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=Have a Crush on You=

=Episode 31=

(Beiya Hospital)

Cases of pneumonia of unknown aetiology

have appeared in several provinces and cities.

It has been confirmed

that the pneumonia of unknown aetiology

is caused

by a new coronavirus infection.

The National Center for Disease Control and Public Health

has declared a level-one emergency response.

And other provinces and cities have already seen cases

of infection among healthcare workers.

We must all take this seriously.

I counted

three patients in our wards

that have shown different degrees

of respiratory infection symptoms.

Our hospital currently does not have COVID test kits,

so we can only isolate them,

disinfect the wards,

and take their temperature daily.

The Pulmonology Department and Fever Clinic

are overwhelmed with patients

and severely understaffed.

After contemplation, the hospital administrative office has decided

that each department must be ready

to provide support at all times.

Understood.

Transfer all patients with respiratory infection symptoms

to the room at the end of the corridor.

I'll take that room.

That'll reduce the movement of personnel

and the risk of cross-contamination.

I'll go with Dr. Ruan.

I'll go with you guys.

Make sure you take all precautionary measures.

All right.

You're still here.

I heard the Pulmonology Department is short of staff these days.

They're even borrowing our staff.

Is that true?

Yes.

I volunteer.

Because you broke up with Ding Yiyuan,

and you don't want to see her?

No, wait... How did you know that?

Who told you?

Anyone with eyes could see that.

First of all,

I want to help.

Avoiding her is the second reason.

I believe you.

You do?

We've worked together for years.

I know the kind of person you are.

You don't.

You really don't.

I just want

to do something right now

to show everyone

I'm not a good-for-nothing.

Even I'm looking down on myself.

All these years, I never let you join the research group,

and I made you perform the outpatient duty a lot.

I know you're unhappy with me for that.

But I thought you would understand.

Ning,

I didn't vote for you

during the election for the manager.

I forfeited my vote.

If you did this

ten years ago,

I would beat you up for sure.

You can try it now.

But I'll fight back.

Want to do it now?

Take a look.

Read it.

The hospital has offered an opportunity for further study.

I recommended you.

It has been approved.

When was this?

Why didn't you tell me about this sooner?

You have two options right now.

Either go to the Pulmonology Department

or

pursue further study.

What's going on here?

What's with this tense atmosphere?

Did you guys get into a fight?

(Sanitizing Gel)

(Stinky steamed bun. Rotten steamed bun.)

(Mr. Ruan: Zhiqian,)

(I've read the treatment plan you gave me carefully.)

(I know my condition.)

(I've decided not to undergo surgery.)

(I want to spend the remaining days of my life)

(with my family.)

The new year's eve is coming up.

We'll probably be spending new year's eve in the hospital again.

My parents were hoping we could get married

by the end of the year.

What's the matter?

You don't want to?

No.

Sure.

After the new year.

Let's get married after the new year.

I hope the pandemic is over by then.

(Latest news)

Wuhan is on lockdown.

(Sanitizing Gel)

(Currently, the city is implementing strict prevention and control efforts.)

(We just received instructions from the higher-ups.)

(With immediate effect,)

(Beiya Hospital is accepting COVID patients.)

(The former Infectious Disease Unit)

(will be reopened and utilized)

(Ding Hao, Vice President of Beiya Hospital as an isolation ward.)

(All medical and nursing staff will take precautionary measures.)

(The pandemic in Jiangzhou remains at high-risk level)

(From this moment on,)

(the hospitals and wards)

(are our battlefields.)

Is it hurting again?

Here.

Take your medicine.

How long

are you planning on keeping this from them?

Liuzheng is leaving for the hospital today.

I'm worried that she...

That's enough.

Look at how serious the pandemic is right now.

How could we tell them about it now?

If we do,

they won't be able to focus on work.

It's better to let them work with a sound of mind.

Besides, given my condition...

They won't be able to do anything

even if they know.

Mom, Dad, I'm leaving.

What's going on here?

Are you...

Are you leaving?

Oh, okay. We'll see you off.

Come on.

Here. Let me carry that for you.

I'm not a kid anymore.

Yes, you are.

When you got accepted into university,

I carried your luggage for you

when I sent you to your school.

To tell you the truth,

I didn't want you to study medicine.

But your mother wanted you to.

She said it would be good

to have a doctor in the house

in case anyone in the family gets sick.

But

I always thought

being a doctor

was too tiring.

You're my only daughter.

I couldn't bear for you to go through that.

But all is good now.

I'm fine with things now.

My daughter, my angel in white,

is going to serve on the frontlines.

But remember this.

Come back

as soon as you can.

It's cold.

Put this on.

Wear this. Come.

Always be safe.

What's with all of this?

I'll be back in no time.

As long as you two are safe and healthy

at home,

I'll be able to focus on work out there.

Right. We'll be perfectly healthy.

All right.

Come on.

Oh, right.

Take all these with you.

Take this.

And this beef.

Spiced beef?

It's your childhood favorite.

Of course, I know that.

I have it all prepared for you.

Let's go.

- Come on. - Let's go.

Give me that. No need to see me off.

Go on.

It's cold out there.

You guys just wait here.

All right.

I'm off.

Go on.

Take it easy.

Be safe.

Bye.

Bye.

Li Aiying can't hold on any longer.

The Obstetrics and Gynecology Department asked Mr. Ning to get there right away.

How is Li Aiying?

We don't know much about the condition of her brain,

but the fetus is showing signs of premature labour.

The heartbeat is unstable as well.

How have you been feeling these days?

I've been feeling dizzy and nauseous.

Dizzy and nauseous. How's your sleep?

Not good.

I think

the tumor is growing too fast

and is causing increased intracranial pressure.

The change in the cranial pressure triggered a threatened miscarriage.

So what's the best solution now?

How far along is the fetus?

34 weeks.

Combined surgery.

Combined surgery?

You guys will retrieve the baby.

We'll remove the tumor.

But that's too difficult and risky.

Prepare for surgery.

We're out of time.

Okay.

Prepare for surgery.

Prepare the skin.

Hello?

Qian?

(Dr. Ning, what's wrong?)

Come to the operating room.

What surgery can't you handle?

It's Li Aiying.

Increased intracranial pressure triggered a threatened miscarriage.

I'll be performing a combined surgery.

The condition of the tumor is complex.

I need your help.

Let me remind you something.

If you're not careful,

you'll lose two lives.

I'll take the responsibility if anything goes wrong.

Stop hesitating.

You always say that.

Qian.

I don't want to do any moral coercion.

If you're not here tonight,

even if the baby is born,

the mother might not make it.

Patient name, Li Aiying.

Female. 39 years old.

Inpatient number 032817.

Scalpel.

Gauze.

Rapid drop in blood pressure.

90/60.

Abnormal fetal heartbeat.

The baby could die in the womb at any time.

We need to retrieve the baby at once.

Hold on, Dr. Liu.

The situation's complicated on my end.

The tumor is bigger than expected.

And it's surrounded

by a lot of blood vessels.

There is a high risk of hemorrhage during the procedure.

If that happens,

the mother will go into shock.

The baby's life will be in danger.

We have to hurry.

Bipolar coagulation forceps.

You should have time to retrieve the baby.

If I don't remove this tumor,

there's a high chance the mother won't make it.

Qian,

I knew you'd come.

Let's get the baby out first.

Get ready.

Scalpel.

Qian, I'll cut.

You stop the bleeding.

If we work with Dr. Liu,

both mother and baby will have a higher chance of survival.

Periosteal elevator.

Dr. Ruan.

Give me a hand.

Here you go. Bipolar coagulation forceps.

We can do this.

We got this.

Hemostat.

Periosteal elevator.

Micro scissors.

Anesthetist.

Blood pressure is still dropping.

Qian, we need to hurry up.

Take care of the small surrounding vessels first.

Dr. Ruan, the suction machine.

The baby is coming out.

Blood pressure is still dropping.

The baby is out.

Scissors.

Blood pressure is still dropping.

How's the baby?

Premature birth. Less than 2kg.

Weak breathing.

And

poor cardiopulmonary development.

The baby will probably need to spend a month in the incubator.

But not too bad overall.

That's good news.

We'll finish soon as well.

Tumor forceps.

Continuous drop in blood pressure.

Her heart rate isn't looking good, either.

Hang in there, Qian.

Bleeding stopped.

Blood pressure stabilized.

Good.

Good work, Qian.

We did it.

I owe you barbecue.

(Li Aiying gave birth.)

(Both mother and baby are safe.)

To heck with you, Ning Zhiqian.

You set me up again,

didn't you?

Don't say that.

The baby and the mother are safe.

We got a happy ending.

I don't do well

under pressure.

You have me with you. What have you got to worry about?

I've finally figured it out.

You gave me the manager position

so you could continue causing trouble

and make me

clean up your mess.

I have hands.

I don't need you to clean up my mess for me.

You became a smooth talker after you started dating.

Did he learn it from you?

Don't get the innocent bystander involved in your argument.

You? Innocent bystander?

You two are on the same side.

You breathe from the same nostril.

You even smell the same.

You smelled us, Qian?

Listen.

Even if I made a mistake today,

I made a promise to you, didn't I?

I'll just treat you to a barbecue after the matter is settled.

If one isn't enough, make it three.

Make it five.

Let me ask you another thing.

If you were in my position,

wouldn't you have taken the risk too?

I bet you would.

Qian,

we've known each other for a decade.

I know you too well.

Do you know why

I let you be the Ward Manager of Ward 3

and willingly work under you?

Why?

I respect you.

You're the only one I'll concede to in Beiya Hospital.

Ask Dr. Ruan.

I always sing your praises.

He does talk about you a lot.

Did I play into their hands?

(Beiya Hospital)

(Happy birthday)

(Happy birthday)

(Happy birthday)

(Happy birthday)

I forgot it's my birthday.

Quite a romantic set-up you have here.

Take a look.

Do you like it?

The bakeries were closed,

so I could only get you a steamed bun from the cafeteria.

Where did you get the flowers?

Don't they look familiar?

It's what Cheng Zhouyu gave Ding Yiyuan.

I found them.

Make a wish.

Done.

What is your wish?

I hope this pandemic ends soon

and everyone is safe and sound.

Blow out the candles.

Forgot to remove my mask.

Happy birthday.

It's embarrassing if someone catches us like this.

What are you worried about?

Everyone knows it's your birthday today.

I relayed their wishes to you.

No cheating.

The other day,

I was lamenting.

Which do you think

will come first?

Your tomorrow or your end?

You think too much.

In the past,

when I became a doctor,

I thought I was fearless.

Now,

the older I get, the more I worry.

What are you afraid of the most?

It's...

Who was that message from?

My dad.

What did he say?

He wished me a happy birthday.

Nothing else?

He asked us to get married soon.

He did?

Lately,

he has gotten so sentimental.

Well, tell him

that we'll get married

after the pandemic is over.

We'll get married!

Today

is a fulfilling day.

Yes.

That child

shares the birthday with you.

I'll never forget today.

(Beiya Hospital)

Tan,

take care when you're there.

We'll miss you.

I will. Don't worry.

Look after the nurse station.

You too.

Take care of yourself.

Liuzheng,

I'm heading into the isolation wards.

We might not see each other for a while.

Keep a safe distance.

Look after the Neurosurgery Department. Wait for me to come back.

Keep yourself protected.

I'm off.

All the best.

Take care, Tan.

We'll be waiting for you.

Team One, assemble.

Team Two, assemble.

Team Three, assemble.

(Buffer Zone)

We'll begin the roll call.

Wang Xiaoliu.

Present.

Ding Yiyuan.

Present.

Yang Guoguang.

Present.

Present.

Li Cao.

Present.

Tan Ya.

Present.

Cheng Zhouyu.

Cheng Zhouyu!

I'm here!

Cheng Zhouyu from Neurosurgery.

Sorry, I'm late!

Note down his name.

Okay.

Are you ready?

-Ready. -Ready.

Off you go.

Turn.

Next.

Please help me write my name.

Cheng Zhouyu.

The characters Zhou from Zhoushan and Yu from universe.

(Steamed bun)

Next.

Thanks.

(Steamed bun)

Doctor, will I be okay?

You're fine.

Just take it easy

and rest well.

Thank you.

- All the best. - You got this.

Doctor, this is bad!

Blood oxygen level of the patient in Bed 8 is down to 30.

Can you hear me?

He's still conscious.

What is the patient's current blood oxygen level?

45.

Blood pressure?

80/60.

Blood oxygen level is too low.

Monitor blood pressure at all times.

Blood pressure is still dropping.

Intubation. Connect him to the ventilator.

His blood pressure is too low.

I don't think he'll make it even with a ventilator.

Inject 1mg of adrenaline.

Got it.

(Tan Ya)

Inject 1mg of adrenaline.

Yes.

Can you hear me?

I'm the doctor in charge of you.

You're on the edge of life and death.

Take one step forward, and you'll have a chance to live.

You have to make it through this.

Blood pressure is up a little.

Intubation. Connect him to the ventilator.

Got it.

Cheng Zhouyu.

I'm glad

you're here.

Doctor!

We need you here!

Coming!

(Outpatient Clinic)

Here.

Put it here.

Give that to me.

Easy there.

Slowly.

Liang.

You're here.

For the Infectious Disease Unit.

Stay protected.

I will.

Keep it up!

Here.

Slowly.

Xue.

Ruan Lang.

I thought I saw someone like you.

(Volunteer, Jiangzhou)

Take it easy.

Did you

help move all these?

When the country is in trouble, every citizen has to play his part.

Come. Let's move the boxes together.

Okay.

All right.

Here.

All right.

(Beiya Hospital)

(Juan)

(Juan)

(Missed call from Juan)

(Juan)

Hello? Juan?

What happened to Ning Xiang?

(Ning Zhiqian, Ruan Liuzheng)

Hurry! They're here!

Ning Xiang!

Please save Ning Xiang!

Ning Xiang.

- Please save him! - Ning Xiang.

Ning Xiang!

Ning Xiang!

The recurring tumor is larger than the last,

making the operation

more challenging and risky.

From medical imaging,

the tumor tightly adheres to the brain stem.

The boundaries are unclear.

That will make surgical removal

a challenging task.

The tumor is close to the fourth ventricle

near the centre of the circulatory system.

Intraoperative fluctuations in blood pressure and heart rate

are also concerning variables.

He is too young.

The risk of this procedure

is already high in the first place.

If he bleeds any more than necessary,

the consequence could be grave.

In the event of intraoperative hemorrhage,

the consequence will be unfathomable.

If he were an adult,

the chance of success could be higher.

But it's too late to transfer him

to the children's hospital now.

It'll be difficult

to get a pediatric oncologist to come over

during a pandemic as well.

I have an expert in mind.

If we can get him here,

there'll be hope for the boy.

I'm done with the paperwork.

Dr. Ning,

please save Ning Xiang.

Quiet.

Keep an eye on Ning Xiang.

- Let's talk somewhere else. - Okay.

Follow me.

How did Ning Xiang fall?

I was busy with things that day.

I took my eyes off him for a second,

and he fell down the stairs.

If he hadn't fallen,

were you never going to realize that his brain tumor had recurred?

No...

Didn't I tell you

that he needs to come back for routine checkups,

and you need to watch him closely for any signs of recurrence?

How do you call yourself a mother?

No, I...

He usually seemed fine.

With the pandemic,

it's not good to go to the hospital too often.

I sent him to the hospital right after he fell.

The doctor examined him

and said

his brain tumor had recurred.

I've told you this before.

The second his tumor recurs,

it will develop rapidly.

And there's a high chance it will spiral out of control!

Did you not understand me?

Dr. Ning.

What should I do now?

Please save him.

Of course, I will.

Dr. Ning.

(Beiya Hospital)

Go and eat something.

No, I have no appetite.

Go and get some rest, then.

I'll look after him.

No need.

I want him to see me

the moment he wakes up.

Juan went to raise money.

She feels really guilty.

She's blaming herself for everything.

She should've done it sooner.

Dr. Ning! Dr. Ning!

Can...

Can you operate on Ning Xiang?

Listen to me.

The medulloblastoma that Ning Xiang has been afflicted with

is a malignant tumor.

The tumor is closely connected to the brain stem.

If it is surgically removed,

there's a high risk of serious functional disorder

and even brain death.

What do you mean by functional disorder?

It could be

speech and language impairment,

or visual impairment.

And in more severe cases...

Paralysis.

He might even enter a vegetative state.

Then... Then tell me...

Tell me...

What are his chances of survival?

I can't answer that.

For the individual, it's a zero-sum situation.

But you're his mother.

You need to make the call

and sign the consent form for the procedure.

I'll sign it.

Can you

perform the surgery?

No.

Dr. Ning!

I'm on my knees.

Please save him.

Please save him.

I came to you because I wanted you to do it.

I can't think of anyone else in this world

who can save him.

Please save him.

I'm begging you, Dr. Ning.

I want to save Ning Xiang

just as much as you do.

My feelings for him

will affect

my objective judgement during the operation.

I'm not a suitable candidate to perform his surgery.

He's so young.

How could you bear to do this?

(Outpatient Clinic)

Don't move. Let me take a good look at you.

It is you!

You deliver food to me every day

wearing a military coat.

Are you tired?

Yes.

Ya.

You're probably not used to hearing that from me.

Well.

Can you try to get used to it?

Because I want

to keep calling you that from now on.

I used to call you Ms. Tan Ya

because I didn't think I was a reliable guy.

I didn't think I deserved that right.

Well,

I'm a reliable guy now, right?

So...

Will you give me a chance

to cook for you for the rest of my life?

No need to answer that right away.

I'll leave your food here.

Remember to eat it.

No need to give me an answer.

(Early detection, reporting, diagnosis, isolation and treatment)

(Emergency Department)

(Beiya Hospital)

Why didn't you tell us sooner?

Dad

didn't want you guys to know because he didn't want

you guys to be upset.

So...

He tried to keep it from you guys as long as he could.

Is there no hope left for him?

What about a specialist?

We tried.

It's in the late stage.

Surgery?

He already has multiple metastases.

Surgery.

Chemotherapy.

Medication.

He said no to all of them.

Because he didn't want to go through all that suffering.

Is there really no other way?

♪White clouds will never miss out on clear skies♪

♪As we waited, we deserve the embrace♪

♪However, we never♪

♪Chose to stay♪

♪We only care about the future♪

♪While the present slips past us♪

♪Before choosing a direction at the next crossroad♪

♪I let go of your hand out of habit♪

♪Two hearts anticipate approaching each other♪

♪Yet suffer in regrets♪

♪Choosing a direction at the next crossroad♪

♪Is like tearing the universe apart♪

♪Losing oneself in regret♪

♪Saving oneself with silence♪

♪Before choosing a direction at the next crossroad♪

♪I let go of your hand out of habit♪

♪Two hearts anticipate approaching each other♪

♪Yet suffer in regrets♪

♪Choosing a direction at the next crossroad♪

♪Is like tearing the universe apart♪

♪Losing oneself in regret♪

♪Saving oneself with silence♪

♪Choosing a direction at the next crossroad♪

♪Is like tearing the universe apart♪

♪Losing oneself in regret♪

♪Saving oneself with silence♪

♪That won't do♪