:14:22,917 --> 01:14:24,875 ♪ Do you really think I care? ♪ 1149 01:14:24,959 --> 01:14:25,625 Let's go! 1150 01:14:28,291 --> 01:14:30,375 This music is terrible. 1151 01:14:34,625 --> 01:14:37,542 ♪ tuneful acoustic guitar plays ♪ 1152 01:14:37,625 --> 01:14:43,333 ♪ When I die Put that bottle in my hand ♪ 1153 01:14:43,417 --> 01:14:46,333 ♪ All these years on earth ♪ 1154 01:14:46,417 --> 01:14:49,583 ♪ It was my only friend ♪ 1155 01:14:52,750 --> 01:14:58,542 ♪ When you dig a hole And gonna bury me ♪ 1156 01:14:58,625 --> 01:15:01,417 ♪ Put that bottle of Jim Beam ♪ 1157 01:15:01,500 --> 01:15:05,250 ♪ To rest beside me ♪ 1158 01:15:07,625 --> 01:15:12,250 ♪ All my life I've been living on the run ♪ 1159 01:15:12,333 --> 01:15:13,583 ♪ Hanging out in bars ♪ 1160 01:15:13,667 --> 01:15:18,667 ♪ And hotel rooms annoying everyone ♪ 1161 01:15:21,875 --> 01:15:24,000 ♪ Living on the road ♪ 1162 01:15:24,083 --> 01:15:26,583 ♪ Running from coast to coast ♪ 1163 01:15:26,667 --> 01:15:29,750 ♪ Spending many nights in jail ♪ 1164 01:15:29,834 --> 01:15:33,625 ♪ Like a gunman at his post ♪ 1165 01:15:34,500 --> 01:15:37,917 ♪ When I die ♪ 1166 01:15:38,000 --> 01:15:41,500 ♪ You don't have to cry ♪ 1167 01:15:42,834 --> 01:15:48,625 ♪ You don't have to feel no feelings inside ♪ 1168 01:15:50,709 --> 01:15:55,959 ♪ Never cared or had no feelings for no-one ♪ 1169 01:15:56,041 --> 01:15:59,166 ♪ The only one I cared for ♪ 1170 01:15:59,250 --> 01:16:01,667 ♪ Was the one who made me cum ♪ 1171 01:16:05,125 --> 01:16:11,291 ♪ Lived my life like a loner on the trail ♪ 1172 01:16:11,375 --> 01:16:13,417 ♪ Some of the nights in jail ♪ 1173 01:16:13,500 --> 01:16:17,458 ♪ I couldn't afford no bail ♪ 1174 01:16:19,667 --> 01:16:24,417 ♪ No-one to call No-one to see me through ♪ 1175 01:16:24,500 --> 01:16:27,375 ♪ So I bought a gun one day ♪ 1176 01:16:27,458 --> 01:16:30,709 ♪ And I came gunning after you ♪ 1177 01:16:32,542 --> 01:16:35,417 ♪ Living on the road ♪ 1178 01:16:35,500 --> 01:16:39,250 ♪ Playing scumfuc rock'n'roll ♪ 1179 01:16:40,417 --> 01:16:42,458 ♪ I'm on the road ♪ 1180 01:16:42,542 --> 01:16:46,291 ♪ And I haven't got no home ♪ 1181 01:16:48,083 --> 01:16:50,041 ♪ So when I die ♪ 1182 01:16:50,125 --> 01:16:54,250 ♪ Put that bottle by my side ♪ 1183 01:16:54,333 --> 01:16:56,875 ♪ Bury me with ol' Jim Beam ♪ 1184 01:16:56,959 --> 01:17:00,333 ♪ And I'll be on my hell ride ♪ 1185 01:17:00,417 --> 01:17:04,291 ♪ When I die ♪ 1186 01:17:04,375 --> 01:17:08,875 ♪ When I die ♪ 1187 01:17:08,959 --> 01:17:13,750 ♪ Down to Hell is my final destination ♪ 1188 01:17:15,792 --> 01:17:21,709 ♪ When I die Put that bottle by my side ♪ 1189 01:17:21,792 --> 01:17:25,333 ♪ It's the only friend I had in life ♪ 1190 01:17:25,417 --> 01:17:28,959 ♪ And it kept me satisfied ♪ 1191 01:17:30,625 --> 01:17:32,500 ♪ Living on the run ♪ 1192 01:17:32,583 --> 01:17:34,709 ♪ You'll never take me out alive ♪ 1193 01:17:34,792 --> 01:17:40,041 ♪ I bought a gun, I'm leaving now ♪ 1194 01:17:40,917 --> 01:17:43,542 ♪ Bye-bye ♪ 1195 01:17:43,625 --> 01:17:45,834 ♪ Bye-bye ♪ 90525