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Umm, excuse me.

Sorry.

It's alright. Thank you.

Okay.

Okay, let's see.

Who's done with their films?

Well done.

Who wants to show their film first?

No one?

Come on now.

-I can show you. -You want to go first?

Her name is Vendela.

Alright. Vendela.

Brave.

-Where do you have it? -On my YouTube channel.

Cool.

Here we go.

Hello Vendelisteners! Welcome to a new video.

This isn't your usual Get Ready With Me video.

Because today I'm going to Get Ready to Die.

Everyone at school thinks like "Vendela is so cheerful and funny."

Quiet!

Just because you seem happy doesn't mean you're feeling well.

That's shallow. No one knows how you really feel.

So in this video I'll show you what to do when you've made up your mind.

First, you need to say goodbye to people.

Like family and friends. Afterwards it's too late.

Now to the hard part. You'll need this.

What's this video?

It's very important that it's sharp like this one.

And then...

...you need to cut all the way down here.

You can't cut this way... like this.

She's not feeling well.

At the end it's very important not to hesitate...

Okay, thank you for your film, Vendela.

Hey! It's not over!

-I want to see her die! -This is a serious topic, Emma.

It can be uncomfortable for some.

-How disturbed are you, really? -Becka!

Keep your questions serious and raise your hand.

-Okay, my hand is up. -Go ahead.

Thank you so much.

I don't get it. Why... don't you do it for real?

Hey! That's enough.

-If you're feeling so bad... -I said enough!

I wanted to make a video for my followers...

-Followers? What followers? -Becka!

You had like ten views when it started.

What? Are you filming?

-No, I'm texting. -Well, stop it.

Yes, Ma'am.

(PRINCIPAL'S OFFICE)

Hello Vendelisteners! Welcome to a new video.

This isn't your usual Get Ready With Me...

At the end it's very important not to hesitate.

It's like... Very important.

You just got to do it.

Like... Anything is better than fucking high school.

Think of everyone who ignored you, laughed at you.

It'll be okay... Your parents will cry.

Your friends will cry too.

But you're just going to be... a bloody corpse...

...rotting away. And that's someone else's problem.

You sure she hasn't called in sick?

Hi.

-I'm Lukas, Vendela's teacher. -Vendela.

Vendela!

Hey.

Listen...

...I just wanted to say that...

...I'm here if you need to talk about anything.

Okay?

Good. I'll see you tomorrow.

Bye.

-Hello. -Hi.

Did you want to talk about something?

Yeah...

What is it?

That film I showed...

...I don't do that kind of stuff.

Like in the film. I never have.

Are you sure?

Um...

Well...

What is it?

I mean...

Or...

Once in sixth grade maybe. But...

...it was a long time ago.

But...

I tried it a little bit...

...on my thighs.

-I used to do the same. -What do you mean?

Like you did.

Just a little bit.

Then I cut up both my arms.

Kind of like in your film.

Why?

I was sad.

I felt completely alone.

Everything was just dark.

But it was a long time ago. Things get better.

-I'll go talk to them. -No, don't.

-They're harassing you. -No.

-It's okay. -Please, Lukas, don't.

Rebecka.

-What? -That's enough, understand?

-What the hell are you talking about? -Your fucking terror! No one likes it.

Aww, how cute. He's defending his girlfriend.

-You two are screwing, right? -Are you using protection?

-What?! -Think you're funny?

-You're fucking disturbed. -Who's really disturbed?

You're just a brat. Bullying everyone all the time.

You have friends only because they're afraid of you.

-I think you're really sick. -I think you are really sick!

You look like you're about to cry all the time.

-Shut your mouth! -No one here likes you.

-Shut your fucking mouth! -This is my crazy teacher, Lukas.

The crazy thing is...

-He's flipping out because... -What are you doing?

-He thinks I'm being bullied. -Stop filming.

-But actually... -I said stop filming!

Jesus! What are you doing?

-Did he just take your phone? -Yeah.

He's probably mentally ill.

I'm going to call your parents.

I'm going to call your parents!

-Weird-ass Lukas! -Weird-ass Lukas!

-Was that good, Becka? -Yeah, very good.

You're going to be famous.

Goodbye.

Hello my Vendelisteners!

So today...

...My teacher went off on a girl in my class.

One of my friends.

So keep watching and you'll see my crazy fucking teacher.

Vendela.

Vendela, hold on! Vendela!

I want you to remove that video.

What the hell are you doing? No!

Oh, excuse me.

I'm Lukas. Vendela's teacher.

-Is she home? -No, she's not.

Can we talk?

Your parents will cry. Your friends will cry too.

But you're just going to be... a bloody corpse...

...rotting away.

They were supposed to make a film about being young today.

...because you won't exist anymore. Kiss kiss from Vendeliss!

-You haven't seen it? -What? No, I haven't.

Do you know about her self-harm behaviour?

-She cuts herself. -No, she doesn't.

-I would have noticed. -She told me about it.

She cuts her thighs so you wouldn't see it.

You have no clue how she's feeling.

Hello.

Vendela!

What?

What did I do wrong?

-What do you mean? -Just tell me.

What have I done wrong, Vendela?

I want you to show me your legs. I want to see them.

Look at me.

-I want you to show me. -No! Let go of me!

Why the hell is he here?

No! You stay here!

-Listen to what I'm saying. -Let me go!

-Stop it! Show me! -No!

You will show me now! You understand?

-No, stop it! -Yes!

-Stop it and let me see! -No!

My dear...

Vendela, baby...

Why do you do this?

I fucking hate this fucking phone!

Vendela! I'm sorry!

Forgive me, sweetie.

Hello?

Vendela?

Yes.

How are you?

Not so good.

Vendela...

I have nothing now. No YouTube... Everyone at school hates me.

I don't hate you.

Yes, everyone hates me. And I can't stand it.

I don't want to live anymore.

Listen to me, Vendela.

You need to calm down. It will be fine...

No, it won't! You have no idea how I feel.

Are your parents home?

No.

Call 911!

-Do you want to call 911? Yes.

-I'm coming over. -No, don't.

-I'm coming over now. -Leave me alone!

Vendela!

Open, Vendela!

Vendela!

Vendela! Vendela!

No! No! No!

Hello?

Vendela?

Yes.

How are you?

Not so good.

Vendela...

I have nothing.

No YouTube. And everyone at school hates me.

I don't hate you.

Welcome, my Vendelisteners! I've been away for a while.

Because my phone broke. But my awesome mommy got me a new one.

So I can make you new videos.

I'm just so happy about it.

Sick, right? I made them myself with...

...wax and lipstick. Cool, right?

I'm going to prank my crazy teacher. He's totally lost it now!

He really thinks I'm gonna kill myself.

I don't want to live anymore.

Vendela... Listen to me.

You should take it easy. It will be alright.

No! You don't know if it'll be alright.

I'm coming over right now.

No, don't!

I'm coming over.

Leave me alone!

Vend...

Okay...

10 minutes later.

Vendela! Vendela!

No! No! No!

What the hell is he doing?

Really?

Shit, an ambulance!

What?!

What?!

This is like so weird!

Hey, Vendela.

Hello, everyone. I'm your substitute teacher for today.

-Where's Lukas? -I don't know.

-Is he dead? -What? Why would he be dead?

I heard you made some films. So we'll watch them today.

-Vendela got like 40 000 views... -Who wants to go first?

Vendela?

Vendela? Can you please show us your film?

Umm...

I can show you.

Hello, my Vendelisteners!

Hello, Vendelisteners! And welcome to a new video!

I thought I'd make