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[traffic din]
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[Alex]
When I was very young,
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Sometimes I'’d lay
in bed at night...
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and imagined that my family
turned into monsters
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when I fell asleep.
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Listening to the hum
of urban traffic
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outside my window,
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I could picture them
having wild revelries,
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sure to explode
my 8-year-old mind.
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And, of course, there was
a thoroughly logical belief
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that they were fattening me up
just to eat me.
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Even now,
at the ripe old age of 16,
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I still catch myself
asking the same old question.
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Who are you people?
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And lately,
rather than recede,
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that question
only gets louder.
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Consider my father.
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He's a shark litigator,
who simultaneously craves
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both the nobility of laboring
for the disenfranchised
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and the splatter of blood
from those who dare oppose him.
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Perhaps that's why
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his emotional
communication switch
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is permanently stuck
on "yell."
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Alex, come on.
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You're going to
be late for school.
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Jesus H. Christ.
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[Alex] Especially
when reminded that
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his 16 year old daughter
actually looks 16.
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[Carey] Does no one
wear clothes anymore?
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[sighs]
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[Alex] My mother,
meanwhile, enjoys smiling.
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She works in PR,
which is by its very nature,
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the most superficial
of superficial professions.
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Still,
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-it plays to her strength.
-Good to see you.
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[Alex] Switching
from externalized jubilation
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to world class detachment.
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Judith Fixel.
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[Alex] Publicly,
there's a direct correlation
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between said detachment
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and dead eyed
Cheshire cat grinning.
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Privately, that detachment
takes a different form.
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[Judith] Yeah, Carey and I
are taking the girls
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to visit his mother.
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Oh, yes.
A joy it shall be.
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But when we get back,
let's make a night of it.
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Okay. Okay. Bye.
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[Alex] Not a monster'’s roar.
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Do you have
to do this right here?
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You're going to ruin
my floors.
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[Alex] Something quieter.
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What do you think
of the painting?
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A reminder
that when she's around me,
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she's never quite there.
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Your principal called.
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You're failing
pre-calculus.
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[Alex] She loves
my sisters, though.
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Their existence is basically
a family creation myth.
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Daddy,
tell the story again.
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Uh, Mommy and I wanted to
have more babies.
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We tried
for years and years.
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[all] And years and years
and years and years.
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-And we saw so many doctors.
-[Carey] Oh!
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And then
we saw this one doctor,
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who took these teeny
little things called embryos,
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and they put that inside me.
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-Ew.
-[Judith] Mm-hmm.
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And then we found out
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we weren't going to have
just one baby.
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We were going to have
two babies.
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And that's how we got
you pair of chuckleheads.
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[Alex]
Maybe they're just easier.
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What about Alex?
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Yes. What about me?
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You were no trouble.
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[Alex] On some level,
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I wonder whether
I keep silently asking
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and re-asking
that fundamental question
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of just
who you people are.
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Because every moment
they seem to be asking
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the same question of me.
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Are you going to call in
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-a guidance counselor?
-Dude.
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[he chuckles]
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I'm really impressed
with your writing, though.
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[groans]
No, I should have stuck
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to Holden Caulfield's ducks
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and spared you my angst.
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It's horrible.
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Nothing about you
is horrible, Alex.
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Rohan, I--
I literally have one friend
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left over from kindergarten
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and she doesn't even go here.
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Hence your charity lunches.
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Your place
in the social pecking order
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forever undefinable.
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This, too, shall pass.
Trust me.
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It's hard to believe
I ever went through
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the same thing, right?
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Uh, It's super easy
to believe.
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-You are a total nerd.
-[he chuckles]
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Every weekend,
I set aside six hours,
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just for my book.
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Just to write.
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I think you should try it.
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Maybe you can
discipline yourself
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to write something
not so horrible.
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Okay, so,
let's write together.
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This Saturday.
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Oh, um, Alex, I don't know
if that's appropriate.
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Rohan, calm down.
We'’re friends, right?
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Okay.
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Um, but right now,
it's not Rohan, it'’s--
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Mr. Amira. Got it.
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[Rohan exhales]
All right, guys.
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Let'’s talk about
these ducks, huh?
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So, wait.
You didn't have sex with him?
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No, his Mom was,
like, in the next room.
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Are you sure it wasn't because
you're afraid of herpes?
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Because if it's herpes,
I totally get it.
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I'm terrified of herpes.
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Can you please
stop saying herpes?
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Yeah, it travels through
your saliva or your skin...
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and it doesn't even matter
if you use a condom,
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because it's just
spreading out there,
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all over the place
all the time,
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-Mm-hmm.
-And it never goes away,
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because it lives
in your fucking spine.
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It'’s literally all we talk
about in bio is, like...
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disgusting
genitalia scare tactics.
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And herpes aside,
you still have to be, like,
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way up in their face
with, like,
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all their pimples
and blackheads and nose breath
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and whatever
they fucking ate for lunch.
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-It'’s disgusting.
-Okay.
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Now all I am thinking about
is if he has herpes.
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-Good.
-Okay, look.
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You just need to
find someone.
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Anyone at your school
and just do it already.
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Your vag is not some
sort of sacred temple.
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-[Alex] Okay!
-It'’s just a vag.
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[Alex] Whatever.
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[Nancy] Or I don'’t know.
Get your mom to hug you.
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Funny how you say I'm going--
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You are goddamn well going.
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-My stomach hurts.
-It's gonna be okay.
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Grandma always
looks at me like I'm fungus
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and then asks
if I have a boyfriend.
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I'm telling her I'm gay.
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-You're not gay.
-Maybe I am.
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Oh, are you coming out?
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No.
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I'm just not going
to grandma'’s.
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Carey. It'’s okay.
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She doesn't have to go
if she doesn't want to go.
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If she's in a mood,
then it's not worth it.
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-Come on.
-Thanks a lot.
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[Judith] You okay, baby?
Where does it hurt?
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[mellow
contemplative music plays]
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[doorbell rings]
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-[Alex] Just through here.
-[cell phone ringing]
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Hey, so,
where are your folks?
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Oh, they're visiting
my grandma.
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-Oh.
-[ringing stops]
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There'’s a coffee shop
down the street.
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Maybe we should
just go there.
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You're a tea person, right?
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Uh-huh.
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So,
what's your novel about?
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[Rohan] Well,
it's kind of complicated,
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but it's about soldiers
in World War One.
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Write what you know, right?
[she laughs]
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-What?
-Uh, nothing.
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Continue.
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Okay.
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So, it's about the first
Indian soldiers that show up
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-at the Western Front.
-Yeah.
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And it's about
their experiences,
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the cultural dislocation.
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-[Alex chuckles]
-It's not a comedy.
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Oh.
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[Rohan] Yeah.
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Never heard you talk
about your work before.
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-It'’s so cool.
-Oh!
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-Alex, come on.
-Oh, I'm not a virgin.
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Look, I'll just
see you on Monday,
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-okay?
-Hey, Rohan.
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-You good?
-Yeah.
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[emotional music
plays on speakers]
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[Alex whimpers]
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[tense music plays]
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[Judith talks indistinctly]
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[Carey] Alex!
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Rose got sick,
so we turned--
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Oh, my--
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[Carey] Jesus.
Are you okay?
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-[Alex] Yeah.
-[Carey] Really?
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You okay?
Are you sure?
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What kind of fucking teacher
hangs out with his students?
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What the hell
is he doing here?
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-Calm down.
-[Carey] No.
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He's a grown man,
you're 16!
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He'’s lucky
I don'’t murder him.
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You want to explain what
the fuck he was doing here?
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[Judith]
Okay, you are the adult.
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[Carey]
I am the adult!
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You know
who'’s not the adult?
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Alexandra Fucking Fixal!
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[somber music plays]
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[sighs]
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[Carey] This is very
difficult to explain.
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What's his name?
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Rohan? Amira?
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We should press charges.
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We have a-- we have a--
a moral obligation, right?
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We should sue
the whole school.
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[Judith]
She invited him here.
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[Carey]
That's beside the point.
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I just don't think
I'll ever understand
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what would possess her to do
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something
so aggressively stupid.
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Okay. Okay.
But you made your point.
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-So let's just drop it.
-[Carey] Okay.
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[Carey sighs]
Well, we certainly know
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she didn't get
this bullshit from me.
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[tense music plays]
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Wait, I-- I did not mean
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-to say--
-Yeah, you did.
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[footsteps departing]
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Judith.
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I said the wrong thing.
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♪
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Hey, Mom?
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-Sorry.
-You scared me.
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[Judith sighs]
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Alex,
you need to be careful.
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There's enough
trouble out there,
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without you going
to look for it.
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I wasn't looking for trouble.
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I knew what I was doing.
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Y-- you brought
a strange man into our home.
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He wasn't strange.
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-I knew him.
-You don't know a fucking thing.
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[Judith exhales]
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Okay, you know what?
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It's been a long day.
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What were you looking at?
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I think we should both
get some sleep
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before we go
another round.
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♪
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[school bell rings]
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[Mrs. Rumble] All right.
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I am Mrs. Rumble,
your sub.
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And it looks like
we are finishing up
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Catcher in the Rye.
256
00:11:31,821 --> 00:11:33,693
-[girl] Jailbait.
-[class snickering]
257
00:11:33,867 --> 00:11:36,783
[Mrs. Rumble] Who actually read
the book from the SparkNotes?
258
00:11:38,698 --> 00:11:40,047
Excuse me?
259
00:11:40,221 --> 00:11:42,179
Excuse me?
What'’s her name?
260
00:11:43,050 --> 00:11:44,355
[class] Ooh! [laughing]
261
00:11:44,529 --> 00:11:46,706
[somber music plays]
262
00:11:46,880 --> 00:11:47,924
Mom?
263
00:11:52,973 --> 00:11:54,017
Dad?
264
00:12:12,906 --> 00:12:16,910
♪
265
00:12:29,226 --> 00:12:31,228
[Alex] "Dear Judith...
266
00:12:31,402 --> 00:12:32,926
I haven't expected you
to respond
267
00:12:33,100 --> 00:12:34,536
to my letters before,
268
00:12:34,710 --> 00:12:36,930
and I don't expect it now,
either.
269
00:12:37,104 --> 00:12:39,933
[Karl] Truthfully,
I don't know what I'd say
270
00:12:40,107 --> 00:12:41,412
other than I'm sorry
for what happened
271
00:12:41,586 --> 00:12:43,066
a few months ago.
272
00:12:43,240 --> 00:12:45,025
How things
between us ended,
273
00:12:45,199 --> 00:12:46,766
and how they never
should have begun.
274
00:12:48,202 --> 00:12:49,899
I'm back
in Washington now,
275
00:12:50,073 --> 00:12:52,119
so you don't have to
worry about seeing me.
276
00:12:52,293 --> 00:12:54,774
I imagine you never want to
see me again...
277
00:12:54,948 --> 00:12:56,471
and I don't blame you.
278
00:12:56,645 --> 00:12:59,213
I never want to
see me again, either.
279
00:12:59,387 --> 00:13:01,693
It's unfair to tell you
I think about you,
280
00:13:01,868 --> 00:13:02,999
but I do.
281
00:13:04,044 --> 00:13:05,088
Karl."
282
00:13:08,700 --> 00:13:09,963
[Judith] Alex?
283
00:13:10,137 --> 00:13:11,181
Coming.
284
00:13:12,704 --> 00:13:14,184
[Carey]
We need to talk to you.
285
00:13:22,758 --> 00:13:25,108
So, um,
I have a question.
286
00:13:25,282 --> 00:13:26,327
Not now.
287
00:13:27,415 --> 00:13:28,503
Park it.
288
00:13:30,070 --> 00:13:31,114
Okay.
289
00:13:33,725 --> 00:13:36,380
So, um, I read this--
290
00:13:36,554 --> 00:13:37,642
We'’ve arranged
for you to start
291
00:13:37,817 --> 00:13:38,948
boarding school
next week.
292
00:13:40,123 --> 00:13:42,343
[tense music plays]
293
00:13:42,517 --> 00:13:43,823
[Alex]
They'’re liars.
294
00:13:43,997 --> 00:13:47,043
Like, legit liars,
both of them.
295
00:13:47,217 --> 00:13:48,915
[scoffs] And now
they got their excuse
296
00:13:49,089 --> 00:13:50,220
to ship me
to boarding school.
297
00:13:50,394 --> 00:13:51,787
They can finally
get rid of me.
298
00:13:52,570 --> 00:13:55,443
Okay, you don't even know
what this letter means.
299
00:13:55,617 --> 00:13:57,445
It is from six months
before I was born.
300
00:13:57,967 --> 00:13:59,534
That's a fucking
coincidence now?
301
00:14:00,578 --> 00:14:02,363
Plus, all those
fertility treatments
302
00:14:02,537 --> 00:14:03,538
for the twins?
303
00:14:03,712 --> 00:14:05,018
Carey shoots blanks.
304
00:14:05,192 --> 00:14:06,933
Okay,
well, this Karl guy
305
00:14:07,107 --> 00:14:08,543
could be, like,
a serial killer.
306
00:14:08,717 --> 00:14:09,761
How many serial killers
seem that contrite
307
00:14:09,936 --> 00:14:10,980
about home-wrecking?
308
00:14:11,154 --> 00:14:13,026
I don't have a lot of experience
309
00:14:13,200 --> 00:14:14,984
-with serial killers, Alex.
-He was like an artist, right?
310
00:14:15,158 --> 00:14:16,594
Maybe my mom had
an affair with him,
311
00:14:16,768 --> 00:14:18,640
she wasn't so,
like-- her.
312
00:14:18,814 --> 00:14:20,033
Well, they could just
look at your Insta
313
00:14:20,207 --> 00:14:21,904
and know
that you're lying.
314
00:14:22,078 --> 00:14:23,036
[Alex] Then I'll delete it,
good fucking riddance.
315
00:14:23,210 --> 00:14:24,515
-Hey.
-Listen.
316
00:14:24,689 --> 00:14:26,039
I've known
Judith'’s password
317
00:14:26,213 --> 00:14:27,475
since I set up
her PayPal account.
318
00:14:27,954 --> 00:14:29,564
After they drop me off,
I'll just email the school
319
00:14:29,738 --> 00:14:32,001
something like, "My husband
and I have reconsidered
320
00:14:32,175 --> 00:14:34,569
Alex's enrollment
and have opted to place her
321
00:14:34,743 --> 00:14:36,963
in a private school
here in Portland.
322
00:14:37,137 --> 00:14:39,574
We're sending a family friend
to retrieve her tomorrow.
323
00:14:39,748 --> 00:14:41,663
Feel free
to contact my direct line
324
00:14:41,837 --> 00:14:44,144
with any questions
or concerns."
325
00:14:45,188 --> 00:14:47,321
[woman sighs]
326
00:14:47,799 --> 00:14:49,497
[Nancy] And what if
they email her back?
327
00:14:49,671 --> 00:14:51,629
Then I will block their email
on Judith's account.
328
00:14:51,803 --> 00:14:55,372
-I get creative, Nancy.
-What if they call her?
329
00:14:55,546 --> 00:14:57,418
-What then?
-[Alex] Judith Fixel.
330
00:14:57,592 --> 00:14:58,854
Hello, yes.
331
00:14:59,507 --> 00:15:01,813
I understand we need to
forfeit the tuition paid.
332
00:15:01,988 --> 00:15:03,598
We made a huge mistake
333
00:15:03,772 --> 00:15:05,730
and we feel the need
to keep Alex close to us.
334
00:15:10,083 --> 00:15:11,084
You're going
to the bus station, right?
335
00:15:11,258 --> 00:15:12,346
Uh, yeah.
336
00:15:13,434 --> 00:15:15,131
[Nancy] So you've, like,
already stalked him?
337
00:15:15,305 --> 00:15:16,611
[Alex] Yeah, I already have
his address and stuff.
338
00:15:16,785 --> 00:15:18,352
Okay, whatever.
339
00:15:18,526 --> 00:15:21,050
Le-- let's just say
that this works.
340
00:15:21,659 --> 00:15:22,922
Are you sure
you don't just, like,
341
00:15:23,096 --> 00:15:25,141
want this Karl guy
to be your dad?
342
00:15:25,315 --> 00:15:28,928
What, like, everything's just
going to magically make sense?
343
00:15:31,321 --> 00:15:32,801
I mean,
what if he just...
344
00:15:34,194 --> 00:15:35,325
Sucks?
345
00:15:37,371 --> 00:15:38,502
[Alex] Well,
I'’ll have to find out.
346
00:15:40,026 --> 00:15:41,114
Right?
347
00:15:42,028 --> 00:15:45,988
[contemplative
piano melody plays]
348
00:16:24,548 --> 00:16:25,767
[knocking on door]
349
00:16:30,424 --> 00:16:31,512
Yes?
350
00:16:32,382 --> 00:16:35,516
Um, I'’m looking for
Karl Hendrix.
351
00:16:36,691 --> 00:16:39,433
Karl, there's somebody
here to see you.
352
00:16:41,304 --> 00:16:43,045
So are you his girlfriend or?
353
00:16:43,219 --> 00:16:45,787
-Cousin. I'm his cousin.
-Oh! Yeah.
354
00:16:48,616 --> 00:16:49,878
Hello.
355
00:16:50,357 --> 00:16:51,445
I'm Alex.
356
00:16:53,838 --> 00:16:54,926
Alexandra.
357
00:16:57,364 --> 00:16:58,800
Judith'’s kid.
358
00:17:02,543 --> 00:17:03,631
Judith?
359
00:17:07,417 --> 00:17:09,028
[dog barking in distance]
360
00:17:12,466 --> 00:17:13,510
Why don't you come in?
361
00:17:27,524 --> 00:17:30,745
Um, could you just
give me a moment, please?
362
00:17:30,919 --> 00:17:32,877
-Yeah. Yeah, yeah, yeah.
-Thanks.
363
00:17:36,664 --> 00:17:38,361
-[Karl] That's my--
-[Sarah] I know.
364
00:17:39,319 --> 00:17:40,537
It's gonna be all right.
365
00:17:43,714 --> 00:17:47,762
♪
366
00:17:54,986 --> 00:17:56,901
I need to talk
to your folks.
367
00:17:57,511 --> 00:17:59,817
All right. Yeah.
368
00:18:06,259 --> 00:18:07,564
[dial tone beeps]
369
00:18:07,738 --> 00:18:09,000
[elevator dings]
370
00:18:09,175 --> 00:18:10,480
Did it work?
371
00:18:10,654 --> 00:18:12,787
-Hi, Mom.
-W-- what? Mom?
372
00:18:13,309 --> 00:18:15,355
Yeah, I got here okay.
373
00:18:15,529 --> 00:18:17,661
[Nancy] Uh, Alex,
what are you talking about?
374
00:18:18,227 --> 00:18:20,142
Sure. Yeah.
He was really surprised.
375
00:18:20,316 --> 00:18:21,578
[Nancy]
I-- I'’m not your mom.
376
00:18:21,752 --> 00:18:23,014
Yeah, I love you too.
377
00:18:23,189 --> 00:18:25,016
-[Nancy] Alex!
-The phone.
378
00:18:25,191 --> 00:18:26,801
[Nancy] You said
this wouldn'’t come back on me.
379
00:18:26,975 --> 00:18:29,064
Where are you putting me
in the middle of this?
380
00:18:29,238 --> 00:18:30,631
Why are you doing everything
that you said you wouldn'’t--
381
00:18:30,805 --> 00:18:31,501
Hello, am I speaking
to Alex's mother?
382
00:18:31,675 --> 00:18:32,937
[Nancy whimpers]
383
00:18:34,156 --> 00:18:35,331
Hello?
384
00:18:39,379 --> 00:18:41,250
Why did--
why did she hang up on me?
385
00:18:41,424 --> 00:18:43,339
Oh, um, she didn't want to
talk to you.
386
00:18:43,513 --> 00:18:44,862
She said you'd understand.
387
00:18:45,036 --> 00:18:47,343
-Excuse me?
-Uh, where did he go?
388
00:18:48,431 --> 00:18:49,606
[Sarah exhales]
389
00:18:50,216 --> 00:18:52,870
Your mother
didn't tell him about you.
390
00:18:56,004 --> 00:18:58,354
Well, I'’m-- I'’m here now.
391
00:19:02,663 --> 00:19:04,230
How about you stay
for dinner?
392
00:19:05,405 --> 00:19:07,146
You're not eating anything.
393
00:19:07,320 --> 00:19:10,584
Oh, it's so good.
Um, I just- I'’m a vegetarian.
394
00:19:10,758 --> 00:19:11,889
Oh.
395
00:19:13,064 --> 00:19:14,283
See, when I was three,
396
00:19:14,457 --> 00:19:16,503
my parents took me
to this barbecue
397
00:19:16,677 --> 00:19:18,505
and someone
offered me a hamburger.
398
00:19:18,679 --> 00:19:21,595
And I asked my,
uh, my dad, um,
399
00:19:21,769 --> 00:19:23,292
"Where does
hamburger come from?"
400
00:19:23,466 --> 00:19:25,642
And he said, "Well,
it comes from the cow."
401
00:19:25,816 --> 00:19:28,515
And I said, "You mean the cow
makes it like it makes milk?"
402
00:19:28,689 --> 00:19:30,212
Because I just
learned that about milk.
403
00:19:30,386 --> 00:19:33,737
And he said, "No, Alex,
the cow is the burger."
404
00:19:34,303 --> 00:19:36,262
So, then,
little me ran around,
405
00:19:36,436 --> 00:19:37,915
saying to everybody,
406
00:19:38,089 --> 00:19:39,395
"How would you feel
if the cow ate you?"
407
00:19:43,007 --> 00:19:45,227
Which is probably the proudest
my dad's ever been of me,
408
00:19:45,401 --> 00:19:46,750
because he thought
I'd be a lawyer.
409
00:19:46,924 --> 00:19:48,535
-Your dad's a lawyer?
-[Alex] Yeah.
410
00:19:49,057 --> 00:19:51,233
An ode
to liberal hypocrisy.
411
00:19:55,933 --> 00:19:56,978
And you're a mechanic?
412
00:19:59,241 --> 00:20:00,634
How long have you been
a mechanic for?
413
00:20:02,636 --> 00:20:03,941
About eight years.
414
00:20:04,899 --> 00:20:05,943
Do you like it?
415
00:20:06,988 --> 00:20:08,816
-[Karl sighs]
-[Sarah] Karl.
416
00:20:11,210 --> 00:20:12,472
So how did
you and my mom meet?
417
00:20:23,483 --> 00:20:25,136
So were you, like,
418
00:20:25,311 --> 00:20:27,313
apprentice mechanicing
when you met her,
419
00:20:27,487 --> 00:20:28,662
or how exactly does--
420
00:20:28,836 --> 00:20:29,837
I think
you should head home.
421
00:20:31,186 --> 00:20:32,492
I didn'’t ask
for a daughter.
422
00:20:33,144 --> 00:20:34,276
I don'’t want
some kid running around.
423
00:20:34,450 --> 00:20:35,538
Listen,
you don't have to
424
00:20:35,712 --> 00:20:36,800
-worry about me.
-Go!
425
00:20:45,461 --> 00:20:48,072
Wow, um, I'm-- I'm so touched
by your enthusiasm
426
00:20:48,247 --> 00:20:49,813
to meet the fruit
of your loins.
427
00:20:52,207 --> 00:20:53,469
Nice to fucking meet you.
428
00:20:59,127 --> 00:21:00,824
[sobs] Fuck!
429
00:21:07,440 --> 00:21:09,442
Come inside.
It's freezing out here.
430
00:21:09,616 --> 00:21:10,834
I'’ll just find
a motel or something.
431
00:21:11,008 --> 00:21:13,446
-It's fine.
-Don't be silly.
432
00:21:13,620 --> 00:21:14,795
You'll stay here
433
00:21:14,969 --> 00:21:16,405
and I'll make up
the guest room.
434
00:21:17,363 --> 00:21:19,278
You just caught him
off guard, is all.
435
00:21:23,978 --> 00:21:25,893
-Yeah.
-Good. Let's go.
436
00:21:27,460 --> 00:21:28,548
[Sarah sighs]
437
00:21:30,680 --> 00:21:34,684
[mellow piano melody plays]
438
00:22:04,584 --> 00:22:09,371
[indistinct praying]
439
00:22:13,549 --> 00:22:17,553
♪
440
00:22:18,946 --> 00:22:22,166
[birds chirping]
441
00:22:22,341 --> 00:22:23,516
[car door slams shut]
442
00:22:24,517 --> 00:22:26,780
[engine rumbles]
443
00:22:40,794 --> 00:22:42,622
-Hi.
-Good morning.
444
00:22:44,493 --> 00:22:46,190
Uh, where did Karl go?
445
00:22:46,930 --> 00:22:48,149
He had an appointment.
446
00:22:48,715 --> 00:22:49,803
[clicks tongue] Oh.
447
00:22:51,544 --> 00:22:54,285
We were thinking
that it might be nice
448
00:22:54,460 --> 00:22:55,939
if you stayed for a while.
449
00:22:56,853 --> 00:22:58,202
Give you both a chance
450
00:22:58,377 --> 00:22:59,682
to get to know
each other a little?
451
00:23:00,291 --> 00:23:01,423
We?
452
00:23:02,250 --> 00:23:03,382
[Sarah] Yes.
453
00:23:04,034 --> 00:23:06,950
Well, I have to
go to school.
454
00:23:07,124 --> 00:23:08,691
I teach the third grade.
455
00:23:09,475 --> 00:23:12,216
Karl will be back from work
at six.
456
00:23:12,391 --> 00:23:13,696
Dinner is at seven.
457
00:23:14,349 --> 00:23:16,307
Um, so, I
guess that means
458
00:23:16,482 --> 00:23:19,572
you should just
make yourself at home.
459
00:23:28,798 --> 00:23:29,930
[door clicks shut]
460
00:23:31,540 --> 00:23:35,544
[upbeat melody plays]
461
00:23:49,689 --> 00:23:50,777
Hello?
462
00:23:51,517 --> 00:23:52,648
Karl?
463
00:23:56,304 --> 00:23:57,436
What are you doing here?
464
00:23:57,914 --> 00:23:59,438
I wanted to see
where you work.
465
00:24:01,701 --> 00:24:02,919
Okay, well,
you've seen it.
466
00:24:16,629 --> 00:24:19,109
[light thumping]
467
00:24:20,154 --> 00:24:24,158
[melancholy
piano melody plays]
468
00:25:11,422 --> 00:25:13,990
[thumping resumes]
469
00:25:14,164 --> 00:25:15,296
Sorry.
470
00:25:16,253 --> 00:25:17,341
Didn't mean to spy.
471
00:25:21,868 --> 00:25:23,434
What exactly
do you want from me?
472
00:25:24,784 --> 00:25:26,263
-[Karl grunting]
-[Alex] I don'’t know.
473
00:25:26,742 --> 00:25:29,440
Uh, get to know you
or something?
474
00:25:29,615 --> 00:25:30,790
Look...
475
00:25:31,791 --> 00:25:33,706
I'm sorry your mom
didn't tell you about me.
476
00:25:33,880 --> 00:25:35,621
She didn't tell me
about you, either.
477
00:25:36,622 --> 00:25:38,232
But I don't want
you sticking around,
478
00:25:38,406 --> 00:25:39,973
expecting something
that's not going to happen.
479
00:25:40,495 --> 00:25:43,498
-[thumping resumes]
-[Karl panting]
480
00:25:45,674 --> 00:25:47,937
What's so bad about me?
[chuckles]
481
00:25:52,115 --> 00:25:53,508
What?
482
00:25:54,030 --> 00:25:56,076
Just-- I'm your kid
and you can't even look at me?
483
00:25:57,033 --> 00:25:58,121
[scoffs]
484
00:26:01,951 --> 00:26:04,954
♪
485
00:26:05,999 --> 00:26:07,740
[grunting and panting]
486
00:26:17,053 --> 00:26:19,099
-Give it!
-No!
487
00:26:19,273 --> 00:26:20,883
-It'’s mine!
-No, it'’s not!
488
00:26:21,057 --> 00:26:22,581
-[Carey] Hello?
-[Rose] No!
489
00:26:22,755 --> 00:26:24,104
-[Eliza] I had it!
-[Rose] No.
490
00:26:24,583 --> 00:26:25,932
Hey, Alex.
491
00:26:26,106 --> 00:26:27,716
[Rose] It was mine.
492
00:26:27,890 --> 00:26:29,109
-[Eliza] No, it was on my bed.
-What's wrong?
493
00:26:29,283 --> 00:26:31,981
Nothing, Dad. Hi.
494
00:26:32,155 --> 00:26:33,461
[Carey]
Hey, guys. Guys, guys.
495
00:26:33,635 --> 00:26:35,245
Can you please quiet down,
496
00:26:35,419 --> 00:26:37,334
so I can figure out
how to turn this thing on?
497
00:26:37,508 --> 00:26:40,381
-Uh, hit input.
-I hit input.
498
00:26:40,555 --> 00:26:42,731
-[indistinct talking on TV]
-Oh, look at that.
499
00:26:43,819 --> 00:26:45,647
Great job, kiddo.
500
00:26:45,821 --> 00:26:48,084
Yeah, I'm like
the Swiss Army Knife of humans.
501
00:26:48,258 --> 00:26:49,912
[laughing]
502
00:26:50,086 --> 00:26:52,567
[Alex]
Um, I was wondering
503
00:26:52,741 --> 00:26:54,264
if maybe this, like,
504
00:26:54,438 --> 00:26:56,484
whole boarding school thing
was a mistake?
505
00:26:58,181 --> 00:26:59,356
Maybe I should come home?
506
00:27:00,967 --> 00:27:03,447
I can navigate
the hell out of the television.
507
00:27:04,753 --> 00:27:06,494
We talked about this, kid.
508
00:27:09,497 --> 00:27:10,541
Yeah, you're right.
509
00:27:11,455 --> 00:27:12,587
[Carey] So...
510
00:27:13,414 --> 00:27:14,458
how'’s school?
511
00:27:15,372 --> 00:27:16,635
Food's edible.
512
00:27:16,809 --> 00:27:18,158
My roommate has
night terrors.
513
00:27:18,332 --> 00:27:19,986
Made out
with the headmistress.
514
00:27:20,160 --> 00:27:22,075
-Couldn'’t resist.
-Jesus Christ, Alex.
515
00:27:22,249 --> 00:27:23,380
Why do you ha--
516
00:27:39,309 --> 00:27:43,313
[muffled classical music plays]
517
00:27:46,969 --> 00:27:50,973
♪
518
00:27:55,499 --> 00:27:56,587
Is that a model airplane?
519
00:27:58,894 --> 00:27:59,939
Uh-huh.
520
00:28:01,331 --> 00:28:02,463
What are you, like, seven?
521
00:28:03,203 --> 00:28:04,465
In 1952?
522
00:28:10,950 --> 00:28:12,038
What are you listening to?
523
00:28:14,518 --> 00:28:15,563
Jupiter Symphony.
524
00:28:16,346 --> 00:28:17,434
[Alex] Hm.
525
00:28:18,087 --> 00:28:19,132
That'’s charming.
526
00:28:19,872 --> 00:28:21,003
You're not a fan?
527
00:28:21,482 --> 00:28:22,657
I just hate
how everyone acts like
528
00:28:22,831 --> 00:28:24,224
classical music
is so amazing
529
00:28:24,398 --> 00:28:26,008
just because
a bunch of rich old people
530
00:28:26,182 --> 00:28:27,793
get off on flaunting
their cultural superiority
531
00:28:27,967 --> 00:28:29,359
to the rest of us plebeians
with our simple tastes.
532
00:28:31,622 --> 00:28:32,841
Rich old folk like me?
533
00:28:34,756 --> 00:28:36,627
I didn't--
I didn't mean you.
534
00:28:37,716 --> 00:28:39,282
There was a lot of junk...
535
00:28:40,544 --> 00:28:41,981
but that's not what survived.
536
00:28:48,204 --> 00:28:49,379
This is Mozart.
537
00:28:50,816 --> 00:28:54,167
Mathematically perfect.
No note out of place.
538
00:28:54,341 --> 00:28:55,385
Very clean.
539
00:28:55,995 --> 00:28:57,997
Everything in perfect order.
540
00:28:58,171 --> 00:28:59,302
Now, Beethoven.
541
00:29:00,303 --> 00:29:03,959
Beethoven was more emotional,
more dangerous.
542
00:29:05,004 --> 00:29:06,222
There was order, sure.
543
00:29:06,788 --> 00:29:07,920
But, uh...
544
00:29:09,008 --> 00:29:10,096
not like Mozart.
545
00:29:12,185 --> 00:29:13,186
Who do you like better?
546
00:29:14,143 --> 00:29:15,623
They weren't competing.
547
00:29:16,972 --> 00:29:18,800
Beethoven grew up
listening to Mozart.
548
00:29:21,368 --> 00:29:22,891
They were both masters.
549
00:29:23,065 --> 00:29:24,327
Yeah, but whose music
do you like better?
550
00:29:29,463 --> 00:29:30,420
Mozart.
551
00:29:30,594 --> 00:29:34,642
♪
552
00:29:43,129 --> 00:29:45,653
It's Sunday!
Time for church.
553
00:29:45,827 --> 00:29:47,307
[Alex groans]
554
00:29:47,481 --> 00:29:48,569
Come on.
555
00:29:49,135 --> 00:29:50,658
Let's go.
556
00:29:50,832 --> 00:29:52,312
You know I don't believe
in any of that stuff.
557
00:29:52,486 --> 00:29:53,574
I know.
558
00:29:54,183 --> 00:29:56,359
I don't care.
Get ready.
559
00:29:56,533 --> 00:29:59,188
[Alex groans]
I'’m culturally Jewish.
560
00:29:59,841 --> 00:30:02,235
[sizzling]
561
00:30:07,762 --> 00:30:08,894
Morning.
562
00:30:10,025 --> 00:30:12,114
-Would you like some?
-[Alex groans]
563
00:30:13,028 --> 00:30:15,074
Bacon is one
of life's great pleasures.
564
00:30:15,248 --> 00:30:16,423
And what about Jesus?
565
00:30:16,989 --> 00:30:18,817
Yes, bacon and Jesus.
566
00:30:30,002 --> 00:30:31,655
This vegetarian
thing of yours...
567
00:30:33,005 --> 00:30:34,745
-it's not going to last.
-[Alex groans]
568
00:30:35,877 --> 00:30:37,531
[bell tolls]
569
00:30:37,705 --> 00:30:39,098
Have you always
gone to church?
570
00:30:41,056 --> 00:30:42,275
She goes, I go.
571
00:30:45,234 --> 00:30:46,496
You go there.
572
00:30:46,670 --> 00:30:48,063
It's not what you did or...
573
00:30:48,934 --> 00:30:50,326
who you used to be.
574
00:30:50,500 --> 00:30:52,415
It'’s focusing
on who you are now
575
00:30:52,589 --> 00:30:53,852
and who you're going to
be tomorrow.
576
00:30:56,506 --> 00:30:57,681
What?
577
00:30:57,856 --> 00:30:59,118
Uh, nothing, you'’re just--
578
00:31:00,293 --> 00:31:01,511
you'’re just one of those.
579
00:31:03,252 --> 00:31:05,037
-One of what?
-[Alex chuckles]
580
00:31:05,211 --> 00:31:06,560
Like a born-again
that talks about
581
00:31:06,734 --> 00:31:08,344
how awesome religion is
all the time.
582
00:31:10,956 --> 00:31:12,435
You're going to
move back to Israel?
583
00:31:13,349 --> 00:31:14,742
[chuckles] Why Israel?
584
00:31:15,308 --> 00:31:17,136
For the rapture, you know?
Jews all go--
585
00:31:17,310 --> 00:31:18,615
[Alex] The rapture?
Are you kidding me?
586
00:31:18,789 --> 00:31:20,095
Please tell me
you're joking right now.
587
00:31:20,269 --> 00:31:21,749
-Gayle. How are you?
-Oh, you know.
588
00:31:22,315 --> 00:31:24,143
Grading papers,
living large.
589
00:31:25,144 --> 00:31:27,189
You remember my cousin, Karl?
590
00:31:27,363 --> 00:31:29,148
Oh, yeah,
the famous mechanic.
591
00:31:29,322 --> 00:31:30,889
-Hi, Karl.
-Hi.
592
00:31:32,760 --> 00:31:35,545
-And this is Alex.
-Hey.
593
00:31:36,024 --> 00:31:37,896
-Nice seeing you.
-Likewise.
594
00:31:39,941 --> 00:31:41,900
All right then.
Shall we?
595
00:31:43,336 --> 00:31:48,210
♪ Amazing Grace ♪
596
00:31:48,384 --> 00:31:53,650
♪ How sweet the sound ♪
597
00:31:53,824 --> 00:31:58,568
♪ That saved a wretch ♪
598
00:31:58,742 --> 00:32:02,833
♪ Like me ♪
599
00:32:03,008 --> 00:32:07,795
♪ I once was lost ♪
600
00:32:07,969 --> 00:32:09,144
I need to go
to the bathroom.
601
00:32:09,318 --> 00:32:13,583
♪ But now I'’m found ♪
602
00:32:13,757 --> 00:32:15,934
♪ '’Twas blind ♪
603
00:32:16,108 --> 00:32:21,548
♪ But now I see ♪
604
00:32:33,952 --> 00:32:35,127
[Arthur] Wanna smoke?
605
00:32:37,781 --> 00:32:38,913
No thanks, I quit.
606
00:32:40,915 --> 00:32:41,960
You Juul?
607
00:32:42,917 --> 00:32:44,092
Uh, nope.
608
00:32:47,269 --> 00:32:49,271
You know I don'’t,
like, bite, right?
609
00:32:58,280 --> 00:32:59,455
So, uh...
610
00:33:00,761 --> 00:33:01,849
who are you?
611
00:33:02,937 --> 00:33:06,071
I'm Sarah Kelly's cousin.
I'm living with her and Karl.
612
00:33:07,637 --> 00:33:09,117
-I'm Alex.
-Okay.
613
00:33:09,944 --> 00:33:11,032
Arthur.
614
00:33:12,381 --> 00:33:13,687
P.S., no one
ever really quits,
615
00:33:13,861 --> 00:33:14,993
they're just
lying to themselves.
616
00:33:22,957 --> 00:33:24,002
Where are you from?
617
00:33:24,828 --> 00:33:26,743
[coughing]
618
00:33:28,528 --> 00:33:29,572
Portland.
619
00:33:31,226 --> 00:33:32,923
[Arthur] You left Portland
to come here?
620
00:33:34,360 --> 00:33:35,622
What the fuck
is the matter with you?
621
00:33:36,449 --> 00:33:38,364
-So, so much.
-[Arthur chuckles]
622
00:33:39,278 --> 00:33:41,932
Well, uh, what do you think
of our heavenly church?
623
00:33:42,107 --> 00:33:44,979
Uh, religion is almost
as dumb as astrology.
624
00:33:45,893 --> 00:33:48,504
Yeah, but an astrologist
625
00:33:48,678 --> 00:33:50,419
won't call you
a god-defying faggot.
626
00:33:51,246 --> 00:33:52,552
Then why do you come here?
627
00:33:53,248 --> 00:33:54,728
Because my parents
fucking make me.
628
00:33:56,208 --> 00:33:57,513
Don'’t your parents
make you do shit?
629
00:33:57,687 --> 00:33:59,689
-Uh, they try.
-[both chuckle]
630
00:34:01,561 --> 00:34:03,737
-[Arthur] What's your Insta?
-Deleted it.
631
00:34:04,303 --> 00:34:06,653
-Deleted all of the apps.
-Oh.
632
00:34:07,306 --> 00:34:08,785
I'm pretending
my life is amazing
633
00:34:08,959 --> 00:34:10,265
or complaining
that it isn't.
634
00:34:10,439 --> 00:34:11,788
Either way,
incredibly depressing.
635
00:34:14,095 --> 00:34:16,010
You said you're staying
with Karl Hendrix, right?
636
00:34:18,621 --> 00:34:19,883
Oh, yeah, I see it.
637
00:34:21,798 --> 00:34:23,409
Do you know him at all?
638
00:34:24,018 --> 00:34:26,151
Uh, not really,
639
00:34:26,325 --> 00:34:28,196
but I heard he got loaded
a couple of years ago
640
00:34:28,370 --> 00:34:30,372
and put his fucking fist
through a window.
641
00:34:32,157 --> 00:34:33,245
I don't know.
642
00:34:40,339 --> 00:34:41,818
Would you want to
maybe get out of here?
643
00:34:44,125 --> 00:34:46,214
I should probably
go back inside.
644
00:34:50,784 --> 00:34:51,915
Bye, Arthur.
645
00:34:53,308 --> 00:34:54,353
Bye, Alex.
646
00:34:58,879 --> 00:35:00,054
Here we are.
647
00:35:01,055 --> 00:35:02,404
Again.
648
00:35:02,578 --> 00:35:03,971
You really know
how to fix these things?
649
00:35:05,059 --> 00:35:06,539
Otherwise
I'd be lying to people.
650
00:35:08,932 --> 00:35:11,196
So, who is Mr. Kelly
651
00:35:11,370 --> 00:35:13,111
and where are his sons?
652
00:35:14,808 --> 00:35:16,201
Mr. Kelly is Sarah's dad.
653
00:35:17,245 --> 00:35:19,073
Named the place
before he had any kids.
654
00:35:20,248 --> 00:35:21,423
And when his kids
were all girls,
655
00:35:21,597 --> 00:35:23,164
he just kept the name.
656
00:35:23,947 --> 00:35:26,211
Well, you must have been
some exceptional cousin
657
00:35:26,385 --> 00:35:27,516
for her to give you this.
658
00:35:27,995 --> 00:35:29,388
[Karl]
My mom's cousin, actually.
659
00:35:29,562 --> 00:35:31,259
Oh, shit. New grandma.
660
00:35:32,434 --> 00:35:33,914
A grandma
that died years ago.
661
00:35:34,088 --> 00:35:35,698
Well, what about my grandfather?
Can I meet him?
662
00:35:37,831 --> 00:35:39,354
Not in this lifetime.
663
00:35:39,833 --> 00:35:40,877
But what was he like?
664
00:35:43,924 --> 00:35:45,317
He was a mean drunk.
665
00:35:45,839 --> 00:35:47,145
Is that why
you went to Portland?
666
00:35:49,669 --> 00:35:50,713
How old were you?
667
00:35:51,323 --> 00:35:53,629
I was about 20,
21, I guess.
668
00:35:53,803 --> 00:35:54,935
So, let me
get this straight.
669
00:35:55,109 --> 00:35:56,676
Your dead mom's cousin
670
00:35:56,850 --> 00:35:59,069
just, like,
gave you this place?
671
00:35:59,244 --> 00:36:00,549
You know,
you ask a lot of questions.
672
00:36:00,723 --> 00:36:02,290
Oh, and Gayle,
what is up with her?
673
00:36:02,464 --> 00:36:03,944
That wasn'’t a request
for more.
674
00:36:04,118 --> 00:36:05,424
I think it's really weird
that you, like,
675
00:36:05,598 --> 00:36:07,034
-don't date at all.
-[Karl sighs]
676
00:36:07,513 --> 00:36:08,557
What's up with that?
677
00:36:09,558 --> 00:36:10,603
Let me ask you something.
678
00:36:11,604 --> 00:36:13,475
You've been here,
what, four days?
679
00:36:14,476 --> 00:36:16,043
Your parents okay
with you missing school?
680
00:36:17,349 --> 00:36:19,481
I'm on break.
You can call and ask.
681
00:36:19,655 --> 00:36:20,787
Yeah.
682
00:36:20,961 --> 00:36:22,223
That's what made you decide
683
00:36:22,397 --> 00:36:23,355
now is the time
to take this trip?
684
00:36:24,704 --> 00:36:27,620
Nothing you'd rather
keep to yourself?
685
00:36:30,144 --> 00:36:31,406
I'm going to
make you a deal.
686
00:36:31,972 --> 00:36:33,452
You hold off
on asking me questions
687
00:36:33,626 --> 00:36:34,931
I'm not comfortable
answering just yet,
688
00:36:35,105 --> 00:36:36,933
and I'll do the same,
okay?
689
00:36:37,891 --> 00:36:39,675
-Cool.
-Cool.
690
00:36:47,770 --> 00:36:49,468
It's cool you know
how these things work.
691
00:36:51,992 --> 00:36:53,733
My parents
are completely useless.
692
00:36:54,690 --> 00:36:56,475
They can't even
program a smart TV.
693
00:36:56,649 --> 00:36:57,998
They went to college, right?
694
00:36:58,999 --> 00:37:00,218
Got good jobs?
695
00:37:00,696 --> 00:37:02,350
They're a product
of their social class.
696
00:37:03,395 --> 00:37:05,266
There's nothing noble
about being ignorant.
697
00:37:05,832 --> 00:37:09,096
Not knowing shit about shit
is nothing to celebrate.
698
00:37:09,966 --> 00:37:11,054
Got me?
699
00:37:11,533 --> 00:37:13,579
[Reggie]
So, who do we have here?
700
00:37:13,753 --> 00:37:15,885
[tense music plays]
701
00:37:16,059 --> 00:37:18,148
Spotted your new guest
last Sunday.
702
00:37:22,718 --> 00:37:23,937
You gonna introduce us?
703
00:37:26,766 --> 00:37:28,420
Alex,
this is Sheriff Stratford.
704
00:37:29,116 --> 00:37:30,552
Hi.
705
00:37:31,727 --> 00:37:33,033
[Karl] May I help you
with something?
706
00:37:34,295 --> 00:37:37,342
Just wanted to stop by,
catch up.
707
00:37:39,126 --> 00:37:40,562
You see me
every week at church.
708
00:37:40,736 --> 00:37:41,824
[Reggie] I do.
709
00:37:43,217 --> 00:37:45,828
Saw you in church
a few years back as well.
710
00:37:46,002 --> 00:37:47,395
You know
how that worked out.
711
00:37:53,662 --> 00:37:54,750
Well.
712
00:37:55,795 --> 00:37:56,839
All right.
713
00:37:59,712 --> 00:38:01,714
Brandon says hi,
by the way.
714
00:38:07,546 --> 00:38:09,025
[door clicks open]
715
00:38:09,199 --> 00:38:12,072
[Sarah] I saw Gayle
at school today.
716
00:38:12,942 --> 00:38:14,117
She asked about you.
717
00:38:16,903 --> 00:38:18,252
Is that a corner piece?
718
00:38:18,426 --> 00:38:19,862
-Yes.
-Okay.
719
00:38:21,168 --> 00:38:22,256
Oh, yes.
720
00:38:23,301 --> 00:38:24,432
Look at that.
721
00:38:24,606 --> 00:38:28,741
[mellow piano melody plays]
722
00:39:00,468 --> 00:39:01,730
What are you doing?
723
00:39:05,299 --> 00:39:06,431
Did you do that?
724
00:39:09,782 --> 00:39:10,696
Yeah.
725
00:39:10,870 --> 00:39:15,614
♪
726
00:39:25,885 --> 00:39:27,800
[Alex] Judith thinks it's,
like, a massive waste of time.
727
00:39:27,974 --> 00:39:29,584
[Karl] No, you'’re good.
728
00:39:30,629 --> 00:39:31,847
Hm, not really.
729
00:39:33,414 --> 00:39:34,589
Better than I ever was.
730
00:39:37,157 --> 00:39:39,246
Hey, this is my mom, right?
731
00:39:43,772 --> 00:39:44,947
Your mom...
732
00:39:46,253 --> 00:39:47,689
discovered me.
733
00:39:49,778 --> 00:39:51,084
-What?
-[Karl] Yeah.
734
00:39:51,258 --> 00:39:53,303
-My mom?
-Yeah.
735
00:39:57,743 --> 00:40:00,180
I went to Portland
to be an artist.
736
00:40:03,618 --> 00:40:06,839
Liked the idea of being
around bookstores and museums.
737
00:40:09,929 --> 00:40:12,410
And anyways, I was bussing
at a café down on Alberta.
738
00:40:13,541 --> 00:40:15,500
The owner must have felt
sorry for me, I think,
739
00:40:15,674 --> 00:40:17,719
because he put
one of my pictures on the wall.
740
00:40:19,373 --> 00:40:20,722
"Featured Local Artist"
741
00:40:20,896 --> 00:40:26,032
with this stupid
$200 price tag.
742
00:40:26,989 --> 00:40:28,077
[Karl scoffs]
743
00:40:29,818 --> 00:40:31,559
Your mom
came in sometimes.
744
00:40:33,169 --> 00:40:35,171
She used to like to write
in her notebook.
745
00:40:37,173 --> 00:40:39,828
One day,
I was clearing her table,
746
00:40:40,002 --> 00:40:42,309
and she said
that she liked it,
747
00:40:42,483 --> 00:40:44,442
and I said
that I drew it.
748
00:40:45,660 --> 00:40:46,966
And, uh...
749
00:40:48,097 --> 00:40:51,971
she was almost giddy.
750
00:40:53,755 --> 00:40:56,497
She knew a lot of people
in a lot of different places
751
00:40:56,671 --> 00:40:58,586
and said she'd help me
organize a show.
752
00:40:59,587 --> 00:41:01,328
She was the only one
to give a damn.
753
00:41:02,111 --> 00:41:03,678
So that's how it started...
754
00:41:05,245 --> 00:41:06,420
with you two?
755
00:41:09,118 --> 00:41:11,469
Before I met her, she said
she had been a party girl.
756
00:41:13,035 --> 00:41:15,473
And then she married
this big shot lawyer
757
00:41:15,647 --> 00:41:17,170
and became
something different.
758
00:41:19,999 --> 00:41:21,174
They were trying
to have a baby,
759
00:41:21,348 --> 00:41:22,392
and it wasn't working.
760
00:41:23,393 --> 00:41:25,744
So I think
she saw my drawings
761
00:41:25,918 --> 00:41:28,181
and figured
it'd be something to do.
762
00:41:31,227 --> 00:41:32,272
[Alex] So, what happened?
763
00:41:33,403 --> 00:41:35,318
Did she put on
your art show?
764
00:41:35,493 --> 00:41:36,711
-My mom?
-[Karl] No.
765
00:41:36,885 --> 00:41:39,671
No, we--
we had some postcards
766
00:41:39,845 --> 00:41:41,977
printed up,
and that's about it.
767
00:41:44,023 --> 00:41:45,111
[Alex] How come?
768
00:41:47,156 --> 00:41:48,201
How come?
769
00:41:50,725 --> 00:41:51,900
Because...
770
00:41:53,554 --> 00:41:56,122
I wasn't always
such a good guy and...
771
00:41:58,298 --> 00:41:59,821
your mom found that out.
772
00:42:04,478 --> 00:42:06,393
[Alex] I saw the letter
that you wrote her.
773
00:42:08,308 --> 00:42:11,267
Having an affair isn't,
like, awesome, but, uh--
774
00:42:13,052 --> 00:42:14,488
You got me out of it, right?
775
00:42:18,448 --> 00:42:19,580
Yeah, I guess we did.
776
00:42:23,889 --> 00:42:25,412
Was there something else
that was, like...
777
00:42:26,326 --> 00:42:27,762
bad about you?
778
00:42:28,328 --> 00:42:29,721
I have an early morning.
779
00:42:29,895 --> 00:42:31,723
Uh, can I keep that?
780
00:42:35,770 --> 00:42:36,728
Yeah.
781
00:42:36,902 --> 00:42:41,820
♪
782
00:42:55,268 --> 00:42:56,617
[Alex] Hey, hey, hey.
783
00:42:57,183 --> 00:42:58,532
-Good morning.
-Morning.
784
00:42:59,359 --> 00:43:00,708
So, uh, where's Karl?
785
00:43:01,361 --> 00:43:02,971
Meeting.
786
00:43:03,145 --> 00:43:05,757
So, it'’s a "I accept
Jesus as my savior
787
00:43:05,931 --> 00:43:07,715
so I won't get bombed"
type thing?
788
00:43:08,803 --> 00:43:10,370
Not to, like,
offend Jesus or anything.
789
00:43:10,544 --> 00:43:12,764
No, Jesus has heard worse.
790
00:43:14,026 --> 00:43:15,288
Do you really think
he believes in it?
791
00:43:16,855 --> 00:43:18,639
Because
you act like he does
792
00:43:18,813 --> 00:43:20,249
and he acts
like he does, but...
793
00:43:21,468 --> 00:43:23,557
Kind of seems like
he just wants to believe it.
794
00:43:29,302 --> 00:43:30,912
I'm truly glad
you're here.
795
00:43:32,000 --> 00:43:33,132
I think
it's good for him.
796
00:43:34,133 --> 00:43:35,743
And I don't care
what you think of my faith...
797
00:43:37,397 --> 00:43:38,790
but maybe you want to think
798
00:43:38,964 --> 00:43:41,096
that Karl doesn't really
believe either,
799
00:43:41,270 --> 00:43:43,446
and that's something
the two of you could share.
800
00:43:45,144 --> 00:43:47,973
But those beliefs
saved him.
801
00:43:53,935 --> 00:43:55,633
Well, I'm not
the only one who thinks that.
802
00:43:56,503 --> 00:43:57,896
Sheriff called
him out on it, too.
803
00:43:59,071 --> 00:44:00,115
You met the sheriff?
804
00:44:01,334 --> 00:44:04,467
Did Karl, like, steal
his prom date or something?
805
00:44:05,381 --> 00:44:07,296
No.
I'll be back tonight.
806
00:44:10,517 --> 00:44:12,650
Please tell Karl
that dinner is at 7:00.
807
00:44:15,740 --> 00:44:21,789
[melancholy piano instrumental]
808
00:44:27,273 --> 00:44:28,448
Okay.
809
00:44:32,757 --> 00:44:33,845
Hi.
810
00:44:34,410 --> 00:44:36,717
-Can I help you?
-What's your problem with Karl?
811
00:44:37,544 --> 00:44:40,068
-You're his kid, right?
-[Alex] Mm.
812
00:44:40,242 --> 00:44:41,287
You should be a detective.
813
00:44:41,809 --> 00:44:43,028
[Reggie chuckles]
814
00:44:49,382 --> 00:44:51,210
I hate uncomfortable silences.
815
00:44:51,993 --> 00:44:53,212
I'm fine with them.
816
00:44:54,909 --> 00:44:56,737
-Your mom know you're here?
-Of course.
817
00:45:01,089 --> 00:45:02,134
Have a seat.
818
00:45:07,705 --> 00:45:08,967
[Alex] So what's your issue?
819
00:45:10,490 --> 00:45:13,275
We used to bust your old man
pretty routinely.
820
00:45:13,449 --> 00:45:15,016
Drunk and disorderly.
821
00:45:15,190 --> 00:45:17,453
Disturbing the peace,
that sort of thing.
822
00:45:18,585 --> 00:45:20,369
Last time
he fell off the wagon,
823
00:45:20,543 --> 00:45:22,981
he put his fist
through a storefront window.
824
00:45:23,764 --> 00:45:26,549
Were you, like, emotionally
invested in that window?
825
00:45:29,683 --> 00:45:31,206
About a dozen years ago...
826
00:45:32,468 --> 00:45:33,556
your dad got loaded.
827
00:45:34,035 --> 00:45:36,037
Beat the crap
out of a 19-year-old
828
00:45:36,211 --> 00:45:39,345
varsity linebacker named
Brandon in a bar fight.
829
00:45:41,564 --> 00:45:43,741
Kid lost his hearing
in his left ear.
830
00:45:44,872 --> 00:45:46,569
Arm was in a cast
for weeks.
831
00:45:46,744 --> 00:45:48,920
Supposed to go to the army.
They wouldn't take him.
832
00:45:49,094 --> 00:45:50,530
You're weirdly concerned
833
00:45:50,704 --> 00:45:51,749
with the well-being of your
residents.
834
00:45:52,227 --> 00:45:53,663
Especially
when they're my son.
835
00:45:57,276 --> 00:45:59,408
After that,
Karl got put away.
836
00:45:59,582 --> 00:46:02,020
He had some priors,
served five.
837
00:46:06,546 --> 00:46:08,200
Well, he goes
to meetings now.
838
00:46:11,986 --> 00:46:14,554
I've seen
all kinds of drunks.
839
00:46:16,121 --> 00:46:17,470
Kind that are good
for a laugh,
840
00:46:17,644 --> 00:46:19,124
tell you how much
they love you.
841
00:46:20,473 --> 00:46:22,954
But Karl Hendrix
gets violent.
842
00:46:24,042 --> 00:46:27,088
He is a drunk,
dangerous criminal.
843
00:46:28,046 --> 00:46:29,830
And a drunk,
dangerous criminal
844
00:46:30,004 --> 00:46:33,007
doesn't really change because
he goes to an AA meeting.
845
00:46:33,660 --> 00:46:36,271
Or says he found God
or what have you.
846
00:46:38,621 --> 00:46:41,407
I know it's not an excuse
or anything,
847
00:46:41,581 --> 00:46:42,930
but he had
a really hard life.
848
00:46:43,888 --> 00:46:45,672
His dad sounds
like a total asshole.
849
00:46:45,846 --> 00:46:47,587
Yeah, I know Beau Hendrix.
850
00:46:48,327 --> 00:46:50,198
-You knew him?
-No, I know him.
851
00:46:51,243 --> 00:46:52,418
Well, he's dead, right?
852
00:46:54,028 --> 00:46:56,422
He lives two towns over
in Bryantville.
853
00:46:57,727 --> 00:46:59,294
Karl told you he was dead?
854
00:47:02,297 --> 00:47:03,516
Do you have the address?
855
00:47:04,909 --> 00:47:09,827
[suspenseful music plays]
856
00:47:17,747 --> 00:47:19,880
[thunder cracking]
857
00:47:44,687 --> 00:47:45,688
[knocking on door]
858
00:47:45,863 --> 00:47:47,995
[thunder rolling]
859
00:47:56,569 --> 00:47:57,875
Who are you?
860
00:47:58,049 --> 00:48:00,225
I'm Alex.
Your granddaughter.
861
00:48:03,619 --> 00:48:05,534
[Beau snickering]
862
00:48:08,537 --> 00:48:09,843
Maybe-- maybe
this is a bad time.
863
00:48:10,017 --> 00:48:11,192
[Beau] No.
864
00:48:11,932 --> 00:48:12,977
It'’s a fine time.
865
00:48:15,762 --> 00:48:17,677
Let's sit on my porch.
866
00:48:19,461 --> 00:48:20,854
Granddaughter Alex.
867
00:48:21,724 --> 00:48:26,468
[somber tone plays]
868
00:48:27,165 --> 00:48:28,209
So.
869
00:48:29,819 --> 00:48:32,431
I haven't seen Karl
in going on, what?
870
00:48:34,085 --> 00:48:35,173
Ten years?
871
00:48:37,610 --> 00:48:38,698
Didn't know about you.
872
00:48:40,874 --> 00:48:42,920
I'm kind of like
a-- a long story.
873
00:48:45,661 --> 00:48:46,706
Well, I got time.
874
00:48:51,363 --> 00:48:52,407
Hey, Reg.
875
00:48:53,017 --> 00:48:54,061
Look who's here.
876
00:48:56,672 --> 00:48:58,413
Have you seen Alex?
877
00:48:58,587 --> 00:49:00,720
Sarah mentioned you talked
and she hasn't been home.
878
00:49:00,894 --> 00:49:02,200
-So--
-You all right there?
879
00:49:05,159 --> 00:49:06,769
Tried her
on her cell phone?
880
00:49:08,946 --> 00:49:10,077
I don'’t have the number.
881
00:49:10,643 --> 00:49:12,471
[scoffs] Father of the year.
882
00:49:12,645 --> 00:49:13,907
[Karl] Please.
883
00:49:14,473 --> 00:49:16,040
I just need to know
where she went, that's all.
884
00:49:16,954 --> 00:49:18,738
I'm not certain
where she went.
885
00:49:19,695 --> 00:49:22,046
I can tell you
there's a lot she doesn't know.
886
00:49:23,308 --> 00:49:26,093
Thought her grandfather
was dead, for one thing.
887
00:49:26,267 --> 00:49:30,271
[suspenseful music plays]
888
00:49:44,764 --> 00:49:46,766
So it, like, turns out
that we sort of have the same,
889
00:49:46,940 --> 00:49:48,594
like, drawing style.
890
00:49:49,682 --> 00:49:51,640
Like, I don't know
if-- if I really believe
891
00:49:51,814 --> 00:49:54,556
in the nature
over nurture argument,
892
00:49:54,730 --> 00:49:56,732
but I really do think that,
like, there might be,
893
00:49:56,906 --> 00:49:59,779
like, some sort of compelling
argument for the fact that,
894
00:49:59,953 --> 00:50:03,783
like, genes affect
artistic stylings, you know?
895
00:50:05,176 --> 00:50:06,438
You know, um...
896
00:50:07,700 --> 00:50:09,136
Karl and Sarah are probably
wondering where I am.
897
00:50:09,310 --> 00:50:10,355
Who Sarah?
898
00:50:11,834 --> 00:50:14,011
Karl'’s cousin, Sarah Kelly.
899
00:50:15,316 --> 00:50:17,101
His mom's cousin,
Sarah Kelly?
900
00:50:18,058 --> 00:50:19,364
-The church lady?
-Yeah.
901
00:50:20,147 --> 00:50:22,019
Uh, he runs her shop
and he's actually, like,
902
00:50:22,193 --> 00:50:23,629
a really good mechanic.
903
00:50:25,196 --> 00:50:26,980
[Beau chuckling]
How about that?
904
00:50:27,154 --> 00:50:29,156
Oh, he'’s-- he's here.
905
00:50:30,331 --> 00:50:31,376
Alex.
906
00:50:33,378 --> 00:50:34,466
Karl.
907
00:50:36,729 --> 00:50:37,860
Come here.
908
00:50:40,994 --> 00:50:42,256
[Beau groans]
909
00:50:43,301 --> 00:50:44,389
So.
910
00:50:45,172 --> 00:50:46,434
Where you been
hiding yourself?
911
00:50:47,653 --> 00:50:48,741
Keep busy.
912
00:50:49,350 --> 00:50:50,351
[Beau chuckles]
913
00:50:50,917 --> 00:50:52,266
This is great.
914
00:50:52,440 --> 00:50:54,703
Sit down, have a beer.
915
00:50:55,269 --> 00:50:56,662
No, we can't stay long.
916
00:50:57,228 --> 00:50:58,620
What are you talking about?
917
00:50:58,794 --> 00:50:59,969
You just got here.
918
00:51:00,144 --> 00:51:02,276
Sit down, have a beer.
919
00:51:04,235 --> 00:51:05,366
[Beau grunts]
920
00:51:11,894 --> 00:51:15,115
Alex here was telling me
you two draw alike.
921
00:51:16,029 --> 00:51:17,335
More artists!
922
00:51:18,466 --> 00:51:19,598
That's what we need.
923
00:51:21,513 --> 00:51:23,950
Did he tell you I worked
40 years at the plant?
924
00:51:25,169 --> 00:51:27,780
Got to know your place, right?
925
00:51:32,132 --> 00:51:33,351
You're not thirsty?
926
00:51:35,701 --> 00:51:36,919
No, I'm all right.
927
00:51:38,356 --> 00:51:39,444
Oh.
928
00:51:40,271 --> 00:51:43,056
Oh. I get it.
929
00:51:43,839 --> 00:51:45,319
You and the bottle.
930
00:51:46,059 --> 00:51:47,365
It never led anywhere good.
931
00:51:47,539 --> 00:51:48,975
You know what,
it's getting late--
932
00:51:49,149 --> 00:51:50,716
Maybe if you would have
sobered up sooner
933
00:51:50,890 --> 00:51:52,283
or you wouldn't have put
that kid in the hospital.
934
00:51:53,806 --> 00:51:57,940
I mean, of all the asses
in the world you gotta kick...
935
00:51:59,028 --> 00:52:00,508
that's the one you choose?
936
00:52:00,682 --> 00:52:03,946
-We should get going.
-Why that kid, Karl?
937
00:52:05,165 --> 00:52:06,732
I really want to know.
938
00:52:10,214 --> 00:52:11,780
[Karl] I didn't like the way
he was touching
939
00:52:11,954 --> 00:52:14,000
that girl at the bar, Dad,
I told you that already.
940
00:52:14,392 --> 00:52:15,915
[Beau] Well, that's an answer.
941
00:52:17,003 --> 00:52:18,657
-That's a fucking--
-You're an asshole.
942
00:52:20,876 --> 00:52:22,487
-What was that, honey?
-Alex, stop--
943
00:52:22,661 --> 00:52:23,792
No, you're a bully
and you don't like your son
944
00:52:23,966 --> 00:52:25,098
because he's better than you.
945
00:52:25,620 --> 00:52:28,057
Who the fuck
do you think you are?
946
00:52:29,798 --> 00:52:31,539
Huh? Huh? What you got? Huh?
947
00:52:31,713 --> 00:52:32,845
[Alex] Stop!
948
00:52:41,810 --> 00:52:43,116
Visit's over.
949
00:52:44,857 --> 00:52:45,988
Get out of here.
950
00:52:46,554 --> 00:52:49,731
-I'm so sorry.
-The hell were you thinking?
951
00:52:49,905 --> 00:52:51,429
You-- you told me he was dead.
952
00:52:51,603 --> 00:52:53,082
It ever occur to you
I had a reason?
953
00:52:54,475 --> 00:52:56,173
Shit. Fuck. I'm sorry.
954
00:52:56,347 --> 00:52:57,826
I-- I suck, I suck, I suck.
955
00:52:58,000 --> 00:52:59,176
Get in the car.
956
00:52:59,698 --> 00:53:02,179
-Get in the car.
-You can yell at me some more.
957
00:53:07,009 --> 00:53:08,141
You're going home tomorrow.
958
00:53:13,233 --> 00:53:15,148
[footsteps approaching]
959
00:53:17,585 --> 00:53:18,630
Hi.
960
00:53:18,804 --> 00:53:20,371
Dinner will be ready in five...
961
00:53:22,460 --> 00:53:23,591
minutes.
962
00:53:27,029 --> 00:53:30,163
[melancholic
piano instrumental]
963
00:54:02,935 --> 00:54:04,197
[Arthur] You stalker.
964
00:54:05,677 --> 00:54:09,376
So, shockingly,
I have fucked everything up.
965
00:54:09,855 --> 00:54:12,553
Well, at least you and your dad
were getting along well.
966
00:54:13,293 --> 00:54:14,468
[Alex scoffs]
967
00:54:14,642 --> 00:54:15,904
Yeah,
if by getting along well
968
00:54:16,078 --> 00:54:17,950
you mean
yelling at me a lot.
969
00:54:18,820 --> 00:54:20,213
Which I guess is, like,
970
00:54:20,387 --> 00:54:21,388
par for the course
of parents, right?
971
00:54:23,303 --> 00:54:25,218
He was probably scared
something had happened to you.
972
00:54:26,524 --> 00:54:28,003
He screamed
because he gives a shit.
973
00:54:30,745 --> 00:54:32,225
So how long
have you known you were gay?
974
00:54:33,792 --> 00:54:37,665
Okay, you're from a major
metropolitan city,
975
00:54:37,839 --> 00:54:39,276
so you've seen probably
976
00:54:39,450 --> 00:54:41,713
every weird form
of pansexuality out there.
977
00:54:41,887 --> 00:54:43,758
I mean, you have
probably fucked girls.
978
00:54:43,932 --> 00:54:46,108
Oh, yeah.
My life is just a big orgy.
979
00:54:46,283 --> 00:54:47,588
Yeah, I'm sure it is.
980
00:54:48,110 --> 00:54:49,721
-You didn't answer my question.
-You didn't answer mine.
981
00:54:50,635 --> 00:54:51,766
Have you hooked up
with a girl?
982
00:54:53,507 --> 00:54:54,813
Have you?
983
00:54:55,683 --> 00:54:56,945
I'm a godless fag, remember?
984
00:54:57,990 --> 00:54:59,034
[Alex] Really?
985
00:55:05,432 --> 00:55:06,477
-Alex--
-It's okay.
986
00:55:11,438 --> 00:55:13,222
Okay, I gotta go. [chuckles]
987
00:55:16,530 --> 00:55:17,879
Okay.
988
00:55:18,053 --> 00:55:22,623
[quiet, subtle piano
instrumental]
989
00:55:33,373 --> 00:55:35,941
You disappeared again.
Are you kidding me?
990
00:55:36,420 --> 00:55:37,682
Apparently not.
991
00:55:38,160 --> 00:55:40,206
Whoa, whoa, whoa.
Where the hell did you go?
992
00:55:40,380 --> 00:55:42,643
-I was with Arthur.
-The gay kid?
993
00:55:42,817 --> 00:55:44,819
-Pretty sure he's not gay.
-How the hell do you know that?
994
00:55:44,993 --> 00:55:46,473
-How is that your business?
-You know, as long as
995
00:55:46,647 --> 00:55:47,692
you're in this house,
you do exactly--
996
00:55:47,866 --> 00:55:48,910
Oh, until tomorrow?
997
00:55:50,042 --> 00:55:51,130
Go to your room.
998
00:55:51,826 --> 00:55:53,828
-Go to your room.
-Oh, go to my room?
999
00:55:54,002 --> 00:55:56,353
That's so original, "Dad."
1000
00:55:57,702 --> 00:55:58,746
[door shuts close]
1001
00:56:01,749 --> 00:56:03,316
[sniffs and sighs]
1002
00:56:06,232 --> 00:56:07,407
[chuckles]
1003
00:56:10,932 --> 00:56:12,891
[sighs]
1004
00:56:15,937 --> 00:56:17,330
[Karl sighs]
1005
00:56:17,548 --> 00:56:21,378
[classical music playing
on record player]
1006
00:56:27,688 --> 00:56:30,256
She shouldn't be here.
You should have sent her away.
1007
00:56:31,779 --> 00:56:32,954
Excuse me?
1008
00:56:39,352 --> 00:56:40,571
I lost control today.
1009
00:56:42,181 --> 00:56:44,357
I saw him
and I lost control.
1010
00:56:46,098 --> 00:56:47,404
If she knew who I am...
1011
00:56:49,275 --> 00:56:51,886
-who I really am.
-Nobody is one thing, Karl.
1012
00:56:52,931 --> 00:56:54,280
You most of all.
1013
00:56:55,586 --> 00:56:57,805
Besides,
I know who you are.
1014
00:56:59,807 --> 00:57:01,461
Listen...
1015
00:57:01,635 --> 00:57:03,071
these are just challenges.
1016
00:57:03,855 --> 00:57:05,291
You will get past them.
1017
00:57:06,118 --> 00:57:08,076
-That's all part of His plan.
-[Karl sighs]
1018
00:57:09,991 --> 00:57:12,167
Every bad thing
is part of some test?
1019
00:57:13,952 --> 00:57:15,997
Are you sure you just
don't want to believe that?
1020
00:57:16,650 --> 00:57:18,391
I believe it
because I believe it.
1021
00:57:19,044 --> 00:57:20,437
That's what faith is.
1022
00:57:21,438 --> 00:57:22,482
Now come on.
1023
00:57:23,570 --> 00:57:24,745
You know what to do.
1024
00:57:32,840 --> 00:57:34,276
[sighs]
1025
00:57:50,945 --> 00:57:52,338
[knocking on door]
1026
00:57:55,776 --> 00:57:57,430
Sarah's making
breakfast downstairs.
1027
00:57:58,300 --> 00:57:59,476
Okay.
1028
00:58:02,087 --> 00:58:04,393
I'm sorry I yelled at you.
I was worried.
1029
00:58:05,612 --> 00:58:07,484
I shouldn't have
said that, uh...
1030
00:58:11,270 --> 00:58:13,228
I shouldn't have made you think
your grandfather was dead.
1031
00:58:14,882 --> 00:58:16,362
So...
1032
00:58:16,536 --> 00:58:17,842
yeah.
1033
00:58:18,756 --> 00:58:20,279
And you don't
have to, um...
1034
00:58:21,498 --> 00:58:23,195
I don't want you to leave.
1035
00:58:26,328 --> 00:58:28,505
I should get your number,
probably.
1036
00:58:30,376 --> 00:58:31,725
-Okay.
-Okay.
1037
00:58:34,598 --> 00:58:36,208
So, what, were you out
with that Arthur kid?
1038
00:58:37,775 --> 00:58:39,167
-Yeah.
-Yeah.
1039
00:58:40,168 --> 00:58:41,735
Yeah, okay. All right.
1040
00:58:46,958 --> 00:58:48,220
Do you have
any questions about sex
1041
00:58:48,394 --> 00:58:49,526
-you want to ask me?
-[giggles]
1042
00:58:50,178 --> 00:58:51,310
What?
1043
00:58:52,006 --> 00:58:53,530
-From you?
-Yeah.
1044
00:58:55,270 --> 00:58:56,881
Ew. [chuckles]
1045
00:59:02,539 --> 00:59:04,236
[Karl] And no more
of this "I suck" shit.
1046
00:59:05,977 --> 00:59:07,065
You don't.
1047
00:59:10,155 --> 00:59:11,548
You don't because I said so.
1048
00:59:25,953 --> 00:59:29,696
[soft instrumental playing]
1049
00:59:48,541 --> 00:59:51,892
-So how's your mom?
-[Alex chuckles]
1050
00:59:52,066 --> 00:59:53,590
Are we allowed
to have this conversation?
1051
00:59:55,113 --> 00:59:56,767
It might
compromise your mystery.
1052
00:59:59,683 --> 01:00:00,771
Serves me right.
1053
01:00:07,473 --> 01:00:08,822
So I made out
with my teacher.
1054
01:00:14,741 --> 01:00:15,916
Okay.
1055
01:00:17,178 --> 01:00:18,310
You gonna get all weird?
1056
01:00:20,225 --> 01:00:21,400
No.
1057
01:00:22,967 --> 01:00:24,229
Yeah, it was
impulsive and dumb.
1058
01:00:24,838 --> 01:00:27,014
[sighs] And of course,
Carey and Judith
1059
01:00:27,188 --> 01:00:29,060
walked in on us,
which is even more mortifying
1060
01:00:29,234 --> 01:00:31,715
than describing it
to you right now. [sighs]
1061
01:00:31,889 --> 01:00:33,760
-Well, I didn't ask you.
-Well, I'm trying to explain.
1062
01:00:36,589 --> 01:00:38,156
Anyways, they're,
like, super pissed.
1063
01:00:38,896 --> 01:00:40,288
But they didn't even,
like, ask me why.
1064
01:00:41,072 --> 01:00:42,551
They were just like,
1065
01:00:42,726 --> 01:00:43,727
"Oh, yeah,
there goes our idiot daughter
1066
01:00:43,901 --> 01:00:45,206
being a jackass again."
1067
01:00:45,772 --> 01:00:48,296
They didn't respect me enough
to want to know why.
1068
01:00:52,474 --> 01:00:55,042
-So they're not perfect.
-It's an understatement.
1069
01:00:57,479 --> 01:00:59,612
[sighs] Better than some.
1070
01:01:03,181 --> 01:01:05,357
[Sarah] Alex, Karl! Dinner!
1071
01:01:05,531 --> 01:01:06,706
[both] Coming!
1072
01:01:24,158 --> 01:01:27,161
[phone buzzing]
1073
01:01:30,512 --> 01:01:31,992
Alex, are you okay?
1074
01:01:32,558 --> 01:01:33,951
Yeah.
1075
01:01:34,125 --> 01:01:35,300
What's up?
1076
01:01:36,736 --> 01:01:39,043
Your dad's asleep.
What's going on?
1077
01:01:40,087 --> 01:01:44,048
Mom, um,
were you ever in a band?
1078
01:01:44,222 --> 01:01:45,702
-What? [chuckles]
-[Alex] Okay.
1079
01:01:46,354 --> 01:01:49,183
I know this isn't, like,
the most opportune time to ask,
1080
01:01:49,357 --> 01:01:52,056
but did you ever, like,
play in a rock band?
1081
01:01:53,100 --> 01:01:57,714
Well, before you were born,
I did lots of things.
1082
01:01:57,888 --> 01:01:58,932
[Alex] You never told me.
1083
01:01:59,106 --> 01:02:00,412
You didn't ask.
1084
01:02:00,586 --> 01:02:01,718
I totally asked.
1085
01:02:02,283 --> 01:02:05,156
We were called
My Friend's Band.
1086
01:02:05,330 --> 01:02:07,419
-[Alex] [chuckles] Seriously?
-Yeah.
1087
01:02:07,593 --> 01:02:10,074
And my friend, Marco,
he was the lead singer,
1088
01:02:10,248 --> 01:02:13,991
he said that the hot chick
had to play the bass, so.
1089
01:02:14,165 --> 01:02:16,254
-Wait, you were the hot chick?
-[Judith] Hey.
1090
01:02:16,776 --> 01:02:18,517
You try squeezing out
three kids.
1091
01:02:18,691 --> 01:02:20,388
See how you look.
1092
01:02:20,562 --> 01:02:21,650
[Alex] I forgot to tell you,
I'm pregnant.
1093
01:02:21,825 --> 01:02:25,524
[Alex and Judith chuckling]
1094
01:02:25,698 --> 01:02:27,874
Obviously, I'm kidding.
[Alex chuckling]
1095
01:02:28,048 --> 01:02:30,747
I mean, not the best joke,
you know?
1096
01:02:33,619 --> 01:02:35,403
Mom, are you there?
1097
01:02:37,275 --> 01:02:38,363
Hey, Alex.
1098
01:02:38,537 --> 01:02:39,756
Yeah?
1099
01:02:46,458 --> 01:02:47,807
How's school going?
1100
01:02:48,808 --> 01:02:51,115
Good.
It's going good.
1101
01:02:51,289 --> 01:02:53,552
How's your roommate,
what was her name again?
1102
01:02:53,726 --> 01:02:55,380
The one that has
night terrors?
1103
01:02:55,554 --> 01:02:56,773
Night terrors?
1104
01:02:57,643 --> 01:03:01,560
Oh, uh, right, um, Natalka.
1105
01:03:01,734 --> 01:03:03,780
I think she's, like,
Ukrainian or something.
1106
01:03:04,955 --> 01:03:06,739
[whispering] Speaking of which,
she's sleeping right now,
1107
01:03:06,913 --> 01:03:08,132
so I have to go.
1108
01:03:20,187 --> 01:03:23,495
[phone ringing]
1109
01:03:25,627 --> 01:03:26,715
Hello?
1110
01:03:27,891 --> 01:03:29,718
Oh, Mrs. Fixel.
What can I do for you?
1111
01:03:34,854 --> 01:03:37,596
[phone buzzing]
1112
01:03:39,903 --> 01:03:41,513
-Hi, Dad.
-Are you all right?
1113
01:03:41,687 --> 01:03:44,472
-Where are you?
-Dad, stop yelling.
1114
01:03:44,646 --> 01:03:46,039
-I'm fine.
-The hell you're fine.
1115
01:03:46,213 --> 01:03:47,911
Where are you, Alex?
1116
01:03:48,085 --> 01:03:50,261
Alex, please.
Please, just-- where are you?
1117
01:03:50,435 --> 01:03:52,132
-Tell us where you are.
-[Alex] I'm fine.
1118
01:03:52,306 --> 01:03:54,178
-I'm with a friend.
-She said she's with a friend.
1119
01:03:54,352 --> 01:03:56,006
She doesn't have
any fucking friends, hold on.
1120
01:03:56,180 --> 01:03:57,703
Can you tell dad
not to have an aneurysm?
1121
01:03:57,877 --> 01:03:59,705
[Corey] Hey.
1122
01:03:59,879 --> 01:04:01,402
How long did you think that
you were going to keep this up?
1123
01:04:01,576 --> 01:04:02,969
Hm?
1124
01:04:03,143 --> 01:04:04,797
What exactly is your plan here?
1125
01:04:04,971 --> 01:04:07,104
Do you think about
anybody but yourself?
1126
01:04:07,278 --> 01:04:10,803
Do you imagine any
consequences of your actions?
1127
01:04:10,977 --> 01:04:13,197
Because
you are in so much trouble--
1128
01:04:27,211 --> 01:04:28,429
Let's order some food.
1129
01:04:32,085 --> 01:04:33,130
Come on.
1130
01:04:36,698 --> 01:04:38,787
[emotional
instrumental playing]
1131
01:04:38,962 --> 01:04:40,137
[Alex sniffles]
1132
01:04:44,837 --> 01:04:46,186
Son of a bitch.
1133
01:04:51,626 --> 01:04:53,759
Yes, this is Sheriff
Reggie Stratford
1134
01:04:53,933 --> 01:04:56,109
calling from
Newburgh in Washington.
1135
01:05:00,113 --> 01:05:01,506
The phone call
seemed to spook you.
1136
01:05:03,290 --> 01:05:04,335
What happened?
1137
01:05:05,684 --> 01:05:06,903
I may have to go back soon.
1138
01:05:07,991 --> 01:05:09,166
It's home stuff.
1139
01:05:12,909 --> 01:05:14,780
The Sheriff
said some things.
1140
01:05:17,565 --> 01:05:19,393
I'm not proud of
what happened with Brandon.
1141
01:05:21,395 --> 01:05:23,441
But he was bothering
a girl that night, and...
1142
01:05:24,746 --> 01:05:27,053
it was two drunk hotheads
fighting and I won.
1143
01:05:29,534 --> 01:05:30,883
But there's other things
that happened--
1144
01:05:31,057 --> 01:05:32,537
[Alex]
Maybe I don't need to know.
1145
01:05:32,711 --> 01:05:33,930
I thought I did,
but maybe I don't want to know
1146
01:05:34,104 --> 01:05:36,019
because I like you now.
1147
01:05:39,674 --> 01:05:41,850
[delivery guy]
Hey, Karl. Got the food.
1148
01:05:42,721 --> 01:05:43,809
-Two burgers.
-Yes, sir.
1149
01:05:43,983 --> 01:05:45,202
Burgers? Are you serious?
1150
01:05:47,204 --> 01:05:48,335
Ew.
1151
01:05:48,901 --> 01:05:50,033
[delivery guy] Who is this?
1152
01:05:52,252 --> 01:05:53,558
That's my daughter, Alex.
1153
01:05:56,778 --> 01:05:58,650
[muffled shouting]
1154
01:05:58,824 --> 01:06:00,434
[Alex shouting]
I regret nothing!
1155
01:06:00,608 --> 01:06:01,914
You could have
at least tried it.
1156
01:06:02,088 --> 01:06:03,698
No. Are you kidding me?
1157
01:06:03,872 --> 01:06:04,873
My friend Nancy didn't eat meat
for five years...
1158
01:06:05,048 --> 01:06:06,092
-And?
-...and she had
1159
01:06:06,266 --> 01:06:07,528
a chicken cutlet of sandwich
1160
01:06:07,702 --> 01:06:09,661
and she vomited
all over herself.
1161
01:06:14,622 --> 01:06:17,495
Alex hasn't been
entirely honest with us.
1162
01:06:23,327 --> 01:06:25,807
You're looking
at possible kidnapping,
1163
01:06:25,982 --> 01:06:27,461
and you're crossing
state lines--
1164
01:06:27,635 --> 01:06:28,897
[Alex]
Shit, shit, shit, shit. Fuck--
1165
01:06:29,072 --> 01:06:30,595
Please, Alex, language.
1166
01:06:30,769 --> 01:06:33,119
-God damn it, fuck!
-[Sarah] Alex, enough!
1167
01:06:33,293 --> 01:06:36,166
You called them?
Why would you call them?
1168
01:06:37,558 --> 01:06:39,430
-It's my job?
-[Alex] Shit, shit, shit.
1169
01:06:39,604 --> 01:06:41,606
Listen, I lied to everyone.
Karl had no idea I snuck away.
1170
01:06:41,780 --> 01:06:43,129
It's my fault, okay?
1171
01:06:43,303 --> 01:06:45,131
I'm a fucking idiot.
I'm a fucking--
1172
01:06:45,305 --> 01:06:46,959
-It's not-- you're not--
-Hey, hey, hey.
1173
01:06:48,439 --> 01:06:49,483
Hey.
1174
01:06:50,789 --> 01:06:51,833
I'm going to be okay.
1175
01:06:52,530 --> 01:06:53,748
Okay?
Everything's going to be fine.
1176
01:06:58,492 --> 01:06:59,537
Sheriff Stratford.
1177
01:07:02,540 --> 01:07:03,976
I know
you don't owe me anything...
1178
01:07:05,108 --> 01:07:06,413
but could you
give us a minute?
1179
01:07:07,240 --> 01:07:08,633
And then
you could take her away.
1180
01:07:08,807 --> 01:07:09,982
You can arrest me.
I don't care.
1181
01:07:10,156 --> 01:07:12,158
Just give us one minute.
Please.
1182
01:07:17,207 --> 01:07:19,818
Sarah,
got another cup of coffee?
1183
01:07:23,648 --> 01:07:24,779
One last cup.
1184
01:07:34,267 --> 01:07:35,877
Sit down, okay? Please?
1185
01:07:37,096 --> 01:07:38,837
It's-- [Karl sighs]
1186
01:07:47,976 --> 01:07:49,630
I haven't seen your mom
in a long time.
1187
01:07:49,804 --> 01:07:51,241
You don't have to
say anything,
1188
01:07:51,415 --> 01:07:52,807
-it's fine.
-But the thing of it is--
1189
01:07:57,421 --> 01:07:58,639
I told you before.
1190
01:08:00,163 --> 01:08:02,339
I was maybe 21
when I met your mom.
1191
01:08:04,645 --> 01:08:06,430
I'd been in the city
a few months,
1192
01:08:07,213 --> 01:08:08,562
And I had no money.
1193
01:08:08,736 --> 01:08:10,173
I didn't have
any real friends and...
1194
01:08:12,610 --> 01:08:14,525
I was-- I was drinking a lot.
1195
01:08:18,616 --> 01:08:20,922
And even though she was older
and she was married--
1196
01:08:24,317 --> 01:08:25,536
Yeah, you hooked up anyway.
1197
01:08:26,319 --> 01:08:27,407
Hold on.
1198
01:08:28,539 --> 01:08:30,106
We went on walks.
1199
01:08:31,237 --> 01:08:32,630
mostly talking about
the art show
1200
01:08:32,804 --> 01:08:34,240
she was going
to put on and-- [sighs]
1201
01:08:36,112 --> 01:08:37,722
I didn't know
if it was real...
1202
01:08:39,027 --> 01:08:41,204
but I was grateful
that it might be.
1203
01:08:42,901 --> 01:08:44,598
And one night
when I got off work...
1204
01:08:46,209 --> 01:08:47,601
she was really upset.
1205
01:08:49,864 --> 01:08:51,562
Some fight
with her husband,
1206
01:08:51,736 --> 01:08:53,738
some problem
with another doctor.
1207
01:08:58,003 --> 01:08:59,831
So we went to a bar
for a drink.
1208
01:09:03,922 --> 01:09:05,967
And that drink
turned into a couple of drinks.
1209
01:09:07,534 --> 01:09:09,275
And then
a couple of more drinks.
1210
01:09:09,449 --> 01:09:10,755
And...
1211
01:09:12,235 --> 01:09:15,194
we talked about everything.
1212
01:09:18,458 --> 01:09:21,026
And it felt so good
to be around her.
1213
01:09:22,288 --> 01:09:24,247
I didn't notice
how many drinks we'd had.
1214
01:09:28,555 --> 01:09:29,817
And, um...
1215
01:09:32,298 --> 01:09:33,517
after a while...
1216
01:09:34,431 --> 01:09:35,867
I got up
to use the bathroom.
1217
01:09:37,608 --> 01:09:39,392
and she said
she'd better use it, too.
1218
01:09:41,612 --> 01:09:43,396
And I think
I took that as a signal.
1219
01:09:45,964 --> 01:09:48,836
Because we went
back there and, um...
1220
01:09:50,664 --> 01:09:51,839
she smiled at me.
1221
01:09:52,013 --> 01:09:53,232
And...
1222
01:09:54,146 --> 01:09:55,408
That's how it started.
1223
01:09:56,453 --> 01:09:58,063
-[Alex chuckling]
-[Karl sighs]
1224
01:09:58,237 --> 01:10:00,196
[knocking on door]
1225
01:10:06,724 --> 01:10:08,508
-[Sarah] Hi, you must be
Judith.
1226
01:10:08,682 --> 01:10:10,162
[Carey] Where is she? Alex?
1227
01:10:12,295 --> 01:10:14,732
-Are you okay?
-Yeah, I'm fine, I'm fine.
1228
01:10:14,906 --> 01:10:16,212
Calm down.
1229
01:10:17,517 --> 01:10:18,605
[Karl] Hi.
1230
01:10:19,476 --> 01:10:20,781
Uh, hello.
1231
01:10:20,955 --> 01:10:22,218
How are you?
1232
01:10:23,784 --> 01:10:25,133
Sheriff Stratford.
1233
01:10:25,786 --> 01:10:27,179
We done here?
1234
01:10:27,832 --> 01:10:29,268
Yeah, you're done.
1235
01:10:29,442 --> 01:10:31,096
Okay. Come on.
We're leaving.
1236
01:10:31,270 --> 01:10:32,271
-Come on.
-Dude, Carey, stop.
1237
01:10:32,445 --> 01:10:33,751
-[Alex] Let go.
-Carey?
1238
01:10:39,496 --> 01:10:40,801
Could we just have
a minute, please?
1239
01:10:40,975 --> 01:10:42,325
No, you had a week.
1240
01:10:43,848 --> 01:10:45,980
-You don't get shit.
-You're such a hypocrite.
1241
01:10:46,154 --> 01:10:48,069
You-- you act all open minded,
and you're judging him
1242
01:10:48,244 --> 01:10:49,897
because he goes to church
and he works with his hands.
1243
01:10:50,071 --> 01:10:52,770
Alex, you have nothing
to say to this man.
1244
01:10:52,944 --> 01:10:55,425
This man
should be locked up.
1245
01:10:55,599 --> 01:10:58,123
[Sarah] All right,
this is my house
1246
01:10:58,297 --> 01:10:59,429
and you will not
speak to Karl--
1247
01:10:59,603 --> 01:11:01,344
-[indistinct shouting]
-Affair?
1248
01:11:03,433 --> 01:11:04,912
[Carey laughing hysterically]
1249
01:11:05,086 --> 01:11:07,088
-It wasn't a fucking affair.
-[Judith] Carey.
1250
01:11:08,655 --> 01:11:09,787
[Carey sighs]
1251
01:11:17,098 --> 01:11:18,361
There was no affair.
1252
01:11:20,363 --> 01:11:21,581
Tell her.
1253
01:11:23,975 --> 01:11:24,976
Tell me what?
1254
01:11:25,150 --> 01:11:30,851
♪
1255
01:11:41,166 --> 01:11:43,777
So we used to go
for these walks.
1256
01:11:43,951 --> 01:11:45,301
-Yeah.
-And-- and--
1257
01:11:46,650 --> 01:11:49,000
We-- we went
into a bar one night,
1258
01:11:49,174 --> 01:11:51,132
and I was really drunk.
1259
01:11:53,047 --> 01:11:55,572
And then we--
we went into the bathroom.
1260
01:11:57,051 --> 01:11:58,139
Look at me.
1261
01:12:00,185 --> 01:12:01,404
And we started kissing.
1262
01:12:03,667 --> 01:12:04,755
And we were alone.
1263
01:12:05,930 --> 01:12:07,192
No one else was there.
1264
01:12:09,020 --> 01:12:10,500
But when I told him to stop...
1265
01:12:11,718 --> 01:12:12,850
he didn't.
1266
01:12:14,591 --> 01:12:15,940
Can I just--
ca-- can I just--
1267
01:12:16,114 --> 01:12:17,594
No, you can't.
1268
01:12:19,596 --> 01:12:21,380
Hey, hey!
1269
01:12:21,554 --> 01:12:22,947
-Stop it
-Okay.
1270
01:12:23,121 --> 01:12:24,601
It's time for you to go.
1271
01:12:24,775 --> 01:12:25,906
Right now.
1272
01:12:29,040 --> 01:12:31,303
[Judith whispering] It's okay,
it's okay, it's okay.
1273
01:12:34,001 --> 01:12:35,220
It's okay.
1274
01:12:41,139 --> 01:12:42,575
She's a good girl.
1275
01:12:44,403 --> 01:12:45,578
Good artist.
1276
01:12:48,059 --> 01:12:49,190
Good artist?
1277
01:12:57,547 --> 01:12:59,940
I've wanted to say sorry
for such a long time, I--
1278
01:13:04,118 --> 01:13:05,337
Well, now you've said it.
1279
01:13:09,820 --> 01:13:15,173
[melancholy music playing]
1280
01:13:30,449 --> 01:13:34,932
[Sarah] [muffled] Alex. Alex.
Alex. Please.
1281
01:13:35,106 --> 01:13:38,718
Give it some time. See if...
A little time. Please.
1282
01:13:38,892 --> 01:13:43,767
♪
1283
01:13:56,649 --> 01:13:57,737
Where are the twins?
1284
01:13:58,564 --> 01:13:59,652
[Carey] With their grandmother.
1285
01:14:00,871 --> 01:14:03,003
7:00 am tomorrow
we are out the door.
1286
01:14:04,265 --> 01:14:09,227
♪
1287
01:14:16,060 --> 01:14:21,326
[phone buzzing]
1288
01:14:25,591 --> 01:14:27,724
Are you seriously
calling me right now?
1289
01:14:27,898 --> 01:14:28,986
Don't hang up.
1290
01:14:31,902 --> 01:14:33,164
It all happened wrong.
1291
01:14:34,557 --> 01:14:37,255
She's the only thing that felt
like any kind of home to me.
1292
01:14:37,429 --> 01:14:40,519
In the way she looked at me,
in the way she talked to me.
1293
01:14:42,173 --> 01:14:44,175
I thought
she wanted those things, too.
1294
01:14:46,917 --> 01:14:49,310
And then I was--
I was so humiliated
1295
01:14:49,485 --> 01:14:51,922
and angry and drunk.
1296
01:14:52,096 --> 01:14:53,706
It's like
I stepped out of myself.
1297
01:14:53,880 --> 01:14:55,360
You're the victim in this?
1298
01:14:55,534 --> 01:14:56,492
You really want me to feel
sorry for you?
1299
01:14:56,666 --> 01:14:58,145
No. No, no.
1300
01:14:58,319 --> 01:15:00,408
No, I just--
I just wanted to tell you--
1301
01:15:00,583 --> 01:15:02,062
You know what else sucks?
1302
01:15:02,846 --> 01:15:06,153
I think back on everything
you ever said to me,
1303
01:15:06,327 --> 01:15:09,722
like, all this, "I don't like
who I used to be" bullshit.
1304
01:15:10,636 --> 01:15:12,986
And I feel so stupid.
1305
01:15:13,596 --> 01:15:16,033
I just wanted to tell you
that that wasn't me.
1306
01:15:18,862 --> 01:15:21,604
-I don't remember.
-But it is you. You did it.
1307
01:15:23,083 --> 01:15:25,433
Now I know why my mom
can't look at me.
1308
01:15:25,608 --> 01:15:27,392
Because when she looks at me,
all she sees is you
1309
01:15:27,566 --> 01:15:29,307
and now that's all
I'm going to see.
1310
01:15:30,613 --> 01:15:32,571
-Don't ever call me again.
-Alex.
1311
01:15:43,277 --> 01:15:46,280
[rain pattering]
1312
01:15:55,899 --> 01:15:58,554
[thunder rumbling]
1313
01:16:10,304 --> 01:16:11,479
Where's Dad?
1314
01:16:11,654 --> 01:16:13,046
He needed a walk.
1315
01:16:22,055 --> 01:16:23,535
[Judith sighs deeply]
1316
01:16:25,363 --> 01:16:26,756
I'm sorry
that happened to you.
1317
01:16:28,540 --> 01:16:29,889
It was a long time ago.
1318
01:16:32,283 --> 01:16:34,372
-Yeah, but it still happened.
-Yeah.
1319
01:16:36,243 --> 01:16:37,418
Mom.
1320
01:16:39,899 --> 01:16:40,987
Do you think I'm, like...
1321
01:16:43,163 --> 01:16:44,425
dirty?
1322
01:16:45,078 --> 01:16:46,166
No.
1323
01:16:47,385 --> 01:16:48,952
No, honey, of course not.
1324
01:16:49,126 --> 01:16:50,257
N-- No.
1325
01:16:51,998 --> 01:16:53,696
Why didn't you get rid of me?
1326
01:16:57,047 --> 01:16:59,005
[Judith sighs deeply]
1327
01:17:00,833 --> 01:17:02,661
Your father, um...
1328
01:17:04,271 --> 01:17:07,318
both of us,
we were trying to have a baby,
1329
01:17:07,492 --> 01:17:09,363
and we had trouble,
and then...
1330
01:17:10,843 --> 01:17:11,931
This happened.
1331
01:17:12,584 --> 01:17:14,325
-So.
-But you thought about it?
1332
01:17:18,372 --> 01:17:19,460
Yeah.
1333
01:17:21,375 --> 01:17:24,161
Yeah, I'm not easy
like the twins, am I?
1334
01:17:25,510 --> 01:17:27,904
Just every time
you look at me...
1335
01:17:28,513 --> 01:17:29,601
you see him.
1336
01:17:29,775 --> 01:17:31,342
It was 17 years ago, Alex.
1337
01:17:31,516 --> 01:17:33,431
Yeah, for you.
For me, it was...
1338
01:17:34,171 --> 01:17:36,042
-45 minutes ago.
-[Judith] Okay.
1339
01:17:37,696 --> 01:17:39,132
I don't think you're dirty.
1340
01:17:39,306 --> 01:17:40,960
And I love you very much,
1341
01:17:41,134 --> 01:17:43,223
but I can't do this
right now, okay?
1342
01:17:43,397 --> 01:17:44,703
-So please go to sleep.
-Okay.
1343
01:17:46,966 --> 01:17:48,402
But do you want
to talk about it?
1344
01:17:48,576 --> 01:17:49,969
Because you kept his letter.
1345
01:17:50,143 --> 01:17:51,797
-No.
-I think that's important--
1346
01:17:51,971 --> 01:17:53,451
-I just want to go to sleep.
-Mom, like, I-- I'm not
1347
01:17:53,625 --> 01:17:55,366
looking for a chance to,
like, plumb new depths
1348
01:17:55,540 --> 01:17:57,063
of awkwardness, okay?
I-- I-- I really--
1349
01:17:57,237 --> 01:17:58,761
I don't want
to talk about it.
1350
01:17:59,892 --> 01:18:01,241
Have you talked
to a shrink?
1351
01:18:01,851 --> 01:18:03,113
-[Judith scoffs]
-I think you should talk
1352
01:18:03,287 --> 01:18:04,505
to a mental health
professional.
1353
01:18:05,419 --> 01:18:06,899
That's not how I work.
1354
01:18:07,073 --> 01:18:09,336
Okay, but, uh,
now that I know about it,
1355
01:18:09,510 --> 01:18:12,252
I-- I can't pretend
like it didn't happen.
1356
01:18:12,426 --> 01:18:15,908
Alexandra, nobody told you
to go looking for him.
1357
01:18:30,401 --> 01:18:37,147
[determined music playing]
1358
01:18:46,460 --> 01:18:47,548
Karl.
1359
01:18:48,114 --> 01:18:49,550
come back in the house.
1360
01:18:50,464 --> 01:18:51,727
[Karl]
Just going for a little ride.
1361
01:18:51,901 --> 01:18:53,554
No, Karl,
you have been drinking,
1362
01:18:53,729 --> 01:18:56,340
I can smell it on you.
You need to go to a meeting.
1363
01:18:56,514 --> 01:18:57,733
You know I'm right.
1364
01:18:57,907 --> 01:18:59,778
Karl,
don't get in that car.
1365
01:18:59,952 --> 01:19:01,737
You know that
if you do this,
1366
01:19:01,911 --> 01:19:03,129
there's nothing but trouble.
1367
01:19:03,303 --> 01:19:04,609
Karl, listen to me!
1368
01:19:06,263 --> 01:19:07,743
-Karl.
-I'm fine.
1369
01:19:09,570 --> 01:19:11,268
I got Jesus watching over me.
1370
01:19:13,792 --> 01:19:15,228
[Sarah whispers] Karl.
1371
01:19:23,889 --> 01:19:25,021
[car beeps]
1372
01:19:55,791 --> 01:19:57,836
Hi, go--
go to the other window.
1373
01:19:58,010 --> 01:19:59,185
The other window.
1374
01:20:08,542 --> 01:20:10,240
My parents
found out everything,
1375
01:20:10,414 --> 01:20:11,981
and now they're here,
and we leave in a few hours.
1376
01:20:12,895 --> 01:20:13,983
Oh.
1377
01:20:17,725 --> 01:20:19,249
[Arthur grunts in disagreement]
1378
01:20:20,554 --> 01:20:22,252
I-- I was just asleep.
Shouldn't I go brush my teeth?
1379
01:20:22,992 --> 01:20:24,254
I mean-- I mean,
if it's not bad--
1380
01:20:25,690 --> 01:20:27,126
-Okay.
-Do you have a condom?
1381
01:20:27,300 --> 01:20:28,780
Uh, I-- I think so.
1382
01:20:28,954 --> 01:20:30,564
I think I have a pack
in my nightstand,
1383
01:20:30,738 --> 01:20:32,523
but maybe they're expired,
which isn't very safe,
1384
01:20:32,697 --> 01:20:34,046
so maybe we should-- Oh.
1385
01:20:34,220 --> 01:20:36,048
-Okay, whoa, whoa.
-What?
1386
01:20:36,222 --> 01:20:37,397
Hey, I just--
1387
01:20:37,571 --> 01:20:39,486
[Alex moaning]
1388
01:20:39,660 --> 01:20:41,924
Hey, hey, hey. We don-- You--
Are sure you want to?
1389
01:20:42,098 --> 01:20:43,839
Because we don't know
each other too well and--
1390
01:20:44,013 --> 01:20:46,842
Can I please just do this?
It's natural, biological.
1391
01:20:47,016 --> 01:20:48,756
It doesn't make that everyone,
like, freak out.
1392
01:20:49,975 --> 01:20:52,021
-[Arthur grunts]
-Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah.
1393
01:20:52,195 --> 01:20:54,284
-I think you're freaking out.
-No, I want to do this.
1394
01:20:54,458 --> 01:20:55,938
You ladies--
1395
01:20:56,112 --> 01:20:57,287
Do you want to have
sex with me or not?
1396
01:20:57,461 --> 01:20:58,854
Yes, I--
1397
01:21:00,768 --> 01:21:01,900
Yeah, I mean...
1398
01:21:02,814 --> 01:21:03,989
I-- I think so.
1399
01:21:08,515 --> 01:21:13,129
[somber music playing]
1400
01:21:17,916 --> 01:21:19,483
[Alex sobs]
1401
01:21:25,402 --> 01:21:26,707
[Alex sniffles]
1402
01:21:29,667 --> 01:21:30,842
[Alex sobbing]
1403
01:21:33,714 --> 01:21:36,239
-[Alex sniffles]
-What happened tonight?
1404
01:21:38,719 --> 01:21:40,460
[Carey] It just comes
rushing back, you know?
1405
01:21:40,634 --> 01:21:42,593
The thousands of times
that I see myself
1406
01:21:42,767 --> 01:21:44,638
with my hands just
wrapped around his neck.
1407
01:21:44,812 --> 01:21:47,598
And yet I am a grown
and rational adult,
1408
01:21:47,772 --> 01:21:49,382
so not killing him
1409
01:21:49,556 --> 01:21:51,384
is what separates us
from the beasts.
1410
01:21:52,385 --> 01:21:53,821
We should have
fucking pressed charges.
1411
01:21:53,996 --> 01:21:55,867
We had the case,
1412
01:21:56,041 --> 01:21:57,825
we had the moral obligation
to do it and we didn't do it.
1413
01:21:58,478 --> 01:21:59,915
What are you talking about?
1414
01:22:00,089 --> 01:22:01,264
We've had an obligation to--
1415
01:22:01,438 --> 01:22:03,657
Look, there are lines
1416
01:22:03,831 --> 01:22:05,921
that men do not cross.
1417
01:22:07,444 --> 01:22:08,967
Now you're going to
talk to me about men?
1418
01:22:09,620 --> 01:22:11,491
I'm-- I'm just trying
to put this thing to bed.
1419
01:22:11,665 --> 01:22:13,102
No, what it feels to me like
1420
01:22:13,276 --> 01:22:15,191
is that you are determined
1421
01:22:15,365 --> 01:22:18,150
to make this about you
and your justice.
1422
01:22:19,064 --> 01:22:21,371
But I am not gonna
let you make my life
1423
01:22:21,545 --> 01:22:23,068
be about this one thing.
1424
01:22:24,243 --> 01:22:26,071
No, I-- I never said
it-- it was about--
1425
01:22:26,245 --> 01:22:27,725
Okay, you know what?
1426
01:22:30,989 --> 01:22:34,036
Let's say you're right, okay?
1427
01:22:34,210 --> 01:22:37,778
And I had gone
and upended my life...
1428
01:22:38,518 --> 01:22:40,346
and traded our privacy
1429
01:22:40,520 --> 01:22:43,132
for... your ego
1430
01:22:43,306 --> 01:22:47,049
and put your
little monster in jail.
1431
01:22:47,223 --> 01:22:50,661
Does that satisfy
Carey's justice?
1432
01:22:50,835 --> 01:22:53,142
So what, are we supposed to
keep sweeping it under the rug
1433
01:22:53,316 --> 01:22:55,057
and pretending
like it just never happened?
1434
01:22:55,231 --> 01:22:57,537
[Judith sighs] So...
1435
01:22:57,711 --> 01:23:00,758
Except that you don't
actually sweep it all the way
1436
01:23:00,932 --> 01:23:04,327
because apparently
you kept his fucking letter.
1437
01:23:05,589 --> 01:23:08,418
Which is why
we're here in a motel.
1438
01:23:10,768 --> 01:23:13,118
[Carey sighs] Jesus Christ.
1439
01:23:14,511 --> 01:23:15,642
Don't you hate him?
1440
01:23:18,906 --> 01:23:20,343
You're such a sweet man.
1441
01:23:22,258 --> 01:23:24,042
You never even asked
1442
01:23:24,216 --> 01:23:25,348
what the hell
I was doing there.
1443
01:23:25,522 --> 01:23:27,915
Well, it's a good question.
1444
01:23:29,221 --> 01:23:30,788
What the hell
were you doing there?
1445
01:23:34,705 --> 01:23:36,011
[Judith sighs]
1446
01:23:37,795 --> 01:23:41,538
There just was so many
doctors appointments.
1447
01:23:42,800 --> 01:23:43,975
You know, and it was---
1448
01:23:47,457 --> 01:23:49,241
It was hard to feel
like we weren't...
1449
01:23:50,503 --> 01:23:52,070
failing each other sometimes.
1450
01:23:54,203 --> 01:23:55,247
[sighs]
1451
01:23:57,380 --> 01:23:59,208
And then when I was with him,
I just--
1452
01:23:59,382 --> 01:24:00,731
I-- I just felt...
1453
01:24:04,430 --> 01:24:05,475
lighter.
1454
01:24:08,478 --> 01:24:09,522
Well...
1455
01:24:12,308 --> 01:24:13,570
you were with him tonight,
1456
01:24:13,744 --> 01:24:15,485
do you still feel
fucking lighter?
1457
01:24:17,182 --> 01:24:21,099
How I feel about Karl Hendrix,
that's my business.
1458
01:24:21,273 --> 01:24:22,318
It's not yours.
1459
01:24:25,016 --> 01:24:29,020
[contemplative music playing]
1460
01:24:29,977 --> 01:24:34,025
[engine revving]
1461
01:24:45,428 --> 01:24:48,257
He thought
she was this cool arty chick
1462
01:24:48,431 --> 01:24:49,475
and he was this, like...
1463
01:24:50,737 --> 01:24:52,435
interesting, offbeat guy.
1464
01:24:53,871 --> 01:24:56,047
And they met and connected.
1465
01:24:57,396 --> 01:24:58,441
And that was me.
1466
01:25:00,617 --> 01:25:04,099
It felt like
I came from something good.
1467
01:25:07,319 --> 01:25:08,625
Well,
obviously you're, like...
1468
01:25:10,801 --> 01:25:11,889
done, right?
1469
01:25:20,941 --> 01:25:22,334
Probably
won't be back here.
1470
01:25:23,814 --> 01:25:26,295
Yeah,
but we'll see you again.
1471
01:25:27,557 --> 01:25:30,037
You should come to Portland.
I'll find you boys.
1472
01:25:31,996 --> 01:25:33,867
Maybe I don't want you to.
1473
01:25:35,956 --> 01:25:39,960
[emotional
piano music playing]
1474
01:25:42,441 --> 01:25:43,399
Yeah, maybe.
1475
01:25:43,573 --> 01:25:48,578
♪
1476
01:25:59,632 --> 01:26:03,636
[panting]
1477
01:26:12,167 --> 01:26:13,168
Oh.
1478
01:26:14,169 --> 01:26:15,561
I'd hoped he was with you.
1479
01:26:16,736 --> 01:26:21,785
♪
1480
01:26:26,050 --> 01:26:28,574
[grunting]
1481
01:26:47,071 --> 01:26:48,115
[items in box clattering]
1482
01:26:49,160 --> 01:26:52,207
[panting]
1483
01:27:04,175 --> 01:27:07,004
[thunder rumbling]
1484
01:27:14,925 --> 01:27:17,841
Hey.
Came to have that drink.
1485
01:27:19,146 --> 01:27:20,409
What the hell
are you doing?
1486
01:27:23,629 --> 01:27:25,240
I want to have a drink
with my dad.
1487
01:27:26,066 --> 01:27:27,154
Go home.
1488
01:27:29,592 --> 01:27:30,636
You like my bonfire?
1489
01:27:32,769 --> 01:27:33,987
Put it out.
1490
01:27:36,251 --> 01:27:37,295
You put it out.
1491
01:27:38,775 --> 01:27:40,211
-[Beau] Watch yourself.
-Come here.
1492
01:27:41,299 --> 01:27:42,692
[Karl grunts]
1493
01:27:43,170 --> 01:27:45,912
-[Beau] I know my place. I--
-Do you? Hm? Huh?
1494
01:27:46,086 --> 01:27:47,827
-[indistinct chatter]
-[siren blares]
1495
01:27:48,001 --> 01:27:51,353
-[Beau grunting]
-[Reggie] Karl! Stop.
1496
01:27:53,093 --> 01:27:56,619
[Beau coughing
and snorting]
1497
01:27:56,793 --> 01:28:00,405
Sarah's worried about you.
Let me drive you to your house.
1498
01:28:00,579 --> 01:28:01,798
That's not my house.
1499
01:28:02,451 --> 01:28:03,800
That's her house.
1500
01:28:03,974 --> 01:28:05,454
[Beau] Reggie,
get him off my property.
1501
01:28:05,628 --> 01:28:07,064
-[Beau grunts]
-Karl!
1502
01:28:07,543 --> 01:28:09,936
Stop or I will stop you.
1503
01:28:10,110 --> 01:28:13,462
[Beau panting]
1504
01:28:14,550 --> 01:28:15,812
[Carey] Bullshit.
1505
01:28:17,422 --> 01:28:18,467
[Judith]
What are you doing?
1506
01:28:21,818 --> 01:28:23,385
I don't care
why you were there.
1507
01:28:24,560 --> 01:28:25,604
I'm here now.
1508
01:28:28,607 --> 01:28:31,610
I'm going to go apologize
to Alex for lying to her
1509
01:28:31,784 --> 01:28:33,395
and then I'm going to
remind her
1510
01:28:33,569 --> 01:28:34,918
that no matter what the fuck
the biology says,
1511
01:28:35,092 --> 01:28:36,267
I raised her.
1512
01:28:37,050 --> 01:28:39,183
Then my daughter
and I are going to have
1513
01:28:39,357 --> 01:28:40,837
a fucking conversation.
1514
01:28:41,403 --> 01:28:45,015
[door creaks]
1515
01:28:50,107 --> 01:28:52,022
-[door creaks open]
-Judith.
1516
01:28:53,893 --> 01:28:54,938
The car's gone.
1517
01:28:55,982 --> 01:28:58,594
[piano music playing]
1518
01:28:58,768 --> 01:29:02,772
[phone buzzing]
1519
01:29:04,730 --> 01:29:07,342
-Hi, Mom.
-You get home right now.
1520
01:29:07,516 --> 01:29:08,647
Do you hear me?
1521
01:29:12,738 --> 01:29:14,697
Alex, I'm sorry, okay?
1522
01:29:14,871 --> 01:29:18,657
I'm sorry that
I didn't tell you the truth.
1523
01:29:18,831 --> 01:29:21,834
[Judith crying over phone]
I'm sorry.
1524
01:29:22,008 --> 01:29:24,271
[crying]
You're not dirty.
1525
01:29:24,446 --> 01:29:25,577
You're not bad.
1526
01:29:26,665 --> 01:29:28,537
We could talk about--
1527
01:29:28,711 --> 01:29:32,628
we could talk about it until--
until I'm blue in the face.
1528
01:29:32,802 --> 01:29:34,456
But I need you
to come home now, okay?
1529
01:29:36,240 --> 01:29:39,765
[crying]
1530
01:29:40,940 --> 01:29:42,899
You all right?
1531
01:29:43,073 --> 01:29:44,509
[Alex over phone] Yeah, um,
I'm sorry I bailed again.
1532
01:29:44,683 --> 01:29:46,946
Uh, there's just something
I have to do,
1533
01:29:47,120 --> 01:29:48,383
and I'll be back soon.
1534
01:29:48,557 --> 01:29:52,517
[emotional
piano music playing]
1535
01:29:53,170 --> 01:29:54,780
You know about
the Puritans, Reg?
1536
01:29:55,390 --> 01:29:56,695
They believe
you're either damned
1537
01:29:56,869 --> 01:29:58,523
or you're saved
the minute you're born,
1538
01:29:58,697 --> 01:30:00,917
so they go through
their entire lives being good
1539
01:30:01,091 --> 01:30:02,571
just to prove
that they're saved.
1540
01:30:03,485 --> 01:30:05,922
Pressure got so bad,
one woman drowned her kids
1541
01:30:06,096 --> 01:30:07,489
just to prove
that she was damned.
1542
01:30:08,490 --> 01:30:10,100
Couldn't take not knowing.
1543
01:30:12,015 --> 01:30:13,233
I know, Reg.
1544
01:30:14,713 --> 01:30:17,673
[Beau] Sorry.
Karl, I'm sorry.
1545
01:30:18,935 --> 01:30:21,633
I know
what kind of father he was.
1546
01:30:21,807 --> 01:30:23,940
But you got to
leave him be now, all right?
1547
01:30:24,114 --> 01:30:25,463
Come on,
you waited for this.
1548
01:30:27,422 --> 01:30:29,206
I was the one
that beat up your damn kid.
1549
01:30:30,207 --> 01:30:31,991
I was the one
that ruined his life.
1550
01:30:34,733 --> 01:30:37,562
Maybe I overlooked
his shortcomings.
1551
01:30:38,868 --> 01:30:41,044
-Can't help you--
-Damn it!
1552
01:30:41,218 --> 01:30:45,091
-[Karl grunting]
-[Reggie] Just calm down.
1553
01:30:46,092 --> 01:30:47,354
That's it.
1554
01:30:48,878 --> 01:30:49,792
Final warning.
1555
01:30:49,966 --> 01:30:54,057
♪
1556
01:30:54,231 --> 01:30:56,799
Come on.
Come on, Reg.
1557
01:30:57,713 --> 01:30:58,975
Go ahead.
1558
01:30:59,149 --> 01:30:59,976
-What do you got?
-I mean it.
1559
01:31:00,150 --> 01:31:01,325
Come on!
1560
01:31:03,545 --> 01:31:04,589
[muffled] Come on!
1561
01:31:04,763 --> 01:31:06,243
Stop. Stop me!
1562
01:31:06,417 --> 01:31:07,505
-[Reggie] Stand down, Karl!
-I said stop me!
1563
01:31:07,679 --> 01:31:08,811
-[Reggie] I mean it!
-Don't!
1564
01:31:15,339 --> 01:31:16,383
[Karl sighs]
1565
01:31:16,558 --> 01:31:20,475
[calm, quiet music playing]
1566
01:31:27,046 --> 01:31:30,528
-[birds chirping]
-[crows cawing]
1567
01:31:31,442 --> 01:31:32,487
Hey.
1568
01:31:34,489 --> 01:31:36,186
All right,
how about letting me drive?
1569
01:31:36,752 --> 01:31:38,841
[Alex and Carey chuckle]
1570
01:31:43,846 --> 01:31:44,890
[car door clicks open]
1571
01:31:46,936 --> 01:31:48,111
-[car door clicks shut]
-Go ahead.
1572
01:32:03,213 --> 01:32:05,302
[sniffles]
Our flight leaves soon.
1573
01:32:06,216 --> 01:32:07,260
[Sarah] Yes.
1574
01:32:09,262 --> 01:32:10,350
You know...
1575
01:32:13,832 --> 01:32:14,877
I never married.
1576
01:32:17,532 --> 01:32:18,750
And I didn't have children.
1577
01:32:20,578 --> 01:32:22,711
And when he got out,
I thought, "Oh, well...
1578
01:32:23,929 --> 01:32:25,235
there's somebody
who needs help."
1579
01:32:28,368 --> 01:32:30,980
But we're barely...
1580
01:32:32,459 --> 01:32:34,505
I mean,
he's not even my--
1581
01:32:34,679 --> 01:32:35,811
Neither is Carey.
1582
01:32:38,378 --> 01:32:39,423
He's still my dad.
1583
01:32:41,512 --> 01:32:42,731
And maybe it's a test.
1584
01:32:44,080 --> 01:32:45,429
Maybe it's God's test.
1585
01:32:47,257 --> 01:32:48,519
You don't believe in that.
1586
01:32:49,607 --> 01:32:50,826
You don't care
what I believe.
1587
01:32:53,480 --> 01:32:54,917
All that matters
is whether you do.
1588
01:32:56,701 --> 01:32:57,746
Right.
1589
01:32:59,661 --> 01:33:01,924
[sniffles] Well,
1590
01:33:02,098 --> 01:33:05,231
-no more cutting school, okay?
-Yes, ma'am.
1591
01:33:06,842 --> 01:33:08,234
Come here.
1592
01:33:11,890 --> 01:33:12,978
-Bye.
-Bye.
1593
01:33:13,979 --> 01:33:17,940
[upbeat music playing]
1594
01:33:27,863 --> 01:33:28,994
[Alex] "Hey, Arthur.
1595
01:33:30,996 --> 01:33:32,781
Sorry it's taken me
so long to write.
1596
01:33:34,783 --> 01:33:37,612
I wish I could say
I had a good excuse.
1597
01:33:37,786 --> 01:33:41,354
Because I was off having
pansexual underground orgies
1598
01:33:41,528 --> 01:33:44,575
or going to only
the hottest club openings,
1599
01:33:44,749 --> 01:33:46,359
but sadly..."
1600
01:33:46,533 --> 01:33:48,623
-Well, look who's here.
-Yeah, I'm finally back.
1601
01:33:48,797 --> 01:33:50,973
[Alex] "...I think I'm still
trying to process stuff."
1602
01:33:51,147 --> 01:33:53,279
Thank you [indistinct].
1603
01:33:53,453 --> 01:33:55,020
[Alex] "At least
that's what the shrink
1604
01:33:55,194 --> 01:33:56,761
my parents
are making me see says..."
1605
01:33:56,935 --> 01:33:58,197
Alex? Hi.
1606
01:33:58,371 --> 01:33:59,982
Come on back.
1607
01:34:00,156 --> 01:34:01,070
[Alex] "...keeps me out
of boarding school."
1608
01:34:01,244 --> 01:34:02,201
How are you?
1609
01:34:02,375 --> 01:34:04,247
-Good.
-Good.
1610
01:34:04,421 --> 01:34:06,118
[Alex] "Which is great
because I love my school..."
1611
01:34:06,292 --> 01:34:08,338
Next up, The Age of Innocence
by Edith Wharton.
1612
01:34:08,512 --> 01:34:09,600
[Alex] "...so much."
1613
01:34:10,557 --> 01:34:12,255
[classmate scoffs]
Jailbait.
1614
01:34:12,429 --> 01:34:14,344
[Mrs. Rumble] So, who got
through the first chapter?
1615
01:34:17,129 --> 01:34:18,870
Okay, I do not snore!
1616
01:34:19,044 --> 01:34:21,264
[overlapping chatter]
1617
01:34:21,438 --> 01:34:23,309
You're just telling me
that I snore now?
1618
01:34:23,483 --> 01:34:24,789
No, no, no, no,
1619
01:34:24,963 --> 01:34:26,748
-it's a little tiny noise.
-Okay.
1620
01:34:26,922 --> 01:34:29,011
[Alex] "My parents
are also seeing a therapist.
1621
01:34:29,185 --> 01:34:31,013
This is good because they are
basically
1622
01:34:31,187 --> 01:34:32,754
the reason
therapy was invented."
1623
01:34:32,928 --> 01:34:34,756
I mean, you can always
just sleep on the couch.
1624
01:34:36,932 --> 01:34:38,760
-Okay.
-[Alex] Problem solved.
1625
01:34:38,934 --> 01:34:40,631
"As for how I'm doing,
1626
01:34:40,805 --> 01:34:41,937
I'm okay.
1627
01:34:42,111 --> 01:34:43,852
Everything feels different,
1628
01:34:44,026 --> 01:34:46,768
but everything also
sort of feels exactly the same.
1629
01:34:46,942 --> 01:34:48,465
When I first got back,
I sort of thought
1630
01:34:48,639 --> 01:34:50,641
my room would be
a different color or something."
1631
01:34:50,989 --> 01:34:54,340
Circumcised, uncircumcised,
very different things.
1632
01:34:54,514 --> 01:34:56,603
[Alex] "I thought
I should cut my hair
1633
01:34:56,778 --> 01:34:58,693
or pierce my nose or get some
dumb Chinese character tattoo
1634
01:34:58,867 --> 01:35:01,217
that means strength
or something.
1635
01:35:01,391 --> 01:35:04,089
Just to be like, 'Hello, world.
I'm different now.'
1636
01:35:05,264 --> 01:35:07,963
And then I thought, 'Wow.
1637
01:35:08,137 --> 01:35:09,704
How boldly cliché.'
1638
01:35:12,663 --> 01:35:15,535
In general,
I'm trying to suck less."
1639
01:35:15,710 --> 01:35:20,715
♪
1640
01:35:24,240 --> 01:35:26,155
"I haven't talked to Karl.
1641
01:35:30,072 --> 01:35:31,856
Right now,
I'm smoking a cigarette,
1642
01:35:32,030 --> 01:35:33,423
poorly,
1643
01:35:33,597 --> 01:35:34,685
just for you.
1644
01:35:36,208 --> 01:35:38,036
Come visit.
1645
01:35:38,210 --> 01:35:39,429
If anyone asks
how we knew each other,
1646
01:35:39,603 --> 01:35:40,996
I guess I can just lie.
1647
01:35:42,998 --> 01:35:46,044
I mean,
better get used to that, right?
1648
01:35:48,046 --> 01:35:50,309
Love, Alex."
1649
01:35:51,397 --> 01:35:54,096
[coughing]
1650
01:36:02,104 --> 01:36:03,453
Hey.
1651
01:36:03,627 --> 01:36:05,455
Dad. Can you knock?
1652
01:36:08,371 --> 01:36:09,415
It's him.
1653
01:36:19,861 --> 01:36:20,905
I'll be right outside.
1654
01:36:28,913 --> 01:36:30,610
Hello?
1655
01:36:30,785 --> 01:36:32,917
[Karl] Hey there.
1656
01:36:33,091 --> 01:36:35,180
I figured it'd be better
to be direct with your folks.
1657
01:36:36,486 --> 01:36:38,488
-Mm-hmm.
-[Karl] How are you?
1658
01:36:42,579 --> 01:36:44,886
-Okay.
-[Karl] Are you back at school?
1659
01:36:47,149 --> 01:36:48,585
Yeah.
1660
01:36:48,759 --> 01:36:49,804
[Karl]
Parents all right?
1661
01:36:52,763 --> 01:36:54,809
-Mm-hmm.
-[Karl] Good.
1662
01:36:56,158 --> 01:36:57,202
Good.
1663
01:36:59,988 --> 01:37:02,164
Sorry it took so long
to call you, it's, uh,
1664
01:37:02,338 --> 01:37:04,427
spent a couple more months
back in, uh...
1665
01:37:06,995 --> 01:37:08,561
Reggie told them
to take it easy on me,
1666
01:37:08,735 --> 01:37:09,780
if you can believe that.
1667
01:37:12,391 --> 01:37:13,436
Okay.
1668
01:37:16,569 --> 01:37:17,919
We had a good time here
tonight.
1669
01:37:19,529 --> 01:37:21,226
Gayle from Sarah's work
came by and..
1670
01:37:23,011 --> 01:37:26,318
I just-- I just slipped out
to call you.
1671
01:37:27,232 --> 01:37:28,581
Sounds like
we're being rude.
1672
01:37:31,933 --> 01:37:33,151
I needed
to tell you something.
1673
01:37:36,241 --> 01:37:37,329
[Alex] Um...
1674
01:37:39,592 --> 01:37:40,680
okay.
1675
01:37:43,683 --> 01:37:44,946
That last night
you were here...
1676
01:37:47,600 --> 01:37:50,516
when I was, uh,
I was drunk out of my mind...
1677
01:37:52,954 --> 01:37:54,869
I was talking to Reggie
about Puritans.
1678
01:37:57,872 --> 01:37:59,308
And how hard
it was for them
1679
01:37:59,482 --> 01:38:00,483
not knowing
if they were damned.
1680
01:38:02,528 --> 01:38:05,705
Well, the worst part
isn't not knowing.
1681
01:38:09,100 --> 01:38:10,406
The worst part is knowing.
1682
01:38:14,540 --> 01:38:16,238
That's how it was
until, uh...
1683
01:38:18,893 --> 01:38:20,111
Until what?
1684
01:38:24,289 --> 01:38:25,334
...'til you showed up.
1685
01:38:29,686 --> 01:38:31,296
My mouth
is full of toothpaste.
1686
01:38:35,648 --> 01:38:38,695
I know you have to go,
but, uh, we were--
1687
01:38:38,869 --> 01:38:41,741
I was, uh,
I was thinking...
1688
01:38:43,439 --> 01:38:45,615
that maybe
when the weather warms up and--
1689
01:38:45,789 --> 01:38:48,183
and, you know, if it's okay
with your parents, that...
1690
01:38:49,836 --> 01:38:50,925
well...
1691
01:38:54,711 --> 01:38:55,930
maybe you could visit
some time.
1692
01:38:56,104 --> 01:38:57,148
No.
1693
01:39:01,500 --> 01:39:03,067
I mean, maybe.
1694
01:39:07,898 --> 01:39:08,943
I don't know.
1695
01:39:18,778 --> 01:39:20,084
[Karl] Alex?
1696
01:39:25,742 --> 01:39:26,830
Alex?
1697
01:39:28,484 --> 01:39:29,528
I'm here.
1698
01:39:32,662 --> 01:39:33,750
Okay.
1699
01:39:35,708 --> 01:39:37,101
Well, um...
1700
01:39:39,060 --> 01:39:40,104
I'll let you go.
1701
01:39:48,895 --> 01:39:52,899
[somber,
contemplative music playing]
1702
01:40:52,046 --> 01:40:57,051
♪
1703
01:41:57,111 --> 01:42:02,116
♪
1704
01:43:18,714 --> 01:43:23,719
♪
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