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[I Belonged To Your World]

[Episode 18: Reality Is Always Hard to Control]

Where are you going?

Her class ended late today.

She'll be here soon.

What are you doing?

She likes poached sliced pork in hot chilli oil,

but she doesn't like the bean sprouts in it.

And she said

there are too many peppercorns.

Thanks.

Why did you thank me?

No.

I... I'm thanking myself.

My taste is really unique.

You are the same as the future you.

When I looked up at the starry sky,

I often thought

we were just insignificant life

on an insignificant planet

and that we couldn't control the things

beyond the Earth.

What about now?

Now?

Especially recently,

I found that

not to mention the Earth,

we can't even control

what's happening in front of us.

I can only

just watch time pass evey day.

You won't be so sentimental in the future.

Qi Shuo.

If you disappear one day...

Who will disappear?

If you didn't come,

we would think you were going to disappear.

Eat.

The history class is too boring.

Let me go to the future.

I don't want to be a student anymore.

What do you want to do?

Graduate,

get married,

have a son,

and go to the peak of my life.

You're at the peak of your life now.

Someone has removed the bean sprouts and the peppercorns

one by one.

Hurry up.

-It'll be over if we're late. -Eat.

What happened?

Let's go.

What are you doing?

To come along for the ride.

It'll be over if we're late.

No.

You...

No matter what she's doing,

just follow her.

Your meal...

Then why did you remove the bean sprouts?

What are they doing?

Where are you going?

Did you see who he is?

Xu Zhaoyang.

Xu Zhaoyang.

The why didn't you leave?

What are you waiting for?

Qi Yue.

This is the competition between our school and another school.

We have to watch it.

We have to watch it.

You guys always see evil persons like enemies.

Now it seems that I'm petty.

You don't understand.

This is a sense of honour between men.

What's there to see?

What goes around comes around.

Let's go.

What's wrong with you today?

I didn't rest well yesterday.

I'm not feeling well today.

Not feeling well?

I'm sorry.

This game is very important.

They want to win.

We want to win too.

Are you suspecting me of match-fixing?

I'm just reminding you.

It's better if you didn't do that.

Xu Zhaoyang.

What are you doing?

The money in this card is not much,

but it's enough for you to rent a good home

near the school.

You can stay here for a long time.

What do you mean?

Didn't you say you have someone you want to protect?

And I think the best way to protect her

is to keep her away from hurt and violence.

As for your future,

whether you want to keep working or swindle others,

it is up to you.

I don't need your help.

I just don't want you to become

someone you hate in the future.

You should see a doctor for your wrist.

It's not embarrassing.

The password to the card is your birth date.

How did he know my birth date?

He ruined my good mood.

Why did you insist on

watching the game there?

You don't like basketball.

Don't be angry, Qi Yue.

I have a gift for you.

Look behind.

[Time Photo Studio]

[Love Each Other and Get Rid of Bad People]

Do you like it?

Did you ask the owner to make this?

I don't have that ability.

The owener thought we are like a family,

so he called me to ask for my permission.

I love it.

[Time Photo Studio]

I hope this photo can be hung here for ten years,

20 years,

and 30 years.

In the future,

Qi Shuo will find out

when we're both old,

he's still the same as the one in this photo.

He will find it.

Do you want me to take a photo of you?

Yes.

You stand here.

[Time Photo Studio]

[Time Photo Studio]

You studied hard, Yue.

Mom, rest your chin on my hands.

♫Then I can cross mountains and oceans to guard your happiness♫

[Congratulations on Becoming a Part of the Back to Past Project]

♫Exchange this dream with all that I have♫

Back to Past Project, I'm coming.

♫When things turn to go round♫

How time flies!

♫Go back to the beginning of the past♫

My college life is going to end soon.

♫Shall we sing this song?♫

Who would have thought I would be who I am today?

♫Like the glimmer in the sky, no matter how far it is, it can't be stopped♫

Luckily, I met them.

During these four years, I have friends and a boyfriend.

♫From coming to you♫

♫Untie the wings and fly♫

I even have a son.

God is so kind to me.

I hope everyone can be happy forever.

♫Towards the place you like♫

We graduated.

[Gewu Building]

We graduated.

A person who's very important to me

said something.

He said

all love in this world is for gathering.

In Qingnan University,

I learned two important things

which are love and creation.

Over the past four years,

I've learned not only physics,

but also some philosophy.

Bergson once said,

the real time is not objective,

but subjective experience.

I didn't understand it before.

Since I was a kid,

I had been a person

who liked to arrange my time accurately to every minute.

But suddenly a strange person

came into my life.

She always upset my plans.

It was strange.

I was quite happy.

Gradually,

I seemed to understand the meaning of this sentence.

The two hours we spent in watching movies

were five minutes.

The day I spent in missing her was one year.

Today is our last day in Qingnan University.

I want to occupy a few minutes of your time

to create something about love.

What?

So romantic.

Qi Yue.

Will you marry me?

Marry him! Marry him! Marry him!

Marry him! Marry him! Marry him!

♫The past is like an impassable gully♫

Yes, I do.

Marry him!

♫I'll never have a chance to feel your tenderness♫

♫I remember the day when you turned around and kept going♫

I envy her.

♫You didn't stop or look back♫

♫So I saw you♫

♫Passing through my world and taking away warm colors♫

♫The wind chases the clouds and surrounds you♫

♫Only the barren wilderness is left♫

♫You left me alone♫

Kiss! Kiss! Kiss!

♫But then I tried to travel♫

Kiss! Kiss! Kiss!

Kiss! Kiss! Kiss!

♫All over the world. But you never passed by♫

Kiss! Kiss! Kiss!

♫Maybe we are like ships that pass in the night♫

Kiss! Kiss! Kiss!

♫This love has a bad ending♫

♫We missed each other naturally♫

Why did you move back?

You changed the colors for blue.

Why don't you change me for blue?

Why are you pulling the curtains?

I want to develop the photos.

Who taught you that?

I read it in a book before I came here.

Please.

I know you love studying.

But can you stop reading those ancient books?

What?

What do you think?

Isn't it amazing?

Yes.

It's my fault.

Since you came here,

I haven't shown you

this kind of high-tech things.

In my time,

we used cloud imaging technology.

Don't worry.

I'll teach you everything as soon as you're born.

Look.

What are you waiting for?

Look at the photos.

Why aren't you in these photos?

Mom,

if you remember correctly,

I was behind the camera at that time.

How could you miss

such an important moment?

But it's okay.

There will be wedding photos

and your 100th day photos.

There are plenty of opportunities.

I need to use the bathroom.

There are plenty of opportunities.

You're here.

Where is Qi Yue?

She's in the bathroom.

I made the invitations.

Invitations?

They're beautiful.

I set the wedding date on October 17th.

Why did you choose October 17th?

Because I want to use this way

to make her remember that day.

Actually,

I was worried at first.

I was worried that you would change your mind

after knowing the truth.

I did think about it.

But I thought that would be more selfish.

Selfish?

But it's nothing.

Since the direction of the story has been changed,

the people in the story

will continue to live in this direction.

Qi Shuo, don't have more regrets.

What are you talking about behind my back?

The last bachelor party before the wedding.

You don't understand.

I'll stop talking with you.

Look at the photos.

The photos I took are good.

I'm going to deliver the invitations.

Who else do you know besides Deng Shuling?

Why do you need two invitations?

Let me tell you.

On our wedding day,

we'll decorate

the wedding venue in blue.

Then my dad will hold my hand and walk towards you.

Then he'll give my hand to you.

What about Qi Shuo?

[Inpatient Building]

Dr. Han.

Hello.

Hello.

I'm Deng Shuling's friend.

Do you remember me?

The ambulance...

You're the person who called an ambulance last time?

Yes.

You said Deng Shuling isn't in the hospital.

Where did she go?

She resigned.

She resigned?

When did it happen?

I don't know.

I can't reach her either.

You are her friend.

You should know it better than me.

I thought

you were her boyfriend.

It seems that you don't know her well either.

She said she likes someone.

She refused me indirectly.

Do you know who that person is?

I think I know.

Thank you, Dr. Han.

Then tell me.

Who is he?

I need to know who I lost to.

I'll treat you to dinner.

I can understand that you don't want to open the door.

But Qi Yue is getting married soon.

As her best friend,

I think you should witness

this happy moment with her.

I've brought the invitation.

Actually, it's good to have this door between us.

But I'm leaving.

I want to say goodbye to you.

Where are you going?

I...

Tuantuan.

You... Hurry up.

Tuantuan.

What do you want to drink?

Cola.

There's no cola.

[Pure Milk]

Then...

[Mulberry Juice]

I'll drink juice.

Okay.

You've changed a lot.

How?

You've become more good at taking care of yourself.

Sit.

Didn't you tell me that?

I'll gain weight if I eat many snacks.

Drinking too much carbonated drinks is bad for my health.

I have to eat fruits and vegetables every day.

Eat things that are low-calorie and low-sugar as much as I can.

[Nursing Research]

Are you preparing for an exam?

To be precise,

I passed the exam.

You passed?

Congratulations.

Where is it?

I'll major in nursing in Zhongshan Medical University.

Zhongshan?

You're going to university in Zhongshan?

Yes.

I'm in my twenties.

I've never left Qingcheng.

Didn't you tell me

to be brave

and do what I want to do?

Yes.

By the way,

Qi Yue asked me to give this to you.

[To Deng Shuling, Invited by the Bridegroom Lu Xiao and the Bride Qi Yue]

Great.

How time flies!

They're getting married.

Yes.

When Lu Xiao

proposed at school,

Qi Yue rushed up and hugged Lu Xiao

without even thinking about it.

Everyone was...

People who are destined to be together

will definitely be together.

Those who are not together

might be caused by fate.

I know you like me.

I...

I just don't want to have any regrets.

I don't want any answers or results.

By the way,

you said at the door you will leave.

Where are you going?

Are you free tomorrow?

Tomorrow?

What are we going to do?

I thought you already told your father.

Why should I discuss it with him?

He didn't even know when I would graduate.

But getting married is an important thing.

We didn't ask

for his permission before.

Don't be afraid.

We didn't show up in front of him

with our son.

Yue, why are you here?

Why did you come?

Mr. Qi.

Dad, we're here for you.

Why didn't you go upstairs?

You don't know which building

your father's company is?

Mr. Qi.

We're going to get married.

When?

October 17th.

Get in the car first.

It's okay. I'm here.

Here, Yue.

Eat more.

We haven't eaten together for a long time.

Yue.

Do you still remember

the small bridge in front of our home?

Of course.

I crossed it every day when I was in school.

Now it's been repaired very well.

Yes.

Back then,

you were in first grade.

Our family was poor.

Your mother

needed to cook at home.

I took you to and from school by electric bike.

Electric bikes couldn't go on that bridge,

so I cycled specially.

You sat on the back seat and slept.

I forgot.

That winter,

we sat together and ate hot pot

like this.

I lost money in business at that time.

I only had 19 yuan.

I remember that.

We only ordered the soup base.

We brought vegetables and meat

ourselves.

When we left,

we wrapped the leftovers up

and put them in the vacuum flask.

We bought them back and let my mom eat them.

But after you divorced,

we didn't communicate much.

By the way,

I went to your school on your graduation day.

When did you come?

I saw you saying "Yes, I do."

Then I left.

You're Lu Xiao, right?

Good.

Don't worry, Mr. Qi.

I will take good care of her.

I don't care who you take care of.

Take care of yourselves first.

A marriage

is actually a risky investment.

You're talking like this again.

You're talking about business again.

Yue, since you were a kid,

I haven't cared much about your life.

But

I witnessed every important moment

in your life.

In the past,

you might not understand me.

But in the future,

you'll understand me

when you get married and become a mother.

Hello.

We only have this kind of tofu pudding.

Is it OK?

Did you add peanuts?

You told us before.

We didn't add peanuts.

Okay.

Thank you.

Enjoy your meal.

By the way,

when will you get married?

October 17th.

Dad, don't drink too much.

My daughter

is getting married.

What he said to me today

is more than what he had said this year.

Are you touched?

Is it a reconciliation between you and your father?

Of course not.

Didn't you say all love

is for gathering?

But as a father,

he just wants me to get married soon.

I said

that sentence was told by a person

who is important to me.

And I only said the first half.

There's the second half?

He said,

"All love in this world is for gathering.

Only the love between parents and children

is for separation."

I don't understand.

Maybe it's because they love each other.

They hope

they can be happy

even if they leave each other.

It sounds great,

but don't you think it's selfish?

What if parents or children

want to keep each other by their side?

What if it's Qi Shuo?

No way.

He can't escape

next life, the life after next life,

and the life after the life after next life.

You can't escape either.

I'm not willing to escape.

Mom.

They don't belong to us.

We'll buy new things when we arrive at our new home.

I've lived at this home for decades.

I have feelings for it.

It's water under the bridge, Mom.

Those old and bad things

should be thrown away.

Let's go, Mom.

Okay.

Mom, get in the car first.

Okay.

Congratulations.

You've started a new life.

Yes.

You're right on time.

This is for you.

What is this?

IOU.

I'll see the money as the money you lent me.

Counting from that day,

I'll pay you back in a year.

You have time to pay me back.

I'm afraid I don't have time to wait.

Although you're sarcastic,

I should pay you back.

You've changed, Xu Zhaoyang.

That's good.

Well,

I have something to give you too.

Are you getting married?

I want to.

[To Xu Zhaoyang, Invited by the Bridegroom Lu Xiao and the Bride Qi Yue]

Why should I go to their wedding?

I'm not even their friends.

Consider it

as a wedding of your classmate in the university.

But they both want you to come.

Me too.

Xu Zhaoyang.

[I Belonged To Your World]

[We Don't Want to Have Any Regrets, Right?]

You're so annoying.

I told you on the phone just now.

You are not a family.

It's inappropriate to hang your photo

here.

Sir,

the three of us

are a family.

I need to make money.

If you put it in the window,

it'll be my advertisement.

How much money do you need?

Young man, it's not about money.

Is it about time?

I'm a student from Qingnan University.

Digital design, Photoshop, and color correction.

I can do all these.

That's not what I mean.

Sir, if you trust me,

you can go home and rest.

Leave it to me.

These are my ID card, student card,

household registration booklet, and Qingcheng Bank credit card.

That's enough.

I'll only hang it for one day.

Young man,

why are you so stubborn?

Because I don't want to have any regrets.