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(water splashing)

It used to be that the party didn't start until I showed up.

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Then the party didn't die down until I left.

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And then for me at least, the party just died.

Too many late nights with fuckboys.

(alarm ringing)

Head splitting mornings.

Days where I felt too screwed up to look after myself.

(sighing)

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(cheering).

And then I hit rock bottom.

You can't always tell what it looks like,

but it smells like a bad breath and body odor.

It tastes like battery acid and makes you feel dirty

all over and not in a hard way.

More like you just made out with a tailpipe.

And as it turns out, rock bottom is never in the same city

where you started the night before.

Getting back home cost me a job interview.

They say if you want to break a bad habit,

you have to replace it with a healthy one.

I started by swiping through dating apps.

You know how addictive and distracting those can be.

When the temptation to go out to party and became too much to handle,

I just went out with whoever was immediately available.

The estates were always a snore.

Luckily, one of them knew better things to do.

with his mouth and blotter.

Can we get out of here?

(grunting)

Party boys aren't exactly precise in the song.

Would you believe me if I told you this was my first?

After that, I developed a new addiction.

And I met a real boyfriend, Chris.

We're helping each other build discipline

and healthy routines into our lives.

There is only one routine that neither of us has any control over.

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Oh yes, yes.

You wanna play with me, huh?

- No.

- Fuck.

- I'm not just playing.

- I'm just playing.

Slowly, slowly.

Oh fuck.

Yes.

- Like this?

- Yes.

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- Like this?

- Yeah.

Like this.

Yes.

- It's healthy, isn't it?

- Yes.

- I don't have any feeling.

- You wanna try?

- Yeah.

(laughing)

(sighing).

Fuck.

- Oh, better like this?

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- So good.

So good, yes.

It's like so good.

Yes, so so good.

Oh my god.

It's so fucking nice.

Look at me, look at me, yes.

Look at me, look at me.

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Come on.

- Come on.

- Yes.

- Bro?

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- Yes.

(mumbling).

So so so good.

(laughing)

Let's see your beautiful eyes.

- Can I stop staring?

- Yes, look there.

So so good.

Right there.

Look at me, yes.

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Oh fuck.

Right there.

Yeah.

Look at me.

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Come here, come here.

Yeah, right there.

Right there.

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Right there.

Yes, look at me.

Right there.

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Fuck.

Fuck.

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Fuck.

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Right there, right there.

Yes.

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Yes, look at me.

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Let me see your beautiful,

show me your beautiful.

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Yes.

- Come on baby.

- Yes, come on.

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- I can't hold my hair.

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- Yes.

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Look at me.

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Yes.

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Yes, keep sucking.

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Oh fuck.

Yes.

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Show me, show me.

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Look at me.

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Oh fuck.

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Yes, yes.

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- Can you hug?

- Yes.

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Oh fuck.

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Yes.

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Yes.

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Oh fuck, it's so dirty.

Oh my god.

Oh fuck.

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- Oh man.

- Oh yes.

Oh fuck.

- Hi.

- Yes, fuck me.

- It's all right.

- Fuck me, fuck me.

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Fuck you.

- Yes, fuck me.

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Oh fuck.

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Oh yes.

- Look at this.

- Oh yeah.

- Love it.

- Sexy.

- I love it.

- I love it.

- It's so good.

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- It's so deep.

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- Fuck.

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- Keep going.

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- Oh fuck.

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No, no, no, don't stop.

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- It's all right.

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- Oh, yes.

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- All right?

- Yes.

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- Oh fuck.

Oh fuck.

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- Oh, hold here.

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Hold it.

Come on.

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- Why did you give me?

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- Oh, fuck.

I just feel bad.

Yeah.

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- Yeah, it just hurt me.

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- Sit please.

Sit please.

- Oh, my head.

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- Don't stop.

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- He whistled over.

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