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IT IS NOT THE HOMOSEXUAL WHO IS PERVERSE,
BUT THE SOCIETY IN WHICH HE LIVES
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A film by Rosa von Praunheim.
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Are you from Berlin?
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No, it's my first time in Berlin.
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Do you like it here?
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It's too early to say.
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Do you already have a room?
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- I'm staying at a hotel.
- Hotels aren't comfortable in the long run.
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When I travel, I prefer
to stay with friends.
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And when they come to Berlin,
they stay at my place.
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I have a small apartment,
not far from here.
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Is it hard to find
an apartment around here?
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I guess it's always hard
if you don't know your way around.
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But I was lucky...
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Not like with other things.
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The truth is, I'm very lonely.
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I could walk forever,
just talking to you.
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Being on your feet all day,
you must be pretty tired by now.
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I don't live far from here.
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We could have a cup of coffee.
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You have such beautiful hands...
such soft skin...
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At first I didn't have
the courage to talk to you.
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But when you looked
deep into my eyes,
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so gently and tenderly,
you encouraged me.
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I'm so glad you came along.
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It's so nice to hold you in my arms.
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I'm often alone and lonely.
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You can't imagine how much
I long for a true friend.
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But it's hard to find someone... sincere.
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I like you, my boy.
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I'm so glad we've met.
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You seem so natural and honest.
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That's rare.
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Most guys are callous and phony.
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Speaking of love while already
thinking about the next guy.
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I've been let down many times,
believe me...
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But I never stopped looking
for a true friend.
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Gays don't want to be gay.
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They don't want to be different.
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They want to live as kitschy
and bourgeois as the average citizen.
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They long for a home
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where they can live
with an honest and faithful friend
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in a cohabiting relationship.
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The ideal partner has to be clean,
honest, and natural.
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A pure, lively boy.
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Kind and playful... like a German shepard.
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Gays demand each other to be aesthetes,
to care about their appearance.
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It makes them proud
and distinguishes them from the rest.
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Condemned as sick and inferior
by the bourgeoisie,
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they try to be
even more like them,
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in order to wear away
their feeling of guilt
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with an excessive amount
of middle-class virtues.
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They're politically passive
and conservative,
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in gratitude for not being
beaten to death.
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It's not the homosexual who is perverse,
but the situation in which he lives.
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Gays are ashamed of their nature.
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For centuries, christian upbringing
has taught them they're nothing but pigs.
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Hence, they escape this dreadful reality
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into a romantic world of kitsch and ideals.
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They have glossy dreams
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about someone who'll help them
escape their daily hardships
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into a world of love and romance.
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A homosexual relationship,
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as much as both partners want it,
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is doomed to fail.
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They hide like criminals,
forced to start their relationships
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by having sex without foreplay.
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Pure sex ignores the partner's
individual needs.
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It merely serves as an object
of one's own lust.
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With a bit of luck,
this condition is mutual.
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But it's not enough to establish a
satisfying relationship between two people.
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Clemens desires Daniel
and his boyish body,
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which, in Clemens' eyes,
pleasantly differs through it's firmness
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from the soft curves of a woman.
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As long as he can remember,
he's always been attracted to men.
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He loves Daniel's boyish, shy behavior
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and his unspoilt nature.
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Daniel struggles with a feeling of sin,
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which, caused by his strict upbringing,
lies heavily upon him.
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He won't dare to look at Clemens...
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because he likes him a lot...
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which confuses him...
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and he doesn't even know why.
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Clemens's love for Daniel,
and the satisfaction of his touch,
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give him a feeling of purity...
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the beauty and purity
of a man-on-man relationship.
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To prove it, he'd love
to throw open the windows
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and show the whole world
how beautiful
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love between two men can be.
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I'm so happy, Daniel.
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Me too.
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I don't want to let you go.
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Do you think we'll stay together?
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All of this is new,
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and I didn't know
it would mean that much to me
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to sleep with a man.
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Is this really your first time?
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No, it's not, but until now
I couldn't admit to myself
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that I was really interested.
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For the first time I'm truly happy.
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Are you sure?
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Tomorrow you might change your mind.
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With Daniel, a new life began.
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He was the only one who ever
really felt something for me.
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I'll always love him for that.
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Our love was all we cared about.
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Whatever happened around us
lost it's meaning.
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I finally realized
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how dreary and gray
my life had been.
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I never really knew what love was.
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I kept on living without a purpose.
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The power of his love
tied me stronger to him.
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I didn't want to be without him.
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Every hour spent alone
seemed like some kind of punishment.
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I was tormented by feverish desire.
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Our embraces afterwards felt intoxicating.
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We spent most of our evenings at home,
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watching TV to further our education.
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Both of us did the housekeeping,
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and time just flew by.
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On weekends, I spent hours
in the Cafe where Daniel used to work.
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On our days off,
when the weather was nice,
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we went to the countryside,
dreaming the day away.
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Or we just drove aimlessly
through the city.
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When it rained,
we wrote letters, or read.
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"Dear Mother,
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"this is my 4th month in Berlin.
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"Time just flew by.
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"Working at the Cafe is fun.
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"I've rented a room
at a friend's apartment.
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"We get along just fine.
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"He has shown me around the city.
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"Especially the surrounding areas
with their many lakes
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"and forests amaze me."
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Gays attempt to simulate
a middle-class marriage.
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Instead of hating those
responsible for their misfortune,
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they wish for a lifelong relationship
granted by church and state.
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A middle-class marriage is based
on the upbringing of children
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and the oppression of the wife.
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Gay marriage can't be anything
but a ridiculous imitation,
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as the lack of mutual duties
is being replaced
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by a romantic and unrealistic love.
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That romantic and idolizing love
is nothing but self-love.
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Most gays don't realize
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that the love they feel
is in fact self-love.
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The partner is seen as an idol
of one's own hopes and longings.
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They're neither trying to understand
nor pay attention to them.
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They even burden their partner
with their own problems.
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Gay marriage fails due to the rivalry
of two conceited men,
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who were raised not to follow
their interests together,
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but as competitors.
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The lack of mutual duties,
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and the inability to get along,
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due to being self-centered,
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will soon lead to the tragic end
of a romantic friendship.
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What remains is loneliness
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and a vast void,
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that will soon be cluttered
with new imaginary and vain dreams.
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Four months have passed
since I came to Berlin.
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I've decided to leave Clemens.
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I know it's a big mistake,
as I still love him like on the first day.
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We often act contrary to our feelings,
despite regretting it deeply afterwards.
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In the small Cafe
where Daniel used to work,
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he was approached by a wealthy man,
whom he soon trusted.
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He was fascinated by his
knowledge and sophistication.
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The spruceness and neatness
for which he'd learned to cherish Clemens
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and which he, without admitting it,
found stifling,
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laid the foundation for an unforeseen
world of art and culture.
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Overwhelmed by a feeling
of something big and important,
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he agreed to join his benefactor
on a longer trip,
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and afterwards moved into his villa.
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The so-called "Pedagogical Eros",
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with which older gays justify
sleeping with young men,
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simply means an authoritative
relationship of dependancy
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between a smart ass
and a helpless, silly boy.
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Education and art,
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once dead serious
leisure activities of the rich,
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are being gratefully received by gays
as a getaway from their problems.
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The popular belief that gays
are artistically more gifted than others
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is, in fact, an old wives' tale.
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They only engage so much in art,
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because they believe it makes
their life more endurable.
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To them, art is shallow and ineffective,
just like when Heydrich played the piano.
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As long as education and art
are means of the rich and powerful
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to belie human and economical issues,
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they must be radically rejected.
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And as long as gays
think they're special,
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while they imitate the rich,
they must be rejected as well.
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Upholding the oppression of homosexuals
is especially crucial to rich gays.
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They welcome the helplesness
of the oppressed,
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because it makes it easier
to lure them into their beds.
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Do you know, do you know
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where the lemon blossom grows.
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In dark foliage
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the golden orange glows.
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A gentle breeze
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blows from the azure sky.
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Still stands the myrtle
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and the laurel, high?
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A gentle breeze
blows from the azure sky.
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Still stands the myrtle,
and the laurel, high?
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Do you know, do you know.
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Do you know it well?
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There, there.
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Would I go with you,
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oh my beloved.
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There, there would I go with you.
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There,
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there...
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For gays, culture is a way
to get to know each other.
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In a sultry atmosphere
of overemphasized formalities,
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they soon drop all pretense.
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Being let down their whole life,
many have become cold and cruel.
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All they see in their partner
is a sex object.
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Homosexuals have a more
ambitious urge for independence
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and success than others.
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They know that at an old age,
they won't be loved for who they are.
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The most important thing for gays
is the overemphasis
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of youth and physicality.
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Buying a young man
also means regaining a part
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of their own lost youth.
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On his fatherly lover's
first music night,
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he got to meet his acquaintances:
Renowned actors and business men.
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He feels left alone and desperate.
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His friend seems to only have eyes
for that young, exotic singer.
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Once again, he's at the mercy
of the old men's comforting attempts.
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They flatter him, stroke his hair,
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and close a tight circle around him -
everybody wants him for themselves.
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He suddenly feels nauseous
like he needs to throw up.
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He knows he can't stay there,
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where his faith in all that's good
and beautiful has been betrayed.
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He leaves in disgust.
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Daniel has found a new job.
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He now works at an afternoon
meeting place for homosexuals.
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He's rented a cheap room
from a colleague,
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and, through work, makes friends
with people his own age.
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The other gays like him,
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because he knows how to adapt
to their customs.
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He becomes more secure and independent,
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and does not invest
all his feelings in flings.
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Everything's new, and he's happy
to be able to live almost freely
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among a group of like-minded people.
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Interesting conversations about film,
fashion, and grooming
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give inspiration for his leisure time,
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which he spends almost only with gays.
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Most homosexuals are business men
or have service jobs.
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They're afraid
of getting their nails dirty,
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and they also fear
their colleagues' aggressiveness.
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Gays have it twice as hard at work.
250
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On top of the usual shitty job
251
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comes the unnerving act of self-denial.
252
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They become "leisure-queers"
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who gladly escape the hypocrisy
at work into the gay world,
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where they may not be accepted
as human beings, but as gays.
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They meet for coffee and cake,
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listen to songs by Zarah Leander
and Marlene Dietrich,
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and make trips to places
like Sylt and Torremolinos.
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The less they're capable of having
human relationships among their own,
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the more they're in need
of a substitute.
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Their longing for luck and fulfillment
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is being exploited by the industry
and deflected into material things.
262
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For the bourgeoisie, it's all about
home interior, TV sets, and cars.
263
00:18:36,720 --> 00:18:38,900
For gays, it's all about fashion.
264
00:18:39,020 --> 00:18:45,670
Just like a product's packaging
distracts from it's actual content,
265
00:18:45,940 --> 00:18:52,450
gays use fashion to draw attention
to their outer appearance.
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The lust to adorn one's body
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00:18:56,430 --> 00:19:00,380
fits the enourmous vanity of gays,
268
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who will soon be unable
to love anyone but themselves.
269
00:19:07,020 --> 00:19:11,370
The light blue sweater
gays used to wear years ago,
270
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which distinctively differed
from dull men's fashion,
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has turned into exhibitionism
and fetishism.
272
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Fashion has to be like a second skin,
273
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indicating the size of the penis.
274
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Soon, gays won't be capable
of anything but...
275
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waiting like a high-class hooker
276
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for a rich man to take them away
into a world
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of sheer pleasure... and lust.
278
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Homosexuals have nothing in common
279
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but the strong wish
to sleep with a man.
280
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The increasing desire
for the naked male body
281
00:20:06,530 --> 00:20:09,790
makes them leave their families
and go to places
282
00:20:10,340 --> 00:20:12,640
where they can meet gays.
283
00:20:12,760 --> 00:20:17,070
In the company of other gays,
they can forget for a while
284
00:20:17,280 --> 00:20:21,100
that they're lepers
and outcasts of society.
285
00:20:21,880 --> 00:20:25,240
Nevertheless, they hate each other.
286
00:20:26,060 --> 00:20:30,560
The others are seen as a reflection
of one's own misfortune.
287
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Fear of sexuality,
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feelings of guilt,
foisted upon them by society,
289
00:20:36,200 --> 00:20:38,720
and a strong feeling of competition
290
00:20:38,940 --> 00:20:43,360
make them secret enemies
among their own.
291
00:20:44,140 --> 00:20:48,420
In order to be able to communicate,
292
00:20:48,710 --> 00:20:51,870
they make up certain commonalities,
293
00:20:51,990 --> 00:20:54,350
which can only be phony.
294
00:20:54,790 --> 00:20:59,280
They develop superficial
rituals and shapes.
295
00:20:59,610 --> 00:21:05,520
Just like the bourgeoisie, they judge
each other by their appearance.
296
00:21:06,320 --> 00:21:11,680
In order to be accepted
by the gay community,
297
00:21:12,050 --> 00:21:15,270
young homosexuals
will soon have to trade
298
00:21:15,530 --> 00:21:19,910
their more personal interests
299
00:21:20,270 --> 00:21:25,370
for so-called
gay interests and ideals.
300
00:21:25,870 --> 00:21:30,850
Meeting points for homosexuals
are vanity fairs.
301
00:21:31,100 --> 00:21:37,440
They show themselves off,
hoping to be wooed by everyone else.
302
00:21:37,970 --> 00:21:42,970
Daniel, who lay dreaming on the
sun terrace at the Wannsee lake,
303
00:21:43,880 --> 00:21:45,640
noticed him right away.
304
00:21:46,570 --> 00:21:51,440
He admired his strong body...
and his butch appearance.
305
00:21:52,420 --> 00:21:56,390
But he wouldn't dare
to show his admiration.
306
00:21:57,590 --> 00:21:59,750
He slightly turned his head,
307
00:21:59,960 --> 00:22:03,970
as if to protect it
from the blinding sunbeams.
308
00:22:05,530 --> 00:22:10,620
Through his half-closed eyes
he gazed at those strong hands,
309
00:22:11,340 --> 00:22:15,790
that were slowly stripping down
a pair of tight fitting jeans...
310
00:22:16,320 --> 00:22:19,190
exposing a bulging pair of trunks.
311
00:22:20,060 --> 00:22:21,200
He desired him...
312
00:22:21,850 --> 00:22:27,230
and he wanted nothing more
than to satisfy his desire,
313
00:22:27,560 --> 00:22:30,700
but his pride prevented him
from making the first step.
314
00:22:31,530 --> 00:22:34,250
Until now, he was the one
that others would woo,
315
00:22:34,520 --> 00:22:38,150
and he could always pick those
316
00:22:38,450 --> 00:22:40,580
he wanted to give his affection to.
317
00:22:41,260 --> 00:22:45,610
He knew his effect on others,
and he was partly to blame for it.
318
00:22:46,730 --> 00:22:52,520
He enjoyed being the focus
of a pair of lustful eyes,
319
00:22:53,000 --> 00:22:55,480
but he was too shy to spare someone,
320
00:22:56,070 --> 00:22:58,220
who he might have been able to love,
321
00:22:58,890 --> 00:23:00,830
a longer glance.
322
00:23:02,450 --> 00:23:04,620
Wolfgang shared his views.
323
00:23:05,120 --> 00:23:08,200
It was the only time that a fling
324
00:23:08,740 --> 00:23:11,680
had become a tender relationship.
325
00:23:11,800 --> 00:23:13,480
They spent a lot of time together.
326
00:23:13,700 --> 00:23:18,270
They told each other about their
amorous escapades and discussed them.
327
00:23:18,620 --> 00:23:20,640
Wolfgang always offered good advice.
328
00:23:21,030 --> 00:23:22,780
He came from a good family,
329
00:23:22,900 --> 00:23:26,490
and Daniel adopted much
of his sophisticated lifestyle.
330
00:23:26,720 --> 00:23:29,280
He seemed to know what life was about.
331
00:23:29,550 --> 00:23:33,990
They often felt
like they were... truly happy.
332
00:23:35,970 --> 00:23:39,070
A gentle breeze
made the hot day more bearable.
333
00:23:39,910 --> 00:23:41,960
His skin hurt a little,
334
00:23:42,560 --> 00:23:45,770
but he knew that before summer ended,
335
00:23:46,190 --> 00:23:51,410
his troubles would be rewarded
with an even tan.
336
00:24:00,580 --> 00:24:04,370
Daniel, who's been living in Berlin
for more than two years now,
337
00:24:04,580 --> 00:24:10,560
is no longer content with meeting men
in classy cafes, boutiques, and lidos.
338
00:24:11,120 --> 00:24:15,230
He's fascinated
by the exotic world of gay bars.
339
00:24:15,850 --> 00:24:18,600
He gets excited every time
340
00:24:18,720 --> 00:24:21,860
he enters one of those bars
with their huge mirrors,
341
00:24:21,980 --> 00:24:25,670
the pink/red lighting,
and those sensuous rythms.
342
00:24:26,250 --> 00:24:29,480
He loves shoving himself
through a crowd of young men
343
00:24:29,710 --> 00:24:32,140
who gaze at him
in passive admiration.
344
00:24:32,880 --> 00:24:35,060
He needs this kind of self-affirmation
345
00:24:35,180 --> 00:24:37,180
to get over his loneliness,
346
00:24:37,460 --> 00:24:41,210
which, after many numbing nights,
starts growing inside of him.
347
00:24:41,460 --> 00:24:45,590
He's slowly granted access to a world
of unforeseen possibilities.
348
00:24:46,080 --> 00:24:49,530
He gets to meet people of all kinds
of nationalities and occupations.
349
00:24:49,780 --> 00:24:55,030
More often, he drifts into the night,
always astonished anew.
350
00:24:55,670 --> 00:25:00,300
He now has not just one,
but many favorite bars.
351
00:25:00,820 --> 00:25:05,120
An uneasiness is growing inside of him.
He becomes addicted...
352
00:25:05,350 --> 00:25:10,330
to the tantalizing adventures
of which no one knows...
353
00:25:11,030 --> 00:25:12,490
how they might end.
354
00:25:17,210 --> 00:25:22,790
Gays rarely have difficulties
connecting in big cities.
355
00:25:23,840 --> 00:25:27,770
It's easy for them to find men
they can sleep with,
356
00:25:28,450 --> 00:25:32,970
because they offer themselves
on every street corner like whores.
357
00:25:33,710 --> 00:25:36,510
Out of fear of old age,
358
00:25:36,870 --> 00:25:42,790
they believe they must live
their youth to the fullest.
359
00:25:43,720 --> 00:25:49,470
They become moody,
hectic, and more compulsive.
360
00:25:50,440 --> 00:25:53,720
Gays are rarely happy.
361
00:25:55,380 --> 00:26:00,400
They've taken all sexual freedoms
362
00:26:00,930 --> 00:26:03,970
of which the bourgeoisie can only dream.
363
00:26:04,900 --> 00:26:07,350
But they're incapable
364
00:26:07,910 --> 00:26:13,410
of truly enjoying those freedoms.
365
00:26:14,300 --> 00:26:17,870
Like any other kid,
366
00:26:18,380 --> 00:26:23,140
gays were brought up
to live by rules and regulations.
367
00:26:23,650 --> 00:26:30,620
Those rules and duties will also apply
in a marriage between man and woman.
368
00:26:32,030 --> 00:26:36,030
Gays, however, could take
advantage of their freedom,
369
00:26:36,310 --> 00:26:40,090
on their own responsibility.
370
00:26:40,360 --> 00:26:44,920
They could live with someone
for as long
371
00:26:45,240 --> 00:26:47,280
as they can enjoy it.
372
00:26:47,640 --> 00:26:50,920
For gays, freedom isn't about
373
00:26:51,490 --> 00:26:56,100
taking responsibility, but about chaos.
374
00:26:57,160 --> 00:27:01,010
They get stuck at an infantile level.
375
00:27:01,740 --> 00:27:03,390
They're constantly horny,
376
00:27:03,810 --> 00:27:07,300
choosing a cheap fling
377
00:27:07,640 --> 00:27:11,610
over a perhaps
more valuable relationship.
378
00:27:12,400 --> 00:27:14,940
Gays have trouble
379
00:27:15,550 --> 00:27:18,060
engaging in a long-term relationship.
380
00:27:18,700 --> 00:27:21,770
Full of vanity and remorse
381
00:27:22,170 --> 00:27:26,810
they exchange glances,
always looking for true happiness.
382
00:27:27,670 --> 00:27:32,220
They have an ideal image of a man
383
00:27:32,920 --> 00:27:34,370
who doesn't exist.
384
00:27:35,230 --> 00:27:40,600
Two thousand sexual partners
in the life of a gay man
385
00:27:40,820 --> 00:27:43,520
are often just surrogates
for the one...
386
00:27:44,100 --> 00:27:48,780
they long for, deep in their hearts.
387
00:27:49,350 --> 00:27:52,970
Each time they are being
dissappointed anew,
388
00:27:53,240 --> 00:27:58,600
and often all that remains
is a feeling of disgust.
389
00:27:59,210 --> 00:28:05,210
Most gays resemble the type
of 'nice guy from a good family',
390
00:28:05,510 --> 00:28:09,540
who places great value
on a masculine appearance.
391
00:28:10,180 --> 00:28:12,700
They lead a double life,
392
00:28:12,940 --> 00:28:16,620
afraid of being outed as homosexuals.
393
00:28:17,010 --> 00:28:20,380
Their greatest enemy
is the flamboyant "fairy".
394
00:28:20,610 --> 00:28:23,480
Fairies are effeminate homosexuals
395
00:28:23,600 --> 00:28:28,030
who attempt to act
like hysterical women.
396
00:28:28,380 --> 00:28:30,930
They wear make-up
and are the worst nightmare
397
00:28:31,050 --> 00:28:34,040
of the bourgeoisie
and of closeted gays
398
00:28:34,160 --> 00:28:36,630
who could be exposed by them.
399
00:28:37,000 --> 00:28:40,730
Fairies are not as phony
as bourgeois gays.
400
00:28:41,160 --> 00:28:44,690
Gays are often conceited,
moody, and jealous.
401
00:28:45,010 --> 00:28:49,830
Fairies overdo their gay attributes
and ridicule them.
402
00:28:50,250 --> 00:28:57,520
They question society's standards
and show what it means to be gay.
403
00:29:39,920 --> 00:29:43,140
Being gay is all Daniel cares about now.
404
00:29:43,530 --> 00:29:45,740
It has become an addiction.
405
00:29:45,860 --> 00:29:50,510
He's looking for greater thrills
that can satisfy him much faster.
406
00:36:55,283 --> 00:36:58,733
The strangest among gays are,
407
00:36:58,973 --> 00:37:02,893
besides transvestites,
who dress like women
408
00:37:03,133 --> 00:37:09,053
and long for female genitals,
the leather men.
409
00:37:09,603 --> 00:37:14,773
Their masculinity is damaged the most.
410
00:37:15,343 --> 00:37:18,633
In order to compensate
for the loss of their manliness,
411
00:37:18,863 --> 00:37:22,733
they adorn themselves
with symbols of masculinity.
412
00:37:23,073 --> 00:37:30,763
Like closeted gays among Nazis,
in Western films, or in the army,
413
00:37:31,303 --> 00:37:33,933
leather men, too, are longing
414
00:37:34,233 --> 00:37:39,193
for a world of violence
conveyed through those symbols...
415
00:37:39,503 --> 00:37:43,803
...when, in fact, they're as innocent
as kids playing war games.
416
00:37:44,053 --> 00:37:47,973
Lust that can't be
experienced directly
417
00:37:48,193 --> 00:37:49,943
turns into perversion.
418
00:37:50,413 --> 00:37:56,343
Leather men only get satisfaction
through the use of auxiliary means.
419
00:37:56,603 --> 00:38:01,413
Leather is often being associated
with sadism and masochism...
420
00:38:01,783 --> 00:38:06,103
The need to punish and to be punished.
421
00:38:06,623 --> 00:38:09,383
Leather men expect to be punished,
422
00:38:09,793 --> 00:38:15,883
because they feel to have failed
both themselves and society.
423
00:38:16,423 --> 00:38:20,583
They're nice, polite people
who suffer from their weakness.
424
00:38:21,883 --> 00:38:24,983
Looking for new sexual adventures,
425
00:38:25,343 --> 00:38:28,423
Daniel dares to visit
the municipal park,
426
00:38:28,973 --> 00:38:32,223
where he's hoping to find
satisfaction more easily.
427
00:38:33,383 --> 00:38:37,183
The nightly ritual of cruising
in bars has made him tired.
428
00:38:37,523 --> 00:38:42,133
He found it too much of a hassle
to talk to someone
429
00:38:42,493 --> 00:38:45,853
and maybe even spend the night
with them just to have sex.
430
00:38:46,593 --> 00:38:50,103
The park's oppressive atmosphere
was even more captivating
431
00:38:50,533 --> 00:38:54,783
than the thought of having
new sexual experiences.
432
00:38:55,833 --> 00:39:00,783
Afraid of being interrupted,
433
00:39:01,443 --> 00:39:04,443
and with the unfulfilled
expectation of a touch,
434
00:39:05,503 --> 00:39:08,343
he passed the fascinating
choreography of men,
435
00:39:09,003 --> 00:39:11,233
who were timidly walking around
436
00:39:11,853 --> 00:39:14,783
without saying a single word.
437
00:39:16,253 --> 00:39:18,143
Then he leaves the park...
438
00:39:18,463 --> 00:39:23,093
disappointed to not have found
the dominating aggressiveness
439
00:39:23,363 --> 00:39:25,193
he was hoping for.
440
00:39:25,643 --> 00:39:29,773
He reckons it takes the knowledge
of secret signals and rituals
441
00:39:30,263 --> 00:39:34,503
which could open the door
to "perversion".
442
00:39:35,613 --> 00:39:39,093
Daniel knows there's no way back.
443
00:39:39,453 --> 00:39:41,893
He wants a man - tonight!
444
00:39:42,663 --> 00:39:45,543
He often went home, telling himself
445
00:39:45,773 --> 00:39:48,813
he could've had a lot of guys
if he'd wanted to.
446
00:39:49,103 --> 00:39:53,703
That feeling was more important
than if he'd actually slept with them.
447
00:39:54,063 --> 00:39:58,593
But now he won't
control himself any longer.
448
00:39:58,863 --> 00:40:03,823
He doesn't know what else to do.
Nothing matters anymore. It's as if...
449
00:40:04,413 --> 00:40:06,203
he were intoxicated.
450
00:40:06,613 --> 00:40:09,933
Public toilets are the most popular
meeting points for homosexuals.
451
00:40:10,203 --> 00:40:13,503
Gays who have trouble connecting,
452
00:40:13,873 --> 00:40:18,503
are forced to have their first
homosexual experience in a public toilet.
453
00:40:19,003 --> 00:40:23,023
Being punished
for their homosexuality by society,
454
00:40:23,253 --> 00:40:27,063
and left with a guilty conscience,
455
00:40:27,343 --> 00:40:33,013
many have reduced their homosexuality
strictly to sex.
456
00:40:33,543 --> 00:40:38,743
They stand side by side,
in constant fear of discovery,
457
00:40:39,033 --> 00:40:44,083
and if they finally pick someone up,
458
00:40:44,573 --> 00:40:47,683
they have to get off within seconds.
459
00:40:47,803 --> 00:40:51,633
A relationship directed only
towards a man's penis
460
00:40:51,913 --> 00:40:57,613
is for many gays the only kind
of love-making they know.
461
00:40:57,983 --> 00:41:03,733
They go from toilet to toilet,
constantly seeking satisfaction,
462
00:41:04,043 --> 00:41:07,883
which, if they're lucky,
can only be found compromised.
463
00:41:08,003 --> 00:41:12,323
Gays hold public toilets
in low esteem.
464
00:41:12,543 --> 00:41:16,473
They claim to despise "toilet queers",
465
00:41:16,593 --> 00:41:21,653
but secretly go there themselves
466
00:41:22,023 --> 00:41:26,393
if they didn't score
in one of their fancy bars.
467
00:41:26,843 --> 00:41:31,893
Here they appreciate the often
'masculine laborer' kind of guys
468
00:41:32,163 --> 00:41:35,333
who are not interested
in hiding their lust
469
00:41:35,663 --> 00:41:39,283
underneath fashion
and good manners.
470
00:41:39,843 --> 00:41:42,973
In our society, being a hustler
is much more convenient
471
00:41:43,243 --> 00:41:46,413
than working a dull, impersonal job.
472
00:41:46,713 --> 00:41:50,033
We don't make as much
as hookers, though.
473
00:41:50,723 --> 00:41:53,143
Most hustlers are runaways
from foster homes,
474
00:41:53,263 --> 00:41:55,273
who refuse a middle-class life
475
00:41:55,393 --> 00:41:58,163
with it's limited possibilities
in the first place.
476
00:41:58,413 --> 00:42:03,333
Like many rockers, who suppress
their homosexuality with brutality,
477
00:42:03,543 --> 00:42:05,813
most hustlers aren't gay at all.
478
00:42:06,283 --> 00:42:08,673
With gays, they can let off
479
00:42:09,013 --> 00:42:11,403
their rage against the authorities,
480
00:42:11,773 --> 00:42:14,043
which they hold responsible
for their fate.
481
00:42:14,623 --> 00:42:16,013
They hate gays,
482
00:42:16,133 --> 00:42:20,523
because in the eyes of our society,
gays are still worse than decent criminals.
483
00:42:20,833 --> 00:42:24,833
Extortion, mugging, and murder of gays
were daily fare
484
00:42:24,953 --> 00:42:30,253
when, thanks to "ยง 175", older gays
had to gratefully put up with all that.
485
00:42:30,373 --> 00:42:31,973
The law has been abolished,
486
00:42:32,153 --> 00:42:36,033
but not people's attitude
towards certain homosexuals
487
00:42:36,153 --> 00:42:39,123
who still live in constant fear
of being exposed.
488
00:42:39,393 --> 00:42:44,963
In line with society's
hatred of old age,
489
00:42:45,133 --> 00:42:49,723
growing old is the worst
that can happen to gays.
490
00:42:50,153 --> 00:42:54,333
Gays often die young,
491
00:42:54,923 --> 00:42:59,573
because all they do is worship
the young male body,
492
00:42:59,923 --> 00:43:03,173
while ignoring all human qualities.
493
00:43:03,533 --> 00:43:08,023
Quite often, they start aging
at around 30.
494
00:43:08,533 --> 00:43:11,713
Older gays who aren't wealthy
495
00:43:11,943 --> 00:43:18,643
are either forced to exploit young gays
in a cold and aggressive manner,
496
00:43:19,193 --> 00:43:23,923
or to get involved in dangerous
adventures with hustlers.
497
00:43:24,693 --> 00:43:30,813
Sex is more important to older gays
than to married men
498
00:43:31,323 --> 00:43:34,933
who, due to always sleeping
with the same woman,
499
00:43:35,163 --> 00:43:36,823
will soon become impotent.
500
00:43:36,943 --> 00:43:41,433
The sight of young men
arouses older gays each time anew.
501
00:43:41,883 --> 00:43:47,143
Their mostly unsuccessful attempts
to cruise for sex
502
00:43:47,513 --> 00:43:52,563
in dark lit toilets and parks,
since they're not welcome in bars,
503
00:43:52,843 --> 00:43:56,713
are taking up most of their energy.
504
00:43:57,163 --> 00:44:02,183
Many are in denial about their age
out of sheer vanity.
505
00:44:02,493 --> 00:44:05,763
They're trying to artificially
keep themselves young,
506
00:44:06,313 --> 00:44:09,283
but it just makes them
look ridiculous.
507
00:44:09,523 --> 00:44:14,823
The life of older gays
is no bed of roses.
508
00:44:15,293 --> 00:44:19,463
They're often exposed
to inhumane isolation
509
00:44:19,733 --> 00:44:22,863
which, just like a growing ulcer,
deprives them
510
00:44:23,183 --> 00:44:28,333
of every last bit of joy in life.
511
00:45:06,533 --> 00:45:13,113
No! No! No! Those shoes look terrible!
Combined with that shirt and scarf...
512
00:45:13,503 --> 00:45:19,303
I once saw him wear
bright red shoes... Disgusting!
513
00:45:19,423 --> 00:45:21,953
She only gets lucky
when she's cottaging!
514
00:45:22,073 --> 00:45:26,073
I even saw her at the station,
dressed in bright colors...
515
00:45:26,323 --> 00:45:28,403
from dusk till dawn...
516
00:45:28,553 --> 00:45:33,413
And by day she looks like a parrot!
Look at that... Terrible!
517
00:45:38,643 --> 00:45:42,703
Dirty, gay pigs! They're not human,
they belong in a concentration camp!
518
00:45:42,923 --> 00:45:46,533
It's one of the filthiest practices!
They're scum! It's a crime!
519
00:45:46,653 --> 00:45:50,063
If my son were gay, I'd beat him to death!
I'd rip his head off!
520
00:45:50,183 --> 00:45:54,023
Why raise a kid with love and devotion
if it ends up being perverted?
521
00:45:54,143 --> 00:45:58,653
I feel sorry for them.
They're sick, unfortunate people.
522
00:45:58,773 --> 00:46:03,223
Maybe psychoanalysis
could cure them. Who knows?
523
00:46:03,503 --> 00:46:05,493
Nobody wants to have
anything to do with them.
524
00:46:05,883 --> 00:46:08,053
I'd struggle with it, too.
525
00:46:08,283 --> 00:46:12,363
They need to be gassed and castrated!
All you can do is beat them up!
526
00:46:12,483 --> 00:46:15,903
If one of them
would dare touch me,
527
00:46:16,193 --> 00:46:20,823
I'd beat the crap out of him
and make him forget he was ever gay.
528
00:46:21,043 --> 00:46:22,633
They need a good thrashing!
529
00:46:22,753 --> 00:46:27,673
They're so oversexed,
they don't know what else to do.
530
00:46:52,433 --> 00:46:57,103
I'm the dazzling dame you know
from the cabaret show.
531
00:46:57,373 --> 00:47:01,163
Look around the fair and you'll see
there's no one else like me.
532
00:47:01,283 --> 00:47:04,423
All the guys turn around
and look at me,
533
00:47:04,993 --> 00:47:08,603
and I know exactly
what they want to see
534
00:47:08,823 --> 00:47:12,573
I'm the dazzling dame you know
from the cabaret show.
535
00:47:12,693 --> 00:47:16,143
Look around the fair and you'll see
there's no one else like me.
536
00:47:16,263 --> 00:47:19,023
All the guys look me in the eye
537
00:47:20,103 --> 00:47:23,323
but the one I fancy
just passes me by...
538
00:47:23,703 --> 00:47:27,403
but the one I fancy
just passes me by.
539
00:50:45,160 --> 00:50:48,020
Daniel is desperate and lonely.
540
00:50:48,730 --> 00:50:54,740
He tries to numb himself with alcohol
and cigarettes in his new favorite bar.
541
00:50:55,250 --> 00:51:01,450
Here he can recover from his surreal
escapades in parks and public toilets,
542
00:51:01,680 --> 00:51:03,890
just to go there again.
543
00:51:04,010 --> 00:51:08,560
He needs distraction
from the unnerving silence of his room
544
00:51:08,680 --> 00:51:11,680
and the ongoing problems at work.
545
00:51:12,240 --> 00:51:15,250
It's a fantastic theater of dwarfs,
546
00:51:15,650 --> 00:51:16,800
cripples,
547
00:51:17,330 --> 00:51:19,250
and ordinary tranvestites.
548
00:51:19,580 --> 00:51:24,860
They rarely come out of hiding,
but here they are welcome.
549
00:51:25,180 --> 00:51:27,200
Workers and older gays,
550
00:51:27,320 --> 00:51:30,260
who aren't welcome in fancy gay bars,
551
00:51:30,580 --> 00:51:32,150
can feel at home...
552
00:51:32,450 --> 00:51:36,360
and sit together like one big family,
hectically enjoying themselves
553
00:51:36,940 --> 00:51:39,870
to forget their loneliness.
554
00:52:44,390 --> 00:52:47,980
A rose blooms in Colorado.
555
00:52:48,230 --> 00:52:51,720
A rose, beautiful and red.
556
00:52:52,100 --> 00:52:55,670
Up in the Colorado mountains,
557
00:52:55,930 --> 00:52:59,620
that's where I'll meet my rose again.
558
00:52:59,890 --> 00:53:03,830
She has two cerulean eyes.
559
00:53:04,080 --> 00:53:07,730
And her heart belongs only to me.
560
00:53:08,080 --> 00:53:11,820
A rose blooms in Colorado.
561
00:53:12,040 --> 00:53:15,930
And in the morning I will ride to her.
562
00:53:21,990 --> 00:53:25,000
- Hello, Paul. How are you?
- Fine, thanks.
563
00:53:25,250 --> 00:53:27,510
- And you?
- I get by.
564
00:53:27,750 --> 00:53:29,800
Are you still living with that guy?
565
00:53:30,080 --> 00:53:31,430
I hardly see you anymore.
566
00:53:31,550 --> 00:53:33,580
Yes, it's fun.
567
00:53:34,230 --> 00:53:35,720
It's better than living alone.
568
00:53:35,840 --> 00:53:39,000
At first it was hard,
because we only cared about ourselves.
569
00:53:39,120 --> 00:53:41,460
But once you learn
to repect each other,
570
00:53:41,580 --> 00:53:43,980
it's much better than living alone.
571
00:53:44,230 --> 00:53:49,090
- Can I visit you sometime?
- Sure, do you have any plans now?
572
00:53:49,670 --> 00:53:52,490
If you're interested,
you can check out how we're living.
573
00:53:52,610 --> 00:53:57,800
I'd love to! Hanging around in bars
gets exhausting with time.
574
00:54:00,500 --> 00:54:02,260
I don't know why that is.
575
00:54:02,480 --> 00:54:05,830
Maybe I've been let down
too many times.
576
00:54:06,180 --> 00:54:08,280
You're afraid to show your feelings.
577
00:54:08,400 --> 00:54:11,130
So you're waiting for guys
to fancy you.
578
00:54:11,450 --> 00:54:13,700
But when they fall in love,
you break up with them.
579
00:54:13,820 --> 00:54:17,370
I'm afraid to fall in love.
Time makes one cautious.
580
00:54:17,650 --> 00:54:19,960
I'm pretty lonely, actually.
581
00:54:20,220 --> 00:54:23,550
I always hang around in bars,
but nothing new happens.
582
00:54:23,850 --> 00:54:26,070
I've slept with most of the guys.
583
00:54:26,330 --> 00:54:28,720
My longest relationship
was with Clemens.
584
00:54:28,840 --> 00:54:30,340
You still like him?
585
00:54:30,810 --> 00:54:32,590
I'll never forget him.
586
00:54:33,610 --> 00:54:35,150
I won't lose hope.
587
00:54:35,270 --> 00:54:37,820
I want to make the most of my time
while I'm still young,
588
00:54:37,940 --> 00:54:39,730
and experience as much as possible.
589
00:54:39,850 --> 00:54:41,690
I've experienced a lot.
590
00:54:41,930 --> 00:54:45,870
If I'd stayed in my small town,
I would've never known what's out there.
591
00:54:46,120 --> 00:54:50,180
I've been to parties in fancy houses,
I've slept with celebrities,
592
00:54:50,570 --> 00:54:52,840
ironers, coal carriers...
593
00:54:52,960 --> 00:54:55,040
I'm glad I didn't become a bourgeois
594
00:54:55,270 --> 00:54:58,810
with a wife and kids.
The same routine, day by day...
595
00:54:59,230 --> 00:55:02,280
You've told us how it all started,
596
00:55:02,590 --> 00:55:07,220
and that everything was fantastic,
because it was new and adventurous,
597
00:55:07,480 --> 00:55:11,460
but when you came here,
you were sick and tired of being gay.
598
00:55:11,690 --> 00:55:14,080
You've become a "career queer".
599
00:55:14,440 --> 00:55:18,940
All you're interested in
is sex and how to get it.
600
00:55:20,490 --> 00:55:23,700
But you're too weak
to break free on your own.
601
00:55:24,320 --> 00:55:27,270
It's hard for you,
because you have no other interests
602
00:55:27,550 --> 00:55:30,260
besides being gay.
603
00:55:30,670 --> 00:55:34,910
You'll wreck your nerves
and become more addicted and unhappy.
604
00:55:35,320 --> 00:55:38,600
You've become a whore
who's not getting paid.
605
00:55:42,130 --> 00:55:45,250
You've become incapable
of having a human relationship.
606
00:55:45,500 --> 00:55:49,460
Everything is cold,
calculating, and uptight.
607
00:55:49,690 --> 00:55:52,210
I think what you've done
was pretty stupid.
608
00:55:52,330 --> 00:55:54,930
You live like a million other gays.
609
00:55:55,160 --> 00:55:58,140
You're just as uptight,
dependent, and unhappy as them.
610
00:55:58,260 --> 00:56:01,960
In a time where everyone
feared to be put in prison,
611
00:56:02,250 --> 00:56:03,530
it would've been comprehensible.
612
00:56:03,590 --> 00:56:06,950
But now is the time
to help ourselves.
613
00:56:07,360 --> 00:56:10,360
We've all been intimidated
by our families,
614
00:56:10,630 --> 00:56:13,190
and now all we consist of
is weakness.
615
00:56:13,310 --> 00:56:16,830
Because we'll never be able
to forget the restrictions
616
00:56:17,070 --> 00:56:19,110
imposed on us in our childhood.
617
00:56:19,230 --> 00:56:23,220
It's crucial that we change
our fucked up situation.
618
00:56:23,340 --> 00:56:25,110
We can't always blame others.
619
00:56:25,470 --> 00:56:29,780
- We must overcome our fucking weakness.
- We need to start thinking about
620
00:56:30,060 --> 00:56:32,220
what we do wrong.
621
00:56:37,260 --> 00:56:40,740
That's easy for you to say.
How am I supposed to do that?
622
00:56:41,630 --> 00:56:44,460
It's crucial for all gays
623
00:56:44,910 --> 00:56:48,090
to come out of the closet.
624
00:56:48,350 --> 00:56:51,910
We must have the courage
to tell everyone that we're gay.
625
00:56:52,220 --> 00:56:54,750
It's hard, but it's the only way.
626
00:56:54,980 --> 00:56:57,780
We feel dependent and guilty,
627
00:56:58,010 --> 00:57:01,120
and as a result, we'll become
moody and unreliable.
628
00:57:01,700 --> 00:57:06,280
We can't even be honest
to those we love.
629
00:57:06,710 --> 00:57:10,390
We mustn't be afraid
of our parents and employers anymore.
630
00:57:10,640 --> 00:57:12,640
We need to organize...
631
00:57:12,760 --> 00:57:16,830
...against those fucking employers
who want to fire us for being gay.
632
00:57:17,080 --> 00:57:20,670
We must publish the names
of homophobes in our magazines.
633
00:57:20,790 --> 00:57:24,040
Maybe they're afraid, because
they're closeted gays themselves.
634
00:57:24,280 --> 00:57:26,300
We need to end this situation,
635
00:57:26,420 --> 00:57:30,240
that makes us show our cocks
in public toilets,
636
00:57:30,540 --> 00:57:35,460
and stand there for hours,
till we leave... alone and disgusted,
637
00:57:35,580 --> 00:57:37,540
with a bad conscience
on top of it all.
638
00:57:37,900 --> 00:57:39,460
Nevertheless, we'll return
the next day,
639
00:57:39,570 --> 00:57:42,520
because many of us are afraid
to look someone in the eye
640
00:57:42,640 --> 00:57:44,600
and start a conversation,
641
00:57:44,720 --> 00:57:47,330
just to see they're a human being,
642
00:57:47,450 --> 00:57:51,420
and not just someone with a cock
to use and dispose of.
643
00:57:54,260 --> 00:57:55,930
It may seem moralistic and bourgeois
644
00:57:56,180 --> 00:57:58,160
to oppose public toilets and parks,
645
00:57:58,400 --> 00:58:00,140
but it's necessary.
646
00:58:00,260 --> 00:58:03,200
We risk becoming so insensitive
647
00:58:03,680 --> 00:58:06,080
that we'll judge people only
by their body,
648
00:58:06,570 --> 00:58:09,120
and in the end we'll suffer too,
649
00:58:09,430 --> 00:58:11,930
because we're lonely
and out of love.
650
00:58:14,930 --> 00:58:18,710
Gays have a kitschy image
of eternal love...
651
00:58:19,190 --> 00:58:23,190
like you find it in fairytales,
on TV, in movies, or magazines.
652
00:58:23,490 --> 00:58:25,650
Eternal love is bullshit.
653
00:58:25,870 --> 00:58:29,310
People should stay together
for as long as it's fun,
654
00:58:29,570 --> 00:58:32,180
instead of swearing each other
eternal and true love,
655
00:58:32,480 --> 00:58:35,990
which will always lead
to disappointment.
656
00:58:36,450 --> 00:58:38,940
In America,
they now have churches for gays.
657
00:58:39,060 --> 00:58:42,240
A gay priest has started
a cult where gays
658
00:58:42,360 --> 00:58:44,930
can satisfy their repressed
feeling for religion,
659
00:58:45,280 --> 00:58:47,310
and even get the chance to marry.
660
00:58:49,110 --> 00:58:52,100
It's the same old shit
as with man and woman.
661
00:58:52,380 --> 00:58:54,360
We don't want to stay together
out of compulsion,
662
00:58:54,740 --> 00:58:56,140
but of our own free will.
663
00:58:56,630 --> 00:58:58,850
It may be more difficult,
but at least it's honest.
664
00:58:59,150 --> 00:59:01,810
Two guys who isolate themselves
from everyone else,
665
00:59:02,070 --> 00:59:03,660
only to live for themselves,
666
00:59:03,780 --> 00:59:07,110
are being egotistical
and cruel towards others.
667
00:59:09,680 --> 00:59:11,650
We need to live together
668
00:59:11,970 --> 00:59:16,320
and not against each other
like in a marriage.
669
00:59:19,000 --> 00:59:21,130
Gays should be aware
670
00:59:21,370 --> 00:59:23,740
that most guys, considering
today's possibilities,
671
00:59:23,980 --> 00:59:27,070
rarely stay together
for more than two or three years.
672
00:59:27,350 --> 00:59:29,470
After that, it's mostly getting dull.
673
00:59:29,720 --> 00:59:32,460
We should try to make the most
of this opportunity,
674
00:59:32,680 --> 00:59:35,330
and at least engage
in longer relationships
675
00:59:35,790 --> 00:59:38,320
instead of sleeping
with another guy every day.
676
00:59:38,650 --> 00:59:41,600
We have to be disciplined enough
677
00:59:42,060 --> 00:59:46,290
not to risk losing a dear friend
over a cheap adventure.
678
00:59:53,560 --> 00:59:56,800
Gays being together
creates a tense atmosphere.
679
00:59:57,520 --> 01:00:01,200
The others are seen as a reflection
of one's own problems.
680
01:00:07,650 --> 01:00:10,670
We're always cruising,
that's why we dress up.
681
01:00:10,950 --> 01:00:14,230
Refuse the fashion terror!
Condemn high-class hustlers!
682
01:00:14,720 --> 01:00:16,420
Don't wait for rich Johns,
683
01:00:16,540 --> 01:00:19,960
because they'll only exploit
and dump you!
684
01:00:34,060 --> 01:00:36,540
Pretending we're real men is bullshit...
685
01:00:36,760 --> 01:00:39,940
- ...because most of us aren't.
- Let's become more gay!
686
01:00:40,410 --> 01:00:44,550
Closeted gays must have the guts
to come out.
687
01:00:44,830 --> 01:00:48,080
Fairies and leather men
should end their feud
688
01:00:48,340 --> 01:00:51,210
and fight for their freedom
side by side.
689
01:00:51,330 --> 01:00:53,170
Meeting points like cafes,
690
01:00:53,410 --> 01:00:57,270
bars, boutiques, or lidos
are intolerable,
691
01:00:57,460 --> 01:01:00,700
because they're all about self-display.
Especially bars...
692
01:01:00,930 --> 01:01:03,530
with their hostile atmosphere.
693
01:01:04,310 --> 01:01:06,790
Everyone's standing around,
conceited and uptight...
694
01:01:06,910 --> 01:01:08,870
It's impossible
to start a conversation
695
01:01:09,100 --> 01:01:12,110
without feeling obligated
to have sex.
696
01:01:12,230 --> 01:01:13,540
Boycott those bars!
697
01:01:13,660 --> 01:01:18,250
- Push for new bars...
- ...where gays can feel free,
698
01:01:18,370 --> 01:01:22,770
knowing it's not only their money
others are interested in.
699
01:01:22,890 --> 01:01:25,490
Trash those fucking gay bars
700
01:01:25,610 --> 01:01:28,060
if they're nothing but brothels.
701
01:01:28,180 --> 01:01:30,830
Gays need to stop hating each other.
702
01:01:30,950 --> 01:01:33,880
We must love each other
and not be competitors.
703
01:01:34,280 --> 01:01:39,230
The oppression of gays
has made sex and flings vital to them,
704
01:01:39,540 --> 01:01:41,810
and for many, they've become
their main activities.
705
01:01:42,180 --> 01:01:45,180
Try to be more personal,
more independent!
706
01:01:45,440 --> 01:01:48,060
Out of fear of old age, most gays
707
01:01:48,360 --> 01:01:50,230
frantically chase after sex.
708
01:01:50,820 --> 01:01:52,640
Older gays become aggressive,
709
01:01:52,950 --> 01:01:54,796
because they're being despised
by the young ones.
710
01:01:54,820 --> 01:01:58,670
If the time comes when gays not only
care about physical appearances,
711
01:01:58,870 --> 01:02:01,810
old age will not be
such an issue anymore.
712
01:02:02,050 --> 01:02:04,940
Boycott parks and toilets!
Come out of hiding!
713
01:02:05,060 --> 01:02:07,270
Take to the streets!
Rally for your rights!
714
01:02:07,470 --> 01:02:08,910
Help those stupid fashion-fags,
715
01:02:09,030 --> 01:02:11,290
those arrogant pretty boys,
and those bar-queers!
716
01:02:11,520 --> 01:02:15,970
Help those who fuck in toilets and parks
out of their fucked up situation!
717
01:02:16,170 --> 01:02:19,820
Sex shouldn't be a competition
or a way to boost your ego.
718
01:02:20,230 --> 01:02:22,160
It should contribute
to understanding
719
01:02:22,280 --> 01:02:24,780
and not, as is often
the case with gays,
720
01:02:25,020 --> 01:02:28,490
make them strangers
after a one-night stand.
721
01:02:28,610 --> 01:02:30,780
We must try to fuck freely...
722
01:02:31,060 --> 01:02:34,370
and respect the other
instead of seeing him as an object.
723
01:02:34,620 --> 01:02:36,200
The bourgeoisie call us "fruity",
724
01:02:36,320 --> 01:02:38,180
but most of us are cold and uptight.
725
01:02:38,300 --> 01:02:41,680
We must become erotically free
and socially responsible.
726
01:02:41,743 --> 01:02:44,933
Let's unite with the Black Panthers
and the Women's Lib,
727
01:02:45,141 --> 01:02:47,001
and fight the oppression
of minorities!
728
01:02:47,114 --> 01:02:50,854
Take care of each other's
problems at work!
729
01:02:51,164 --> 01:02:54,974
Show your solidarity
if a colleague gets into a conflict,
730
01:02:55,204 --> 01:02:58,044
and you can count
on their help in return.
731
01:02:58,264 --> 01:03:00,094
Engage in politics!
732
01:03:00,364 --> 01:03:02,284
Being gay is not a movie!
733
01:03:02,404 --> 01:03:07,054
We gay pigs want to become humans
and to be treated as such!
734
01:03:07,174 --> 01:03:08,994
We have to fight for it!
735
01:03:09,114 --> 01:03:12,554
We want to be accepted,
and not just tolerated.
736
01:03:12,784 --> 01:03:16,184
But it's not just about
being accepted by the people,
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but also about how we treat each other.
We don't want any anonymous groups!
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01:03:21,334 --> 01:03:23,424
We want a joint action,
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01:03:23,754 --> 01:03:28,234
so we can get to know each other
while fighting our problems...
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01:03:28,834 --> 01:03:30,354
and learn to love each other!
741
01:03:30,474 --> 01:03:32,474
We need to organize!
742
01:03:32,854 --> 01:03:38,134
We need better bars, good doctors,
and a safe working environment!
743
01:03:38,544 --> 01:03:41,524
Become proud of your homosexuality!
744
01:03:41,954 --> 01:03:44,484
Get out of the toilets!
Take to the streets!
745
01:03:45,164 --> 01:03:47,704
Freedom for gays!
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