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Please be aware that this programme also contains themes of self-harm.

Please be aware that this programme also contains themes of self-harm.

I wish that you'd fought more.

Done the treatment.

Done the treatment.

I...

I so wanted to show you...

..that he only manipulated you.

..that he only manipulated you.

That this life...

..is all we have.

Write everything down.

Write everything down.

On the day of your return, you'll burn it.

So how was it?

Grim.

Hang in there.

'This is for you, Mama.

'You're ill.

'You're ill.

'And you don't want to fight.

'But there is no another life.

'And we won't see each other again.

'If I can't convince you of this...

'..you'll die.'

'Sebastian prepares us for our return in two steps.

'Sebastian prepares us for our return in two steps.

'Step one:

'delirium.

'Paint 'til there's nothing more in our subconscious

'Paint 'til there's nothing more in our subconscious

'than a single red dot.'

Are you ready?

'And step two:

'brainwashing.'

OK, Linn.

Letting go means letting it all out.

Letting go means letting it all out.

'Sebastian interrogates us 'til we break.'

Everything.

'But he won't break me.

'But he won't break me.

'And I won't let myself be drugged again.'

You have to want it to work.

You have to want to let go of this life.

Yes.

'I'm fighting for you, Mama.

'Against Sebastian.

'Against your illness.'

'Against your illness.'

Your name? Linn.

Again. Linn.

Faster. Linn.

Good.

You're afraid your mother will abandon you.

Yeah.

Yeah.

She abandoned you before. Yeah.

Why? She wanted to kill herself.

Why?

She hoped for a next life.

She hoped for a next life.

Why did she want to kill herself?

I don't know.

Of course you do. Why?

So she could be with my father.

Are you mad at your father?

Why would I be? Are you mad at your father?

Why would I be? Are you mad at your father?

No. Are you mad because your dead father

meant more to your mother than you did?

No.

No.

Your father left you.

He did not leave me, he died before I was born.

Does that hurt? I never met him.

Does that hurt? I don't care.

Does that hurt? I don't care.

Your father means nothing to you? Yeah.

Your father means nothing to you?

Yeah.

'Don't forget why you're here.

'Mother. Illness. Fight.'

'Mother. Illness. Fight.'

I know.

Too old for Mum's sandwiches.

Too old for Mum's sandwiches.

The man asked questions, you didn't know the answers to.

That's it.

Nothing to be ashamed of.

Nothing to be ashamed of.

I'm done talking about it.

Hey. Can we go?

Is he OK?

Yeah.

I think he's OK.

I sent you a million messages. What's up?

Nothing is up. All I just wanted to know was...

Nothing is up. All I just wanted to know was...

Why was I lying?

I don't care, Jacob, why you said what you did.

I just want us to hang out again.

Let's never talk about yesterday again.

OK.

Jacob or Leo?

Jacob.

Come, hop in.

I just wanted to thank you,

for always being there.

For everything.

For everything.

Thank you.

You're cooking for me? Wow.

Oh it's... Thanks.

It waves. Cool, right? Yeah! Cute. Really.

It waves. Cool, right? Yeah! Cute. Really.

A homemade meal is better, of course.

No, it's sweet, really. Thank you.

Really sorry. No, I love it, really.

Thanks. "9132, come in."

I've got... I really like it.

I'm so sorry.

I'm so sorry.

I think it's... It's OK. I have to go anyway.

Hanna!

I saved it from the scrap.

The waving cat was a joke.

'I've managed to fend off Sebastian's interrogations so far.'

Where's your mother? At home.

Where's your mother? At home.

Alone? Yeah.

Do you feel bad for leaving her? Yeah.

Why? I don't know.

Why?Because I accused her of having done the same to me...

Why?Because I accused her of having done the same to me...

'I'm staying in control...'

Does that satisfy you? What?

'..as long as I don't take the drugs.'

Where's your mother now? At home.

Alone? Yeah.

'And I don't let him get to me.

'And I don't let him get to me.

'My greatest fear though...'

Linn?

'..is that Alina was right.'

Sebastian soon won't be here.

What?

All this is soon going to die.

All this is soon going to die.

'But is it true?'

Sebastian won't stop.

Sebastian won't stop.

He'll only stop when he's made it to the next life.

Understood?

Do you understand?

Would he really give all of this up?

Where's your mother? At home.

Alone? Yeah.

'Or is he getting to me?' Yeah.

Does that satisfy you? Yeah.

Does that satisfy you? Yeah.

Are you making her pay? Are you making her pay?

'My time is running out.'

Damn it, Linn!

'Your time is running out.

'I'm caught in my own time loop.'

Lock it.

What is this?

On October 31st...

..2006,

in a plane crash, 130 people died.

The aircraft was never recovered.

People think that the passengers steered the plane into the sea...

People think that the passengers steered the plane into the sea...

..to prevent a terrorist attack.

I was the last one to speak to the pilot.

Did you know that?

I heard about it.

On October 31st of this year,

On October 31st of this year,

it will be 25 years since the day of the crash.

That's the day I'm going to stop.

That's the day I'm going to stop.

So I might have space for one more notch.

I though you should know that

before you stick your fingers down your throat again.

'Go... Go home.

'Before you lose yourself.

'Before you lose yourself.

'Mama...

'Mama...

'..no matter what I do here...

'..you'll always believe in a next life.

'..you'll always believe in a next life.

'That said...

'..you wouldn't give up if you were in my shoes.'

'Mother.

'Mother.

'Illness.

'Fight.'

Hey. Hey.

Morning.

If Mama agrees, we'll watch a horror film this week.

If Mama agrees, we'll watch a horror film this week.

You can stay at my place.

Yeah. OK.

Yeah. OK.

How about you and Mathilda then? You're a good match.

Silent freak and chatterbox. What's up?

Looks like the cat's got his tongue. Careful or he'll jinx you next.

Looks like the cat's got his tongue. Careful or he'll jinx you next.

Smorrebrod. Smorrebrod. Smorrebrod. Smorrebrod!

Come on, say it again. Yeah, let's hear it. Smorrebrod!

Come on, say it again. Yeah, let's hear it. Smorrebrod!

You mean, "Vi ar dodsdomda?"

Hmm?

Hmm?

Do you know what it means?

Do you know what it means?

"We're all going to die."

And you will be next.

Boo!

He's a cheeky kid.

He's a cheeky kid.

You almost shat yourself, right?

I don't know. He just still hasn't called.Really?!

Everything was fine on the date. Of course. That arsehole!

Everything was fine on the date. Of course. That arsehole!

He doesn't deserve you.

Everyone out the water!

He's the youngest. You should've protected him.

I know. Two against one, right?

Jacob almost drowned.

Jacob almost drowned.

Yes, I'm aware of that. But the boys say Jacob provoked them

and said again that our heroes aren't heroes.

Nonsense.

Jacob stopped that long ago. And even if...

Everything alright?

Yeah.

Yeah.

I mean, it all started with what Jacob said.

I know what started it.

We thought it would be a good idea

for Jacob to apologize publicly at the commemoration

for what he said.

Why don't you guys write that down on a piece of paper...

Why don't you guys write that down on a piece of paper...

..make it nice and moist,

and stick it up your filthy ar-

Let's go.

"Thanks for your opinion. Write it on a small piece of paper,

make sure to have it nice and moist- Shh!

make sure to have it nice and moist- Shh!

and stick it up your filthy arses!

You village idiots!"

Are you mad at your father?

Are you mad at your father?

Are you mad because your dead father meant more to your mother than you?

'I'm not mad at him.'

'I'm not mad at him.'

'He didn't mean more to you than I did.'

'He didn't mean more to you than I did.'

Yes.

You're mad at me.

You're mad at me.

You told him you're not mad at me.

But you are.

But you are.

'He's not really here.'

Sorry I have to tell you this...

..but no matter what you do in here...

..your mother won't be convinced.

She won't have the treatment.

She'll abandon you again.

She wants to be with me.

'Mother. Illness. Fight.'

She's dying. You know that, don't you?

This is going to hurt.

Can you answer the next questions without hesitation?

Yeah. Every time you hesitate...

..we'll start over.

OK.

Do you believe there's a next life? No.

Good.

Where is your father? Dead.

If you could choose, who should live?

If you could choose, who should live?

Your mother or father?

I didn't meet my father at all.

If you could choose, who should live, your mother or father?

Mother.

Mother.

Are you angry?

Yeah. At whom?

My father. Do you miss him?

No. Do you miss him?No.

No. Do you miss him?No.

Do you miss him? No.

Do you miss him?

I can't! Let go!

I can't! Please. Let go.

Do you miss him?

Do you miss him?

Let go.

Let go.

Let... go.

Do you miss him?

Yeah.

You want to see him again? Yeah.

In a next life? Yeah.

In a next life? Yeah.

Do you believe there's a next life? I want to.

Why? I don't want to feel alone.

Good.

Good.

"They should stick their suggestion where?

"She didn't say that!

"I wish I'd been there."

She really did.

Hey! "You're doing OK?"

Hey! "You're doing OK?"

Yeah.

I can still come over, if you want.

I don't think that's a good idea.

Why not? I'm sure Mama won't mind.

Why not? I'm sure Mama won't mind.

Jacob?

Jacob?

She's moved on.

It's what you should do.

What?

I know you're doing your best...

..but you have to let her go.

Or you'll never be happy.

Or you'll never be happy.

I have to go.

I have to go.

Have a good night, Vincent.

Mr Benedict? Champagne? There's still some left.

Thanks, no.

Well then, maybe later. Another time.

Girls, come on.

Girls, come on.

What?

"Up your filthy arses?"

I'm sorry.

I didn't want you to know. Tomorrow I'll... go and apologize, OK?

I didn't want you to know. Tomorrow I'll... go and apologize, OK?

Why you?

Why what?

Why what?

Why do you want to apologize?

You were right.

Perhaps.

But we...

But we...

We shouldn't say such things.

Why do you care so much what others think of you?

Why do you care so much what others think of you?

You shouldn't need to hide it.

Not for my sake, anyway.

Not for my sake, anyway.

If Emma makes you happy...

If Emma makes you happy...

..don't hide it.

I mean it.

It's OK.

Hey. What's so urgent? I came straight away.

It worked.

What worked?

Rob and Tom's antics in the pool.

Your theory.

I was underwater for long enough.

Now I remember everything.

Now I remember everything.

The crash. My life.

Everything.

Leo.

The police! The police are coming!

The police! Wake up! The police are coming! Wake up!

He betrayed us! The police! Sebastian betrayed us!

He betrayed us! The police! Sebastian betrayed us!

Shit! Fuck! Fuck!

Eddie, what happened?

Eddie, what happened?

Sebastian called the police.

Sebastian called the police.

What?!

The 31st.

He betrayed us.

He betrayed us.

Have you seen Sebastian? No.

Sebastian?!

Sebastian?!

Police! Police!

I told you I was going to end it.

We need to go.

We need to go.

Not easy.

Eddie thinks I don't belong in jail.

Eddie thinks I don't belong in jail.

He wanted me to move on.

Hey...

Hey...

Maybe they'll lock me up for this.

No, it worked. You have to return me.

I let go.

I wanted to return 130 people,

because I killed 130 people.

Can't you see the irony?

Why should I bother to make up for my debt...

Why should I bother to make up for my debt...

..if this life is meaningless, huh?

I'll always have killed 130 people...

..whatever I tell myself.

No, no, no. You didn't cause the crash.

No, no, no. You didn't cause the crash.

Don't give up on this life.

It counts.

It counts.

No next life will change that.

The crash wasn't your fault. Help!

The crash wasn't your fault. Help!

It was.

Somebody help!

And the boy knew it.

Which boy? I need help!

Which boy? I need help!

The boy from the village.

Jacob.

Jacob.

Who?

Jacob.

But he lied though.

He knew it all.

He was the pilot.

No, no, no. Sebastian.

Sebastian!

Sebastian!

The pilot was my father.

Remember?

The car crash, the hospital, the first notch.

The car crash, the hospital, the first notch.

So you're...

So you're...

You're his daughter.

Hey.

Hey...

Hey...

He's alive.

Come on. Come.

Come on. Come.

'I'm coming to. Waking up.

'Sebastian once said, "Everyone wants to let go."

'Sebastian once said, "Everyone wants to let go."

'The only question is, how quickly?'

Police!

Police!

Police! On the floor!

On the floor! Police!

'And he was right.

'And he was right.

'With enough pressure, everyone was ready eventually.'

'Everyone let go.

'Ready to trust him.

'Just like Alina.

'And Eddie.

'And Eddie.

'And you.

'I also wanted to believe that in the end, there's more.

'I also wanted to believe that in the end, there's more.

'But it was all a lie.

'Sebastian confessed to it.

'He deceived us all.

'Even himself.

'If you still believe him...

'..I've failed.

'But maybe you'll keep fighting.

'This life counts.'

'It's up to you now.'

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