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What do you do with your secrets?

My secrets?

And do you and Sharon

tell each other everything, or do you keep secrets?

I mean, even from each other.

Well, it's happened more often than we'd like it to,

but, um, we work through it.

No, no, no, I don't, I don't mean the little ones.

I mean, like, big secrets.

Ugly ones that are hard to admit, even to yourself.

What-what do you do with those?

What are we talking about here, Jake?

Nothing. Nothing.

Um, it's all good, Chief.

You know you can always talk to me, right?

I know. Thanks.

Come on, Manny, rise and shine before Vince gets back.

Sharon, what gives?

Come on.

Come on, I was up till 2:00 a.m.

at that landfill fire last night.

Yeah, but Erika's coming back.

Erika? Yeah.

Come on. Assistant Chief Erika Snow on the hunt

for a serial arsonist.

She's gonna see that evidence against Jake

and then pursue him as a suspect

while there's a real arsonist out there.

We have to be prepared. We have to protect him.

I knew it.

I knew you were hiding something.

I didn't imagine it'd be this bad.

But it might explain the very weird

and cryptic breakfast I just had with Jake.

Chief, for the record,

I begged her to tell you about it.

He was being cryptic? There's evidence against him?

Circumstantial evidence only. Mm-hmm.

I mean, he's the only one at 42 who doesn't have an alibi.

And there's proof that he was in Drake County

when the fire started.

And I need to not

be part of this.

I mean, I am trying to get my life straight.

I can't do it.

We shouldn't be in this either.

Don't make me state the obvious.

What? Come on. He was a kid. That was a long time ago.

A kid who started a fire that you and I...

you and I covered up.

No, we didn't.

We made an assessment and decided he wasn't a threat.

Well, what if we were wrong? What if we didn't just

cover up a mistake, we covered up an arsonist's first time?

No, no, come on, stop. This is Jake.

This is... our Jake.

He's a... he's a hero.

Isn't that the exact profile?

I've been trying, you know.

I've tried to call Jake pretty much every day

since the kidney donation thing went sideways.

It's like he's just-- It's like he's dodging me.

I mean, you two are still good, right?

Yeah, I think so.

It's why I volunteered to come work here today,

so I could try and talk to him.

And here I thought you were trying to hang with me.

Always. Hey, hey. Come on. Always.

It's not like him to be late, huh?

Well, not to work, but he's been flaky.

I mean, who passes up bowling and beers with your girl?

He did that? Nobody. The answer is nobody.

Nobody. Right.

I-I got it. I got it.

I know you do.

I need to throw a ladder unassisted.

It's one of the skills I have to master

to graduate from being a probie.

Look.

Look at all these blank boxes.

But look at all the completed ones.

Your dad said I should have patience,

that it usually takes probies two years

to check off all the boxes.

I told him that patience wasn't what got me into the Olympics.

It was practicing until my lungs got bruised.

I bet he liked that. Yeah.

He did say he was gonna give me more opportunities in the field.

Jake. Hey. Hey, man, what's up?

Same old same old.

How's your morning going?

Fine.

Still processing

the whole failed kidney transplant.

Did you know that only one in 20,000 people

actually have that level of anesthesia intolerance?

Did you know that only one in a billion would be

ashamed about it rather than proud of their bravery?

That's right. How you coping?

I'm coping fine.

And where'd you go after to recover?

Home.

I know you were in Drake County.

Yeah, evacuating the prison with the crew. No.

I know you went there the week before.

And before you answer, you have to know that

we love you and we have your back no matter what,

but I need you to tell me the truth now.

Uh, Assistant Chief Snow is here.

She said she has an important announcement to make.

All right, Three Rock, line up.

Good morning.

The department is on the hunt for a serial arsonist,

and we've narrowed the search down to this station.

You think one of us is a firebug?

Yeah, but don't take that personally.

No, take this personally.

The Wallace Development fire, the Hill fire,

the Drake County fire were all intentionally set.

One person is making fools of the rest of you.

So get angry, stay alert. Help smoke them out.

What should we look for?

Anything out of character is a red flag.

Whoever you are, it's not a question

of if we catch you but when.

Wait, is-is that why you were asking me about Drake County?

You suspect me?

No, I do not, but your Bell pass shows

that you were in Drake County the day the fire started.

Yeah, well, it wasn't me.

Oh, really?

Don't nobody want to step up and chime in to have my back?

Chief, you know me.

We do. We absolutely do.

Tell me why you were in Drake County

and this whole thing goes away.

I can't believe I have to explain myself

in order for you to believe me.

Do I have to say it?

I'm not the arsonist.

Sounds like something an arsonist would say.

All right, Lee, you got something

you want to say to me? Get it off your chest.

Are you responsible for...

Hey. Hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey.

Why? Why, Bode?

How come I'm guilty until proven innocent?

You know me, man.

I would never do anything like that.

I know.

You believe me?

I believe you.

We got two simultaneous calls.

Jake, you take 1591 to the medical.

I'll cover the fire.

Wait, you're putting me on the lower priority call?

Every call is a priority.

Chief, you're benching me for something I didn't do.

I'm not benching anybody.

I'm sending you out to do your job.

Was Jake a perfect boyfriend?

No, but he never lied to me.

That I know of.

He lied to me for years about Riley.

Did I just date a serial arsonist? No. Stop.

We're firefighters, not investigators. Let's go.

Greencrest, we have a two-story commercial lodge

with a working fire on the first floor,

possible extension to the second.

Setting up for interior attack.

I'll be assuming IC. You the owner?

Yeah.

Anybody left inside? Any guests. No.

Thankfully, lodge is vacant right now.

How'd this fire get so big without the alarm going off?

I'm so sorry.

My late husband-- he handled alarms and stuff like that.

So you were the only one inside?

No, and my... and my two kids are behind me.

Mom, Danny's still up there! He wouldn't come out!

I tried, but there was fire in the stairwell,

and I'm sorry I left him. Babe, it's okay.

Firefighters are gonna get him out, okay?

Perez, throw a ladder up that window.

Get the kid out. On it, Chief.

Eve, you're on Attack, division 1.

Fire's on the alpha side, living room.

Got you. Probie? Hey.

Thought you were off shift. I was close.

Thought you could use the help.

Yeah, all right, suit up.

Eve, take the nugget.

Come on.

You suspect Crawford.

Sharon, you had a public conversation.

People talk.

Yeah, but are you here for suspicions or facts?

I am not doing this twice.

I will not bend the rules again.

This investigation is by the book, no exceptions.

Good.

I will honor any truth that you find here,

even if it breaks my heart.

Does that mean you're gonna honor the deal we made?

Here it is-- the list of personnel

who were not on shift in the timeline you gave me.

And I'll email that over, as well.

I don't see Jake Crawford's whereabouts on here.

Because he wasn't on shift, so that's all I know.

Because like you said,

I don't tuck my people into bed at night.

How are you doing?

Well, you saw what went down today.

Oh, and, uh, on top of that, I just came back from a call

where the owner of a pet boa argued with me

because I wouldn't perform CPR on his dead snake.

So, how you think I'm doing?

My parents suspecting you.

What, all-all this because you were in Drake County

when that fire was started?

Yeah, well, it doesn't help that I lied.

Why-why would you lie about that?

I can't tell you, Bode.

I wish I could, but I can't.

Okay, fine, man, you don't have to tell me.

But that's it?

That's all they have?

Nothing else?

Yeah.

That's... that's bull, man.

Bode Leone?

Can we talk?

Yeah.

Hold up.

Let me give you a hand here.

Uh... I got this.

You don't know Jake.

He's the good one, all right? I-I'm the bad seed.

You believe people are good or bad, no in between?

I believe that Jake would never intentionally set a fire.

No way.

Remember the fire that almost burned down his house

when you were kids?

Mm-hmm.

Yeah, it was sixth grade.

The Crawfords were new to town, and that's how our families met.

Jake's admitted he started that fire.

We're clear!

Move in!

Let's knock these flames out, Collin!

Next one.

Can you imagine what Jake's going through right now?

Not now, probie.

Let's just focus on the work, man.

I thought I knew Jake.

I-I was... I was sure that he couldn't have done this.

But the secrets that he's hid from me.

Look...

I know what you know.

About Jake starting that fire when he was a kid.

Your mom told me.

And I wish she hadn't.

And I wish I wasn't caught up in all this mess, but she did,

so here we are.

If he hid something that big from me,

what else could he hide?

You can't know for sure.

But you either trust someone or you don't.

You know?

Fire department!

Danny?!

Danny! My name is Gabriela.

I'm a firefighter.

It's not safe in here.

I need you to climb through this window

and climb down the ladder while I'm spotting you, okay?

Hey, Danny, you can play this outside.

Okay? But we got to go now.

Come on. Come on.

Go! Come on! Get down!

Come on, come on! Down, down, down, down, down! Get down!

Chief, flames hit some ammo!

And it must be a box of bullets or something.

Copy that, Eve. Get out of there.

Live ammo inside. Everybody, out now.

Means you, too, Perez.

Chief, I almost have the patient!

Danny, Danny, I know that the gunshots can be startling, okay?

It's okay to be scared, but we got to go. Come on.

Danny, your house is on fire.

Chief, patient's not engaging or cooperating.

Ladder's not a viable exit route.

Neither is the stairwell inside.

Describe conditions in the room.

Sealed off and protected. All right.

I got an SCBA en route. Put it on the kid and come down now.

Eve, what's your status?

On our way out, Chief.

Perez!

Thank you.

All right, Danny, I'm gonna put this on you, okay?

But I can't get you down that ladder if you won't help me.

Breathe. Breathe.

Move, move, move, move!

Hey, those windows could blow!

Move away! Move away! Move away now!

Pull that line over to the window,

start knocking down the fire from there.

Got you, Chief.

Ma'am.

Is there any more ammo inside?

Um... yes. It's a hunting lodge.

How much? Uh, a lot.

I'm expecting a bachelor party this weekend.

Enough for 20 guys for three days.

Where is it located?

I don't know why we didn't get rid

of everything when Dad died.

Okay, it was an accident, okay, honey?

All over the house. Please get my son out. Please.

Yeah.

Chief? Yeah, I know.

You're anxious to get that kid out, okay?

But nobody's going back inside

till we locate all the ammo, till I say so.

All right? Did you see him?

Is he okay? Danny's safe for now.

There's no fire in his room,

and we left him with a breathing device.

We still need

to get him out sooner than later.

Has your son been diagnosed with PTSD

or anything like that?

No. Why?

He just had a very strong reaction to the gunshots,

and he wouldn't move to safety when there's a fire.

Danny witnessed a hunting accident

that killed his... his dad.

The gunshots must've brought it back.

I don't think he's climbing down that ladder.

He must be terrified.

But you're gonna get him out, right?

We'll get him out from the inside

as soon as we get control of the fire.

Yeah. Oh.

Did the glass hit you?

Mom.

You're bleeding? What? No, no.

No, it doesn't hurt. No, it doesn't hurt.

Okay, well, we should get it dressed before it gets infected.

This way. Come here.

Yo, Chief.

There are spot fires behind the structure,

about an acre, acre and a half from hitting the tree line.

Greencrest, we now have a vegetation fire

in addition to the structure fire.

I need Engine 1591 and Three Rock.

Tell 1591 to bring Kevlar.

Sorry this took a minute.

The drip coffee here is terrible,

but I have a French press in my office.

All this stalling is ridiculous and useless. Forensics called.

With actual evidence?

An almost literal smoking gun.

Part of the drip torch

we think the arsonist used to start the fire.

They were able to lift a print off it.

Hold on. You think the arsonist is a firefighter

who handled a torch without gloves?

Well, this arsonist replaces the fuel

with their own extremely flammable accelerant

by disassembling the torch.

It's much easier to do without gloves.

And why are you so sure that this torch came from Station 42?

This is the serial number.

It's one of a batch of eight

issued to this station 18 months ago.

Now, if I were you,

I'd want to find out who was in charge of engine checkouts

when that torch went missing without anyone noticing.

Yeah.

You got your vest on. That's good.

Might need you inside.

Right now, you're on the pump.

Don't do anything unless I tell you to.

I never do anything unless you tell me to.

Hey, Jake.

Hey.

How am I supposed to have your back

if you hide stuff from me?

What the hell are you talking about now?

About this fire that you started as a kid.

Chief Snow told me.

My parents know, don't they?

Yeah, yeah, but... And you didn't think this was worth

bringing up when I... when I asked you point-blank

if there was anything else they had on you?

You suspect me, too, huh?

Because of a mistake I made...

as a kid?

I don't want to... Then don't, Bode.

Man, I got everyone here looking at me like I did it.

I didn't start those fires.

Okay.

But if you didn't, then...

what is happening? I don't know, man.

How did Chief Snow even find out about my past, huh?

Who else knew?

Bode, that's not exactly something that I advertise.

I mean, some of my...

Let's grab some gear from the back.

We'll meet you back here, all right?

O'Reilly?

Yeah, what's up? Did you tell the fire investigator

that I started that fire as a kid?

Did you? Y-Yeah. Why?

You don't do that.

I'm sorry. No, no.

We were bonding over our dads.

That's something that I told you in confidence.

We did bond, dude. I'm sorry, okay?

I just figured you would've told her yourself.

Yeah. We got... we got to be transparent here.

Okay? We got to clear our names so that we can find the guy.

I gave Snow my phone. I told her to dig all she wants.

My dad always played cards up during an investigation,

and I-I just kind of figured you would do the same.

Jake! I was trying to help!

Jake!

O'Reilly.

I know you don't know me, man, but I promise

I was just trying to help.

No, I-I... I just... I want to say that I-I get it.

You know, I...

I remember the firebug they caught in Hesby 15 years ago.

I'm sure that your dad

was just as pissed as my parents were. Mm.

It was all he talked about for weeks.

You did the right thing.

Thank you.

Yeah.

Seriously.

Now isn't the time to go down memory lane, Bode.

I wasn't, Cap.

Only a few minutes

from having a clear path to the stairwell.

Sounds like we're getting to Danny real soon.

I don't know. Maybe I should've sent him to therapy.

I just... I thought it would make things worse.

It's not your fault.

It was nobody's fault.

See? This is why we shouldn't talk about it.

I don't mean to pry,

but maybe you need to talk about it,

even if it's painful.

I tried at first, but it seemed to just make him hurt.

Hmm. And then he wouldn't come out of his room.

Sometimes you got to keep asking questions.

When do you take no for an answer?

After a month? Six months?

A year?

Hold on. How long has Danny been in there?

All right, my boys, you make sure that fire

doesn't get to the tree lines. You got that?

Copy that.

Hey, Cap. What's up?

You get cell service out here? Why?

Look up Collin O'Reilly.

Ah, come on, Bode.

We're working, man.

Captain, Jake's rep is on the line.

Maybe his career. I know...

I know you don't want to be in on this, but you are.

Look, man, there can literally be thousands

of Collin O'Reillys.

Yeah, but there's only one Kirk O'Reilly

that's a Cal Fire legend.

Can't be that hard to look up his kid.

Fine.

Hey, Bode.

This spot.

Soon as it's safe, I'm gonna send you two in,

but stay clear of this area right here.

That's where most of the ammo is stored.

Chief,

Danny's PTSD is worse than we thought.

He hasn't been out of that room in three years.

What?

How is that even possible?

And why didn't the family tell us that?

Talking's not their thing.

Oh, it took a fire for them to open up?

Apparently. Kid's had zero help dealing with his trauma.

Huh. Locking himself up in that room is him begging for help.

All right, Lee, Norris,

be prepared to bring this kid out any way you can,

on or off his feet.

Yes, sir. Oh, hey, Chief?

You know an uncooperative patient is a liability.

Okay. You got a pitch?

I understand what Danny's going through.

I feel like I understand how to get him to come out.

Send me.

I've been inside before.

I know the layout. I can guide him.

All right. Do it. Go.

Hey, according to the Internet,

Kirk O'Reilly didn't have any children.

I knew it.

There was no Hesby arson. I made it up.

Why would you do that? Collin's a liar.

Why would he lie about being Kirk O'Reilly's son?

Cap, the truck's on fire.

Whoa, whoa.

Command, this is Three Rock.

We got a vehicle on fire on the Charlie side.

Is anyone in it?

Come on. Who are you?

Turn around.

Let me see your face.

Don't be Jake. Don't be Jake.

All right, Three Rock, put out those spots!

Let's go! Let's go!

Cars don't just burn like this.

One car did recently.

That developer's SUV from the Wallace Development fire.

Arsonist put some sort of accelerant under it.

Who has a drip torch in their personal vehicle?

I don't know, man.

Cap...

I think this is the arsonist's truck.

All right, that's it, boys!

Don't let these flames grow!

You got it, Cap.

Hey, Danny!

Danny! Hold on, hold on.

Danny, can you hear me?

Down this way. Down this way. Here.

Hey, Danny, we're coming to you.

Hey, on your move.

Take this.

Okay, get ready. Hit it! Go! Go!

Move. Move. Hit it!

Danny, Danny, Danny, hey, hey, listen.

My name is Jake. That's my buddy Collin over there, okay?

We're here to help you.

Jake, we got to go! We don't have a lot of time!

Danny. Danny, can you hear me?

I hear... gunshots.

Nah. No, no, no, buddy, not anymore.

Listen. Listen, buddy, hey.

Can you tell me where are you right now?

What?

Well, you're not with your dad.

And you're not handling guns, okay?

Uh-huh. Tell me, how about this?

You tell me what you... what you see and what you hear

in this room right now.

I see a window.

Okay. Books.

Mm-hmm. And... and a lamp.

Good. Okay, fire! Do you see the fire?!

Hey. Focus.

Danny, good job. Right here. Look at me.

Good job. Tell me, what do you feel?

Huh? What do you feel? Yeah.

I feel the floor, its warmth.

Jake, we really got to go!

We have to move!

Last thing I need from you. Can you tell me what you hear?

I hear...

The gunshots are gone. Exactly.

They're gone, which means it's safe for us to move, okay?

Okay. And my buddy Collin is right.

We got to get out of here quickly.

So, this is where you're gonna help me out.

Take my hand and let's move. Come on, buddy.

It's on my left side! Got you.

Okay, you're gonna follow right behind him,

and he's gonna take you out of here. Go!

All right! Let's go! Let's go! Let's go!

Stay low! Move, move, move!

Yeah, boys, you got this!

Doing great, boys. You're doing great.

Hey, Collin's off today, but he's on scene.

So? He must've driven himself here.

Cap, I-I think this is his truck.

Wait, just because he lied about his dad,

you think he's the arsonist?

No, no, that's not just a random lie.

Collin transferred here from Arizona.

How many people do you know that live in Edgewater

that have Arizona license plates?

Uh, I-I don't know.

He wants to be... he wants to be seen as something that he's not:

a hero with hero's blood.

This is the kind of mentality of someone

who sets fires so they can be praised for putting them out.

And he ratted out Jake.

Why else would he do that? All right, all right.

I got a friend in the sheriff's department, all right?

I'll see if she can run those plates for us.

In the meantime, get back to work and help out your boys.

Damn it.

All right, just down the stairs, and we're home free!

You hear that, Danny? We're almost out.

Move!

Jake!

Yeah, I'm okay, but I'm trapped.

You get Danny out.

Danny. Oh, thank God.

Are you okay? Perez?

Medical assessment.

I got him, Chief.

Mayday, Chief.

I'm trapped with limited visibility.

Copy that. On the second. Sending help now.

I'm going back in. Hey, hey!

Wait! Wait? Whoa, whoa.

What do you mean, wait? You're not going in alone.

Two in, two out, probie.

Mask up. You're going with him.

Go!

Is Jake still inside? I thought I heard a mayday.

Not for long. We're going to get him.

What? There's real evidence now.

I don't know how long it is

until they tie his fingerprints to the scene, but it's coming.

We got to get him to come clean, to tell us everything

so we can help, so we can get him a lawyer.

Hey, Jake's being set up.

No, Bode. There's too much evidence now.

No, Mom, Cap and I looked into it.

Why can't anybody in this family just stay out of it?

It's not Jake.

He was at the scene,

and he lied to me about it, and then he looked the other way

when a drip torch went missing from the station that ended up

on the scene. Drip torch?

It certainly could be one of ours.

I'm telling you, Collin's lying about who he is.

He pointed the finger at Jake,

and his car is packed with accelerant and drip torches.

His personal car.

Why-why is he even here today?

Are we sure that's his car?

Yeah, those plates came back.

Truck's registered to Alex Shawcross.

That name supposed to mean something to me?

No.

But his picture will.

Jake, we're en route.

Can you confirm your location?

Cut off.

Second floor, Delta side.

Attempting a wall breach.

Jake?!

Jake, where are you?!

Jake?

Yeah, I'm here.

Jake, are you okay?

Yeah. I nearly was a newspaper headline, but I'm all right.

Yeah, I got you, I got you. No, no, no, no.

Go, go, go. I'm good. Come on, let's get out of here!

Come on, come on, let's go! Move!

Assistant Chief Snow.

AFIS got a hit on the fingerprint.

You'll be happy to know it's not Crawford's.

Let me guess. They belong to Collin O'Reilly,

aka Alex Shawcross?

Always one step ahead of me.

Well, you had your investigation, we had ours.

There's some evidence here that you're gonna want to see.

I'm on my way.

CHP should beat me there.

We got to Jake just in time.

What? No, we didn't. He got himself out.

Get him some O2.

Come on!

No. Hey, hey, hey, back up, back up, back up.

O'Reilly,

Captain Perez is gonna check you

for smoke inhalation.

Go.

Got to check you out, Collin. Turn around.

Or, uh, do you prefer Alex?

Oh, whoa! What's going on, man?!

Who's Alex? The arsonist.

What?

Come on, man!

What's going on?!

I promise it's just a mistake.

No, this is not a mistake.

Our only mistake was hiring you

and taking you at face value that you were a nugget.

Hey.

He's not Kirk O'Reilly's son?

Not even close.

He's just a guy who gets off on trying to be the hero, right?

Excuse me! Behind you!

You manufactured evidence to point at Jake.

You inventing a trauma

just to bond over is sick, man.

You're sick.

I welcomed you into my house.

You messed with my family.

Made us question one of our own?

No.

Actually, that one's on me.

Jake...

I am sorry.

You know, you're just a coward.

You had to know that at some point,

somebody was gonna see Kirk O'Reilly's obituary

and figure out that he didn't have any kids.

What can I say?

The bigger the lie, the bigger the thrill?

Get him out of my face, Manny.

Pleasure, Chief. Let's go.

So the real arsonist was under your nose the whole time,

but you two accused me.

Why?

One lie and a mistake I made as a kid makes me an arsonist?

Negates all of the trust

that I've built with you?

No, no! I hated every minute of this,

but those clues-- they just kept coming.

Why... why were you in Drake County? Why?

You're still asking the wrong question.

Checked off 18-foot ladder today. Oh, but for what?

I mean, I pulled it off, and all anybody could see

was how I failed to save Danny.

Well, I hate to break it to you, probie,

but literally nobody saw that.

What do you mean?

I went up and came back down without him.

That's your story, not the story.

Danny's story is he didn't die today.

His mom's story is she almost killed her son

because she refused to talk about this tragedy.

For me,

just another day at work.

And Jake?

Nobody's looking at you, Gabs.

Everybody's inside their own story.

Cap's famous burritos? What's...

What's the occasion?

Oh, no. You're moving out, aren't you?

Yes, ma'am, I am, but...

not until I actually find a place.

No. This, uh... this arson investigation,

it made me realize just kind of how enmeshed I am

in everything Leone, you know?

Ah, and you don't love that? I mean... Well, uh, yeah...

Yeah, I'm just saying that... I tried to focus on work today,

and I just kept getting sucked back into the personal,

and I think... you know, uh, it's time to draw a line.

Well, boundaries are a good thing.

Mm-hmm. Exactly.

And that's why sleeping in your boss's living room is

the exact opposite, so I got to go.

Look, you...

you guys know that Jake will forgive you, right?

He will. You just...

You got to give him some time. That's all.

Okay.

Come on, let's eat while it's still hot.

Smells so good.

You know, when you and I were growing up, man,

we were so close.

Everybody always said we were like brothers.

Family's... family's never easy.

Yeah, well, I kept saying I wasn't the arsonist.

And I wasn't.

Pretty easy.

And I had faith in you,

no questions asked, wh-which you deserve,

but, uh, then I'm-I'm blindsided by this secret

that you started a fire as a kid...

Yeah, exactly, as a kid, Bode.

But what have I done since then to deserve this?

Anyway, Jake, what... what else don't I know?

A lot, Bode.

A lot.

It's not that I don't appreciate

that your parents covered up the fire I started.

It's just that I wish

someone would've asked me why I did it.

Why did you set the fire?

I had just found out

that my dad was having a baby with another woman.

Man, I was terrified... that he was going to leave us.

So the fire was a cry for help?

I never told anyone that, man.

Because when you're 11

and you learn your dad's secret...

...but then he dies...

...you keep that, Bode.

And ever since then,

I really don't know the line between

what to keep and what to share.

I'm so sorry.

Ask me why I went to Drake County.

I-I... I don't care, man. No, I believe you.

No. Come on.

Sit down, please. Bode, please.

Listen, man, when I...

failed to save your mom...

...that broke me, Bode.

Yeah, I know.

Your mom said she would never take your kidney,

so I don't know why, but I thought that...

well, hey, since I was a match, maybe this kid

that my dad fathered would be, too.

It's magical thinking.

That is so unlikely. I know.

But I tracked him down anyway.

He lives in Drake County.

B, I saw this kid.

I matched the pictures online.

And a part of me always wanted to find him.

Maybe that's why I was expecting to feel like...

...that's my brother.

But he was a stranger.

So, between that...

...and, well, everything that I've done

to protect this house...

...and everyone in it...

...to look up today and not see one of them have my back?

I've never felt so alone in my life.

All right, hey.

You have a brother in me.

Always.

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