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[Song: What's wrong with being imperfect? Singer: Huang Yali]

♫ In the crescent moon lives a daydreaming girl ♫

♫ In dreams smiling sweetly like cotton candy ♫

♫ Ignite the fairy stick and close your eyes, wait for him to appear ♫

♫ A boy shared his thoughts to the tree hole ♫

♫ Fall down and get back up, look up to the blue sky ♫

♫ Put on a suit and become the knight she wants ♫

♫ Who hasn't been hurt before? ♫

♫ Wounds can turn into strength ♫

♫ What's wrong with being imperfect? ♫

♫ After rain it becomes sunny, meeting the light ♫

♫ Being imperfect is also beautiful ♫

♫ With half a pair of wings can also soar high ♫

♫ What's wrong with being imperfect? ♫

♫ As long as there is a future with full of expectations ♫

♫ There is always a place for love ♫

♫ We're not perfect, but we are meant for each other ♫

[My Girl]

[Episode 21: No makeup, showing disappointment]

PTSD?

Who has PTSD?

It's me.

I have PTSD.

Then, what illness is that?

Let me give you an example.

For example, if you get scolded by your boss then will would you think

it would better if I was the boss of my boss?

When you go buy things at the grocery store then you'll think

that it would've been great if the items were discounted,

- right? - I did.

If you like someone then you'll think

that it would've been great if they were my girlfriend.

Have you?

Let me give you the simplest example. If you're old then you'll think

it would've been great if I could go back to being eighteen years old.

This is illusions in your eyes

but to me, I will treat it like it's real.

Whenever I relapse, please do not tell me I have PTSD.

because that way, the consequences will be very severe,

right?

That's right.

Then has your illness ever acted up?

A few times.

There was one time that I thought you were a makeup artist.

We were at the television program everyday.

You did my makeup and covered my acne.

Do you still remember?

I remember.

There was one time that I thought you were the boss of the company and we were working face to face.

Our love started from then on.

Do you still remember?

I also remember.

There was also one time where I thought we were siblings.

Even though we weren't related by blood but we loved each other

but our family doesn't agree to our relationship.

I was forced to be with a girl that I didn't like.

He even dare to say it.

What about later?

Later on, you use all means to prove that you love me.

You confessed to me and we overcame the obstacles to end up together.

I also remember this.

Look

at how much you loved me back then.

I didn't.

We were a couple for ten years.

You're still shy in front of me. That is really rare.

Can he be more shameless?

How come you didn't tell me earlier that you have PTSD?

I was afraid that you'll worry about me.

Everytime I encounter pressure then I'll act up.

I'm afraid that you will...

just like now.

- Shen Yi! - Director Shen!

- Shen Yi! - Director Shen!

- Shen Yi! - Director Shen!

- Shen Yi, are you fine? - Director Shen!

- Shen Yi! - Director Shen, are you fine?

Shen Yi, what are you up to?

Don't touch him!

It's all my fault.

I told him about the divorce right now.

He must be under a lot of pressure.

What happens if his illness acts up right now?

Shen Yi.

What's wrong with me?

You are...

Hello, I'm Lawyer Su.

I'm here to help you two with the divorce procedures today.

Divorce?

We only got married for one month? Why are we divorcing?

Darling.

Do you still remember what year it is right now?

2020. We only got married for one month.

How could you hold a divorce procedure?

That... let's end here today.

You may leave first. Treat it like you've never came before.

Meng Hui, do you really want to divorce me?

No, I didn't.

We only got married for one month. How could we divorce?

We have a good relationship.

I really do feel inadequate.

Meng Hui,

let me talk with Shen Yi.

Okay.

Shen Yi, what are you doing? How can you switch it around and trick her?

Do you think you can keep dragging it on so that Meng Hui never divorces you?

Won't you be forcing her to remain in her current state forever?

Do you want her to live in dreams forever?

It'll be very troublesome and she'll never recover.

You're wrong. How come every time Meng Hui's illness acts up,

you guys all choose to cooperate with her, lie to hear, let her live in dreams, and fulfill her wishes.

Didn't you guys ever want to tell her the reality and let her accept herself?

What is reality?

Reality is that I love her and she loves me.

When I "relapsed" just then, she didn't even hesitate to protect me.

Can't you tell that she loves me?

So, both of us love each other so why should we divorce?

But this is more troublesome. You must prove that you guys love each other so she can recover.

You have to prove you that you guys are still in love with each other in order for her to recover.

I have confident.

My dad told me before that this is an opportunity.

At the beginning, I couldn't understand

but just now,

I already found a solution to solve it.

We might even be able to completely cure her PTSD this time.

Wei Lei,

you seemed to put it in the wrong place. The heart one should be here.

This is crooked.

Move it down a bit. Move it down by a centimeter.

Like this?

Enough, leave. Shen Yi is about to come back.

Leave.

Leave.

Are you still blaming me?

It's just that somethings

I still haven't thought about it clearly. Give me some more time.

I'll think with you then.

This isn't your problem.

Don't be troubled with me.

You're back. Dinner is ready.

Dinner is ready. Do you want to eat first or take a bath?

Do you want me to prepare the water?

Love you.

You... say it again.

L- Love you.

Is there something wrong?

I know.

How is it? Is it the same as how you first met me?

Am I beautiful? Am I pretty?

Beautiful.

It's good that I'm beautiful.

I'll go take a shower and sleep then.

Director Xu, in the morning, I came to the company to take a look.

The company's documents, computer systems, and meeting agendas

are all dated with 2030.

I'll give you an hour to change it back to ten years ago.

Why?

You...

remembered everything?

Aren't you the person who best understands Shen Yi?

How could you not know he has PTSD?

It's right that it's 2030 right now

but Shen Yi thinks we went back to ten years ago when we first met.

Shen Yi has PTSD?

It's not a serious illness, just a mental one. Don't discriminate against him.

Take this document back and redo it. What were you even thinking?

It's too innovative. We need to do a retro version.

But, Director Meng, I just made this proposal again.

But this is also for Shen Yi. Aren't you his right hand person?

It's more suitable for you to do this.

Director Meng, I already explained to you.

Shen Yi and I have no relationship. You're overthinking.

You still don't remember what I'm saying. In 2030, you indeed have no relationship with Shen Yi

but it's 2020 right now.

You and Shen Yi are close friends.

What do you mean?

We returned back to ten years ago. I won't interfere with your guys' relationship.

You guys can try to see if you can be together.

You've worked hard.

- Shen Yi. - What's wrong?

I casually made you some food.

See if it suits your taste.

No need. Meng Hui will deliver food for me.

Take it away.

Meng Hui, why did you come now? I'm about to starve to death.

Why don't you eat hers? Hers look tastier.

But I only want to eat yours.

What good food did you make today?

Miss Meng Hui, you remembered it wrong. Shen Yi, doesn't eat bitter melon.

As long as you made it, then I'll like eating it.

Okay, I'll feed you.

Why are you using all sorts of details to hint that you love me very much?

- What do you mean? - Look.

Your watch has stopped at 9:33 a.m.

That means in your heart, other than me, it's still me.

Do you think I'm very childish?

I'm joking.

But, I've received your sincerity.

Okay.

Don't pretend. I was the one who gifted you this watch.

You have so many watches but why do you only wear this one?

Thank you, darling.

I have to work now. Let's go home together tonight.

I'll go work too.

Okay.

Are you finished?

You're so slow.

Let's go.

- Shen Yi. - What's wrong?

There's a lot of documents so you have to suddenly work overtime

so you might have to go back late.

- No, that— - Okay, you guys work overtime then.

I'll get going first. You can come home later.

Bye-bye.

What are you doing?

I suddenly thought of an interesting little game.

I want to play it with you.

Look, our palm lines match.

Do you know how rare that is? It's less than one in a thousand.

Do you know why? This means

we're fated. Your heart has me

and my heart has you.

Childish. This is a game played by kids.

If you go out to find ten people, it'll probably work with nine people.

Xing Yao, let me borrow your hand.

See, it doesn't match!

I'm fated with you.

You guys take your time and play.

In the past, we belonged to each other.

but how long can this line be?

We just got married but what about ten years later?

Will you still love me?

A lifetime is so long. Can you guarantee that you'll never change?

What are you doing?

As long as it's within my abilities,

I can let the line be as long as you want

but it doesn't have to be too long as long as it's a lifetime.

The table, you can wipe, the floor, you mop, the sofa, you wash, the wall–

I will clean it.

What's wrong?

Leave.

Director Shen.

Didn't I tell you to postpone the wedding? Why did you come again?

The wedding is canceled

but do you remember the 30,000 fresh flowers you ordered?

I-I already paid the deposit.

- Director Shen. - Jiang Jiang!

W- What is he saying? Something about canceling the wedding. How come I don't understand?

Director Shen, you own such a large company. How could you deny the charges you owe?

I'm not denying my charges. What are you talking about? I don't understand.

What are you talking about? What about the wedding being canceled?

I came to discuss the details about the wedding with you.

Time's tight and we have lots to do. What deposit are we refunding?

We already got married for a month and haven't had a wedding.

You must look forward to a grand wedding, right?

If you want it then we'll have one.

Really?

I love you.

I love you too.

Happiness came all of a sudden.

I'm saying that a broken mirror can be put back together.

You must live a harmonious married life and never break your vows.

Be sweet to each other and live happily.

Fresh flowers, a lawn, a helicopter. Whatever you need, I can get it.

Spend however much you need.

I'll go make preparations.

Meng Hui, are you really going to hold a wedding with me?

Look at how good I treat you. I'll give you whatever you want.

But I think it's not enough.

What else do you want?

I want...

I want...

I want a honeymoon.

- Shen Yi! Don't be too over— - That.

Calm down. He's a patient after all. Calm down.

Honeymoon right?

Okay, you and you all go.

Why are they going for? Isn't a honeymoon for a world of two people?

Isn't this your brother,

assistant, and my best friend? So what if they come with us?

You've been weird with Sui An recently. Do you not want to go?

We're good.

I'll remember you.

5-star hotel, first-class airplane ticket, use his credit card for everything. Put it on his tab.

No problem, use my credit card.

You're so outgoing this time.

But I have a request.

Okay, say it all at once.

I want to have the honeymoon first then hold the wedding.

Okay, no problem. I can fulfill it.

- Can I get a mixed salad? - Okay.

No, it's better to order the steak. Didn't you want to eat it?

How did you know?

You were looking at the top left corner of the menu for a long time, but you kept hesitating.

You're guessing that I'm very tired today and I don't want to eat oily food so you ordered a salad for me.

There's no need. Just order whatever you want to eat.

Your girlfriend is really good at reading people.

You're so amazing.

- Hello. - Hello.

Give me a warm cup of milk.

Okay, please wait.

Thank you.

I'm not cold. I want to eat ice cream.

Huh?

Why are you always walking in front of me?

Can you put aside the fact that you're a therapist?

We're dating and not looking at an illness.

You don't have to try to predict everything.

How can there be any surprises or any fun if you're like that?

Are you still cold?

Ah Tao.

Why did you come?

I came to wait and eat dinner with you. I don't know if I have this honor.

You don't.

I said already said that I have a boyfriend.

I know.

It's Qian Shan Company, Shen Qian Shan's son, Shen Yi's

assistant. There are rumors about it.

Everyone's saying how the great and famous Liu Yi Xin is dating some assistant.

So funny.

You have to put your insight further. For example, me,

I'm one thousand better than him.

I have a house and a car.

I can afford to buy flowers and I earn more money than you.

Why should I be with you?

I don't understand. How can I not be compared to him?

Have you been using him as your research test subject

to study dating psychology?

Jiang Jiang! Jiang Jiang!

It's so beautiful.

Boss, isn't the inside of this place quite nice. You were even complaining about it just then.

Boss, let's play this.

Come on, I'll serve the ball.

Childish.

I'll go look at the rooms.

Let's go over there to take a look.

Look at this.

[2020]

Didn't you already make preparations?

I'm going to go to the washroom.

How can an old married couple spark passion?

First, you must maintain a sense of mysteriousness.

You must be able to hide it well, remain elusive.

Stay secretive and unpredictable.

Keep them guessing.

What are you reading?

From The Psychology of Dating, by Liu Yi Xin.

Is it this book, The Psychology of Dating ?

I left yesterday, not because I was mad that you had other pursuers,

but because I found out this book was by you.

You knew that I was using it as my relationship guide book, yet...

What else have you been keeping from me?

It really does feel like you're using me as a test subject.

I randomly wrote this book.

You guys shouldn't trust it either.

Did you understand?

Nope.

But I understand.

Watch me tonight. I will arrange everything.

Cheers!

Since you guys haven't gotten married yet, tonight will be a singles' night.

Let's play some exciting games. How does truth or dare sound?

Whoever doesn't answer has to drink.

I'll ask the first question.

What kind of daring things have you done for the person most important to you?

For her, I've had to prematurely terminate projects I've worked on for many years.

My company also almost went bankrupt.

Everyone already knows this story.

When I graduated from university, there was an opportunity to do my postgraduate overseas.

That night, he ended up getting drunk with his friends and passed out.

I braved a rainstorm and took him to the hospital.

The doctor ended up telling me that

he was actually just too exhausted from writing his thesis and fell asleep.

The next day, I caught a severe cold.

I missed out on the postgraduate opportunity.

How come you never told me this?

You sacrificed so much for her. Who is this girl?

Is it someone you've kept hidden in your heart? I thought you told me you never dated?

You never told me you got into a postgraduate program.

You said you wanted to start your own business after graduation.

If I didn't say that, how could you have been at ease?

I–

Your most important person really is him.

Next question, how many times have you dated?

How many times have you dated?

Can I choose to do a dare instead?

Let's split up the rooms through cards. Jiang Jiang, hand out the cards.

O-Okay.

Whoever gets the King gets to decide.

I got the King. Whoever picked a 9

must share a room with me tonight.

Eh?

Jiang Jiang, how did you hand out the cards?

I read it upside down.

Isn't his a 6?

Yeah, it's a 6.

That's right, 6, 6, 6.

Then yours can only be a 9.

Wei Lei, how about we share a room tonight?

I caused such a ruckus, for what?

Are you my sister or not? Why are you trying to mess up such an important moment for me?

But isn't tonight singles' night?

Do you know what singles' night is?

Passionate.

Unpredictable.

Go back, I don't want to talk to you.

So... what is singles' night supposed to be?

Didn't you say you were here to help get Shen Yi and Meng Hui get back together?

I was trying to fool her.

See, now she's going to sleep with Shen Yi.

Yeah, those two are going to bed in the same room.

But now I'm stuck sharing a room with you.

You're too full of yourself.

I didn't do this for you.

I'm going to go stay with Ah Tao.

Have you been using me as a test subject?

- I haven't. - Have you been fooling me this whole time?

I–

I'm going to find Dr. Sui.

Why would you go find him?

At least Dr. Sui is a doctor.

This was my PhD thesis. It just so happened I got it published.

After meeting you, I realized this was all nonsense.

Psychology is just psychology. Clinical trials are just clinical trials.

Look at this. Attraction. Do you remember we first met in your office?

You insisted I had problems, so I had no choice but to go in and see you once a week.

Did you do that just to get my attention? I was your test subject.

Then you're a very interesting subject.

See, you can't deny it now.

Look at this part. Reliance.

Whenever I encounter a problem, you show up by my side immediately,

and call and text me nonstop, asking me for my itinerary and my plans.

You did that so I'd get used to it and become reliant on you.

And this part. Protectiveness.

You got along with your classmates very well, but you made it seem like

you were bullied in middle school because everyone treated you like a boy,

triggering my sense of protectiveness.

And this too, "Awareness of gender"

When I went to your house for the first time, your...

What did I even see? You did it on purpose.

I really wasn't aware.

So... so that's when you started liking me?

I think I like you.

No, that wasn't. Don't speak nonsense.

It really wasn't?

It was.

That really wasn't my intention.

Also, I didn't wear that one today.

W- Who's asking that?

Sui An is looking for you.

What happened to you? Did you get into a fight with Dr. Sui?

Do you believe me? He's going to come find me within a minute.

60, 59, 58, 57...

What are you doing?

In a stable relatinship,

you should add in some unpredictable factors.

You should maintain an appropriate physical distance and emotional distance.

This way, you can arouse a sense of curiosity

and lust, in both parties.

Staying reserved without being too undisciplined.

Being conservative without losing a sense of self.

Stern without being arrogant.

Author, Liu Yi Xin.

I'm going to sleep outside.

Don't you find yourself annoying?

Dr. Sui, when are you going to pick up Miss Wei Lei?

Do you think she'll end up sleeping there tonight?

If you want to go back, you can go back on your own.

I don't dare. I'm scared Ah Tao won't like that.

I feel very useless. I can't compare to her in anything.

She keeps holding on to me so shamelessly. What is she hoping to get from me?

No matter how many times I take the initiative, how hardworking I am,

it's all useless, all for nothing.

The truth is I'm not good enough for Ah Tao.

I don't deserve to be liked by her.

Can't you tell I like you?

Are you avoiding me?

Only when I am with you can I let go of all restraints.

I don't have to worry about the day people will expose me.

I don't have to worry about the day I turn old and ugly.

If I didn't provoke Zheng Jue at the time,

he wouldn't have injured Meng Hui's face.

But I never told him what happened

and kept it from him all these years.

It turns out he's like me. He's worried people will find out his secret.

What did I say? He was definitely going to come find me.

Ah... Tao.

Why is it you? What are you doing?

I'm here to find Ah Tao.

As expected, he still finds me annoying.

I already took an initiative, yet he's still ignoring me.

Don't be upset.

I'm so good at acting.

I'm pretty good here.

All right, that's enough.

Wei Lei.

I never found you annoying.

It's because I feel like I made a lot of mistakes,

but I never stood up and took responsibility for it.

I feel like the Sui An you like

should be a man with a sense of responsibility,

a man who can withstand anything.

But I feel like I am not.

You should find someone that can take responsibility.

To me, you're the best person.

Do you remember when I got my restoration surgery,

I always called you in the middle of the night,

asking you whether there would be any long term side effects.

You always very patiently explained it to me.

Whenever I needed you the most,

you were always by my side,

never giving up on me.

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Do you still need therapy?

Yes.

It can't be cleaned.

Try harder.

- You didn't use detergent, of course it can't be cleaned. - Oh.

You're so dumb. Let me do it.

I got it, let me do it.

Love is the best kind of makeup.

♫ Life is like strolling in an endless circle ♫

♫ Unable to escape; unable to retreat ♫

♫ I have long been used to this chaotic world ♫

♫ But I can feel you here in this world ♫

♫ Before approaching you, I secretly counted down the time ♫

♫ I want to find you; I want to hold you tight ♫

♫ For this, I would wait another thousand years until I meet you ♫

♫ Unbelievably beautiful and incomparable ♫

♫ Your eyes shines like diamonds captivating me ♫

♫ You're the most dazzling spark in this darkness ♫

♫ Don't let me wander the world ♫

♫ Leading me ♫

♫ Like the North Star protecting all the corners ♫

♫ Please let me be loved, too ♫

[Song: My Polar Star] [By: Chen Xueran]