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My name is Christy Lam. I'm 29.

People say 30 is a threshold for women.

But at 29, I have a great job,

and a long-term relationship

with a boyfriend who still cares.

I try my best at everything

and plan for the future.

Everything is moving in the right direction.

Thirty.

What's so scary about that?

March, 2005

6:30 a.m.

Wake up, get up, and pee.

March, 2005

Toothpaste, cleanser, toner.

Mirror check. Skin check.

Circles got darker, skin got drier!

Pore serum, moisture serum, eye serum, whitening serum,

eye cream, face cream, base cream.

Cheeks, forehead, nose, chin. All over the face.

30 on the left, 30 on the right.

SPF 240.

Rub, rub, and rub.

A hundred percent...

not ready for work.

6:55 a.m.

Time to get dressed.

I've worn this. Someone already wore that.

This one's old, this one's ripped.

There's a meeting I cannot skip!

3 proposals to prepare, 9 reports to write,

16 emails to read, 26 emails to reply.

A hundred reasons...

not to go to work.

7:13 a.m. Time for breakfast.

Hi-calcium skimmed milk. 80 calories. 40 gram of plain cornflakes.

228 calories in total.

Seventy percent full.

My reward...

One slice of toast. No butter, no jam.

Only 104 calories.

Half liter of plain water.

Lingzhi, vitamin E,

vitamin C, bilberry, fat burner.

Done in a minute.

Not ready for work at this minute.

7:42 a.m. Time for makeup.

Foundation, powder, eyebrows, eyeshadow, blusher,

eyeliner, mascara, lipstick, lip gloss, perfume.

Earrings, necklace, watch, and ring.

Check the nails. Check the stockings.

8:02 a.m.

I'm so ready for work.

What?

Why am I always so rushed?

Why does something always come up?

Here's life's biggest irony.

You may want to do a lot of things,

yet there's far more you haven't done, but have to do.

The worst thing is that time seems to only move faster!

In no time,

it'll be my birthday.

In one month's time, I'll be thir...

Mr. Leung.

Good morning!

Why are the elevators always out?

Tell me about it.

Also, the water's leaking through my bedroom wall again.

All my handbags are wet.

Can you send someone to fix it?

Sure.

Just have it fixed

and I'll deduct the cost from your rent, okay?

Okay. I'm in a hurry.

-Let's talk later. -Sure.

-Mr. Leung? -Yes?

Are you okay?

I'm fine.

I was already on the first floor when I realized I forgot my wallet.

Just catching my breath before going back up.

-See you. -Okay.

Thank you.

What luck.

Christy Lam?

-Mr. Sihn? -Hello!

You still remember me?

It has been a while.

Back then,

I was your substitute Economics teacher for a year, right?

Right, you still look the same

-as before. -But you've changed a lot.

I only recognized you by your voice.

Going to work?

I guess so.

-What do you do? -Marketing.

-Your own business? -No, just an employee.

Employee...

When in the 90s did you graduate?

Ninety...

-1994. -1994!

Doesn't that make you 30?

Or is it 30 something?

-More or less. -Right.

I'm so chatty, I nearly forgot my card.

-Here you go. -Okay.

-You're not teaching anymore? -No.

I work at AYA.

Teaching money management beats teaching Economics.

Are you interested in retirement funds?

-That early? -Early?

-Are you married? -No.

-Have you bought a flat? -No.

You're in big trouble!

Look, seriously.

Women.

The older they grow,

the less they can get.

The curve just drops right down.

You've learned it. It's "the law of demand."

But no need to memorize that. It's useless.

I mean it. Women need to plan for their future.

So take my advice and call me. What a coincidence.

I happen to have a plan right here.

This one is very good for women.

It's designed for those who are single,

unmarried, or can't marry.

You're protected until you're 80.

Have a look. I don't mean it's for you,

but take one as a reference.

-Call me if you have questions. -Sure.

Since I taught you before,

you get a five percent discount.

-Only from me. -Can I have one?

Thank you!

Call me. My card's attached.

I'd like one too.

Call me. My name is Dickson.

-Okay. -Excuse me.

-Yes? -I'd like one for my sister.

-Thanks. -Anyone else wants one?

-I want one! -Here you go.

-Look it over. Take your time. -I want one too.

Could you pass that to the back?

Regarding next month's Diamond Caviar Serum campaign...

Jennifer is confirmed

for another TV show...

We'll do a big press launch in April.

Ken.

The mood board you handed in.

What do you think about it?

I tried my best.

It'll be a waste of effort if your best isn't good enough.

I'd rather you say you threw it together.

Do you want to work on it again or never work again?

-I'll do it again. -Good.

Another thing,

the cologne you've been using doesn't suit you.

Okay.

-Iris. -Yes.

Anything from the agency? Did they submit the budget?

What? But the deadline's today.

Why is it always so last-minute?

Tell them

it must be in before the deadline next time.

Okay.

Work means more than taking orders.

That's useless.

-Understood. -Understood.

It's normal that bosses find workers slow or lacking.

Just as I've never heard a boss tell a worker,

"Wow. Better than I could've done."

Elaine may be a bit much to take in,

but she truly is a smart and capable boss.

Especially once you learn that this woman, on her own,

built the La Casa brand from nothing,

you'd know she should not be taken lightly.

Don't you think she looks cool?

My heart goes racing even when she yells at me.

Can you imagine that at such a big company,

the boss insists on keeping the keys herself

to open and lock up.

Elaine is always the first to arrive

and the last one to leave

-Elaine. -which also means she is indispensable.

-Bye. -Bye.

I think being a successful boss means your standards for others

are the ones you've already met yourself.

Right, one more thing.

I have an announcement to make.

Christy will be La Casa's

new regional marketing director

and will share some of my workload.

Let me remind you.

Things will move very quickly this year.

I hope that each and every one of you can speed up the pace.

-Okay? -Okay.

All right, that's all for this morning.

-Okay. -Okay.

What's wrong? You think you're not up to it?

Why do you look so worried?

I'm not.

Being a successful woman isn't easy.

If you want to be as successful as I am,

that's even harder.

But I think you have potential.

How old are you?

-29. -Good!

Saturn cycle.

What does that mean?

Never heard of it?

It took Saturn 30 years

to orbit around the sun.

When a person reaches this age,

they become affected by it.

You'll realize

the many changes and challenges in life.

I think this will be your challenge at 30.

Seize this opportunity.

The road ahead will be much smoother with my guidance.

But you'll have to walk faster.

Soon, I'll be meeting a lot with Jeff Lee,

setting up the new office.

So for this one,

I leave it to you.

Wow, that's amazing.

-Sure, I bought this ticket just now. -Right.

She even handed over the keys?

Not sure if I should congratulate or pray for you.

It's just another added responsibility.

Then I hope she doesn't promote me.

I wouldn't mind if she gets mad at me.

It's her own company after all.

I have an herbalist appointment at five.

If she asks, just say I'm meeting a client.

Again? Are you okay?

Just taking care of myself.

I want to have a baby next year.

Right, do you go to an herbalist regularly?

You'd better start taking herbal medicine.

I haven't even thought about marriage or kids.

Of course I'm not talking about those.

I'm talking about your promotion!

These keys come with great responsibility.

Christy Lam,

you're now officially my No. 2 idol.

I really like powerful women.

Excuse me.

Where is Elaine's office?

Hello, Jeff?

Got it, thank you.

Sorry, I'm late.

Jeff Lee just spoke to me!

He hugged my woman!

Gosh, I'd be his fourth wife

if he wanted me to.

I'd change my last name if Elaine wanted me to.

Christy, come join us.

Okay.

Forget it.

Her love circuits are fried and she doesn't rely on men.

Not true.

She still needs a man for the merger.

Hey.

Women don't have to depend on men.

Have you thought this through?

What are you saying? The invites are already out.

I mean aren't you getting married too soon?

No. I've wanted marriage for a long time.

She's saying six months with Jason is too short.

This time, you got it.

You can have standards.

If you were like her, that would be different.

It's not her thinking she can't be picky.

It's her guy who knows he can be.

Match or no match, she should snap him up.

Marry, pop one out, then you're done.

I ought to be free again

-by 35 or 36. -That's true.

Fine, then you better quit smiling.

or you'll get more wrinkles.

By 36, you won't be attracting any men.

No way. Where? Are they worse?

Don't worry. I'm doing a great skin-firming treatment.

-Want to try? -Sure!

-I want to try too. -Have you ever done one before?

What? I started a course last month that costs over 30,000 dollars!

-30,000? -30,000?

-You got fooled! -To remove freckles!

What freckles?

If I were you, I'd spend that on getting my legs longer.

-Fix yourself up. -It's a scam!

-Christy's finally here. -I'm sorry that I'm late.

-We expected it. -Christy.

Do you have that serum you mentioned last time?

They said my wrinkles got deeper.

-Smile. Let's see. -No way.

Yes, don't ever smile again.

Get surgery.

No way! What if my two sons don't recognize me afterwards?

They'll think you're the stepmother. All set!

Guess who I ran into the other day?

-Who? -Who?

"Chicken" Sihn!

-"Chicken" Sihn? -"Chicken" Sihn?

His face looks the same,

but now he sells insurance.

That's lucky, you running into him.

Tomato had a crush on him back then.

Come on.

-That's why he only remembers you! -Right!

So sweet!

Since you're finally here, I can hand out invitations.

This is yours. Please mark your calendar.

-Congratulations. -That's great.

-Congratulations! -Congratulations!

Do people handing out invites ever consider

who actually likes eating cakes?

I sell skincare.

So ladies, instead of inserting a cake voucher next time,

try giving

a paper mask?

Using a mask to look pretty for your wedding

is easily better than eating a dozen cakes before, no?

I have something for you.

-Gosh, -Yes!

-Wow! -You got some good stuff again!

-It's really good. -It's the really moisturizing kind.

These are what Doris asked for last time.

So many gifts for us.

-And these are for Tina. -Thank you.

This is the most important one.

Diamond caviar serum, formulated for mature skin.

Mature skin? That's for you!

-I want that one! -What mature skin?

What does that have to do with us?

-Happy birthday to you -Happy birthday to you

No!

First off, I told myself

I wouldn't celebrate any birthday from 30 onwards.

Then you have it written so big. Are you afraid I'd forget?

But we bought you a birthday present.

-Happy birthday! -Happy birthday!

Thank you! It's so big. What is it?

Wong Kar-wai's movie poster.

It's an autographed copy.

I saw it today at a record store.

You know me so well. Thank you!

So, what do we do about the cake?

Maybe we use it to celebrate

Christy's birthday next month?

That works!

Or we use it

to celebrate a "happy day."

Wouldn't that be better?

-What? -That's cool.

-Happy every day to me -Happy every day to me

Should we be planning the next stop?

-I'm in. -Okay.

I'm going home to take care of the kids.

You don't get thirsty after dinner?

Isn't she cold? Getting sick is painful.

Is that a friend of yours?

Not yet, but soon.

Like I always say,

I hit the bars to see

-and to be seen. -And to be seen.

Exactly!

Can you really find a husband here?

She's not here for a husband.

Hey, I met Jason in a bar.

Did you invite Ho Fai?

Does he even know you'll get married?

Hey!

You think I don't want to marry Ho Fai?

I wanted to be his wife!

I knew you couldn't let go so soon.

-Six years... -Seven and a half years!

He's still headed nowhere.

He deserved to get dumped.

He deserved it!

So you still think about him.

I don't!

We're 30. How much time do we have left?

You girls hurry up and find good ones.

I want to be your married bridesmaid.

Wait! I'm definitely not next.

Christy, when are you and Tsz-Ho getting married?

Not so soon.

Come on, you're taking longer than me and Ho Fai.

Didn't you know? It's hitch or get ditched.

Please. Don't work so hard.

It never works out for overly capable women.

Well, not exactly.

Look how incompetent this one is,

but she's definitely not going to end well.

-Come on! -Poor girl.

Actually, I have something to share.

What I want to say is...

I'm not...

a virgin anymore!

-Really? -Really?

Congratulations!

-Cheers! -Cheers!

-Have you broken up yet? -No!

We're still dating,

but it doesn't seem like we're a couple.

-He has a wife? -What?

Actually, I don't know. He doesn't talk much.

But whenever he wants it,

then we'll, you know...

Then you're just his sex toy!

-How long? -Around six months.

Please, don't be so stupid.

You're 30, not a little girl anymore!

Like Doris said, women don't have much time.

Tell him to marry you.

You're out of your mind!

Do you think everyone's like you?

Just marry and be a happy housewife?

Tomato is different.

She should grab every chance she has.

Remember to protect yourself,

got it?

-Let's have a toast! -I'll drink to that.

-Cheers. -To a good time!

Sun, could you stop at Conduit Road before North Point?

Sure.

Mr. Yeung is on a business trip again?

Yes, he has meetings in Singapore.

I see.

You've known him long?

I book his taxi all the time. You're okay?

Yes.

Sometimes, it feels hard talking to Tina and them,

so I'd rather go home earlier.

We all do have different lives,

but remaining friends for ten years is quite special.

You know what?

Last week, out on the street,

I saw Doris's man holding another woman.

-Shouldn't you have mentioned it? -Of course not.

She's getting married, so what's the point?

Let's say you have a baby in a few years.

That child will mean everything, even more than your husband.

So if you ever see my husband with another girl,

don't you dare tell me. I'd rather not know.

-We are here. -Okay.

-Thank you. Bye. -Bye.

Ms. Lam, should I wait for you

to feed the cat, then take you back?

Sure. Thank you, Sun.

No problem.

-Sun. -Yes?

I have some furniture, still quite new.

Would you be interested?

My place isn't very big,

but thank you, Ms. Lam.

So why get rid of good furniture?

I've been thinking about replacing them.

You young people really like tossing things out.

Us older types? Even one pair of shoes,

we'd fix them three times before throwing them out.

-You're exaggerating, right? -I mean it.

The other day, the TV broke.

The very next day, my son bought a new one,

then threw out the old one!

Replacing is faster than repairing.

People these days don't fix things, do they?

Mui,

dinner's ready.

Hello?

Hello?

When are you coming back for dinner?

The fish is getting cold!

What? It's already past 11?

Hey!

-Christy? -It's dangerous for a young lady

-Your dad's Alzheimer's is getting worse. -to be out so late!

-Gosh. -He keeps saying to wait

-for dinner. -It's late!

Has he seen the doctor?

It's booked. That's how old people are.

Always babbling.

But give him credit.

He may have forgotten everything,

but not your phone number.

Mom, I got promoted.

What? So, even more work?

Whenever you want some soup, let me know.

I'll make some and bring it to your place.

That's too much trouble.

You're still out?

I'm heading home now.

Don't you dare take a taxi.

It's very dangerous.

I'm taking the bus.

Okay, I have to go. Bye.

Okay, bye.

Ms. Lam,

so what I was saying before,

what I really meant was that

young people just drop their problems.

They feel it's easier than solving them. Right?

I guess so.

But being a manager

means learning how to solve them.

-Hello? -Hey.

-Are you home? -Just arrived.

Have you fed Mui? Did she eat?

-She scratched me. -Are you okay?

I think you two still can't live together.

Living with her never occurred to me.

What's wrong?

Nothing.

Okay, good.

That's all. Get some sleep.

Hey!

Did I tell you that Doris is getting married?

Didn't she just break up?

-She's with someone else. -So soon?

Then you'll surely be her maid of honor.

I've done that three times already.

Exactly.

You're so experienced, why not you?

They say doing that more than three times

means you'll never get married.

Do you want to get married?

I've got to go. I woke up at six this morning.

I have a meeting tomorrow. Good night.

Hey, how about we talk a while longer?

Sure.

How about we take a trip after next month?

Sure.

How about I get a different car?

Sure.

How about we spend more time together?

Sure.

How about we visit Japan?

Sure.

How about you tell me more about yourself?

Sure.

How about I go to bed first?

Sure.

How about we talk more often?

Sure.

Sure.

Sure...

Mr. Leung?

Ms. Lam, you're finally home.

-You're looking for me? -Yes.

That leak you mentioned a couple of days ago.

I came to see what can be done about it.

Great, I haven't had time to deal with it.

Okay.

Are you sending out wedding invitations?

Those aren't mine.

Do you want some cake vouchers? I'll give you some.

-I don't like cakes. -That sounds great.

My wife really likes those Swiss rolls.

How have you been lately? Busy?

-When am I not? -Being busy is good.

It means earning more.

You've been with Mr. Yeung for a long time, right?

Yes.

Then it's about time to get married.

Once you're married, you can live together.

Stop paying rent for two places.

It's no good.

I haven't considered living with someone else.

Plus my boyfriend's place is such a mess.

I can't stand that.

It takes time to get used to it.

The partitioning in this place is really great.

Right here.

That's what you meant.

Jeez.

This is bad, really bad.

Right. And if it rains, then what?

This is awful. You can't live like this.

I think it needs some major repairs.

It wouldn't be enough.

Why don't you just move?

You really want me to move out?

The thing is...

Well, my wife,

she ran into a buyer yesterday.

He was so nice

and he made my wife a great offer.

So my wife, well, she's nice too.

She couldn't resist and sold our flat.

-What luck. -So lucky

that she even sold your flat.

-What? -Yes.

And the new owner wants to combine them.

You know how my wife is.

It's hard to sway her once she agrees to something.

-Right? -So now what?

So what I wanted to say was would it be a problem

if you don't have a month's notice?

But that's not the biggest problem.

The biggest problem is the leak. That's trouble.

The elevators always break down. More trouble.

And this building.

Its feng shui is mediocre. That's also trouble.

How about you live with your boyfriend?

I don't want to live together.

But it's about time to get married.

That's not even a three-week process!

Of course it's not a three-week thing. It's a lifelong...

Hello?

Yes, I told her.

I'll be right back.

Hong Kong people are always in a rush.

I know it's short notice,

but I think you'll find a place,

maybe better than this one.

If you can't, I can recommend a leasing agent.

And your cake vouchers. You have a lot out here.

My wife, she really likes those Swiss rolls,

so I'll just take a few, okay?

When you get married, remember to send an invite!

Drinks are here!

-Red bean slush. -Awesome!

Where's Iris?

She went to...

To check the sponsor's dress.

Which shop? Or is she off to the herbalist again?

-I don't know. -Then call and ask her.

-Okay. -Hey.

By the way,

I saw a very handsome guy nearby a few days ago.

-Is he half as handsome as me? -You're no competition for him.

-What are you talking about? -Nothing, really.

-"Nothing" sounds pretty funny. -Well...

She said the guy selling noodles looks really hot.

Yes. He's like a young Stephen Fung!

-Yes. -Really? Young Stephen Fung?

Joanne, don't you think the air conditioning in here is too cold?

What? But I feel hot.

Is she just naturally hot or am I just naturally cold?

Or are all the vents only pointing at me?

I used to hate things wrapped around my neck,

but now I'm worried about catching a cold.

Back then, I always had red bean slushies with them,

but now I only drink red date tea?

Christy.

We got an extra tea set. Do you want it?

-What's in it? -French toast.

No, thanks.

I have crackers.

These girls you can't communicate with,

the ones on the wrong channel,

we have a term for them...

Little jezebels!

I want something light-colored.

Whatever clothes you use, as long as it looks clean.

-Okay. -I know, I have those.

Also, he's not free on that day.

If we want him to do it, he wants more money.

-More money? -The makeup artist is a no-go.

-Perhaps we can decide on... -We can recalculate the budget.

-I think I should be okay. -Actually...

-Hello? -We're waiting for you for dinner!

Your mom finished cooking a while ago.

Dad, I'm in a meeting.

Stop calling.

I never said I'd be back for dinner.

But you said you would!

I need to go.

-This color is too bright. -I agree.

-Try that again. -Ask someone else if it doesn't work.

-Where were we? About the makeup artist? -About KC...

If that venue doesn't work, find another!

Call them now!

Stop telling me it's 9:30!

Just have the list ready when I'm back, okay?

You shouldn't have come if you're still busy.

-I have a morning flight anyway. -What does that mean?

I mean could you not bring your work problems here?

Don't you get that I came over without finishing work

precisely because you're leaving in the morning?

I still have things to do.

My team is working overtime,

yet I ran over to help my boyfriend pack.

You're not helping me pack.

You're using my home as your office.

I don't mind if you're busy, but you don't have to show that to me.

I am very busy! But I didn't ask for it!

The event was suddenly rescheduled, I'm getting kicked out of my house,

-but my boyfriend doesn't care! -I asked you to move in,

-but you insist on living alone. -Okay, fine!

I'll handle it myself.

You think you can handle everything yourself.

So independent! So capable!

That's right! I know you don't like that!

So I couldn't tell you I got promoted!

Well, I had no idea. Congratulations!

How about some applause for you?

I work hard to earn more money.

Because I really can't stand your lifestyle!

I hope that once we are married,

I could at least afford a maid to tidy the house.

I'm really sorry.

So all your effort was to pay someone to do my chores.

So let's not get married. You rejected before anyway.

I turned you down because I felt you weren't ready.

Your demands are so high, I'd never be ready.

Yeung Tsz-Ho, say that one more time.

I'm not your underling. Don't give me orders.

What about the questions I mentioned before?

-The dresses are ready. -They are ready.

-Here. -Do I always have to push

before you get started?

Leaving in the morning for three weeks.

Let's both calm down. Take care, Tsz-Ho.

Our problem with the payout is we don't have enough funding.

So we must find a time

-and book it right now. -Okay.

Dinner with Tina!

End of rental contract!

Hello?

Hey, if I say I need a place to live within a week,

do you know anyone?

That urgent? No, I don't.

I'm screwed.

I have to move out, but I don't have the time.

Can I stay with you, just for now?

No.

Why don't you stay with Tsz-Ho?

I can't stand his cat.

The landlord actually found me a place.

He said it's his nephew's friend's...

Well, I'm still thinking it over.

Ms. Lam, your change.

-Thank you, Sun. -No problem. Here you go.

Need help with the luggage?

No, thanks. I'm okay.

Well then, take care.

-Bye! -Bye!

Make yourself at home!

Play all the records you want.

-Okay, it's rolling. -Wait!

Okay!

Hi! Nice to meet you.

You don't know me, but I still wanted to say hello.

My name is Wong Tin-lok.

You must be Cheung Hon-ming's uncle's friend.

Welcome to my home!

Actually, right now, I am so excited!

Let me tell you why.

I am going on a trip tonight!

Guess where I'm headed.

Have you listened to "Starting from Zero"?

Do you know a movie called Sunset in Paris?

Do you remember him?

That's right!

Tonight, I'm flying out to Paris!

I sound like a country bumpkin, don't I?

Actually, I did travel when I was younger.

Mom and I visited places like Seven Star Crags, Xiangmi Lake,

and Sharp Island.

But all these places can be reached

by bus or train.

So tonight, it'll be my first time going by plane!

And I'm traveling on my own!

Wait, no. I have him.

He's Siu Ming!

Hello, I'm Siu Ming!

Siu Ming will be going to Paris with me!

Anyway, make yourself at home.

These apples are for you.

And this is the wardrobe.

I've made some space for you to store your own stuff.

Help yourself.

Over here are lots of records and videotapes.

And this one is Sunset in Paris!

The red ones are Leslie Cheung's. The black ones are not.

Let me introduce these two.

This one's Maggie.

This one's Cherry.

Please remember to feed them.

You must, must remember to feed them.

Yes, with these.

I hope to meet you once I'm back from Paris!

Enjoy your month here, bye!

Wait. Come here, Cheung Hon-ming.

-Me? -Come on!

Be quick!

-Bye! -Bye!

"Wong Tin-lok's autobiographical diary

I, Wong Tin-lok,

on the April 3rd, 1975..."

Wow, what a coincidence.

"Was born at Kwong Wah Hospital.

Mom told me

Dad did not witness my birth

because he was busy playing mahjong.

Whenever Mom brings this up, she gets very mad.

That is the only thing I know

about the day of my birth."

"January 28th, 2005. Overcast.

My first concert."

"I went to the Coliseum today.

The first time I came here

was September 20th, 1991.

That was the first time I saw a concert there.

I remember our group of high school classmates

standing way back, holding up our hands,

and singing out "Goodbye, Dreams."

Our school and teachers

never asked what our dreams were.

At most, they had us write about our aspirations.

How are "dreams" and "aspirations"

any different?

In sixth grade,

I wrote that I aspired to be the president of a fan club.

The teacher said it was not a profession

and told me to write it again.

I wonder how many were smart enough now to be doing

what they wrote in their aspirations' essays then.

As for me, I'm 29 this year.

I've been a salesperson at a record store for ten years.

Is it time to think about what my dreams are?"

Excuse me.

Do you have the album Words for My Beloved?

The original vinyl records are out of stock,

but I think we have last year's CD remake.

Do you want it?

Remake?

-Yes. -Is it by Cecilia Cheung?

Hers was a cover.

The original singer was Kinko Cheung. Here.

All the songs here are remixed versions. They are classics.

I don't recognize them.

Actually, you'd definitely know the guy doing the monologue.

-Boss! -Yes?

Hi.

The dad from Sunshine Heartbeat!

What?

-Hello. -Hello.

-Can I take a photo with you? -Sure.

-I thought you only did TV shows. -Really?

Haven't you heard of the movie The Yuppie Fantasia?

He was Leung Foon.

I haven't heard of it.

It's okay. Let's take a picture.

Could you...

-Sure. -This one, right?

No, that one.

One, two, three.

Thank you.

Thank you.

Let me give this back to you. Thank you.

-Bye. -Bye.

Hey, boss! Don't be sad!

At least she knew you from Sunshine Heartbeat.

Teenagers shouldn't recognize me.

-Right. -Do you know Ho Fei-fan?

-No, who's that? -A famous singer.

-Famous singer? -In Cantonese opera.

Boss, can you handle everything once I'm gone?

Why couldn't I?

Will you hire someone?

No.

How are you going to do it yourself?

I'll just come watch the place more often.

Speaking of that,

when you said you're leaving, I wanted to celebrate.

What?

Like it's any good to stay cooped up in here.

Of course you should go see the world.

I figure it's my fault.

I spoiled you and gave you a harbor.

Go. Get as far away as you can.

Right. I think the same too.

When you've gone until you don't know where to go,

beg me for a job.

I will keep this place open. No matter what.

What is it?

What's this look for?

Gratitude? Hang on.

Let's capture that look. Come on.

My souvenir.

I'll put it right here.

Thank you, boss.

I worked at Dan's for ten years.

Besides being my boss,

he is almost like family.

As for my other family member,

he is also my best friend in the whole world.

He is Cheung Hon-ming.

-Hey! -You scared me!

-Daydreaming? -No.

-Need an ambulance? -Hey, why aren't you at work?

I got off early.

For you.

-You bought this? -I made it!

-Made? -Made a fool of you!

I knew it. Thanks.

-Hey. -Hey, boss.

-I have something nice. Check it out. -Wow, it's Star Wars.

-It's cool! -Yes!

Is it for your son?

Hey!

He's not into this kind of thing. It's mine!

-Have you eaten? -I'm having rice pudding today.

Is that it? Are you dieting again?

This isn't for your lunch, okay?

I'm not dieting. I'm just not hungry yet.

Just don't.

You know last time, when you lost 20 pounds?

That put you in the hospital. It scared me to death!

-That was years ago! -No.

As long

as you don't do it again. This is your best look, right now.

Cheung Hon-ming, are you free this Sunday?

Depends what's up.

What, is it your birthday already?

Today's March 3rd. Hey, exactly one more month.

Actually, I want to take some pictures. Can you come with me?

-So this is why you're on a diet! -No!

-Wait, don't move! -What?

It's a "Yes Card" machine!

Do you have a dollar?

I love Jimmy Lin! But I only got his card once!

Wong Tin-lok!

What's up?

Just thinking how lucky we are,

running into the old tofu pudding guy.

Because who knows if I'll be able to have it again.

If you like it, you can go somewhere else.

Hey, it's different. His tofu brings back memories.

What?

Your mom's rice pudding is what I remember best.

-Why? -Because whenever I came over,

she'd ask if I wanted any.

Because I like it,

so she always makes it.

If not for her,

I wouldn't have had such good rice pudding,

and with so many red beans.

Obviously she didn't pass that on to me.

I can't even cook.

You got something else from her.

Happiness.

Freedom from worry, that's worth a lot.

It's easy. I'll show you.

-Follow my lead. -Okay.

One, two, three.

Your turn.

-You count. -One, two, three.

-Together. -Sure.

Make the sound.

One, two, three.

I think it's what I'm best at,

smiling at everything first.

When you're frustrated, frowning doesn't help.

Mom taught me that.

Because she loved you.

All of us envied you.

Who wasn't beaten by their dads?

That's how I got spoiled.

I remember when Mom was in the hospital,

I didn't even know where she kept the broom at home.

And I had to visit her every day after school.

Uncle, how's my dad?

Your dad went to the butcher shop this morning.

The floor was slippery. He fell and hit his head.

Neighbors called an ambulance.

-He's in surgery? -Yes.

-Christy. -Hi.

-Hi. -Hello.

-Hi, Alan. -How are you?

Hi.

What happened?

The dress was sent earlier and she said it's okay.

I'm sorry.

Jennifer has been very busy lately,

so she's not in such a good mood.

-Okay, understood. -But she'll be fine in a minute!

Hello, Jennifer. I'm Christy.

I've been in contact with your management.

Where's Elaine?

Elaine is out for business, so I'm handling today's event.

So that's why you're late.

Sorry.

Do you think I'd wear that dress?

We went through your management about it before

and they approved it.

But I don't want to wear it today.

I'm in a really bad mood today.

It's better to cancel the event.

There's nothing we can't fix.

We've already sent someone to find other dresses.

I know.

Since it's your company,

you can waste your company's time.

But my time is valuable.

I have a lot of jobs. I had a shoot last night until 4 a.m.

I only had two hours of sleep,

then a photo shoot, then a dance rehearsal.

-You understand? -Yes.

My time is valuable!

I didn't save it for you layabouts!

It's off!

You're not the only one whose time is precious!

Did you ever stop to consider our team?

How many nights they pulled for this event?

All because you suddenly wanted to reschedule!

All because you wanted time off!

We personally called every guest here

to change the date and time.

Right now, my dad is at the hospital,

having brain surgery!

I rushed here to fix problems,

not to watch you throw a fit.

I'd say you're the one wasting my time, you witch!

There are truly all kinds of people in this world,

so you can't expect everyone to do what you want.

That's why work isn't about earning money.

It's about earning respect.

Jennifer, I'm so sorry.

I remember you always say that.

Please stay for a bit longer.

The dresses will be here soon.

Excuse me, the dresses are here.

-They're here. -Sorry.

Why not try them on first?

But you may not want everyone's respect.

That's when you might feel

that work is about paying rent and making a living.

Right, I moved recently.

The landlord sold my house.

Fortunately, he found me a place to stay for now.

Right.

You haven't even been to my old place.

Once you're out, come help me look around, okay?

I forgot to bring my phone today.

I realized it when I tried to call Mom.

So I used a payphone.

Only when the coin was in did I realize

that I had forgotten the home number.

Isn't that funny?

I know.

You'll say I'm careless and forgetful.

Mom said you're becoming more forgetful too.

I found a bunch of old photos

when I was moving.

I think I remember some of them, but you might not.

Do you think that's possible?

I still remember

your hands

were so big.

You loved to wrap your hands around mine

and take me everywhere.

-Sweetie, do you remember? -Do you remember

-I used to hold your hands. -how you used to hold my hands?

-and we'd have milk tea and egg tarts -and we'd have milk tea and egg tarts

-at Wah Nam. -at Wah Nam.

Do you remember

-when a cockroach ran up my leg? -Once, a cockroach ran up your leg.

I was so scared!

Remember Uncle Kuen? The talkative cashier?

He's retired too.

You were so young, I bet you don't remember him.

I just remember that every Sunday,

after finishing milk tea, we'd go to the movies.

Those old theaters are all gone now.

We'd watch three movies in one day, remember?

Every time the gunfire started,

you'd be so scared and dump your popcorn everywhere!

Then we met your aunt's family at the restaurant.

You really love pickled cabbage with pork.

I remember.

And I'd always have two bowls of rice.

That dish was so fulfilling.

I still remember

how we'd go to Penfold Park on holidays.

You always put your hands in the water.

I said, "Don't, the water's dirty."

But you never listened.

Do you remember

how you loved

taking the bullet lift at the Sheraton?

It scared you, but you had to ride it.

We took it ten times, going up and down.

Why don't we go there again sometime?

There's a delicious Shanghainese place

in Causeway Bay.

You have to go try it.

Or would you rather watch a movie?

But there aren't any huge theaters around anymore.

I haven't gone for a walk with you for a long time.

How about you tell me where you want to go?

Dad.

In two weeks, it'll be my birthday.

It has been ages since we've eaten together, just us two.

This year, why don't we go to your favorite, Tai Wing Wah,

and have their lard rice?

And Mom's favorite, five-spice chicken.

Okay?

Sure, whatever you like.

We'll go on your day off.

Also, 623-613.

That's our old home number, six digits.

And Grandma's home number?

4934-919.

Seven digits, you remember that, right?

3218-228 to order rice.

Your current number,

9734-0906, eight digits.

I remember that too.

Do you think it's a lot of pressure?

I just need some time to sort out my future.

I thought you knew what you wanted?

I thought so too.

You did very well. Really.

If you relax a little, you'd do even better.

Elaine, can I ask you something?

Do you feel you know what is the point of life?

Success? Does success bring happiness?

Success is only a result.

When I was young, my grades were terrible

because I always skipped classes to play.

Then when grades were handed out,

those who studied hard often panicked.

On the contrary, I was the most relaxed one

because I knew

there was no way mine were good.

Then at 18, while dating this one guy,

I didn't care what my parents said.

I took off to Spain with him.

At the time, I thought

I was already showing my best side.

Who would've thought that

suddenly that wasn't what I really wanted.

So you chose work over relationship?

You're right. It's a choice.

Everyone has their own priorities.

When there is a choice, there is a price.

Most importantly is that once you've chosen,

you put your all to follow through with it.

I understand, but sometimes you're so busy

that you forget what you first wanted.

I'm the kind of woman

who puts everything into whatever I do.

If I try my best,

I won't regret or complain

no matter what the outcome is.

That makes my life both happier and simpler.

People don't realize until they're much older

that experience is very precious.

I didn't return to Hong Kong until I was 30.

It was only through that decision that La Casa exists.

Let me tell you,

my second Saturn cycle is coming.

I'm still going through all kinds of experiences.

But from the first cycle to this one,

I haven't regretted a thing.

Christy, I won't ask you to stay.

Because it's your own choice.

I will find someone to pick after the work you have,

okay?

Okay.

All my life,

I thought I was independent.

When Dad passed away,

Mom moved back to China

and stopped calling so often.

My boyfriend took a trip and is not beside me

and I quit my job.

Then I realize I've always been very dependent.

I always depended on work,

depended on eating with friends after work,

depended on sleep

when there was nothing else.

Once you realize there's nothing to do,

you really won't know what to do with yourself.

Or maybe I just don't know how to be alone?

Wong Tin-lok.

When you're home alone,

what things would you do?

Write your diary, eat apples,

take pictures,

or talk to yourself?

What is it you do

when you're alone?

February 14th, 2005.

Clear skies.

Good morning, Cherry!

You've been living with Maggie for so long.

Are you two even friends?

Will you eventually develop feelings?

Gosh! It's Valentine's Day today!

How about I tell you about my first love?

It's so romantic!

"My First Love."

"I was in eighth grade.

I had to take the train to school every morning.

It was here, on this platform, that we first met.

The first time I saw him,

he was wearing a green school jacket,

holding a Chinese textbook.

I remember,

I fell in love with him at first sight!

Because he looked like

the first guy I ever idolized.

Cheung...

Kwok-keung!

At 6:58 a.m. every morning,

he would stand at the same spot and wait for the train.

But back then,

I didn't have the guts to go say hi.

So I'd stare at him from afar.

That's why I remember how he looked from behind..."

Excuse me.

Were you a student at Wah Yan?

Yes.

Have you lived in Fo Tan since you were a kid?

And in high school, I mean, in tenth grade,

you carried a dark blue LeSportsac backpack?

Around 6:58 a.m. every morning,

you'd come from the third escalator

and wait here for the train.

But you changed schools in twelfth grade,

and then stopped taking the train to school.

Yes. What is it?

Cheung Kwok-keung!

It's really you!

I don't mean anything.

It's just that I recognized you.

The first time I saw you was December 5th, 1988.

It was a Monday!

After that, I'd see you waiting here every morning,

and I was never late for school again.

You still remember things from ten years ago?

Because I like...

to write in my diary.

Yes, that's why I remember.

Can we take a photo together?

I think...

I'd better not.

No problem.

Actually, just seeing him here again today

makes me feel so happy, like it was fate.

I still remember back in twelfth grade,

I heard this song on the radio one day.

I felt like Wong Ka-kui wrote it just for me!

Hi.

Silly girl.

It smells good. Are you cooking?

This place is pretty cute.

That's perseverance, sticking each one on like that.

You managed to find such a place.

It has a nice vibe.

Wow, so many old records.

Is the owner old-fashioned?

Let's see.

Wow, Beyond!

Back then, they had five members. Remember?

This guy left first, Lau Sek Ming.

Lau Chi Yuen.

Then who's Lau Sek Ming?

Tumor Lau!

Wow, Leon.

Awesome. We have this one too.

We bought it together.

Yes, but I threw them all out when I moved.

Remember how you would mimic his singing?

Yes, so dumb.

Wow, another classic!

You got off your flight late last night?

Yes, I didn't get out until midnight.

I called, but it didn't ring.

The battery ran out.

Then why didn't you call?

That's why I called first thing this morning.

What's wrong?

Wow, the whole JSG collection.

These are hard to find.

-So, have you been well? -Pretty good.

Mom wants to have dinner on Sunday. Can you make it?

-I think I can. -Good.

I didn't tell you I quit my job, right?

You did? But you just got promoted.

It's just I needed a break.

Okay.

-Polygram. -Right, how was your trip?

What do you mean?

How was your Shanghai trip?

These trips are the same every time.

The only word to use is "boring."

How boring?

Going with bosses to party every night at Xintiandi.

I don't even drink. I just sat there.

What else?

There's nothing to do in Shanghai,

so I stayed in the hotel and watched TV.

Tell me more about it.

There's nothing special.

Even so, you can still say a little.

But there's nothing special!

What is it you want me to say? Just ask me straight.

I just wanted to listen.

If you don't have anything, you could ask me.

A lot of things can happen in three weeks.

If you have something to say, then say it.

It's New Year's Eve, I cancel everything to be with you,

and you're giving me that look?

You cried for an hour already. Doesn't that get boring?

If not, you're at least thirsty.

Drink. It's already opened.

Really, breaking up is no big deal.

We should look forward.

Leave behind all things unhappy in 1993.

Then welcome 1994 with joy.

Hey!

Drink up, jeez.

Are you really that hurt?

It hurts like hell!

How bad? It's not even your first love.

Yes, it is!

But it's normal.

You're only 17. You have plenty of time.

I planned to get married at 23!

What's the point in marrying that early?

I didn't say it, he did.

He said he'd work a year after college,

then we'd marry.

He's gone for two weeks,

then sent me a letter with three words, "Let's break up"!

I told you a million times,

you can't trust a man's word,

let alone a boy's.

Do you still remember that night in Lan Kwai Fong?

He's not coming back, so don't be this way.

Look at yourself in the mirror.

Seriously?

No, what I'm saying is

look in the mirror.

Can you see your face? It's not ugly.

As a person, you're not half-bad.

And you've got a great figure.

Don't worry that no one will want you!

Have you forgotten what Leon told you?

What did Leon say?

Dear Christy,

you should know,

one loss doesn't mean losing forever.

So you should keep going.

Be happy!

Finally, a smile!

I've been trying the whole night and you're finally smiling!

Hey, can you sing your award-winning song again?

No, everyone's looking.

-Please. -Fine.

Let me grab my mic.

I fear I'll upset you if I get too close

But I also fear my heart won't rest

-So I'm leaving you for good -They're counting down!

-Three, two, one. -Three, two, one.

-Happy New Year! -Happy New Year!

Do you still remember that night in Lan Kwai Fong?

I do.

It has been a long time since we talked like idiots.

Yes.

Do you believe in women's intuition?

Why do you ask?

Those three weeks in Shanghai. Did you miss me?

I did.

I missed you a lot.

Be honest.

Did you go to Shanghai?

I'm sorry.

Hey,

I still haven't told you,

my dad passed away.

-Ten, nine, eight, seven, six, -Ten, nine, eight, seven, six,

-five, four, three, two, one! -five, four, three, two, one!

-Happy New Year! -Happy New Year!

-Happy New Year! -Happy New Year!

If life lets you choose one moment,

which would you pick to try again?

"March 3rd, 2005.

Thursday. Clear skies.

I didn't really know what to write

when I started this autobiography.

My life hasn't seen anything special,

except that in a month, I'll be 30.

I remember before Mom passed away,

she kept saying how worried she was.

Saying that I should be married at my age,

that my job doesn't seem to have a future.

Back then, of course it felt like nagging.

You think I don't want a job that pays well?

Do you think I stay single on purpose?

But sometimes,

I really feel like I have nothing.

Have you ever felt like you have nothing?

That's why

I started writing everything down,

no matter how big or small it might be.

These are my achievements!

Back in third grade, I got 98 for a Chinese test.

That was the highest score I ever got in my life.

This Night of Fireworks from fifth grade's art class,

was put up in class by the teacher!

I once used my red pocket money

to buy Leslie Cheung's three Stand Up record albums

even though we didn't have a player at that time."

I've never felt like I had nothing.

Because I spent every minute being the best version of me.

I felt everything had to be under my control.

But for some reason,

at this stage,

it feels like I'm on a ladder.

If I miss a step,

I'll fall into the unknown.

It's scary.

Have you ever had

tears coming out,

rolling past your cheeks,

your chin, dropping to your chest,

then onto the ground?

I doubt you've experienced that.

Because you seem like a girl who hates to cry.

I thought I wouldn't fear being alone,

but it actually scares me a lot.

Wong Tin-lok,

why are you so happy all the time?

Why do you keep looking back?

Of course, memories are beautiful,

but aren't people supposed to keep looking forward?

What is it that you see?

-Cheung Hon-ming. -What?

Don't people always say

-"Stand up when you're 30"? -Yes.

What does "stand up" mean?

I don't know.

I think it should be "Lie down at 30."

"Lie down"?

Because most people, when they reach 30,

will lie down for a physical exam.

Hey!

What's with you?

What do you mean?

-Where are your glasses? -What?

You said you couldn't see without glasses.

Wong Tin-lok!

Barbecued pork rice.

"An apple a day,"

but that doesn't mean one apple a day is enough.

The Eiffel Tower. Nice job.

What's today's date?

The tenth.

March 10th, 2005?

-What's up? -You're Cheung Hon-ming?

No, I'm Leslie Cheung.

Is that teddy for me?

-How did you know? -So is it for me?

Take it if you want.

Do you have an Uncle Leung

who has a tenant looking for a month's housing?

I haven't heard about that.

How do you know?

Because that girl's going to stay here!

"Also, I told Cheung Hon-ming

I quit my job, then I will go travel."

You quit? So sudden?

-Uncle Dan was okay with that? -Dan, right!

The owner of the record store in Wan Chai!

I met him when I bought the movie poster!

Wong Tin-lok.

What's wrong with you today?

"Then I decided to tell Cheung Hon-ming I have..."

What?

I have cancer.

Stage 3 breast cancer.

So Wong Tin-lok has cancer.

Are you serious?

Yes. I came across a medical report.

Pretty unexpected, right?

I thought so too!

Hey! Don't just stare at me like that.

I've already accepted it. I'm just informing you.

Cheung Hon-ming, you always said

I can't take care of myself and can't plan for myself.

I always thought

I didn't want much.

Just like that, it has been ten years of doing that job.

Actually, I would've kept working.

Until I had a physical exam

and got my report.

I think my reaction was worse than yours now.

Then I walked alone to Kowloon Park and sat down.

I sat the whole day.

Then it came to me.

There are a lot of things that

unless you're being forced to,

you won't really plan or ask yourself what is it that you want.

So I gathered my courage and quit my job.

First off, I'm going to travel!

Paris.

Sunset in Paris!

Finally, after talking about it since eighth grade.

And I even got discounted plane tickets.

I'm leaving next Thursday.

-So soon? -Yes.

-All by yourself? -Yes!

Traveling solo is also one of my dreams.

-Why don't I ask Siu Ming to go with you? -What?

Siu Ming!

-What is this? -He speaks French! Siu Ming!

Bonjour!

And he knows Chinese kung fu,

so he can protect you.

He grew up with me.

Bring him along.

Wow, aren't you the lucky one!

You get to go to Paris as soon as you arrive.

I've waited over ten years!

-Wong Tin-lok. -Yes?

Is there anything I can help you with?

Everything's set.

Wait, you can help me look after the two turtles.

-Cherry and Maggie? -Yes!

Sure.

If someone could

rent this place for a week or two,

help with the rent, that would be good.

I'll keep an eye out for you.

Cheung Hon-ming,

how long have we known each other?

Since we were seven. You told me.

So are we good friends?

So lame.

Then I know how you can help.

Could you...

touch my breasts?

Because once I'm back from Paris,

I would need surgery.

They might need to be removed.

I don't want Dr. Lam to be the only one

to have touched me before my surgery.

Right now?

Sure.

Does that feel good?

It feels good to me too.

Am I lame?

All grown up, but I've never been touched.

Don't be silly.

I've never been touched either.

Really?

-You haven't been touched either? -What's so strange about that?

-What are you doing? -Touching you!

-Hey. -Touch him, Siu Ming!

Maggie's calling for me.

Cheung Hon-ming.

How about we make love?

Right now?

Sure.

I'm not going to do it with you now.

How about after you get better?

Go have fun, lots of fun.

But promise me

that you will come back.

I'll see you through it.

You will get through it.

I'll wait for you.

Cheung Hon-ming,

remember when we were young,

after seeing the musical movie, Sunset in Paris,

I'd always talk about coming here.

I dreamt that someday, I could be like Leslie,

walking on the streets with baguettes in hand.

I'm finally here!

I've finally fulfilled one of my wishes.

I even got to see the real Eiffel Tower.

I bet you can't even imagine my reaction.

It took two weeks after I got here

before I realized how big the world is.

So I went with Siu Ming to many different places,

and discovered sceneries I have never seen before.

There are very beautiful places, you can't even imagine.

April 3rd is my 30th birthday.

The minute I got that report,

I said to myself,

"No matter how old you are,

your life is counting down day by day.

However much time you have left,

keep doing things you want to do,

and go to places you want to go,

and most important of all,

remember every positive thing

that has happened to you."

Because there are many things we can't control.

So the one thing we can control,

is how we see them.

Missing you in Paris,

Wong Tin-lok.

Hello,

Wong Tin-lok.

My name is Christy Lam.

I wanted to let you know

that today is also my 30th birthday.

Besides wishing you

a happy birthday,

I also wanted to say...

thank you.

Because

you made me remember

a lot of basic things in life.

And...

I truly saw your...

"Eiffel Tower."

-Excuse me, I'd like to have that poster. -The autographed poster?

-It's 600 dollars. -Okay.

The autographed In the Mood for Love poster for 600 dollars.

-Okay. -Please wait.

Sure.

Here you go.

-Thank you! -Thank you.

-Bye! -Bye!

March 3rd, 2005.

Thursday, clear skies.

I've made up my mind.

Driver! Someone's trying to get on!

Thank you.

What luck.

Excuse me.

May I know if you're from Hong Kong?

I recognized you!

Did you buy a poster from a record store in Wan Chai?

Yes, I recognized you too.

What a coincidence! It's my birthday today.

Would you take a picture with me and my friend Siu Ming?

-This is Siu Ming? -Yes! Bonjour!

Hello.

-Shall we? -Sure.

-Happy birthday. -Thank you.

Step out.

Airport Express station, please.

Airport Express.

-Yes. -Okay.

-Where are you off to? -Paris!

-Wow, Paris! -Yes!

Every stage begins at zero.

Heartfelt thanks to all the cast, crew,

and audience of the stage production of 29+1.

It was the nourishment you gave

that helped the story grow.

If we could start over again...

2013 ACADEMY OF PERFORMING ARTS OPERA HOUSE

2011 ACADEMY OF PERFORMING ARTS OPERA HOUSE

2010 HONG KONG ARTS CENTER

2008 ACADEMY OF PERFORMING ARTS OPERA HOUSE

2008 HONG KONG ARTS CENTER

2006 HONG KONG ARTS CENTER

2006 MCAULAY THEATER

2005 CHARITY O2 THEATER