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What's wrong with the Internet?

I don't know.

Can't sleep?

You got to try.

- I found something today. - Yeah? What did you find?

Is it real?

- Put that down. - Why?

I am calling you right back. I'm in the bath.

Man, stop fucking with me.

Stop fucking with me.

They're sending a car right now?

Holy shit.

Sorry.

Should be good now.

Cool.

Uh, y'all got, like, a track or something

that you want me to try something over?

Syl: Uh, just wait on him.

Okay.

Cole: Doesn't it feel like we're in a movie?

I'm Cole.

Thanks for coming tonight.

Lena: Yeah, of course.

Cole: Uh, do you want to sit down?

Sorry to kind of throw you on the spot,

if you're nervous or anything.

You can hold this.

It's a quartz.

Helps with concentration, if you're into that sort of thing.

- Are you? - Yes.

Cole: You can hold on to it for right now.

Has all my good energy in it.

I want you to listen to something.

Lena: Cool.

Alright. Okay.

Here, put these in.

Alright.

This is the key I want to do it in.

For sure.

Oh, no, you can do it right here.

Lena: You don't want me to bring the mic over?

Lena: Don't you want me to sing into it?

I want it to sound like far.

Away from everything.

You know what I mean?

Like, everything's upside down.

Upside down?

Everything's upside down.

J“ I'll seek you out j“

j“ flay you alive j“

j“ one more word, and you won't survive j“

j“ and I'm not scared j“

j“ of your stolen power j“

j“ see right through you any hour j“

j“ I won't ease your strain j“

j“ I won't soothe your pain j“

j“ I won't soothe your pain j“

j“ I won't ease your stain j“

j“ I won't soothe your pain j“

j“ I won't ease your strain j“

- Is that it? - Yep, that's all we need.

Thank you.

- Car should be right outside. - Okay.

- Bye. - Bye.

J“ I'll seek you out j“

j“ flay you alive j“

j“ one more word, and you won't survive j“

j“ and I'm not scared j“

j“ of your stolen power j“

j“ see right through you any hour j“

j“ I won't ease your strain j“

j“ I won't soothe your pain j“

j“ I won't soothe your pain j“

j“ I won't ease your j“

Cole: I am an asshole.

I am an asshole.

I am an asshole.

Fuck.

What the fuck?

Ohhhhh.

What are you doing?

Why is that weird that I would be calling?

Like, we should still obviously be able to talk.

Who are you in New York with?

Why did you even go to New York again?

Right. Right. I love Ellen.

Aaah!

Do you know when you're coming back from New York?

I mean, I don't know. I was just asking.

Obviously, I'm spending time with Rosie.

Yeah, she's just been in her room.

No, I am not on anything.

I'm not on anything.

Is there any way that when you can come back, I...

Okay.

J“ see right through you j“

j“ I won't soothe your pain j“

ipmnl

Ilana, what's a good happy song?

-J' I won't soothe j“ -i don't know.

Lil tjay: Not everybody cares about your theories, bro.

Ilana: What's your theory?

See, she cares.

My theory is most happy songs, they're actually sad as fuck.

People just too stupid to get it.

Ilana: Okay. For example?

For example...

Pharrell's song "happy", okay, that song is played

at all the kids' birthday parties, you know?

- Mm-hmm. - But the truth is

when the chorus comes in, it sounds like a bunch of moms

on speed trying to convince themselves or something.

For real.

Hey, man, that song made money.

Syl: I'm not saying it's not a great song, dude.

I'm just saying it sounds like

somebody putting a gun to your head

and telling you to be happy. Yeah.

- Cole! Cole! - Right here!

What happened with you and Mae, huh?

Cole!

- Cole, do you have any comments? - Cole!

Cole, do you have any comment about you and Mae?

Ilana: How is Lena?

Who?

Ilana: The girl, the singer.

Who?

Ilana: The girl who we had come in to the studio.

What girl?

Ilana: For real?

The girl, she sat next to you by the piano

like an hour ago.

We brought her in.

Cole: Yeah, she was a good singer.

What the fuck?

Cole: What?

Are you high?

Rose: Hey, Cole.

Hi, my little Rose.

What are you doing?

I'm swimming.

You want to swim?

Rosie, you need to come back to bed.

- Sorry, Cole. - What?

It's alright.

Good night, Cassidy.

Why do you always call me Cole and not daddy?

Because you told me to call you Cole.

Did I?

Cassidy, how's the guest house?

I had it cleaned before you guys came.

- It's been fine. - It's fine?

Let me know if you need anything.

Cassidy: Okay. Thank you.

I think Cole's falling asleep.

Cole: I'm not falling asleep.

Cassidy: Come on, back to bed.

Who's going to put Cole to bed?

I will. I got it.

Cassidy: Let's go, lady.

You don't want to be tired when mommy comes back.

- Good night. - Isn't it great

that you got to spend so much time

with Cole while you were here?

Rose: I did?

Night, Cole!

I love you, Princess.

Alright, up.

Cole, get out.

- What? - Get out of the pool.

- No. - Look at me.

Get out of the fucking pool.

Do you want help?

- I got it. - Okay.

Okay. Okay.

Gross.

Cole: You should go.

It's almost 2:00 am.

What the fuck, Cole?

Okay, I'm picking you up tomorrow at noon.

"Thank you, Ilana."

Comment if you know what this one is.

- Hey. - Hello.

Um, come in.

Thanks.

Nice.

Cole: Thanks.

It's a rental. It's not permanent.

Nothing is, right?

Cole: Right. Um, you want me to take your coat?

In a minute.

I was just in this neighborhood.

Cole: For real? When?

- Few hours ago. - God damn. Okay.

- Visiting who? - Some movie producer.

Which one?

What's the difference, right?

Right.

I thought bub said you were bringing, um...

Thanks.

She didn't forget the box.

Um, you want some?

I'm good.

For real? You don't want like a bump or nothing.

Would it make you feel better if I did?

Uh, nah, I just...

I'm just trying to be a good host.

I appreciate it.

Is this for real?

Cole: Is what for real?

This picture.

Cole: Uh, yeah.

She's your wife?

Cole: Was my wife.

We got a kid together, but we're not together.

Damn.

She's so beautiful.

Cole: Yeah.

This feel good?

Yeah.

Didn't take long.

Oh, no, that... that's not me.

That's my crystal.

- Sorry. - Yeah, that's pretty insulting.

I'm a lot bigger than this.

This is like one and a half inches.

- Oh, my god. - I'm so sorry.

Damn.

Damn.

- Uh, what is that? - It's, uh, it's my crystal.

It's a quartz.

You carry it around with you?

For like five years, yeah.

Got all my energy in it, everything I've been through.

Feels like it kind of stores all of it

and channels other things.

Helps me manifest, you know?

Zia: Can I see it?

Cole: Um...

Yeah, you can like look at it.

It's...

It's, you know... but fuck that.

Come on.

You want me to do something or not?

Okay.

Hello.

Man: Hey, buddy. Sleeping in?

No worries. I got Dougie here, too.

Man #2: What's up, broseff?

Don't call me that.

Man: Big day today. Radio interview with Anne.

Man #2: And a meeting with our sponsor.

I think it's over breakfast.

Sponsor?

Man #2: The corporate sponsor for the tour.

The guys from glows, remember?

They're dumping shit loads of money into that,

so it's going to be a little bit of a dog and pony show.

We heard that girl Lisa is going to be a star.

- What? - Lisa?

- Lena. - Lena.

We should really jump on that. Do you like her?

Man: Alright, we got to jump, but we'll totally talk to her.

Remember, 24/7, we got you.

We'll check in after your meetings.

Alright.

Fuckin' douchbags.

Oh, no.

Oh, fuck.

Fuck, fuck, fuck.

Fuck

Oh, my god.

No, no, no, no.

Fuch

Rosie?

Cassidy?

Nice million-dollar view.

So much shit in the air.

So, how's it going?

Cole: I'm working on it.

Yeah? Well, you got anything I can listen to?

Cole: I'm working on it.

Should I come down to the studio and listen to something?

I'm working on it.

Ray: Alright.

Look, man, we're just...

Just trying to help.

- Thanks. - Come on, Cole.

We got you the nicest recording studio in Los Angeles.

Frank fucking Sinatra recorded

"strangers in the night" there, for Christ's sake.

I didn't ask for it, man.

I know you didn't ask for it, man.

But we got it for you anyway.

Alright?

Yeah.

Your nose is bleeding.

For real?

Fuckin' asshole.

You know, the other day, I was trying to get my kid

to put down his phone

because it's like a fucking constant now.

Then I actually offered to pay him to put it down.

And as I was hearing myself say it, I thought,

what a fucking asshole I've become.

I mean, who am I? Right?

And he says to me, "how much?"

I don't know, son. Five bucks.

He says, "make it $20."

Alright. You got a deal.

I paid him.

Just like I'm paying you.

So I'll see you down at the fucking studio.

You got it?

Ilana: You look fresh.

I've been here for an hour.

- I said noon. - No, you didn't.

Uh, yeah, I did.

When's the last time you were up before then?

When's the last time you decided to stop giving me shit?

- I'm not giving you shit. - Well, you are kind of.

That's why I'm confused.

So it makes me ask this question.

Um, am I your boss?

Like with your words, like, tell me.

I want to know, am I your boss?

- Yeah. - Yeah.

So maybe you can act more like an employee

and do your fucking job so I'm not late.

Or else, you can go work at burger king. Cool?

Yep.

Cool.

Where's Rosie?

She went home.

Cole: Why is that?

Uh, she went home because she was here for two days

and they never saw you and Mae gets custody.

I asked about Rose. I don't need to hear the other name.

You got me?

Because she can stay in New York for the rest

of her fucking life for all I care.

- Yep. - I don't care.

- Yes, Cole, okay. - Cool.

- I'm ready. - Okay. You ready?

- Yeah. - Let's go.

Cole: Let's do it.

Hey, Ilana.

Ilana: What?

I'm sorry.

It's fine.

I just feel bad about Rosie.

I... I don't get why I act like this.

Maybe you could try a little harder when she's around.

Can we stop and get a new phone? Mine's gone.

Ilana: How?

I threw it.

Ilana: You threw it where?

If I knew where, then we wouldn't need

to find a new phone, would we?

Hope I'm not disturbing.

- Not at all. - I'm Eve, Anne's assistant.

Ilana.

-Hey.

Eve: I just want to say what a huge fan I am.

I've been looking forward to this interview for forever.

- That's so nice. - Yeah. Thanks.

So if you need anything, really, just let me know

and I'll get it for you.

I'll take a phone.

Yeah, like, a new phone.

'Cause I...

Eve: Uh, I don't... I...

- I was thinking more... - Is Anne ready for us?

Eve: Uh, yeah.

Cool. Let's do it.

- Just this way. - Come on, Cole.

Eve: Just this way.

Cole.

- Hi, Cole. Welcome. - Hi.

- Thank you for coming. - Yeah, thanks for having me.

Oh, what, uh, why are the cameras there?

Oh, we're doing a live stream.

Web on demand. Live stream. It's going be great.

- Did... oh, did... - Um, with our interview?

Yeah. Did they not tell you?

No. They didn't tell me.

I... I tell you what.

Hair and makeup will be super quick.

Not a problem.

I'MMA just... give me one minute, please.

Anne: Yeah, take your time. Take your time. No rush.

- I told you. - No, you didn't tell me.

I did.

Cole: No, you didn't say it was on camera.

You knew. I told you.

I... I hate when you make excuses.

- It's so fucking annoying. - I'm not making excuses.

I'm just telling you.

Telling me what, though?

I told you.

You didn't tell me shit, Ilana. Stop fucking lying!

I swear to god I will fucking fire you.

Stop. People are watching.

I don't give a fuck if anyone's watching!

Let 'em watch!

You do your job so great, they should see.

Fuck you, dude. You're such a fucking bitch.

Call me a bitch again, and you will be fired.

Bitch. You're a fuckin' bitch.

What do you want me to do next for you?

- Wipe your fucking ass? - Just do your fuckin' job!

I am doing my fucking job! Babysitting you day and night,

you fucking douchebag!

God, I hate you!

- You're fired! Fuck you! - Really? Really?

How you gonna get home, Cole? Who's gonna drive you?

- Uber! Duh! - You can't!

You don't have a phone! Who's gonna get you a new phone?

- My new assistant! - Good!

Well, make sure you tell her where all the fucking pills

are stashed so you don't freak out on her when you

- can't find them. - Shut the fuck up!

- Shut the fuck up! - Make sure she can fish you out

- of the fucking pool... - Fuck you!

When you're fucking passed out!

- Fuck you! - Tell her to hold your

fucking hand when you have to do fucking anything!

It's like the part, I just don't want like the part in my hair.

Can...

He, um...

He likes it a little messier in the front.

Maybe if you could get some... Some product like, uh...

Clay or something.

The Clay, like the molding wax.

I like this.

You should let them see your eyes.

Hello!

Hello, TV, I have an album coming out.

I don't want to do this one.

Need help?

I don't want to get your hair.

- Ah. - Don't move.

Okay.

You look good.

And I don't deserve you.

Anne: Who inspires you?

- What did you say? - Who inspires you?

- Um... - Doesn't have to be music.

Yeah, well, sometimes it's not music.

A lot of times it is, but sometimes it might be like,

you know, if I had my shoes off and I was feeling this rug,

I'd be like, "oh, man, we need merch

that makes me feel the way this rug feels.

Like, we need a sweater with this material on it.

Anne: Maybe we should just sit down on the floor

and do this.

Or it's like architecture or something like that,

or it's like the way the fuckin' air smells

when you're driving through Joshua tree in the desert

high on mushrooms or something, and you're like,

"whoa, there needs to be a song for this."

Like, music is like... It's like a bookmark.

You can always turn back and remember that chapter

when you hear a certain thing that triggers it.

Give... give me a time and place.

What's som... what's...

What do you remember hearing somewhere that...

Oh, like 10 years old, the first blink 182 album

when I heard "what's my age again?"

And we were just like...

Anne: Where did you hear it?

Oh, we had waited in line at a store to get the cd,

and we came back, and we all had to share the cd player.

So each of us got, you know,

to listen to the album all the way through.

And the other group of kids

would be playing like halo, I think.

And so we'd each get our like

45 minutes or hour, however long the album was,

to just listen to it, and I remember hearing it, and like,

yeah, I was like, "oh, my god."

Or like the first 50 cent album,

when 50 cent dropped that first album,

we were all on the school bus,

and everyone had to have like... We... we wanted it...

We all wanted to listen to it at the same time so bad

we broke the headphones in half.

This is back when headphones still connected.

Yeah, yeah, yeah, each person got an ear.

And so we each would, like, take it and put it in their ear

so you could listen, and we were like,

"oh, my god, 50 cent's so good."

Anne: Do you... Do you think rock stars,

rap stars in general are special people?

No. I mean, there's something about

it that's divine.

- Mm-hmm. - Because what you say is able

to reach so many and influence so many.

But there's also something about it that's sacrificial.

Like how when the Mayans used to choose the baby that they would,

you know, kind of lulled with with acceptance and worship,

but then sacrifice them, right?

The same people that loved them and made them feel special

were the same ones that threw them

to these underwater caverns that were like... that became...

- But they displayed them first. - Yeah.

They held them up for everyone to see.

Said, "this is our chosen one."

Do you think performers, artists are

always on display?

Do you want to keep talking or...

Do you need... Do you need to take a minute?

I'm sorry.

Man: Cole!

Cole!

Cole: I'm against Shirley temple shaming.

Also, someone carved a dick right here.

Inappropriate.

Excuse me. Why two registers?

Computer one sucks. This is really cool.

Hello.

Thought we agreed just one.

Here we are. Just one.

Where were you?

I was getting food.

You want a drink?

You got a lunch meeting.

Negative.

What do you mean negative?

I mean no.

As in I won't be there.

As in missing in action. As in...

Cole.

I'm not going to do this with you.

Let's just stay.

- We're not saying. - Absolutely are.

- Can I get one more, please? - He's not gonna have one more.

I'm not gonna sit here and drink with you

and then miss your meeting because when you do

miss your meeting and people are pissed,

you're just going to take it out on me.

So no.

Finish your drink, and then we're going.

Can I please have one more?

Ilana: Come on. No more.

- I'm leaving. - You're done.

I'm not leaving.

Okay, but that's it.

J“ left wing skin on the right wing leather j“

thank you. Let's go.

J“ new age skin on the out of date leather j“

j“ touch the leather, leather j“

j“ touch the leather, leather j“

j“ salmon pink skin on the happy bloody leather j“

j“ oh, oh, oh, oh j“

j“ me and my baby gonna touch the leather j“

j“ me and my baby gonna touch the leather j“

j“ me and my baby j“

Andrew: Ah, there he is.

Hey, Cole. How you doing? Andrew.

- Hi. - This is Tanya.

Great to meet you, Cole.

We do think being a brand ambassador with clothes

would be a perfect fit for you.

Irreverent, cool.

And the team has been working hard

to make sure the brand enhances the performances

with digital signage, language, social interaction.

Waiter: Diet coke.

Tanya: Nasty habit.

Waiter: And cutty rocks.

Andrew: You know whose favorite drink was cutty?

- Nope. - Sam Cooke.

- No shit. - What I read.

- Really? - Yeah.

So, um, I'm not sure if danie told you the latest news.

- Um... - But the tour is not going to be

- a lot of stadiums... - J“ and I'm looking' j“

-j“ for my baby j“ - which presents some

coverage challenges, but it's nothing we can't adapt to.

-J“ one day j“ -yeah, for the movie.

-J“ where my baby j“ -the movie,

- the live-streaming event... - J“ can be found j“

Andrew: The concert film is gonna be amazing.

His kid died in the swimming pool.

So we good?

- Oh. - Oh, god. Do you have to puke?

Okay.

Ilana: Very cute. Time to get back in the vehicle, sir.

Cole.

Cole, please get in the car.

Alright, play it again.

Hold up. This is a weird...

This is a weird idea, but do it like this.

Here, just record.

Like a voice memo with a guitar.

Play it.

Man: Sharp minor.

Okay.

Here, I'm about to airdrop it to you.

Let me hear that.

Lil tjay: Sped it up a little.

Unh...

- Goin' on? - What up?

- What's going on, bruh? - What's up, man?

You was working on some shit just now?

Yeah. Yeah. Wait, play it. Play this one.

J“ look, I am bipolar, my girl is bisexual j“

j“ she eat that pussy like vegetables, unh j“

j“ I get branded intellectual j“

j“ every day, I put "get high" on the schedule j“

j“ offer you letters, I need forget exes j“

j“ I don't know why they keep sleepin on me, z, z, z j“

j“ I ain't the greatest, it's not tbd j“

j“ this industry got adhd j“

j“ if we being honest, the only reason why I'm smilin' j“

j“ is because my teeth got these diamonds j“

j“ I used to be sour, I be up at night j“

j“ in pajamas, as a kid, I grew up with ballers j“

j“ I've been to war, what do you know about it j“

j“ I got the scars to show, I started raw j“

j“ laid out with clothes around it j“

j“ that means he not coming home j“

j“ I am a Taurus but not with the bullshit j“

j“ mix the orange soda with the actavis j“

j“ it got me hooked just like the choruses j“

j“ I'm responsible for all this traffic j“

j“ and I ride a mustang, not the horses j“

j“ got a twin with me like Minneapolis j“

j“ how did I end up on the Forbes list j“

j“ I'm from Cleveland, we don't make it out of here j“

j“ yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah j“

j“ I go to sleep with a loaded clip j“

j“ yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah j“

j“ my grip, I can't get a hold of it j“

j“ this my fuckin' town, I get high if I want to j“

j“ it's my fuckin' town, got no friends to say bye to j“

- freestyle, man. - Freestyle.

J“ hey, I be walking in ws j“

j“ and my diamonds, they glitter on my chest j“

j“ ain't notice shit straight up off the dome j“

j“ got a couple bros never coming home j“

j“ wear a million on my motherfuckin' wrist j“

j“ every diamond on me, motherfuckin' glitz j“

j“ and I'm really with the motherfuckin' shits j“

j“ ride up on me, I'm gonna empty out this clip j“

- ah! - J“ and the judge tryna j“

j“ and the judge tryna lock a nigga up j“

j“ lot of pusher niggas acting like they tough j“

j“ when I see them in person, they're so bluff j“

j“ and I live for this shit, me heart gonna rush j“

j“ ain't a drug I remember had to flush j“

j“ I remember I had that contraband j“

j“ came home, now a motherfuckin' man j“

j“ I been getting into a motherfuckin' band j“

j“ pop a nigga like a motherfuckin' zan j“

j“ I don't care about a motherfuckin' thing j“

j“ even though I got a motherfuckin' hand j“

j“ hey, I go to war, I go to war j“

j“ hey, I go to war, I go to war j“

- huh. - Huh.

J“ I go to war, I go to warj“

j“ I go to war about my gang, I go to war about my gang j“

j“ I go to war about my gang, I go to war j“

holla.

Ilana: Hey.

- What's up? - The pizza guy's here.

And he's, like, begging me to get a picture with you guys.

He knows tjay's here somehow, so...

Fuck no.

I think just, like, let him come back...

J“ yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah j“

j“ my grip, I can't get a hold of it j“

j“ yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah j“

j“ I go to sleep with a loaded clip j“

one picture, out. That's it.

Yeah, let him come through.

Let's take a little picture.

- So I'll come too. - Fuckit

Ilana: It'll be your good deed for the day.

Yep, you can come. They're right back here.

- Yo, yo. - My boy!

Hey.

- Didn't we just order this? - Hey.

- We got this. - This smell good.

- Word. - Hell yeah. Shit.

- Hey, Cole. - What's up, man?

- Tjay. - What's good, my boy?

Cole: This shit's gonna expire.

Y'all think I can get a pic?

- Yeah. - Why not?

- Come on. - You mind?

'Course not.

Okay, ready?

Good. Perfect.

Thanks.

Alright. Cool, cool.

- Thanks for the pizza, dawg. - Yeah, yeah.

-J“ yeah, yeah, yeah j“ -yo, I spit, too, yo.

- You don't spit. - Yeah, I spit, bro. Come on.

- You got something? - Come on. Let's go.

Come on, what you talking about?

Cole: Alright, time's up, bro.

This ain't "American idol", homie.

- Yo, what? - Damn.

It's not "American idol." Thanks for the pizza.

- Cole. - Fuck you, man.

Damn.

- Man, fuck you, bitch. - Fuckin' loser.

Man: Cole, you should've slapped him.

Man: You should've done.

Cole: Man, fuck that motherfucker.

J“ yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah j“

j“ my grip, I can't get a hold of it j“

j“ yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah j“

j“ I go to sleep with a loaded clip j“

j“ this my fuckin' town, I get j“

man: Why do you got to be like that, yo?

Yo, I'm about to get up out of here, bro.

Cole: You out?

Yeah, I'm about to go pick up my sister and shit.

- Hey, we got a slap. - It's 2:00 in the morning.

Nah, I'm about to... I'm about to go

pick my sister up and bust a quick move and shit.

Y'all wouldn't be easy.

- Cool gang. - No, we good.

Well, look, um, real shit, I ain't gonna lie.

You should be a little more humble.

Your fans, bro, without your fans, there's no you, bro.

So could be in that life position one day, bro.

So, be blessed, bro.

- What the fuck? - I didn't say anything.

You could be a little... A little nicer.

Mmm, got my pizza.

That was me?

Ilana: You could be... You could be nicer.

- Man, play that shit. - J“ yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah j“

j“ my grip, I can't get a hold of it j“

j“ yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah j“

j“ I go to sleep with a loaded clip j“

Fuck!

- You don't want pizza anymore? - Fuck that pizza!

Okay.

What are you waiting for, aninvhafion?

Get in here, rock star. You ready?

- Yep. - Let's go.

You good?

You hanging inside, or...?

No, why would I hang with them when I can hang with you?

Hang tight.

Wait. Can you leave the keys so I can listen to music?

Absolutely not. Never again.

Wow.

- Nice try. - Wow.

That's fucked up.

Man: How you doing?

Cole: You know what happened there?

Yeah. A couple got shot up.

Cole: For real?

Yeah, man, by their kid.

Cole: Damn.

They were just watching fucking Netflix or some shit.

Come on.

You know, everybody's got a gun now.

Got to be careful.

Boy: I found something.

I found something today.

I found something. I found something today.

I found something today.

I'm... I'm not his mom. Like I can't...

You know what I mean? Like, I can only do my job.

And my job is a certain thing.

Your job is to drive him home when he finishes work.

So you're not doing your fucking job.

I can't watch him every minute, ray.

I would... I would fucking love to, but I can't.

He's a fucking adult man, dude.

All I'm saying is just please keep that spiky-haired

fucking cunt away from him.

J“ I've never known a girl like you before j“

j“ before, before j“

j“ I never met a girl like you before j“

j“ you before, you before j“

j“ you give me just a taste so I want more j“

j“ want more, want more j“

thanks, Vicky.

-J“ now my hands are bleeding j“ -alright, boy.

- Ready? - Yeah.

Let's go.

J“ you got me crawling, crawling on the floor j“

j“ I've never known a girl like you before j“

j“ you made me acknowledge the devil in me j“

J“ I hope to god j“

Cole: Doctor told me

one more year of this and I have a hole in my septum.

- What? - Isn't that some shit?

He said it's... what's the c? Oh, corroded. My septum.

Bub: Then maybe this is not something

you want to be doing right now, Cole.

He said a year, so we got 364 more days.

- 11 months. - Exactly.

11 months, we're good.

We'll give it an extra bit of time.

I don't think he was accounting for me doing it every day.

So we really have a lot of time.

You're not going to do it every day.

- I mean... - I canceled the tour.

I'm stuck here.

But you can maybe travel, go some place.

You've been all around the world.

You didn't see one place where you went,

"shit, I can just live here and live a normal life."

Never left the bus.

Then he... fuck.

Oh, I'm too drunk. Can you...

Yeah.

I don't know. I think travel is good.

When I was growing up thinking about Hollywood, L.A.,

I was like, "it's gonna be

bright, light, friendly and fun."

I don't know. This is not exactly how I pictured it.

You know?

- It's not? - Not exactly.

Doing coke in a strip club, fuck!

I mean, it could be worse.

I don't know, I think, like, just sometimes I spend time

imagining living on a farm somewhere.

Cole: I've spent the night in this place before.

A whole night?

- With a woman? - No, no.

Probably right here. They woke me up.

They're like, "it's 11:00 in the fucking morning, get out."

- Oh! - What?

- No. - Hey, I paid for it.

Come on. Cole!

Good god. My god.

- Such an ass. - Oh, my god.

J“ girl like you before j“

j“ never, never j“

j“ never, never, never j“

j“ I've never known a girl like you before j“

Oh, I can't feel...

J“ okay j“

hello.

What the fuck?

Bitch.

Hey!

Ah! Fuck!

Have a good night!

Man: Get the fuck out of here.

Fuck

Ilana: Here. Drink this.

Oh, thank god.

That's so good.

Oh, what's that smell?

Ilana: Yeah. You puked a lot.

Oh, thank god.

Thank god.

-Yeah.

Ilana: Oh. Oh.

Okay. Alright.

Okay.

Come on.

Yeah.

You okay? You okay?

You gonna puke?

Cole: I just want...

- Do you need... - Oh, my god.

I need to find my crystal.

Ilana: Okay.

And I need new...

And I need new clothes.

Ilana: Hey.

- Yeah. - You good?

I feel like shit.

- Lil tjay: She just came in. - Who?

I didn't know what to tell her, bro.

So I just asked her if she wanted to wait.

Who?

Okay.

Lil tjay: Why you laughing? Tell me now.

Ilana: Um, I went on a date.

With who?

Just some guy that I met on tinder.

- Tinder. - And I am just like, you know...

- Wow, tinder. - What the fuck else

am I gonna... when do I have time to meet anybody?

- Ilana's on tinder? - Not anymore. Not after that.

Lil tjay: After what? What happened?

After you met your perfect date on tinder.

Ilana: I don't know. He's just like Italian.

He was, like, really into, like, telling me...

Lil tjay: I thought you liked Italians.

Ilana: I don't... I mean, I don't... I'll take anything

at this point.

- Yo. What? - He was like, I said something

that I guess wasn't that... I was like reaching

in conversation.

It wasn't that deep or something.

And he was like, "you know..."

Lil tjay: But you know you like to talk about some wild shit.

- So what did you say? - Ilana: I didn't say any...

It was so mundane because I thought

he was so boring, and he was like,

"you know, I really like really intellectual people."

- Right. - Like, as if to say

I'm a fucking idiot.

So I was just like, "oh, okay, cool."

You know? So, no, I'm done. I'm done.

Lil tjay: So he hates you. That went bad.

Ilana: I don't know. Like, he still wanted to...

But I didn't. Anyway. Yeah, it sucks.

- Well, I still got faith in you. - How's your...

What's her name?

Lil tjay: Oh, Catherine. Oh, she's gone.

- Gone? - She's long gone.

- Why? - I don't even like

thinking about her no more, like...

- Why? - I like my drums

better than her.

Ilana: I thought you were, like, hooking up

with her last week still.

Lil tjay: She was worthless.

Ilana: Okay.

Like, I'm just...

Boy: I found something today.

I found something today.

I went to a house last night.

Oh, yeah. What house?

A house where a kid killed his parents.

What the fuck are you talking about?

I was waiting in the car.

And I looked over, and there was this

caution tape around this house.

Giant black palm tree over it.

It was like drawing me to it.

Like I needed to know something that was going on inside.

Sol...

Went inside, and I saw where they were killed.

Cole, you could get into...

I went into this kid's room, right?

It was the most normal room, like games and... and a bed

and...

And there was a poster.

Okay.

I was on the poster.

You're on a million posters.

Not of kids that murder their parents.

- Hey. - Hey.

Nice to be back.

Is it?

Sure.

You ever swim?

Sometimes.

Why? You want to?

Yeah, maybe.

Cole: Okay. I'll go try and find a swimsuit for you or something.

Why would I need one of those?

Right.

You can start with your coat.

I have something for you.

I don't know why I took it.

I just needed something, I guess.

Cole: Yeah.

I, uh... I can feel that.

Zia: You want to out something up?

Cool. You want some?

Zia: Sure.

You know, your crystal didn't really work.

Cole: That's funny.

Um, alright, well, one for me.

And one for you.

Zia: So, did you get any music in here?

Really?

Cole: Really.

I could play some on my phone or something.

Zia: Okay.

What do you want to hear?

Zia: One of your songs.

Uh, absolutely not, but I can find something.

I was expecting something a little different.

What, you don't like this?

J“ and playin' j“

it's fine.

Just don't know how to dance to this.

J“ ...It seemsj“

j“ you don't remember my name j“

j“ but I was with you j“

j“ through dark and stormy weather j“

j“ I loved you then j“

fuckit

j“ I love you now j“

j“ whoa, my darling, I'll love you forever j“

j“ baby j“

j“ I was your true love j“

j“ always, always by your side j“

j“ forsaking all others j“

j“ and swallowing my pride j“

j“ but you were blind j“

j“ with a wandering heart j“

j“ and just like the wind j“

j“ it blew us apart j“

J“ I, I loved you then j“

j“ I loved you then j“

wow!

J“ I love you now j“

j“ and, whoa, my darling, I'll love you forever j“

j“ I love you j“

j“ whoa, forever j“

j“ I love you j“

j“ everywhere I walk j“

j“ I love you j“

j“ and to whoever I might talk to j“

j“ I love you j“

j“ whoa, I tell 'em that I j“

j“ I love you j“

j“ whoa, don't you know that I love you j“

j“ I love you j“

j“ I, I, I, I, I love you j“

j“ I love you j“

j“ oh, I love you j“

j“ I love you j“

j“ I love everything about you j“

j“ I love you j“

Cole: You've been waiting long?

Cole: You cool to go to the studio?

Yeah. Did you call syl?

No. Think I just want to do some stuff by myself.

- Cool. - Cool.

It's all good with you?

What's... what's with the vibe?

What?

What are you talking about?

Did you, like, swallow your crystal or something?

Man, fuck you.

Did you like that better? Okay.

Much. Thank you. You were scaring me.

Maybe I'll drive.

- That's a great idea. - Right?

Cole: What?

You know what ad libs are?

- Yeah. - Do you have any cool ad libs?

- Ad libs? - Yeah.

Do you have any cool ad libs?

Like, what's your ad lib if you were in the studio?

- If I was in the studio? - Like your song.

Like, um, your ad libs on your song, what would it be?

Ilana: Give me an example of an ad lib.

Like an ad lib, like "yeah!"

Or like...

Like...

Jvvhoa, heyp -

No, I don't have the confidence to do that.

- Yeah! - Yeah!

Yeah!

Do you want me to sage you? Okay.

My crown chakra.

Ilana: Okay. I'm not 100% sure where that is, but...

- It's on my crown. - Okay.

And then after you do that, could you open the door

to let all the bad vibes out because...

Ilana: Yeah.

J“ Bury me alive, disappear j“

j“ chest to my heart, like a spark does j“

j“ fireworks on the new year j“

j“ burning me alive j“

j“ ah, ah, ah, ah, ah j“

j“ Bury me alive, disappear on the ground j“

j“ when they found me before I ever had this career j“

j“ I won't soothe your pain j“

What is it? What do you need?

Cole: Nothing.

What do you want to do?

Cole: Nothing. I'm done.

Okay.

Do you want to go somewhere?

Cole: No.

I want to go, um, get ready for Rosie.

Yeah. That sounds really nice.

Rose: Do you think Cole's still sleeping?

Cassidy: You know Cole.

Rose: We'll have to wake him up then.

Okay, let's go, cutie.

- What song are you singing? - One of Cole's.

Oh, yeah? Of course you are.

Rose: I can't wait to show Cole my new baseball.

Cassidy: Oh, you go show him.

- You gonna a give him one? - Yeah.

Wake up, sleepy head!

- Cassidy. - Yeah?

Is Cole sleeping?

- Oh, my god. Rosie! - Wait.

- Stop! - Stop, Rosie, please!

Stop, stop, Rosie, please. Come with me, please.

Wait! What's wrong with him? Is he okay?

It's okay. Just... okay, it's fine.

Everything is fine.

Okay, let's go.

I want you to sit outside for a minute, okay?

We're just gonna sit.

Man: Oh, my god.

Oh, my god.

Holy shit.

Guys, did you just see that? I don't know if you did.

They literally just loaded him in.

Okay, we got more cops, um, driving in.

But that literally just happened.

Hey, guys, what happened?

Can you tell us what happened?

Fuckin' kid.

He was just a fuckin' kid.

You want to listen?

Yeah, play it.

J“ I'll seek you out j“

j“ flay you alive j“

j“ one more word, and you won't survive j“

j“ and I'm not scared j“

j“ of your stolen power j“

j“ see right through you any hour j“

j“ I didn't leave a letter on my desk saying goodbye j“

j“ people think I left even though I'm still here j“

j“ pressure made its way through my chest to my heart j“

j“ like a spark does, fireworks on the new year j“

j“ burning me alive, life imitates art j“

j“ there are flames on my arms, tattooed right here j“

j“ Bury me alive, disappear underground j“

j“ where they found me before I ever had this career j“

j“ I won't soothe your pain j“

j“ I won't ease your strain j“

J“ I'm staring at a diamond knowing that they are forever j“

j“ even if my body is still around and well j“

man: We love you.

Man: I get goose bumps just thinking about your voice.

Man: I've seen his goose bumps. They're kind of gross.

J“ know that I'm a monster like the one under the bed j“

j“ I'm afraid of having kids j“

j“ I'm scared I'll be just like my parents j“

j“ these were my decisions, now this cross, I got to wear j“

j“ self inflicting these decisions, yeah j“

j“ I can no longer bear it j“

j“unhj“

man: You understand what we're getting at.

You can do anything you want.

Man #2: And most importantly, we'll protect you.

Man: Yes. We will protect you.

J“ I'll seek you out j“

j“ flay you alive j“

j“ one more word, and you won't survive j“

j“ and I'm not scared j“

j“ of your stolen power j“

j“ see right through you any hour j“

J“ bleach my hair, mess it up j“

j“ take my life, dress it up j“

j“ signed a deal, I got papercuts j“

j“ they wanted them, but they got us j“

j“ yeah, yeah, uh j“

j“ uh, sleepin' in, faked sick j“

j“ smoked a blunt, had a kid j“

j“ don't belong, I'm a punk j“

j“ hello, world, you fucking suck j“

j“ hey, hey j“

j“ keep my mouth shut and wave j“

j“ hey, hey j“

j“ I'm dancing on my grave j“

jmmj

jmmj

j“ everybody's so nice lately j“

j“ everybody's not nice j“

j“ polarized feelings j“

j“ I don't wear them on my face lately j“

j“ I don't wear them on my face j“

j“ internalized everything the headlines say lately j“

j“ everything they say j“

j“ demonized just because I was a angel face baby j“

j“ baby j“

j“ career suicide j“

j“ hey, hey j“

j“ keep my mouth shut and wave j“

j“ hey, hey j“

j“ I'm dancing on my grave j“

jmmj

jmmj

j“ bleach my hair, mess it up j“

j“ take my life, dress it up j“

j“ signed a deal, I got papercuts j“

j“ they wanted them, but they got us j“

j“ but they got us j“

j“ but they got us j“

j“ yeah, yeah j“

J“heyj“