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We're late.

Right.

Silly.

Sillier.

You're funny daddy.

Oohhhh.

Yes!

Thanks.

Thank you.

Em... milk.

Do you want cream?

It's how I take it.

Maybe you wanted to try something different.

You need directions?

What?

Directions.

Um, yeah sure, where do you need to go?

No, you just look like you need

Oh no, no... I'm good. I'm good Thank you.

Okay!

Umm, just so you know, Vanderbilt... Flatbush.

Thank you.

Hey Ethan, it's... me. I'm just calling

to let you know that I'm stuck at work,

and I'm uh, gonna be late tonight.

So, talk to you later. Bye.

Are you following me?

Guess I am following you.

You must be Amber.

Oh... you're Logan...

...Pierce, yes

Realtor and local direction giver

at your service.

Well, it's nice to meet you... again.

You too. Right this way...

But if you are looking for something

bigger, I have another place

that I think your husband and you

would love.

Oh no... no it's, just gonna be

me... and... my daughter.

Sorry about that-

I just saw the wedding band...

You now what?

I love it... I'll take it.

Okay! Great.

Let's set up an appointment

get the paperwork done.

Perfect.

Hi...

Hi.

Ethan...

I know... she's taking a nap.

I need to talk to you.

Okay...

It's important.

What?

Ethan I'm leaving you.

What?

I'm sorry.

Stop.

Don't... uh..

...take another step towards me

We should talk about this.

The logistics...

...Emily.

Do not...

...do not take another step.

I'll be out by the end of the month.

These things happen Gracie.

They happen all the time.

It'll be okay.

Okay?

For the better I think.

Well in time... yes.

You got all your boxes mommy?

I got all my boxes

and I'm gonna take them to my new house

which is going to be our new house.

Like we talked about.

With daddy.

No... no, not with daddy.

Daddy's gonna stay in our old house

You're gonna have

two homes now, you're gonna have daddy's

home and mommy's home.

I don't want two homes.

I know...

I'm sad about it too.

It's okay to have sad feelings about it.

I don't want you to go away.

I'm gonna miss you so much babygirl.

But... when you're not with daddy you're gonna be with me

four whole days a week.

Like a sleepover?

The best sleepover's ever.

I love you mommy.

I love you too.

I'm gonna go now, okay?

Here we go Em-

See you in a few days.

What do you say you come with grandpa

we'll go fix us up some lunch. Hmm?

Um, I'll call you tomorrow.

Good morning Amber.

Hey Sol, good to see you.

How was your weekend?

Was...

...pretty uneventful.

...Right...

I was told I could find Amber Evans here.

I'm Amber, yeah, how can I help you?

I am presenting you with a summons

with a notice of divorce.

That's very kind of you.

Please sign here.

That was quick.

Sorry.

Divorce?

Yeah.

Can we not talk about it right now?

Of course.

Hey...

...come and find me when you are ready.

Yeah.

Can I get you anything else?

No thank you.

♪ You were beautiful ♪

♪ I was beautiful ♪

♪ We made something so... ♪

♪ Your love shaped me ♪

♪ Even when my heart was breaking ♪

♪ Now I ♪

♪ Will try ♪

♪ To become... ♪

♪ I will be... beautiful ♪

♪ You will be... beautiful ♪

♪ We will be... ♪

♪ If we walk away now ♪

Hey...

Hey!

What are you doing here?

Aside from buying a stash of wine?

No, no I mean in this neighborhood.

Oh! I live up the street.

Really?

Well yeah for now.

So are you settling in okay?

Slowly... yeah.

Well it was really great running into you.

Yeah.

Yeah.

Really great.

Is that everything?

Yes thank you.

I'd actually like to buy you a housewarming gift.

Oh no no you don't have to do that.

Oh, I just did.

Thank you.

You're welcome.

But it... wouldn't be much of a housewarming without people.

I suppose not.

You think you can make it?

Sure.

And by that I mean tonight, like now.

Oh...

Well I gotta check my schedule..

Great! Looks like I'm free.

Great.

Hi.

Hi.

She's asleep?

Yeah, she couldn't keep her eyes open.

Okay, let me get this for you.

Thank you.

Thank you.

Alright bye.

Bye.

Umm, I'm just going to be one second.

Okay.

Sorry that it's so dark, my ceiling lights are

still out.

Oh, I can call the guy for you.

Oh no no... no. That's not...

Are you sure?

Okay.

Well I love what you've done with the place.

Thanks! Yeah, got some... you know...

...you're messing with me.

No I love it, the boxes add

the boxes add this 'je ne sias quoi'

DIY chic

Work in progress right?

Like me.

Like everyone.

So... what do you like to do?

...for fun.

Uhhh....

What do you love?

I... um...

I don't think that I've ever really...

You know, I went to being a kid to having a kid...

...and then I... out of my parents house, into

Ethan's house. I'm a mom, I work, you know I just...

I don't really...

feel like I know the answer to that.

That's okay.

It's kind of exciting you know?

Cuz' now you get to figure it out.

Here's to figuring it out.

Look you know, I don't really know you.

And I don't know what happened but -

It sounds like it's something that you really needed to do.

And... not everybody does that.

I think it's brave.

Brave.

So what about you? I mean you're

you're a realtor, you live

temporarily in this neighborhood

Well, I uh

I don't have to just talk about it

I can show you.

If you're free

on Thursday night.

you can meet me here.

I can do Thursday.

Cool.

Cool.

♪ I will be shatterproof ♪

♪ I'll stand up and spring back like you ♪

Hi.

Do you have a reservation?

No, Logan told me to stop by.

Oh, are you Amber Evans?

Yeah, yeah.

She has a table set aside for you right there.

Okay, thank you.

You're welcome!

♪ Live on in me ♪

♪ In me ♪

♪ In me ♪

♪ In me ♪

Thank you guys.

Thanks for coming out tonight.

I'm taking requests.

Travellers!

Amazing Day!

Uh...

Umm, you know what? Nevermind...

I got it, I know what I wanna do

uhh, it's an old song

but it'll be new to you

and it's one of my favorites

and it's called

Hold On.

♪ I know you're coming ♪

♪ I can see down the road ♪

♪ I'm travelling but I'm not alone ♪

♪ Love is calling ♪

♪ Over the rolling hills ♪

♪ and I'm running ♪

♪ to get to you ♪

♪ As we're standing ♪

♪ Face to face ♪

♪ I long to hear you say ♪

♪ Hold on ♪

♪ I got you ♪

♪ you don't have to ♪

♪ be so strong ♪

♪ Hold on ♪

♪ you don't have to ♪

♪ do this alone ♪

♪ I know you're coming ♪

♪ I can see down the road ♪

♪ I'm travelling ♪

♪ but I'm not alone ♪

Thank you.

Looks like romance if I ever saw it.

What?

No I am just chatting with a friend.

Mm Hm

How many years have I known you?

Hm...

A friend.

I told you.

So good.

I know right?

Can't come down here and not try it.

What are you writing?

Not writing.

Sure looks like you're writing though.

Not writing.

Can I use that actually?

Shut up.

This is so good.

You're an artist.

In a former life maybe.

Can I keep it?

It's all yours.

This gives me an idea.

Walk with me?

Alright well, this is my ride.

Why don't you hop on in.

♪ She's filling my heart with beauty ♪

I like to coordinate everything with my hair.

Don't touch the car!!

♪ Making everything I do shine ♪

♪ I can feel it pulsing through me ♪

♪ Now I know ♪

Beautiful.

♪ I'm gonna be fine ♪

Yeah.

♪ Breathe deep ♪

♪ Don't forget to count to five ♪

♪ This... bliss... ♪

♪ Is all I'm needing to survive ♪

♪ My heart is like a hummingbird ♪

♪ Everything else is turning blurry ♪

♪ She's filling my heart with beauty ♪

♪ Making everything I do shine ♪

Such a good day.

Yeah.

You're awesome.

I like you.

Me too.

I should probably get going.

Okay.

This was fun.

Yeah.

I really...

...wanna kiss you right now.

I'm sorry.

Right.

"I'm sorry"

"No I'm sorry, I was out of line."

"But you weren't... at all"

"Either way sorry"

"Logan, I do like you."

"Like, 'like you', like you."

"I 'like you' too."

Hey Amber I was gonna...

I can come back

I'll come back

You-

No - I - e - be-

So I ended up in this hostile kitchen

No you didn't!

I did.

I love this song.

Oh yeah this is a good one.

You know this song?

Mm Hm

♪ I've been alone ♪

♪ Plenty of nights ♪

♪ Yeah it's alright ♪

♪ I can get by ♪

♪ Baby tonight ♪

Sing to me.

♪ Breaking me out ♪

♪ Making me melt ♪

Ooh I want to dance.

Just a little bit.

♪ Like I've never felt ♪

♪ Before ♪

♪ Sweet heat set me on fire ♪

Oh my god, look at you go.

♪ Touch me feel my desire ♪

♪ Everything you do ♪

♪ is making me higher ♪

Wait... what do you...

Wait I need to see this robot dance.

I can't

♪ Feeling the sweat ♪

♪ Sliding down slow ♪

♪ There's nothing to hold ♪

We're dancing at a bar like a bunch of hooligans.

♪ I won't let go ♪

There we go, there we go.

♪ Sweet heat, set me on fire ♪

♪ Touch me, feel my desire ♪

♪ Everything you do ♪

♪ Is making me higher ♪

♪ Sweet heat ♪

♪ Sweet heat, set me on fire ♪

Through the curtains.

Release me set me free.

♪ Touch me, feel my desire ♪

♪ Everything you do ♪

♪ Is making me higher ♪

♪ Sweet heat ♪

When I was a little girl my mom and I

used to come to the beach

and take these long walks to find

rocks or stones

and then we would assign some sort of meaning to it.

An emotion or something.

anger, sadness...

...and then we would

throw it into the ocean

as this way of

releasing things we didn't want

I like that.

Did you ever do it for things that you did want?

Yes, occasionally we would... make a wish

But it was really special because my mom is just

so practical in so many ways

So whenever we did that it was...

...it felt like something magical might happen.

I didn't really have anything magical like that growing up.

I did have this disappering mom though

and this really cool key I wore around my neck

If I used it...

...I could open my front door.

Magic rocks sound a lot nicer.

Yeah.

I coulda' used some of those when I was a kid.

Mommy!

Hello

How you doing?

Good.

Yeah?

There was a guy on the subway and he said 'shit'

and daddy told me never to say that.

Great.

Well... daddy's right.

Hi.

Hi.

So we're gonna go to the park and then

I'm going to make you your favorite.

Pizza?

Mm Hm

Hi.

Hi.

So this is my friend Logan

and she's gonna hang out with us today.

Miss Emily it is my pleasure to make your acquaintance.

I'm excited to go to the park are you?

Do you like slides 'cuz I love slides?

No.

You don't... nevermind I don't love slides at all they're

they're terrible.

Uhh, who is this?

This is my friend Logan. Logan this is Ethan.

Hey.

Logan...

...the pleasure's all mine.

Nice to meet you.

Shall we?

Swings?

Bye.

Bye.

What's that?

Dessert.

Ooh.

Oh.

You're job is to taste.

Okay.

Close your eyes.

Mmm

Okay.

Open.

No. Don't cheat!

What, I'm not cheating it's a reflect.

Open what? Eyes or mouth?

Okay, shh. You're gonna wake up Emily.

Sorry, god.

I forgive you.

Hang on.

What... is.. happening?

Cheat proof.

Uh huh.

Ready?

Mm hm.

Okay...

I see.

Okay.

Is that okay?

Mm hmm

Ready?

Okay... open.

Open wider

and bite

It's like a... chocolate

brandy?

Do I win? Do I win a prize?

Maybe. Okay.

Ready for the next one?

Mmm can I say no?

Not really, no.

Alright hang on.

This is falling.

Ready?

Mm hmm.

I'm sorry.

We shouldn't do this.

Wait... what?

Why not?

It's just... this is so...

confusing.

because I have all these feelings for you

I really value our friendship

and I'm like, kind of attracted to you

like really attracted to you

and

I don't know what to do with that

so maybe it's better left untouched.

Okay

slow down.

What I'm hearing is

you like me

you want me

and there was this part about not touching but...

I think we can just strike that from the record.

I do like you

a lot.

I'm just

overwhelmed by this feeling that I wanna get closer to you.

Closer

I like that.

Can we just... take it slow?

Of course.

You know I'm really concerned about this bill

if this contractor doesn't come through we...

I got it.

You got it.

I got it.

Okay while you got that

why don't you tell me

who's the mystery texter?

What?

The flirtatious, smiley texts.

Oh the fliratious, smiley texts

Oh come on, who's the lucky guy?

There is no guy.

Okay fine, if you insist.

See?

Okay you got me, but only slightly.

Aww come on, details?

Come on boss.

Oh how convenient

I'm your boss when you don't want to spill.

I'm happy for you. Who is it?

Not this time.

K? I have my reasons.

Hey

I was just talking about you.

Ohh that's just selfish.

I'm telling you it's the G train

Mom?

Excuse me?

You're in New York?

I think you've mistaken me with someone else.

Mistaken you for someone else?

Wow, you're incredible.

I don't know what you're talking about.

You... right.

You wouldn't.

You never did.

You're right

This is us.

I told you so.

Yeah

I can't

I can't

get on the train

Okay.

I can't get on the train.

Okay.

I was a fucking kid man.

Fuck.

How can she look at me like I'm not even here

like I'm a fucking stranger?

Fuck

Okay, alright alright. Stop stop stop.

You're gonna hurt yourself. Stop, stop.

Look at me

Look at me.

You do exist.

Okay?

You matter.

And if she doesn't see that

then she doesn't deserve you.

She doesn't deserve you.

Hey...

Hey...

Oh, don't stop.

I wanna watch you work.

It's all about

the little unseen details.

But then

sometimes you just gotta

sit back so you can

see it all come together.

You're so beautiful.

I can't stop myself

from falling in love with you.

You okay?

I'm better than okay.

I don't know what I'm doing.

It's okay.

I think you got this.

♪ Morning til noon with you ♪

♪ making the brew ♪

♪ I'll make the bed ♪

♪ We can be happy there ♪

♪ You could be happy anywhere ♪

♪ Tell you the truth all we need ♪

♪ is a roof over our heads ♪

♪ And I could be happy there ♪

♪ I could be happy anywhere ♪

♪ Baby I'm happy there ♪

♪ I could be happy anywhere ♪

Hey how we doin' ladies?

Come talk to me?

Just ignore him.

C'mon we could make a baby huh?

Hey why don't you get rid of the redhead - we could talk?

Alright dude that's enough. Back off.

Oh oh I'm sorry. I'm sorry.

Hey what you need is a dick.

Fucking dykes.

Hey...

You were so good up there.

Thank you.

You're welcome. High five.

Who's that?

Uh, that's my friend... Logan.

Oh hey, nice to meet you.

Well a few of us are going to dinner

would you like to join us?

Um, Ethan has Emily this weekend

so it would um, just be me.

Perfect! Join us.

Okay... yeah.

Hi.

Hey... uh...

I'm gonna go.

Go?

Yeah, um... uh...

I'm not feeling so good.

Stay.

No, I... I want you to stay.

No that's okay, um...

I'm gonna go home.

Okay I'll, see you later or...

Yeah.

Okay.

Bye.

Logan.

Please let me in I know you're in there.

Can I come in?

I'm an asshole.

I'm sorry.

Talk to me.

Ethan was there

there were parents there, there...

teachers there... ...I... I..

I just I wasn't ready to -

- step into that kind of role today

What role?

It's not a role

It's just us.

I know Logan but it...

It is kind of a role okay?

And it's not just us.

I wish it were that simple

but it's not.

I don't know, I just

sometimes I... I...

I wonder if I'm up for it.

For what?

For being with a woman.

I mean

bringing a new

guy around today

would have been hard enough

but to look at everybody and say

hey I'm a big fat lesbian now

I mean I just... I...

Wow.

I hadn't though it through okay?

I didn't expect you to do any of that.

I just prefer to be treated

like I exist.

You don't even do that to a friend.

I just...

How do you do it?

How do I do what?

Love people?

I don't let anyone's opinions affect how I feel.

Look

I understand

this is a lot of change for you

it's not easy.

I get it, but...

But I hurt you.

And the last thing in the world

I wanna do is hurt you.

Forgive me.

I do.

No.

Really

forgive me.

♪ Wrapping your head around me ♪

♪ I want forever to be ♪

You know, I'm just gonna go now.

Are you sure? I can go.

You stay with Emily.

Nah, she's sound asleep.

It'll only take a minute.

Okay.

You okay with that?

Yeah.

Okay.

I'll be right back.

♪ All of the earth feels the same ♪

♪ Even the trees call your name ♪

Hey.

You okay?

♪ I think I'm crying ♪

♪ but it's only the rain ♪

You couldn't sleep?

♪ All of the earth ♪

♪ feels the same ♪

♪ I like the way you look ♪

♪ When no one's looking ♪

♪ I like the way your hair falls in your face ♪

♪ Maybe we could get ♪

♪ something cookin' ♪

♪ Maybe we could just try a taste ♪

I'm the king of the world.

♪ Everybody wants the same thing baby ♪

♪ We're all lookin' for a safe place ♪

♪ Hey ♪

♪ This could be our day ♪

♪ Hey ♪

♪ Baby won't you stay ♪

♪ Hey ♪

♪ I could be your safe place ♪

♪ There's something in your eyes ♪

♪ I just cant' fight it ♪

♪ When you pull me close and draw me near ♪

♪ no need to hesitate ♪

♪ no need to hide it ♪

♪ when we can push it into second gear ♪

♪ Everybody wants the same things baby ♪

♪ We're all looking for a safe place ♪

♪ Hey ♪

♪ This could be our day ♪

♪ Hey ♪

♪ Baby won't you stay ♪

♪ Hey ♪

♪ I could be your safe place ♪

Awe yeah do that again okay?

♪ Safe place ♪

Uh huh do it again.

♪ Safe place ♪

Oh so pretty.

♪ Safe place ♪

I love watching you play.

Being away with you.

You know

you could come on tour with me

what?

Mm hmm

It could be fun.

Travel around the country together.

Stay in these cute little hotel roooms.

You could bring Emily.

Find time to paint.

Hm?

Sounds amazing.

Come on. Can you just like pretend to

like the idea for a second?

I love the idea.

It's just not practical I just can't quit my job.

Right.

Your job of course.

Yeah. My job, I love my job.

And you know, I love structure

Yes I know

I have seen your color coordinated sock drawer.

I love my sock drawer.

It does sound amazing though.

You know, I umm

I never asked anyone to come on tour with me before.

I love you.

Can't believe I just said that but...

I'm sorry, what'd you say?

I said I love you.

One more time.

I said I love you.

I love you too.

So much.

Okay everybody

find a partner

I hate these things.

Maybe you should stop organizing them.

Next we're gonna be asked to throw ourselves at eachother.

Um, somebody your own size is good.

You'll do.

Sugar bridges.

So just take a moment

be with your partner, take them in.

Remember trust is a really important part of every

workplace relationship.

So you gonna tell me who's making you glow?

You have a way of saying things Sol.

Well I know that sex glow when I see it.

Sex glow?

Okay so, partner A

turn away from partner B

Take one big step away.

Talk.

I don't know.

Try me.

You know Logan?

Yeah I know Logan.

I'm fucking her.

You know catcing me was the entire purpose

of that exercise.

I know.

But you gotta prepare an old woman before you drop

something big off in her lap.

You asked.

And you're not old.

Thank you.

This is why you've been so secretive?

'Cuz I'm sleeping with a woman?

Yeah it's just not something I ever saw myself doing.

It's just...

Just so much stuff that goes along with that, you know?

Like now I, now I suddenly have a label.

Black, white, straight, gay.

There's nothing wrong with being gay.

I know that.

But you know, a lot of other people don't.

Girl this is New York.

Yeah

Call my parents, they live in Brooklyn.

Besides I'm not gay.

I still, I still like men I do. I'm just... I don't know.

Once upon a time

what feels like a lifetime ago

I was in love

with a white man.

And he loved me.

I wanted to spend my every waking hour with him

To spend my life with him.

But back then where I was at

it would have taken courage I didn't have

support from family, friends, peers

to walk down the street

hand in hand without having insults hurled at us

So what happened?

I closed my heart to him.

to that entire part of my life.

I don't regret where I'm at, my family

my choices for any second, but...

that is one regret

that still hangs over me

and living with regret

is

only my doing.

I feel like when I close my eyes I keep thinking that

if the world didn't care I wouldn't care.

If the world didn't care, I wouldn't care.

Life is a series of choices Amber.

Every second we choose

our happiness or our bitter remorse.

And we can only love who we love

and stand by that choice

Times are changin' baby.

Times are changing.

So...

...step into your life

before it passes you by.

Oww.

Logan we are just so happy that Amber

has found a friend like you

during such a difficult time in her life.

And we really appreciate you being there for her.

It's my absolute pleasure.

She's wonderful.

Nice to finally meet you.

Nice to put a pretty face

to someone we've heard so much about.

Thank you. Great to meet you both.

I actually have to get going, I have a client to meet.

I'm sorry.

But please enjoy the rest of your day

Um I have to go to the restroom

so I'll just walk you out.

So

you met my parents

I like them.

Well that's because you don't know them.

No...

I like them

and I love you.

What is this?

It's nothing.

You were leaving?

Yup, I'm leaving.

Logan.

Logan hey.

Logan stop.

I'm sorry.

You're always sorry Amber.

Hey look, I didn't expect you to waltz into the cafe and

just announce your love for me.

But when are you gonna be able to stand tall next to me?

I told you I just need time.

How much time Amber?

I have never leapt like this before in my life

and I keep leaping into you

and I

keep falling on my fucking face.

I never asked you to do that.

You just did it on your own.

You jumped before I was ready

I don't know how this is my fault

Fault?

Are you even listening?

Is everything alright?

Oh god.

Mom everything is fine.

Yeah

everything's fine.

Fuck.

Amber.

Shut up mom.

What just happened?

Please don't let me fuck this up.

What'd you say?

I said I love you.

I love you too.

Hey.

Hi.

Only got a couple of minutes so

what'd you want to talk about?

Hi sweetie.

Hi.

What are you guys doing here?

Well Ethan called and uh...

thought it was best that we sit down and

try to figure this thing out.

What's going on?

Well we thought it best to convene.

Convene?

Yeah.

Why?

So...

...you and Logan.

Are you kidding me?

Okay, honey that's that's not why we're here.

Wow.

They... they didn't say anything

You did

right now.

Really Amber?

What?

Just explains a lot.

Okay I am not having this conversation.

Okay, hold on. Woah woah woah hey.

C'mon, c'mon. Ethan...

Can we try to focus please?

Yes, yeah okay.

I'll... cut to the chase. Sit down.

Great.

Don't sit down.

I got a job offer out of state. I'm leaving in three weeks.

What?

You're leaving?

Yup.

It's a two year comittment minimum.

What about Emily?

I took the job Amber.

I'm not asking for your fucking permission.

Ethan relax.

Don't talk to her like that.

What?

Can you stay focused on Emily here?

Hey, you have no idea

Enough! Enough!

Stop it!

Enough.

Mom, dad, I...

Can we just...

Alright c'mon.

You're right.

We'll be in the car honey.

I don't know what to say.

I think that went well.

You know I really did love you Ethan.

Part of that never goes away.

I know that you think that I pushed you away

a long time ago I - I - pushed you away but

You didn't push me away Amber

you burned my life to the ground.

I know. Mine too.

And I'm sorry about that.

I'm...

It's just that

I still love you.

And I don't know how to do this.

I'm sorry that you're hurting.

Look, I - I know

I was an asshole to you

a lot.

I regret that.

No - look at me.

Amber.

Tell me what to do.

You tell me what to do

and I'll do it.

I was a kid Ethan.

We were just kids. I - I - I - I...

You need to be able to see that- I mean -

Can you see that?

Yeah.

I didn't like the person I was becoming around you.

I hated her

and I don't want to be her anymore.

I think that we both failed us

and Emily.

But Emily can't live without you

You're an amazing mother.

Yeah

but you're her father.

And she's gonna miss you so much.

Why do you have to...

I have to.

He's leaving in three weeks.

Wow. Just like that.

Yup.

It's just a lot of changes coming my way.

I can help

with Emily.

I can help you.

But I gotta figure out everything with work and -

just everything is going to be really different.

Amber... Amber...

I don't think that you're listening to me.

Hey

I'm saying that I want to be a part of your life

and Emily's life in a bigger way.

I know and that's very sweet

but...

you're leaving for tour and

Not forever. I'm here we can figure it...

I know but it doesn't matter because it's not the right time.

You're awfully quiet tonight.

Yeah I guess.

Anything you wanna talk about?

There's just a lot going on right now.

You know? With you taking Emily on and

a lot of a lot of things.

Yeah.

I know it's gonna be a lot with work but

I'm actually really excited.

I miss her so much.

Hey.

What's going on?

I think we need to talk.

Okay.

The owners of the apartment I'm taking care of

are coming back early.

And uh...

You know I'm going on tour for a few months

And I'm not sure

where my home base is gonna be when I come back to New York.

Okay.

Is... that's all?

I ju...

What?

I think we need to break up.

What?

I'm sorry.

I just don't think this is working.

What?

We just can' keep doing this.

What? I...

I don't understand.

Look okay I know that I said that this isn't the right time

but I think maybe once

Emily settles in a little, you know

you can, you can

move in with us.

With me.

Move in?

Yes, I think that I'm ready for that.

I'm...

I mean it Logan I am ready for that.

That's what I...

You know if this is about my parents, you know I don't-

I don't care what they think.

Emily loves you.

She loves you.

I love you.

I love you.

I know that I keep letting you down

but

I never loved anybody like I love you.

So why are you doing this?

Because Amber

I can't

love you from such a vulnerable place.

You say yes to me and my life is amazing

you say no and I'm crushed and

I can't

love you from this place.

I...

I really... I really...

I need you okay?

I need you.

I don't, I don't want to do this alone. I don't.

You have all these things

that you wanna do

you know?

And there's so much you have to focus on

and it's not me.

You gotta figure out what you want.

I know what I want. I know what I want.

I want you.

I want you.

Please don't do this.

Don't do this okay?

Come here.

Please don't do this.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

So this is it then?

That's all?

I need you to go.

Can I walk you home... at least?

No.

You should just go.

Can... I can still walk you home...

Please go.

♪ Summer in the green ♪

I love you.

Go.

♪ Soft beneath my feet ♪

Please just go.

♪ Wishing for another kiss before we end this dream ♪

Damnit.

♪ I was yours right from the start ♪

♪ Nothing lasts forever like a broken heart ♪

♪ No amount of time ♪

♪ Can get you off my mind ♪

♪ You changed the way I see myself ♪

♪ There's no leaving you behind ♪

♪ Deeply you have ♪

♪ Made your mark ♪

♪ Nothing lasts forever ♪

♪ Like a broken heart ♪

♪ I'm standing in the rain ♪

♪ Getting washed away ♪

♪ A friendly face, a coffee shop ♪

♪ You look like you're okay ♪

♪ Laughing as I ♪

♪ Fall apart ♪

♪ Nothing lasts forever ♪

♪ Like a broken heart ♪

♪ My broken heart ♪

♪ Summer in the green ♪

♪ Soft beneath my feet ♪

♪ Wishing for another kiss ♪

♪ Before we end the dream ♪

♪ I was yours ♪

♪ Right from the start ♪

♪ Nothing lasts forever ♪

♪ Like a broken heart ♪

♪ My broken ♪

♪ Heart ♪

Sounds good on my end.

I'm not sure what you want me to do with this information Amber.

I don't think that lifestyle suits you

or Emily.

It's for the best.

You don't think it suits me mom?

It's not a dress that we're talking about.

You asked my opinion.

No, I didn't mom.

You asked me how I was doing

and I can't hide this

I'm sorry, I'm a mess.

Exactly why you need to turn the page.

Nothing good can ever come of this darling.

Why not.

Because it's not who we are Amber.

I'm your daughter mom, I'm not you.

Of course not but you're...

But what?

I love her.

Emily loves her.

And she left you.

It's for the best.

Yeah maybe it is for you mom but it's not for me.

She made me happy.

She made me feel alive

for the first time.

And she loves me I know she still loves me.

It's not love.

It'll pass.

It'll pass. It'll pass?

Mom this is heartache.

Okay?

This is good old fashioned heartache.

And if you can't see that

if you can't see past your shame

then I'm sorry but you don't get to be a part of this.

You don't get to be a part of my life.

You're gonna lose me.

You're gonna lose her.

You will lose us.

C'mon

We're going. C'mon.

Grace.

You just need to let her be.

Okay?

She'll ruin her reputation.

This isn't easy for me either.

Not in the same way as you but -

Mostly because it's not easy for Amber.

I mean, I can see that.

She could just wait to meet the right man.

She was

happy. I mean, had you stopped to notice that?

Happy?

Put yourself in her shoes for a second.

I would never be in her shoes Michael.

Maybe being with Logan

surprised her

maybe it was there all along.

In any case

she's 30 years old

going throug a divorce

and coming out to the world

As gay.

I - I - just look -maybe

maybe she is

there's nothing we can do to change that.

And I'm not sure I'd want to.

Well you're on your own then.

Grace.

Don't do this.

She's still your daughter.

She's still the same Amber.

This is not something she'll buckle under to please you.

Don't push her away.

Well should we get some lunch?

You know what restaurant's really close by?

Yeah.

You okay?

Mm Hm

Really cuz it seems like maybe you're upset about something.

Hey there little girl

why so glum?

I don't know. Maybe we should do some silly rock puns?

to make her laugh?

No, no, no, no, no, she hates silly rock puns

Well

my sediments exactly.

I was magma before I was cool.

That's stupid

you're stupid.

Hey, hey, hey, hey

woah.

First of all that's not okay.

Okay?

What's going on?

I don't know.

What are you upset about?

I don't know.

You know what the feelings are maybe?

I don't know. I said I don't know.

Okay. Okay.

Look

I know it's been... a big year

with a lot of changes.

A lot of feelings, big feelings.

Confusing feelings

and I - I - I -

it's hard for a grown up you know I'm, I'm feeling...

feeling confused too.

Really?

Yeah.

But you need to know that when you're feeling this

when you're feeling confused and angry

you can tell me

There's nothing you can say that's gonna hurt my feelings.

Really?

Yeah, really.

I'm sorry.

No, I'm sorry.

I feel

so

angry!

Everything's messed up!

That was a good plop.

Shall we get some pizza?

♪ Salt water cures ♪

♪ Everything ♪

♪ And candy is for travelling ♪

♪ You made me believe ♪

♪ You had done it all before ♪

♪ And never thought you wanted more ♪

Oh it's mine but

honey I think it's time to put it away.

Your mom will be here soon.

Do we have to?

I'm sorry love.

C'mon.

Can we play again tomorrow?

Yes, sure.

How about next week?

Mm Hm

Next year?

Yeah.

What about when I'm big like mommy?

Of course

I will always be there for you.

Hey.

Hi mommy.

I'm sorry.

♪ You always take the small roads ♪

♪ Cuz it's prettier that way ♪

♪ And when somebody's crying ♪

♪ You know the perfect thing to say ♪

♪ You're the woman I rely on ♪

♪ I hear you every day ♪

Well thank you so much for coming Phill.

Of course.

You're the best.

See you later.

Hey um, tell Sol I say hi.

Are you familiar with her work?

Uhh, yeah.

What do you think?

Part of me loves it and the other part of me is

terrified about what everybody else is thinking.

You're the artist.

Well

now it would seem insincere of me to say that

I think your work is exquisite.

Maybe a little.

It is.

Thank you.

I won't take up any more of your time.

Yeah okay. It's nice to meet you.

Uh, Tim.

Tim, I'm Amber.

Amber... umm

Do you drink coffee?

Just cuz if you do, I could sit next to you

while you do that.

Would it be okay if I called you sometime?

Yeah.

Sure.

There's...

my contact information is at the front desk.

Okay well then, I'm gonna go to the front desk.

Congratulations.

Thank you.

Enjoy your night.

Excuse me

hi

Amber?

Yes!

Regina Dey.

Yes... yes I know who you are.

It's such a treat to meet you.

I'm just so honoured that you would

come to my opening.

I wanna talk to you about your work.

I do... I have a few ideas.

That would be great.

Thank you.

Yes.

Well you have guests to entertain.

Yes of course.

Do call me.

You can count on it.

Thank you.

Hi

We got Logan Pierce here performing live at

The Caveat downtown Toronto

Could you turn that up please?

Logan it is such a treat to have you in the studio.

Thank you so much for

I'm so happy to be here.

Of course, your new single 'Hold On'

is just climbing the charts. Could you

tell us a little bit about what inspired that song?

Gosh umm

I don't know where to start

Come on girl you can dig in there a little bit more.

You know, we're live.

So you want me to spill my guts for the world?

Well...

...for you JoJo, I will.

Umm...

Well you know it's simple.

it's about

Love

you know, the kind of love you dream about when

you're a kid. When you're growing up and learning

about everything

and then you get older and

you stop believing in it

But... uh...

Turns out, it's real.

It's a thing.

Do tell.

It's ah, in the past. Long story.

Aren't they all?

Okay...

Umm...

Well when I first wrote the song

it was kind of like

I wrote it

for someone I hadn't even met yet.

But umm...

when I played it for an audience for the first time

a friend of mine was in the room

and all of the sudden

it was really clear... that

somehow

I had written it for her.

And that's the story.

That's it.

You heard it here first.

Oh my god.

on JB Live Toronto. Now what you have

all been waiting for

this is Logan Pierce with Hold On.

♪ I know that you're comin' ♪

♪ I can see down ♪

♪ the road ♪

♪ I'm travelling ♪

♪ But I'm not alone ♪

So when do you leave?

Should I go?

I mean, what if she was talking about somoene else?

I... okay fine. But what it doesn't mean what I

think that it means?

Tell me this

when you're an old woman

will you be okay and look back on your life not knowing?

Wondering what would have happened?

Your time is now.

Step in.

Don't hang back by the sidelines

I love you.

Well wouldn't that be a surprising turn of events.

Mm Hm yeah... shut up.

Okay go.

Go get your woman!

Ahh...

Don't you have a flight to catch?

Yes! Okay yes. Thank you. Thank you.

I love you.

I love you. I love you!

♪ Pour another coffee in my cup ♪

♪ Give me something pretty to look at ♪

♪ I need every distraction I can get ♪

♪ It would be so easy to slip up ♪

♪ Oooh ♪

♪ I didn't want to walk away ♪

♪ Oooh ♪

♪ But there was nothing left to say ♪

♪ Gonna give it everything I got ♪

♪ I'm gonna show the fighters who's fighting ♪

♪ And I might be alone when I'm on top ♪

♪ But I will be a hundred percent in ♪

♪ Oooh ♪

♪ I didn't want to walk away ♪

♪ Oooh ♪

♪ But there was nothing left to say ♪

♪ Oooh ♪

♪ I'm making my own dreams come true ♪

♪ Oooh ♪

♪ I'm a better me ♪

♪ becuase of you ♪

♪ Becuase of you ♪

♪ Because of you ♪

Thank you Toronto.

Have an amazing night.

Oh hey

Hey

Great show tonight.

Thank you.

There's someone here to see you.

♪ Everything can wait ♪

♪ Just a little bit ♪

Hi.

Hi.

Uh... how long have you been here?

The entire show.

You were incredible.

You... um...

I... I... uh, don't know what to say.

I feel like if I

speak too loud

or ahh

move too fast you might just...

dissappear.

I'm not going anywhere.

Um...

I heard about your art show.

Congratulations.

Thank you.

So, did you

just come for the music or...?

I miss you.

You were right

you know I really needed to

see myself

before I could see myself in the world with you.

I was looking for approval

from everyone. But what I really needed

was my own and I know that now.

And I know that

My life

just isn't right without you.

I want you.

I want you.

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♪ I will be the light ♪

♪ Here when you need me ♪

♪ Any day or night ♪

♪ I will love you completely ♪

♪ I can see your heart ♪

♪ It's bright and open ♪

♪ Even with the darkness ♪

♪ You're always holding ♪

♪ Hey ♪

♪ There's nothin' left to say ♪

♪ The words have flown away ♪

♪ And left us here ♪

♪ Just starin' ♪

♪ Hi ♪

♪ I'm lookin' in your eyes ♪

♪ And suddenly the skies ♪

♪ Are opening around me ♪

♪ You have found me ♪

♪ You will be the light ♪

♪ Here when I need you ♪

♪ Any day or night ♪

♪ I will always be near you ♪

♪ You can see my heart ♪

♪ It's bright and open ♪

♪ Even with the darkness ♪

♪ I'm always holdin' ♪

♪ Hey ♪

♪ There's nothin' left to say ♪

♪ The words have flown away ♪

♪ And left us here just starin' ♪

♪ Hi ♪

♪ I'm lookin' in your eyes ♪

♪ And suddenly the skies ♪

♪ Are opening around me ♪

♪ You have found me ♪

♪ I will be the light ♪

♪ Here when you need me ♪

♪ Any day or night ♪

♪ I will love you completely ♪