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I made you blueberry pancakes.

Would you prefer cauliflower?

Nope. Shaun, that's our baby.

I'm 36 weeks.

The baby is the size
of a head of cauliflower.

Our baby
will not be this bumpy.

I am very... happy.

Me, too.

We're having a baby,

I have an amazing job,

you're an attending.

We have a new family car.

Dr. Glassman has moved
down the hall.

Jared is coming back
to work at the hospital.

It is great that he's back.

But, you know, the dynamic
might be a little different.

Research has shown
that when working with friends,

you get more done in less time
and have fun on the job.

But Jared will be working
for you, not with you.

It can be different
when you have to
manage a friend.

Lines can get blurred,
and that can be hard.

Hmm...

The lines are not blurred.

They are very clear.

- ♪ This is a world premiere ♪
- ♪ This is a world premiere ♪

♪ This is a world premiere ♪

Hey, there, Loverboy.

Give me the details.

Are you and Jerome
exchanging keys,

or are you getting
a whole-new place together?

Yeah, no.
He did not ask me to move in.

Then what did he want
to talk to you about?

I-- I don't want
to talk about it.

Okay, now I want to know
even more,

and my interrogation
will continue until...

♪ I love myself ♪

You going to the club or work?

Yeah, these early calls
are gonna take
some getting used to.

- Hmm.
- A little Kendrick's
the perfect pick-me-up.

Never mad at Kendrick.

Yes.

Nice shirt. Tom Ford?

Yeah, my good luck charm.

Figured it couldn't hurt
on my first day back.

For $700, it should give you
more than luck.

On occasion, it has.

See you guys in there.

♪ I love myself ♪

♪ But it can do what it want
Whenever it want ♪

The car is a bit much,
but the fashion is lit.

Now, Mr. Grumpy,
what's going on with you?

Goodbye.

Dr. Kalu is not your peer,
not your friend.

He is your employee
and you are his boss.

I am confident that Jared
will do a good job.

That's exactly
what I'm talking about.

He is not "Jared."
He is "Dr. Kalu."

I do not always call people
by their professional titles.

- Sometimes I call Dr. Allen--
- Dr. Murphy.

An informal communication style
with Dr. Kalu

can create a perception
of special treatment
and favoritism.

I do not plan to give Jared
special treatment.

That doesn't mean
Dr. Kalu isn't expecting it.

And if I see it, it won't
be good for either of you.

She has bruising and pain
even with passive
range of motion.

Some bullies at school
chased her.

She fell down the stairs
trying to get away.

That's not even
how it happened.

I knew we should have stuck
with homeschooling.

She insisted,
and look what happened.

You need to be still.

Your shoulder is fractured.

Ultrasound the patient.

Why are you laughing?

Sh-She can't help it.
Yara has Tourette syndrome.

- It's why she got into
the fight at school.
- Mom, he was asking me.

You never let me speak
for myself.

It wasn't a fight.

Some kids thought
it would be funny
to point and stare at me,

and I thought it would be funny
to egg their lockers.

Then my stupid tics
messed up my getaway.

There's significant
tissue swelling

and massive hematoma
at the proximal humerus.

The fracture has caused
an acute compartment syndrome.

You need surgery right away.

What were you doing
when you started getting dizzy?

I was sitting in gym class,

and then the room
started to spin.

And then I threw up.

But I wasn't doing it.

I just introduced Carter

to the Wonder Woman comics.

He's been trying
to learn the twirl.

I don't blame you.
The twirl is awesome.

Where's my little guy?

- Hey, Mama E.
- Hey, Carter G.

You should have
called me immediately.

Elaine's my mom.

And I don't need
your permission

to bring my son
to the hospital.

Actually, you do.

I'm his legal guardian.

What's wrong with him?

Uh, his heart rate
is-- is quite low.

What does that mean?

It looks like Carter
has an abnormality

of the electrical signals
controlling his heartbeat.

We need to run some tests.

Echo
and electrophysiology study.

The prodigal resident returns.

Aha. Lovely to see you as well,
Dr. Reznick.

Will the hospital
be getting a new wing

in the Kalu family name?

My family are doing well.
Thanks for asking.

And I was recruited to return
based on my training,

breadth of experience,

and willingness to take

a demotion
back to a first year.

Ooh, it's gonna be hellish
being bossed around by newbies

and people
who used to be your peers.

Grab me that box
on the top shelf.

I missed you, too.

You know, while I was away,

I learned how to read
emotional energy.

And sniping at people's
your love language.

Happy to know you still care.

Good luck, newbie.

Thanks.

I, uh--

I gotta get to surgery. Enjoy.

Your control
of the shaft segment

is very precise.

Thank you.

Brown retractor.

No brown retractor.

I thought I put it on your tray
from the supply room.

All of my tools must be
individually selected,

sterilized,
and placed in my tray

before I begin the surgery.

Understood. Got it.

That will do.

Further expose
the proximal humerus.

Place sutures in rotator cuff
to mobilize humeral head.

Sorry for dropping the ball
with your tools.

Rookie mistake.

Don't sweat it.

You're BFFs
with the boss, right?

I treat
every resident the same.

Dr. Allen,

place Steinmann pins
proximal to biceps tendon.

Dr. Kalu, you are on suction.

Oh.

Catheter placed
in the axillary vein.

I feel bad for Carter's mom.

I can't imagine
trying to raise a kid

with my mother backseat driving
my every move.

Well, maybe if Bianca
told Elaine

that she was taking Carter
to the hospital,

she would trust her more.

Pacing wire.

Bianca was probably doing
what she thought was best.

Withholding information
is never for the best.

Advancing
to the right ventricle.

Everything okay
between you two?

We're... fine.

That can't be right.

I need contrast to clear up
what I'm seeing on fluoroscopy.

L-transposition
of the great arteries.

The ventricles are...

inverted.

His heart is... backward.

Your surgery went well.

We were able
to decompress and release

your compartment syndrome

and stabilize
your humerus fracture.

Great. When can I go
back to school?

You'll only be out a few days.

Just be sure
to wear your sling.

You're not going
back to school.

- Why not?
- It's not safe.

I'm not sending you back
so they can hurt you again.

I'm not a baby.
I can take care of myself.

I just need
to take your vitals.

If you could
take care of yourself,

we wouldn't have ended up
in the hospital.

Going to school
is literally the only thing
that I do that is normal.

I don't want to be--

I don't want to be
stuck at home with you.

You never let me
do anything by mys--

Yara?

She's having a seizure.

We need 2 milligrams
of lorazepam and MRI, stat!

She's sleeping like a baby.

You should've used propofol
instead of Versed
to sedate her.

Versed is old school.

Same effects,
none of the overshooting.

Why are you
changing my settings?

Peds case.

Shorter duration
imaging sequences
cuts the time in half.

It's your first day, remember?

You could
probably use a refresher
before trying a shortcut.

I'm a little out of practice,

but I've still got
a few tricks up my sleeve.

Says the guy
who has to repeat a year.

- Ow.
- Mm-hmm.

Shaun will appreciate getting
Yara's results back faster.

Trust me.

You know him better than me.

Was the patient
properly sedated
before you began this MRI?

Yeah, of course. I used
the standard pediatric
protocol with Versed.

Did Dr. Allen tell you
about our revised
propofol protocol?

Yeah. But in my experience,
Versed provides better--

You should have listened
to Dr. Allen.

I know how to perform
an MRI, Shaun.

You apparently do not.

There is too much
motion degradation.

These images are unusable.

Dr. Allen,
please go redo the MRI.

Dr. Kalu, we need
to speak privately.

You cannot take shortcuts.

You're right. I'm sorry.

You cannot expect
special treatment
because you are my friend.

I'm not expecting
special treatment, Shaun.

But I don't appreciate
being treated
like an intern, either.

I know, technically,
I'm a first year,

but I've been a doctor
for as long as you have.

We are not peers.

I am your boss,
and you have a lot to learn.

Dr. Andrews said he is
judging my performance
off of your performance,

and your performance
is not good.

Okay?

Okay.

Good. You need
to go practice basic skills

and observe our current
standardized MRI process.

Heart block plus
inverted cardiac anatomy.

What's your plan?

Intravenous pacemaker is out,

but we could open him up,
place it surgically.

That doesn't address
the underlying anatomy issue.

The defect could lead to
heart failure as he gets older.

It could, but he might be fine
with just the pacemaker.

But if he's already
developed arrhythmia,
not a great sign.

I'd recommend
the double switch reconstruction,

redirect blood flow
to the right ventricle.

I have Carter's BMP
and cardiac labs.

Yeah, I already
received them digitally.

But the hard copies
are always appreciated.

- Trouble in paradise?
- Everything's fine.

They've been
in this passive-aggressive
fight all day.

- We're not fighting.
- No, that would require
you talking to me.

You don't have to share,

but you do have two divorcees

with a sadly ample amount
of experience between us.

Was one of you secretly
in contact with an ex?

Took a job out of state
without including you
in the process?

Jerome lied to me,
about something very important.

- I didn't lie.
- A lie of omission
is still a lie.

- It's not that simple.
- You should have told me.

- I wanted to.
- Yes, but you didn't.

Because I was afraid
of how you'd react.

But you're right.

It should never
have been a secret,

because there's
nothing to hide.

I'm HIV positive.

Thanks to my meds,
my viral load

has been undetectable
for years.

I'm poz undetectable.

I can't transmit the virus.

You should go talk to him.

I have work to do.

Present the double switch
surgery to the family.

If they agree, I'll scrub in.

On it.

No. How did we get
from a pacemaker
to reconstructing his heart?

The procedure
may sound drastic,

but it will greatly reduce
his risk of developing
heart failure.

Can't we just give him
the pacemaker now,

and do the bigger surgery
if the problem gets worse?

At the point he starts showing
signs of heart failure,

it'll be too late
to do the reconstruction.

We should fix it now.

This isn't your decision.

You are still making me pay
for mistakes I made
when I was 17.

And 18, 19, 20--

I've been back for two years.

How can I be a mother
when you won't even
give me a chance?

Mama?

Mama E?

I don't feel good.

It's okay, baby. I'm here.

Honey, what's wrong?

My chest hurts.

The heart rate's 40 BPM.

BP 73/45.

We need a decision soon
before his condition deteriorates.

I wanted to apologize
for earlier.

It was unprofessional.

You have nothing
to apologize for,

and no duty to disclose.

Undetectable equals untransmittable.

I appreciate
you saying that.

Give Asher some time.

He's a doctor.

He knows there was
never any risk to him.

What people know
and how it makes them feel

are often
two very different things.

You've had years
to process your status.

Allow Asher to process it, too.

Please do not say,
"I told you so."

I won't.
But I'm gonna think it.

You seem a little spoiled.

You don't know me.

You come from money,

and you haven't had to
work hard for anything.

You made it through med school.
Bravo to that.

You got kicked out
of this program,

but landed on your feet
taking care of a billionaire.

And when you got tired of that,

you were welcomed back here
with open arms.

You come in with your fancy car
and your old tricks, and think,

"Ta-da, I'm a surgeon,"
but you're not. Yet.

You're the new kid.

Shaun is the boss,
and I have seniority.

You should listen to Kendrick.

Be humble.

I just want to prove
that I belong here.

To Shaun, to everyone.

But you're right.

I know.

The image is still not
high enough resolution.

Have you finished
redoing the imaging?

Yes, and I followed
all the protocols,

but the image
still doesn't look clear.

The image is clear,

but Yara's diagnosis
was incorrect.

She does not have Tourette's.

She has a brain tumor.

I don't have Tourette's?

No, you have
a hypothalamic hamartoma.

Your tics aren't tics.

They are gelastic seizures
caused by the tumor
in your brain.

Tumor? Does that mean cancer?

The tumor is not cancerous.

But a Gamma Knife radiosurgery

should stop it from growing
and treat the seizures.

Will it stop [grunts] this?

Not immediately.

And possibly not at all.

There are other options
you can consider in the future
if you don't see improvement.

Or we could consider them now.

A successful resection
could stop the seizures immediately.

That procedure is very risky.

But that means
I can go back to school.

I could learn how to drive.

I could take care of myself.
Mommy, please.

I just want to be normal.

Tumor resection
can cause stroke,
partial paralysis,

learning deficits, meningitis.

The Gamma Knife is much safer.

- Yara, I'm sorry. I can't.
- You can.

You just won't let me.

Please go ahead

and schedule
the Gamma Knife procedure.

Have you made a decision?

I'm afraid of exposing Carter
to any more trauma.

What trauma?

He was left by his mother.

- I left him with you.
- Expecting me to pick up
all the pieces

and fix everything,
like always.

I knew he was safer with you
than with me.

But I didn't know that.

I gave you too much freedom,
wasn't involved enough,

and look what happened.

My mistakes were mine,
not yours.

I was supposed to protect you.

And we lost you.

I have to do better for Carter.

Well, the surgery is
what's best for Carter,
long-term.

That kid is my heart.

I'm gonna trust you to fix his.

Lunchtime!

I'm starved.

I am not hungry.

Well, it's not good
to deprive your pregnant wife
her lunch.

I thought it would be fun
working with a friend.

It is not fun. It is difficult.

I do not want people to think

I am giving Dr. Kalu
special treatment,

because I am not
giving him special treatment.

In fact, I am being very firm

because he has already
made several errors,

and I do not understand why.

Well, he's a new resident
on his first day.

There has to be
a bit of a learning curve.

Mm, he is not acting
like a new resident.

Well, he's your friend.

And he knows
you expect a lot of him.

No one can follow the rules

if they don't know
what they are.

Atrial septum excised.

Starting venous reconstruction.

There may not be enough
tissue for redirection of flow

to the tricuspid valve.

We can use pericardium
to create a baffle. Metz.

You make up with Jerome yet?

He betrayed my trust.

All right, securing edge
to atrial septum.

You've never hidden
anything from him?

I'd never hide
something like this.

Congratulations.
You win the virtue contest.

Possible prizes include
the end of your relationship.

Or you could just talk it out.

Dividing the aorta.

He is the one
who changed things.

I mean, why is it on me
to figure out?

The question is,

do you love Jerome enough
to change with him?

Suturing distal aorta
to pulmonary valve.

Coronary arteries are patent.

Anastomosis looks great.

I never met a teenager
who wanted to go to school
as much as you.

I hate school.

But I hate
not being able to control

anything in my life even more.

Egging those lockers
made you feel in control?

- Kinda.
- Hmm.

Those bullies messed with me,
I messed with them back.

Like normal kids do.

I was bullied a lot
in high school, too.

I was scrawny
with braces, a lisp--

basically a target on my back.

But my mom helped me.

Gave me her credit card
to buy them off
with pizza and candy.

My mom is too helpful.

She won't even let me
make my own PB and J.

She thinks I'll tic out
and hurt myself with the knife.

When my body
isn't controlling me, she is.

When you said you can cut
this tumor out of my head,

for 30 seconds...

I could imagine only laughing
when something was funny.

Think I found a solution.

Oh. I have found
a solution, as well.

I have made a list
of boundaries and rules

to make our working
relationship better.

You need to study them.

What have you found
a solution for?

I think I found a better
resection technique.

Has a lower risk profile,

closer to that
of the Gamma Knife radiation.

And it offers a better
outcome for Yara.

I presented the safest option
to the patient,

which she agreed to.

And you should not have
presented the tumor resection
without consulting me.

That is an important boundary.

Number two on the list.

I thought you'd be happy
I was thinking outside the box,
like you.

You are not me.
You are here to learn.

Yes. I'm also here
to help people like Yara.

You need to respect
that I am your attending.

Number six on the list.

I don't have to be an attending

to know that she's sad,
lonely, and depressed.

We cannot make
medical decisions

based off
of the patient's emotions.

Well, sometimes
the emotions are just
as important as the medical.

You are
making my job very hard!

Number ten:

At work,

follow my instructions precisely.

If you cannot comply,
you will be out of the program.

I really messed up.

I should have trusted you

and been upfront
about everything.

Yeah, you should have.

After my diagnosis,

it took a long time for me
to feel comfortable dating,

or even being around people.

I spent so much time alone,

and when I finally put myself
back out there,

there was a lot of rejection.

Guys just didn't want to deal
with my status.

So, when this adorable,

brilliant doctor
popped into my life,

and I liked him so much...

I was too scared
to tell him the truth.

I'm sorry.

This doctor
sounds pretty great.

He is.

I made sure we always
used protection,

encouraged you to stay on PrEP.

All to make sure
that you were safe.

That was a decision
that you made
for the both of us.

You did all those things
to make yourself feel better

while you took away my choice.

How could you have known me
and loved me

and think that this
is something
that I-I couldn't accept?

When I first
had to make this decision,
I didn't love you.

I barely knew you.

And I'm not sure
I know you now.

I made a mistake.

That doesn't change who I am.

No, but maybe it changes
how I feel.

I'm sorry that I put you
through this,

but I'm still the one
living with this disease,

and it's not easy.

It's Carter. I have to go.

He woke up
from the surgery,

and he was laughing
about his comic book,

then he started to turn blue.

Oxygen saturation at 80%.
120 BPM.

Blood pressure's dropping.

All right, administering oxygen
and 250cc normal saline bolus.

Why can't he breathe?

I thought the surgery
was supposed to prevent this.

Normal lead impedance.

The pacemaker
is functioning properly.

Something else is going on.

We need a cardiac echo, stat.

A kink in Carter's
reconstructed atria
caused the clot in his heart.

He's stable, but he needs
another operation

to remove the clot
and repair the conduit.

Are there other alternatives?

We could use a catheter
to dissolve the blockage
with medication,

but that still leaves the risk
of a clot forming again
down the line.

I knew doing this
was the wrong decision.

We both want
what's best for Carter.

But I'm the one
who is responsible for him.

And I'm sorry
I put that on you.

I will never forgive myself
for losing out on
those years of Carter's life,

but I've realized that I need
to try to let go of that.

Let go of my regret
and focus on what I know,

that leaving him with you
was the best decision for him.

That will never change.

And this surgery
is the right decision
for him, too.

You're his mother.

You know what's best
for Carter.

I want my son
to have the surgery.

You were right.

I usually am.

What was I right about, exactly?

I came out of the gate too hot,

annoyed Shaun,

screwed things up for Yara.

Agree.

I gotta figure out
my next move.

Listen.

This whole case,

you've been pitching
and shortcutting

and trying to be Mr. Fix-it
for everything.

Stop flexing and listen.

Mom, let me try the tumor
resection surgery. Please.

I'm sorry. No.

We're ready for you.

All right, baby.

But first, I, um...

want you to tell your mom
what you told me,

about what you're dealing with.

What this surgery means to you.

I know what she's dealing with.
I see it every day.

But have you listened
to how it feels to her?

She doesn't care.

Of course I do.

You just want
to boss me around.

I'm just trying to help,

but no matter what I do,
you're always so angry at me.

I'm angry...

I'm angry at everything.

I'm angry at my body
for not doing
what I want it to do.

I'm angry at other kids
for being jerks.

And I'm angry at you...

for acting like the only way
for me to survive in this world

is by you protecting me.

I feel like I'm a puppet

and somebody else
is constantly
pulling the strings,

yanking me all around.

Getting this tumor removed

is the only way for me
to cut the strings.

Okay, don't-- don't--
don't take her yet.

We need to talk.

I need you to scrub in

on a hypothalamic
hamartoma surgery.

Okay.

I had planned to use
Gamma Knife radiation,

but Dr. Kalu violated
rule number two,

and now we have to do
his tumor resection.

You're upset with Jared

because he changed
your surgical plan?

He overstepped with me
and the patient and her mother.

Well, a tumor resection
seems like a pretty good idea.

Are you planning on letting
Jared scrub in?

Yes, he will be on suction.

That's an insult.

He has to learn
to follow rules.

He has made my job
very difficult.

Shaun, sit down.

When you were a resident,

you did things completely
your own way.

You still do.

You rubbed everybody
the wrong way.

You made
everybody's job more difficult,
especially mine.

You were a pain in the ass.

But we gave you
the space to learn,

and we learned from you.

And you turned yourself
into an asset.

Give Jared
the same opportunity.

Okay, he overstepped.

Give him a chance to learn

and to prove himself
to be an asset.

Even if you think
he's a pain in the ass.

I will take it
into consideration.

Okay.

Please scrub in
for that surgery.

Advance the catheter
and endoscope
gently into the ventricle.

Suction and irrigate
more aggressively

so she can see
what she is doing.

Proceed along the midline
posteroinferior floor
of the third ventricle.

Oh, there's the tumor.

We can begin excision.

Bipolar scissors.

Micro forceps.

I'll take the specimen
to pathology.

No.

You are going to close.

Are you sure?

This was your surgical plan.

You will become
a better surgeon

by getting a fair shot
to be an asset.

I will take the specimen.
Dr. Glassman will supervise.

I'm hungry.

That's a very good sign.

I'll run down to the cafe
and grab him some food.

Any restrictions?

He can have as many
chicken nuggets as he wants.

I'll go down.

I'll get something
for you to eat, too.

You haven't left his side
since we got here.

Comes with being a good mom.

I had a great teacher.

You know,
a little birdie told me

that the gift shop

just got in the latest volume
of Wonder Woman.

Really? Can we get it?

If your mom is okay with it.

Of course.

But no twirling just yet, okay?

Dr. Murphy was able
to remove all of the tumor.

Yara?

Dr. Kalu.

Memory is intact.

The light didn't provoke
a seizure.

And your tics are gone.

Thank you, Dr. Kalu.

Thank you, Yara.

Dr. Andrews.

I heard about your work
on the Fields case. Good job.

Thank you.

I just came in
to ask you for a favor.

Please judge me for my work,
and not Shaun.

Shaun's part of the reason
you're back here.

And I appreciate him for that.

But I want to stand on my own.

And if I sink, I don't want
to take my friend down with me.

I'm ready to prove myself
as an asset to this hospital.

I'll be watching.

Thank you.

I'm sorry for being
such a jerk.

You opened yourself up,
and I shut down.

And I should've trusted you

that we could
figure this out together.

Yesterday, you said
you didn't know me.

That adorable doctor can be
kind of an ass sometimes.

I've never been in love
before you.

When I was 16,

I'm pretty sure
I ran over a raccoon,

but I didn't stop to check
because I was running late
to a baseball game.

Also...

I love a pumpkin spice latte.

- Ugh.
- Even though I know it's basic.

You know those cufflinks I wore
to Shaun and Lea's wedding?

Yeah.

I bought them for you,
but I liked them so much,
I kept them for myself.

That explains so much.

But you can totally
borrow them...

sometime, probably not.

I love you.

I need you to believe that.

Just, uh,
came to say good night.

And thank you.

Why are you thanking me?

For not going easy on me.

I was wrong to expect that,
even if we are friends.

You are a good doctor.

And I would like to continue
to be your friend

and your boss...

with boundaries.

You're right.

And I'm studying your list.

Oh, there is one rule
that is not on the list.

It is a rule for me.

I will refer to you

as "Dr. Kalu"

when I am being your boss

and as "Jared"
when we are in friend mode.

Yeah, that works for me, Shaun.

Good.

Jared, I would like
to take you out for drinks

to celebrate you
being back at Saint Bon's,

but Dr. Kalu,

when I checked on Yara postoperatively,

I noticed you only used
eight sutures when you closed
and she had a small bleed.

You should have used ten.

You need to go work
on your suturing technique.

Happy to-- to practice,

but I only replaced
the small bone flap.

Dr. Glassman
closed the galea and skin.

Dr. Glassman
skipped two sutures?

I guess so.

Um, meet you for drinks
in an hour?

- Okay.
- Okay.