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♫ Across the hilltop with the sun above me, ♫

♫ I like the moment when sweat rolls down my cheeks ♫

♫ You’re behind me by a lot, yet saying you’ll win, ♫

♫ I couldn’t help but say you met the wrong opponent again ♫

♫ Watching as the clouds piece together one by one, the image that we want ♫

♫ You jokingly said there’s a pig that looks like me ♫

♫ You play the guitar while I sing ♫

♫ Even the birds on the tree are harmonizing with us ♫

♫ The small people in the big Milky Way ♫

♫ Using the speed of light to connect our happiness ♫

♫ These smiling tears are made of happiness ♫

♫ I remember every time you teased me ♫

♫ When my mouth pouts, you hide by my side ♫

[All I want for Love is You]

[Episode 27]

Some students might have misunderstood me during the last lesson,

that I was targeting Gu Xiaoman on purpose. That was not the case.

Clinical medicine is a complex and refined discipline.

Every little detail within it relates to a person's health, as well as their life and death.

My question from last time was just a simple one.

Gu Xiaoman, do you understand now?

Professor Zhou, I understand. I've already memorized it.

Is that so? You memorized it quite quickly.

Then, today can you come up here and draw an anatomy diagram?

At first, she claimed that she wasn't targeting her,

but now she is showing a different level of oppression. She's on a totally different level.

Gu Xiaoman, what kind of person did you provoke?

Professor Zhou.

Zuo An, I hope you understand that the question I asked is not beyond the scope of the syllabus.

Also, you said that I was wrong.

As a student, you have repeatedly gone against your teacher's words during class.

Do you think this is the right thing to do?

I believe that your parents would not want to see you like this.

Zuo An.

Professor Zhou, I think that I should be able to draw it.

I've already practiced drawing for two nights.

I've finished drawing.

Okay, you may return to your seat.

Gu Xiaoman did a good job this time.

But I want to remind all of you to lay low and not think too highly of yourself.

Being able to draw the anatomy diagram is the most basic of the basics.

Whether you will be able to graduate and become a doctor,

there is still a long way to go.

This is part of my hope and encouragement for every one of you.

Coming.

What? You're willing to come here today?

Previously, you weren't willing to meet me. You even refused to eat dinner with me.

Come in and talk.

Have a seat.

It's okay. I'm here today to ask you to stop purposely attacking Gu Xiaoman.

Anything you say casually...

will affect her greatly.

It was not easy for her to come this far.

I hope that you won't utilize her studies and future as a bargaining chip between us.

All right, then. If you break up with her right now, I'll return to America immediately.

Mom.

Since you still acknowledge me as your mother, you should know that I won't harm you.

Son, I'm doing all of this for your own good.

Are you sure that this is for my own good?

Are you sure that you're not forcing me?

Son, when did you become like this?

In the past, you would never talk back.

But now you've started to get angry at me.

Could it be that you learned all of this from Gu Xiaoman?

Mom, you don't understand me at all.

Over these past few years, Gu Xiaoman has been my only source of happiness.

Yet you continue to say that you're doing this for my own good. Are you really doing this all for me?

Or are you using me as a tool for your atonement?

Don't be like this? No one is blaming you.

Stop minding me. I can't forgive myself.

Do you know? That day, Anxin was closer to me.

But I didn't save her. I chose to save our child! Don't you get it?

What did you say?

That's exactly what I did.

As a doctor, they all trusted me with their lives.

As someone who is supposed to save others, I actually killed someone.

I really killed someone. I can't be a doctor anymore.

Please, just stay.

Stop minding me.

Son, you knew about this all along?

Can you hear me out?

Mom, you don't need to explain it anymore.

If we had known back then that this would be the outcome,

then I would rather that you saved her instead of me.

Sweetie, what's wrong?

Zuo An and my sister fell into the river.

What?

Zuo An! Zuo An!

- Anxin! - Anxin! Anxin!

Anxin!

- What happened to Zuo An? - Where's my Anxin?

Where's my Anxin?

Anxin!

Don't jump.

Huijun!

[Library]

Xiaoman, is Zuo An with you right now? I'm worried about him.

Auntie, don't worry. I'll continue to look for him.

He's not here.

- Did you find him? - Nothing.

Zuo An!

Zuo An, are you inside?

Where could he have gone?

Where could he have gone?

He's not even at home.

What is all of this? You've been at home for the past two days?

Why didn't you open the door when your Mom came to find you?

Do you not know how worried she is about you?

I just don't want to see her.

Zuo An, when did you become so willful?

That's right, I am willful.

Hug me.

Zuo An, can you please not have a fight with your mom?

Why can't I be angry at her?

Well, when you were little, you often made your mom angry.

How do you know this?

I saw everything from my balcony. Also, your front gate was sometimes open.

You...You've been secretly watching over me since you were just a child?

I just saw it coincidentally.

Wait a moment. Back then during the summer, my mom would make me have a bath in the front yard.

Did you see that as well?

- I didn't. - You... You must've seen it. You still say–

You little... So annoying.

- I really didn't. - You peeked at me having a bath. - I really didn't.

You're still denying it? Stop lying.

You must've seen me.

[Grand Hotel]

Please come in.

Have a seat.

Thank you, Xiaoman. Little An sent me a reply.

Professor Zhou... Wait, no. Auntie.

I came here to ask you whether you can be a bit more understanding of Zuo An.

And be a bit nicer to him.

What do you mean? Are you trying to say that I treat Zuo An badly?

Let me tell you this, Gu Xiaoman. Between my son and I, there are no issues.

Our biggest issue is you.

As long as you leave him, everything will return to normal.

Auntie, it looks like you don't care about Zuo An at all.

The reason why there were no issues between the two of you

was because Zuo An always keeps his worries to himself.

I've been classmates with Zuo An since kindergarten.

In my eyes, he was always so weird.

Why did he never play with his classmates?

Why was he always by himself?

Why did he always force himself to do his best every time he faced a problem?

After knowing you,

I can guess that he didn't want to disappoint you.

What are you trying to say?

What I want to say is...

My biggest wish would be for Zuo An to be happy.

He has told me that I can bring him happiness.

Whether or not I actually am that important to him, I still believe his words.

So, in order to not let him down, I will never leave him.

As long as he needs me, I will continue to stay.

I'll be taking my leave.

I can finally understand today,

why Little An chose Gu Xiaoman.

Mom, Xiaoman went to find you?

To be honest, Gu Xiaoman, that girl, is indeed quite decent.

But that's as far as she gets.

She will never be outstanding.

Mom.

Son, I think that you're too good for her.

Let me finish.

She told me that she wants you to be happy.

I was indeed moved by these words of hers.

All these years, I have in fact overlooked the importance of happiness in your life.

That accident caused you to have a very big psychological burden.

In regards to this, as a mother,

I am to blame for neglecting my responsibilities.

Mom, don't say that.

What I said the other day, I wasn't blaming you.

But you have always held a grudge, didn't you?

These past few years, I've always been thinking...

If you didn't go to America back then,

perhaps things wouldn't have gotten to this point.

Perhaps it wouldn't have.

During one's lifetime, a person must pay the price for the decisions they make.

I don't want to give any more explanations for my past decisions.

I just wanted to tell you that you and Gu Xiaoman really don't suit each other.

But you chose her. I will respect your decision from now on.

Really?

However, as for Anning, you have to think it through.

In my heart, I've always hoped that you and Anning could be together.

I've been to their house. Anning's mood has been very bad.

This won't help her recovery.

After all, it was because of you that the incident happened.

So, I won't oppose you dating Gu Xiaoman.

But Anning, I hope

you can appropriately handle your relationship with her.

Do you understand?

Mom, what do you want me to do?

I don't want to be in a wheelchair and I don't want rehabilitation.

Just let me never stand up again. I don't care.

Ning-ning, be good. Listen to Mom, okay?

Ning-ning.

Anning, I'll take you to rehab.

- Let's go. - Okay, be good.

- Here. - Easy, easy.

You have to be careful of her leg.

Be careful.

I will take care of you until you've fully recovered.

Let's go.

Xiaoman, do you have a cold?

No. Maybe someone was talking about me.

Fresh flowers suit a beauty. Do you like it?

Why is it only one? Liuzi from your dorm gave eleven last time.

Then there's Xu Dong. Even though he's shy, he sent 33 flowers.

- Then there's the guy in the next class... - Hey, hey, hey.

Why are there so many guys that went blind and actually liked you?

That can't be...

Xiaoman, you really must have caught a cold.

Don't worry about a cold.

Xiaoman, why are you still sitting around here?

I'm reading.

What I mean is that don't you usually go to the library with Zuo An?

It seems like you've had fewer dates recently.

Zuo An has some things he has to attend recently.

So, I'm lazy to go to the library by myself.

Did you ask him what he's doing?

No, I didn't ask him. What could be wrong?

How could you not ask?

What's going on, Lina?

I also have a lot of things to do, too. There are a lot of books I haven't read yet.

I just miss that air of romance about you two.

I just want you to stick closer together and spread that air more.

What's up? Talking like that makes me want to go to the bathroom.

All right, I can get on by myself.

After going to school today,

I think school is better. I want to go back to class.

Then, can you come and pick me up and drop me off?

I'm joking. Look at your expression.

I know. Gu Xiaoman will be jealous.

My leg is almost healed anyway.

I can go to class myself.

I'll take you.

Really? You're not scared that she'll be mad?

I'll tell her in advance.

All right.

- I'll help you get on your bed. - No need.

- I can do it myself. Hurry and go back to school. - Okay.

What did you say?

You're going to take Sun Anning to and from school?

Do you have a cold?

You're really going to take her to and from class?

If she wants to go to class, why can't she come herself? Why does she want you to take her?

Sun Anning's leg is injured because of me.

I promised her that I would take care of her until she's fully recovered.

You're not happy.

I won't take her.

All right, don't be mad.

So, is this the bargain you made with your mom so she would agree to our dating?

It's actually clear in my heart how my mom thinks.

You know?

Although she said she allows us to be together on the surface,

actually, she hopes Sun Anning and I will have more opportunities to interact.

She hopes we can be together.

It is pretty clear to you.

I'm not a scholar-tyrant for nothing.

Then, since you know what she's thinking, why do you still have to agree to her?

Because I believe that our love can pass this test.

Can we really pass this test?

Don't you trust me?

I—

Okay, silly girl. Believe in me.

Let's go to buy medicine.

Gu Xiaoman broke up with Zuo An this fast?

Lin Nana, don't talk nonsense.

Everyone, please don't misunderstand. I injured my leg.

Zuo An is just helping me as a good friend.

No way. How can you allow the two of them to act like that?

It doesn't matter. Zuo An already told me about it. They're just friends.

Zuo An, the homework I've had to make up has been a little too much recently.

Can you sit with me in the first row so I can ask you questions when I don't know something?

Xiaoman, do you mind?

- What? - Say that you mind.

Say that you mind.

- I don't mind. - Thank you.

Here.

Today, I've learned what "achieving success without any bother" means.

Don't you mean, "getting embraced from both sides?"

It might be what they call being in an awkward predicament when you think about it.

Your idioms are great. Have you ever heard of "seven mouths and eight tongues to make mischief"? (T/N: everyone trying to get a word in to sow discord)

Chenyang, she's bullying me.

Quit talking.

Anning, I'll explain the homework after class.

I already promised I'd sit with Xiaoman in class. Sorry.

Zuo An, I'll go home myself today. You eat with Xiaoman.

How can you do that? What happens if you get into an accident on your way home?

Aren't I just scared that you'll worry?

I won't.

Then that's great. Then I'll take Zuo An. Zuo An, let's go.

Anning, Xiaoman and I will take you back.

Okay.

Okay. Then we'll go together. Let's go.

Idiot.

Stop with the makeup. You're already beautiful enough.

From now on, will Shen Chenyang come to classes with you?

He's the one who brought it up. He can't even be apart from me for a single minute. What can I do about it?

- Okay, you guys go in first. - All right.

If I were you, I wouldn't let Shen Chenyang come to class with me.

What do you mean?

How can you be so sure he wants to be with you for class

and that it isn't to provoke some other person?

Sun Anning, your own plans to steal Zuo An turned into a laughing matter.

Now, you can still stand here and make such sarcastic remarks to me.

I'm just trying to give you a friendly warning.

However, although having self-confidence is a good thing, you shouldn't deceive yourself and others.

Chenyang, where are we going this afternoon?

You should go home.

How about we go drive around?

I'll drive this time. I'm pretty good at driving.

I said to go home.

Chenyang.

Why are you more and more annoying? Don't come anymore.

Shen Chenyang, do you treat me as your girlfriend or not?

Lin Nana, is this the first day you've known me?

At this school, as long as a girl is pretty, she can be my girlfriend.

Or we can be friends that go out and have some fun together.

But it stops there. No one can make demands of me.

Then, what about Gu Xiaoman?

Gu Xiaoman is Gu Xiaoman.

You never forgot about her.

You only want to be with me to upset her, right?

What? I thought you knew.

So you didn't know?

You!

Before I do something I regret, hurry and leave.

Shen Chenyang, you really are pitiful. You wanted to use me to upset Gu Xiaoman.

But she doesn't even know you exist.

You even went to her house to be a nanny.

When they chase you away, you can remain behind and wear that terrible face seeking sympathy.

What did you say?

I read Gu Xiaoman's diary.

This is Gu Xiaoman's diary.

It was you? Give it to me.

Give it to me!

What can you do after you have it? Zuo An's name is written everywhere in this book.

You only appeared once or twice.

Gu Xiaoman wrote about me?

Just this makes you happy?

You are crazy, through and through.

You won't go home. Every day, you stay here in this crappy house with your pig.

I can finally announce to everyone it was me, Lin Nana, that dumped Shen Chenyang.

Or you could genuinely think about contracting an incurable disease and die.

That way, your Gu Xiaoman won't ever be able to forget you.

It's almost New Year's Eve. I reminded Shen Chenyang to go home for New Year's.

Shen Chenyang is pretending to be on his deathbed and won't leave again.

How can I be so easily tricked by him?

At the time, surely his acting was too good.

Gu Xiaoman, do you know that it's likely this is the only Chinese New Year we'll be able to spend together?

Don't talk like you're going to die tomorrow.

But everyone will die.

Today, Shen Chenyang went home.

When he left, he said something strange.

Even though I know all his drama is theater,

I still feel strange inside.

They say that a bad premonition comes in like the flu. It comes as it will.

But I really am beginning to worry about him.

- How about giving me a goodbye hug? - No.

Gu Xiaoman, thank you for spending a most unforgettable New Year's with me.

I predict there won't be any regrets.

Idiot.

So you do worry about me.

[Felicity]

I really miss you so much.

Are you nuts? You have to keep an eye on your boyfriend.

I'm telling you. Remember that Sun Anning isn't the only one after Zuo An.

You can't prevent it.

I'm not scared.

If I don't have enough confidence, I shouldn't even dare date Zuo An.

Hey, you're getting pretty smug.

Pretty smug.

Isn't this Master Shen's girlfriend?

Right, did Shen Chenyang come to class today?

I don't think so.

Gu Xiaoman, do you think you can ridicule me like this?

Quit dreaming. Shen Chenyang and I did break up.

But I'm the one who dumped him.

You broke up?

Yes. Now you're satisfied, right?

Shen Chenyang played with my feelings. You're playing with his.

The two of you make me sick.

What do you mean by that?

Are you saying I destroyed you two?

Isn't that it?

Xiaoman, don't pay any attention to her. Everyone knows that Shen Chenyang was going to dump her sooner or later.

She's blaming you again... to maintain her own pride.

I said I'm the one who dumped him!

So you can dump boyfriends. So why are you so utterly exasperated.

Gu Xiaoman, I won't forget this. You just wait and see!

It can't be because of me, can it?

You believe what everyone says?

Everyone in the school knows that Shen Chenyang was pursuing you. So, of course, Lin Nana knows about it, too.

Even if Shen Chenyang hasn't forgotten you, it was Lin Nana herself that decided to go after him.

You didn't do anything. What reason does she have to blame you?

True. Who would believe what she says?

[Female Dormitory]

It's time for lunch. Let's go eat together.

Okay, let's go.

Wait. I can't stand it anymore.

Xiaoman, you're someone with a boyfriend.

What does it mean eating every day with us? Where's your boyfriend?

- He's... - He's in the silk cave again? (T/N: silk cave refers to the seducing spider demons that appear in "Journey to the West")

"Silk cave?"

How many days has it been? Sun Anning's precious leg hasn't healed yet?

Right now, this minute, call Zuo An and tell him to march back here and eat lunch with you.

It's nothing. Zuo An already told me about this.

You two stop worrying blindly. I believe him.

Your heart is so big.

It's best to call him.

Who knows what Sun Anning is plotting?

Don't worry about her plots.

Zuo An is mine. Just mine. Who can steal him away?

Anything is possible. Don't let down your guard.

If you don't call, I'm calling.

Hello?

Zuo An, where are you?

Xiaoman's phone died. She told me to tell you to go eat together in the cafeteria.

I'm bringing Anning home. Tell her I'll go find her in a while.

Then hurry up.

Xiaoman will be downstairs at the entrance waiting for you.

Got it.

Was that Gu Xiaoman?

Anning, rest first. I'm going.

My dad says he wants you to eat dinner with us

to thank you for taking care of me these few days.

I have some homework I haven't finished. Will you help me with it?

I'll tutor you when we go back to school. I'm going.

You don't want to stay with me for another second this much?

You can't stay at my house with me for one more minute?

Don't misunderstand.

I know. Your mom told you to take me to and from class. That's why you agreed.

If Auntie didn't request this, would you still take me every day?

If I say that I'm willing to be Sun Anxin's replacement,

can we go back to the way we used to be?

I don't want to wreck you and Xiaoman.

I just hope to be like how we were before. You can stay with me for a little while longer every day.

Stay with me for one more hour.

Half an hour is okay, too. Is that all right?

Or how about this.

Like you said, it's the kind of companionship between brother and sister.

You can do that, right?

You really think like this?

Or else what? You're already with her. Would you leave her?

No. I won't leave Gu Xiaoman in this lifetime.

I'll leave first.

Gu Xiaoman!

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♫ Against the light, smiling in the lens ♫

♫ Accidentally, the wind made a frown on my brows ♫

♫ Together, we tiptoed and held our hands ♫

♫ Standing close, hiding in the sunshower, not leaving ♫

♫ As if blown, the dandelion floats ♫

♫ In the wind and rain, it fell ♫

♫ Just like a tourist from the sky ♫

♫ Once it falls, it settles in a home ♫

♫ The sunshower is falling ♫

♫ Rest assured, it’s a clear sky after the tears ♫p

♫ What is there to worry, what is there to be afraid of? ♫

♫ Don’t be suspicious of every decision in life ♫

♫ Instead, worrying too much makes things even more unhappy ♫

♫ Whatever you encounter, might as well just accept ♫

♫ Take the twist and turns of yesterday, the perturb of unease, and tuck them all away ♫

♫ Let the smile bloom as sunshowers are momentary ♫

♫ The sunshower is falling ♫

♫ Rest assured, it’s a clear sky after the tears ♫

♫ What is there to worry, what is there to be afraid of? ♫

♫ Don’t be suspicious of every decision in life ♫

♫ Instead, worrying too much makes things even more unhappy ♫

♫ Whatever you encounter, might as well just accept it ♫