All language subtitles for Greys Anatomy S19E08_Subtitles01.ENG

[ Fitz and the Tantrums'
"Sway" plays ]

♪ All the pretty girls
lookin' sad all summer ♪

Thanks for helping,
by the way.

You are very welcome.

I helped in other ways.

♪ Strangers in a world
full of lonely lovers ♪

Beer?
Thanks.

♪ Find someone and take 'em
by the hand ♪

Well, come on, eat.

Can't you just bring
the beer to me?
No.

Turn around.
Best tacos in Seattle.

♪ All the pretty boys
wanna dance ♪

Meredith: It takes approximately
13 years of training

in order to stand in an OR
and cut into

an actual human being
without supervision.

Cheers!
Thank you for everything!

Good work.
Congratulations for...

♪ So all you summer lovers,
make ya sway ♪

♪ Been solo for so long,
no co-pilot, no ♪

♪ And all of these love songs
make you sick, I know ♪

We need a college degree
with a close-to-perfect GPA

and an excellent score
on the MCATs

to be lucky enough to be
accepted into a medical school.

[ Indistinct shouting,
laughter ]

♪ All the pretty boys
wanna dance ♪

♪ Strangers in a world
full of lonely lovers ♪

♪ Find someone
and take 'em by the hand ♪

And then,
after four years of med school,

we face 60 months
of surgical residency.

♪ I'm in a mood, so all you
summer lovers, make ya sway ♪

♪ Make you sway ♪

Well,
did you get me a donut?

No.
[ Sighs ]

♪ All the pretty girls
lookin' sad all summer ♪

We tell ourselves that
the lives we touch

and people we help

will make all
the sacrifices worthwhile.

♪ Strangers in a world
full of lonely lovers ♪
Just kidding.

I got it. I got it.
I got it. I got it.

[ Laughs ]
[ Groans ]

But until you've done it,

there's no way
to know for sure.

♪ So all you summer lovers,
make ya sway ♪

♪ Make ya sway ♪

Link: What's all this?

A high-protein breakfast
for your big day.

You gotta fuel up
to get a home run.

Oh, I'm operating
on a Seahawk.

Huh?
It-- It's football.

They score touchdowns
and field goals--

Yeah, I will never absorb
that information,

so save your energy.

Okay.

This is...

Thank you!
[ Chuckles ]

Um, do you mind
if I take it to go, though?

'Cause I-I do want to get
to the hospital early. Yeah.

Are you nervous?

No.

I mean, yeah,
there's-- there's pressure.

The kid's the team's
number-one draft pick,

and he's got his whole career
ahead of him.

And now the key
to saving his knee

and his entire NFL future
is in my hands.

Yeah. The most capable hands
in the whole state.

You're the one and only
ortho surgeon

to the Seattle Mariners!

That's the baseball team.
There it is!

And, you know, I wish
Nico wasn't traveling
with them right now,

because I could really
use him as an assist.

You don't need him.

Think of all the people
who can walk and play sports

and enjoy their life
because of your hands.

That last part sounded dirty,
and I recognize it.

But you are
a uniquely gifted surgeon.

[ Slurps ]

Oh, this is disgusting.

Your words.

[ Grunts ]
Thank you!

Thank you.

Oh, hey, Altman.
Altman, hold up.

Um, is everything okay?

I mean, I haven't heard from you
since I submitted your offer

for chief of surgery,
which expires...

at 6:00 p. m. today.

Well, I still have
a few hours, then.

Look, since Marsh left
for a few days,

I'm filling in
as chief of surgery

and residency director,
on top of chief of chiefs,

which at my age
is about two chiefs too many.

I took a look
at the offer.

And?

Owen has never had a kind word
to say about being chief,

Bailey quit,
Meredith left,

and you didn't exactly
sell the idea

when I first
inquired about it.

I just-- I-I don't know
if I want it anymore.

It's a good offer, Altman.

You need this.

The hospital needs this.

[ Siren wailing in distance ]

I've got till, uh, 6:00, right?

Maggie: Oh, look at her.
Oh, she looks so happy.

Oh, audio.

[ Sour notes playing ]

[ Chuckles ]

She just started.

I am not
laughing at Zola.

I am thinking about Meredith
living with a beginning cellist.

[ Both laugh ]

[ Elevator bell dings ]

♪

Morning.

Hi.
Morning.

♪

[ Elevator bell dings ]

♪

[ Elevator bell dings ]

♪

Whoa.
[ Elevator bell dings ]

I would rather listen to a
squeaky cello than that silence.

How's therapy going?

Oh, every therapist in Seattle
is booked solid.

Our first appointment
is in three weeks.

So we've instituted
a ceasefire until then.

That silence
was a ceasefire?

Silence is better than
every single word

that comes out of
either of our mouths.

[ Elevator bell dings ]

♪

Morning, Lincoln!

Dr. Bailey.

How's it going?

Good. You?

I'm great.
Yeah. Hunt?

Oh, yeah,
same, yeah.

You all want
to meet the Tank.

Well, I may have, uh,
some free time.

Yeah.
I've worked on a lot
of busted knees,

and I love
the Seahawks.

Not as much as me.
Wh--

You want to say something?
Say it.

Levi: Dr. Lincoln.

Do you need an assist?

Oh, you're
a Seahawks fan, too?

Oh, well, the Tank and I
went to the same high school.

Listen,
I-I appreciate the offers,

but the Tank doesn't need
a room full of doctors

making his procedure seem like
a bigger deal than it is.

[ Sighs ]

Now, were you surprised at all
by the draft pick?

Nah. Nah, not really.

Link: Good morning.

Dr. Lincoln.
Man of the hour.

I think that's you,
the Tank.

Man of the year,
according to our Sunday feature.

Ken Bendix,
Seattle Times.

Oh, yeah.
I heard you were coming.

And how are
you feeling, hmm?

Any jitters?
Come on, now.

The only jitters I get
is waiting for the
football to be snapped.

[ Light laughter ]
Then folks better watch out,
because I'm coming.

Preach now.
Yeah, we're all
rooting for you.

Half the hospital lobbied me
to be on your case.

The other half is...

in this room.

Yasuda,
you want to present?

Jermaine Talbott, 22.

Tear to the left ACL
due to football injury.

History of
multiple injuries,

including MCL repair

and meniscal
cadaver transplant.

Today, he will receive

a bridge-enhanced anterior
cruciate ligament repair,

also known as the BEAR.

And why is this
his best option?

It uses a collagen graft
soaked in the patient's blood,

instead of
donor tissue,

which allows the body
to heal itself

and yields better results

than traditional
ACL repairs.

Excellent.
You're scrubbing in.

Okay, yeah, but how else is
the BEAR important to my career?

It's less invasive.
Because it heals faster.

True, but not the answer
he's looking for.

It will allow him to ambulate
and return to play sooner.

Also yes, but no.
Come on, guys.
I know someone's got this.

The Belser Bears.
Played as a true freshman.

Led the team in sacks
and tackles all four years.

Congratulations, Kwan.
You're scrubbing in, too.

The three of you
will report to Dr. Schmitt,

who I believe is, conveniently,
right outside.

[ Laughs ]

It's every person
for themselves now.

I am not losing
another surgery.

We don't have to compete
over everything.

First person to do
an actual procedure

gets the bedroom
to the left of the stairs.

What?
I already drew that room.

And I'm appealing the draw.
What?

Help! Please!

- I'm on it!
- Mine! Paws off!

Hi, I'm Dr. Adams.
Can you tell us what happened?

I failed, doc.
I couldn't do it.

You couldn't do what?

The Pho-Nomenal Challenge.
What is that?

The Pho-Nomenal Challenge
is three pounds of meat,

three pounds of noodles,
three liters of broth.

If you finish in an hour
and a half, you win $250.

Did you just come
from there?

No, I tried it five days ago,

and I have not been able
to take a crap since.

Please help me.

[ Groaning ]

[ Interns sigh ]
Oh, God.

♪

[ Groaning ]

Levi: What do you got?

A 23-year-old male,
5 days without a bowel movement

after participating
in an eating contest.

Eating challenge.

Severe abdominal pain,

bloating,
difficulty sitting.

Hey, I'm Dr. Schmitt.

Have you tried increasing
your water intake,

eating adequate
sources of fiber?

Exercise helps,
reducing stress.

How am I supposed
to reduce stress

when my entire body
is full of pho?

I'm sorry.
I'm sorry.

I'm just--
I'm very uncomfortable.

Excuse me. Um...

Can I borrow one of you?

Me!
Is it surgical?

[ Sighs ] Go, Millin.

[ Groaning continues ]

Get a KUB and then
do a digital rectal exam.

Wait, I'm sorry.
Digital?

Yeah, a finger.
It helps us--

Okay, d-- Never mind.

After ruling everything out,

you can try a stool softener
or an enema.

If none of that works, then we
can consider doing a procedure.

Ow! God!

Still want that room?
[ Groaning intensifies ]

[ Sighs ]
Oh! God!

Lupe. Lupe, I'm on the phone,
amor, okay?

Lupe: Okay.

Uh, Sierra Deleon?

She can cover?

Great. Thank you.

[ Sighing ] Okay, sorry.

I needed to make sure
my shift was covered.

Um, I'm pregnant with my third,
and I'm spotting.

[ Clanking ]
Uh, here, sweetie.
Come here.

Yeah. It's a plane.
You can play here.

Okay, so how long
have you been spotting?

A few days.

At first, I didn't think
too much of it,

but now I'm starting
to get a bit stressed.

Oh!
Lupe.

[ Chuckles awkwardly ]
Okay.

Sorry about that.

[ Whispers ] Here, go sit down.
Go sit down.

Go sit.

Have you experienced
any clotting or noticed

an increase
in the amount of blood?

Maybe.

I'm not really sure.

Lupe's dad drives
cross-country rigs,

which means I'm lucky
if I get out the front door

with deodorant on.

Alright,
I'm going to page OB.

We're gonna get you
an ultrasound

to see if we can find
the cause of the bleeding.

Okay.

Alright,
I'll see you in a bit.

Eeh!

[ Cellphone camera clicks ]

[ Both laugh ]
Thanks.

Oh, now, I'm texting this
to my husband.

He's gonna be jealous.

He's a Tank fan?

Ah, saw you play
at Royer High

before you were even
the Tank.

He predicted you
were gonna be a star.

Oh, okay.
So I guess he's
gonna be jealous

and smug. Mm.

I was on a nighttime ER rotation
in the Caribbean

when you had that pick six
to win the Rose Bowl.

First time
I tore my meniscus.

But we won the championship,
so... worth it. [ Chuckles ]

Storm took out
the hospital Wi-Fi,

and I had
the only hot spot.

Everyone--
patients, doctors--

they all had opinions
on how to treat you.

Oh.
One of their own.

And now
you're my patient.

Mm, that's
an interesting angle.

Do you have
a few minutes?

Could I ask you
some questions?

Uh...

Bring it on.
[ Cellphone chimes ]

How about
we step outside?

Eh... hold on.

Oh, daycare.

Oh.

I'd better see
what that is.

Um, thank you
for the photo, Tank.

No problem.
[ Giggling ]

Bye.

[ Breathes deeply ]

Woman: [ Over P. A. ]
Dr. Azzi to Oncology.

Dr. Yasmin Azzi to Oncology.

This one?

You know, I had a couple
ACL repairs in college.

Oh, yeah?
Yeah.

Busted my knee
ice skating.

Used to be
pretty competitive.
Used to?

Your recovery didn't go well
or something?

No, no, it went great.
But you couldn't skate?

Oh, I didn't have time.
I got into med school.

Then it's on and popping.

Ayyy! I feel that.

I know you do, now.
[ Laughs ]

Owen: Hey, the kids okay?
I just got paged.

Yeah, me, too.

They probably threw blocks
at each other again

and file some sort of
injury report or something.

Huh. Hey, there is another plus
about being chief.

They usually bring
that paperwork to you.

Okay.

And you get a part-time
administrative assistant,

which is essential
for such an important job.

Richard told you that
if I took the job,

that you'd be chief of trauma
again, didn't he?

No.

Oh, my God.

He briefly floated it.

Once again,
it's all about you.

No, it's about us.

Yeah, when it's convenient
for you.

[ Children laughing ]

Were all the parents
paged?

Just the parents
involved in the bite.

Your kid bit my kid.

Owen: Which?
Allison. Bit Pru.

That seems like
a one-parent job.

Let's make this one
about you.

[ Children chattering ]

[ Sighs ]

We are so sorry.

Okay, Sierra,
you're about 11 weeks along.

Hit the nail on the head.
[ Ultrasound thumping ]

There is a strong
fetal heart beat,

and your cervix
was closed on exam,

so everything looks good.

Your pregnancy
is right on track.

You just need to rest
and avoid strenuous activity.

Her BMP came back.
She's dehydrated.

So just make sure she gets some
fluids before you discharge.

Yeah, absolutely.

Okay, so we'll
get you that IV,

and you'll be out of here
in no time.

Oh. Great.

[ Cellphone rings ]
Lupe: Mommy, the phone.

Thank you.

Hey. What?
She can't come in?

But she told me she was
gonna come in at 10:00.

Excuse me.
No. I'll-- I'll call her.

I'll call her.

Is everything all right?

Not really.

Yes.

Everything's okay.

Lupe: Thank you.

Well, I'll get you
those IV fluids,

and, um,
you just sit tight. Okay.

Woman: [ Over P. A. ]
Dr. Kurtz to Oncology.

Dr. Fritz to oncology.

I didn't know colleges
had ice skating teams.

Of course you didn't.

Because we were hitting
the ice at 5:00 a. m.,

and the football team was still
getting their beauty sleep.

[ Chuckles ]

I had to stay focused
so I could go pro.

But now I gotta
kick it up a notch.

For the team?

For my family.

Playing ball
is what will let me

bring them over
from Port-au-Prince.

Haiti?
My real hometown.

Yeah.

A scout saw me play
when I was in the sixth grade.

He asked my uncle, would he
let me train in Seattle?

Guess what he told the guy?
Hm?

[ Haitian accent ]
"Why the hell not?"
[ Laughs ]

So I moved by myself.

I was 11.

I get to go home
and see my mom

and my little brothers
every Christmas,

but that's about it.
[ Sighs ]

This is my chance to finally
get everyone back together.

So I gotta get back
on that field ASAP.

You want to succeed
so it means something.

Sit up for me.
[ Grunts ]

And deep breath.

[ Inhales deeply ]

[ Exhales slowly ]

What if it doesn't work?

What if he can't repair it
and I'm stuck bagging groceries?

What if I can't
play ball again?

But what if you can?

[ Chuckles softly ]

♪

[ Indistinct announcement
over P. A. ]

Lucas: That is a lot
of fecal matter.

It's really good pho.

It's a hole-in-the-wall
in the CID.

You should try it.

Well,
since you like it so much,

why don't you go in
and give the enema?

Are you offering
the bedroom?

If you throw in
two weeks' groceries.

No deal.
I know how much you eat.

Not as much
as this guy.

[ Jared groans ]

Oh, you know what?
Screw it. Gimme that.

[ Groaning continues ]

Okay, bye.
Mwah. Mwah.

[ Chuckles ]

Again, I am so, so sorry.
Oh, please.

I spoke to her.

It was a one-time thing.

Allison had
something to say,

and she couldn't get
the words out.

Kids bite.
It happens.

Thanks.

So, have you thought
more about chief?

Well, it's a great title
and a pay bump,

but is that
really enough to--

No.
No?

No,
it's not a pay bump.

It's more like a nudge,
a small tap.

[ Chuckles ] It certainly
isn't enough to justify

the relentless paperwork
and protocols and meetings

and complaints.

So... many... complaints.

That's why Webber
doesn't have any takers.

But you are in
a very interesting

negotiating position, Altman,

'cause they need you.

And if I were you,
I'd ask for the moon.

And the planets.

And Pluto.

What exactly do you think
that all looks like?

[ Elevator bell dings ]
Well, if it were me...

A full-time
administrative assistant

who will be the point person
for any staff complaints.

And this person will also attend
budget meetings in my place

if I am unavailable
and take notes for my review.

I will need an additional
three weeks off

and double the pay increase
that you're currently offering.

And a-- a stipend
for research.

Oh. Well, this is
a lot to consider.

These are
my terms... Sir.

Um, I-I'm gonna need some time
to think this over.

I'm sure you understand.

Of course.

♪

[ Clears throat ]

[ Maggie sighs ]

Hey.
Hey.

I thought you were clipping
an aneurysm.

Yeah, I finished.

What are you working on?

My case report for
my partial heart transplant.

The one on the baby?
Arlo Fischer.

Why would I write
"socks"?

I have no idea.
But you know who might?

I'm not breaking
the ceasefire.

And I need to get this done
in less than three weeks.

You're worried another cardio
surgeon might beat you to it?

[ Exhales sharply ]

I need a win.

I need a victory, because I feel
like I'm failing at my marriage,

and I do not fail.

I hate failing.

Hiding from the hard parts
won't make it less hard.

It'll just make it
last longer.

Trust me.

[ Nadine laughing
through cellphone ]

It's not a durag, Mommy,
it's for surgery.

I wore it for the last two,
you remember?

Nadine:
You look so adorable.

Now, let me meet everyone
in that room.

This is Dr. Kwan.

Hi.

And this is
Dr. Griffith.

Very nice to meet you.

Where's Dr. Lincoln?

He's already in the OR.

We're about to take
Jermaine there now.

Both of you look at me.

My son has broken records
with his talent.

Yes, ma'am.
And noses.

Yes, ma'am.

You know where he got
that strength?

His mama.

Take care of my baby.

[ Sighs ]
I love you.

Eyes forward.

You hear me?

Eyes forward.

Eyes forward.

Na pale pita.

Na pale pita, chéri.
Je t'aime.

[ Blows kiss ]

[ Exhales deeply ]

[ Clicks tongue ]

I'm ready.
Mm-hmm.

[ Wheel locks clank ]

♪

Hey. I just wanted to
wish you good luck.

Not that you need it.

I'll take it.

After everything
Jermaine's sacrificed to play,

he doesn't deserve
to be riding the bench.

[ Sighs ]
I just gotta stay sharp.

It's been a while since I've
been in the pressure cooker,

you know?
Well...

you've never
folded before.

You're not
gonna start now.

I know it.

♪

[ Door closes ]

[ Exhales deeply ]

Oh. Thank you.

So, uh, I have
considered your offer.

Ready to shake on it?
You know,

Grey-Sloan
is a place where--

where legacies are built,
history is written.

Working here, for me, I mean,
evokes a feeling of... duty.

It's an honor to serve.

And often,
service requires sacrifice.

It's a little weird
to put it that way,

especially to someone
who actually served, but--

Uh, I'm-- I'm not
done yet.

Oh.
Thank you.

When I see these doctors,
these patients,

it brings me joy.

It makes me happy,

um, fulfilled.

[ Chuckles nervously ]
Oh.

And thinking about
all of this,

well, Altman, I've decided
to take the job myself.

[ Chuckles ]
I-I love being here.

I even love
the building itself.

And, um,
I'm-- I'm happy

with the money
that's already on the table.

It's not about that
for me.

So, um...

thank you for your time,
Dr. Altman.

♪

[ Clears throat ]

Fine.
We can lose the stipend.

[ Sighs ]

Oh. Okay.

We will... lose the... stipend.

[ Monitor beeping, air hissing ]

Excuse me.

[ Softly ] Excuse me. Hey.

Hey. What'd I miss?

They sutured the ACL
and are making the tunnels.

They're about to prepare
the implant for placement.

He wasn't asking me,
was he?

Very much not.
[ Sighs ]

Man,
I hope this goes well.

The Tank has suffered
enough setbacks.

Are, uh,
things better at home?

You know, all due--
all due respect,

the last time we talked,
you gave me some advice

that kinda blew up
in my face.

Maggie's been staying
with Amelia.

Wh-- Oh. Um...

I'm sorry.

It's-- It's my fault.

I should have thought twice
before I took advice from you.

What's that
supposed to mean?

I mean,
how are things with Teddy?

Fair point. [ Sighs ]
Yeah.

Link:
The tunnels are made.

He's ready for the scaffold.
[ Exhales sharply ]

As amazing as I am, the Tank
weighs close to 320 pounds,

and he can run 40 yards
in less than 5 seconds,

which means he can take down
a quarterback

with roughly
1,700 pounds of force.

Never mind what that's doing
to his brain.

That's a whole
other conversation.

But it takes a toll
on the knees.

Simone: How long
can he sustain that?

Oh, on average, these defensive
players get about six years.

So it's only one year longer
than residency and he's done?

Let's hope he's better
than average.

Woman: [ Over P. A. ]
Third floor nurses' station.

O. T. Morell to the third floor
nurses' station.

Is everything okay?

Sorry.

Lupe threw my things
on the floor

and I-I haven't
picked them up yet.

Well,
your IV is almost done.

Are you experiencing
any pain in your abdomen?

Sierra?

I can't help but notice
you seem--

I just have
a lot on my mind.

Sorry,
I-I know you're busy.

Hey, don't apologize.

I know what it feels like
to be overwhelmed,

and I only have myself
to take care of.

If there's something
on your mind,

you can talk to me about it
if you want.

The condom broke.

My husband and I use condoms
because I hate the way

birth control pills
make me feel.

And it broke.

I wasn't trying
to get pregnant.

Especially after
my other two.

And, don't get me wrong,
I love the hell out of them.

I do.

But I'm scared
it's gonna come back.

What's going to come back,
Sierra?

After I gave birth
to my two kids,

I just felt this huge wave
rushing towards me.

I would look at them,

and I know I love them,

but I was so exhausted
and so defeated.

Depressed?

It was really dark.

I was really dark.

Both times.

Both babies.

And the doctor called it
postpartum depression,

and he prescribed me
a few medications,

talk therapy,
but nothing worked.

And it lasted
for months and months.

So when I saw that
I was spotting, I felt...

...like I could breathe.

Sierra, did you...
do anything

to try and terminate
this pregnancy?

No.
Okay.

But when I thought
I was having a miscarriage,

I wasn't so terrified about
having to go through that again.

I wasn't so terrified that I
wouldn't be here for my babies.

♪

[ Breathes shakily ]

How much is an abortion?

Our reproductive clinic
provides counseling

and abortion services
on a sliding scale.

Would you like me to call
someone from down there?

Okay.

[ Breathes deeply ]

That's the smallest incision
I've seen

for a procedure
so complex.

When I was training, they used
to flay open the entire joint

and staple it back together
Frankenstein-style.

Mm.
These days...

art.

[ Chuckles ]

[ Cheers and applause ]

♪

Alright, okay.
Well done, everybody.

Now let's bandage up
the Tank's knee

and roll him back to recovery
and let him rest.

No gawkers
in the hallways

waiting around awkwardly
for autographs.

And absolutely no selfies.

♪

[ Sighs ]

What are you doing?

Can't rush the rectum.

Wh--
Uh, you're a surgeon.

We are surgeons.

Yeah,
and general surgery's

all about poop in the pipes, Skywalker.

[ Sighs ]
Curtains or shades?

My room gets
a lot of light.

Eh, it's not your room
until you have success.

[ Toilet flushes ]

[ Toilet flushes again ]

Yes!
[ Door opens ]

Jared,
how are you feeling?

I feel like
I just lost 10 pounds.

Pho-tastic!

It's another dish
on the menu.

I want to say thank you so much
for your help.

Now I can go back.

Uh, um, I'm sorry?

To the restaurant.
I need to win that $250.

Uh, sir, I really think

you should let
your digestive system--
Am I free to go?

Yeah,
you are free to go.

Uh, yeah, you just have to sign
some forms at the... desk.

Good luck!

♪

[ Singsong voice ]
Curtains it is.

♪

Oh, wait.
Stop scrolling.

His mom's phone number.

You think Dr. Lincoln
will let me call Nadine,

let her know
Jermaine's out of surgery?

Nadine? What, are we on
a first-name basis with his mom?

Yeah, it's called
listening to your patient.

You know, compassion,

bedside manner,
that kind of thing.

Okay, so you're saying
I don't have any of that?

Oh, you said it, not me.

[ Alarm beeping rapidly ]

Sats dropped to the 70s.

Blue: Heart rate
in the 140s.

So in terms of
physical therapy--

Dr. Lincoln!

What's going on?

His vitals just started plummeting.

BP is now below 90/70.

Damn it.
He was fine two minutes ago.

Alright,
start him on pressors.

We need to re-intubate him.
Now!

Get Ndugu and get me
an intubation tray. Yeah.

♪

I don't see anything.
His D-dimer's elevated,

his sats are failing,
he has right heart strain.

There's a clot.
Then where is it?

Dr. Lincoln.
I'm sorry, I'm just--

♪

Kwan,
get him away from there.

Winston: Found it.

Large saddle PE
at the bifurcation

of his pulmonary artery.

He needs an emergent embolectomy.

Alright, he needs a heparin
infusion immediately.

Alright, let's get to
the IR suite right now.

Let's move.

♪

Half your assistant's salary
is gonna come off your side.

Now,
I can't double your pay,

but I am ready to offer you
25% above your initial offer.

Which is insulting.

75% over, and you pay
for the assistant.

You know, when I look
at these halls--

Oh, please.

Tell me about
how you served again.

Dr. Webber.
Dr. Altman.

Uh, Shepherd?

I hope
I'm not too late.

I would like to be considered
for the position.

Chief of surgery.

You have got to be
kidding me.

♪

Jo: At 11 weeks, we can do
an in-office procedure

to terminate
the pregnancy.

Do you use a knife?

No. We use suction.
No blades.

Will you put me to sleep?

Because I have
to pick up Manny,

and I have to
cook them dinner.

No, you'll be awake.

We can even have
a volunteer take Lupe

for ice cream
during the procedure.

Will it hurt?

You'll feel discomfort
at times,

but we use an anesthetic
to numb the area.

[ Breathes deeply ]

I love my kids.

I want to stay alive
for them.

I want to be okay
for them.

I can't do this again.

Okay.

Do you want to assist?

I'll see you in a bit.

[ Exhales deeply ]

Simone: He's young,
the surgery went perfectly.

I don't understand how a clot
this size formed this quickly.

It shouldn't.
But it can.

You're saying I should have
seen this coming?

I'm saying there's nothing
you could have done

to prevent this
from happening.

[ Alarm sounding ]
Is that a V-Fib?

Get me a crash cart.
I'm pulling the wire.

♪

Paddles.

Charge to 150.

[ Defibrillator whirring ]

Clear.
[ Thump ]

[ Alarm continues ]

Push another epi.
Charge to 200.

Clear.
[ Thump ]

Again.

Come on, Tank.
Come on.

Clear!
[ Thump ]

[ Alarm continues ]

♪

Come on.

Eyes forward, Jermaine.

Eyes forward.

Sierra:
Yes, I love you, too.

If you have to leave,
it's okay.

I'll be fine.

He wants to stay on.

Is it okay
if I'm on the phone?

Of course. Yes.

Okay, are you ready?

Okay.

I'm going to use my hands
to do a bimanual exam

to determine the shape
and location of your cervix.

Okay.
I wish you were here, too.

Now we're going to insert
the speculum,

just like a routine
pap smear.

Okay.

And we will hold it still
with this instrument.

Okay.

Alright.

Now, Sierra, you may feel
some discomfort

as we administer two shots
to numb the area.

Okay, ready?

[ Inhales sharply ]

You're doing great.

[ Groans softly ]
Okay.

Millin, we'll wait a few minutes
for the paracervical block

to take effect before
we dilate the cervix.

How are you doing,
Sierra?

I'm okay. Okay.

Yes, I'm still here.

No, no, no. I'm fine.

Okay, let's follow along
via ultrasound.

It's just an ultrasound.

It doesn't hurt.

Gel's just cold.

We'll measure the length
of her uterus

before we dilate
the cervix.

Okay, Sierra,
you ready?

Okay, Dr. Millin,
what do you see?

The uterus
is 10 centimeters.

Okay, great.

We're going to dilate
the cervix.

Here we go.

♪

Jo: Okay.

Doing great, Sierra.

Okay, last one.

Okay.

Now, Sierra, I'm going
to use this catheter

along the walls
of your uterus.

Okay, are you ready?

Yes.
Okay, here we go.

Doing great.

And, okay,
removing the catheter.

Dr. Millin will use ultrasound
to verify completion.

♪

Uterus is clear.

Jo: Okay.

Removing the forceps.

And removing
the speculum.

That's it?

And that's it.

[ Exhales deeply ]
It's over.

Yes, I'm okay.

I'm okay.

♪

[ Breathes deeply ]

♪

Link: Charge again.

Winston: Link.
Charge again!

We've been doing this
for two hours, man.

He's gone.

[ Alarm sounding ]

♪

[ Defibrillator thuds ]

[ Sighs ]

♪

Time of death...

15:45.

♪

[ Link sighs ]

Okay.

I'll walk out first.

Maybe I can stall
the press.

No. No.

All they see is
a football player.

Stats and dollar signs.

He was just a kid
doing what he loved.

Now he's gone.

♪

That's on me.

♪

[ Sniffles ]

♪

- Mommy.
- Oh.

Hey!
[ Laughs ]

You got that?

Yeah.
Okay, so, you, um,

you may experience
some cramping

and some spotting
over the next few days.

It's totally normal.

If you feel uncomfortable,
ibuprofen will help. Okay.

Uh, if you feel any dizziness
or experience heavy bleeding,

please call us.

Thank you both.

You're
an incredible mom.

Come on.
Let's go.

Hey.
[ Chuckles ]

Woman: [ Over P. A. ]
Dr. Wagner in Radiology.

[ Sighs ]

Great work today, Millin.

A lot of interns
can regurgitate a textbook,

but not many can talk
to a patient like you.

[ Chuckles ]

What?

I-I've just never had someone
compliment my work before.

It's safe to say I-I grew up
a little left of normal.

My parents taught me
to clear energy fields

and roll a joint at 10.

That kind of reputation

didn't exactly
pave the way for success.

Well, coming from someone
who didn't have

the most conventional
upbringing, either...

you saved that woman's
life today.

You could've walked away,
but you didn't.

You stayed and listened,

and Sierra
is better off for it.

[ Cellphone chimes ]

Excuse me.

...and not to mention,
I've just come off

an award-winning research
project on Parkinson's,

which will boost the profile
of this hospital

if I'm the new chief.

Are you asking for anything
specific in the offer?

Well, I would need
twice the existing rate

and full flexibility
to travel to visiting labs.

Also, I found out what they're
paying at Seattle Pres.

You should be
a little embarrassed.

[ Paper unfolding ]

Why do you have to visit
other labs

when we have a lab
right here for you?

I don't need
to go anywhere.

[ Sighs ]

♪

I'm sorry,
Dr. Shepherd.

I'm unable to consider
your application.

I've already offered the job
to Dr. Altman.

[ Sighs ]

75% above
your existing rate,

a full-time administrative
assistant, and a stipend.

A small stipend.

Deal.

♪

[ Door closes ]

You're welcome.

What?
Bailey sent me in here.

I didn't want to be chief.

[ Chuckles ]

[ Wrabel's
"On The Way Down" plays ]

♪ Slow motion colliding ♪

♪ Come hold all that's mine ♪

♪ I'm tongue tied,
tongue tied ♪

[ Door opens ]

♪ Cards out on the table ♪

You okay?

♪ I need something stable ♪

I told Dr. Lincoln
I would call Nadine.

♪ Right now ♪

It should be us.
We met her.

We owe her that.

But I don't know
what to say.

I've been on the other end
of that call.

It's sickening.

It's impossible,
and there is no right way.

There are no right words.

Will you do it with me?

♪ Took the long road
and I got lost ♪

Yeah.

♪ Off the deep end,
I'm treading water ♪

♪ Throw a line out ♪

♪ I am on the way down ♪

♪ You know me better
than I know myself ♪

[ Cellphone videochat chimes ]

♪ Take the darkness ♪
Nadine: Hello?

♪ And heal me from it ♪

Mrs... Nadine.

♪ I am on the way down ♪

Ma'am...

there was a complication
with Jermaine's surgery.

No. No, please. My baby.

Please. My baby.

Please! No!

No! No!
[ Sobbing ]

♪ Feet, don't fail me now ♪

I heard about Jermaine Talbott.
[ Sighs ]

♪ Please don't let me drown ♪

I'm sorry.

♪ Keep me dry, keep me dry ♪

Thanks.

♪ Keep me dry ♪

Um, I started
the paper.

I can send you
the introduction,

if you want.

I just lost a patient.
I'm sorry.

I thought it would be
a good distraction.

No.
Okay.

No.
That's what you do.

You bury yourself in work
to avoid your feelings.

Says the man who is
switching specialties

to avoid his wife.
[ Scoffs ]

Who is making this a bigger deal
than it needs to be.

People die, Maggie.
Young people.

Strong people.
People who deserve better.

And you want to throw away
our marriage

because I applied
for a transfer.

And you want to throw away
your ability to save lives.

♪ Shine a light out ♪

Didn't make much of
a difference today, so...

But you tried.

And not everyone
can be resuscitated,

but you have to try.
You're right.

♪ Shine a light out ♪
♪ Shine a light ♪

Not everyone can
be resuscitated.

♪ Shine a light out ♪

♪ I'm on the way down ♪

♪ Shine a light out ♪
♪ Let me ♪

♪ Shine a light out ♪
[ Elevator bell dings ]

♪ Shine a light out ♪
♪ Shine a light ♪

♪ Took the long road
and I got lost ♪

♪ Off the deep end,
I'm treading water ♪

♪ Throw a line out ♪

♪ I am on the way down ♪

So, I had
this patient today,

and, I mean, the lengths
that some people will go to--

♪ You know me better
than I know myself ♪

♪ Take the darkness
and heal me from it ♪

♪ Shine a light out ♪

♪ I am on the way down ♪

♪ Shine a light out ♪

♪ I am on the way down ♪

What do you say to sushi?

I'm pretty sure
we can afford it.

Hey!
Wait, you don't know?

What?
The press are
having a field day.

They're saying that Link
killed Jermaine Talbott.

Oh, my God.

Yeah.

And I'm chief.

♪

Okay.

♪

[ Reporters clamoring,
camera shutters clicking ]

What happened
to Jermaine Talbott?

Woman: Was Dr. Lincoln responsible

for the death
of Jermaine Talbott?

Man: Where's Dr. Link?

No comment.

♪

No comment.

♪

[ Sighs ]
22 years old.

He had his entire life
ahead of him.

Now he'll never
have children.

He'll never
fall in love.

Grow old.

[ Breathes sharply ]
Because of me.

♪

Hey. Look at me.

[ Sighs ]
You did everything right.

It was a clot.
It can happen to anyone.

[ Obai's "The River" plays ]

Come here.

♪ Mm-mm-mm-mm-mm-mm-mm-mm ♪

♪ There's a time to break ♪

♪ And there's a time to grow ♪

I--
[ Scoffs ] Oh.

♪ There's a time to break ♪

Oh.
Okay, you're-- you're drunk

and you're sad, and--
I'm sorry.

I'm...
[ Scoffs ]

It's okay.
I'm so sorry.

No, it's okay.
I'm gonna go upstairs.

No, no, no.
It's okay. It's okay.

♪

Meredith: Sometimes, the things
we fight hardest to achieve

end up costing us the most.

But it doesn't mean
the effort was a waste.

[ Exhales deeply ]

♪ We will find our way ♪

Every experience
can teach us something

if we choose to receive
the lesson.

♪ There will be rain ♪

♪ Ah, ah, ah, ah ♪

Trey: Simone?

♪ Ah, ah, ah, ah ♪
Trey?

What are
you doing here?

Mika:
He said he knew you.

Don't worry, I searched
your Insta photos

to confirm
before letting him in.

Plus, he brought snacks.

♪ ...on my own ♪

♪

[ Both chuckle ]

♪ And we don't
have to be alone ♪

♪

I should've come
a long time ago.

♪ As we float down the river ♪

Now, who's this?

He's my roommate.

♪ ...down the river ♪

But what we learn may
completely surprise us.

♪ Mm-mm-mm-mm-mm-mm-mm-mm ♪

- Captions by VITAC--

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