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♫ Across the hilltop with the sun above me, ♫

♫ I like the moment when sweat rolls down my cheeks ♫

♫ You’re behind me by a lot, yet saying you’ll win, ♫

♫ I couldn’t help but say you met the wrong opponent again ♫

♫ Watching as the clouds piece together one by one, the image that we want ♫

♫ You jokingly said there’s a pig that looks like me ♫

♫ You play the guitar while I sing ♫

♫ Even the birds on the tree are harmonizing with us ♫

♫ The small people in the big Milky Way ♫

♫ Using the speed of light to connect our happiness ♫

♫ These smiling tears are made of happiness ♫

♫ I remember every time you teased me ♫

♫ When my mouth pouts, you hide by my side ♫

[All I Want for Love is You]

[Episode 19]

Love is selfish. If you think I am shameless, then so be it.

Anyways, since I have done it, I will not regret it.

I understand.

After all this,

I was still the one who caused him trouble.

Xiaoman, no one will care about this small matter.

I believe that Zuo An will not care about it as well.

Okay, then tell me.

What can I do to make it up to you?

I want you to disappear from my sight.

Xiaoman,

why don't I go and explain it to Zuo An?

It is all my fault.

No need.

Are you still angry with me?

Don't be angry anymore, okay?

I am not angry at you. You didn't do it intentionally, either.

It is just that I don't want to disturb him anymore.

Okay! I'm going to the library.

- Is there someone sitting here? - No.

Yes!

Yes?

Yes, Liu Dan. Liu Dan is coming later and she asked me to save a seat for her.

Xiaoman, Liu Dan she--

Liu Dan is coming.

Zuo An.

What are you reading?

What a coincidence. I was looking for this book as well.

Zuo An, does it count as us having a shared mindset?

There seem to be not many seats left. Let's go to the cafe.

Let's go.

Xiaoman, what are you doing?

Liu Dan is working all day. Why would she come to the library to study?

Can you guys be quiet?

- We are not mute! Don't go overboard. - You–

Lina, I am sorry.

I must get the scholarship.

If not, I really cannot face Zuo An anymore.

- Why haven't you gone to class yet? - Teacher,

where is Liu Dan? Is she not here yet?

I am so sorry. I accidentally passed by my stop.

Liu Dan, did you know that I have class now?

I am so sorry! So sorry!

Teacher, I will go first.

[Liu Dan]

- Hello? - Anning,

I accidentally passed by my stop today and was late for my shift.

The teacher said that I no longer need to come anymore.

You know that this job is very important to me.

There is no other job that is

more convenient than this.

Can you help me plead with the teacher again?

What's wrong?

Why did you call me? What can I do for you?

Previously, didn't you always help me--

Liu Dan, although I don't know what happened,

but it seems like it was because of your mistake.

I am only a student. If you raise such a request, I am in a tough spot as well.

But I have always been helping you–

Liu Dan, don't say anymore.

I am really in a tough spot. Sorry.

Why did Liu Dan find you? What's wrong?

Liu Dan seems to have some problems with her job at the library.

She wants me to use my position as the Vice Principal's daughter to plead for her.

Do you think she will blame me for not helping her?

After all, we stay in the same dorm.

It is originally an unreasonable request. You don't have to bother with her.

Let's continue.

Why is Liu Dan not back yet?

Can you control her?

She is constantly working. I haven't seen her study at all.

I don't know if she came here to study or to work.

Lina.

Liu Dan's family situation might be worse than the both of us.

Don't always speak of her like that.

I...

Whatever.

I only hope that she doesn't come back too late and affect my sleep.

What's wrong?

Liu Dan?

Liu Dan, what happened to you?

I heard what the two of you said just now.

My family situation is indeed bad.

My mother has heart disease.

To treat her,

we used up all our money.

Do you know why I came to study medicine?

It is because I hope that I can cure her one day.

It won't cost any money for her own daughter to treat her.

However, who knew

before I became a doctor,

my mother's disease would relapse.

Liu Dan,

I...

have some money. You accept it first.

Xiaoman, what are you doing?

How can I take your money?

I don't have much. Just treat it as I have loaned it to you. Accept it.

- No. No. - Take it.

It is nothing much.

The two of you!

Liu Dan!

What do the both of you treat me as?

Do you think that I will look down on you?

I might usually speak too bluntly.

But I still know what right and wrong, kindness and cruelty are, okay?

You just take it.

Take it as we are lending it to you.

It is fate that we met in university.

You study first. Don't fail any classes. If you have to retake the course, it will cost money.

Lina...

I always thought that you detested me.

If there is someone who is the most detestable,

if I say that I am the second, no one will say that they are the first.

I...

really detest Sun Anning.

The one not around has no right to speak.

Thank you guys,

but I really cannot take this money.

Not that it's not enough. Even if there is enough money, it is still useless.

Actually, my mom is already here.

However, she cannot stay in a hospital.

Why? Is there not enough space?

I want to find a specialist for her now to examine her situation,

and do the operation when she returns.

Specialist?

We need to find some connections.

Wait.

I think I know a cardiologist.

You are here?

Sit down. Sit down.

Excuse me. I was in a meeting just now.

Don't say that Senior Brother. We are the ones who should say "excuse me."

Let's not be polite then. Did you bring the patient's medical records?

Yes.

That's great.

That's great?

What is great?

It's like this.

We have a sponsor who sponsored a heart disease project.

We can do the surgery free of charge.

I see that your mother's condition completely fulfills the requirements.

A free operation... here?

Yes. However, the sponsor

might need some surgical records for medical research.

Don't worry. The patient's record will remain anonymous.

If you are willing, I can apply for you now.

Of course!

Senior Brother, is this real?

Could you be lying to us?

Xiaoman, how can you say that of Senior Brother?

No.

This hospital is affiliated with our school, the best hospital in the country.

Even if people have money, there isn't enough bed space to do the surgery.

Why would they do an operation free-of-charge?

Isn't this a bit too weird?

Okay.

I will use my character to guarantee that

if the operation has any problem,

I will bear full responsibility. Is that okay?

Hello, Doctor.

Chenyang, I have settled your matter.

How was it? Gu Xiaoman was happy?

Yes, she was happy.

Okay, that's good then.

The friend that you wanted to help, you should appear straightforwardly.

You made me act such a show for you.

I still have to ask the doctor and the nurses not to spill anything.

Brother, we are medical staff,

not actors.

You just increased our pressure.

Isn't it because your acting skills suck?

I helped you to act out a show, yet you dare say my acting sucks.

Do you believe that I will tell your older sister about this?

Go ahead! You have been around her for so many years,

yet you still haven't caught her eye and cannot enter our Shen family's door.

Forget about it! Don't talk about me.

Talk about you instead.

Why are you so low-profile this time?

You helped others, but you want to stay anonymous.

This isn't

like your style.

Act out your show nicely. Don't bother with the other matters.

I am warning you! Don't mention me in front of Gu Xiaoman.

We have cut off our relationship. That's it. I'm hanging up. Bye-bye.

Zuo An, you are here as well.

It's like this. I heard that Liu Dan's mother is having surgery today.

I want to ask our classmates to donate.

This suggestion is not bad.

Not right, I remembered that her mother's surgical fees are free.

Post-operational recovery requires money as well.

We are classmates after all, we should help.

Right, but Liu Dan is really lucky.

I heard that there was a secret wealthy person who footed the bill.

No way!

Liu Dan?

Are you stupid?

Gu Xiaoman and Shen Chenyang, right?

For Liu Dan, Gu Xiaoman has been running around.

Shen Chenyang had made such a big deal to pursue her previously. Anyways, he is not lacking in money.

Now that there is such an opportunity, he's got to perform well.

Oh my!

If this is real and I were Gu Xiaoman, I would be super touched.

I would immediately give myself to him.

Let's not say things that have no evidence.

According to Shen Chenyang's personality, he would say it if he actually did it.

Perhaps, he has decided to become a sage?

Let's pay attention now.

Liu Dan...

Xiaoman, am I really useless?

I keep persuading myself that this is the best hospital.

They're the best doctors and the best equipment.

However, I am still very nervous.

I understand.

It should be fine, right?

It definitely will be fine.

Xiaoman, thank you.

Sometimes, I really envy you.

You are so much more stronger and braver than me.

Don't worry. I am the one who is envious of you.

At least, you can work hard for your mother.

My mother, she has already passed away.

It was a car accident.

I don't have the chance anymore.

Teacher Shen, which one is the car accident cadaver you were talking about earlier?

It's the one in Gu Xiaoman's group.

Are you okay, Liu Dan?

Senior Brother has said that there is a high chance of success for this operation.

He said it while patting his chest. Your mother will definitely be fine.

Xiaoman,

I'm sorry.

Why did you suddenly say that?

What happened exactly?

Xiaoman,

I really didn't know that your mother died in a car accident.

I have actually done such a cruel thing to you.

What are you talking about?

That day of dissection class, the cadaver from the car accident

was purposely chosen by me for our group.

You-- Why would you?

It was Sun Anning. It was Sun Anning who asked me to do it.

Xiaoman!

Xiaoman, don't go! No matter what, she is still the Vice Principal's daughter.

Calm down!

I can't calm down!

Xiaoman!

Where is Sun Anning?

You have returned. How was the operation?

I'm asking you... Where is Sun Anning? Where is Sun Anning?

She was called out by Department Chair.

What is going on?

Gu Xiaoman looks like she wanted to eat someone.

There is a good show to watch soon.

Gu Xiaoman!

What is wrong with her today?

Zhou Lina, what is wrong with Gu Xiaoman?

There is trouble! Gu Xiaoman will definitely kill Sun Anning!

I will leave this matter in your hands.

All right, don't worry Teacher. Goodbye, Teacher.

Sun Anning!

Did you threaten Liu Dan to bring that car accident cadaver to our group?

You did this on purpose so that I couldn't complete the dissection, am I right?

- Teacher. - Gu Xiaoman.

What are you doing?

Teacher, my mother....

My mother passed away in a car accident.

I've always been very sad about this matter,

but why did Sun Anning have to use this against me?

I almost gave up at that point.

Xiaoman, what are you talking about? There must be some misunderstandings on this matter.

I don't know who told you this, but I would never do something like that.

Moreover, how could I have known that her mother passed away from a car accident?

It was Liu Dan who told me about this. She would never lie to me.

If that's the case then I know now, Xiaoman.

Liu Dan has always been asking me to use my father's power as the principal to get back her part-time job at the library.

But I rejected her requests. She is trying to take revenge on me.

These are two separate matters.

You've been using the fact that you helped Liu Dan to continue to threaten her.

Why do you dare to do it, but don't dare to admit it?

If I didn't do it, why would I need to admit it?

Sun Anning.

Gu Xiaoman, take it easy.

Teacher!

Teacher, I don't know what happened.

Teacher, Liu Dan would never lie to me.

How about this. Let's call Liu Dan over here

and let her explain the situation clearly in front of the both of you.

Liu Dan's mother is currently undergoing an operation.

She won't be able to come back.

Xiaoman, Liu Dan has her own problems

and you have your regrets, but you can't just wrongly accuse me because of this.

It's as though whoever's family members are more hurt are more correct.

If that's the case, then I think that you are just trying to beg for sympathy.

- Sun Anning, I... - Gu Xiaoman!

Gu Xiaoman!

Zuo An! Zuo An, let go of me!

No matter what happens today, I have to teach her a lesson.

Let go first! Let go first. Let go first.

- Are you all right? - I'm fine.

Gu Xiaoman, do you still have any respect for your teacher?

Or the school's discipline?

Teacher, Gu Xiaoman was just too caught up in her emotions. She wouldn't hit people.

Is that true?

What is with your attitude? Do you not want to stay in this school?

Teacher, Xiaoman and I are classmates.

I believe that Xiaoman was just too caught up with her emotions. She wouldn't actually do anything.

Don't speak for her.

I'm not speaking for her.

Xiaoman, we both live in the same dorm room.

Once Liu Dan comes back, the three of us can sit together and sort out this situation

and see whether there has been a misunderstanding. Is that okay?

Gu Xiaoman, you can't let your past efforts go to waste.

Teacher, I'm sorry.

Gu Xiaoman!

Why did you stop me?

Was it because she's Sun Anning?

If I didn't stop you, were you planning to hit her in front of Department Chair?

Do you even know what she did?

She used my mother.

She wouldn't do that.

That day when Liu Dan was begging her, I was also there. There must be some misunderstandings.

There is no misunderstanding.

She just hates me and doesn't want me to stay here.

She can hate me, but she can't use my mom.

How would she know about what happened to your mother?

Gu Xiaoman, I'm not trying to speak for her.

But Sun Anning and I grew up together. She isn't that kind of person.

So you're trying to say that I wrongly accused her?

- No. - Do you believe her or me?

Let's wait for Liu Dan to come back and I'll get to the bottom of it.

There's no need.

You believe her. Since you have already taken your position,

then from today onward, whether it is this matter or any of my matters,

you don't have to care about them anymore.

Gu Xiaoman.

Zuo An.

Are you all right?

If you didn't stop her, she would've hit me. Right?

How can a girl just hit someone so recklessly?

Anning, I apologize on behalf of her.

Her mother's death has always been one of her internal weaknesses.

But how does this have anything to do with me?

That day when Liu Dan called me, you were also there and heard her.

I don't know why they would try to accuse me like this.

What good would this do to them?

Anning, are you sure you didn't...

Zuo An!

- Do you not believe me? - That's not it.

Zuo An, I admit that I am a bit envious of Gu Xiaoman

because you like her. You could even say that I'm jealous.

But isn't it normal for me to like you?

But not everyone is like Shen Chenyang, who would do anything for love.

I've told you already that I have my own pride.

I wouldn't be able to do something so despicable.

I apologize.

Let's just forget about it. You don't have to send me off, either.

I'll go home myself. We all need some time to calm down.

I'll teach her a lesson for you.

That's right. Me, too.

I just knew that someone who seemed displeasing, at first sight, could never be a good person.

That's right.

- Let's go! - Let's go!

Stop right there! Come back here.

Right now my brain is already in a mess.

I haven't thought this through yet.

She is challenging you in front of your face. What more is there to think about?

Oh right! Didn't this girl already attack you previously?

If it wasn't for the fact that she's a girl, I would have already slapped her across her face...

It's always been you hitting others, not the other way around.

That's right, Xiaoman.

This isn't the first time she's been like this; she just treats you like you're an obstacle in her way.

But I just don't understand why she would do this.

Although we may live in the same dorm room, she doesn't usually live with us.

We are classmates and whenever we see each other, we greet each other quite politely.

Moreover, she even helped me at first.

Besides her relationship with Zuo An, I think that she is a very good person.

But I just don't understand why she suddenly started to go against me.

Did you do something to offend her and have forgotten about it?

I've really forgotten.

I've got it.

What else can it be? It's because of Zuo An!

I've told you already before. Zuo An likes you.

Think about it. This Sun Anning on the surface always seems to act as though she is Zuo An's girlfriend.

But since when has Zuo An ever acknowledged it?

It's because Zuo An has never liked her. The person he likes is you.

This is the only reason why Sun Anning has been trying to get rid of you.

I believe it now.

It's been so long already.

Why do you guys still have your hopes up that Zuo An will like you two?

Why don't you guys just open your phone's front camera and have a good look at yourselves and realize the truth?

I'm talking about Xiaoman, not myself.

How would I understand the strange and confusing minds of you girls?

Anyways, every time I mention that bookworm, both of you behave strangely.

I think you're the weird one here.

Tell me the truth. The reason why you've always been against Zuo An is because everyone likes him and not you.

You're jealous of him, right?

Me? I'm jealous of him?

Why would I be jealous of him? It's not possible.

How is it not possible? You're the one that should look at yourself in the mirror.

You have the word "jealous" written all over your ugly face.

- You're the ugliest. - You're the ugly one.

- You're ugly. - You're the ugliest. - You two!

Stop arguing.

- She didn't take her medicine. - There's something wrong with him.

I'm going to call Liu Dan right now and ask her what's going on.

She already came out. The operation was successful.

- Congratulations, this is great news. - Thank you.

Liu Dan, I didn't help you with your matters last time.

Are you blaming me for it?

That's not what I meant.

I just felt extremely sorry towards Xiaoman. That's why I told her the truth.

What is the point of telling me this now?

Then, did you know that Gu Xiaoman almost hit me in front of the Department Chair today?

This matter is already past.

Yet Gu Xiaoman was acting so recklessly.

If she can't control herself from acting so recklessly like this again in the future,

will you be able to take responsibility for it?

Is Xiaoman okay?

She's doing okay so far. I helped plead for her.

You pled for her?

Liu Dan, I know that I was in the wrong for asking you to do those things.

But it was because I was in a period of anger.

Since this matter is already in the past,

I promise that I won't go against Gu Xiaoman anymore in the future.

Let's all be good classmates, all right?

Are you scared?

Scared?

Why would I be scared? To speak frankly, this is all just a small misunderstanding between classmates.

You can't just rely on a verbal agreement; I can just deny all of it.

I'm just worried about you and Xiaoman.

You're only in your first year and you guys have already caused so much trouble.

Your impressions with the teachers in the school

must be very bad.

What if this affects your graduation in the future?

You... You're threatening me.

I'm doing this for you guys. But if you have to think about it that way,

then I can't do anything about it.

Liu Dan?

Can we really become normal classmates?

Of course.

All right then.

Hello, Xiaoman.

It's okay then if you don't know.

- Okay. Take good care of your mother then. - You're the ugliest person in the world.

Liu Dan.

What did Liu Dan say?

She said that she also doesn't know.

She told me to not think about it anymore and to just focus on studying.

How can this do? Tell her to come back

and confront that little fox Sun Anning. How can we just forget about it?

That's right. You can't just leave it as it is.

Why are you suddenly copying my words?

Didn't you call me a monkey before? Are you trying to copy a monkey?

You even said that I can't say anything that's worth listening to.

- I– - Then say something that's worth listening to and we'll see.

All right! You guys can continue fighting by yourselves.

I'm going back.

- Are you going to just end it like this? - You're going to just end it like this?

Just forget about it.

Zuo An... He believes Sun Anning.

Zuo An must be blind this time.

You've finally said something worth listening to.

You--

Stop asking me. This matter is already in the past.

I just want to know the truth about what happened.

Xiaoman has already overcome her obstacle and decided that she is going to stay.

My mother's operation was also successful. Right now, all we want to do is to focus on our studies.

Will you only be satisfied after you see one of us not be able to graduate?

Unable to graduate? Who said that you guys won't be able to graduate?

Zuo An, I know that I am at fault in regard to this matter.

And I don't have the right to speak about others.

But the original cause of all of this was because you're being a two-timer.

If you still have the slightest care for Xiaoman,

then you should focus on staying together with your Sun Anning.

That's all I have to say.

Hello, Zuo An.

Anning, you've changed.

Did Liu Dan tell you nonsense? Let me explain. Where are you right now?

There's no need to explain. I am very disappointed in you.

Zuo An.

Zuo An! Zuo An!

Zuo An will definitely believe me.

I didn't do anything wrong.

I was just defending something that belongs to me.

That's right.

Gu Xiaoman, Zuo An was meant to be with me in the first place.

He will definitely return back to my side.

I'm sorry.

Why is it you? Didn't we break off relations?

I heard that you wanted to hit Sun Anning today.

It's just a little Sun Anning, is it even worth it?

All right. Since you care about it so much, I'll help you.

I'll let Sun Anning know the price she has to pay for bullying one of my people.

What do you want to do?

- Who is your person? - You!

A person who broke off relations with me. In short, my people.

I...

Don't worry.

I am good at everything, but I'm the best at messing with people.

I want to let Sun Anning regret that she even came to this school.

Let me tell you this. Don't mess around.

How is this messing around? She almost forced you to leave.

I had already prepared myself to be separated from you for the rest of my life.

Do you know how much trauma I've experienced?

Anyways, I'm just warning you. Don't mess around.

I already decided to forget about it.

You're going to forget about it?

Why are you so forgiving towards others, but so harsh towards me?

- Since when was I... -Then take back your words about breaking off relations with me. Take them back.

You're trying to take advantage of the situation, aren't you?

Just take them back.

I don't want to break off relations with you. I'm begging you.

Let's not break off relations, all right?

If you really want to break off our relations, I won't leave Sun Anning alone.

Why should I do it because of Sun Anning?

Just take it as you're doing it for me.

You are the only friend I have.

If you ignore me, then what's the point continuing to struggle on while at death's door.

If you still don't nod your head,

I promise you that I'll make Sun Anning's name trend on the forum by 10:00 p.m. tonight. I will also make it the highest trend.

I'm taking revenge for you.

There's still 3 hours, 23 minutes and 33 sec...

Fine, then!

Xiaoman, I just knew that you couldn't stand parting with me.

Get away from me!

Gu Xiaoman!

I have something I need to tell you.

I have nothing to say to you.

What are you doing? She already said that she has nothing to say to you.

Let go. I have yet to settle the previous matter with you.

Then settle it now. Let's see what you can do to me.

Xiaoman.

Why are you calling her name so intimately? Where's your Anning?

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♫ Against the light, smiling in the lens ♫

♫ Accidentally, the wind made a frown on my brows ♫

♫ Together, we tiptoed and held our hands ♫

♫ Standing close, hiding in the sunshower, not leaving ♫

♫ As if blown, the dandelion floats ♫

♫ In the wind and rain, it fell ♫

♫ Just like a tourist from the sky ♫

♫ Once it falls, it settles in a home ♫

♫ The sunshower is falling ♫

♫ Rest assured, it’s a clear sky after the tears ♫

♫ What is there to worry, what is there to be afraid of? ♫

♫ Don’t be suspicious of every decision in life ♫

♫ Instead, worrying too much makes things even more unhappy ♫

♫ Whatever you encounter, might as well just accept ♫

♫ Take the twist and turns of yesterday, the perturb of unease, and tuck them all away ♫

♫ Let the smile bloom as sunshowers are momentary ♫

♫ The sunshower is falling ♫

♫ Rest assured, it’s a clear sky after the tears ♫

♫ What is there to worry, what is there to be afraid of? ♫

♫ Don’t be suspicious of every decision in life ♫

♫ Instead, worrying too much makes things even more unhappy ♫

♫ Whatever you encounter, might as well just accept it ♫