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♫ Across the hilltop with the sun above me, ♫

♫ I like the moment when sweat rolls down my cheeks ♫

♫ You’re behind me by a lot, yet saying you’ll win, ♫

♫ I couldn’t help but say you met the wrong opponent again ♫

♫ Watching as the clouds piece together one by one, the image that we want ♫

♫ You jokingly said there’s a pig that looks like me ♫

♫ You play the guitar while I sing ♫

♫ Even the birds on the tree are harmonizing with us ♫

♫ The small people in the big Milky Way ♫

♫ Using the speed of light to connect our happiness ♫

♫ These smiling tears are made of happiness ♫

♫ I remember every time you teased me ♫

♫ When my mouth pouts, you hide by my side ♫

[All I want for Love is You]

[Episode 29]

Didn't I already tell you to not worry about me?

How are you?

Zuo An, I—

Zuo An, what are you two doing?

I'm asking what you two are doing.

- Shen Chenyang. - Do you not see what they are doing?

Xiaoman, it's not what you think, let me explain.

- Explain? - Shen Chenyang!

- Shen Chenyang? - Shen Chenyang?

- Are you okay? - Shen Chenyang?

Xiaoman.

Xiaoman.

This is all a misunderstanding. You saw what the situation was earlier.

- I never thought she would act like this! - I also didn't see you avoid it.

- I was worried about her falling so– - So you still have her in your heart?

No, I swear. Not at all. Not even a little.

- Really? - Really.

If I'm lying, then I'm a small dog. (T/N: a Chinese saying for if someone lies, they will become a small dog)

Anyways, right now, I feel uneasy.

Sorry, it's all my fault.

We will slowly sort out this situation later.

You bear grudges?

Senior, how is Shen Chenyang?

He—

How is my brother?

His heart condition has gotten worse.

Even though he is no longer in the critical stage, he is still unconscious.

Heart?

Shen Chenyang has heart disease?

It's you two again.

Gu Xiaoman, it was you who pushed my brother. Right?

Shen Chenyang has congenital heart disease.

I know him because he is my teacher's patient.

Ever since I became a medical intern, I've been treating him alongside my teacher.

However, the most regrettable thing is that we've never been able to cure him after all this time.

He has heart disease.

And I still pushed him.

You didn't know. So you don't need to blame yourself.

Is there still hope that he can be cured?

Only with heart transplant surgery.

And there's still only a 50% chance of success.

I don't know why, but he has always refused.

Dr. Xu, the patient is awake. He wants to see Miss Gu.

Okay. I've got it.

Don't make that face. He won't die anytime soon.

- Senior. - Right now, you need to show that you're relaxed.

That will be the best for his illness. Let's go.

You go on. I'll wait for you.

What did Xu Fei tell you?

He must have given the young lady a scare.

Shen Chenyang,

why didn't you tell me that you had a heart condition?

Does that give me any honor?

Should I write it on my clothing?

Or carve it on a signboard?

Write "heart disease" in Chinese and "CHD" (congenital heart disease) in English?

That sounds pretty good.

Be a little more serious... would that kill yo—

No.

Don't die of anything.

I certainly won't die. I asked you to come here

exactly because I was afraid they'd scare you.

In addition, didn't you say that I'm a disaster that will live a thousand years? Of course, I won't die. Don't worry.

Yes. You're a thousand-year-old goblin.

Hey.

How did you know I called you a disaster that would live a thousand years?

Actually,

that diary of yours is at my place.

- What?! - But I need to make it clear,

I wasn't the one who stole it.

- It was Lin Nana who gave it to me. I planned to give it to you yesterday... - Lin Nana?

Then...

Then, you read my diary?!

If I say...

I didn't, would you believe me?

- Shen Chenyang! - Why?

Hey. Right now, I'm a patient.

Why are you yelling at me?

I—

You're even hitting me. Give it to me.

I think she's pretty good.

- Then I'll go have a talk with her. - I'll do it.

You'll just scare her.

In your eyes, am I such a scary person?

No, no!

Hey, Xiyue. Xiyue!

Have a seat.

What kind of person do you think Chenyang is?

He...

The Chenyang you all see is surely a very annoying person.

Boastful; loves to cause trouble.

He treats everything like a game; never treats people sincerely.

Do you know why?

Because he's afraid of dying.

In order to control his fear of dying, he lives every day with excitement.

So he treats life as a game.

No matter who or what,

he doesn't want to take responsibility for it.

Does that sound stupid to you?

I can tell you something else.

Do you know why he can't graduate?

It's not because he can't make the grades.

He actually wants to discover why his illness is so difficult to cure.

That's why since he was young, his grades were never poor.

Xu Fei's teacher,

the doctor who treated him, when I was questioning him like crazy,

told me he probably wouldn't live past graduation.

So he continues to refuse to graduate.

That way,

he won't die.

I'm telling you all this because I want your help with something.

Now, surgery is the only way for Chenyang to be able to continue to live.

But he continues to refuse to do it. I don't know why. But I do know that you...

- you can persuade him. - Me? - Yes.

- Only you. - Okay.

I will help persuade Shen Chenyang.

It's not "help." This is a mission you must succeed at.

Also...

I hope that your boyfriend won't appear before my brother again.

What?

Don't you know that you still owe me ¥300,000

for your classmate's mother's surgery? You didn't naively think that in this world, good things fall from the skies?

for your classmate's mother's surgery? You didn't naively think that in this world, good things fall from the skies?

Even if there was, it was because Chenyang made that happen for you.

So you must make him live.

I promise I will do my best to persuade Chenyang.

But, as for Zuo An, this doesn't have anything to do with him.

Gu Xiaoman, Chenyang is the only blood relative I have in this world.

I refuse to permit anything at all that will hinder his recovery. Do you understand?

The food is cold now. I asked them to bring something else.

It's a pity it's not as tasty as what I make.

I'm returning your diary to you. I wanted to give it to you personally, but who knows where you'd run off to.

By the way, you're a person with a boyfriend now.

Your boyfriend should keep a close eye on you.

Gu Xiaoman, thank you for mentioning me in your diary.

The two times you were concerned about me made feel very happy.

I can't reach it.

I can't pick it up.

Gu Xiaoman,

didn't my sister tell you not to bring him around anymore?

My poor little heart can't stand any provocation right now.

I went to see Xu Fei to look at the records for your illness. Your cardiac disease is in its primary stage.

As long as you take the appropriate medicine, get proper rest, there shouldn't be a problem.

Of course, the best thing would be to do surgery as soon as possible.

So what? Does that mean you can provoke me any time you feel like it?

We don't want to provoke you.

Then you shouldn't bring him around me.

Facing a rival in love makes you see red, don't you understand that?

Okay, enough. Don't get excited.

As long as you agree to have the surgery, I won't bring Zuo An next time.

As long as you do the surgery, I won't come next time.

Really?

Of course.

Then, I...

still won't have the surgery for the time being.

If he keeps being that stubborn, how are we going to persuade him?

Don't worry. He'll definitely agree to it.

How do you know?

Looking at all of the things he's done,

he has a light case of dependent personality disorder.

Him?! Dependent personality disorder?!

Or maybe it has something to do with his parents' death at such a young age.

Since he was very young, Shen Chenyang may never have had a feeling of security.

So when he meets someone worthy of his trust, he'll be like as if he were drowning,

clutch that person like a lifesaver, and never let go.

Zuo An, when did you begin to study psychology?

Silly.

When I get tired of studying, I read a little about it. But it's only superficial knowledge.

Then, do the books say if there's a way to help a person with that kind of disorder?

Actually, there is a way to get the appropriate psychological treatment.

However...

However... what?

The trustworthy person he's grabbed onto... is you.

Me?

I thought I just promised Shen Xiyue some help.

I can't believe there's so much pressure on me!

I have to assume the responsibility of being his psychiatrist, too?

Heavens! How am I supposed to live?

True. How can a person live?

Seeing your own girlfriend with his love rival...

How is a person supposed to live?

Zuo An, I'm sorry.

I probably shouldn't have promised Shen Xiyue.

If you hadn't promised her that, you wouldn't be Gu Xiaoman.

I understand; otherwise, you'd feel so bad.

Zuo An...

Don't worry, foolish girl. I'm here with you.

A car finds a way up the mountain. There must be a way through this. (T/N: idiom: everything will turn out for the best.)

Right. I have you.

Shen Chenyang, exactly what will get you to have the surgery?

You want me to go to my death that much?

How can that be going to your death?

There's a 50% chance of success.

Then there's still a 50% chance of failure.

Didn't you study math? Besides, that's only after the operation.

- Then, there's organ rejection, secondary complications... - But there's hope with the surgery.

If you put this off time and again, there might not be any hope in the...

Gu Xiaoman, do you know

I sometimes go to the theater to watch movies.

In a movie, someone dies. The lights come on at the end.

The audience can leave that world.

But sometimes I can't help thinking...

If I were stranded inside the movie and I was the person who died,

there'd be no way to leave.

Gu Xiaoman, I have one more wish to fulfill.

I don't want to take that risk.

Wish? What's the wish?

Why should I tell you?

Tell me. I can help you fulfill it.

You really can help me fulfill my wish.

Really! Then, hurry, tell me.

You think I'll tell you just because you say so? I'll lose my self-respect.

Shen Chenyang, exactly what are you trying to do?

This wish... has something to do with Zuo An.

When I go back, I'll say it while he's around.

Zuo An?

[Men's Dormitory]

Zuo An!

Why haven't you answered my calls for the last few days? You haven't answered my texts either.

Oh, I know. Is it because Gu Xiaoman saw us. Do you feel like you've wronged her?

No.

Has Gu Xiaoman complained to you?

She doesn't complain to me. Gu Xiaoman says she understands you.

She understands me?

She hasn't taken that matter to heart, because she has always trusted me.

Anning, that incident is in the past. Don't mention it anymore.

Zuo An! I've never cared one bit if anyone else understands me.

I just care about you.

What are you saying? I'd really like to hit you.

Is that... Zuo An?

Sun Anning?

Anning,

I think we should see less of each other from now on.

Endure it.

I'm really very sleepy. I really can't memorize anymore.

These are the important points from anatomy class. Just memorize from this notebook. It will be enough for the test.

But before next year's internship, internalize all of the book's content.

Teacher Shen is prejudiced. Why did he only give these main points to you?

He didn't. I looked at previous years' tests.

I wrote them according to the problems the teacher usually brings up.

That method seems good. Excellent.

Also, it's too cold here. If you fall asleep, you'll catch a cold.

But I really am so sleepy.

I've got an idea.

What idea?

There are people around.

If you dare to fall asleep again,

I'll pinch your nose.

So you're saying that I'm part of Shen Chenyang's wish, too?

Yes. Who knows what he's up to.

You! Aall those thoughts should be concentrated on your exams.

When I think about the exams, my head hurts.

I just want... I...

I don't want to live anymore.

Xiaoman, life is precious. The price of being jilted is even higher.

- What are you saying? - My mistake. Anyway, it's nothing to be jilted.

You can't throw yourself at a tree because Zuo An doesn't want you anymore.

- That's right. - When did you two get back?

Why didn't you let us know ahead of time?

If we'd let you know ahead of time, would we have seen you and Sun Anning hanging on each other?

I was mistaken about you. Before I left, what did you promise me?

The two of us even made a pinky promise. Now? It hasn't even been a year and you've abandoned your wife and kids.

What are you saying? Why are you saying he abandoned his wife and kids?

Zuo An, I won't help you this time. Xiaoman loves you so much!

If you abandon her, won't it offend your conscience?

What are you two saying?

Right. What are you saying?

Today, I'll step in for the heavens.

Zhan Yue!

Are you okay? I didn't do that on purpose.

Don't be so petty.

Okay. Don't massage it anymore. You're supposed to put ice on a serious sprain. You'll just make it worse.

I apologize.

Look at you! How can you still be so careless?

Zuo An, are you okay?

Xiaoman, the two of you really are okay?

Deeply in love, the same as always.

What? Are you two disappointed?

No, of course not. How could we be? If you're happy, that's our greatest wish. Isn't that right, Zhan Yue?

That's right.

Uh... Zuo An, what just happened with you and Anning...

It's nothing. It's just that Sun Anning is always clinging onto Zuo An.

Our Zuo An refused her. It's that simple.

Hey, you're up to the job, Bookworm. You've got strong willpower.

Thanks for the compliment. Didn't I promise you I'd take good care of Gu Xiaoman?

No more about us. Why did you two suddenly come back?

We have a break. We wanted to surprise you two.

I can't believe we caused a misunderstanding.

More than a surprise. That was a scare.

It was all Zhan Yue's fault. Even when he's not sure about something, he'll make a scene.

Why are you blaming me? Didn't you get all worked up about it, too?

- Who are you saying made a scene? - That hurts.

How is that the two of you haven't changed the tiniest bit?

Yaola, that dress is really pretty.

You think so?

Does Shen Chenyang really have heart disease?

You really didn't need to come.

I can handle the procedures for taking a leave of absence. There's no need for you to come.

I should personally handle matters where Chenyang is concerned.

[Administration Building]

Leave of absence? Lina!

Let's go.

Since Wang Chengyi and Zhou Lina know,

then the whole school knows about Shen Chenyang's leave of absence.

Then, should we go try to persuade him?

Silly girl, it's no use trying to persuade him.

Shen Chenyang doesn't even care about his own life,

much less small matters like a leave of absence.

Besides, if he's taking a leave of absence now, he'll have even more time to rest and recuperate.

Isn't that a good thing?

That's true.

But... he did create a miracle.

He still hasn't graduated with an extension of two years.

Then add a leave of absence. He'll leave his own brilliant mark in the school's history.

Indeed, that's Master Shen's style.

You speak as if you understand me so well.

Why are you turning up again?

Are you... worried about me?

If you know that Xiaoman is worried about you, why are you running around?

Do you think I want to see the two of you being romantic in front of me?

Xiaoman, I'm here for a reason.

Then, go ahead.

I want to speak to you alone.

Ten minutes.

Ten minutes. So stingy.

Okay, exactly what is it you want?

Why haven't you been coming to try to persuade me to have the surgery recently? It made me miss you.

If I try to persuade you, will you listen?

Then you can't just not care about me.

Who doesn't care about you?

Zuo An was just trying to figure out how to persuade you. I listen to Zuo An.

What are you saying? Why do you seem like a little wife who's being bullied?

You listen to everything Zuo An says. Nothing like Gu Xiaoman.

Could you be more serious? You only have ten minutes.

Okay, okay. I'll say it.

Uh... I want to ask you for some help.

Ask me for... help?

What Chenyang means is that Shen Xiyue once said

as long as her brother isn't cured, she won't get married.

But Shen Chenyang can see that Xu Fei really likes Shen Xiyue.

Unfortunately, Shen Xiyue understands very well in her heart,

but she's never given Xu Fei an answer.

This sister and brother really are unique.

Why doesn't Shen Chenyang go directly and talk to his sister about this?

Ever since he was little, Shen Xiyue has been like a mother to him, taking care of Shen Chenyang.

It might be that he's a little afraid of her.

Afraid that he might not be able to bring it up in front of her.

So, there's someone he's afraid of?

Don't you know? That Shen Xiyue

has a strong personality, even if she isn't talking.

He wants me to go talk to her and I'm even a little afraid.

Actually, you don't need to go talk to her.

Do you mean I shouldn't be concerned with their family matters?

You can't do that, either. If you refuse Shen Chenyang, it might affect the stability of his heart condition.

We can go talk to Xu Fei. He's a link.

Xu Fei?

Come in.

Why are you two here?

We'd like to have a conversation with you.

Zuo An went, too?

Great, Gu Xiaoman. She tells Zuo An everything.

Chenyang, I can understand your difficulties. But would directly proposing to your sister be a bit too rushed?

Your sister hasn't even agreed to be my girlfriend yet.

Can it be that you want to date my sister for two years, then follow the custom to propose after that?

I want to propose to her, too. But I'm afraid your sister won't agree to it.

Just do your best. I'm very clear about my own health conditions.

My sister has always said that if I die, she won't ever get married.

So, how can I die? In any case, I have to see that she has someone by her side to take care of her.

Don't be so pessimistic.

If you promise to take good care of my sister, then half of my last wish is fulfilled.

What's left is my last wish.

Okay. I'll do my very best.

Shen Chenyang wants us to go see him at his house.

He wants me to come, too?

Let's go.

Foolish boy, why didn't you tell me earlier?

There's a risk to surgery. Of course, I'd try to avoid it.

Your little brother isn't stupid. I don't want to jump into the depths.

You'll surely come out okay. I guarantee it.

Then, I'll leave my sister into your care.

If you dare to let her down, even my ghost won't let you off.

Chenyang! What nonsense are you spouting?

I just want to put a scare into him. This is about your happiness for the rest of your life.

Give me your hand.

I give my sister to you. Take good care of her.

Gu Xiaoman, thank you.

Actually, I haven't been much help.

It was Zuo An who persuaded Senior Xu Fei.

I'm not talking about that.

What I want to say is thank you for coming into my life.

I know that you've never liked me.

Your heart belongs only to Zuo An, but I refuse to accept that.

Zuo An, do you dare to accept my challenge?

What is it?

I will agree to have the surgery.

But after the surgery is completed, I want to get my final wish.

Try to win over Xiaoman again.

Okay. I'll agree to that.

Zuo An!

Then, you can't take it back.

Are you unhappy?

I'm not a thing... to be passed back and forth by you two.

Thing?

I'm not insulting myself!

I'm not insulting myself!

All right. You're a good "thing."

Then, what "good thing" am I to you?

You? You're what I hold in the palm of my hand and fear that I'll drop and break her;

a silly girl who's afraid she will melt in my mouth.

That's better.

Shen Chenyang has finally agreed to have the surgery.

This matter is finally in the last stages.

Sir An, I'm so glad you're here.

If I didn't have you, I really don't know how I could have faced him and his sister.

How could you make such an odd promise to Shen Chenyang?

Aren't you jumping into a fiery pit?

What's at stake is the second half of your life.

- I'm not one bit worried about this gamble. - Sir, here's your coffee.

Thank you.

Not necessarily.

Anything is possible. You two need to take great care.

Actually, I understand Shen Chenyang's behavior very well.

Xiaoman's efforts to persuade him to do the surgery is for his own good.

He understands that very well, too.

So you're saying that he understands that well.

He still thinks that, even if he is cured, he won't be able to win?

Saying that, now I understand.

A heart transplant is major surgery.

Even though transplant methods have made a lot of progress, the risk is still very high.

Zuo An just made that promise so that he could do the surgery with a tranquil mind.

He even has these ideas. If I'd known this earlier, I would've made a bet with Bookworm, too.

Maybe Xioaman would be mine.

What did you say?

I was joking.

I don't think you were joking. You just let the real truth out without thinking.

I didn't mean that. What I meant was...

Was what?

- I didn't mean that. - Exactly, what did you mean?

Zhan Yue, if you can't speak well, don't say anything. Hurry and apologize to her.

- Ah... right, right. - No need for that, Zhan Yue.

It's true. I was the one who went after you.

I pushed you into auditioning to be a trainee; I also pushed you into going abroad.

You just consider me a bother; and you don't have anyone else by your side, so you forced yourself to be with me.

Actually, you've never liked me, right?

No!

I just knew you didn't!

What meant is that I didn't dislike you, not that I never liked you.

What are you standing there like that? Hurry. Go after her.

He really is an idiot.

- Where are you going? - I'm going back to the school. I've already booked a flight.

Let's just separate.

I really... I'll go with you.

That's not necessary. I don't want to go together with someone who doesn't like me.

Yaola! I'm baffled about why you're so mad today.

You say that I'm confusing you?

Could you stop acting?

What's wrong?

I don't know what to say. So, I can only take practical measures to show you.

Annoying.

Yaola, I really do like you.

If I like Xiaoman...

Today, I can't put complicated feelings into words.

Idiot.

Then, I'm an idiot who loves you.

You really will go back with me? Not worry about Xiaoman?

I won't worry about her. When that guy's surgery is done,

doesn't she have Zuo An? I have to take care of myself, first.

If not, you'll get mad again.

I'll go get my things together.

[Mom]

Hello, Mom.

What did you say?

Gu Xiaoman, do you really think you'll be with Zuo An until the end?

What do you mean, Sun Anning?

It may be that you don't know yet. Zuo An and I are going to America.

We'll stay there for at least a year.

Do you think the two of us can go back to the way we were before?

Actually, it really isn't the right moment for me to tell you all this.

You're his girlfriend for the moment.

But... I really wanted to see the expression on your face.

Oh, right! Do you still remember the picture in Zuo An's wallet?

Xiaoman, have some water. It will put out the fire.

That Sun Anning! She really can be such a witch.

Xiaoman, don't be afraid.

Wait until the next time we see her. We'll help you take revenge.

Revenge?

Do you mean that the three of us should beat her up?

- That's a good idea. - I don't know how to fight.

Enough of that, you two. How old are you? Fighting is for little kids.

Is what she said true?

Is her picture really in Zuo An's wallet?

I saw it with my own eyes.

No wonder you asked me last time

about having another girl's picture in your wallet.

Xiaoman, are you stupid?

Since you found out about it, why didn't you directly ask Zuo An?

I think there is something fishy about this.

Zuo An doesn't seem like that kind of person.

Well, who knows about that? Guys...

can be sneaky. There's nothing odd about that.

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♫ Against the light, smiling in the lens ♫

♫ Accidentally, the wind made a frown on my brows ♫

♫ Together, we tiptoed and held our hands ♫

♫ Standing close, hiding in the sunshower, not leaving ♫

♫ As if blown, the dandelion floats ♫

♫ In the wind and rain, it fell ♫

♫ Just like a tourist from the sky ♫

♫ Once it falls, it settles in a home ♫

♫ The sunshower is falling ♫

♫ Rest assured, it’s a clear sky after the tears ♫

♫ What is there to worry, what is there to be afraid of? ♫

♫ Don’t be suspicious of every decision in life ♫

♫ Instead, worrying too much makes things even more unhappy ♫

♫ Whatever you encounter, might as well just accept ♫

♫ Take the twist and turns of yesterday, the perturb of unease and tuck them all away ♫

♫ Let the smile bloom as sunshowers are momentary ♫

♫ The sunshower is falling ♫

♫ Rest assured, it’s a clear sky after the tears ♫

♫ What is there to worry, what is there to be afraid of? ♫

♫ Don’t be suspicious of every decision in life ♫

♫ Instead, worrying too much makes things even more unhappy ♫

♫ Whatever you encounter, might as well just accept it ♫