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Told him I needed dialysis.

Left it pretty vague.

It's a good thing you told him, though.

Not just for his sake.

Hey, Grace. Over here.

Word is she's single.

Maybe I could buy you a cup of coffee.

What about a drink instead?

We can help a lot more people

with Jack's vision and money in our corner.

Dayton says from now on, 2.0 is for paying customers only.

When Jack wants something, he can be like a dog after a bone.

Yeah, well, that has been my impression as well.

Ooh.

Who are the flowers from?

Guess.

Oh, your not-so-secret admirer,

Dr. George Thomas.

Oh, orchids.

The man's refined. - No.

The man is persistent.

Come on.

Tell me you're not a little bit flattered.

Well, it's a bit much, don't you think?

I think George has a crush.

Well, I think he needs to take a hint.

He's asked me out for drinks again.

Why won't you go?

He's on the board, Maggie.

You work here every day.

Where else you supposed to meet somebody?

Well, I just think it's not a good idea

to mix business with pleasure. - Fine.

Sure, but when has that ever worked for anyone?

I mean, take the ED, for example.

You've got Ethan and April.

You've got Will and Natalie.

You've got Will and Hannah.

You got Will and-- - Okay, all right.

Spare me the update on Dr. Halstead's love life.

- There could be... - Go to work.

- Goodwin and-- - Bye.

I'm surprised you've got the guts

to show your face this morning,

305 to 146.

Glad to see last night's win didn't go to your head.

Did you memorize our Scrabble scores?

Do you think it's some kind of record?

Largest spread ever recorded.

Well, someone's extra snarky this morning.

What's in that thermos? - Oh.

Well, there were four shots of espresso.

It's empty now. - Whoa. Where's the fire?

My pilot program launches today.

That's right. I totally forgot about the big day.

The ED gets a technological facelift.

New software, diagnostic tools,

system upgrades.

Be honest. People are not gonna like all the changes, right?

- They'll be resistant. - Of course they will be.

At first, but once they give it a shot...

They're gonna see the tech is gonna help them with their work

and work better and work for them and not against them.

And you can tell I've had four shots of espresso

on an empty stomach. - Yes.

Let's get you a muffin. - Yes, let's.

A blueberry muffin, chai latte.

Okay. Yeah, sure.

- Grace? - Mm-hmm.

- Grace. - Mm-hmm. Mm-hmm, yeah.

Thanks. Come here.

Hey, look.

You've been helping me do my job better since you got here.

Today's gonna go great.

Thank you.

I...

couldn't help it.

No need to help it.

- That was a close one. - Thank you so much.

I appreciate it. - Have a good day.

Lifesaver.

Hey, got your own personal valet now, hotshot?

Your son is a lifesaver.

Apparently, my car was about to be towed,

and he offered to move it for me.

That's the least he could do.

What do you mean?

You've take him under your wing.

You set him up with a sponsor.

You sent that valet gig his way.

You've been a really positive influence.

And now that I've laid it on thick,

can I ask a favor?

Should've seen that coming.

I need an attending

to cover for me next week at a department meeting,

and you're the only one around here I trust.

What's going on?

So I'm being evaluated for the transplant list.

Dr. Cameron feels it's time

seeing as I'm officially in end stage renal disease.

Dean, I'm sorry.

And the kicker is, even if I get on the list,

it might not be an easy match.

I've got this high cPRA.

What about Sean? Isn't he getting tested?

Mm, no, that's not an option.

But he would be your best possible donor match.

Yeah, Sean needs to focus

on his own health now, not mine.

Sean's coming up on one year of being sober.

He's in a really good place.

Donating could be a really positive experience for him.

I'm not taking my son's kidney, Hannah.

- Dean-- - Incoming!

Dr. Archer, you're with me. - Yeah.

I'm right there. - It's your son.

He should be given the opportunity to help

if he wants to.

I don't mean to be patronizing,

but you'll get it when you have a kid.

Going to T3.

Kurt Leger. 36-year-old male.

Was ejected from his wheelchair.

Fell down a flight of stairs. Vitals are stable.

My wheel got caught in an uneven tile.

And I went flying. I'm okay, though, really.

Just knocked the wind out of me.

How long you been in a wheelchair?

- Huh? - How long

have you been in a wheelchair?

Told us he's got a T-10 spinal cord injury.

Got bucked off a horse in high school.

Is this a complete injury, Kurt,

or is this paralysis from the waist down?

- Waist down, yeah. - Okay.

On my count. One, two, three.

Oh, God. - Okay.

Okay.

Okay, breath sounds clear bilaterally.

Okay. Let's take this board out.

Kurt, we're gonna roll you over for just a moment, okay?

Okay.

All right.

All right, let's hold off on clearing C-spine just yet.

Give him 100 of fentanyl. That'll help take the edge off.

Okay. And we'll be back shortly.

You were pressing way below T-10.

How could he feel that?

Well, no clue. Could be referred pain.

We'll know more once we see imaging.

Has trauma ever reversed permanent paralysis?

What, from a complete spinal cord injury? No.

No, never. No.

Hello.

Good morning. - Oh.

Hey there. - Hi.

Please sit.

Sit. - Okay.

I have news. Big news.

Oh, how exciting.

My coworker, Vanna...

She's moving to Florida to live with her daughter.

Yeah, you remember.

- Yeah. - Good.

Well, I might buy her house.

Wow.

- Yeah. - Okay.

It is small, but it's just me.

So it will be perfect.

- And, I mean, that's great. - Yeah.

And you can afford it, I mean, obviously.

Well, I will have to use all of my savings

for the downpayment

and take out a mortgage, but I can do it.

And Vanna is offering it to me off market

for a very fair price.

Well, that's so exciting.

You know it's a fair price because

you looked at some comps in the neighborhood?

- Comps? - Comparable properties.

Comps, yes. Well, no.

I haven't yet, but I will. - No, not yet.

Yeah. - And I trust Vanna.

Yeah.

You don't think this is a good idea.

Oh, gosh, I don't mean to give that impression at all.

I don't. - Oh, okay.

I just think, you know, you have to be...

I don't know, always when you make a big move like this,

you gotta ask the question, is now the best time to buy?

You know, and if you're gonna wipe out your savings

for the downpayment, I mean,

maintenance issues will come along.

You might want to do a renovation.

You just gotta make sure...

Hey, look, I really--

I don't mean to be a downer about this at all.

I really don't. - No, it's okay.

There's a lot to think about.

I'm still thinking about it. - Okay.

You want to go somewhere and talk about it some more?

Get a cup of coffee or something?

I can't. I have errands to run.

And I will see you later, Daniel.

Okay.

Hey, congrats.

Congrats.

The new system automatically updates room availability

and displays room assignments on all the monitors.

Maggie, now you won't have someone asking you

every two minutes, "Where am I going?"

No, that'll still happen. Okay, everybody.

Let's get back to work. Thank you very much.

No, no, it won't happen because now

they can just look at the monitors--

I understand that they can, but will they?

These folks are creatures of habit.

Well, it'll become habit over time.

Okay, well tell me more about these lights.

Are they part of a room triage system?

So no, these are actually noise sensors.

They monitor volume levels throughout the ED.

When it gets too loud, they start flashing.

What happens when they do?

Noise police just pops out? Oh.

Well, no.

Hopefully it's a gentle reminder

to anyone in the vicinity to lower their voice.

- Yeah, I'm-- - Research shows

that excessive noise in the emergency room

increases patients' stress and anxiety,

raises their cortisol levels.

Well, I'm for the reminder to the staff

that they must keep unnecessary noise at a minimum.

I mean, it's what I do every day.

Which you shouldn't have to.

You got enough on your plate, Maggie.

Adults should be able to self-monitor

with a simple visual cue, right?

I guess, Grace. We'll see.

- Hello, Ms. Palmer. - It's Alicia.

Hi, Alicia. I'm Dr. Halstead.

I see you've been experiencing frequent headaches lately.

Yeah, two to three a week for the last month.

The one I'm currently having is the longest so far.

Going on 29 hours.

This should all be in my chart.

I gave the nurse a record of my attacks.

Yes, I'm seeing that here.

And a list of conditions and diseases

that include my symptoms.

I'm obviously not a doctor.

I'm not trying to insult your intelligence.

No offense taken.

I just read that people get misdiagnosed

in the emergency room every year.

Well, I can tell you a misdiagnosis tends to happen

when a patient's presentation is atypical.

Yes, that is what the article said.

But here at Med, we've actually got a new--

well, really new, like, as of today--

AI-based diagnostic tool

that helps us make sure we don't miss anything.

There's a lot more to it, but the gist is

it creates a differential

for the doctor to compare against their own.

Differential. That's the list of things

that could be wrong with me, right?

So it's like having a colleague double-check your work.

A colleague that scans

every medical database and journal in an instant.

Okay, yeah. Let's definitely use the robot.

Well, because we're in the pilot phase still,

I'm gonna need you to sign a consent form.

I'll grab it and be right back.

- Thanks. - All right.

I'm sorry I didn't put on the gown.

I know I'm supposed to,

but it would take me forever at the moment.

I'll cut you some slack.

I'm also kind of hoping this won't take long.

Ryan has had perfect attendance all year.

Oh, well as an alumna of the perfect attendance club,

I will do my best to get you both out the door.

So, Sarah, you got dizzy driving to school today?

For, like, a few seconds.

Yeah, I pulled over

to study myself for a moment.

And then I felt fine.

But my worrywart over here

begged me to turn around and come here.

She gets dizzy a lot.

Sometimes she has trouble catching her breath.

- Hmm. - I have to park on the street.

I get a little winded sometimes

walking from our apartment to the car.

Every day?

I tried to explain to Ryan it's normal.

Well, your ankles are swollen.

And your breathing still seems a bit labored, even at rest.

Yeah, I had swollen ankles

and I was panting all the time

when I was this big with Ryan too.

Just ask my ex.

Oh, wait. He's nowhere to be found.

Well, these all could be symptoms

of third trimester pregnancy, I agree,

but I'd still like to do a full workup just to be safe.

I've got an appointment with by OB on Monday.

I'd really prefer if we could just check you out now.

Mom, look at this text you got from Ms. Goto.

It says as long as I get back before lunch is over,

it won't mess up my record.

So let the doctor run tests and stuff, please.

Okay, okay.

Yes, run all the tests and stuff.

Hey, I'm just fine.

We'll make sure your baby sister is feeling good, okay?

Dr. Archer, Kurt Leger's scans are up.

Okay.

Yeah, unstable burst fracture at T-12 from the fall today.

What?

Well, it isn't a medical miracle

he's got feeling below T-10.

What do you mean?

Well, no evidence of prior trauma at the vertebrae.

Yeah, this guy's not paralyzed.

Kurt.

Wanted to review your imaging.

To start with,

you don't have an injury at T-10.

I'm guessing this isn't news to you.

Do I need to repeat that?

I didn't think the scans would--

What, blow your cover?

Okay, but what's really pressing--

I'm not trying to get disability benefits

or better parking.

That's not why. - Sure, sure.

Of course, yeah. - I don't want you to think--

Hey, it really doesn't matter what I think.

What does matter: your tumble today

caused an unstable burst fracture

in your T-12 vertebrae,

and that's gonna require surgery to fix.

And without surgery?

There really is not another option.

If your fracture was stable,

I would say you can try a brace.

No, no, I'm not asking about other options.

If I don't treat this, what will happen?

You're gonna end up actually needing a wheelchair.

You're gonna be looking at weeks in bed.

Chronic back pain.

Weakness in one or both of your legs.

Numbness.

Even paralysis.

I don't want the surgery.

So I really appreciate you giving me access

to your psychiatric records.

It's very helpful. - Of course.

How about I just, you know, give you

my understanding of what I read,

and then you let me know if I missed anything.

Does that sound okay?

All right, so you were diagnosed

with body integrity identity disorder eight years ago

but experienced symptoms from early childhood.

Since I was at least five, yeah.

And for you, BIID presents itself

in the form of a very strong desire to be paralyzed?

It's all I think about.

It dominates every aspect of my life.

But it seems like

a wheelchair gave you some relief.

Some, but I can still feel my legs.

And for reasons I can't explain,

that's an extremely distressing feeling.

I've had therapists tell me it's due

to repressed childhood trauma,

neurologists who think it's a glitch in my cerebral cortex.

A psychic told me it was linked to a past life.

Right.

Yeah, I mean, I can see that you've tried

a number of different therapeutic approaches here--

you know, kind of behavioral therapy,

antidepressants, muscle relaxants.

Even hypnosis.

Nothing's worked.

I wish I had something special in my toolkit for you,

but, I mean, frankly, these are all the therapies

I would recommend myself.

Must be very frustrating for you.

Yeah.

And honestly,

today's the most hopeful I've felt in a really long time.

I want the tests.

Okay.

Hey, Grace, you got a sec? - Hey.

So I don't know if there's, like, a formal suggestion box

during this pilot phase.

I'm the suggestion box. What's up?

New software.

It included giant cell arteritis

in my patient's differential.

Your patient with the headaches.

- Exactly. - GCA's pretty rare.

It presents in 5 out of every 10,000 people, I think.

And testing for it requires a number of expensive labs.

The patient's insurance is gonna cover it,

but I don't like ordering unnecessary tests.

I prefer to rule out horses before chasing zebras.

Of course, but you don't have to order the labs.

A doctor can override any suggestion on the differential.

Right, but before the doctor can do that,

the differential's automatically uploaded

to the patient's chart.

Which the patient can view in real time

by logging in to the online portal.

Which my patient did.

And now, she's insisting

I order all these unnecessary labs.

So your suggestion is to lose automatic upload,

which we can't because when the patient signs the consent form,

they're guaranteed access to the full results.

Ah, I see.

Well, you know what? Better safe than sorry.

Right? - Yeah.

Absolutely, and it'll ease the patient's mind too.

Well, let me know how it turns out.

Hello, Baylin. Remember me, Maggie?

Baylin drove himself to the ED

because he feels like his heart is pounding.

I'm sorry to hear that.

You want to take a walk with me, okay?

We're going right down here to three.

Thanks, Leah.

The CIA is following me.

I think I saw one of them in the waiting area.

But I can't be sure.

He's always changing his appearance.

All right, I won't let anyone come into your room

without your permission.

Trini here

is gonna help you get situated.

Hi, Baylin.

Why don't you take a seat on the bed?

I'll grab a gown.

- Trini. - Yeah?

Baylin's a frequent flier with schizophrenia

with a complex PTSD, and psych's backed up.

Got it.

Do you mind keeping him company for a bit?

- Not at all. - Thank you.

Hi.

Hi, Sarah. This is Dr. Marcel.

- Hi. - Hey, Sarah.

Um, I see surgery on your scrubs, Dr. Marcel,

and it's making me nervous.

Well, I tend to have that effect on people.

Well, Sarah, before we go over your results,

we were gonna see if Ryan here wanted to go to the rec room.

There's all kinds of video games and snacks down there.

Yeah, that's a great idea.

Why don't you check it out, kiddo?

No, I'm staying with you.

Ryan, this is a conversation between grown-ups.

I'll be quiet. I promise.

It's just us two.

There's no keeping anything from him anyway.

Go ahead.

Okay, so I asked Dr. Marcel to consult

because your echocardiogram revealed you have a condition

called peripartum cardiomyopathy,

or PPCM.

It's often missed, because as you experienced,

it mimics the symptoms of pregnancy.

So, Ryan, it's really good that you brought your mom in today.

Great job, buddy.

That's heart disease, isn't it?

It is. Yours is a very rare form

that can occur at the end of pregnancy

or shortly after giving birth.

Now, I reviewed your echo with Dr. Asher,

and we can treat you with medicine.

Oh, thank goodness.

We will have to admit you overnight.

Wait. To the hospital?

We'll start you on medications

to help your heart function better

and get rid of any fluid that's causing discomfort.

If I'm just taking medication,

why can't I do that at home?

Well, it's recommended

that you stay in the hospital for monitoring

and so you can rest,

at least until the acute symptoms subside.

I can't.

I don't have anyone to watch Ryan, and...

I really can't afford a hospital stay right now.

I'm saving up to send Ryan to private school next year.

Speaking of, kiddo, we gotta get you to school.

Lunch period is gonna be over soon.

Mom, I don't care.

What do you mean you don't care?

This kid has perfect attendance.

And if he keeps it up,

he is gonna get an award at the end of the year.

Stop it, Mom! I don't care about the stupid award!

Hey, you don't speak to me like that.

Just get me the prescription so I can leave.

I really can't recommend that.

I understand.

Please get me the prescriptions.

I know we've had disagreements in the past

around this topic,

but this is a no-brainer.

This guy wants to be paralyzed.

How can he have decisional capacity?

Well, because like a vast majority of people with BIID,

he's aware and oriented, right?

He understands the risks of the surgery

as well as the alternatives.

You know, he's of sound mind. - Sound mind?

What about the fact that he flung himself down the stairs?

No evidence that the fall was intentional.

Come on, man. How could there not be?

Well, according to the paramedics,

there were several witnesses

who confirmed it was an accident.

Not to mention,

no history of self-harm or reckless behavior.

Actually was able to get ahold of his shrink

who assured me he never even considered

trying to paralyze himself.

Well, maybe he just never discussed it.

- Dean. - Yeah?

Even if the fall were intentional,

we still can't force a surgery on him.

No, but a court order could.

But we don't have the grounds to petition a judge, right?

Because he competent.

I don't like it either, okay?

But he has the right to refuse the surgery.

Okay, all right.

And once again, you're keeping my patients

from getting the care they need.

Hey, so what gives?

What are you talking about?

You didn't see this impromptu board meeting

added to your calendar?

I mean, do you have any idea what this is about?

I didn't even know it was happening.

Okay, well, it's an impromptu meeting

with the entire board, plus C-suite, okay?

I mean, that can't be good.

Look, I don't like being blindsided either,

but don't get all fatalistic.

Yeah, well, when I talked to Jack about it,

he wouldn't share any details, and he told me not to worry.

That makes me worry.

Well, you're in fairly regular contact

with his lawyers, aren't you?

Well, see if he has any significant filings in motion,

and I'll put a call out to George.

Maybe he has some intel.

George?

Yeah, Dr. Thomas, our newest board member.

Oh, yeah, I didn't realize

that you and George were getting so chummy.

I'll go find some other business to stick my nose into.

Red light.

Red light! The CIA's found me!

The signals are moving!

They're gonna be here any minute.

- Let's get back in bed, okay? - Oh, no.

They flash the red lights

when they got you cornered like a rat.

That's their signal to move in!

Maggie, I could use a hand.

- No, no, no, no. - Baylin.

Baylin, I need you to calm down.

Breathe. Breathe. I need you to breathe.

These light, I'm turning them off right now.

I'm turning them off. - Yeah, I'm sorry!

I have to go! - Baylin.

- Baylin. Baylin. - They're gonna kill me!

Security, stop him from leaving right now.

Page Dr. Charles.

Let me go! Let me go!

I gotta go, please.

Looks like our old buddy, Baylin,

went off his meds a couple weeks ago.

Good news: he's agreed to check into the psych ward

for a couple of days until he gets back on regimen.

Great.

So these are what set him off?

And why were they installed again?

To make patients more comfortable.

The genius of Jack Dayton. They got to go.

Mm-hmm.

Maggie, I heard what happened.

So you'll understand why I want the lights removed.

Red was a poor color choice.

I'll reprogram the lights to something more neutral tonight.

I want them gone, please, Grace.

Not reprogrammed. Just gone.

You agreed that monitoring noise levels in the ED

is important for patient care.

And I do a damn good job of it.

I'm not suggesting that you're not.

I don't need any assistance.

So good news. All your labs came back normal.

Your ESR was mildly elevated,

but that's nothing to be concerned about.

What is ESR? What does it test for?

Erythrocyte sedimentation rate.

It measures inflammatory activity in the body.

- And mine's elevated? - Mildly.

And it can be elevated for a number of reasons.

I mean, something like stubbing your toe will do it.

What if you have-- what is it called--

giant cell... - Arteritis.

Right. Would your ESR be elevated then?

Yes, but much higher than yours.

How much higher?

Off the top of my head, I believe,

typically 50 or above.

- And mine was 31. - Correct.

And you never see GCA in a patient with an ESR below 50?

There have been cases, similar ones,

but those patients all had symptoms

of the condition you do not have.

Uh, it's far more likely you have a headache disorder.

I suspect migraines or cluster headaches.

I'd like to refer you to a specialist--

Whoa, your system says here, if it is GCA,

it should be treated right away to prevent...

vision loss or a stroke?

It could be weeks before I see a specialist.

Alicia, the gold standard for diagnosing GCA

is a temporal artery biopsy.

Neurosurgeon makes an incision above your temple

and removes a piece of your blood vessel.

A surgeon?

Yes, we're talking about an actual procedure here.

But I'd be out for the whole thing.

They put me to sleep, right?

No, it's only used with light sedation

under local anesthetic.

You'd be awake the whole time.

Look, I know headaches are extremely frustrating

and you want answers, but let's start

with giving you some relief.

I'm gonna put you on triptan. It's a class of drug used--

I'm not gonna feel any relief

until I know definitively this isn't GCA.

Alicia, it's just you have so few of the symptoms--

You said misdiagnoses happen

when a patient's presentation is atypical.

I want the biopsy.

Sarah, I really wish you'd reconsider staying.

Just let me get him to school.

If I have another spell, I'll come right back.

Oh!

Wait. Did my water just break?

Let me check.

Yes, it did. Okay, it is time.

- What? But it's so early. - You're 38 weeks.

Yeah. Ryan was two weeks late.

Every baby comes on their own timeline.

Let's get you up to labor and delivery.

Wait. What about Ryan? My sister's in Michigan.

It'll take her six hours to get here.

- Mom, I want to stay with you. - No, you don't.

A delivery room is no place for an 11-year-old boy.

You'll be scarred for life. - If it's okay with Ryan,

I don't mind hanging with him here at the hospital.

I don't have anywhere to be.

No. No, I can't ask you to do that.

You didn't. I offered.

- Thank you. - Yeah.

Hey, you listen to Dr. Marcel, okay?

- Okay, ready? - Yeah.

All right, bud.

Bye.

Come on.

Dr. Archer, hi.

I know it's not my place...

But you are giving something up that you cannot get back.

I understand that.

And if you change your mind down the road--

I'm not gonna change my mind.

Hmm.

When you lose control of your bladder for the first time,

you'll feel differently.

Not to be disrespectful,

but I went over all of this with Dr. Charles,

and he was satisfied.

Because you told him what you knew he needed to hear.

- Excuse me? - Oh.

I think you knew exactly what you were doing today.

Dr. Archer,

can I get a word, please?

You think I don't know when I'm getting played by a patient?

It wasn't a comment on your skill.

Dean, what are you thinking, man?

I need to remind you of all people that bullying a patient

into a procedure might get you in real trouble?

Somebody needed to talk some sense into this...

All right, this is an unprecedented situation.

- No, it's not. - It absolutely is.

Maybe some more opinions in the mix.

Oh, you want to get another psychiatrist to weigh in?

- I think it'd be wise. - Great idea.

It would cover ourselves legally.

Whoa. You're getting loud, Doctors.

Dr. Kwon's on call.

Say hi for me.

All right, lidocaine and a gram of cefazolin, please.

Thank you.

What's that for again?

It's an antibiotic to prevent infection post-procedure.

Scalpel. All right, Alicia.

You're gonna feel a little pressure

as I make my incision, okay?

Just breathe.

- How you doing, Alicia? - Mm.

Feels a little weird, but I'm okay.

All right. Not too much longer, Alicia.

Almost to the vessel.

You're doing great.

Yeah, biopsy's nearly complete.

Dr. Halstead, I--

I can't... swallow.

Is this from the anesthesia?

No, it wouldn't affect your airway.

Maybe you're just feeling a little nervous.

Take a deep breath.

I can't. My throat is closing in.

Sats at 86%.

Epi one milligram IV. 125 solumedrol.

I can't... I can't...

Alicia, you're having an allergic reaction to something.

There were no indications in her chart, right?

None, and she didn't mention any allergies.

I need you to keep that on for me.

Where's that epi?

It's right here.

Okay, Alicia, hang on. You're gonna be okay.

You're gonna be okay.

- Hey. - Hey, I got your text.

Sarah's baby is breech? - Mm?

Just scanned her a few minutes ago.

If it were up to me, we'd proceed with a vaginal delivery

and use pipers to pull the head out.

But let me guess, Sarah wants to do a C-section

because it's safer for the baby?

But far riskier for Sarah, as you know,

given her heart condition.

I hated to pull you out of the ED,

but I could really use an extra set of hands in there.

Yeah, of course, I'll scrub and meet you in the OR.

Great.

I shouldn't have talked to her like that.

Well, the thing about moms is

they have this funny way of knowing what's in our hearts,

even when we don't say it

or if we say something we don't mean.

They know better.

Dr. Marcel,

do you think I stress my mom out?

I mean, she's always doing everything for me.

Maybe that's why she's sick.

No way.

Look, Ryan,

there's not a lot of stuff we can say

with complete certainty in medicine,

but this I can say with total confidence:

you did nothing to cause your mom's condition.

Hey, you want to get something from the gift shop there?

For your mom and baby sister?

My mom would like it

if I wrote her a card telling her I'm sorry.

Okay, then let's go.

Come on.

So turns out you're allergic to cefazolin.

It's recorded in your chart now,

but it's still something for you to be aware of.

Cefazolin. Cefazolin, cefazolin.

Can you tell me how to spell that?

Sure. Let me know when you're ready.

You know what? Never mind.

Maybe I shouldn't research everything.

Clearly it doesn't always lead to the best decisions.

Hey, absolutely nothing wrong with wanting to be informed.

You are your own best advocate.

Mm, I think-- I think my headache's gone.

The medicine's working.

- Excellent news. - Yeah.

Well, I'll let you get some rest.

Thank you, Dr. Halstead, for everything.

- Hey. - What's up?

I heard what happened. Is your patient okay?

Yeah, she's gonna be fine.

And the biopsy?

Well, pathology won't get the results for at least a day,

but Dr. Gordon said the vessel looked totally healthy.

What a waste of time and resources.

If you want to join me,

I'm planning on paying Goodwin a visit.

What do you mean? Why?

To let her know what a disaster these upgrades are

before they get past the pilot phase.

Mags, come on.

Don't you think that's overkill involving Goodwin?

Will, patient care has been compromised

on multiple fronts today. - Not intentionally.

And Grace, she's still working out the kinks.

Well, I'm not trying to sabotage Grace's efforts,

but I'm also not gonna stand by

while Dayton tries to automate us all out of a job.

Yeah?

Yeah, uh...

so Dr. Kwon agrees that Kurt has decisional capacity.

- Got it. - Yeah.

And he's signing the paperwork to leave AMA.

Appreciate the update.

So, uh...

I'm tied to a dialysis machine most nights.

And I'm currently being evaluated

for the transplant list.

- I didn't know you were... - That bad off?

Yeah, me neither.

Yeah, and once I'm on the transplant list,

I need to be within a certain radius

of the hospital at all times.

But suddenly my life and my plans

are being dictated by my health.

And so, when I see this young guy,

this picture of health,

willingly giving it up,

I made it personal,

which you already probably knew that I was doing

because you're excellent at what you do, Dan.

And I shouldn't have implied otherwise.

All right.

Hi.

Oh, hey.

Um...

Your assistant let me in. I hope you don't mind.

No, not at all, and thanks again for the flowers.

They're lovely but really quite unnecessary.

- Sure. - Thank you.

Mm-hmm.

All right.

I-I got your voicemail.

Well, you know you could've just called me.

You didn't have to make the trip over.

Yeah.

After hearing your message,

I called Jack, and I asked him

what this surprise board meeting was about.

All right.

Jack has a proposal on the table

that would drastically change...

Med's future.

Mm-hmm.

Okay.

First arm out.

Towel.

Here she comes.

And there she is.

Okay.

All right, you have a beautiful baby girl, Sarah.

She is so excited to meet her mama.

I can't find a pulse. Her heart stopped.

Pack her abdomen. I'll start compressions.

Come on, Sarah.

Stay with us.

Charge to 200.

Come on, Sarah.

Come on.

Oh, man.

How's Ryan's aunt?

She wanted to stay back in the nursery

with the baby a bit longer.

How's he doing? - Yeah.

About what you'd expect.

Oh, poor kid.

His aunt and uncle seem really great.

- Mm-hmm. - Gets along with his cousins.

Yeah, Ryan and his baby sister will be loved to pieces.

His aunt made that very clear.

Hey, walk with me.

You know you did everything you could, right?

Sarah's heart was worse off than we thought.

Nothing we could've done to change that.

Sad truth.

Only thing that would've made a difference

is if Sarah had come in earlier

when she first started experiencing symptoms.

You know, my sister, Elizabeth--Lizzy--

she, uh...

She was Ryan's age when our mom died.

I didn't know you lost your mom as a kid.

Lizzy and Matt--

that's my brother--

they had it the toughest

'cause they really remembered her.

I never got to meet her.

She died in childbirth with me.

Aortic stenosis. - Mm.

Undiagnosed.

I'm sorry to hear that.

The doctor said that he thought

she was suffering with symptoms during her pregnancy

but she just downplayed it.

Yeah, because like Sarah,

she wanted to be the best mom that she could be.

To her, that meant putting her kids first

and herself last.

Swallowing any pain or discomfort

so that she wouldn't burden her kids.

And still, to this day, I am so angry at her for it.

I'm so angry because I never got to have my mom.

I don't get to remember her.

It's okay.

It's all right.

It's okay.

Oh, hey, Lil.

Liliana.

- Oh, you're still here. - Yeah.

I was actually--I was kind of hoping that I'd catch you.

How's your day? - Fine.

You've given any more thought to Vanna's house?

Oh, yes. Maybe not the best idea.

Why? 'Cause of what I said?

You made some good points.

No.

No, I made some self-interested points.

What do you mean self-interested?

You walked in here this morning all excited

about a beautiful little house you'd found, right?

Your dream house.

And what I heard was

that maybe you were planning a future that didn't--

you know, that didn't involve me, so...

Owning my own home has been a goal for a long, long time.

And the reason that I feel ready now

to take this leap of faith is--

is really all your fault, Daniel.

Because of you,

I now know I want to put down roots in Chicago.

Despite its miserable winters.

Remember, I'm from Poland.

Yeah.

Yes, it's Sharon Goodwin.

I'd appreciate it if you could get back to me tonight,

if at all possible.

Yes, I'll be up late. Thank you.

What's going on?

We're trying to reach every member of the board

before Jack can get to them first.

He wants to convert Med into a for-profit hospital.

Turn it over to investors.

- Can he do that? - Well, he can certainly try.

He wants to put it to a board vote.

I mean, if Jack succeeds, there goes Med as we know it.

Vital services that don't generate enough income cut.

We're gonna have to discharge patients that can't pay.

Yeah, I know. That's why we're doing everything we can

to make sure he does not succeed.

Look, I need to make this next call.

Did you need something? - Oh, no.

No, it can wait. - You sure?

- Yeah. - All right.

Hello?

Hey. Thanks for meeting me.

Of course.

Rough day?

Yeah, rough day.

What's going on?

I...

I need to tell you something.

Okay.

It's about your dad.

And he can't know that you learned this from me, but...

Look, if it was my parent, I'd want to know, so...

What is it?

Hannah, please.

His health is getting worse.