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to survive
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isn't always about prevailing over some
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gigantic force
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it's about evolving evolving past what
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doesn't work
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opening ourselves to new possibilities
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and letting go
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of the person we no longer are
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when i died emma went through a natural
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period of grief
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or as i prefer to call it a transition
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transition from one life to another she
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fell in love again
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continued her journey as a submissive
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and it fulfilled her for a while but it
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didn't last
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she kept wanting to recreate what she
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had with me and when that didn't happen
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she let the relationship go
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she let go of a lot of things most
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significantly being a submissive
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the desire just wasn't there anymore she
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couldn't accept that no two
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relationships
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or experiences are ever the same
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she was moving on from the life she'd
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known and it seemed
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that her sister nadia was as well
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there is nothing better than hate sex
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i bet i can think of a few things i'm
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serious
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ever since rey and i have split up it
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has been orgasm
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central it's like i cannot stop coming
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i've come more times with him being
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broken up than i have in our entire
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marriage that's actually sad it's the
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best sex i've had in my life
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how is that sad because you waited for
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your marriage to end to have it at least
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i'm having it
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oh and i'm intentionally making the
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divorce process harder
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so that it gets them all riled up for
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when we're alone
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that sounds perfectly healthy you should
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have heard what i said last week
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it's my [ __ ] house and i'm staying in
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it you didn't even like the house when
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you moved in
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too many windows too much sunlight
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you've been bitching the last five years
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and you think you deserve to live in it
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i'm sorry i don't want to uproot our
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child
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our child rey or have you forgotten
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about her and all of this
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of course i haven't nadia but you don't
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have a job
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and how are you going to afford to live
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in it i'll get roommates
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we'll split the mortgage and besides i
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get child support and alimony oh really
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how much alimony do you think you're
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gonna get
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50 i get 50
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and you'll most likely spend on all that
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overpriced
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garbage designer [ __ ] bed sheets and
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[ __ ] these curtains i got these [ __ ]
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curtains because i couldn't stand the
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windows
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and i can spend your money however i
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want do you hear yourself
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what's yours is mine remember wow
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what happened to you i don't know
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marriage
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um
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um
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i thought you said you couldn't stand me
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anymore
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is
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you should know that my [ __ ] now
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oh yeah
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um
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i can smack you around a little too
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oh my gosh
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yes oh my god
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oh
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oh
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oh my god oh my gosh just like that
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yes oh my god
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oh my god right there you're gonna
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oh my god
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oh
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[ __ ] oh
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my god
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oh my gosh
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oh yeah
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oh
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yes
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oh my god right there
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oh my gosh
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oh my god yes
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oh my god
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don't you [ __ ] stop don't you can't
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[ __ ] stop
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yes yes oh my god you gotta [ __ ] make
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me
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come oh
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oh my goodness
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oh my god
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oh [ __ ] you oh i know you like it when i
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do that
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oh my god
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right there oh my god
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oh my right there oh you're gonna make
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me come
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yes oh
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my god yes
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oh my god
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i want you to [ __ ] me
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oh my gosh
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oh my god the [ __ ] yes right there
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yeah right there yeah
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oh
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oh my god um
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oh my god
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oh my gosh
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[Laughter]
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oh my god he has right there you're
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gonna [ __ ]
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maybe
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oh my god
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oh my god
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[Laughter]
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yes oh my god
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oh my god
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[Laughter]
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my god
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oh
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oh
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oh
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oh my god
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oh
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oh my god
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yes
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oh [ __ ]
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yeah oh my god
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oh yes
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he is [ __ ] [ __ ] me right there baby
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yeah oh
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um
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oh my frankie [ __ ] hit that [ __ ]
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it's so
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good yeah
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oh my god
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[Laughter]
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oh
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oh my god yes
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oh right there yes like you're gonna
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make me come again
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[Laughter]
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oh yeah
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oh my god oh [ __ ]
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um
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he still loves you it's no small feat
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given how difficult you can be
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yeah well i'm not getting back with him
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okay it's better being alone anyways
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besides i've got you now nadia this is
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only temporary
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until you get back on your feet
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oh and i forgot to tell you if you see a
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girl wearing all
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black and acting kind of weird that's
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mariah the other roommate
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the other roommate yeah i can't afford
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this place without two roommates
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but don't worry you won't even notice
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her
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but emma did know she was there
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from the death metal music
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to the laundry she left in the dryer for
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days on end
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and the male visitors laughing in the
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wee hours of the night
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any harder i'll break you weeks passed
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and emma never once saw mariah
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she was just this invisible presence
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keeping her company
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while most people would have been
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annoyed by the lack of silence
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emma welcomed it mariah was like a
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companion to her
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even though the two had never met but it
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was only a matter of time before
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fate or the universe or something would
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bring them together
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tell mom i said hi i will but you should
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really just come
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we can have a girls weekend i don't need
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a girls weekend
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and i definitely don't need to see mom
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you don't need anyone emma
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make sure the house doesn't burn while
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i'm gone i will
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oh and isabel staying with ray for the
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weekend so just make sure to call me if
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anything bad happens
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like the house burns down bye
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have fun
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that afternoon the house was
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uncharacteristically quiet
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no sounds of mariah's music or sex
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echoing through the halls
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it was just emma alone with her thoughts
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hello
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so
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our level of discretion is my decision
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not yours
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i control what you do
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how you act what you say
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what you think for this relationship to
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work
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we need to surrender
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what's this just a little something i'd
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like you to wear tonight
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this place is huge hello
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hello what the [ __ ] are you doing i have
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roommates
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i just wanted to hear my echo
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so what do you like everything like what
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let's start spanking oh you're a naughty
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girl huh
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that's me
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yeah oh
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yeah put these on manny meow
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um
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bite me baby
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god
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[Laughter]
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oh
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oh
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oh
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i want you to guide me with your fingers
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[Laughter]
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um
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stop me
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all over me please
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uh
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that took me
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oh
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oh
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oh
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i want you to [ __ ] my little throat come
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here
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um
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oh
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um
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oh
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oh
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my throat
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quack
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um
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oh
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i can't take it anymore
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oh
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oh my gosh it's gonna feel so [ __ ]
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good
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ugh
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please
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yes
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oh
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oh
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oh look at this
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oh my god
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target
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i want you to bend me over in fact
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oh my god
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please
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oh
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please
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oh
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oh
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um my god
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that was so amazing
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so where's your shower at no no showers
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what do you mean no shower we're not
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dating dude
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no showers i've never hooked up with a
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girl and she didn't at least let me have
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a shower
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well now you have
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spanking choking
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handcuffs that's all fine
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but a shower out of the question pretty
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much nice to meet you mariah
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later
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enjoy the show
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i was just uh sorry
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i'm sorry i i just you know if you're
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gonna try to spy on someone you might
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want to do a better job adam
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sneaking in their room i wasn't spying
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on you i was just it's fine
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and i wasn't snooping you know it's just
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we never met before
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and it's a little awkward you know
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i'm mariah now we've met
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i'm not sure emma had ever met anyone
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quite like mariah
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they were complete opposites in a lot of
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ways and yet
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emma liked her it was the first time in
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a long time that emma really smiled
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smiled at the absurdity of what had
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happened
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smiled remembering the callousness of
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mariah toward her date
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the unabashed unapologetic way in which
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this young girl
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approached life and then of course she
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00:43:14,640 --> 00:43:16,480
smiled knowing there was another girl
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out there
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turned on by kink
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so
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if you're worried i'm a psychopath you
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should be
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sorry i invaded your privacy yesterday
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it's fine
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00:44:07,280 --> 00:44:11,359
oh these this is nothing
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you should see the type of bruises i
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00:44:12,800 --> 00:44:15,119
come home with
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00:44:15,119 --> 00:44:18,480
rope actually works a lot better
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what rope does the same trick with
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handcuffs and
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it's much safer how do you know that
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this is
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all your stuff
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00:44:40,160 --> 00:44:45,040
you've you've used all this stuff
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00:44:45,040 --> 00:44:49,040
at one point or another over the years
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most of them were kips
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00:44:53,359 --> 00:44:57,920
from who jesus
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i thought you were like a
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00:45:01,119 --> 00:45:04,319
i never thought you were like this
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00:45:04,319 --> 00:45:07,520
that's an electric wand i've heard of
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00:45:07,520 --> 00:45:08,800
these things
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00:45:08,800 --> 00:45:12,640
i've just never people actually use
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00:45:12,640 --> 00:45:13,440
these
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00:45:13,440 --> 00:45:16,800
of course but it's not about the pain
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00:45:16,800 --> 00:45:19,599
it's more about exercise and control and
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00:45:19,599 --> 00:45:22,480
anticipation
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00:45:24,720 --> 00:45:26,720
that's a butt plug you're going to want
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00:45:26,720 --> 00:45:27,920
to warm up to that
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00:45:27,920 --> 00:45:30,960
how do you know about this stuff
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00:45:30,960 --> 00:45:34,079
can i borrow any of it i mean
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00:45:34,079 --> 00:45:36,240
not the butt plug that would be a weird
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00:45:36,240 --> 00:45:37,440
but
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00:45:37,440 --> 00:45:41,040
i'm into really rough crazy [ __ ] too
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00:45:41,040 --> 00:45:44,400
so we have something in common roomie
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00:45:44,400 --> 00:45:48,160
i'm not into rough crazy [ __ ]
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00:45:48,560 --> 00:45:50,800
electrocuting people is pretty [ __ ]
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00:45:50,800 --> 00:45:52,240
crazy
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00:45:52,240 --> 00:45:55,760
no it's psychological
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00:45:55,760 --> 00:45:58,880
um that's what i used to be into it used
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00:45:58,880 --> 00:46:00,880
to be
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00:46:00,880 --> 00:46:04,079
it's just not a turn on for me now
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00:46:04,079 --> 00:46:07,280
these things just don't turn off emma
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00:46:07,280 --> 00:46:10,160
well it did for me
379
00:46:11,520 --> 00:46:14,079
after that day mariah spent less time
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00:46:14,079 --> 00:46:15,359
holed up in her room
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00:46:15,359 --> 00:46:17,119
and more time looking for opportunities
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00:46:17,119 --> 00:46:20,240
to connect with emma
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00:46:27,119 --> 00:46:29,760
mariah felt a kinship to her even though
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00:46:29,760 --> 00:46:31,520
emma did everything to keep her at arm's
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00:46:31,520 --> 00:46:32,560
length
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00:46:32,560 --> 00:46:34,240
but avoiding conversation with someone
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00:46:34,240 --> 00:46:35,680
who lives just down the hall
388
00:46:35,680 --> 00:46:37,839
is pretty much impossible what are you
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00:46:37,839 --> 00:46:39,280
guys cooking
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00:46:39,280 --> 00:46:41,359
oh actually i was going to make a
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00:46:41,359 --> 00:46:43,359
cucumber salad and eventually emma would
392
00:46:43,359 --> 00:46:45,200
have to come to terms with the fact that
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00:46:45,200 --> 00:46:45,920
mariah
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00:46:45,920 --> 00:46:48,720
in some ways reminded her of her former
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00:46:48,720 --> 00:46:49,920
self
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00:46:49,920 --> 00:46:51,440
i'm sorry if i crossed the line you
397
00:46:51,440 --> 00:46:52,720
don't seem like the kind of person that
398
00:46:52,720 --> 00:46:53,680
makes it a habit
399
00:46:53,680 --> 00:46:57,680
of apologizing i'm not
400
00:46:57,680 --> 00:47:01,359
but i like you look
401
00:47:01,359 --> 00:47:03,520
i know you're probably ashamed of i'm
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00:47:03,520 --> 00:47:05,680
not ashamed
403
00:47:05,680 --> 00:47:09,359
okay that was me a long time ago and i'm
404
00:47:09,359 --> 00:47:11,359
not that person anymore
405
00:47:11,359 --> 00:47:13,119
then why do you still have all that
406
00:47:13,119 --> 00:47:14,560
stuff
407
00:47:14,560 --> 00:47:17,200
it has sentimental value
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00:47:18,800 --> 00:47:20,160
whether you're over that part of your
409
00:47:20,160 --> 00:47:24,000
life or not i'm just getting into it
410
00:47:24,000 --> 00:47:28,240
and i'd like you to teach me
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00:47:28,240 --> 00:47:32,480
teach you what kink bdsm
412
00:47:32,480 --> 00:47:34,880
all of it what do you want me to teach
413
00:47:34,880 --> 00:47:35,520
you
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00:47:35,520 --> 00:47:38,319
how to tie a rope how to use a butt plug
415
00:47:38,319 --> 00:47:39,040
no
416
00:47:39,040 --> 00:47:42,400
the psychological part i want to explore
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00:47:42,400 --> 00:47:45,440
experiment and learn from
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00:47:45,440 --> 00:47:49,200
somebody who clearly knows
419
00:47:51,760 --> 00:47:53,119
you know submissives aren't usually the
420
00:47:53,119 --> 00:47:55,599
teachers so you're submissive
421
00:47:55,599 --> 00:47:58,640
well i used to be but i'm not anymore
422
00:47:58,640 --> 00:48:02,240
but you were oh this is amazing
423
00:48:02,240 --> 00:48:05,599
teach me i'm in dire need of discipline
424
00:48:05,599 --> 00:48:06,720
and
425
00:48:06,720 --> 00:48:09,040
i want to learn right it's not just a
426
00:48:09,040 --> 00:48:11,200
two-hour conversation
427
00:48:11,200 --> 00:48:14,160
it's about practice and training i'll
428
00:48:14,160 --> 00:48:15,280
train
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00:48:15,280 --> 00:48:18,720
i'll practice
430
00:48:18,800 --> 00:48:21,280
why do you want this so badly because i
431
00:48:21,280 --> 00:48:22,559
do
432
00:48:22,559 --> 00:48:26,880
it's who i am it's what i want
433
00:48:26,880 --> 00:48:30,079
and you think you're submissive yes as
434
00:48:30,079 --> 00:48:35,839
surprising as that may be
435
00:48:39,280 --> 00:48:41,920
wow i can't believe a place like this
436
00:48:41,920 --> 00:48:43,680
actually exists
437
00:48:43,680 --> 00:48:47,119
i mean i've seen pictures but dude
438
00:48:47,119 --> 00:48:49,839
this is legit
439
00:48:52,480 --> 00:48:54,850
do you stick your head in there
440
00:48:57,680 --> 00:48:59,520
are you here for the shock value or do
441
00:48:59,520 --> 00:49:02,160
you have any actual interest
442
00:49:02,160 --> 00:49:04,960
interest but i mean come on let's be
443
00:49:04,960 --> 00:49:07,520
honest this stuff is shocking
444
00:49:07,520 --> 00:49:09,520
for as long as i can remember i've
445
00:49:09,520 --> 00:49:11,839
always wanted something like this
446
00:49:11,839 --> 00:49:16,319
what a tension no an experience
447
00:49:16,319 --> 00:49:19,839
something that excites me and scares me
448
00:49:19,839 --> 00:49:24,240
all in the same breath what excites you
449
00:49:24,240 --> 00:49:27,599
not knowing what's coming next
450
00:49:27,599 --> 00:49:30,400
then what part scares you not knowing
451
00:49:30,400 --> 00:49:32,960
what's coming next
452
00:49:32,960 --> 00:49:35,839
every guy that i've ever dated just
453
00:49:35,839 --> 00:49:37,680
doesn't get it
454
00:49:37,680 --> 00:49:39,440
as soon as they find out i'm into kink
455
00:49:39,440 --> 00:49:41,359
they just go straight to my ass and
456
00:49:41,359 --> 00:49:43,599
start spanking it they just don't
457
00:49:43,599 --> 00:49:44,640
realize that
458
00:49:44,640 --> 00:49:46,720
the turn on is the moment before this
459
00:49:46,720 --> 00:49:48,079
thing
460
00:49:48,079 --> 00:49:51,680
yes not every guy is going to know how
461
00:49:51,680 --> 00:49:55,200
to properly dominate a woman
462
00:49:56,839 --> 00:49:59,570
nope
463
00:50:02,160 --> 00:50:05,280
we'll find you a good one find me
464
00:50:05,280 --> 00:50:09,440
what dominant a dominant
465
00:50:09,440 --> 00:50:13,440
but until then i'll fill in
466
00:50:13,440 --> 00:50:18,720
my temporary dominant temporary
467
00:50:18,720 --> 00:50:22,240
mistress emma oh boy that's what i'm
468
00:50:22,240 --> 00:50:23,440
going to call you
469
00:50:23,440 --> 00:50:25,359
that's the rule while we're working
470
00:50:25,359 --> 00:50:26,720
together
471
00:50:26,720 --> 00:50:29,920
mr summer that will be the first
472
00:50:29,920 --> 00:50:41,839
and only rule you ever make
473
00:50:42,880 --> 00:50:45,280
submitting isn't just about obeying it's
474
00:50:45,280 --> 00:50:46,960
about surrendering
475
00:50:46,960 --> 00:50:49,119
letting go of every need you have to
476
00:50:49,119 --> 00:50:55,360
control things
477
00:50:59,200 --> 00:51:01,760
limitations will change as you change
478
00:51:01,760 --> 00:51:03,119
what scares you today
479
00:51:03,119 --> 00:51:09,839
might not tomorrow
480
00:51:12,960 --> 00:51:17,150
let me down are you using your safe word
481
00:51:21,200 --> 00:51:24,880
good girl safe words know when to use
482
00:51:24,880 --> 00:51:26,559
yours
483
00:51:26,559 --> 00:51:28,640
resist the compulsion you might feel to
484
00:51:28,640 --> 00:51:29,680
rush and use it
485
00:51:29,680 --> 00:51:32,880
pineapple pineapple
486
00:51:32,880 --> 00:51:34,720
know the difference between what is a
487
00:51:34,720 --> 00:51:36,640
hard no and what is simply
488
00:51:36,640 --> 00:51:41,119
uncomfortable the goal is to stay open
489
00:51:41,119 --> 00:51:44,720
and take each day each moment each fear
490
00:51:44,720 --> 00:51:51,839
each desire as it comes
491
00:51:56,160 --> 00:51:58,960
and refrain from judgment no matter how
492
00:51:58,960 --> 00:52:01,280
much you disagree with the task
493
00:52:01,280 --> 00:52:04,400
cute dress
494
00:52:04,400 --> 00:52:08,240
arms up practice
495
00:52:08,240 --> 00:52:10,559
as often as you can spread your legs
496
00:52:10,559 --> 00:52:12,319
allow your practice to become part of
497
00:52:12,319 --> 00:52:12,800
you
498
00:52:12,800 --> 00:52:16,720
an extension of yourself straighten your
499
00:52:16,839 --> 00:52:19,040
back chin up
500
00:52:19,040 --> 00:52:22,079
okay slave driver
501
00:52:30,960 --> 00:52:33,680
practice all of it the physical the
502
00:52:33,680 --> 00:52:34,640
mental
503
00:52:34,640 --> 00:52:36,640
do it anywhere and everywhere that you
504
00:52:36,640 --> 00:52:39,920
can impressive
505
00:52:39,920 --> 00:52:47,040
now try six
506
00:52:47,040 --> 00:52:49,680
get to know your body well what part of
507
00:52:49,680 --> 00:52:51,920
your body responds the most intensely to
508
00:52:51,920 --> 00:52:52,880
touch
509
00:52:52,880 --> 00:52:55,119
bring yourself to the verge of an orgasm
510
00:52:55,119 --> 00:52:57,110
and then deny yourself the pleasure of
511
00:52:58,839 --> 00:53:01,839
finishing
512
00:53:10,400 --> 00:53:12,319
remember that trust is the most
513
00:53:12,319 --> 00:53:14,480
important aspect of any bdsm
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00:53:14,480 --> 00:53:16,640
relationship
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00:53:16,640 --> 00:53:19,359
trust must be there or all else is
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00:53:19,359 --> 00:53:21,920
irrelevant
517
00:53:24,640 --> 00:53:27,920
seek perfection at your craft never stop
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00:53:27,920 --> 00:53:29,599
learning
519
00:53:29,599 --> 00:53:33,599
never stop growing seven
520
00:53:33,599 --> 00:53:35,839
understand that if punishment feels like
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00:53:35,839 --> 00:53:38,240
a reward
522
00:53:38,240 --> 00:53:41,280
it's not punishment one you'll know when
523
00:53:41,280 --> 00:53:41,880
it's punishment
524
00:53:44,240 --> 00:53:46,480
you will be asked to do things solely to
525
00:53:46,480 --> 00:53:47,680
please your dominant
526
00:53:47,680 --> 00:53:49,839
those tasks are a way of showing your
527
00:53:49,839 --> 00:53:50,800
gratitude
528
00:53:50,800 --> 00:53:52,319
you do realize that we have a washing
529
00:53:52,319 --> 00:53:56,000
machine right i know
530
00:53:56,000 --> 00:53:57,839
so what is that like your only pair of
531
00:53:57,839 --> 00:53:59,390
non-black panties
532
00:54:08,000 --> 00:54:11,520
but most importantly don't smudge
533
00:54:11,520 --> 00:54:14,400
find joy in what you're doing when it
534
00:54:14,400 --> 00:54:16,160
stops being enjoyable
535
00:54:16,160 --> 00:54:18,720
then it's probably not for you anymore
536
00:54:18,720 --> 00:54:24,800
you may relax
537
00:54:24,800 --> 00:54:29,200
so why'd you stop the bdsm thing
538
00:54:29,200 --> 00:54:32,319
well it wasn't really enjoyable anymore
539
00:54:32,319 --> 00:54:34,160
i could never recreate the magic of my
540
00:54:34,160 --> 00:54:36,079
first relationship
541
00:54:36,079 --> 00:54:38,319
believe me i tried whatever happened
542
00:54:38,319 --> 00:54:41,440
with that relationship
543
00:54:42,240 --> 00:54:45,520
well i called him mr frederick
544
00:54:45,520 --> 00:54:48,880
it's funny because he
545
00:54:48,880 --> 00:54:51,040
always knew i was submissive deep down
546
00:54:51,040 --> 00:54:53,520
even before i met him
547
00:54:53,520 --> 00:54:56,160
probably actually be pretty disappointed
548
00:54:56,160 --> 00:54:57,920
now to know that i'm not
549
00:54:57,920 --> 00:55:01,599
he likes being right maybe he was
550
00:55:01,599 --> 00:55:04,880
well at the time that he said he was but
551
00:55:04,880 --> 00:55:08,400
i have changed a lot since then
552
00:55:12,559 --> 00:55:21,119
back to work
553
00:55:21,119 --> 00:55:24,559
so ray wants to move back in really
554
00:55:24,559 --> 00:55:27,599
yeah i think it might be a good idea i
555
00:55:27,599 --> 00:55:28,640
thought you weren't going to take him
556
00:55:28,640 --> 00:55:29,760
back
557
00:55:29,760 --> 00:55:33,040
those are just words anyways i don't
558
00:55:33,040 --> 00:55:35,200
want to start dating again
559
00:55:35,200 --> 00:55:36,319
so you're just going to stay with him
560
00:55:36,319 --> 00:55:39,359
because you don't want to date yeah
561
00:55:39,359 --> 00:55:41,920
but hey don't worry you and mariah can
562
00:55:41,920 --> 00:55:42,799
stay
563
00:55:42,799 --> 00:55:46,559
i mean i really want you to stay nadia
564
00:55:46,559 --> 00:55:48,559
i don't think it's a good idea for us to
565
00:55:48,559 --> 00:55:50,480
stay when you and ray are trying to save
566
00:55:50,480 --> 00:55:51,839
your marriage
567
00:55:51,839 --> 00:55:55,839
why not it's a perfect distraction
568
00:55:55,839 --> 00:55:57,680
as much as nadia pleaded with emma to
569
00:55:57,680 --> 00:56:00,480
stay she and mariah would be moving out
570
00:56:00,480 --> 00:56:02,960
so much going on you guys staying here
571
00:56:02,960 --> 00:56:06,319
won't make that much of a difference
572
00:56:09,119 --> 00:56:11,680
it was something that mariah feared she
573
00:56:11,680 --> 00:56:13,440
had grown so attached to emma in the
574
00:56:13,440 --> 00:56:14,640
last few months
575
00:56:14,640 --> 00:56:16,319
that the thought of her being out of
576
00:56:16,319 --> 00:56:19,440
reach terrified her
577
00:56:19,440 --> 00:56:24,799
permission to speak permission granted
578
00:56:25,680 --> 00:56:30,720
i'm worried about what
579
00:56:30,720 --> 00:56:36,240
this whole arrangement what do you mean
580
00:56:36,240 --> 00:56:39,119
when we move out
581
00:56:39,520 --> 00:56:44,000
i'll never get to see you again
582
00:56:44,000 --> 00:56:46,640
you seem to forget that for weeks while
583
00:56:46,640 --> 00:56:48,559
we're living at nadia's
584
00:56:48,559 --> 00:56:51,599
we never even saw each other that's
585
00:56:51,599 --> 00:56:53,119
different
586
00:56:53,119 --> 00:56:56,240
i like what we're doing now
587
00:56:56,240 --> 00:56:58,960
i want to be around you i don't want to
588
00:56:58,960 --> 00:57:00,160
be around anyone
589
00:57:00,160 --> 00:57:05,200
but i want to be around you
590
00:57:05,359 --> 00:57:08,720
we'll still see each other and we can
591
00:57:08,720 --> 00:57:12,400
still practice
592
00:57:12,400 --> 00:57:14,880
i do think that this is the right time
593
00:57:14,880 --> 00:57:16,000
to take things a step
594
00:57:16,000 --> 00:57:18,400
further
595
00:57:19,119 --> 00:57:21,760
what do you mean
596
00:57:22,880 --> 00:57:25,520
today is the day you meet your first
597
00:57:25,520 --> 00:57:26,240
real
598
00:57:26,240 --> 00:57:31,119
dom aren't you my real dumb
599
00:57:31,119 --> 00:57:35,119
no i'm just a sub in dom's clothing
600
00:57:36,640 --> 00:57:39,440
for this particular task i want you to
601
00:57:39,440 --> 00:57:40,480
remember
602
00:57:40,480 --> 00:57:43,599
a few things okay
603
00:57:43,599 --> 00:57:47,200
first your safe word
604
00:57:47,200 --> 00:57:50,720
pineapple second
605
00:57:50,720 --> 00:57:55,680
to trust me and third
606
00:57:55,680 --> 00:57:59,520
remember your senses my senses
607
00:57:59,520 --> 00:58:02,480
yes your senses will guide you to the
608
00:58:02,480 --> 00:58:03,599
right man
609
00:58:03,599 --> 00:58:06,960
the right man so there's
610
00:58:06,960 --> 00:58:10,480
more than one you can't exactly audition
611
00:58:10,480 --> 00:58:13,200
the perfect dawn without a few options
612
00:58:13,200 --> 00:58:17,040
can you no [ __ ] no and if you don't find
613
00:58:17,040 --> 00:58:18,400
him today
614
00:58:18,400 --> 00:58:22,559
that's okay you will
615
00:58:22,559 --> 00:58:25,280
eventually
616
00:58:28,720 --> 00:58:32,559
gentlemen you may answer
617
00:58:32,640 --> 00:58:34,960
how will i know which one to pick if i
618
00:58:34,960 --> 00:58:36,480
can't see i
619
00:58:36,480 --> 00:58:41,359
can't touch i can't see with your mind
620
00:58:41,359 --> 00:58:45,359
touch with your mouth smell
621
00:58:45,359 --> 00:58:48,720
taste and when you find someone
622
00:58:48,720 --> 00:58:51,920
that opens up something inside you tell
623
00:58:51,920 --> 00:58:54,000
me
624
00:58:54,000 --> 00:58:58,000
yeah but how will i know
625
00:58:58,640 --> 00:59:01,520
stop trying to control everything mariah
626
00:59:01,520 --> 00:59:01,839
be
627
00:59:01,839 --> 00:59:05,920
submissive not a control freak
628
00:59:05,920 --> 00:59:09,200
this is your first real sexual encounter
629
00:59:09,200 --> 00:59:13,839
in a truly submissive role be present
630
00:59:13,839 --> 00:59:19,839
and enjoy
631
00:59:58,839 --> 01:00:01,810
um
632
01:00:12,839 --> 01:00:14,890
ugh
633
01:00:40,839 --> 01:00:43,839
ugh
634
01:00:54,839 --> 01:00:57,839
ah
635
01:01:00,799 --> 01:01:11,839
oh my gosh
636
01:01:44,319 --> 01:01:53,839
him i want him
637
01:01:54,400 --> 01:01:59,440
you chose wisely i approve
638
01:02:05,119 --> 01:02:09,280
hi hi
639
01:02:09,440 --> 01:02:12,720
this is nicholas you are to obey him for
640
01:02:12,720 --> 01:02:14,880
the next half hour
641
01:02:14,880 --> 01:02:18,880
yes mistress you're going to experience
642
01:02:18,880 --> 01:02:20,079
something that
643
01:02:20,079 --> 01:02:23,599
you and i have never done before
644
01:02:23,599 --> 01:02:35,839
are you ready yes mistress
645
01:02:41,520 --> 01:02:44,720
what are you gonna do now
646
01:02:44,960 --> 01:02:49,039
you'll see
647
01:02:49,039 --> 01:02:52,160
i'll bring you some toys
648
01:02:52,160 --> 01:03:03,119
that will play with your body
649
01:03:03,119 --> 01:03:06,000
you're gonna like them i wanna feel
650
01:03:06,000 --> 01:03:08,040
everything
651
01:03:13,280 --> 01:03:15,520
you wanna feel everything what did you
652
01:03:15,520 --> 01:03:16,640
forget to say
653
01:03:16,640 --> 01:03:20,319
sir exactly
654
01:03:21,440 --> 01:03:23,280
if you don't call me sir are you
655
01:03:23,280 --> 01:03:24,740
misbehaving
656
01:03:26,559 --> 01:03:31,839
you will be punished yes
657
01:03:56,839 --> 01:03:59,839
um
658
01:04:24,839 --> 01:04:26,079
um
659
01:04:26,079 --> 01:04:29,599
please please touch me
660
01:04:30,880 --> 01:04:34,559
not that quickly my dear
661
01:04:36,480 --> 01:04:40,079
before i go there i have something
662
01:04:40,079 --> 01:04:55,839
prepared for you
663
01:05:12,520 --> 01:05:23,839
oh yes
664
01:05:34,839 --> 01:05:37,839
hmm
665
01:05:48,839 --> 01:05:51,839
oh
666
01:06:02,839 --> 01:06:05,839
here
667
01:06:30,839 --> 01:06:33,839
i'm
668
01:06:44,839 --> 01:06:47,839
hmm
669
01:06:58,839 --> 01:07:01,839
hmm
670
01:07:26,839 --> 01:07:29,839
uh
671
01:07:35,119 --> 01:07:38,640
oh it's so wet
672
01:07:38,640 --> 01:07:42,559
look at this
673
01:07:42,559 --> 01:07:56,400
you're making me so excited forget that
674
01:07:56,400 --> 01:07:57,359
you can always ask
675
01:07:57,359 --> 01:08:00,160
come on please please sir please touch
676
01:08:00,160 --> 01:08:02,319
me
677
01:08:02,559 --> 01:08:06,000
oh yeah so will you touch me like that
678
01:08:06,000 --> 01:08:09,280
i just want more of you
679
01:08:22,839 --> 01:08:25,839
more
680
01:08:26,799 --> 01:08:39,839
i have something for you
681
01:08:41,359 --> 01:08:44,239
not that easy
682
01:08:45,520 --> 01:08:47,920
what do you say please sir give me your
683
01:08:47,920 --> 01:08:49,120
[ __ ]
684
01:08:49,120 --> 01:08:54,880
i want it in my mouth so much better
685
01:08:54,880 --> 01:08:58,000
so much better
686
01:09:04,159 --> 01:09:07,839
open wide
687
01:09:16,159 --> 01:09:21,839
yes just like that
688
01:09:31,040 --> 01:09:35,839
please please
689
01:09:41,759 --> 01:09:44,239
hold it
690
01:10:01,199 --> 01:10:03,440
i want you to [ __ ] my throat i want you
691
01:10:03,440 --> 01:10:04,719
to use my mouth
692
01:10:04,719 --> 01:10:07,120
please
693
01:10:09,840 --> 01:10:17,840
not that easy
694
01:10:28,840 --> 01:10:30,840
ugh
695
01:10:42,840 --> 01:10:45,840
oh
696
01:10:53,360 --> 01:10:56,320
you've had enough of it for now you have
697
01:10:56,320 --> 01:11:13,840
to be patiently waiting for more
698
01:11:17,199 --> 01:11:21,120
i have more toys for you but before i go
699
01:11:21,120 --> 01:11:23,520
for it
700
01:11:25,520 --> 01:11:28,480
i need your hands
701
01:11:33,760 --> 01:11:41,840
let's take this off
702
01:12:06,840 --> 01:12:09,840
ugh
703
01:12:20,840 --> 01:12:23,840
huh
704
01:12:29,040 --> 01:12:33,280
i have a request don't you
705
01:12:34,960 --> 01:12:37,679
a yes please i want to feel your [ __ ]
706
01:12:37,679 --> 01:12:40,640
inside me sir
707
01:12:40,640 --> 01:12:51,840
i've been waiting so long to feel it
708
01:12:52,400 --> 01:13:05,840
please put it inside me please
709
01:13:08,239 --> 01:13:19,520
i want you to use my little
710
01:13:19,520 --> 01:13:21,440
i don't think you want it that much
711
01:13:21,440 --> 01:13:23,920
please please give it to me sir i want
712
01:13:23,920 --> 01:13:24,960
it too bad
713
01:13:24,960 --> 01:13:33,840
my little [ __ ] is craving
714
01:13:39,600 --> 01:13:41,920
i was feeling every part of you inside
715
01:13:41,920 --> 01:13:43,360
my [ __ ] sir
716
01:13:43,360 --> 01:13:47,120
oh you made me feel so good
717
01:13:47,120 --> 01:14:01,840
yes sir please
718
01:14:12,719 --> 01:14:15,040
please follow me sir please please
719
01:14:15,040 --> 01:14:18,080
follow me with your clock
720
01:14:26,640 --> 01:14:29,040
i'm not
721
01:14:40,840 --> 01:14:43,840
um
722
01:14:44,480 --> 01:14:46,880
yes nice and slow show me what you can
723
01:14:46,880 --> 01:14:57,840
do with your feet
724
01:15:08,840 --> 01:15:11,679
oh
725
01:15:11,679 --> 01:15:16,800
you forgot something what did you forget
726
01:15:18,360 --> 01:15:25,840
sir yes
727
01:15:50,159 --> 01:15:54,010
please sir please please i want it
728
01:16:04,840 --> 01:16:07,840
oh
729
01:16:09,679 --> 01:16:12,960
sir thank you thank you sir i
730
01:16:12,960 --> 01:16:14,960
saw you to use me to pump out all your
731
01:16:14,960 --> 01:16:16,159
comments
732
01:16:16,159 --> 01:16:20,640
it is my whole sir please please
733
01:16:20,640 --> 01:16:23,920
my sir please please give it to me yeah
734
01:16:23,920 --> 01:16:34,490
thank you sir thank you
735
01:16:46,840 --> 01:16:49,840
nice
736
01:16:56,100 --> 01:17:00,740
[Laughter]
737
01:17:00,840 --> 01:17:03,760
please
738
01:17:03,760 --> 01:17:17,840
please sir please give me your call
739
01:17:42,000 --> 01:17:43,920
you know what happens when you don't the
740
01:17:43,920 --> 01:17:59,840
things that i told you to ride
741
01:18:06,159 --> 01:18:13,840
keep stirring
742
01:18:21,760 --> 01:18:24,880
the [ __ ] needs more punishment yes
743
01:18:24,880 --> 01:18:27,040
thank
744
01:18:38,840 --> 01:18:41,840
[ __ ]
745
01:18:48,800 --> 01:18:55,840
thank you
746
01:19:05,920 --> 01:19:09,120
thank you thank you
747
01:19:34,840 --> 01:19:36,080
hmm
748
01:19:36,080 --> 01:19:39,679
you thank you thank you so good please
749
01:19:39,679 --> 01:19:51,840
tweet me
750
01:19:59,760 --> 01:20:05,840
please don't stop sir please please
751
01:20:16,840 --> 01:20:19,840
um
752
01:20:41,199 --> 01:20:47,840
no you can
753
01:20:56,159 --> 01:21:01,840
i wanna watch you [ __ ] me
754
01:21:02,450 --> 01:21:08,440
[Laughter]
755
01:21:12,840 --> 01:21:15,840
oh
756
01:21:23,280 --> 01:21:29,840
thank you
757
01:21:36,320 --> 01:21:43,840
i love your girl
758
01:22:05,120 --> 01:22:07,600
stand up
759
01:22:08,320 --> 01:22:11,840
spread your legs
760
01:22:38,480 --> 01:22:53,840
my god
761
01:23:04,840 --> 01:23:07,840
oh
762
01:23:32,840 --> 01:23:35,840
oh
763
01:23:37,360 --> 01:23:49,840
thank you thank you
764
01:24:03,600 --> 01:24:17,840
give you permission
765
01:24:36,639 --> 01:24:38,960
oh
766
01:24:44,560 --> 01:24:59,840
thank you thank you
767
01:25:38,840 --> 01:25:41,840
um
768
01:25:52,840 --> 01:25:55,840
yes
769
01:26:02,239 --> 01:26:05,360
i think it's my turn now
770
01:26:06,159 --> 01:26:10,639
i want you to give you what you deserve
771
01:26:10,800 --> 01:26:13,760
i want you to [ __ ] that up i don't want
772
01:26:13,760 --> 01:26:16,639
you to use me until you come
773
01:26:16,639 --> 01:26:20,840
if we're gonna work please come here to
774
01:26:20,840 --> 01:26:23,840
come
775
01:26:32,719 --> 01:26:37,440
thank you i think yes
776
01:26:43,440 --> 01:26:51,840
thank you
777
01:26:59,600 --> 01:27:05,840
thank you sir oh thank you
778
01:27:09,920 --> 01:27:19,840
thank you
779
01:27:23,440 --> 01:27:26,560
it's so sweet
780
01:27:26,719 --> 01:27:31,840
thank you sir for my first experience
781
01:27:31,840 --> 01:27:33,460
you're very welcome
782
01:27:42,960 --> 01:27:45,920
how will i ever go back to normal sex
783
01:27:45,920 --> 01:27:47,760
after that
784
01:27:47,760 --> 01:27:50,560
this is normal you can just exist in
785
01:27:50,560 --> 01:27:52,400
this space
786
01:27:52,400 --> 01:27:56,080
i guess he will take care of you from
787
01:27:56,080 --> 01:27:58,320
now on
788
01:27:58,320 --> 01:28:00,719
what about you ryan this was never a
789
01:28:00,719 --> 01:28:02,320
permanent arrangement
790
01:28:02,320 --> 01:28:04,880
i'm not a dom and i don't do this stuff
791
01:28:04,880 --> 01:28:05,679
anymore
792
01:28:05,679 --> 01:28:08,480
you've been doing this stuff yeah that
793
01:28:08,480 --> 01:28:09,600
was for you
794
01:28:09,600 --> 01:28:12,639
not for me for me
795
01:28:12,639 --> 01:28:15,840
oh okay so you haven't gotten anything
796
01:28:15,840 --> 01:28:17,520
out of this
797
01:28:17,520 --> 01:28:20,719
i honestly don't believe you why would
798
01:28:20,719 --> 01:28:22,800
you get yourself into this situation if
799
01:28:22,800 --> 01:28:23,520
you were
800
01:28:23,520 --> 01:28:27,040
so over it because i felt obligated
801
01:28:27,040 --> 01:28:30,480
obligated yes i'm sorry if that hurts
802
01:28:30,480 --> 01:28:33,040
your feelings
803
01:28:33,040 --> 01:28:36,880
look i understand because i was you
804
01:28:36,880 --> 01:28:39,840
years ago and i was so lucky to have
805
01:28:39,840 --> 01:28:40,800
found someone
806
01:28:40,800 --> 01:28:43,440
who understood me and helped me explore
807
01:28:43,440 --> 01:28:44,639
my sexuality
808
01:28:44,639 --> 01:28:46,480
i want that for you too so now you're
809
01:28:46,480 --> 01:28:48,719
just gonna pawn me off to someone else
810
01:28:48,719 --> 01:28:51,199
is that how this works is that what your
811
01:28:51,199 --> 01:28:53,120
dom did to you
812
01:28:53,120 --> 01:28:57,360
this is [ __ ] [ __ ]
813
01:28:57,360 --> 01:29:00,719
no i no don't
814
01:29:00,719 --> 01:29:11,840
just stop
815
01:29:17,120 --> 01:29:20,400
mariah left without a word
816
01:29:20,400 --> 01:29:25,840
no note no forwarding address
817
01:29:29,040 --> 01:29:30,960
just one final rent check left on the
818
01:29:30,960 --> 01:29:38,800
kitchen counter
819
01:29:38,800 --> 01:29:41,280
emma tried to locate her see if she was
820
01:29:41,280 --> 01:29:43,120
okay
821
01:29:43,120 --> 01:29:44,800
but the calls and the emails went
822
01:29:44,800 --> 01:29:47,440
unreturned
823
01:29:48,719 --> 01:29:51,199
things had changed that chapter had
824
01:29:51,199 --> 01:29:54,800
ended it was bittersweet for emma
825
01:29:54,800 --> 01:29:56,400
she had found someone she truly
826
01:29:56,400 --> 01:29:59,440
connected with someone who needed her
827
01:29:59,440 --> 01:30:01,280
but she wasn't quite sure what to do
828
01:30:01,280 --> 01:30:03,360
with that you don't have to leave
829
01:30:03,360 --> 01:30:06,880
emma yes i do
830
01:30:06,880 --> 01:30:09,040
you have your own life to live nadia
831
01:30:09,040 --> 01:30:10,520
what about you
832
01:30:11,760 --> 01:30:15,440
i'll be fine i've always been fine
833
01:30:15,440 --> 01:30:17,300
hey cars loaded
834
01:30:19,679 --> 01:30:22,719
i want you to be happy i am
835
01:30:22,719 --> 01:30:24,870
as happy as it can be
836
01:30:27,120 --> 01:30:28,800
don't start worrying i'm only a 10
837
01:30:28,800 --> 01:30:30,159
minute drive away
838
01:30:30,159 --> 01:30:33,120
it feels farther you take care of you
839
01:30:33,120 --> 01:30:34,080
nadia
840
01:30:34,080 --> 01:30:38,560
and who's gonna take care of you me
841
01:30:38,560 --> 01:30:42,320
come one thanks for doing all the heavy
842
01:30:42,320 --> 01:30:43,199
lifting
843
01:30:43,199 --> 01:30:49,840
all right that's what a man does
844
01:31:03,120 --> 01:31:05,120
no matter how much we want to stop life
845
01:31:05,120 --> 01:31:06,239
from moving on
846
01:31:06,239 --> 01:31:10,080
we can't things change people come
847
01:31:10,080 --> 01:31:13,600
they go and we evolve
848
01:31:13,600 --> 01:31:15,360
it was three months before emma finally
849
01:31:15,360 --> 01:31:17,679
heard from mariah
850
01:31:17,679 --> 01:31:20,880
dear emma i thought about never speaking
851
01:31:20,880 --> 01:31:22,400
to you again
852
01:31:22,400 --> 01:31:24,320
that's what i would have done if it was
853
01:31:24,320 --> 01:31:25,840
the old me
854
01:31:25,840 --> 01:31:27,440
i would have just run off and found
855
01:31:27,440 --> 01:31:30,239
another guy on craigslist to spank me
856
01:31:30,239 --> 01:31:33,760
which i did by the way
857
01:31:33,760 --> 01:31:36,400
but afterwards all i could think about
858
01:31:36,400 --> 01:31:37,600
was you
859
01:31:37,600 --> 01:31:39,520
how disappointed you would be in my lack
860
01:31:39,520 --> 01:31:40,960
of restraint
861
01:31:40,960 --> 01:31:42,960
and so i thought i would write to
862
01:31:42,960 --> 01:31:44,320
apologize and
863
01:31:44,320 --> 01:31:47,360
also share a few things i got your
864
01:31:47,360 --> 01:31:49,920
address from nadia
865
01:31:49,920 --> 01:31:52,159
i swung by your place hoping you hadn't
866
01:31:52,159 --> 01:31:53,679
moved out yet
867
01:31:53,679 --> 01:31:56,719
but you were gone
868
01:31:56,719 --> 01:31:59,280
she told me about mr frederick and how
869
01:31:59,280 --> 01:32:00,800
you've never been the same since he
870
01:32:00,800 --> 01:32:03,920
passed away a few years ago
871
01:32:03,920 --> 01:32:06,000
he was the dominant you told me about
872
01:32:06,000 --> 01:32:07,040
right
873
01:32:07,040 --> 01:32:10,080
the one that taught you about bdsm the
874
01:32:10,080 --> 01:32:12,400
man who loved you and
875
01:32:12,400 --> 01:32:15,600
changed you i think it's important for
876
01:32:15,600 --> 01:32:17,120
you to know that
877
01:32:17,120 --> 01:32:20,239
you have been that person for me you've
878
01:32:20,239 --> 01:32:23,679
changed me i guess in some ways
879
01:32:23,679 --> 01:32:27,840
you're my mr frederick
880
01:32:30,560 --> 01:32:33,760
so thank you i know that you said you've
881
01:32:33,760 --> 01:32:35,600
given up bdsm
882
01:32:35,600 --> 01:32:37,440
but i'd like you to reconsider and
883
01:32:37,440 --> 01:32:39,679
continue your journey with me
884
01:32:39,679 --> 01:32:41,840
i saw the joy in your face when you were
885
01:32:41,840 --> 01:32:43,040
teaching me
886
01:32:43,040 --> 01:32:45,120
and i don't think you're ready to just
887
01:32:45,120 --> 01:32:46,800
let it all go
888
01:32:46,800 --> 01:32:55,840
please don't let it go
889
01:33:01,360 --> 01:33:03,360
in order to move forward you have to
890
01:33:03,360 --> 01:33:06,080
make decisions that move you forward
891
01:33:06,080 --> 01:33:09,920
and this was emma's she knew that if she
892
01:33:09,920 --> 01:33:11,600
was going to put her work as a
893
01:33:11,600 --> 01:33:13,360
submissive behind her
894
01:33:13,360 --> 01:33:15,920
she had to give herself one final first
895
01:33:15,920 --> 01:33:17,679
time experience
896
01:33:17,679 --> 01:33:19,600
something that she could always have as
897
01:33:19,600 --> 01:33:22,850
her last memory of that life
898
01:33:48,840 --> 01:33:51,840
so
899
01:34:02,840 --> 01:34:05,840
uh
900
01:34:30,840 --> 01:34:33,840
hmm
901
01:34:44,840 --> 01:34:47,840
hmm
902
01:34:58,840 --> 01:35:01,040
oh
903
01:35:26,840 --> 01:35:29,840
hmm
904
01:35:54,840 --> 01:35:56,830
um
905
01:37:04,840 --> 01:37:07,840
hmm
906
01:37:18,840 --> 01:37:21,780
um
907
01:37:32,840 --> 01:37:35,840
um
908
01:38:00,840 --> 01:38:03,840
um
909
01:38:28,840 --> 01:38:31,840
ugh
910
01:38:42,840 --> 01:38:45,840
um
911
01:38:56,840 --> 01:38:58,720
hmm
912
01:39:10,840 --> 01:39:13,840
um
913
01:39:38,840 --> 01:39:41,840
oh
914
01:39:52,840 --> 01:39:54,940
hmm
915
01:40:06,840 --> 01:40:09,840
okay
916
01:40:24,440 --> 01:40:25,679
oh
917
01:40:25,679 --> 01:40:37,840
thank you thank you
918
01:40:48,840 --> 01:40:51,840
um
919
01:41:30,840 --> 01:41:47,840
um thank you
920
01:41:59,040 --> 01:42:15,840
him to [ __ ] your um yes open your mouth
921
01:42:28,400 --> 01:42:43,840
open them up
922
01:43:36,280 --> 01:43:39,640
oh thank you
923
01:43:57,800 --> 01:44:06,610
oh thank you
924
01:44:34,000 --> 01:44:37,760
yes turn around check this car
925
01:44:37,760 --> 01:44:49,840
oh yes
926
01:45:14,840 --> 01:45:17,840
um
927
01:45:28,840 --> 01:45:31,840
oh
928
01:45:35,679 --> 01:45:38,719
oh thank you
929
01:45:38,719 --> 01:45:45,810
thank you
930
01:45:47,920 --> 01:45:59,840
thank you so much
931
01:46:38,840 --> 01:46:41,040
oh yes sir
932
01:46:41,040 --> 01:46:53,930
yes sir oh yeah thank you
933
01:47:12,960 --> 01:47:18,080
oh my gosh
934
01:47:23,600 --> 01:47:28,159
oh yes sir yes please
935
01:47:34,800 --> 01:47:40,800
oh my gosh oh my goodness
936
01:47:45,119 --> 01:47:48,800
oh that feels amazing oh thank you so
937
01:47:48,800 --> 01:47:49,679
much
938
01:47:49,679 --> 01:47:53,280
oh thank you so much
939
01:47:58,239 --> 01:48:01,119
oh yes
940
01:48:02,480 --> 01:48:19,840
holy [ __ ] my gosh
941
01:48:44,840 --> 01:48:47,440
oh yes
942
01:48:58,840 --> 01:49:01,840
oh
943
01:49:12,840 --> 01:49:15,840
oh
944
01:49:40,840 --> 01:49:43,840
hmm
945
01:49:54,840 --> 01:49:57,840
um
946
01:50:36,840 --> 01:50:39,840
god
947
01:50:50,840 --> 01:50:53,840
oh
948
01:51:10,320 --> 01:51:13,679
yes thank you
949
01:51:18,960 --> 01:51:21,840
oh
950
01:51:33,440 --> 01:51:35,760
oh
951
01:51:46,840 --> 01:51:49,050
god
952
01:51:58,719 --> 01:52:03,280
oh my goodness oh it's so deep
953
01:52:03,280 --> 01:52:08,239
there's so much
954
01:52:14,840 --> 01:52:17,840
oh
955
01:52:42,840 --> 01:52:43,940
oh
956
01:52:56,840 --> 01:52:59,840
oh
957
01:53:10,840 --> 01:53:13,840
me
958
01:53:38,840 --> 01:53:55,840
oh thank you
959
01:54:19,360 --> 01:54:21,990
thank you
960
01:54:48,840 --> 01:54:50,540
ugh
961
01:55:14,159 --> 01:55:16,000
that was the last day emma ever
962
01:55:16,000 --> 01:55:18,560
performed as a submissive
963
01:55:18,560 --> 01:55:20,719
she had moved beyond that life and was
964
01:55:20,719 --> 01:55:32,320
ready to evolve into something new
965
01:55:32,320 --> 01:55:34,320
i want you to know that this isn't about
966
01:55:34,320 --> 01:55:35,180
your letter
967
01:55:36,400 --> 01:55:40,560
sure it is are you disagreeing with me
968
01:55:40,560 --> 01:55:43,599
yes emma
969
01:55:43,599 --> 01:55:45,520
you can't honestly say that you haven't
970
01:55:45,520 --> 01:55:47,119
enjoyed every moment
971
01:55:47,119 --> 01:55:50,960
of being my dog did i say
972
01:55:50,960 --> 01:55:53,920
that you could speak
973
01:55:54,400 --> 01:55:57,920
you may speak thank you
974
01:55:57,920 --> 01:56:01,440
for coming back thank you for convincing
975
01:56:01,440 --> 01:56:02,800
me to
976
01:56:02,800 --> 01:56:05,760
never in a million years did i imagine
977
01:56:05,760 --> 01:56:07,920
that this would be my reality
978
01:56:07,920 --> 01:56:11,280
what domain is submissive
979
01:56:11,280 --> 01:56:14,960
having a submissive
980
01:56:14,960 --> 01:56:17,520
you taught me that i still belong in
981
01:56:17,520 --> 01:56:18,880
this world
982
01:56:18,880 --> 01:56:21,220
just not the way that i came to know it
983
01:56:24,800 --> 01:56:43,840
now whatever you do don't come
984
01:56:46,560 --> 01:56:49,679
to survive we have to let go it's part
985
01:56:49,679 --> 01:56:51,040
of moving forward
986
01:56:51,040 --> 01:56:53,040
acknowledging what no longer works for
987
01:56:53,040 --> 01:56:53,450
us
988
01:56:55,360 --> 01:56:57,360
acknowledging that who we were five
989
01:56:57,360 --> 01:56:58,400
years ago
990
01:56:58,400 --> 01:57:01,679
five months ago five days ago might not
991
01:57:01,679 --> 01:57:05,040
be the person we are today
992
01:57:06,880 --> 01:57:08,400
life is a constant journey of
993
01:57:08,400 --> 01:57:11,360
self-discovery and evolution
994
01:57:11,360 --> 01:57:13,760
part of me wonders if i still had a hand
995
01:57:13,760 --> 01:57:15,920
in emma's evolution
996
01:57:15,920 --> 01:57:18,080
you always hear people say that when
997
01:57:18,080 --> 01:57:19,280
someone dies
998
01:57:19,280 --> 01:57:21,040
they live on in those they've left
999
01:57:21,040 --> 01:57:24,239
behind and maybe this was me
1000
01:57:24,239 --> 01:57:26,200
living on in emma
1001
01:57:36,840 --> 01:57:39,840
mr
1002
01:57:39,840 --> 01:57:49,840
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