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Please, please, Ilya...

Ilya.

Ilya, please talk to me.

Please.

Ilya, I have to talk to you about something really important.

Please, can we go outside?

Ilya, please don't make me talk about this in the fucking library.

OK.

What can I do for you to forgive me?

Ilya, what can I do for you to forgive me?

Fly.

Would you forgive me if I die?

Yes.

OK.

Excuse me, miss, would you spare a quarter, please?

Excuse me, sir, could you spare a quarter, please? Fifty cents?

Would you spare 50 cents, miss?

Hi.

Hey, erm, do you have any razor blades?

Yeah.

Ilya, dearest.

I need you to know that I love you, baby.

And I need you to know how sorry I am.

Really.

I never wanted to die.

I don't know what will become of you now.

And I won't ever know if you'll really forgive me.

I'll always love you, even in death.

And I'm so sorry that things had to come to this.

Love forever, Harley.

How much?

I'd pay 6 00 each for Madison Square.

Fuck! Goddamn it.

Fucking, slash, dumping, fucking, bitch, dash, fucking...

Yeah, this is, this is the first fucking album.

This is the best album, this is the best album of his.

Listen to this.

Ilya.

- You'll see it as it's going on. - Ilya.

One second, Skully, one second.

You'll see it, but you have to read...

Ilya.

Ilya.

I got the razor blades, OK?

Get the fuck out of here.

I don't think you're taking me serious about this.

I'm sorry. OK?

But I'm about to die right now

and I really want you to be there.

If you don't wanna watch, please, just at least read this after I die.

Yeah.

OK.

Ilya.

I've been listening to you for a long time

talk about how you're going to do this

and I'm getting really fucking tired of it,

so why don't you go fucking do it?

OK? Go fucking do it.

OK?

Fucking cunt.

Fuck her, man, fuck her.

Why would you wanna be with some douchebag

black metal fucking dirt bomb?

Honestly, my mother killed herself from suicide, OK?

On some serious tip.

That how you wanna be? On the floor dead?

Yep.

I mean, why would you wanna get with some fucking piece of shit

that treats you like shit?

I need you.

- Yeah? - Yeah.

You need me? You care about me?

Of course because I care about you.

Why would I be in the freezing cold

getting ready to go buy you some E and J?

I know you want that.

Promise you won't leave and I'll go get us some E and J.

- Yeah? - Yeah.

- You gonna pay for it? - Yeah. I'm gonna steal it.

I ain't gonna pay for it.

All right, whatever works.

You better fucking be back here.

- Don't disappear on me. - I'll be here.

I'll be right back.

Harley!

Harley!

Harley!

Everyone told me that you were a fucking whore!

That you're a fucking scumbag!

That you're a fucking whore!

Evan, Jimmy, Dark Mark.

Even Skully told me.

Everyone told me that you'd do this shit again.

If you love me, you would've killed yourself by now.

You hear me? If you love me, you would've killed yourself by now.

You know how much you're killing me? Do you know?

Do you?

So why are you still here?

Do you want me to do it, Ilya?

Yes.

- Yeah? - Yes.

Do it in front of me, I wanna see.

I wanna see you do it.

- I wanna see you do it. - I'll do it right now, OK?

Please, please, please, please, please, please.

Yo, watch this shit. Watch this, watch, watch.

Yo, yo, yo.

I know, she's gonna do it.

Come on, come on, come on now.

Please, please, please, come on, please.

Please, for me, for me.

You love me, please, please?

Come on.

Bro.

You fucking idiot! What the fuck is wrong with you?

You're both fucking nuts, man!

It hurts! Ilya, stop! Please, don't!

Evan! Evan! Evan!

It hurts!

- It hurts. - Evan! Evan!

Oh, fuck!

Call a fucking ambulance! Call a fucking ambulance!

Can you stay with me? Can you look at me?

Can you look at me, eyes open?

Good.

Can you take a deep breath for me, nice and deep?

Harley, I'm not going in with you.

I can't go in with you.

Why? Ilya, Ilya, please, don't do this, Ilya.

I can't, I can't do it.

- Please. - I can't.

Are you fucking kidding me?

Then why the fuck would you save me, then?

Yo!

Harley!

- Yo! What's up? - Skully.

Yeah, I was inside and they tried to kick me out.

Skully, how'd you know I was here?

Looking at me like I'm crazy. Where you been?

- Where'd you get my stuff? - I thought you'd come out yesterday.

- Why isn't this in the bag? - It was in the bushes.

You want this shit, this nasty shit?

Take it to the fucking laundromat and clean it.

- No, this is all fucking mouldy. - What are you doing?

You need, like, a quarter for that to clean it.

- You got stitches? - Yeah.

- How many stitches you got? - Fourteen.

- Huh? Let me see. - Fourteen.

- Show me, I wanna see. - You really wanna see?

What the fuck? What is wrong with you?

So what's up? How you feeling now?

- I'm all right, I guess. - Show me some love, what's up?

I feel like you hate me or something.

I don't hate you, Skully, you know that.

OK, so what's up? We gonna kick it today?

I got sticks.

I got everything you need.

- Some liquor, we can get. - I got a lot of stuff to do today.

And I'm gonna come with you.

Who are these people?

They're my friends.

- Huh? - They're my friends.

Friends? Nice friends.

Hey.

- Hey, what's up? You got out? - Yeah.

You guys?

Anyone seen Mike around?

Not since earlier.

Not since we caught up a few hours ago.

Fuck, man.

He's probably at Starbucks locking himself in the bathroom.

Well, I hope he fucking comes to the park.

Yeah.

What's up? Oh, wait, hey, you got a shot?

No.

Don't you owe me from this morning?

Maynard, have you seen Mike?

Oh, my God, you wouldn't believe that scene over there.

- What scene? - Mike got his, like, ass kicked.

- When? - Like, two minutes ago. Five, maybe.

How long does it take to walk from McDonald's?

Maynard, which McDonald's?

Right there, that McDonald's.

The one right there, like... You know the McDonald's.

- Right over there? - On 70th Street.

Where are you going? Harley!

Yo, Mike!

Yo!

Mike, Mike! Hi.

Oh, my God. What's up, girl?

- What's up? - How you doing?

Fucking so happy to see you.

I was so fucking worried about you, man.

I was so fucking worried about you.

- I heard what happened. - Fuck, I missed you!

- Are you all right? - I'll tell you all that in a minute.

All right, what's up? Talk to me.

- Talk to me, girl, come on, talk to me. - I need you to front me two bags.

- Come on, let's go. - Yeah? OK, come on.

Just right here real quick.

Here, hold on, hold on, wait a second.

There you go.

What do you wanna do?

- You wanna hang out? - I do.

Listen, I gotta go to Brooklyn and get my stuff from the shelter.

Come with... Come with me. I'll be right out, OK?

I'll be right out here, hurry up!

Yeah, I'll be right back.

I'm sorry, excuse me.

What are y'all doing?

- What? - Yo, what is this shit, man?

- Move. - Whoa, dude.

- What the fuck? - You wasn't by the hospital.

I was taking care of business.

Yeah, you were selling drugs to motherfuckers, OK?

You were fucking her life up.

What you laughing for all the time for? What's so funny?

- You're a clown. - I don't see what's so fucking funny.

This dope, man.

Come on, spit a rap for me, man.

I wanna hear a rap. Yo, spit a rap for me,

Stop, both of you.

Mike, you're acting like a fucking fool too, now.

Thank you. Come with me.

No, cos you're acting like a bigger fool.

Can I talk with you? Can I at least...

What do you wanna talk about?

One second.

Fine. What do you wanna talk about?

All right, you know what? No, no.

- You hugging him and not me? - Get off.

- You hugging him and not me? - I'm not talking to you.

Just leave.

I'm coming to the shelter, too.

- We'll all go. We'll have a grand time. - I ain't going nowhere.

What's up? I need to come get my stuff.

- He with you? - Ilya?

No, he's not with me. Look, look what he did.

Hold on, who are they?

- Right in, right out. - We're helping.

- We're in and out. - Thanks.

I'm sorry for fucking all the problems Ilya's caused, really.

Thank you.

What is Ilya's and what is yours?

This is... Everything in that box is Ilya's.

Everything of mine leave right there.

This... What the fuck is this?

Throw all your stuff in this bag so we can get outta here.

Can you make it even, at least?

You ain't getting rid of me.

Fuck that. Come on!

Just ignore him. Never get rid of me.

Skully, it's been fucking almost ten blocks already.

- No, please. - Forget about it, come on.

It's been almost ten blocks, OK?

You really have to chill the fuck out.

I'm not going nowhere, I'm with you.

- I'm trying to get away from you. - I'm stuck with y'all.

You need to take this Metro Card.

- What am I gonna do? - You need to leave.

- I got nowhere to go. - The reason we left you

at that train station,

so me and him can go to that train station.

- We don't want to be around you. - I don't wanna go nowhere.

Take the fucking Metro Card, all right?

I don't want your Metro Card.

Do you want a fucking key in your eye? Do you want a fucking key in your eye?

- You're gonna threaten me? - Do you want this key in your eye?

I'm out!

- Then get out! - Fuck you!

Calm down, calm down. Relax, he's gone.

- Fucking bum! - Let's go.

It's wrong, man? Mike, I'm sorry.

I cannot take repetition and this kid fucking drives me nuts.

Fuck you, shut up!

I don't even want this shit anymore.

- I'm sick and tired... - Harley! Fuck you!

I'm tired of carrying it. I'm tired of him.

Cap this. Cap this.

I'm gonna find a place to stash this, all right?

All right, all right.

- Fucking bums! - Piece of shit.

Get the fuck outta here, you fat fuck!

Fucking piece of shit faggot!

- Was that the liquor? - Yo, fuck you!

- Fuck him, fuck him, let's go. - Yeah, suck my clit, asshole!

Dude, just fucking wait for me, all right?

Wait for me, I'll be there, bro, OK?

Meet me at the bandshell in an hour and a half.

I got, like, four other people waiting for me.

I will be there.

You see these car crashes, at these, like...

They're just both one-way intersections

that aren't, like, barely wide enough for the cars.

It's just, like, you can't go more than 40mph

without bursting into flames...

If they gave you a car and goes I'll give you a million dollars.

This car only goes 40mph. You can take this car home.

Like, you're sitting there jerking the wheel left and right...

Yo, check that shit.

- Fucking groundscored this bitch. - Nice leather, man.

It's a dope jacket, it's just ripped up on the inside.

You gotta get, like, a T-shirt and patch that up.

I'll find something, dude. Can you do that, though?

- If I had a leather needle. - And some dental floss?

That'll work?

Yeah, dental floss is thicker than thread.

Well, I need help.

You guys, listen, you guys know this Carl Sagan.

Cosmos. Cosmos show, I watch it every fucking Sunday.

- You've seen it? - I watch it every Sunday.

Do you watch it?

Now the new guy, the guy that actually does it,

he's the planetarium courier.

He won the Nobel Peace Prize.

He's an astronomer.

Yo, you guys heard that Sagan quote about the earth being a blue dot?

Where he lists things?

Yeah, yeah, where he just says all this shit,

he would do good and bad, but that is all, you know,

good because there's nothing else happening

in the whole fucking place except right here.

Fucking love, you know, fucking hate, fucking...

You want me to help you? I can help you.

No, I got it sucked up, I just wish you had a whole CC.

Dude, if I get arrested with you...

- Just keep a lookout, all right? - All right. Do it up. Hurry up.

All right.

You're gonna give me a heart attack, woman.

- There's fucking blood on it. - Pull it back and do your thing.

All right, I'm trying.

- Register, hurry up, and let's go. - That's what I'm trying to do.

Push that shit in. Boom, bang, you're good.

Are you good?

Oh, yeah.

- I'm good. - You're good?

Yes or no, you good?

Thank fucking God.

Jesus Christ.

Shit!

Shit.

Ilya.

Isaac.

Isaac.

Isaac, what time do we have to leave?

- What? - When is the guy coming back?

He's gonna be here at, like, ten. Ten something.

- Probably right around, then. - It's seven right now.

Ah, shit.

All right, we gotta get the fuck up.

Mike? Mike!

No! Yeah, what?

We gotta get up.

It's seven.

It's seven? Guy's coming back at ten.

- That's three hours from now. - Yeah, well, we gotta do shit.

We gotta make it look like we got some shit done, yo.

Shit. What do we gotta do?

We gotta get this stuff together, get cleaned up.

Gotta make it look like nobody was here.

He can't know that anybody was here.

Goddamn it.

- You got a smoke? - Yeah, yeah.

- Roll me one, too. - Yeah, I got ya.

Let me get a swig of that.

I don't want any of that, let me just a sip of that Coke.

Thank you.

Here you go.

- I don't have any water. - I need water, man.

Is there a water bottle around here, somewhere?

I need water, I need water. I'm gonna have to go get some water.

Don't you have one of those little water things?

- Is there water? - No, there's no water.

I was saying get water from the sink.

- I'll get you some water. - Thanks, man.

Christ.

That was a close one.

That was almost a tragedy.

So Manny comes up and he's like, "Yo, Mike let me get two bags."

So I'm like, "Here's two bags."

He hands me a little stack of singles.

And as soon as I look at it, I know it's not 20 bucks.

I don't even flip through it.

I just kind of like take it and like spread it apart a little bit

and I'm, like, "Dude, this is not 20 bucks."

And he's like, "Yeah, there's a ten in the middle of those singles, bro."

I'm, like, "Look, bro. One, two, three, four, five... No ten-dollar bill."

"Where's the ten-dollar bill?"

He's, like, "Oh, dude, yo, yo, come on, man."

"Yo, you probably pocketed it."

I'm, like, "Are you fucking serious?"

"You have the nerve to tell me I pocketed it?"

I'm, like, "You know how much I make? I make $900, $1,000 every fucking day."

"I don't need your little measly $10."

All he had to do was say,

"Mike, I'm really hurting right now, I only got ten."

"I need two to get straight."

- You know, which is understandable. - I gave him two of my bags, too.

I would've did it. I would've did it for him.

And when you try to be sneaky like that?

And, and fucking pull that slick shit,

I'm not the one, man...

Let's go.

Let's go right now, come on, let's go. Let's go.

We gotta do this shit.

There might be a letter to somebody.

Fuck, the train's coming, hold it, hold it.

The fuck is this? "PO box."

Oh, shit.

Yo, fucking jackpot, Mike!

- Five hundred bucks. - What?

- Banana Republic? - Wait, we gotta pick this shit up,

we gotta pick this up. We can't leave it here.

I got it right in the pocket, I get all...

What the fuck is that?

Yo, are you fucking kidding me?

Yo.

Check it out, look, I got this phone for you.

It's got unlimited talk and text.

It's 50 a month, I got it covered, don't worry about it.

- Thank you. - We're square on the wake-up.

Don't worry about that.

You don't gotta pay me back, I was just looking out for you.

- Don't worry. - All right.

I talked to Diana.

Thirty bucks a night. We're good, all right?

You gotta come up with your 15

- and I gotta come up with my 15. - I got it.

I can't carry you on this, you gotta like...

Mike, I can make 15 bucks in like, 20 minutes.

Go get your bag, go spange, I gotta go re-up.

Could you spare a swipe, miss?

Excuse me, do you have a swipe by any chance?

Do you have a swipe, miss?

Could you spare a swipe, miss?

Excuse me, do you have a spare ride, miss?

Oh, thank you so much.

I'll call you, all right? You got a phone now, I'll call you.

Excuse me. Excuse me, hello?

Are you high?

- I'm sorry? - Are you high?

No, I'm not high.

It's OK to be high, it's good, it's good.

- It's good to be high. - Yeah?

Yeah, yeah, it's OK, it's good. Are you high?

- Yeah, I'm high. - Here, here.

This is for you.

- What's this for? - For you, so that you get high.

OK.

I mean, erm, I'm not Jewish or anything.

It's OK, there are mitzvahs for goyim, too.

- OK. - Enjoy, get high.

- OK. - Get high.

- Thank you. - Yeah, Baruch shem, yeah.

Fuck.

Excuse me, sir?

Sir, sir.

Erm, do you think you could just get me some booze with this instead?

The store is right down the block and it will only take a minute.

- All right. - All right? Thank you.

Yo, assholes!

Hi, look who it is, hey.

Oh, she got it, she actually replaced it.

That's awesome.

All right, here you go. Awesome.

- Thank you. - You guys got chaser?

- Sure do. - Sure do, good old Dr Pepper.

I got lucky with that, man.

All right. Here you go, man.

- Cool. - There you go.

Yo.

Gotta go make more money and get more.

How'd you, how'd you like it?

It was all right earlier.

- Yeah? - I'm just fucking mad hungry.

- You're hungry? - Yeah.

So go get a burger. Go get a burger.

I don't have any money.

You don't have any money? Why?

I thought you were... I thought you were spangeing all day.

I had a really fucked-up day.

I don't really wanna get into it now.

You don't wanna get into it?

Dude, you gotta pay the rent.

- You gotta pay the rent. - I don't have it.

You don't even got your 15 for the rent?

I don't even have money for wake-up tomorrow.

Jesus Christ. Listen.

- Spend it. - I can only carry you so much.

- But you got to put some work in, too. - Yeah.

I'm out there hustling every day putting my ass on the line, OK?

You give me a wake-up tomorrow,

I'm gonna go out. I'll be there.

No offence, but what you do is nothing compared to me.

You're standing on a corner with a sign and people hand you money.

I'm putting my ass on the line risking my freedom.

That's fine, Mike.

You need to come up with some money, Harley.

I'm saying if you give me a wake-up, I'll go out eight in the morning.

- Tomorrow you need to get up early. - Yeah, so I'll catch the morning rush.

- You need to make some money. - I will.

You're gonna prove yourself tomorrow.

All right, all right, all right.

Guys, you guys gotta get out of here now.

- Why we gotta go? - Yeah, why we got to go?

I know what you're doing in the bathroom.

We're not doing nothing.

Making up a whole bunch of noise out here.

- I'm gonna have to go get the manager. - How about this, all right?

Who's hungry in here?

Anybody hungry? Yo, if you're hungry, shout it out.

You hungry, you hungry?

One, two, three, four, five, six, seven, eight,

nine, catorce, veinte, veintiuno, veintitres, veinticuatro, veinticinco,

26, 27, 28, 29, 30.

Jalapeno sliders for everybody!

Oh, no, I'm gonna get the manager, OK?

I'm getting my boss right now, I'm calling the cops, OK?

Have a fiesta.

Mike!

- Yo, Mike! - Shh, what the fuck did I say?

- Mike, please fucking wake up. - Harley, shhh!

I got neighbours right on the other side.

What did I tell you? You cannot do this in my apartment.

- All right, fine. I'm sorry. - I'm telling you, you cannot do this.

We made an agreement, you respect it.

- Mike, I want my fucking shot! - Come here!

Come here. Keep it down, please.

Now, they got a rule, my neighbours.

And doesn't that blow your mind?

These are the ones that judge me.

I don't wanna judge you. You gotta keep the noise down.

OK? You could stay here, you gotta keep it down.

All right?

Mike!

What, what, what?

What the fuck do you want?

Can I just have my shot so I don't have to keep making noises?

- Give me the money. - You said you had me tonight, remember?

- Give me the money. - Mike.

- When did I say I had you? - In White Castle.

Sshh!

Come on, keep it down, keep it down.

What the fuck is going on?

What's this on the floor?

You said you were gonna spot me two bags.

- I said I was gonna front you two bags? - Yeah.

- Till when? - Till tomorrow!

Why can't you just go out and spange tonight?

- Because it's 11 at night. - So what?

Sit out there for 30 minutes, you'll make 50 bucks in 30 minutes.

You don't make any money at 11 at night.

I have.

Mike, you promised me.

And then you're not gonna ask me for more in the morning?

You told me you had me on a wake-up.

So I'm gonna give you four bags now?

You were gonna help me out tonight

and I was gonna pay you back tomorrow.

How much do I gotta give you in total?

Four.

- Four bags? - Yeah.

Two tonight, two tomorrow morning.

Yeah.

And what time am I gonna have my $40?

Ten in the morning.

- By ten o'clock in the morning. - Yeah.

All right.

- All right? - Fine, whatever, just fuck it.

Here you go. Happy?

Of course I am.

What the fuck? I work the whole fucking day.

I hustle all day. I got to look behind my back all day.

I can't even get a nice nod and relax.

All night, people ask me, "Mike, can I get a bag?"

Waking me up at four in the morning while I'm sleeping.

"Mike, I just made some money."

"So why don't you fucking buy it earlier all at once?"

You got to move it now.

What is this, work?

Yes, yes it is.

It wouldn't matter, whatever it is.

If I want you to move it, I want you to move it. Move it now.

Come on.

All right. All right, fine, I'll move it.

I'll move everything.

Well, move this one first

and then we'll discuss the other one. Just move this one block.

All right. OK. Tell him I'll bring him the fucking box.

Hey, Mike?

Yeah. What?

Do... Do you think I could have those two bags?

Two bags? What two bags?

The two bags that you promised me for the wake-up?

What... what are you talking about, your wake-up?

It's not morning time, why would I give you a fucking wake-up?

- It doesn't make any sense. - Mike.

I promised you a wake-up and you didn't even go to sleep yet to wake up.

I do two bags here, two bags here, two bags here.

I wanna feel a fucking rush, OK?

- I just wanna feel a fucking rush. - You want to do all four?

Yeah, so can I just get the two right now?

No, if you would have asked me for four bags

to feel your fucking rush, I wouldn't have gave you shit!

If you were gonna give me two now and two in the morning, that's four.

- You just wanna get super fucking high. - Yeah, I do.

Do you know how to do math? Do you know how to do math?

- Yeah, I'm not fucking retarded. - Listen to me.

You were gonna give me two now and two in the morning.

It's not the fucking morning!

So what's the difference if you give me four right now?

- It's the same amount! - It's not the morning, it's night!

- Look out the fucking window. - Antoine! Antoine!

Call fucking Antoine.

I don't wanna get in the middle of this.

- OK? - Say you're a dope dealer.

And you say to me... It's night-time.

And you say to me, "I'm gonna give you two bags now,

and then I'm gonna give you two bags in the morning."

But then I come back to you after you give me the two bags

- and say, "Can I just have..." - "I wanna feel the rush."

"Can I just have all four bags at once,

and don't worry about me in the morning?"

- Agree with her so she feels right. - Let me fucking talk! Let me speak!

Does that make sense?

And you won't ask for the two in the morning

- if he gives you the two now? - No.

There's no difference, Mike.

- Thank you. - There's no difference?

You want your fucking two? Don't say shit to me in the morning

- when I'm getting fucking nice... - I won't.

Get your fucking rush, enjoy your fucking rush.

Pain, pleasure.

Indivisible.

Harley, you want some cereal?

No, I really don't feel good, Diana.

You sure? I could make some oatmeal.

- Please, I'm all right. - All right.

How about you, Antoine, you want some?

- Yeah. - OK.

Michael, Michael, you want some? Breakfast?

- Hey, what's up? - What's up?

Hey, I'll show you that.

So, listen, we've got four-twenty for the sticks.

Twenty, forty, sixty, eighty, one hundred,

twenty, forty, sixty, eighty, four-twenty.

That's for the six.

I got...

Twenty, forty, sixty, eighty, one,

twenty, forty, sixty, eighty,

and I owe you two-eighty this morning.

Just hear me out for a second. I got a Banana Republic card.

This shit has $500 worth of clothes.

I'm not selling clothes.

You want it for yourself, dude.

No, I got clothes. I got clothes.

Dude, you can make 250 off that shit.

I'm not doing that, I got things to do.

- It's not happening. - I hear you, bro...

- A hundred dollars. - A hundred dollars.

Get it, call someone, come on, man.

I have a friend who owes me money, he's right up the block.

Please, brother, wait for me. All right?

All right?

It's 3:50, you got five minutes.

Five minutes, dude, I gotta go around the corner.

Give me ten minutes. Ten minutes, ten minutes?

- Get going, hurry up. - Don't bounce on me, brother.

- I'm not, hurry up. - I'll be right back.

I'm running, I'm running, I'll be right back.

All right. She's gonna stay with you.

Harley's gonna stay. I'll be right back.

- All right. - I'll see you.

All right.

- That's a nice bike. - Thank you.

How long you been riding?

Couple years, four, five years.

You any good, like, you know any tricks?

Yeah, it's a stunt bike, I could do a couple tricks.

Why, you wanna see something?

- Yeah. - Yeah?

Hold up.

- That's fucking awesome. - Oh, yeah? Come for a ride with me.

I've never been on a bike.

Yeah? It's not that scary. Don't worry, I won't go fast.

- Put the helmet on, let's go. - All right.

Yo, yo, check it out, I got it.

Yeah, told you I'd be back, brother.

One, two, three, four, five. Here you go.

- Listen, you gonna be around later? - Yeah, hit me up.

Thanks, man.

Come on, Harley, you coming with me?

I'm gonna go for a ride, Mike.

- Going for a ride? - Yeah.

She's coming with me.

- Have you ever rode a motorcycle? - No.

She'll be fine.

Do you know how many people I know died breaking their necks,

in a wheelchair for life because of this shit, you serious?

Har, do not get on that fucking motorcycle.

- I'll see you later, all right? - No, no, no. Hold on, yo, yo!

Harley! I'm gonna meet you at Diana's.

Yo, you heard me? Yo!

I'm gonna meet you at Diana's.

Call me.

Whatever.

Yo, I'll meet you at Diana's.

Yo, why are you here?

Why are you... Why are you in my spot?

- Your spot? - In my spot.

All I'm trying to do is spange and read my fucking book.

- Can you please go away? - What's that?

What's that in your hand?

Don't worry about it, it's my fucking book.

The fuck? Yo, give me my fucking phone, Ilya.

- This is your phone? - Yes, it's my phone.

- Who gave it to you? - I bought it!

Yeah!

Ilya, give me my fucking phone.

- What are you doing? - I'm gonna fucking kill him.

- What? You're gonna kill who? - Michael.

Yo, yo, yeah, yeah, yeah. No, I'm here.

I'm here with Harley.

Yeah, yeah, I need, I need one bag.

Can you meet me in front of the Barnes & Noble at like...

Yeah, 15, yeah. That's fine, that's fine.

Fifteen minutes at Barnes & Noble.

OK, bro. Yo, thank you, thank you.

Seriously, seriously, thank you.

Ilya, what are you doing?

Where the fuck are you going, Ilya?

I can't fucking believe this shit.

I just want my fucking bag back, Ilya.

What the fuck did you do with my bag?

Fuck, man.

Ilya.

Ilya, where the fuck is my bag?

Where the fuck is my bag?

Where the fuck... Where the fuck is my green bag, Ilya?

- Can you calm down for me? - I'm calm.

- Where the fuck is my bag? - You're calm?

- Yes, I'm calm. - Then I will tell you.

It is on the south side of the street, just west of Amsterdam.

There's a black gate that is open.

Open the black gate

and walk down the stairs

and your bag is on the bottom.

Fuck you, asshole. I swear to God...

You gotta be fucking kidding me.

Mike!

Yo, do you see fucking Ilya anywhere?

Erm, no, he said he was gonna be here to get two off me.

- Fuck, man! - Why are you here?

- Yo, he's not... Dude... - Why are you here?

He's not trying to get fucking two bags off you.

- He's trying to kill you. - He's trying to kill me?

Yo, I'm fucking serious.

So why were you just with him, then? Huh?

I was spangeing, Mike, he came up to me.

How does Ilya always know where we're at?

The last time we were in the park, he just showed up.

You trying to set me up or something?

- No, I'm not trying to set you up! - Where's he at, then?

- I don't know. - When's the last time you seen him?

- 8 6 Th Street. - He's gonna kill me?

I'm gonna fucking kill him. I'm tired of this shit.

- Wait up for me! - No, wait for nothing.

I gotta watch my fucking ass. Now I gotta deal with this shit?

This is fucking bullshit, bro.

I'm trying to tell you what's going on.

Look at what he did to my fucking hand, look!

No, no. It's gone on for too fucking long.

I'm tired of his fucking ass, I'm tired of his ass, bro.

Let him try to me right now. Where's he at, man?

Where the fuck is he at?

Have you seen Ilya?

Have you seen him? Where is he?

No, no, no, I don't have time for that. Where's Ilya?

- Hal went that way with Erica. - How long?

- Hal went that way with Erica. - What did you say?

- How long ago? - Just, like, ten minutes ago.

Look, Mike, I know where he is. I know where he is.

No, I don't got time for that right now.

I don't, I don't got time for that right now!

Is he over here or not?

Where is he? Where is he?

I don't fucking see him, where is he?

- He's not here. - Maybe he's by the rock.

- He's by the rock, what rock? - Right there.

Yeah, is that them, is that them? Come on, let's go, let's go.

Let's fucking go.

What's up, motherfucker? I thought you wanted to kill me.

- Do you want me to kill you? - Yeah, let's do it, come on.

Do it up, let's do it, I'm ready. Do it right now.

- Shut the fuck up and sit down. - Do it right now, motherfucker.

Kill me right now.

Get the fuck out of here.

- Stop. - Back off.

- Did you really do that just now? - Yeah, I did do that, motherfucker.

Kill me right now. Kill me right now. Bitch!

Come on, let's go.

Let's go.

Let's go.

Guys, stop this shit, man, come on.

Yo. Can you guys, just chill out?

Come on, take your shirt off, come on.

No, no, no, no.

Ilya!

Hey, hey, hey, guys, stop it.

Ilya! Ilya!

Ilya, Ilya, Ilya, Ilya!

- Ilya, stop it. - You done?

You done?

Mike, stop it, Mike, stop.

Tap out, tap out.

- Tap out. - Mike!

I'll put you to sleep. Tap out.

Mike, fuck! He's good, man, he's good.

He's good? You're gonna calm down, you're gonna walk away?

No, I'll fucking kill you.

Next time I'll take your fucking life, bro.

You want more or you're good?

You want more or are you good?

No, I need to hear it, you good?

What did you just fucking throw?

Fuck! It's just fucking bleeding all over the place, man.

Fuck, get this shit out!

Fuck!

- Yo, Ilya, what the fuck? - Call a fucking ambulance!

What the fuck is this shit, man?

I need an ambulance, 91st Street, Riverside Park.

- Fuck me! - He's bleeding.

Can you just please get here? 91st Street.

Mike, fuck. Yo, put something over, we got to go.

Mike, we gotta go.

Let's go.

Mike, you told me to call the ambulance.

They're on their way.

- What are you gonna do? - I wasn't thinking, we gotta go.

Mike, what are you gonna do? You're bleeding.

I'm gonna need to fucking stitch you up

my goddamn self, and I don't wanna do that.

- Yo, where are you going? - I'm not gonna go to fucking jail.

- Oh! This shit fucking hurts. - You shoulda went to the hospital.

- That needs stitches. - What a fucking weasel, yo.

I fucking... I let him up, I could have fucking killed him.

I could have killed him and I let him up.

I asked him if he had enough.

He said he has enough and then he sneaks me?

He's a fucking punk, man, he's a weasel.

Fucking pussy, man.

You don't even care? He tried fucking to kill me.

Of course I care. I think it's fucked up what he did.

You still love him though, right?

Of course.

What if I killed him?

- What if I killed him? - Like, in self-defence?

Yeah, what if we both got into a fight and I killed him?

I guess I couldn't be mad at you, you know?

But I think in the back of my mind, I'd always hate you.

Hate me?

So if I would have died today, you wouldn't hate him?

I know he does fucked-up things, all right?

It doesn't matter what he does.

- It doesn't... - It doesn't matter?

I can't help that I love him, you understand?

That kid's gonna bring you down. You don't see it now.

- He already has. - Yeah?

That's it, you don't care? You don't care?

What do you mean I don't care? About what?

About how you do in life.

- About Harley. - Of course I do.

You just wanna be his woman your whole life?

Don't you wanna be your own person?

You want everybody to look at you

with a fucking crooked eye because of the shit he does?

You don't get it, man.

- I think you don't get it. - Look.

I'm not trying to put you down.

I'm admitting everything you're saying.

You think you're gonna be in love with him forever?

You think you're gonna be in love with him forever?

- I know I will be. - Dude, I think you're just infatuated.

I really don't think you know anything about real love.

I really don't. I don't think you do.

Really?

I don't think you do.

Well, I already proved myself.

I proved that I would die for someone I love.

- Yeah, for the wrong person. - No.

I did it for him.

You know what?

Fuck everything, man, I'm out.

Mike.

Wow.

It was a homemade... You know the little razor blades?

- Yeah. - That you buy, box cutters?

- Right. - He welded six of them together

to make a star. I picked it up.

He's got a lot of free time, doesn't he?

I don't know what the fuck he does.

No, dude, you don't know how shitty my fucking day was,

and I'm sorry, I don't have the rent for you today.

What you owe me by now? Was it 15 or 10?

- I forgot. - Fifteen.

I'll go sleep on the trains or something, but...

No. I've been looking through my stock

and I have some really nice dream-catchers.

Would you be interested in selling them? If I can find them.

I was just looking at them the other day.

I just saw them over here.

And here's some rocks.

Did Mike come in?

- Excuse me? - Did Mike come in?

- Mike came in, right? - Yeah.

He's in the bathroom with Antoine.

They're both in there?

Yeah, it's weird, and they shut the door.

OK.

- What's up? - What's up?

Erm, nothing, we're just hanging out.

He took mad fucking benzos.

All right.

- Just wanted to see ya. - But erm..

I'm just trying to like, look after him.

All right.

Mike, the hell?

Have fun, I guess.

- Hey, are you OK? - What do you mean?

Do you... Do you need one?

Would one even help?

Yeah.

OK, hold on a sec.

- Here. - Thank you so fucking much, seriously.

- OK, sweetie. - I got your back.

Hey, Harley, are you... Where'd you go?

Erm, I'm just fixing my bandages.

I gotta put some Neosporin on it.

Oh, OK. You're all right, though?

I was thinking about those dream-catchers.

And how it'd be really good if you sold them.

Because people are gonna have a memory

of whatever conversation you two would have.

And it'd be a nice little memory.

Call them a memory-catcher, maybe.

Add it to the dream-catcher.

You could add stones to them, too.

You know, rose quartz, the Tibetan crystal,

and have a little variety of each.

With a few rings and bracelets,

it would be something to look forward to.

You could even put little jokes on there,

like "Life is rocky, so buy one."

You know, make people laugh.

They always have a good moment when they laugh.

That always helps in sales, I find.

Oh, yeah, you know I was thinking about Ilya?

How do you spell his name?

Ilya? That's how you say his name?

- Ilya? - Yeah.

You start it off with an 'E' or...

I. Ilya.

I thought you pronounce it differently.

It's Ilya.

- Ilya? - Yeah.

Ilya? Ilya.

Yo, I know you took that bundle.

- What? - He was passed out in the bathroom.

I did not take a fucking bundle, no way.

You took the fucking bundle.

- No. - So then what'd you take?

I only took two at the most.

And you're giving me your last bag?

The reason is because my mom has that shit.

She was going to split it with me.

- Really? - Yeah.

- Hang on. - Who is that?

- Hello? - Who is it?

Erica, Erica, calm down, calm down.

- I cannot understand you. - What's up?

Who? Who? Ilya?

Erica. Erica!

Erica, Erica, it's Harley. Open.

Erica!

What the fuck! I think he's dying! I think he's dying!

Wake up, Ilya!

Ilya, wake up!

Ilya. Ilya, open your eyes, come on.

Ilya, wake up!

- Erica, he needs space! - Harley, fucking do something!

I am. You're not doing anything, you're making it worse!

- OK, but just fucking... - Shut up, all right?

- No! - Just stop for a second.

Come on, wake up.

Come on. Come on. Ilya.

Ilya!

Can I leave?

Ilya, open your eyes, come on.

Come on, wake up.

Ilya.

Ilya.

Come on, come on, get up.

Baby.

Baby? Ilya, look at me, look at me, Ilya! Look at me!

Look at me.

Get up. Ilya, get up, look at me. Can you hear me?

Can you hear me?

Ilya.

Ilya, come on, sit up.

Sit up!

Raise yourself, raise yourself.

Keep your eyes open.

Open! Open! Open your eyes.

Ilya, look at me.

Ilya, look at me.

Ilya.

Ilya. Baby, can you hear me?

Baby.

Baby!

Harley, what happened? Is Ilya all right?

Yeah, he's all right.

Oh, yeah, he's up, he's in the shower.

- Just don't tell him I was here. - OK.

- Do you mind? - OK, sorry.

- OK, I gotta go. - Bye.

- See you guys around. - You gonna be back?

No.

- Hi, miss. - Having a good night?

So far, so good.

You need help with anything?

Erm, how much for these?

Those go for $6.99.

Fuck. Fuck!

OK.

It's something like $10 at Duane Reade.

Yo, but, oh...

Oh, shit.

Nigel?

Hey, Nigel, are you there?

Yo, you guys got too many toothbrushes.

Fuck.

Excuse me. Sir?

Excuse me, sir?

I'm gonna have to ask you to leave.

I didn't do anything. I haven't done anything.

I'm just looking at something. I'm just looking.

I'll leave in a minute,

I need to find... Maybe you can help.

I need to find... My teeth are very sensitive.

I need to find a very sensitive toothpaste.

Because my teeth are...

Mmm, no, no, no, no, no. What is that, Pronamel?

Yo, fucking get this shit, get this shit.

All right, I'm coming. One more thing, one more thing.

- Fucking hurry. Hurry up! - I'm coming, yo.

Hey, what the fuck?

Did you tell them you saw a rat in there?

- Hurry up. - Chill the fuck out.

- Come on. - I'm coming, yo.

Fuck them, man.

Yo. You need any energy drinks?

We got Five Hour and Red Bull for a buck.

How many have you got?

We got a lot, man. We have a few packs.

We've got... Here.

Got it?

Fuck, it's breaking.

Fourteen?

Twenty-one, 22...

Come on, grab them.

- That's 28, 29... - Thirty.

- Right? - Is it 34?

- Yeah, there's two more at least. - That's it?

Yeah, yeah, yeah, bro. Come on.

These bunnies are kind of, like, fucked up though,

because like, they got two ears, but, like, honestly,

I just see, like, one fucking, like,

boner from the fucking head.

Not suitable for children under three years of age.

Well, I mean, like, honestly,

the only person I wanna give this to is under three years of age.

I love these fucking lights, though, yo.

Come on, let's get outta here. Come on, let's go.

Why are you laughing?

Seriously, why are you laughing? Stop laughing.

It's so fucking funny.

Get your shit.

- Hang on. - What the fuck is that?

Fuck.

- It's Mike? - Yeah.

Yo, dude, what the fuck?

Ilya.

Fuck, asshole!

That's funny. That's funny.

That's funny.

Ilya, dearest, at first, you were a prince.

You were peaceful and to me,

you were the sweetest boy in the world.

You had patience and there was an elegance about you.

You gave me many gifts.

And by that, I mean you introduced me to many things,

worlds I had no idea existed.

The sweeter side within myself,

one that I never knew was there.

And also of course a darker side.

But even with that darkness that comes with knowing you,

being with you, in the end I need you.

You enabled me to grow as a person.

Everything that I am today came from you.

- What's going on, yo? - Hey.

Yo, put that shit away, what the fuck you doing, yo?

See all the cameras out here? They're above you.

Fucking ringing my bell, too, at this time.

Yeah, sorry about that.

Hey, you think you could do for 80 again?

- You fucking crazy? - Yo, it's 100.

Come on, man, you did it for 80 the other time.

No, man, you see what time it is? It's 100 now.

No, I don't fucking care. You got me out of bed and everything.

- Yo, we don't have 100. - That all you got?

Yeah, we got 90, we got 90.

- All right, give it to me. - Yo, thank you.

Seriously, thank you so much.

Thank you so much. Thank you.

You don't even have to count it.

- Get the fuck out of here. - Tommy, thank you.

- Tommy, thank you. - Shut the fuck up, man.

I'm coming, baby, I'm coming.

- I love you. - I love you, too.

- We're trying to get to Florida. - Got your ticket?

No, no, no, we ain't got nothing yet.

This Greyhound's closed, but go to the Trailways.

They'll do the ticket there.

- Where's the Trailways? - Right next to it.

Keep going, keep going.

Uh-uh, no, no, no.

- No, no, no, no. - Why?

Switch, just sit on this side.

Fucking... goddamn it.

Yo, I wanna get off.

Sir, you can't be up here while the bus is moving.

Return to your seat.

I want to get off here. Now.

- Where you going? - Headed north.

Yeah, come on.

No, no, no, I'm with you.

I'm with you, go ahead.

Go ahead.

Fuck!

Ilya?

Ilya, is that you?

I'm sorry.

Did you see a guy with long brown hair, blue eyes?

Excuse me, sir.

Sitting right here with my boyfriend.

You don't know what I'm talking about?

Does somebody know what happened

to the guy with blue eyes and long dark hair?

Sir?

Sir? I was wondering if you can tell me

- where my boyfriend got off. - I have no idea.

Well, I need to get off the bus. Can you please pull over?

No, I can't let you off on the shoulder. It's against company policy.

Then I'm gonna break the fucking door down if you don't pull over.

Miss, go back to your seat. You can't be here.

Pull the fuck over. I'm gonna break this fucking door.

Pull the fuck over.

- Ma'am, return to your seat, please. - Pull the fuck over.

Pull over.

- Go back to your seat. - Sir, just pull the fucking bus over.

It's a safety issue. You can't be up here.

I'm not even joking.

Has nobody seen him?

You guys haven't fucking seen him?

Nobody's fucking seen this one person who's left the bus?

Fuck! Fuck!

Shit! Shit!

Motherfucker!

Fuck! Shit!

Pull the fucking bus over!

Come on, sweetheart, let's go.

Now you want me to get off the bus? Don't fucking touch me.

Are you fucking kidding me? Get off me!

Get the fuck off me! You can't touch me like this!

Get the fuck off me! I'm not getting off the fucking bus!

Fuck!

Look what you did to my fucking wrist!

You little fuck!

I'll fucking kill you!

Hey!

Someone stop, please!

Hey!

Hey! Please!

Please, help! Please, help me!

Please tell me what's going on!

Please, please just help me, please.

I'm not gonna bust you down. You're not gonna demand shit from me.

And... he's fucking...

He's fucking demanding my cigarette.

And I'm like, "Listen, bro, I am not in the fucking mood."

"I am not in the mood for this shit right now."

"Just leave me alone. Walk away, bro. Leave me alone."

He's like, "Yo, who you talking to like that, son?"

"Who you talking to like that?" He's getting all ghetto and shit.

I put my left hand around his throat, choking him.

And I fucking take my fucking right hand

and I just started pounding it out.

Bang, bang, bang, bang.

I fucking walk down the stairs.

And about seven or eight cops

go walking right up as I'm walking down.

And I literally, like, I brushed right past them.

And they're walking up and they don't even,

they don't even pay attention to me.

They don't even give me one look.

They fucking walk right up the stairs...

Looking for a dude with a jacket and a hat.

They're like, "Doesn't look like he's here."

"Come on. Let's go back downstairs." They go back downstairs and I say,

"Yo, Danielle, Sarah, listen. I need your help right now."

"I just did something really bad."

"I'll explain it to you in a few minutes."

"Right now, I need your help."

And she had a duffel bag.

Sarah had a duffel bag on her.

I said, "Listen,

I need your duffel bag."

"Please give me your duffel bag."

"Here, take my backpack and put it inside your duffel bag."

"Let me take your duffel bag. Here, take my coat, take my hat."

- Yeah, yeah. - So now, I just have a shirt.

- Yeah, just... - And now, I just have my long hair.

- Just a shirt and a long-haired dude. - Totally different look.

Hot a hoodied 'hood rat.

If they give a description of someone with a jacket and a backpack...

Yeah, yeah, you got to change up the look.

And then, so now, I have a totally different look,

no jacket, no hat. I'm walking down the stairs.

While I'm walking, I told them,

"Listen, I'm gonna get the fuck outta here."

"I just did something really bad."

Just walk calm for a block and then run.

"I'm gonna get out of here. I will call you guys in 20 minutes

and tell you where I'm at."

I'm running down the street. I run, like, two blocks down.

I turned the corner. I ran another block down and I get...

He was like, "Yo! You shut the fuck up!

"You shut the fuck up!"

And I was like, "I wanna fucking go home!"

And he's like, "Shut the fuck up, man!"

And I go, "You shut the fuck up!"

And he comes at me like, like with his fists up in the air.

And I'm like, "Dude, who are you swinging your fists at?"

And he charges at me and I spit in his face.

And I pull out my fucking Swiss Army knife

and I start fucking swinging at him like,

"Back the fuck up, motherfucker!"

"I'll poke you up real fucking good, I'll poke you up real fucking..."