Original subtitles

I

miss you.

I wish I didn't have to go.

I love you so much.

You're gonna take your pills, sweetheart, huh?

I don't just chew him up and spit him out.

Can't believe you're travelling, mom.

I know how much you hate to fly.

You know I I do.

But.

Some things are important.

Thank you for letting me leave them with you.

Of course.

He's a cutie.

The kids come say hi to grandma.

So the yellow pills are twice a day.

And the blue one.

I know, mom.

You gave me the list, remember?

Yeah, I know.

And these are his toys.

And he sleeps with Mr Moose.

Hey, if you guys don't come in here right now,

I'm going to flush your phones down the

toilet.

I don't want to see them.

Or, I mean, I I don't want to disturb them.

I know they're busy.

And hey, don't you yell so much.

I don't want you to stress him out.

He's already freaked.

I don't think he's stressed.

He's fine.

Hi grandma.

Ohh.

Hi Tommy.

So who died?

An old old friend.

Hey, maybe you'll play with Nashville sometime.

Maybe.

OK.

If anything should happen.

Nor that I love you, dashel.

Yeah, Mommy loves you

and you're going to be taken care of.

OK, mom, stop being so dramatic, OK?

Flying is very safe.

You'll be back before you know it.

Nothing is going to happen.

Claire.

Ellie.

So glad you came.

Thanks for letting me know.

I'm really missed you.

She really loved you.

I'm not gonna stop it.

I can see you.

Right now.

Can you believe it?

Stop it.

I'm really glad you came.

It'll mean a lot to them.

She was a wonderful woman, wonderful.

I'm wearing high heels and other joys.

She had such great legends.

She always loved to show the love she did.

She had the best legs.

Ohh you made it.

Ohh, that would mean so much to her.

This is Claire, one of Joyce's oldest friends.

They were college together.

Claire lives in Ohio now.

They were so sorry for your loss.

Call us and come over to dinner hour and thank you.

I will

love you.

God, Howard, I'm going to kill you.

Now that she's gone, now that it can't hurt her,

I'm going to kill you.

This weekend.

I'm going to do it this weekend.

How wonderful.

How are you doing?

Man, I'm so, so sorry.

You think you'll get used to it?

Used to the idea of loss.

When you see it this far over the horizon.

It's like that shot in Lawrence of Arabia,

you know,

the little speck that gets closer

and closer.

I learned a lot.

I changed a lot.

I learned patience, humility.

I learned.

To enjoy lattes,

some of you know that Joyce just loved her afternoon lattes.

She got me addicted to them as well.

Sometimes I think I could still hear it say, are we?

Go to the cafe and get some lattes, will ya?

I met Joyce in New York.

We were married.

Seven months after we met.

And I have no regrets.

None.

Darling.

I just want you to know from the bottom of my heart,

is this the wrong entrance?

Said Chapel on the door.

Howard.

Did I interrupt your eulogy?

God, I'm sorry.

That's alright.

Thanks everyone.

This is Evelyn.

Evelyn was.

Joyce's college roommate.

Believe it or not.

Why wouldn't they believe it?

Well, as just an expert, I was in the back using the restroom.

It's like a maze.

I'm just a labyrinth.

Yeah.

Nice photo, but sanitised, maybe.

What?

Well, she looks pleasant.

But Joyce was never just pleasant.

She was always sparkly.

Sparkly.

Evelyn, would you mind taking a seat?

Would you mind, please?

I'm in the middle of my eulogy to my wife.

My wife of 51 years has just died.

I understand.

My friend has died.

My friend of 60 years.

How about that?

Isn't that something?

Ohh, go ahead.

You were saying something about no regrets,

darling Joyce, bottom of my heart.

Yes.

Police saying.

I admired her courage in fighting this awful disease.

Evelyn.

Abby.

It's it's me.

It's Claire Parker.

I know it's you.

I haven't lost my marbles yet.

Or my eyesight.

Let me give you a ride.

Do you have my drivers licence?

I do.

I took the test two months ago and you passed.

Did you bribe the instructor?

I didn't have to.

I'm an excellent driver.

I trust the bus more.

I'll get in.

I need to talk to you.

About what?

What do you need to talk about?

God hold your horses.

What kind of person honks the horn in a graveyard?

That's the wrong go.

You jerk.

Get in at the I I need to talk to you.

I told him.

You told him what?

I told him I was going to kill him this weekend.

I'm gonna kill the bastard.

I could chat a little bit.

They're not gonna kill anyone.

I am.

You've always had big ideas, but very little follow through.

Not true.

Or what about the time you were going to go out in the middle of the night

and paint

a vagina on that fraternity house?

I don't remember that.

You talked about it for weeks.

You were going to do it for homecoming.

No kidding.

What happened?

Nothing.

Nothing happened.

You never did it.

What about the time you were going to become a lounge singer?

A drive down to Peru.

Still time.

All right.

Are you still playing?

Of course, I'm still playing.

Without my cello, I'd be lost.

Completely lost.

Well, good for you.

I'm not with the orchestra anymore,

and with a couple of ensembles,

one is devoted totally

to modern composers.

And the other is Bach.

Do you still have that cute little house?

That's a wonderful wonderful.

So I was wondering.

If if you could help me.

What order him?

There's a little thing called gaol.

Nice place to visit, but you wouldn't want to live there.

Let's take a moment to remember our beautiful, kind, happy friend

whose funeral we attended

today.

I've thought about her.

I prioritised her happiness over mine, over my my sanity.

She never asked her to do anything.

And I told you, I told you to go to the police.

Yeah, you did.

They wouldn't have believed me.

I mean, back then.

Why were you alone in that house?

You knew your friend was out of town.

Yeah.

Why were you alone in your best friend's house with her husband?

Best friend.

I thought I was your best friend at that time.

You were both my best friends.

I'm just yanking your chain would have ruined her life

if I had told the police.

We'll never know.

Provide might have been better.

So.

What's the plan?

I'm going to shoot it, I'm going to buy a gun

and I'm going to take it to the wake.

Do you want to come with me?

Sure, Scarface sounds like fun.

Oh.

Hello, I would like to buy a handgun,

something not too heavy please.

And maybe a silencer.

Well, I can't tell you a silencer.

You can't legally buy a suppressor in California.

You're gonna wear earplugs.

Well, what kind of firearm would you recommend for me?

I want something that's light.

Well, what are you going to use it for?

Time.

Sports.

Shooting, self defence, self defence.

OK, well how about this little Davis derringer?

That's right in your pocket.

Or your pocketbook right next to your keys.

It was cute.

Very 22 calibre, 2 shots.

Nice.

Back of peace.

When I order?

No sure, it's huge.

Costs about $125.00, right?

How's the recoil?

Recoil.

Not going to lie, it has a little kick, not much to the shock.

If you have arthritis in your wrists and hands,

ohh little bit in my in my left wrist,

but I take medication.

Hips are my problem.

Mine too.

I got a hip replacement last year.

How did that go for you?

Pretty good, thanks.

I also recommend this for router 92.

Looks heavier and has very little recoil.

Very smooth.

Feels like a Cadillac.

The key is to use a load that lessens the kick.

These nine millimetre bullets are very lightweight.

Our point for maximum damage.

Ohh, maximum damage.

Sounds neat.

Yeah, I think I'll take the smaller gun.

Under California drivers licence or your account ID.

And you could take the handgun safety test right here in the store.

I don't have a California licence.

You don't have a California licence?

No, I live in Ohio.

Can't sell you a gun.

Sorry.

Well, darn it, we tried.

So did you get that out of your system?

The whole dirty, hairy death wish thing.

No, I didn't get it out of my system.

Cod.

I should have bought a gun at home and brought it.

Couldn't have gotten it on the plane.

Claire, it's been decades and not like a couple of decades.

It's been 4 1/2 decades.

Of course, yesterday.

Hannah.

Oh, I remember the necklace Joyce

was wearing in the photo at the Funeral Home.

I gave her that necklace.

I had one too many poison.

I have a cyanide pill in case I'm captured by the enemy.

You can have it.

I'm just going to have to stab him in the stomach.

Are you going to the wake?

No.

I'll read about it in the newspaper tomorrow.

I have a rehearsal.

You hate him too.

I don't hate anybody.

It's too exhausting.

Well, let let me give you a ride to your house.

I think I'd rather take the bus every.

Evie.

You're the only person I ever told.

Jesus, really?

Well, except for the therapist.

I had a therapist after my second divorce.

Clearly it's done wonders for you, Evie.

Come with me.

Bye, Claire.

And 23.

Hey, Ernie.

As a man.

Ohh God

try damn it.

Yes.

Yes, coming.

Hi.

Hi.

Remember Me?

Course I remember you.

Are you visiting your grandpa again?

My parents are over there.

I wanted to come say hi.

Yes.

Can I come in?

Sure for a second.

Aren't your parents going to miss you?

It didn't miss me last time.

That day we played checkers.

Wanna play again?

You know

I can't right now.

OK.

How's your grandfather?

How's Walt?

Wants to teach me how to throw a ball and shoot a gun.

Ohh, did have one.

He has a baseball.

But does he have a gun?

Yeah.

He has a gun, I think so he showed it to me.

He says he wants to teach me.

Yeah.

Can we do that other thing we did last time?

A fashion show?

Well, you do look cool in those heels.

But I don't have time right now.

Wait, wait.

Come here.

Come here.

Tell you what, you can choose something from this to keep.

Really.

Find out who else am I going to leave them too?

Or except you can't have this one or this one.

And this one I got is sold

when I travelled all over with the orchestra.

Can I have this?

Your ears aren't pierced, are they?

No, not those.

But how about these?

These are clip on.

Do you open them like that and you clip them?

Pop them right onto your earlobes.

They don't pitch, do they?

No, it's fine.

We'll go look at yourself.

Wow.

They're beautiful.

You're beautiful, kid.

All right.

Better get back to your parents.

Hey, hey.

Ah, Joyce.

To hell with all this.

May I take your coat?

I don't think people.

Yes,

you always choose such.

Where's the kitchen, kitchen or the bathroom kitchen right in there.

That's pretty busy in there right now.

Look for the bathroom.

No.

Tomato, olive cheese, tomato, orange, cheese.

Can I help you, ma'am?

No thanks.

No, wait.

What are you doing?

Let's go back in there for another 5 minutes.

Is this love child?

Thanks.

I'm Claire.

Have you ever met Wendy?

Wendy brought us this beautiful batch of brownies.

Not wonderful.

At least I could do.

Your mom was so wonderful.

I was her art teacher.

She was a very talented painter.

Ohh she ohh yes thank you.

Would you do me a favour and run that back to the kitchen guys?

No.

You couldn't go crazy.

No.

Hello.

Hello.

It's me, Ralph.

Ralph, what are you doing here?

I would just call me out of the blue and invited me to the memorial.

That was it.

Busy.

So I came.

When did he call you?

A few hours ago.

I hope you don't mind that I'm here.

I was very fond of Joyce.

You two are great friends and you told me that you were here.

You look nice.

Real.

Thank you.

I'm glad you're still alive.

Me too.

It's good to see you.

Why are you going out knife?

And I was going to stab someone.

Crab cakes.

Would you take this to the kitchen for me?

Thank you.

It's added no on the crab cakes.

That's a no.

Yes.

Thank you.

So.

How are you?

How is your husband?

We were divorced 15 years ago.

Ohh.

I'm sorry.

How's your wife?

She passed about four years ago.

Oh, I'm sorry, but she did a good full life

and I loved her deeply.

Well, that's good.

I have no idea why I said that.

I mean, it just goes without saying, I guess.

Guess I'm a little nervous.

Why?

Well, it isn't very often that you.

Not very often that you run into your ex-wife.

Not very often.

Any kids?

Have one kid, 2 grandkids.

Great grandson, they're not that great.

No, I have no great grandkids.

I have a Courtney.

Pictures, of course.

How could I not like we do these days?

See.

Come on, dashel.

Come on.

Thank you.

Those always loved you, Claire.

Oh, lovely.

Lovely.

It's really nice to see you.

I hope I didn't scare you.

Oh, come on.

It was beautiful as ever.

And you're as kind as ever.

Look at you 2 love birds or love Tera dactyls, maybe.

Hi, Ralph, you can.

I didn't miss the carnage, did I?

I think someone is about to give a speech.

Good.

Perfect timing.

And I know my mother.

My mother would be.

So happy to see you all here.

She'd really appreciate it, I know.

Dan and I do.

So please eat, drink and raise a toast.

To my mom.

Best mom in the world.

Join with you.

I have a few words to say

please.

This is Evelyn, one of my mother's oldest friends.

Joyce was a wonderful woman.

She certainly was a great cook.

A devoted wife and mother.

A doting grandmother.

And for junior and senior years in college,

and then six months in New York City after

graduation, she was my roommate and my lover.

Jesus.

And this person engaged her graduation type of thing.

This was who she was.

But not who she wanted to be.

I'm sorry, Howard.

What's so funny?

You are.

You always had such a great sense of humour.

Not really.

People think I'm being funny, but I'm really just talking.

It's very inappropriate, Evelyn, and untrue.

And that's something my children needed to hear.

No.

Was it?

Did you even understand what I was saying?

Honey, you said you loved grandma.

That's right.

That's exactly what I said.

Adorable grandkids.

She got that in the transaction, I guess, she told me.

She told me that you were delusional.

That you were infatuated with her.

I mean, we used to laugh about it.

She thought you were funny.

I couldn't tell you that.

She told me you were cruel.

My father is one of the kindest people I know.

Busy.

I think you should leave now.

I tend to agree,

Howard.

You didn't deserve her.

Can anyone give me a ride?

So what did you think of my big news?

I know.

So you always staring at each other, mooning over each other.

So why didn't you say something?

Why didn't you?

Joyce didn't want you.

Yes, I did neither at the time.

It was a different time.

No.

You have always underestimated me.

Your pull over here at the bus stop.

What gives?

Brought you home.

What are you afraid of?

Hey.

OK.

Why?

What, did you lie to me?

Why did you say you still had your house?

Or if you thought I still had my house?

And for a moment there it was, as if I still had my house.

It makes sense.

Not really.

Just got too much to keep up.

I I spent a fortune on plumbing the roof.

I didn't have the money anymore.

I love these chairs and they're good,

but didn't you get a a great pension from the orchestra?

I have a modest pension.

Enough to pay for this place?

I mean the independent living section.

Sorry.

Come and go as I want, right?

For rehearsals and concerts and.

Ohh yeah.

Sorry, arthritis, tendonitis, Bursitis.

My ankles are in good shape, though

I still teach from time to time.

I do a master class occasionally.

One of my old students teaches nearby.

She has me come in critique the song.

She throws me a few bucks.

And the meals are included here.

I like eating cardboard, so it's worked out for me.

I can invite a guest.

Wanna come to dinner?

Well, you make it sound so appetising.

No, but Ralph invited me to dinner.

Damn you work fast.

Look.

Look at us.

Look at us.

Yeah.

So.

You were married to Grandpa?

Yes, I was.

Is not collect just there?

Well, you can't blame it, that's true.

I'd stare.

This was before Grammy.

Of course you lost before then, you know?

What do you think?

Don't call him names.

Say you're sorry.

Sorry.

Now tell him something nice about him.

You're good at Roblox now you tell your brother something nice about him.

You smell funny.

That wasn't nice to another one.

You're fast.

Yes, he is.

Best.

It was a long, long time ago

when your grandfather and I were together for historic times.

And how long are you in town for,

just for the weekend?

Funeral.

This is so good.

You're a good cook, Ralph.

This area.

Julianne.

Cabbie, excuse me, to Liverpool.

What about dessert?

Upstairs.

You finished that salmon?

I can't.

I'm full.

OK, well, the garbage can will finish it.

That's me.

I eat anything.

They leave.

If you both take your place into the kitchen, wash them all

and then put them in the

dishwasher.

Then you could take the Ice Cream Sandwich upstairs.

There you go.

Thank you.

Good kids.

Thank you.

They are a pain in the butt.

What's nice that your father has you here with him.

Certainly is.

Yeah, well, it's good for us because he's such a good cook.

I think I'm going to excuse myself as well.

It's very nice to meet you.

Click you too, joy.

Kinda happened after dinner.

Drink.

OK.

Claire, there's.

There's something I've always wanted to ask.

Ohh God.

What happened?

Now don't get me wrong,

this is the best thing that could have happened to me.

I have moved on with my life.

That's zora.

Have kids.

I have grandkids.

Well, I've always wondered.

So I'm going to have to sing for my supper.

Ohh no no you don't have to unless you would like to.

You know, it would be nice.

After all this time, I have

one less mystery in my life.

Did you meet someone?

Need someone?

A man?

Did you fall in love with someone else?

Well, that's a relief.

I guess.

I mean, I thought maybe if I was to be honest,

I thought perhaps it was the old story.

Old story.

That I'm black and you're white.

Well then, I just suddenly realised that

maybe your father got to you.

Oh, Ralph.

I loved you.

I love you, Ralph.

And then?

Something happened.

Something happened, yeah.

Something bad, yeah.

And you couldn't tell me?

Couldn't make me mute.

It made me.

The outfit made me.

It made me blind to you and everything good in my life.

Just couldn't.

Claire.

Claire.

Claire.

I don't understand this.

I don't know.

But I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry I hurt you.

Really.

Not funny.

What?

Walter.

Walt.

Who is it?

It's Evelyn.

You're not the nurse?

No, I'm Evelyn from the lunchroom.

Oh, don't get up.

Quite right.

What are you doing at this time of the night?

Do you ever done?

Do you mean it's a lot to haven't got in here?

I imagine not.

But do you?

Who told you I have a gun?

Your grandkid?

My grandson?

Well, maybe time will tell.

But if I get into that, where is your gun?

Here in this class, don't open that closet.

If you don't, I'm calling the notion.

OK, alright, alright, relax.

Please, I would like.

To borrow.

Your gun, Walter.

What?

Four are there?

There's these thugs.

They're threatening my friends.

She lives in a rough neighbourhood.

But if I showed them this gun,

just kind of waved it around

and said, hey, you leave

my friend alone, you misogynist creep.

They need to leave her alone.

That sounds hair rape, I suppose,

but it's the God's honest truth.

We can do this for me, Walter.

Will you be a hero and lonely?

Your content?

OK.

If you do something for me, anything.

Well, almost anything I want.

Baking.

It's Kim.

OK, should I bring your son from the cafeteria?

No.

No, no, no, no.

They're horrible.

It's a Turkey bacon.

You know, I don't like it.

I want real bake.

I want crispy bacon.

Four pieces of.

If you do that for me, I'll give you what you want.

Seems fair.

I'm gonna go.

But Walter.

This was not a dream.

What?

I hope not.

I want that bacon.

Goodnight.

Claire.

I remember when you were saving up to buy this.

Round.

Oh my God, I wrote you about it,

but you said you didn't want it anymore.

All that time studying all those hours in the dog room.

I saved it just in case.

But then it got packed up with a bunch of old stuff.

I wanted to be Dorothea Lange.

Ohh Ralph.

It's it's it's getting late.

I should go.

One don't go.

Please.

Stay.

OK.

Oh, Ralph.

What if joy catches us?

And this is my house.

I could have someone in my room if I like like.

May I kiss you?

Why not?

Ohh.

Ohh, Ralph's got to catch my breath.

I'm sorry it's it's.

It's been a while.

I appreciate the enthusiasm.

One SEC.

Viagra.

No, no, no.

It's just my son.

A ticket every night after dinner so I won't forget.

So.

Where were we?

You brought me to your room.

And you were putting the moves on me.

Are you fucking serious?

Well, if we're going to do whatever it is we're thinking of doing.

I want to ask you to turn the lights off, but.

First, I want to plant myself

for late,

safely with that.

OK, I'm on board.

Lights out.

I don't want to get knocked up.

Hello, I'm in.

You're in what?

I'm in on the Howard thing.

Well, my other murder cancelled this week,

so at that time.

Are you still there or do you had second thoughts?

Which way is the wind?

I have not had second thoughts.

Differences are made.

Here's the difference it makes.

I have a gun.

Alright, well, as soon as I get some bacon,

some bacon you think you can get a hold of

some bacon?

Well yeah, I I think I can get a hold of some bacon.

Gotta be real bacon.

Not veggie bacon, not not Turkey bacon.

Old fashioned bacon, 4 slices cooked together.

Meet me here.

Good morning.

Hi.

Good morning.

Hope I didn't wake you up.

Smell the bacon.

Sorry, what?

He's a grown man.

Right.

You're cooking with breakfast.

I smell bacon.

Why don't you go back to bed?

It's very early.

You can have bacon later.

OK.

Are you going to be our new grandmother?

No.

No, I'm not OK that's good.

Just cause you know our old granny.

I know.

Yeah, I bet she was wonderful.

You're big fan of bacon.

Big fan.

Can't start my day without it.

Actually,

yeah, yeah.

Except I understand.

Funny.

Do you have a zip lock bag?

You got your stuff?

Yeah.

Crispy.

Pretty crispy.

Mention how curse fate was supposed to be.

I'm just curious.

Follow me.

Well, what, Walt?

So I'm not dreaming.

I told you it wasn't a dream.

This is my friend, Claire.

Hello, Claire.

Now I'm dreaming too.

Beautiful ladies in my room.

Kind of you.

Thank you.

Ohh you provided.

I can smell it.

I told you and I see it.

Break it.

Break it here please.

Please ohh well where's your thing?

It's in the closet on the top shelf to the right.

It's in the wooden box for checkers.

Checkers.

Alright.

Yes.

You couldn't have the bacon.

Thank you.

Thank you.

Oh my God, this is so wonderful.

It's not too crispy.

Perfect.

I'm glad.

Isn't God dude avenger?

Hey, what did you mean when you said time will tell about my grandson?

There is something wrong with that boy.

No, nothing's wrong with James.

You're a lucky bastard.

I can see the checkers but I can't reach them.

I want hello there.

Oh, hi.

Hello my friend.

I'm Matt.

Evelyn.

Sure, we've seen each other around.

Oh oh.

What's that in your dream?

Ohh.

It's because it's delicious.

I'm supposed to eat that walk.

Ladies.

I'm going to need to catheterize, Mr Mangopay.

And so I do believe the visit is over.

Hector, would you do me a favour?

There's a box out there, a checker box.

Can you reach it?

Sure.

Ladies, they want to borrow it.

Happy wasn't here.

Oh my God.

You crack me up you go.

Ohh thank you.

Have the catheter is dude you.

Walls.

What is that?

Is it a 20?

It's a flare gun.

I used to have a flare gun on my sailboat.

You had a sailboat, yes.

Or on that night had a sailboat.

Who's in that?

The woman I was married to.

Ohh well.

Good.

I'm glad you approved.

We met in 2006, married in 2009.

Right before she died.

She wanted to get married.

I did it for her.

1009, well, I'm sorry.

I'm sorry she died.

I'm sorry I didn't meet her.

That's her in the photograph.

There's an amazing violinist.

Not just violin, mandolin, guitar, any stringed instrument she could play.

She's beautiful.

Claire.

I wanted to show you how this gun is loaded.

You open it, press this button.

This is the cartridge red side in.

Shut it.

It's loaded.

But.

You couldn't kill anybody with that could.

Hilarious.

Mostly yourself.

If you're not careful, you could burn a hole right through someone with that.

Wow.

What made you decide to help me?

Since I cannot prove a lover,

I am determined to prove a villain.

Excuse me?

Virtue of the third Shakespeare.

Only you, Evelyn.

I've missed you.

You've had my number.

You had my number.

So we're both lazy friends.

Who is it?

Ralph I slept with them last night.

No kidding.

Ohh right good huh.

Remember it was it was good.

I just not.

What I came here for?

It's raining.

Yeah, Howard, it's Claire.

Hello, Claire.

Over and see you.

You do?

Yes.

You feel bad?

Yeah, I, I I feel bad.

You know, Howard, I want to come over and apologise in person.

As for what?

Threatening to kill me?

Yeah, for that.

Alright, well, apology accepted.

I just.

I feel.

Crazy up.

I'm just crazy, Howard.

Just a crazy woman, you know, like it must be a stress.

I've been under a lot of stress, you know, because of the travelling.

God, I'm gonna make friends.

Perhaps I hate to I hate.

I hate to think that I came all this way.

And to have that be the last.

Time that you know that I saw you

and so I think I should come over and apologise before

I go home and somehow I feel that Joyce wouldn't want it

to end like this.

Ohh well look, I'm going to the park with Allie and the kids are.

I suppose you could meet us there.

Perfect.

Where?

Should I load the gun now?

I wouldn't.

God, you don't want it going off in your bag by accident.

So what, I just take it out and load it right there

in front of him, I guess.

Look, you don't have to prove anything to me.

I already know your LOCA, no?

You were right.

I Oh my God, there are so many things that I have not ever.

Followed through on my dad used to call me.

L.

For little loser.

How crummy.

I remember him in his uniform at graduation,

so you'll keep Allie and the kids occupied.

That they are.

Oh Christ, she's got that.

Awful Dyke with her.

God talk like that.

She's selling your mother's wink.

Anyway, I'll be even a bad word.

It's like it is when you say it, so don't say it.

No, I think I'll go talk to Claire.

I refuse to speak badly.

God, yeah.

Hello, Howard.

A word of advice.

Hello, Claire.

I'm glad you called.

We're all friends.

I wouldn't want there to be any bad blood between us.

Should we sit down and talk just for a moment?

Hi, I'm Melinda.

Hi there.

You didn't think you'd be seeing me again?

It's a surprise.

I suppose I should what?

Apologise.

I've actually been thinking about it a lot

and I think maybe I should guys come here

right now.

That little one's name?

Joyce.

Joyce.

That's nice.

Yeah, just don't line up on the gate.

When I said you were lying.

I knew you were online.

I found some letters when I went through my mom's stuff.

My dad couldn't do it.

He was a wreck.

So I went through my mom's whole office

and she kept some of the letters you wrote her.

She can't love letters.

They were very frank and explicit.

Holy cow,

she kept the letters all these years.

Hot dog, I'm tickled.

We have an extra ticket.

Do you want to get on?

Look, Claire.

I understand.

I understand guilt.

It's a horrible emotion.

It distorts everything.

Guilt.

Yes, I understand your guilt.

I felt it too for many years.

My guilt for what?

What happened?

However, transgression.

Oh, don't worry, she never knew about it

and I never told her.

Even when I was getting sober, when I was making amends.

So I didn't tell him no reason to.

It would have caused too much pain.

You made amends.

I did.

I call the people in my life

the ones I've felt that I had wronged.

It was very healing.

It changed me, you know, the whole process.

Would you mind setting with her but joycey?

Sure.

Man.

I get dizzy on the horses.

Yeah, me too.

You're looking for tissues.

Oh well.

You dropped this.

You know, I really better be getting back to the grandkids.

I mean.

Oh God, the energy.

What's that heck is that?

Is that a toy?

It's a flare gun.

Please.