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A ShinToho Presentation

Molesters' Train: Dirty Behaviour aka 'Birthday'

Hey, more...

Touch me here, too.

There�

Your touch reminds me of something�

Yes�

I remember a little something about your fingers�

I was your wife, wasn't I?

It's you...

I've been looking for you.

I finally found you.

Darling�

Return to me, please�

What?

- Hey, that's� - What?

What were you filming?

Well... all kinds of things�

Where did you intend to go on the train?

Nowhere special� and you?

Something like that, too.

I just spend time on a train all day and circle around Tokyo...

and come back here every day. That's all!

My home is there.

You may not understand,

but sometimes I cannot see things in three dimensions.

I see...

Everything, like human beings or buildings, looks like a plain backdrop.

That's why I look at things through this camera.

Doing so allows me to see things normally.

Is it like someone with poor eyesight, who wears glasses?

Maybe it is similar...

How about me?

What?

Am I a backdrop?

Hey. You can do it.

I'm not good at it.

Even if we did, it would be boring.

Maybe you suffer from depersonalization.

"Depersonalization"?

I've heard that a person who suffers from depersonalization cannot feel the reality of their partner.

So even though he has sex, it just feels empty.

Even doing this, I still feel like you are a life-sized poster.

- Even if you touch me? - Yeah...

Even when doing this?

Yeah. I feel like there is a transparent glass screen between us.

Even if it goes in?

Hey. What's your name?

Tell me your name.

Can you hear me?

Can you hear my voice?

Do you do that with everyone?

No, not really.

I have my own tastes.

Besides, I had a boyfriend just a little while ago.

I see.

We used to hang out on that boat and talk.

He told me while he was looking at the ocean,

"I want to go beyond there."

His eyes, at the time, looked like yours.

Maybe, that's why...

Did you break up?

- No, he disappeared. - What?

We both were on a train, and he suddenly got off.

It seemed like he got some idea, and suddenly�

Since then, he's been missing.

That's why you were on a train...

You're looking for him.

Yes, I am...

but I will never find him.

Perhaps, he's dead already.

Don't jump to conclusions.

Me too. I'll die soon.

On my 20th birthday, I've made up my mind to go to his place.

This is the real thing.

I will kill myself with this when I turn 20.

Wait for me!

Where are you going?

My home.

By train?

I still remember which station to get off at. I'll be fine.

Hey, I'll go with you.

Stop it.

I'm embarrassed.

You like this.

Show everyone.

Do it more!

It's so good!

It's dramatic.

What is?

They got that excited without caring about other people's eyes on them.

It's not dramatic. They're just perverts.

Then, are you telling me that we, who met on a train and had sex, are more dramatic?

I don't know.

That's boring.

This woman� is my big sister.

I cannot think that this is dramatic.

She always dates sadists.

She went through terrible things, which affected her life...

but she doesn't care.

When she doesn't have a lover, she hurts herself.

In the spring of last year, she had left home and gone missing.

I see...

Oh, this is from my office... I can't go home.

Don't you think so?

Don't you think so?

Stop it! Stop the sound!

Stop it! Stop it!

Stop it, please!

This is my dad. The name of his disease is 'nostophobia'.

He was always looking for excuses not to come home.

And then, one day, he finally didn't come home.

Please allow me to pray for your health and happiness.

If you hold this, you will become happy.

This is my big brother.

Soon after his high school graduation, he became enlightened, joined a cult...

and left home. He believes he can ascend to heaven through sex.

And this is my mom...

The name of her disease is alcoholism.

She's a so-called 'kitchen drunk'.

Her memory has been destroyed, and she no longer knows who she is.

Last summer, she went missing while she was drunk.

And then, no one was left.

You, too, are waiting.

I wonder�

Maybe it's just that I can't get out of here.

Because you suffer from depersonalization?

That's not relevant.

So you're left behind. That's not cool.

You give up?

- My name...? - Y?

Yuu.

Yuu.

Now you tell me... That's strange.

Kei.

Kei?

Yes, Kei.

- How about a younger sister? - What?

- Don't you have a younger sister? - No.

Then, I will become one.

We have both been left behind.

Kei...

What is it, brother?

I'm not a poster.

Can you see the difference?

Can you see the difference?

Vaguely�

Good boy!

You'd better go home.

No.

Why are you following me around?

Because I'm a little scared, too.

Why?

It's too obvious: because I'm going to die really soon.

But you don't have to die.

I can't change my destiny.

After he went missing, the dynamite, along with a letter, was sent to me.

The letter said, "Let's meet again when you turn 20."

Then I knew he was dead.

He passed over... into the world beyond.

I see. He was a selfish guy.

Yeah. He always said that a human being past the age of 20 was terribly ugly.

He was also 20 years old then.

So, I'm terribly ugly...

Yes, because you suffer from depersonalization.

That's definite evidence.

Am I dirty-minded?

Lecherous?

Hey, are you getting horny?

You, too, are ugly after all.

You, too, cannot stand being alone.

That's why you can't put the video camera away.

- Give it to me. - What?

Give me the dynamite.

What are you doing?

You stole my ticket. You can't hide from me.

- I will check up on you now. - What are you talking about?

Return it to me. Return it to me.

- I don't know what... - No.

Return it to me. Return it.

Brother...

I can't find it. Damn it. Is it in deeper. Is it here?

Okay, I'm going to suck it out.

Stop it.

Forgive me. Stop it!

Why didn't you stop him?

Wasn't he your dad?

Sorry, even though it was happening right in front of me,

I felt like I was a million miles away at the time.

This is my worst birthday ever.

What?

It's today, my birthday.

Will you celebrate it with me, at least?

Will you give me the dynamite?

Are you serious?

Let's start...

- Happy birthday to me. - Happy birthday to you.

Goodbye, one-year-old me.

Goodbye, just two-year-old arrogance.

Goodbye, loneliness.

Four years old.

Goodbye, dishonest me.

Five years old.

My favorite song.

Six years old.

My long hair.

Seven years old.

My first love.

Eight years old.

My tears and...

Nine years old.

My blood shed.

Ten years old.

Everyone, goodbye.

To my helpless dad.

Happy birthday.

To my perverted big sister.

Happy birthday.

To her sadist lover.

Happy birthday.

To my crazy big brother.

Happy birthday.

To my alcoholic mom.

Happy birthday.

To people who are tired.

Happy birthday.

To the city as a backdrop.

Happy birthday.

To me, who was left behind by all of my family.

Happy birthday.

To Kei, who was left behind by her boyfriend.

Happy birthday.

And to the dynamite.

We are going to disappear.

I wanted to die.

It was a ruse.

It's not that easy, I think�

So he's alive somewhere?

That's a lie.

Because this is�

If he's not dead... then I have to look for him.

Don't I?

I have to keep looking for him, like you're looking for your mother.

Yuu�

Kei�

I can see...

What?

Kei is definitely here.

Am I different from a poster?

Yes, different.

Then it's time for you to say goodbye to depersonalization.

I'll look for him.

What?

Maybe we'll meet each other again someday, since we're both over 20 now.

I'm sure... You're hiding my ticket here. See? See?

Open your legs more. More. Where are you hiding it?

Please allow me to pray for your health and happiness.

If you hold this, you will become happy.

This is big!

Return it to me.

Hello, everyone. How are you doing?

I'm alive and well.

I'm looking forward to seeing you all again someday.

Dynamite.

150 tons of dynamite.

Damn it. Blow up love.

Dynamite.

150 tons of dynamite.

Damn it. Blow up love. Blow it up.

Dynamite.

150 tons of dynamite.

Damn it. Blow up love. Blow it up.

Crows, step aside.

Stupid black kites, watch out.

Cast:

Fury bomb for a cheeky society,

Yumika Hayashi

Kiyomi Ito

Dynamite.

Yuri Ishihara

150 tons of dynamite.

Hiroyuki Kawasaki

Shinichiro Kaneko

Ichizo Kobayashi

Damn it. Blow up love. Blow it up.

Yamishiro Yoimachi Koichi Imaizumi

Staff:

Produced by Daisuke Asakura

Dynamite.

Screenplay: Kyoko Godai

150 tons of dynamite.

Photography: Masashi Inayoshi Lighting: Mitsuro Ogawa

Damn it. Blow up love. Blow it up.

Assistant Director: Shinji Imaoka Editing: Shouj Sakai

Dynamite.

150 tons of dynamite.

Damn it. Blow up love. Blow it up.

Directed by Hisayasu Sato