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These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:00:00,030 --> 00:00:03,980 IT IS NOT THE HOMOSEXUAL WHO IS PERVERSE, BUT THE SOCIETY IN WHICH HE LIVES 2 00:00:04,400 --> 00:00:07,830 A film by Rosa von Praunheim. 3 00:00:11,510 --> 00:00:13,020 Are you from Berlin? 4 00:00:13,850 --> 00:00:16,210 No, it's my first time in Berlin. 5 00:00:16,450 --> 00:00:17,860 Do you like it here? 6 00:00:18,190 --> 00:00:20,150 It's too early to say. 7 00:00:20,930 --> 00:00:22,720 Do you already have a room? 8 00:00:22,930 --> 00:00:26,220 - I'm staying at a hotel. - Hotels aren't comfortable in the long run. 9 00:00:26,780 --> 00:00:29,110 When I travel, I prefer to stay with friends. 10 00:00:29,340 --> 00:00:31,880 And when they come to Berlin, they stay at my place. 11 00:00:36,980 --> 00:00:39,220 I have a small apartment, not far from here. 12 00:00:39,790 --> 00:00:42,110 Is it hard to find an apartment around here? 13 00:00:42,350 --> 00:00:45,640 I guess it's always hard if you don't know your way around. 14 00:00:46,150 --> 00:00:47,860 But I was lucky... 15 00:00:48,500 --> 00:00:50,590 Not like with other things. 16 00:00:51,170 --> 00:00:53,280 The truth is, I'm very lonely. 17 00:00:53,900 --> 00:00:56,770 I could walk forever, just talking to you. 18 00:00:57,350 --> 00:01:00,690 Being on your feet all day, you must be pretty tired by now. 19 00:01:01,320 --> 00:01:02,950 I don't live far from here. 20 00:01:03,640 --> 00:01:05,780 We could have a cup of coffee. 21 00:01:19,790 --> 00:01:23,800 You have such beautiful hands... such soft skin... 22 00:01:24,420 --> 00:01:27,010 At first I didn't have the courage to talk to you. 23 00:01:27,520 --> 00:01:29,790 But when you looked deep into my eyes, 24 00:01:30,070 --> 00:01:33,000 so gently and tenderly, you encouraged me. 25 00:01:33,720 --> 00:01:35,890 I'm so glad you came along. 26 00:01:36,630 --> 00:01:38,980 It's so nice to hold you in my arms. 27 00:01:39,940 --> 00:01:41,840 I'm often alone and lonely. 28 00:01:42,150 --> 00:01:45,040 You can't imagine how much I long for a true friend. 29 00:01:45,650 --> 00:01:49,080 But it's hard to find someone... sincere. 30 00:01:50,040 --> 00:01:51,560 I like you, my boy. 31 00:01:51,680 --> 00:01:53,840 I'm so glad we've met. 32 00:01:53,960 --> 00:01:56,740 You seem so natural and honest. 33 00:01:56,860 --> 00:01:58,400 That's rare. 34 00:01:59,050 --> 00:02:01,410 Most guys are callous and phony. 35 00:02:01,930 --> 00:02:05,940 Speaking of love while already thinking about the next guy. 36 00:02:07,220 --> 00:02:10,140 I've been let down many times, believe me... 37 00:02:10,560 --> 00:02:14,580 But I never stopped looking for a true friend. 38 00:02:15,460 --> 00:02:17,650 Gays don't want to be gay. 39 00:02:18,210 --> 00:02:19,820 They don't want to be different. 40 00:02:20,000 --> 00:02:24,950 They want to live as kitschy and bourgeois as the average citizen. 41 00:02:25,360 --> 00:02:27,820 They long for a home 42 00:02:28,180 --> 00:02:31,420 where they can live with an honest and faithful friend 43 00:02:31,670 --> 00:02:35,590 in a cohabiting relationship. 44 00:02:36,170 --> 00:02:40,550 The ideal partner has to be clean, honest, and natural. 45 00:02:41,110 --> 00:02:43,770 A pure, lively boy. 46 00:02:44,050 --> 00:02:47,700 Kind and playful... like a German shepard. 47 00:02:48,130 --> 00:02:53,630 Gays demand each other to be aesthetes, to care about their appearance. 48 00:02:53,930 --> 00:02:58,210 It makes them proud and distinguishes them from the rest. 49 00:02:58,570 --> 00:03:02,770 Condemned as sick and inferior by the bourgeoisie, 50 00:03:03,100 --> 00:03:06,110 they try to be even more like them, 51 00:03:06,450 --> 00:03:08,600 in order to wear away their feeling of guilt 52 00:03:08,720 --> 00:03:11,600 with an excessive amount of middle-class virtues. 53 00:03:11,720 --> 00:03:15,910 They're politically passive and conservative, 54 00:03:16,440 --> 00:03:19,950 in gratitude for not being beaten to death. 55 00:03:20,340 --> 00:03:27,090 It's not the homosexual who is perverse, but the situation in which he lives. 56 00:03:27,210 --> 00:03:29,630 Gays are ashamed of their nature. 57 00:03:29,750 --> 00:03:35,650 For centuries, christian upbringing has taught them they're nothing but pigs. 58 00:03:35,770 --> 00:03:39,860 Hence, they escape this dreadful reality 59 00:03:40,340 --> 00:03:43,760 into a romantic world of kitsch and ideals. 60 00:03:44,310 --> 00:03:47,170 They have glossy dreams 61 00:03:47,290 --> 00:03:54,120 about someone who'll help them escape their daily hardships 62 00:03:54,680 --> 00:03:58,060 into a world of love and romance. 63 00:03:58,970 --> 00:04:00,860 A homosexual relationship, 64 00:04:01,210 --> 00:04:04,180 as much as both partners want it, 65 00:04:04,560 --> 00:04:06,590 is doomed to fail. 66 00:04:07,080 --> 00:04:11,590 They hide like criminals, forced to start their relationships 67 00:04:12,130 --> 00:04:15,280 by having sex without foreplay. 68 00:04:15,590 --> 00:04:20,800 Pure sex ignores the partner's individual needs. 69 00:04:21,620 --> 00:04:24,890 It merely serves as an object of one's own lust. 70 00:04:25,140 --> 00:04:29,300 With a bit of luck, this condition is mutual. 71 00:04:30,170 --> 00:04:36,240 But it's not enough to establish a satisfying relationship between two people. 72 00:04:41,610 --> 00:04:44,770 Clemens desires Daniel and his boyish body, 73 00:04:45,470 --> 00:04:48,530 which, in Clemens' eyes, pleasantly differs through it's firmness 74 00:04:49,070 --> 00:04:51,910 from the soft curves of a woman. 75 00:04:53,120 --> 00:04:57,140 As long as he can remember, he's always been attracted to men. 76 00:04:57,870 --> 00:05:00,760 He loves Daniel's boyish, shy behavior 77 00:05:01,450 --> 00:05:03,200 and his unspoilt nature. 78 00:05:04,900 --> 00:05:07,930 Daniel struggles with a feeling of sin, 79 00:05:08,460 --> 00:05:12,200 which, caused by his strict upbringing, lies heavily upon him. 80 00:05:13,240 --> 00:05:15,470 He won't dare to look at Clemens... 81 00:05:16,240 --> 00:05:17,640 because he likes him a lot... 82 00:05:18,500 --> 00:05:19,930 which confuses him... 83 00:05:21,490 --> 00:05:23,790 and he doesn't even know why. 84 00:05:25,420 --> 00:05:30,330 Clemens's love for Daniel, and the satisfaction of his touch, 85 00:05:30,790 --> 00:05:33,190 give him a feeling of purity... 86 00:05:33,540 --> 00:05:37,220 the beauty and purity of a man-on-man relationship. 87 00:05:38,800 --> 00:05:41,590 To prove it, he'd love to throw open the windows 88 00:05:41,920 --> 00:05:45,190 and show the whole world how beautiful 89 00:05:45,490 --> 00:05:47,440 love between two men can be. 90 00:06:05,190 --> 00:06:07,080 I'm so happy, Daniel. 91 00:06:07,410 --> 00:06:08,450 Me too. 92 00:06:08,880 --> 00:06:10,710 I don't want to let you go. 93 00:06:11,540 --> 00:06:14,280 Do you think we'll stay together? 94 00:06:14,800 --> 00:06:16,540 All of this is new, 95 00:06:16,910 --> 00:06:20,090 and I didn't know it would mean that much to me 96 00:06:20,450 --> 00:06:21,800 to sleep with a man. 97 00:06:22,400 --> 00:06:24,500 Is this really your first time? 98 00:06:25,160 --> 00:06:28,570 No, it's not, but until now I couldn't admit to myself 99 00:06:28,980 --> 00:06:30,830 that I was really interested. 100 00:06:31,120 --> 00:06:33,700 For the first time I'm truly happy. 101 00:06:34,030 --> 00:06:35,460 Are you sure? 102 00:06:35,970 --> 00:06:37,870 Tomorrow you might change your mind. 103 00:06:40,490 --> 00:06:42,930 With Daniel, a new life began. 104 00:06:43,130 --> 00:06:46,030 He was the only one who ever really felt something for me. 105 00:06:46,230 --> 00:06:47,680 I'll always love him for that. 106 00:06:47,800 --> 00:06:50,430 Our love was all we cared about. 107 00:06:50,730 --> 00:06:53,690 Whatever happened around us lost it's meaning. 108 00:06:54,090 --> 00:06:55,610 I finally realized 109 00:06:55,730 --> 00:06:58,190 how dreary and gray my life had been. 110 00:06:58,510 --> 00:07:00,480 I never really knew what love was. 111 00:07:00,960 --> 00:07:03,610 I kept on living without a purpose. 112 00:07:03,940 --> 00:07:07,120 The power of his love tied me stronger to him. 113 00:07:07,480 --> 00:07:09,360 I didn't want to be without him. 114 00:07:09,980 --> 00:07:13,640 Every hour spent alone seemed like some kind of punishment. 115 00:07:14,150 --> 00:07:16,460 I was tormented by feverish desire. 116 00:07:17,170 --> 00:07:19,630 Our embraces afterwards felt intoxicating. 117 00:07:20,150 --> 00:07:22,550 We spent most of our evenings at home, 118 00:07:22,970 --> 00:07:26,120 watching TV to further our education. 119 00:07:26,450 --> 00:07:28,550 Both of us did the housekeeping, 120 00:07:28,780 --> 00:07:30,720 and time just flew by. 121 00:07:31,500 --> 00:07:36,150 On weekends, I spent hours in the Cafe where Daniel used to work. 122 00:07:36,930 --> 00:07:39,590 On our days off, when the weather was nice, 123 00:07:39,690 --> 00:07:42,480 we went to the countryside, dreaming the day away. 124 00:07:42,830 --> 00:07:44,810 Or we just drove aimlessly through the city. 125 00:07:44,930 --> 00:07:47,690 When it rained, we wrote letters, or read. 126 00:07:47,890 --> 00:07:49,180 "Dear Mother, 127 00:07:50,020 --> 00:07:53,650 "this is my 4th month in Berlin. 128 00:07:54,160 --> 00:07:57,160 "Time just flew by. 129 00:07:57,660 --> 00:08:00,860 "Working at the Cafe is fun. 130 00:08:01,350 --> 00:08:06,500 "I've rented a room at a friend's apartment. 131 00:08:07,060 --> 00:08:08,730 "We get along just fine. 132 00:08:08,990 --> 00:08:11,560 "He has shown me around the city. 133 00:08:11,900 --> 00:08:15,280 "Especially the surrounding areas with their many lakes 134 00:08:15,490 --> 00:08:18,050 "and forests amaze me." 135 00:08:18,260 --> 00:08:21,660 Gays attempt to simulate a middle-class marriage. 136 00:08:21,880 --> 00:08:26,770 Instead of hating those responsible for their misfortune, 137 00:08:26,970 --> 00:08:34,350 they wish for a lifelong relationship granted by church and state. 138 00:08:34,710 --> 00:08:39,770 A middle-class marriage is based on the upbringing of children 139 00:08:39,980 --> 00:08:41,950 and the oppression of the wife. 140 00:08:42,410 --> 00:08:47,740 Gay marriage can't be anything but a ridiculous imitation, 141 00:08:48,100 --> 00:08:51,780 as the lack of mutual duties is being replaced 142 00:08:52,090 --> 00:08:57,080 by a romantic and unrealistic love. 143 00:08:57,730 --> 00:09:03,050 That romantic and idolizing love is nothing but self-love. 144 00:09:03,270 --> 00:09:05,260 Most gays don't realize 145 00:09:05,690 --> 00:09:09,550 that the love they feel is in fact self-love. 146 00:09:09,820 --> 00:09:15,230 The partner is seen as an idol of one's own hopes and longings. 147 00:09:15,530 --> 00:09:19,890 They're neither trying to understand nor pay attention to them. 148 00:09:20,180 --> 00:09:24,330 They even burden their partner with their own problems. 149 00:09:24,850 --> 00:09:30,040 Gay marriage fails due to the rivalry of two conceited men, 150 00:09:30,260 --> 00:09:35,100 who were raised not to follow their interests together, 151 00:09:35,330 --> 00:09:38,810 but as competitors. 152 00:09:38,930 --> 00:09:41,720 The lack of mutual duties, 153 00:09:42,000 --> 00:09:44,640 and the inability to get along, 154 00:09:44,970 --> 00:09:49,020 due to being self-centered, 155 00:09:49,250 --> 00:09:54,120 will soon lead to the tragic end of a romantic friendship. 156 00:09:54,700 --> 00:09:57,680 What remains is loneliness 157 00:09:57,980 --> 00:09:59,930 and a vast void, 158 00:10:00,460 --> 00:10:06,310 that will soon be cluttered with new imaginary and vain dreams. 159 00:10:15,200 --> 00:10:18,010 Four months have passed since I came to Berlin. 160 00:10:18,210 --> 00:10:20,980 I've decided to leave Clemens. 161 00:10:21,100 --> 00:10:25,420 I know it's a big mistake, as I still love him like on the first day. 162 00:10:25,540 --> 00:10:29,730 We often act contrary to our feelings, despite regretting it deeply afterwards. 163 00:10:30,030 --> 00:10:32,660 In the small Cafe where Daniel used to work, 164 00:10:32,780 --> 00:10:37,170 he was approached by a wealthy man, whom he soon trusted. 165 00:10:37,380 --> 00:10:40,350 He was fascinated by his knowledge and sophistication. 166 00:10:40,940 --> 00:10:45,710 The spruceness and neatness for which he'd learned to cherish Clemens 167 00:10:45,930 --> 00:10:48,740 and which he, without admitting it, found stifling, 168 00:10:49,120 --> 00:10:52,830 laid the foundation for an unforeseen world of art and culture. 169 00:10:53,270 --> 00:10:57,030 Overwhelmed by a feeling of something big and important, 170 00:10:57,270 --> 00:11:02,170 he agreed to join his benefactor on a longer trip, 171 00:11:02,370 --> 00:11:05,760 and afterwards moved into his villa. 172 00:11:11,430 --> 00:11:14,450 The so-called "Pedagogical Eros", 173 00:11:14,670 --> 00:11:19,340 with which older gays justify sleeping with young men, 174 00:11:19,570 --> 00:11:24,840 simply means an authoritative relationship of dependancy 175 00:11:25,030 --> 00:11:29,670 between a smart ass and a helpless, silly boy. 176 00:11:30,320 --> 00:11:32,320 Education and art, 177 00:11:32,550 --> 00:11:38,250 once dead serious leisure activities of the rich, 178 00:11:38,490 --> 00:11:44,150 are being gratefully received by gays as a getaway from their problems. 179 00:11:44,690 --> 00:11:48,040 The popular belief that gays are artistically more gifted than others 180 00:11:48,160 --> 00:11:49,780 is, in fact, an old wives' tale. 181 00:11:50,590 --> 00:11:53,240 They only engage so much in art, 182 00:11:53,480 --> 00:11:57,420 because they believe it makes their life more endurable. 183 00:11:57,910 --> 00:12:04,950 To them, art is shallow and ineffective, just like when Heydrich played the piano. 184 00:12:05,420 --> 00:12:10,000 As long as education and art are means of the rich and powerful 185 00:12:10,210 --> 00:12:15,630 to belie human and economical issues, 186 00:12:15,750 --> 00:12:18,220 they must be radically rejected. 187 00:12:18,340 --> 00:12:23,210 And as long as gays think they're special, 188 00:12:23,330 --> 00:12:28,800 while they imitate the rich, they must be rejected as well. 189 00:12:28,920 --> 00:12:35,270 Upholding the oppression of homosexuals is especially crucial to rich gays. 190 00:12:35,470 --> 00:12:39,790 They welcome the helplesness of the oppressed, 191 00:12:39,980 --> 00:12:43,660 because it makes it easier to lure them into their beds. 192 00:12:58,510 --> 00:13:03,870 Do you know, do you know 193 00:13:04,450 --> 00:13:08,970 where the lemon blossom grows. 194 00:13:09,090 --> 00:13:13,380 In dark foliage 195 00:13:13,500 --> 00:13:18,050 the golden orange glows. 196 00:13:18,770 --> 00:13:23,580 A gentle breeze 197 00:13:23,820 --> 00:13:28,360 blows from the azure sky. 198 00:13:28,480 --> 00:13:32,820 Still stands the myrtle 199 00:13:33,100 --> 00:13:38,280 and the laurel, high? 200 00:13:40,100 --> 00:13:45,320 A gentle breeze blows from the azure sky. 201 00:13:45,650 --> 00:13:52,720 Still stands the myrtle, and the laurel, high? 202 00:13:53,940 --> 00:13:59,520 Do you know, do you know. 203 00:13:59,790 --> 00:14:06,680 Do you know it well? 204 00:14:07,100 --> 00:14:12,060 There, there. 205 00:14:12,820 --> 00:14:15,670 Would I go with you, 206 00:14:16,230 --> 00:14:22,000 oh my beloved. 207 00:14:22,370 --> 00:14:26,830 There, there would I go with you. 208 00:14:27,150 --> 00:14:30,090 There, 209 00:14:30,420 --> 00:14:33,800 there... 210 00:14:51,200 --> 00:14:56,570 For gays, culture is a way to get to know each other. 211 00:14:57,120 --> 00:15:01,690 In a sultry atmosphere of overemphasized formalities, 212 00:15:01,810 --> 00:15:04,490 they soon drop all pretense. 213 00:15:04,610 --> 00:15:10,150 Being let down their whole life, many have become cold and cruel. 214 00:15:10,580 --> 00:15:14,670 All they see in their partner is a sex object. 215 00:15:16,160 --> 00:15:20,430 Homosexuals have a more ambitious urge for independence 216 00:15:20,550 --> 00:15:22,730 and success than others. 217 00:15:22,850 --> 00:15:28,920 They know that at an old age, they won't be loved for who they are. 218 00:15:29,040 --> 00:15:33,170 The most important thing for gays is the overemphasis 219 00:15:33,540 --> 00:15:36,670 of youth and physicality. 220 00:15:36,790 --> 00:15:41,690 Buying a young man also means regaining a part 221 00:15:42,110 --> 00:15:45,170 of their own lost youth. 222 00:15:45,410 --> 00:15:49,320 On his fatherly lover's first music night, 223 00:15:49,550 --> 00:15:54,200 he got to meet his acquaintances: Renowned actors and business men. 224 00:15:54,320 --> 00:15:56,890 He feels left alone and desperate. 225 00:15:57,130 --> 00:16:01,400 His friend seems to only have eyes for that young, exotic singer. 226 00:16:01,660 --> 00:16:05,580 Once again, he's at the mercy of the old men's comforting attempts. 227 00:16:05,780 --> 00:16:09,160 They flatter him, stroke his hair, 228 00:16:09,360 --> 00:16:13,420 and close a tight circle around him - everybody wants him for themselves. 229 00:16:13,540 --> 00:16:17,250 He suddenly feels nauseous like he needs to throw up. 230 00:16:17,450 --> 00:16:19,530 He knows he can't stay there, 231 00:16:19,650 --> 00:16:23,300 where his faith in all that's good and beautiful has been betrayed. 232 00:16:23,420 --> 00:16:25,850 He leaves in disgust. 233 00:16:26,890 --> 00:16:30,280 Daniel has found a new job. 234 00:16:31,100 --> 00:16:34,990 He now works at an afternoon meeting place for homosexuals. 235 00:16:35,860 --> 00:16:39,210 He's rented a cheap room from a colleague, 236 00:16:39,610 --> 00:16:45,300 and, through work, makes friends with people his own age. 237 00:16:46,250 --> 00:16:47,860 The other gays like him, 238 00:16:48,210 --> 00:16:51,730 because he knows how to adapt to their customs. 239 00:16:52,440 --> 00:16:54,870 He becomes more secure and independent, 240 00:16:55,410 --> 00:16:59,390 and does not invest all his feelings in flings. 241 00:17:00,390 --> 00:17:03,770 Everything's new, and he's happy to be able to live almost freely 242 00:17:03,980 --> 00:17:06,590 among a group of like-minded people. 243 00:17:07,490 --> 00:17:11,050 Interesting conversations about film, fashion, and grooming 244 00:17:11,170 --> 00:17:13,740 give inspiration for his leisure time, 245 00:17:14,190 --> 00:17:16,750 which he spends almost only with gays. 246 00:17:19,280 --> 00:17:25,650 Most homosexuals are business men or have service jobs. 247 00:17:25,920 --> 00:17:28,980 They're afraid of getting their nails dirty, 248 00:17:29,100 --> 00:17:31,680 and they also fear their colleagues' aggressiveness. 249 00:17:31,800 --> 00:17:35,190 Gays have it twice as hard at work. 250 00:17:35,390 --> 00:17:38,430 On top of the usual shitty job 251 00:17:38,550 --> 00:17:41,850 comes the unnerving act of self-denial. 252 00:17:42,060 --> 00:17:44,090 They become "leisure-queers" 253 00:17:44,340 --> 00:17:51,330 who gladly escape the hypocrisy at work into the gay world, 254 00:17:51,450 --> 00:17:56,480 where they may not be accepted as human beings, but as gays. 255 00:17:56,730 --> 00:17:59,720 They meet for coffee and cake, 256 00:17:59,920 --> 00:18:03,800 listen to songs by Zarah Leander and Marlene Dietrich, 257 00:18:04,000 --> 00:18:10,130 and make trips to places like Sylt and Torremolinos. 258 00:18:10,980 --> 00:18:17,500 The less they're capable of having human relationships among their own, 259 00:18:17,730 --> 00:18:20,860 the more they're in need of a substitute. 260 00:18:21,260 --> 00:18:24,030 Their longing for luck and fulfillment 261 00:18:24,310 --> 00:18:30,100 is being exploited by the industry and deflected into material things. 262 00:18:30,510 --> 00:18:36,250 For the bourgeoisie, it's all about home interior, TV sets, and cars. 263 00:18:36,720 --> 00:18:38,900 For gays, it's all about fashion. 264 00:18:39,020 --> 00:18:45,670 Just like a product's packaging distracts from it's actual content, 265 00:18:45,940 --> 00:18:52,450 gays use fashion to draw attention to their outer appearance. 266 00:18:52,710 --> 00:18:56,240 The lust to adorn one's body 267 00:18:56,430 --> 00:19:00,380 fits the enourmous vanity of gays, 268 00:19:00,590 --> 00:19:06,650 who will soon be unable to love anyone but themselves. 269 00:19:07,020 --> 00:19:11,370 The light blue sweater gays used to wear years ago, 270 00:19:11,570 --> 00:19:15,600 which distinctively differed from dull men's fashion, 271 00:19:15,810 --> 00:19:20,300 has turned into exhibitionism and fetishism. 272 00:19:20,740 --> 00:19:24,100 Fashion has to be like a second skin, 273 00:19:24,330 --> 00:19:27,850 indicating the size of the penis. 274 00:19:28,160 --> 00:19:32,930 Soon, gays won't be capable of anything but... 275 00:19:33,190 --> 00:19:36,910 waiting like a high-class hooker 276 00:19:37,190 --> 00:19:42,520 for a rich man to take them away into a world 277 00:19:42,880 --> 00:19:47,230 of sheer pleasure... and lust. 278 00:19:49,830 --> 00:19:53,940 Homosexuals have nothing in common 279 00:19:54,150 --> 00:19:58,410 but the strong wish to sleep with a man. 280 00:20:01,630 --> 00:20:06,180 The increasing desire for the naked male body 281 00:20:06,530 --> 00:20:09,790 makes them leave their families and go to places 282 00:20:10,340 --> 00:20:12,640 where they can meet gays. 283 00:20:12,760 --> 00:20:17,070 In the company of other gays, they can forget for a while 284 00:20:17,280 --> 00:20:21,100 that they're lepers and outcasts of society. 285 00:20:21,880 --> 00:20:25,240 Nevertheless, they hate each other. 286 00:20:26,060 --> 00:20:30,560 The others are seen as a reflection of one's own misfortune. 287 00:20:30,990 --> 00:20:32,410 Fear of sexuality, 288 00:20:32,650 --> 00:20:36,080 feelings of guilt, foisted upon them by society, 289 00:20:36,200 --> 00:20:38,720 and a strong feeling of competition 290 00:20:38,940 --> 00:20:43,360 make them secret enemies among their own. 291 00:20:44,140 --> 00:20:48,420 In order to be able to communicate, 292 00:20:48,710 --> 00:20:51,870 they make up certain commonalities, 293 00:20:51,990 --> 00:20:54,350 which can only be phony. 294 00:20:54,790 --> 00:20:59,280 They develop superficial rituals and shapes. 295 00:20:59,610 --> 00:21:05,520 Just like the bourgeoisie, they judge each other by their appearance. 296 00:21:06,320 --> 00:21:11,680 In order to be accepted by the gay community, 297 00:21:12,050 --> 00:21:15,270 young homosexuals will soon have to trade 298 00:21:15,530 --> 00:21:19,910 their more personal interests 299 00:21:20,270 --> 00:21:25,370 for so-called gay interests and ideals. 300 00:21:25,870 --> 00:21:30,850 Meeting points for homosexuals are vanity fairs. 301 00:21:31,100 --> 00:21:37,440 They show themselves off, hoping to be wooed by everyone else. 302 00:21:37,970 --> 00:21:42,970 Daniel, who lay dreaming on the sun terrace at the Wannsee lake, 303 00:21:43,880 --> 00:21:45,640 noticed him right away. 304 00:21:46,570 --> 00:21:51,440 He admired his strong body... and his butch appearance. 305 00:21:52,420 --> 00:21:56,390 But he wouldn't dare to show his admiration. 306 00:21:57,590 --> 00:21:59,750 He slightly turned his head, 307 00:21:59,960 --> 00:22:03,970 as if to protect it from the blinding sunbeams. 308 00:22:05,530 --> 00:22:10,620 Through his half-closed eyes he gazed at those strong hands, 309 00:22:11,340 --> 00:22:15,790 that were slowly stripping down a pair of tight fitting jeans... 310 00:22:16,320 --> 00:22:19,190 exposing a bulging pair of trunks. 311 00:22:20,060 --> 00:22:21,200 He desired him... 312 00:22:21,850 --> 00:22:27,230 and he wanted nothing more than to satisfy his desire, 313 00:22:27,560 --> 00:22:30,700 but his pride prevented him from making the first step. 314 00:22:31,530 --> 00:22:34,250 Until now, he was the one that others would woo, 315 00:22:34,520 --> 00:22:38,150 and he could always pick those 316 00:22:38,450 --> 00:22:40,580 he wanted to give his affection to. 317 00:22:41,260 --> 00:22:45,610 He knew his effect on others, and he was partly to blame for it. 318 00:22:46,730 --> 00:22:52,520 He enjoyed being the focus of a pair of lustful eyes, 319 00:22:53,000 --> 00:22:55,480 but he was too shy to spare someone, 320 00:22:56,070 --> 00:22:58,220 who he might have been able to love, 321 00:22:58,890 --> 00:23:00,830 a longer glance. 322 00:23:02,450 --> 00:23:04,620 Wolfgang shared his views. 323 00:23:05,120 --> 00:23:08,200 It was the only time that a fling 324 00:23:08,740 --> 00:23:11,680 had become a tender relationship. 325 00:23:11,800 --> 00:23:13,480 They spent a lot of time together. 326 00:23:13,700 --> 00:23:18,270 They told each other about their amorous escapades and discussed them. 327 00:23:18,620 --> 00:23:20,640 Wolfgang always offered good advice. 328 00:23:21,030 --> 00:23:22,780 He came from a good family, 329 00:23:22,900 --> 00:23:26,490 and Daniel adopted much of his sophisticated lifestyle. 330 00:23:26,720 --> 00:23:29,280 He seemed to know what life was about. 331 00:23:29,550 --> 00:23:33,990 They often felt like they were... truly happy. 332 00:23:35,970 --> 00:23:39,070 A gentle breeze made the hot day more bearable. 333 00:23:39,910 --> 00:23:41,960 His skin hurt a little, 334 00:23:42,560 --> 00:23:45,770 but he knew that before summer ended, 335 00:23:46,190 --> 00:23:51,410 his troubles would be rewarded with an even tan. 336 00:24:00,580 --> 00:24:04,370 Daniel, who's been living in Berlin for more than two years now, 337 00:24:04,580 --> 00:24:10,560 is no longer content with meeting men in classy cafes, boutiques, and lidos. 338 00:24:11,120 --> 00:24:15,230 He's fascinated by the exotic world of gay bars. 339 00:24:15,850 --> 00:24:18,600 He gets excited every time 340 00:24:18,720 --> 00:24:21,860 he enters one of those bars with their huge mirrors, 341 00:24:21,980 --> 00:24:25,670 the pink/red lighting, and those sensuous rythms. 342 00:24:26,250 --> 00:24:29,480 He loves shoving himself through a crowd of young men 343 00:24:29,710 --> 00:24:32,140 who gaze at him in passive admiration. 344 00:24:32,880 --> 00:24:35,060 He needs this kind of self-affirmation 345 00:24:35,180 --> 00:24:37,180 to get over his loneliness, 346 00:24:37,460 --> 00:24:41,210 which, after many numbing nights, starts growing inside of him. 347 00:24:41,460 --> 00:24:45,590 He's slowly granted access to a world of unforeseen possibilities. 348 00:24:46,080 --> 00:24:49,530 He gets to meet people of all kinds of nationalities and occupations. 349 00:24:49,780 --> 00:24:55,030 More often, he drifts into the night, always astonished anew. 350 00:24:55,670 --> 00:25:00,300 He now has not just one, but many favorite bars. 351 00:25:00,820 --> 00:25:05,120 An uneasiness is growing inside of him. He becomes addicted... 352 00:25:05,350 --> 00:25:10,330 to the tantalizing adventures of which no one knows... 353 00:25:11,030 --> 00:25:12,490 how they might end. 354 00:25:17,210 --> 00:25:22,790 Gays rarely have difficulties connecting in big cities. 355 00:25:23,840 --> 00:25:27,770 It's easy for them to find men they can sleep with, 356 00:25:28,450 --> 00:25:32,970 because they offer themselves on every street corner like whores. 357 00:25:33,710 --> 00:25:36,510 Out of fear of old age, 358 00:25:36,870 --> 00:25:42,790 they believe they must live their youth to the fullest. 359 00:25:43,720 --> 00:25:49,470 They become moody, hectic, and more compulsive. 360 00:25:50,440 --> 00:25:53,720 Gays are rarely happy. 361 00:25:55,380 --> 00:26:00,400 They've taken all sexual freedoms 362 00:26:00,930 --> 00:26:03,970 of which the bourgeoisie can only dream. 363 00:26:04,900 --> 00:26:07,350 But they're incapable 364 00:26:07,910 --> 00:26:13,410 of truly enjoying those freedoms. 365 00:26:14,300 --> 00:26:17,870 Like any other kid, 366 00:26:18,380 --> 00:26:23,140 gays were brought up to live by rules and regulations. 367 00:26:23,650 --> 00:26:30,620 Those rules and duties will also apply in a marriage between man and woman. 368 00:26:32,030 --> 00:26:36,030 Gays, however, could take advantage of their freedom, 369 00:26:36,310 --> 00:26:40,090 on their own responsibility. 370 00:26:40,360 --> 00:26:44,920 They could live with someone for as long 371 00:26:45,240 --> 00:26:47,280 as they can enjoy it. 372 00:26:47,640 --> 00:26:50,920 For gays, freedom isn't about 373 00:26:51,490 --> 00:26:56,100 taking responsibility, but about chaos. 374 00:26:57,160 --> 00:27:01,010 They get stuck at an infantile level. 375 00:27:01,740 --> 00:27:03,390 They're constantly horny, 376 00:27:03,810 --> 00:27:07,300 choosing a cheap fling 377 00:27:07,640 --> 00:27:11,610 over a perhaps more valuable relationship. 378 00:27:12,400 --> 00:27:14,940 Gays have trouble 379 00:27:15,550 --> 00:27:18,060 engaging in a long-term relationship. 380 00:27:18,700 --> 00:27:21,770 Full of vanity and remorse 381 00:27:22,170 --> 00:27:26,810 they exchange glances, always looking for true happiness. 382 00:27:27,670 --> 00:27:32,220 They have an ideal image of a man 383 00:27:32,920 --> 00:27:34,370 who doesn't exist. 384 00:27:35,230 --> 00:27:40,600 Two thousand sexual partners in the life of a gay man 385 00:27:40,820 --> 00:27:43,520 are often just surrogates for the one... 386 00:27:44,100 --> 00:27:48,780 they long for, deep in their hearts. 387 00:27:49,350 --> 00:27:52,970 Each time they are being dissappointed anew, 388 00:27:53,240 --> 00:27:58,600 and often all that remains is a feeling of disgust. 389 00:27:59,210 --> 00:28:05,210 Most gays resemble the type of 'nice guy from a good family', 390 00:28:05,510 --> 00:28:09,540 who places great value on a masculine appearance. 391 00:28:10,180 --> 00:28:12,700 They lead a double life, 392 00:28:12,940 --> 00:28:16,620 afraid of being outed as homosexuals. 393 00:28:17,010 --> 00:28:20,380 Their greatest enemy is the flamboyant "fairy". 394 00:28:20,610 --> 00:28:23,480 Fairies are effeminate homosexuals 395 00:28:23,600 --> 00:28:28,030 who attempt to act like hysterical women. 396 00:28:28,380 --> 00:28:30,930 They wear make-up and are the worst nightmare 397 00:28:31,050 --> 00:28:34,040 of the bourgeoisie and of closeted gays 398 00:28:34,160 --> 00:28:36,630 who could be exposed by them. 399 00:28:37,000 --> 00:28:40,730 Fairies are not as phony as bourgeois gays. 400 00:28:41,160 --> 00:28:44,690 Gays are often conceited, moody, and jealous. 401 00:28:45,010 --> 00:28:49,830 Fairies overdo their gay attributes and ridicule them. 402 00:28:50,250 --> 00:28:57,520 They question society's standards and show what it means to be gay. 403 00:29:39,920 --> 00:29:43,140 Being gay is all Daniel cares about now. 404 00:29:43,530 --> 00:29:45,740 It has become an addiction. 405 00:29:45,860 --> 00:29:50,510 He's looking for greater thrills that can satisfy him much faster. 406 00:36:55,283 --> 00:36:58,733 The strangest among gays are, 407 00:36:58,973 --> 00:37:02,893 besides transvestites, who dress like women 408 00:37:03,133 --> 00:37:09,053 and long for female genitals, the leather men. 409 00:37:09,603 --> 00:37:14,773 Their masculinity is damaged the most. 410 00:37:15,343 --> 00:37:18,633 In order to compensate for the loss of their manliness, 411 00:37:18,863 --> 00:37:22,733 they adorn themselves with symbols of masculinity. 412 00:37:23,073 --> 00:37:30,763 Like closeted gays among Nazis, in Western films, or in the army, 413 00:37:31,303 --> 00:37:33,933 leather men, too, are longing 414 00:37:34,233 --> 00:37:39,193 for a world of violence conveyed through those symbols... 415 00:37:39,503 --> 00:37:43,803 ...when, in fact, they're as innocent as kids playing war games. 416 00:37:44,053 --> 00:37:47,973 Lust that can't be experienced directly 417 00:37:48,193 --> 00:37:49,943 turns into perversion. 418 00:37:50,413 --> 00:37:56,343 Leather men only get satisfaction through the use of auxiliary means. 419 00:37:56,603 --> 00:38:01,413 Leather is often being associated with sadism and masochism... 420 00:38:01,783 --> 00:38:06,103 The need to punish and to be punished. 421 00:38:06,623 --> 00:38:09,383 Leather men expect to be punished, 422 00:38:09,793 --> 00:38:15,883 because they feel to have failed both themselves and society. 423 00:38:16,423 --> 00:38:20,583 They're nice, polite people who suffer from their weakness. 424 00:38:21,883 --> 00:38:24,983 Looking for new sexual adventures, 425 00:38:25,343 --> 00:38:28,423 Daniel dares to visit the municipal park, 426 00:38:28,973 --> 00:38:32,223 where he's hoping to find satisfaction more easily. 427 00:38:33,383 --> 00:38:37,183 The nightly ritual of cruising in bars has made him tired. 428 00:38:37,523 --> 00:38:42,133 He found it too much of a hassle to talk to someone 429 00:38:42,493 --> 00:38:45,853 and maybe even spend the night with them just to have sex. 430 00:38:46,593 --> 00:38:50,103 The park's oppressive atmosphere was even more captivating 431 00:38:50,533 --> 00:38:54,783 than the thought of having new sexual experiences. 432 00:38:55,833 --> 00:39:00,783 Afraid of being interrupted, 433 00:39:01,443 --> 00:39:04,443 and with the unfulfilled expectation of a touch, 434 00:39:05,503 --> 00:39:08,343 he passed the fascinating choreography of men, 435 00:39:09,003 --> 00:39:11,233 who were timidly walking around 436 00:39:11,853 --> 00:39:14,783 without saying a single word. 437 00:39:16,253 --> 00:39:18,143 Then he leaves the park... 438 00:39:18,463 --> 00:39:23,093 disappointed to not have found the dominating aggressiveness 439 00:39:23,363 --> 00:39:25,193 he was hoping for. 440 00:39:25,643 --> 00:39:29,773 He reckons it takes the knowledge of secret signals and rituals 441 00:39:30,263 --> 00:39:34,503 which could open the door to "perversion". 442 00:39:35,613 --> 00:39:39,093 Daniel knows there's no way back. 443 00:39:39,453 --> 00:39:41,893 He wants a man - tonight! 444 00:39:42,663 --> 00:39:45,543 He often went home, telling himself 445 00:39:45,773 --> 00:39:48,813 he could've had a lot of guys if he'd wanted to. 446 00:39:49,103 --> 00:39:53,703 That feeling was more important than if he'd actually slept with them. 447 00:39:54,063 --> 00:39:58,593 But now he won't control himself any longer. 448 00:39:58,863 --> 00:40:03,823 He doesn't know what else to do. Nothing matters anymore. It's as if... 449 00:40:04,413 --> 00:40:06,203 he were intoxicated. 450 00:40:06,613 --> 00:40:09,933 Public toilets are the most popular meeting points for homosexuals. 451 00:40:10,203 --> 00:40:13,503 Gays who have trouble connecting, 452 00:40:13,873 --> 00:40:18,503 are forced to have their first homosexual experience in a public toilet. 453 00:40:19,003 --> 00:40:23,023 Being punished for their homosexuality by society, 454 00:40:23,253 --> 00:40:27,063 and left with a guilty conscience, 455 00:40:27,343 --> 00:40:33,013 many have reduced their homosexuality strictly to sex. 456 00:40:33,543 --> 00:40:38,743 They stand side by side, in constant fear of discovery, 457 00:40:39,033 --> 00:40:44,083 and if they finally pick someone up, 458 00:40:44,573 --> 00:40:47,683 they have to get off within seconds. 459 00:40:47,803 --> 00:40:51,633 A relationship directed only towards a man's penis 460 00:40:51,913 --> 00:40:57,613 is for many gays the only kind of love-making they know. 461 00:40:57,983 --> 00:41:03,733 They go from toilet to toilet, constantly seeking satisfaction, 462 00:41:04,043 --> 00:41:07,883 which, if they're lucky, can only be found compromised. 463 00:41:08,003 --> 00:41:12,323 Gays hold public toilets in low esteem. 464 00:41:12,543 --> 00:41:16,473 They claim to despise "toilet queers", 465 00:41:16,593 --> 00:41:21,653 but secretly go there themselves 466 00:41:22,023 --> 00:41:26,393 if they didn't score in one of their fancy bars. 467 00:41:26,843 --> 00:41:31,893 Here they appreciate the often 'masculine laborer' kind of guys 468 00:41:32,163 --> 00:41:35,333 who are not interested in hiding their lust 469 00:41:35,663 --> 00:41:39,283 underneath fashion and good manners. 470 00:41:39,843 --> 00:41:42,973 In our society, being a hustler is much more convenient 471 00:41:43,243 --> 00:41:46,413 than working a dull, impersonal job. 472 00:41:46,713 --> 00:41:50,033 We don't make as much as hookers, though. 473 00:41:50,723 --> 00:41:53,143 Most hustlers are runaways from foster homes, 474 00:41:53,263 --> 00:41:55,273 who refuse a middle-class life 475 00:41:55,393 --> 00:41:58,163 with it's limited possibilities in the first place. 476 00:41:58,413 --> 00:42:03,333 Like many rockers, who suppress their homosexuality with brutality, 477 00:42:03,543 --> 00:42:05,813 most hustlers aren't gay at all. 478 00:42:06,283 --> 00:42:08,673 With gays, they can let off 479 00:42:09,013 --> 00:42:11,403 their rage against the authorities, 480 00:42:11,773 --> 00:42:14,043 which they hold responsible for their fate. 481 00:42:14,623 --> 00:42:16,013 They hate gays, 482 00:42:16,133 --> 00:42:20,523 because in the eyes of our society, gays are still worse than decent criminals. 483 00:42:20,833 --> 00:42:24,833 Extortion, mugging, and murder of gays were daily fare 484 00:42:24,953 --> 00:42:30,253 when, thanks to "ยง 175", older gays had to gratefully put up with all that. 485 00:42:30,373 --> 00:42:31,973 The law has been abolished, 486 00:42:32,153 --> 00:42:36,033 but not people's attitude towards certain homosexuals 487 00:42:36,153 --> 00:42:39,123 who still live in constant fear of being exposed. 488 00:42:39,393 --> 00:42:44,963 In line with society's hatred of old age, 489 00:42:45,133 --> 00:42:49,723 growing old is the worst that can happen to gays. 490 00:42:50,153 --> 00:42:54,333 Gays often die young, 491 00:42:54,923 --> 00:42:59,573 because all they do is worship the young male body, 492 00:42:59,923 --> 00:43:03,173 while ignoring all human qualities. 493 00:43:03,533 --> 00:43:08,023 Quite often, they start aging at around 30. 494 00:43:08,533 --> 00:43:11,713 Older gays who aren't wealthy 495 00:43:11,943 --> 00:43:18,643 are either forced to exploit young gays in a cold and aggressive manner, 496 00:43:19,193 --> 00:43:23,923 or to get involved in dangerous adventures with hustlers. 497 00:43:24,693 --> 00:43:30,813 Sex is more important to older gays than to married men 498 00:43:31,323 --> 00:43:34,933 who, due to always sleeping with the same woman, 499 00:43:35,163 --> 00:43:36,823 will soon become impotent. 500 00:43:36,943 --> 00:43:41,433 The sight of young men arouses older gays each time anew. 501 00:43:41,883 --> 00:43:47,143 Their mostly unsuccessful attempts to cruise for sex 502 00:43:47,513 --> 00:43:52,563 in dark lit toilets and parks, since they're not welcome in bars, 503 00:43:52,843 --> 00:43:56,713 are taking up most of their energy. 504 00:43:57,163 --> 00:44:02,183 Many are in denial about their age out of sheer vanity. 505 00:44:02,493 --> 00:44:05,763 They're trying to artificially keep themselves young, 506 00:44:06,313 --> 00:44:09,283 but it just makes them look ridiculous. 507 00:44:09,523 --> 00:44:14,823 The life of older gays is no bed of roses. 508 00:44:15,293 --> 00:44:19,463 They're often exposed to inhumane isolation 509 00:44:19,733 --> 00:44:22,863 which, just like a growing ulcer, deprives them 510 00:44:23,183 --> 00:44:28,333 of every last bit of joy in life. 511 00:45:06,533 --> 00:45:13,113 No! No! No! Those shoes look terrible! Combined with that shirt and scarf... 512 00:45:13,503 --> 00:45:19,303 I once saw him wear bright red shoes... Disgusting! 513 00:45:19,423 --> 00:45:21,953 She only gets lucky when she's cottaging! 514 00:45:22,073 --> 00:45:26,073 I even saw her at the station, dressed in bright colors... 515 00:45:26,323 --> 00:45:28,403 from dusk till dawn... 516 00:45:28,553 --> 00:45:33,413 And by day she looks like a parrot! Look at that... Terrible! 517 00:45:38,643 --> 00:45:42,703 Dirty, gay pigs! They're not human, they belong in a concentration camp! 518 00:45:42,923 --> 00:45:46,533 It's one of the filthiest practices! They're scum! It's a crime! 519 00:45:46,653 --> 00:45:50,063 If my son were gay, I'd beat him to death! I'd rip his head off! 520 00:45:50,183 --> 00:45:54,023 Why raise a kid with love and devotion if it ends up being perverted? 521 00:45:54,143 --> 00:45:58,653 I feel sorry for them. They're sick, unfortunate people. 522 00:45:58,773 --> 00:46:03,223 Maybe psychoanalysis could cure them. Who knows? 523 00:46:03,503 --> 00:46:05,493 Nobody wants to have anything to do with them. 524 00:46:05,883 --> 00:46:08,053 I'd struggle with it, too. 525 00:46:08,283 --> 00:46:12,363 They need to be gassed and castrated! All you can do is beat them up! 526 00:46:12,483 --> 00:46:15,903 If one of them would dare touch me, 527 00:46:16,193 --> 00:46:20,823 I'd beat the crap out of him and make him forget he was ever gay. 528 00:46:21,043 --> 00:46:22,633 They need a good thrashing! 529 00:46:22,753 --> 00:46:27,673 They're so oversexed, they don't know what else to do. 530 00:46:52,433 --> 00:46:57,103 I'm the dazzling dame you know from the cabaret show. 531 00:46:57,373 --> 00:47:01,163 Look around the fair and you'll see there's no one else like me. 532 00:47:01,283 --> 00:47:04,423 All the guys turn around and look at me, 533 00:47:04,993 --> 00:47:08,603 and I know exactly what they want to see 534 00:47:08,823 --> 00:47:12,573 I'm the dazzling dame you know from the cabaret show. 535 00:47:12,693 --> 00:47:16,143 Look around the fair and you'll see there's no one else like me. 536 00:47:16,263 --> 00:47:19,023 All the guys look me in the eye 537 00:47:20,103 --> 00:47:23,323 but the one I fancy just passes me by... 538 00:47:23,703 --> 00:47:27,403 but the one I fancy just passes me by. 539 00:50:45,160 --> 00:50:48,020 Daniel is desperate and lonely. 540 00:50:48,730 --> 00:50:54,740 He tries to numb himself with alcohol and cigarettes in his new favorite bar. 541 00:50:55,250 --> 00:51:01,450 Here he can recover from his surreal escapades in parks and public toilets, 542 00:51:01,680 --> 00:51:03,890 just to go there again. 543 00:51:04,010 --> 00:51:08,560 He needs distraction from the unnerving silence of his room 544 00:51:08,680 --> 00:51:11,680 and the ongoing problems at work. 545 00:51:12,240 --> 00:51:15,250 It's a fantastic theater of dwarfs, 546 00:51:15,650 --> 00:51:16,800 cripples, 547 00:51:17,330 --> 00:51:19,250 and ordinary tranvestites. 548 00:51:19,580 --> 00:51:24,860 They rarely come out of hiding, but here they are welcome. 549 00:51:25,180 --> 00:51:27,200 Workers and older gays, 550 00:51:27,320 --> 00:51:30,260 who aren't welcome in fancy gay bars, 551 00:51:30,580 --> 00:51:32,150 can feel at home... 552 00:51:32,450 --> 00:51:36,360 and sit together like one big family, hectically enjoying themselves 553 00:51:36,940 --> 00:51:39,870 to forget their loneliness. 554 00:52:44,390 --> 00:52:47,980 A rose blooms in Colorado. 555 00:52:48,230 --> 00:52:51,720 A rose, beautiful and red. 556 00:52:52,100 --> 00:52:55,670 Up in the Colorado mountains, 557 00:52:55,930 --> 00:52:59,620 that's where I'll meet my rose again. 558 00:52:59,890 --> 00:53:03,830 She has two cerulean eyes. 559 00:53:04,080 --> 00:53:07,730 And her heart belongs only to me. 560 00:53:08,080 --> 00:53:11,820 A rose blooms in Colorado. 561 00:53:12,040 --> 00:53:15,930 And in the morning I will ride to her. 562 00:53:21,990 --> 00:53:25,000 - Hello, Paul. How are you? - Fine, thanks. 563 00:53:25,250 --> 00:53:27,510 - And you? - I get by. 564 00:53:27,750 --> 00:53:29,800 Are you still living with that guy? 565 00:53:30,080 --> 00:53:31,430 I hardly see you anymore. 566 00:53:31,550 --> 00:53:33,580 Yes, it's fun. 567 00:53:34,230 --> 00:53:35,720 It's better than living alone. 568 00:53:35,840 --> 00:53:39,000 At first it was hard, because we only cared about ourselves. 569 00:53:39,120 --> 00:53:41,460 But once you learn to repect each other, 570 00:53:41,580 --> 00:53:43,980 it's much better than living alone. 571 00:53:44,230 --> 00:53:49,090 - Can I visit you sometime? - Sure, do you have any plans now? 572 00:53:49,670 --> 00:53:52,490 If you're interested, you can check out how we're living. 573 00:53:52,610 --> 00:53:57,800 I'd love to! Hanging around in bars gets exhausting with time. 574 00:54:00,500 --> 00:54:02,260 I don't know why that is. 575 00:54:02,480 --> 00:54:05,830 Maybe I've been let down too many times. 576 00:54:06,180 --> 00:54:08,280 You're afraid to show your feelings. 577 00:54:08,400 --> 00:54:11,130 So you're waiting for guys to fancy you. 578 00:54:11,450 --> 00:54:13,700 But when they fall in love, you break up with them. 579 00:54:13,820 --> 00:54:17,370 I'm afraid to fall in love. Time makes one cautious. 580 00:54:17,650 --> 00:54:19,960 I'm pretty lonely, actually. 581 00:54:20,220 --> 00:54:23,550 I always hang around in bars, but nothing new happens. 582 00:54:23,850 --> 00:54:26,070 I've slept with most of the guys. 583 00:54:26,330 --> 00:54:28,720 My longest relationship was with Clemens. 584 00:54:28,840 --> 00:54:30,340 You still like him? 585 00:54:30,810 --> 00:54:32,590 I'll never forget him. 586 00:54:33,610 --> 00:54:35,150 I won't lose hope. 587 00:54:35,270 --> 00:54:37,820 I want to make the most of my time while I'm still young, 588 00:54:37,940 --> 00:54:39,730 and experience as much as possible. 589 00:54:39,850 --> 00:54:41,690 I've experienced a lot. 590 00:54:41,930 --> 00:54:45,870 If I'd stayed in my small town, I would've never known what's out there. 591 00:54:46,120 --> 00:54:50,180 I've been to parties in fancy houses, I've slept with celebrities, 592 00:54:50,570 --> 00:54:52,840 ironers, coal carriers... 593 00:54:52,960 --> 00:54:55,040 I'm glad I didn't become a bourgeois 594 00:54:55,270 --> 00:54:58,810 with a wife and kids. The same routine, day by day... 595 00:54:59,230 --> 00:55:02,280 You've told us how it all started, 596 00:55:02,590 --> 00:55:07,220 and that everything was fantastic, because it was new and adventurous, 597 00:55:07,480 --> 00:55:11,460 but when you came here, you were sick and tired of being gay. 598 00:55:11,690 --> 00:55:14,080 You've become a "career queer". 599 00:55:14,440 --> 00:55:18,940 All you're interested in is sex and how to get it. 600 00:55:20,490 --> 00:55:23,700 But you're too weak to break free on your own. 601 00:55:24,320 --> 00:55:27,270 It's hard for you, because you have no other interests 602 00:55:27,550 --> 00:55:30,260 besides being gay. 603 00:55:30,670 --> 00:55:34,910 You'll wreck your nerves and become more addicted and unhappy. 604 00:55:35,320 --> 00:55:38,600 You've become a whore who's not getting paid. 605 00:55:42,130 --> 00:55:45,250 You've become incapable of having a human relationship. 606 00:55:45,500 --> 00:55:49,460 Everything is cold, calculating, and uptight. 607 00:55:49,690 --> 00:55:52,210 I think what you've done was pretty stupid. 608 00:55:52,330 --> 00:55:54,930 You live like a million other gays. 609 00:55:55,160 --> 00:55:58,140 You're just as uptight, dependent, and unhappy as them. 610 00:55:58,260 --> 00:56:01,960 In a time where everyone feared to be put in prison, 611 00:56:02,250 --> 00:56:03,530 it would've been comprehensible. 612 00:56:03,590 --> 00:56:06,950 But now is the time to help ourselves. 613 00:56:07,360 --> 00:56:10,360 We've all been intimidated by our families, 614 00:56:10,630 --> 00:56:13,190 and now all we consist of is weakness. 615 00:56:13,310 --> 00:56:16,830 Because we'll never be able to forget the restrictions 616 00:56:17,070 --> 00:56:19,110 imposed on us in our childhood. 617 00:56:19,230 --> 00:56:23,220 It's crucial that we change our fucked up situation. 618 00:56:23,340 --> 00:56:25,110 We can't always blame others. 619 00:56:25,470 --> 00:56:29,780 - We must overcome our fucking weakness. - We need to start thinking about 620 00:56:30,060 --> 00:56:32,220 what we do wrong. 621 00:56:37,260 --> 00:56:40,740 That's easy for you to say. How am I supposed to do that? 622 00:56:41,630 --> 00:56:44,460 It's crucial for all gays 623 00:56:44,910 --> 00:56:48,090 to come out of the closet. 624 00:56:48,350 --> 00:56:51,910 We must have the courage to tell everyone that we're gay. 625 00:56:52,220 --> 00:56:54,750 It's hard, but it's the only way. 626 00:56:54,980 --> 00:56:57,780 We feel dependent and guilty, 627 00:56:58,010 --> 00:57:01,120 and as a result, we'll become moody and unreliable. 628 00:57:01,700 --> 00:57:06,280 We can't even be honest to those we love. 629 00:57:06,710 --> 00:57:10,390 We mustn't be afraid of our parents and employers anymore. 630 00:57:10,640 --> 00:57:12,640 We need to organize... 631 00:57:12,760 --> 00:57:16,830 ...against those fucking employers who want to fire us for being gay. 632 00:57:17,080 --> 00:57:20,670 We must publish the names of homophobes in our magazines. 633 00:57:20,790 --> 00:57:24,040 Maybe they're afraid, because they're closeted gays themselves. 634 00:57:24,280 --> 00:57:26,300 We need to end this situation, 635 00:57:26,420 --> 00:57:30,240 that makes us show our cocks in public toilets, 636 00:57:30,540 --> 00:57:35,460 and stand there for hours, till we leave... alone and disgusted, 637 00:57:35,580 --> 00:57:37,540 with a bad conscience on top of it all. 638 00:57:37,900 --> 00:57:39,460 Nevertheless, we'll return the next day, 639 00:57:39,570 --> 00:57:42,520 because many of us are afraid to look someone in the eye 640 00:57:42,640 --> 00:57:44,600 and start a conversation, 641 00:57:44,720 --> 00:57:47,330 just to see they're a human being, 642 00:57:47,450 --> 00:57:51,420 and not just someone with a cock to use and dispose of. 643 00:57:54,260 --> 00:57:55,930 It may seem moralistic and bourgeois 644 00:57:56,180 --> 00:57:58,160 to oppose public toilets and parks, 645 00:57:58,400 --> 00:58:00,140 but it's necessary. 646 00:58:00,260 --> 00:58:03,200 We risk becoming so insensitive 647 00:58:03,680 --> 00:58:06,080 that we'll judge people only by their body, 648 00:58:06,570 --> 00:58:09,120 and in the end we'll suffer too, 649 00:58:09,430 --> 00:58:11,930 because we're lonely and out of love. 650 00:58:14,930 --> 00:58:18,710 Gays have a kitschy image of eternal love... 651 00:58:19,190 --> 00:58:23,190 like you find it in fairytales, on TV, in movies, or magazines. 652 00:58:23,490 --> 00:58:25,650 Eternal love is bullshit. 653 00:58:25,870 --> 00:58:29,310 People should stay together for as long as it's fun, 654 00:58:29,570 --> 00:58:32,180 instead of swearing each other eternal and true love, 655 00:58:32,480 --> 00:58:35,990 which will always lead to disappointment. 656 00:58:36,450 --> 00:58:38,940 In America, they now have churches for gays. 657 00:58:39,060 --> 00:58:42,240 A gay priest has started a cult where gays 658 00:58:42,360 --> 00:58:44,930 can satisfy their repressed feeling for religion, 659 00:58:45,280 --> 00:58:47,310 and even get the chance to marry. 660 00:58:49,110 --> 00:58:52,100 It's the same old shit as with man and woman. 661 00:58:52,380 --> 00:58:54,360 We don't want to stay together out of compulsion, 662 00:58:54,740 --> 00:58:56,140 but of our own free will. 663 00:58:56,630 --> 00:58:58,850 It may be more difficult, but at least it's honest. 664 00:58:59,150 --> 00:59:01,810 Two guys who isolate themselves from everyone else, 665 00:59:02,070 --> 00:59:03,660 only to live for themselves, 666 00:59:03,780 --> 00:59:07,110 are being egotistical and cruel towards others. 667 00:59:09,680 --> 00:59:11,650 We need to live together 668 00:59:11,970 --> 00:59:16,320 and not against each other like in a marriage. 669 00:59:19,000 --> 00:59:21,130 Gays should be aware 670 00:59:21,370 --> 00:59:23,740 that most guys, considering today's possibilities, 671 00:59:23,980 --> 00:59:27,070 rarely stay together for more than two or three years. 672 00:59:27,350 --> 00:59:29,470 After that, it's mostly getting dull. 673 00:59:29,720 --> 00:59:32,460 We should try to make the most of this opportunity, 674 00:59:32,680 --> 00:59:35,330 and at least engage in longer relationships 675 00:59:35,790 --> 00:59:38,320 instead of sleeping with another guy every day. 676 00:59:38,650 --> 00:59:41,600 We have to be disciplined enough 677 00:59:42,060 --> 00:59:46,290 not to risk losing a dear friend over a cheap adventure. 678 00:59:53,560 --> 00:59:56,800 Gays being together creates a tense atmosphere. 679 00:59:57,520 --> 01:00:01,200 The others are seen as a reflection of one's own problems. 680 01:00:07,650 --> 01:00:10,670 We're always cruising, that's why we dress up. 681 01:00:10,950 --> 01:00:14,230 Refuse the fashion terror! Condemn high-class hustlers! 682 01:00:14,720 --> 01:00:16,420 Don't wait for rich Johns, 683 01:00:16,540 --> 01:00:19,960 because they'll only exploit and dump you! 684 01:00:34,060 --> 01:00:36,540 Pretending we're real men is bullshit... 685 01:00:36,760 --> 01:00:39,940 - ...because most of us aren't. - Let's become more gay! 686 01:00:40,410 --> 01:00:44,550 Closeted gays must have the guts to come out. 687 01:00:44,830 --> 01:00:48,080 Fairies and leather men should end their feud 688 01:00:48,340 --> 01:00:51,210 and fight for their freedom side by side. 689 01:00:51,330 --> 01:00:53,170 Meeting points like cafes, 690 01:00:53,410 --> 01:00:57,270 bars, boutiques, or lidos are intolerable, 691 01:00:57,460 --> 01:01:00,700 because they're all about self-display. Especially bars... 692 01:01:00,930 --> 01:01:03,530 with their hostile atmosphere. 693 01:01:04,310 --> 01:01:06,790 Everyone's standing around, conceited and uptight... 694 01:01:06,910 --> 01:01:08,870 It's impossible to start a conversation 695 01:01:09,100 --> 01:01:12,110 without feeling obligated to have sex. 696 01:01:12,230 --> 01:01:13,540 Boycott those bars! 697 01:01:13,660 --> 01:01:18,250 - Push for new bars... - ...where gays can feel free, 698 01:01:18,370 --> 01:01:22,770 knowing it's not only their money others are interested in. 699 01:01:22,890 --> 01:01:25,490 Trash those fucking gay bars 700 01:01:25,610 --> 01:01:28,060 if they're nothing but brothels. 701 01:01:28,180 --> 01:01:30,830 Gays need to stop hating each other. 702 01:01:30,950 --> 01:01:33,880 We must love each other and not be competitors. 703 01:01:34,280 --> 01:01:39,230 The oppression of gays has made sex and flings vital to them, 704 01:01:39,540 --> 01:01:41,810 and for many, they've become their main activities. 705 01:01:42,180 --> 01:01:45,180 Try to be more personal, more independent! 706 01:01:45,440 --> 01:01:48,060 Out of fear of old age, most gays 707 01:01:48,360 --> 01:01:50,230 frantically chase after sex. 708 01:01:50,820 --> 01:01:52,640 Older gays become aggressive, 709 01:01:52,950 --> 01:01:54,796 because they're being despised by the young ones. 710 01:01:54,820 --> 01:01:58,670 If the time comes when gays not only care about physical appearances, 711 01:01:58,870 --> 01:02:01,810 old age will not be such an issue anymore. 712 01:02:02,050 --> 01:02:04,940 Boycott parks and toilets! Come out of hiding! 713 01:02:05,060 --> 01:02:07,270 Take to the streets! Rally for your rights! 714 01:02:07,470 --> 01:02:08,910 Help those stupid fashion-fags, 715 01:02:09,030 --> 01:02:11,290 those arrogant pretty boys, and those bar-queers! 716 01:02:11,520 --> 01:02:15,970 Help those who fuck in toilets and parks out of their fucked up situation! 717 01:02:16,170 --> 01:02:19,820 Sex shouldn't be a competition or a way to boost your ego. 718 01:02:20,230 --> 01:02:22,160 It should contribute to understanding 719 01:02:22,280 --> 01:02:24,780 and not, as is often the case with gays, 720 01:02:25,020 --> 01:02:28,490 make them strangers after a one-night stand. 721 01:02:28,610 --> 01:02:30,780 We must try to fuck freely... 722 01:02:31,060 --> 01:02:34,370 and respect the other instead of seeing him as an object. 723 01:02:34,620 --> 01:02:36,200 The bourgeoisie call us "fruity", 724 01:02:36,320 --> 01:02:38,180 but most of us are cold and uptight. 725 01:02:38,300 --> 01:02:41,680 We must become erotically free and socially responsible. 726 01:02:41,743 --> 01:02:44,933 Let's unite with the Black Panthers and the Women's Lib, 727 01:02:45,141 --> 01:02:47,001 and fight the oppression of minorities! 728 01:02:47,114 --> 01:02:50,854 Take care of each other's problems at work! 729 01:02:51,164 --> 01:02:54,974 Show your solidarity if a colleague gets into a conflict, 730 01:02:55,204 --> 01:02:58,044 and you can count on their help in return. 731 01:02:58,264 --> 01:03:00,094 Engage in politics! 732 01:03:00,364 --> 01:03:02,284 Being gay is not a movie! 733 01:03:02,404 --> 01:03:07,054 We gay pigs want to become humans and to be treated as such! 734 01:03:07,174 --> 01:03:08,994 We have to fight for it! 735 01:03:09,114 --> 01:03:12,554 We want to be accepted, and not just tolerated. 736 01:03:12,784 --> 01:03:16,184 But it's not just about being accepted by the people, 737 01:03:16,434 --> 01:03:21,074 but also about how we treat each other. We don't want any anonymous groups! 738 01:03:21,334 --> 01:03:23,424 We want a joint action, 739 01:03:23,754 --> 01:03:28,234 so we can get to know each other while fighting our problems... 740 01:03:28,834 --> 01:03:30,354 and learn to love each other! 741 01:03:30,474 --> 01:03:32,474 We need to organize! 742 01:03:32,854 --> 01:03:38,134 We need better bars, good doctors, and a safe working environment! 743 01:03:38,544 --> 01:03:41,524 Become proud of your homosexuality! 744 01:03:41,954 --> 01:03:44,484 Get out of the toilets! Take to the streets! 745 01:03:45,164 --> 01:03:47,704 Freedom for gays! 61998

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