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you are

memoriante the road

he went down

because it scares us

and you fascinated us the other day

when we went to live in lisbon

we were in love

everything was urgent

we loved each other in the most unlikely places museums

restrooms in crowded restaurants and subways

I started to write about these encounters

like someone's diary

and without planning

that was the trigger that made marcelo write again

nothing was better for our life

we create codes

he gave the clues to define the places

try to dress

and he incorporated these jokes from his literature

that strangeness seduced us

and he made me the muse of his stories

I loved it here

how far can love go from one person to another

my 1st meeting is at 10

when to stay like this

Wow, it doesn't even look like mine

will get ready

the audacity of that man to enter the bathroom of the bar and lock the door

didn't scare me

instead

it was what i wanted

keep touching up lipstick

was my consent as he looked in the mirror his hands going down the waistband of my skirt

his smell was strange

and he stayed in my memory for days

many days

I didn't see you arrive

the statue's tale

they loved it

it was beautiful

pretty

you know i liked to think like this woman

of craftsman

I wondered if I would have that courage

our fantasies became short stories for this magazine where marcelo wrote

sounded like confessions

created in kien li the same as we felt

it was a success

we never talk about this complicity

but I made a wall with postal maps

movie tickets

everything that illustrated

those jokes that I thought were innocent

and that seemed to have no risks

I was choosing

I don't know I was choosing just seeing defects

and who knows if not to please my mother

That's ridiculous

and now I'm alone

you are another story

with marcelo so in love

this connection between you

that give you

these fantasies

these plots

it almost makes me angry with envy

you know that I already liked imagining these stories better

but until today

it's really nice to see how he looks when I tell him

I will not cease to exist

every start is a volunteer

he heard

I know will be

involuntary

what does she do on those sex dates in the house

what would you do beatriz

I'm nauseous

my father never worried about fatherhood

I think maybe it was his difficulty with affection

but he was a scholar

his library had everything

luckily I already knew how to read

and read everything he had at home

all alfredo

I didn't miss him anymore

literature saved me

made me think

understand my shyness

envy

I'm a monumental insecurity

I know that literature can tear me apart

but i also know

that I wish I was writing

much more than I've written

sex in literature

it's a barren territory every

increasingly trivialized

very different from what you are proposing in this book

what is about sex

but the gravity of your story

it will demand a lot from you

Beatriz worries me right now

in the middle of it

where is dying

fascinating inside the 1st book

you'll be dying from the erotic amounts that the incredible magazines seem to cover

are more interesting

convinced with being rudita ariel

adapt to theatro arabets 2nd maniches screenville

I was going to meet Marcelo

I spread him out and accumulated you fav and he laughs at him to act

in the texts you sent I just want to avoid writing meters

buquilo

I've been to Rio na Rio de Janeiro for days

I go into the bookstore and archalir

or the same he had not died to thank the burning pain free or that he had recommended

finishes reading one in the hour before landing in madrid

impressed by the opportunity to cry in life

kira from you a book today

super what a box of demons because of this book

makes accidents

now you are amazing for me the mili brow

about labaciam desecajara

mirror about the chabismos in this delivery

we all want them in passion

losing the idea of losing disgust terrifies

it's very scary

and fear this is my human thread is stronger

and also in the most violent

think

Worldwide

that I will feel hilabism or complaint die go drink

and it's still there

gift

verus hiccup

fantasy

and passes

in what fascinates us we practice out of modesty

for modesty that also mentions the human world

so that everyone stays look

in fantasy

want to machinate that we all prefer to be love

living like a domesticated sexual

but there are kids thinking

that I left him the fist to dominate everything

why miss the herons that sell you the book like that

I do not know why

could be an obstruction and misguided

I don't know what

but now

all loca in barcelona in rebel

of this mounted

my hm

useful

I separated these for Marcelo

even though he doesn't need alfredo

Could it be that this self-confidence you give

don't bother anymore

self-confidence no longer wants

but if he was a predictable person

we would be the first to n o

by the way like the bar

also believed in his talent

it's great to see an editor like this betting on marcelo

this editor is basque right

Basque I don't carry

and slash comes

of the plastic arts where he made a roadblock

and now transforms the publishing world in spain

I

I have a great understanding of these new media

today everything flows too fast

I know, discreet marcelo bia

so our coffee

laura i have no more excuses i know

but i will show up i promise

I don't know

what was the proposal that this editor made for marcelo

but being in barra who is

marcelo can lose his plumb

stop being work

can fall headlong obsessed

it won't be fear of having marcelo in half

this obsession will be your obsession

deborah i'm like 3 years ago in brazil

I'm reviewing signs that I already know

deborah signs

you're not all esoteric

because

signs indications begin to appear

that's what I'm talking about

I'll show you

I can lose Marcelo

if he decides to embark on this merrimentoura guy

as an editor

encine the party a long time ago

gerwin got carried away with the plastic cards

and in the intent with literature

in the economic glue anguish

of unwriter

have a talent

as we all teach in the plot

and if it works

if he is expensive

in which he buries

what we knew

pitalho betinha de miss owl pira

possession of salt and albino borlito

we are all excited to turn our backs

by the way gentlemen

we are everywhere

I'm crazy tent narnia

amazing

no, it's a nightmare for me

you didn't hear

boy or girl

you don't

think it's a little early to worry about that

at the

it's just

curiosity sympathy

at first you were all excited about the pregnancy

now the baby thing seems to be over for you

marcello you cut yourself

what are you hiding from me

I may not answer

can I ask you another question

if it's not about pregnancy

why i don't know anything about this spanish editor

of this book

if I tell you that I left the magazine

that that was the last story I wrote for them

that's all you're kidding

lost his salary now with son

you closed another contract

that

editor

paid the option

the book deal will depend on what I wrote

marcelo at that moment it was a disease

and what is good sanity

I don't know

I don't know Marcelo

I just know that until now everything was fine for me

Our relationship

a son on the way

these tales our fantasies

you writing

resuming for one

writing with everything ordered

like a 9 to 5 job

with mine

to hold a wave for your dream

we came here

you wrote your thesis

I left my career in Brazil

I stopped advocating so now you can write another book

it scares me marcel

you got really bad in the river

you promised you'd stick to stories for the magazine

you brought me here

Luiz and Barro found me

it changes everything

what is this book about now

a couple

how else

Marcelo loves an abyss

and I know exactly what I'm talking about

when I got pregnant I was sure

that he would only write the short stories for the magazine

I was betting on it, I was wrong

his decision to write this book

with this theme that involved me

without consulting me it changed everything

and he knew it

when i was called cover

and gave an interesting essay

I left one on Alfredo's desk

take the view for him to see

it's weird not seeing him here anymore

a year ago he drove all this

we still go out to smoke together

you came to work with us

increased our sales

it's a shame you left us

good afternoon joel

it's not camila morang

camila how are you

aah marcelo braga is a writer friend

drink something

many thighs for the heartthrob to take

drink a coffee haha

camila marcelo one minute

you also write

every day and emails

João commented that you will read how much

here at the bookstore

how many polaroid said

how many poems

stories of course I could attract readers

you are amazing

I was a journalist

I published a novel

and until last week

I wrote erotic stories for this disney magazine

now i'm on a new book project

8 8 weeks

not only on wednesday wednesday

we're going to do the other one

then we will know

I'm writing

what got into you

what got into you

with that thing there thing

this thing is your son marcelo

marcelo

marcelo we're going to have to take a break from this life of ours

of secrets

this for now will end it's over because

you're going back to copacabana

because without you collaborating there is no book

there is no lisbon

has no family

son ain't shit

and apologized

you can't do without marcelo dot

put a password on the computer I commented with you

agreed was this fixed money from the stories for the magazine while I continued working here excuse me

I opened a bank account just for him separate from mine

but that's not healthy

always thought it strange that you had everything in common in your hand

deborah

is he thinking only of himself

it's the beginning

that's what scares me so much

Beatriz I'll go with you to the doctor if you want

then we have coffee

want another day

Thanks

but marcelo goes with me to the lab

it will be good for him

go there and participate

marcelo not showing up

it was the way he found it

to tell me there was still time

it was still in the beginning

he needed me to help him with a book

and a son threatened the state he wanted from me

was his clear way of asking me to postpone

a choice I made

like so many for life

sun and accomplice

consumed by this love

fueled by this passion

the whole city provoked by fate

why do you deserve christians

because you want my opinion your attitude

you know what i do

how to improve life

her

I follow people

accompany with him

following following

the family peace executive

the people who couldn't rate hunted there

according to love

this year I miss college

live it in the beautiful apartment i like it

disappointed

no way

it's worth it

said he was a little shocked

the nature of women

hope she should answer

I won't go with you anymore

I was not prepared to risk

what do we have together

whatever your decision

there would always be losses

even the toughest choices are rewarded

maybe even i never find any sense in what i did

but not to regret anything

then I wanted to be sure

of having done everything to have a marcelo with me

all i did was think about it

it was unbearable to be without you

well, I've already handed in tomorrow's processes, okay?

huge I thought I wouldn't be able to finish

and I messed with some clauses

but i made some notes

it's all very straightforward

I think you won't have a problem understanding

never hope

office without you these 2 weeks

got bored

in the chaos it got boring

seriously

what's behind this electric thing

which is

miss the river bonus

some explanation has to have

not everything can be explained

I finished the first chapter

I wanted it to be read

I've already read it

since when did you go back to reading what I write

since when did you release the password

i printed it came to work

or was not to read

he the writer

will leave the woman

the character after

for him

impossible for him not to want

don't want this woman

He loves her

much

much

how much

more than the book

curious this moment antisá la

days

thousands of them all

thrown away

to remember them all

later when we are going

about me

They knew me for whom I didn't deny it

and what I could have made of myself I didn't

I read a lot of success

a few years ago

that's why I remembered god

to tell you that I am delighted that you risk it

give life to anguish

to curiosity

almost die for it alfredo

not better that way

the delicate beauty of the intelligence of sex

that's what we are

but what do we have more than anything

is the moment when the heart

stop

this instant

what's left of me

understand what I could have done and didn't do

but then

bye

infernal

you never banished will sleep here

what you shouldn't

sorry camila

it's doctor editor's orders

or he said it was the state doctor's room

i think he knows

I think it's part of his strategy

he wants adaptation for the theater

rehearsed and assembled before I finished the book

I understand look what the editor is imagining

that misma doesn't stop thinking about me

already seen there are pieces without many to die

it already falls

there laundry

and me

for I never regret

will have money

but i think maybe

perhaps by the look of that man in love

tortured by jealousy

maybe this woman will materialize

forgive me

maybe she can love

how to love you

this phrase remains haunted like a ghost

this is the picture

current situation

I would sincerely be delighted when the cerrado dies

that I felt

lust

so scary

her immoral way enchanted me

it was very intimate

it was all so dark

sun there was an indoor area serviced

so then he entered me in madrid and there was a fiesta

had the tapeworm catandria

bueda caniz

that the kona-as ship left at lois das views

the busiest trucks

lacertus

I think nothing wrong is like trying to be like less

oh people who can addict me se

with these convicts

you know he is

question john

not that he is asked

Tina is just another

and he already answered me

the not die

measured a kiss

paid for the dishes

and maria couched him to gum on the 1st night of insomnia

ya ora atão mepidas soon the quickness

like it or not

our last night together

we left before turning on the light

hated it, i know

I love

I love romantic comedy too

so much that I was thinking about the book

what exactly to stop writing something in common

maybe fascinating

I do not know what it is

hard to write

you wouldn't be picking faults with her not to finish the book

I want you to promise

I deserve

let me breathe

really

no false leads

postcards on trams

my way

now she was there

almost like life

attracted by the gaze of a stranger who desired her

with time she learns to let herself be carried away by his requests

feeling free

and more and more faithful to her husband

do you love the idea of loving

and scribes of lamentation

not to live without regret

you're biting the crazy crazy

I'm already writing

write lapiou write

write the drug commands here in the republican

see if the guys look like the enem that is mine

this was fernando guys nores you

I could be the turkey nunete accept serro

give me the idea

now let's work more on the idea

out of control

from here to god, the ration will screw me at her doors

from him to the wall

happiness sparse

and where did you see beatriz

that I've been trying for 4 days and I can't talk to her

yesterday here lisbon

getting out of your car

she was alone

Yes, she was

how far did you follow her

where did she go camile

hey marlene this one love been thinking of looking

already have the sockets that is

worries me

I abandoned the pregnancy

sex was the raw material of the book and I was convinced

and almost by accident

I started using your pain meds

to understand what dominated marcelo

with time I didn't know if what I lived was real

but tell him what i did

the details

became an addiction

marcelo took refuge in spain not to see this

how much time do you put here in machismo the difference does it make

I'm stereotype about it

better a formula

paid in childhood

the loose adolescence

exiled from my carioca ghosts in europe

but

dependent now on an oxford-based analgesic

stronger

and know because of fibromyalgia

that at that moment also controls the pains of the soul

my paranoia

and pray with fitness in the police here

I didn't ask you to take me out

pour in the hypocrisies marcelo

dom pedro ii want to show character in treating him

is resurrected in a libr ãoo

sophisticated to duty at the very least

from where you even enrich tomás bendez

and it is worth repeating it

you live there inside you

so he sends her to kira i go

but here I look like louis

nothiane pressure marsillow

on any minor prison dog

that he tries to try to hide this distressing

cheap too because it reveals many hello everyone

of all that we need to know about our other

missmos

told by a superbebe from this hell

if you were in my wife's place

I would be proud already

happy is to follow if I'm still withering

I will be you to die

I let go of what they wanted from me

everything there in an improvised kind of urgent way

from the sky

here on the tram there is a guy who is listening to everything that is

comes in his smile

was it my distraction

it was at dawn

beatriz had just arrived

I think it was my luck

he didn't get worse

his frame is stable

is still hallucinated

but doctors don't know how long

I will miss you

the phrases of yours that appear whole go ahead

I do not need

this is friendship

love

us

we can fall in love with someone who doesn't love us

not in friendship

she only exists

in admiration for each other

if i can survive myself

maybe i'll write about a topic one day

today I'm only interested because it scares me

that scares me

must be really scared

investigate the unknown

the secrets themselves

it's for few

Marcela

I managed to produce

it achieved

you drank marcelo

I drank

I copied

sat down

and I even planned you

look how cool

what can I do

I've seen you like this

me too

it's not cool

i won't let you do that again

he arrives

marcelo arrives

you like that I depend on you, right bia

i love you different sex

love

it's been your pleasure for a long time that moves this here

but she was doing what we agreed

what did you ask me

finish this book

for the love of God

get rid of that editor that manipulates you

and then we come back

my way back is called beatriz spain

here I will die

Hi Laura

it's a heater

is to insist

you are a gift

there is always in our life

follow your breath

listen to Laira coming in

like an anthra

racist

the community downloads the evil is lost

8 days without news from bia

now died ahead

departure for edit train at 10:45 platform c

stratrafico like lamor tv lautor

what could be of me on the edm

and what's left

nothing is possible

nothing

this wheel is beautiful

this chair is like this

I hid

I hid

behind the ramp that was between my legs

to avoid if I die

come to miss horror

excellent because we cut

because this persona ramiana

is dying

it's not that there is

of course there is

there are many fragments here

and it's here at the theater where we can see lemonas

if she dies

clear to satisfy the whims of the hombre see

because I already know the day no

already think you're not a rui zé rodero miguelo

I don't mean

I find the behavior of the wall that I find myself chopcionas

marrefiel is very helpful

you hate to die

let's know this is not just in the biography

this is a deal

we all absolutely all moved for it came down

this die that was so much like him

in the domain area

you are not even dominated by me

they both want i don't know what

there is no servility there

and i know i'm not a cry for virtues

locals humanize

for me her girlfriend must be dying

eloquent semi aggressive

this is the idea

this one falls in love with dwarves piracostumbres

and already criticizes us

the iron zones

is dying of covered air conditioning that

he always took this tray down for us, I didn't know

and aura that is approved

aura needs to kill kimigerander

marcelo can we stop

It's late

everything is fine

It's not happening anything

this is a fiction book

this is not a metaphor for us

what is this fiction

your cleaning

I prefer her death

much more narrative

it's not moral at all

it's natural as a martyrdom

his death is predictable

I think it's cowardly

make the return

we will go back in time

I was very moved by what I saw in the theater

I love you

book

this secret that we have

you didn't ask me

but I understood that what I'm giving you

it's not inspiring you anymore

to give you what you need

so i can get what i want from you

us

us again

it was good to come see you

I will be with you always

go home

now what outfit is this

go because I make up any excuse

you know even i don't know him

see what I give you

if you are convinced to repress your employment

and it will make life easier

then you are on the right path

dazzling mission

for her the challenge

and the marks that already appear on your body

I did not met

you taking medication and missing work

you had an abortion

which is no longer little

now

stay in this state

it is no longer complicity

this is another thing you are living with marcelo

in square deborah

it has always been like that

he uses what happens to me to write

as before being

I remember yes

but it was something else

drama box

enough, you're making a scandal, you fagot

drugged motherfucker

deborah

It's Deborah talking

you called me from spain to read this

where is beatriz

I called you from Spain to read this court order

you needed to know that

you read carefully

where is she

even a phone call to her marcelo

a phone call on you

go to jail, justice knows who you are

I have the right to do more

I'm also studying

a way to embraze this shitty little book

do it marcelo

lay your hand on me

do me that favor and i'll put you in jail today now

where is she deborah

at the central hospital

where she got into a coma because of an overdose

of these drugs you tried to take

images of the beatings he's been getting on the streets

to feed that disgust of your imagination

I'm going to the hospital

very careful

you

deborah

is bluffing

hi neusa

on top of that

this is normal bleeding

4 weeks I was prevented

must not persist

you can be wrong

about what

4 weeks maybe 5 weeks

you didn't do the math

I will rewrite everything

teenas cd the old woman ok luís

serious thing with you

If this friend of Beatriz's isn't wrong

to see people die looking at hospitals and imagine seeing what

is that it will

be luís daily fuck you

it's not just a moral issue of mine

but of affection

alfredo understood before me and much better

what is the book I write about

this notebook wrote to me

laura told me that 2 days ago

when i went to say goodbye to her in sintra

she handed me the notebook inside a sealed envelope

in alfredo's legacy

I asked you to bring me here and I'm staying here

just need the book ready

I need isolation from you

I need you to mediate my relationship with this

deliver the texts to him

a kind of agent knows

what do you think

okay and there's fear

babies cool on the candidate

to help you, you are micruz

I don't want him to find me

luis note

You will find

leave it at home

elaine son of marcelo guard

how are you doing

marcelo or elaine de marcelo

deserves I don't know

I don't know Nadia Peru

I'm understanding in life

how not

made a mistake more mature

in the last texts reassembled

there is increased interest as a voter

and also that director

that yahoo is taken in rehearsals

-10 it will end in book

who trusts

josie is like that

I don't know why and how

that rotates in contrast to him

this is where this will happen to us

and promising marcelo to someone who wouldn't say where he's from

lose litões that will be in place like never before

you are not on the 4th delivery in a month

plina district

what is pushing the wall

is what we die

whether it's here in lisbon

you are everything and i change

lion

sometimes clothes hang stop using lost waxes

what kind would he be the government to spain

and accompany marfeno with all the teacher poundso training

your story is beautiful

230 pages

there at the moment

marcelo i stayed

with the strange sensation of having understood a paradox

what is

much more common to happen to women than you think

your female book is devastating until

it was really nice of you to come there

you working at the bookstore was important to him

after

when you moved into our apartment

he started to write

he smoked all his life

the doctors gave

months of life

you had time

you had more than 3 years

but i had with her

but i don't have the answer you want

when reading marcelo's book i had the feeling of knowing him

the man I had lived with for 7 years

a surprise

what are you thinking

in which the dust to see more unnecessary I want pleasure

for 30 minutes

I know it's not perpetual

another process

simple

love

in love

tell me to believe that I didn't want peace

know about him what

write feuds soon manage

put in algard elosquer discovered in these talents

who know how to act

nopolia bertaliv on the brightest idea

levitaria posted about giving the deed and about that

the tunnel grandma doesn't want to embarrass

but risen

that intermediate visit the denouncements of the day

ediferent owner the solo avenue of charges

innately uncritical

there is a border with the carlos nunes kingdom of lanada

janud elliott dermou definitely cool

humble geniuses

we are so few

judge meijá goes there in his kingdom wait ademar son

I will work out for you

which airport please

there reality became an ally

harrowing one more ally

when i met marcelo

queuing for a restroom at a restaurant on the river

we exchanged a smile and he surprised me

took me by the arm

took me a step away from the queue

to my surprise and that of the other women

and there as if no one heard

without blinking or taking your eyes off me

he me

love is born from a collage of moments like this

call me

he was what i wanted

how far can love go from one person to another

delicate with me

with the character

i had it with laura i gave the proof

you always surprise me

those 3 months were an eternity

I came to rescue you Beatriz

than

whose marcelo

cid i tolete

laura will love our visit

we will

we talk on the way

I explain to you

you're different

including people

while i read the book the 2 times

I read it 2 times

I asked myself at times

where would that man be inside you?

this man who describes love that way so

beautiful about the woman he loved

I came back to get you

if you want

will not say anything

I'm pregnant Marcelo

10 weeks

the son we wanted

you know you are a father

if i know what father

Who is the father

what do you mean who is the father

I have little chance of being mine

how can you be sure

even if it wasn't your marcelo

this child is ours

you will deny

There's still time

we can start from the siege without ghosts

beatriz the book is ready

not

marcelo

not another abortion again

I doubt you can live with it I doubt it

what did you expect me to say

I don't know I don't know Marcelo

something surprising

and I what do I do with this doubt

get out of the car now