Original subtitles

=Have a Crush on You=

=Episode 32=

Zheng.

It was wrong

for me to keep this from you.

Blame me all you want.

But don't blame Zhiqian.

Dad.

You gave up on the treatment so soon.

It's too hard on all of us.

Perhaps we can try other treatments.

In that regard,

Zhiqian was more prudent.

He considered all other options.

In the remaining time I have,

I want to go home and spend time with your mother.

I want to talk to her.

Have a little chat with her.

I want to try

her cooking.

Had you told me sooner,

I would have spent more time with you.

I didn't tell you

because I wanted you to be happy

every time I saw you.

I've always

wanted to see you happy.

It really gladdens me

to see you so happy.

Dr. Ruan.

I have a favor to ask.

Could you

give me an early discharge?

Let me go home.

You should do

Ning Xiang's surgery first.

I'll visit you after the surgery.

I look forward to your good news.

Zhiqian.

Dad?

I'm counting on you.

Don't worry.

So,

you two should be careful.

Maintain good personal hygiene.

Don't skip your meals.

Is that clear?

Don't go wandering off for no reason.

Okay, you two can go home now.

To the entrance.

We're already there.

Ning Xiang passed the tests.

The surgery is a go.

How has Dad been lately?

He seems sprightly.

He even sings for Mom.

See?

The ducklings are out.

Spring is just around the corner.

Yeah.

(Beiya Hospital)

Mom.

Don't be scared.

I am very brave.

I'm Spider-Man.

Ning Xiang is the best, right?

Let me show you something.

Look who this is.

- Ning Xiang, all the best! - Grandpa.

- We are waiting for you at home! - Grandma.

- Ning Xiang, Grandpa said - Grandma.

- when you come home, - Grandpa.

he'll play chess with you.

I will make you something tasty too.

Ning Xiang, my nephew.

- All the best. - Uncle.

I'm rooting for you at the set.

And Uncle Xiao'er.

All the best!

Uncle Xiao'er.

Ning Xiang.

I am Weilin.

- I promise - Xue Weilin is here too.

when you get well,

I'll take you to the theme park.

All the best!

Hello, Ning Xiang.

- Do you remember Ms. Tan Ya? - Look who's next to me.

Ms. Tan Ya.

Good luck!

Do you remember Mr. Cheng?

- And me too! - Mr. Cheng and Ms. Ding.

All the best, Ning Xiang!

Aren't you happy to see them?

So many are here for you.

See?

Dad, don't be afraid.

I'm not afraid.

I'll always be there for you.

Mom.

Don't cry.

I'm not crying.

I'm waiting for you to get well.

Okay?

All the best.

(Special Elevator for Operation)

Mr. Liu.

I'm counting on you.

(Operating Room)

The weather is nice today.

The sun is warm and nice.

Come on.

Let's get some warm sunshine.

It's good for your health.

See?

The birds wouldn't stop chirping.

Lately,

the plants have been growing well.

How nice.

The child is still young.

The surgery will be difficult.

It could take quite a while.

There could be blood loss.

How many blood packs do we have?

Two packs.

Get two more packs.

Sure. I'll notify the blood bank.

Manager Liu thinks the surgery will drag on

as the boy is too young.

We need two more packs of blood.

Blood pressure is declining.

How much?

80/50.

Heart rate?

55.

Calm down.

Calm your nerves.

Take it slowly.

(During the Operation)

Two more packs of blood are here.

Come.

Let's look at

some of Zheng's photos.

Come on.

See this?

She was adorable when she was little.

Back then,

she meant the world to you.

She was the apple of your eye.

And our son?

As if he was adopted.

I wonder

how Ning Xiang's surgery is going on.

I've been worried the whole morning.

Jianzhong.

I'll get you some water.

(Kid.)

(I'm afraid)

(the game is lost for me.)

(But your game)

(can still go on.)

(Operating Time)

(Operating Time)

(Operating Room)

Come. Have some water.

The crisis

has been resolved for now.

You must take over from here.

Calm down.

I'm here for you.

Suture.

The child is lucky to be alive.

Disinfection.

(During the Operation)

The kid

is lucky to have met you.

Mr. Liu.

Thank you.

Let's not break it to them right away.

- Hello, everyone! - Hello, everyone!

Dr. Ding and I are transferred

back to Neurosurgery from Infectious Disease.

We start working today.

Welcome!

- Welcome! - Welcome!

Hold on.

Did you get your nucleic acid test?

Of course.

We've had it three times this week.

For everyone's safety,

you two should be quarantined for another two weeks.

Well said.

Agreed.

He has a point.

Never mind.

Never mind.

You worked together in Infectious Disease

for an entire week.

Did the spark of love

not reignite?

Well.

Of course not.

Dr. Ding feels embarrassed.

Of course it did!

Get your filthy hand off me.

Get working.

Run!

My test result was alright!

Aren't you happy to be discharged?

Yeah!

I want to spend time with Mom and Dad.

I want to ride a bicycle.

Which mom did you mean?

You, and you!

I have two moms!

Why isn't Grandpa here?

He is making food for you back home.

Why didn't my other Grandpa come here?

I want him to give me chess lessons.

I'll make time

- I can teach you. - to pay madam a visit.

What is your plan?

I'm staying in Jiangzhou.

I want to look after Ning Xiang

with you guys.

That's great!

Mom and Dad

can finally be with me!

(Beiya Hospital)

Let's put your work aside for a moment.

I have an announcement to make.

Recently,

Jiangzhou authority will select a team

to provide Africa with medical aid.

Every hospital is sending someone.

This is the form.

If you wish to volunteer,

get a form from me.

Well? Are you going?

Sure.

I wish I could go, but my mom wouldn't let me.

Anyway, I will go.

(Jiangzhou West District Hospital)

I want to go.

We meet the requirements.

You two should go.

Go.

(West District Hospital, Ruan Liuzheng, Neurosurgery, Attending Doctor)

(Assembling a medical team in Jiangzhou to aid Africa)

(Seeing off the 25th medical team to aid Dahl)

(Seeing off the 25th medical team to aid Dahl)

Dr. Ruan. I've been waiting for you.

Here.

What's wrong with you?

Why didn't you tell me you were coming?

I did it on purpose.

Here, one for you too.

Thank you, Deputy Manager Ning.

Put your luggage there.

Sure.

Everyone, gather up!

- We'll take a group photo. - Okay.

Come on.

Stand in the middle.

Stand over here.

Right here.

(Beiya Hospital)

Okay. On the count of three,

say, "All the best, China!"

- Okay. - Okay.

Get ready.

One. Two. Three.

All the best, China!

I am too embarrassed to say it,

but I've never been abroad before.

I know.

I went to Beiya Hospital as soon as I graduated.

I've barely taken

any leaves over the years.

I don't have time to travel.

You will learn a great deal

from our trip to Africa.

Dr. Ai!

I didn't recognize you, Ai.

Yeah. What are the odds?

When we arrive in Africa,

take some photos for me.

Make sure I look pretty.

Hey! How are you?

I'm good.

Nice to meet you.

Hello.

Hey, Jeff.

Dr. Ruan.

How is it going?

It's great.

How are you?

I'm fine.

Welcome to Dahl.

Hello.

Get in the car.

Hello.

Hello.

Hello.

It's been so long, Ning!

Thanks, Simeone.

Hi, Simeone. It's been too long.

Hello.

Long time no see.

Nice to meet you. Call me Tan Ya.

- Hello. - Hi.

- Nice to meet you. - Nice to meet you.

Welcome to Dahl Hospital.

Let's go. Come on in.

A room for three.

Liuzheng.

We've never

lived in a dorm after we graduated.

So?

We are thousands of miles away from home.

We should look after each other.

Yeah, Dr. Ai.

We worked in different departments.

We never get to talk.

We can

have a long chat this time.

I have a personal habit.

I prefer quiet space.

I don't like talking.

I don't like listening to people talking.

When I am around,

please keep your voice down.

Thank you.

Let's respect each other's lifestyle.

Dr. Ai,

have you been to Dahl before?

Didn't you hear what I just said? I don't feel like talking.

Which do you want?

Either one.

You pick.

I'll take the other bed.

Okay?

Dr. Ruan.

Let's help the patients in critical

conditions.

Make the arrangement.

Three surgeries?

Why? Is there a problem?

Of course not.

So many patients are without a bed.

I wish I could do five a day.

You've improved.

Should I cut the left side?

Wait. Be patient.

Dr. Ning.

Jeff, what happened?

There is a woman. She's delivering.

She's having trouble giving birth.

Why didn't you ask Simeone?

Simeone is not here.

When she left, she told me

whenever she's not available,

you're in charge.

The woman has lost a lot of blood.

Please come and help her.

Dr. Ruan, go with him.

I can handle it here.

Me?

I don't know how to deliver a child.

You were in the Obstetrics Department for your training.

Yes.

But I've never delivered a child on my own.

I'm a woman,

but that doesn't mean I was born to have the knowledge.

That's not what I mean.

Two lives are at stake here.

The decision is yours.

Please, come and help her.

Please, come with me.

Well? How did it go?

It went well.

A boy or a girl?

A boy.

It's said that potential

can always be discovered.

Are you exhausted yet?

What now?

Let me take you somewhere.

Why did you take me here?

I used to come here to take a bath.

Why didn't you use the bathroom?

I can't see the stars there.

But I can watch the stars while taking a bath.

Come on.

Let's pick you some stars.

You never cease to amaze me.

When my mom left,

I couldn't be with her.

I thought

I should come back here to see her.

(We've only met once,)

(but we had a great time.)

(We talked a lot.)

In my eyes,

she is truly a charismatic woman

and an outstanding doctor.

She told me

she'd leave for Africa the next day.

It was that day.

She liked you a lot.

You've only met her once,

but she mentioned you a lot.

There's another battle going on.

Who knows how many will die this time?

By the way,

the medical system of

the international hospital is overloading.

They are transferring surgeons from around the world.

I want to volunteer.

I'm coming with you.

You shouldn't.

It's too dangerous.

Stay in your post.

When are you leaving?

I registered.

I'll leave in a few days.

(Dahl Chinese Hospital)

Help! Help us!

Quick!

- Please help us! - Help!

Are you worried about Ning Zhiqian?

There was a firefight at the international

hospital this afternoon.

There were heavy casualties.

Communications with that side have been cut off.

How did you know?

I was in Dahl.

I have a lot of friends here.

Is there a way

I can get in touch with Mr. Ning?

We must wait for the communications to get back online.

That could take forever.

Shouldn't you be in bed?

You are operating tomorrow.

You're still awake too.

Are you talking back at me?

Mr. Ning and I were in the same batch.

Did he teach you nothing?

As a doctor,

you must take care of yourself

before you can take better care of the patients.

Go to bed.

Good night.

Did you bring your ID?

And your charger?

Yes. Stop nagging.

We'll be away for a couple of days.

You should say goodbye to Cheng.

Mom wants me to say goodbye to you.

My mom saw this!

No.

If you miss me,

send me a message.

If I don't reply instantly,

it means I'm operating.

I get it.

Good.

Don't get yourself into trouble.

That's not your turf.

I won't.

Good girl.

Did you get the sunscreen?

Yes. I got tubes of them.

Don't worry.

Are you sure?

Can we go now?

Get in the car.

Madam,

have fun while you're there.

Thank you for your help, Cheng.

Thank you for your help, Cheng.

- Silly child. - Sure, Madam.

When we're back from the vacation,

maybe we should start calling you Manager Cheng.

Madam,

you should just stick to Cheng.

Yuan.

Take care of both of you.

Fine, I get it.

Stop nagging.

Close the door.

Okay.

Everything about Cheng is great,

except for his background.

What I like the most about him

is that he listens to you.

♪Let me open up your head♪

♪Let me have a look of what's in there♪

♪You don't have many gyri♪

♪That could give you♪

♪Bad memory♪

(Due to the landslide during)

(the National Cycling Championship,)

(several national athletes, including Nie Xing,)

(have been injured.)

(Nie Xing suffered the worst injury.)

(According to his father,)

(he suffered trauma to the head.)

(After his surgery at a local hospital in Ruining,)

(he's been in a coma.)

(He is still in critical condition.)

That's the situation.

We should discuss

whether we should accept Nie Xing's transfer or not.

(Meeting Room)

Come in.

Take a seat.

Quick.

You are in charge of Neurosurgery Ward 3.

Something just came up.

We must discuss it with you.

Have you heard the news about the cyclist called

Nie Xing?

Yes.

I'll make it brief.

During the contest,

a falling rock hit his head.

He suffered a severe injury.

Ruining Hospital contacted us

about the emergency this morning.

They wish to transfer Nie Xing here

and hope that we can accept him.

This is the detailed medical diagnosis.

You have a copy there.

(Ruining Hospital, Nie Xing: Admission Record)

Vice President Ding.

We must think it through before we can

accept Nie Xing's transfer.

His situation has the attention

of the media nationwide.

Unless we are certain of our chances,

we should not accept him.

Nothing is absolute

in the medical field.

Our Neurosurgery

has a great reputation throughout the country.

Our technology, techniques, and staff

are all top-notch.

If we can save this athlete,

we must uphold the spirit of medicine

and save him as best as we can.

If Ning Zhiqian was here,

I wouldn't be worried.

In my opinion,

we should not put Beiya Hospital's reputation

at risk.

Cheng.

What is your take on the matter?

I need to study his medical record.

I must discuss it with

the other neurosurgeons as well.

Very well.

This is a serious matter.

We'll wait for your response.

These are the CT scans

of Nie Xing's skull

after his admission.

The CT scans show

fractures at the skull,

cerebral contusion and laceration,

and ICH.

These have led to increased intracranial pressure and brain herniation.

Ever since they removed the hematoma

and conducted a decompressive craniotomy,

the patient has been in a coma.

There is infection at his lungs.

Dr. Bai.

Craniocerebral trauma is your field of expertise.

Tell us what you think.

Let's check

the CT scans.

The decompressive craniotomy didn't cover enough range.

Secondly, he's suffering from severe

increased intracranial pressure and brain herniation,

and there is the infection at his lungs.

We can conduct another surgery

to increase the range of decompressive craniotomy.

But by doing so,

the risks are too great.

There is another factor to consider.

The trip from Ruining Hospital to Jiangzhou

will take at least

two and a half hours.

What if anything happens to him on the way?

If we agree to his transfer,

Ruining Hospital's staff will escort him.

Let's assume

Nie Xing has been transferred here.

We face the same problem

as they did

at Ruining Hospital.

If we don't conduct another surgery,

we can't relieve

the intracranial pressure.

We all know what that leads to.

But if we do conduct another surgery,

the risks are too great.

Either option won't end well.

(Tragic News! Landslide at Ruining National Cycling Championship!)

(Many athletes have suffered injuries, with Nie Xing's condition the worst!)

(Director's Office)

Come in.

Mr. Ding.

How did the discussion

about Nie Xing's transfer go?

We...

We think it's beyond us.

I advise against transferring him here.

(Internal Call)

(Ongoing Call)

Hello, Mr. Ding.

Ruining Hospital is calling.

Should I connect them to your line?

Maybe I should go.

You should answer this.

It's your field.

Your words carry more weight.

It's a serious matter.

I can't decide.

Won't you answer the call at all?

Connect the line.

Yes.

This is a neurosurgeon from Ruining Hospital.

Hello.

This is Cheng Zhouyu from Beiya Hospital's Neurosurgery Department.

I've discussed Nie Xing's condition

with my peers.

We all agreed that

his injuries were too severe.

He should not be transferred.

We advise you to contain the infection at his lungs.

Conduct a second craniotomy

to increase the range of decompressive craniotomy.

(Ongoing Call)

You're experienced in dealing with

this kind of situation.

Could you reconsider?

Listen.

The risks are too great.

If anything happens to him on the way here,

we will be equally responsible.

Are you the person in charge of the department?

This is Nie Xing's father.

Hello. This is Cheng Zhouyu from Beiya Hospital's Neurosurgery Department.

Dr. Cheng.

Beiya is our last hope.

Please. You must save my son.

Mr. Nie.

We understand your worries.

But this is beyond us.

You should contact

other more reputable hospitals.

If you are willing to take him in,

we will

accept any consequences.

Please don't give up on him.

Please give it a try.

Please, I beg of you.

Well.

I shall try.

Ding.

Cheng Zhouyu, have you lost your mind for fame?

Now is the critical time for your

career evaluation!

Why are you trying to be a hero?

You know about Nie Xing's transfer.

Who told you that?

Never mind.

My dad agreed on a whim,

because he didn't know better.

You're an expert.

Don't you know

Nie Xing's chances of making it through

are next to nothing?

As you said,

there is still hope for him.

I thought you only cared

about results and personal gains.

How did you get so ignorant this time?

Nie Xing is the best cyclist in the country.

If he dies because of you,

do you know what it will do

to your career?

I only know that

Ning would have saved him

if he were here.

You're not him!

Yes.

I am not Ning Zhiqian.

But I am a doctor.

Talk to you later.

(Emergency Department)

Who's in charge here?

I am Cheng Zhouyu.

He stopped breathing.

His heart rate is weak.

Send him to the ICU!

Put on the ventilator!

Yes.

This way.

- Hello. - Hello.

Are you Dr. Cheng Zhouyu?

Yes.

Hello. I am Nie Xing's father.

- Nice to meet you. - Pleasure.

Dr. Cheng.

Thank you so much.

You helped us when we needed help the most.

If you deem it necessary,

proceed without my permission.

I only want

my son to survive.

Do whatever you must.

Dr. Cheng, please.

Don't worry.

Please.

I will give it my best.

♪White clouds will never miss out on clear skies♪

♪As we waited, we deserve the embrace♪

♪However, we never♪

♪Chose to stay♪

♪We only care about the future♪

♪While the present slips past us♪

♪Before choosing a direction at the next crossroad♪

♪I let go of your hand out of habit♪

♪Two hearts anticipate approaching each other♪

♪Yet suffer in regrets♪

♪Choosing a direction at the next crossroad♪

♪Is like tearing the universe apart♪

♪Losing oneself in regret♪

♪Saving oneself with silence♪

♪Before choosing a direction at the next crossroad♪

♪I let go of your hand out of habit♪

♪Two hearts anticipate approaching each other♪

♪Yet suffer in regrets♪

♪Choosing a direction at the next crossroad♪

♪Is like tearing the universe apart♪

♪Losing oneself in regret♪

♪Saving oneself with silence♪

♪Choosing a direction at the next crossroad♪

♪Is like tearing the universe apart♪

♪Losing oneself in regret♪

♪Saving oneself with silence♪

♪That won't do♪