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♫ Across the hilltop with the sun above me, ♫

♫ I like the moment when sweat rolls down my cheeks ♫

♫ You're behind me by a lot, yet saying you'll win, ♫

♫ I couldn't help but say you met the wrong opponent again ♫

♫ Watching as the clouds piece together one by one, the image that we want ♫

♫ You jokingly said there’s a pig that looks like me ♫

♫ You play the guitar while I sing ♫

♫ Even the birds on the tree are harmonizing with us ♫

♫ The small people in the big Milky Way ♫

♫ Using the speed of light to connect our happiness ♫

♫ These smiling tears are made of happiness ♫

♫ I remember every time you teased me ♫

♫ When my mouth pouts, you hide by my side ♫

[All I Want for Love is You]

[Episode 16]

Hurry up you guys.

Finally comes the day when I have to wait for you two.

Xiaoman,

we have our anatomy practical class.

And isn't today the day

you and Department Chief decided to re-evaluate?

I know.

I'm prepared.

What are you looking at? Hurry and eat. Hurry up. I'm waiting for you two.

The school has received some new cadavers.

You are lucky. These are fresh ones.

I need some students to come with me to help bring them up.

Teacher, I'll go.

Okay. Let's go.

Hey!

Can I not go with you?

I'm meeting a friend for lunch.

I already smell weird. If I come with you...

I'm going to be even worse.

No problem. The three of us will be fine.

Gu Xiaoman.

I didn't hear incorrectly, right? You're going along, too?

And? Is there something wrong with that?

The problem is...

Are you going to bring the cadavers up,

or are you going to faint and pretend to be a cadaver

so we have to bring you up, too?

I'm not going to faint anymore.

Just because you say so?

- Which class did you not say that but still affected our learning? - Yeah, exactly.

I...

Let's go. We'll find out in a little bit if you'll faint or not.

You said...

Gu Xiaoman was drawing anatomy diagrams all night?

I think it was Zuo An that taught her.

Liu Dan,

today I might really need you

to help me with something.

Is this fun for you? You do this every time.

There was this young girl who wanted to hold your hand.

I was helping you by making her go away!

What girl?

Stay away from me.

Don't be mad.

This is the place with the most spirits in the medical school.

It'd be a shame if I didn't tell a ghost story.

All right, what is full of spirits?

This is the collection room. There are a lot of specimens here.

I told you in our first class

that these individuals were willing to donate their bodies

so that you could enter the medical field.

They deserve our respect.

Teacher Shen,

did they all volunteer to donate their bodies?

Partly.

Some signed an agreement letter before they died,

others had families that were willing to donate them.

There are both males and females, so we are able to examine

the anatomy across various ages and also various causes of death.

I remembered previously, all of them died from an illness.

This time there is one where the cause of death was a car accident.

The victim is also a young female.

Everyone can take a look in a little bit.

Are you okay?

Whoa!

This is not considered haunted yet?

If you still continue to talk like that, I will lock you in here alone.

Okay. Everyone get to work.

Over here.

Gu Xiaoman,

wait outside.

Liu Dan and I will be fine.

It's okay. I've gotten over my fear.

Let's go.

What are you so scared of?

- Are you a man or not? - What are you doing? Careful!

I'm going to go help. Write down which group is taking which one.

Make sure it's correct.

Xiaoman. Zuo An.

Let's just...

pick this one.

- Okay. - Okay.

Gu Xiaoman,

Teacher Shen has told me that you've improved,

but you aren't able to make the incision yourself.

Today is the date you requested, the last day of your one month period.

You must do it yourself,

in order to show us that you have adjusted well.

Do you understand?

I understand.

Teacher Shen,

which one is the car accident cadaver you were talking about earlier?

Why do you care so much about someone else's dissection?

I want to see something that's worth looking at.

It's for Gu Xiaoman's group.

What's wrong?

Teacher,

Gu Xiaoman is probably tired from lifting the cadavers earlier.

Let her rest for a little bit.

- What's wrong with this cadaver? - Wait!

What are you doing?

I'm just looking. You're hurting me.

Wait a moment.

What's wrong?

Is there something wrong with this cadaver?

Gu Xiaoman,

you're not still afraid, are you?

Didn't you boast earlier that you weren't going to faint?

How come you can't even look at this cadaver now?

I...

Gu Xiaoman,

are you still afraid of dissection?

No.

I've really gotten over it, Teacher.

Then start.

Gu Xiaoman,

don't be afraid.

This is just an ordinary practice session.

You can do it.

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Have you seen a ghost or something? Are you going to do it or not?

What's wrong?

She's...

That's not possible.

Gu Xiaoman,

what are you still hesitating for?

If you still can't do it,

then don't waste everyone else's time.

Teacher, just let her rest for a while.

No. In the future when you're in surgery,

can you just take a break?

Gu Xiaoman,

this is your own psychological barrier.

As long as you conquer it,

then you will become a doctor and save more people.

Believe me.

Zuo An,

you say that everything we're doing right now

is to save more people in the future. Is that right?

Yes.

But in the video we watched that day...

that person had already been saved. Right?

But in this world, there are a lot of people who can't be saved.

What should I believe?

Exactly what kind of riddles are you two posing?

Let us go on with our class.

I'm sorry I've taken up your time.

You guys continue with class.

Teacher,

I'm sorry.

I give up.

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Anning!

Today, why did you have to choose that cadaver?

Why did Xiaoman suddenly give up when she was clearly doing so well?

Thank you for today. In short,

you just need to remember that this matter doesn't have anything to do with you.

Teacher!

Zuo An, what's up?

Teacher,

I heard that you had already asked Gu Xiaoman to leave school. It's true

she didn't meet your conditions,

but she's already made progress.

And on that day there were special circumstances.

- Why can't you... - We'll talk about this later.

Teacher!

Gu Xiaoman is a student that's 100% dedicated. It's true,

at this point, she hasn't overcome her psychological obstacle.

But if you give her a little more time, she definitely will.

Zuo An,

do you really think Gu Xiaoman's withdrawal from school

is because she didn't meet the conditions of our agreement?

Then...

She herself took the initiative to ask to withdraw from school.

Hey, isn't that Gu Xiaoman?

Did you guys hear? Because she couldn't endure the anatomy class,

she's going to be expelled from school.

What? That's a thing?

Isn't she a weirdo?

She can't face an anatomy class, yet she still came to medical school?

I know. I heard that every time she went to anatomy class, she fainted.

One time, she even threw up everywhere.

No way. When I first took anatomy class,

even though I felt like throwing up,

you just can't do it.

If you really throw up, how will the others hold up?

So, it's really weird. Before on the net, it circulated that she was really tough.

I even believed it.

It turns out she's really a coward.

What are you looking at? You are a coward

and the whole school knows it.

If you don't believe me, ask anyone.

It's okay.

What they're saying is true.

- Hey! - What?! Where?

- There! It's still alive. Look. There. - Where?

- Exactly, where is it? - In your mouth.

What?

It just ran out of your mouth.

Now, it's gone back home. No wonder your mouth stinks.

From now on, don't talk nonsense in public.

Be careful it will come out again and scare people.

Are you crazy!?

What are you all looking at?

When anyone goes to anatomy class and gets sick, it doesn't mean they're a coward.

When you saw a little insect, didn't you also scream?

After this, if I hear of anyone bullying a classmate,

I'll catch a bag of cockroaches and put them in your food.

The side dish of Nandu Medical University.

Ten for every person at no extra charge.

If I, Shen Chenyang, say it, I'll do it.

Wasn't I cool in there?

That part where I told them they can't bully classmates.

"Ten for every person at no extra charge.

If I, Shen Chenyang, say it, I'll do it."

The one who bullies classmates is you.

When I first came here, I was the one who was bullied by you.

Then, bully me back right now. I'll just stand here.

Are you really withdrawing?

- I'll go buy-- - Quit saying, "buy, buy."

- If you say so. - I'm the one who wants to leave.

Why?

Then, why did you come to medical school?

Don't you want to be a doctor?

I think doctors are magical.

When I was young, I came in contact with--

I saw an open heart surgery. And it was on a child, too.

Their body was so little,

so their heart was even smaller.

On such a small and fragile part,

using a scalpel and needle to cut it open

and sew it back together

so they could live a longer life.

I think it's extraordinary.

I wanted to understand the principle behind it. So I came here.

Then, you have quite a dream.

Have I?

At least it's better than mine.

I came because of Zuo An.

I don't want to hear about that.

You asked. Anyway, I came because of Zuo An.

Later on, I found out

that studying medicine and becoming a doctor

means you are responsible for life and death. Say...

If someone depends on you for their life,

what happens if you can't save them?

Give them a good burial spot.

Burial spots are really expensive right now.

So...

Are you really leaving?

I can't bear you leaving.

Xiaoman...

Don't be like this. I've already decided.

Regardless, staying here is a form of torture.

Forget about it then if it is torture.

What?

Fine.

I, Shen Chenyang, have a life motto. That is, "Do as you please,

don't force yourself."

If you want to go home, then go.

I'll just come over to your place to find you.

I have money and time.

Oh right.

Tomorrow is my birthday. If you really see me as a friend,

spend my birthday with me tomorrow.

Tomorrow is your birthday?

I guess you can say that.

You guess it's your birthday?

I just want to eat a meal with you,

chat, we can pretend like it's my birthday.

I like a sense of ceremony.

As long as I'm happy, every day is my birthday.

Let's go.

Xiaoman, are you really determined to leave?

Xiaoman.

That's enough.

I was never suited to study medicine.

You guys have to study hard.

Become good doctors.

Save lots and lots of people.

Don't be like this.

When you guys are on break, come to my house.

I will host and entertain you guys.

I have something I need to do with Shen Chenyang.

I'll leave first. You guys don't have to wait for me for dinner.

Zuo An has been looking for you.

Did you return his call?

No.

He's been helping me all this time

and yet I'm choosing to leave.

I don't even know what to say to him if we meet. Forget it.

At least you should return his call.

Okay, I will.

I'm going to leave then. Bye-bye.

[Zuo An]

Sorry.

I couldn't do it.

I couldn't do it.

I couldn't do it!

Something's not right.

When Xiaoman has a problem,

she always says the opposite.

If she says she's fine, that means she's not fine.

If she says she will return the call,

then that means she won't return it.

I have to tell Zuo An.

Lina,

do you think Zuo An

will be able to get Xiaoman to stay?

Hard to say.

It seems like Xiaoman has really made up her mind this time.

What happened that day with the cadaver?

It couldn't be that Xiaoman lost a family member in a car accident, right?

Xiaoman said before

that her mom died a long time ago.

You remember, right?

I understand then.

Xiaoman is usually all right.

It is just that she can't pass the dissection.

She must have suffered a very serious trauma in the past.

If it is really because of her mother,

then that was too cruel to her.

It is no wonder that she is so unwilling to discuss it.

It is all my fault.

What?

No-Nothing.

Hello, Zuo An?

Xiaoman already left.

I asked her to return your call, did she do it yet?

Hello, Dad?

Perfect!

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Fully prepared.

We're just waiting for your mom now.

This is still considered as a birthday.

- Should I buy a present? - Gu Xiaoman!

Why didn't you return my call?

- I... - Why did you give up?

Didn't you say that you would never give up

and would definitely stay?

Zuo An,

sorry. I can't do it.

I thought I knew you really well.

You said that you would persist so I believed you.

Yet, now you say you cannot do it.

- Sorry... - Don't tell me sorry!

You have done nothing to let me down,

you have wasted your own time instead.

You worked so hard to enter university,

just to drop out after only six months?

- I am really not suitable. - Then, why did you come here?

Since you are not suitable for it,

why did you come to this school in the first place?

Because I...

Hey, hey! How are you?

Mama...

Mama...

Gu Xiaoman, quickly stop the bleeding!

I can't... I can't do it.

- I can't do it! - Even if you can't do it, you still have to come over here!

Come here!

Move quickly!

Gu Xiaoman,

I know you are scared right now!

However, there is only you and me now. Only we can save him!

Quickly apply pressure.

[Operation Room 2]

Sorry. The number you have called is currently unavailable. Please try again later.

Didn't she say she had already left the dorm?

Where did she go?

Her phone is off, too.

- Hello? - Did Gu Xiaoman come back?

- Not yet. - Not yet?

Isn't it almost time for light outs? Where could she have gone?

Could something have happened?

I don't think so.

Do you know where she is?

I did not say that.

- Zhou Lina! - Don't get anxious.

Xiaoman should be fine.

Right now, she

should be with Zuo An.

We have already tried our best.

Go and wash your hands.

You changed.

What?

Gu Xiaoman, what did you say?

You weren't like this in the past.

In the past, when we used to compete in competitions,

whenever we stepped on the stage,

we never knew if we would win.

But if we didn't stand on it,

we would definitely not win.

If you didn't try to save him,

how will you know if he can survive?

Doctor, how is my husband?

The operation was very successful.

Although the injury was very serious,

there was great emergency care.

I am really grateful to you, Doctor.

Thank these two young people.

They are the ones who gave emergency care.

If they had been later, by even one minute, there would have been another outcome.

Thank you! Thank you!

Quickly graduate and save more people in the future.

Follow me, family members of the patient.

Gu Xiaoman!

Did you hear that?

He was saved.

That's great, it has ended.

It hasn't ended.

Zuo An...

I did it.

I am not afraid.

I am really not afraid.

You are not afraid.

Let's go back to school now.

I won't say that I will drop out anymore.

All right.

We waited for a whole night, you must be hungry.

Do you think

I am really

someone who doesn't keep their own word?

Everything I say and do won't be followed through with?

I just said that I wanted to return to school,

but the school already closed its gates.

Drink more water.

Are you scared that you will sleep on the streets?

What?

What should we do?

Follow me.

Let's go.

Okay.

Are we really staying at a hotel? Zuo An!

I...

think we should go back.

- We are almost there. - Let's go back.

I want to go back.

At this time, the dorm manager is already asleep.

Then...

Right! I...

did not bring my identification card from the dorm.

That's why we cannot stay here either.

- Identification card? - Yes.

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Here.

These are my slippers.

- You can wear these first. - Thank you.

Take a seat.

That...

Did you rent this house?

No, my dad bought this house for

when he has seminars at the school.

Oh.

Then,

do other people stay here usually?

Do you mean my dad?

Yes, your dad.

I really admire him.

You admire him?

I...

Do you come back here to stay usually?

Occasionally.

If I can't find

the books that I want at the library,

I will come here and search for them.

Looking for books?

Oh, may I have a look?

Yes.

Isn't this the book that Teacher Shen was talking about?

I have been searching for it in the library for a month,

yet I still couldn't find it.

Your house actually has it.

So you do listen in class.

Of course, I do.

This one is about rare medical cases, not dissection.

You treat this like a storybook?

I don't treat it like a storybook; I am serious about it.

I thought it through. Since I've decided to stay,

I must study hard and become a good doctor.

It's just that I am worried that I can't learn it well.

You can definitely study well.

Based on what you just said,

you can read all these books whenever you want.

Really?

However, these books are books that my dad collected painstakingly,

some of them are not in print anymore.

If I lend it to you,

it would seem like I am taking a loss.

What should I do?

I can pay money! I will rent it.

If not, I will clean your house for you!

Be a cleaner that you can call anytime.

I was joking with you.

I know you always think that I am exaggerating.

However, this time I am serious.

When Doctor Qin said that the operation was a success,

I wanted to do a lot of things at that moment.

Since I have decided to study medicine,

I must do it well.

If I don't do it, I will never do it.

However, if I do it,

who knows what the outcome might be?

You can definitely do well.

Gu Xiaoman,

don't listen to what others say.

Just focus on your goal and work toward it.

Do you really believe in me?

Yes, I do.

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♫ Against the light, smiling in the lens ♫

♫ Accidentally, the wind made a frown on my brows ♫

♫ Together, we tiptoed and held our hands ♫

♫ Standing close, hiding in the sunshower, not leaving ♫

♫ As if blown, the dandelion floats ♫

♫ In the wind and rain, it fell ♫

♫ Just like a tourist from the sky ♫

♫ Once it falls, it settles in a home ♫

♫ The sunshower is falling ♫

♫ Rest assured, it’s a clear sky after the tears ♫

♫ What is there to worry, what is there to be afraid of? ♫

♫ Don’t be suspicious of every decision in life ♫

♫ Instead, worrying too much makes things even more unhappy ♫

♫ Whatever you encounter, might as well just accept ♫

♫ Take the twist and turns of yesterday, the perturb of unease, and tuck them all away ♫

♫ Let the smile bloom as sunshowers are momentary ♫

♫ The sunshower is falling ♫

♫ Rest assured, it’s a clear sky after the tears ♫

♫ What is there to worry, what is there to be afraid of? ♫

♫ Don’t be suspicious of every decision in life ♫

♫ Instead, worrying too much makes things even more unhappy ♫

♫ Whatever you encounter, might as well just accept it ♫