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=Have a Crush on You=

=Episode 33=

How are his lungs doing?

They are not improving

but they are stable.

No deterioration.

That's a good thing.

But he still has intracranial hypertension.

If we continue to give him a heavy dosage of Mannitol,

it might trigger the kidney failure

or electrolyte imbalance.

Dr. Wu.

Let's continue observing.

Let me know if anything happens.

Sure, Dr. Cheng.

Mr. Nie.

Nie Xing's lungs

are stable at the moment.

But we still need to observe further for the rest.

Thanks.

Thank you.

It's my job.

You can't stay here for more than two minutes.

I know.

Why did you come back?

You left your mom there alone?

Have you eaten?

I haven't.

Care to join me?

Let's talk.

Ning used to come here at night.

I have always wondered

what he was looking at.

Why didn't you listen

to my advice?

Were you trying to prove yourself

when Ning Zhiqian wasn't here?

Even then,

you should have tackled an easier operation.

In Nie Xing's case, even Ning Zhiqian

might not be able to save him.

What were you thinking?

So you think if Ning Zhiqian can't do it,

I can't too?

I admit

I am not

as talented as Ning.

But I did one-up him in this area.

That is, no one has died

during my operation.

No one

can break my record in the department,

but it has nothing to do with how skillful I am as a surgeon.

It's mainly because

I only treat patients that I'm sure I can save.

If there is a risk,

I let others do it.

Why didn't you do the same then?

You can't

hide from some things forever.

I already explained to you on the phone.

I am a doctor.

A patient in front of me

needs my help.

I can't bring myself

to say no.

Let's get married if this operation

is a success.

If not,

let's break up.

Yuan.

I'm very happy

that you came back.

(I sent so many messages to you.)

(Why didn't you reply?)

(I know there's a war,)

(but do say something to reassure me.)

I have messaged you many times.

Reply already.

And you didn't pick up my call either.

When you see my messages,

call me immediately.

Over here!

What's wrong?

I'm so glad you're safe.

I have missed you.

You have?

Dr. Ning.

See you, Simeone.

See you. Take care.

I hope to see the same old you

when I'm back next time.

I'm not old.

Yes, you're young forever.

Be careful.

I'll be fine.

That area is under fire.

It's very dangerous.

So please be vigilant.

I know.

You too.

Come back soon.

Take care of yourself.

Call me if anything.

Bye.

Bye.

Why didn't you ask him to stay one more night?

Many people need him more than me.

I don't want to be selfish.

Dr. Ruan.

You must be really happy.

Dr. Ning is very romantic.

(Dahl Chinese Hospital) Romantic? Why?

I once worked with him in the United States.

Before leaving the US, he dragged me to choose a gift for you.

A gift?

It took him one afternoon

to pick his favorite necklace.

That afternoon was a torture for me.

But he was so meticulous all the time.

And he had your name engraved on the necklace.

Tell me. Isn't that romantic?

(Beiya Hospital)

Who knows if this hospital

can save Nie Xing or not.

(Inpatient) Isn't that Dr. Cheng?

- Isn't that Dr. Cheng? - Isn't that Dr. Cheng?

- Dr. Cheng. - Dr. Cheng.

What's the situation now?

Can you tell us more?

How is Nie Xing now?

Back off.

- Back off. - Dr. Cheng.

Can you tell us

Nie Xing's current situation?

Stop.

How is Nie Xing doing now?

Dr. Cheng.

Dr. Cheng.

Back off.

How are his lungs?

Stable

but his brain is still swollen.

We can't delay it further.

He is on maximum Mannitol dosage now.

Prepare for the operation.

Mr. Nie.

Can you sign the consent form with me?

Sure.

Nerve stripper.

Give me the patient's vitals.

Stable.

(Operating Room)

Bai.

Prepare to close up.

Okay.

The patient's blood pressure and heart rate are dropping.

The patient is flatlining.

Administer 0.5mg of adrenaline intravenously.

Done.

Update?

Ineffective.

Another injection. 1mg.

Done.

Update?

Ineffective.

Prepare the defibrillators.

(Warning: Too Low)

Cheng.

Cheng!

(Operating Room)

Dr. Cheng.

Nie Xing is...

I'm sorry.

Sorry?

Sorry...

Cheng Zhouyu.

Cheng Zhouyu.

I know you're in there.

Open the door.

If you won't, I'll just barge in.

How is it going out there?

My dad

is dealing with the masses.

I must have caused him a lot of trouble.

Do you regret it now?

I do.

I regret

that I can't marry you anymore.

But I don't regret my attempt to save Nie Xing.

There are things that I have to do.

They are not elective modules,

but compulsory modules.

I will go out

and face the press now.

I am the person in charge.

I can't let your father handle them on my behalf.

So you won't

marry me?

I will marry you then.

No matter what happens in the future,

you are mine.

Forever and ever.

Come.

(Dahl Chinese Hospital)

This child was admitted yesterday

but we can't locate his family members.

Only this paper note.

The CT scan is out.

The note is in Chinese.

Who do you think wrote it?

His parents, perhaps.

They wrote it in Chinese,

hoping that the Chinese doctors

can save him.

They even described his condition in details.

If they care about their child this much,

why abandon him

in the hospital

and leave?

We can ask the child when he's awake.

Let's give him an MRI scan now.

I'll get ready.

Judging from the scan result,

the tumor is on his cerebellum.

But he is so young.

We have many cases like that in Beiya.

Among all the terminal illnesses in pediatrics,

tumor is only under leukemia.

Ning Xiang had that when he was younger too.

Can he be saved?

Depends on the MRI result.

We have to determine the nature of the tumor.

You might

need to give him special care for the moment.

Don't worry. I'm a mother.

I can take good care of him.

I should get going.

I cannot agree that.

But Alfa's situation is very serious.

The tumor in his cerebellum has to be removed immediately.

Dr. Ruan.

I know you are eager to save people.

But first, we must find his parents

and get the permission.

What if we never find his parents?

Sorry, Dr. Ruan.

I cannot greenlight this.

(Dahl Chinese Hospital)

Anything I can help?

(Beiya Hospital)

Don't sweat it.

You failed the career evaluation

but there's always next time.

I am not thinking about that.

I was this close

to a successful operation.

I could have saved him.

You did your best.

Don't beat yourself up for it.

No one will blame you.

You are upsetting me here.

Good boy.

Eat.

Eat the carrot.

(Beiya Hospital)

As I said earlier,

unless we were very sure of it,

we shouldn't have taken Nie Xing in.

Now that he passed away in Beiya,

the entire society is pointing fingers at us.

They say all sorts of nasty things.

Such as?

That our hospital isn't as good as a smaller hospital like Ruining Hospital.

After all, his condition was quite stable in Ruining.

But after he transferred here,

he died.

It sure begs the question whether

we have unskilled doctors here,

or someone was just too eager to perform

that he bit more than he could chew.

Dr. Shi.

Nie Xing's medical record has been archived.

I will cooperate with the investigation.

As a doctor, I do not

regret my decision.

Taking Nie Xing in

is my personal decision,

so I am willing to bear the consequences.

Mr. Ding.

I have to go back to work.

I will wait for the higher-up's decision patiently.

To contain the rumors,

I suggest we suspend Cheng Zhouyu.

Anyone agrees with me?

Suspend?

I am the vice president and I haven't said a thing.

Why, Mr. Ding? You're going

to show us the preferential treatment

you will give him now?

Knowing your relationship with him,

this will

reflect badly on us.

Preferential treatment?

Tell me then, Dr. Shi.

What grave mistake did Cheng Zhouyu make

that calls for preferential treatment?

Is it wrong to take in a patient

who was only waiting for his impending doom

in his previous hospital?

Is it wrong

to perform the operation before the patient's complication

acts up?

Is it wrong

to try your hardest

to save a patient?

Cheng Zhouyu did nothing wrong.

But we did.

All of you

manage this hospital.

You now hold a pen

and work on a desk.

You don't hold a scalpel anymore.

However, may I remind you

that we were once doctors.

Doctor is a noble profession.

We value life above

profit and fame.

I'm putting this out now.

If you want to remove Cheng Zhouyu,

you remove me first.

Zhouyu.

Don't feel guilty about it.

As a doctor,

you did what you could do.

You have no regrets.

Cheng, what's up?

Ning.

You're still alive.

Come. Spill it.

Mobile roaming is expensive.

It's nothing.

Why? I can't call you

to chat with you now?

Oh, by the way,

I am gone for several months now.

How is Ward 3 doing?

You think we cease to function

without you?

Ward 3 is prospering.

Even more so than when you were here.

Good. I count on you.

All the best.

I have an operation to perform. I have to go now.

Wait.

I have been meaning to ask you this.

Why do you always head to the rooftop?

Because it's quiet.

I can get tanned during summer

and it cools my head during winter.

That's all?

Why do you ask?

You thought I was pondering jumping from it?

But you stare into the distance.

What are you looking at?

Just trying to relax my eyes

to regulate my eyes muscles.

In our department, we use microscopes all the time

and my eyes can't stand that.

Staring into the distance allows your eyes to rest.

I see.

Please take care.

All right. See you.

Anything I can help?

Who are you?

Alfa.

Alfa.

Don't move. Don't move.

Alfa.

Go.

No, stop.

You can't take him away.

Don't look back.

He is diagnosed with glioma.

He will die without surgery.

Who are you?

Who are you?

Cure my son

or we will blow up the hospital.

I will try my best.

Go.

You understand? Go.

What's your name?

I'm Bablu.

Take care.

Sleep.

Close your eyes.

Good boy.

Come in.

Dr. Ruan.

Have a seat.

Who is Bablu?

Bablu?

Who is he anyway?

I know a lot of Bablu.

But the most famous one

is the leader

of the armed forces in Dahl.

He is the man that the government troops are looking for.

People say that he kills everyone without blinking his eyes,

with no mercy.

He's Alfa's father.

Oh my gosh.

I think now,

we should hand over Alfa to the government troop.

No, no, no. Please.

Bablu warned me that if I did this,

the hospital would be blown up.

His men are in the hospital,

watching everybody's moves.

You know?

Blow up?

I didn't expect this kid to have such connection,

which affects the war situation of Dahl.

(Bablu Alantis De Nacimanto)

You take my place.

Okay.

What's up?

Mr. Ning.

What's the matter?

(The Southeastern Hospital of Dahl Suddenly Attacked by Bablu)

(Government Forces Successfully Resisted the Attack)

Liuzheng?

I'm here.

So we admitted a seven-year-old

patient recently.

Both his CT scan

and MRI scan show

that there is a tumor in his brain.

I just want to discuss with you

his treatment plan.

Let me send it to you.

Sure.

(Sent successfully)

Hello?

Liuzheng.

So?

I took a look.

The tumor is on his cerebellum

so he needs to be operated on now.

It is way too close to the brain stem,

so you might not be able to remove it entirely.

But we can use chemotherapy after the operation to treat it.

I came to the same conclusion.

Then operate on him now.

Okay.

You don't sound

okay.

What's wrong?

Nothing.

You can handle this operation.

If you have any ideas, tell me. We can discuss it.

All right?

I'll hang up now then.

Okay.

Bye.

Hello.

What is this?

I think you need to speak with the president.

What's going on?

It's confidential.

Please let us through.

Jeff.

I think they are here to get Alfa.

It's you!

Liuzheng, where are you going?

You two, stay here.

Stop!

Stop!

You can't do this.

Who are you?

I'm his doctor.

He needs to stay in the hospital for treatment.

I'm sorry but I have to take him away today.

If you do this,

everyone will die.

I have to take him away, now.

- No. - No.

Please.

Calm down.

There are women and children here.

If you take this child away,

someone will kill us all.

Who?

His father.

His father?

That's a bigger catch.

Let's go.

Thank you.

Wait.

Did you just say

Alfa's father is Bablu, the leader

of the armed forces here?

I heard he's quite the scary figure here.

Don't cross him.

But Ruan Liuzheng,

why did you hide such a huge thing from us?

I wanted to treat the child first

and let Bablu take him away secretly.

So Jeff,

the security of the hospital is no. 1.

Please keep this in mind.

Okay.

I will take care of it.

Come in.

Director.

Jeff, you stay here, please.

Sit down.

- Thank you. - Thank you.

So I want to clarify some situations here.

I didn't report to the government troops.

I've been living in Dahl for eight years.

And I know its stakes in it.

And I just asked Jeff.

He also doesn't know who did that.

I promise, guys.

I really don't know.

I'm so sorry.

I misunderstood you.

The gunfight you and Ning encountered that day

may lead to this circumstance.

On the day of the fire exchange,

those men who were shot to death

attract the government troops' attention.

Bablu had been attacking important areas

in the southeast.

His real goal

is the international hospital.

He wanted to take control of the hospital

and then, Alfa can get the treatment.

But it failed.

Finally, he had to take Alfa

to our hospital.

With this analysis,

the logic will be stretched out.

Bablu seems to like his son so much.

Why don't we let the government troops

take Alfa away?

If Alfa was taken away by the government troops,

he could have died of his illness anytime.

You're right.

Alfa can't go.

So what's next?

We will do our best

to cure Alfa's disease.

But there's something I still don't understand.

Why didn't the soldiers

take Alfa away actually?

Why?

That's a bigger catch.

It's a trap.

You're still awake this late.

Alfa's operation is tomorrow.

Is that your final decision?

If we drag this out, changes might occur.

And I don't want to wait till the government changes its mind.

You should talk to Ning Zhiqian.

Perhaps

let him perform the operation.

I want him to perform the operation too.

I called him today

and I can tell he is very busy.

He said he has faith in me.

I do too.

But as your mentor,

Ning Zhiqian is more experienced

in handling emergencies

and the operation.

Bablu is ruthless

and Alfa is his son.

If there is an accident during the operation,

he won't let you live.

I am a doctor.

Whoever my patient is,

I do my best to save him.

All the best.

(Dahl Chinese Hospital)

(Dahl Chinese Hospital)

What a decisive cut.

Liuzheng,

you look more and more like a veteran now.

Tumor forceps.

Tray.

Thread.

(OPERATION)

Be quiet.

How is he?

Are you Bablu?

How is he?

The surgery went well.

What are you doing?

(Dahl Chinese Hospital)

You can't take him away.

Go back. Go back.

He has to be in the hospital.

Go back.

No!

No!

Please.

No!

Get back!

Ning Zhiqian.

Don't come here.

The child may die

without a doctor.

I can go with you.

Ning Zhiqian, don't go with them.

Take him away.

Move. Move.

Close the door.

Hurry up.

Ning Zhiqian!

(Dahl Chinese Hospital)

Ai Fei.

Why did you bring Ning Zhiqian over?

Why did you hide such a serious matter from him?

Thank goodness Ai Fei told him.

Otherwise, you might have been dead.

Do you understand?

Ning Zhiqian might be in danger.

Alfa needs a doctor now.

As long as Alfa is still alive,

Ning Zhiqian will be safe.

But...

But what?

If something happens to Alfa,

knowing Bablu's violent tendency,

Ning Zhiqian will probably die.

Director.

I have some news.

They promised to save Dr. Ning

by all means.

Thank you.

Thank you very much.

Thank you very much.

(Dahl Chinese Hospital)

Ning Zhiqian is a kind man.

Nothing bad will come to him.

Go back to your work.

I want to sit here alone.

Go.

Don't stay up too late.

Rest early.

Let's go.

(Dahl Chinese Hospital)

Hi, Dr. Ruan.

Hey, Jeff.

Dr. Ning is going to be okay.

I'm sorry about what happened to Dr. Ning.

Should I tell you a story?

When I first met Dr. Ning,

I hated him.

You know, he's always so serious.

He couldn't even smile.

But what he did

to the children and the patients...

That makes me respect him so much.

He is a good man.

Wherever he is, I think God...

God is watching over him.

You know,

when I was young,

my mother used to pray for me.

When I was in trouble,

when I was sick,

she used to pray for me.

And I would magically be okay.

So...

Let's pray for him. Let's pray for Dr. Ning.

Okay?

Just for him.

Dear God,

we are here before you to pray for Dr. Ning.

We pray that he is all right and he is well.

Wherever he is,

whatever he is doing,

wherever they take him,

I pray that...

I pray that he is okay.

And he will also return to us safely.

Amen.

(Dahl Chinese Hospital)

♪White clouds will never miss out on clear skies♪

♪As we waited, we deserve the embrace♪

♪However, we never♪

♪Chose to stay♪

♪We only care about the future♪

♪While the present slips past us♪

♪Before choosing a direction at the next crossroad♪

♪I let go of your hand out of habit♪

♪Two hearts anticipate approaching each other♪

♪Yet suffer in regrets♪

♪Choosing a direction at the next crossroad♪

♪Is like tearing the universe apart♪

♪Losing oneself in regret♪

♪Saving oneself with silence♪

♪Before choosing a direction at the next crossroad♪

♪I let go of your hand out of habit♪

♪Two hearts anticipate approaching each other♪

♪Yet suffer in regrets♪

♪Choosing a direction at the next crossroad♪

♪Is like tearing the universe apart♪

♪Losing oneself in regret♪

♪Saving oneself with silence♪

♪Choosing a direction at the next crossroad♪

♪Is like tearing the universe apart♪

♪Losing oneself in regret♪

♪Saving oneself with silence♪

♪That won't do♪