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♫ Across the hilltop with the sun above me, ♫

♫ I like the moment when sweat rolls down my cheeks ♫

♫ You’re behind me by a lot, yet saying you’ll win, ♫

♫ I couldn’t help but say you met the wrong opponent again ♫

♫ Watching as the clouds piece together one by one, the image that we want ♫

♫ You jokingly said there’s a pig that looks like me ♫

♫ You play the guitar while I sing ♫

♫ Even the birds on the tree are harmonizing with us ♫

♫ The small people in the big Milky Way ♫

♫ Using the speed of light to connect our happiness ♫

♫ These smiling tears are made of happiness ♫

♫ I remember every time you teased me ♫

♫ When my mouth pouts, you hide by my side ♫

[All I want for Love is You]

[Episode 30]

I think there is something fishy about this.

Zuo An doesn't seem like that kind of person.

Who knows?

Guys...

can be sneaky. There's nothing odd about that.

I won't let you say that about Zuo An.

Think about your situation. You're still protecting him.

Indeed girls who are in love have an IQ of zero.

You're just not allowed to say that.

Okay. I won't talk about your Sir An.

Then, have you got any ideas about what to do?

Someone who's going abroad and there's the photograph...

Don't be careless, and that Sun Anning really will steal Zuo An away.

No way!

Why didn't you tell me earlier?

I just got to know about this yesterday.

Besides, I'm still thinking about whether I should say yes or not.

Wait a moment.

Give me your explanation later.

Otherwise, my fury will have lost its momentum.

Squat down!

You don't think it's really awkward?

How is it awkward?

Stop talking nonsense! Crouch down.

I'll crouch.

How about this?

No.

I want to look down on you. Crouch down further.

All right.

That's pretty good.

It'll work. Speak.

Silly girl.

How about letting go first?

Hurry up and say it or else I'll—

I'll tell you.

Yesterday, my mom told me through the phone that

our school has an exchange student program. It's to go to UC Berkeley in the United States.

Not only is there an exchange program, but you can also participate in some experiments over there.

When I come back, I would have a good chance of doing postgraduate studies.

My mom said she already applied for me and I should go prepare well for it,

but the other spot was given to Sun Anning, I think.

You really could be recommended for postgraduate studies?

What a great thing! Hurry up and go agree to it.

Silly girl, didn't we already have an agreement?

I want to go study abroad with you.

Forget that.

I understand very well my own capabilities.

The way I see it, I'm not capable of going abroad.

But you're not the same. You should go.

This is a one-in-a-million chance.

But Sun Anning's also going.

So what if she's going.

You study your thing. She'll study hers.

What's wrong?

Could it be that you have some ideas about her?

How could I have ideas about her?

I'm just considering your feelings.

She has her own thoughts.

As long as you remain steadfast,

I'll approve.

I'm very steadfast.

Really?

Good.

Then explain to me about

exactly what's going on with the picture in your wallet?!

Picture?

Did Sun Anning talk to you?

Xiaoman, you weren't bullied, right?

Don't worry about that right now.

Explain to me!

Why is the picture in your wallet not your own girlfriend?

It's another girl.

It's also when she was young.

Xiaoman, I'm certainly going to explain this to you.

Wait a minute for me, I'll come back right away.

Wait. Zuo An!

Stop right there! Who let you leave?

Anning,

you secretly substituted your own picture for Anxin's.

It's when you picked up my wallet last time, right?

- Right, but listen to me explain. - Anning,

thank you for liking me in the past,

but I already have Gu Xiaoman now.

And half an hour ago, she told me

that she approved of you and I participating in the study abroad program in America.

At that moment, when she looked me in the eyes, they were filled with trust and encouragement.

She really wants me to do better and better.

Even if we'll be separated by a vast ocean,

she's not afraid that we'll be both be going to America.

She will always trust me.

Because of that trust,

I don't plan to hold anything back from her anymore.

I think it's time to confess everything to her.

Zuo An.

Zuo An!

- Anxin! - Anxin!

Anxin!

- My Anxin? - What's wrong with Zuo An?

Where's my Anxin?!

Anxin!

So, you've always known

that you weren't directly responsible for Sun Anxin's death. Isn't that right?

I know.

I didn't push her down myself,

but I always had no way to forgive myself.

After all, if I wasn't there,

that accident could've been prevented.

Foolish guy.

Why didn't you tell me earlier?

I have no way to imagine

that you've been suffering from so much psychological pressure all these years.

How did you live through that?

Auntie saved you; she didn't save Sun Anxin.

Do you blame her?

Actually, I've been thinking about this question these years.

Now, I finally understand.

My mom is a mother.

Encountering that type of situation, she just reacted from instinct.

She didn't do anything wrong.

And for this accident,

she resigned from her government job and went off to America by herself.

These years,

she's lived unhappily.

Right, it's been difficult for Auntie.

A complete family turned into an incomplete one.

What my mom said is right.

She said that in life, you constantly have to make decisions.

Then you have to pay for the decisions you make.

Zuo An...

Thank you.

Thank you for telling me about these things.

Also, thank you for choosing me.

Xiaoman,

the person who should be saying thank you is me.

I've said this before. You're the sunflower of my life.

Thank you for being by my side this last year.

This period has been the happiest time of my life.

This period has been the happiest time of my life.

The friends around me say I've changed.

No longer the Zuo An from before.

But only I know,

it's because of you.

Turns out, I was that important to you in your heart.

Xiaoman,

I love you.

Anning, what's wrong?

You aren't even eating dinner.

Does it have something to do with Zuo An again?

Mom, I"m fine.

It doesn't have to do with Zuo An.

It might be because I'm tired from preparing everything for the exchange program.

I'm tired. You go rest. I want to sleep, too.

Anning.

I'm really okay, Mom.

Mom knows that your heart can't put down Zuo An.

About going abroad this time,

no matter what you do, Mom will support you.

Because you're a sensible child.

In the past,

your dad and I were about to move this bed.

But you insisted that we not move it out.

You said that your sister will always stay with you.

Mom believes that if your sister were alive,

she would have supported you.

Be good. Get some sleep, okay?

Do you think all this is over?

Even if you confess everything to Gu Xiaoman,

even if there's no sister,

what is mine is mine.

I won't let you leave me.

Never.

Okay, I've finished filling out the application.

Then, I'll... Heavens!

It's this time.

The dorm probably closed its doors. I have to go.

Since you know that the dorm is closed,

why go back?

What do I do?

Live here. It's not like you haven't before.

Okay.

But I don't have pajamas.

Wear mine.

Hey.

Tired?

A little.

Old rules.

I sleep on the bed, you sleep on the couch.

Then, can we change the rules today?

Okay. I'll fulfill your wish.

Then I sleep on the couch and you sleep on the bed.

How about that?

Zuo An...

Tomorrow, I still have to accompany Shen Chenyang for his check-up.

Why don't...

we rest early?

You won't be jealous, right?

Of course not.

You've already approved of my going to America with Sun Anning.

Why wouldn't I trust you to go to the check-up with him?

Okay.

Then we should each get some rest.

- Goodnight. - Goodnight.

Bye-bye.

Sir An,

I'm pushing you out of your bed again tonight.

Goodnight.

Goodnight.

Jiongniu, you should go on a diet. Do you know that?

Some people don't like the looks of you right now.

Shen Chenyang!

It's time for your appointment with Senior Xu Fei.

If we don't leave now, we will be late.

What are you rushing for? Let him wait for us.

I'm now considered his younger brother. I'm testing him out for my sister.

Xiaoman, come sit with me.

Do you think the hospital was opened by your family?

If we miss our turn, we have to go to the back of the line.

If you don't get the check-up today,

I'll have to spend more time to accompany you again.

You don't have to take exams anymore but I do.

Can't you think of others' feelings?

Tests are a small matter. What is there to worry about?

At worst, you can stay back and take the year over again with me.

Are you leaving or not?

Leaving.

How come Zuo An didn't come today?

He's comfortable with just the two of us being together?

Not only is he comfortable with it, but I'm also very comfortable with it as well.

Really?

It's so rare for it to just be the two of us.

How about we not go to the hospital today?

We can just enjoy staying here at home.

Why don't I make you some food?

If you're going to be thick-headed and unreasonable, I'm going to really get mad.

Senior Xu Fei has searched everywhere for a compatible donor.

You are wasting time.

Are you really going to let down everyone who cares about you?

Okay.

I was just joking with you.

Why are you so serious?

Let's just go.

What are you doing?

Can you show a little human sympathy?

I am a patient. Help me.

If we're going, let's just hurry and go. Don't touch me.

Does your chest hurt? I'll get your medicine.

It's fine. I just want to lean a little.

I won't be fooled by you again.

You love to act so much. You should be an actor once you're better.

Anyway, I know you just don't want to go to the hospital.

Xiaoman.

Shen Chenyang!

What's wrong? Shen Chenyang!

How is he?

Let's go out and talk.

With Chenyang's situation, he might have to stay at the hospital.

Is his condition that serious?

We should have done this surgery two years ago.

It's been put off for two years.

The heart is a person's most important organ.

Once that organ fails...

Is it because I pushed him a little?

Slightly.

But, Xiaoman, don't take this too much to heart.

Even if it weren't for that, his condition would have worsened anyway.

The important thing is that our earlier evaluation was too optimistic.

Have you found a donor?

We're still trying to find someone.

Then hurry up and find someone.

I'll come up with however much money it takes.

Xiyue, this isn't about money.

For every donor we find, it means that someone has to die.

Don't tell me this stuff.

Let me tell you. I don't care about anyone else.

I just want my little brother to live.

Okay. I'll hurry up and search.

Xiyue!

Before, I used to think that he was a drama queen;

causing a mess wherever he went.

But seeing him like this now,

I suddenly think that as long as he stays alive,

it doesn't matter if he continues to bother others.

That's true.

If he can continue to live, I hope that he'll find a lover who is more high maintenance than him,

and have a bunch of children that are even more annoying than he is,

and just finish living his life like a normal person.

Perhaps that would be the best ending.

Do you guys always go around jinxing patients like that?

You're awake. I'll go look for Xu Fei.

Don't go. I'm awake now.

I'm fine. If Xu Fei comes, he'll nag me forever.

It's so annoying. Right now, you're the only person I want to see.

There's someone more annoying than you?

When he's being annoying, he is truly annoying. When I'm being annoying, it's just for fun.

How about you let go of my girlfriend first. Her boyfriend is still standing here.

So stingy.

What are you doing? Do you want to take advantage of me again just after letting me go?

Who's taking advantage of you? It's just that you're frowning so much that your eyebrows are becoming one line.

I just wanted to smooth them out for you.

Well, I was frowning a lot, too. Why don't you smooth my brows out for me as well?

Don't waste your breath.

Are you hungry? I'll go buy you something yummy.

What's wrong?

It's fine.

Zuo An, does our bet still count?

Yes.

Then, you must really be hoping that Xu Fei won't be able to find a heart donor. Right?

I bet you can't wait for me to die.

I'm a future doctor, you know.

Did you forget about our university's entrance oath that we swore?

"Help the sick, save the dying."

Shen Chenyang, I truly hope that you will be able to live.

Then, you'll be able to honorably compete with me over Gu Xiaoman.

Can you stop with all the big talk?

That's enough. Stop bickering.

Stay here. I'll go look for Senior Xu.

Finding a heart donor is the biggest problem. Plus, there are no less than fifty patients on the waiting list for a transplant.

As of now, only Wuhan and Zhengzhou have donors.

Xiyue has already taken experts there to evaluate them.

Then, with Shen Chenyang's current condition,

will he be able to last until the donor gets transported here?

You don't need to worry about this. The hospital has founded a heart transplantation expert committee.

Before the donor arrives, he'll be safe.

How long will it take for the donor to arrive?

At best, two or three days. At worst, a week.

You two should go back. There's not much point waiting here.

What Chenyang needs the most right now is rest.

Then we'll get going.

Zuo An, what department do you want to go into in the future?

I actually haven't thought about it yet.

I want to go into cardiac surgery.

Because of Shen Chenyang?

Not really. I just suddenly felt like it.

Now, now, Sir An. There's no need to be jealous at such a time.

I'm not. I'm just happy

that the cardiac surgery department will be able to have a very outstanding Doctor Gu in the future.

Don't tease me.

With my level, I can only be a normal doctor at most.

Unlike you.

A scholar-tyrant like you will be able to save many people in the future.

- Then I'll choose cardiac surgery as well. - Huh?

You've made up your mind already? Isn't that a bit too hasty?

I've told you before. I'm going to be in the same department as you. It'll be easier for you to do ward rounds, right?

You're so good to me.

Xiaoman, you don't need to worry about Shen Chenyang. He's going to be fine.

Really?

Shen Xiyue is already trying her hardest.

As long as we find a donor, the success rate of Shen Chenyang's operation is actually very high.

Besides, as far as I know, the longest recorded survival time after a heart transplant abroad

is 28 years.

Shen Chenyang is so young.

After one to two years of recovery,

it wouldn't be hard for him to regain the physical condition of a normal person.

But this is a heart transplant we're talking about.

No one can guarantee that there won't be any accidents, right?

Of course, there will be risks.

But you should have faith in our university's affiliated hospital.

Our cardiac surgery department is the best one in the province.

I heard that his operating surgeon is the director of the cardiac surgery department.

Looks like Shen Chenyang is quite an esteemed figure.

But I still feel so anxious.

How can you focus on your studies in this state?

The exam is in two days. Don't tell me you want to resit it?

No way. I'm not going to embarrass you like that.

Good. Review then.

I studied for the whole day. My neck is all stiff now.

Studying medicine is so exhausting.

However, nothing can compare to the sense of achievement of being a doctor.

What is this called?

Perhaps this is called being happy while suffering.

Why did you kiss me?

I thought you were tired? I'm helping you recharge.

Well, one kiss certainly isn't enough.

Then... come over to my place tonight.

Then you'll have to take me back before lights out.

The last time I stayed over at your place, Lina and Liu Dan made fun of me for several days.

They were just being envious.

Let's go.

Help! Help!

Someone, please save my sister!

She's not breathing. Zuo An, save her!

I can't do it.

Look properly. She's not Sun Anxin.

We have to save her. Hurry.

If you don't save her now, then it'll be too late!

That's right.

Let's take her to the hospital immediately.

Okay.

Hurry.

Zuo An.

If we were any later, that girl would've...

It's fine now. The girl is all right, isn't she?

Thank you, Xiaoman.

Silly, you're the one who saved her.

If it weren't for you, I might have made a huge mistake again.

Sir An, you've defeated Sun Anxin.

From today onward, she's truly left here.

She's free now.

And you can finally move on from it, too. Right?

If it weren't for you, I really don't know when I would be able to make it out of there.

There's no need to be so polite with me.

You've helped me so many times.

If I could do for you even a tenth of what you've done for me, I'd be happy.

Silly, I'm the one who should be happy.

I told you we shouldn't have taken a walk. You just had to go for one.

Great. Now I'm in a bad mood again.

Let's go.

What did you choose for Question 5?

A.

A? I'm wrong again.

Then, what about Question 13?

I think it was C.

Seriously?

Let me see.

You're right.

I'm done for.

I think even if I don't end up failing this subject, I'll barely scrape by a pass.

How are you so smart?

We eat the same thing every day.

Only half a month left until you're leaving.

What am I going to do? What am I going to do without you?

What am I going to do if I fail this exam?

What am I going to do if I won't be able to graduate?

Relax. I'll teach you from afar.

You're the scholar-tyrant's girlfriend.

If you can't even handle graduation or exams,

then I should run into a wall of tofu and kill myself.

You can't do that. I'd hate to lose you.

You know, it's actually not that hard. Once you study a lot, you'll naturally know the content.

Theory is one thing. Putting it into practice is another.

Who knows? Maybe once you graduate and start working, you'll be even better than me.

Why would I have to be better than you?

Being able to work in the same department as you is more than enough.

Our next operation will be headed by the best doctor of the hospital,

Doctor Zuo An and his assistant Doctor Gu Xiaoman.

Are you excited? I'm looking forward to it.

Isn't it so exciting?

This does sound like something to look forward to.

Xiaoman, you know that working as a doctor is actually quite exhausting.

I'm not afraid.

Zuo An!

Do you need anything?

Yes. I wanted to talk to you.

Didn't we clear things up between us already? There's nothing left to talk about.

I wanted to talk to you about the exchange program.

Then, you guys go ahead. I'll wait for you in the library.

- You don't need to go. - You don't need to go.

There's nothing to hide from you, anyway.

Zuo An, we were supposed to leave for America in half a month,

but my dad wants us to go there ten days in advance.

This way, we can make it to UC Berkeley's Biology and Medicine Transboundary Conference.

Many top experts from around the world will be there.

Dad already called Auntie Zhou about it. She has agreed as well.

My mom hasn't mentioned it to me.

Auntie was planning on telling you,

but I told her that we were busy with exams these days

and that I see you every day anyway.

So I just took the initiative to tell you about it myself. You don't mind, right?

Ten days in advance? That's next Monday, then?

Yes. The plane tickets have already been booked.

My dad has also rented a two-room flat for us near the school.

It'll be convenient for us. The rooms are very clean.

I liked it a lot when I saw the photos. I'll send them to you later.

Oh, also, since the rooms are empty

I ordered two sets of bedding online and also some household necessities.

Is there anything else that you need?

I can order them online and have them delivered together.

You don't need to say anymore. I got it.

Let's go.

Come on. Don't be upset.

A show of force. She's just outright putting on a show of force. A provocation.

You've realized it?

I'm not stupid.

She's still not over it. She wants to steal you from me.

I guess you're right.

Why are you so calm?

Are you actually quite pleased on the inside?

If I said no... I guess it would be a lie.

You! I'll show you!

Okay, okay, Swordswoman Gu. I'm not pleased anymore.

Don't be angry anymore.

How about... I not go?

No way. If you were to give up such an amazing opportunity because of me,

then wouldn't that make me the guilty one?

In the future, Professor Zhou would never forgive me.

In the future...?

Don't change the topic.

Let me ask you. Are you really going to live with Sun Anning?

My mom mentioned it to me once a few days ago.

She hopes that I will live with Sun Anning once we go to America.

After all, it's a foreign place. She wants me to look after her.

Honestly... I'm not a narrow-minded person.

If you guys have to live together...

It's not something that I can't accept.

But to be honest,

there's a lot on my mind.

I get it.

Seeing your beloved boyfriend

living with another girl under one roof...

It's hard for anyone to accept.

Then... what does my beloved Sir An

really think?

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♫ Against the light, smiling in the lens ♫

♫ Accidentally, the wind made a frown on my brows ♫

♫ Together, we tiptoed and held our hands ♫

♫ Standing close, hiding in the sunshower, not leaving ♫

♫ As if blown, the dandelion floats ♫

♫ In the wind and rain, it fell ♫

♫ Just like a tourist from the sky ♫

♫ Once it falls, it settles in a home ♫

♫ The sunshower is falling ♫

♫ Rest assured, it’s a clear sky after the tears ♫

♫ What is there to worry, what is there to be afraid of? ♫

♫ Don’t be suspicious of every decision in life ♫

♫ Instead, worrying too much makes things even more unhappy ♫

♫ Whatever you encounter, might as well just accept ♫

♫ Take the twist and turns of yesterday, the perturb of unease and tuck them all away ♫

♫ Let the smile bloom as sunshowers are momentary ♫

♫ The sunshower is falling ♫

♫ Rest assured, it’s a clear sky after the tears ♫

♫ What is there to worry, what is there to be afraid of? ♫

♫ Don’t be suspicious of every decision in life ♫

♫ Instead, worrying too much makes things even more unhappy ♫

♫ Whatever you encounter, might as well just accept it ♫