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Do you dislike staying by me?

Do you dislike me?

You are smothering me.

I don't want any more trouble.

I...

I...

Ep.7 Feelings can't be denied

The weather has cleared up.

I'm going back home for a visit.

I haven't seen my wife for two months.

This?

A doll house for my daughter...

What a good father.

I suppose...

I'm going.

See you.

Let's go somewhere.

Somewhere?

How about a hot spring?

I'm serious.

No cream...

Black coffee is not good for you.

I'll sew it on.

That's all right.

It won't take long.

Forget it.

Come on.

I feel like I'm at home.

Nothing...

Let's go to Hakone, Izu... or even Atami.

We've never gone anywhere together.

You always said we didn't have to.

I held back... but not anymore.

Our child will be born in Autumn.

We have to think of a name.

Please...

Please have an abortion.

An abortion?

I'll give you the money, so please abort the child.

You said last night that I was the most precious...

This is different.

How is it different? Will you betray me again?

Let's be calm...

Why did you make love with me?

I'm sorry.

All right...

Will you have an abortion?

I understand how you feel.

What?

What are you doing? Calm down.

Wait... wait!

Why are you trembling?

Ms. Mizuki?

Did she catch another cold?

Heard anything from her?

No.

She should at least call in sick.

I'll be going.

I'll call.

Can you ski?

A little.

A friend of mine runs a family hotel in Shiga.

Shall we go there?

I don't have any skies.

They do.

I'm not very good.

I'll teach you.

How's next week?

It's too late to put in a request...

The week after that...

Where are you looking?

What are you looking at?

I have to go...

Thank you.

Hello, Maeno residence.

Hello?

Hello? I'm going to hang up.

Is Chief Maeno there?

He's at work. May I ask who's calling?

Tell him...

Who is this?

...that I have his suit jacket.

Are you...

Please give him the message.

Mr. Yoshimoto...

Mr. Yoshimoto...

He's not in.

Excuse me.

You live here, don't you?

I do.

To: Mr. Yoshimoto

Here...

Thank you.

Is this a bad time?

I was eating.

Are you alone?

May I come in?

Are you afraid? You don't trust me.

Come in.

It's messy...

I thought your room would be more feminine.

Have a seat.

I'll make you coffee.

Weren't you eating?

Don't bother...

It's all right.

I wondered what i would do...

...if Mr. Yoshimoto was here.

He wouldn't be here. You've got it wrong...

He likes you... Didn't you know?

I made reservations...

...at Shiga for Thursday and Friday.

I didn't give you an answer.

I already made the reservations.

I don't think I can go.

Training starts then...

Stop!

I feel so insecure...

...about you.

I've never felt like this before.

Please stop!

I'll hate you!

I'll end up hating you.

Leave...

Hurry... leave.

I don't want to hear it!

Yoshimoto residence.

Hello? Hello?

Dad, no one's saying anything.

Give me the phone... Hello? Hello?

Is this a crank call?

Ms. Mizuki is absent, she hasn't called in sick.

If you rest from work without calling first...

...you are irresponsible!

Expect due consequences...

...if you do not call in sick.

Are you calling Ms. Mizuki?

I'll visit her.

She's all right.

She hasn't come to work for two days.

She's strong... a lot tougher than us.

That's why I'm worried.

For people like her once a rock slips,

you can expect an avalanche.

Tsukasa.

Umm...

I'll go on ahead.

Wait Tsukasa.

Tsukasa, please wait...

I'm sorry about last night.

But... I couldn't hold back my feelings.

It may be over...

...for us.

I'd like another.

Where's Tsukasa?

Can't you have a drink with me?

I just thought Tsukasa was coming.

Why is it that...

...all the men are worried about her?

Beer.

Me, too.

You have to order it.

What a girl.

Are you all right?

One more.

Are you having problems with Tsukasa?

I should have...

...fallen for you.

Does it feel good to hurt people?

I still have feelings for you...

Is that so?

Hey...

Wait!

Leave me alone!

I can't!

I don't know how to get back.

Idiot!

Ms. Mizuki?

What are you doing?

Don't move from there!

You found her?

Where were you?

The ramen here is really delicious.

Thank you.

How much?

Forget it.

How much?

450 yen.

What happened?

What do you mean?

Did you tell Chief Maeno that you're pregnant?

Nothing happened.

You're lying... to yourself.

You're pretending that nothing's wrong.

It's okay if you're hurt...

...or if you're sad.

Who are you being strong for?

I wanted to die...

I wanted to die and have my body mangled up.

Then... he'd never forget me.

He'd live with the guilt.

I won't let him find happiness.

He'll be mine.

That's not good...

Why not? He said I was precious to him.

Yet when I told him about our baby

he asked me to have an abortion.

Hate him if you want to...

...but don't throw away your life.

It's my life! I can do what I want with it!

Did you reach this age all by yourself?

Well?

Your parents raised you.

They stayed up the whole night when you were sick.

They were by you when you got hurt...

They cherished you...

But it's your life?

Your life doesn't only belong to you.

I won't forgive you...

It's a waste...

...to sacrifice your life...

...for a guy like that.

No... no!

I'm back!

Look at all that I bought.

What do you feel like eating?

I have ham, cheese...

...and Nozawana.

Nozawana?

My mom is good at preparing that.

Where are you from?

Nagano.

It must snow heavily there.

Yes, it does.

I'd like to make mochi in a kamakura.

Mochi tastes delicious over the coals

as you gaze out at the snow.

I used to make a lot of snowmen...

My hands would get chapped...

...so my mother would put cream on them.

I had forgotten all that.

I didn't have the time to reminisce...

My mind was full of thoughts of him.

I'd want to hear his voice, but

I would inconvenience him if I called.

I waited... sometimes days... for him to call.

What if you had to hear his voice?

I called, but...

I would hang up after the third ring.

But not anymore...

I called yesterday, and his wife answered.

I was going to tell her everything...

I'm a frightening person.

When I was in junior high...

I saw pictures of Noh masks in a book.

One mask was that of a beautiful woman...

The other was of an ogre.

They were back-to-back...

The two masks were one...

But represented the same person.

I may do the same if I'm ever in your situation.

You won't.

Mr. Yoshimoto went back in Osaka.

I called him.

Haruna answered, so I hang up.

I've never done this...

Let's drink up tonight.

Let's get drunk and

forget everything for now.

Yes.

Cheers.

Coming!

Good morning. Let's shop today!

What about work?

We won't call in... of course.

I want to buy lingerie. What about you?

Maybe I'll get some, too.

I'll help you choose.

This is cute...

I prefer this one...

Ohba?

No, it looks like...

...Tsukasa.

See? Buy it.

Let's have some tea together.

I'm hungry.

We'll treat.

How about yakiniku?

They're going to treat us to yakiniku!

I'll have ice cream with sweetened beans.

I'm afraid to get my charge card bill.

I feel good, though.

Women are simple creatures.

Will you lend me the red dress you bought?

I have to attend a wedding.

Sure.

Thanks... may I borrow your shoes?

No.

Why not?

She stained the dress I lent her.

You scratched my bag, too.

Not on purpose!

It looks good!

Yesterday...

Mr. Shima was drinking alone.

You better make up with him.

I don't think I can.

Why not?

Tell me.

I...

I had a crush on him.

I was happy just to hear him call out my name.

But... I started to grow apart from him

when I began dating him.

I knew that was wrong of me...

But I couldn't help it.

I told you I didn't want to see him jilted.

I'm sorry.

But I can't lie to myself.

Lie to yourself... and keep lying!

I'm really sorry.

You don't have to apologize to me.

Naoko.

How long are you going to take?

What are you pondering over?

Break up with Tsukasa if things aren't working out.

You don't worry about women.

She's precious.

She's different from the girls I dated before.

I've realized that.

I'm sorry to have ruined the day.

Am I selfish?

Yes.

You go through a lot when you're honest with yourself.

People talk, too.

All that won't matter if you won't have regrets.

If you want to retreat, do so now.

To: Sawaki Tsukasa From: Sawaki Nozomi

Sis, how are you?

A white mealy primrose bloomed in the yard today.

The same one we saw the morning you left for Tokyo.

It's been a year.

Yes?

It's nothing.

Do you have happy memories of Tokyo?

What memory has left an impression on you?

What are you doing there? It's cold.

Is anything the matter?

I was waiting.

I was waiting for you.