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In our psyche there exists a system that repels unpleasant feelings

and closes them in a warehouse of our unconscious.

These unpleasant feelings

continue to live there

inside us.

And they have energy.

They want to be expressed,

and when we refuse to look at them,

they rise to the surface and manifest.

The more we suppress them and push them away,

the more severe the manifestation.

We call them autoimmune diseases.

They arise differently in each one of us,

depending on one's psyche, relationships, environment, and past.

CHAPTER VIII - AUTOIMMUNE DISEASES

I used the last remaining eggs we had frozen.

I didn't expect it to work

but, uh...

I'm going to keep it.

Whether you want us to raise it together or not.

You'd rather I'd have kept it from you?

I want us to give it another shot.

One more try.

I want my child to have a father and a mother.

We've both done things we're not proud of, but I do believe

we can work past them and--

Do you still love me?

Do you or did you just come here out of necessity?

Out of necessity.

What a great way to start a family.

I need you. Do you get that?

I don't want to go through this alone.

Don't expect me to beg you to talk to me.

Nor will I compete against a 19-year-old girl,

just because you think you're in love.

Many people suffer from these invisible diseases,

and we don't know how to cure them.

In smaller communities, expressing oneself is harder,

more limited.

The smaller the community,

the tighter the limits,

the greater the pressure.

Can I talk to you?

Uh, yeah,

but do you mind if we do it another time?

I wanted to talk too.

Should I wait?

I'll call you.

Did I do something wrong?

No, you didn't.

I'm just running late. I'll call you.

I came here for my medical internship five years ago.

But I stayed longer.

For you.

I'm not allowed to feel tension.

I'm not allowed to get upset or sad.

I regulate my life only to the point I can bear it.

I have self-control.

That's why we can't be together.

I fell asleep.

How's she doing?

She's fine.

I gave her some medicine and she's doing well.

She's only this calm with me or you.

At least now she's not in any pain.

I tried to put her down the other day,

but I couldn't do it.

Don't say those things, Michalis.

My love.

It could take two weeks.

You've seen how much she's hurting.

Whenever she walks, she's out of breath.

She's really suffering.

I wish she would just die peacefully in her sleep.

I can come whenever you need me.

Yeah, you'd do anything to stay away from your home.

Sofia.

I'm sorry, I'm just under a lot of pressure.

I'll drop by tomorrow.

Bye, Marika.

We all have suppressed emotions.

If you take medication, it puts the pain to sleep

for a short while.

But it's always there, waiting for you.

You know how protective I am of my family.

Only this time, my family is now a lot bigger than you can imagine.

My fellow citizens, you are my family.

- Do you think it's good? - It's ridiculous.

Could you help me out?

In a couple of days, I'll be in front of all these people.

What is it?

Sofia, why are you looking at me like that? I'm the same person.

Where did I go so wrong that you can't even look at me?

Will you help me?

"Our island is like a family which serves total transparency

and culture in order to bring growth."

Nice front for your money laundering.

"I'm asking you to give me the chance to bring light to our island,

to help create new conditions."

What do you want me to do with this, hm?

I don't want anything to do with it. It's wrong.

Please help me out then.

You should drop out. Find an excuse and drop it.

You think I have a choice?

You do. You just don't want to.

I don't, God damn it! How many times do I have to say it?

I didn't start this on my own.

I need you by my side, now more than ever.

It's the only way we can move forward.

Are you rehearsing your speech?

It's the only way to keep you and the children safe, Sofia.

Is that good enough for you?

Do you understand what I'm saying now?

I'll help you with your speech tomorrow.

Sometimes, compromise is necessary.

But it comes at a price.

The more you lie to your system,

the more it gets confused

and gives the wrong signals.

The system gets blocked and becomes sick.

It's itchy all the time.

- For how long? - Not that long.

Are there more?

Here.

What is it, doctor?

Psoriasis.

How did I catch it?

You didn't catch it and you can't transmit it.

I'll prescribe a cream and then you need some more tests,

treat it while it's early.

It's an irritation, what's there to treat?

Just give me the cream and it'll pass.

Listen, Spyros--

I don't want my mom or anyone else to find out.

It's just from the sun.

- Because I'm riding a bike all day long. - Will you listen to me?

I just want you to give me the ointment,

and I'll come back if it's not cured.

Thank you.

What's that on your hand?

It's nothing. I scraped it on the bike.

I owe you an apology, Spyros.

- You owe me? - Yes.

Not everyone

has the same strength and will as others do.

Why are you apologizing to me?

For backing out.

What are you talking about, Ma?

- You know what. - I don't. Are you losing it?

Going to Athens was stupid from the start.

I was just fooling around, let's be honest.

Because the truth is that I don't want to study, or live there.

And Yianna won't just sit around and wait for me forever.

When I'm out of the military, I'll come back and help Dad with work.

What?

What did you say to me?

Ma, let's cut the bullshit.

That job brings in lots of cash.

Hey, guys!

What's up?

- Hi, Yianna. - How are you, Miss Maria?

Ready to go?

Just a moment, it's hot outside and I forgot to bring a hair tie.

To hold it in place.

Miss Maria?

After I've delivered the takeouts,

we're going to the beach. I'll stay at Yianna's.

Here.

- For you, dear. - Oh, that's so nice of you.

- Hurry up, Yianna. - Coming!

See you, Ma.

Oh man, I'm dying.

Hm.

Bye!

When you have an autoimmune disease,

your body gets confused and can't tell its own cells apart.

It thinks they're foreign bodies

and it fights them.

It can't see the reality and sooner or later,

it'll physically manifest.

When we're young,

we lack a sense of danger.

This can sometimes be our salvation.

We say whatever we want,

whatever we feel,

without fear.

I'm listening.

Hello.

I'm not stupid, I know what's going on.

You regret what we did the other night,

and you're avoiding me because you don't know how to tell me.

Yes.

Then why did you want to see me?

To make me feel even worse?

No.

I don't want to avoid you anymore.

Klelia...

If only...

If only I could just change everything.

If I didn't care, if only I could keep up with you,

- if only I were younger, if only I-- - If only you had inner strength.

If only you could stop fooling yourself and live life the way you wanted to.

Goodnight.

- Klelia! - Leave me alone.

- Can you please wait? - Go away!

Klelia!

You're just another asshole.

Please, calm down.

You make me feel bad for expressing my feelings. You're pathetic!

- I never meant anything like-- - I feel so dumb because of you,

when the truth is that

I wouldn't have done any of it if you hadn't given me the green light.

And you know full well

that you opened the door for me. Just like you are right now.

What are you doing here?

What do you want?

To humiliate me?

No.

Okay so, why then?

What the fuck did I do to deserve this? God-damn it!

Take your time and consider.

I meant every single word I said.

I also meant it.

Only for me, it's much harder.

Klelia?

Klelia.

- Klelia! - Huh?

- It's burning! - Oh!

Oh.

Ah.

Are you that distracted?

Ouch, ouch.

It burns all the time.

It's like I have a cut or something,

but when I look in the mirror, there's nothing there.

Why should there be? It's not an injury.

It's psychosomatic?

Perhaps.

We can get an X-ray, but if you've had it before...

Have you experienced muscle pain before?

Yeah, quite often.

Did you take medication for it?

Tranxene, Zoloft, Ladose...

I've tried everything.

I know what it is.

I guess going to the doctor doesn't cure psychosomatic symptoms.

We carry them with us.

I know.

Is it too much to ask you

to write me a prescription for a tranquilizer?

- I'm under a lot of pressure. - Yeah, I know.

What do you know?

- About the festival. - Ah.

When does it start?

In a few days.

I heard you're doing fantastic work.

Yeah?

I'll give you a prescription,

but please make sure this is only for your use.

I know. Until I leave. Thank you.

Are you planning on leaving?

No.

Thanks, Michalis.

I'm happy here.

There are wonderful beaches

I'm not going back to Athens.

No way!

I have a great time here.

Hey, love!

My love.

I'm so glad you're back.

Let me introduce you.

So this is Jacqueline and this is Adam.

Jacqueline is French

and Adam is English.

I met them at the beach today.

They live here half the year.

So, do you want some wine?

- Do you want wine? - Yeah.

Hi.

Alexandra told us about the festival.

We can't wait. It'll be magnificent.

Thank you.

So far, so good?

So far so good, yes.

So you're English and you are French?

- Yes. - Okay.

He is never here.

I go for long walks all over the island.

That's how I met them.

Did you know that there's a foreign community here?

No, I didn't know that. Is that so?

Yes, we�ve been coming here for many years.

There's a whole group of us.

It's... It's one of those places where as soon as you set foot on the island,

you are just in love.

I met Jaqueline here.

Congratulations, by the way. Alexandra told us the good news.

Thank you.

- How do you feel? - I feel, uh, lost.

It's an adventure you'll love, you'll see.

So, cheers!

- Cheers. - Cheers.

Did it bother you I asked them over?

Not at all.

They're a charming couple.

Indeed, they are.

I didn't know you were so open about your pregnancy.

Why not?

I'll start to show soon. I'm past my first trimester.

That's right.

You can't process it yet, can you?

- No. - Hm.

I understand you.

I didn't leave you much room.

Alexandra--

I'd like to have them over again.

I want to meet their friends. I love it that there are foreigners on this island.

Please, can you come here for a minute?

So...

I'll be there for the child and for you,

whatever you need.

But I won't be with you.

I don't want to give it another try.

I'm somewhere else.

I can't be where I want to be,

but my mind can.

It'll pass.

I don't want it to pass.

It'll pass.

Do you really think a 19-year-old girl will cling to a middle-aged man for long?

- No, I guess not. - So, then,

it will pass.

Even if it passes, I don't want us to be together.

You can stay here as long as you like,

we can find a way for us to communicate better,

but I don't want to be a couple.

And I don't want to keep having second thoughts,

nor get angry with you, nor be afraid.

I bumped into the electrician earlier

and I asked him to install a Wi-Fi booster.

It's time for me to get back to work, part-time.

Isn't that better

than me going back to Athens?

Yeah, it is.

You wouldn't mind if I, uh, had them over again?

Not at all.

You're here? I was just heading to the taverna.

Hi, Haris.

- Don't "hi" me, let's go! - Where?

- You have no idea what's going on? - What?

The boat with all the musicians from Corfu just arrived.

- When? - Come on!

There's no one to welcome them.

- Come on, let's go. - But I can't.

Yes you can, come with me. Come on.

You'd be crazy if you didn't come back here.

You shouldn't deprive yourself this pleasure.

He promised me he wouldn't touch me again

as long as I don't come to this school.

It's better for all of us.

He said that before. You believe he'll honor his word?

I don't.

He's calmer though.

Things are quieter at home now.

For my Spyros

and all of us.

- Good evening. - Good evening.

What are you doing?

What you told me.

Anything to avoid going home.

And you know what's even better?

No one misses me.

They haven't even bothered to look for me.

I made a spanakopita and it's ready.

And also brought a bottle of wine.

No one realized it was missing either.

How's she doing?

The same.

- Hey. - Michalis?

Be honest with me.

If I went to Athens,

if I left everything behind and went,

- would you come? - Yes.

But you won't leave.

You've got more important things to take care of.

Yes, I do.

But that doesn't mean that, um,

I don't want to move on with my life.

You've heard these words before, haven't you, girl?

The same words, again and again.

This is the last time I'm helping Fanis.

And the main reason is that...

is that I'm worried about my kids.

What is Sofia telling us, love?

She's asking us to go to Athens? Is that it?

To go to Athens, hm?

I'm being serious right now.

I don't want to be serious.

I asked you to help me with the dog and that's it.

Thanks for dinner. I know you have good intentions,

but I can't talk seriously with you anymore.

Unless you want to see me break and fall apart?

- No. - Good.

Let's forget about it and have dinner.

How's Fanis' speech?

Did you write it?

Mom.

Mom?

Mom?

What happened? What's wrong?

Mom, it's me. Can I ask you something?

- Something with the kids? - No, Mom, I'm the one who needs you.

Can you give me some of the stuff you were smoking the other day?

- I need it, please. - Huh?

I don't feel well,

I need to calm down and I won't take the pills anymore.

I can't help you.

You're to blame for a lot,

the least you can do is give me a bit of the stuff you smoke.

Oh my God.

What have I done wrong?

Thanks for waking me.

Sorry.

So what did I do now?

- I'm not having this discussion now. - Sofia, come on.

Your attitude is seriously getting on my nerves.

It's always the same.

You try to talk to me and then you get cold feet,

- then you get mad at me for nothing. - I want to go.

I'll break up with Fanis and move to Athens with my kids.

Do you know how many times I've heard you say that?

And you never supported me.

I would have if I thought you'd go through with it.

Stop it, Mom.

You were only thinking about yourself.

You didn't want to be alone.

Me staying with Fanis was convenient for you

because you could control everyone and come out as the nice guy.

- We all got something out of it. - Well, I didn't.

You screwed me up.

Sofia, you're a grown-up woman.

This conversation is ridiculous.

You never wanted my dad. Ever.

And I was there to remind you of your misery with him.

You were emasculated,

then you emasculated all of us.

I never held back your kids from doing anything.

- On the contrary, I'm the one-- - Yes, we know.

You're the perfect grandma. Good for you!

But as a mother, you sucked.

I hope your daughter doesn't tell you the same thing one day.

If she does,

I have the guts to tell her I'm sorry.

And?

Where will that get you?

It will help my child feel a little better.

Sofia, are you really going to blame me at three o'clock in the morning

because you don't like your life?

What the hell is wrong with you?

You want me to take the blame again?

You're doing just fine with Fanis,

you two are the same.

You complement each other. You know it.

I'll leave with my children

and you'll do whatever you want.

Do you think that I really care?

Do you truly think I'm the one keeping you all here?

Do you know how many things I still want to do with my life?

And I will, for sure.

But, you see, my mother isn't alive for me to blame her.

One last thing and then I'm off to bed because I have rehearsal in the morning

and I need my voice.

And you've made me very angry.

If you are still expecting your mother's approval at the age of 45,

then you'll always stay a victim.

Even if I apologize to you 100 times, it wouldn't change anything.

And I did love your father,

I loved him so much.

Perhaps I never fell in love with him,

but I still loved him.

And I also know I raised you with love.

I won't take the blame for any of your failures,

nor for how rigid you've become.

And give me that joint, Sofia. Enough.

So you raised me with love?

A lot. Always.

How can you even question that?

And how do you know what love means, Mom?

What's that?

You backed out of your dreams,

you backed out of the love of your life,

you backed out of anything that could have made you happy.

So how did you learn what love is?

I think you're confusing fear with love and happiness, Mom.

Can you pass me the butter, Klelia, please?

She can't hear you.

What is it with young people always wearing headphones?

She's so in love she doesn't know what's going on around her.

You think we're in for a big drama?

I'm not going to interfere with her ever again.

Let her figure it out on her own.

- Want some honey? - No.

I'm sorry.

Come again?

Are you ever going to take those headphones out of your ear holes?

What the hell? You freaked me out!

Did you just apologize to me?

What's that all about?

Dragging your feet around the house like you're broken.

Want some honey?

You're all crazy in this house, I swear.

Honey!

Mom, did you just apologize to me?

Ah!

Relax,

no one's going to see us here.

I know, I'm calm.

I missed you.

I know it's weird because I see you every day,

but I still missed you.

I missed you too.

Yeah, but please, don't start with the "if onlys" again.

"If only, if only, if only..."

No, no, I won't start with the "if onlys" again. I promise.

You can also shout as much as you want here.

The worst possible outcome is a landslide.

Is what you're about to tell me that terrible?

So,

Alexandra and I split up a long time ago.

Why is she here then?

The fact is, at the time,

we were trying to get pregnant and it was really hard.

And ultimately, didn't work.

So we tried artificially.

IVF?

Yes.

She tried one last time on her own.

While I was here, without me knowing it.

And it worked.

That's why she came here.

She's pregnant

and she's going to keep it.

She wants it very much.

Do you want it?

That's where our age difference comes in,

as we see things very differently.

You want to get together again with her?

- No. - Why not?

It's over.

How can you want to have a baby with a woman if you're "over her"?

She wants it. I can't take it away from her.

Okay.

What?

Are you hungry?

So,

I took these from my house

and this one, uh, from my dad's cellar.

Did you hear what I just said?

Yes. And I don't care.

What you've done in the past is one thing and what I want for us now is another.

You having a kid with your ex-wife is none of my concern.

As long as she's your ex, I'm good.

She is.

Way before I met you.

You should eat this. It's stuffed veggies.

I can't understand how you like someone so--

I don't "like" you.

I'm in love with you.

What's the difference?

It's huge.

In essence, I don't understand a thing you're saying.

I can't...

I don't exactly know what love is

and I'm not concerned.

However, when I'm with you,

I have such a good time

that I forget about everything else.

Want to know something?

I think we may actually be good for each other.

- So you think? - Yes.

It makes no difference to me that you're 30 years older.

So what?

Eat your food.

I don't want to.

- You've put on some weight, huh? - Yes.

- And you feel bad? - Yes.

So that means that when you're 30 years old,

then I'm going to be 50 something?

Fifty-six?

Fifty-seven?

Fifty-eight!

Jesus Christ! Oh man, I don't believe it!

It's not possible!

It can't be!

There she is.

Hi.

Thanos dropped by to see you and I asked him to stay for coffee.

Hi.

Um, if you'll excuse me, I need to go.

I have work.

Thanos, come by again.

Sorry for coming over like this. I called but your phone was off,

so I didn't know if you'd be here and I thought I'd just drop by.

That's alright.

Have you been to the beach?

Yes.

- Were you with him? - Thanos...

I was very rude to you the other day and it wasn't right.

Yeah, what I did wasn't right either.

Yeah, you can say that.

I'm a mess.

I really miss you.

I think about you all the time.

Tell me you weren't with him.

So it's over between us?

Thanos,

I don't want to screw you over.

You've been a perfect gentleman.

- And it's not that I don't like you. I do. - Yeah...

Imagine what you'd do if you didn't.

Fine, whatever you say, you're right.

But I didn't do anything on purpose, honestly.

- I tried with you, but-- - But what?

I was not in love.

And you are with him?

What do you have in common, Klelia?

He's so much older than you, he's married, what the fuck?

Are you trying to get hurt?

Maybe.

Fine. Do you mind if I stop you from doing this to yourself?

It's not up to you, Thanos.

We'll see about that.

What are you going to do now?

- Are you going to Athens? - Thanos...

Your granddaughter has put on quite a show this summer.

When she's in motion, totally ruthless.

Cut it out!

What an amazing family, Grandma. You must be very proud.

What was it all about?

- Oh, I didn't tell you. - What?

I've decided which song I'll sing.

- Which one? -"Lucky Star" by Konstantinos Vita.

Ah, I like that one.

How long have you been fucking him?

- Calm down, please. - I am calm.

- Fine. - Stop.

I've told you.

Not everything works out.

- She's right. - Hm.

- What do you want me to do? - Grovel.

- Fanis? - You haven't been straight with me, man.

- Pardon? - I only asked one thing from you.

And you did exactly the opposite. Are you trying to test me, dude?

No, that's not my intention at all.

You know what's fucked up?

I trusted you, because I thought we understood each other.

And you stabbed me in the back.

- Fanis... - Don't "Fanis" me!

You don't have any kids, so you don't get to talk.

- Calm down. - Calm down?

Your wife is pregnant,

you're fooling around with my 19-year-old daughter

and you're asking me to calm down? Here's how it's going to be.

As soon as that fucking festival is over,

you'll pack and you'll leave.

And if you dare go near my child again, you fucking bastard,

I'm going to fuck you up and dump you in the sea.

Are we clear?

Yianna, will you turn down the volume?

Baby,

look at me. Should I post this picture right now?

Can you turn it down?

Okay, listen.

I don't care what your deal is,

but I'm starting to get fed up with you and this situation.

- What situation? - Your freaking depression.

You don't go out or talk to anyone,

you've pushed everybody away.

What the fuck happened to you in Athens, babe, huh?

Don't think I haven't noticed that you've changed since then.

Nothing happened in Athens.

Why is Antonis so mopey?

How should I know?

He's probably caught up with the festival.

That damn festival, and they'll be singing all those sissy songs.

What?

Nothing.

Sure you don't want to come for a drink with me?

Yeah.

Can I ask you a question?

Can you do something about your skin issues?

You're shedding and leaving scales all over my sheets.

My mom thinks there's something wrong.

- Get off my case. - What's your problem, Spyros?

Nothing. You're busting my balls, that's what.

Go have your drink and leave me alone.

I won't cover your pretty sheets with my scales.

Move!

How's it going with rehearsals?

It's all good.

Are you going to sing?

Yeah, are you okay with that?

It

just won't work, Antonis. My bad.

I figured that already.

These kinds of circumstances aren't normal.

It's unbearable.

What did you want to talk about?

I just wanted to see you.

And tell you that I tried

but I can't.

And I don't want to stop talking.

You want us to be friends?

We are friends.

Spyros, friends don't fool around like this.

They don't spend time in Athens in secret,

they don't screw in a hotel in Omonia Square.

It was just an experience.

Fine, I'll put it like this.

I don't want to be friends with a liar.

I'm not fucking lying.

I'm not over women yet, plain and simple.

Is that why you're full of scars?

If you knew what I'm going through, you wouldn't say this.

You won't let me.

I thought that we were in this together, Spyros.

You thought wrong.

Okay.

But if you see me on the street, turn the other way

because you may just get spit on.

You really broke me, man.

See you.

Where have you been?

Out. Why?

Aren't you staying at Yianna's?

No, we had a fight.

- How are you, Yianna? - Fine, how are you?

I'm doing fine.

I'm headed home right now.

Yeah, me too. I'm going home.

Where's Spyros?

I don't know.

We had a fight and he left.

Couples fight. It's very normal.

Your son's been acting weird.

It's his mother's fault.

He's just soft.

Sometimes he doesn't know how to treat a real woman, I guess.

He didn't take after me.

But you need to be patient too, he's just a man after all.

Ha.

Us two understand each other, don't we?

Huh?

He's a good kid,

he's not like me.

Your generation's different.

Back in the day, we wouldn't let a nice girl

walk around alone outside at night, looking like this.

Like how?

Dressed provocatively.

But I like it.

I don't agree with you, Yianna.

If someone sees you, they may think that you're trying to...

It's just the two of us. Nobody's watching.

Get off of me!

There are disturbing truths in every society.

Truths that we hide.

Truths we refuse to acknowledge.

Truths that we let fester.

Dear friends,

for some of you, I'm just a stranger.

Dear friends,

for some of you, I'm just a stranger.

Others are wary of a technocrat...

...who wants to become mayor of an island he's not even from.

But you all know how much I love this place,

and that I've contributed more than most.

If I get elected, I want to look you in the eye from day one and know...

...day one and feel we're all in this together.

But, my friends, we must accept the fact that times are changing.

Things are becoming more difficult,

more dangerous, and more terrifying.

In fact, security and safety becomes the primary concern in our lives.

I want you to leave this house!

Did you hear me? Leave this house now you bastard!

You filthy creature!

Do you have no shame, you bastard?

With your own son's girlfriend?

-Yes. - You're a monster!

I am a successful businessman.

Yes, I'm a technocrat

in favor of making a profit, of course.

But that doesn't mean I don't know how to love,

how to take care of people and how to support others with integrity.

Yes, my friends,

I know how to run

a well-functioning machine that produces positive results.

And you're the ones who will benefit from those results.

I know how to do my job well.

And my job is to take care of the people

of this blessed island you love so much.

I want for my grandchildren

to one day be proud of what we'll have accomplished together,

just like your children are proud of their grandparents.

Let's leave our differences behind.

Let's invest in love,

transparency,

dignity, meritocracy, respect.

That animal beats me all the time, both me and my child and you know it.

And you'll just sit there again?

If you do nothing, then I'll do it on my own.

I swear I'm going to kill that monster with my own hands!

And with all the optimism and strength that we can muster,

let's take a moment to consider the future.

Look at me! Look at what he's done to me!

Look at me! I can't take it!

I can't take it anymore!

I'm done!

That's enough! Lock him up!

Do the right thing and lock him up!

That life isn't worth living!

They're lying and you know it!

To conclude,

my dear friends,

one bullet can quickly kill a man.

And one vote,

might just as quickly kill the future for your children.

Vote for me.

Thank you.

I've always liked to fix others,

so I became a doctor.

They all come to me.

And I know everything about them.

They don't know anything about me.

I lead a lonely life.

I have my peace.

She's the only one who isn't a burden.

She's my friend,

my companion.

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