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Teach me.

I want you to teach me.

Is it that amazing?

Yes, it is.

You fool. Watch the angle of the needle.

While you are sharpening the needles, also train your mind.

A doctor and his needle

should be as one, connected to each other.

Do you not think that the needles will know if you had bad intentions?

What...

SHINHYE HOSPITAL

What do you mean...

she has disappeared?

Are you the new doctor?

Yes, I am--

Please, ma'am.

How bad are you at your jobs that she disappears the day before her surgery?

Find her.

If something happens to my daughter...

your career as a doctor is over.

Are you okay?

Oh, my, that must really hurt.

How long has it been for Oh Ha-ra?

It's been a few days since she was hospitalized.

That was Ha-ra's mother.

She is a friend of the wife of the hospital's chairman and--

I'm asking how long it's been since Ha-ra disappeared.

Well, it's been...

-about 30 minutes. -And you're telling me this now?

She's a cardiac patient. Don't you know what that means?

I know what it means. I know enough.

She's a walking time bomb.

I guess she's worse since bombs can be stopped, but hearts...

Is it still not here?

Are you talking about Oh Ha-ra?

No, she's not--

No, I'm talking about the clue for hide-and-seek.

It must be here by now.

What are you talking about?

It's here.

ONE ATTACHED FILE

What is she doing? Who is this?

Who took this?

Wait. Yeon-gyeong, isn't this you?

This is awesome. You're awesome.

Do you party like this?

This place is where I found Oh Ha-ra last time.

Does that mean...

you have to go there in this outfit?

Is Ha-ra in that club?

She shouldn't go to places like that.

Same outfit, come alone.

She's asking you to come wearing the same outfit.

-With the skirt. -Do you think I'm insane?

Do I have to do this?

Are you still here?

Well, she's a cardiac patient. I can't...

I think you should go.

Oh, Ha-ra, that little brat.

Excuse me.

Have you seen this girl?

She's an eighth grader.

Don't you work at the club?

You don't have a name tag on you. It's okay. Thanks.

Well, that...

Seon-il!

She's my patient. Have you seen her here today?

-I don't think I have. -Gosh.

It's me. Have you heard anything?

No, not here.

I don't think you should be curious about my outfit now.

I'll call you later.

Oh Ha-ra?

Hey.

Are you crazy?

Move over.

I'm Choe Yeon-gyeong,

a cardiothoracic doctor at Shinhye Hospital. Are you his guardian?

Yes, I'm his girlfriend.

I'll check the patient's condition.

Okay.

He was dancing all right and came outside.

Then he suddenly grabbed his chest and collapsed.

-Did you call an ambulance? -I did. It's coming now.

I can't hear his left lung. It seems to be a tension pneumothorax.

What is that?

His thoracic cavity is filled with air. It's pressing against his lungs and heart.

His pulse is very weak too.

I think I should get the air out right now.

-Gosh. -Goodness!

-He's breathing. -He's alive.

-That's good. -My goodness.

-It really is. -Gosh.

She is an incredible woman.

What kind of medical procedure is that?

He is out of immediate danger.

When the ambulance comes, take him to hospital.

Move him to Shinhye Hospital.

I'll call them and follow you right away.

Okay. Are you his guardian?

-Yes. -You should get in.

Oh Ha-ra.

What is it? Do you have something to say?

Who are you?

I'm Choe Yeon-gyeong, a cardiothoracic doctor

at Shinhye Hospital. Didn't you hear me?

Then you are a female doctor,

not a courtesan?

Look, I'm a real doctor.

And I'm in a hurry, so get out of my way.

Then, can a woman...

become a doctor?

-What are you talking about? -Then,

the strange wagon that can run without a horse...

where did it go with the patient?

Whether it's marketing or flirting, choose the right person and time. Okay?

Wait.

How could a woman be that violent?

Excuse me.

Min-jae, the ambulance will arrive in five minutes.

When the patient arrives,

-take an X-ray first... -Hold on.

...and check if the emergency measure released all the air from his lungs.

Lady.

Look. Wait for me.

You should have told me about it earlier!

I am curious about something...

What was that?

You crazy jerk!

Are you looking for trouble?

Come over here.

Come here, jerk.

What happened?

The accident almost happened here, but why is she down there?

Hello? Is this the rescue center?

Yes, we're at...

Excuse me. Wake up.

My goodness.

She has such a hot temper,

but her flow of energy is so weak.

This pulse is...

Who on earth is this woman?

Hey.

Are you crazy?

That's acupuncture.

What's he doing?

That woman fainted.

-What's going on? -He's holding a needle.

-I feel sorry for her. -He looks strange.

He seems like a weirdo.

He's trying to stick the needle into her.

It looks so long and thin. Gosh.

-My goodness. -Gosh.

Here it is.

-She's here. -Okay.

Isn't she the doctor we saw earlier?

She said she would follow us right away. What happened?

Are you her guardian?

Are you his guardian?

-Yes. -You should get in.

Yes,

I am her guardian.

Okay, I'll move her to the hospital first. Get in the car, please.

Are you all right?

I am fine.

Are you okay?

I am fine.

This is...

Yeon-gyeong!

Yeon-gyeong! What happened?

What's wrong with her?

She wouldn't faint for no reason like this.

Was she hurt anywhere?

When we found her, she was--

She just fainted for a moment. Do not worry.

I could have woken her up right away,

but I was afraid that I would be in trouble here.

I did not treat her because her condition was not that urgent.

Who is he?

Mister, you claimed to be her guardian. Follow us inside.

What? Her guardian?

He said he was, but I'm not sure what's going on.

I do not even ride horses a lot because of motion sickness.

Why does the road to the hospital have to be so wild and dangerous?

Patients are not well, so how can they come here?

SHINHYE HOSPITAL

What is that tube?

She must have cut and used one from the emergency kit.

On the street?

She always carries a small black one.

How could she think of using that?

She said she wants to be prepared for any patients she might encounter.

Gosh.

He received excellent first aid.

He will be fine after his thoracic catheter is replaced.

Don't worry.

Okay, that doctor also said so.

Can she also perform the replacement surgery for him?

I heard she's on her way in.

Thank you.

What's that?

One, two, three.

Yeon-gyeong.

Yeon-gyeong.

-Dr. Hwang? -Yes?

It's going to be hard for her to perform the replacement surgery.

What?

What happened to her?

It is so hot outside.

How come it's so chilly inside?

Is this a hospital?

She has a guardian? Who is it?

I'm not sure.

-It was a young man. -Maybe he's her older brother,

or younger brother.

She's an only child.

-Maybe he's her boyfriend. -What?

-Her boyfriend? -Choe Yeon-gyeong, she's so sly.

Is that what happened?

Is that why she dressed so sexily to go to the club?

-I was here working hard... -He's coming.

What?

Gosh, she has unique taste.

He's a little strange.

Who are you?

I am not a patient. I am...

Oh, she's there.

I'm that lady's guardian.

So, I'm asking you...

What's your relationship with that lady? I mean, with Yeon-gyeong.

Are you really her boyfriend?

"Boyfriend"?

Does that mean a friend who is a guy,

or a guy who showed kindness to her?

I guess I could be either one.

Yes, I am.

I am that lady's boyfriend.

Are you awake?

What? Is something wrong?

What happened?

-What? -Why am I here?

I'm not sure what happened, but you fainted

because you were shocked by something.

The pneumothorax patient.

How is he?

How can you still think of a patient?

Your first aid was perfect.

He received a thoracic replacement and was sent to the ward.

What about Ha-ra?

-Is she okay? -Of course she is.

She gave you a hard time for no reason. What a brat.

This isn't the time for you to worry about others.

You just fainted.

Don't make a fuss. It's not a big deal.

I forgot about your boyfriend.

Where did he go?

He was just here.

What are you talking about? Boyfriend?

He's not your boyfriend, right?

I was so surprised.

Someone came in with you, claiming he was your guardian.

I thought he might have saved you or something.

Anyway, I asked who he was, and he said he was your boyfriend.

Yeon-gyeong.

Where is he?

Where's this person who claims to be my boyfriend, guardian, and savior?

For your safety, please stand between the yellow lines.

Come and greet me.

Excuse me. A man is trapped in here!

Oh, my! Damn it.

A man is trapped here.

Forgive me if I did something wrong.

In this place,

can women become...

doctors and nurses...

if they wish to be?

She was hanging out at the hospital's rooftop garden.

She didn't even leave the hospital.

That was quite a blow.

Make that two blows, including your mother's.

I'm going to let it go once.

If you do this again--

What are you going to do?

Will you kill me?

That sounds good. I'm going to die anyway.

Leave.

I'm sick of the sight of you, old lady.

Don't worry. You're not going to die.

I'm not an old lady. I'm a doctor.

As long as you're in this hospital as my patient,

saving your life is my duty, responsibility,

and the reason for my salary.

That means...

I'm going to save your life at any cost.

NOTHING BY MOUTH BEFORE SURGERY

You're not even allowed to drink water after 8 p.m.

You can do that, right?

Don't go anywhere, and get a good night's sleep.

See you in the morning.

I hate her.

She makes me sick.

I'm so hungry.

Hello.

Did you see her boyfriend?

-I thought he was from Cheonghak-dong. -Hey, stop.

While you were unconscious,

rumors about your boyfriend spread.

Where on earth is that idiot?

This does not seem like a good spot.

Wait a moment.

Where was I?

Your Majesty,

please give me another chance.

Your Majesty!

You!

Why would you have entered the royal palace

with that preposterous skill if it were not for your traitorous mind?

I do not have a traitorous mind.

Something must have gone wrong.

Please give me...

Please give me another chance.

Do you still not realize what a great mistake you have made?

Guards, lock him in prison right now!

-Yes, master. -Yes, master.

What?

This is all because of you.

Do you not know what a great opportunity it was?

In barely... ten years, I had...

If it had not been for you,

I would be at the royal palace...

next to His Majesty.

Why did I get lured by a thing like this?

You nasty thing.

You ominous thing.

I do not want to look at you.

Whoever it is, that crazy idiot is getting on my nerves.

I came back from the verge of death,

and I woke up not in the afterlife but in Joseon 400 years later.

They have medical procedures that are unheard of,

and even women can become doctors.

It is an extraordinary world.

What am I supposed to do?

Hey.

Are you a servant?

-What? -I was asking...

if you were a slave.

"A slave"? What do you mean?

I am a full-time employee here.

Full-time...

Then those doctors...

What are they like? What is their social status?

Doctors?

They are the best and smartest.

People respect them as doctors.

-How about money? -Money?

They earn a lot.

They earn a fortune.

Are there doctors that practice acupuncture?

Move out of my way. I'm busy as it is.

Move!

It seems as though it is not the time for us to part.

I will decide after investigating the situation.

Before then, stay quiet.

I was shot twice.

Goodness, how strange.

Wait.

Why would they shoot arrows anyway?

I was simply running away,

and they shoot right away?

And they even shot me twice. Gosh.

I did not do anything to deserve it.

Heo Im disappeared after getting shot by arrows?

According to the men who went after him,

they saw him get shot by arrows and fall into the water.

But they could not find his body anywhere.

Who shot the arrows?

They said it came from the forest.

They did not succeed in finding that person either.

He must have been acting up to have people try to take his life.

He was so full of himself,

and yet his hands were shaking in front of His Majesty?

It would have been so funny.

People are sending appeals to the palace

to dismiss Heo Jun and send him into exile.

Well,

a man he put up to it ran away after disrespecting His Majesty.

He cannot help it.

He asked for it.

I feel as though a heavy burden has been lifted off my chest.

I shot him as you ordered.

Well done.

How about you, master?

We pulled the bowstring. Everything is up to him now.

Either he comes back dead or I go out dead.

We must wait and see.

-When will he come? -Where is he?

Where is Dr. Heo?

I told you many times!

Dr. Heo has a problem, and he cannot come today!

-Why not? -Why not?

-Why not? -What is happening?

-Oh, my goodness. -He has never done this before.

-No. -You are right.

He has never missed a day.

Is he sick?

He is not--

-What is that? -Who is that?

What is going on?

Is Heo Im here?

After he entered the palace yesterday,

he has not come back.

He could be hiding here. Search everywhere.

Yes, master.

What is happening?

Did he do something wrong?

Oh, my!

These are Dr. Heo's precious needles.

Dr. Heo...

where are you?

Superintendent Heo...

please wake up!

So, he is my boyfriend?

Yes, this guy...

I mean, this bastard. Do you know him?

Didn't he say that he treated me with acupuncture?

Acupuncture?

Is he an oriental medicine doctor?

He looked like a club's tout.

Well, I guess...

I'd need to examine him for details.

A tout?

Is his nickname Heo Jun?

Where did he get a wig like this?

Do not wake me. Dr. Heo is tired.

He says he's Dr. Heo.

He's Dr. Heo Jun.

Mak-gae...

I had a dream...

and it drove me out of my mind.

I met a woman there.

I have never seen a woman so beautiful in my life.

You should have seen her too.

Are you referring to me?

Why would that be you?

It was not a dream.

That lady is here.

I was so worried because you disappeared all of a sudden.

You should have told me if you were going anywhere.

Gosh, I could not sleep at all because I was worried.

Are you all right?

Do something with your hair.

Excuse my manners. Things have been very hectic.

I do understand that a person should always tie their hair upward.

But I should at least free my hair at night

so that my body would receive the energy it needs.

In fact, I was surprised by how people's hair looked here.

They say one should not hurt the body that their parents gave.

The laws of neo-Confucianism must have become lenient.

Is this better?

-That's fine. -It is fine.

I'm busy, so I'll make this quick.

First of all, thank you for calling the ambulance

and taking me to the hospital.

Is that what doctors wear here?

That looks very neat and stylish.

You said you're my boyfriend?

My guardian? Why did you lie about such things?

I heard that doctors have power and money here.

Do you want money?

Is that how it sounded?

How did you know I needed money?

But I am not usually this poor.

I could not bring money as I came here so suddenly.

You don't have any fare.

Okay, how much do you need?

I am not sure about the custom here.

-I'd say 100 nyang would be enough. -You mean a million won?

That is too much. What about 50 nyang?

Wait.

Where do you work? It doesn't seem like you work at Bobo.

Club Rose? Athena?

I think 50 nyang would be--

Hey, you crazy tout.

I'm asking you where you work.

The place I work at is...

-Hye-- -Hera.

Hera in Jongno?

You have come a long way.

I did come a long way, but I am not from Hera.

-It is-- -Do they know that you're like this?

They would not know.

This could be considered a crime.

Do you want me to report you for sexual harassment and stalking?

Min-jae, I'll be up soon.

Forget it. Mind your own business.

Who are you speaking with?

I'll let it go because you helped me yesterday. Just leave.

-What do you mean? -If you keep bothering me,

I will really report you to the police.

Do you understand?

How much is a bowl of rice soup here?

About five nyang?

PAID 5,000 WON FOR LUNCH

I paid you back for yesterday by buying you food.

Got that?

Yes, thank you.

I will repay for your kindness--

Hey, where are you going?

Next.

Ms. Oh Ha-ra, let's move you to the operating room.

Look at me. I fell asleep while waiting.

Oh, my!

Where did she go?

Where did she go again?

It is Mak-gae's wish...

to eat...

white rice and meat.

Why are you looking at me like that?

I paid. It made a beep sound.

Let us...

eat together.

What is this?

I said you cannot do this.

You cannot do this.

Ha-ra, what are you doing here?

Oh, you are here. The food is very delicious...

Oh Ha-ra.

I'm full.

Thank you, mister.

What are you doing? Move.

Tell me.

What did I do wrong to make you so angry?

-Do you want to know? -I asked because I want to know.

You gave food to a patient who is about to undergo surgery.

You, crazy tout, did that.

What does that mean? Why do you keep calling me that?

Because of you, she probably won't be able to undergo surgery.

If she doesn't, it could get dangerous for her at any time.

Are you done eating? Please leave the hospital right now.

If I see you one more time, I'm not going to let it slide.

Eat slowly.

You are going to have an upset stomach.

I told you to eat slowly.

Stop.

Hey!

I know that you have to control what the patient eats.

That is why I stopped her from eating greasy meat.

Does she not have heart problems?

She told you quite a lot during that short time.

-Excuse me. -I still do not know what surgery is.

However, I gave her food because she seemed hungry.

Is that a crime here? If you commit a crime here, what are the punishments?

Will you be flogged, exiled, or beheaded?

Excuse me.

I was not angry at you.

Please do not be angry.

Let us go somewhere and talk. It is--

Be exiled and flogged?

How did I meet such a crazy person?

-Hey. -It's me.

Oh, my! Lady.

I did not mean that. Wait.

I'm on my way. What happened to Ha-ra's surgery?

-What will we do about it? -Move!

-It's an emergency! -Move!

This is a critical patient.

Why is this happening all of a sudden?

What was that?

Are you okay?

Hold on.

Are you crazy?

Are you a pervert? Why did you follow me?

You look like a patient when you should be looking after patients.

Do you have a lot of nights of tossing and turning,

and have problems falling asleep?

Do you have any symptoms of indigestion or feeling stuffy?

Does your heart race suddenly?

Why are you doing this to me?

What do you want?

-Give me your wrist. -What?

I am very curious about you.

I want to know what happened to you yesterday.

I need to examine your pulse I felt yesterday when you fainted.

It will not take long.

Even a good doctor

cannot examine oneself and get treated.

This is...

This was it.

This was it.

How dare you?

-It hurts. -I've got it. Just wait.

Our department tends to deal with a lot of weird people.

This is a misunderstanding.

Hello?

Is this security?

Why are you doing this? What are you doing?

I heard there were homeless people in hospitals.

If you come back again, we'll call the police.

Why would people in this world never listen to me?

That woman...

Well done.

Why did you come back just now? Were you with your boyfriend?

I heard your boyfriend is in the hospital.

Was it fun to hang out with him and skip the surgery?

He's not my boyfriend, Dr. Hwang.

Has Ha-ra's surgery been postponed?

Of course.

Would you put a patient who has eaten under general anesthesia?

Would you take responsibility if her airway gets obstructed?

I'm sorry.

You can't even control a 15-year-old girl.

If you can't handle it, should I get someone else?

No, I will make sure it won't happen again.

How can you call yourself a doctor when you can't even take care of a patient?

That's your problem.

Gosh.

Keep it together.

Drink it up.

I'm Ha-ra's doctor, Choe Yeon-gyeong.

-As you've heard, the surgery-- -I've heard all right.

You don't need to be sorry.

You didn't force her to eat.

Let's forget...

this ever happened.

-I'll adjust the schedule to-- -I heard about that too.

Take care of my daughter before the surgery.

I will.

That's my job.

I heard you have good skills.

But why can't you just cozy up to her?

Good luck.

Goodbye.

Are you all right?

How are her vitals?

Her blood pressure is 100 over 60, and her heart rate is 110.

She has a high pulse rate.

Check with the Holter monitor again.

All right.

Did you hear that?

I need to take good care of you

and cozy up to you.

But...

I'm not really good at flattering patients.

That is why...

What do you think you're doing?

The patient should exercise.

Don't make her overdo it. Just for about ten minutes.

You can take her out to the park on a wheelchair.

Okay.

I'm going to sleep.

No.

You had meat earlier.

If you sleep now, you'll strain your stomach and worsen your condition.

Why do you care if it worsens or not?

Just leave me to die.

A doctor can't do that.

And call me "doctor."

Get out.

Get out! You're so annoying.

Is this the notorious eighth-grade syndrome?

This is not my area of expertise.

I think,

according to the manual,

I should call the mental--

Shall we?

I am thirsty.

Should I go get some water?

Leave before we report you.

Gosh!

-We told you to get lost. -How dare you?

If a passerby asks for water,

you should give him water in a nice cup.

How dare you treat me like this?

Gosh!

There is a matter I need to attend to.

No.

-Just let me in for a moment. -Goodness.

-Just a moment. -What are you doing here?

You are the meat girl.

There are a lot of interesting things with wheels around here.

What is this called?

Don't you know what a wheelchair is?

Who are you? What are you wearing?

Well...

I will tell only you this.

In fact,

I am a doctor.

Why are you laughing?

I am one of the best doctors in Joseon--

Mister.

-What? -How do you know Dr. Choe?

I am her boyfriend.

Unbelievable.

Because of you, she probably won't be able to undergo surgery.

If she doesn't, it could get dangerous for her at any time.

Did...

Did you undergo something called "surgery" today?

No, thanks to you.

She scolded me a lot because of that.

Do not worry.

She is a talented doctor.

She will surely save your life.

You can trust me because I am a doctor.

Do you want to live?

Then just stay here.

She's so full of herself.

Hello, Doctor.

Hello.

I'm fine.

I've just been overdoing it.

It's nothing.

That crazy...

We should go to Lady Yeon-gyeong now.

Wait, mister.

Oh Ha-ra!

Lady!

Here!

Ha-ra.

Are you all right?

Yes, as you can see.

Why did you stop me?

Did you do that on purpose?

Your boyfriend is crazy.

He says he's a doctor from Joseon.

He looks just fine.

It's a pity.

What is this?

There is blood.

I'm bleeding.

What can you do about it?

I do understand your feelings

as I am a doctor myself too.

But anything related to patients

is a doctor's work.

It is a doctor's duty

to be responsible for them.

I just mean that you should take care of me as a doctor, but not...

Goodness...

What is this?

Your bone looks all right. Have a seat.

What kind of acupuncture is that?

It's an injection.

It's antibiotics combined with a tetanus shot.

Let me raise your sleeve.

You are a woman, but how could you...

Goodness!

It tickles.

What is that?

It's lidocaine, a kind of anesthetic.

What is that again?

I need to stitch it up.

Stitch it up? Now?

Well, I am not ready for it yet.

I am not sure if this wound is that bad.

Hold on a moment.

I cannot feel any pain when you are stitching up my skin.

It is fascinating.

Your boyfriend is crazy.

He says he's a doctor from Joseon.

How do you treat this kind of wound in Joseon?

We have to stop it from bleeding first.

Then we mix dried goeringii root and oil to apply it on the wound.

We apply acupuncture, so that the medicine works quickly.

Also, we feed panax notoginseng powder to the patients.

If they suffer too much from the pain, we put mulberry ash on their wounds.

Where did you say you work at?

-Hye... -It's Hyeminseo, not Hera.

I know. That's...

It's a facility the country founded to treat poor patients.

You are right.

But I found out yesterday it has been gone for a long time.

Do you know Hyeminseo?

Then do you believe me?

Well, yes.

Thank you.

Joseon? Hyeminseo?

He's not joking?

I thought he was joking at first.

But he's so serious at every moment.

And his explanation is detailed and realistic.

I've never heard of a case like this before.

You haven't?

"My wife sees another guy every night. Song Joong-ki is stalking me."

I've heard of many heroic stories involving superheroes,

but a doctor from Hyeminseo? Wow.

If this is real, we need to report this to the academic community

as a new case of delusional disorder.

Delusional disorder?

It should be considered a form of megalomania.

Bring him to me first.

It may be a symptom of cerebropathia or a side effect of drug-taking.

I'll see if he needs a thorough examination or not.

All right.

Well...

PSYCHIATRIST PARK HYE-SEON

Dr. Park.

Do you have anything else you want to know?

Goodness.

All organs within the human body are connected.

Why would they treat them separately?

What is that place for?

She said she wanted to introduce me to someone.

Why did she go in here?

Give that to me.

It is not something you can shake like that.

Give it to me. Now.

Damn it. Stop!

That is not something you can treat without care.

Give it to me now.

Give it back to me.

You should not run like that.

Where did he go?

Did he find out and run away?

Hello, Min-jae.

Again?

Wait. Isn't that her?

Right. Why is she running again?

Who's that man?

Why is he over there?

I said you should not run like that.

It will strain your heart.

Come here. Now.

What? What's wrong with her?

Where is that?

Come here now.

I will take you to your doctor.

What?

Wake up, girl. Wake up.

A patient has collapsed here!

Is anyone there?

I couldn't tell from the surveillance camera.

Just get the equipment and meet me there. Hurry!

Is this the police? It's Shinhye Hospital.

Anyone?

I will try to treat her!

I clearly told you.

Hey.

Are you crazy?

You brat.

Be on your toes this time.

Code Blue. It's a Code Blue. There's an emergency patient

at the right end of the hallway on the second floor.

Can you hear me?

Can you breathe freely?

I warned you so many times not to run.

You should've left me.

You should've just left me to die.

Just leave me to die.

Let's go.

Ha-ra!

Are you okay?

Can you breathe freely?

Are you...

hurt anywhere else?

Dr. Choe.

Is she all right? She looks okay on the outside.

If it's about her heart stopping,

I brought her back.

You do not have to thank me--

You crazy jerk.

-What is this? -So you threatened her with needles.

Will I get flogged in this place too?

I came to check if Choe Yeon-gyeong is alive.

-Goodness. -It's poop!

My goodness. How did this happen again?

He won't come again.

This is great!

Do you know what the toughest part of being a doctor is?

It's when you lose someone you wanted to save.

I keep my promise, no matter what.

The promise that I will save you.