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These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:00:19,410 --> 00:00:21,673 WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE? 2 00:00:21,673 --> 00:00:23,110 I WAS IN THE NEIGHBORHOOD. 3 00:00:23,110 --> 00:00:24,633 THOUGHT YOU MIGHT NEED A LIFT. 4 00:00:24,633 --> 00:00:26,809 NO, THAT'S OK. 5 00:00:26,809 --> 00:00:28,767 WELL, SOMETIMES REED GIVES ME A RIDE 6 00:00:28,767 --> 00:00:30,117 ON HIS WAY OVER TO GRIFFIN'S, 7 00:00:30,117 --> 00:00:31,553 SO... 8 00:00:31,553 --> 00:00:33,642 WHY DON'T I CATCH YOU LATER AT HOME? 9 00:00:33,642 --> 00:00:34,904 ARE YOU SERIOUS? 10 00:00:34,904 --> 00:00:36,645 GET IN THE CAR, CLAUD. 11 00:00:36,645 --> 00:00:37,689 COME ON, CHARLIE. 12 00:00:37,689 --> 00:00:38,908 GET IN THE CAR. 13 00:00:44,870 --> 00:00:48,004 LOOK, UM, AS LONG AS WE'RE ALONE, 14 00:00:48,004 --> 00:00:49,745 I WANTED TO TALK TO YOU ABOUT SOMETHING, 15 00:00:49,745 --> 00:00:52,748 SOMETHING THAT'S BEEN GOING ON WITH ME. 16 00:00:52,748 --> 00:00:54,663 I HAVEN'T TOLD THE OTHERS YET. 17 00:00:54,663 --> 00:00:56,665 I WANTED TO TELL YOU FIRST. 18 00:01:00,495 --> 00:01:03,585 I'M KINDA, UM... 19 00:01:03,585 --> 00:01:07,284 IT TURNS OUT I'VE GOT THIS-- THIS THING, 20 00:01:07,284 --> 00:01:10,722 THIS DISEASE THING. 21 00:01:10,722 --> 00:01:12,246 WHAT, LIKE V.D. OR SOMETHING? 22 00:01:12,246 --> 00:01:13,769 CHARLIE. 23 00:01:13,769 --> 00:01:16,598 NO, IT'S NOT-- IT'S NOTHING LIKE THAT. 24 00:01:16,598 --> 00:01:21,646 IT'S CALLED HODGKIN'S.HODGKIN'S, I DON'T-- 25 00:01:21,646 --> 00:01:24,736 IT'S A DISEASE OF THE LYMPHATIC SYSTEM, 26 00:01:24,736 --> 00:01:28,262 AND SOMETIMES IT TURNS UP IN GUYS ABOUT MY AGE. 27 00:01:28,262 --> 00:01:31,787 THAT'S WHY I'VE BEEN FEELING SO, YOU KNOW, 28 00:01:31,787 --> 00:01:33,745 KINDA DRAGGY AND RUN DOWN 29 00:01:33,745 --> 00:01:35,878 FOR THE PAST FEW WEEKS. 30 00:01:35,878 --> 00:01:37,706 I THOUGHT THAT WAS NO BIG DEAL. 31 00:01:37,706 --> 00:01:42,928 I KNOW. ME, TOO, BUT I WENT TO SEE THE DOCTOR, 32 00:01:42,928 --> 00:01:45,366 AND SHE DIAGNOSED IT RIGHT AWAY, 33 00:01:45,366 --> 00:01:47,237 WHICH IS GREAT BECAUSE IF IT'S CAUGHT EARLY, 34 00:01:47,237 --> 00:01:49,674 WHICH MINE DEFINITELY WAS, 35 00:01:49,674 --> 00:01:53,417 THEN THIS THING'S, LIKE, 100% CURABLE. 36 00:01:53,417 --> 00:01:55,158 IT'S, LIKE, 100% CURABLE 37 00:01:55,158 --> 00:01:56,855 OR IT IS 100% CURABLE? 38 00:01:56,855 --> 00:01:58,770 I'M GOING TO BE FINE, CLAUDIA. 39 00:01:58,770 --> 00:02:00,598 OK? 40 00:02:00,598 --> 00:02:02,383 I'M GOING TO HAVE TO HAVE SOME TREATMENTS AND STUFF, 41 00:02:02,383 --> 00:02:05,647 WHICH JUST MEANS GOING INTO THE DOCTOR'S OFFICE EVERY DAY 42 00:02:05,647 --> 00:02:06,778 FOR, LIKE, 5 MINUTES. 43 00:02:06,778 --> 00:02:07,823 FOR WHAT, MEDICINE? 44 00:02:07,823 --> 00:02:10,304 YEAH. PRETTY MUCH. 45 00:02:10,304 --> 00:02:11,783 THEY JUST WANT TO MAKE SURE 46 00:02:11,783 --> 00:02:13,611 THAT YOU'RE GETTING THE RIGHT DOSAGE. 47 00:02:13,611 --> 00:02:15,918 IT TAKES 6 WEEKS, 48 00:02:15,918 --> 00:02:19,182 AND THEN IT'S OVER. 49 00:02:19,182 --> 00:02:21,837 I'M TOTALLY BACK TO NORMAL. 50 00:02:24,622 --> 00:02:26,102 YOU KNOW WHAT THE DOCTOR TOLD ME? 51 00:02:26,102 --> 00:02:28,887 SHE SAID THAT IF YOU HAVE TO HAVE A DISEASE, 52 00:02:28,887 --> 00:02:31,542 HODGKIN'S IS DEFINITELY ONE OF THE BEST ONES TO HAVE. 53 00:02:33,544 --> 00:02:34,806 THAT'S PRETTY REASSURING, HUH? 54 00:02:36,634 --> 00:02:38,158 OK. 55 00:02:44,947 --> 00:02:46,775 HOW DOES ICE CREAM SOUND? 56 00:02:51,736 --> 00:02:54,652 ♪ Everybody wants to live ♪ 57 00:02:54,652 --> 00:02:57,089 ♪ Like they wanna live ♪ 58 00:02:57,089 --> 00:02:59,353 ♪ And everybody wants to love ♪ 59 00:02:59,353 --> 00:03:01,746 ♪ Like they wanna love ♪ 60 00:03:01,746 --> 00:03:06,055 ♪ Everybody wants to be ♪ 61 00:03:06,055 --> 00:03:10,190 ♪ Closer to free-ee-ee-ee ♪ 62 00:03:10,190 --> 00:03:13,193 ♪ Closer to free ♪ 63 00:03:28,643 --> 00:03:29,687 HEY. 64 00:03:29,687 --> 00:03:31,167 HEY, MAN. 65 00:03:31,167 --> 00:03:32,212 I GOT YOUR MESSAGE. 66 00:03:32,212 --> 00:03:33,213 I WAS JUST ON MY WAY IN 67 00:03:33,213 --> 00:03:34,214 WHEN IT OCCURRED TO ME. 68 00:03:34,214 --> 00:03:35,345 DO YOU HAVE A PLANE? 69 00:03:35,345 --> 00:03:37,826 YEAH, SOMEWHERE. 70 00:03:37,826 --> 00:03:39,654 'CAUSE WE JUST PUT SOME CARPETING DOWN 71 00:03:39,654 --> 00:03:41,873 IN ANNIE'S BEDROOM 72 00:03:41,873 --> 00:03:43,745 'CAUSE ANNIE'S BEDROOM IS DIRECTLY ABOVE SARAH'S BEDROOM, 73 00:03:43,745 --> 00:03:45,399 AND, WELL, YOU GET THE PICTURE. 74 00:03:45,399 --> 00:03:48,402 ANYWAY, IT'S THIS CHEAPO SHAG, 75 00:03:48,402 --> 00:03:50,186 SO NOW WE CAN'T CLOSE ANY OF THE DOORS. 76 00:03:50,186 --> 00:03:52,188 HELLO. 77 00:03:52,188 --> 00:03:54,146 HERE WE GO. 78 00:03:54,146 --> 00:03:55,844 CHARLIE? 79 00:03:58,150 --> 00:04:00,588 HEY, MAN, IT'S COOL WITH YOU IF I BORROW THIS? 80 00:04:00,588 --> 00:04:02,764 COOL. THANK YOU. 81 00:04:04,722 --> 00:04:06,724 SO, WHAT WAS UP WITH THAT MESSAGE YOU LEFT? 82 00:04:06,724 --> 00:04:07,899 WHAT DID YOU NEED TO TALK ABOUT? 83 00:04:07,899 --> 00:04:11,599 IS EVERYTHING OK? 84 00:04:11,599 --> 00:04:14,689 IS OWEN--NO, IT'S NOT OWEN. 85 00:04:14,689 --> 00:04:18,736 UH, I JUST-- I JUST WANTED YOU TO KNOW 86 00:04:18,736 --> 00:04:20,912 ABOUT SOMETHING THAT'S GOING ON WITH ME, THAT'S ALL. 87 00:04:20,912 --> 00:04:23,393 YOU OK? 88 00:04:25,526 --> 00:04:27,789 UM... 89 00:04:27,789 --> 00:04:30,400 YOU MIGHT-- YOU MIGHT WANT TO SIT DOWN. 90 00:04:36,493 --> 00:04:39,322 OK, I'M SITTING. WHAT--WHAT'S GOING ON? 91 00:05:05,305 --> 00:05:07,742 OK. BOY, I'M TELLING YOU. 92 00:05:07,742 --> 00:05:09,613 YOU CAN'T BEAT RENTING, HUH? 93 00:05:09,613 --> 00:05:11,528 LIVE LIKE A KING. AM I RIGHT? 94 00:05:11,528 --> 00:05:13,748 AT LEAST FOR A LITTLE WHILE. 95 00:05:17,839 --> 00:05:21,495 DINING ROOM SET, KITCHEN SET, 96 00:05:21,495 --> 00:05:24,498 AND THE BEDROOM SET. 97 00:05:24,498 --> 00:05:25,890 ALL RIGHT, YOU GUYS, LET'S GO. 98 00:05:25,890 --> 00:05:27,152 LET'S GET BUSY. 99 00:05:30,155 --> 00:05:31,635 GOD. 100 00:05:33,724 --> 00:05:35,726 WE'LL FIND SOMETHING ELSE, OK, JULE? 101 00:05:38,120 --> 00:05:40,209 AS SOON AS I GET MY SHOP TURNED AROUND. 102 00:05:40,209 --> 00:05:41,341 GRIFFIN... 103 00:05:41,341 --> 00:05:43,125 STOP, OK? 104 00:05:44,822 --> 00:05:47,347 YOU DON'T HAVE TO PROMISE ME ANYTHING. 105 00:05:51,394 --> 00:05:54,441 I'M SORRY. 106 00:05:54,441 --> 00:05:57,792 FORGET IT, OK? IT'S NOT-- IT'S NOT NINA'S FAULT. 107 00:05:57,792 --> 00:06:00,185 IT WAS JUST-- IT WAS BAD TIMING. 108 00:06:00,185 --> 00:06:03,928 ANYWAY, I HAVE MORE IMPORTANT THINGS TO WORRY ABOUT. 109 00:06:03,928 --> 00:06:06,931 I KNOW. I KNOW YOU DO. 110 00:06:06,931 --> 00:06:09,978 I HAVE MY FIRST APPOINTMENT TOMORROW 111 00:06:09,978 --> 00:06:11,153 WITH THE ONCOLOGIST. 112 00:06:16,680 --> 00:06:18,029 WHAT ARE THEY-- 113 00:06:18,029 --> 00:06:19,030 WHAT IS THAT? 114 00:06:19,030 --> 00:06:20,945 I DON'T KNOW EXACTLY. 115 00:06:20,945 --> 00:06:23,078 ALL KINDS OF TESTS-- SOME SCAN THING 116 00:06:23,078 --> 00:06:24,775 THAT TELLS THEM WHERE IT IS IN YOUR BODY, 117 00:06:24,775 --> 00:06:26,995 WHICH LYMPH NODES, YOU KNOW? 118 00:06:26,995 --> 00:06:29,824 I GUESS THAT PRETTY MUCH DETERMINES HOW BAD IT IS, 119 00:06:29,824 --> 00:06:31,434 WHAT KIND OF TREATMENTS YOU'RE GOING TO NEED. 120 00:06:33,958 --> 00:06:36,961 GOD, CHARLIE.I KNOW. 121 00:06:36,961 --> 00:06:39,616 BUT THIS ISN'T ACTUALLY HAPPENING TO ME. 122 00:06:39,616 --> 00:06:40,791 SO THAT'S THE REASON I'M SO CALM. 123 00:06:44,926 --> 00:06:47,015 CAN I-- CAN I COME WITH YOU? 124 00:06:47,015 --> 00:06:49,191 TOMORROW TO THE APPOINTMENT?KIRSTEN, YOU DON'T HAVE TO-- 125 00:06:49,191 --> 00:06:51,628 'CAUSE I FEEL REALLY BAD, CHARLIE. 126 00:06:51,628 --> 00:06:53,151 I FEEL LIKE I KEEP LEAVING YOU 127 00:06:53,151 --> 00:06:54,544 AT ALL THE MOST IMPORTANT TIMES. 128 00:06:54,544 --> 00:06:56,067 BUT I PROMISE YOU, 129 00:06:56,067 --> 00:06:57,808 IN 2 WEEKS, ALL THIS IS GOING TO BE OVER, 130 00:06:57,808 --> 00:06:59,027 AND I'M GOING TO BE HERE 131 00:06:59,027 --> 00:07:01,421 FOR ANYTHING THAT YOU NEED. 132 00:07:01,421 --> 00:07:02,987 OK. 133 00:07:02,987 --> 00:07:04,641 'CAUSE YOU DON'T HAVE TO DO THIS ALONE. 134 00:07:04,641 --> 00:07:08,602 I'M NOT. I HAVEN'T TOLD JULIA YET, 135 00:07:08,602 --> 00:07:10,038 BUT I TOLD BAILEY AND CLAUDIA. 136 00:07:10,038 --> 00:07:11,605 THEY WERE BOTH GREAT. 137 00:07:11,605 --> 00:07:13,781 OF COURSE THEY WERE. 138 00:07:13,781 --> 00:07:14,912 WHAT DID YOU EXPECT? 139 00:07:14,912 --> 00:07:16,523 I DON'T KNOW. 140 00:07:16,523 --> 00:07:19,308 I GUESS I THOUGHT MAYBE THEY'D PANIC, 141 00:07:19,308 --> 00:07:20,831 FREAK OUT OR SOMETHING, I DON'T KNOW. 142 00:07:20,831 --> 00:07:24,531 I MEAN, CLAUDIA'S ONLY 14. 143 00:07:24,531 --> 00:07:25,880 SHE'S OLD ENOUGH. 144 00:07:25,880 --> 00:07:29,623 YEAH, SHE IS. 145 00:07:29,623 --> 00:07:31,973 EXCUSE ME. I THINK THESE PAMPHLETS YOU GAVE ME 146 00:07:31,973 --> 00:07:34,149 ARE KIND OF OUT OF DATE.I'M SORRY? 147 00:07:34,149 --> 00:07:36,281 WELL, THE STATISTICS ON SURVIVAL RATES 148 00:07:36,281 --> 00:07:38,806 ARE KIND OF OFF. SO I JUST DON'T THINK 149 00:07:38,806 --> 00:07:40,721 THEY HAVE THE MOST RECENT SCIENTIFIC ADVANCES. 150 00:07:43,071 --> 00:07:45,900 I NEED YOUR ABSOLUTE LATEST INFORMATION. 151 00:07:45,900 --> 00:07:49,643 THIS IS THE LATEST INFORMATION. 152 00:07:49,643 --> 00:07:52,907 ABOUT HODGKIN'S DISEASE. 153 00:07:52,907 --> 00:07:54,474 YES. 154 00:07:57,172 --> 00:07:59,653 IS THERE SOMETHING YOU'RE LOOKING FOR THAT YOU'RE NOT FINDING? 155 00:08:03,221 --> 00:08:04,614 NO. 156 00:08:07,487 --> 00:08:08,836 THAT'S OK. 157 00:08:18,280 --> 00:08:19,673 CHARLIE? 158 00:08:19,673 --> 00:08:21,631 HI, JULE. 159 00:08:23,024 --> 00:08:24,286 YOU GOT HERE FAST, HUH? 160 00:08:24,286 --> 00:08:26,114 WHAT? 161 00:08:26,114 --> 00:08:28,029 WELL, I LEFT YOU A MESSAGE. 162 00:08:28,029 --> 00:08:30,858 OH, I, UH, I DIDN'T GET IT. 163 00:08:30,858 --> 00:08:32,424 THAT'S OK. 164 00:08:32,424 --> 00:08:34,252 I JUST, UH, JUST SAID I NEEDED TO TALK TO YOU, 165 00:08:34,252 --> 00:08:35,558 AND YOU'RE HERE, SO... 166 00:08:35,558 --> 00:08:38,518 WELL, I NEED TO TALK TO YOU, TOO. 167 00:08:38,518 --> 00:08:41,303 OK. SO WE'RE BOTH-- 168 00:08:41,303 --> 00:08:43,610 CHARLIE, CAN I BORROW SOME KITCHEN STUFF? 169 00:08:43,610 --> 00:08:45,437 KITCHEN STUFF? 170 00:08:45,437 --> 00:08:48,440 YEAH, YOU KNOW, JUST A POT AND SOME SILVERWARE 171 00:08:48,440 --> 00:08:49,703 AND STUFF. 172 00:08:49,703 --> 00:08:50,921 EVERYTHING THAT WE HAD WAS RENTED, 173 00:08:50,921 --> 00:08:52,183 AND WE HAD TO RETURN IT. SO... 174 00:08:53,402 --> 00:08:55,056 I'M SORRY. I'M NOT... 175 00:08:55,056 --> 00:08:58,668 GRIFFIN LOST MOST OF HIS MONEY. 176 00:08:58,668 --> 00:09:01,889 THE BUSINESS WAS REALLY BAD, 177 00:09:01,889 --> 00:09:03,499 AND SO HE HAD TO BORROW TO KEEP IT GOING. 178 00:09:03,499 --> 00:09:05,588 AND WE HAVE TO GIVE UP THE APARTMENT, 179 00:09:05,588 --> 00:09:06,981 AND WE'VE RETURNED OUR FURNITURE, 180 00:09:06,981 --> 00:09:08,460 AND WE'RE LIVING IN THIS EMPTY SPACE, 181 00:09:08,460 --> 00:09:10,201 AND IT'S ACTUALLY KIND OF HORRIBLE. 182 00:09:11,899 --> 00:09:14,858 LOOK, TAKE WHATEVER YOU NEED. 183 00:09:21,604 --> 00:09:24,651 WHY DON'T YOU COME LIVE AT HOME? 184 00:09:24,651 --> 00:09:26,174 HAVING YOU AT HOME RIGHT NOW WOULD BE-- 185 00:09:26,174 --> 00:09:30,526 GOD! NO, THAT--THAT IS THE LAST THING WE WANT. 186 00:09:30,526 --> 00:09:33,094 I MEAN, THE WHOLE POINT TO THIS 187 00:09:33,094 --> 00:09:34,399 IS THAT WE DO THIS ON OUR OWN. 188 00:09:34,399 --> 00:09:36,750 I KNOW. I KNOW THAT. 189 00:09:36,750 --> 00:09:39,709 I MEAN, ALL I'M SAYING IS THAT EVERYONE NEEDS A LITTLE HELP 190 00:09:39,709 --> 00:09:41,102 EVERY ONCE IN A WHILE, 191 00:09:41,102 --> 00:09:42,146 AND IF IT MAKES IT EASIER FOR YOU GUYS, 192 00:09:42,146 --> 00:09:44,540 I CAN REALLY USE--STOP IT. 193 00:09:44,540 --> 00:09:47,543 CHARLIE, OK? I'M NOT COMING HOME. 194 00:09:47,543 --> 00:09:49,066 GRIFFIN AND I WILL WORK THIS OUT OURSELVES 195 00:09:49,066 --> 00:09:51,112 LIKE ANY MARRIED COUPLE. 196 00:09:51,112 --> 00:09:55,420 I JUST--I TOLD YOU BECAUSE YOU'VE BEEN REALLY GREAT, 197 00:09:55,420 --> 00:09:57,684 AND YOU HAVE A RIGHT TO KNOW. 198 00:09:59,773 --> 00:10:02,166 THANKS FOR THE STUFF. 199 00:10:02,166 --> 00:10:03,907 YOU'RE WELCOME. 200 00:10:03,907 --> 00:10:06,910 OH, UM, YOU HAD SOMETHING YOU WANTED TO TALK ABOUT? 201 00:10:08,999 --> 00:10:11,480 NAH, YOU GOT ENOUGH ON YOUR MIND RIGHT NOW. 202 00:10:14,962 --> 00:10:15,832 OK. 203 00:10:25,320 --> 00:10:28,845 THAT IS SO... BAILEY, I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO SAY. 204 00:10:28,845 --> 00:10:30,586 YEAH, WELL... 205 00:10:30,586 --> 00:10:33,371 I MEAN, HE SEEMS SO... 206 00:10:33,371 --> 00:10:35,983 EVEN LAST WEEK AT THE WEDDING, HE SEEMED SO... 207 00:10:35,983 --> 00:10:36,853 I KNOW. 208 00:10:39,943 --> 00:10:41,510 CANCER? 209 00:10:41,510 --> 00:10:44,469 YEAH, CANCER. 210 00:10:46,428 --> 00:10:49,387 DO YOU THINK HE'S GOING TO BE OK? 211 00:10:49,387 --> 00:10:51,476 I MEAN, BAILEY, HE'S GOT TO BE OK. 212 00:10:51,476 --> 00:10:52,782 I DON'T KNOW. 213 00:10:54,262 --> 00:11:00,094 WHAT CAN I DO?NOTHING. 214 00:11:00,094 --> 00:11:02,966 HE'S NOT-- IT'S NOT LIKE YOU GUYS ARE CLOSE OR ANYTHING. 215 00:11:02,966 --> 00:11:06,404 WELL, YEAH, BUT I WANT TO DO SOMETHING TO HELP 216 00:11:06,404 --> 00:11:08,058 IF HE NEEDS SOMETHING. 217 00:11:08,058 --> 00:11:09,973 WELL, THEN, HE'S GOT CLAUDIA, JULIA, OR ME 218 00:11:09,973 --> 00:11:10,844 TO GET IT FOR HIM. 219 00:11:12,802 --> 00:11:14,978 LOOK, SARAH, THIS IS A FAMILY THING, OK? 220 00:11:14,978 --> 00:11:17,938 AND WE'RE GOOD AT THIS KIND OF STUFF. 221 00:11:17,938 --> 00:11:22,203 HE'S GOT US. SO THANKS ANYWAY. 222 00:11:25,989 --> 00:11:27,774 CHARLIE. 223 00:11:29,123 --> 00:11:30,428 CHARLIE. 224 00:11:30,428 --> 00:11:32,213 SHH. I FINALLY GOT OWEN TO GO DOWN. 225 00:11:32,213 --> 00:11:34,345 I WENT TO THE MEDICAL CENTER TODAY. 226 00:11:34,345 --> 00:11:35,999 I LOOKED IT UP. 227 00:11:35,999 --> 00:11:37,392 LOOKED UP WHAT? 228 00:11:37,392 --> 00:11:39,046 IT'S NOT JUST A DISEASE. 229 00:11:39,046 --> 00:11:41,178 HODGKIN'S-- IT'S CANCER. 230 00:11:41,178 --> 00:11:43,180 CLAUDIA--ISN'T IT?! 231 00:11:43,180 --> 00:11:44,747 WOULD YOU KEEP YOUR VOICE DOWN? 232 00:11:49,056 --> 00:11:52,494 IT'S A KIND OF CANCER, CLAUDIA, YES, BUT-- 233 00:11:52,494 --> 00:11:54,191 ONLY YOU DIDN'T WANT ME TO KNOW THAT, DID YOU? 234 00:11:54,191 --> 00:11:57,499 I DIDN'T THINK YOU NEEDED TO HEAR THAT WORD. 235 00:11:57,499 --> 00:11:58,805 WHAT ABOUT THE WORDS "RADIATION" 236 00:11:58,805 --> 00:12:00,197 AND "CHEMOTHERAPY," HUH? 237 00:12:00,197 --> 00:12:01,938 'CAUSE THOSE ARE THE TREATMENTS 238 00:12:01,938 --> 00:12:03,374 THAT YOU WERE TALKING ABOUT, ISN'T IT? 239 00:12:03,374 --> 00:12:05,202 I DIDN'T WANT TO SCARE YOU. 240 00:12:05,202 --> 00:12:08,902 SO, IN OTHER WORDS... IT'S BAD. 241 00:12:08,902 --> 00:12:11,774 YEAH, I MEAN, IT MUST BE BAD, 242 00:12:11,774 --> 00:12:13,733 OR YOU WOULD'VE LEVELED WITH ME. 243 00:12:13,733 --> 00:12:15,256 YOU SAID IT'S CANCER, 244 00:12:15,256 --> 00:12:16,997 AND ONE IN 4 PEOPLE WHO GET IT DIE FROM IT. 245 00:12:16,997 --> 00:12:18,868 BUT YOU DIDN'T. 246 00:12:18,868 --> 00:12:20,827 YOU SAID IT'S 100% CURABLE. 247 00:12:20,827 --> 00:12:22,785 AND THEN... 248 00:12:22,785 --> 00:12:24,613 YOU BOUGHT ME AN ICE CREAM. 249 00:12:24,613 --> 00:12:25,962 CLAUDIA, COME ON. 250 00:12:29,444 --> 00:12:32,882 ARE YOU GOING TO DIE?NO. 251 00:12:32,882 --> 00:12:35,232 CLAUDIA, I AM NOT GOING TO DIE. 252 00:12:37,408 --> 00:12:38,845 WHY SHOULD I BELIEVE YOU? 253 00:12:57,689 --> 00:12:58,821 BAILEY? 254 00:13:02,042 --> 00:13:03,478 WHAT ARE YOU-- 255 00:13:04,827 --> 00:13:07,264 IT'S TOO LATE TO CALL, RIGHT? 256 00:13:09,832 --> 00:13:11,573 NOT JAPAN. 257 00:13:14,228 --> 00:13:15,403 OH. 258 00:13:15,403 --> 00:13:16,970 CHARLIE. 259 00:13:18,841 --> 00:13:21,757 HE'S PROBABLY ASLEEP, DON'T YOU THINK? 260 00:13:21,757 --> 00:13:24,978 I JUST KEEP THINKING... 261 00:13:24,978 --> 00:13:27,719 WHAT IF HE'S... JUST LYING THERE IN BED 262 00:13:27,719 --> 00:13:29,852 STARING AT THE CEILING 263 00:13:29,852 --> 00:13:32,333 AND HE'S GOING OVER AND OVER THIS THING IN HIS MIND AND... 264 00:13:32,333 --> 00:13:33,638 FEELING ALONE AND SCARED? 265 00:13:33,638 --> 00:13:34,814 AND I SHOULD CALL HIM, RIGHT? 266 00:13:34,814 --> 00:13:36,772 I SHOULD CALL HIM AND SAY... 267 00:13:36,772 --> 00:13:39,601 AND SAY... 268 00:13:39,601 --> 00:13:42,647 GOD, WHAT DO I SAY? 269 00:13:42,647 --> 00:13:43,823 WELL... 270 00:13:44,954 --> 00:13:46,347 HOW ABOUT, "I LOVE YOU, 271 00:13:46,347 --> 00:13:48,131 AND YOU'RE GOING TO GET THROUGH THIS." 272 00:13:48,131 --> 00:13:50,307 I ALREADY SAID THAT TO HIM WHEN HE TOLD ME ABOUT THIS, 273 00:13:50,307 --> 00:13:52,962 BUT WHAT DOES THAT DO TO MAKE THIS BETTER FOR HIM? 274 00:13:52,962 --> 00:13:56,792 HOW DOES THAT HELP HIM? AND THE TRUTH IS, 275 00:13:56,792 --> 00:14:00,230 WHAT CAN I POSSIBLY SAY THAT'S GONNA MAKE ANY DIFFERENCE TO HIM? 276 00:14:00,230 --> 00:14:02,885 I MEAN, WHAT DO I KNOW ABOUT ANY OF THIS? 277 00:14:02,885 --> 00:14:06,454 REALLY? 278 00:14:06,454 --> 00:14:09,152 YOU'VE NEVER FELT LIKE YOU WERE TOTALLY ALONE 279 00:14:09,152 --> 00:14:11,111 AND AFRAID? 280 00:14:11,111 --> 00:14:14,070 YOU'VE NEVER FELT LIKE YOU DIDN'T HAVE THE STRENGTH 281 00:14:14,070 --> 00:14:15,680 TO MAKE IT THROUGH THE NEXT HOUR, 282 00:14:15,680 --> 00:14:17,160 NEVER MIND THE WHOLE NIGHT? 283 00:14:18,422 --> 00:14:20,903 GEE, 284 00:14:20,903 --> 00:14:22,992 YOUR RECOVERY MUST HAVE BEEN A PIECE OF CAKE 285 00:14:22,992 --> 00:14:24,559 COMPARED TO MINE. 286 00:14:32,872 --> 00:14:35,831 YOU GOT THROUGH THE PAST 7 MONTHS, RIGHT? 287 00:14:35,831 --> 00:14:38,703 YEAH. 288 00:14:38,703 --> 00:14:41,358 YOU DO KNOW HOW TO HELP HIM, BAILEY. 289 00:14:50,890 --> 00:14:52,848 ARE YOU READY? 290 00:14:52,848 --> 00:14:55,068 AM I READY? 291 00:14:55,068 --> 00:14:57,026 FOR YOUR APPOINTMENT. ARE YOU READY? 292 00:14:57,026 --> 00:14:59,115 WELL, THERE'S GAS IN THE CAR, 293 00:14:59,115 --> 00:15:00,943 IF THAT'S WHAT YOU MEAN. 294 00:15:00,943 --> 00:15:03,598 NO, CHARLIE, I'M NOT TALKING ABOUT GAS. 295 00:15:03,598 --> 00:15:07,471 DO YOU HAVE OUR FAMILY HISTORY? 296 00:15:07,471 --> 00:15:09,430 CLAUD, DON'T WORRY ABOUT IT. 297 00:15:09,430 --> 00:15:11,823 LOOK, CHARLIE, I KNOW YOU DON'T THINK I CAN HANDLE THIS, 298 00:15:11,823 --> 00:15:13,477 BUT I CAN, OK? 299 00:15:13,477 --> 00:15:15,131 I'M NOT JUST SOME LITTLE BABY ANYMORE. 300 00:15:17,873 --> 00:15:19,570 NOW, DO YOU HAVE OUR MEDICAL HISTORY, 301 00:15:19,570 --> 00:15:21,877 BOTH FOR YOU AND MOM AND DAD? 302 00:15:21,877 --> 00:15:24,271 I'LL MAKE SURE I HAVE IT, CLAUD. 303 00:15:24,271 --> 00:15:27,970 GOOD, 'CAUSE I'VE READ THAT THEY'RE GONNA ASK YOU ALL ABOUT THAT. 304 00:15:27,970 --> 00:15:29,841 AND THEY'RE GONNA TAKE A TON OF BLOOD. 305 00:15:29,841 --> 00:15:33,933 AND DO ALL THESE TESTS, LIKE AN EKG AND... 306 00:15:33,933 --> 00:15:36,500 A RECTAL EXAM. 307 00:15:37,980 --> 00:15:40,591 YOU READ ABOUT THAT, TOO?UH-HUH. 308 00:15:40,591 --> 00:15:42,463 I ALSO READ ABOUT HOW THEY DO THIS SCAN 309 00:15:42,463 --> 00:15:44,465 TO FIND OUT HOW FAR THE DISEASE IS IN YOUR BODY-- 310 00:15:44,465 --> 00:15:47,381 LIKE, IN ONE LYMPH NODE, IN MORE THAN ONE LYMPH NODE. 311 00:15:47,381 --> 00:15:48,860 OR IN MORE THAN ONE LYMPH NODE, 312 00:15:48,860 --> 00:15:50,340 BUT IN 2 DIFFERENT PARTS OF THE BODY, 313 00:15:50,340 --> 00:15:52,125 LIKE ONE IN THE RIGHT AND ONE IN THE LEFT. 314 00:15:52,125 --> 00:15:54,736 OR IN BOTH THE LYMPH NODES AND IN THE ORGANS, 315 00:15:54,736 --> 00:15:56,433 UH, LIKE THE LIVER. 316 00:15:56,433 --> 00:15:57,739 THANK YOU. 317 00:16:03,875 --> 00:16:06,443 I THINK THE MORE YOU KNOW ABOUT WHAT'S GONNA HAPPEN, 318 00:16:06,443 --> 00:16:07,923 THE BETTER IT IS. 319 00:16:13,189 --> 00:16:14,408 YEAH. 320 00:16:39,302 --> 00:16:41,130 HEY. 321 00:16:41,130 --> 00:16:43,263 YOU DON'T HAVE TO DO THIS. 322 00:16:43,263 --> 00:16:45,308 I MEAN, THANKS AND EVERYTHING, BUT... 323 00:16:45,308 --> 00:16:47,136 WHAT TIME'S YOUR TEST TODAY? 324 00:16:47,136 --> 00:16:49,051 UM, 4:00. 325 00:16:49,051 --> 00:16:50,661 4:00. 326 00:16:50,661 --> 00:16:52,185 BUT IT'S OK. 327 00:16:52,185 --> 00:16:53,403 KIRSTEN'S GOING, 328 00:16:53,403 --> 00:16:55,101 AND CLAUDIA KIND OF INSISTED, 329 00:16:55,101 --> 00:16:56,972 SO YOU REALLY DON'T HAVE TO. 330 00:16:56,972 --> 00:16:58,191 I'M THERE, MAN. 331 00:16:59,670 --> 00:17:02,238 LOOK, BAILEY... 332 00:17:02,238 --> 00:17:06,112 THERE'S GONNA BE OTHER TESTS, 333 00:17:06,112 --> 00:17:08,853 RADIATION, MAYBE CHEMO. 334 00:17:08,853 --> 00:17:12,248 I MEAN, I COULD BE IN PRETTY BAD SHAPE, AND I'LL NEED... 335 00:17:12,248 --> 00:17:14,076 I'M JUST SAYING THAT THERE'S GONNA BE 336 00:17:14,076 --> 00:17:16,165 PLENTY OF OTHER OPPORTUNITIES DOWN THE ROAD. 337 00:17:16,165 --> 00:17:17,819 NO. THERE'S JUST TODAY. 338 00:17:17,819 --> 00:17:19,864 THAT'S HOW YOU GOTTA THINK ABOUT IT, CHARLIE. 339 00:17:19,864 --> 00:17:21,257 THERE'S JUST TODAY, 340 00:17:21,257 --> 00:17:23,085 AND TODAY IS RIGHT NOW. 341 00:17:23,085 --> 00:17:24,913 IT'S RIGHT NOW. IT'S THIS SECOND. 342 00:17:24,913 --> 00:17:27,959 SO WHATEVER YOU HAVE TO DO RIGHT NOW TO GET THROUGH IT, 343 00:17:27,959 --> 00:17:29,613 YOU DO IT. 344 00:17:29,613 --> 00:17:31,833 YOU WORRY ABOUT TOMORROW TOMORROW. 345 00:17:31,833 --> 00:17:33,356 JUST TAKE ONE DAY AT A TIME. 346 00:17:35,054 --> 00:17:36,490 COME ON, BAILEY. 347 00:17:36,490 --> 00:17:38,100 HEY, IT WORKS. 348 00:17:38,100 --> 00:17:41,060 THE BIG PICTURE, THE FUTURE? 349 00:17:41,060 --> 00:17:42,452 THAT IS HUGE, MAN, 350 00:17:42,452 --> 00:17:43,975 AND, GOD, IT'S SO SCARY. 351 00:17:43,975 --> 00:17:45,412 BELIEVE ME, I KNOW. 352 00:17:45,412 --> 00:17:46,543 YOU KNOW? 353 00:17:46,543 --> 00:17:49,111 YEAH. AND TODAY... 354 00:17:49,111 --> 00:17:51,896 TODAY'S JUST 24 HOURS. 355 00:17:51,896 --> 00:17:55,117 AND IF YOU'RE LUCKY, YOU'RE UNCONSCIOUS FOR 8 OF THEM, 356 00:17:55,117 --> 00:17:58,207 AND A GOOD FOOTBALL GAME TAKES UP 3 OF THEM. 357 00:17:58,207 --> 00:17:59,252 AND IF YOU GIVE ME A HAND HERE-- 358 00:17:59,252 --> 00:18:01,036 THAT'S AN HOUR EASY. 359 00:18:01,036 --> 00:18:02,168 NOW YOU'RE DOWN TO 10. 360 00:18:02,168 --> 00:18:03,865 12. 361 00:18:03,865 --> 00:18:05,562 WHATEVER. YOU GET MY POINT. 362 00:18:05,562 --> 00:18:07,129 YOU JUST DEAL WITH WHAT'S RIGHT IN FRONT OF YOU. 363 00:18:11,133 --> 00:18:12,613 OK. 364 00:18:12,613 --> 00:18:16,530 WELL...I'LL TRY THAT. 365 00:18:16,530 --> 00:18:17,879 THANKS. 366 00:18:17,879 --> 00:18:19,750 AND--HEY. 367 00:18:19,750 --> 00:18:21,361 YOU KNOW WHAT ELSE REALLY HELPS 368 00:18:21,361 --> 00:18:23,014 IS KEEPING BUSY, 369 00:18:23,014 --> 00:18:24,538 NOT SITTING AROUND THINKING ALL THE TIME. 370 00:18:24,538 --> 00:18:26,931 YOU GOTTA GET OUT AND DO STUFF AND... 371 00:18:26,931 --> 00:18:28,629 YOU KNOW, GET OUT OF YOUR HEAD. 372 00:18:28,629 --> 00:18:30,892 AND WHAT DO YOU RECOMMEND? 373 00:18:30,892 --> 00:18:32,807 WELL, FOR STARTERS, 374 00:18:32,807 --> 00:18:35,940 YOU GOT 5 YEARS' WORTH OF CRUD ON THAT WINDSHIELD. 375 00:18:39,030 --> 00:18:40,249 HEY. 376 00:18:40,249 --> 00:18:42,208 IT WORKS, MAN. 377 00:18:55,743 --> 00:18:57,701 CLAUDIA? WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE? 378 00:18:57,701 --> 00:19:00,051 I NEED TO TALK TO YOU. 379 00:19:02,228 --> 00:19:04,491 I THINK YOU SHOULD MOVE BACK HOME, JULIA. 380 00:19:04,491 --> 00:19:05,883 I REALLY DO. 381 00:19:05,883 --> 00:19:07,102 GREAT. 382 00:19:07,102 --> 00:19:08,451 ANOTHER COUNTRY HEARD FROM. 383 00:19:08,451 --> 00:19:10,540 SO--SO CHARLIE TOLD YOU. 384 00:19:10,540 --> 00:19:12,020 YEAH, OF COURSE HE TOLD ME. 385 00:19:12,020 --> 00:19:13,456 HE TOLD ME AS SOON AS HE FOUND OUT. 386 00:19:13,456 --> 00:19:14,892 THAT'S GREAT. 387 00:19:14,892 --> 00:19:16,242 THAT'S JUST GREAT. 388 00:19:16,242 --> 00:19:18,157 WAIT A SECOND. 389 00:19:18,157 --> 00:19:19,549 YOU'RE PISSED? 390 00:19:19,549 --> 00:19:22,596 YOU DON'T THINK I HAVE A RIGHT TO KNOW? 391 00:19:22,596 --> 00:19:25,599 NO... NO, IT'S NOT THAT. 392 00:19:25,599 --> 00:19:27,905 IT'S JUST I DIDN'T WANT YOU TO WORRY. 393 00:19:27,905 --> 00:19:29,777 THIS WHOLE THING IS SO... 394 00:19:29,777 --> 00:19:31,431 I KNOW, SCARY. 395 00:19:31,431 --> 00:19:33,128 THAT'S WHY I THINK IT'D BE EASIER IF... 396 00:19:33,128 --> 00:19:34,825 IF YOU WENT BACK HOME. 397 00:19:34,825 --> 00:19:36,784 CLAUD, GRIFFIN AND I DON'T WANT TO, 398 00:19:36,784 --> 00:19:38,699 ANYTHING WE CAN DO TO AVOID THAT. 399 00:19:38,699 --> 00:19:40,744 I TOLD CHARLIE. 400 00:19:40,744 --> 00:19:43,356 AND HE PROBABLY SAID THAT HE DIDN'T NEED YOU TO, RIGHT? 401 00:19:43,356 --> 00:19:45,619 RIGHT? SEE, THAT'S HOW HE'S DEALING WITH THIS WHOLE THING, JULIA, 402 00:19:45,619 --> 00:19:46,750 LIKE IT'S NO BIG DEAL. 403 00:19:46,750 --> 00:19:48,622 BUT... 404 00:19:48,622 --> 00:19:50,450 I READ ABOUT IT, JULE, 405 00:19:50,450 --> 00:19:53,670 AND IT'S GONNA GET WORSE. 406 00:19:53,670 --> 00:19:56,934 I MEAN, HE COULD BE IN REALLY BAD SHAPE IN ANOTHER FEW WEEKS, 407 00:19:56,934 --> 00:19:59,328 DEPENDING ON WHAT KIND OF TREATMENTS THE DOCTOR PRESCRIBES. 408 00:19:59,328 --> 00:20:01,243 WHAT? 409 00:20:01,243 --> 00:20:02,592 OH. 410 00:20:02,592 --> 00:20:05,116 OH, SO HE DOWNPLAYED IT TO YOU, TOO. 411 00:20:05,116 --> 00:20:06,857 YEAH, I MEAN, IF THEY SAY THAT HE NEEDS CHEMO, 412 00:20:06,857 --> 00:20:08,555 HE'S NOT GONNA BE ABLE TO-- 413 00:20:08,555 --> 00:20:11,732 CHEMO? CHEMOTHERAPY? 414 00:20:11,732 --> 00:20:13,690 THAT'S ONLY IF IT'S HODGKIN'S STAGE 2B, 415 00:20:13,690 --> 00:20:15,562 AND WE WON'T KNOW THAT UNTIL AFTER THE TEST. 416 00:20:15,562 --> 00:20:17,346 BUT YOU KNOW WHAT? 417 00:20:17,346 --> 00:20:19,609 EVEN IF THAT'S NOT THE WAY THEY SAY HE HAS TO GO, 418 00:20:19,609 --> 00:20:21,829 EVEN RADIATION'S GONNA WIPE HIM OUT. 419 00:20:27,400 --> 00:20:29,315 IT COULD GET REALLY BAD, 420 00:20:29,315 --> 00:20:32,056 AND...I THINK THAT IF YOU WERE THERE, 421 00:20:32,056 --> 00:20:33,275 IT'D JUST... 422 00:20:33,275 --> 00:20:35,234 IT'D REALLY HELP. 423 00:20:41,892 --> 00:20:43,851 WHAT HAPPENED TO ALL YOUR FURNITURE? 424 00:20:47,463 --> 00:20:49,987 NOW I NEED YOU TO DRINK IT ALL DOWN, THE WHOLE PITCHER. 425 00:20:49,987 --> 00:20:51,598 IT'S ABOUT 2 GLASSES, OK? 426 00:20:51,598 --> 00:20:53,426 IT'S ORANGE-FLAVORED, LIKE TANG, YOU KNOW? 427 00:20:53,426 --> 00:20:54,862 GREAT. 428 00:20:54,862 --> 00:20:56,864 TRUST ME, YOU'RE NOT GONNA LIKE IT. 429 00:20:56,864 --> 00:20:58,518 IT'S REAL SWEET. 430 00:20:58,518 --> 00:21:01,347 IT MAKES MOST PEOPLE SICK TO THEIR STOMACH, 431 00:21:01,347 --> 00:21:03,349 PARTICULARLY IF YOU'RE ALREADY NAUSEATED. 432 00:21:03,349 --> 00:21:04,915 ARE YOU, UH... 433 00:21:04,915 --> 00:21:05,916 YEAH. I'M FEELING... 434 00:21:05,916 --> 00:21:07,875 RIGHT. WELL... 435 00:21:07,875 --> 00:21:09,659 I WANT YOU TO FINISH IT FOR ME, OK? 436 00:21:09,659 --> 00:21:11,618 IT'S A CONTRAST FLUID. 437 00:21:11,618 --> 00:21:13,446 IT'LL HELP US SEE WHAT WE NEED TO SEE IN YOUR TEST. 438 00:21:13,446 --> 00:21:15,274 YOU GOT IT. 439 00:21:29,940 --> 00:21:31,725 THAT'S--THAT'S ENOUGH. 440 00:21:45,826 --> 00:21:46,827 OH, MY GOD. 441 00:21:49,133 --> 00:21:50,134 OH, MY GOD. 442 00:21:50,134 --> 00:21:51,135 CHARLIE, ARE YOU... 443 00:21:51,135 --> 00:21:53,094 MAN, THAT'S-- 444 00:21:53,094 --> 00:21:54,748 DON'T. DON'T DO THAT. DON'T LOOK AT THE PITCHER. 445 00:21:54,748 --> 00:21:56,358 JUST TAKE IT ONE THING AT A TIME, CHARLIE. 446 00:21:56,358 --> 00:21:57,881 ONE GLASS AT A TIME. 447 00:21:57,881 --> 00:21:58,926 ALL RIGHT, BAILEY. 448 00:22:29,870 --> 00:22:32,046 OHH...YOU DID IT. 449 00:22:32,046 --> 00:22:34,744 WAY TO GO, MAN. JUST GOT ONE MORE. 450 00:22:36,790 --> 00:22:38,922 CLAUDIA. 451 00:22:38,922 --> 00:22:42,186 WHAT? I'M UPSET FOR HIM. I'M ALLOWED TO BE UPSET FOR HIM. 452 00:22:42,186 --> 00:22:44,319 THIS IS NOT HELPING, CLAUD.FOR GOD'S SAKE, CLAUD, 453 00:22:44,319 --> 00:22:46,408 YOU WANT SOMEBODY TO TAKE YOU HOME? 454 00:22:46,408 --> 00:22:47,975 NO. PLEASE LET ME STAY, CHARLIE. 455 00:22:47,975 --> 00:22:50,020 I...I WANT TO BE HERE WITH YOU. 456 00:22:54,285 --> 00:22:56,679 HEY. WHERE THE HELL'S JULIA, ANYWAY? 457 00:22:56,679 --> 00:22:58,551 DIDN'T SHE KNOW WHAT TIME THE TEST WAS? 458 00:22:58,551 --> 00:23:00,030 SHE'S NOT COMING. 459 00:23:00,030 --> 00:23:01,858 I HAVEN'T TOLD HER YET. 460 00:23:01,858 --> 00:23:04,034 WHAT? 461 00:23:04,034 --> 00:23:06,297 SHE'S GOT ENOUGH OF HER OWN STUFF GOING ON. 462 00:23:06,297 --> 00:23:07,908 HERE YOU GO. 463 00:23:07,908 --> 00:23:08,909 I TOLD HER. 464 00:23:08,909 --> 00:23:11,128 WHAT? 465 00:23:11,128 --> 00:23:13,000 I DIDN'T KNOW IT WAS A SECRET. 466 00:23:13,000 --> 00:23:15,002 GOD, CLAUDIA! 467 00:23:15,002 --> 00:23:17,439 YOU CAN'T YELL AT ME FOR THIS.I DON'T BELIEVE THIS. 468 00:23:17,439 --> 00:23:19,702 CHARLIE, JUST FORGET IT.WHAT DIFFERENCE DOES IT MAKE? 469 00:23:19,702 --> 00:23:22,488 SO SHE KNOWS THAT I'M SICK? DOES SHE KNOW ABOUT THE TEST TODAY, TOO? 470 00:23:22,488 --> 00:23:24,490 I TOLD HER I WAS COMING WITH YOU. 471 00:23:24,490 --> 00:23:27,014 MAN! NICE OF HER TO SHOW UP. 472 00:23:27,014 --> 00:23:29,103 CHARLIE, THIS IS SO NOT IMPORTANT RIGHT NOW. 473 00:23:29,103 --> 00:23:31,714 SHE'S RIGHT. JUST FOCUS ON WHAT YOU GOTTA FOCUS ON. 474 00:23:31,714 --> 00:23:33,890 WOULD YOU STOP WITH THE AA STUFF FOR JUST ONE MINUTE, BAY? 475 00:23:33,890 --> 00:23:35,762 HE'S ONLY TRYING TO HELP. 476 00:23:35,762 --> 00:23:37,677 YEAH, WELL, I COULD USE A LITTLE LESS HELP FROM EVERYBODY. 477 00:23:41,811 --> 00:23:43,204 I'VE GOT-- 478 00:23:43,204 --> 00:23:46,599 I'VE GOT ONE MORE GLASS TO GO. 479 00:23:46,599 --> 00:23:47,469 OK. 480 00:24:09,883 --> 00:24:10,797 CHARLIE? 481 00:24:14,235 --> 00:24:15,149 SARAH. 482 00:24:17,456 --> 00:24:19,370 ARE YOU OK? 483 00:24:19,370 --> 00:24:22,809 YEAH. I JUST... I DON'T KNOW. 484 00:24:22,809 --> 00:24:26,160 WHO ARE YOU LOOKING FOR? 'CAUSE JULIA AND BAILEY AREN'T-- 485 00:24:26,160 --> 00:24:28,249 NO. NO, I KNOW. UM... 486 00:24:28,249 --> 00:24:31,121 ACTUALLY, UM... I WAS LOOKING FOR YOU. 487 00:24:32,601 --> 00:24:34,864 I MADE THIS FOR YOU. IT'S, UM... 488 00:24:34,864 --> 00:24:41,828 WELL, IT'S STUPID. IT'S BANANA BREAD. 489 00:24:41,828 --> 00:24:44,526 THANKS. 490 00:24:44,526 --> 00:24:46,920 LOOK, I KNOW THIS WHOLE THING REALLY ISN'T MY BUSINESS, 491 00:24:46,920 --> 00:24:50,924 BUT...I WANT YOU TO KNOW THAT I CARE ABOUT YOU. 492 00:24:50,924 --> 00:24:53,579 AND I'M REALLY SORRY. 493 00:24:53,579 --> 00:24:55,972 AND IF THERE'S ANYTHING THAT I CAN DO, 494 00:24:55,972 --> 00:24:57,974 PLEASE, TELL ME. 495 00:24:59,976 --> 00:25:02,152 SO CAN I GET SOME MORE BANANA BREAD? 496 00:25:04,459 --> 00:25:05,852 SURE. 497 00:25:16,732 --> 00:25:19,518 HE'S EXACTLY THE RIGHT AGE TO GET IT. 498 00:25:19,518 --> 00:25:21,258 THAT'S WHAT THE BOOK SAYS. 499 00:25:21,258 --> 00:25:22,259 YEAH? 500 00:25:22,259 --> 00:25:24,871 MM-HMM. 501 00:25:24,871 --> 00:25:27,917 THE STATISTICS--YOU KNOW, THE 5-YEAR SURVIVAL RATE AND STUFF-- 502 00:25:27,917 --> 00:25:29,179 THEY'RE NOT THAT BAD. 503 00:25:32,879 --> 00:25:34,881 SO I GUESS IF YOU HAVE...CANCER, 504 00:25:34,881 --> 00:25:37,405 IT'S A PRETTY GOOD CANCER TO HAVE... 505 00:25:37,405 --> 00:25:38,449 HODGKIN'S. 506 00:25:40,974 --> 00:25:42,497 HODGKIN'S. 507 00:25:45,979 --> 00:25:49,243 WHY DIDN'T HE TELL ME? GRIFFIN? 508 00:25:49,243 --> 00:25:52,463 I MEAN, THAT'S GOTTA MEAN SOMETHING, DOESN'T IT? 509 00:25:52,463 --> 00:25:54,683 I DON'T KNOW. WHY DON'T YOU CALL HIM? 510 00:25:54,683 --> 00:25:57,077 I MEAN, GOD, HE-- HE TOLD CLAUDIA. 511 00:25:57,077 --> 00:25:59,862 AND NOW HE PROBABLY KNOWS THAT I KNOW, 512 00:25:59,862 --> 00:26:02,691 AND HE STILL ISN'T CALLING. 513 00:26:02,691 --> 00:26:04,998 I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO TELL YOU, JULE. 514 00:26:04,998 --> 00:26:09,350 AND YOU KNOW WHAT THE MOST IRONIC THING IS? 515 00:26:09,350 --> 00:26:14,573 I AM SO...ANGRY AT HIM RIGHT NOW. 516 00:26:14,573 --> 00:26:15,878 BUT... 517 00:26:15,878 --> 00:26:18,881 I THINK WE NEED TO MOVE BACK THERE. 518 00:26:20,317 --> 00:26:22,015 WHAT? 519 00:26:22,015 --> 00:26:24,191 WELL, WHAT ELSE CAN WE DO? 520 00:26:25,540 --> 00:26:28,238 I MEAN, WE NEED TO GET OUT OF HERE, 521 00:26:28,238 --> 00:26:30,327 AND--AND WE DON'T HAVE THE MONEY TO GET A NEW PLACE. 522 00:26:30,327 --> 00:26:31,981 AND HE OFFERED. 523 00:26:31,981 --> 00:26:34,549 AND...AND NOW HE'S SICK. 524 00:26:34,549 --> 00:26:38,858 THAT'S JUST... SO NOT WHAT WE PLANNED. 525 00:26:39,989 --> 00:26:41,774 I'M SORRY. 526 00:26:51,697 --> 00:26:52,959 AM I INTERRUPTING? 527 00:26:54,917 --> 00:26:56,527 WHAT? 528 00:26:56,527 --> 00:26:57,833 WHAT ARE YOU DOING? 529 00:26:59,095 --> 00:27:00,619 FILLING OUT INSURANCE CLAIMS 530 00:27:00,619 --> 00:27:02,969 FOR ALL THE TESTS WE DID YESTERDAY. 531 00:27:02,969 --> 00:27:04,884 WELL, THAT'S PRETTY ANNOYING, HUH? 532 00:27:04,884 --> 00:27:06,799 YEAH. 533 00:27:08,278 --> 00:27:09,758 HOW'S YOUR HIP? 534 00:27:11,281 --> 00:27:12,543 BETTER. 535 00:27:12,543 --> 00:27:14,328 GOOD. GOOD. 536 00:27:14,328 --> 00:27:16,896 THAT BONE MARROW TEST IS PRETTY HORRIBLE, HUH? 537 00:27:22,336 --> 00:27:24,338 UH, WHAT TIME DO YOU HAVE TO GO BACK TO, UH... 538 00:27:24,338 --> 00:27:25,774 TO GET YOUR RESULTS? 539 00:27:26,906 --> 00:27:27,863 TOMORROW MORNING. 540 00:27:29,996 --> 00:27:34,000 I DID A LITTLE READING ON THE WHOLE RADIATION THING... 541 00:27:34,000 --> 00:27:37,177 AND HOW THEY MAKE THESE CASTS OF DIFFERENT PARTS OF YOUR BODY 542 00:27:37,177 --> 00:27:40,223 TO MAKE THESE SHIELDS TO PROTECT IT DURING THE RADIATION. 543 00:27:40,223 --> 00:27:41,181 OH. 544 00:27:43,009 --> 00:27:44,575 YOU WANT TO HEAR ABOUT IT? 545 00:27:44,575 --> 00:27:45,881 NO, CLAUDIA, I DON'T. 546 00:27:47,666 --> 00:27:48,579 OK. 547 00:27:49,885 --> 00:27:50,756 OK. 548 00:28:00,156 --> 00:28:02,289 HOW--HOW DID YOU SLEEP LAST NIGHT? 549 00:28:02,289 --> 00:28:05,335 I MEAN, DID YOU HAVE ANY OF THOSE NIGHT SWEATS OR-- 550 00:28:05,335 --> 00:28:07,163 CLAUDIA, WHAT ARE YOU DOING? 551 00:28:07,163 --> 00:28:08,904 I'M JUST TRYING TO HELP. 552 00:28:08,904 --> 00:28:11,124 WELL, YOU'RE NOT, OK? YOU'RE MAKING IT WORSE. 553 00:28:11,124 --> 00:28:14,083 ALL YOUR PICKING AND YOUR QUESTIONING IS JUST MAKING IT WORSE. 554 00:28:14,083 --> 00:28:16,172 CHARLIE--ALL YOU WANT TO DO 555 00:28:16,172 --> 00:28:18,131 IS TALK ABOUT MY TESTS AND MY TREATMENTS AND MY SYMPTOMS. 556 00:28:18,131 --> 00:28:20,307 IT MAKES ME FEEL BETTER TO TALK ABOUT IT. 557 00:28:20,307 --> 00:28:22,657 WELL, IT MAKE ME FEEL WORSE! 558 00:28:22,657 --> 00:28:25,965 IT JUST--IT JUST REMINDS ME THAT I'M SICK, CLAUDIA! 559 00:28:25,965 --> 00:28:29,795 YOUR...MILLION STUPID LITTLE MEDICAL FACTS. 560 00:28:29,795 --> 00:28:31,579 I'M SORRY. 561 00:28:31,579 --> 00:28:33,712 I DON'T NEED YOU TO TELL ME THAT I HAVE CANCER. 562 00:28:33,712 --> 00:28:34,930 ALL RIGHT? I KNOW THAT. 563 00:28:36,802 --> 00:28:38,717 I JUST NEED YOU TO-- 564 00:28:42,024 --> 00:28:44,026 I DON'T KNOW WHAT I NEED YOU TO DO. 565 00:28:44,026 --> 00:28:46,028 I NEED YOU TO STOP! 566 00:28:46,028 --> 00:28:48,988 JUST GET OUTTA MY FACE ALL THE TIME. 567 00:28:48,988 --> 00:28:53,253 I PROMISE YOU, IF SOMETHING HAPPENS, I'LL LET YOU KNOW. 568 00:28:53,253 --> 00:28:54,733 BUT UNTIL THEN, JUST-- 569 00:29:31,073 --> 00:29:33,119 SO I'VE-- I'VE JUST GOTTA-- 570 00:29:33,119 --> 00:29:36,339 I'M DRIVING TO THE POST OFFICE, AND I JUST HAD TO-- 571 00:29:36,339 --> 00:29:39,299 I JUST GOTTA KNOW. WHAT ARE YOU WAITING FOR, JULIA, MY FUNERAL? 572 00:29:39,299 --> 00:29:41,040 WHAT? 573 00:29:41,040 --> 00:29:42,650 I CAN'T GET CLAUDIA TO SHUT UP ABOUT IT, 574 00:29:42,650 --> 00:29:44,957 AND YOU I DON'T HEAR A WORD FROM! NOTHING! 575 00:29:44,957 --> 00:29:47,524 YOU DON'T EVEN STOP BY! IT'S LIKE I'M GOING THROUGH ALL THIS, 576 00:29:47,524 --> 00:29:49,091 AND YOU COULDN'T CARE LESS! 577 00:29:49,091 --> 00:29:51,137 YOU THINK THAT? YOU THINK I DON'T CARE? 578 00:29:51,137 --> 00:29:53,574 WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO THINK?! WHAT'S IT TAKE, JULIA? 579 00:29:53,574 --> 00:29:56,142 HOW MUCH EFFORT IS REQUIRED TO PICK UP A FREAKIN' PHONE?! 580 00:29:56,142 --> 00:29:58,274 MAYBE IT TAKES, I DON'T KNOW, SOME SIGN, SOMETHING, 581 00:29:58,274 --> 00:30:01,843 THAT I'M A PART OF YOUR LIFE! I MEAN, YOU WANT ME TO CARE, CHARLIE, 582 00:30:01,843 --> 00:30:03,497 BUT YOU DIDN'T WANT ME TO KNOW! 583 00:30:03,497 --> 00:30:06,326 BUT...YOU DO KNOW! NOW YOU KNOW! 584 00:30:06,326 --> 00:30:09,024 BUT YOU DIDN'T TELL ME! CLAUDIA DID! 585 00:30:09,024 --> 00:30:12,114 LOOK, I DON'T HAVE TIME TO PLAY GAMES WITH YOU, JULIA! 586 00:30:12,114 --> 00:30:15,378 GAMES? YOU ARE THE ONE PLAYING GAMES, CHARLIE. 587 00:30:15,378 --> 00:30:18,164 YOU'VE LET ME GO ON AND ON ABOUT MY STUPID MONEY PROBLEMS. 588 00:30:18,164 --> 00:30:22,081 YOU DON'T INTERRUPT. YOU DON'T SAY A WORD, LIKE YOUR HEALTH... 589 00:30:22,081 --> 00:30:25,084 LIKE YOUR CANCER ISN'T IMPORTANT ENOUGH TO MENTION. 590 00:30:25,084 --> 00:30:28,261 LIKE, HOW COULD JULIA POSSIBLY CARE ABOUT ANYTHING BUT HERSELF? 591 00:30:28,261 --> 00:30:32,961 GOD, WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO DO, CHARLIE, EXCEPT TAKE MY CUE FROM YOU? 592 00:30:32,961 --> 00:30:34,833 IF YOU HAD WANTED ANYTHING FROM ME, 593 00:30:34,833 --> 00:30:37,400 IF YOU HAD EXPECTED ANYTHING FROM ME, 594 00:30:37,400 --> 00:30:40,447 YOU WOULD'VE TREATED ME LIKE YOU THOUGHT I WAS CAPABLE OF COMING THROUGH FOR YOU. 595 00:30:40,447 --> 00:30:42,884 BUT OBVIOUSLY, YOU DON'T. 596 00:30:42,884 --> 00:30:45,931 SO CONGRATULATIONS, CHARLIE. I GUESS YOU HAD ME PEGGED. 597 00:30:47,236 --> 00:30:48,847 WHAT IS THIS? 598 00:30:48,847 --> 00:30:50,500 WHAT IS YOUR-- 599 00:30:50,500 --> 00:30:52,502 GOD. I'M--I'M SICK. I'M SICK, 600 00:30:52,502 --> 00:30:55,549 AND YOU'VE GOT A PROBLEM WITH--WITH MY PROCESS?! 601 00:30:57,029 --> 00:30:58,639 GET OVER YOURSELF, JULIA! 602 00:31:00,946 --> 00:31:03,339 MAN, I THOUGHT OWEN WAS THE BABY OF THE FAMILY! 603 00:31:13,523 --> 00:31:17,092 CHARLIE. HEY, MAN, I WAS WORRIED. WHERE YOU BEEN? 604 00:31:17,092 --> 00:31:19,181 OUT... DEALING WITH JULIA. 605 00:31:19,181 --> 00:31:21,183 JUST...DON'T GET ME STARTED. 606 00:31:21,183 --> 00:31:23,272 WHAT? WHAT'S GOIN' ON? 607 00:31:23,272 --> 00:31:25,318 SOMEHOW JULIA SEEMS TO THINK 608 00:31:25,318 --> 00:31:27,798 THAT SHE'S THE MOST IMPORTANT PERSON IN ALL THIS. 609 00:31:27,798 --> 00:31:29,409 LIKE... I'M SICK, YEAH, 610 00:31:29,409 --> 00:31:32,673 BUT THE REAL ISSUE IS HOW SHE'S TREATED. 611 00:31:32,673 --> 00:31:36,242 YOU GOTTA BE KIDDING ME. THAT'S--SHE'S NOT THAT SELFISH. 612 00:31:36,242 --> 00:31:38,766 YOU WANT TO BET? "WHY--WHY WAS I THE LAST TO KNOW? 613 00:31:38,766 --> 00:31:40,986 HOW COME YOU DIDN'T TELL ME?" 614 00:31:40,986 --> 00:31:43,249 THAT IS RIDICULOUS. 615 00:31:43,249 --> 00:31:44,815 NO KIDDING. 616 00:31:44,815 --> 00:31:46,992 YOU TALK TO HER. AT LEAST YOU GET IT. 617 00:31:46,992 --> 00:31:49,646 YEAH, I WILL. HEY. 618 00:31:49,646 --> 00:31:51,648 LISTEN. THE REASON I CAME BY 619 00:31:51,648 --> 00:31:54,042 IS MY SPONSOR GAVE ME THIS. 620 00:31:54,042 --> 00:31:56,915 AND...MOST OF IT HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH YOU, 621 00:31:56,915 --> 00:31:59,613 BUT THERE'S THIS ONE CHAPTER IN HERE WHERE THE GUY TALKS ABOUT, 622 00:31:59,613 --> 00:32:03,008 UH, THE HIGHER POWER STUFF? YOU KNOW, SURRENDERING YOURSELF-- 623 00:32:03,008 --> 00:32:05,053 THE IDEA THAT THERE'S SOMEBODY LOOKING OUT FOR YOU. 624 00:32:05,053 --> 00:32:07,099 AND IT IS REALLY HELPFUL, MAN. 625 00:32:07,099 --> 00:32:08,927 'CAUSE I WAS WATCHING YOU YESTERDAY 626 00:32:08,927 --> 00:32:10,885 AND HOW HARD ALL THAT STUFF IS? 627 00:32:10,885 --> 00:32:12,800 AND...I--I KEPT THINKING 628 00:32:12,800 --> 00:32:15,194 HOW ALL OF THIS STUFF REALLY DOES APPLY. 629 00:32:15,194 --> 00:32:18,066 YOU KNOW? IT DOESN'T MATTER WHAT DISEASE YOU HAVE.BAILEY... 630 00:32:18,066 --> 00:32:20,068 OK. I'M SORRY. LOOK, I CAN'T EXPLAIN IT 631 00:32:20,068 --> 00:32:23,071 NEARLY AS WELL AS THEY DO IN HERE, SO... 632 00:32:23,071 --> 00:32:24,855 I DON'T WANT THE BOOK, BAILEY. 633 00:32:24,855 --> 00:32:26,857 OK. 634 00:32:26,857 --> 00:32:29,425 AND I DON'T WANT TO HEAR ANY MORE OF YOUR AA CRAP. YOU GOT IT? 635 00:32:29,425 --> 00:32:31,819 YEAH. OK, CHARLIE. IT'S, LIKE... 636 00:32:31,819 --> 00:32:34,213 FOR GOD'S SAKE, IF YOU WANT TO DO SOMETHING NICE, 637 00:32:34,213 --> 00:32:36,867 JUST SAY YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT TO SAY... LIKE SARAH DID. 638 00:32:36,867 --> 00:32:39,435 JUST BRING ME A BANANA BREAD, AND THEN JUST SHUT THE HELL UP! 639 00:32:42,003 --> 00:32:44,266 OK. LOOK... I DIDN'T MEAN TO... 640 00:32:44,266 --> 00:32:48,314 UPSET YOU. I--I THOUGHT THAT THIS MIGHT HELP. 641 00:32:48,314 --> 00:32:50,229 REALLY? WHY IS THAT? BECAUSE YOU UNDERSTAND? 642 00:32:50,229 --> 00:32:53,058 BECAUSE YOU KNOW WHAT I'M GOING THROUGH? NO. I DIDN'T-- 643 00:32:53,058 --> 00:32:56,409 I HAVE A DISEASE, BAILEY! YOU DON'T HAVE A DISEASE! YOU'VE GOT A PROBLEM! 644 00:32:56,409 --> 00:33:00,065 IT'S NOT THE SAME THING! YOU CAN STOP DRINKING IF YOU WANT TO. 645 00:33:00,065 --> 00:33:03,024 I CAN'T STOP HAVING CANCER! 646 00:33:03,024 --> 00:33:06,462 SO IF IT MAKES YOU FEEL BETTER TO TALK WITH ALL YOUR ALCOHOLIC FRIENDS 647 00:33:06,462 --> 00:33:09,117 ABOUT WHAT IT FEELS LIKE TO HAVE A DISEASE, THEN GO RIGHT AHEAD! 648 00:33:10,858 --> 00:33:13,252 BUT LEAVE ME OUT OF IT, ALL RIGHT?! 649 00:33:13,252 --> 00:33:15,906 I'M TELLIN' YOU, MAN, YOU DON'T HAVE A CLUE! 650 00:33:33,707 --> 00:33:36,666 CHARLIE, I CAME AS SOON AS I GOT YOUR-- 651 00:33:36,666 --> 00:33:38,059 WHAT HAPPENED? 652 00:33:38,059 --> 00:33:40,018 THEY JUST--THEY JUST DON'T GET IT. 653 00:33:40,018 --> 00:33:43,499 NONE OF THEM. ALL THEY'RE DOING IS MAKING IT WORSE. 654 00:33:43,499 --> 00:33:44,979 I MEAN, YOU SAW CLAUDIA, RIGHT? 655 00:33:44,979 --> 00:33:47,547 SHE--SHE WON'T LET UP. 656 00:33:47,547 --> 00:33:48,591 AND JULIA, CHECK THIS OUT, 657 00:33:48,591 --> 00:33:50,767 SHE'S MAD AT ME. 658 00:33:50,767 --> 00:33:53,944 AND BAILEY. IF I HAVE TO LISTEN TO ANY MORE OF HIS A.A. CRAP. 659 00:33:53,944 --> 00:33:56,469 I MEAN, HE'S TRYING TO BOND WITH ME OVER OUR DISEASES. 660 00:33:56,469 --> 00:33:59,167 INCREDIBLE, HUH? 661 00:33:59,167 --> 00:34:01,996 I'M SURE HE'S JUST TRYING TO MAKE SENSE OUT OF THIS WHOLE THING ANY WAY HE CAN. 662 00:34:01,996 --> 00:34:03,084 YEAH, WELL, IT'S NOT HELPING. 663 00:34:03,084 --> 00:34:04,999 NONE OF THEM ARE HELPING. 664 00:34:12,833 --> 00:34:15,096 YOU'RE THE ONLY ONE, KIRSTEN. 665 00:34:15,096 --> 00:34:16,967 YOU'RE THE ONLY ONE I CAN TALK TO ABOUT THIS. 666 00:34:16,967 --> 00:34:19,318 OH, DON'T SAY THAT. 667 00:34:19,318 --> 00:34:20,928 NO, I MEAN IT. YOU ARE. 668 00:34:22,538 --> 00:34:25,237 I DON'T WANT TO BE THE ONLY ONE, CHARLIE. 669 00:34:25,237 --> 00:34:28,196 'CAUSE WHAT HAPPENS ONE DAY WHEN I SAY THE WRONG THING 670 00:34:28,196 --> 00:34:30,981 OR--OR IF I DISAPPOINT YOU IN SOME WAY? 671 00:34:32,374 --> 00:34:33,984 COME ON, YOU WON'T. 672 00:34:33,984 --> 00:34:35,856 YES, I WILL, CHARLIE. 673 00:34:35,856 --> 00:34:39,251 AND I'M SCARED BECAUSE IF I'M THE ONLY ONE, THEN-- 674 00:34:42,080 --> 00:34:45,387 I'VE GOT TO WATCH EVERYTHING THAT I SAY AND EVERYTHING THAT I DO. 675 00:34:45,387 --> 00:34:47,998 I'M GOING TO HAVE TO GET EVERYTHING EXACTLY RIGHT. 676 00:34:47,998 --> 00:34:50,131 WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT? 677 00:34:50,131 --> 00:34:51,524 YOU--YOU'RE GREAT, KIRSTEN. 678 00:34:51,524 --> 00:34:52,960 YOU'RE EXACTLY WHAT I NEED. 679 00:34:52,960 --> 00:34:54,614 I MEAN, IF IT WASN'T FOR YOU, I-- 680 00:34:54,614 --> 00:34:57,269 CHARLIE, I HEAR WHAT YOU'RE SAYING ABOUT THEM. 681 00:34:57,269 --> 00:34:59,227 AND IT'S LIKE I'M NEXT IN LINE 682 00:34:59,227 --> 00:35:02,100 TO MAKE THE SAME KINDS OF MISTAKES THAT THEY'RE MAKING. 683 00:35:02,100 --> 00:35:03,884 I'M GONNA--I'M GONNA CALL YOU TOO MUCH 684 00:35:03,884 --> 00:35:07,061 OR I'M NOT GOING TO CALL YOU ENOUGH. 685 00:35:07,061 --> 00:35:10,064 OR YOU'RE GOING TO GET INSULTED BY SOME ANALOGY THAT I MAKE 686 00:35:10,064 --> 00:35:12,110 TO SOME EXPERIENCE THAT I'VE HAD AND THAT'S GOING TO BE IT. 687 00:35:12,110 --> 00:35:13,807 THAT IS NOT GOING TO HAPPEN. 688 00:35:13,807 --> 00:35:15,809 WOULD YOU JUST LISTEN TO ME, CHARLIE, PLEASE? 689 00:35:15,809 --> 00:35:18,333 I AM TELLING YOU IT IS GOING TO HAPPEN. 690 00:35:18,333 --> 00:35:21,162 WHAT DO YOU WANT FROM ME? 691 00:35:21,162 --> 00:35:23,033 I MEAN, I CAN'T-- 692 00:35:23,033 --> 00:35:26,428 I CAN'T WORRY ABOUT YOU WORRYING ABOUT ME, OK? 693 00:35:26,428 --> 00:35:28,865 I MEAN, I'M SICK, KIRSTEN. I GOT TO WORRY ABOUT THAT. 694 00:35:28,865 --> 00:35:30,302 ANYTHING ELSE IS TOO MUCH. 695 00:35:30,302 --> 00:35:32,173 I CAN'T--I CAN'T TAKE THAT ON. 696 00:35:33,914 --> 00:35:35,916 I THINK YOU HAVE TO. 697 00:35:35,916 --> 00:35:37,439 BECAUSE YOU KNOW WHAT, CHARLIE? 698 00:35:37,439 --> 00:35:39,398 IF YOU DON'T, THEN SOONER OR LATER, 699 00:35:39,398 --> 00:35:42,444 YOU ARE GOING TO BE GOING THROUGH THIS ALL ALONE. 700 00:35:56,545 --> 00:35:57,546 HEY. 701 00:35:59,113 --> 00:36:01,289 RAIN. 702 00:36:01,289 --> 00:36:04,814 PROBABLY BE GETTING A LOT OF LEAKY ROOF CALLS. 703 00:36:04,814 --> 00:36:08,383 THAT'S SORT OF THE LAST THING YOU NEED RIGHT NOW, HUH? 704 00:36:08,383 --> 00:36:10,255 DON'T WORRY ABOUT IT. I'LL DEAL WITH IT. 705 00:36:12,300 --> 00:36:13,910 SO, DO YOU NEED A LIFT OVER TO THE HOUSE THIS MORNING 706 00:36:13,910 --> 00:36:15,042 OR IS ANNIE GONNA? 707 00:36:15,042 --> 00:36:16,565 WHY? 708 00:36:16,565 --> 00:36:17,740 DID YOU HAVE SOME MORE BAKED GOODS 709 00:36:17,740 --> 00:36:19,612 YOU WANTED TO BRING BY? 710 00:36:19,612 --> 00:36:21,048 WHAT? 711 00:36:21,048 --> 00:36:23,093 I MEAN, WHAT WERE YOU THINKING, SARAH? 712 00:36:23,093 --> 00:36:25,008 BANANA BREAD? 713 00:36:25,008 --> 00:36:26,532 IT WAS A GESTURE. 714 00:36:26,532 --> 00:36:28,229 YEAH, WELL, IT WAS STUPID. 715 00:36:29,404 --> 00:36:30,579 CHARLIE SAID THAT? 716 00:36:30,579 --> 00:36:32,538 MAYBE IT MADE YOU FEEL GOOD. 717 00:36:32,538 --> 00:36:34,496 LIKE YOU GOT CREDIT FOR BEING CONSCIENTIOUS OR SOMETHING, 718 00:36:34,496 --> 00:36:36,455 BUT HE'S GOT CANCER, SARAH. 719 00:36:36,455 --> 00:36:38,544 SO HE DOESN'T NEED TO BE BURDENED WITH YOU' 720 00:36:38,544 --> 00:36:41,895 IMPOSING YOUR, LIKE, YOU'RE PERSONAL AGENDA ON HIS SITUATION. 721 00:36:41,895 --> 00:36:44,854 MY AGENDA TO DELIVER BANANA BREAD? 722 00:36:44,854 --> 00:36:48,031 AND IF IT WAS YOUR INTENTION TO SHOW ME UP, 723 00:36:48,031 --> 00:36:50,947 TO MAKE IT LOOK LIKE I WAS OVER THE TOP OR SOMETHING, 724 00:36:50,947 --> 00:36:52,688 IN COMPARISON TO YOUR STUPID LITTLE BANANA BREAD, 725 00:36:52,688 --> 00:36:54,037 THAT'S TOO MUCH? 726 00:36:54,037 --> 00:36:56,431 WELL, HEY, MISSION ACCOMPLISHED. 727 00:37:01,915 --> 00:37:03,177 OK. 728 00:37:04,831 --> 00:37:08,922 WHAT ELSE?WHAT ELSE? 729 00:37:08,922 --> 00:37:11,968 YEAH. WHAT ELSE DO YOU WANT TO YELL AT ME ABOUT? 730 00:37:11,968 --> 00:37:15,494 'CAUSE IF THIS HELPS YOU, YOU KNOW, TO BE ANGRY 731 00:37:15,494 --> 00:37:19,019 AND SCREAM ABOUT HOW UNFAIR ALL THIS IS, 732 00:37:19,019 --> 00:37:21,064 HOW HELPLESS YOU FEEL. 733 00:37:22,196 --> 00:37:23,719 HOW HELPLESS YOU ARE. 734 00:37:23,719 --> 00:37:26,244 WELL, THEN, THAT'S WHAT YOU NEED TO DO. 735 00:37:26,244 --> 00:37:29,116 SO, GO AHEAD, I CAN TAKE IT. 736 00:37:55,838 --> 00:37:57,057 IT'S BAD. 737 00:37:57,057 --> 00:37:58,537 NOT AS BAD AS WE FEARED, 738 00:37:58,537 --> 00:38:00,234 BUT NOT AS GOOD AS WE HOPED. 739 00:38:02,105 --> 00:38:03,629 OH. 740 00:38:05,021 --> 00:38:08,242 MR. SALINGER. CHARLIE. 741 00:38:08,242 --> 00:38:11,376 WOULD YOU LIKE TO INCLUDE A FAMILY MEMBER IN THIS DISCUSSION? 742 00:38:12,551 --> 00:38:14,117 YOU SURE? 743 00:38:14,117 --> 00:38:15,989 IT CAN REALLY HELP TO HAVE SOMEONE ELSE HERE. 744 00:38:15,989 --> 00:38:19,079 SO IT--IT SPREAD. THE CANCER. 745 00:38:19,079 --> 00:38:21,255 IT'S IN A NUMBER OF LYMPH NODES, YES, 746 00:38:21,255 --> 00:38:25,433 BUT ALL OF THEM ABOVE THE DIAPHRAGM, WHICH IS GOOD NEWS. 747 00:38:25,433 --> 00:38:27,914 WE CALL THIS HODGKIN'S STAGE 2A. 748 00:38:27,914 --> 00:38:30,699 AND WE TREAT IT WITH A 6-WEEK COURSE OF RADIATION. 749 00:38:32,701 --> 00:38:36,966 NOW, IS DR. DEVLIN THE RADIOLOGIST YOU'VE CHOSEN? 750 00:38:38,141 --> 00:38:40,709 I GUESS. 751 00:38:40,709 --> 00:38:43,321 MY OFFICE WILL HELP COORDINATE THE INITIAL CONSULTATION, 752 00:38:43,321 --> 00:38:45,714 BUT I SUGGEST YOU SIMULTANEOUSLY SET UP 753 00:38:45,714 --> 00:38:47,020 A REGULAR TIME FOR TREATMENTS. 754 00:38:53,853 --> 00:38:57,422 WOULD YOU LIKE TO KNOW THE RECOVERY STATISTICS? 755 00:38:57,422 --> 00:38:59,424 SOME PEOPLE ARE COMFORTED BY THE NUMBERS. 756 00:38:59,424 --> 00:39:02,165 OTHERS FIND THEM, WELL, COUNTER PRODUCTIVE. 757 00:39:02,165 --> 00:39:05,560 I KNOW THE STATISTICS. 758 00:39:05,560 --> 00:39:07,127 I'M GOING TO CHECK WITH MY NURSE 759 00:39:07,127 --> 00:39:08,868 ABOUT SETTING UP THOSE SESSIONS WITH DEVLIN. 760 00:39:08,868 --> 00:39:10,435 HE BOOKS UP FAST. 761 00:39:13,960 --> 00:39:17,006 WHY DON'T I ASK WHOEVER CAME WITH YOU TO STEP IN? 762 00:39:17,006 --> 00:39:19,008 THIS COULD BE A LOT TO TAKE IN AT ONCE. 763 00:39:19,008 --> 00:39:22,838 NO, IT'S, UM, I'M--I'M HERE ALONE, 764 00:39:22,838 --> 00:39:24,623 BUT IT'S OK. 765 00:39:39,551 --> 00:39:41,117 WELL, IT'S A ROOF OVER OUR HEAD. 766 00:39:41,117 --> 00:39:42,858 THAT'S ABOUT IT. 767 00:39:42,858 --> 00:39:45,339 WELL, WE COULD PUT A MATTRESS IN THE LOFT. 768 00:39:45,339 --> 00:39:47,210 THERE'S NO BATHROOM. 769 00:39:47,210 --> 00:39:50,170 WELL, IF WE NEED TO GO, WE CAN JUST RUN INTO THE HOUSE. 770 00:39:51,737 --> 00:39:53,652 LOOK... 771 00:39:53,652 --> 00:39:57,003 I THINK MAYBE THE ATTIC WOULD WORK BETTER. 772 00:39:57,003 --> 00:40:00,615 NO, I DON'T WANT-- 773 00:40:00,615 --> 00:40:03,313 GRIFFIN, THIS WAY, IT'S KIND OF LIKE US LIVING WITH MY FAMILY, 774 00:40:03,313 --> 00:40:05,794 BUT AT THE SAME TIME, HAVING OUR OWN PLACE. 775 00:40:08,275 --> 00:40:10,843 LOOK, I JUST-- I DON'T WANT TO LIVE WITH MY NEW HUSBAND 776 00:40:10,843 --> 00:40:12,497 IN MY OLD BEDROOM. 777 00:40:14,847 --> 00:40:16,762 OK? 778 00:40:16,762 --> 00:40:18,851 YEAH, MAYBE WITH A NEW COAT OF PAINT. 779 00:40:25,858 --> 00:40:28,817 YOU KNOW THERE'LL BE TIMES WHEN I NEED TO STAY OVER THERE. 780 00:40:28,817 --> 00:40:30,079 YOU KNOW, IN THE HOUSE. 781 00:40:30,079 --> 00:40:32,821 FOR OWEN AND CLAUD AND-- 782 00:40:33,953 --> 00:40:35,694 AND FOR HIM. 783 00:40:35,694 --> 00:40:38,436 WHEN HE'S REALLY SICK. WHEN HE NEEDS MY HELP. 784 00:40:38,436 --> 00:40:41,656 WELL, I'LL BRING MY PILLOW. 785 00:40:56,366 --> 00:40:58,499 HEY, WHEN DID YOU-- 786 00:40:58,499 --> 00:41:01,502 ABOUT 10 MINUTES AGO. 787 00:41:01,502 --> 00:41:03,939 CLAUDIA'S BEEN FILLING ME IN ON EVERYTHING. 788 00:41:03,939 --> 00:41:06,202 I THINK IT'S REALLY COOL WHAT YOU'RE DOING, JULE. 789 00:41:06,202 --> 00:41:09,249 AND IF YOU NEED ME TO COME HOME FOR AWHILE 790 00:41:09,249 --> 00:41:11,033 AND HELP OUT WITH ANYTHING, I CAN. 791 00:41:11,033 --> 00:41:15,560 NO, THAT'S-- NO, I'M FINE. 792 00:41:15,560 --> 00:41:17,953 WE'RE FINE. 793 00:41:19,389 --> 00:41:21,348 SO WHERE IS HE? 794 00:41:21,348 --> 00:41:25,091 HE, UH, HE WENT TO GET THE RESULTS OF HIS TESTS AND EVERYTHING. 795 00:41:25,091 --> 00:41:26,832 WITH KIRSTEN? 796 00:41:26,832 --> 00:41:28,616 NO. I THINK HE KIND OF BLEW HER OFF, TOO. 797 00:41:29,878 --> 00:41:32,054 GOD! 798 00:41:32,054 --> 00:41:34,404 SO EVERYONE'S MAD AT HIM, HUH? 799 00:41:34,404 --> 00:41:36,058 NO KIDDING. 800 00:41:36,058 --> 00:41:37,886 MAN, WHAT IS HIS PROBLEM? 801 00:41:40,149 --> 00:41:41,716 HE'S SICK. 802 00:41:42,848 --> 00:41:45,764 AND HE'S SCARED, 803 00:41:45,764 --> 00:41:48,767 AND HE'S ANGRY, AND HE HAS NO IDEA HOW TO HANDLE ANY OF IT. 804 00:41:50,986 --> 00:41:55,034 DOES THIS MEAN WE HAVE TO PUT UP WITH ALL HIS CRAP? 805 00:41:55,034 --> 00:41:57,776 WELL, HE PUT UP WITH OURS, DIDN'T HE? 806 00:42:01,214 --> 00:42:04,913 OK, THEN, SO WE TAKE IT. 807 00:42:04,913 --> 00:42:07,046 WHATEVER HE SAYS, WHATEVER HE DOES, 808 00:42:07,046 --> 00:42:09,004 NO MATTER HOW BAD IT GETS, WE TAKE IT. 809 00:42:09,004 --> 00:42:10,571 RIGHT. 810 00:42:11,877 --> 00:42:14,749 AND IF IT GETS REALLY BAD, 811 00:42:14,749 --> 00:42:16,969 THEN WE COMPLAIN TO EACH OTHER. 812 00:42:16,969 --> 00:42:20,929 BUT WE DON'T EVER COMPLAIN TO HIM. DEAL? 813 00:42:20,929 --> 00:42:22,322 MM-HMM. 814 00:42:23,845 --> 00:42:25,891 DEAL. 815 00:42:25,891 --> 00:42:27,762 OK. 816 00:42:33,115 --> 00:42:35,335 CHARLIE. 817 00:42:35,335 --> 00:42:38,120 DIDN'T HEAR YOU COME IN. 818 00:42:38,120 --> 00:42:40,035 WHAT ARE YOU ALL DOING HERE? 819 00:42:40,035 --> 00:42:41,123 TALKING ABOUT ME? 820 00:42:41,123 --> 00:42:42,298 NO, WE WERE JUST-- 821 00:42:42,298 --> 00:42:43,386 WE'RE JUST HANGING OUT. 822 00:42:45,040 --> 00:42:49,044 SO, YOU OK? 823 00:42:49,044 --> 00:42:50,872 YOU WANT TO TELL US WHAT HAPPENED? 824 00:42:50,872 --> 00:42:53,571 OR, I MEAN, IF YOU NEED SOME TIME ALONE, 825 00:42:53,571 --> 00:42:55,355 WE CAN JUST-- DO YOU WANT US TO GO? 826 00:42:55,355 --> 00:43:00,360 NO, DON'T. I WANT-- 827 00:43:10,544 --> 00:43:13,373 I HAVE A LOT OF NEW THINGS TO DEAL WITH. 828 00:43:13,373 --> 00:43:17,116 ALL AT ONCE AND IT'S-- 829 00:43:17,116 --> 00:43:21,294 IT'S, LIKE, TOO MUCH TO GET RIGHT ALL AT ONCE. 830 00:43:21,294 --> 00:43:24,079 AND, UH, 831 00:43:24,079 --> 00:43:27,779 I THINK I GOT IT WRONG THE FIRST TIME. 832 00:43:27,779 --> 00:43:31,826 SO, I'M SAYING-- 833 00:43:33,262 --> 00:43:35,351 I'M SORRY. 834 00:43:37,876 --> 00:43:41,053 AND I WANNA START OVER WITH ALL OF YOU. 835 00:43:41,053 --> 00:43:44,186 JUST TELL YOU EVERYTHING THAT I KNOW. 836 00:43:44,186 --> 00:43:46,841 WHAT'S GOING TO HAPPEN TO ME. 837 00:43:48,495 --> 00:43:52,412 AND, UM, AND WHAT I NEED. 838 00:43:52,412 --> 00:43:54,022 JUST FROM THE BEGINNING. 839 00:44:07,383 --> 00:44:09,385 I HAVE CANCER. 840 00:44:09,385 --> 00:44:12,998 UM, HODGKIN'S DISEASE, STAGE 2, ACTUALLY, 841 00:44:12,998 --> 00:44:15,696 WHICH I JUST FOUND OUT. AND, UH-- 59769

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