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- I have this reoccurring dream

where I'm cooking pasta.

When it's ready, when the time comes to drain the water,

I can't bring myself to let go of the water.

I don't want to drain the water, I wanna keep all the water.

It's just hot water, just hot, murky, pasta water.

And I think it means I'm afraid of letting go

of something I don't need anymore.

I don't know why.

- You have two new voice messages.

- Hey, hon, hope the flight was okay,

and the pills weren't too strong in the end.

Let me know how the meeting goes.

Erm, call me soon so I can tell you how badass you are.

I promise, promise the weekend's gonna fly by, okay?

Love you, Pat.

- Next new message.

- PS, all the hotels on your list

were fully booked, but I managed to get you a room

at a boutique hotel just outside of town.

Hope it's okay. Love you, Pat.

It's Taylor, by the way.

- Hi, do you have a booking with us?

- Yes. - First room on the right.

- Are you kidding me?

This room is ugly.

- Hello, excuse me!

I didn't hear anyone arrive.

I'm sorry about that, I was loud,

but I didn't see anyone come in.

Hello!

Hello.

Is anyone in there?

I'm sorry about the noise, I didn't know anyone was here.

I'll leave you to it.

- Can I help you?

- You?

- Hello. - Hello.

- What are you doing here? - What are you doing here?

Are you all right? Did you know I was here?

I kind of live here.

- You live here!

Of all the places? I'm just staying in this hotel.

- I can't believe it,

the last I heard you were living in America.

- Hello!

Idris, Idris!

Idris! - Hey, hi!

- Guess what? - What?

- I fucking did it! - I knew you would.

- I'm a writer now!

- Sh! - Oh, shit, sorry.

- Come and tell me downstairs, tell me everything.

- Okay. - Yeah.

- Well, I mean, it was good,

she literally got me to do a bit of like a dance

and a bit of a thing. - Yeah.

- And literally gave me the job there and then,

because the thing that I couldn't be dealing with,

is two weeks of like did I get it.

- No. - Did I not get it?

- No, no. - Hey, hey, you okay?

And like, she told me there and then like, you know,

you've fucking got the part.

I mean, it's amazing. - Amazing, totally.

- I literally couldn't have wished for anything better.

Be excited for me, be happy for me.

- Totally excited, this is amazing.

- Yeah? - Yeah, of course I am.

- It could've just gone on for ages

or they could've been like- - Yeah, yeah, yeah, ssh!

- What do you mean, shush? - No, no, I don't mean...

I don't mean.

I don't mean shit. - What are you thinking?

- Not shush, shush, shush. - I'm so excited.

- I know.

- Are you not excited for me? - I'm so excited.

- Oh, my God, you know where she saw me?

The casting director?

- No. - She saw me

in that fucking gig in Manchester.

- Yeah. - That terrible gig.

- No, you're kidding. - Yeah, apparently,

and she was just like, I remember seeing you that night and-

- Great. - You were just like, electric

and like, dynamic.

The gig that you told me was like the first time,

that you were like, oh, no, I actually like this girl.

That's the gig that she came to see,

so clearly I was like exuding amazing energy

that night or something.

And then it was cool, because that they actually had me do

in the end with a guy. - A guy?

- So they cast, they got the cast in so as to do it with me.

But he was quite good actually.

- Yeah. - You don't feel well?

- No, I feel really good, I think I'm just...

I think I'm just excited about everything you're telling me.

- Oh, yeah, did anyone come?

- Where? - What do you mean, where?

Here. What have you been doing?

- So you arrived there and then you were in a big room,

there's a stage? - What? No.

- It's just like a regular room?

- It's like a rehearsal room.

- It looks like a regular room.

- Yeah, it was- - How many people

were in there, like, there's three people in there?

- Did the guests arrive?

- I was tryna set up the decks.

- Right, so you were doing your fucking thing,

the one thing I asked you to do--

- No, the electricity went.

- No. - Hear me out.

- No, I get it, you were setting up the decks.

I'll check the books.

- No, no, the music was really loud. Louis, so this is--

- If anyone's here, it'll be in this book.

- This is the thing and this is what you think.

- What are you doing? I need to see if someone's here.

- The thing is that this is what the thing is.

- Oh, my...

Someone is here, I told you before--

- I've got to tell you something. People...

History, time.

- What the... - Old time.

- Oh, I'm sorry, two seconds, I've been meaning to...

Hi. - Here's hoping, I am tired.

- Sir, excuse me.

- Louise, wait.

I'm so lucky to have found you. No, are...

You're just amazing.

My ex-wife is upstairs.

- What?

- Yeah.

There, that's her.

- Wow!

- Yeah.

I thought you'd invited her

but then I wondered why you would even do that,

but then I realised that would be crazy.

- That would be insane. - You wouldn't do that.

- I would never, why? - So she's just here.

- Because? - She's a guest,

she happens to be a guest.

- She happens to be a guest. - It's a coincidence.

I haven't seen her for 10 years, I haven't spoken either.

I haven't spoken to her.

- Does she know you have a girlfriend?

- Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah. No, I said--

- So it's not gonna be weird, she's not gonna be like,

oh, who are you there?

- She's not here to see me. - Well, no.

- She's not come looking for me.

- Right. - She's...

- She's just here. - She's just here.

- Was it awkward when, when you spoke to her?

- Yeah. - Yeah.

- Yeah, I can't really explain what it was like. It was...

She's, she's an ex but I love you.

- Right, did you tell- - I'm so happy

you got that role, though, it's amazing, yeah.

- You have two saved messages.

- Hey, hon, hope the flight was okay

and the pills weren't too strong in the end.

Let me know how the meeting goes.

- I, erm, feel a bit underdressed.

- You look great.

- You look great and I like the-

- Well, I thought, you know- - You thought?

- It's my 40th coming up.

- All right, yeah. - I just...

Well, I thought I'd make a bit of an effort for dinner.

- For dinner? - For dinner.

- For dinner. - Yeah.

Hello.

- Patricia, this is Louise. - Hi.

- I've got on oatmealy hands, but hi.

- It's okay, I'm, I'm sorry, I don't mean to interrupt.

I just thought, erm, since my phone isn't working,

if you could, if I could borrow a phone

just to call a taxi to get some dinner or-

- Yeah, definitely.

- There doesn't seem to be any self-service here, so-

- I mean, absolutely, but I'm cooking dinner.

- No, no, I don't wanna trouble you at all.

- I'd like it if you'd stay, if you wanted to.

- Yeah, why not?

- I'm aware of how acutely uncomfortable the situation is.

- Oh! - Not at all.

- No, not at all. - No.

- Listen, I'm glad you said something

but it's fine.

- It's just, it's just an incredible coincidence.

- Yes, it's fine.

Louise, it's fine, please, you can come in.

I mean, only if you want to,

if you wanna go out you can go out,

but, I mean, I'm making enough bolognese for-

- It smells delicious. - So please.

We were supposed to have a nice couple of days

and damn life happens

and Idris' ex-wife, Patricia, comes to stay.

They haven't seen each other in a long time,

in like 10 years, so they need time to catch up, I guess.

But in the time being, erm, it'll be all good.

We'll have a lovely birthday

and, erm, like my mum always said to me,

resentment is the poison you drink

while you're waiting for the other person to die.

- So Louise, she's really lovely.

- Yeah. - Seems like

she's been a good influence, you're not drinking.

- I feel great, I feel really good.

- I can see that, you look good.

- I need to stop, we're having fun,

we're having a great time.

- Now I'm gonna feel really bad

when I get you to start drinking.

- No, I couldn't imagine.

So what d'you, what d'you do, what d'you do?

- I travel and I make television.

- You make television? - It's amazing, I love it.

- I'm still playing, by the way,

you didn't ask how I'm doing, but I'll tell you anyway.

- You're playing? - Yeah.

- That's good. - Still doing music.

- Are you still writing songs about me?

Might be.

- So you're doing the same thing?

I'm a bit disappointed.

- Hi, how are you getting on with the menu?

- Good, actually. - Could I have a look

at what you've got?

- Yeah, I mean, to be honest...

I wanted to show you my notes. - Yeah.

- Erm, and there's no fish on the menu,

so I was thinking we could put some--

- Classic scampi and chip on the dinner there go,

gets a lot of compliments.

- I just feel like we should incorporate fish

into the menu in...

Well, if we switch out the Caesar salad

for like a tuna swirl or something.

- What about sort of kipper? - A kipper kip?

- Okay, I can do kipper. - Boil a kipper.

- Er, boil a kipper.

Mm, what do I like just fresh fish but it's lemon salt-

- Like a battered cod. That I can do.

- See, that's sort of exactly the opposite

of what I was saying.

I said fit, I want something healthy,

something nourishing my soul.

My soul needs a little bit of love

bit of nourishment and healthy energy.

So I'm gonna say it's healthy fish,

bit of salt, bit of lemon, bit of olive oil, done, fish.

- I'm not sure.

- Not sure.

Okay, I'm gonna make it really easy then.

I'm sure and I want sea bass.

So what we're gonna have is sea bass, okay?

- What is she doing?

- It's a nice way to wake up actually, bang, bang, bang!

- Stop it.

Morning.

- Morning, you're pissy, Idris.

- Shut up. - Hi.

- You're up already? - Yeah.

- What are you doing?

- What's it look like I'm doing? I'm thinking.

- Can you think without the ball?

- That's how I think.

- Do you want to use another wall?

You might break a window.

- No, no, no, I hit the window,

they're not breakable.

- It's glass. - I'm coming down.

- No, no, don't bother. - Hi.

She blew me a kiss,

she just blew me a fucking kiss.

If she offers again to get a taxi and leave,

you know the answer this time, yeah?

- Oh, I'll take a nap.

- Feeling a bit better to say?

You're disgusting.

- You're impossible.

♪ This is one is taking you on, this one is taking you ♪

♪ do where you do where you wanna be ♪

♪ This one is taking you on ♪

♪ This is one is taking you on ♪

♪ Come on ♪

- You're going, you're going. You're not going.

Why can't you just talk to him? Just talk to him.

♪ This one is taking you on, this one is taking you on ♪

♪ Come on ♪

♪ Come on ♪ ♪ Come on ♪

♪ Come on ♪ - Still playing the classics.

- The remix of the remix I have a remix, yeah.

That's what they want to hear so yeah,

but I'm a bit outta practise really.

- What's this?

- Oh, fuck, no don't look in there.

- What's this?

- Don't look in there? - Well, I wasn't going to

but I pay attention too. - Come on.

- Old stuff that I brought over for the...

Oh, God. - Look at you.

- Yeah, it's stupid.

I was putting them up, but then I kind of--

- What are you doing? - I brought it with me,

Louise wanted to bring 'em,

she thought it'd be funny to have decorations-

- Let's keep it. - But actually looking at it,

sort of a little bit embarrassing.

- It's not.

- Okay. - Idris Thomas, lover boy.

- I think I'm just wanting to reminisce, I guess.

- Uhuh!

- I dunno what brought that on.

What does it feel like being back in Komo?

- Erm, it feels like...

Have you ever gone into a house where there's been a murder?

Not knowingly.

- Okay, feels like coming home, and it feels like...

Well, right now I feel like I'm at my funeral.

- Did you see the house?

- Yeah, I stopped by.

- Me too.

- Did you think it was gonna be there?

- I dunno, I dunno what I was thinking.

- It was weird. - Yeah, it's weird.

- It's like it was frozen in time.

- Yeah.

- Wonder what lives are being ruined.

- Inside, you mean? - Yeah.

- I haven't checked for the key under the mat

the last time I went. - I did too.

- Did you? - Yeah, no key.

If there was, I probably would've gone inside.

- I know you would've done. - Such a weirdo.

- Yeah.

- I wanted to see what colours they painted the walls.

I mean, it's not a good look.

- What's not a good look? - I mean, me showing up here.

- Well, it's not a bad look,

it's just was surprising, is all of this.

- Well, you were the last person

I thought I would see, my God.

- We're here now, aren't we? For some reason.

- Yeah, for some God awful reason.

- For some fucking God awful reason.

- No, I mean, honestly, I spent many, many years

thinking I would see you, and then I never did.

It's really something because the first couple years

that I didn't see you,

it was as if you were just gonna show up

when I turned a corner in London and New York.

- Yeah, I have exactly the same thing.

- In Africa.

It could have been anywhere, could have been on a safari.

I didn't come in to talk about the weather, Adam.

I came here to talk about us.

I didn't come in to talk about the weather, Adam.

I didn't come in to talk about the weather, Adam.

I came in to talk about...

What do you think it is?

I didn't come here to talk about the weather, Adam.

I didn't come here to talk about the weather Adam,

I came here to talk about us

or I didn't come here to talk about the weather, Adam.

No, that's weird. - Were those different?

- Okay, so I didn't come here

to talk about the weather, Adam,

I came here to talk about us, that's it.

'Cause it's not weather, it's us.

So I didn't come to talk about...

I didn't come here to talk about the weather, Adam,

I came in to talk about us.

You do it, you do it. Do Adam, and then do weather.

So he says, it's such a beautiful day today.

It reminds me of that day in May back in 2016.

- I say that. - No, you say my bit, yeah.

- Sorry, I dunno if this is my sort of forte,

I'm more book person. - I'll say it,

you say my line 'cause I just don't need to hear my line.

Oh, it's such a beautiful day today.

So my line is,

I didn't come here to talk about the weather, Adam,

I came to talk about us.

- I didn't come here

to talk about the weather, Adam, I came to talk about us.

Is that good? - I have no idea

what I'm doing or why they gave me this,

it's so hard. - Yeah.

- Acting is like, this is hard.

- Yeah, maybe the less you rehearse it,

the better it will be, you know, just sort of-

- Yeah, maybe.

- What have you been doing? - I mean,

working, working, working my butt off.

- In New York? - Yeah,

New York, I live in New York.

- I know you live in New York.

- How do you not know this?

Don't you have like Instagram? I dunno.

I don't know via me.

You don't like, I dunno, intrude at all, you don't like...

You're not curious and ask anybody when I'm doing?

- Yeah, I've always been...

Well, no, I've always been curious.

What do you do when you travel? Sort of work, is it?

- I travel for work, I discover talent.

Yes, turns out I'm very good at discovering talent,

writers, writers, writers.

- I'm a writer.

- Yeah, well, no, I mean novelists, and then I-

- Is that what you're doing here?

- Well, I turn their art into television.

- How cool, TV! - Yeah.

- Yeah. - So that's what you do,

you travel around and you like developing?

That's amazing, but that's great.

- Yeah, and I meet writers. - Yeah.

- And I get to crush their dreams.

And that's really what I do.

- Is that some sort of revenge

or something, you think? - It's my greatest revenge.

- Revenge, yeah, and what about your writing,

don't you write anymore? - Oh, not really,

I'm not really...

I'm not any good at that, I'd rather discover talent.

- You're not gonna believe this.

- What? - This.

When I was looking through this.

You remember that? - That's gibberish.

- It's got some beautiful- - Shit.

I'm not a career novelist, d'you know?

That was just a little...

That was a game, that was a--

- A game? It wasn't a game, it was more than...

It wasn't just a game. It wasn't a game.

Well, it wasn't a game to me.

- No, it wasn't a game, you know,

It was kind of like, it was like, rehearsal for real life,

and now, and now, we're living real life

and you know, real...

And it's reality. Get rid of that box.

- But you had talent and you had passion for it.

- You're holding on to the past, why d'you have that?

I have an idea, we should have a bonfire tonight

and burn that box, and burn that, that's garbage,

burn it, just burn it.

- Oh my God, this is a nightmare.

Is it just me or do the words actually not sound

like words anymore?

Weather, weather, weather, weather, weather.

Is that a word?

- Sounds like the word weather.

- Yeah, I just...

It sounds, starting to sound like the robot, right?

- I'm sort of tryna do the numbers,

number crunching over here so I actually need to focus.

- I didn't come in to talk about the weather, Adam,

I came here to talk about us.

I didn't come...

Oh, my God, I have literally no idea what to do.

Can you help? Will you read some lines in me?

Even just running lines 'cause honestly, at this point

I don't even know if I know any of them.

Do you mind?

- I've got quite a lot brains of it.

- Okay, understood. It's just...

Yeah okay, fine.

- Maybe you should take this sort of to another room

and I could do the books in here

and then you can have proper-

- Maybe, but I've tried that.

I spent all of last night doing this like, on my own

and it's really, yeah.

- Go on, go on.

- Oh, thank you, thanks so much.

I wouldn't normally ask, I completely understand

it's not your job.

- Is your uncle coming back soon?

- In like, I think in like two days or something.

- Okay, okay.

- Just 'cause there's been quite a lot of screaming.

- It's a nightmare situation for everyone involved.

Yeah, it's not easy for me either,

so it's just, you know...

I mean, you know who. You know, it's Idris' ex-wife.

- Oh. - And she...

I dunno, I think she saw him

and sort of went into a bit of a tail spin or something.

- Get it away, get it away, get away.

I can't, I can't deal with this, just like-

- But this was good, this is what you wanted to do.

- No, it's not, it's not, it's not good.

- It was what wanted to be, you're gonna be writer.

I was gonna be a song writer. - That is...

Listen, why didn't you tell me your dad died?

I'm sorry about Danny.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry, it's okay.

I loved Danny.

- I'm sorry. - Danny was like my dad too

and I deserved a call,

and I just had to say that. - I'm sorry,

I should have called you.

- Yeah, because Danny couldn't called me.

- Patricia, oh, gimme some of that.

- Fucking up.

- Did you just drink that? - Yeah.

- That's not water. - Oh, no, it's not water.

Okay.

Oh, boy.

- Missed the thing they had for him as well.

- Well, you know, you have to do what you had to do.

- Yeah, but I'm never around in the right place

when I'm meant to be, I'm never in the...

Always in the wrong place.

- That's truthful.

We're so alike.

- Thank you for dealing with all that.

I never said anything.

He would've been so happy that you were there.

- He loved me, all right? He loved me, isn't he?

- He loved you, yeah.

We all loved you.

I started playing this this morning.

I think you've inspired, inspired me.

I don't have any words of it, anything.

♪ Look at her ♪

♪ Look how far she's gone from home ♪

♪ Remember the day, seem like the world will go way just now ♪

♪ It's just a pinny hell's drive♪

♪ She's alone, she is alone ♪

- Yeah. - That's just not it.

- Keep working.

- I didn't come here to talk about the weather, Adam.

I didn't come here to talk about this,

I don't want to talk about it anymore.

I don't care about the weather, Adam, I care about you.

I care about us. What do you mean you're leaving me?

That's exactly what I said,

what do you mean you're leaving me?

And today of all days, I can't stay any longer.

Don't you understand?

No, I don't understand. I thought you loved me.

- Here we go. Whiskey, favourite drink.

- Now you're just asking for trouble.

- Oh, I think you brought the trouble.

Now you, now you are asking for trouble.

- I don't think it's a good idea.

- I think it's fucking great idea.

Come on, cheers.

It's not for the taste, is it?

Are you sure this is okay?

- I don't have any problem with it, it's just-

- I mean, just don't drive.

- These old miserable bastards!

You're fine, you're fine.

Fuck!

Happy birthday. almost birthday.

- Yeah, 40, huh? - 41, you are 41.

Are you lying to Louise?

No, you're actually 45. - No.

- You're 50.

- I'm 39, I need seven. - You're forty-

- I'm not 41. - You're 41.

- I'm not 41, don't tell everyone that,

she's gone through a lot of effort.

- No is 50.

- Better the save a sperm.

- That's not cool. Come on, how old's Taylor?

65, he's in his 60s.

Come on, you were bound to go for an old guy, older guy.

- Yeah. - Yeah?

- Yeah. - How old is he?

- 50. - Does he have kids?

No way. - Yeah, yeah.

I love them, they're great.

I didn't have to change their nappies.

I have already made family.

- Cool, you wanna marry him?

- I got a family- - You wanna marry him?

- I don't wanna marry him, I will never..

I told you, I will never get married again.

♪ I'll never fall in love again♪

- No, no, no. ♪ I'll never get married again ♪

- How was that, bad, huh? Right together.

♪ I'll never get, never married again ♪

♪ I'll never get married again.♪

♪ I'll never get married again ♪

♪ I tried once, it was no fun ♪

♪ I'll never get married again ♪

♪ I'll never get, mm ♪

♪ We're, I think we're done ♪ ♪ I think we're done ♪

♪ I'll never get married again ♪

♪ I tried it was, it wasn't fun♪

♪ I'll never get married again ♪

♪ I tried it once ♪

♪ I won't try it twice ♪

♪ It wasn't nice ♪ Voila

- Two, three.

- What have I got?

Are these all yours, then? Okay, no!

Come on, you rigged this.

You fucking rigged this, this is ridiculous.

Yes. - These cards, I don't-

- Yes. - Get 'em outta here.

Oh. - Oh, no, that's mine,

give those back, cheats.

You look really beautiful, by the way.

Oh, fuck, yes, the first time I saw you

I was kicking in a cigarette machine.

- This is three, right? There's three girls on this card.

We've been on,

we've been on, you were incredibly impressed-

- Charming. - By my charm, and my moves.

What?

- And you came over and you said, "Can I help you?"

- Are you talking?

- Something like, I dunno.

- Push the button.

- Yeah, push the button.

You have to put coins in it.

What are you fucking talking abut?

We made it.

That was the scariest that I've even done.

- That was likely, that was fine. Okay, let got scare her.

- We're gonna dress up. Let's go.

- Let's do it. - Yeah.

- Let's do it. - You take off your cloths.

- You're a fucking girl, take off your cloths first.

She's gonna, she's gonna love it though.

- She's gonna shut herself. - Let's scare her.

- No, what if I am a silly killer.

I mean, I'm, I think I'm capable of murder. Let's do it.

Okay, that will fit you.

I've got pyjamas, look I've got pyjamas.

- Oh, my god, that's beautiful.

- Oh!

Oh!

Close your eyes,- close your eyes, I'm getting naked.

Don't come in here. - Okay, I'll wait here.

- I found some, I found some paint.

Okay, here you go, this is cycleboat.

- This is like- - A ghost.

Okay, you put makeup on me and I'll put makeup on you.

There you go.

Okay, make me a pretty ghost.

- Oh, yeah.

- I'll make you an ugly ghost.

Ow, it's a bit scratchy.

Okay.

- You look like a- - Don't.

Look at our ghost, his house.

- Oh, yeah. - We're terrifying.

- Hey, this makes Gary. - I mean, we're terrifying.

- You smell the same.

- You like me even though I'm terrifying.

- I could, I get that.

- I'm terrifying. - No, it went terrifying.

We're haunting this house.

- It's gone just in one.

- Okay, hold on.

Are you ready?

- Oh, really good.

- Wait.

Is she there? - Yes, she's there.

You look really lovely. - So do you.

- D'you think? - Yeah.

- We're playing ghosts.

Where are you going? Where are you going?

Louise, don't be like that,

it's, it just happened to be...

We were just playing around, having a bit of fun.

Are you not even gonna talk to us, please?

Hi.

Erm, is it...

I didn't...

Is it 'cause I've had something to drink?

I got upset and then I just really...

I love you so much. - Sh!

- I love you - Fucking great.

- She'll be fine. - D'you think?

- I always was.

- Ready? - Ready.

- I'm fucking ready. - You're fucking ready.

- Got me fucking Parker on, got me shoes,

got me tennis racket, got me balls,

I'm fucking mad for it. - I'm fucking mad for it.

- I'm fucking...

I'm eating the balls. - I'm eating the ball.

- I'm fucking having it. - I'm having it.

- Come on, then, fucking here.

- Mm! - Come on, Gallagher,

gimme that sexy stuff. - Come on, Patricia,

we're fucking you know, fucking you know.

I told you the drunk test is a stupid idea.

- You're a stupid idea. - Yes, your fucking stupid...

Your a stupid idea.

D'you play tennis with in New York, pals?

- Er, to be honest with you I don't play much of anything

but you know how it is. - Oh, fuck.

- You're all right. - Ow!

- Come on, get up. Oh.

- You got me riding a baby maker.

- Oh, not much used to you now, is it?

- Oh, I dunno, Louise wants to have a baby.

- What, what did you just say? - I was out.

- What'd you just say? - We was out.

- No, that's not what you just said.

- Really, that did actually hurt.

- Oh, yeah, you want a baby? - I think I'm gonna go inside.

- You want a baby? - Come on, can't be,

tennis like, is this anyway. - You want a baby, yeah?

Ah!

Idris, come out.

Idris, come out.

Idris, come out.

One. - What the fuck,

come on, come on. - Two.

- come on, come on, be a man.

Let's play a song.

This one's for Dad.

♪ Oh, Danny, boy, the pipes, the pipes are calling ♪

♪ From Glen to Glen and down the mountain side ♪

♪ The summer's gone and the roses fallen ♪

♪ Tease you, tease you who goes, but I must buy ♪

♪ But come you boy when summer's in the middle ♪

♪ Oh, when the vel is hash that what was known ♪

♪ And I'll be here in sunshine or in shadow ♪

♪ Oh, Danny boy, oh, Danny boy, I love you so ♪

♪ If you come and all the flowers are dying ♪

♪ And I am dead as though I will meet you ♪

♪ You come and find the place where I am lying ♪

♪ And you haven't say and I'll be there for me ♪

- Really?

To Danny, to Danny.

To your dad. - To Danny.

To Danny.

And to Lily,

to Lily Sophia Thomas, our forgotten baby.

What the fuck are you doing?

- Look, it's broken.

- Are you fucking crazy? Don't touch it.

- It's broken. - You I knew you're hurting.

- It's broken. - What the fuck are you doing?

You're be joking! - You kept saying

that you're gonna have a baby.

Deal with it. You are a coward.

- You're a coward? - You're a coward.

- You're a coward. - You're a coward.

- You're coward. - You're coward.

- You're a coward. - You're fucking a coward,

shut up. - You weren't there for me

when I went to the clinic by myself

to get the baby straight from my womb.

- Oh, shut up.

- Fuck you.

- Fuck you. - Poor Idris.

- Oh, for fuck's sake, shut up.

- Poor Idris. - Shut up.

- Poor victim Idris, you can't even go near the glass.

- Oh, shut your fucking mouth.

- You can't deal with anything broken.

- Shut the fuck up!

- You can't deal with anything broken,

that's why you go for Louise.

- You break everything you touch.

- The only good part about you is your dad and he's dead.

You have no courage- - I have no courage?

- Just to be there, just to admit the truth.

- I've got no courage? I've got no courage?

- You won't tell the truth,

I mean, you can't tell the truth.

- Stop talking! - He's dead and he's-

- Stop talking!

♪ I don't believe in an interventionist God ♪

♪ But I know, darling, that you do ♪

♪ But if I did I would kneel down and ask Him ♪

♪ Not to intervene when it came to you ♪

♪ Well, not to touch a hair in your head ♪

♪ Leave you as you are ♪

♪ If He felt He had to direct you ♪

♪ And direct you into my arms ♪

♪ Into my arms, oh, Lord, into my arms, oh, Lord ♪

♪ Into my arms, oh, Lord, into my arms ♪

♪ But I believe in love ♪

♪ And I know that you do too ♪

♪ And I believe in some kind of path ♪

♪ That we can walk down me and you ♪

♪ So keep your candles burning ♪

♪ Make a journey bright and pure♪

♪ That you'll keep returning always and in the mourn ♪

♪ Into my arms, oh, Lord, into my arms, oh, Lord ♪

♪ Into my arms, oh, Lord, into my arms ♪

- I'm sorry.

I'm sorry, I've hated you for so long, for...

I don't hate you, I thought I hated you.

I thought I hated you because

I thought that you convinced me not to be pregnant

and called it a miscarriage.

It wasn't you.

Idris, I don't wanna be a mother.

I don't wanna be a mother, I never have.

And I blamed you, and I'm sorry.

I don't think I'd be any good at it.

And that's okay, but I blamed you.

I thought if I didn't have the baby

it meant I'd love you less,

so I ran away.

I'm sorry.

- I'm sorry, you don't have to be sorry.

- You ran away too.

- Look.

- They look like they're in love.

- They were in love.

I loved you.

♪ I'll never get married again ♪

♪ I tried it once, it wasn't fun♪

♪ I tried it once and now it's gone ♪

- Mm!

- Hi. - Hi.

I love you. - Oh, fuck.

You had a good time, didn't you?

- Yeah!

- Who's that? - I dunno.

Hi. - Hi.

- Alice, right?

- Yeah, I, erm, I followed you back from the the party.

- She's a big fan of yours,

she has an amazing voice. - Hello, you okay?

- Oh, yeah, you are such a big inspiration to me.

Erm- - Okay.

- Yeah, you're, you're kinda like my hero.

- I hear that a lot. That's okay.

It's the thing is...

You sure you're all right? - Yeah, yeah.

Lovely.

- I am fucking starving. I can eat a horse.

I can eat anything, really?

- New guest? - Something like that.

- Thank you, Louise.

- Bye.

- I'm not very good at goodbyes.

- No, you never were. - Be good.

- And if you can't be good? - Be careful.

♪ Look at us now, look at how far we've come along ♪

♪ Remember the day ♪

♪ It feels like the world will go way just now ♪

♪ This choice that got me hell's drive ♪

♪ In the dreams we felt each other, we felt in real life ♪

♪ In the dreams we felt each other, we felt in real life ♪

♪ But I didn't see it through, but I see it all again ♪

♪ You give me everything I've got ♪

♪ Look at us now, look at how far we've come along ♪

♪ Remember the day ♪

♪ It feels like the world will go way just now ♪

♪ This choice that got me hell's drive ♪

♪ And I still see you on my run♪

♪ And I will still solemn see you on my run ♪

♪ I didn't know it then, baby, why don't we do this again ♪

♪ And I didn't see it then but I see it all again ♪

♪ You give me everything I've got ♪

♪ Look at us now, how did we get to where we are ♪

♪ Remember the way, far from love and us now ♪

♪ This choice that got me hell's drive ♪

♪ And I still see you on my run♪

♪ And I still see you on my run♪

♪ And I didn't see it then, baby, why don't we do this again ♪

♪ And I didn't see it then but I see it all again ♪

♪ You give me everything I've got ♪

♪ Yeah, you give me everything I've got ♪