Original subtitles

=Have a Crush on You=

=Episode 30=

You bought these?

No buns for today?

You actually splurged and ordered delivery now?

I made

a fool of myself in public last time.

This is my apology.

What

a generous apology then.

You ordered two dishes.

Both are veggies.

I just learned how to order food via phone.

I ordered four dishes

but only two

came.

Those two meat dishes didn't come.

Only veggies.

That's right.

Veggies are healthy.

All right. I'll dig in then.

Go ahead.

- Eat. - You ordered drinks too?

Just one?

I'm not thirsty anyway. It's for you.

Open it for me, will you?

Do you want to share it?

Sure.

Here.

Thanks.

Eat some tomato.

What? Too sour?

No.

It's very sweet.

Let's eat.

The veggies are good.

When are you going to get the marriage certificate?

I feel like

it's largely performative now.

I can get it whenever I want.

But recently,

he has been trying really hard to persuade me to do so.

Really?

I can't wait

to see how desperate he is.

Liuzheng.

I have to go.

The third wheel will excuse herself now.

What's your plan tonight?

Checking my patient's medical history.

I got two movie tickets online.

Are you interested?

Let's go.

All right.

Smile, please.

I put on too much makeup today.

You did?

I thought you didn't put on any.

It's cold today.

I should have worn more clothes.

Why didn't you wear more clothes then?

Do you think I would lend you

my coat?

Stop joking. Be serious now.

This serves you right.

Now, I have to buy new clothes for you.

Come.

Can you speak like a normal person?

Are you proud of yourself now?

You know it's cold yet you didn't cover your ankles.

Come.

I'm going to overheat like that.

You said you felt cold.

Still cold?

I like when you speak like that.

Hurry. It will begin soon.

Here.

There was a queue. Take this.

Coffee from the viral pop-up café.

Why buy this out of a sudden?

Didn't you say

that coffee is your lifeline or something?

Usually, adrenaline will do the trick.

I don't see how coffee is going to help.

I don't understand you at all.

Here. Hurry.

Which row?

Here.

Sit.

Take this.

Same cinema.

Same movie.

It's been seven years

and you still remember this movie.

It was released seven years ago?

We have watched it?

You were sleeping.

I won't sleep today.

I swear.

I thought you remember it.

It's been so many years.

How can I possibly remember which movies I have seen?

Right.

From the moment we met until our marriage

and our eventual divorce,

we have only watched three movies.

You forgot all of them.

I remember all of them.

The horror film one doesn't count?

As expected of you, Dr. Ruan.

You and your superhuman memory.

You know,

it's good not to remember something.

Look.

Every time I watch this film,

I get the first-time experience.

Don't give me that.

Open it, please.

When are you free next week?

Wednesday, why?

I will free that day up too.

What for?

For the civil affairs bureau.

Where?

Civil affairs bureau.

Have some coffee.

Or you'll fall asleep later.

Jianzhong, what's the matter?

I'm all right.

Don't worry.

Sit down.

Sit.

Should we go to the doctor?

No need.

It's the same old pal. My grumpy stomach.

I just need some medicine.

Drink something.

Don't worry about me.

Should we think about

how we should hold

Zheng's wedding?

You should sit too.

Sit.

Sit.

Okay.

Look.

Should I wear a blazer

on her wedding

or a Chinese tunic suit?

I think

you wore a blazer last time.

I did.

Let's switch it up then.

Changpao, it is.

How do I look?

So handsome.

The outcome caught me off.

I thought Mr. Qian would lose the election.

Dr. Ding.

What's the margin like?

One vote difference.

Did someone

in our team betray us?

God knows.

Ruan Liuzheng.

Mr. Ning. Have you heard?

Deputy Manager Qian is now the manager of Ward 3.

I have.

It's so unfair to Deputy Manager Ning.

What do you mean by unfair?

It's a fair election.

I accept this outcome.

Ding Yiyuan.

Are you performing

with Cheng Zhouyu later?

You're performing, Cheng?

He can't sing in my key

so I'll perform solo.

Cheng has always been off-key when he was singing at school.

Even the birthday song is no exception.

It's almost time.

Let's go.

Time for the New Year party.

Mr. Ning.

Will you perform?

Me?

No, I don't think so.

Let's go.

Let's go.

Let's go.

Time to watch the performance.

(Beiya Hospital New Year Party)

Now,

a round of applause

for Manager Liu.

Mr. Liu, please.

How did they sing just now?

Very well!

Especially the song choice from the proctology department,

You Colonize My Heart.

Very

on-brand of them.

What a great pick.

Mr. Cameraman.

Don't publish the video.

We'll be in great trouble

if they go viral.

I'm just joking.

The performance just now

demonstrates how talented the people in Beiya Hospital are

and it

also shows our wonderful

team spirit.

Don't you agree?

Yes!

Which department next?

Neurosurgery!

Ning Zhiqian.

Let's welcome him to the stage.

My fellow colleagues,

Happy New Year.

This is my eighth year

in Beiya's neurosurgery department.

But this year

is quite different

from others.

Because this year, Ward 3 of the neurosurgery department

has two female doctors.

They are Dr. Ruan Liuzheng

and Dr. Ding Yiyuan.

Woohoo!

They are the first two females

in Ward 3.

So please, give them a round of applause.

Woohoo!

As you all know,

the neurosurgery department

hasn't had a female doctor in ages.

That's because in our field,

we need doctors who have patience and endurance.

Therefore,

ever since they stepped into our department,

I never plan to be lenient with them.

I gave them

the harshest demand

and the toughest challenge.

I thought that could scare them off

but

instead, they prosper.

They have grown from a rookie to a veteran

and even showed all male doctors in our department

what they can do better.

They remind me of what

we were like at the beginning.

So please,

all my colleagues in Beiya,

give your loudest applause

to them.

Woohoo!

Bravo!

One more thing.

Before I came here,

Xiaoxiao asked me a question.

She asked if I

was going to perform.

I said

no. But in fact,

I have something bigger

in mind.

Me?

I'm not performing.

Just go.

Go.

But I...

Go.

You'll be fine.

That's right.

What are you doing?

Perhaps most

of you don't know

that other than my tutee,

Dr. Ruan also

has another identity.

What?

What?

She is my ex-wife.

So my performance

will be

a proposal.

Oh my god!

Can

all of you

be our

witnesses?

Yes!

(I love you. You are my everything.) You can do this, Dr. Ning!

Yes!

New ring

but the same person.

Ruan Liuzheng.

Will you marry me again?

This is the last time, I promise.

Marry him. Marry him.

Yes.

I can't hear it. Louder, please.

Yes!

Congratulations!

Congratulations.

Kiss! Kiss! Kiss!

♪I'm just a doctor, not a superhero♪

♪I'm just an ordinary man♪

♪That's right♪

♪I save lives in this world♪

♪But I'm not omnipotent♪

♪Yes, sir!♪

♪I'm just a doctor, not a superhero♪

♪I'm just an ordinary man♪

♪That's right♪

♪Underneath this white robe♪

♪Lives a fun soul♪

♪All right!♪

♪My bachelor's took five years but that not's because I'm dumb♪

♪Together with Master's, I have to study for seven years in total♪

♪My job training takes another three years and I need many certificates♪

♪My classmates are all married except me♪

♪Ten years of preparation just to get to the starting line♪

♪Now I see how tough this profession is♪

♪Every doctor feels like a superhero, they are Batman♪

♪Forget the time, forget the break, forget the biological clock♪

♪For all doctors, morning or night shifts, they are the same♪

♪If you're unlucky, you can't go home for three days straight♪

♪Toiling so hard in the surgery room, taking shifts one after another♪

♪When you wake up, you can only say hi to those who are married♪

♪I'm just a doctor, not a superhero♪

♪I'm just an ordinary man♪

♪That's right♪

♪I save lives in this world♪

♪But I'm not omnipotent♪

♪Yes, sir!♪

♪I'm just a doctor, not a superhero♪

♪I'm just an ordinary man♪

♪That's right♪

♪Underneath this white robe♪

♪Lives a fun soul♪

♪All right!♪

Why are you all alone here?

They are having fun down there.

Mr. Ning became a better person

and so did Ruan Liuzheng.

The power of love is compelling.

I envy them.

Remember

the election for the manager position

in our department?

What about it?

Ning lost to Qian by a one-vote difference.

I actually

abstained.

So it was you?

Why did you abstain?

Ning is exceptional.

I want to be like him.

Or close to him, at the very least.

So when Qian told me

that he would give me more opportunities,

I faltered.

I was enticed.

But that's normal.

Everyone wants to climb higher.

It's no big deal.

Besides, you have the right to vote for who you want.

No one can fault you for that.

You are Mr. Ning's

classmate for many years.

I'm sure he will understand.

Don't sweat it.

I did this

because of you.

Because of me?

I think I'm not good enough for you.

When we're together, I feel the pressure.

You live

in the city center,

in a big house.

You have a garage and a lift.

But my family?

We live on the outskirt.

When I didn't have a car,

I had to change

three subway lines to come here.

We came from two different worlds.

So I want to

become better.

I want to climb higher.

I don't want people

in the hospital to think

that I

rely on you.

I cannot stand that.

But why didn't you feel that way

when we started dating?

Because I didn't expect us

to last this long.

I thought you weren't serious about me.

I don't care about all that.

But I do.

It doesn't sit well with me.

We can overcome it together.

You have brought it up now.

It'll be fine.

One more thing.

I have always kept it from you.

What thing?

You keep asking me

if I have any little secrets?

When you just came to the hospital,

there was an anonymous report

against your dad,

accusing him of nepotism.

It was me.

I know.

You do?

A very long time ago.

Because of this,

we had a family meeting.

They are fine with it.

I think you are a man of integrity

and my dad can be held accountable.

So your family knows?

We do.

How am I supposed to face your family then?

I...

I'm a scumbag

who has done all these harmful things.

Look, Cheng Zhouyu.

Why are you

telling me all that?

I'm not good enough for you.

You can do better.

Perhaps we can

call it off?

Let's call it off.

Are you breaking up with me?

Cheng Zhouyu, just tell me

that you don't like me anymore.

I'm serious.

No need to give me those excuses.

Because they are lame excuses.

Cheng Zhouyu, I like you.

I want to be with you

because when I'm with you,

I am happy.

I enjoy it.

But I am not happy now.

If you want us to split up,

go ahead.

I'll head back now.

Really?

We have to work tomorrow.

When did you buy the ring?

I bought it long ago.

I thought you hate attention.

Why did you propose to me in public?

What if I say no?

Will you say no?

You did it in public

so that I will be pressured into saying yes.

You got me there.

Mr. Ruan.

I should head back now.

Stay safe.

Dad, why did you come out this late?

I can't sleep.

I want to take a stroll.

It's cold outside. Go back in.

You should go in.

You must have had a busy day.

Let me keep you company then.

Let's go.

All right.

Let me see.

The patient of Bed 12

can be discharged today.

See to it, please.

Zhiqian.

It's me.

Mr. Ruan.

Why are you dressed up like this?

I don't want Liuzheng to see me.

Let me take this.

Mr. Ruan,

let me know where it hurts.

How is this spot?

It's all right.

This bit hurts.

Bear with me.

Ouch.

What about here?

Ouch.

You may get up, Mr. Ruan.

It's done?

How long have you had this?

More

than six months.

Why didn't you come earlier?

After my routine check-up, I thought nothing of it.

It's hard to give you a result now.

Let's give you a scan, shall we?

Here.

Is it serious?

Don't worry. Let's have the scan first.

Okay.

Which way?

Here.

You see that?

It's in the lungs too.

Based on my experience,

it's stage IV liver cancer.

It has metastasized to the lungs.

I don't think surgery

will help.

(Ruan Jianzhong, Radiology File)

Mr. Ning.

Anything else?

If not, we'll go home now.

You can leave now.

Okay.

Where did you go?

I was looking for you.

I had a meeting with the Department of Medicine.

I have to go now. I have a movie date.

Bye.

Let's go home

earlier today.

Whose home?

Yours.

Let's pay a visit to your parents.

But you just did two days ago.

I miss them.

I want to see them, can I not?

Pack up now.

Zhiqian, have this prawn.

I'm full, Mrs. Ruan.

Why don't you eat it, Dad?

I am eating one.

Your father's

appetite has gone down lately.

Do you two

want some beer?

- No, thanks. - No.

A unanimous answer today.

Oh,

how is your wedding organization going?

That's right.

Dad, I'm busy lately.

You should

do it earlier.

I agree.

Just finish things up.

Come.

Eat all these.

You didn't see when I ate it just now.

It's delicious.

Oh.

I have to check on my phone.

Zhiqian.

Can you check why my phone is lagging badly lately?

I don't know why.

Sure.

Let's head to the balcony.

The reception is better there.

Is that so? Okay.

It's cold outside. Remember to put on an extra layer.

Okay.

Liuzheng.

Your father has been neglecting me.

He keeps looking at his phone.

Do you think he's

e-dating?

Mom.

This is ridiculous.

Who?

Your dad?

You. You are being ridiculous.

Me?

Am I?

Zhiqian.

The result is out, isn't it?

It's okay.

Just tell me the truth.

I'm ready.

It's bad.

Liver cancer?

Which stage?

I already contacted the best specialist.

We will

have a meeting in a few days.

We will

find you the best treatment plan.

Zhiqian.

Just tell me.

How long do I have left?

If you won't tell me,

I can still ask the hospital.

Dad, you want some fruit?

No, thanks.

Zhiqian.

Can you promise me something?

Don't tell this

to Liuzheng first.

You're about

to get married.

If you tell her now,

she will postpone the wedding.

I want to attend your wedding ceremony.

Do that for me, will you?

Okay.

Don't worry.

After the wedding ceremony,

I will tell her

myself.

How does it feel?

Where did you learn that from? I love it.

Liuzheng

is my baby daughter.

Promise me

you will treat her well.

Do we

have a deal?

Yes.

Mr. Ruan.

Just save that setting

like I told you.

All right. I got it now.

It's late now. I should head back.

Okay.

You're going back?

Yes.

Show him out.

No need.

See you.

No need to show me out, Mr. Ruan.

I'll go now.

Okay.

Safe travels.

Bye.

Sufen.

The moon

is beautiful tonight.

Should we take a stroll together?

Moongazing? How romantic.

Now?

It's cold outside.

And I haven't tidied the table.

I can do that. Just go.

Come.

Put on some layers.

All right.

Sure.

Dad, put this scarf on.

- Okay. - All right.

We'll go now.

We're taking a stroll.

We'll let you handle the rest.

Bye.

Okay.

Bye.

Where is the moon?

My neck is sore now and I still can't find it.

No need to look for it.

It's cloudy today.

When we first met,

it was cloudy and rainy too.

You still

remember after all these years?

By the way,

what was your first impression of me?

Cute.

And then I thought

that if you gave me a daughter,

she would look as pretty as you.

Look at Zheng.

She takes after you.

Zheng turns 30 so soon.

How many 30 years do we have in a lifetime?

Then let's do sports and eat well

so that we can live for another 30 or 50 years.

Sufen.

I don't think I have the luxury.

What are you on about?

I'm serious.

I'm sick.

Liver cancer.

Stage IV.

I'm sorry.

Cry now.

Don't let Liuzheng know.

Have some water too.

Mr. Ruan.

Zhiqian.

We have

the treatment plan.

When you're free,

touch base with Dr. Wang.

You're early today.

I'm here to pick you up.

What is that?

Nothing.

Just the medical record of my old comrade.

Yes.

I asked Zhiqian to take a look.

Who?

(Radiology Introduction) Don't worry about this.

Go to work now.

Or else, you'll be late.

Let's go.

- Go. - It's congested.

Bye, Dad. Go back inside.

(Beiya Hospital)

Cheng, Dr. Ding.

You two are having lunch?

Thanks.

Dr. Ding.

The buns are fresh.

I came here first.

Please take another seat.

It's the same anywhere.

I'll go then.

Do you have to do this?

We did break up

but we're still colleagues.

Right, Mr. Cheng.

We're just colleagues.

I'll eat somewhere else.

Bye.

Hi, Mr. Cheng.

Hi, Dr. Ding.

I opened the window, wiped the table, and gave you water.

Do you need anything else?

That will be all.

Thank you so much.

It's my duty.

So...

You can bring the first patient in.

Sure, Mr. Cheng.

(Cheng Zhouyu)

Come in.

Doctor.

Miss Li.

Come. Take a seat.

The delivery is close.

Indeed.

Careful.

32 weeks now.

Miss Li.

Your tumor

is looking bad.

Just tell me.

I'm ready.

It's growing way quicker than expected.

I'm not that afraid of it anymore.

Just two more weeks

and he'll be safe.

Look.

He

is kicking.

What an active guy.

Don't worry.

Both of you will be safe.

If you don't mind,

can you two

be his godparents?

We'll be honored.

Why not?

I haven't been a godmother before.

I'm done here for the moment.

You have an appointment with the obstetrics and gynecology department?

Go there first.

Okay.

I will have a meeting with them tonight.

Careful.

Thanks.

Bye.

Thank you.

Next patient, please.

I don't think you should

agree to be someone's godmother

without any considerations.

Mr. Cheng.

No need to draw the line with me in every aspect.

We are just colleagues. Not more than that.

Don't worry.

Careful.

Doctor.

(Cheng Zhouyu)

(Eat Civilly)

You don't look

like the Ding Yiyuan I know.

That stupid Cheng Zhouyu.

How dare he made me cry.

This is the most humiliating

thing I have ever done in my life.

Not humiliating per se.

But it's desperate, yes.

Don't add insult to injury, please.

You still love him a lot.

Perhaps you can try talking to him again?

He has made it clear enough.

I also burned all bridges.

So be it then.

At least I don't have to

eat buns with him every so often now.

You just said

you didn't have to eat it again.

You two are evil.

You're mocking me.

That was a huge bite.

Haven't I suffered enough?

Hush.

Everyone is looking at you.

There, there.

Give her tissue paper.

I don't have any.

Use my sleeve.

Your snot, really?

♪White clouds will never miss out on clear skies♪

♪As we waited, we deserve the embrace♪

♪However, we never♪

♪Chose to stay♪

♪We only care about the future♪

♪While the present slips past us♪

♪Before choosing a direction at the next crossroad♪

♪I let go of your hand out of habit♪

♪Two hearts anticipate approaching each other♪

♪Yet suffer in regrets♪

♪Choosing a direction at the next crossroad♪

♪Is like tearing the universe apart♪

♪Losing oneself in regret♪

♪Saving oneself with silence♪

♪Before choosing a direction at the next crossroad♪

♪I let go of your hand out of habit♪

♪Two hearts anticipate approaching each other♪

♪Yet suffer in regrets♪

♪Choosing a direction at the next crossroad♪

♪Is like tearing the universe apart♪

♪Losing oneself in regret♪

♪Saving oneself with silence♪

♪Choosing a direction at the next crossroad♪

♪Is like tearing the universe apart♪

♪Losing oneself in regret♪

♪Saving oneself with silence♪

♪That won't do♪