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♫ Across the hilltop with the sun above me, ♫

♫ I like the moment when sweat rolls down my cheeks ♫

♫ You're behind me a lot, yet saying you'll win, ♫

♫ I couldn't help but say you met the wrong opponent again ♫

♫ Watching as the clouds piece together one by one, the image that we want ♫

♫ You jokingly said there's a pig that looks like me ♫

♫ You play the guitar while I sing ♫

♫ Even the birds on the tree are harmonizing with us ♫

♫ The small people in the big Milky Way ♫

♫ Using the speed of light to connect our happiness ♫

♫ These smiling tears are made of happiness ♫

♫ I remember every time you teased me ♫

♫ When my mouth pouts, you hid by my side ♫

[All I Want for Love is You]

[Episode 31]

I get it.

Seeing your beloved boyfriend

living with another girl under one roof,

it's hard for anyone to accept.

Then...

what does my beloved Sir An

really think?

Of course, I'll preserve my integrity for my sunflower.

- Really? - Really.

- Are you sure? - Absolutely.

Then...

You have to promise me some things.

I'm all ears.

Number one.

Maintain your principles and don't stray from them. (T/N: lit. do not listen or look at insolence)

No problem.

Number two. Report to me every night.

And it must be by video call.

I promise.

Number three.

No matter how much she tries to suck up to you,

don't get too close to her.

Keep a certain distance.

- Of course, that's a must. - That's more like it.

Is that all?

I haven't thought of the rest yet.

I'll let you know when I think of them.

Of course.

Sir An,

you're leaving so soon.

I really don't want to let you go.

I don't want to leave you, either.

They say that

long-distance relationships are the most challenging for lovers.

Just think of it as putting our love to the test.

Do you think we'll pass?

Yes.

I can do it.

- We can do it. - Definitely.

Then, next Monday,

I'll send you to the airport.

Okay.

Here. Have a drumstick.

You have it.

You have it. I just had one.

Eat up.

Hey!

Why did you actually try to eat it?

Jiongniu just ate this.

What are you doing? Stop joking around with food.

It's your fault for not paying attention while eating with me.

What were you thinking about just now?

Don't tell me that before I've even left,

you've already started to miss me?

Stop messing around.

Then, you must have been thinking about Zuo An.

I wasn't.

I was thinking about my exams.

Really?

You should see how depressed you look.

Did you argue with Zuo An?

Stop guessing randomly.

We would never argue.

Then, what on earth is going on?

Either way, it has nothing to do with you.

Tell me. I'll give you some advice.

You're so annoying. I already told you that it has nothing to do with you.

Then...

it has something to do with Sun Anning, doesn't it?

Looks like I'm right, then.

What tricks did Sun Anning pull this time?

Don't tell me she's like me, still not over it?

I want to steal you away from Zuo An,

and Sun Anning wants to steal Zuo An away from you.

If that's the case,

we're like two comrades stuck in the same trench, aren't we?

Can you stop talking?

There's no way that Sun Anning can take Zuo An away from me.

As if going to America will change anything.

Dream on!

America?

Go on and head back. I can walk by myself.

I don't want to.

I'll just send you to the hospital's main entrance.

You really don't need to send me off.

Hey, what's wrong?

Quick, quick! Sit down.

Are you feeling unwell again?

Chenyang, are you okay?

I'm fine. You can ask Xiaoman if you don't believe me.

He even tried to trick me earlier.

Chenyang, you should really take your health more seriously.

If something happened...

Let's talk about the main matter. Sister, why are you back?

- Did you find a donor? - Yes.

We've confirmed a donor from Wuhan. Everything is compatible.

All that's left is some paperwork.

I let my lawyer stay there to figure it out.

I came back first to arrange the operation.

Chenyang, be prepared.

We'll be doing the operation next Monday.

Okay.

So soon.

Next Monday?

Yes.

Xiaoman, before Chenyang undergoes surgery,

he needs to be emotionally calm and stable.

We'll be counting on you over the next few days.

Okay?

Okay.

Zuo An.

Aren't you supposed to be in the hospital?

Let's chat.

Shen Chenyang?

Hey.

Where'd he go?

Here's a good spot.

You can stand.

Two grown men sitting together is way too weird.

You don't even have the energy to talk while standing.

People will get worried.

Are you talking about Gu Xiaoman?

I'd say she's more worried about you right now.

- Worried about you and Sun Anning. - So you know about it.

You should already know

that she's bad at hiding things.

On the outside, she says that she doesn't mind you and Sun Anning living together,

but I can tell that

she's very uneasy about it on the inside.

Hey!

Didn't I tell you not to sit?

Are you accusing me of something?

We're both grown men.

Some things need to be said.

It's better if I say it instead of Gu Xiaoman.

Go ahead.

Not everyone can be Liuxia Hui. (T/N: Liuxia Hui was a man of virtue and is said to have held a lady in his lap without the slightest accusation of his moral character.)

You should know better than me

what kind of person Sun Anning is.

Technically,

I shouldn't have come to find you.

If Sun Anning really managed to steal you away,

to be honest, I'd be pretty happy about it.

Then, I'd be able to openly and legitimately be able to pursue Gu Xiaoman,

without any concerns or consequences.

But...

I can imagine that silly girl

and how immensely devastated she would be after finding out that she had lost you.

Zuo An, sometimes I ask myself,

"What is it that I like about Gu Xiaoman?"

I ask and I ask,

but I can never come up with a proper answer.

Perhaps liking someone

doesn't need any reason at all.

No matter how our bet ends,

my only wish is for Gu Xiaoman to be happy.

We only live one life. Happiness is so important.

No one understands that better than I do.

It's just that...

wanting to be happy for a lifetime

is really hard.

Zuo An,

don't let Gu Xiaoman be sad ever again.

Take it as me begging you.

I guess you can think of it as the last wish of my life.

I guess you can think of it as the last wish of my life.

Can you promise me that?

Shen Chenyang.

Shen Chenyang.

Shen Chenyang!

You better explain to me

what exactly is going on here?

What did you promise me earlier?

I...

Shen Xiyue, why are you yelling at her?

It was me who ran out, myself.

I haven't seen this handsome little junior for very long.

I missed him very much,

- so... - Shen Chenyang!

Did you think about it carefully before?

You are so irresponsible to yourself.

What should I do?

Xu Fei.

Get shots and IV drips,

give me some of each.

Quickly.

You will definitely be able to anger your sister to death one day.

Aren't I creating a chance for you now?

Quickly go and make her feel better.

Quickly go. I have at least learned medicine for seven years.

Regarding the condition of my own body,

I know it well.

You should go as well.

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Xiaoman,

sorry.

You did not do anything wrong.

I am only...

a bit upset.

Zuo An,

do you think

Shen Chenyang will die?

I don't know.

If he dies,

- will you be sad? - Yes.

Zuo An,

I don't want Shen Chenyang to die.

Foolish girl.

When did you learn to cook?

I learned it previously.

Didn't you say that Shen Chenyang's cooking is delicious?

I don't like that you

have a man that is better than me by your side,

in any aspect.

Previously, I used a year and a half to defeat Zhan Yue in basketball.

Maybe this time, there isn't enough time.

Then,

- I will help you. - Are you sure?

Are you thinking I'm not good enough?

No. You cook the rice.

Even though the previous time, you seemed to—

Stop. I will definitely cook the rice today.

Sorry, the rice is raw once again.

No worries, it is the rice cooker's problem. It has nothing to do with you.

All right, didn't we agree previously?

- Today will be good. - Let me tell you!

- When you come back from America, I will definitely— - I know!

You will definitely wash off this bad record

and the previous record, right?

Let's eat.

Here.

- Is it good? - It is good.

Then, my cooking and Shenyang's cooking,

whose is better?

Guess.

Zuo An,

there is something that I have been thinking about for a long time.

I want to give you a present.

Present?

Now?

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Diary?

I repaired the torn pages already.

It is the same as it was originally.

Xiaoman,

thank you for gifting me such a precious present.

When you arrive in America,

let this diary be a substitute for me and accompany you.

Zuo An,

I might not be able to send you off tomorrow at the airport.

Will you blame me?

Xiaoman, when you are at the hospital tomorrow,

take good care of Shen Chenyang.

When the operation ends, you must inform me at the earliest time.

I will reply to you when I get off the plane.

Zuo An, thank you.

Foolish girl,

Shen Chenyang getting better

is a common wish of the both of us.

Zuo An...

In the next few years,

I will always think of this warm and bright afternoon every day.

Zuo An's face is so realistic in front of my eyes.

Every expression of his,

every word burned into my heart.

Time that is quiet like this

passing by slowly at its own whim,

is most probably called happiness.

♫ A cup of coffee has blackened the circles of my eyes ♫

♫ The night lights went out and the sky became darker ♫

♫ Changing the channels, only black, white, and grey remain ♫

♫ Your silhouette is further away, sadness has increased ♫

♫ If there is a little bit of comfort ♫

♫ Using my all to miss you, nothing else matters ♫

Even our hearts clearly know

that this farewell is only temporary.

We will reunite in a year and a half,

but how the future is like

is unknown to us.

I only know that Zuo An and I

are doing our best to love each other,

protecting this relationship that was hard to come by.

We are both afraid that in a few more decades,

when the both of us have white hair and are old,

we will reminisce over this memory

and leave regrets for each other.

That might be the decision in the youth that we will never return to

that is the most unforgivable.

Shen Chenyang,

did you hear it?

Zuo An is wishing you all the best.

Xiaoman...

What's wrong?

You are not going to send him off,

he won't blame you. Right?

Don't overthink.

I will only accompany you today.

Does that mean that when I wake up,

I will still have a chance?

Yes, there is a chance.

Don't talk anymore. The doctor said that

you should not waste any energy. In another 20 minutes, you will have the operation.

you should not waste any energy. In another 20 minutes, you will have the operation.

Where is Jiongniu?

Your sister sent her back home yesterday night.

If...

If something like that,

I...

You help me to take care of Jiongniu,

is that okay?

What rubbish are you sprouting?

Jiongniu is only nice to you.

She is still waiting for you to come back and watch her grow,

grow plump and round.

Anyways,

you won't listen to anything that I say.

I am now a patient.

All right, all right.

I promise you. Don't get agitated.

That's right.

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I am really...

envious of that fellow.

Chenyang.

Chenyang? Chenyang!

Doctor! Doctor!

Shen Chenyang!

Shen Chenyang!

Shen Chenyang!

[Second Operating Room]

Quickly, wear sunglasses to prevent fans from recognizing us.

Please, do you think this is overseas?

To the very least, I debuted in an overseas boy group as the center position.

Even though I only planned to come back to China to develop my career,

you know how advanced technology is now and

how crazy the fans are.

Let's go.

- What are you looking at? - Is that person sick?

Sorry! Sorry!

- I am Zhan Yue! She doesn't recognize me. - Don't embarrass me!

This sir, is there something I can help you with?

I am Zhan Yue.

Mr. Zhan, would you like to check-in or have a meal?

Do you have an appointment?

I am Zhan Yue.

Mr. Zhan must be a VIP customer in our hotel, right?

I will check for your appointment immediately.

I am Zhan Yue.

The overseas one, the one who debuted in the center position.

I am a trainee! Search it up.

I am Zhan Yue.

It is too difficult to expand my career in China.

Why didn't I consider it carefully back then?

- Why? Do you feel defeated? - Yes.

Don't worry! Nothing will obstruct my determination to become a megastar.

You must find your manager to have a serious discussion tomorrow, then.

- Yes. Work hard! - Work hard!

Wait.

What if you cannot attend Xiaoman's graduation ceremony tomorrow?

No worries. She won't care about that.

Also, the one that she wants to see

is not the two of us.

You are not being a good friend.

Zuo An is unable to come and the both of us are not going to attend,

how sad will Xiaoman be?

She will be sad? If she were sad, she wouldn't be Gu Xiaoman.

Plus, she is graduating at the top of her cohort.

What does she have to be sad about?

Xiaoman is able to get the top position, it is a miracle.

Don't forget about her scholar-tyrant boyfriend.

Even though he is teaching her through long-distance,

the effectiveness is not affected at all.

Your famous boyfriend is very excellent as well.

All right, you are the best.

Yaola,

no matter how successful I am in the future,

I will still fulfill my promise.

W-What promise?

To let you be my dance partner. I will never break my promise.

Purely just a dance partner?

Ouch, ouch, ouch! What would you like me to do, then?

Should I just promise myself to you?

Why can't you promise yourself to me?

Can, can, can.

Is it really okay?

Yes!

This is our last time

leaving this dorm.

You must record this properly for me. I will send this to Zuo An later.

Zuo An, let me tell you.

You must be nicer to our Xiaoman.

Come, let's shout a slogan.

We have graduated!

All right.

Xiaoman, you are leaving like this.

We can't bear to part with you.

Right. With your grades,

you can absolutely stay here and enter the best hospital.

Why must you return to your hometown?

Isn't it the same everywhere?

Also,

I miss my home.

I can't bear to part with you.

I can't bear to part with you, either.

I can't bear to part with you guys, too.

You must be healthy.

- Be healthy. - All right.

- It's the same for you guys, as well. - Okay.

All right, we agreed not to cry.

You are not allowed to cry.

I will go off, then.

Hold your luggage well; don't lose it.

- All right. - Slowly.

All right.

Bye-bye.

[Three months later]

Beijing's time, 7:00.

Lazy cat, you need to wake up.

Let me sleep a while more.

You have been late five times this month.

Didn't you say,

Chief Xu Fei doesn't have a good expression whenever he sees you now.

Xu Fei, that fellow.

Ever since he was transferred to our Yincheng Central Hospital,

he disregards our past friendship.

He only knows how to act cool in front of me.

He might be upset that someone is not developing to her best potential.

What are you saying?

If you have the capability, say it again.

What time is it over there? You are still busy?

I am filling in the application form for the immunization project in Africa.

A project to go Africa? What is happening?

I will tell you more about it after you end work today.

You don't have enough time. If you still don't get out of bed,

you will really be nagged by Xu Fei.

Right, right, right.

I won't talk with you anymore.

I need to rush. Bye-bye.

Dad, quickly! I am about to be late. Quick!

Come, come! Quick, quick!

You are really something. I am the same for 20 years;

I have never been late or left work early at the hospital. On the other hand, you

are only at the beginning of your internship. I am embarrassed for you.

Don't nag anymore. I am full already.

What? Eat a bit more.

Remember.

Wait for me to end work and cook.

You are not allowed to cook.

What? Are you despising your father's cooking?

I won't be polite with you.

Your cooking, I am so confused.

It is the same for 20 years; you have no improvement!

I was wondering why my brain was not useful sometimes. The way I see it,

it must be because of the genes.

- This girl! Watch what I do! - Bye-bye!

Slower!

[Hospital]

[Department Chief's Office]

Good morning, Chief Xu.

There is still one more, where is she?

Xiaoxue, clothes!

I am 5 minutes late. When Chief Xu comes later,

you just say that I was already here for a long time.

Xiaoman.

Chief Xu, good morning!

You! You know that Chief Xu is strict on the routine checks.

- Hello. - Hello, Chief Xu.

How is it? Does your chest still hurt today?

In these days of treatment in the hospital,

I am feeling a lot better.

Thank you.

Gu Xiaoman, come and take a look.

All right.

The coronary artery is narrow.

Didn't I ask you to memorize all the medical records yesterday?

I didn't memorize them all.

- Xiaoxue, you do it. - Me?

Right, it's okay. Speak.

The coronary artery is narrow. This is the fifth day after the operation.

The vital signs are stable.

The saturation of blood oxygen is normal. The recovery from the operation is good.

Look.

All of you intern doctors are worse than a nurse.

Not right. The data seems to be wrong.

Auntie, do you feel that your chest is very painful today,

your body is feeling weak, and it is hard to breathe?

Chief Xu, I think Auntie's

myocardium might be lacking oxygen.

Lack of oxygen?

No, Xiaoman. The ECG clearly shows—

However, she is showing symptoms of a lack of oxygen.

Every heart disease patients should have those symptoms, too.

I am saying that the colors of her nails

and her lips are not right.

All right.

I have said this many times.

You must observe the patients to see if there are any signs of lack of oxygen.

Don't rely only on machines.

Machines can be repaired when they break. What about you guys?

Gu Xiaoman,

as the top student of the graduates of the medical university,

don't be too proud. A blind cat can also meet a dead mouse.

Memorize all the medical records today.

If you cannot memorize them, don't knock off.

Understood, Chief.

Continue with the routine check.

- Thank you, Chief Xu. - No problem.

Have a nice rest.

Close the door.

Xiaoman, my words were a bit harsh just now.

Don't be angry.

How can I,

Chief Xu?

We are already in this kind of relationship. No need to call me "Chief."

- Just call me "Senior." - That isn't good.

To be different in front of people and behind people,

pretending to be okay, but acting differently isn't my style.

How can you call it pretending to be okay, but acting differently?

It should be called,

"to act accordingly based on the influence of others."

Wait! That doesn't seem to be appropriate, either.

If not, let's call it, "to act accordingly based on the situation."

Don't worry, you just be our chief.

I will play my part as an intern doctor.

Your performance

is seen by everyone.

I won't say things randomly.

There is nothing else, right? I will go first.

Why don't I make some tea and let's talk a while more?

That is not necessary.

I still have to memorize medical records. Unlike you,

I don't have time to have a chat with you and delay my work.

Close the door behind you.

Did Chief Xu scold you again?

It's okay, I am used to it already.

Everyday is like a war.

I slept at 2:00 a.m. yesterday. I woke up at 7:00 a.m. this morning.

It seems like I need to burn the midnight oil again.

Who could say no?

Jia-jia is really pitiful to have congenital heart disease.

He acts happy everyday,

but I heard him crying one day when I was on night shift.

Jia-jia,

what are you looking at?

I am not looking at anything. Xiaoman,

take a walk with me outside later.

All right.

Let's buy an ice cream to eat on the way back, as well.

Sure.

However, you can only have one to two bites.

I also want you to be my girlfriend.

That is okay, too.

However, you must grow up first.

You are so nice to me.

Is it because I am too sick?

There's no way for me to be able to grow up.

How can that be?

It is definitely not.

I've met people with a more serious condition than you.

How is he now?

He...

♫ Against the light, smiling in the lens ♫

♫ Accidentally, the wind made a frown on my brows ♫

♫ Together, we tiptoed and held our hands ♫

♫ Standing close, hiding in the sunshower, not leaving ♫

♫ As if blown, the dandelion floats ♫

♫ In the wind and rain, it fell ♫

♫ Just like a tourist from the sky ♫

♫ Once it falls, it settles in a home ♫

♫ The sunshower is falling ♫

♫ Rest assured, it’s a clear sky after the tears ♫

♫ What is there to worry, what is there to be afraid of? ♫

♫ Don’t be suspicious of every decision in life ♫

♫ Instead, worrying too much makes things even more unhappy ♫

♫ Whatever you encounter, might as well just accept ♫

♫ Take the twist and turns of yesterday, the perturb of unease, and tuck them all away ♫

♫ Let the smile bloom as sunshowers are momentary ♫

♫ The sunshower is falling ♫

♫ Rest assured, it’s a clear sky after the tears ♫

♫ What is there to worry, what is there to be afraid of? ♫

♫ Don’t be suspicious of every decision in life ♫

♫ Instead, worrying too much makes things even more unhappy ♫

♫ Whatever you encounter, might as well just accept it ♫

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