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♫ Across the hilltop with the sun above me, ♫

♫ I like the moment when sweat rolls down my cheeks ♫

♫ You're behind me by a lot, yet saying you'll win, ♫

♫ I couldn't help but say you met the wrong opponent again ♫

♫ Watching as the clouds piece together one by one, the image that we want ♫

♫ You jokingly said there's a pig that looks like me ♫

♫ You play the guitar while I sing ♫

♫ Even the birds on the tree are harmonizing with us ♫

♫ The small people in the big Milky Way ♫

♫ Using the speed of light to connect our happiness ♫

♫ These smiling tears are made of happiness ♫

♫ I remember every time you teased me ♫

♫ When my mouth pouts, you hide by my side ♫

[All I Want for Love is You]

[Episode 18]

You're being so eagerly attentive. What do you need? Just say it.

Regarding the ghost in the lab building, is it real?

I also want to know.

I thought you guys didn't believe me.

Previously, there weren't any witnesses. Right now, two people saw it.

We have an anatomy class tomorrow. Just thinking about it gives me the creeps.

Let me tell you guys. When it first came out, I went to investigate.

There is really something fishy with this building. In the previous years, there was this girl who was under too much pressure while studying this course,

she had depression and jumped from the building.

Really?

When you search it up in the school web, you will find it. Didn't they say that there were two ghosts?

That day, someone went to investigate that night. The female ghost was gone,

and the cadaver was placed back into the cabinet. On the table,

there was a used surgical knife. I thought about it... Aren't we having exams soon?

I believe that that senior came back and burned the midnight oil to study dissection.

Why is it so hard for us who study medicine? Why is that so?

- For the sake of humanity's well-being. - You? - It is already like this. If I don't exaggerate my dream a bit more,

how can I persist? Even a ghost is persisting.

I am scared. May our future be vast like the galaxy,

blessed by the Buddha, and nothing can harm us.

Each and every security guard, I am really sorry! I didn't mean to scare you all.

I just don't want to be retained and take the course again.

Zuo An!

Why are you here?

I heard that the lab building had some ghosts appearing, so I came here to look.

There aren't any ghosts. It was me. My studies are a mess this semester.

I was worried that I couldn't pass my exams so I came here to burn the midnight oil to study.

I didn't think that the matter would be blown up.

Just constantly sneaking in isn't the solution as well. To pass the exams, you have to memorize the book as well.

I know. However, I don't even understand anything.

So, I can't memorize it.

So that was the case. I will teach you then.

You are going to tutor me again?

Do you think I am willing? Who asked me to be so unlucky?

I seem to always owe you something during crucial times.

No, you don't owe me anything.

Didn't I just scare you?

Not really.

Since I dare to come here, I am ready to be caught.

Since I said that I owe you something, it means that I do owe you something. I don't like to owe people things.

Saturday, 10:30 a.m., come to my house. You remember the address, right?

I remember.

Let's go.

What are you smiling at?

I... I... I am happy.

I realized that whenever I don't know what I should do;

you will appear, tell me what to do,

and help me pass through it. I can't explain these feelings

but I always have a sense of security.

Gu Xiaoman,

do you know that to me, you are–

There are so many books.

Who asked you to study medicine?

You have to look at these records of illnesses.

These, these, and here.

All these, you have to look through.

♫ ...even the setting sun becomes an expectation ♫

It's best if you can memorize all these. ♫ You’re a big boy ♫

♫ and once you smile, time slows down ♫

♫ A small deer is in my heart, what is going on? I am also baffled ♫

♫ Meanwhile, I am still waiting inside your mind ♫

♫ For love, I’ll love, sinking into the depth of your sea ♫

♫ I secretly whine to you like a child but my eyes are concerned about you ♫

♫ Like a dolphin’s love for a bird, my love will be irreplaceable ♫

♫ I understand you well enough to know that your departure, it is a form of your doting love ♫

♫ My heart will slowly become good, will never waver again ♫

You woke up?

I just dreamed that I failed my class.

You won't fail. There is still one month before the exams.

With this speed, we can do it.

However, for the practical, we might have to burn a few midnight oils.

That isn't a problem. I can do it myself.

That can't do. Since I have decided to interfere, I will do it to the end.

Zuo An, I don't know how to thank you for your help.

You want to thank me?

Of course. If not, I would be too ungrateful.

Tell me. Whatever it is.

How about this? You aim for the scholarship as my tutoring fees.

Scholarship?

Are you scared that you can get it?

I am not scared. At most, I will risk my life for it. Right?

All right, it's a deal then.

Okay!

- Let's do it. - Okay.

♫ Across the hilltop with the sun above me, ♫

♫ I like the moment when sweat rolls down my cheeks ♫

♫ You’re behind me by a lot, yet saying you’ll win, ♫

♫ I couldn’t help but say you met the wrong opponent again ♫

♫ Watching as the clouds piece together one by one, the image that we want ♫

♫ You jokingly said there’s a pig that looks like me ♫

♫ These smiling tears are made of happiness ♫

♫ I remember every time you teased me ♫

♫ When my mouth pouts, you hide by my side ♫

Let me guess... The one just now was Shen Chenyang.

This one is from Zuo An, right?

Zuo An is tutoring me.

Oh right! The two of us are going to the laboratory again tonight to burn the midnight oil.

Again?

There is no choice. Who asked me to be bad at it?

You guys are the most serious people about this.

I'm going to the restroom.

Hello?

What is Gu Xiaoman doing? Why does she keep rejecting my calls?

This...

Just tell me. You are so intelligent and cute,

I will give you something that is intelligent and cute as well.

Deal!

All right, I will go first. If not, Zuo An will get impatient.

What's wrong?

My stomach hurts all of a sudden.

What did you eat at dinner? Did you eat something bad?

I did not eat anything much.

- It hurts a lot! - Could it be acute gastroenteritis?

We will need to go to the infirmary for this.

Xiaoman, if you are in a rush, you can go first. I will go with Lina to the infirmary.

No!

Don't you have to go and work early in the morning? I think it will be better if Xiaoman goes with me.

No worries, at most I will sleep at the infirmary with you.

You won't rest well there.

I will go with you then. Let's go.

Come, slowly.

[Female Dormitory]

How is it? Are you okay?

I need to tell Zuo An that I can't go anymore.

Where does it hurt?

My stomach hurts.

I know! Which part of the stomach?

- Does it hurt here? - It hurts.

- What about here? - It hurts.

What about here?

All of it hurts? What kind of pain?

It is just that my stomach hurts, I can't distinguish where.

Student, you study medicine, too.

If you only keep whining, it is very difficult for me to find the cause.

Doctor, I think she might have gastroenteritis.

This student, this is not right. You cannot diagnose when the patient did not say anything.

Also, you are not a doctor. To diagnose like this, you are influencing the doctor. Got it?

I am sorry, excuse me.

How can your attitude be like this?

Is it not painful now?

I was too agitated just now and farted.

It seems better now.

Farting means that the passageway has cleared. That's good.

The two of you continue clearing the passageway then. If you need me again, you call me.

Okay. Rub your stomach more.

Once you have farted some more, you will be fine.

She is not convincing when acting sick, yet she is still studying medicine.

One acts like a fool, one is really a fool. The new generation is getting worse.

[Campus Hospital]

Drink some water.

Have you told Zuo An you are not going?

I called him just now but he rejected the call.

He asked me not to go over.

Don't go over?

Could it be that he is angry because you stood him up?

I don't think so.

Hello, the number you have called is currently in use.

He rejected my call again.

He has a pretty big temper.

What should I do? Could something have happened to him?

I beg you, this is the school. What can happen?

Could he have been caught by the female ghost? Isn't the female ghost here?

[Department Chair's Office] - Zuo An,

how can it be you?

Why did you go to the lab and act as a ghost?

Teacher, I did not act as a ghost. I just couldn't sleep and went to practice dissection.

Practice dissection? It was you as well as the previous few days?

Zuo An!

Hello, Teacher. I heard that something happened to Zuo An so I came to take a look.

Anning, why are you here?

Security Office's Security Head Zhang called my father, so my father asked me to come here to find out if there was a misunderstanding.

Right, Zuo An, why would you go to the lab building in the middle of the night?

I couldn't sleep so I went to practice dissection.

Practice dissection?

This Old Zhang must be worried that I will mix in my personal feelings into this

and will just report to the school leader.

Forget about this. I can't keep this a secret even if I wanted to.

I really don't understand. If you wanted to practice dissection, it would have been fine if you had asked me for permission..

Right now, do you know you have to get a punishment? Is it worth it?

Punishment? Teacher, he just went to practice dissection! It isn't that serious, is it?

Practicing is not that serious. Even if he had applied for approval now, it would be fine.

The problem now is he scared two security guards to death and caused rumors all over the school.

He still did not confess and continued his mistake, we can only accept punishment.

The previous time? How can it be Zuo An the previous time? The security office cannot, because of this one time,

and blame all the previous matters to Zuo An.

Also, there are so many surveillance cameras in the school. Once we look at the footage, we would know the truth.

Anning, the previous time was me as well.

How could it be? I don't believe it.

It was really me.

Zuo An, do you happen to know something or are you covering for someone?

Teacher, the previous time and this time are both me. I did not think correctly and broke the school's rules.

I will bear all the responsibility for this.

Liu Dan, why haven't you slept yet?

I wanted to wait for you two. Lina, are you okay?

I am feeling better.

Sit down.

Gu Xiaoman! Was it you?

What are you doing?

It was really you!

What are you talking about?

You yourself wanted to study and burn the midnight oil and dragged Zuo An along with you.

When the security officer found him, you ran away yourself and left him there!

What did you say? The security office caught Zuo An?

You don't know? It is thanks to you that he has to get public criticism.

Gu Xiaoman, did you know in our school, once you get a punishment, you cannot graduate as an exceptional student?

The one who entered this course with the highest marks will be the most exceptional student as well.

He cannot graduate as an exceptional student now and it is all because of you!

Xiaoman!

Zuo--

What's wrong?

Zuo An.

Sorry.

It is all because of me.

I will tell the Department Chair now that I was the one who broke the school's rules and it has nothing to do with you.

Gu Xiaoman.

It is already set in stone. No matter what you do now, you are just implicating yourself.

But this is all because of me!

I was the one who implicated you. I also know that

once you get a demerit point, you cannot graduate as an exceptional student.

Anning came to find you?

Zuo An! No matter what, it shouldn't have turned out like this.

You helped me out of kindness. But if I am the one who is fine yet you got punished, aren't I an ungrateful fellow then?

Whenever I face the mirror, I just want to punch myself to death.

Did you think that I cared if I graduated exceptionally or not?

Could it be that in your eyes,

I am someone who cares about titles?

I am someone who cares about titles?

Of course not.

I don't care about it. Unlike you.

Me?

You'd promised me before. That you would use the scholarship as your tutoring fees.

If you get caught and receive disciplinary action, you won't be able to get the scholarship.

- This... - Just leave it as it is.

Just count me unlucky.

I don't want to explain. If I explain myself,

the whole school will find out that I'm tutoring you. The situation will only become worse.

But I still feel that something isn't right.

Don't think too much. The active cells within your brain have a fixed amount.

Every time you think about something, some of your active brain cells will die.

The exams are nearing, and yet you are wasting your precious active brain cells on meaningless things like this.

Could it be that you don't want to give me tutoring fees?

That's not it.

Then hurry home and get some rest. Staying up late will also cause your active brain cells to die.

Zuo An.

Tutoring fee.

All right, I'll go back and get some sleep now.

Zuo An, thank you.

Also...

What else?

Also... I like you.

But how can I, after bringing you so much trouble,

tell you that I like you?

Zuo An, once I get the scholarship,

I'll tell you something.

Can't you tell me now?

The time isn't right. I'm going back now.

Good night.

[Student Art Activity Center]

I'm feeling a bit hungry. Let's go and eat.

- All right. - All right.

Zhan Yue, do you want to come and eat with us?

I won't be going. You guys can go ahead.

- We'll be leaving then. - Bye-bye.

- Bye-bye. - Bye-bye.

They're all leaving?

They're going to eat.

How about you? Why aren't you going?

If I was to go, did you come to see a ghost?

So, you stayed behind on purpose to wait for me?

Do you have to come to our school so often?

You!

Zuo An received a public reprimand. Did you know about this?

How would I know? The school is huge and our lives are rich and colorful.

Do you think it's like high school where everyone revolves around him?

It's just a reprimand. Serves him right.

Do you know why Zuo An received a public reprimand? It was because he was tutoring Xiaoman.

What?

Moreover, if he did not take the blame for all of this, Xiaoman would have to be punished as well.

He is completely sacrificing himself for others.

Do you think I'm here to look for you? I'm here to find Xiaoman.

If it wasn't because she was busy studying, I wouldn't waste my time to come and visit you.

If I had known you were someone who can't distinguish right from wrong and feels joy over others misfortunes, I really...

must be out of my mind to come and visit you.

Lina? Lina?

You seem to be absent-minded. Are you hungry?

Yes, let's go and eat.

All right.

Xiaoman!

- Gu Xiaoman! - Why are you guys here?

We're waiting to eat together with you. You shouldn't forget to eat when you're studying.

What a coincidence, Xiaoman. Why don't you go with them to eat?

I'm actually feeling a bit unwell right now. I'm going back now.

Lina, you don't look too well. Are you all right?

I-I'm fine.

I'm sorry.

I'm really sorry.

How did this happen?

It's the latest release.

I'm really sorry. I have an overdue book that I urgently need to return. What should I do now?

It's all right. It was me who was not careful. You can go.

You don't need me to compensate you then?

There's no need. It turns out that I didn't really like this phone that much.

I sincerely apologize to you.

Wait! Lina, you just bought this phone.

What can I do? It's already cracked.

I really am feeling a bit unwell. I'm heading back first.

Xiaoman, your roommate is so generous. That phone is very expensive.

You just said that Zhou Lina was generous?

Well, she is more generous than someone who is narrow-minded and enjoys others' misfortunes.

How can you relate everything to me?

You two, stop making a fuss.

Let's go to eat.

You're not waiting for me?

You truly are a scholar-tyrant. You are in a different world than us. I really don't understand.

Why did you go to the lab building in the middle of the night to work? And even got a public reprimand.

Zuo An.

Let me tell you about some gossip.

What gossip?

Is there something between Gu Xiaoman and you?

What did you hear?

That night, you were caught by the security because someone reported you.

Why are you so anxious to find me? Could it be that something happened to Xiaoman?

I thought it was something serious. Don't worry, I'll tell someone to send you a new one.

That's not it. I'm returning it to you.

However, the screen is cracked. I'll take responsibility for this part. I'll pay you for it.

What do you mean?

I originally thought that I only had to prevent Xiaoman and Zuo An from meeting too often.

But... But this was all part of your plan, wasn't it?

I helped you stall Xiaoman and you turned your back and went to report Zuo An.

Now that Zuo An got punished, I feel like I'm a sinner.

Little Junior, aren't you overthinking it?

Zuo An was punished because he violated the school rules himself. What does it have to do with you?

It has nothing to do with me as well.

How does it have nothing to do with you? We both know that the one who violated the school rules was actually Xiaoman.

Zuo An was just taking the blame for her.

So what?

Shen Chenyang, liking someone can make you selfish,

but some methods are just too despicable.

How dare you say that I make people feel despicable!

How can I make people feel despicable?

Zhou Lina.

Xiaoman, I heard that the bookworm received a public reprimand

because he was helping you.

Tell me. Am I being a nuisance to Zuo An? Now that I think about it,

every time that Zuo An has gotten into trouble, I was the main cause of it.

That's easy. Just break off relations with him.

Say that one more time and I'll break off relations with you.

Now that we are talking about this, I have always had this feeling that Zuo An treats you differently compared to other people.

Does he?

Of course. Think about it. Zuo An has always been above others and does not socialize with anyone.

Since you tore his pants on the opening day of our third year of high school, he immediately became more down to earth and friendly.

What do you want to convey?

I know already! It must be like this and it can only be like this.

Xiaoman, Zuo An might have a crush on you.

Wh-What?

Really! Trust me!

Think about it carefully. How many things did Zuo An do for you? Even if he is very kind and willing to serve others,

it wouldn't only happen to you always.

Gu Xiaoman, don't tell me that you really believe it.

Listen to her spout nonsense.

How can I be spouting nonsense? The first part of my life has been spent on observing Zuo An.

Before Xiaoman tore his pants, when had he bothered with anyone?

That cannot mean...

that by tearing his pants, he would have a crush on you. Right?

Perhaps that pair of pants has some special meaning to him. Once it was torn, he let go of his personality.

All right, Yaola. I know you want to make me happy.

However, don't talk about this in the future. I have some self-awareness.

How could Zuo An have a crush on me?

Right.

Also, I feel very guilty toward Zuo An.

If these words were to reach his ears, I would be even more embarrassed to meet him.

Xiaoman, don't think of it like that.

Chi Yaola, you can eat the wrong medicine but don't pull Xiaoman into this.

I will leave my words here!

If Zuo An likes Gu Xiaoman, I will--

You will broadcast yourself eating poop, do you dare?

I will eat! Who is scared of who?

Lina?

You guys...

What are you doing?

How can you use force? If you weren't a female, I would have retaliated.

Are you okay?

Did you know that Zuo An was reported by Shen Chenyang?

Gu Xiaoman, if I were you and I had even a little bit of conscience,

I would stay away from Zuo An in the future.

How can you hit someone and leave?

What do you mean?

Xiaoman, are you okay?

Lina, what happened exactly?

Zuo An is here. We will go and let him know how arrogant his childhood sweetheart is.

She is too arrogant.

Anning, what happened?

The one that you wanted to cover for at the lab building was Gu Xiaoman, right?

Did you know that you were reported by Shen Chenyang?

Forget about it. It is all in the past.

Zuo An, you--

It is all in the past. If there is nothing else, I will go first.

I have something.

Let's not argue anymore. Let's reconcile.

Anning, we have always been friends.

You don't have to be so anxious to reject me. Did you think that I would confess to you again?

I won't do it. I am very proud. I wouldn't let you step on my dignity again.

Anning, actually--

I was kidding. Let's go home and eat today.

My mother made a lot of dishes today. My father's been trying to find you about the public criticism as well.

If he cannot find you again, I am worried that he will call Uncle Zuo.

Was it fun? Was it fun?

Xiaoman?

What is this weird way of saying hello?

What is wrong with you?

What is wrong with me?

It is because I did not bear with it, that's why I got involved with such a troublemaker like you.

I originally thought that you only liked to joke and wouldn't hurt others,

but I never thought that you were so despicable and had no principles.

- Okay. - I--

I will tell you clearly today.

From today onward, you will walk your own way and I will walk my own way.

We will cut our friendship.

Gu Xiaoman, don't think that because I like you, you can barge into my house whenever you want

and point at my nose scolding me. What did I do? How was I despicable and not having any principles?

Zuo An got a public criticism because of your report, right?

You bribed Zhou Lina to distract me and went to report Zuo An.

How is that not despicable!

That Zhou Lina really has a quick mouth.

You still dare to blame her?

No, didn't I keep calling you that day? You kept rejecting my calls.

I just wanted to know what you were doing.

Afterward, I found out that you kept spending time with Zuo An. Do you know my feelings at that point in time?

My little heart was bleeding blood.

You were upset so you could frame others?

My motive was only to separate the both of you.

As to how the school deals with it, it was the school's problem. What do you mean by framing others?

Do I need to frame him? If I had really made a move, would it be only a school punishment?

What is this?

You still think you are right, right?

Gu Xiaoman, Zuo An and I are love rivals.

I cannot hug him lovingly like how I hug Jiongniu, right?

Love is selfish. If you think I am shameless, then so be it.

Anyways, since I have done it, I will not regret it.

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♫ Against the light, smiling in the lens ♫

♫ Accidentally, the wind made a frown on my brows ♫

♫ Together, we tiptoed and held our hands ♫

♫ Standing close, hiding in the sunshower, not leaving ♫

♫ As if blown, the dandelion floats ♫

♫ In the wind and rain, it fell ♫

♫ Just like a tourist from the sky ♫

♫ Once it falls, it settles in a home ♫

♫ The sunshower is falling ♫

♫ Rest assured, it's a clear sky after the tears ♫

♫ What is there to worry, what is there to be afraid of? ♫

♫ Don't be suspicious of every decision in life ♫

♫ Instead, worrying too much makes things even more unhappy ♫

♫ Whatever you encounter, might as well just accept ♫

♫ Take the twist and turns of yesterday, the perturb of unease, and tuck them all away ♫

♫ Let the smile bloom as sunshowers are momentary ♫

♫ The sunshower is falling ♫

♫ Rest assured, it's a clear sky after the tears ♫

♫ What is there to worry, what is there to be afraid of? ♫

♫ Don’t be suspicious of every decision in life ♫

♫ Instead, worrying too much makes things even more unhappy ♫

♫ Whatever you encounter, might as well just accept it ♫