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Open up!

Open up!

Maniac! Open the door!

Open up!

Open up, you animal!

Who's in there with you?

Liar! Open the door!

You promised.

How could you do this to me?

Please, open the door.

Please.

Open up, you maniac!

Open up!

Hey, what's going on? Shut up or I'll call the cops.

Mind your own business! Open up!

How could you do this to me?

How could you!

I'm begging you, open the door!

Bastard!

Damn you! God damn you!

I was worried sick about you!

Why? What is it this time?

Where have you been?

It's 7 in the morning.

People are going off to work and you're just getting home.

I was with friends. I'm going to bed now.

Why are you doing this, İzzet?

You're so aimless.

You just drift through life.

- Don't start that again. - Start what again!

What makes you sure of yourself?

Open your eyes a little!

You've got no right to upset me like this.

We're barely making ends meet.

I've got an address.

You're going there tomorrow afternoon.

You'll say a couple of words in front of the camera.

You'll thank me later.

Do you understand?

Be there at three tomorrow.

Otherwise, don't come home and don't ask for money.

I've had it.

- Mom, what's going on! - Nothing. Go to bed!

But you're yelling.

Leyla.

Leyla.

What did you take?

How dare you come here!

I screwed up.

You're right.

But it's over now. It's over all right.

Didn't we move back from Germany because of you?

I'm leaving you this flat.

I'm not touching our bank account. You won't be in need.

We'll do one last job together.

No more jobs! I don't want to.

Don't be such a child.

For God's sake.

What's done is done.

Yılmaz.

Just one more job.

Leyla.

I'll go sell it in Germany.

You know what happens if it's put off. OK?

Deal?

You're right. Forgive me.

Yılmaz...

Come here!

Name and surname, please.

- İzzet Gündoğdu. - Louder please.

- İzzet Gündoğdu. - Okay. Age?

21.

Any experience acting or modeling?

No, none.

Let's see your profile.

- What? - Could you turn to the right? The right.

Turn to the left, please.

Face the camera again.

Let's see your hands.

The back of your hands.

Now show your palms, please.

OK, lower your hands.

Could you smile for the camera?

A big smile. Show your teeth. Smile with your eyes.

There's nothing to smile about.

If you're so tense why'd you come?

- You must be making me tense. - There's no need for arrogance.

- What's arrogance got to do with it! - That's enough. We've got work to do.

Fuck you and your work.

Hey what's up?

You've been hitting the amino acids again.

You bet. I'm in training.

How do I look, buddy?

Good. But don't overdo it.

Hey, knock it off!

Stop it!

I'm in a bad mood as it is.

I want to ask you something.

Are you free tomorrow night?

Why?

There's this widow.

$200 each to hang out with her.

So? What do you say?

I'll think about it.

Think about it? Fuck off!

You turn your nose up at everything. Who do you think you are?

I said I'd think about it.

No wonder he's broke all the time.

Come on, Hami!

Oh, my sister.

Sister.

Leyla.

Sister!

I'm so happy to see you.

Now Leyla, don't get me wrong.

We haven't seen you for years.

You gave him the best years of your life.

Well, you got a flat and some money out of it.

How much did he give you?

I don't know.

I didn't ask.

Or if I did, I don't remember.

OK, dear. I just wondered.

Shut away from the world all those years.

No career; unable to see us.

Oh well, let's just call it fate.

It was fate.

How did you stand it?

So far away, all alone.

All those years with that guy, and your family here.

The years passed.

How are the kids?

Fine, just fine.

You've never seen them, have you?

No.

Why don't you come over now?

We'll have dinner together.

Now?

Hold on a second.

It's all a bit much.

Come on; get ready.

From now on, we'll live like sisters.

Get dressed and let's go.

OK.

Who knows, my husband might get you a job where he works.

You don't need much.

You'll be fine.

You've got a nice place, small but neat.

I'm ready.

Ready for what?

Like that?

What has he done to you?

You can't go out like that.

Besides, what would the kids think? Or your brother-in-law?

Leyla...

haven't you got anything normal?

Come on.

Go put on something decent.

Who cares what she said.

When they see you they'll call you back.

What's her job there anyway?

I don't know. She holds the camera.

I can't do it! You don't understand!

I can't smile or act natural.

Do those actor-models smile?

I watch the TV series.

They're all stiff as can be.

Son, you've got to grin and bear it until you've got it made.

Why are you such a smart aleck?

Don't take the yoghurt with your fork. Put some on the edge of your plate!

Ah, if I could just see you on TV.

If the world could see you. Ah, ah!

Mom, I feel sick to my stomach.

Still?

Try eating less candy!

I didn't have any. When did I eat candy?

Hello?

Fine, how are you?

What kind of job?

How much are they paying?

OK, text me the address. I'll be there.

No, I'll find it myself.

So, he wanted you dressed like this.

Leyla, isn't he in his fifties?

Why'd you go along with him?

Didn't you have any friends?

How could you dress like that in front of them?

A nightclub floozy wouldn't dress like that.

What are you trying to do?

What are you doing?

What are you doing? Why are you yelling?

Why haven't you unpacked yet?

Put this stuff away.

OK. Whatever.

We'll leave together and get you something.

Leyla, didn't they bother you dressed like that?

My goodness.

Why would they?

Why would they?

What's that supposed to mean?

I never noticed anything.

My God!

All right.

We'll talk about it later.

Right now we're going shopping.

I'm here to see Yılmaz Bey.

- İzzet? - Yes.

Come over here.

Welcome. Have a seat.

- Thanks. - Welcome.

How big's your tool?

I've never measured it.

Never measured it!

Then what are you doing here?

It's not bad!

Got a belly? Are you in shape?

Should I take it off?

Go on. Don't be shy.

Good. Get dressed.

How many times you good for?

Three or four.

Are you relaxed? Can you talk dirty?

I suppose so.

Ever had group sex?

No.

Can I get you tea or coffee?

No thanks.

- You don't come right away do you? - No.

If you do, just tell me. Don't keep any secrets.

I can get you some spray.

I don't.

It won't hurt to have some spray.

OK, İzzet. We'll do that.

Look, your first shoot is next Sunday.

I'll give you 1500 lira for now. I don't know if you're any good or not.

These films are for Germany, right?

That's right, son.

We've been working in Germany for years.

But I thought a change might be nice.

It's cheaper too.

We'll be doing more amateur stuff for the net.

I'm a bit of a visionary, if I do say so myself.

If it works out, how much will I be getting paid?

I told you, we'll talk later.

Don't make a problem out of it. See you Sunday.

I'll call and give you the address.

- OK? - OK.

- See you later. - Thanks, see you.

Bye.

Ma'am? Are you all right? What happened? You didn't see it?

What are you looking at?

- Never seen a woman before? - Nobody's looking at you. It's the noise.

I saw them looking!

Ma'am, it doesn't matter. We'll take care of it.

Continue your shopping.

Are you a maniac or what? What are you looking at?

Never seen a woman before?

You know what she's like? She just doesn't get it.

Face like a pudding.

Never mind. Don't worry about things like that.

What are you talking about?

I didn't say a word to her.

And she invited her fat friend, who told me not to gossip.

She watches from a distance, egging on her friend, the dwarf!

Don't talk like that. You'll be seeing each other again.

I'll never talk to her again. Her face broke out in pimples once.

I went to the doctor with her, all the way to the other side.

Serves her right. With her yellow teeth, her huge feet! I'm so pissed off!

She's got her eye on you.

Binnur, that cross-eyed friend of hers, told me.

Tell me the truth. Did you talk to her?

Come on, Gamze. That's enough.

Did you or didn't you? Back before you met me?

She's got whiskers. She's bearded and gross and shameless.

If you did have a thing with her, congratulations.

Wow, just wow.

We're home!

Son, this is your aunt.

And this is your nephew, Kerim.

Go on, give her a welcome hug.

Welcome, aunt!

Welcome, Leyla.

Thank you.

Go on inside. I'll heat up dinner. Let's get seated at the table.

Keep it down!

So you just got divorced, huh?

Yes. It's over.

What kind of guy is he?

He took you from your family.

And you let him.

They weren't around anyway.

It's good she got out while she still could.

Looks like he took good care of you.

You're only 3 years younger than your big sister, but she's let herself go.

You don't really mean that.

What's that supposed to mean? And in front of the children.

What's the big deal? Did I say something wrong?

Have two kids. Raise them.

Do the housework.

Cooking, laundry, ironing, cleaning.

And have an insensitive husband. Then see what happens!

What are you yelling about!

It's shameful. She's visiting after all these years-

You're the one who's shameful.

Do you know what it means to give birth?

Then to bring children up?

There's no time to look after yourself.

You're right.

Dinner's delicious. Thank you.

Where's the bathroom?

Come here Leyla, my rose.

Come here, sweetie.

Welcome. Have a seat.

See what I brought you?

Bankbooks. See...

I wrote down the passwords.

Savings accounts.

And there's something else.

An ATM card.

Same password.

- You're set for life. - Thanks.

I found someone young.

It's his first time.

Get yourself ready. Come on, pull yourself together.

I will.

That guy's here.

OK, have him shower and get ready.

We shoot in 20 minutes.

Here, take it.

I looked hard for this building.

It's completely empty.

You can scream all you like.

Scream and shout as you like. Come on, sweetie.

Leyla. We'll be starting soon.

What's keeping the gas man?

I've been waiting ever so long.

What took you so long?

Stick it right there, would you?

I'll stick it where you like. That's my job.

What's the matter, son? Is there a problem?

No. I didn't know when to begin.

When do you think? You're all hunched over.

Grab her tits, nice and slow.

Pull up her skirt. Just stick it in. Turn her round and stick it in.

That's what she's telling you to do. Don't be nervous.

Do you want a Viagra?

No, there's no need.

Good. Have a whiskey. It'll relax you.

Bring some whiskey.

Here, drink up.

It'll loosen you up.

OK. Now go for it. Screw her, split her apart.

We're taking it from the beginning.

Ah, what's taking the gas man so long?

Wait. Wait.

Oh, what took you so long?

Sorry I'm late.

Are you strong enough to stick it there. Just there.

I'll stick it wherever you like. That's my job.

What's the matter, son!

I was going to start. If only you'd waited.

Waited for what? We're not making a drama here.

Grab her, grab her tits. Dive right in.

Pull up her skirt and stick it right in.

You're pissing me off!

Is there anything you need?

No. No.

OK, we're taking it from the top.

Where can that gas man be? Wait, wait.

What took you, tiger?

Sorry I'm late.

That's OK. Would you mind putting it there, sticking it right there?

I'll stick it wherever you like. That's my job.

You little bastard! Faggot! I should have got you a guy!

I'm going crack your head in.

You better watch your mouth. You pimp!

Son-of-a-faggot!

Get back. Get back.

- What are you doing, Leyla? - You could have a son his age.

Get going, boy.

I'll smash your head in, you faggot. Fuck off!

Get back, both of you!

Leyla, you're going too far.

You're the one who's gone too far.

After all these years together. Shame on you.

Fuck off.

Hello.

You'd better clear out.

You were lucky.

I know. I waited to thank you.

There's no need for that.

Which way are you going?

I'm taking a taxi.

Can I come with you?

We could get something to eat.

Have you got a headache?

Yes. All the time.

You know, about today.

I don't have any problems.

I was just tense.

It's normal. I'm your mother's age.

That's not it.

You smell nice.

You seem different here.

Calmer.

Really?

How long have you been doing this?

Are you cross-examining me?

No, I just wondered.

I'm sorry.

I thought those kinds of actresses were different.

Or maybe you're different from the others.

How many actresses have you known?

What's more, how well do you know me?

Hello. Yes, mom.

I'm at work. Everything's fine. Don't wait up.

I'm staying at Hami's.

Good night.

I can't go home like this.

Where are you staying tonight?

I don't know. I'll find a place.

You might as well come with me.

It's late.

You got me wrong.

Hey, that's enough.

But we were going to do it on the set.

Good night.

Thanks for the breakfast.

Enjoy it.

I don't cook much. Everything was ready.

Could I have your number?

I'll give you mine, if you like.

Can I have your number?

I'll give you mine.

OK.

Thanks. For last night.

Hami, how's it going?

- Good. What about you? - Good.

What happened to your face?

Don't ask. I'm in deep shit again.

- I want to ask you something. - Go on.

Could you lend me 100 or 200 lira?

I'm broke too.

I really need it. And I can't ask my mom.

- Have you got 50 lira, at least? - No, I swear I don't!

But I can give you a number if you want.

- What number? - A number that'll get you money.

A middle-aged fag. He'll pay the taxi fare to his place, too.

If you really need the money, there's nothing to think about.

I don't want any trouble.

There won't be any. I've been there before.

- OK, give it to me. - Hang on.

Ah. Welcome, sister.

Thanks. Are you cleaning?

Yes. Have a seat.

You look great.

Leyla, I haven't slept a wink since that night.

My husband was a real jerk and I was no better.

Don't take it personally.

That's OK. It doesn't matter.

How'd you find the kids?

Just wonderful.

They're so big. And they take after you.

You think so?

I'm not sure.

They've grown up, Leyla, and we're getting older.

- That's how it goes. - That's how it goes.

- I'll pour us some tea. - That'd be nice.

I'm here to see Leyla Haným.

Can I help you?

I'm here to see Leyla Haným.

Leyla? There's someone at the door.

Oh, come on in.

- I hope I'm not interrupting. - No, not at all.

This is İsmet. This is my sister, Nurgül.

İzzet.

Time for me to go.

But you just got here. I poured you some tea.

My husband's waiting. I've got to make dinner.

I'll come again. Nice to meet you.

And you.

What's the meaning of this? Hold this.

Of what?

How can you be so relaxed about everything!

He's young enough to be your son.

What are you doing with him, Leyla!

I haven't done anything.

I helped him. He's thanking me.

Stop it, Leyla! Thanking you!

Have you looked in the mirror lately?

There's 20 years between you. You could have a son his age.

Are you wasting your money on boys? Find someone decent. Not little boys.

I didn't do anything.

Didn't do anything. You, making a fool of yourself in those miniskirts.

I'm having none of it.

Another headache?

Yeah.

- Let me pour you some tea. - Thanks.

You shouldn't have.

You haven't got any money. There was no need.

Yes, I do.

I've got money. I did a little job. Don't worry.

What do you say I film this?

What are you talking about?

Wouldn't it be great?

No. We agreed about that.

No, not like that. Just me and your feet.

Like this, that's all.

You got a foot fetish now?

No, dear. You won't be seen.

Anyway, I'm not making a movie.

We'll put it on our website. Anyway, it'll be fun for us.

No, Yılmaz. I told you before.

Come on.

What's the big deal?

No one will see you.

Try to be a little open-minded.

So I'm supposed to do it for others.

What others?

You'll film me, Yılmaz.

Then you'll show it around. It's disgusting.

What's disgusting?

I've been doing this for years. And I still am.

Good luck. But I'm keeping out of it.

Sure.

As if I met you at a mosque.

A fifth-rate dance hall mosque.

Leave me out of it.

Whore.

What are you trying to do?

Trying to do?

I'm your mother's age. You do realize that?

So?

So that's that.

What does age matter? Stop thinking about it.

Anyway, I feel like I'm 100. I don't care about anyone's age.

Or your age. I just want to be here, with you.

Look what I got. I snapped it up.

Oh, it's nice. Does it come in other colors?

There were a few others. This one goes with my pants.

I think it's nice.

Don't look now, but a cute guy's coming our way.

Did you wait long? I couldn't find a toilet.

No.

What a nice day. Want to walk around?

It is nice.

But I want to go home. I don't feel well.

Why?

This isn't working. We look all wrong together.

To who?

To me.

We've only just met.

I don't want to. I don't want to.

It's most unsuitable behavior for a girl. Beating up her classmates like that.

You're right, sir. I don't know what to say.

But it's really not like her. Did they provoke her somehow?

Your daughter's a bit heavyset. She's chubbier than her friends.

They might have teased her.

You know what it's like to be teased at that age.

She can't help it.

She takes after me.

May I suggest the girl be put on a diet, for health reasons.

And anyway, what makes her so aggressive?

She grew up without a father.

I was two months pregnant with Ãlknur when her father passed away.

Not that I knew at the time.

Anyway, it's taken its toll on her.

I see. But the other parents are involved now.

I'd like you to speak to her.

İlknur has been suspended for a week.

If there's anyone else in the family who can speak to her have them do so.

We can't tolerate students who use physical force against their classmates.

Do you understand?

Yes, sir. Thank you.

I'll talk to her. I'll do what I can.

Good day.

You've disgraced us both.

What kind of girl does that?

Where did I go wrong?

So you're a little overweight?

Be grateful you haven't got any real problems.

When I think of all I endured to raise you.

First I put up with your father, now you.

God, why have I been cursed?

I'm never going to school again. And I'm not leaving home.

What are you doing?

What's got into you?

Nothing. I was watching that.

So, you screwed up at school.

Don't worry about it. Things happen.

Get off!

What did I do now? Why are you so touchy?

You're bothering me.

What are you trying to do? Who do you think you are?

I'm just trying to talk to you.

Don't. I just want to be left alone. I don't need anyone.

What's the big deal?

All this over a few kilos? You can lose it.

You're so stuck-up!

What's that all about?

You're lucky to have a big brother like me. Shame on you!

What's this? I told you not to get all bundled up. Take it off. Take it off.

Don't. Let me leave this on.

Shhh. Take it off.

Please. I don't want to.

Leave it on then.

Ah! Come here. Get on top of me. That's it. Sit on me.

Leyla.

I know you're in there. Open the door.

Leyla.

Open the door and let's talk.

What?

How are you?

Just super.

Aren't you going to invite me in?

What's this?

What's going on here?

What are you doing here?

What's he doing here?

What do you want, Yýlmaz?

Is he bothering you?

Go, just get lost.

I came here to talk about work.

- Go. I'm not doing any work. - I just want to talk.

Fuck off!

Don't talk like that to me.

Where are your men now?

I'm going to kill you.

Where are your men now?

Get out of my way, İzzet.

What's going on down there?

What's wrong?

I can't manage anything.

I can't do anything right.

I can't.

I like burnt eggs.

If you'd stop taking those pills.

It's not that easy.

They take you to another world.

Is it obvious? Can you tell?

I need them. How else can I bear it?

You've got me.

I wish I could get a new body.

I feel all bruised and rotten.

I wish I could be reborn.

What are you doing, İlknur?

I said, what are you doing?

You don't leave the house. You make trouble at school.

Then you wander around the house like this.

Are you out of your mind? What are you trying to do?

- Take those things off. - What are you doing?

Stay out of it. You come once a week and think you're in charge.

Go to your room. Leave her alone.

How can you talk to me like that?

Is it my fault?

What if she goes out like this?

Come on. Don't overdo it. She's just bored.

She beats up her classmates. Then this.

Are you going to handle her? You're as shiftless as ever.

Enough! That's enough! You're smothering us too!

You're killing me, girl.

You haven't changed a bit.

You do what you gotta do.

Why don't you come visit me, Candan?

Oh God.

Don't ask.

I was wondering about something.

That plastic surgeon of yours.

You said he was great.

He's in Etiler, right?

Have you got his number?

Meltem.

Meltem.

Hey, I'm calling you.

- What's up? - This is up.

Yılmaz, is it the time for this?

It's always the time. Come here. Come here.

When are we going to move?

I want to live in a new flat. I'm sick of this old one.

We'll move, I promise.

We'll move, we'll move. When?

As soon as possible.

Just come over here.

Stop it, Yılmaz. Let me get my socks off.

Look, I made your favorite dessert.

Pudding, with walnuts on top.

Come on, don't upset your mother. It's bad enough at work all day.

Sweety.

Come on, I made all your favorites.

Get up.

I don't want to.

Why not?

I don't want to be fat.

You're not fat. What's an extra kilo or two?

You're saying that because you're fat too.

So what?

So kill me.

You don't understand.

Why get so upset over a thing like that?

I wish I'd never been born.

Ah, that's enough already.

I wish I took after dad.

My brother did. Then I wouldn't be like this.

Doesn't my past bother you?

No.

Why not?

Because it's in the past.

You're so cool about everything.

Sometimes I think you're faking it.

But I'm not.

What makes you like this?

I don't know.

I don't care about things like that.

I had this lump in my chest.

Then I met you that day.

Really?

Yes.

You're good-looking. The girls must be after you.

Yeah. Most of them like me.

You're not modest, are you?

There's nothing to brag about.

People talk like about me like a stick of furniture. Like I haven't got a soul.

I can imagine.

Never mind.

Is it possible to escape the past?

I look in the mirror every day.

Stop looking then.

- Hi, I have an appointment. - What's your name?

Leyla Uyan.

Have a seat. I'll let you know when the doctor's ready.

Hi, I'm Halide Eren. I have an appointment.

Hello. I'm Erdem Bozkurt. Your doctor.

- I'm Leyla. - How can I help you?

- Just a general consultation. - I see.

Let's start with your face.

We can get rid of your crow's feet.

Do you have a problem with dark circles?

I suppose...

We can do a chemical peel.

I won't bother you with the technical terms.

We can lift your eyelids.

And your eyebrows as well.

You could have a general face-lift.

We can sculpt your chin.

Your nose is lovely.

Thank you.

You have some blemishes.

Laser removal is an option.

Get undressed, please.

Your skirt as well.

We can take care of the sagging under your arms.

If you're satisfied with the size of your breasts, we can make them firmer.

The same for your upper thighs.

You haven't got any cellulite. That's good.

- Thank you. - We can lift your knees.

And firm up your belly.

I'll list the procedures one by one.

You can get dressed now.

You mean, I'll look younger?

Of course you will.

It's like being reborn.

Well, not exactly.

We try to make you happier when you look in the mirror.

Thank you. That's wonderful.

It's so exciting.

Excuse me. My wife isn't well. It could be urgent. I'll be right back.

All right. That's fine.

I am sorry for you loss.

What am I going to do without him?

My son is gone!

What am I going to do?

Come here, boy.

I am sorry.

I don't know how to endure this pain.

Dying from a heart attack at 22...

The doctors said it happens, but...

It's hard.

It's so hard, boy.

He was at a man's house.

To help with something.

- The man called them. - When is the funeral?

Tomorrow, at noon.

Guess who they are?

- Is that you there? - It's me and the missus.

You're crazy! OK. I'll be round next week.

All right then. See you later. Bye bye.

Welcome.

You didn't believe it. Sit down and have a look.

What's this?

Yılmaz, what have you done?

What have I done? Something super. Sit down and watch.

Why did you get up?

Why'd you turn it off? We were watching it.

Yılmaz, we'd better go now.

What kind of animal are you?

Are you showing me to everyone?

You're disgusting!

You animal! You dirty bastard!

You can sell your own body, but how dare you use mine!

Hey! What's the big deal? Everyone's doing it!

You've lost it. All those years in porn, you don't know what's right anymore.

You humiliated me in front of everyone.

Am I a whore? Is that how you see me?

What's that got to do with it?

Unbelievable.

I was just showing the guys how it's done.

I was giving them tips. We're not giving it to anyone else.

We're keeping it.

How could you? Without telling me!

How could you?

I knew you'd get mad.

You don't have to be embarrassed by the boys.

They are one of us.

They're professionals.

It's just a fantasy. A harmless fantasy.

Fantasy...

Yeah, that's all.

A fantasy.

All right then. Come on, let's do another one.

What do you mean?

- Is that the camera? - Yes.

- Turn it on. - You're not joking, are you?

No, I mean it. Start it.

What are you doing?

Go on.

I'm turning it on.

Hey, look.

If you turn on the TV...

We can watch yourself.

Go on, wave.

I'm setting it up. Wait a second.

Look at me.

I'm going to get myself a drink.

Get ready. Go on.

Now that's more like it. That's it, darling.

I always told you, people shouldn't put limits on their bodies.

What are you trying to do?

Hey, what's going on!

Did you take my pills?

You even took the ones in my purse!

We talked about it. You said you were giving them up.

Not in one day! What's it to you?

You have no right. What do you want from me?

What do you think I want?

Are you trying to make me fall in love? Are you trying to kill me?

What's behind this face of yours? What about me?

I'm getting old. Don't play around with me.

Don't start, Leyla. We talked this over.

You're still hung up on age.

My best friend died last night.

A heart attack. He was 22.

I've run out of patience.

Run out of patience. So what are you going to do?

What will you do?

Find another old woman?

Look!

Is this better? This is my real face.

What have you done?

What do you see behind my face?

I'm sorry.

Come here.

Take it easy.

Take it easy.

Where's İzzet?

İzzet kim?

The patient with the lacerated face?

He's outside. He's fine.

I have some good news. You're five months pregnant.

I did porn films for years.

There are certain precautions you should take at your age.

We'll need to monitor you.

My room's at the end of the hall, on the right.

You might want to rest first.

Congratulations.

I'm pregnant.

That's great.

You're blossoming.

At my age?