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Only thing you got in common with the King
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is a liking for peanut butter sandwiches.
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Yeah.
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That kind of combo clogs up the plumbing.
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Can't crap.
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Shit backs up to your eyeballs,
turns them brown.
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And then you drown.
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Now, there's a song for you.
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Eat your fucking vegetables.
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Holding a record
of14 wins and two losses,
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hailing from Helena, Montana,
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he is currently the number-two-ranked
middleweight in ourgreat state.
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Ladies and gentlemen, Stuart Long.
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Got a future, brother.
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You have to do better than that.
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We love you, Stu.
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- Hey, baby.
- Hi.
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You like blonds now, huh?
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- She's sweet. She's sweet.
- Yeah.
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Enjoy it now, kid.
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You're almost past your prime. It happens.
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You're lucky I don't punch you.
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Take that, and give it to him.
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I'm gonna punch you in the mouth.
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All right, good.
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Come on, come on.
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Will you come on?
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Keep your hands up.
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Keep your guard up.
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I don't care he's the better boxer.
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You gotta be the better actor.
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I know.
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I love this, man.
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It's what I do.
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Hey.
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Well, that's just great.
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I won. I got some dough. What you want?
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A toaster.
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I'll get you a toaster.
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If you put half the effort
into a regular job
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that you put into beating ass,
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you'd be a manager one day.
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Why dress us as astronauts for Halloween
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if you didn't want us
to shoot for the moon?
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That's when I had two of you to bet on.
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Where is this clown?
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Hey, tell her it's nothing.
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Not quite.
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You have a serious infection
of the bone in your jaw,
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as well as extremely high
inflammation markers in your blood.
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Same thing as last time.
Your colleague gave me antibiotics.
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Did the trick, right?
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After your last three fights,
you've developed fevers and infections.
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That's not a normal response to injury.
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What does that mean?
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Medically speaking,
we'd need further testing
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to determine the source of the problem,
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but metaphorically, seems like
your body is telling you not to fight.
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Meta... Fuck that. What?
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The decision is yours,
but I must make you aware
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that the complications
could be life-threatening.
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You set this up, didn't you?
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She tell you to say that?
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- Could you give us a minute?
- We got the Keystone Kops here.
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Don't listen to this loser.
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Shit, he trying
to run up the bill on you, Mama.
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Damn you
for being so careless with your life.
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Careless?
I'm fighting for it. And yours too.
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I put food on the table.
Your deadbeat husband don't.
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Grief ain't a disability. I looked it up.
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What you think, you'll get to be a pro?
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Honey, you're the age
most guys are when they pack it in.
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You're still scrapping for a sponsor.
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Look me in the eyes and tell me
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that some plastic trophy
is worth more than your life.
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You only got yourself to blame.
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Making a fuss over
all them damn participation ribbons.
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You set a low bar.
What you expect from your son?
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That this one don't fucking die.
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I ain't that lucky.
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I heard them oil rigs went up pay good.
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I ain't doing no blue-collar bullshit.
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Well, honey, what else is there?
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Dad caught me playing in your room.
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Got a heck of a hiding for it.
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Sometimes I thought
I hated you for being so good.
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Making me look bad.
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Dad probably wonders why
he gotta keep a piece of shit like me.
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You want it?
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Come get it.
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What, you think I missed?
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I never miss.
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Oh, shit.
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Evening, officers.
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Everything all right here?
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Just paying my respects.
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You Bill's son?
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Wow, all these years gone,
he's still making me look bad, huh?
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Chip off the old block, huh?
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Good to see you, Stu.
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Until we meet again, prick.
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Hey, Mama.
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Resisting arrest?
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I challenged the officer's judgment.
It was a stimulating exchange.
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I made him a better cop.
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- Get in the car.
- If they told you why, you'd pat my back.
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Ain't that the story of your life?
Being out of context.
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I got some good news for you.
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- I figured it out.
- Yeah?
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Seventh time's a charm?
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No, I figured out what I'm gonna do.
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- I'm gonna be an actor.
- Oh, God.
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Think about it.
Nothing ever made more sense.
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I mean, I was born to perform.
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It just took some time to find my stage.
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Yeah? Where's that at?
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Hollywood.
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You ain't been west of Missoula.
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You got a map, I'm gonna make it there.
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You don't belong with L.A. folks.
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They're a bunch of carpetbaggers.
Communist fucking fascist hippies.
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I ain't trying to belong.
I'm trying to stand out.
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Wait till you see me saving the world,
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shooting bad guys,
kissing them girls in pearls.
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Probably all three at once.
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Isn't it a little late
to, you know, try that?
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They gonna say "late,"
they gonna say "great."
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And I ain't even gonna be dead yet.
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Well?
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You gonna look your father up?
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- Am I gonna look my father up?
- Yeah.
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Fuck Bill.
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Come on, let's go.
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Yeah, fuck Bill.
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You throwback mother...
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I'm trying to do
a public service, asshole.
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Learn how to drive, idiot.
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Hello. Can I get the vehicle number?
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Yeah, vehicle number,
jerk-off-kilo-limp-dick-ten.
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How's his driving?
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I'll tell you how's his fucking driving.
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His parents must be cousins.
He's driving like a fucking half-wit.
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Be ahead hiring a crash test dummy...
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If you are satisfied
with your message, press one.
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Son of a bitch.
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Somebody gotta find a better way
to rat these retards out, you know?
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Make a decent driver crash
just for trying to do the right thing.
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Let's just start with a week.
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That's $182. If you book a month out,
you save 20 percent.
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I don't need a month to make it.
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You and everybody else in this town.
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You got some advice?
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I'm still trying to be discovered.
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I hit it big, I'll take you with me.
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All the way to the top.
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Payment's due Monday.
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- Don't sell yourself short.
- Oh, I won't.
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I'll see you Monday.
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Oh, shit.
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Oh, yeah.
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Hello? Yeah, this is Mr. Long.
Hold all my calls.
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Really?
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I'll have to think about that.
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Hollywood, baby. Hollywood.
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Hot damn, you in Hollywood, kid.
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What did he say?
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I made it.
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Oh, shit.
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See what channel
I'm gonna be on every night.
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Every night.
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Oh, yeah.
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The fuck?
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Ain't no antenna on here.
$182 for this shit. It better be working.
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Yeah, I got a problem.
The TV ain't working.
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Tomorrow? I paid $182.
I need a goddamn TV.
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Shit. You gotta be kidding me.
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Better get her big ass up here
and fix this shit.
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I made it.
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"Gas station attendant.
Christmas tree lot."
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I was voted Santa's favorite elf.
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Nice.
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"Amateur boxer. Record 15 and two.
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1985 Gold Gloves Middleweight
titleholder for the state."
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I won that one by knockout.
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So...
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what brings you here?
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Hung up the gloves. I thought I'd cash in
on my face, instead of my fists.
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Get more mileage out of that.
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No better place
to be discovered than the supermarket.
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Even Hollywood big shots gotta buy beans.
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Yeah.
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You wanna be an actor.
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It's not like anyone aspires
to work at a supermarket.
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Unless they do, and that's cool.
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They're probably happier in the long run.
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Yeah.
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What skills do you possess
that would make you suited for this job?
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I'm real charming. Ask my mama.
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I'll bet.
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- I might have something for you.
- Yeah.
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Here you go.
Hey, did I see you in a television series?
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- You got any family in the film industry?
- No, I don't.
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- You do movies?
- No.
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You don't work
in the entertainment industry?
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No, man.
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Sir. Let me wrap it up for you.
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Wanna get right to it, huh?
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- You got friends in the film industry?
- Nah.
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You're not exactly what we're looking for.
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I've heard that before.
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Trying to be a human billboard.
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Sign spinner. You know the gig.
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Gave the job to some other little punk.
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I set up on the other side of the city.
I got ten times the customers he did.
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All right, well...
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If you're willing to prove yourself,
I'm open to persuasion.
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Yeah. What do I got to do?
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How badly you want it?
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Okay.
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- How about I put your lights out?
- Okay...
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Then you tell me
if you see a fucking star.
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Okay, not necessary. Not necessary.
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Okay.
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- I'm taking my picture.
- Yeah.
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Send in the next person, please?
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Jesus...
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Claire, we need a new camera.
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Best kind of date, huh?
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Big bedroom eyes, keeps her mouth shut.
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I like a woman
who ain't afraid to say who she is.
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Who do you want me to be?
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I want a menu, I go to the restaurant.
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Sometimes I need help
getting out of character.
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Be right back.
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Hell, she'd fuck that elk
if it had a dick and a dollar.
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This town wants me to think that my job's
at the mercy of some scumbag,
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and my dick's at the mercy
of some slut's low standards?
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A real man earns a win
on his own damn merits.
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Shit.
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Shit.
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All right.
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- Tell me about the pork.
- That pork's on sale.
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Why's that now?
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00:19:04,986 --> 00:19:06,320
Why you think?
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Pig was ugly, or the meat gone old.
246
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They don't tell me this shit, sir.
My job is to sell what's on the sign.
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I'll take two racks of lamb.
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Yeah.
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What can I get for you, miss?
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Nothing, thank you.
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I got beef.
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I can see that.
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I'll have fish tonight.
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- Don't let me change your mind.
- You didn't.
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You can find a fish in a can,
or you can let me take you to dinner.
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I don't like being told my choices.
257
00:19:51,656 --> 00:19:53,575
How about I take you fishing,
we compromise?
258
00:19:54,159 --> 00:19:55,159
No, thanks.
259
00:19:55,202 --> 00:19:56,369
I didn't catch your name.
260
00:19:56,453 --> 00:19:58,705
Not much of a fisherman then, are you?
261
00:20:01,248 --> 00:20:02,248
Hey.
262
00:20:03,292 --> 00:20:05,503
- Stuart, a word.
- I gotta go help a lady out.
263
00:20:05,586 --> 00:20:07,838
People don't run from help
if they want it.
264
00:20:07,922 --> 00:20:10,466
Stalking customers is a fireable offense.
265
00:20:10,549 --> 00:20:12,009
They used to call it romance.
266
00:20:12,093 --> 00:20:13,928
Meat sales are down 20 percent.
267
00:20:14,011 --> 00:20:16,013
You come in here with your face fucked up.
268
00:20:16,097 --> 00:20:18,516
Looks like you done battle
with the cow trying to kill it.
269
00:20:18,599 --> 00:20:21,852
- They might prefer that to the truth.
- Meat room. Till this shit clears up.
270
00:20:21,936 --> 00:20:23,854
Get a Fish Department in here.
271
00:20:23,938 --> 00:20:25,022
- Yeah?
- Yeah.
272
00:20:32,153 --> 00:20:34,072
- Shit.
- Life is short, Stu.
273
00:20:34,155 --> 00:20:36,991
Too short to be a dick or deal with one.
What you trying to say?
274
00:20:37,075 --> 00:20:39,327
I'm not trying, I'm saying.
275
00:20:39,411 --> 00:20:41,955
If you watched the love of your life
slip through your hands
276
00:20:42,038 --> 00:20:44,916
because there ain't a Fish Department,
you'd be in a dick mood too.
277
00:20:45,708 --> 00:20:49,796
If she's the dime piece
I suspect you're after,
278
00:20:49,879 --> 00:20:51,673
I saw her leave this here.
279
00:20:51,756 --> 00:20:53,591
I bet my bonus she'll be there.
280
00:21:00,013 --> 00:21:01,890
You don't get that bonus, you let me know.
281
00:21:01,974 --> 00:21:03,308
I'll take care of it.
282
00:21:03,392 --> 00:21:05,811
- Come here. Come here.
- Oh, no, no, no.
283
00:21:05,894 --> 00:21:06,979
Come here.
284
00:21:07,563 --> 00:21:08,563
Come here.
285
00:21:15,738 --> 00:21:17,698
Oh, yeah. Shit.
286
00:21:29,959 --> 00:21:32,587
Hey. Hey.
287
00:21:33,463 --> 00:21:34,463
Remember me?
288
00:21:35,840 --> 00:21:37,258
Oh, fuck off, Father.
289
00:21:50,313 --> 00:21:51,313
Brethren.
290
00:21:52,689 --> 00:21:55,275
Let us acknowledge our sins,
291
00:21:55,358 --> 00:21:59,821
and so prepare ourselves
to celebrate the sacred mysteries.
292
00:21:59,905 --> 00:22:03,700
I confess to Almighty God,
and to you, my brothers and sisters,
293
00:22:03,784 --> 00:22:06,036
that I have greatly sinned.
294
00:22:06,119 --> 00:22:07,954
In my thoughts and in my words.
295
00:22:08,038 --> 00:22:09,414
In what I have done.
296
00:22:09,498 --> 00:22:11,541
- In what I have failed to do.
- failed to do.
297
00:22:11,625 --> 00:22:13,168
I don't know about this one.
298
00:22:14,044 --> 00:22:18,924
Through my fault, through my fault,
through my most grievous fault.
299
00:22:19,007 --> 00:22:20,633
That's a bit dramatic.
300
00:22:20,716 --> 00:22:22,385
- Therefore...
- Jesus.
301
00:22:23,803 --> 00:22:26,138
May Almighty God have mercy on us,
302
00:22:26,222 --> 00:22:27,390
forgive us our sins
303
00:22:27,473 --> 00:22:30,101
and bring us to everlasting life.
304
00:22:30,184 --> 00:22:31,811
Amen.
305
00:22:37,691 --> 00:22:39,485
Want help, you should've thought of that.
306
00:22:41,737 --> 00:22:42,737
Son.
307
00:22:43,197 --> 00:22:45,324
You can't fool God.
308
00:22:45,408 --> 00:22:47,493
Maybe no one's done it good enough.
309
00:22:48,785 --> 00:22:49,785
Let us pray.
310
00:22:52,080 --> 00:22:53,415
Cool to sit here?
311
00:22:53,498 --> 00:22:54,498
Yeah.
312
00:22:59,295 --> 00:23:00,295
Ham.
313
00:23:01,047 --> 00:23:02,590
Oh, that's beef. I'd know.
314
00:23:03,883 --> 00:23:06,594
No, my name. My name's Ham.
315
00:23:07,303 --> 00:23:08,303
Like a pig?
316
00:23:09,180 --> 00:23:10,849
Yeah, nigga, like a pig.
317
00:23:11,766 --> 00:23:13,101
That's your real name?
318
00:23:13,768 --> 00:23:14,768
Yeah.
319
00:23:15,311 --> 00:23:17,980
That's a biblical name. That's Noah's kid.
320
00:23:18,063 --> 00:23:20,274
You'd think
he'd have enough pork on board that ship.
321
00:23:21,275 --> 00:23:22,526
You must be new here.
322
00:23:24,319 --> 00:23:28,115
Why, I look out of place?
You look in the mirror lately?
323
00:23:28,198 --> 00:23:31,452
I thought your people
was the God-fearing folk, brother.
324
00:23:32,119 --> 00:23:35,164
Ain't a lot of them Catholic,
but there's just different denominations.
325
00:23:35,247 --> 00:23:38,250
A brother was one of the greats.
Augustine of Hippo.
326
00:23:38,834 --> 00:23:41,879
Well, let me guess. He was on board too.
327
00:23:44,506 --> 00:23:45,505
I...
328
00:23:48,051 --> 00:23:49,052
I need your help.
329
00:23:51,721 --> 00:23:54,599
I'm looking for the girl who left this.
Know her?
330
00:23:55,183 --> 00:23:56,183
Of course you are.
331
00:23:56,225 --> 00:23:58,686
- Why you say that?
- She real good at spreading the word.
332
00:23:58,770 --> 00:24:01,731
Puts all us priest prospects to shame.
Carmen's her name.
333
00:24:01,814 --> 00:24:04,692
She's about as Catholic
as the cross itself.
334
00:24:05,276 --> 00:24:07,320
We're taking sign-ups
for volunteer positions.
335
00:24:08,154 --> 00:24:09,572
No better way to assimilate.
336
00:24:09,655 --> 00:24:10,823
God ain't got time for me,
337
00:24:10,907 --> 00:24:13,201
I ain't got time for him,
especially between auditions.
338
00:24:13,784 --> 00:24:15,577
Put me down for hospital visits.
339
00:24:15,660 --> 00:24:17,579
Shame we can't all be as generous as Ham.
340
00:24:21,625 --> 00:24:22,626
Hey.
341
00:24:23,794 --> 00:24:25,670
Sudden change of heart, huh?
342
00:24:26,254 --> 00:24:27,255
Hell, yeah.
343
00:24:28,590 --> 00:24:29,966
We don't need security.
344
00:24:30,050 --> 00:24:33,136
We don't know what we need till
it hits us in the face or steals our shit.
345
00:24:33,220 --> 00:24:34,220
Hey.
346
00:24:34,262 --> 00:24:35,889
- Hi, Ham. Jacob.
- Hey.
347
00:24:35,972 --> 00:24:37,015
Stuart.
348
00:24:37,599 --> 00:24:38,642
Hi.
349
00:24:38,725 --> 00:24:40,811
You wanna do this with an audience?
350
00:24:42,061 --> 00:24:43,521
How'd you know my name?
351
00:24:43,604 --> 00:24:46,524
You wear a name tag at work.
How did you find me?
352
00:24:46,607 --> 00:24:48,484
I asked God to show me the way.
353
00:24:48,567 --> 00:24:52,196
He took me down Santa Monica,
left at the light into this lot.
354
00:24:52,279 --> 00:24:53,114
What do you know?
355
00:24:53,197 --> 00:24:54,698
What are you hoping to accomplish?
356
00:24:54,782 --> 00:24:58,744
Hope ain't a tactic. I come
to find the light. I'm looking at it.
357
00:24:58,828 --> 00:25:00,371
This tactic work for you?
358
00:25:00,454 --> 00:25:03,040
Stalking your prey
and smothering them with cheese?
359
00:25:03,124 --> 00:25:05,835
Most things taste good like that.
You like nachos?
360
00:25:05,918 --> 00:25:09,046
- Because I'm Mexican?
- Is that right? I wouldn't know.
361
00:25:09,130 --> 00:25:10,839
I can't see, you're so bright.
362
00:25:12,340 --> 00:25:14,134
You like that one, huh?
363
00:25:14,884 --> 00:25:17,345
- I have to teach.
- I got a lot to learn.
364
00:25:17,429 --> 00:25:19,264
At Sunday School. For kids.
365
00:25:19,848 --> 00:25:22,267
I'm an actor. I can be whatever you need.
366
00:25:23,727 --> 00:25:25,729
You don't take "no" for an answer.
367
00:25:25,812 --> 00:25:27,522
I don't need a "yes" to know I'm right.
368
00:25:27,605 --> 00:25:29,232
What do you think you're right about?
369
00:25:30,525 --> 00:25:33,820
You wanna let me take you fishing,
but you're scared.
370
00:25:34,571 --> 00:25:37,115
I made a living reading fear
in people's eyes. I was a boxer.
371
00:25:37,866 --> 00:25:41,285
- What am I scared of?
- Getting knocked off your feet.
372
00:25:41,368 --> 00:25:44,079
Might take 12 rounds to get them
on their back, but I'm patient.
373
00:25:44,163 --> 00:25:45,456
Get me on my back?
374
00:25:46,040 --> 00:25:48,917
I'm a Catholic. No sex before marriage.
375
00:25:49,835 --> 00:25:52,046
Ain't that what confession's for?
376
00:25:53,088 --> 00:25:55,841
I thought that'd be the case.
Let's not waste either of our times.
377
00:25:55,924 --> 00:25:58,302
I'd wait 40 years in the desert for you.
378
00:26:01,722 --> 00:26:03,932
You can start with an hour in church.
379
00:26:04,516 --> 00:26:05,726
I'll be there.
380
00:26:09,771 --> 00:26:10,771
I'll be there.
381
00:26:14,442 --> 00:26:15,693
Hey, Mama.
382
00:26:15,777 --> 00:26:16,986
I got my break.
383
00:26:17,070 --> 00:26:19,530
Oh, honey, I'm so proud of you.
384
00:26:20,490 --> 00:26:21,949
Watch your soap and you'll see me.
385
00:26:22,033 --> 00:26:24,160
I can't wait to tell the girls.
386
00:26:26,079 --> 00:26:27,079
Love you.
387
00:26:27,747 --> 00:26:29,248
I'll remember that.
388
00:26:31,459 --> 00:26:32,794
Oh, Jack.
389
00:26:33,669 --> 00:26:37,005
I will get you for this
if it's the last thing I ever do.
390
00:26:40,509 --> 00:26:42,594
Are you using paper towels?
391
00:26:43,470 --> 00:26:44,805
No, no, no.
392
00:26:45,597 --> 00:26:49,059
Yeah, I'm talking to you.
Stop throwing cash in the trash.
393
00:26:49,142 --> 00:26:52,145
And get yourself a Marvelous Mop.
394
00:26:52,229 --> 00:26:55,565
These things are so cool.
They're double-action.
395
00:26:56,274 --> 00:26:57,442
Quick retracting.
396
00:26:59,986 --> 00:27:01,530
Clean up the mess so fast,
397
00:27:01,613 --> 00:27:03,447
your missus will never know what happened.
398
00:27:03,531 --> 00:27:06,200
Get yourself a Marvelous Mop.
399
00:27:51,453 --> 00:27:52,954
I miss you, little buddy.
400
00:27:54,330 --> 00:27:55,330
Happy birthday.
401
00:27:59,418 --> 00:28:00,794
Look at you now.
402
00:28:01,462 --> 00:28:02,713
Look at me now.
403
00:28:03,797 --> 00:28:05,466
Both amongst the stars, huh?
404
00:28:21,190 --> 00:28:22,441
Pull over.
405
00:28:22,524 --> 00:28:25,569
- Oh, shit.
- Pull over to the side of the road.
406
00:28:37,163 --> 00:28:39,374
Step out, hands where I can see them.
407
00:28:41,918 --> 00:28:45,546
That what it feels like to be God,
knowing you hold all cards,
408
00:28:45,630 --> 00:28:48,174
it don't matter if it's fair
how you decide to play them?
409
00:28:48,257 --> 00:28:51,803
Step out of the vehicle
with your hands where I can see them.
410
00:28:53,054 --> 00:28:56,556
What the fuck happens to a kid,
make him wanna be a cop?
411
00:28:58,058 --> 00:28:58,975
Hey, hands.
412
00:28:59,059 --> 00:29:00,185
Hands!
413
00:29:00,268 --> 00:29:02,145
I'm trying to...
414
00:29:02,229 --> 00:29:03,230
Wallet, my ass.
415
00:29:03,313 --> 00:29:04,439
Get out of the car.
416
00:29:14,866 --> 00:29:15,701
Hi.
417
00:29:15,784 --> 00:29:16,784
Good morning.
418
00:29:24,542 --> 00:29:25,542
Oh, fuck.
419
00:29:27,628 --> 00:29:28,628
You're late.
420
00:29:30,131 --> 00:29:34,343
And you overstayed your welcome.
I bet even God don't like a kiss-ass.
421
00:30:04,414 --> 00:30:05,414
Excuse me, sir.
422
00:30:06,332 --> 00:30:07,167
Yeah?
423
00:30:07,250 --> 00:30:09,711
Does Bill know
you're fussing with his truck?
424
00:30:09,794 --> 00:30:11,796
I'm his son. Just borrowing it.
425
00:30:16,134 --> 00:30:18,511
Bill, do you copy?
426
00:30:21,472 --> 00:30:24,016
- This is Bill.
- There's a guy in your truck with a knife.
427
00:30:24,808 --> 00:30:26,935
Think I need a knife to fuck you up?
428
00:30:27,936 --> 00:30:32,066
Bill can't find his crack in his ass,
much less keep track of his shit.
429
00:30:32,149 --> 00:30:34,359
I'm doing him a service,
teaching him a lesson.
430
00:30:34,443 --> 00:30:38,280
I'm sorry, John.
My son has issues with boundaries.
431
00:30:38,364 --> 00:30:41,241
That's the new way to say "handicapped."
He means "retard."
432
00:30:41,325 --> 00:30:43,786
He's playing with a full deck,
just a bad one.
433
00:30:43,869 --> 00:30:44,787
Bill knows his cards.
434
00:30:44,870 --> 00:30:47,164
- He got the gambling bug.
- I'll take it from here.
435
00:30:47,247 --> 00:30:50,416
He's not out in five minutes,
I'm calling the cops on both of you.
436
00:30:50,958 --> 00:30:54,295
- Hi, how you been?
- Give me the keys. I got an audition.
437
00:30:54,379 --> 00:30:56,589
- I'm gonna be late.
- Audition?
438
00:30:56,672 --> 00:30:59,050
- For what?
- Movie. None of your business.
439
00:30:59,133 --> 00:31:01,344
You're trying to steal my truck
to get there.
440
00:31:01,427 --> 00:31:04,847
Once I get my check from the supermarket,
I'll spring my ride and give yours back.
441
00:31:04,931 --> 00:31:08,726
It's a few months' worth of cleanups
on Aisle 4 to pay off a DUI impound.
442
00:31:08,810 --> 00:31:09,727
That is the offense?
443
00:31:09,811 --> 00:31:11,687
If you sent half
of what you spend on whiskey
444
00:31:11,771 --> 00:31:13,481
to your wife, you might have a marriage.
445
00:31:15,066 --> 00:31:18,735
I appreciate your concern,
but this is not my moment, son.
446
00:31:18,819 --> 00:31:23,907
You know, I could've got you in here.
Good pay, benefits, a little dignity.
447
00:31:23,990 --> 00:31:26,201
They hire inbreds.
I could run this shit, I want to.
448
00:31:26,284 --> 00:31:28,537
Think you gonna be the next John Wayne?
449
00:31:28,620 --> 00:31:32,207
Damn right. You had a chance
to make something of yourself out west.
450
00:31:32,290 --> 00:31:34,376
All you got is a bigger gut,
beard, and bald spot.
451
00:31:34,459 --> 00:31:37,879
This is not the fucking gold rush.
Some of us just trying to survive.
452
00:31:37,963 --> 00:31:40,298
Yeah, every man, woman,
and child for themselves, right?
453
00:31:40,382 --> 00:31:42,926
Right. End of the day, that's all you got.
454
00:31:43,009 --> 00:31:45,344
Everyone else is just a disappointment.
455
00:31:47,638 --> 00:31:48,931
Wrap it up.
456
00:31:50,975 --> 00:31:52,768
I'm trying to be an exception.
457
00:31:54,061 --> 00:31:55,688
We need more of those here.
458
00:31:57,857 --> 00:32:02,945
All right, call the boys. Stuart here
is gonna reinvent the "Jailhouse Rock."
459
00:32:09,994 --> 00:32:11,579
Good to see you, Bill.
460
00:32:11,662 --> 00:32:12,787
You look like shit.
461
00:32:25,925 --> 00:32:28,178
That's it for this Sunday. God bless.
462
00:32:28,261 --> 00:32:30,555
- Bye, Miss Carmen.
- Bye.
463
00:32:32,724 --> 00:32:33,724
Hey.
464
00:32:36,686 --> 00:32:37,562
How's the other guy?
465
00:32:37,645 --> 00:32:39,481
Wasn't working
with as good a deck to start.
466
00:32:39,564 --> 00:32:43,484
There's no future for you here.
Or us. I...
467
00:32:43,567 --> 00:32:45,152
Your boss would beg to differ.
468
00:32:45,903 --> 00:32:47,696
You sniffing around my immigration status?
469
00:32:47,780 --> 00:32:50,074
I mean Jesus.
He asked for the most fucked up.
470
00:32:50,157 --> 00:32:51,075
You're looking at it.
471
00:32:51,158 --> 00:32:55,037
- He asked for the tired and the poor.
- I'm an out-of-work actor.
472
00:32:55,120 --> 00:32:57,539
Cheap Cologne cannot cleanse you
from the ugliness of sin.
473
00:32:57,623 --> 00:32:58,623
Look.
474
00:32:59,291 --> 00:33:01,377
I know I'm not what you're used to.
475
00:33:02,086 --> 00:33:03,754
Not what you deserve either.
476
00:33:04,671 --> 00:33:06,173
I'm gonna be better than both.
477
00:33:09,009 --> 00:33:13,262
I'm all my parents have to be proud of.
I can't date someone who isn't...
478
00:33:14,889 --> 00:33:16,057
baptized.
479
00:33:16,641 --> 00:33:19,644
I thought you was gonna say Hispanic.
Where's the water? I'll do it now.
480
00:33:19,727 --> 00:33:21,437
- I'm serious.
- So am I.
481
00:33:23,189 --> 00:33:24,440
I'll do it right now.
482
00:33:30,446 --> 00:33:33,658
The church joyfully welcomes
those who will be received
483
00:33:33,741 --> 00:33:35,535
into the Order of Catechumens.
484
00:33:35,618 --> 00:33:37,327
In the months to come,
485
00:33:37,411 --> 00:33:40,914
they will be preparing their initiation
into Christian faith
486
00:33:40,997 --> 00:33:42,916
by baptism, confirmation,
487
00:33:42,999 --> 00:33:44,292
and Eucharist.
488
00:33:44,376 --> 00:33:47,963
Stuart Long, what does
this period of formation offer you?
489
00:33:49,214 --> 00:33:50,424
Hard to say, Father.
490
00:33:50,507 --> 00:33:53,009
If I had to guess,
something beyond my wildest dreams.
491
00:33:53,093 --> 00:33:56,596
Let us all pray that in due time,
Stuart may be found worthy
492
00:33:56,680 --> 00:34:01,518
to receive the baptism of new birth,
the renewal in the Holy Spirit,
493
00:34:01,601 --> 00:34:03,395
and to complete his initiation
494
00:34:03,478 --> 00:34:07,023
through the sacraments
of confirmation and Eucharist.
495
00:34:08,274 --> 00:34:09,400
Hallelujah.
496
00:34:13,529 --> 00:34:15,739
I'd like to invite a friend
to sing with me.
497
00:34:17,783 --> 00:34:20,703
God gave you the talent.
It's a sin not to use it.
498
00:34:20,786 --> 00:34:22,997
- Give her a round of applause.
- Go.
499
00:34:23,080 --> 00:34:24,080
- Come on.
- Yeah.
500
00:34:27,000 --> 00:34:30,170
- Don't worry, I ain't gonna hurt you.
- What song?
501
00:34:30,962 --> 00:34:34,048
Damn, you smell good.
Hey, Johnny Cash, "Jackson."
502
00:34:35,091 --> 00:34:37,093
Read the words off the television.
503
00:35:26,225 --> 00:35:27,225
Oh, yeah.
504
00:35:37,193 --> 00:35:38,236
Yeah.
505
00:35:42,031 --> 00:35:46,494
For example, I am gonna give up chocolate.
506
00:35:46,577 --> 00:35:49,122
You should protest. She needs sweetening.
507
00:35:49,789 --> 00:35:51,332
Yeah, pick something else.
508
00:35:52,625 --> 00:35:55,169
- Well, what are you gonna give up, Stu?
- Me?
509
00:35:58,922 --> 00:36:01,550
Maybe you guys,
so I can sleep in on Sundays.
510
00:36:01,633 --> 00:36:02,467
No.
511
00:36:02,551 --> 00:36:04,261
All right, all right.
512
00:36:06,388 --> 00:36:07,472
Alcohol.
513
00:36:08,056 --> 00:36:09,683
Hey, that's not fair.
514
00:36:09,766 --> 00:36:12,227
You pick something good
that you'll miss, to make it count.
515
00:36:12,310 --> 00:36:13,603
I like this kid.
516
00:36:15,355 --> 00:36:17,899
Like porn. That's what my dad gave up.
517
00:36:20,736 --> 00:36:23,572
Well, you tell him,
if he wants to make it count,
518
00:36:23,655 --> 00:36:25,490
tell your mama to give up sex.
519
00:36:25,574 --> 00:36:27,742
- He said S-E-X.
- That's what porn is.
520
00:36:27,825 --> 00:36:29,618
- Stu.
- Well, he said "porn."
521
00:36:29,702 --> 00:36:31,746
Kids, do you wanna read from...?
522
00:36:31,829 --> 00:36:33,330
- It's the same thing.
- No.
523
00:36:33,414 --> 00:36:35,082
Get your Bibles out, please.
524
00:36:37,043 --> 00:36:40,629
God wants us to give things up,
he ought to stop taking from us too.
525
00:36:40,713 --> 00:36:43,090
He killed my little brother Stephen
when he was 6.
526
00:36:43,174 --> 00:36:45,301
Took a nap, never woke up.
527
00:36:45,384 --> 00:36:47,053
How you square that one, huh?
528
00:36:48,095 --> 00:36:50,139
We can't understand
why God does what he does.
529
00:36:50,222 --> 00:36:53,392
That's why I liked to box.
How it went was up to me.
530
00:36:53,476 --> 00:36:55,810
I can't accept
when I ain't got no say in shit.
531
00:36:57,103 --> 00:37:01,024
Our world teaches us that there's comfort
in knowledge and fear in the unknown.
532
00:37:01,566 --> 00:37:04,694
What if the unknown was greater
than we could imagine?
533
00:37:05,236 --> 00:37:06,905
I bet it could be.
534
00:37:11,826 --> 00:37:12,994
I believe in you.
535
00:37:17,999 --> 00:37:18,999
Confession.
536
00:37:19,042 --> 00:37:23,295
Acknowledging our sins
in word, action, and omission,
537
00:37:23,379 --> 00:37:25,839
and resolving to not sin again.
538
00:37:25,923 --> 00:37:29,843
For this, we do penance,
and are granted forgiveness.
539
00:37:29,927 --> 00:37:32,680
Like doing laundry.
That's a Sunday thing too.
540
00:37:33,889 --> 00:37:36,058
Here I thought it'd be complicated.
541
00:37:36,141 --> 00:37:38,644
Well... I'm afraid it's not that simple.
542
00:37:38,727 --> 00:37:41,939
The essential part of penance
543
00:37:42,022 --> 00:37:44,233
is a firm and true repentance,
544
00:37:44,316 --> 00:37:45,984
motivated by faith,
545
00:37:46,068 --> 00:37:47,778
and the love of God.
546
00:37:47,861 --> 00:37:50,197
This is called perfect contrition.
547
00:37:50,280 --> 00:37:53,783
Imperfect contrition arises
from a less pure motive,
548
00:37:53,866 --> 00:37:55,702
such as common decency,
549
00:37:55,785 --> 00:37:57,036
or fear of hell.
550
00:37:57,120 --> 00:37:59,580
Our whole lives,
we're taught to be good, avoid bad.
551
00:37:59,664 --> 00:38:03,543
Eat your dinner, or you don't get dessert.
Share your toys, or you get timeout.
552
00:38:03,626 --> 00:38:05,962
You're trying to undo years of wiring.
553
00:38:06,045 --> 00:38:08,965
That's a good observation, Stuart.
554
00:38:09,716 --> 00:38:10,716
Take heart.
555
00:38:11,426 --> 00:38:13,928
God is the ultimate programmer.
556
00:38:16,055 --> 00:38:18,099
I leave you with this task:
557
00:38:18,182 --> 00:38:20,726
Consider the changes you need to make
558
00:38:20,809 --> 00:38:24,604
in order to receive
more abundant graces to sin no more.
559
00:38:29,776 --> 00:38:30,776
Cool.
560
00:38:34,031 --> 00:38:35,032
Hello?
561
00:38:35,115 --> 00:38:37,576
How come
you ain't teach me how to tie a tie?
562
00:38:38,785 --> 00:38:40,120
Where'd you get a tie?
563
00:38:40,203 --> 00:38:41,496
My court appearance.
564
00:38:42,205 --> 00:38:43,999
Your dad never did like dressing up.
565
00:38:44,082 --> 00:38:46,626
Always said he wanted me to shine.
566
00:38:47,210 --> 00:38:50,254
Like a dirtbag on my arm
was the only way to make me pretty.
567
00:38:50,337 --> 00:38:52,173
Well, Dad is a fucking asshole.
568
00:38:52,882 --> 00:38:54,884
What you putting on a tie for?
569
00:38:54,967 --> 00:38:55,967
Church.
570
00:38:56,594 --> 00:38:57,594
What?
571
00:38:58,012 --> 00:38:59,388
I'm getting baptized.
572
00:39:00,848 --> 00:39:01,974
Why would you do that?
573
00:39:02,058 --> 00:39:03,768
It means something to my girl.
574
00:39:05,353 --> 00:39:08,105
I remember feeling like that
about your dad.
575
00:39:08,189 --> 00:39:11,150
Why? You wanna be reborn,
because you fucked up so bad marrying him?
576
00:39:11,233 --> 00:39:13,652
Like I'd do anything to please him,
577
00:39:14,195 --> 00:39:15,945
when he could be pleased.
578
00:39:16,029 --> 00:39:18,323
Gonna help me with this thing or what?
579
00:39:18,406 --> 00:39:20,784
I keep tying the damn thing into a knot.
580
00:39:21,451 --> 00:39:22,827
Mama, I need your help.
581
00:40:24,137 --> 00:40:25,137
Hey.
582
00:40:35,356 --> 00:40:36,733
What's everybody waiting for?
583
00:40:38,026 --> 00:40:39,277
Let's pray.
584
00:40:40,318 --> 00:40:41,153
I'll do it.
585
00:40:41,236 --> 00:40:42,446
It'd be my pleasure.
586
00:40:43,822 --> 00:40:45,073
I've been practicing.
587
00:41:00,547 --> 00:41:01,547
Amen.
588
00:41:04,593 --> 00:41:05,719
You know, Stuart,
589
00:41:06,678 --> 00:41:07,888
in my country,
590
00:41:08,763 --> 00:41:10,765
men crawl on their hands and knees
591
00:41:10,848 --> 00:41:14,352
to the statue a la santísima Virgen María.
592
00:41:16,479 --> 00:41:18,898
I expect no less devotion to my daughter.
593
00:41:25,112 --> 00:41:26,989
It's a good thing I got a carpet, huh?
594
00:41:34,372 --> 00:41:35,456
You like that one?
595
00:41:38,958 --> 00:41:40,293
You want cerveza?
596
00:41:41,544 --> 00:41:45,715
No, I don't drink. I was just wondering...
If you drink, I can get it. But I don't...
597
00:41:46,466 --> 00:41:47,466
I don't drink.
598
00:41:52,472 --> 00:41:56,434
I've never done this before.
I just rattle off the ways I fucked up?
599
00:41:57,018 --> 00:41:58,520
That is correct.
600
00:41:58,603 --> 00:42:01,398
Easier to list the things I done right,
take up less of your time.
601
00:42:01,940 --> 00:42:03,441
Take as long as you need.
602
00:42:03,525 --> 00:42:06,026
There's a line out there.
They'll know how much I fucked up.
603
00:42:06,110 --> 00:42:08,696
Unless you whisper,
they'll know regardless.
604
00:42:09,822 --> 00:42:13,158
- You know who you're talking to?
- I have an inkling, yes.
605
00:42:13,242 --> 00:42:16,662
Does hearing other folks' shit make you
feel less shitty about your own shit?
606
00:42:16,745 --> 00:42:18,997
Don't pretend like you don't got some.
607
00:42:20,374 --> 00:42:22,167
It is for God alone to judge.
608
00:42:22,710 --> 00:42:26,255
I am merely a vessel
to assist man in unburdening himself
609
00:42:26,338 --> 00:42:29,967
of all that may separate him
from the most direct path
610
00:42:30,050 --> 00:42:31,468
to Almighty Father.
611
00:42:31,552 --> 00:42:33,177
I'm keeping God in a job.
612
00:42:33,261 --> 00:42:35,638
He cuts you a check,
your ass better thank me.
613
00:42:43,646 --> 00:42:46,441
Last thing I need
is another father to fail for.
614
00:43:00,121 --> 00:43:03,331
You're getting into the fine print
on this way of living, pal.
615
00:43:04,541 --> 00:43:05,959
What you think you know?
616
00:43:06,585 --> 00:43:10,464
I know you got a long,
weary road ahead, with the headlights dim.
617
00:43:10,547 --> 00:43:13,258
You have to learn the hard way
how to live in light.
618
00:43:13,800 --> 00:43:16,345
Why don't you find someone else
who wants to hear your shit?
619
00:43:16,428 --> 00:43:17,554
No one wants to.
620
00:43:17,637 --> 00:43:18,722
No shit.
621
00:43:19,389 --> 00:43:20,389
Take a hint.
622
00:43:22,351 --> 00:43:26,480
In my experience, the toughest fights
are the only ones worth walking into.
623
00:43:27,606 --> 00:43:29,815
You bring a tough guy to his knees,
624
00:43:30,816 --> 00:43:33,027
the first few times he feels shame.
625
00:43:34,612 --> 00:43:35,613
Rage.
626
00:43:37,865 --> 00:43:39,325
Eventually, relief.
627
00:43:41,744 --> 00:43:43,245
Wanna have a big dick contest, bud?
628
00:43:44,246 --> 00:43:45,998
I know how big your dick is, son.
629
00:43:49,502 --> 00:43:51,587
I'd fuck you up
if you weren't fucked up already.
630
00:43:51,671 --> 00:43:52,672
Yeah.
631
00:43:53,297 --> 00:43:54,674
Someone beat you to it.
632
00:43:57,884 --> 00:44:01,930
Life's gonna give you
a gutful of reasons to be angry, kid.
633
00:44:03,431 --> 00:44:06,142
You only need one to be grateful.
634
00:44:09,396 --> 00:44:10,897
That's the most fucked-up ratio
635
00:44:10,980 --> 00:44:13,441
since the number
of marshmallows in Lucky Charms.
636
00:44:15,527 --> 00:44:16,903
You ain't owed nothing.
637
00:44:18,613 --> 00:44:20,281
But you're getting a chance.
638
00:44:23,785 --> 00:44:25,120
Don't go driving now.
639
00:44:30,499 --> 00:44:32,001
The fuck was he drinking?
640
00:44:32,835 --> 00:44:33,836
Water.
641
00:44:58,943 --> 00:45:00,236
Oh, shit.
642
00:45:26,470 --> 00:45:27,846
Sir?
643
00:45:29,389 --> 00:45:31,600
Can you hear me?
644
00:45:34,311 --> 00:45:35,645
Can you hear me?
645
00:45:51,077 --> 00:45:52,411
Behold thy mother.
646
00:46:03,798 --> 00:46:05,257
You must listen to me.
647
00:46:06,092 --> 00:46:08,094
You will not die for nothing.
648
00:46:12,848 --> 00:46:14,266
Oh, you tell your son...
649
00:46:16,477 --> 00:46:19,187
he wants to show me hell,
I ain't afraid of a little fire.
650
00:46:21,690 --> 00:46:22,982
He died for you.
651
00:46:25,652 --> 00:46:26,736
For Stephen.
652
00:47:16,951 --> 00:47:21,581
There was significant trauma to the head,
and vital organs. He's in a coma.
653
00:47:21,664 --> 00:47:23,583
If there's anyone
you'd like to see him again,
654
00:47:23,666 --> 00:47:25,585
I suggest you arrange that now.
655
00:47:25,668 --> 00:47:26,668
I...
656
00:47:27,712 --> 00:47:29,547
already lost one kid.
657
00:47:30,840 --> 00:47:34,052
They say lightning
don't strike the same place twice.
658
00:47:34,635 --> 00:47:36,929
The nurse can recommend a grief counselor.
659
00:48:07,709 --> 00:48:09,670
- God bless.
- Bye, Miss Carmen.
660
00:48:09,753 --> 00:48:11,046
- Bye.
- See you next Sunday.
661
00:48:42,659 --> 00:48:46,287
You got some kind of spell in there
gonna bring him back?
662
00:48:47,247 --> 00:48:49,749
It's just a prayer
for Mary's intercession.
663
00:48:49,833 --> 00:48:54,546
She don't give a good goddamn
about a real mother's son.
664
00:48:57,298 --> 00:48:58,925
You should get some rest.
665
00:49:00,051 --> 00:49:01,678
I could stay with him.
666
00:49:06,766 --> 00:49:08,100
His eyes are moving.
667
00:49:08,809 --> 00:49:10,519
What? Doctor!
668
00:49:12,187 --> 00:49:13,731
Stuart, baby.
669
00:49:14,314 --> 00:49:15,566
Can you hear me?
670
00:49:32,624 --> 00:49:34,043
Can you squeeze my hand?
671
00:49:35,753 --> 00:49:37,670
He's starting to come out of it.
672
00:49:58,274 --> 00:49:59,776
Damn thing ate my dollar.
673
00:50:01,778 --> 00:50:05,405
As if folks in here ain't paid enough,
you gotta bleed their pockets too.
674
00:50:07,324 --> 00:50:09,785
- Ain't you brought your own beverage?
- Son of a...
675
00:50:10,494 --> 00:50:12,579
- Where you going?
- What's it to you?
676
00:50:12,663 --> 00:50:14,748
Your mother told me you were dying.
What the fuck?
677
00:50:15,332 --> 00:50:16,958
You sound disappointed.
678
00:50:17,042 --> 00:50:20,420
Well, I took off work to be here.
You seem all right.
679
00:50:21,213 --> 00:50:22,214
Wait up, Stu.
680
00:50:24,383 --> 00:50:25,884
I forgot to give you this.
681
00:50:27,594 --> 00:50:29,513
St. Joseph. For the operation.
682
00:50:30,555 --> 00:50:31,556
Who's this?
683
00:50:32,140 --> 00:50:33,140
Who's asking?
684
00:50:33,224 --> 00:50:34,224
Stu's dad.
685
00:50:35,893 --> 00:50:38,145
I'm Carmen, Stuart's girlfriend.
686
00:50:39,063 --> 00:50:40,690
She know you're an atheist?
687
00:50:43,067 --> 00:50:44,527
He's baptized.
688
00:50:47,822 --> 00:50:50,616
He ain't dead.
He can speak for himself. Is that true?
689
00:50:53,244 --> 00:50:54,244
Yeah.
690
00:50:59,417 --> 00:51:01,751
- You know St. Stephen?
- Of course.
691
00:51:01,835 --> 00:51:04,087
Patron Saint of coffin makers.
692
00:51:04,629 --> 00:51:07,882
There's pictures of him
with a big pile of rocks on his head.
693
00:51:08,466 --> 00:51:09,300
Who'd have thought,
694
00:51:09,384 --> 00:51:11,845
you give your boy a nice Christian name,
695
00:51:13,221 --> 00:51:14,764
in a world full of fruits and nuts,
696
00:51:14,848 --> 00:51:17,142
you'd sentence him
to live right on up to it?
697
00:51:17,684 --> 00:51:18,893
Or down, as it were.
698
00:51:19,853 --> 00:51:20,895
Into the ground.
699
00:51:20,979 --> 00:51:22,605
That ain't how names work.
700
00:51:26,901 --> 00:51:28,361
Let me drive you home, Mr. Long.
701
00:51:28,445 --> 00:51:30,821
Hey, you got yourself a worrier.
702
00:51:33,824 --> 00:51:36,201
God will put me where he wants me to be.
703
00:51:36,285 --> 00:51:38,329
What's it to you
if I'm in hell or Hermosillo?
704
00:51:38,412 --> 00:51:39,412
"Sillo."
705
00:51:40,039 --> 00:51:41,039
Can we go?
706
00:52:07,065 --> 00:52:09,859
You recall the guy who was drinking
by me, last time I was here?
707
00:52:10,401 --> 00:52:13,905
I haven't seen him before or since.
He was probably just passing through.
708
00:52:27,918 --> 00:52:31,004
You ain't owed nothing,
but you're getting a chance.
709
00:52:33,590 --> 00:52:35,008
Don't go driving now.
710
00:52:48,188 --> 00:52:49,856
I thought I could help.
711
00:52:52,359 --> 00:52:54,193
Answer your question, you know.
712
00:52:56,278 --> 00:52:58,155
Yeah? What you think I'm wondering?
713
00:52:59,490 --> 00:53:00,490
"Why me?
714
00:53:01,826 --> 00:53:04,870
Why did God make or allow this to happen?"
715
00:53:05,454 --> 00:53:07,456
He doesn't promise
your stories will make sense,
716
00:53:07,540 --> 00:53:10,793
but he does promise
they'll find their greater purpose.
717
00:53:10,876 --> 00:53:12,003
If we're patient.
718
00:53:12,086 --> 00:53:13,086
Patient?
719
00:53:13,879 --> 00:53:15,214
You an expert on that.
720
00:53:23,304 --> 00:53:25,098
What's going on with you?
721
00:53:25,181 --> 00:53:27,726
Most things get squished on a road,
end up stuffed on a wall.
722
00:53:27,809 --> 00:53:29,394
I'm doing pretty good, considering.
723
00:53:29,477 --> 00:53:32,063
I know, but I'm concerned.
724
00:53:32,147 --> 00:53:34,190
I got a lot on my mind, all right?
725
00:53:36,860 --> 00:53:38,528
Let me help you take it off.
726
00:53:46,161 --> 00:53:47,162
Don't do this.
727
00:53:49,331 --> 00:53:50,664
I know what I'm doing.
728
00:53:59,590 --> 00:54:01,342
Bless me, Father, for I have sinned.
729
00:54:01,967 --> 00:54:04,803
It's been six weeks
since my last confession.
730
00:54:04,887 --> 00:54:05,888
I can't...
731
00:54:07,014 --> 00:54:10,017
I can't give you details on account
of there's a conflict of interest.
732
00:54:10,851 --> 00:54:13,771
The sacrament of confession is inviolable.
733
00:54:13,854 --> 00:54:16,231
I cannot, under pain of excommunication,
734
00:54:16,315 --> 00:54:19,233
reveal or act on
whatever it is you confess to me.
735
00:54:21,569 --> 00:54:24,197
I did something I ain't supposed to do.
736
00:54:25,782 --> 00:54:29,160
Something I been thinking about,
praying I could get to happen for months.
737
00:54:29,702 --> 00:54:32,622
Something I wanted
more than anything else in this world.
738
00:54:33,164 --> 00:54:36,751
Then I had it, and all I could do
was think about disappointing God.
739
00:54:36,834 --> 00:54:37,919
This is good news.
740
00:54:38,670 --> 00:54:41,547
It is
in discovering the greatness of God's love
741
00:54:41,631 --> 00:54:45,551
that our heart is shaken
by the horror and weight of sin.
742
00:54:45,635 --> 00:54:49,554
No, this ain't about fucking up.
It's about being fucked with.
743
00:54:51,723 --> 00:54:54,893
Another term for that is "grace."
744
00:54:54,977 --> 00:54:56,353
God's grace.
745
00:54:56,436 --> 00:54:58,689
It appears you are the recipient.
746
00:54:58,772 --> 00:55:00,816
What's he expecting me
to do with his grace?
747
00:55:00,899 --> 00:55:02,317
You could start by...
748
00:55:03,110 --> 00:55:04,361
cleaning up your language.
749
00:55:04,444 --> 00:55:07,239
Don't be a wise-ass, Father.
Answer the question.
750
00:55:08,448 --> 00:55:11,451
He expects you
to spread his word,
751
00:55:11,535 --> 00:55:12,828
advance his kingdom.
752
00:55:13,412 --> 00:55:15,746
He ain't making house calls asking that.
753
00:55:19,959 --> 00:55:21,919
He must have made a mistake.
754
00:55:22,003 --> 00:55:23,003
No.
755
00:55:24,255 --> 00:55:26,465
God doesn't make mistakes.
756
00:55:32,054 --> 00:55:35,349
Father G thinks maybe I could serve God.
You believe that shit?
757
00:55:36,976 --> 00:55:38,060
Like an altar boy?
758
00:55:38,144 --> 00:55:40,938
I've been thinking that
since the day I met you.
759
00:55:41,022 --> 00:55:42,356
- You have?
- No.
760
00:55:45,692 --> 00:55:48,111
But I'm sure he had good reason.
761
00:55:51,489 --> 00:55:53,616
My whole life,
I felt like I shouldn't be here.
762
00:55:53,700 --> 00:55:56,036
That my brother Stephen should instead.
763
00:55:57,162 --> 00:55:59,497
But after that night, I felt different.
764
00:56:00,707 --> 00:56:02,709
Like I might be good
for something after all.
765
00:56:04,419 --> 00:56:07,380
Perhaps the world needs
another Rhinestone Cowboy.
766
00:56:12,468 --> 00:56:15,304
I think
God saw something in you worth saving.
767
00:56:16,013 --> 00:56:19,141
But it's up to you
to decide what you've got to offer.
768
00:57:21,118 --> 00:57:23,495
I thought it'd make sense
being back here to do this.
769
00:57:24,079 --> 00:57:26,123
It's the place
you told me you believed in me.
770
00:57:35,007 --> 00:57:36,340
I'm gonna be a priest.
771
00:57:41,804 --> 00:57:42,805
What do you mean?
772
00:57:45,099 --> 00:57:47,310
It's five words.
I've practiced them a hundred times.
773
00:57:47,393 --> 00:57:48,644
What part is unclear?
774
00:57:50,229 --> 00:57:51,229
Every part.
775
00:57:53,107 --> 00:57:54,191
You're gonna be a priest?
776
00:57:54,275 --> 00:57:55,860
Stop saying it like that.
777
00:57:55,943 --> 00:57:57,737
Like what? Like it's insane?
778
00:57:57,820 --> 00:58:00,072
So was the idea
of the man upstairs pulling strings,
779
00:58:00,156 --> 00:58:02,283
but you bought that like a pair of shoes.
780
00:58:03,451 --> 00:58:06,661
God saved me and forgave me
to show me that there's a reason I'm here.
781
00:58:06,745 --> 00:58:08,872
We need to have your head examined.
782
00:58:08,955 --> 00:58:10,123
Trust me, Carmen.
783
00:58:10,206 --> 00:58:13,877
I tried every way to talk myself
out of it, but the truth is...
784
00:58:14,419 --> 00:58:16,212
I ain't never been more clear.
785
00:58:19,174 --> 00:58:21,384
Have you considered all this entails?
786
00:58:22,135 --> 00:58:24,763
Abstaining from booze and beatings,
not to mention sex?
787
00:58:24,846 --> 00:58:27,807
- You showed me I could do it.
- No, I showed you, you could wait.
788
00:58:27,891 --> 00:58:30,477
A vow of celibacy means never again.
Then you die.
789
00:58:30,560 --> 00:58:32,978
There's more to life than sex.
I can feel it.
790
00:58:33,062 --> 00:58:34,396
Most people know that.
791
00:58:34,480 --> 00:58:38,484
Only most people find
that other meaning in a passion,
792
00:58:38,567 --> 00:58:39,860
or people,
793
00:58:39,943 --> 00:58:41,236
or a family.
794
00:58:41,320 --> 00:58:43,947
- You're setting yourself up for failure.
- No.
795
00:58:44,031 --> 00:58:45,783
I been testing myself.
796
00:58:45,866 --> 00:58:49,953
If God's willing to forgive me,
I got to be willing to forgive others.
797
00:58:50,037 --> 00:58:52,414
Whoever hit me,
I wanted their dicks on a stick.
798
00:58:52,498 --> 00:58:54,875
But with God's help, I've forgiven them.
799
00:58:54,958 --> 00:58:57,544
And you think the absence
of the instinct to dismember someone
800
00:58:57,628 --> 00:58:59,879
qualifies you for priesthood?
801
00:58:59,962 --> 00:59:02,256
- You're delusional.
- Know what it takes to win a fight?
802
00:59:02,340 --> 00:59:06,386
You gotta turn off the animal brain,
use logic, humility, good judgment.
803
00:59:06,469 --> 00:59:09,764
That's the struggle of man.
I can do it. I can help.
804
00:59:12,058 --> 00:59:14,227
You got near death and found God.
805
00:59:14,811 --> 00:59:16,396
That's great, Stu, but...
806
00:59:18,189 --> 00:59:19,816
this is a little extreme.
807
00:59:19,899 --> 00:59:21,693
No, I didn't find him, Carmen.
808
00:59:22,276 --> 00:59:23,276
I felt him.
809
00:59:23,653 --> 00:59:26,447
I felt her. Mary.
Well, that don't sound...
810
00:59:26,531 --> 00:59:30,075
Look, the feeling she gave me,
I can't even explain it.
811
00:59:30,158 --> 00:59:33,912
For the first time in my life,
I knew I could stop fighting.
812
00:59:33,996 --> 00:59:36,289
I knew I was safe and loved.
813
00:59:48,343 --> 00:59:50,721
I disgraced myself before God,
814
00:59:51,638 --> 00:59:53,890
so that
you could have another flight of fancy.
815
00:59:53,974 --> 00:59:55,642
I know you're mad. Hit me if you want.
816
00:59:55,726 --> 00:59:57,893
- It'll make you feel better.
- I don't wanna hit you.
817
00:59:59,478 --> 01:00:00,813
I wanna marry you.
818
01:00:01,856 --> 01:00:04,525
I thought
that's what you brought me here for.
819
01:00:08,029 --> 01:00:09,029
I can't do that.
820
01:00:11,032 --> 01:00:12,032
I'm sorry.
821
01:00:13,743 --> 01:00:14,577
Carmen.
822
01:00:14,660 --> 01:00:15,660
Car...
823
01:00:16,746 --> 01:00:17,746
Damn.
824
01:00:24,794 --> 01:00:26,963
Your son is about to make a huge mistake.
825
01:00:27,047 --> 01:00:29,049
He don't usually warn no one,
826
01:00:29,132 --> 01:00:31,343
so I guess that's progress.
827
01:00:31,426 --> 01:00:34,179
You talked him out of boxing, right?
828
01:00:34,262 --> 01:00:35,262
Hey, Mama.
829
01:00:36,848 --> 01:00:39,184
Is someone gonna tell me what's going on?
830
01:00:39,267 --> 01:00:41,519
I was gonna find a better time.
831
01:00:42,103 --> 01:00:44,522
- You're doing a porno?
- No, God, no.
832
01:00:44,606 --> 01:00:46,149
No, I'm gonna be a priest.
833
01:00:47,484 --> 01:00:50,528
- For Halloween?
- No, not for fucking Halloween. For real.
834
01:00:51,905 --> 01:00:53,364
Oh, Stu.
835
01:00:53,447 --> 01:00:55,574
You can't be serious.
836
01:00:56,367 --> 01:00:57,201
This is your fault.
837
01:00:57,284 --> 01:00:59,995
You'd think I said
I wanted to be a serial killer.
838
01:01:00,079 --> 01:01:03,957
My son don't do half measures.
He's a dog with a goddamn bone.
839
01:01:04,041 --> 01:01:07,962
If you're so fucking enlightened,
you should've seen that.
840
01:01:09,380 --> 01:01:13,092
Had you been awake enough
to dignify his place in this world,
841
01:01:13,175 --> 01:01:15,678
in spite of the loss of your other son,
842
01:01:15,761 --> 01:01:18,305
he wouldn't be so desperate
to find himself.
843
01:01:18,389 --> 01:01:19,389
Baby, don't...
844
01:01:28,564 --> 01:01:29,691
I'm doing this.
845
01:01:36,781 --> 01:01:40,702
"To whom it may concern,
consider this application to the seminary.
846
01:01:40,785 --> 01:01:43,871
Enclosed you'll find my résumé,
847
01:01:43,955 --> 01:01:46,958
and half the fee.
848
01:01:47,041 --> 01:01:49,751
God will provide the rest cause."
849
01:01:49,835 --> 01:01:50,835
Cause?
850
01:01:52,045 --> 01:01:55,257
Oh, "'cause I'm praying for it."
851
01:01:57,217 --> 01:01:58,217
'Cause.
852
01:02:04,933 --> 01:02:06,476
Hey, Mama, I'm home.
853
01:02:06,560 --> 01:02:09,479
Hey, Stuart.
I just been admiring your artwork.
854
01:02:11,606 --> 01:02:14,318
- You invite him here?
- He came to check on you.
855
01:02:14,943 --> 01:02:17,862
You look about as holy as a healthy deuce.
856
01:02:18,487 --> 01:02:19,697
You had to tell him?
857
01:02:20,364 --> 01:02:22,908
- It's a sin to lie.
- You ain't the Catholic here.
858
01:02:22,992 --> 01:02:25,077
You've had some nutty ideas before,
859
01:02:25,161 --> 01:02:29,165
but this is like Hitler
asking to join the ADL.
860
01:02:29,248 --> 01:02:32,251
All these years, I was looking
for the wrong father's approval.
861
01:02:32,335 --> 01:02:33,586
I never needed yours.
862
01:02:33,669 --> 01:02:36,047
I always loved you
for the piece of shit you were.
863
01:02:36,130 --> 01:02:37,465
That's unconditional.
864
01:02:38,049 --> 01:02:39,049
It's obligation.
865
01:02:39,550 --> 01:02:40,926
You're punishing yourself.
866
01:02:41,010 --> 01:02:43,429
You've both been, since Stephen died.
867
01:02:43,512 --> 01:02:45,764
It's not punishment, it's purpose.
868
01:02:45,847 --> 01:02:48,183
Let me do one last thing as your dad.
869
01:02:48,933 --> 01:02:52,062
- Give you something you always wanted.
- What the fuck?
870
01:02:52,145 --> 01:02:54,856
You gonna disgrace me
and your brother like this,
871
01:02:54,939 --> 01:02:56,733
you might as well Bury me too.
872
01:02:59,235 --> 01:03:03,114
I'm turning my life around.
There ain't shit you could do to stop me.
873
01:03:03,198 --> 01:03:06,284
Unless you wanna shoot me.
Dine out on two dead kids.
874
01:03:06,368 --> 01:03:08,078
Oh, to hell with both of you.
875
01:03:08,161 --> 01:03:10,413
I trust we'll both find our way.
876
01:03:18,128 --> 01:03:20,506
You both better be gone when I get back.
877
01:04:31,074 --> 01:04:32,075
Excuse me, sir?
878
01:04:32,159 --> 01:04:33,785
Do you have an appointment?
879
01:04:34,411 --> 01:04:35,411
Yes.
880
01:04:37,664 --> 01:04:39,665
Take care, Jeff. All the best.
881
01:04:40,458 --> 01:04:41,459
Go on.
882
01:04:43,502 --> 01:04:44,502
Hey.
883
01:04:49,091 --> 01:04:51,886
- You're the IOU.
- You know something, Father?
884
01:04:51,969 --> 01:04:54,680
There's a sign on the wall
of my gym back home.
885
01:04:54,764 --> 01:04:57,892
"Hope is not a tactic."
I took that one to heart.
886
01:04:58,476 --> 01:05:00,936
Fought for everything I earned.
This ain't no different.
887
01:05:01,937 --> 01:05:06,108
I know what God's doing here.
Seeing how I respond, I don't get my way.
888
01:05:06,192 --> 01:05:08,109
I'd be red-assed about it.
889
01:05:08,693 --> 01:05:10,278
But I ain't giving up.
890
01:05:10,362 --> 01:05:12,322
Not on him or me.
891
01:05:13,323 --> 01:05:15,408
I want you to reconsider your rejection.
892
01:05:16,284 --> 01:05:19,704
There's nothing on your résumé
or in your references
893
01:05:19,788 --> 01:05:25,001
that speaks to behavioral conformity
with Catholic tradition.
894
01:05:25,961 --> 01:05:28,672
You are a pugilist with a criminal record.
895
01:05:28,755 --> 01:05:31,591
Look at St. Matthew,
St. Augustine, St. Francis.
896
01:05:31,675 --> 01:05:33,176
Some of the most remarkable figures
897
01:05:33,259 --> 01:05:35,636
in the history
of the Church are reformed men.
898
01:05:36,178 --> 01:05:39,223
Yes, but I think
what the Church needs now,
899
01:05:39,306 --> 01:05:40,306
more than ever,
900
01:05:40,766 --> 01:05:43,268
is to elevate the standard for a priest.
901
01:05:43,352 --> 01:05:45,938
No, the Church needs somebody
who's gonna fight for God.
902
01:05:46,021 --> 01:05:47,021
That's me.
903
01:05:47,439 --> 01:05:51,402
Besides, if the Church's choices don't
celebrate a person's capacity for change,
904
01:05:51,485 --> 01:05:53,445
then what else does it stand for?
905
01:05:54,697 --> 01:05:56,615
This may sound contradictory,
906
01:05:56,699 --> 01:06:00,411
but sometimes the best path to serving God
907
01:06:00,494 --> 01:06:03,204
is to step out of the way.
908
01:06:03,288 --> 01:06:06,165
With all due respect, monsignor,
you're getting in my way.
909
01:06:06,249 --> 01:06:07,750
God wants me here.
910
01:06:11,963 --> 01:06:16,217
Priests become the financial
responsibility of the Church.
911
01:06:16,301 --> 01:06:18,469
Now, by admitting you,
912
01:06:19,012 --> 01:06:22,098
we'd be agreeing to subsidize you
913
01:06:22,181 --> 01:06:24,600
as the face of Catholicism.
914
01:06:25,268 --> 01:06:28,980
Something our board
would be very reluctant to do.
915
01:06:29,063 --> 01:06:31,857
First it's admitting
you're afraid I'll succeed.
916
01:06:34,026 --> 01:06:37,029
If you so sure
I'll flame out, what you got to lose?
917
01:06:59,800 --> 01:07:01,761
- My man.
- Hey.
918
01:07:01,844 --> 01:07:03,429
Look at you. What?
919
01:07:03,512 --> 01:07:07,808
- The first of many inappropriate displays.
- Outward sign of inward grace.
920
01:07:07,892 --> 01:07:09,810
- And a hug from the heart.
- Hugs are healing.
921
01:07:09,894 --> 01:07:12,396
Jesus hugged a cripple,
that mother-hugger would walk.
922
01:07:12,480 --> 01:07:13,480
I need another one.
923
01:07:14,482 --> 01:07:17,610
Entering these gates, you surrender
any personal means of purchase.
924
01:07:17,693 --> 01:07:21,822
We rely on our sponsors for money.
You do have one of those, don't you?
925
01:07:21,906 --> 01:07:23,157
Don't worry about me.
926
01:07:23,240 --> 01:07:25,326
I been getting sponsorships
since I could swing.
927
01:07:27,161 --> 01:07:29,829
By the time I leave,
I'll have Jesus' name on my trunks.
928
01:07:30,538 --> 01:07:32,791
You can keep your driver's license
and insurance card.
929
01:07:32,874 --> 01:07:35,085
They took my license,
canceled my insurance.
930
01:07:35,168 --> 01:07:37,504
You doubted me, and I'm a step ahead.
931
01:07:37,587 --> 01:07:38,588
God bless you.
932
01:07:42,634 --> 01:07:44,511
It is my great privilege
933
01:07:44,594 --> 01:07:48,014
to welcome you
to the stewardship of theology.
934
01:07:48,098 --> 01:07:53,186
You are here to learn
that you will one day be a teacher.
935
01:07:53,269 --> 01:07:54,437
An advisor.
936
01:07:55,021 --> 01:07:56,313
A confessor.
937
01:07:56,897 --> 01:07:59,316
Indeed, a Father.
938
01:08:01,527 --> 01:08:02,528
- Hey.
- Hey.
939
01:08:10,244 --> 01:08:11,745
I guess we're gonna be roommates.
940
01:08:17,208 --> 01:08:18,334
Sixteen?
941
01:08:19,003 --> 01:08:20,003
Sixteen.
942
01:08:23,340 --> 01:08:25,216
They must've given me a faulty one.
943
01:08:25,300 --> 01:08:28,303
It's user error.
And it's like 2 in the morning.
944
01:08:28,386 --> 01:08:30,971
I ain't going down till I get this right.
945
01:08:31,055 --> 01:08:33,224
There is no MVP of Consecration.
946
01:08:33,308 --> 01:08:35,059
Of course there is. Jesus.
947
01:08:35,143 --> 01:08:37,437
You wanna sleep, help a brother out.
948
01:08:37,520 --> 01:08:40,605
And be complicit in your ruse?
Not over my dead body.
949
01:08:40,690 --> 01:08:42,649
I'll ring your bell,
show you how that's done.
950
01:08:44,861 --> 01:08:46,279
You're a fraud.
951
01:08:46,362 --> 01:08:50,033
I found God. I ain't here for fellowship.
I'm here for worship.
952
01:08:50,116 --> 01:08:52,034
That's a great bumper sticker.
953
01:09:00,834 --> 01:09:03,545
"Take this, all of you, drink from it,
954
01:09:03,629 --> 01:09:05,881
for this is the chalice of my blood,
955
01:09:05,964 --> 01:09:09,134
the blood of the new
and eternal covenant."
956
01:09:09,760 --> 01:09:10,760
I been thinking.
957
01:09:11,720 --> 01:09:13,639
Probably wise to keep a vice on hand.
958
01:09:14,180 --> 01:09:16,308
Somebody too perfect,
they a target for the devil.
959
01:09:16,390 --> 01:09:19,769
"Better to be silent, be thought a fool,
than to talk and remove all doubt."
960
01:09:20,853 --> 01:09:22,688
While we're bandying idioms.
961
01:09:23,313 --> 01:09:25,650
If Jesus wasn't afraid to look a fool,
why should I be?
962
01:09:25,732 --> 01:09:28,444
If you seek to be Christlike,
give us something worth repeating.
963
01:09:29,027 --> 01:09:30,279
That is the duty of a priest.
964
01:09:30,362 --> 01:09:32,781
One that you prove daily
you're incapable of performing.
965
01:09:32,865 --> 01:09:36,535
Not just what he does that makes a man
a priest. It's also what he doesn't do.
966
01:09:36,619 --> 01:09:39,746
- He ain't laid you out yet.
- Oh, that's charming.
967
01:09:39,830 --> 01:09:40,830
Not yet.
968
01:09:42,083 --> 01:09:43,417
Watch your man.
969
01:09:43,500 --> 01:09:44,335
Oh, no, Stu.
970
01:09:44,418 --> 01:09:45,835
Oh, no, Stu.
971
01:09:49,756 --> 01:09:50,673
You look tired.
972
01:09:50,757 --> 01:09:53,885
Give me a second.
I'm out of shape. And you're Black.
973
01:09:53,968 --> 01:09:55,261
I thought you were an athlete.
974
01:09:55,345 --> 01:09:57,138
- I'm gonna take five. Sub in for me.
- What?
975
01:09:57,222 --> 01:09:58,890
Let me catch my breath, man.
976
01:09:58,974 --> 01:09:59,974
Shit.
977
01:10:02,060 --> 01:10:03,060
Hey.
978
01:10:04,354 --> 01:10:05,354
You want in?
979
01:10:07,315 --> 01:10:08,984
Does it look like I want in?
980
01:10:14,656 --> 01:10:18,659
- Trying to rise above here, man.
- A priest is penitent, not playful.
981
01:10:19,243 --> 01:10:21,537
How you think
Moses lasted in the desert 40 years?
982
01:10:21,620 --> 01:10:22,705
He must've been in shape.
983
01:10:22,788 --> 01:10:24,456
Priest got to be prepared.
984
01:10:24,540 --> 01:10:26,750
I don't suppose
Jesus appreciates your mockery.
985
01:10:26,834 --> 01:10:28,961
God gave us a sense of humor
so we'd use it.
986
01:10:29,044 --> 01:10:31,422
I don't know how to play, all right?
987
01:10:31,505 --> 01:10:33,716
My father didn't see the point
in teaching me sports.
988
01:10:33,799 --> 01:10:35,134
I was always gonna be a priest.
989
01:10:35,217 --> 01:10:37,177
It ain't never too late to learn.
990
01:10:38,012 --> 01:10:41,223
Not everyone is as eager
to humiliate themselves as you are.
991
01:10:42,099 --> 01:10:44,892
Through his own son's shame
was God's glory magnified.
992
01:10:44,976 --> 01:10:46,644
Jesus set the bar, brother.
993
01:10:46,728 --> 01:10:49,772
No one wants to hear the Gospel
from the mouth of a gangster.
994
01:10:51,691 --> 01:10:53,860
Maybe that's exactly what they need.
995
01:10:54,652 --> 01:10:55,778
I'm coming back.
996
01:10:57,989 --> 01:11:01,242
"For God so loved the world,
that he gave his only son,
997
01:11:01,326 --> 01:11:03,453
so that everyone who believes in him
998
01:11:03,536 --> 01:11:06,247
might not perish,
but might have eternal life."
999
01:11:06,331 --> 01:11:09,751
- The Gospel of the Lord.
- Praise to the Lord Jesus Christ.
1000
01:11:12,295 --> 01:11:16,298
It is a great pleasure to introduce
a member of our parish family,
1001
01:11:16,381 --> 01:11:17,674
now a seminarian,
1002
01:11:17,758 --> 01:11:19,676
to deliver today's reflection.
1003
01:11:27,017 --> 01:11:28,017
Hey.
1004
01:11:44,408 --> 01:11:47,036
"Forgive them, Father,
for they know not what they do."
1005
01:11:50,456 --> 01:11:52,416
That's what Jesus said on the cross.
1006
01:11:55,002 --> 01:11:56,002
As a kid,
1007
01:11:56,045 --> 01:11:57,964
I saw a dude in a diaper,
1008
01:11:58,047 --> 01:12:00,967
getting it worse than me
with my daddy's belt when he was drunk.
1009
01:12:01,509 --> 01:12:04,720
But I figured,
I could never screw up as bad as Jesus.
1010
01:12:04,804 --> 01:12:06,722
Whatever he did to deserve that.
1011
01:12:08,224 --> 01:12:12,560
And as a man, I thought,
"You know what? It serves him right.
1012
01:12:12,644 --> 01:12:13,812
Trying to lie to the world,
1013
01:12:13,895 --> 01:12:17,148
make us think we gotta kiss his feet
for a pat on the head."
1014
01:12:18,066 --> 01:12:22,946
Look, now, we've all been wronged,
and we've all done some wronging.
1015
01:12:23,989 --> 01:12:25,699
Some of us worse than others.
1016
01:12:26,283 --> 01:12:28,285
But with them words I said up top,
1017
01:12:29,077 --> 01:12:31,204
Jesus asked his father, God,
1018
01:12:32,122 --> 01:12:34,499
to forgive the folks tacking him up.
1019
01:12:35,083 --> 01:12:37,210
He ain't come to condemn the world,
1020
01:12:37,294 --> 01:12:39,545
make us cower in shame for our sins.
1021
01:12:41,547 --> 01:12:42,881
He came to forgive us.
1022
01:12:44,466 --> 01:12:45,467
Think about it.
1023
01:12:46,260 --> 01:12:49,888
We ask Jesus to forgive us our trespasses
1024
01:12:49,972 --> 01:12:53,225
as we forgive those
who trespass against us.
1025
01:12:55,311 --> 01:12:59,690
God's forgiveness
is contingent upon us forgiving others.
1026
01:12:59,773 --> 01:13:00,941
That's the deal.
1027
01:13:02,234 --> 01:13:03,444
It ain't easy to do.
1028
01:13:04,361 --> 01:13:05,361
Truth is,
1029
01:13:05,862 --> 01:13:08,156
we ain't got no power to do it ourselves.
1030
01:13:08,698 --> 01:13:10,033
None of us, not a one.
1031
01:13:11,367 --> 01:13:12,744
It's all God's grace.
1032
01:13:14,579 --> 01:13:15,913
That's the man, right there.
1033
01:13:17,874 --> 01:13:19,417
You just gotta let him in.
1034
01:13:20,543 --> 01:13:22,295
He'll do the heavy lifting.
1035
01:13:24,172 --> 01:13:25,590
Amen.
1036
01:13:27,967 --> 01:13:29,177
Hey.
1037
01:13:29,761 --> 01:13:31,596
Hey, wait up. Hey.
1038
01:13:32,472 --> 01:13:33,806
You're out of shape.
1039
01:13:33,890 --> 01:13:35,766
I'm out of practice chasing after you.
1040
01:13:35,849 --> 01:13:38,226
You're spiritually blackmailing me.
1041
01:13:38,310 --> 01:13:39,227
What?
1042
01:13:39,311 --> 01:13:41,480
Reminding me
God forgives those who forgive others,
1043
01:13:41,563 --> 01:13:44,691
chasing me down to demand it,
all for you to make yourself feel better.
1044
01:13:44,775 --> 01:13:46,109
It'll make you feel better too.
1045
01:13:46,193 --> 01:13:49,112
There's nothing to forgive.
We serve the same God.
1046
01:13:50,948 --> 01:13:52,074
You seeing someone?
1047
01:13:53,033 --> 01:13:55,410
You really are a glutton for punishment.
1048
01:14:04,502 --> 01:14:07,129
- You asked to see me, Father?
- Yes, yes.
1049
01:14:07,213 --> 01:14:08,839
As a matter of fact, I did.
1050
01:14:10,466 --> 01:14:14,178
It's come to my attention
that there was a woman in your life,
1051
01:14:14,261 --> 01:14:16,889
prior to you entering the seminary.
1052
01:14:16,973 --> 01:14:19,934
I was wondering,
are you still in contact with her?
1053
01:14:20,017 --> 01:14:25,481
No, not really. I mean, she don't want
much to do with a man she can't marry.
1054
01:14:25,564 --> 01:14:28,317
You know how Catholic girls are.
Or maybe you don't.
1055
01:14:28,401 --> 01:14:33,738
You strike me as the kind of man for whom
rejection only strengthens resolve.
1056
01:14:33,822 --> 01:14:36,241
Oh, don't ask me where I got that notion.
1057
01:14:38,201 --> 01:14:40,161
Do you still think about her?
1058
01:14:41,204 --> 01:14:42,204
Of course I do.
1059
01:14:42,872 --> 01:14:44,749
Sexuality's a gift from God.
1060
01:14:44,833 --> 01:14:47,669
And denying it
is denying something he wanted us to have.
1061
01:14:47,752 --> 01:14:49,879
It's what you do with it that matters.
1062
01:14:50,422 --> 01:14:52,882
Well, I appreciate your candor.
1063
01:14:52,966 --> 01:14:55,302
Anyway, I just want you to know,
1064
01:14:55,385 --> 01:14:59,388
I'm always here,
if you need to talk, or you're struggling.
1065
01:14:59,471 --> 01:15:01,307
Too kind, too kind.
1066
01:15:01,390 --> 01:15:05,060
You know,
it ain't a giving up, it's a giving for.
1067
01:15:05,144 --> 01:15:08,897
Like anything, it's the struggle
that brings you closer to God.
1068
01:15:08,981 --> 01:15:10,941
I never shied away from no fight.
1069
01:15:12,484 --> 01:15:14,236
Teaching priests to rat on suffering men,
1070
01:15:14,320 --> 01:15:16,322
they're getting closer to Judas
than Jesus.
1071
01:15:16,864 --> 01:15:18,824
We both know how that story ends.
1072
01:15:21,493 --> 01:15:22,493
Don't we?
1073
01:16:08,163 --> 01:16:08,997
Hey.
1074
01:16:09,081 --> 01:16:11,500
- Go, go, go.
- Right here, right here.
1075
01:16:12,542 --> 01:16:14,586
- Hey.
- Come on, man, let's go.
1076
01:16:15,420 --> 01:16:16,463
Shit.
1077
01:16:16,546 --> 01:16:17,546
Hey.
1078
01:16:18,924 --> 01:16:20,842
- Yo, I got you, I got you.
- Hey.
1079
01:16:21,385 --> 01:16:23,011
- Wait, wait.
- Hey, hey, hey.
1080
01:16:23,636 --> 01:16:25,054
Hey, you all right, man?
1081
01:16:26,555 --> 01:16:28,933
I ain't playing possum,
if that's what you're asking.
1082
01:16:36,691 --> 01:16:38,651
Let me try again. Help me up.
1083
01:16:40,569 --> 01:16:41,946
Let's go slow. Go slow.
1084
01:16:43,030 --> 01:16:44,657
All right, just take a sec.
1085
01:16:44,740 --> 01:16:45,740
Guys, hey.
1086
01:16:48,077 --> 01:16:50,204
Dude, you okay? You okay, man?
1087
01:16:50,788 --> 01:16:52,038
- Yeah.
- Come on.
1088
01:16:52,622 --> 01:16:54,416
Come on. There you go.
1089
01:17:04,592 --> 01:17:05,635
Oh, shit.
1090
01:17:07,887 --> 01:17:10,098
- You there, ten-four?
- Yes, Stu.
1091
01:17:10,181 --> 01:17:11,266
Still here.
1092
01:17:12,017 --> 01:17:13,143
Roger that.
1093
01:17:13,226 --> 01:17:14,227
Oh, shit.
1094
01:17:21,567 --> 01:17:23,444
Is that that nurse out there? You there?
1095
01:17:26,572 --> 01:17:27,656
Hello?
1096
01:17:29,116 --> 01:17:30,576
Anybody out there?
1097
01:17:33,203 --> 01:17:34,455
Oh, my God.
1098
01:17:36,123 --> 01:17:39,335
Oh, Stuart, I apologize for the delay.
1099
01:17:39,418 --> 01:17:41,920
I had several specialists
conferring over your lab reports.
1100
01:17:42,004 --> 01:17:44,423
No worries, doc.
I got the feeling back. I think I'm good.
1101
01:17:44,506 --> 01:17:46,133
Okay, look.
1102
01:17:47,092 --> 01:17:50,261
There's no easy way to deliver this news,
1103
01:17:50,345 --> 01:17:54,057
but you don't strike me
as somebody who needs sugarcoating.
1104
01:17:55,642 --> 01:17:56,642
All right?
1105
01:17:57,518 --> 01:18:00,563
You have a progressive muscle disorder.
1106
01:18:00,647 --> 01:18:03,650
It's called inclusion body myositis.
It's very rare.
1107
01:18:04,484 --> 01:18:07,028
Symptoms are like ALS,
Lou Gehrig's disease,
1108
01:18:07,111 --> 01:18:11,240
where the muscles continue
to weaken until they cease to function.
1109
01:18:12,200 --> 01:18:13,200
Yeah.
1110
01:18:14,285 --> 01:18:16,203
Unfortunately, there is no cure.
1111
01:18:17,871 --> 01:18:19,790
You could've put some sugar on that shit.
1112
01:18:19,873 --> 01:18:23,919
I'm sorry. Listen, it's very rare
to see in somebody as young as you.
1113
01:18:24,002 --> 01:18:29,049
- Then I got a better chance to beat it.
- Yeah, well, like I said, there's no cure.
1114
01:18:29,633 --> 01:18:30,801
All right, Stuart?
1115
01:18:31,426 --> 01:18:35,305
But the rate of progression,
it varies from person to person.
1116
01:18:35,389 --> 01:18:36,389
How long?
1117
01:18:36,431 --> 01:18:38,558
The first things
to atrophy will be the quadriceps,
1118
01:18:38,642 --> 01:18:40,686
finger flexors, foot dorsiflexors.
1119
01:18:40,769 --> 01:18:42,813
Later on, the facial muscles,
1120
01:18:42,896 --> 01:18:45,815
especially those
that control eye closure, speech,
1121
01:18:45,898 --> 01:18:47,900
and the muscles
that facilitate your swallowing.
1122
01:18:47,984 --> 01:18:50,278
The good news is
you could have as long as a year
1123
01:18:50,361 --> 01:18:53,990
before you'll need any assistance
with basic daily activities.
1124
01:18:55,533 --> 01:18:57,785
Like what? Like taking a shit?
1125
01:18:57,868 --> 01:19:00,913
Patients find that preparing for a future
with some home augmentations
1126
01:19:00,997 --> 01:19:02,248
eases the transition.
1127
01:19:02,331 --> 01:19:04,000
Take this shit out of my dick.
1128
01:19:04,083 --> 01:19:05,334
I'm gonna send for a nurse.
1129
01:19:05,418 --> 01:19:08,671
Can't cure my disease, can't take a tube
out of my dick, what can you do?
1130
01:19:08,754 --> 01:19:12,258
I understand, Stuart, that you are angry.
1131
01:19:14,342 --> 01:19:17,429
Oh, God.
Is there anything it doesn't fuck with?
1132
01:19:18,096 --> 01:19:19,096
Yeah.
1133
01:19:19,723 --> 01:19:20,807
Erectile function.
1134
01:19:21,600 --> 01:19:23,727
Typically one of the last things to go.
1135
01:19:25,353 --> 01:19:27,188
I'm trying to be a priest, pal.
1136
01:19:36,573 --> 01:19:38,533
Let me know if you need anything.
1137
01:19:49,376 --> 01:19:51,879
God is all about defying the odds.
1138
01:19:52,463 --> 01:19:56,926
You know, showing people
what they didn't think was possible is.
1139
01:19:57,009 --> 01:20:01,221
I defied every odd to get where I'm at.
You'd think he'd give a brother a break.
1140
01:20:04,224 --> 01:20:07,102
Maybe this is God giving you your break.
1141
01:20:08,479 --> 01:20:12,815
You know, Hollywood's not
got too many handsome handicapped.
1142
01:20:15,735 --> 01:20:18,821
You think Ali wanna be known
as the best Black boxer?
1143
01:20:19,697 --> 01:20:21,491
Guys like us go for greatest of great.
1144
01:20:29,916 --> 01:20:30,916
Stu...
1145
01:20:32,335 --> 01:20:35,964
Only thing you and Ali got
in common is a wheelchair in your future.
1146
01:20:54,690 --> 01:20:55,816
You all right, bro?
1147
01:20:58,235 --> 01:21:00,070
God don't make mistakes, right?
1148
01:21:11,789 --> 01:21:13,874
You love me, but you don't want me.
1149
01:21:17,837 --> 01:21:19,213
You're testing me, huh?
1150
01:21:20,131 --> 01:21:22,633
You wanna test me to see how serious I am?
1151
01:21:25,511 --> 01:21:26,511
Why?
1152
01:21:29,473 --> 01:21:30,473
Why?
1153
01:21:31,434 --> 01:21:32,435
Why?
1154
01:21:34,769 --> 01:21:35,895
I wanna know why.
1155
01:21:37,772 --> 01:21:39,858
I wanna know why. I wanna know now.
1156
01:21:40,483 --> 01:21:41,483
Why?
1157
01:21:42,569 --> 01:21:45,238
Why have you forsaken me here now?
1158
01:21:52,996 --> 01:21:56,249
And I'm here, and I wanna do right,
and I wanna be good.
1159
01:21:56,958 --> 01:22:00,295
I'm gonna be good.
I'm gonna do right, I'm wanna be good.
1160
01:22:00,879 --> 01:22:02,004
Please, Lord...
1161
01:22:06,634 --> 01:22:08,135
Goddamn.
1162
01:22:08,928 --> 01:22:11,513
No, I didn't mean that.
You know I didn't mean that.
1163
01:22:12,097 --> 01:22:13,097
All right.
1164
01:22:13,891 --> 01:22:16,894
I need to know now. I need to know now.
1165
01:22:16,977 --> 01:22:17,977
Why?
1166
01:22:18,562 --> 01:22:23,192
What the fuck
you got me doing here like this on my...
1167
01:22:23,275 --> 01:22:24,275
On my own?
1168
01:22:24,902 --> 01:22:27,196
Make sure you put Stephen with me.
1169
01:22:50,927 --> 01:22:52,053
I'll be here, Lord.
1170
01:22:53,471 --> 01:22:54,471
For you.
1171
01:22:59,601 --> 01:23:00,601
You all right?
1172
01:23:01,979 --> 01:23:03,814
That's a dumb question.
1173
01:23:04,648 --> 01:23:05,648
I'm sorry.
1174
01:23:07,567 --> 01:23:08,860
I don't know what else to say.
1175
01:23:09,653 --> 01:23:12,406
That's a first. You must be really sick.
1176
01:23:12,489 --> 01:23:15,200
That's what they're saying.
I feel fine so far.
1177
01:23:15,742 --> 01:23:16,952
Baby.
1178
01:23:17,035 --> 01:23:18,870
You can beat this.
1179
01:23:18,954 --> 01:23:21,790
They ain't seen it in a man so young.
1180
01:23:21,873 --> 01:23:24,459
Means they don't know
it's possible to get it gone.
1181
01:23:24,543 --> 01:23:27,503
You gotta think that way.
Can't think nothing else.
1182
01:23:28,504 --> 01:23:29,505
Yeah.
1183
01:23:29,589 --> 01:23:31,090
But in case you don't,
1184
01:23:32,425 --> 01:23:33,968
you ought to move back home.
1185
01:23:34,051 --> 01:23:36,512
Spend what you got left
doing things you enjoy.
1186
01:23:36,596 --> 01:23:38,556
Eat your favorite food, see your friends.
1187
01:23:38,639 --> 01:23:41,100
Hell, you might even box again.
1188
01:23:41,183 --> 01:23:42,183
Ma.
1189
01:23:42,852 --> 01:23:44,186
Sorry, baby.
1190
01:23:44,270 --> 01:23:45,605
I'm just scared.
1191
01:23:45,688 --> 01:23:46,814
Well, look at Mary.
1192
01:23:46,897 --> 01:23:49,859
Watching her son getting whipped
and nailed. She looked good doing it.
1193
01:23:49,942 --> 01:23:52,570
That's a fucking fairytale, Stu.
1194
01:23:52,653 --> 01:23:53,738
And if it ain't?
1195
01:23:53,821 --> 01:23:57,574
This God of yours,
you'vegiven up everything for him.
1196
01:23:57,657 --> 01:24:00,035
And what's he do? He punishes you.
1197
01:24:00,869 --> 01:24:02,871
When God wounds us,
he calls us closer to him.
1198
01:24:02,954 --> 01:24:04,289
You couldn't get any closer.
1199
01:24:04,372 --> 01:24:06,958
You're already
in the goddamn bed with him.
1200
01:24:07,542 --> 01:24:12,172
Couldn't you make some kind of deal?
He lets you stay around, you be his bitch?
1201
01:24:12,255 --> 01:24:14,674
Otherwise, take your business elsewhere.
1202
01:24:14,758 --> 01:24:17,594
I'm not gay, all right?
And God's not a gangster.
1203
01:24:17,677 --> 01:24:20,555
He don't make deals,
he don't respond to ultimatums.
1204
01:24:20,639 --> 01:24:22,681
You can't talk me out of this one.
1205
01:24:29,021 --> 01:24:31,732
I don't know
why I come out here every show
1206
01:24:31,815 --> 01:24:34,902
and I keep saying,
"Thank you, thank you, thank you."
1207
01:24:34,985 --> 01:24:37,404
I don't know what I'm thanking you for.
1208
01:24:37,488 --> 01:24:39,156
You get in here for nothing.
1209
01:24:40,157 --> 01:24:43,077
Bill's doing more important shit
right now. Leave word.
1210
01:24:43,160 --> 01:24:45,329
And believe me, that wasn't my idea.
1211
01:24:46,330 --> 01:24:47,957
Bill, it's me, Kathleen.
1212
01:24:48,707 --> 01:24:50,917
I need to talk to you about Stu.
1213
01:24:51,000 --> 01:24:53,962
It's amazing,
the things they have nowadays.
1214
01:24:54,045 --> 01:24:56,839
- Shaving cream with diacetin in it.
- What about him?
1215
01:24:58,258 --> 01:25:00,593
Shaving cream with lanolin in it.
1216
01:25:01,135 --> 01:25:03,346
Shaving cream with chlorophyll in it.
1217
01:25:04,681 --> 01:25:05,515
What's that mean?
1218
01:25:05,598 --> 01:25:09,227
Had to chase all over town
to find shaving cream with soap in it.
1219
01:25:12,855 --> 01:25:14,774
There. A small shave...
1220
01:25:14,857 --> 01:25:18,653
Does he need a...?
Can he even get on the crapper by himself?
1221
01:25:18,736 --> 01:25:20,904
Nothing like a nice smooth...
1222
01:25:23,949 --> 01:25:25,742
I forgot to put a blade in it.
1223
01:25:30,038 --> 01:25:33,542
A load of good you and me did,
climbing into bed together.
1224
01:25:33,625 --> 01:25:35,919
Made two kids, own bodies don't want them.
1225
01:25:36,461 --> 01:25:37,461
Hello.
1226
01:26:06,282 --> 01:26:07,283
Hang on.
1227
01:26:09,911 --> 01:26:10,912
Hold your horses.
1228
01:26:18,627 --> 01:26:20,462
You're gonna wake the whole neighborhood.
1229
01:26:20,545 --> 01:26:23,089
This ain't no neighborhood.
This is a trailer park.
1230
01:26:23,173 --> 01:26:25,008
They ought to thank me
for the wake-up call.
1231
01:26:25,091 --> 01:26:26,927
Get their asses up to find a job.
1232
01:26:27,010 --> 01:26:28,762
Early bird gets the worm. You heard?
1233
01:26:28,845 --> 01:26:32,015
- Some of them got jobs. Get in here.
- Thought you'd never ask.
1234
01:26:37,520 --> 01:26:38,563
This is nice.
1235
01:26:39,230 --> 01:26:41,358
You make Mama look like Martha Stew.
1236
01:26:43,734 --> 01:26:47,571
Yeah, I was thinking of hiring
your girlfriend to tidy up for me.
1237
01:26:47,655 --> 01:26:49,823
She'd appreciate the work, probably.
1238
01:26:49,907 --> 01:26:52,117
Seeing as the church mouse
feeds on strangers' scraps
1239
01:26:52,201 --> 01:26:55,746
and people these days
are just stingy assholes.
1240
01:26:57,289 --> 01:26:59,416
You get back what you put out there.
1241
01:27:01,669 --> 01:27:04,338
Is that why
God gave you an incurable disease?
1242
01:27:06,173 --> 01:27:07,258
You called it.
1243
01:27:07,925 --> 01:27:10,010
You always said I was a degenerate.
1244
01:27:13,012 --> 01:27:14,222
Drop in unannounced.
1245
01:27:14,305 --> 01:27:17,934
Don't give a man time
to take a piss or get his shit together.
1246
01:27:18,017 --> 01:27:19,686
I beg your pardon, Padre.
1247
01:27:54,761 --> 01:27:57,681
You casing the joint,
gonna steal more of my shit?
1248
01:28:00,767 --> 01:28:02,561
I come to see you ain't killed yourself.
1249
01:28:02,644 --> 01:28:04,104
Left Mama high and dry.
1250
01:28:05,105 --> 01:28:07,608
You think you're the only one
that can keep a vow?
1251
01:28:07,691 --> 01:28:09,317
Don't get all high and mighty with me.
1252
01:28:09,400 --> 01:28:11,611
I'm still your fucking father.
Don't you forget that.
1253
01:28:13,738 --> 01:28:16,240
It's lucky
you ain't bet one dime on me, huh?
1254
01:28:23,414 --> 01:28:24,707
I'm praying for you.
1255
01:28:25,541 --> 01:28:26,751
Don't you dare.
1256
01:28:28,044 --> 01:28:30,630
You're violating my rights as a man.
1257
01:28:31,422 --> 01:28:32,590
As an American.
1258
01:29:00,075 --> 01:29:04,329
Look not on our sins,
but on the faith of your Church.
1259
01:29:05,371 --> 01:29:10,626
And graciously Grant her peace
andunity in accordance with your will.
1260
01:29:11,335 --> 01:29:15,339
Who live and reign forever and ever.
1261
01:29:15,422 --> 01:29:17,716
- Amen.
- Amen.
1262
01:29:18,259 --> 01:29:21,428
The peace of the Lord be with you always.
1263
01:29:21,512 --> 01:29:24,181
And now let us offer each other
1264
01:29:24,265 --> 01:29:26,475
a sign of peace.
1265
01:29:27,434 --> 01:29:28,811
Peace be with you.
1266
01:29:29,853 --> 01:29:30,938
Peace be with you.
1267
01:29:35,233 --> 01:29:36,568
Peace be with you.
1268
01:29:43,825 --> 01:29:45,243
When were you gonna tell me?
1269
01:29:46,869 --> 01:29:48,538
When I prayed away my pride.
1270
01:29:54,544 --> 01:29:56,379
I'll marry you, you want me to.
1271
01:30:00,341 --> 01:30:02,175
Aren't you gonna ask
what kind of guy he is?
1272
01:30:02,259 --> 01:30:03,259
No.
1273
01:30:03,302 --> 01:30:04,469
I'd beat him up.
1274
01:30:05,012 --> 01:30:06,805
But I'm trying to be a priest.
1275
01:30:13,979 --> 01:30:14,979
Well, for...
1276
01:30:17,649 --> 01:30:20,068
For what it's worth, you have my support.
1277
01:30:22,112 --> 01:30:23,655
In sickness and in health?
1278
01:30:24,239 --> 01:30:25,657
In case I get a miracle?
1279
01:30:26,825 --> 01:30:28,327
Until death do we part?
1280
01:30:39,795 --> 01:30:40,796
If your mom asks,
1281
01:30:41,797 --> 01:30:44,508
tell her I came
to convince you to abandon priesthood.
1282
01:30:44,592 --> 01:30:46,302
She ain't gonna believe that.
1283
01:30:47,136 --> 01:30:48,304
Not you.
1284
01:30:53,059 --> 01:30:54,059
It's okay.
1285
01:31:51,532 --> 01:31:52,741
Give me a hand here.
1286
01:32:03,793 --> 01:32:06,629
It's our mission
to enter the darkest places,
1287
01:32:06,713 --> 01:32:08,840
and to be the light of Christ.
1288
01:32:08,923 --> 01:32:10,174
"Dark"?
1289
01:32:10,842 --> 01:32:13,469
Because we Black, bad, or both?
1290
01:32:16,347 --> 01:32:17,347
It...
1291
01:32:17,724 --> 01:32:19,892
It's a metaphor.
1292
01:32:19,976 --> 01:32:25,272
If you gonna use big words like that,
might as well pass out dictionaries, bro.
1293
01:32:28,942 --> 01:32:31,445
You guys get
one phone call a week in here?
1294
01:32:34,031 --> 01:32:35,741
If you kiss the right ass.
1295
01:32:37,159 --> 01:32:38,577
Who you gonna call, huh?
1296
01:32:39,328 --> 01:32:40,328
Your mama?
1297
01:32:41,788 --> 01:32:43,665
You gonna break her heart some more.
1298
01:32:44,625 --> 01:32:45,625
Your wife?
1299
01:32:46,543 --> 01:32:49,713
Shit, let's be real,
she probably busy banging her new man.
1300
01:32:52,089 --> 01:32:53,089
And your kid?
1301
01:32:53,716 --> 01:32:56,969
He'd probably get more pity
in school if his daddy was dead.
1302
01:32:58,679 --> 01:33:00,765
Don't need no phone to talk to God.
1303
01:33:01,599 --> 01:33:03,768
Don't need a guard's permission, neither.
1304
01:33:03,851 --> 01:33:07,897
When no one else gives a shit
what you got to say, God does.
1305
01:33:07,980 --> 01:33:09,649
Because he made your ass.
1306
01:33:10,816 --> 01:33:14,946
You damn right he's disappointed in it,
but he wants to help.
1307
01:33:17,698 --> 01:33:21,785
No matter how hard you resist it,
no matter how many times you say no.
1308
01:33:22,327 --> 01:33:24,329
He still wants to make you better.
1309
01:33:27,582 --> 01:33:29,417
He ain't giving up on you.
1310
01:33:30,543 --> 01:33:31,543
Never.
1311
01:33:32,087 --> 01:33:34,631
Don't you dare go giving up on yourself.
1312
01:33:41,096 --> 01:33:42,305
You wanna try again?
1313
01:33:53,357 --> 01:33:55,526
Have a seat, Stuart.
1314
01:33:55,609 --> 01:33:56,610
You know what?
1315
01:33:58,237 --> 01:34:00,739
I'm trying to stay fit. I'll have a stand.
1316
01:34:06,120 --> 01:34:08,789
There is concern amongst the diocese
1317
01:34:08,872 --> 01:34:11,834
that the state of your infirmity
1318
01:34:12,418 --> 01:34:17,714
will render you unable
to properly perform the sacraments.
1319
01:34:19,757 --> 01:34:25,179
It may even cause you to disgrace them.
1320
01:34:25,263 --> 01:34:29,684
I spill the blood. Choke on the body.
Fall on my face trying to genuflect.
1321
01:34:29,767 --> 01:34:31,895
You think I haven't thought of that?
1322
01:34:32,979 --> 01:34:35,315
We're not human beings
having a spiritual experience,
1323
01:34:35,398 --> 01:34:37,483
we are spiritual beings
having a human one.
1324
01:34:38,026 --> 01:34:41,029
This body don't mean nothing to God.
Therefore nor should it to you.
1325
01:34:46,825 --> 01:34:49,453
Unfortunately, it's not up to me.
1326
01:34:50,412 --> 01:34:53,749
The Church will
not endorse you for ordination.
1327
01:35:03,508 --> 01:35:07,429
At first the Church couldn't afford
to subsidize me as a face of Catholicism.
1328
01:35:08,305 --> 01:35:10,349
Now it can't afford
to subsidize a cripple.
1329
01:35:11,140 --> 01:35:14,685
This time it ain't a matter of reputation,
it's a matter of the money.
1330
01:35:14,769 --> 01:35:15,770
Isn't that right?
1331
01:35:17,730 --> 01:35:20,483
God don't move the goalpost, Father.
Man does.
1332
01:35:23,694 --> 01:35:29,075
It is my duty
to defend the sanctity of our Church.
1333
01:35:31,535 --> 01:35:33,079
I'm sorry, Stuart.
1334
01:37:03,999 --> 01:37:05,500
Hello, Mr. Long.
1335
01:37:07,044 --> 01:37:08,629
I'm sorry, my name is Ham.
1336
01:37:09,379 --> 01:37:11,548
I'm a friend of your son, Stuart.
1337
01:37:34,654 --> 01:37:36,197
Nearly done there or what?
1338
01:37:41,327 --> 01:37:42,703
She gonna help me up.
1339
01:37:45,206 --> 01:37:46,332
Oh, come on now.
1340
01:37:46,415 --> 01:37:48,501
This ain't the hill to die on.
1341
01:37:49,669 --> 01:37:50,920
It's the only one.
1342
01:38:06,393 --> 01:38:07,686
It's a solid build.
1343
01:38:20,323 --> 01:38:22,450
I seen insects grope about for death
1344
01:38:22,534 --> 01:38:24,869
with more dignity
than what you're displaying right now.
1345
01:38:24,953 --> 01:38:25,954
You here to help?
1346
01:38:27,497 --> 01:38:28,914
Play a hymn on the harp.
1347
01:38:29,748 --> 01:38:31,667
Makes pathetic shit look poetic.
1348
01:38:33,586 --> 01:38:35,504
The only hymn I know is Haggard.
1349
01:38:35,588 --> 01:38:37,339
Ain't you got somewhere to be?
1350
01:38:37,423 --> 01:38:38,423
Yeah, probably.
1351
01:38:41,468 --> 01:38:45,472
I'm trying out this new thing
they got now called self-employment.
1352
01:38:45,556 --> 01:38:47,182
All the kids are doing it.
1353
01:38:47,850 --> 01:38:49,226
I heard about that.
1354
01:38:49,852 --> 01:38:52,146
Identical twin sister to unemployment.
1355
01:38:53,397 --> 01:38:55,900
Except they swear
she's the better-looking one.
1356
01:39:05,450 --> 01:39:08,328
I seen a couple of boxing bouts on the TV.
1357
01:39:08,411 --> 01:39:11,789
Enough to know a man
don't lose when he gets knocked down,
1358
01:39:13,374 --> 01:39:14,876
but when he won't get up.
1359
01:39:17,712 --> 01:39:19,881
If there's one thing
I know about you, it's...
1360
01:39:20,506 --> 01:39:22,175
you ain't afraid to get hit.
1361
01:39:32,893 --> 01:39:34,561
You gonna watch or what?
1362
01:39:34,645 --> 01:39:35,896
Yeah.
1363
01:40:28,655 --> 01:40:31,032
- Hey, Mama.
- Hi, baby.
1364
01:40:41,084 --> 01:40:42,084
What you waiting on?
1365
01:40:42,752 --> 01:40:44,004
Well, you.
1366
01:40:54,179 --> 01:40:55,598
What you doing in there?
1367
01:41:00,686 --> 01:41:02,563
Praying for you to get some Patience.
1368
01:41:02,646 --> 01:41:05,065
You ought to try praying for my prostate.
1369
01:41:33,968 --> 01:41:34,968
You all right?
1370
01:41:35,345 --> 01:41:37,639
I ain't trying to close my curtains
in the shit box,
1371
01:41:37,722 --> 01:41:38,973
if that's what you're asking.
1372
01:41:40,141 --> 01:41:42,560
Well, you always did wanna be like Elvis.
1373
01:41:42,644 --> 01:41:44,312
I didn't think you noticed.
1374
01:41:45,230 --> 01:41:47,314
How could I not? You never shut up.
1375
01:41:47,397 --> 01:41:49,483
Many hours of silence, gone.
1376
01:41:49,566 --> 01:41:52,069
They say it's gold. We could've been rich.
1377
01:41:53,320 --> 01:41:55,948
Too late now.
Ain't gonna get that time back.
1378
01:41:57,241 --> 01:41:58,241
Yeah.
1379
01:41:58,659 --> 01:41:59,993
How do we tackle this?
1380
01:42:00,953 --> 01:42:02,621
Come on. Yeah.
1381
01:42:24,308 --> 01:42:25,518
We're gonna be late.
1382
01:42:30,398 --> 01:42:33,109
- The news ain't said hell froze over.
- That the best you got?
1383
01:42:33,192 --> 01:42:36,028
I'd clap if I could. I might slap myself.
1384
01:42:36,112 --> 01:42:37,363
That's more like it.
1385
01:42:38,614 --> 01:42:40,908
I never did like wearing these things.
1386
01:42:40,992 --> 01:42:43,410
Ain't done one of these
since your brother's funeral.
1387
01:42:43,493 --> 01:42:45,203
Still got your mother's makeup on it.
1388
01:42:45,287 --> 01:42:46,913
You got another one coming up.
1389
01:42:46,997 --> 01:42:48,456
Shut the fuck up with that.
1390
01:42:48,540 --> 01:42:50,625
Meantime, take Mama somewhere nice.
1391
01:43:03,179 --> 01:43:05,265
Can't say I never gave you nothing.
1392
01:43:06,433 --> 01:43:10,103
I skipped over thanking you.
Went straight to the source.
1393
01:43:11,520 --> 01:43:13,355
This thing purrs like a kitten.
1394
01:43:17,276 --> 01:43:18,402
Oh, no.
1395
01:43:20,279 --> 01:43:21,322
You son of a...
1396
01:43:21,405 --> 01:43:25,993
Son of a bitch. You piece of shit.
You couldn't wait till tomorrow.
1397
01:43:26,076 --> 01:43:28,537
Maybe that's God saying
you ought to share your shit.
1398
01:43:28,621 --> 01:43:31,332
- Or else.
- Yeah, well, she's all yours now.
1399
01:43:31,415 --> 01:43:33,292
We ain't that far. I could walk.
1400
01:43:33,375 --> 01:43:35,044
Yeah, and I can fucking fly.
1401
01:43:36,295 --> 01:43:39,297
- Where you going?
- I gotta get your ass to church on time.
1402
01:43:57,482 --> 01:43:58,482
There you go.
1403
01:44:09,952 --> 01:44:11,453
Breathing heavy already.
1404
01:44:11,537 --> 01:44:14,456
- It's the bad air.
- You gonna have a heart attack.
1405
01:44:14,540 --> 01:44:18,001
Well, then it'll all be right.
I'd die before you.
1406
01:44:18,085 --> 01:44:19,711
Yeah, you ain't that lucky.
1407
01:44:19,795 --> 01:44:20,795
Shut up.
1408
01:44:30,305 --> 01:44:31,932
- Hi, baby.
- Hey, Mama.
1409
01:44:35,893 --> 01:44:38,980
- Wanna tell me what's going on here?
- What you mean?
1410
01:44:39,605 --> 01:44:41,148
Dad is in a tie.
1411
01:44:41,232 --> 01:44:42,817
He looks nice.
1412
01:44:50,616 --> 01:44:53,202
Y'all think since I can't be a priest,
I'm gonna marry her?
1413
01:44:54,453 --> 01:44:57,498
- Y'all bless this?
- You're in no state to protest.
1414
01:44:57,582 --> 01:45:00,376
- You called her a housekeeper.
- What's wrong with housekeepers?
1415
01:45:00,918 --> 01:45:03,378
That's good for her.
In three months, I'll be in a diaper.
1416
01:45:03,461 --> 01:45:05,505
You're gonna need someone
to clean up your shit.
1417
01:45:05,589 --> 01:45:07,382
- That's your job.
- I'm gonna subcontract.
1418
01:45:07,465 --> 01:45:10,385
Oh, cut that shit out, you two.
1419
01:45:10,468 --> 01:45:12,012
Here. Let's go.
1420
01:45:12,095 --> 01:45:13,805
- Mind your back, Bill.
- Okay.
1421
01:45:31,031 --> 01:45:33,991
Our parish petitioned the diocese
to ordain you as a priest.
1422
01:45:34,825 --> 01:45:36,785
Monsignor made sure it was heard.
1423
01:45:37,828 --> 01:45:41,040
Turns out,
I had one good fight left in me.
1424
01:45:47,004 --> 01:45:48,839
We all believe in you, brother.
1425
01:45:51,258 --> 01:45:52,718
That's Father to you.
1426
01:47:17,925 --> 01:47:20,428
Someone once told me
I was bad advertising.
1427
01:47:21,304 --> 01:47:22,346
Imagine that.
1428
01:47:24,180 --> 01:47:26,266
He was a boss of mine at the supermarket.
1429
01:47:26,349 --> 01:47:29,978
I kept coming in with a face looked more
like raw meat than what I was selling.
1430
01:47:31,730 --> 01:47:33,064
Of course at the time,
1431
01:47:34,065 --> 01:47:35,775
I thought that man was wrong.
1432
01:47:37,277 --> 01:47:39,321
Whole world was wrong when it came to me.
1433
01:47:40,780 --> 01:47:44,367
Every brawl I had was beating back
at a world I thought had done me wrong.
1434
01:47:47,370 --> 01:47:48,370
Yeah.
1435
01:47:49,664 --> 01:47:51,166
Every bruise on my face,
1436
01:47:52,541 --> 01:47:56,420
every drop of blood I shed was proof
of my war against God's injustice.
1437
01:47:59,131 --> 01:48:02,301
I look worse now
than I did then, that's for sure.
1438
01:48:02,384 --> 01:48:03,385
Difference is...
1439
01:48:05,512 --> 01:48:08,015
now I know my suffering's a gift from God.
1440
01:48:10,100 --> 01:48:12,061
Now, I know it sounds like bull,
1441
01:48:12,144 --> 01:48:14,230
but it's coming
from a man in a wheelchair,
1442
01:48:14,313 --> 01:48:15,981
so you got to entertain it.
1443
01:48:18,150 --> 01:48:19,150
Hear me out.
1444
01:48:24,739 --> 01:48:26,950
All our outer nature's wasting away.
1445
01:48:28,660 --> 01:48:31,496
But our inner nature
is being renewed every day.
1446
01:48:33,039 --> 01:48:36,960
This life, no matter how long it lasts,
1447
01:48:37,043 --> 01:48:41,172
is a momentary affliction
preparing us for eternal glory.
1448
01:48:43,341 --> 01:48:45,426
We shouldn't pray for an easy life,
1449
01:48:46,302 --> 01:48:48,804
but the strength
to endure a difficult one.
1450
01:48:49,763 --> 01:48:51,848
Because the experience of suffering
1451
01:48:52,474 --> 01:48:54,851
is the fullest expression of God's love.
1452
01:48:56,270 --> 01:48:58,522
It is a chance to be closer to Christ.
1453
01:49:06,113 --> 01:49:08,031
Now, no one suffers perfectly.
1454
01:49:08,115 --> 01:49:09,283
For sure not me.
1455
01:49:10,617 --> 01:49:12,870
Even Christ had his moment of despair.
1456
01:49:14,621 --> 01:49:17,123
"My God, my God,
why have you forsaken me?"
1457
01:49:18,791 --> 01:49:20,293
He asked from the cross.
1458
01:49:21,168 --> 01:49:22,420
Christ felt betrayed.
1459
01:49:24,338 --> 01:49:25,756
You see, in that moment,
1460
01:49:26,799 --> 01:49:28,134
he who was sinless...
1461
01:49:29,010 --> 01:49:31,888
took on all our sins,
and got judged by God.
1462
01:49:33,890 --> 01:49:37,101
He took what we deserve,
because he loves us.
1463
01:49:46,985 --> 01:49:47,985
And that love...
1464
01:49:49,863 --> 01:49:52,282
it could make the baddest man a believer.
1465
01:49:53,825 --> 01:49:57,204
Because that love
is a feeling like no other.
1466
01:50:00,373 --> 01:50:03,001
To lead you all
to find and feel that love...
1467
01:50:06,004 --> 01:50:08,798
is why God is giving me
the scenic route to die.
1468
01:50:11,509 --> 01:50:13,636
And for that, I thank him every day.
1469
01:50:17,598 --> 01:50:18,766
Amen.
1470
01:50:18,849 --> 01:50:19,892
Amen.
1471
01:51:06,354 --> 01:51:07,772
- Hi.
- How you doing?
1472
01:51:07,856 --> 01:51:08,856
Great.
1473
01:51:20,117 --> 01:51:23,036
- And who are you here to visit, sir?
- Father Stu.
1474
01:51:23,120 --> 01:51:25,330
You and everybody else in this town.
1475
01:51:35,299 --> 01:51:36,675
Good morning.
1476
01:51:36,758 --> 01:51:38,885
Good one to be in sin, I suppose.
1477
01:51:45,516 --> 01:51:47,184
Bless me, Father, for I have sinned.
1478
01:51:47,268 --> 01:51:50,062
It has been seven days
since my last confession.
1479
01:51:51,397 --> 01:51:52,690
But no matter how many I make,
1480
01:51:52,773 --> 01:51:56,027
these hands that touch the troubled
are still themselves unclean.
1481
01:51:59,822 --> 01:52:00,990
You having doubts?
1482
01:52:06,161 --> 01:52:09,581
A doubt would imply that
I ever wanted this responsibility.
1483
01:52:11,666 --> 01:52:12,834
My father did.
1484
01:52:15,045 --> 01:52:16,421
It was expected of me.
1485
01:52:25,722 --> 01:52:27,807
I'm angry at God.
1486
01:52:30,268 --> 01:52:34,064
For failing to make me man enough
to defy the expectations of me.
1487
01:52:36,023 --> 01:52:39,527
And I'm envious of you
for having the balls to do just that.
1488
01:52:40,569 --> 01:52:44,532
All I ever prayed for
was a way out of this life.
1489
01:52:47,159 --> 01:52:49,745
And to watch you given an out by God,
1490
01:52:50,704 --> 01:52:51,789
and refuse it...
1491
01:52:53,874 --> 01:52:55,501
I can't understand it.
1492
01:52:59,046 --> 01:53:00,297
But I do admire it.
1493
01:53:02,465 --> 01:53:04,717
For these and all my sins, I am sorry.
1494
01:53:08,054 --> 01:53:11,140
I wasn't given no expectation,
except to stay alive.
1495
01:53:12,767 --> 01:53:14,435
I ain't coming too good on that.
1496
01:53:16,729 --> 01:53:21,150
Whether by offering his son,
or for watching one die,
1497
01:53:22,318 --> 01:53:24,279
a father's just looking for love,
1498
01:53:25,405 --> 01:53:26,614
like the rest of us.
1499
01:53:52,264 --> 01:53:54,725
Imagine how it must've felt for Joseph...
1500
01:53:56,476 --> 01:53:58,395
to be the less important father.
1501
01:54:00,730 --> 01:54:02,732
In his name, you pray for penance.
1502
01:54:22,043 --> 01:54:23,043
Goodbye, Stu.
1503
01:54:32,761 --> 01:54:34,512
Bill Long, alcoholic.
1504
01:54:34,596 --> 01:54:35,764
Hi, Bill.
1505
01:54:38,808 --> 01:54:41,228
I feel like
I'm putting my dick in a woodchipper.
1506
01:54:41,311 --> 01:54:44,814
We've all been in your shoes.
Sometimes, too drunk to put them on.
1507
01:54:44,898 --> 01:54:47,943
You've made the first step,
admitting you can't do it alone.
1508
01:54:48,026 --> 01:54:49,027
Amen.
1509
01:54:50,070 --> 01:54:53,949
Yeah, well, I could've used
God's help for a lot of things,
1510
01:54:54,032 --> 01:54:56,242
but never could find him.
1511
01:54:57,785 --> 01:55:00,746
My son said,
that's because God wasn't lost.
1512
01:55:02,706 --> 01:55:03,707
Wise-ass.
1513
01:55:06,877 --> 01:55:09,547
Anyway, I sure as hell
ain't got the road map.
1514
01:55:10,881 --> 01:55:14,927
I'm here because
my son asked me to get baptized.
1515
01:55:20,140 --> 01:55:22,518
I killed every hero that boy ever had,
1516
01:55:23,310 --> 01:55:25,520
hoping one day that hero would be me.
1517
01:55:28,565 --> 01:55:31,192
Never gave him a single reason
why it should be.
1518
01:56:10,022 --> 01:56:11,982
I guess we're both late bloomers.
1519
01:57:41,068 --> 01:57:43,696
It's a profound experience,
1520
01:57:44,280 --> 01:57:45,279
suffering.
1521
01:57:46,197 --> 01:57:50,243
And the struggles of this disease
1522
01:57:51,035 --> 01:57:53,288
help me, and help others,
1523
01:57:53,371 --> 01:57:57,000
to learn the way that
we should have been living all along.
1524
01:57:58,710 --> 01:58:00,753
It's taught me a little humility.
1525
01:58:00,837 --> 01:58:03,673
It's taughtme dignity,
respect for others.
1526
01:58:04,257 --> 01:58:07,385
Sometimes people like me...
There's an extreme example.
1527
01:58:08,636 --> 01:58:12,515
We need things like this
to be able to make those changes,
1528
01:58:12,598 --> 01:58:16,185
and decisions in our life that
are gonna help us become better people.
1529
01:58:16,268 --> 01:58:20,272
Become the people that God has created us
to be when he sent us to this planet.
1530
02:01:21,322 --> 02:01:24,867
It's all about deception.
Make them think you're going right.
1531
02:01:24,951 --> 02:01:27,036
Then pow, hit them with that left.
1532
02:01:27,119 --> 02:01:29,996
Unpredictability.
It makes the audience the actor's bitch.
1533
02:01:30,080 --> 02:01:33,166
The director says
we're supposed to disappear.
1534
02:01:33,250 --> 02:01:35,585
No, honey,
that's why they call it stealing the show.
1535
02:01:35,669 --> 02:01:37,629
Nobody gives you permission to entertain.
1536
02:01:37,712 --> 02:01:39,589
- I'm 7.
- I'm trying to help you, kid.
1537
02:01:39,673 --> 02:01:42,008
Impart some wisdom.
God smiles on that shit.
1538
02:01:42,092 --> 02:01:43,093
Quiet all around.
1539
02:01:44,010 --> 02:01:46,388
I know what you're thinking.
You're free to fuck this up.
1540
02:01:46,471 --> 02:01:48,265
Worst that happens,
you don't make the cut.
1541
02:01:48,348 --> 02:01:51,059
In the ring, you get one chance.
You better make it count.
1542
02:01:51,142 --> 02:01:53,770
That's the difference
between movies and real life.
1543
02:01:53,854 --> 02:01:55,814
Your choice how you wanna live.
1544
02:01:56,481 --> 02:01:57,481
Rolling.
1545
02:01:59,483 --> 02:02:00,484
A Mark.
1546
02:02:01,735 --> 02:02:03,737
Wanna be a big star? Follow me.
1547
02:02:03,821 --> 02:02:05,990
Background. And action.
1548
02:02:06,073 --> 02:02:07,366
Hey, you.
1549
02:02:09,118 --> 02:02:10,119
Maid.
1550
02:02:18,002 --> 02:02:19,545
Cut, cut. Oh, my...
1551
02:02:19,628 --> 02:02:21,338
Cut. Are you crazy?
1552
02:02:21,422 --> 02:02:23,716
- I'm making it real. That was good.
- You're background.
1553
02:02:23,799 --> 02:02:25,843
Trying to help.
These guys ain't doing it right.
1554
02:02:26,426 --> 02:02:28,970
- Get him.
- Hey, don't talk to the king like that.
1555
02:02:29,053 --> 02:02:30,930
- What's wrong with you?
- You're wrapped.
1556
02:02:31,014 --> 02:02:32,515
- What?
- Congratulations.
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